You haven't gone off the rails, Emma. You are grieving darling, loss beyond massive. I think you are doing phenomenally well, all things considered. Be kind to yourself. Don't put yourself under amy pressure. The upcoming holiday will be a chance to just 'be' and to relax, swim, feel the sun on your skin, and walk and enjoy the environment you're going to be in. Ash too. Much love and light to you. Ps.. Great to see Vincent. He is SO gorgeous. ❤❤❤ xx
I do exactly the same thing when I go through catastrophe (divorces, custody battles, deaths etc) and I go through a tiny phase of smoking and have a couple of bottles of wine until my inner self tells me that I'm okay and I don't need them anymore, it's all part of the healing process.👍🏼😁 Hoping you both have an amazing holiday, there is some b e a u t i f u l scenery on that island. Take your time and enjoy! 🏝️🌞 ❤️Gilly.x
I seldom message but felt i had to today. Emma, and not taking away from anyone's grief by no means, but you have an exceptional grief to feel. I think most people would agree with me. However, i think you are doing really great. You inspire me every time i watch a video and stops me from getting down about things that aren't really important. Thank you. You are a very special person and you don't even know it, thats what makes you beautiful. God bless Emma xx
VINCENT!!!!!!!! So good to see your little face again!!! Good to see you out and about Emma. Don't be too hard on yourself. Take each day as it comes and do the best you can. That's all any of us can do. Sending big hugs and lots of love. ❤❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
Emma, it's wonderful to see you carrying on. You are doing it one day at a time and that is just fine. From now on, take it nice and slow while stopping to remember the laughs you had with both Soizie and your Mum. I'm quite certain they will be laughing along with you as you reminisce. Good girl fir planning ahead fir your trip! You don't want to ruin it by burning yourself to a crisp while you're down there. I've been turning as brown as a bean from just walking my Bosch for his bathroom breaks and walk times and that is happening despite wearing a SPF 50 product! I'll be 68 in less than 3 months and all my wrinkly crepey skin is where the sun hits me. The skin 'where the sun don't shine' is still smooth and soft as a baby's bottom! Your skin is so beautiful but is also so fair so Mr Sun ☀️ can't wait to get his hands on you! Don't worry about being MIA. You need to do whatever is right for you to make it through the days and months again. I'm so glad you feel Soozie's presence around you. There is NO WAY she would truly leave you bc twins just would just never do that to one another! Hugs to you! 👭🏼🇬🇧 👭🇨🇦
Bless your beautiful heart Emma ❤ I love all the gorgeous fur babies, they sure do put a smile on our faces ❤ I’m sending you so much love, strength, peace and comfort always xxx🙏🌸🩷
Hello my dear friend. It's so good to see you on a vlog. I saw your Instagram post about drinking and vaping. Please please don't punish yourself for the things you do whilst grieving. You've been through the unimaginable and just go with it. There's so very many stages of grief and it's different for everyone. everyone. I know I stopped eating, shut down, was drinking every night for a long time. I can't tell you when the grief stated to lift, I just became aware of drinking less and being more present around people. That's not to say I don't have my moments. I'm 18 by years on from a large loss but even now I find I might shed the odd tear, or have to turn a program over on TV because the topic is to close to home. Having said that grief does lift little by little when it does it may be a while before you notice that it is but the sun will shine for you again and everything will improve. Just don't rush things or push yourself to move on. Just accept the grief in your heart, cry when you want to, scream, shout, laugh out loud. Feel the emotions and eventually the mist will begin to clear. The other thing that helps is grief counselling. It helps you to look at your feelings and understand and process them. Enjoy your Holi bobs , just down tools, rest . Take care my beautiful girl, in thinking of you and still praying for you each and every day. Much love and enormous hugs from Alison xxxx❤❤ P.s. only vlog when you feel like doing it, we will still be here when you decide to return. Xxxx❤❤❤ xxxxxxxxm
This goes out to anyone whom is grieving right now. Your precious loved ones will never be truly gone because if we keep them in our heart's, thoughts, prayers, and conversation , then they will live forever. Please remember- There are no goodbyes where love resides ❤❤❤❤❤ xxxxxxxxxx
I remember calling Vincent Winston first time many videos ago 😊 was lovely to see him and your not going off the rails Emma like others have said your grieving so don't be too hard on yourself ❤❤🫂🫂
