Rage Fuels My Blood

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  • Опубликовано: 3 янв 2025

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  • @Adventures4vida
    @Adventures4vida Месяц назад +3

    As an Orphan that still at 44, has no family. I don't like going to others thanksgiving dinners because I get depressed, and wonder whats wrong with me that I never had this. Life is hard enough to make myself feel bad about something I can't control. So I just stay alone, because that were I'm comfortable.

  • @Sean_Breezy23
    @Sean_Breezy23 Месяц назад +32

    I think a lot of black men are feeling how you feel including myself

    • @AyshRowland
      @AyshRowland Месяц назад +1

      @@Worldofourown2024 Yes, we must unite against the Antichrist
      Love conquers Hate!!! I am Rich, I am Strong!!! Thy will be done! Believe in Jesus Christ for Salvation~!

    • @cyncerevideos5111
      @cyncerevideos5111 Месяц назад

      ​@@Worldofourown2024Nope!!!!! This is a black man issue. People in America aren't the human race. Black men get treated like shit before skin color and not by their personality or character. You can't possibly know

  • @MrOrlandobob2
    @MrOrlandobob2 Месяц назад +6

    I am exactly like that , One of my character flaws . And I recognized this and have to actively not to think and not act like this.

    • @Adventures4vida
      @Adventures4vida Месяц назад

      yea when I got to a event with my boss, and there is a lot of families I have to tell myself to enjoy the moment and everything isn't about me. I get depressed watching families having fun, because I never had that, than I start to think, whats wrong with me. Then I find myself Isolating from the event and being kind of weird! I tell myself now, to get over it, and its not about me. Life is unfair and the only thing I can do is try and find some joy, focusing on the things I don't have will only make life harder.

  • @NicksHEAT1995
    @NicksHEAT1995 Месяц назад +16

    I understand exactly what this guy is saying, 100%.

  • @Rabid4Rachel3
    @Rabid4Rachel3 Месяц назад +15

    I'm drunk ASF at a Walmart rn.

    • @RellySmoove
      @RellySmoove Месяц назад

      Be careful. Public Intoxication can get you put in a detox tank trust me it’s happened to me before.

  • @davonbooker2752
    @davonbooker2752 Месяц назад +17

    The planet/earth isn't the problem it's us and our programing.

  • @thesouthbaybikerider
    @thesouthbaybikerider Месяц назад +4

    Boxing, back in the early 2000s was my outlet for channeling out the rage! Cycling is now my outlet…I feel you and relate to you Mr. Darling because I have been on that rage wave for many years, unfortunately…and it’s good to release that tension the way you’re doing it…respect to you and I consider you a friend from afar! Most importantly I’m glad that the rage hasn’t consumed you because underneath you still have your consciousness.

  • @hoodiemike210
    @hoodiemike210 Месяц назад +8

    this is why we gotta grind financially at a young age .. im realizing i shouldve done this in my 20s nd not slack off .. im now 31 nd grinding non stop making good money

    • @KageumiUmikage
      @KageumiUmikage Месяц назад +4

      Agreed, it's also important to learn skills at a young age and not just play. Keep it up hoodiemike

  • @KageumiUmikage
    @KageumiUmikage Месяц назад +6

    I understand that rage so well. I used to hate everyone and everything. Edited to cut out unecessary stuff

  • @worldsyoursent.1635
    @worldsyoursent.1635 Месяц назад +7

    I feel you bro

  • @1mattwilliams1
    @1mattwilliams1 Месяц назад +14

    Just don't swing on anybody my man! Prisons are full of angry dudes. Life is better out of prison. Try to put that energy you have into your channel. You hold an audience very well. Good luck, bruh.

    • @Adventures4vida
      @Adventures4vida Месяц назад +2

      100 percent. Never worth going to jail. I'd rather be homeless and wrong, than right and in jail.

