usually that is no different than remixing an industry beat. If a beat is sold usually means exclusives are owned by someone new. Therefore without the new owners permission. you can not profit on it . In this case. it's best to not step on someones work and risk the stupid that follows it.
Im.. Tired of being broken Tired of being hopeless Tired of my emotions Pretending like im coping When reality has me frozen Stuck inside depression Maybe its a blessin. (Or..) Maybe im indebted The voices in my head Is, severing the tension Repeating my offenses Rendering me defenseless (Or..) Maybe im just guarded Maybe im just heartless Maybe I'm just starving (For..) Attention I've been missing Adolescence was a prison Abandoned I've been listed By..MY OWN THOUGHTS! (NO STOP!) I Hate this.. Cluttered with the voices Limiting my choices Distracted by the noises I CREATED. Telling me to stay in MY place Take no risks, and never be great Mental illnesses i never can shake Or am i just afraid.. Making excuses so i never escape.
Well... I'm here to set you free from confinement I can see that you are a rough diamond Will thee come fly with me? Ima pilot Come sit back, kick back your feet and vibe with Ughh.. I'm so busy I gotta go :( Yet ain't these violins hella dope? Sorry... I have 2 jobs lol
(Chorus 1- Verse 1) Feeling confused, am I amused? Afraid I'ma lose, but already lost everything, weighing so heavily where is this Heavenly Spirit? I better be Near it, I fear, that I cannot hear, from the way I've steered a road block appeared don't have no peers I’m not endeared begging for your help! On my knees God please I'm in need of your Guidance accede an Alliance I'm a breed of Defiance I heed you Your Highness I'm a stranger to Compliance my Fact is reliance I be trying, relying on myself to do better never again lying, my adolescent years begin in tears and Gin I am fierce to win from how I pierce the Sin I just grin at this little predicament I'm in so let me just clarify I'm prepared to die declared that I supply my mind with this high arise when I am speaking not too much time left I am bleeding try to stop it that's defeating the purpose looks like it's me versus the burden so get the word in Me being gone is your Guerdon that word means reward if you didn't know time to go if you text me will I text you back? Answer is No I'm bout to blow then show you that I can't be controlled but how do I escape this fate people say they understand but don't relate will they stay true or switch it seems to be a debate apologizings too late, so what should I do hate? That won't solve no problem that I tend to create, I'll tell you the main thing that I hate, is feeling this way, fearing my pain and concealing then revealing every single thought in my brain why won't negative energy drain, I'm in the rain in need of sealing, keep feeling so isolated high sedated the bars that I have stated been debated now I want to be liquidated irritated no one would want to be me you agree? I wanna flee and be who I set out to be it's kind of hard when people keep on doubting me the greatest rapper I am bound to be I'm astounding G, what? you don't like the sound I speak? Get counseling or step in the ring for a round with me, but you won't, say that you will but you don't, I won't stop until all of you are owned, I feel I got it it lingers in my bones but no one will listen it's like talking to some stones. (Chorus 2 - Verse 2) Feeling confused am I amused? Afraid ima lose but not giving up so easily I’m focused eagerly but snakes in the grass live in secrecy how do they sneak to me? Please show me decency we all are the same yet treated Unequally “If you are poor do not speak to me” I hear this too frequently, why don’t they accept us instead they expect us to never be next up letting it be said do not test us listen to my bars I promise you will be breathless I’m a savage in other words I am reckless I don’t care about your car or your necklace or any of your stories of how you’re arrested, when you were doing shit where that shit ain’t accepted, then hate on us just know I’m no longer affected, I’ll keep this flow going it has become infected, all of your negative motives have been inspected, so let this be a threat bitch you do you I’ll use my words as my weapons because words hit harder than lethal injections you are feeble and less than the next man who tries to test Sam! I guess whoever hates the most is the best fan I’m on my way to greatness because I’m destined and you cease to excite I will leave with a fight it’s easy alright? Can’t beat me I write with precision and sight plus wisdom it’s bright, for you you dim out your lights and drain all your might I might, take off and ignite then leave your head on a pike all spite no more asking “are you alright” that’s all for you now so goodnight. (Outro) Feeling confused, oh, am I amused? Afraid ima lose but I will do this shit properly do the improbably seize rap like it’s my property and do so in spite of these mockery’s and people who copy me be yourself with no one’s help and get off of me I have to ESCAPE.