Just take one day at a time Emma, grief is the hardest thing to go through, you'll have ups and down days, grief affects everyone differently, if you want a drink or a smoke you do that, nobody will judge you Emma. Things will get easier with time. Sending love and hugs 💞🤗
I am so happy that you are having a holiday break. You have been through so much. One of my fur babies wiggles as she walks ...so sweet and brings a smile every time Sending you lots of love and hugs.💕
I’m glad you’re getting a change of scenery. It’s very much needed for you. You think Sooz would tell you off for being “off the rails” but I think Sooz *WILL* be incredibly proud of how you’re doing., under the worst of circumstances. You’re doing amazing, lovely lady. Never forget. If you don’t feel like picking up the camera, don’t even worry. We will all be here when you’re ready and feeling like doing it. Sending love and hugs as always ❤️🌹 xoxo
awww lova ya Emma.......your doing great darling....your mum and Sooz will be looking down on you and so very,very proud of how you are doing. Sending you lots of love and hugs 💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻💕 xxx
Emma you have not gone off rails, you are getting on with life after having a harrowing time. We are all behind you and we love you. The holiday will do you both a lot of good. Sending love and hugs from Normandy France.❤
Enjoy your holiday great to see you back at work this is what will help you in time is meeting all the animals you havent seen in ages the best job ever you are probably hearing it gets easier in time but I think its gour animals will be your therapy
Love you. I hope you and Ash have a fantastic holiday together. You’ve not gone off the rails, different stages of grief, you have all been through some tragic events. My heart breaks for you all. Love to Brothers and Jason too ❤
Hey Emma! Great to see Jo and her sweet babies! And that precious Vincent….. he’s a hoot! I’m so happy that you and Ash are going on a vaca! It’s definitely needed and will be so good for both of you! I’m sure Ash is ready! And….. one moment at a time! Eventually, you’ll move from moments, to one hour, then 2 hours, then 3, etc. You really need to give yourself some grace and time. You are doing great and are so aware of your feelings! Hang in there and know that we are all here, when you need us! Have a restful night! Love and hugs!🩷🙏🏻🩷
Good to see your catch up, you are grieving so your day's will be random, spotaneous and all over the place. Never any expectations for you to jump on here but always a pleasure to see you when you feel the need - get the dove glow on, keep thinking of that sunbed and never doubt your strength - you have got this. xxxx
Have a great vacation, nice to see you back. Enjoyed your mini haul of goodies. The only thing that’s looked familiar was the dove self tanning lotion 😊all the items I’ve haven’t seen here in Washington State. Take care
The brown bunny looks like my MrBu by he was 10 when he passed he thought he was a dog. Completely litter trained. He was amazing. I had him cremated and he is always with me. Love bunnies. Nice to see you smile❤
Hello Emma! 💝💝💝 I loved spending time with you in your video! Awesome to see the roads when you drive! Love your fluffy rabbits! We can’t have rabbits as pets in the state where I live in Oz 😢 Drat! But I can enjoy yours! 👍 I think you are like an angel for the animal world! It’s wonderful to see the happiness medicine they give you! 💕💕💕 so happy for your holiday plans- you be you - keeping you in my prayers- biggest hugs! 🦋🦋🦋
My darling, your grieving . You both soo need this holiday enjoy the sunshine and relax. Ahh soo lovely to see Vincent again. Be proud of yourself by going to work. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. All my love to you Emma xx❤
It is so good to see you today. No need to apologize for taking the time you need to get through mourning. Take one day at a time luv, and know each day is a step to feeling better. Still carrying you in my prayers. ❤
Emma dear sissy, grief is a process. Only you know the pain you are going through. I know there are people who might tell you they walked in your shoes once and know your pain. No they don’t. As individuals, we have different bonds with our loved ones and we experience and express emotions differently. What you are doing and experiencing is expected. Considering what you went through before and after your mum and sister departed. To me I see a very strong woman. Blessings to you and your loving family
You have to do what makes you feel better, grief takes us on a rollercoaster of a journey. All the twists and turns can make us do things we normally would not. You will be fine, just go with the flow! So happy for you and Ash being able to go away, unplugging on a beach sounds amazing enjoy!
