I am so angry these damn doctors didn't listen to Sooz from the start. She shouldn't have to live this nightmare. I want to raise hell with them. The positive is that Sooz is still there, singing songs, loving you and getting around your home. I'm sending every inch of love and prayers to you both. I'm very impressed with your system for washing and drying. You're quite the trouble-shooter, Em! Hugs, Michelle (L.A.)
I am so sorry to hear this. I know she will make the correct decision as far as hospice is concerned. Unfortunately sounds like she is having some sort of seizures. I will be praying for all of you.
This is exactly what my DIL’s late sister had to contend with and it’s horrific beyond belief Emma . Rebecca only survived for 9 months following her diagnosis but her symptoms were ignored just like Sooz. The suffering they endure is beyond belief and it’s like something you’d see in a third world country , unbelievable women have to suffer like this . Rebecca did have a peaceful and tranquil passing , it was the only break she got 😢. I’m SO sorry Emma , such empty words I know but meant sincerely 💐. I know Sooz will make the right decision regarding hospice , Rebecca wanted to be at home and her mother cared for until the end , so very heartbreaking . I believe firmly in God and an afterlife but find my faith sorely tested at times . God Bless you both , stay strong 🫶🏻🫶🏻💐. Sorry about your boob , if it continues to be painful get it checked out x
I am so very worried for Sooz. That is absolutely beyond horrific. She is amazing for being able to even cope with that at all 😭 As for the Christmas Decorations… my answer is 🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻 1000% Love to you and your precious family ❤
Hello Emma, hello Sooz, it looks like you guys had a lovely lunch. I love Ramen noodles, and I would love to learn how to make them better than I do but that will come. Yes, semi things do progress and I’m sure it is very difficult for her, but you are a great sister and you have really pulled all the stops out to help her be comfortable in your home. You are truly a caregiver. There are two people in this world. One is a caregiver and another one is an advocate. I am not a caregiver, and I know this about myself. But I am a great advocate, and I love to help others make their way through our health system, because it’s just as bad if not worse than the NHS. Our health system is more of a fee-for-service type of healthcare, where we have insurance payers for those who have insurance we also have medical assistance for those who have low income, and so many of the hospitals in the state where I live receive credit for charity care. It’s complicated and I know you have private pay there too, but I also know that a lot of things aren’t covered under your private pay system, but it’s nice to know that you do have options in case you need them. Unfortunately the system didn’t work for your sister and I’m so very sorry about that. That happens here to Emma. It’s very sad and that’s why it is so important to either be your own advocate, and be a good advocate or have someone who knows how to advocate for you. But you, my dear are caregiver and you are able to take care of those who you love and you have no boundaries in that. I know that I can take care of those. I love for a short period of time but it is better for them to have nursing care, because I know my limitations. It’s not that I don’t want to do it but I’m just not cut out for it. I never wanted to be a nurse because of that I think. I wanted to go to medical school, and being a doctor would not have been being a caregiver. Because there are others around to do that task rather than you doing it yourself. But I chose to get married and I don’t regret it you know I loved my first husband very much, but he was very sick. He was an alcoholic, and he died very young and he died after we had already divorced so I couldn’t want it anymore than he did and he really didn’t want it, so it was better to just MoveOn and remain friends. Then I met my Jim. I learned that I needed to make him self-sufficient to keep him from becoming dependent on me. It’s not a bad thing, so I just say that because I want you to recognize that not everyone is cut out to do what you were doing and I am so grateful that your sister has you to do that for her because it is so much easier to have help even if it’s only a couple days a week. You were there and that’s what’s important so don’t ever feel like you’re not doing enough because what you were doing is spectacular and I know I have gone on and on and on here but I think that it warranted me telling you that and I’m sure other people have told you that as well. I feel a connection with you both and I’m grateful that your channel came up on my RUclips feed that day. Hugs and kisses!!
Fab video Emma! I’m so sorry about Sooz horrible symptoms, but she deals with it all so well and tries to remain upbeat. I’m sure she has really enjoyed her little holiday at your house, not least being able to have a lovely bath whenever she wants, it must help her dignity so much, plus who doesn’t love a warm soak. She has had some lovely food too and snuggly times with her twin, it warms my heart. Big YES to putting decs up whenever you want………Do you think Sooz will be able to come again and you can have transformed your house into a Christmas grotto…..how lovely ❤🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅
I'm so sorry that Sooz is struggling with all of that crap...She should not have to go through this....I'm all for putting Christmas up now and celebrating everything you can with Sooz ....Make it a jolly time together...That's a wonderful idea... Much Prayers, Love and Hugs for you both...🙏🫶🫂🙏😘
Hi Emma Sooz and Ash and fur babies, I think you should put Christmas stuff up too, why not hey? I just feel so bad about what you are all going through. You know I’ve heard that. Palliative care, I don’t know if it’s through the hospital or what, but they help you so much. It just helps the family get through things a little better. You and Sooz could talk to them before any decisions are made, now I’m only suggesting,, please don’t take this the wrong way. I just feel so much for all of you. I pray to God that Sooz’s days will ease up, and please God take the pain away, and her anxiety levels must be through the roof,please. Help these girls with all of it. Thank you, in Jesus name we pray. Amen 😄💕💕😘😘🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️🧚🏽🐶🐶🐰🐰🥹
I know a family who is dealing with a loved one in hospice care at home. They are decorating the house now for Christmas so its cheerful for their loved one. Put up Christmas whenever it feels right to you. Dates don't matter, only what the heart wants.
Oh, Emma. I can't begin to imagine what you are both going through. You are such an amazing, beautiful sister. What an absolutely cruel, vicious thing, cancer is. I'm sending all my love from Sheffield, and wrapping you both up in a big quilt of love. ❤️🧡💛❤️🧡💛❤️
I’m so sorry Sooz is going through all this. I couldn’t even imagine what she must be going through. Life is so unfair sometimes. Hugs to Sooz. ❤️🙏😢😢🙏❤️
Poor wee Sooz, what dreadful symptoms she is suffering through. Continued prayers darlings. Having spent my first 48 years in Australia, I have to tell you that clotheslines were essential and driers rarely used. Even in very wet rainy periods clothes lines were strung up wherever you had covered areas. Now I have been in the states for 20 years, I find it quite amusing that most people use driers 100% of the time. We put out Christmas deco’s the last weekend in Nov. right after Thanksgiving. Sorry this long, but I have to tell you that I made rolled up pancakes with lemon and sugar yesterday, after seeing yours! I forgot how bloody good they are so thank you!
