We’re All F*cked Up-Savannah
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- Опубликовано: 3 июл 2024
- Soft White Underbelly update interview and portrait of Savannah, an alcoholic woman in Los Angeles. Here are links to Savannah’s previous videos:
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Thanks for having me again mark, much love ♥️
This is just a moment in your life and you will be successful and happy. Thank you for bringing us into your world and giving us hope
You're a self-proclaimed honored war vet cause you don't put poison in your body anymore like normal people? You're playing the sociopath card people handed out to you just perfectly. Maybe think twice before saying that phrase out loud again.
Philadelphia checking in. Good luck in your battle. You are well spoken n sound real smart. Heal up n do great things!! You got this!!
Should change it to bizzarbie your welcome lmfao edit - almost a year sober relapsed on alcohol found out I have a tumor on my pituitary gland.
@@mrhappy8966 praying for you bro.
I'm 7 years sober. I decided my son doesn't deserve an alcoholic dad like I had. I'm breaking the cycle.
good job! :) 🍀
Shout out to Heiro
That's amazing. My grandpa was an alcoholic. My dad died from alcoholism. I'm breaking the cycle with you.
@@slide5039 ✌🏻 love 'em
@@Lastman737 amazing!
Alcoholism - You give up everything for ONE thing.
Sobriety - You give up one thing for EVERYTHING.
1 Month sober and this quote helped me a ton.
I'm glad I read this. Thank you.
Love this
Congrats!!! To many more months sober!!!🎉
Substitute alcohol for porn, weed, junk food and its the same. Thanks for the share
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“The longer you fuck around … the more you create your own trauma “ I love that line
The best part about being sober is you get your feelings back.The worst part about being sober is you get your feelings back.
Legitimately woke up this morning seeing Savannah's follow up thumbnail and was super happy knowing she is probably sober now. Congratulations on a better life.
I remember her face but not her story. Was she the girl that had sugar daddies ? Anyway, she seems genuine and kind .
@@magyarmainer4692 You got genuine and kind. I got empty head and plastic emotion.
@@jennross6466why
Love how when Mark asked her about herself, she kept bringing the convo back to sobriety. That's a young lady who I can take seriously. Well done getting sober and giving sobriety a chance to resonate, Savannah 👌😊
Just from listening to Savannah's interview, I could physically feel the turbulence she is going through. I hope she finds peace and balance someday.
🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ All lies, manipulation, self destruction, man eater, needs serious help ⚠️
Savannah, your candor is refreshing. Honest, open, no problem speaking your truth. You’re doing great! Wishing you continued success.
Couldn’t agree more, sometimes life can be more unbearable sober. However, eventually life gets better
The thing is, if it's unbearable sober, it is unbearable under the influence,, you just don't notice it
Yep, things don’t change overnight. Anything that took time to get into takes time to get out of.
Emotional sobriety doesn't happen when you put down the substance it takes years to cultivate. Just depends if you want to die or live.
🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ All lies, manipulation, self destruction, man eater, needs serious help ⚠️
🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ Hot mess, all lies, manipulation, proud man eater, just look her up ⚠️
im 48 years sober
7 years sober life is still not the same. Sometimes I wonder why I quit drinking. I lost all my social life and became anhedonic/agoraphobic. If you’ve consistently used in your teens into adulthood your brain hasn’t completely formed and it is forever altered. Rehabs, therapy, meds etc are merely crutches not cures. You will never be what you would or could have been. Don’t deny it. Just one day at a time is all you can do. Just try to be better than you were the day before. Things that do help mitigate the stresses - anxieties from this massive adjustment hands down is regular exercise - healthy diet and gut health is huge. Not many realize that most serotonin is produced in our gut microbiome. Focus on you because when it really comes down to it you’re the only one that has your back. Every day we have choices and those choices no matter how big or small have consequences. Make the right choices through being mindful and your path will align in such a way that is manageable. Best of luck to all that struggle with addiction. It’s not easy, you really have to want it. Without that you’re pissing in the wind.
This 💯 💯
Oh my.😢 I'm almost 1 year sober. This is happening to me. I just do not want to go anywhere.