You are doing really well Emma and it’s good to see you smiling you are looking better too your holiday will do you good sending love and prayers God bless xxx
You say you’ve “ gone off the rails a bit “ ; however I think it’s all part of the process of you unconsciously trying to heal yourself . I did similar things. I remember feeling like I was losing control when I came out of work one day, and standing next to my car and all of a sudden my brain felt like it had been hit with a electric bold and all I wanted to do was scream my head off, I almost felt hysterical…and it took a lot for me to “ pull myself together “ . I even wondered/ worried if I was going crazy with grief. It’s all part of the healing process…and it’s very early days yet . You’re a wonderful, and strong person. You will come back to yourself, Emma … one minute at a time . That little French Bulldog is adorable…all those lovely animals will help you in the process, along with your family and friends of course. 🙏🏻🫶
Hi Hun! So lovely to see you 🤩💕! And Vince! Yaaaay 👍 you are so allowed to do wotever helps you carry on carrying on Hun much love John in Cotswolds ❤❤xx
@@TheDogPooPro well I've been to local surgery this morning for my regular vitamin b12 jab and also ex ray results from weeks ago confirmed my arthritis is getting worse,! Lol but on the pus side I'm now officially semi retired! I'm 63 in September and due to heart/ few other conditions I'm signed off by my GP I'm officially only allowed to work the hrs I can physically cope with plus my benefit won't be affected! So big relief Emma t bh this has been hanging over me for over19 months!! I'm in a much better place I hope you and your ashe have fab holiday xx
So glad to see you Emma! I’m glad you are taking time for yourself, I wasn’t myself for a long time, I’m still not myself. I think grieving changes a person so much, so don’t worry so much now. You have a beautiful life, a good husband good little fur babies that make you giggle and good friends and that little Vincent what a cutie. I know it’s hard to deal with this new life, without our loved ones, but we have to move on, like you are really trying. Love you Emma, I hope things get easier for you, God loves you I’m so glad you feel Sooz around you, she will always be apart of you! Love Lana 🥹♥️🙏🏻🐶🐶🐰🐰💕💕💐
Dear Emma💖. You may not feel like it right now but you're doing exactly what you need to do. I went through multiple bereavements in a short space of time and believe me you're doing well just getting up and getting through each day and night. I would never say that time heals the sort of pain and loss you're dealing with but there comes a time when you remember them and smile sometimes. There are times when you think it's going to break you but it won't because you couldn't have done any more than you did for them and this will be a comfort to you as time goes by. Take care of yourself and know how many people are behind you every step of the way x
You are doing so well Emma, grief is so overwhelming and all consuming and you are an absolute warrior. Take time for you, and this holiday will do you and Ash a power of good. Hugs. XX
You are doing fine x Grief is different for all of us , you have to keep going forward , perhaps make a few mistakes , then think of the good times and laugh at the silly things x you can hold your memories in your heart forever x Hoping you can go away and relax ❤❤
Oh sweetie....give yourself some grace. We all love you and support you. I am always, when i think of you ,in my mind, holding/hugging you and rocking you. 🫂🫶💗🛐 There will come a day that you will feel some peace and the sun will shine for all the beautiful memories that you have stored within your heart. ❤
The thing is with grief there are no rules . Your situation is beyond anything I can imagine . Just take all the time that you need . Sending love and strength and comfort xx
so nice to see vincent again emma ,think you are entitled to go off the rails because you have been through so much,you have your holiday to look forward to xx😘
Always in your pocket honey, my day and life is brighter because of you. Just keep doing what you are doing angel and you will get to a place of peace I promise. Much love and light xx
One foot in front of the other, one day at a time. It’s a process Emm, take your time and work your way through it. We’ll be here when you’re ready xo❤
Love watching your videos. You are so down to earth. It seems so strange when watching you drive on the wrong side of the road. So confusing. Also, your grocery brands are so different than ours in the US
Enjoy your treats and no don't share the Munchies! 😊 so pleased you are both having some much needed R&R sweetheart. Its essential. Just kick back and enjoy. Still hugging you ❤ xx