Oh Em you looked shattered, it’s such hard work helping 14:20 , waking up every 2 hours is horrendous because you never feel refreshed. Poor Sooz, I really feel for her, and we have no idea that there’s people suffering like this but there are!!! It’s not fair, Sooz deserves better ❤❤❤❤. Hope Sooz had a comfortable journey home today and you’re resting xxx you’ve earned it.xxx love Nic from Sheffield ❤️❤️❤️
It’s so cruel and undignified what cancer can do to a body. My dear BiL had the incontinence issues and he too didn’t want to leave his home. It was pitiful to see him become skin and bone. He only went into hospice 4 days before he passed but should have gone in long before that as he was suffering so much. Once in the hospice the staff were amazing, his pain was controlled and he was kept clean and comfortable til the end. Bless you all and keep you strong to get through the very tough times ahead. You are surrounded by love so take strength from those who love you. Big hugs ❤❤❤
I’m so very sorry that your sissy is going through all this… I bet it’s scary not just for her but for y’all too 😮… sending hugs 🤗 and prayers 🙏🏼y’all’s way 🙏🏼❤️
Emma when you describe what is happening to Sooz we all feel so helpless. Your stress and her stress plus everyone else in your family and your friends are horrendous. How tragic that there is nothing that can be done other than make sure she is on pain killers and helping her with her toiletries. What a situation you are all in . You’re her best sister and best friend. It would seem that her situation is getting worse. I’m so sorry for the helpless position you are all in. 😢☹️
You are there for Beautiful Sooz and are doing and saying all the right things Emma, get the decs up and sings silly songs and snuggle when sooz needs you. I feel your pain and Sooz is so so brave and will let you know what she needs and when. She trusts you and Ash 100% and will manage the best she can herself for as long as she can. Take one day at a time and sleep when you can regardless of whether day or night. I hope Ash and Terry get dry weather for their parade and yes I am always relying on radiators to dry the washing - always rotating clothes around the home come winter, just part of life in UK ay. No thanks to a tumble dryer for me and I have even ditched my dishwasher! Bless you to the moon and back lovely, xxxx
You look exhausted but that’s no surprise as you are doing everything you can for your beautiful sister & it’s so hard to watch her awful symptoms & being unable to make it better & yes everyday is a blessing so do what your heart tells you & put those Xmas decs up! X
🎅🏻 So sorry to hear about Sooz’s decline. Neither of you deserve any of this. Things are almost as bad here in the US. I’m so glad she has you. You are an angel on this earth. Praying for both of you. Looks like you had a good birthday 🎂!
Poor Sooz having to go through all that. 😢❤❤❤ We usually put them up early, for the very same reason as you say. I always take them down early too, usually the 2nd. The house looks cheery with them up, and Christmas 🎄 is all over the telly. So I think we should get all of our deccies up early 💚🎄 xx
Hi Emma. Maybe she could use the accessibility features like speech to text to set alarms or message people. Thank you for sharing your story and experiences. 😊 I can relate to you and Sooz so much after five years with an undiagnosed chronic illness.
Hi Emma, Sooz and Ash! 🎄🎅A very happy belated birthday to both of you sweet sisters! Loved your cosy birthday party, and all the yummy goodies! Thank you for updating about Soozie's struggles, hope she can get more help and support with her symptoms to maintain more personal independence. It's never too early for Christmas decorations! Just love how you're always improving your home and your attention to detail. Love and hugs. 🌷🎁✨👩❤️💋👩
Oh Em....my heart hurts for u and sooz....she is such a good fighter....the emotional toll cancer takes on everyone who loves sooz is devastating....my prayers are with you all.....hope u all have a better rest tonight❤❤❤❤❤
Yes put them up and enjoy the moment. It is lovely the way you are so dedicated and comforting to Sooz. You are both such amazing and loving women. Love to you both. ❤️
BIG YES!!🎄🎄🎄🎄I think you should go ahead and put up your Christmas decor. I live in the USA. We always put ours up the weekend after Thanksgiving. But, under different circumstances, I would go ahead and enjoy the beautiful Christmas decorations as soon as I wanted to put them up!!🎄🎄🎄🎄
My heart is breaking for you all, I really hope the docs/nurses can make sooz more comfortable. I have my decs half up, I think you should go for it my lovely 🎅🏻 xx sending love x
🎅🎅, absolutely put them up now. I'm sure Sooz will love to look at some twinkling lights and the tinsle sparkling. There shouldn't be a "time" when you put up your decos. I'm so sorry Sooz you are living this nightmare and going through hell. You are so brave to share your journey, and to allow us to share in such personal experiences. You ARE making a difference, you ARE making people listen. You are amazing. Both of you are absolutely amazing. Emma, loved the transformation to the front room, loads of space. I couldn't live without my clothes horse (such a stupid name for an airer, but that's Australia for you!!! 🤦♀️🤦♀️), they do make life easier and don't cost a single thing. Have good snuggles, much love to you both xxx 💞💞💞
Oh em you look so exhausted your a angel God bless you all..poor sooz..I'm praying for you all..when she decides to have hospice help she will go..I hate cancer..smh😢😢😢thank God for you.❤.❤❤❤❤❤
I wouldn’t be without my tumble. Even though I live in Fiji. Clothes don’t need to be ironed, the sun doesn’t fade them. No pegging out , worries about rain. No clogging the house with dampness. It’s a small freedom.