Gut health 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
@@talulatree5297Me neither. You are not alone. It’s like pulling teeth to make myself go to work and then I just want to get back home. I sit in my backyard alone a lot. I understand and wish you the best.
Social life outside of the rooms fades away unless it’s a wake, funeral, wedding etc. How true
Drugs and alcohol make bipolar disorder worse. She’s doing a good job by remaining sober. Emotions are best managed by feeling them. I wish her well.
Damn right!!
I have bipolar 1 disorder and was an alcoholic for 15 or so years. I've been sober for 7 months and I don't miss it.
"have people go feral over me" had me cracking up. I like her, super chatty , intelligent and honest!
Plenty of people are feral, all on their own. I had to realize it’s not a compliment. I know what she means, because this happened to me a million times. If you have some type of empathy and/or nurturing qualities, or you resemble the beauty ideal of the day, partners instinctively act like you’re necessary for survival. If you have both, watch out! You see how people with substance use disorders can act when we think drugs are necessary for survival. It’s some By Any Means Necessary shyt.
She's very honest, self-depreciating, and realistic about herself. I appreciate her ability to be so introspective in her work to survive well in this crazy life.
Congratulations on sobriety. Life does get better. I promise. I cannot suggest enough to get into a program that will help you deal with your past shame and trauma. 6.5 years sober here through AA and of course, God! I don’t believe relapse is a part of recovery. It does not have to be.
Been longer for me, and it's just gotten worse but now i'm bored all the time.
Been longer for me and life is awesome. Better than when I was drinking/using. I have hobbies and I don't live in fear and stress everyday. The Promises are real. For me they took longer, but they did materialize.
Gawd
Listen, my friend you are so right. Relapse is not a part of recovery. It’s the complete opposite of recovery. Relapse can be a part of someone’s testimony and it is a part of mine. It does not mean it has to be in every testimony and someone who is trying to get clean this belief that relapse is just a part of recovery could hurt them.
Do service ❤@@s133p3r0
Savannah, I hope you realize how smart, strong, resilient and beautiful you are inside and out.
She is an exceptional person that's obvious❤
Except maybe to herself..
I love these interviews, real life and real people in REAL situations…shows u that everything isn’t what it looks like. 😮
i would say, it`s not real when you know, millions of people watching it
@@DubElementMusic But you still get an insight on what makes people tick. And how they came to be the person that is speaking to millions. Being human is a wild ride - more so for some
@@justyne8627 Being a human is what a human makes of it. Nevertheless, of course it is not an honest 1-on-1 conversation with the psychologist, but rather an exhibition because everyone knows that countless people see this. I would therefore never say that this format is the pinnacle of honesty. On the one hand, it's nice to see that people are given a platform to express themselves, but on the other hand, it's often like a freak show or a human zoo, depending on how you look at it, I wouldn't prefer either of these extremes, it's just interesting and superficial
@@justyne8627 ofc, totally agree
@DubElementMusic Have to differ on its being superficial. Some of these stories have opened my eyes. Others, I wonder if they're paid actors. A good ? is: when is anybody being real? We adopt a persona with different family and friends. We aren't necessarily the same person alone moment to moment. Some lie to psychs and at confession. Life is so faceted, you can't capture it. This is as deep as it gets. Hope the comments don't get axed cause I appreciate all those too. Even for mine, in an hr or so, I may thnk: wait, I didn't really mean it that way. Not shallow. Just human.
Pretty privilege is a double edged sword. People assume we have it easy while also projecting their own insecurities on to us. We got to work so much harder to prove we are intelligent, down to earth, and caring. Our struggles aren’t taken seriously
Savannah you are one of the strongest and most resilient people that I have seen in this channel. I’m really proud of you. Keep fighting girl 💪🏻
Really?
Im 5 years sober and its absolutely been the hardest thing ive done in my life Recovery is not about giving something up, Recovery is about taking everything back. Good job for you for getting sober keep it up you can do it 💪🏽❤
Congratulations on your sobriety!
Real life is hard but you’re here and you matter.
I completely agree with Mark that the comment section is getting increasingly more toxic.... It used to be much more positive and constructive. Now for certain topics, the comment section is flooded with hate and spite... sad... *Edit* I did not expect this interview to be this good! Very good one Mark!