00:37 Im So sick of all of this fighting My heart beats like a bolt of lightning Because This life is so frightening You dont have to like me but everything you do seems to spite me It's almost Like you dont want our kids to grow up and like me But this might be The end of the line for you and for me Our bond was built from lust But what is that when you have no trust We ended so badly I'd have rather been thrown under the bus. Over time I grew sick of your touch You always wanted more but the truth is i gave you enough I gave you too much and it was never enough Said you loved me but I called your bluff Wont lie it was rough but it made me hate YOU now it's hard to chase heaven because I know that I'm hell bound For eight months I've fought you round for round and I've gained no ground My daughters will be loved and that's a given without a doubt Downed so many bottles that I'm nodding out I'm lost but all I want to do is make my daughters proud Maybe my life would be diferent if I had chased a different route I wont be another one of these rappers chasing clout I forbid it If I ever say I did it then I meant it You cant tell me any different I've walked every mile of every distance Our lives will remain consistant As long as you remain persistent with destroying everything our daughters were gifted it will remain a fact of just how far we have drifted And for that youll never be forgiven I bit into your magic fruit knowing it had been forbidden That's enough, it's time I speak about the things that I have kept hidden All of the things that have made me so livid Like when your boy Tommy called me on thanks giving as if everything had been forgiven Like our families weren't sitting inside of the kitchen Now my girl is in fear and this isnt living But yet so easy for you to play the victim Like this isnt non-fiction But your vision is not what God has depicted Your life isnt a pic-nic And you cannot tell me that things are so different When you were the one that did this Fuck you I'm pissed off Everything thing that I say or have done you get it twisted I cant be wrong with God as a witness And I swear to him you'll never be forgiven Good riddance I'll spend my whole life doing penance
00:34 Te pueden contar muchos cuentos pero siempre hay uno que sale del alma Cambiamos por sufrimiento, pero el sufrimiento a veces nos da calma Cuando uno muere por dentro, ahi entendemos que nadie nos salva Cuentos son cuentos, pero en las historias no existen los cuentos de hadas Cuando uno quiere volar no se da cuenta que le cortaron las alas La gente piensa que sabe pero nadie sabe de aquellas batallas Cada pelea que tengo conmigo me enseña que todo se acaba No pretendas entenderme si no te quedaste en las buenas y malas 1:13 El amor nos va matando Hay caras que vimos pero en el pasado Son tiempos tan lindos que ya han terminado Lo bueno nunca durará demasiado Dije que sentía y te fuiste alejando Todas las sonrisas son tiempos pasados Nunca va a curar lo que nos ha matado Batallas internas que han empezado 1:30 Todo se fue complicando, me fui cayendo y me solté la mano Nunca quise lastimarte, ya sé lo que hice, y no puedo arreglarlo Quien me quería, hoy me mira con odio, se que intentaba controlarlo Es doloroso ver a quien quisiste como alguien que solo has matado (x2)
I can see the struggle in your eyes, stuck in a puddle of lies, I try and I try to survive with my life on the line and I say that I'm fine but the truth is I'm getting anxiety, In a society, I think I'm losing the fight in me, bottle my burdens inside of me, Don't Know how much I can take till I break, heaven's sake I'm losing faith, Can u relate to the the pain I embrace when I look at ur face and the only thing I feel is hate, I got some demons that need to escape never hesitate to call out your name, when im broken in place and it's hopeless to wait for the day I can say I feel great, Not to be hard on myself but smoking my pain isn't good for my health they don't really know me well, Hit up my cell I don't answer lights go out I need a lantern, Holding up a boulder over my shoulders , wait for the day when I'm older and finally sober, told her I'll never go back and I'll keep moving forward, Came out the dark and I saw the horizon, I'm at my finest Man Im defiant came out the bottom and I started climbin They call me out but I'm doing my best can't put me down I don't need your respect 100 pounds I will drop on your neck I'm going out as fighter I'm blessed Im spitting out all this fire I meant to be great it's said that I need a lot of faith instead