Oh darling, such dire symptoms, utterly heart wrenching 💔 I'm so sorry 😞 😢 I know Sooz doesn't want hospice right now, and your are such an incredible caregiver to try and keep on top of Sooz's symptoms and pain. You must be exhausted, please look after you too or you'll burn out. You are the best sister in the world ❤🫂 Can Sooz get some respite care? Or not even carers to come in everyday? I'm just so sorry 😞 Sending you all heaps of love and thinking about you all the time. You know where I am ❤ I love you a big much 💜💗💜💗🫂🫂🫂 xxxxxxxz
Hi Emma & Sooz ❤, so sorry to hear about your latest symptoms 😢, have you thought about maybe getting an Alexa enabled device like an echo dot and set up a repeating 2 hour alarm with Alexa ? I did this for my dad as he lives on his own and needs to be reminded about his meds etc ( he is 74 yrs old and very fiercely independent) ❤, this has helped him alot as he still has his independence ❤, as for crimbo Dec's I put mine up 1st Dec sometimes end of November,🎄❄☃️⛄⛸ but put them up when you feel it's right for you 😁, sending you both much love as always and squishy hugs 🫂 💚 ( Sarah) xxx
So sorry Sooz has to go through all this, she is so brave and kind just like you, it's just horrible watching your loved one suffer like that. Great idea of moving the table Emma much more room for your clothes. Sending lots of love to you all ❤️ 🫂 🫂🙏❤️ xx
🎅 We put ours up on the 1st Ouch 😂😂😂 be careful 😂 I am beyond words to express how sorry I am, hearing and I’m only hearing what Sooz is going through is utterly heartbreaking Sending lots of love beautiful ladies 🙏🏼❤️😘
Experienced the same toilet issues with my sister it's horrible and distressing Emma her medication wont be helping too speak with the nurses hopefully can give Sooz something for her jolting unfortunately its part of Sooz body deteriorating sadly 😥 having walked in your shoes it breaks my heart 💔 to see you and Sooz go through this its just horrendous for all of the family wrapping my arms around you both ♥️♥️🫂🫂
Thank you Emma everyday is precious with Sooz your are being amazing carry the weight of this on your shoulders and in front of her being strong to get her through her bad days ❤ and care about you both hope Sooz has a settled night ❤❤🫂🫂
Sending prayers and love your way. Christmas decs go up 12 days before and come down 12 days after Christmas Day in our house, it’s a tradition. Holly from my late husbands tree go on top of the pictures and is burnt (it’s not supposed to leave the house after it comes in). Love to you all, so glad you’re there for Sooz ❤️❤️❤️
🎅 I don’t decorate until the weekend after Thanksgiving here in the U.S. but I’m all for decorating whenever it makes you happy. Life’s too short not to grab happiness every opportunity you get. Sending love and hugs to you and Sooz. ❤
🎅🏼go for it. Never too early to have something to smile about. 🙂 Put ours up Dec 1st. Praying for Sooz and her struggles 🙏🏻 Breaks my heart she has been left in this terrible situation. 🥲 Lots and lots of love to you all. xxxx
Hi em, hi sooz, hi ash. Thinking of you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ my heart breaks for sooz. It breaks for you, trying to cope. We have a covid-19 outbreak in the home, so you all stay safe.
🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻 Put them up now!!! My mums had hers up since start of October she says well if the shops can do it then so can I 😂 Christmas is her favourite time of year so I tell her to go for it, as it makes her happy. Much love to you and Sooz xx
So sorry for everything Sooz has to endure and you for having to watch her struggle. I have a slight idea of what is happening with her body as I was basically ripped apart when I was left to give birth naturally to my son, he was big and it should have been a caesarean. Just feeling clean and comfortable takes ages. Put your decorations up whenever you want to, celebrate every day. ❤
@agneswatson 9562. Did you have a forceps delivery ❓. I had a ( high) forceps delivery in 1978 and was never the same afterwards . My son was only 6’11 at birth , I think it would have killed me had he been any bigger . I’m sorry you are suffering , we women are strong 💪🏻, best wishes x
@@suesmith3744 no just 48 hrs labour, eventually had my son, nearly 9 lbs and I'm very small. Three rounds of reconstructive surgery after waiting for 3 years as it wasn't deemed life threatening. Could not do much in that time as unable to be far away from a bathroom. Horrid experience and life changing.
@@Asmr_slayer. Oh dear 🤦🏻♀️. I’m so sorry , I had nothing like that to contend with thankfully , however doctors did say the emergency hysterectomy I had when I was 28 could have been due to the damage caused by the forceps . I’m amazed they still use the things in this day and age such a brutal way to enter the world . Best wishes 💐
Don't go by me with Christmas decorations! I haven't put anything up for the last 12 years, not that I wouldn't like to but because one of my cats tries to eat them! He's terrible. I can't even have artificial arrangements in the house. He won't leave them alone. I am so sorry for Sooz. She should never have had to deal with all of this. I pray for all of your family and continue to send hugs and a never ending supply of love. I wish Ash could go with you when you bring her home tomorrow. I worry about the drive home for you. Please take special care of yourself. Will be thinking of you. Love you. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
Most peeps do have tumble dryers Emma get one bought I’d be lost without mine I’ve had one from 1987 when I was pregnant with Chris.my heart breaks for you both😢.my tree goes up end of November.id say YES put yours up celebrate has much has you can now Emma.its horrendous what suzie &you are dealing with.hospice might be a good idea for a week just so suzie can get a better rest has the nurses will help more.she might be able to have her pain killers through a drip.i think these next few weeks are going to be the hardest yet.i think about you both every day.your both very special&brave.sending all my love&strength to you ❤❤xxx
❤Hi Emma! It’s unimaginable what all of you are going through! Sooz is thought of everyday with all of us! Wish I could help somehow! I Can come to UK and help take care of her while you have to work! So want to help! The soup looks Delish!
I'm really thinking on putting decorations up. I don't care much for the holiday's, but I love the lights n things! I finally see an oncologist on Tuesday morning...after 11 months of being put off and ignored. Remember to take some moments for yourself. You can't take care of your family if your health fails! Peace to you and Sooz. My sister will be attending my appt. with me, she is much more outspoken that I am.🎄
Everything looks so nice! I don’t know where you found the energy.😊 I definitely think 🎅🏻since we are going to start early, too. Just gets too hectic. ❤❤
Hiya chic….you want to get some of that foil insulation down the back of your radiators….makes a world of difference….will dry your washing in no time….or as heat rises get one of those things that fix to your ceiling above the radiator then it would be completely out of the way…….i don’t know what they’re called but you pull on a string and it takes it up to the ceiling xxx
Big hugs to you both and Love to you all x The decoration part made me smile 😊 I’ve always said never before 1st December. I believe it’s important to do the right thing for you, in your given circumstances. If a special person in someone’s life, is at end of life and loves Christmas and it’s Easter time…. Go all out and do both at the same time. If the right thing is to seize the moment and grab life by the balls … whenever that might be. Then just do it 😊 I won’t be putting my decs up till December… cos they drive me bonkers if they’re up too long. But you do you boo ❤ 🎄
Beyond heartbreaking what Sooz is enduring😢 Emma i have poorly bowels & 2 nights in the bathroom in pain & without sleep knocks me right out This makes me so...sad & cross if only we could help Sooz Wishing Sooz some easier days🙏 I had a chuckle we have the same Snake Tank😊i adore them - ours is Draco Love & hugz 🌸🫂🌸
Bless your beautiful hearts ❤❤❤ I'm so sorry beautiful Sooz has to go through all these awful symptoms 😢 💔 I'm sending you all so much love and prayers always ❤️ 🙏 I'd put up your Christmas decorations, all the pretty things and sparkles make you smile ❤❤❤ xxxx
What a lovely sister you are. I’m very worried about sooz hope she can stay with you a little longer. Yep definitely get those Decs up. 🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻 Keep your chin up, your doing amazing both of you. From Sonia from Swindon. Xx
I am so glad you and sooz got each other ❤❤ You and Ash did so much work in the house 😊it looks beautiful ❤ Sooz was sweet to help ❤ Dinner looks good for you both 🤗💖 Does sooz ever see mum ? I know it's sad 😔 Tfs blessings from Florida 🙌🌴🌴
Love and greetings from Idaho! My continued prayers are with you all. I normally wait until after Thanksgiving to put my decorations up. But the last couple of years I have felt like putting them up right after Halloween. That’s what Canadians do I believe and I like it better. Although I haven’t done so yet.🎅 I say yes, go for it!