You’ve not gone off the rails babe tbf I did the same thing when I lost my dad when I was 18 I was his full time carer and he was my world ❤I complete understand I did the same thing it’s a stage of grief is all , you never ever need to be sorry either we are all here for you ❤ wish I could give you the biggest hug ever! ❤ your an amazing woman seriously xxxx
So glad to see you Emma. You’ve not gone off the rails my lovely. Gorgeous Vincent animals are great therapy mentally and physically. I’ll always watch and be here you’re amazing 🤩
Hi Emma, I have been following the journey you have been on from here in Alberta, Canada. Coming into balance sometimes involves swings in both directions so please be lovingly gentle with yourself ☺️👍. Really appreciate the views of your corner of the world. When you go, enjoy your holiday and the opportunity to put your life on pause. Melody
you look beautiful even though i know you don’t feel it … so happy for your holiday coming up … once you’re relaxed it will help you re-group in your mind & it will give you strength to go forward … take alot of deep breaths & soak in what will be around you … your trip will be bittersweet but it will do you a world of good …. cry if you need to & let your body purge itself & make room for the good memories & make room for the love that lives forever … go at your own pace … it truly does get easier … sending my usual hugs & love to you 🥰💜
You haven't gone off the rails, Emma.
You are grieving darling, loss beyond massive. I think you are doing phenomenally well, all things considered.
Be kind to yourself. Don't put yourself under amy pressure.
The upcoming holiday will be a chance to just 'be' and to relax, swim, feel the sun on your skin, and walk and enjoy the environment you're going to be in. Ash too.
Much love and light to you.
Ps.. Great to see Vincent. He is SO gorgeous.
❤❤❤ xx
Best advice Karen ❤
Thank you darling xx x x
I will swim and bask and breathe deeply xxxxxx
Good for you, Emma.
Take it all in and just be.
❤ xx
I do exactly the same thing when I go through catastrophe (divorces, custody battles, deaths etc) and I go through a tiny phase of smoking and have a couple of bottles of wine until my inner self tells me that I'm okay and I don't need them anymore, it's all part of the healing process.👍🏼😁
Hoping you both have an amazing holiday, there is some b e a u t i f u l scenery on that island. Take your time and enjoy! 🏝️🌞
❤️Gilly.x
I seldom message but felt i had to today. Emma, and not taking away from anyone's grief by no means, but you have an exceptional grief to feel. I think most people would agree with me. However, i think you are doing really great. You inspire me every time i watch a video and stops me from getting down about things that aren't really important. Thank you. You are a very special person and you don't even know it, thats what makes you beautiful. God bless Emma xx
❤Well said! Thank you!
Very well said ❤
VINCENT!!!!!!!! So good to see your little face again!!!
Good to see you out and about Emma. Don't be too hard on yourself. Take each day as it comes and do the best you can. That's all any of us can do.
Sending big hugs and lots of love. ❤❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
Emma, it's wonderful to see you carrying on. You are doing it one day at a time and that is just fine. From now on, take it nice and slow while stopping to remember the laughs you had with both Soizie and your Mum. I'm quite certain they will be laughing along with you as you reminisce. Good girl fir planning ahead fir your trip! You don't want to ruin it by burning yourself to a crisp while you're down there. I've been turning as brown as a bean from just walking my Bosch for his bathroom breaks and walk times and that is happening despite wearing a SPF 50 product! I'll be 68 in less than 3 months and all my wrinkly crepey skin is where the sun hits me. The skin 'where the sun don't shine' is still smooth and soft as a baby's bottom! Your skin is so beautiful but is also so fair so Mr Sun ☀️ can't wait to get his hands on you! Don't worry about being MIA. You need to do whatever is right for you to make it through the days and months again. I'm so glad you feel Soozie's presence around you. There is NO WAY she would truly leave you bc twins just would just never do that to one another! Hugs to you! 👭🏼🇬🇧 👭🇨🇦
Thanks beautiful xxxx
My skin is the other way round hahaha what you can't see if all saggy and wrinkly 😫😂😂😂😂❤️
@@TheDogPooPro Emma your beautiful with such a loving heart ❤️
Lovely to see you back with your furry clients 🐕🐇 Sending you lots of love & big hugs ❤️🤗 xx
We don’t care if your MIA so long as you take good care of yourself and take time for yourself always x
It must be so hard to slow down after such an intense couple of years.