  • @tyXrose-ur1hj
    @tyXrose-ur1hj Месяц назад +4

    Facts bro I'm still in shock after 10 years that my loved ones turned their backs on me because I wanted to better my life like wtf but yeah as a native American I feel this rage on the daily but I'm trying to get professional help like they want me to stay up OG

  • @saidgonc
    @saidgonc Месяц назад +2

    heardd, its fascinating that awareness brings more problems rather than more solutions, makes room to wonder

  • @mygameishonesty9030
    @mygameishonesty9030 Месяц назад +13

    I think your true problem is you keep deflecting your feelings and situation unto the world. You won't find a solution until you look within yourself and see what needs to change. If you go to the root, you will find how you control and contribute to your current situation and the insecurities that it fostered. Betrayal scars you for life, unfortunately.

  • @househead67
    @househead67 Месяц назад +3

    a lot of guys have hypertension and numerous health issues because of rage. so what's really "good" about it? 🤔

  • @rebeccasmith7439
    @rebeccasmith7439 Месяц назад +5

    I understand, I can't imagine going through what you've been through. It would definitely mess with my head if I had to go through that. And most people are only out for themselves. At the end of the day, what doesn't kill you really does make you stronger. This world is more messed up than ever before. Stay safe and watch your back 💯

  • @azrielisrael4378
    @azrielisrael4378 Месяц назад +5

    I feel 💯 same way, it's like your speaking for me.

  • @KarmicSlayer
    @KarmicSlayer Месяц назад +4

    The fight between Good vs. Evil is a right thing for sure. And its often an inner battle.

  • @Modoruu
    @Modoruu Месяц назад +3

    Had realize tht don’t nobody really care bout our feelings 💯

  • @jmmanuelseale823
    @jmmanuelseale823 Месяц назад +2

    know thyself.

  • @gaben2309
    @gaben2309 Месяц назад +3

    It’s a spiritual warfare brother..

  • @ACreativeSpace92
    @ACreativeSpace92 Месяц назад +2

    I appreciate you always being candid. Thank you for making these videos. They are very informative.

  • @mysteriousyoutuber7527
    @mysteriousyoutuber7527 Месяц назад +5

    I have temper too but I learn to control it. Hope your Thanksgiving was good.

  • @e_thegod5303
    @e_thegod5303 Месяц назад +9

    you have a strong mind, to be going through what you're going through in all avenues, regardless of your flaws/fleshly desires, to KEEP going, to still be alive after all you've shared as admirable to me.
    your transparency is respected in my book. I feel you on everything you just expressed. some of us can relate in DIFFERENT ways. keep going Machine God Eats. I'm def trying to get my mental strength even higher than yours.
    even tho I cant relate to the children and financial situation but I def understand! Thats why my next best move/idea is to just buy some land, wooded or not, and put all my stuff on it. At least I'd have a place to be.
    lets say the taxes are 80 a year, YOU could afford that right? I'd much rather do that, than be on the streets, look, if we're going to be slaves, we might as well be smart ones. buy land, put a small home/tent on it and live like that.
    if we're going to be consumers anyway right? i'll rather partake in land investing vs. concrete dwelling. thats just me tho. thanks for not deleting my comment.

  • @therealdeal5896
    @therealdeal5896 Месяц назад +10

    Don't be angry like the rest of the world that's too easy. Be different. Have a blessed day.

    • @AyshRowland
      @AyshRowland Месяц назад

      I could be angry, you know I could be JUST LIKE YOU

  • @jayrob3045
    @jayrob3045 Месяц назад +4

    I just got off a 10 hour shift. Black Friday. Omg, people are so annoying.