Aww it would be lovely if susie stayed with you as you look after her amazingly, we put our decs up first weekend in December, what about you guys ? Xx
I'm so sorry Emma you have to see your sweet beautiful twin sister go through something so awful and I'm so sorry to sooz that she has to go through this because of careless doctors. For the last week I have had to be on the phone begging for these doctors and having to get snippy with them to get them to do their job and help my husband so he doesn't die from an infection that nobody in the medical field has ever seen before he has in his hand. The CDC had to be called because his doctor had never seen an infection quite like his and we still have no idea where it came from. He didnt injure or cut his hand so we have no idea. I took him to his Dr appointment at the hand clinic and even with them seeing that the tips of his fingers are tinged blue with the blue tinge moving down his fingers, zero feeling now in all three middle fingers, and extreme amount of pain, watching him getting sick in front of them, and seeing he has a fever they still did absolutely nothing. His surgeon wasn't able to get every bit of infection out of his hand because she would of had to take nerves and tendons as well and this infection because he was blown off so many times before he got a Dr that cared the infection in his hand actually solidified so because he was blown off he now will likely have pain in that hand for the rest of his life. He went in with those symptoms after his surgery and all they said was just stop taking your antibiotics because they said it was the antibiotics that were making him sick without giving him something else in place of those when clearly it wasn't the antibiotics because he had symptoms of the infection going through his body so I just had enough. They said oh youll be fine itll be probably 5 to 10 business days until your insurance approves i.v antibiotics. and when she said that it was it for me, I said so your telling me he needs to stop all antibiotics when this is clearly running throughout his body now and to not take anything to help clear up the infection even just a tiny bit or at the very least slow the progression of it for 5 to 10 business days until hes approved for the i.v antibiotics when he should have at least something in the meantime. Then I said ok well you guys have two choices, you can either do your job correctly and help him or you can keep blowing him off and end up getting sued when something happens to him, take your pick. I was furious. I said this is my husbands life at stake and your gonna do something for him. And wouldn't you know it once I got snippy with them that day he was getting I.V antibiotics. Its just so sad that that's where we are at with our health care system that we have to get snippy and mean about it for them to do what their there for. Before the I.v antibiotics I was up every night all night long watching him making sure he was still breathing because I thought he was gonna lay there and die. A few nights ago I had a very bad break down and panic attack in the middle of the night because I was so scared he wasn't gonna get the help he needed. During this past week I have thought about you Emma and sooz so much while going through this and what those doctors didn't do for sooz every single time I had to communicate with any medical workers and I have to say you both are what gave me that kick in the butt I needed to let these people know my husband needs help and for that I could never thank you both enough for sharing your story with the world. I hope you know that you both are saving and will continue to save so many lives. You both might of saved my husbands because who knows how long they would of drug their feet. Soon he has an ultrasound to check for cancer as well. He has a spot that doesn't look well and he has most of the symptoms of the type of cancer it would be so I'm just a mess right now. Your videos help me more than you will ever know Emma. I'm just so incredibly grateful for you and sooz sharing your story on a public platform because who knows where my mind would be right now if I didn't have your videos to watch every day. So sorry for the book I wrote, lol. I just wanted you to know how much you both help people. 💕💕💕 Btw love the "don't send nudes" comment you made in the video. 😂 I needed that laugh today. Lol
@@TheDogPooPro That's what we're here for darling, to make sure you, sooz and the family feel our love and support and to make sure you guys know your never going through anything alone. 💕💞💟
Aaww bless Sooz 😢 I cannot begin to imagine what she is going through, she is such a brave girl. You are a wonderful sister & have given her a lovely little break & birthday. Pleased you still have two nipples! 😁 Love & hugs to you both 💕🤗 xx
@@TheDogPooProbetter check inside your bra tonight. Thanks to you and Sooz for describing her issues so honestly. I had no idea, although it has just come to me that I have seen someone talk about it before on a video. I suppose i mean i never TOOK IT IN before. So for that, thank you x yes to christmas! 😊
Emma , once again I wish I could do something . I do have an iPhone I am not using if it would help for an extra alarm . Although I am feeling you are worried Sooz might sleep through it . Sending love and strength to you both xx
Don't you worry, my darling, but thank you so much for the offer. Bless you x I'm going to try and trial Google voice thingy with her when I get her home tomorrow xx
I am so angry these damn doctors didn't listen to Sooz from the start. She shouldn't have to live this nightmare. I want to raise hell with them. The positive is that Sooz is still there, singing songs, loving you and getting around your home. I'm sending every inch of love and prayers to you both. I'm very impressed with your system for washing and drying. You're quite the trouble-shooter, Em! Hugs, Michelle (L.A.)
I am so sorry to hear this. I know she will make the correct decision as far as hospice is concerned. Unfortunately sounds like she is having some sort of seizures. I will be praying for all of you.
