8:49 Santa's Cookies 18:13 The Christmas Incident 33:15 Slay Bells 1:14:39 1st Brb Ends 1:16:16 Night of the Consumers 1:54:02 Slide in the Woods 2:09:00 Freeways 2:34:43 2nd Brb Ends 2:37:28 Night Shift 3:10:35 Spiders 3:16:19 Act Normal 3:18:33 Nun Massacre 3:34:38 Osteotic Bypass 3:40:46 Juice Galaxy 3:59:13 Everhood 4:57:24 3rd Brb Ends 4:59:56 Art School 5:22:47 Faith 5:31:43 Back from Discconnect 5:40:10 Back from Discconnect Again
I was gonna say, Jerma is like Truman except in the end after he says goodbye to everyone and leaves, he shows up the next day acting like nothing ever happened and continues to broadcast to thousands of people.
I wish that game ended with some horror that actually related to the anxiety of working the night shift of a gas station. Like that white van was giving me mega spooky vibes. But yeah it was glorious.
@@tacnomel2591 I did some googling and that Night Shift piece is more of a prelude introducing the killer for a game called Stay Out of The House and therefore ends the way it does.
Can I just say how grateful I am to have an amazing channel and community to make it possible to rewatch Jerma vods on mobile instead of getting 3 15-second unskippable ads literally every 10 minutes on the Twitch app.
I woke up randomly at around 5:30 am and decided to check in on Jerma’s stream, still drowsy and half-asleep. I turned up right as he played the gnome battle in Everhood. I think I came as close to having a psychedelic experience as one can without taking any hallucinogenics.
I assume Jerma’s reaction at 3:05:05 is the same reaction he would have when he peeped the horror and it killed him... I kinda wanna make that edit myself now.
really glad this vod exists. as a 23 y.o., that “I’m older and still here” talk made me feel a lot better about where i am in life, and i think it’s something that i often forget during these difficult years of life. i hope more people get to experience such a casual life-check, whether through this vod or otherwise
same here . i'm 22 n feel like im constantly running late but then i sit back n think about how young we really are . doesn't mean we should waste any time , but we got an entire life ahead of us .
@@peterbach1126 oh trust me, i know! more just saying the aging and maturing that happens between, say, a high schooler and a college grad can feel like a lot. can’t wait to feel a million years old at 30 :)
@@iatenailsforbreakfast8209 glad to see some things never change - last time, i believe i made a pun involving penguins and jerma? but yeah, whatever it was, cool kowalski has always been, and always will be, very smexy! until next time!
Still that doesn't mean you should be complacent and doubt your abilities. Know your limits but that doesn't mean you shouldn't push them. I get where Jerm is coming from where having that kind of mindset can be destructive when we don't achieve what we want but invest your best in what you want to achieve and expect failure.
My therapist told me once that “if you don’t even give yourself permission to fail then you make it way harder to succeed” Basically saying that just trying is enough, you’ll surprise yourself, and even if you don’t do as good as you hopes, that’s okay, it likely isn’t the end of the world It’s good to try your best but if you don’t have the energy to, don’t beat yourself up over it
You should absolutely pursue your dreams, whatever they might be, but the actual pursuit and outcome is always going to be different. In Jerma's case, he wanted to be a famous actor/director, so you can reasonably assume that he wanted to be the best in his field. That whole path is just as much luck as it is talent, and there is almost endless rejection. So if your dream is to be at the top of something, you have to ask yourself along the way how much of yourself you want to sacrifice just to get the top, and it helps to establish your limits early.
is no one gonna talk about the fucking glitched voice thing Jerma did at 1:16:40 I rewatched it so many times n realised that he purposefully did that like how the fuck, so cool
man as a 23 year old that's had to put my passion on hold and feeling like I'll never get a chance to pursue it again jerma yelling at chat saying he was 36 was both funny and comforting
I was tensed up the whole time he was about to open Spiders, I accidentally did that on stream not knowing what the game was. He doesn't know how close he was to accidentally showing porn to like 20,000 people.