Her transparency is so endearing. most people would expect to click on a video of a recovering addict whose 8 months sober & probably expect them to have done a full 180 & be raving about how amazing they feel being sober. Savannah is so raw and thats why i like her. Shes like, "nah.. it sucks. its unbearable." And thats a feeling thats always a part of recovery. Im hoping she stays sober and finds peace with her mental health. Shes naturally a chaotic person but that doesnt mean she cant find a balance in a crazy world. We are all rooting for you Savannah, youre doing great ❤️
Hi Savannah, I feel like you’ll probably be checking out the comments and I just wanted to say congrats on sobriety, that is something to be really proud of. Also I find you very inspiring ❤
Thank you for this interview! I love how honest you are Savannah. Please don’t give a second thought to anyone being unkind to you. Congratulations on your hard work and keep it up!!!!! You are a smart and beautiful person inside and out.
Savannah is a classic and very intelligent woman. Her potential is off the charts. Please keep in touch with her. She deserves great respect and admiration.
Why is she different? You just find her attractive. I get it she is 😂
@@Its_Daniel113 Her insights and analyses are significantly better than those normally interviewed.
I'm two weeks from 7 years sober and it was the best thing I ever did. But as the saying goes "the best thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings, the worst thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings".
❤ I'll have 1 year in September. I've cried soooo much! I feel crabby alot. I pray that goes away. It's affecting the way I treat my co workers. 😢
@@talulatree5297Again, me too, Talula, and I am just beginning to be sober. I can totally relate. I am (laugh) just focusing on trying to hold on to my job and keep my mouth shut currently.
Feeling all the negative feelings sucks
I'm impressed by her: she's smart, self-aware, honest, and articulate.
I struggled with alcohol abuse in my early 20s. I was also in an abusive relationship he was also an alcoholic We went our separate ways.
I'm currently almost three years sober I never struggled with Depression and anxiety Until I started drinking. I haven't touched a drop of alcohol in three years or drugs and I still struggle with Depression and anxiety I finally just got my license which took me. A very long time to get I finally got a job last year But my anxiety was too much Thank you for sharing your story you're such a beautiful woman People don't realize everybody has problems no matter what you look like
I can totally feel her. If you are depressed there is no way that you can be happy sober. Sobriety is reality.
I’m 41 yrs clean of H.
You can do it. Best of luck ✌️
She’s so smart
I am a parent of a 23 yo woman. I really appreciate this interview. She is highly intelligent and introspective. She would be a great counselor. Get an lcpc!
Find an older stable S.O.
Good vibes to everyone out there
To you too ❤
Shoutout to all the saddies that are actually baddies . We will make it out of these hard times all by ourselves ❤
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Shout back at you!
As a fellow BPD gal I relate so much. Life is ridiculously hard.❤
Hey Savannah! I remember your last interview and wow! what a difference I see now. It’s really amazing you’re sober even when you were in an abusive relationship. Mark is definitely right. You are a lot of guys dream girl and don’t let anyone say otherwise. I hope to see another interview with you soon. Much love ❤️
“Getting sobers a bitch” SPEAAAK ON ITTTT. 1yr cocaine free here🙏
My brother died too early from alcoholism. Hang tough, Savannah, you're doing all the right things.
The level of awareness and strength Savannah has is impeccable. Yes, there are struggles underneath, but she radiates that she want to live her best life. As soon as she finds her potential and sees a clear path (perhaps with the right therapy), nothing can and will stop her! All the best Savannah.
😊❤❤❤❤💯
It's true, who wants to be a slave to addiction and relying on people.
Life is hard but that's life
Yes, she's like shaoling monk or some buddhist lama
I didn't understand why people said you were lying! Congratulations on being sober! Keep your life as simple and easy as you can. It makes life less hard.
Savannah, I like how you said , “My mother’s not important “. I feel the same about mine. Deflect negative comments. They don’t define you. God Bless you in your future endeavors❤
I'm old and I'm just getting to that point. Instead of letting her remarks hurt, I say, 'what she said wasn't important.' But at some point, you have to free yourself of the whole thing. Savannah is right.