Enjoy the canaries.
Please don't be sorry. You are in the stages of grief, we got you, and your beautiful friend Jo has got you too xxxx
I am glad to see you beginning to start back to the things that Make you YOU!!! It's so good to hear joy in you voice when you are with your clients.
Bless your beautiful heart Emma ❤ I love all the gorgeous fur babies, they sure do put a smile on our faces ❤ I’m sending you so much love, strength, peace and comfort always xxx🙏🌸🩷
Awww Hol they do don't they? 🐶🐰🐇❤️❤️❤️
@@TheDogPooPro definitely, their little happy faces keep us going. Much love and enormous hugs to you xxx❤️🥰🫂🌸🌷
Aww, I bet Vincent was so happy to see you! He’s still adorable!
He stopped for 20seconds and just stared at me thinking....oh my goodness auntie Em...is it really you x then ran into my arms 🥹❤️🥹❤️
Needed that message today, thanks Emma ❤ x
Hello my dear friend. It's so good to see you on a vlog. I saw your Instagram post about drinking and vaping. Please please don't punish yourself for the things you do whilst grieving. You've been through the unimaginable and just go with it. There's so very many stages of grief and it's different for everyone. everyone. I know I stopped eating, shut down, was drinking every night for a long time. I can't tell you when the grief stated to lift, I just became aware of drinking less and being more present around people. That's not to say I don't have my moments. I'm 18 by years on from a large loss but even now I find I might shed the odd tear, or have to turn a program over on TV because the topic is to close to home. Having said that grief does lift little by little when it does it may be a while before you notice that it is but the sun will shine for you again and everything will improve. Just don't rush things or push yourself to move on. Just accept the grief in your heart, cry when you want to, scream, shout, laugh out loud. Feel the emotions and eventually the mist will begin to clear. The other thing that helps is grief counselling. It helps you to look at your feelings and understand and process them.
Enjoy your Holi bobs , just down tools, rest .
Take care my beautiful girl, in thinking of you and still praying for you each and every day. Much love and enormous hugs from Alison xxxx❤❤
P.s. only vlog when you feel like doing it, we will still be here when you decide to return. Xxxx❤❤❤ xxxxxxxxm
Lovely to see you with youre fur babies they pull you through they are such a gift. Take care of yourself ❤xx
This goes out to anyone whom is grieving right now.
Your precious loved ones will never be truly gone because if we keep them in our heart's, thoughts, prayers, and conversation , then they will live forever.
Please remember- There are no goodbyes where love resides ❤❤❤❤❤ xxxxxxxxxx
Lovely to see you Emma and seeing you out with Vincent xx Hope you have a lovely holiday Love and hugs to you all and your fur babies ❤ 😊
I remember calling Vincent Winston first time many videos ago 😊 was lovely to see him and your not going off the rails Emma like others have said your grieving so don't be too hard on yourself ❤❤🫂🫂
Your just navigating your grief emma.your doing amazing.juat go with your feelings.big hugs ❤❤xxx
Awwwww the lil babies!! Bless them, they are such a comfort and source of smiles and happiness when we're broken inside❤ you Emma!!
The cold sores are from the stress. The grief you feel. Take it one day at a time. Take care❤
Just take one day at a time Emma, grief is the hardest thing to go through, you'll have ups and down days, grief affects everyone differently, if you want a drink or a smoke you do that, nobody will judge you Emma. Things will get easier with time. Sending love and hugs 💞🤗
I am so happy that you are having a holiday break. You have been through so much. One of my fur babies wiggles as she walks ...so sweet and brings a smile every time Sending you lots of love and hugs.💕
I’m glad you’re getting a change of scenery. It’s very much needed for you. You think Sooz would tell you off for being “off the rails” but I think Sooz *WILL* be incredibly proud of how you’re doing., under the worst of circumstances. You’re doing amazing, lovely lady. Never forget. If you don’t feel like picking up the camera, don’t even worry. We will all be here when you’re ready and feeling like doing it.