@V1 copy. It's a game by the puppet combo developer and the introduction cutscene includes a somewhat pornographic scene of various naked women. Puppet combo games are very hit or miss, some are really good like Murder House on steam and some suck bad.
This stream is so important and nostalgic to me, it’s what I was watching while painting thousands of little squares for my first year of art school. Now I’m nearly graduated. Love coming back it whenever I’m in need of some nostalgic creativity
Same here. It was pretty lame when he didn't choose anyone in the ending. Dude went for the harem route, which was pretty wack, since Kinzie the Dragoness was CLEARLY the best.
Him breaking the wine glass was when I said to myself; "you know I'm done drinking for the night as well" so i clean all my things up and get ready for bed to watch more tomorrow, lo and behold as im brushing my teeth i see this madman going at ANOTHER glass. WINO ANDY
everytime i listen to jerma's "slow down" talk, i start to tear up. it is a lot of pressure, growing up, needing to be someone. Pressured by society to be someone people look up to, it's rough. It's something I struggle with a lot, but it feels like to know that a lot of people are going through the same, and that we all can just find away to relax and take our time with it
Fell asleep while watching this stream on my phone under the blanket, dreamt about Jerma streaming, and awoke in the middle of the night to the Everhood gnomes boss fight... Felt like quite the trip.
I love Jerma's dad talks. They're always somehow just what I need to hear and his advice is always great to listen to. It's great seeing someone take issues like that to heart, even from anonymous people in a chat.
3:05:09 “wow the doors opening outwards by itself thats pretty weird, i should stand back” Jerma: “jeez who tf does this guy think he is im pushing this fucker back inwards and going in the freezer for no reason again!” *wilhelm scream*
Adding this stream to the ever growing list of streams where Jerma has claimed to be able to effectively avoid being struck by melee weapons in combat, especially referencing swords and axes. It happens so often, he says it so much
I know he didn't talk about this until further in the video but, I wanna thank Jerma. I'm 18 years old, autistic, unemployed and no longer in school and still living with my parents. I'm constantly scared that I will go nowhere and soon I'll get kicked out because my parents don't want their adult child leeching off of them. But what Jerma said about taking it slow really I guess, comforted that existential crisis I always find myself having. I do need to take my time, I'm barely an adult life is just beginning. Thank you Jerma ❤
16:45 He said "did I just fake that?" as if he was reading that message from chat a solid 4 seconds after he got scared lol, no way somebody actually sent that in time for him to see it
He was talking to himself, but, actually, I think I live in the fucking Twilight Zone during Jerma streams and it's similar to this. Jerma's chat mostly has a, like, 3-5 second delay, which is what you'd expect on Twitch. But I swear, I fucking don't. It's the weirdest thing. It seems like the messages he responds to pop up at the exact time he reads them, as if he only ever pays attention to the newest message in chat at any given time. Like, it's such exact timing that it almost feels prerecorded and like the messages are timed to be sent at that exact moment, which I wouldn't notice if there was a delay, but there isn't. It's the most bizarre shit.
God it's such a good, niche sort of game. I'm so bad at game like it so I watched let's plays and holy fuck it felt like.... Similar to back when I first watched a playthrough of Undertale so many years ago, but... In a far more "mature" sense? It's like "you like Undertale? You like weird meta shit in games? You've developed a love for psychedelic shit and experimental music? Here, try this out for size" and BOOM I found Everhood. They designs are amazing, I give a shit about the characters, it's got that very specific charm to it.... It's just so good!
I needed to hear that talk near the 2 minute mark. I've turned 21 recently and this year I've had the biggest mental change I ever had after years of being mentally frozen in a way. I never really had a hobby and only now am I beginning to discover what I like and want to do.
1:55:10 "The way you feel when you're in your at like 17 18 19s will change when your in mid to late 20s" yeh dreams crushed and optimism greatly diminished.. i wanna go back
Good thing Spiders wasn't displayed right. It starts off with some strippers talking about foot worship. Not pixelated or in game graphics, just a literal VHS rip of the scene.