This young lady went thru a horrific childhood in case you did not see part 1 . Glad to see her kicking ass .
Until seeing the interviews on SWU, I truly did not know that chld abuse was such a thing. Not to this extent. It's beyond pitiful. That any of them catch themselves and steer themselves better is a miracle. Healing to all that had this miserable, undeserved start.
Yes. And part of being sober is having to deal with that part of life. Which is unbearable for a lot of people. And understandably so. . It’s so overlooked when it comes to addiction. People think it’s just willpower and detoxing.
As someone with BPD, she is a beautiful soul. Great follow up
Savannah actually has great knowledge on addiction and sobriety. She has such knowledge. Keep going and coach others.
She is the most interesting interview I have seen in awhile on here. Very intelligent and articulate. Wish her the best!!
Great to see you again Savannah !! CONGRATULATIONS on being and staying sober this long !!! it is hard ; it is a looong road but doable !!!!
Wishing you the best !!
~~AMANDA
lots of love and support from the Winnipeg , Manitoba, Canada 🇨🇦 🇨🇦🇨🇦
Hi Savannah. I just watched your video. I just want to tell you that, despite never meeting you, I am proud of your outlook and accomplishments while on the path of sobriety. You have a lot of self awareness and your honesty is refreshing! 🎉
18 yrs.sober she makes me remember the bad old days.this lady loves life and I think she'll be just fine.
I'm 2 years sober from alcohol, it feels like the biggest weight lifted off my whole life....Alcohol addiction almost killed me on 6/03/2022 I was in the ICU for 13 days, I'm not supposed to be her but God gave a second chance! I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD QUIT! NEVER GIVE UP!!!! I did it NO Rehab!!!...
Congratulations on your sobriety! I have 24 years and would have been dead a couple of decades ago. When it gets challenging, just remind yourself it's one day at a time. I also did it without AA because I didn't want to hear about alcohol all the time; it's a personal journey and don't let anyone tell you that you're doing it wrong.
All the men in my life growing up were alcoholics, if they were off work, they got drunk. I thought that;s what men did, every weekend get shit face drunk and blackout! I realized MANY years later, I don't have to live that way, have been sober my entire 40s and can show my 2 boys a different way to live.
I'm so amazed at how insightful people can be on these videos. It is always the people you least expect; I wish her well.
Being an alcoholic has to be so crazy. No other drug is forced down your throat by society. For example.... When your with a group of people and you tell them you don't drink people try to talk u into having one. ("Come on just one", "don't make me drink alone""it's a celebration, you can have a drink with me", etc. Etc.) No one says ,"come on just have one shot of heroin with us."
Mark I gotta admit I love this video. Clean from ice since 2/17/23 so seeing this helped me. 1 U
This girl has come a long way . Words of wisdom pouring out! Stay adorable!
IM SO PROUD OF YOU SAVANNAH! I’m 6 years sober and it’s been truly such a blessing. I’m so happy to see your follow up!
Savannah is a sweetheart, I can't help but like her. Very raw, very real, seems like she has a lot of introspection and knows what she needs to do. Good update.
I love Mark and his work but I always laugh at how talkative and complimentary he is to the pretty females
it's cringe!
You are so very likable, Savannah. I’m delighted to see that you’re still sober. You’re beautiful inside and out. Wishing you all the best.
Life is rough... A lot of people, if they're not happy they don't want you to be happy..... Keep on being strong and take One Day at a Time.... I am proud of you.
This 🎯💯. Even in unextreme circumstances, people still criticize and want to drag another person down due to their own unhappiness.
I'm a very high functioning alcoholic and sobriety seems like a fantasy to me too. I don't think that I'm ready to get sober but I'm grateful to know that there's a medication that might help me if I decide to go that route.
People project their shit onto other people so fuck the haters.
If it makes you feel better, I’ve lived my whole life sober and it’s still pretty unbearable
Same here, but that's life , good times, bad times other times
So glad you're sober today Savannah! Congrats on 8 and a half months! It DOES get better! Hope you keep coming back!