I would appreciate any time spent listening to what I've done on this beat, and any feedback left here, in the comments or on soundcloud... soundcloud.com/shutterspit/delivery
Agh, let it rain on me, like bullets the water rains on me, can you feel the pain on me!? Yeah okay Allg, gotta bottle full of henny, my hand full of memories, overthinking all of it wish death upon my enemy I should kill my self, my own worst enemy, say some words make me fall heavily I hope I go out quick call it heavenly, as I grow up my heart grows colder, gotta get the weight off my chest it feels like a boulder, time flies by I’m getting older, agh yeah, all right, can’t sleep, stay up, all night, tossing and turning in my sheets, tears falling down my cheeks I’m a fuckin’ mess it’s not hard to tell and you can tell I’m stressed, say something and I start to yell, falling hard I’m going straight to hell! Lord please hear my screams, I need your guidance I’m begging on my knees, preaching to the preacher and I feel weak, save my soul I’m begging please, she took my heart she can have that shit, stole had her hands wrapped around that shit, tragic, broken and I tried to fix her, crying in my bed I really miss her, told her I loved her and I go through it all with her not perfect but to me she was always worth it, soul searching lost it was so worthless, never knew the day you said it’s over it’s hurt so much, now I’m up all night, barely sober it hurts on the phone because it’s over I’m begging please don’t go love, I have no one, I won’t run but if so it’ll be straight into your embrace you made me feel safe, happy and I feel less pain, now you’re gone and all I got for love is hate! I’m over you, I’m over overthinking I don’t owe you shit, I know you bitch, run back to the same old guy, get wrapped up in his same old lies, don’t come back to me, I hope you live happily, peace.
I wrote a song for you once but now I’m about to open up like I’ve been wanting but I’ve never felt the chance was close enough, and now I’m sittin, frozen stuck, hoping that I don’t choke it up when I start telling you my feelings and I begin to show my love.. I ponder what’s above and I wonder what’s next, I know that God’s real because God gave me a gift and now I’m getting chills because I know I won’t forget that you’re the only one who seemed to care when no one else did Helped me through anxiety, you helped me through depression, helped me fight the lies in me, you helped me fight the pessimism, helped me through the stress I’m gettin sent from all the tests I’m takin life will lift you up and throw you down in just a second and it’s sad we got to wrestle with it We all be making bad decisions, get back up and try again and I couldn’t imagine if you weren’t inside my life Elizabeth and dammit that’s an image I don’t want to have so ima keep that in the distance.. back it up a minute, you could be baddest bitch - it wouldn’t make a difference, you could be the fattest chick - it wouldn’t make a difference, you could even have a wig - it doesn’t make a difference, I don’t think it’s an accident the fact we made a friendship, I just want to keep you in my life and call it endless and if anybody fuck with you then ima get defensive cuz I just want to show you love and give you full percentage.... 😭😭😭😭 I wrote this for the girl I caught feelings for and rapped it to her the day I told her. We talked for 2 months or so after that and recently she told me it’s only fair if she doesn’t hold me back anymore. It didn’t work out. 😪
Dear childhood, please leave me alone, left me scarred Now im full grown, you still lingure like my cologne Steady knocking even when I'm not home Steady stalking doesnt matter where I roam Somehow you always catch up to me Why cant you let me be, let me breathe Control my future like it's your destiny I'm not a child anymore you are history You really screwed me over mentally Try hard not letting you get to me Consciously I do everything thing to ignore you Unconsciously there's no way to avoid you Honestly there's no room for you and I One has to go, cause we dont see eye to eye I'm sorry that it had to come to this, But you are not a part of life I'll ever miss. The fond memories I will carry on The dreadful ones that haunt me must be forever gone.