  • @Abduraghmaan17
    @Abduraghmaan17 Месяц назад +3

    We living in the perfect hell

  • @Dawid-v2j
    @Dawid-v2j Месяц назад +1

    Im Slavic but I've been exactly where you are. Yes the rage is real. But it's not just that either. If you feel that everyone is devaluing your life, it's hard to justify having any sense of humanity. If no one values your life, why should you value the lives of others?
    But being homeless exposes us to the harsh truth. We are disposable numbers. All of us. Not even the rich or well off are exempt from this. Everyone can be replaced.
    It's truly sad because it shakes the foundations of our humanity. If we lose that, we're nothing more than monsters.
    When im feeling this rage, i remind myself that even if i do act out, it won't change anything. Rage is a temptation towards destruction, and while sometimes its justified, it also comes with a price. Some decisions are permanent. There's no going back.
    I guess what im trying to say is: don't let the rage consume you. It's easier said then done. But you owe it to yourself to not walk down the same destructive path that others have gone down.

  • @phillhosler5616
    @phillhosler5616 Месяц назад +2

    Right there with u bro💯🎯

  • @CGSevenxPhoto
    @CGSevenxPhoto Месяц назад +2

    What you're feeling and going thru isn't just personal experience , it's also primal forces in you that tell you something is really jacked up about the world you live in, not the planet or life itself. And when it comes to holidays, they have special wayd of making us outcast types pretty jaded and lonely... invitation from sympathy isn't the same as someone wanting you around. At least you choose to be to yourself while being pissed off vs being codependent. Hopefully you find some inner peace one day ✨

  • @JUSTLAFLEUR
    @JUSTLAFLEUR Месяц назад +1

    Yo, Im new to the channel but I love your content my brother.

  • @PreppyPrincess777
    @PreppyPrincess777 Месяц назад +4

    Working in healthcare too long did that to me. I should have only done two years and left for something different. It really changes how you look at the public.

  • @youngj00
    @youngj00 Месяц назад +3

    I hope the anger vanishes from you. Keep the content coming!

  • @Allplussomeminus
    @Allplussomeminus Месяц назад +3

    We can learn a lot by looking at how animals treat each other... That's basically us as well. That's why the Bible teaches us to minimize the flesh: the more we're in it, the more we're IN IT.
    That's why it teaches us to fast. All sins can sprout up from gluttony (the most overlooked sin). I hear there's parasites in us that fuel this unexplainable anger. Fasting can kill off these parasites.
    Fasting may not completely remove this rage, but at least it will make it more manageable.

  • @kmauryo
    @kmauryo Месяц назад +3

    Everyones thinking right now
    Laying up in the mental hosp. Facility on the west side of town. U r not alone.

  • @bobbiegoodman3601
    @bobbiegoodman3601 Месяц назад +3

    You may have heard this before, and you may not even believe it, but Jesus truly is the one to turn to and to receive salvation from. He loves you the most and he won't ever leave you.❤

    • @Abduraghmaan17
      @Abduraghmaan17 Месяц назад +3

      Who told you this stuff bro?? Did Jesus come down and tell you this face to face ??

  • @anniestacie
    @anniestacie Месяц назад +1

    People are definitely walking too slow though, let's be real.

  • @amberrj.
    @amberrj. Месяц назад +5

    Tbh that dense person interrogating u on the bus about your camera would piss me TF off too.

    • @amberrj.
      @amberrj. Месяц назад

      btw i 100% understand where you're coming from.

    • @vikyefre4975
      @vikyefre4975 Месяц назад

      He probably wanted to steal it for some crack

  • @aronrosas4191
    @aronrosas4191 Месяц назад +3

    Do not go gently into that good night. Rage against the dying of the light

  • @Stayauthentic24
    @Stayauthentic24 24 дня назад

    I’m 23 and I feel the same way…the more I find out about the system the deities that our oppressors worship and what happened to our people makes me even more mad

  • @Chocolatecake8
    @Chocolatecake8 Месяц назад

    2:27 LMFAOOOOOO felt ! Heavy on the b word

  • @descendantlair8385
    @descendantlair8385 Месяц назад

    🎤 drop……………..Your strength strengthens me to keep pushing even though I’m over ALL the ‘ish’ of this world!