Keep pushing Savannah 👊🏼
Yes! It’s not going to stay this hard. I hope you find something you love doing that has nothing to do with a partner. Something that will always drive you, no matter what! That’s what really helps me. I have seen some comments, by people white knuckling it, after years. I don’t feel depressed and agoraphobic, and I’m in long term recovery. If you find something you love doing, it helps so much. It’s possible to get the needs met that we used to fill with chemicals, in other ways!
I know pretty privilege exists, but fuck it I LOVE THIS GIRL! By far my favorite on this channel. So beautiful inside and out... intelligent... and honest. She's giving me light Paris Hilton vibes. I wish her the best and brightest future imaginable.
LOVE this girl. Savannah, you’re amazing. Full stop. In Finland, when someone is incredibly strong, we say you have SISU. That’s the highest compliment. So much love to you. Keep going queen!!!!! 🇫🇮 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
Thank you for your honesty. I thought it was the most beautiful thing about you. ❤
I do not drink for 5 years. In a beginning it is super hard to forget the habit, but month by month everything is getting easier. Sometimes I still have panic attacks. My rule: If you can't drink, don't drink at all.
ADHD has hyper focus. She’s got this
I was thinking ADHD actually instead of bipolar. Think there's a lot of misdiagnosis among women.
I have ADHD. Translation: I'm weak.
@@truth-hurts3089 definitely. I was misdiagnosed too
@@nebwachamp yea it sucks being a looser. Oh well
This is probably why she was addicted to downers because she was probably mentally all over the place and it's overwhelming
"We’re All F*cked Up"....well put
We've all been raped.
Savannah you are doing awesome being sober for 8.5 months and I am very proud of you. You are my absolute favorite person on Soft White Underbelly. Do your best not to relapse, but if you do, that is just part of getting sober and not the end of the world. Start over and get sober again, trying to go longer than you did before the relapse. That's how I did it and now I have almost 9 years sober. I can see you are fighting back a panic attack during this video, and I am sorry you have gone through so much the last few days before this. By not already relapsing, it shows how strong you are that you went through those things and remained sober. Ignore the people that call you names and say mean things. My Dad called me a piece of sh*t to my face every time I saw him while I was addicted, and after I was clean. All while he was calling me that for being addicted, he was a raging violent alcoholic. So the people calling you names, have no right to do so. Most are sh*tty people themselves.
We all have our faults but it's all how you handle trying to correct them 💪Much props on her 8 months of sobriety!! Savannah seems like such an awesome person!! 😍
For being 29 and been through addiction she looks damn young. She could pass for a 18 year old. She must have some to good genes.
Man, I think my mind is racing at a 100 mph/h, but her speeding mind is at a whole other level. But it's good to see that she's sober and I hope she keeps on fighting to stay that way. Hope she has good friends that can support her. And it's always nice to see when someone is this honest and authentic.
Be strong my lady...never turn back..it beautiful over the mountains
Mark proves to be insightful as always.
U think when he said she was always going to be nuts that was insightful?
@@drick2480yeah, I don’t agree with him. She just came off of drugs and alcohol and has some pscyhe diorders that need therapy. And she can find something healthier to be ‘addicted’ to like gym, running, hiking, etc and she’ll finally be comfortable by herself and with herself. What bothered me is that Mark previously (I think he was on a podcast) stated that he loved crazy women. It felt a bit cringe how many times he told her that some guys like that, she will find a guy, she’ll always be crazy and have messed up relationships, even though she never expressed fear or being alone/not being accepted or loved. it felt like he was coming on to her😅 but, I could be wrong, maybe he was genuinly happy for her and just wanted to make her feel good
It felt like Mark was coming on waaay too strong and it felt uncomfortable. He even said 'oh you have more stories to share, let's film another episode' which she ignored.
Time to heal those deep wounds girl. It’s a huge work but quietly in the background stability starts to build till one day you find a true and deep balance.
Very proud of you, Savannah! You're as beautiful as always! Wish you the best and I hope that you maintain the will to stay away from alcohol. It's such a horrible drug & the fact that society accepts it so freely makes it that much worse!
I have never felt that so much !! I feel
So crazy sober
I wish the past interviews were tagged so I could go back and refresh my memory. I believe it used to be done but I know that would take even more time than what is already being put in.