Why do I feel all of this fear It makes everything so unclear Why am I feeling so afraid Why do I deal with all this pain Look inside I feel a divide Not feeling whole Part of me it stole I’m out of control It’s this fear everything’s unclear I’m in drive but can’t even steer I’m around people but I seem to disappear Why can’t I talk why can’t I hear? I don’t know the answer but it’s cuz all this fear Uh Why do I feel all of this fear It makes everything so unclear Why am I feeling so afraid Why do I deal with all this pain Feeling like a river Every blow I feel a shiver I can feel it in my liver I just wanna go and quiver And these words I can’t deliver I need help, just a sliver Why do I feel all this pain Like I’m locked in a chain in the rain I don’t even know if I’m sane It makes me feel rigidity, fidgety, gigity All this pain I’m getting sick of thee When am I gonna find my epiphany Why do I feel all of this fear It makes everything so unclear Why am I feeling so afraid Why do I deal with all this pain Lemme tell you something this life ain’t nice and fair It’ll break you down it’ll give you a big scare You can swim or you can drown the world don’t really care It is up to you so start swimming and beware You need to go push through live your life if you dare Live in strife, in despair, it’ll be a nightmare Go live your life you can live it anywhere Get a husband or a wife you can be a billionaire You don’t need to feel any fear You must push through to see things clear It is a choice to feel afraid You don’t need to deal with this pain You think you know pain, you think you know hurt You think your life’s is vain? Well here is an alert There are people in the ground they are living in the dirt You can turn your life around you can find out what’s your worth Your life should not be bound I don’t mean to be so curt All this fear throughout year It is mere very sheer Go and kick it in the rear Make a choice, now and here Go rejoice, see the clear You have a voice, fight this fear You don’t need to feel any fear You must push through to see things clear It is a choice to feel afraid You don’t need to deal with this pain You think your afraid? You think you need aid? Well don’t you get strayed cuz your body’s getting played The fear is gonna fade, in your head it was made The feeling don’t evade, do not build a barricade Do not hide go for the ride Go embrace face to face Keep on going at your pace Don’t run away it’s not a race Take control this is your space Go feel whole this is your place See things clear live with grace Then the fear will all erase Why do I feel all of this fear It makes everything so unclear Why am I feeling so afraid Why do I deal with all this pain You don’t need to feel any fear You must push through to see things clear It is a choice to feel afraid You don’t need to deal with this pain I MADE A SONG WITH THESE LYRICS AND BEAT CALLED “FEAR” ON MY CHANNEL CHECK IT OUT
Intro: man... I’ve been gone for too long.... real music is coming back... it’s virtually... Verse: yeah, I’m sorry I was gone Turns out i writing songs For all of you to sing along Who am I kidding my only fan is my mom I tell myself one day I’ll grow But what If I don’t? What is this whole thing is joke What if I’m bound to explode What if I can’t keep afloat What if I turn around, everything is gone and it was one big hoax But I’m trying my best To deal with the stress I get depressed and become a mess I feel so closed off, and I have mood swings So I’m really hoping this music thing Isn’t just a dream But come on! Let’s take a journey!