  • @m3110y3110
    @m3110y3110 Месяц назад +2

    I thought we were friends but you only see me as competition. Fucking spitting facts right there! Your vlogs are always on point.

  • @Adventures4vida
    @Adventures4vida Месяц назад

    I do the same thing all the time, people will approach me to talk about my bike and I just want to tell them to leave me alone. I have to tell myself to be nice. Being on the streets hardens you to be skeptical of anyone that comes to talk to you. I 100 percent know where you're coming from.

  • @justthetruth247
    @justthetruth247 6 дней назад

    If you're not raging against the machine by now, you're not paying attention

  • @Hard2Find
    @Hard2Find Месяц назад +2

    Real shit 💯

  • @AyshRowland
    @AyshRowland Месяц назад +1

    Be angry and sin not, let not the sun go down on your wrath
    Love conquers Hate!!! I am Rich, I am Strong!!! Thy will be done! Believe in Jesus Christ for Salvation~!

  • @GinaTorres-o8q
    @GinaTorres-o8q 27 дней назад

    I'm over here playing catch up and just want you to know I'm sending positive vibes your way. Stay safe.

  • @Microbiables
    @Microbiables Месяц назад

    Pray & read the Word.

  • @skapunkoialternativeliving6522
    @skapunkoialternativeliving6522 Месяц назад +2

    When I see people like you live like that. This is why I don't take my life for granted. I'm lucky as hell cause. I lay back to my Van and I have a small cheap base which I live out of so I'm better. Both worlds definitely not 1300 a mom's come get over that you're roommate up painful, that's pretty high.
    But I don't take my life for granted. I my love life and I never will. Alternative living is the way to go. I'll never go back into paying the high rent. Repeat high rent that you're paying.

  • @Scrappyhoops
    @Scrappyhoops Месяц назад +1

    I just learned how to build a ebike so if time go hard again I'll just do door dash on it or something

  • @skapunkoialternativeliving6522
    @skapunkoialternativeliving6522 Месяц назад +2

    I agree with what those people say. That's true, because if you're homeless it's hard to get off the streets, especially once you're off the on the streets, most of you don't give a chance and I think you're homeless. So I'm not gonna give you a job or give you a place, but you had your job before. It's cause it doesn't matter how much people have jobs. They're not bums or they're not on drugs. They just can't pay the rand I don't have a driver license so they come by a Van and build it out and turn it into a nice home either, as I've done.

  • @troyeddings6577
    @troyeddings6577 Месяц назад +8

    You need angry management😮

    • @amberrj.
      @amberrj. Месяц назад +1

      *anger

    • @mckennasweda3614
      @mckennasweda3614 Месяц назад +1

      ​@@amberrj. Naw angry. You walk into a room where everyone is angry and you hype each other up till you hit max angry then you immediately calm down and walk home

    • @Abduraghmaan17
      @Abduraghmaan17 Месяц назад +1

      ​@@mckennasweda3614Your smart

    • @mckennasweda3614
      @mckennasweda3614 Месяц назад +1

      @@Abduraghmaan17 your wise

    • @vikyefre4975
      @vikyefre4975 Месяц назад

      Angry managment?

  • @Trippy_Dolo
    @Trippy_Dolo Месяц назад +1

    MGE- YoU.DoNt.KnOw.Me, I. JUST. CLEAR!!!
    😂

  • @jwht20
    @jwht20 Месяц назад +2

    You are just having a bad day brotha!! This day shall pass! 💪🏾

  • @amandamilo3454
    @amandamilo3454 Месяц назад

    Channel your rage, my brother!

  • @batagboy2025
    @batagboy2025 Месяц назад +1

    This is what happens when your homeless on the streets for a while. It fucks with your brain. I took feel more aggressive than normal after being in the streets unfortunatel, I noticed the difference. I'm glad Im not alone it's true. You feel abandoned, then the constant flight or fight while being on the street make you like that.

  • @HammGwap
    @HammGwap Месяц назад +1

    Preach !!!!!!!