I agree with the dad speech about people living to fast or being driven by expectation to succeed immediately in life. To much of the world has fallen into the trap of seeking there fulfilment by pursuing too much at once. We're forgetting the simple joys of what it means to just be, and by extension, to just be happy. So much overstimulation has left us just wanting and needing more and more as the world grows quicker and quicker around us, and we feel so compelled as a result to chase everything and have it all. A fair reminder to what's really important in your life. All you really need is what you all ready have, your happiness is what you are, not what you receive or manage to accumulate in a lifetime. Think of the overlooked amazing wonder of what it is to be a living, breathing organism, capable of everything you can do, and being able to recognize that, and the fact that all you see and experience in this vast, possibly endless universe, exists despite the circumstances or odds of it. Living and being alive in itself is miraculous and wonderful, yet so easy to overlook and forget about at times.
meditation and such practices (for example, administering a substance that may or may not infer a psychedelic experience that one could, theoretically, garner extremely useful life lessons from!) are a shortcut to this understanding. i don't know how jerma has gotten to this point - i know a lotta people around his age, still stuck trying to advance in a world that they don't understand, by doing things they don't understand and constantly trying to find meaning in things that they just don't understand. jerma somehow still has a magical outlook on life - reminiscent of a child, yes, but also incredibly useful in this day and age - he can see amazing things that a lot of other people are too ignorant to see. i feel for a lot of the younger generation (even if i am one of them!) - as soon as they leave school, it's immediately: work, college, money, family, house, children, legacy, die. so many people pressured into believing if they aren't constantly "succeeding" and progressing at all times, they're "losing". and nobody wants to "lose" their life. i'm glad, however, that at least a few members of my generation and others, have a role model like jerma to look up to. (even if they get a bit snug calling him daddy all the time!)
1:16:40 Also the Nun Massacre part was fucking nuts. I love it and seeing jerma play it, especially with the chat saying “TURN VOLUME DOWN” was hilarious and also pretty terrifying
8:49 Santa's Cookies
18:13 The Christmas Incident
33:15 Slay Bells
1:14:39 1st Brb Ends
1:16:16 Night of the Consumers
1:54:02 Slide in the Woods
2:09:00 Freeways
2:34:43 2nd Brb Ends
2:37:28 Night Shift
3:10:35 Spiders
3:16:19 Act Normal
3:18:33 Nun Massacre
3:34:38 Osteotic Bypass
3:40:46 Juice Galaxy
3:59:13 Everhood
4:57:24 3rd Brb Ends
4:59:56 Art School
5:22:47 Faith
5:31:43 Back from Discconnect
5:40:10 Back from Discconnect Again
@JFLG 764 Jerma doesn't run this channel lol
3:28:40 someone please make use of him saying "go in the toilet" somehow, somewhere
i love how many time jerma flipped off his enemies in these games. truly underrated and he should do that more often.
2:24:25 is the scary puppet game
Fun fact: the jerma985 fan base, per capita, is one of the largest communities to have a "The Truman show" type of living environment.
I was gonna say, Jerma is like Truman except in the end after he says goodbye to everyone and leaves, he shows up the next day acting like nothing ever happened and continues to broadcast to thousands of people.
@@ShutterSnapped that is fucking hilarious and accurate
What the fuck does that even mean
lmfaoo
@@ShutterSnapped Truman show x groundhogs day.
His scream during Night Shift was iconic
The face he made is great too, it didn't even look like him yet it was
3:05:05
His soul left his body for a full second
I wish that game ended with some horror that actually related to the anxiety of working the night shift of a gas station. Like that white van was giving me mega spooky vibes. But yeah it was glorious.
@@tacnomel2591 I did some googling and that Night Shift piece is more of a prelude introducing the killer for a game called Stay Out of The House and therefore ends the way it does.
Can I just say how grateful I am to have an amazing channel and community to make it possible to rewatch Jerma vods on mobile instead of getting 3 15-second unskippable ads literally every 10 minutes on the Twitch app.
Sadly while watching this I am getting an ad break every two minutes.