Ey ,,And it came to pass, when they had brought them forth abroad, that he said, Escape for thy life; look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all the plain; escape to the mountain, lest thou be consumed." Wanna escape but I don't know how
Let me start off by saying I apologize Sorry I couldn’t keep a compromise Sold you a couple lies I see the anger in your eyes I see the hate that you carry I never meant to make you feel worthless Sometimes I ask myself am I worth it You made me feel love like no other person It’s hurting Deep inside I’m learning I can’t get the image of you out of my mind Even if I tried I won’t lie You showed me what loyalty was I was dumb not to accept it I’m wreck-less I see it I want to write you this message You taught me a valuable lesson The moments we shared together have been a blessing
I can feel the pain that your going through Your not the same you You wanna scream And yell Don’t want to express how you feel Or tell You can’t lose yourself Baby I’m here to help Just open up those doors I don’t want you crying on the floor I know your empty and your heart is sore From all of the grieving and weeping Feeling exhausted and not sleeping I know what your thinking I know you think no one feels the same They can’t relate the pain You feel cold and chained Let those emotions out Swim out the ocean alive It’s ok to cry I know you got alot on your mind I just want you to stand tall and try The feelings of regret and guilt It’s not your fault If that’s what you thought An Angel is watching from above Another will be welcomed with love I know times get tough And we go through a lot of stuff I ask God he gives you more than enough Keep your mind open and just trust I know you feel stuck When you got the news it struck Hit you hard like a truck Just know your the best daughter he had And I’m sure he was glad To see what you’ve become He saw your potential he must’ve been the proudest dad Seeing you smile hearing you laugh Watching time pass Reminiscing about memories Having flashbacks I know you wish you could take a lot of things back You’ve done your best and that’s a fact You got to give it your all Let these angels lift you Can’t see you fall I just want you to know If you need anyone Send me a text or call
i wrote my first ever rap to this and it might have been bad but dude this beat justs brings me back to where i started and first got inspired so i know this is probably weird but thanks, all ur beats are sick 🔥
What I had I lost Family I trusted I've been double crossed Whatever happened To the DNA in our blood So many faces They changing No more looking above Sick of being broke Got a pistol with gloves I got a sister asking me "Michael where are the drugs" Inhaling this cigarette Inside of my lungs Stressed out Under pressure I'm the best now Don't worry mom u can rest now
These thoughts of loneliness I cant escape if social media is where I scavenge and scrap for the meaning of life through meaningless debates claiming to be awake but still sleep. Deep in my imagination. Admitting I know nothing I'm bluffing through contemplation. Looking for motivation. Sitting still, thoughts like a checkered flag for my heart to start racing. Looking down, no parachute, I'm bracin for impact, infact, my ego has hijacked the reality of death. Like it's a scary place for Seth. It's not though. My struggle is the only place I rest. Invest my all. Outside my comfort zone life really isnt complex at all. Despise the rise of pride cuz' if I embrace it I'll expect to fall. Enemies like thoughts on every side hard pressed to the wall. Tired of being inside the matrix with meaningless texts and calls. No personal relationships or respect at all. Cant be who am with any less than all. Sometimes growing complacent just wanting to rest a while. So many faces looking down it's hard to recollect a smile. Where do we escape to a peace of mind without feeling defiled. Seems I'll have to go back to my roots and protect the wild side of me. Trying to fit into this society is nothing other than bribery. Escape with me to a long awaited sobriety.
Døn't give up, løøk at my søngs I find fire søld beats they still free to use jus same as if u usin a beat 4 free just xan't get prøfit but u xan get xløut, døn't give up dø whatever it is that yøu're heart tells yøu tø dø yøu XAN be anything that yøu desire
would i be able to make a song with this even though it’s still purchased? I want to be a rapper and this is one of the only beats i can get a decent flow with and i love the beat
We all got problems Ain’t no way we can stop em Just learn to cope Cause you ain’t ever gone solve em Man I really got a problem I’m hurt from losing my mama 4 months after my stepfather I’m tired of all this drama This shit has given me trauma This shit is haunting my mind and I need a remedy Something to calm When I be having these Thoughts of suicide When I be thinking I don’t wanna live this stupid life When I don’t smile cause I’m tired of these stupid lies When I’m depressed as fuck And no even sees I’m dying But yet I was there when everybody fucking needed me But now I need em and they can’t return a favor geez Yeah I guess that’s how it’s meant to be shit Said so many fucking words it’s like a spelling bee
I could speak TRUTH and kill this beat about what NF truly did .Not a diss, just 100% facts and to bring awareness and exposure to sell outs. NF escaped........the light for the dark
Hola. Estoy intentando, por todos los medios, comunicarme con el creador del beat pero no puedo... Quiero comprar este beat pero no me sale en la plataforma de ventas. Alguien que me ayude porfavor?