  • @lotismade
    @lotismade Месяц назад +1

    I don't feel comfortable sharing my story but I understand you 100% and personally this anger means for me that I, even if I wanted to, don't get to play by the rules and so I don't have to. Of course we want to be nice (prosocial), but when our adaptations have made us look suspicious or come across as guarded things get too difficult to be considered reasonable. We all just want peace, love, and happiness. Maybe some of us build toward those goals, maybe some of us are meant to destroy obstacles. I've made the latter a spiritual question, and I see implicitly you've done the same.
    Idk, maybe I'm just a schizo lol

  • @TimothyClark-u6h
    @TimothyClark-u6h Месяц назад +1

    Facts 😮😮😮

  • @Loser0384
    @Loser0384 Месяц назад +1

    Facts 🔥 you are a beast 🐺

  • @dampandrew
    @dampandrew Месяц назад

    I’m trying to slim down over the holidays after eating too much recently

  • @barkalotbow
    @barkalotbow Месяц назад +3

    I understand how you feel, but what you're feeling is THE LACK OF STABILITY. If your life was more stable, you wouldn't have so much anger. If you didn't have to worry about money. Or about a roof being over your head. Or about transportation. Or about a job. Or about companionship. If you weren't worried about these things, you would be much more joyful. But because you don't have these things, life is overwhelming. You need help and need it fast. You need to live with someone that can keep a roof over your head. Someone that can put you in a car. Someone that have a steady income. Someone that can be a companion to you. And if you're willing to give to that person, you can be a help to each other.

  • @TimothyClark-u6h
    @TimothyClark-u6h Месяц назад +2

    😮😮😮😮😮😮😮

  • @pattayaesl7128
    @pattayaesl7128 Месяц назад

    Rock on Professor

  • @john6319
    @john6319 Месяц назад +1

    All your free time should be in the pursuit to escape the matrix... all i do is work workout read and study.. i live like a fucking monk..my mission is freedom in the next 6 months..and im putting my soul on this shit.

  • @Dusty136
    @Dusty136 Месяц назад +1

    Good for you bro!

  • @Worldofourown2024
    @Worldofourown2024 Месяц назад

    We are not a country in brotherhood as the United States any longer. I was riding a training a train in Salt Lake close to a month ago with a guy expecting me to take off my headphones to talk. I did, so he had to tell me the English came to America causing all these problems so we need to go back to England. He was a native American whom I told you can try to make me. I said, go ahead, what's you gonna do about it? A country of strangers that is the cesspool of the world is no longer a country. It's just a dumb corporation I really wish I could just beat feet out of, but of course that requires some level of financial independence. The debt based money system, inflation, narcissism, and meaningless nonsense has ruined America. I don't mess with blood relatives any more for a bit over 10 years. It's just better to stay to one's self and not have kids. Heck, dating isn't even an option nor would I want to date. I personally no longer care if this land that's not my land nor your land gets nuked out in world war. I really don't...

  • @starwoodanime1532
    @starwoodanime1532 Месяц назад +1

    Gezzz you're a scary person. I don't see how you even have children.....

  • @oesso
    @oesso Месяц назад +3

    Your issue is that you cannot handle the truth. You're too sensitive to have simple criticism without bursting out on someone who is trying to help you. You need to literally get out of your head.

  • @AlphaChadBricks
    @AlphaChadBricks Месяц назад +2

    Yo I've been curious about your camera that's mounted on your chest, I've been thinking of getting one myself for walking videos n shit. What type of camera is that bro?