Poor Sooz ,but the bond you have both got as sisters is awesome ❤❤
This is exactly what my DIL’s late sister had to contend with and it’s horrific beyond belief Emma . Rebecca only survived for 9 months following her diagnosis but her symptoms were ignored just like Sooz. The suffering they endure is beyond belief and it’s like something you’d see in a third world country , unbelievable women have to suffer like this . Rebecca did have a peaceful and tranquil passing , it was the only break she got 😢. I’m SO sorry Emma , such empty words I know but meant sincerely 💐. I know Sooz will make the right decision regarding hospice , Rebecca wanted to be at home and her mother cared for until the end , so very heartbreaking . I believe firmly in God and an afterlife but find my faith sorely tested at times . God Bless you both , stay strong 🫶🏻🫶🏻💐. Sorry about your boob , if it continues to be painful get it checked out x
My heart breaks with yours my darling Sue 💔
My heart is with Rebecca too wherever she is 💔😞🤍✨️
@@TheDogPooPro Bless you both and thank you, why does this shit happen to the nicest of people ❓🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💐💐
I am so very worried for Sooz. That is absolutely beyond horrific. She is amazing for being able to even cope with that at all 😭
As for the Christmas Decorations… my answer is 🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻 1000%
Love to you and your precious family ❤
Thank you so much ❤️
Hello Emma, hello Sooz, it looks like you guys had a lovely lunch. I love Ramen noodles, and I would love to learn how to make them better than I do but that will come. Yes, semi things do progress and I’m sure it is very difficult for her, but you are a great sister and you have really pulled all the stops out to help her be comfortable in your home. You are truly a caregiver. There are two people in this world. One is a caregiver and another one is an advocate. I am not a caregiver, and I know this about myself. But I am a great advocate, and I love to help others make their way through our health system, because it’s just as bad if not worse than the NHS. Our health system is more of a fee-for-service type of healthcare, where we have insurance payers for those who have insurance we also have medical assistance for those who have low income, and so many of the hospitals in the state where I live receive credit for charity care. It’s complicated and I know you have private pay there too, but I also know that a lot of things aren’t covered under your private pay system, but it’s nice to know that you do have options in case you need them. Unfortunately the system didn’t work for your sister and I’m so very sorry about that. That happens here to Emma. It’s very sad and that’s why it is so important to either be your own advocate, and be a good advocate or have someone who knows how to advocate for you. But you, my dear are caregiver and you are able to take care of those who you love and you have no boundaries in that. I know that I can take care of those. I love for a short period of time but it is better for them to have nursing care, because I know my limitations. It’s not that I don’t want to do it but I’m just not cut out for it. I never wanted to be a nurse because of that I think. I wanted to go to medical school, and being a doctor would not have been being a caregiver. Because there are others around to do that task rather than you doing it yourself. But I chose to get married and I don’t regret it you know I loved my first husband very much, but he was very sick. He was an alcoholic, and he died very young and he died after we had already divorced so I couldn’t want it anymore than he did and he really didn’t want it, so it was better to just MoveOn and remain friends. Then I met my Jim. I learned that I needed to make him self-sufficient to keep him from becoming dependent on me. It’s not a bad thing, so I just say that because I want you to recognize that not everyone is cut out to do what you were doing and I am so grateful that your sister has you to do that for her because it is so much easier to have help even if it’s only a couple days a week. You were there and that’s what’s important so don’t ever feel like you’re not doing enough because what you were doing is spectacular and I know I have gone on and on and on here but I think that it warranted me telling you that and I’m sure other people have told you that as well. I feel a connection with you both and I’m grateful that your channel came up on my RUclips feed that day. Hugs and kisses!!
Thank you so much sweetheart 💗
Fab video Emma! I’m so sorry about Sooz horrible symptoms, but she deals with it all so well and tries to remain upbeat. I’m sure she has really enjoyed her little holiday at your house, not least being able to have a lovely bath whenever she wants, it must help her dignity so much, plus who doesn’t love a warm soak. She has had some lovely food too and snuggly times with her twin, it warms my heart.
Big YES to putting decs up whenever you want………Do you think Sooz will be able to come again and you can have transformed your house into a Christmas grotto…..how lovely ❤🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅
I'm so sorry that Sooz is struggling with all of that crap...She should not have to go through this....I'm all for putting Christmas up now and celebrating everything you can with Sooz ....Make it a jolly time together...That's a wonderful idea... Much Prayers, Love and Hugs for you both...🙏🫶🫂🙏😘
Hi Emma Sooz and Ash and fur babies, I think you should put Christmas stuff up too, why not hey? I just feel so bad about what you are all going through. You know I’ve heard that. Palliative care, I don’t know if it’s through the hospital or what, but they help you so much. It just helps the family get through things a little better. You and Sooz could talk to them before any decisions are made, now I’m only suggesting,, please don’t take this the wrong way. I just feel so much for all of you. I pray to God that Sooz’s days will ease up, and please God take the pain away, and her anxiety levels must be through the roof,please. Help these girls with all of it. Thank you, in Jesus name we pray. Amen 😄💕💕😘😘🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️🧚🏽🐶🐶🐰🐰🥹
@@lanascott5627beautifully said
I know a family who is dealing with a loved one in hospice care at home. They are decorating the house now for Christmas so its cheerful for their loved one. Put up Christmas whenever it feels right to you. Dates don't matter, only what the heart wants.
Oh, Emma. I can't begin to imagine what you are both going through. You are such an amazing, beautiful sister.
What an absolutely cruel, vicious thing, cancer is.
I'm sending all my love from Sheffield, and wrapping you both up in a big quilt of love.
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I’m so sorry Sooz is going through all this. I couldn’t even imagine what she must be going through. Life is so unfair sometimes. Hugs to Sooz. ❤️🙏😢😢🙏❤️
Poor wee Sooz, what dreadful symptoms she is suffering through. Continued prayers darlings. Having spent my first 48 years in Australia, I have to tell you that clotheslines were essential and driers rarely used. Even in very wet rainy periods clothes lines were strung up wherever you had covered areas. Now I have been in the states for 20 years, I find it quite amusing that most people use driers 100% of the time. We put out Christmas deco’s the last weekend in Nov. right after Thanksgiving.
Sorry this long, but I have to tell you that I made rolled up pancakes with lemon and sugar yesterday, after seeing yours! I forgot how bloody good they are so thank you!
Thank you x x ❤️✨️
Awww 🥞 yummy xxxxx
yes put them up so soos will see them,i think of you all the time and send love to you all.
Oh Em you looked shattered, it’s such hard work helping 14:20 , waking up every 2 hours is horrendous because you never feel refreshed. Poor Sooz, I really feel for her, and we have no idea that there’s people suffering like this but there are!!! It’s not fair, Sooz deserves better ❤❤❤❤. Hope Sooz had a comfortable journey home today and you’re resting xxx you’ve earned it.xxx love Nic from Sheffield ❤️❤️❤️
Emma my heart goes out to you and Sooz ❤.
It’s so cruel and undignified what cancer can do to a body. My dear BiL had the incontinence issues and he too didn’t want to leave his home. It was pitiful to see him become skin and bone. He only went into hospice 4 days before he passed but should have gone in long before that as he was suffering so much. Once in the hospice the staff were amazing, his pain was controlled and he was kept clean and comfortable til the end. Bless you all and keep you strong to get through the very tough times ahead. You are surrounded by love so take strength from those who love you. Big hugs ❤❤❤
I’m so very sorry that your sissy is going through all this… I bet it’s scary not just for her but for y’all too 😮… sending hugs 🤗 and prayers 🙏🏼y’all’s way 🙏🏼❤️
Emma when you describe what is happening to Sooz we all feel so helpless. Your stress and her stress plus everyone else in your family and your friends are horrendous. How tragic that there is nothing that can be done other than make sure she is on pain killers and helping her with her toiletries. What a situation you are all in . You’re her best sister and best friend. It would seem that her situation is getting worse. I’m so sorry for the helpless position you are all in. 😢☹️
I am so sorry that you are sooz are having to deal with this , sending so much love,strength and prayers to everyone. 🎅
You are there for Beautiful Sooz and are doing and saying all the right things Emma, get the decs up and sings silly songs and snuggle when sooz needs you. I feel your pain and Sooz is so so brave and will let you know what she needs and when. She trusts you and Ash 100% and will manage the best she can herself for as long as she can. Take one day at a time and sleep when you can regardless of whether day or night. I hope Ash and Terry get dry weather for their parade and yes I am always relying on radiators to dry the washing - always rotating clothes around the home come winter, just part of life in UK ay. No thanks to a tumble dryer for me and I have even ditched my dishwasher! Bless you to the moon and back lovely, xxxx
You look exhausted but that’s no surprise as you are doing everything you can for your beautiful sister & it’s so hard to watch her awful symptoms & being unable to make it better & yes everyday is a blessing so do what your heart tells you & put those Xmas decs up! X
🎅🏻 So sorry to hear about Sooz’s decline. Neither of you deserve any of this. Things are almost as bad here in the US. I’m so glad she has you. You are an angel on this earth. Praying for both of you. Looks like you had a good birthday 🎂!