My favorite thing is being able to pause it and move my tablet and not have it restart from the beginning of the VOD
I watch jermas twitch streams through my phones browser and never got ads
Find something better, his streams are boring af. He play shitty games while just giggling for some reason ever 30 seconds
3:25:10 walks for 30 seconds in silence and then fall like a fucking noob. Bad streamer, bad gamer and shit waveriding audience
you have no idea how badly I needed to hear someone say "Those of you trying to rush through your life, slow down, it's not a race" today.
I read this exactly when he said it
I really wish that I’d heard it sooner
1:52:32 - 1:58:15
(added ending time)
I woke up randomly at around 5:30 am and decided to check in on Jerma’s stream, still drowsy and half-asleep. I turned up right as he played the gnome battle in Everhood. I think I came as close to having a psychedelic experience as one can without taking any hallucinogenics.
I had almost the same experience x)
I was once awake for 38 hours and watched the ending to Doctor Strange. I felt like I was on acid.
4:29:00
@@SchrodingerMil Dormammu, I came to bargain
legit when i tuned in after a night out, high as shit. really a hypnotic experience.
3:29:49 to 3:30:08 is a rollercoaster of emotions
He goes from panic, to anger, to fear, to embarrassment within 20 seconds
BINGUS
how it feels to chew 5 gum
Jerma with glasses looks like a distinguished substitute high school teacher that the class loves but doesn't actually pay attention to.
Probably accurate since he actually was a substitute teacher
@@motrilfromthe6281 yo really? imagine going to class and fucking jerma is your teacher for the day
@@daanthedoctor i’d fear for my life everyday
@@daanthedoctor he said he'd make noises to freak the kids out
Looks like Ethan Hawke in Sinister lol
This entire stream felt like a fever dream.
Props to Jerma for his positivity despite the many issues that occurred during the stream
Especially the juice galaxy segment, I've never seen jerma play a weirder game
Everything is a fever dream apparently
What issues?
Jerma is the biggest issue in all of his streams, so he's used to it.
@@Pr0_GaMr6000 I HATE juice galaxy watching him play that gave me like an actual fever i felt so sick
I assume Jerma’s reaction at 3:05:05 is the same reaction he would have when he peeped the horror and it killed him... I kinda wanna make that edit myself now.
do it!
He like makes himself freeze its scary
I like how he sounds like R2D2
MAEK IT FEKRR MAKE EDITS FOR SACRIFICE
keep the reaction screen frozen on the face he keeps for like 10 seconds so that he looks like he fucking died lol
really glad this vod exists. as a 23 y.o., that “I’m older and still here” talk made me feel a lot better about where i am in life, and i think it’s something that i often forget during these difficult years of life. i hope more people get to experience such a casual life-check, whether through this vod or otherwise
same here . i'm 22 n feel like im constantly running late but then i sit back n think about how young we really are . doesn't mean we should waste any time , but we got an entire life ahead of us .
I'm 29 and by this age... it's kinda time to rush things a bit, lmao
@@RenHeng_canon you should watch guillermo del toro's interview about age and being young. it'll help you feel better
You're 23 xD calm down
@@peterbach1126 oh trust me, i know! more just saying the aging and maturing that happens between, say, a high schooler and a college grad can feel like a lot. can’t wait to feel a million years old at 30 :)
Jerma's "Slow down" talk at 1:42:21 was actually very reassuring life advice
Psycho streamer LECTURES viewers
Yeah “jerma” is pretty good at lecturing apparently
@@SStarry_Days Substitute teacher moment.
"do NOT give me ANY more money or I will be upset with you" classic jerma
this was a strangely cozy stream. such a nice time
a christmas time!
@@we-must-live I LOVE YOUR PROFILE PICTURE
@@iatenailsforbreakfast8209 glad to see some things never change - last time, i believe i made a pun involving penguins and jerma?
but yeah, whatever it was, cool kowalski has always been, and always will be, very smexy!
until next time!
I was :] even if he started ranting about orgies at the end, it was a jolly good time :]
In the middle of COVID right now. Watching this when I can't sleep because of all the pain. It helps, very cozy.
Holy shit that retail game was the most horrifying. I feel so sorry for anyone stuck in that line of work.