Sending love and hugs as always ❤️🌹 xoxo
awww lova ya Emma.......your doing great darling....your mum and Sooz will be looking down on you and so very,very proud of how you are doing. Sending you lots of love and hugs 💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻💕 xxx
Emma you have not gone off rails, you are getting on with life after having a harrowing time. We are all behind you and we love you. The holiday will do you both a lot of good. Sending love and hugs from Normandy France.❤
We love you Emma❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Em never apologize to us. Grieving is hard and you just do what is best for you hun. Love and prayers 🙏🏻 ❤️ 💕 enjoy your holiday, you need it.
You are struggling with a lot for sure! Sending lots of love and prayers your way! Thank you, Emma! 👏🏻😘🙏🏻
Enjoy your holiday great to see you back at work this is what will help you in time is meeting all the animals you havent seen in ages the best job ever you are probably hearing it gets easier in time but I think its gour animals will be your therapy
Dear Emma, sending love, I think your amazing ❤ Ditto to your message at the end 😘
Love you. I hope you and Ash have a fantastic holiday together. You’ve not gone off the rails, different stages of grief, you have all been through some tragic events. My heart breaks for you all. Love to Brothers and Jason too ❤
Hey Emma! Great to see Jo and her sweet babies! And that precious Vincent….. he’s a hoot!
I’m so happy that you and Ash are going on a vaca! It’s definitely needed and will be so good for both of you! I’m sure Ash is ready!
And….. one moment at a time! Eventually, you’ll move from moments, to one hour, then 2 hours, then 3, etc. You really need to give yourself some grace and time. You are doing great and are so aware of your feelings! Hang in there and know that we are all here, when you need us! Have a restful night! Love and hugs!🩷🙏🏻🩷
Em, you are doing fine, take each day as it comes. Enjoy your break you both deserve it xx
Thanks mate xx
Good to see your catch up, you are grieving so your day's will be random, spotaneous and all over the place. Never any expectations for you to jump on here but always a pleasure to see you when you feel the need - get the dove glow on, keep thinking of that sunbed and never doubt your strength - you have got this. xxxx
Great to see you again Emma. Love your job, working with dogs sounds great to me.
Huge hugs my dear ❤ xx
Have a great vacation, nice to see you back. Enjoyed your mini haul of goodies. The only thing that’s looked familiar was the dove self tanning lotion 😊all the items I’ve haven’t seen here in Washington State. Take care
The brown bunny looks like my MrBu by he was 10 when he passed he thought he was a dog. Completely litter trained. He was amazing. I had him cremated and he is always with me. Love bunnies. Nice to see you smile❤
We love you emma ❤❤❤ amazing woman with an anazing heart ❤️ xxxx
Hello Emma! 💝💝💝 I loved spending time with you in your video! Awesome to see the roads when you drive! Love your fluffy rabbits! We can’t have rabbits as pets in the state where I live in Oz 😢 Drat! But I can enjoy yours! 👍 I think you are like an angel for the animal world! It’s wonderful to see the happiness medicine they give you! 💕💕💕 so happy for your holiday plans- you be you - keeping you in my prayers- biggest hugs! 🦋🦋🦋
Love you Emma. Look after yourself. ❤❤❤❤❤
Don’t apologize, Emma. You’re grieving. It takes a lot out of you. And it takes time. Be gentle with yourself. Hugs to all.
Your doing fab Emma. Stay strong. Aaww Vincent. Love his waggly bum. Xx
Baby steps Em.. hope you both get to relax on your week away xx❤
My darling, your grieving . You both soo need this holiday enjoy the sunshine and relax. Ahh soo lovely to see Vincent again. Be proud of yourself by going to work. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. All my love to you Emma xx❤
I'm here with you. You're not alone. You got this my friend.
15:36 Take all the time you need Emma. You have been thru HELL & deserve some down & away time to heal. Much ❤️!
It is so good to see you today. No need to apologize for taking the time you need to get through mourning. Take one day at a time luv, and know each day is a step to feeling better. Still carrying you in my prayers. ❤
So happy to see Vincent again!! Glad you are seeing the signs Sooz is sending, they are always with us. xx
Going through the motions is good. Keep going. Love from North Carolina, USA.