Poor Sooz having to go through all that. 😢❤❤❤
We usually put them up early, for the very same reason as you say. I always take them down early too, usually the 2nd. The house looks cheery with them up, and Christmas 🎄 is all over the telly. So I think we should get all of our deccies up early 💚🎄 xx
Hi Emma. Maybe she could use the accessibility features like speech to text to set alarms or message people. Thank you for sharing your story and experiences. 😊 I can relate to you and Sooz so much after five years with an undiagnosed chronic illness.
We trialled it today but she's so delirious...it's so blooming difficult xx so sorry you had to go through that xxxx
Hi Emma, Sooz and Ash! 🎄🎅A very happy belated birthday to both of you sweet sisters!
Loved your cosy birthday party, and all the yummy goodies! Thank you for updating about Soozie's struggles, hope she can get more help and support with her symptoms to maintain more personal independence.
It's never too early for Christmas decorations! Just love how you're always improving your home and your attention to detail.
Love and hugs. 🌷🎁✨👩❤️💋👩
Aww i feel so bad for Suzie, bless her xx
Oh Em....my heart hurts for u and sooz....she is such a good fighter....the emotional toll cancer takes on everyone who loves sooz is devastating....my prayers are with you all.....hope u all have a better rest tonight❤❤❤❤❤
Your rearrangement looks great! Praying for all of you during this stressful time!❤
Yes put them up and enjoy the moment. It is lovely the way you are so dedicated and comforting to Sooz. You are both such amazing and loving women. Love to you both. ❤️
BIG YES!!🎄🎄🎄🎄I think you should go ahead and put up your Christmas decor. I live in the USA. We always put ours up the weekend after Thanksgiving. But, under different circumstances, I would go ahead and enjoy the beautiful Christmas decorations as soon as I wanted to put them up!!🎄🎄🎄🎄
Praying for Sooz & wish I could take it all away from her. Sending you all love & hugs❤❤❤🧑🎄
You are so remarkable. Your love is so real xxxx
My heart is breaking for you all, I really hope the docs/nurses can make sooz more comfortable.
I have my decs half up, I think you should go for it my lovely 🎅🏻 xx sending love x
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You have as many festive days as you want lovely ladies there's no rules.
Just enjoy 🎅🎅
Much love to you both. ❤❤
You're house is looking good I like the set-up. Praying for Sooz 🩷🩷🩷🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤
Sooz must feel so safe staying with you , I hate this is hurting her and you xxxx
🎅🎅, absolutely put them up now. I'm sure Sooz will love to look at some twinkling lights and the tinsle sparkling. There shouldn't be a "time" when you put up your decos. I'm so sorry Sooz you are living this nightmare and going through hell. You are so brave to share your journey, and to allow us to share in such personal experiences. You ARE making a difference, you ARE making people listen. You are amazing. Both of you are absolutely amazing. Emma, loved the transformation to the front room, loads of space. I couldn't live without my clothes horse (such a stupid name for an airer, but that's Australia for you!!! 🤦♀️🤦♀️), they do make life easier and don't cost a single thing. Have good snuggles, much love to you both xxx 💞💞💞
Oh em you look so exhausted your a angel God bless you all..poor sooz..I'm praying for you all..when she decides to have hospice help she will go..I hate cancer..smh😢😢😢thank God for you.❤.❤❤❤❤❤
I wouldn’t be without my tumble. Even though I live in Fiji. Clothes don’t need to be ironed, the sun doesn’t fade them. No pegging out , worries about rain. No clogging the house with dampness. It’s a small freedom.
Oh darling, such dire symptoms, utterly heart wrenching 💔 I'm so sorry 😞 😢 I know Sooz doesn't want hospice right now, and your are such an incredible caregiver to try and keep on top of Sooz's symptoms and pain. You must be exhausted, please look after you too or you'll burn out. You are the best sister in the world ❤🫂
Can Sooz get some respite care? Or not even carers to come in everyday? I'm just so sorry 😞
Sending you all heaps of love and thinking about you all the time. You know where I am ❤ I love you a big much 💜💗💜💗🫂🫂🫂 xxxxxxxz
Being a caregiver is hard too, take care of yourself,love to you both! Put up your Christmas decorations and enjoy.
Hi Emma & Sooz ❤, so sorry to hear about your latest symptoms 😢, have you thought about maybe getting an Alexa enabled device like an echo dot and set up a repeating 2 hour alarm with Alexa ? I did this for my dad as he lives on his own and needs to be reminded about his meds etc ( he is 74 yrs old and very fiercely independent) ❤, this has helped him alot as he still has his independence ❤, as for crimbo Dec's I put mine up 1st Dec sometimes end of November,🎄❄☃️⛄⛸ but put them up when you feel it's right for you 😁, sending you both much love as always and squishy hugs 🫂 💚 ( Sarah) xxx
So sorry Sooz has to go through all this, she is so brave and kind just like you, it's just horrible watching your loved one suffer like that. Great idea of moving the table Emma much more room for your clothes. Sending lots of love to you all ❤️ 🫂 🫂🙏❤️ xx
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We put ours up on the 1st
Ouch 😂😂😂 be careful 😂
I am beyond words to express how sorry I am, hearing and I’m only hearing what Sooz is going through is utterly heartbreaking
Sending lots of love beautiful ladies 🙏🏼❤️😘
Definitely yes my daughter has put hers up and make the most of it love you all xxxxxx❤
Experienced the same toilet issues with my sister it's horrible and distressing Emma her medication wont be helping too speak with the nurses hopefully can give Sooz something for her jolting unfortunately its part of Sooz body deteriorating sadly 😥 having walked in your shoes it breaks my heart 💔 to see you and Sooz go through this its just horrendous for all of the family wrapping my arms around you both ♥️♥️🫂🫂
Ditto darling x my arms are around you too xxxxxx
Thank you Emma everyday is precious with Sooz your are being amazing carry the weight of this on your shoulders and in front of her being strong to get her through her bad days ❤ and care about you both hope Sooz has a settled night ❤❤🫂🫂
Good job, guys! All looks great!!