I don't mind it but I don't live in America so I'm not sure if the working conditions are better here.
@@FredericJohnsen yeah americas work conditions suck absolute ass. pretty bleak here
@@spitgorge2021 I can confirm Canadian work conditions suck absolute ass too, although I'm working a lot less now that I'm in College.
I did for literally two months and then quit, it sucks so bad
I work retail, multiple places, never felt that kind of terror the game produces ever tbh
1:54:26 so nice to hear someone say that you don’t have to do anything extravagant, as a struggling college buffoon that was nice to hear
Still that doesn't mean you should be complacent and doubt your abilities. Know your limits but that doesn't mean you shouldn't push them. I get where Jerm is coming from where having that kind of mindset can be destructive when we don't achieve what we want but invest your best in what you want to achieve and expect failure.
My therapist told me once that “if you don’t even give yourself permission to fail then you make it way harder to succeed”
Basically saying that just trying is enough, you’ll surprise yourself, and even if you don’t do as good as you hopes, that’s okay, it likely isn’t the end of the world
It’s good to try your best but if you don’t have the energy to, don’t beat yourself up over it
You should absolutely pursue your dreams, whatever they might be, but the actual pursuit and outcome is always going to be different. In Jerma's case, he wanted to be a famous actor/director, so you can reasonably assume that he wanted to be the best in his field. That whole path is just as much luck as it is talent, and there is almost endless rejection. So if your dream is to be at the top of something, you have to ask yourself along the way how much of yourself you want to sacrifice just to get the top, and it helps to establish your limits early.
Yep, final year of university is kicking me to the curb. Needed this rn lol
Holy shit someone else has this profile picture, for a minute I thought I commented on a video I haven’t even watched lol.
is no one gonna talk about the fucking glitched voice thing Jerma did at 1:16:40 I rewatched it so many times n realised that he purposefully did that like how the fuck, so cool
Yo whaaaat didn't notice it
the guy in chat who said "MARIO FALLING" in response to 3:33:27 fucking killed me
man as a 23 year old that's had to put my passion on hold and feeling like I'll never get a chance to pursue it again jerma yelling at chat saying he was 36 was both funny and comforting
u got it
He really does go from 'young bachelor' to 'eccentric uncle' with the glasses
If you ever want evidence of his awful sense of direction realize the man cannot find his way around a grocery store
exhibit a 42:58
Especially since it's one he works at. Pretty embarrassing.
I was tensed up the whole time he was about to open Spiders, I accidentally did that on stream not knowing what the game was. He doesn't know how close he was to accidentally showing porn to like 20,000 people.
Oh god lmao
@V1 copy. it's call of duty nazi zombie spiders and for some reason when you open it for the first time it opens pictures of naked people or some shit
@@gothicbbmelvin LOL WHAT? PLS TIMESTAMP
@V1 copy. It's a game by the puppet combo developer and the introduction cutscene includes a somewhat pornographic scene of various naked women. Puppet combo games are very hit or miss, some are really good like Murder House on steam and some suck bad.
@V1 copy.
WaW on the Wii was sick, aiming felt great, at least from what I remember.
Wasn't the Black Cats mission cut though? One of the best.
Me watching Jerma go down a slide repeatedly in a creepy game while he consoles me about the difficulties of life.
Landing on around 44:48 with no context and Jerma describing how easy it is to snap someone's neck.
It’s so menacing with context tho
I like the part where he said he would kill the grinch with one punch like five minutes before his instantly iconic mom scream
This stream is so important and nostalgic to me, it’s what I was watching while painting thousands of little squares for my first year of art school. Now I’m nearly graduated. Love coming back it whenever I’m in need of some nostalgic creativity
my favorite part was when he played the furry visual novel and had a serious discussion about who he thought was the hottest
Same here. It was pretty lame when he didn't choose anyone in the ending. Dude went for the harem route, which was pretty wack, since Kinzie the Dragoness was CLEARLY the best.
What game was that?
@@Geno746 for what purpose???