  • @magvs_mæstro216
    @magvs_mæstro216 Месяц назад +2

    Ask a.i., the affect of Mercury Retrograde, on the human, mind, body,and soul.
    I hate it with a passion when people bug/annoy/or try to get in my space, when I have on headphones.....and it makes it worse when you're in a bad mood. You'd think that they could read a room/person (especially since they are children), but apparently they can't. At the same time, it feels like its on purpose. But that seems to be the theme with us "chosen folk".
    Here's to you having a better day...CHEERS!!🍻✊🏽

  • @Kristopherberry
    @Kristopherberry Месяц назад +2

    I feel you bro. I been on the same shit lately

  • @bourbonlover7158
    @bourbonlover7158 Месяц назад

    You'll get your wish about the mushroom cloud

  • @mensahtalk2367
    @mensahtalk2367 Месяц назад +1

    it's a demonic spirit bro, Christ is the King, read your bible and make your prayers.

  • @atomictraveller
    @atomictraveller Месяц назад

    i shouldn't say this, but in the interests of public erudition (bro only you can see my posts in all likelihood, i am constantly moderated) my ex had six planets in fire signs.
    i ain't trying to be too friendly, i like space. just on this. just, on, this. thanks for helping the people. heaven and hell are both tables loaded with food and everyone has 10 ft. chopsticks. in heaven feed each other.

  • @vibewav
    @vibewav Месяц назад

    get in where u fit in.

  • @dorydeviance3774
    @dorydeviance3774 Месяц назад

    Like you I've lost compassion for others

  • @afribean
    @afribean Месяц назад +1

  • @onemindchannel
    @onemindchannel Месяц назад

    Ask her to take you off child support so you guys can negotiate a new child support payment that's fair to you.

  • @AsheraEmilySky
    @AsheraEmilySky Месяц назад +1

    Same

  • @skapunkoialternativeliving6522
    @skapunkoialternativeliving6522 Месяц назад +1

    Why can't you find another room somewhere else? Something smaller Una smaller but cheaper 1300 is kind of high for that. I think that's high, but they get you not paid for it. You're RUclips friends who give you free charity is paying for it. And that's fine, that's good for you. But I still think that room is expensive. $1300, but I don't think so. I'm paying the 600 for mine. And this is the same size as that. Basically even bigger and I have a bathroom and a kitchen and I only pay 600 a month so I'm lucky as hell.

  • @nahzewilliams5912
    @nahzewilliams5912 Месяц назад

    possible insecurity issues? think all us Males & Females for that matter have them in one way or another for wide range of various reasons,..we all a work in progress and its Universal..we will never be 100% perfect no matter how hard we try
    thats why Jesus Christ sacrificed himself & died on the cross

  • @hazzyandbunbun
    @hazzyandbunbun Месяц назад +1

    You got triggered because you still have trauma from when you were on the streets and from others who threw you away. I get it. Currently homeless myself but living in a vehicle. You need to figure out a way to work through the trauma so youre not so easily triggered. I need to do the same thing and it's not easy! Hang in there!

  • @tonyramljak241
    @tonyramljak241 Месяц назад

    Welcome to the cruel world ...
    The surest thing ...
    Life is hard and not fair at all....
    Gotta give it to Jesus..
    It'll eat you up otherwise...
    There is only peace in Jesus...the proof is in the pudding....
    When everything else fails give Jesus a go...
    He's there for you ..
    Don't let your sin stop you from receiving His loving grace and mercy....
    Your anger is a Righteous anger...
    In the Bible it says that God sees all the evil and good that goes on in the world...
    and His rage is directed at the unjust ruthless men in this world who corrupt and lie and steal...He hates them too...everyday..

  • @BickSmitchell
    @BickSmitchell Месяц назад

    ruclips.net/video/CUrh306DSTY/видео.html Control that Temper video ~~ DRY CREEK WRANGLER SCHOOL...
    HELPED ME ON THIS ONE. I am pissed off that you're pissed off, lol so I get it.

  • @thesecondrei1
    @thesecondrei1 Месяц назад

    If you didn't have to pay child support and actually got to see 100% of your paycheck, how much would things improve?

  • @yuronshears628
    @yuronshears628 Месяц назад

    What has gone wrong in your life?
    You need a woman’s touch and love brother and you know it

  • @Chocolatecake8
    @Chocolatecake8 Месяц назад

    Where can I message you