We love you and your family. Big hug from Norway ❤
You are great I love watching you
Emma dear sissy, grief is a process. Only you know the pain you are going through. I know there are people who might tell you they walked in your shoes once and know your pain. No they don’t. As individuals, we have different bonds with our loved ones and we experience and express emotions differently. What you are doing and experiencing is expected. Considering what you went through before and after your mum and sister departed. To me I see a very strong woman. Blessings to you and your loving family
Sending so many big hugs Emma ♥️♥️
You have to do what makes you feel better, grief takes us on a rollercoaster of a journey. All the twists and turns can make us do things we normally would not. You will be fine, just go with the flow! So happy for you and Ash being able to go away, unplugging on a beach sounds amazing enjoy!
❤❤❤❤❤you are doing great. Love ya
Love you lots Em ❤❤xx
I love how much joy that you get from your fur babies. 😊❤️
Good to see you. Sending love 😊🧡🙏
I love to hear you laugh sweet Emma
You are doing really well Emma and it’s good to see you smiling you are looking better too your holiday will do you good sending love and prayers God bless xxx
You are doing the very best you can you are going through a lot as well as your family… don’t ever apologize… much love ❤️ and prayers 🙏🏼
Awww Emma, it was lovely seeing Vincent again, my koba was going mad when he saw him lol xxxx
Love to see you Emma cold sores are from being run down a Holliday will be good for you xx
Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
You say you’ve “ gone off the rails a bit “ ; however I think it’s all part of the process of you unconsciously trying to heal yourself . I did similar things. I remember feeling like I was losing control when I came out of work one day, and standing next to my car and all of a sudden my brain felt like it had been hit with a electric bold and all I wanted to do was scream my head off, I almost felt hysterical…and it took a lot for me to “ pull myself together “ . I even wondered/ worried if I was going crazy with grief. It’s all part of the healing process…and it’s very early days yet . You’re a wonderful, and strong person. You will come back to yourself, Emma … one minute at a time .
That little French Bulldog is adorable…all those lovely animals will help you in the process, along with your family and friends of course. 🙏🏻🫶
Hi Hun! So lovely to see you 🤩💕! And Vince! Yaaaay 👍 you are so allowed to do wotever helps you carry on carrying on Hun much love John in Cotswolds ❤❤xx
Thanks John.....is life being kind to you? Xxx
@@TheDogPooPro well I've been to local surgery this morning for my regular vitamin b12 jab and also ex ray results from weeks ago confirmed my arthritis is getting worse,! Lol but on the pus side I'm now officially semi retired! I'm 63 in September and due to heart/ few other conditions I'm signed off by my GP I'm officially only allowed to work the hrs I can physically cope with plus my benefit won't be affected! So big relief Emma t bh this has been hanging over me for over19 months!! I'm in a much better place I hope you and your ashe have fab holiday xx
@@johnfarrington9868 that's a huge relief....Time to take a step back and look after your achey bones 💕💕💕💕
@@TheDogPooPro indeed! Catch you later Hun 💖
So glad to see you Emma! I’m glad you are taking time for yourself, I wasn’t myself for a long time, I’m still not myself. I think grieving changes a person so much, so don’t worry so much now. You have a beautiful life, a good husband good little fur babies that make you giggle and good friends and that little Vincent what a cutie. I know it’s hard to deal with this new life, without our loved ones, but we have to move on, like you are really trying. Love you Emma, I hope things get easier for you, God loves you I’m so glad you feel Sooz around you, she will always be apart of you! Love Lana 🥹♥️🙏🏻🐶🐶🐰🐰💕💕💐
Dear Emma💖. You may not feel like it right now but you're doing exactly what you need to do. I went through multiple bereavements in a short space of time and believe me you're doing well just getting up and getting through each day and night.
I would never say that time heals the sort of pain and loss you're dealing with but there comes a time when you remember them and smile sometimes.
There are times when you think it's going to break you but it won't because you couldn't have done any more than you did for them and this will be a comfort to you as time goes by.