@@harcanian9894 Mostly want to watch him playing it. Sounds hilarious
@@Geno746 SUS
Him breaking the wine glass was when I said to myself; "you know I'm done drinking for the night as well" so i clean all my things up and get ready for bed to watch more tomorrow, lo and behold as im brushing my teeth i see this madman going at ANOTHER glass. WINO ANDY
31:20
his reaction to this jumpscare was like an old man's reaction to having his grandson jump in his face saying "boo" with a Halloween mask
the shift from fear to anger at 3:29:47
that part killed me
everytime i listen to jerma's "slow down" talk, i start to tear up. it is a lot of pressure, growing up, needing to be someone. Pressured by society to be someone people look up to, it's rough. It's something I struggle with a lot, but it feels like to know that a lot of people are going through the same, and that we all can just find away to relax and take our time with it
I was drinking a mint chocolate mocha during this stream and I got the shits afterward.
I feel connected to Jerma
another jermamite indoctrinated into that evil streamer's cause!
Every time Jerma would place a road in freeways I could feel my blood pressure rising
I went from mad to genuinely worried about him
When he was talking about breaking someones neck it sounded like he was talking from experience
He snaps other people's necks so his can grow bigger, like a curse
@@missalrightisokay2101 what dors peoples necjs gave to do with his height
@@Mannnnnnnn he absorbs the length of their necjs to add it to his height - after snapping 14 necks, he's about 9"10
2:46:58 "What's that weirdo doing in there?" "He's just sweeping at us, menacingly."
evil hair jerma STEALS christmas
Youre a mean one, Mr. Green
Fell asleep while watching this stream on my phone under the blanket, dreamt about Jerma streaming, and awoke in the middle of the night to the Everhood gnomes boss fight... Felt like quite the trip.
I fell asleep to this VOD and woke up to the Night Shift scream :,)
This was the first time i sat through an entire jerma stream. One of the best/worst experiences of my life
'sat through'?
you're telling me you don't exercise to JSR music with jerma's stream just barely audible in the background?
Jerma should 500% do this more often!
True, him playing random games is always extremely entertaining
Austin powers
Convenient how the stream kept disconnecting.. he was probably off saving a bus somewhere
I love Jerma's dad talks. They're always somehow just what I need to hear and his advice is always great to listen to. It's great seeing someone take issues like that to heart, even from anonymous people in a chat.
30:30 when he talks about how crazy humans are to stimulated their sense was GOLD
From like 1:30:00 to like 2:00:00 shit was dope man made me feel more relaxed about life
Yeah, it was the pep talk I didn't realise I needed but damn it helped
There were a surprising amount of psychopathic quotes in this stream. That is a gift for us all.
WE'RE ALL JUST ANTS
he HATES his fans
@@GT7776 he ATE his fans
3:05:09 “wow the doors opening outwards by itself thats pretty weird, i should stand back”
Jerma: “jeez who tf does this guy think he is im pushing this fucker back inwards and going in the freezer for no reason again!” *wilhelm scream*
Adding this stream to the ever growing list of streams where Jerma has claimed to be able to effectively avoid being struck by melee weapons in combat, especially referencing swords and axes. It happens so often, he says it so much
30:00 jerma goes full seaman and recites the line about horror movies almost verbatim
3:05:10 air guitar moment
thanks for the free heart attack
3:42:29 jerma describing what he believes to be the 'perfect male specimen'
It's a shame the stream kept dying during Faith. I'd love to see Jerma play it again.
Me too, he seemed kinda uninterested in it though
yooo jin-roh fan!
jerma feels like a dad kind of
can believe that jerma and chuckie cheese are officially dating now
It's heartwarming
jermaHeart
Charles Entertainment Cheese
“The christmas incident” is literally just a game jerma would make in 2013-2014
I know he didn't talk about this until further in the video but, I wanna thank Jerma. I'm 18 years old, autistic, unemployed and no longer in school and still living with my parents. I'm constantly scared that I will go nowhere and soon I'll get kicked out because my parents don't want their adult child leeching off of them. But what Jerma said about taking it slow really I guess, comforted that existential crisis I always find myself having. I do need to take my time, I'm barely an adult life is just beginning. Thank you Jerma ❤
Hey good luck to your future endeavors! You can do it!
jermas amazing christmas jokes:
- eating an inch of dirt
- betting someone to borrow 100 dollars (you'll win)
I caught this stream in the last hour or so, what a way to end it
Really wish we got a full stream of Everhood, but I guess I'm happy with him playing it at all.