Love a productive day, get those decs up 😂 i love Xmas, love you Sooz ❤❤xxx
YES , put them up Emma, you could even do them tomorrow while sooz is still at yours❤
I thought about that but need to get Sooz home in the morning so I don't think I'll get chance.....who knows xx
Sending prayers and love your way. Christmas decs go up 12 days before and come down 12 days after Christmas Day in our house, it’s a tradition. Holly from my late husbands tree go on top of the pictures and is burnt (it’s not supposed to leave the house after it comes in). Love to you all, so glad you’re there for Sooz ❤️❤️❤️
🎅 I don’t decorate until the weekend after Thanksgiving here in the U.S. but I’m all for decorating whenever it makes you happy. Life’s too short not to grab happiness every opportunity you get. Sending love and hugs to you and Sooz. ❤
🎅🏼go for it.
Never too early to have something to smile about.
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Put ours up Dec 1st.
Praying for Sooz and her struggles 🙏🏻
Breaks my heart she has been left in this terrible situation.
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Lots and lots of love to you all.
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Hi em, hi sooz, hi ash. Thinking of you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ my heart breaks for sooz. It breaks for you, trying to cope. We have a covid-19 outbreak in the home, so you all stay safe.
My heart breaks for you lovely sisters.❤❤❤
Beginning of December for my decorations going up
🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻 Put them up now!!! My mums had hers up since start of October she says well if the shops can do it then so can I 😂 Christmas is her favourite time of year so I tell her to go for it, as it makes her happy. Much love to you and Sooz xx
So sorry for everything Sooz has to endure and you for having to watch her struggle. I have a slight idea of what is happening with her body as I was basically ripped apart when I was left to give birth naturally to my son, he was big and it should have been a caesarean. Just feeling clean and comfortable takes ages. Put your decorations up whenever you want to, celebrate every day. ❤
@agneswatson 9562. Did you have a forceps delivery ❓. I had a ( high) forceps delivery in 1978 and was never the same afterwards . My son was only 6’11 at birth , I think it would have killed me had he been any bigger . I’m sorry you are suffering , we women are strong 💪🏻, best wishes x
@@suesmith3744 no just 48 hrs labour, eventually had my son, nearly 9 lbs and I'm very small. Three rounds of reconstructive surgery after waiting for 3 years as it wasn't deemed life threatening. Could not do much in that time as unable to be far away from a bathroom. Horrid experience and life changing.
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@@Asmr_slayer. Oh dear 🤦🏻♀️. I’m so sorry , I had nothing like that to contend with thankfully , however doctors did say the emergency hysterectomy I had when I was 28 could have been due to the damage caused by the forceps . I’m amazed they still use the things in this day and age such a brutal way to enter the world . Best wishes 💐
Bless you Emma you look worn out,i wish there was something i could do to help you and Sooz I feel so useless just sending love and prayers.💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻 xxx
Don't go by me with Christmas decorations! I haven't put anything up for the last 12 years, not that I wouldn't like to but because one of my cats tries to eat them! He's terrible. I can't even have artificial arrangements in the house. He won't leave them alone.
I am so sorry for Sooz. She should never have had to deal with all of this. I pray for all of your family and continue to send hugs and a never ending supply of love. I wish Ash could go with you when you bring her home tomorrow. I worry about the drive home for you. Please take special care of yourself.
Will be thinking of you. Love you. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
You are such lovely sisters x. Love watching your videos
You're the best sister ever....❤
Enjoy every moment you can with Sooz!
Most peeps do have tumble dryers Emma get one bought I’d be lost without mine I’ve had one from 1987 when I was pregnant with Chris.my heart breaks for you both😢.my tree goes up end of November.id say YES put yours up celebrate has much has you can now Emma.its horrendous what suzie &you are dealing with.hospice might be a good idea for a week just so suzie can get a better rest has the nurses will help more.she might be able to have her pain killers through a drip.i think these next few weeks are going to be the hardest yet.i think about you both every day.your both very special&brave.sending all my love&strength to you ❤❤xxx
❤Hi Emma! It’s unimaginable what all of you are going through! Sooz is thought of everyday with all of us! Wish I could help somehow! I
Can come to UK and help take care of her while you have to work! So want to help! The soup looks Delish!
I'm really thinking on putting decorations up. I don't care much for the holiday's, but I love the lights n things! I finally see an oncologist on Tuesday morning...after 11 months of being put off and ignored. Remember to take some moments for yourself. You can't take care of your family if your health fails! Peace to you and Sooz. My sister will be attending my appt. with me, she is much more outspoken that I am.🎄
Everything looks so nice! I don’t know where you found the energy.😊 I definitely think 🎅🏻since we are going to start early, too. Just gets too hectic. ❤❤
Trying to keep busy I think xx
Putting my Christmas Dec's up next week xx
Hiya chic….you want to get some of that foil insulation down the back of your radiators….makes a world of difference….will dry your washing in no time….or as heat rises get one of those things that fix to your ceiling above the radiator then it would be completely out of the way…….i don’t know what they’re called but you pull on a string and it takes it up to the ceiling xxx
Lots of love to you & sooz,ash your mum & brothers ❤❤💕💕
My dad had the jolting of his arms ,well his elbows would really jolt out 😢and the poo problem 😢 was soul destroying to watch ,much love to sooz ❤️❤️
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Big hugs to you both and Love to you all x
The decoration part made me smile 😊
I’ve always said never before 1st December.
I believe it’s important to do the right thing for you, in your given circumstances.
If a special person in someone’s life, is at end of life and loves Christmas and it’s Easter time…. Go all out and do both at the same time.
If the right thing is to seize the moment and grab life by the balls … whenever that might be. Then just do it 😊
I won’t be putting my decs up till December… cos they drive me bonkers if they’re up too long.
But you do you boo ❤ 🎄
omg emma that is awful what sooz is dealing with, hopw she has a better journey on the way home , absolutely put the decs up 🎅🎅
Beyond heartbreaking what Sooz is enduring😢
Emma i have poorly bowels & 2 nights in the bathroom in pain & without sleep knocks me right out
This makes me so...sad & cross if only we could help Sooz
Wishing Sooz some easier days🙏
I had a chuckle we have the same Snake Tank😊i adore them - ours is Draco
Love & hugz 🌸🫂🌸
Omg so sorry love u loads x
Poor sweetheart, it's not fair. He system needs changing.