Take care of yourself and know how many people are behind you every step of the way x
You are such a strong amazing beautiful person ❤
Good to see you Emma ❤ Nice haul 😊 its good to see Vincent 🐾🐾 take it one day at a time! Hugs from Florida 💞🌴🌴
You are doing so well Emma, grief is so overwhelming and all consuming and you are an absolute warrior. Take time for you, and this holiday will do you and Ash a power of good. Hugs. XX
You are doing fine x Grief is different for all of us , you have to keep going forward , perhaps make a few mistakes , then think of the good times and laugh at the silly things x you can hold your memories in your heart forever x Hoping you can go away and relax ❤❤
Be kind to yourself.Grieving takes lots of shapes and forms. ❤
Thinking of you Emma, sending love from 🇨🇦💕🙏
Big hugs to you ms Emma❤
Oh sweetie....give yourself some grace. We all love you and support you. I am always, when i think of you ,in my mind, holding/hugging you and rocking you. 🫂🫶💗🛐 There will come a day that you will feel some peace and the sun will shine for all the beautiful memories that you have stored within your heart. ❤
The thing is with grief there are no rules . Your situation is beyond anything I can imagine . Just take all the time that you need . Sending love and strength and comfort xx
Thanks darling x hope life is treating you well 😘
Clicked so fast ❤
Love you darling xx are you all OK? The family, the house? Life in general? Xxxx
I'm good Emma still no kitchen tho 😂 but at least I can scoff on takeaway 🤭. It's coming along slowly 🐌
😘💖 I have a little frenchie too and she is really french😂🇫🇷
Ty so much for your message at the end ❤
I am happy to see you out and about. Taking your time is the best. Thank you for sharing your life with us. No need for sorry. Love you❤️❤️🙏🙏😍
Sending you hugs
Hugs from 🇨🇦
so nice to see vincent again emma ,think you are entitled to go off the rails because you have been through so much,you have your holiday to look forward to xx😘
Always in your pocket honey, my day and life is brighter because of you. Just keep doing what you are doing angel and you will get to a place of peace I promise. Much love and light xx
Happy to see you❤ you do what you need to hun. Ptsd is tough and what you have been thru. Praying for your strength 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
You’ve been through so much. I’m glad you’re going on vacation soon and yes you need a break for sure. Be kind to yourself ❤️💐
One foot in front of the other, one day at a time. It’s a process Emm, take your time and work your way through it. We’ll be here when you’re ready xo❤
Emma wishing you and your hubby a good time away.
Dear Emma! You are NOT going mental. You are grieving!
Enjoy your time away💜
Love watching your videos. You are so down to earth. It seems so strange when watching you drive on the wrong side of the road. So confusing. Also, your grocery brands are so different than ours in the US
It is so good to see your precious face! Just keep putting one foot in front of the other 😊
Enjoy your treats and no don't share the Munchies! 😊 so pleased you are both having some much needed R&R sweetheart. Its essential. Just kick back and enjoy. Still hugging you ❤ xx
Your a darling ❤❤❤ keep on going don't ever give up your amazeing
Sending you love and hugs 🤗 ❤
You’ve not gone off the rails babe tbf I did the same thing when I lost my dad when I was 18 I was his full time carer and he was my world ❤I complete understand I did the same thing it’s a stage of grief is all , you never ever need to be sorry either we are all here for you ❤ wish I could give you the biggest hug ever! ❤ your an amazing woman seriously xxxx
So glad to see you Emma. You’ve not gone off the rails my lovely. Gorgeous Vincent animals are great therapy mentally and physically. I’ll always watch and be here you’re amazing 🤩
Love love coriander too❤
Hi Emma, I have been following the journey you have been on from here in Alberta, Canada. Coming into balance sometimes involves swings in both directions so please be lovingly gentle with yourself ☺️👍. Really appreciate the views of your corner of the world. When you go, enjoy your holiday and the opportunity to put your life on pause. Melody
you look beautiful even though i know you don’t feel it … so happy for your holiday coming up … once you’re relaxed it will help you re-group in your mind & it will give you strength to go forward … take alot of deep breaths & soak in what will be around you … your trip will be bittersweet but it will do you a world of good …. cry if you need to & let your body purge itself & make room for the good memories & make room for the love that lives forever … go at your own pace … it truly does get easier …
sending my usual hugs & love to you 🥰💜