Proud of this woman, addiction is a tough war to win that I've lost some people to, keep fighting it is worth it.
Nice… I’m one month off a liter a day 100 proof vodka habit…. It was killing me … it really snuck up on me I was in bad shape…I gotta be careful not to backslide… never want to go back to that addiction again
Hang in there brother. I’m 2 and a half months sober. Each day is changing and evolving but I feel I’m going in the right direction
Great to see an update, I’m w/ you girl. Not on the BP, but other mental health things. Along w/ prior substance / alcohol abuse disorder.. Hang IN THERE!! 🙏🏻
Watching these videos make me so glad I can moderate. I have the same issues as she does but far too many responsibilities to not be present the next day. Almost 50 years old and feel a lot calmer. Less anxiety but adhd is always a struggle. Wish you all the best my dear ❤
Great to see her again! 🎉
It's wild how similar we all are beneath the exterior.
I related to her in every possible way...this was an excellent video.
8 months sober from alcohol.
I also have borderline personality disorder, and struggle with it exactly like her.
I did watch her video last time and it’s nice see her sober and free from all of her demons!
My friend, please heal and be positive with yourself! Life may be hard sometimes, but never give up and live your fullest life!
Many blessings and love and peace your way!
Love Jamie
Thank you for sharing your story I'd love to see a part three 🙌💕🙏
Commenters on the interent act like someone telling their story is on a criminal trial.
I was pleasantly surprised to see all the supportive comments for Savannah.
Exactly! A lot of comments have people being actual criminals, including Mark. It’s crazy! I’m always thinking, “What charges were filed that everyone and their mother has to be a narcissistic sociopath?” Usually, absolutely none. Tf! People can get a really exaggerated his sense of self-importance from watching true crime shows, I guess.
IT'S SO NICE TO SEE HER AGAIN!!!!
Oh please Mark stop with the probing fantasy questions about guys liking her.
theyre sharing a laugh about how upset people got in the previous interview about an off-hand comment that dumb people got insane about because no one can understand context clues anymore
Sweet young lady that’s lived and experienced a lot in life and she still is able to smile and be kind❤😊
As a nurse please be careful going cold turkey on alcohol. That could kill you. You need to be in a facility where you are safe and have a treatment plan to address withdrawal.
THANK YOU ❤ for saying that. I’ve seen people do YT diaries about detoxing from alcohol at home, and I get so scared for them! I was in treatment for “hard drugs,” and the scariest detox I ever saw was from alcohol! This older woman had a seizure, and another patient dove down and caught her head, before it hit the cement. I saw this happened to the same person more than once there and another person, too, she could easily have died from the blow to the head that could’ve happened if he hadn’t caught her. .I hope you will comment on some of these blogs before it’s too late! I can tell that from watching that the people doing this are really seriously ill, sometimes. I’ve seen serious complications happen to a lot of people, both in treatment and when I worked in the treatment field for a short time NowI have a health issue, and I’m studying until I can work again, but most people need to be in a medical treatment setting to detox from alcohol…even some frat boys and “average” college kids are drinking at that level, but especially if you know you’re addicted don’t go to some non-medical treatment or stay home to detox please, if you can help it!
She said she was on some subscription from the doctor
She’s already 8.5 months sober.
While you are correct, forced rehab rarely works, and rehab facilities can be extremely traumatizing. A lot of people also don't have access to such facilities and so if its between potentially ODing or potentially dying from trying to get sober, I would choose the sobriety option.
@@bethcramer1232 yes, I'm just speaking generally to anyone reading the comments.
One point about Anabuse: it is very damaging to your liver. Doctors say it causes less liver damage than alcohol, but it's not completely free from side effects.
I’m the same way. I can’t believe it but I’m almost 3 years sober from alcohol. If I can do it, so can you! I’m so proud of all your progress. Get excited about all the new ways you’re going to experience old things in a new and beautiful life & now you can make up for all that lost time. ❤❤❤ you got this!
My first thought "super pretty", second thought "man she is intelligent"* third thought "wow she is authentic and can articulate", Fourth thought "she actually thinks a lot and is human"