Bless your beautiful hearts ❤❤❤ I'm so sorry beautiful Sooz has to go through all these awful symptoms 😢 💔
I'm sending you all so much love and prayers always ❤️ 🙏
I'd put up your Christmas decorations, all the pretty things and sparkles make you smile ❤❤❤ xxxx
Yes. 👍🏻
Yes ❤
🎅 make the most of everyday ❤
Our family puts Christmas Tree up day after Thanksgiving
🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅 Enjoy every single day, don't wait! Sending love to you all 💕 xxx
What a lovely sister you are. I’m very worried about sooz hope she can stay with you a little longer. Yep definitely get those Decs up. 🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻🎅🏻
Keep your chin up, your doing amazing both of you. From Sonia from Swindon. Xx
Tumble-dryers are not really a thing here in Australia either, though they are more common than in the UK.
I am so glad you and sooz got each other ❤❤ You and Ash did so much work in the house 😊it looks beautiful ❤ Sooz was sweet to help ❤ Dinner looks good for you both 🤗💖 Does sooz ever see mum ? I know it's sad 😔 Tfs blessings from Florida 🙌🌴🌴
We put up our Christmas stuff Thanksgiving weekend.
Love and greetings from Idaho! My continued prayers are with you all. I normally wait until after Thanksgiving to put my decorations up. But the last couple of years I have felt like putting them up right after Halloween. That’s what Canadians do I believe and I like it better. Although I haven’t done so yet.🎅 I say yes, go for it!
Yes
God bless u and you're twin sister 🙏 ❤️
I put my tree and decorations up December 1 st. 🎄
Aww it would be lovely if susie stayed with you as you look after her amazingly, we put our decs up first weekend in December, what about you guys ? Xx
YES 😊
I always wait until December to put my Christmas tree up on the 1st of December and take everything down on the 2nd January 🎅🏼
Make the table in kitchen a coffee bar that would be too cute especially a Xmas coffee bar.
🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅 Hugs, love and prayers coming your and your dear sisters way
I'm so sorry Emma you have to see your sweet beautiful twin sister go through something so awful and I'm so sorry to sooz that she has to go through this because of careless doctors. For the last week I have had to be on the phone begging for these doctors and having to get snippy with them to get them to do their job and help my husband so he doesn't die from an infection that nobody in the medical field has ever seen before he has in his hand. The CDC had to be called because his doctor had never seen an infection quite like his and we still have no idea where it came from. He didnt injure or cut his hand so we have no idea. I took him to his Dr appointment at the hand clinic and even with them seeing that the tips of his fingers are tinged blue with the blue tinge moving down his fingers, zero feeling now in all three middle fingers, and extreme amount of pain, watching him getting sick in front of them, and seeing he has a fever they still did absolutely nothing. His surgeon wasn't able to get every bit of infection out of his hand because she would of had to take nerves and tendons as well and this infection because he was blown off so many times before he got a Dr that cared the infection in his hand actually solidified so because he was blown off he now will likely have pain in that hand for the rest of his life. He went in with those symptoms after his surgery and all they said was just stop taking your antibiotics because they said it was the antibiotics that were making him sick without giving him something else in place of those when clearly it wasn't the antibiotics because he had symptoms of the infection going through his body so I just had enough. They said oh youll be fine itll be probably 5 to 10 business days until your insurance approves i.v antibiotics. and when she said that it was it for me, I said so your telling me he needs to stop all antibiotics when this is clearly running throughout his body now and to not take anything to help clear up the infection even just a tiny bit or at the very least slow the progression of it for 5 to 10 business days until hes approved for the i.v antibiotics when he should have at least something in the meantime. Then I said ok well you guys have two choices, you can either do your job correctly and help him or you can keep blowing him off and end up getting sued when something happens to him, take your pick. I was furious. I said this is my husbands life at stake and your gonna do something for him. And wouldn't you know it once I got snippy with them that day he was getting I.V antibiotics. Its just so sad that that's where we are at with our health care system that we have to get snippy and mean about it for them to do what their there for. Before the I.v antibiotics I was up every night all night long watching him making sure he was still breathing because I thought he was gonna lay there and die. A few nights ago I had a very bad break down and panic attack in the middle of the night because I was so scared he wasn't gonna get the help he needed. During this past week I have thought about you Emma and sooz so much while going through this and what those doctors didn't do for sooz every single time I had to communicate with any medical workers and I have to say you both are what gave me that kick in the butt I needed to let these people know my husband needs help and for that I could never thank you both enough for sharing your story with the world. I hope you know that you both are saving and will continue to save so many lives. You both might of saved my husbands because who knows how long they would of drug their feet. Soon he has an ultrasound to check for cancer as well. He has a spot that doesn't look well and he has most of the symptoms of the type of cancer it would be so I'm just a mess right now. Your videos help me more than you will ever know Emma. I'm just so incredibly grateful for you and sooz sharing your story on a public platform because who knows where my mind would be right now if I didn't have your videos to watch every day. So sorry for the book I wrote, lol. I just wanted you to know how much you both help people. 💕💕💕
Btw love the "don't send nudes" comment you made in the video. 😂 I needed that laugh today. Lol
I love your messages x thank you angel xxxxxx
@@TheDogPooPro That's what we're here for darling, to make sure you, sooz and the family feel our love and support and to make sure you guys know your never going through anything alone. 💕💞💟
Aaww bless Sooz 😢 I cannot begin to imagine what she is going through, she is such a brave girl. You are a wonderful sister & have given her a lovely little break & birthday. Pleased you still have two nipples! 😁 Love & hugs to you both 💕🤗 xx
I'm whinging about my nip when there's everything else going on 😭 bloody thought I'd lost it though hahaha xxx
@@TheDogPooProbetter check inside your bra tonight.
Thanks to you and Sooz for describing her issues so honestly.
I had no idea, although it has just come to me that I have seen someone talk about it before on a video.
I suppose i mean i never TOOK IT IN before.
So for that, thank you x yes to christmas! 😊
Why don't you have dryers?? Emma, that's called winter cleaning!!! LOL
I meant to add the only time the house gets a good cleaning 😊
Dryers eat up electric and most just line dry or air dry on dryers x
I may get one but I'm not working as much right now xxx
Yes get that tree up hunny x
This is a horrible situation 😭 😫 🩷🙏💜
Emma , once again I wish I could do something . I do have an iPhone I am not using if it would help for an extra alarm . Although I am feeling you are worried Sooz might sleep through it . Sending love and strength to you both xx
Don't you worry, my darling, but thank you so much for the offer. Bless you x I'm going to try and trial Google voice thingy with her when I get her home tomorrow xx
🎅 Put them up and enjoy. ❤