God same
@@exist4046 hey, just letting g you know since I left this comment he streamed the rest of it. We got our wish lol
@@BigR.O.B. I heard!! Can't wait to watch it
night of the consumers upset me so freaking much. i think i had a dream about it last night
Jerma's complete inability to create a mental map makes this stream so much more gripping and intense
16:45 He said "did I just fake that?" as if he was reading that message from chat a solid 4 seconds after he got scared lol, no way somebody actually sent that in time for him to see it
I think he was just talking to himself
lmao he was feeling very embarrassed after getting scared by that
He was talking to himself, but, actually, I think I live in the fucking Twilight Zone during Jerma streams and it's similar to this. Jerma's chat mostly has a, like, 3-5 second delay, which is what you'd expect on Twitch. But I swear, I fucking don't. It's the weirdest thing. It seems like the messages he responds to pop up at the exact time he reads them, as if he only ever pays attention to the newest message in chat at any given time. Like, it's such exact timing that it almost feels prerecorded and like the messages are timed to be sent at that exact moment, which I wouldn't notice if there was a delay, but there isn't. It's the most bizarre shit.
HE PLAYED EVERHOOD ! This is officially the best christmas to me. Jerma I love you
Who?
Hope he comes back to it at some point, he did seem to be enjoying it tbf
He finished it :)
God it's such a good, niche sort of game. I'm so bad at game like it so I watched let's plays and holy fuck it felt like.... Similar to back when I first watched a playthrough of Undertale so many years ago, but... In a far more "mature" sense? It's like "you like Undertale? You like weird meta shit in games? You've developed a love for psychedelic shit and experimental music? Here, try this out for size" and BOOM I found Everhood. They designs are amazing, I give a shit about the characters, it's got that very specific charm to it.... It's just so good!
1:45:37 a great summary of growing older
Thank-you for this
The raw fear at Santa being on screen is gold.
jerma talking about his life experiences, how life isnt a race, that you can take your time and all that is really comforting so thank u jerms
yeah! you do exist!
merry christmas
And your comment highlighting it helped me stay optimistic today, continuing to watch this stream after getting past that part. Thank you
I'm betting with the custom boss with Everhood he had to kill her. Which is something he hasnt learned yet in the main game.
"How do you do that?"
"Lots of lonely nights in the mirror"
*long, drawn-out sip of wine while wearing an open sweater*
Imagine you are shopping at target and a compact stressed out employee chucks a box right at you rendering you temporarily unconscious
52:47
53:02
two Worst- nominations back to back. rackin' em up like it's a competition
3:05:04 ashame the submissions for the jermaawards are already underway, this would have easily made best scare imo
This is by far my favorite jerma stream, it's just so comfy
Only Jerma can do a 180 and think that the enemy spawned in front of him.
I CAN'T BREATHE HOW COULD HE BE TAKEN
I needed to hear that talk near the 2 minute mark. I've turned 21 recently and this year I've had the biggest mental change I ever had after years of being mentally frozen in a way. I never really had a hobby and only now am I beginning to discover what I like and want to do.
You still have a ways to go
having a hobby really changes your life. having something to focus on and having a reason to wake up can really help your outlook on life
Love to watch a single livestream over the course of a week.
i love seeing ppl say hi to the vod, makes me feel extremely included bc i dont watch them live
44:00 You know for a fact that eight year old memories of playing Erie just came crawling back in this exact moment
It's a damn shame the scare from night shift isn't an option for best scare for the jerma awards this year, cause that was golden.
“Don’t focus on blooming, don’t worry about that shit, just make the best life you can with what you got.”
24:43 he can't be a real person there's no way he's not an AI or something
1:55:10 "The way you feel when you're in your at like 17 18 19s will change when your in mid to late 20s"
yeh dreams crushed and optimism greatly diminished.. i wanna go back
I think this is my favourite stream of all time
Ngl that dad talk jerma gave about taking your time in life was p helpful, needed to hear that shit
I love the part when he reads the chat message “just got here late what was your Christmas gift?” And doesn’t even respond to it
I really hope he plays more Everhood
Been nice being able to enjoy a drink whilst jerma has a drink, very chill stream
Good thing Spiders wasn't displayed right.
It starts off with some strippers talking about foot worship. Not pixelated or in game graphics, just a literal VHS rip of the scene.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone, also Blordow is amazing, that brb screen was such a fucking surprise how high quality it was
I'm more surprised at Jerma's face. Last time I've seen him in such a high quality setting was Dollhouse.
I agree with the dad speech about people living to fast or being driven by expectation to succeed immediately in life. To much of the world has fallen into the trap of seeking there fulfilment by pursuing too much at once. We're forgetting the simple joys of what it means to just be, and by extension, to just be happy. So much overstimulation has left us just wanting and needing more and more as the world grows quicker and quicker around us, and we feel so compelled as a result to chase everything and have it all.
A fair reminder to what's really important in your life. All you really need is what you all ready have, your happiness is what you are, not what you receive or manage to accumulate in a lifetime. Think of the overlooked amazing wonder of what it is to be a living, breathing organism, capable of everything you can do, and being able to recognize that, and the fact that all you see and experience in this vast, possibly endless universe, exists despite the circumstances or odds of it. Living and being alive in itself is miraculous and wonderful, yet so easy to overlook and forget about at times.
meditation and such practices (for example, administering a substance that may or may not infer a psychedelic experience that one could, theoretically, garner extremely useful life lessons from!) are a shortcut to this understanding.
i don't know how jerma has gotten to this point - i know a lotta people around his age, still stuck trying to advance in a world that they don't understand, by doing things they don't understand and constantly trying to find meaning in things that they just don't understand. jerma somehow still has a magical outlook on life - reminiscent of a child, yes, but also incredibly useful in this day and age - he can see amazing things that a lot of other people are too ignorant to see.
i feel for a lot of the younger generation (even if i am one of them!) - as soon as they leave school, it's immediately: work, college, money, family, house, children, legacy, die. so many people pressured into believing if they aren't constantly "succeeding" and progressing at all times, they're "losing". and nobody wants to "lose" their life.
i'm glad, however, that at least a few members of my generation and others, have a role model like jerma to look up to.
(even if they get a bit snug calling him daddy all the time!)
Watching Jerma play highway honestly makes it feel like hes high as all hell
i used to draw highways for a living, it was legitimately stressful to watch omfg
I made a hole in my head with a facepalm
The highway stuff makes me confused too
@@ckorp666 No you didn’t. You’re a furry, furries aren’t successful
@@yourebigmad we're TOO successful thats the problem
i can't believe this was almost a year ago already still one of my favorite streams
The grinch lives in whoville so he's literally one of the smallest beings on the planet. You could sneeze on the dude and literally tear him apart
The same Whoville from Horton Hears a Who? I didn't think they necessarily were.
1:16:40 Also the Nun Massacre part was fucking nuts. I love it and seeing jerma play it, especially with the chat saying “TURN VOLUME DOWN” was hilarious and also pretty terrifying
A Merry Christmas to everyone and especially those are struggling with themselves and with the world around them.
I love you all xx
We need a full stream of just 5:42:40
Jerma Goes To Stream
He made me tear up when he told me to do my best
Hope Jerma plays through all of Everhood. Its such a cool game and super underrated.
Holy fuck yes
the "slow down" speech is so genuine and motivating and I had to find an xxxballfondlerxxx's comment saying "play the game pls"
Based Andy does comedic bit about the uselessness of police
I cant give this stream enough likes, that part about not rushing things made me feel a genuine serenity i havent felt in a really really long time.
Merry Christmas to my fellow Jermamites
watching this live was such an experience