See I've tried Realized that every thing inside Always finds a way to surface when you're searching for the light I dont even know my purpose thinking maybe its to die Am i right Maybe I'm just off inside my mind I cant lie Contemplated whether I could fly If i jumped right off a building Hoping maybe I could find A little happiness and leave the demons all behind Or will I become a demon inside anothers eyes For answers I swear I'm seeking For peace man i swear I'm screaming But the damage is done and now im finding my soul in peaces Theres no release and Im on the edge now
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убили все чувства тогда зачем вспоминаем сейчас хотели с тобой улететь построить наш маленький мир теперь утопаю утопаю в мечтах опять бессоные ночи они раздражают меня все эти ублюдские слухи не говори ты опять как сильно ты любишь меня мой мир погорает в огне а ты в нем большая игла
Duy bu sesin kuvvetini kimsen olmadiginda,(Yoruldugunda)farkedersin dostu artik yalnız kaldıgında (korolduğunda) her adimda nefes almaninda zor oldugunda(daraldiginda) Eski günlerinde özlemiyle solduğunda
The situations and the fact is I gotta sit back an act like it never happen Like it dosent bother me it dosent matter I gotta hold in everything i can never open up I shouldnt be exused in the first place But 2024 is starting to feel like my worst days Everybody is against me an im done playing friendly. Im done being used up im done feeling empty
Girl , you saved me almost you cured my depression so you leave next day and I walk in to a therapy session Yo wtf you did you dont know I cut myself to see if I still live But girl if you see this just know , you dont glow anymore like you used to , tell me why!
Everything didn’t go wrong Just had some regrets Just broke a good bond to which I’m not even sad Life’s not that bad You think I’m too young to say that But trust me I’ve been through some shit in the past Talent can get u far but hard work is better It could get u to places u have visited never U might forget me but u will never forget ur past It can make u zone out and finish last I’ll be screwed up rn if two people meet But god’s like “fuck that I’ll not let u get beat” Not in good place rn but the place ain’t that bad Wish i could say fuck off to the world but i cant do that If u open my phone that’s where i spit all the facts That’s where I write life according to my past I’ll say one thing as i go to sleep U don’t have to be perfect to fulfil ur needs
Confiance en soi, mon plus gros drame, j’sais qu’j’suis pas l’seul a fuir sa tête 3ème saison V c’est devenue Stan, j’crois qu’j’suis le seul à lire mes textes Mettent des semaines pour faire un 16, font les gros yeux quand j’parle 3 chiffres Sur la semelle la cons qui flex, après 2 blunts j’suis un Na’Vi Sur le navire j’laisse le CDP, j’tranche ton avis, ma plume c’est l’épée Jamais d’nom j’cite, mais cette fille c’est epine, j’peux m’écrire plusieurs vie, mais j’ai qu’un cœur pour vivre Pleins d’problemes j’ai en vu, bientôt l’sourire viendra, des conseils j’ai envie, là j’chante triste comme Vianney Leur soutien c’est qu’des vu, donc gentil devient Vecna, pour couronne de Henry, qui m’trahit pour s’venger Lâche ton bigo, les T.A j’les clash forts, j’crois qu’j’parle comme un sensei, quand j’les vois prendre des notes Nuit me comble, pas d’sunsets, le diable fait meilleure offre, j’change ma peine en sombres 16, j’crafte armes mythiques comme Ornn Qu’des demons qui m’enlacent, anges volent trop haut pour moi, qu’des questions qui s’entassent, chaque sourire j’cherche pourquoi « Et cette phrase c’est pour qui ? », un perso d’un autre arc, « t’es pas triste c’est pour rire », viens donc m’voir sous Lune tard J’reve d’une nuit d’joie, trop marre d’ecrire qu’du sale Rimes c’est qu’un jeu, mais ma vie sert d’plancher Goku attaque, j’bouge mes mains comme ninja Kuma une flaque, B.U Zoro j’vais dans bulle sans bouger J’reve des étoiles car j’peux pas quitter l’sol Dans tes messages dis moi qu’elles phrases sont vraies Goku nuage, j’pars travailler mes sorts Kuma une claque, 2A3J j’lance elypse dans l’projet Maître de l’air tout m’passe au-dessus, émotions devenues éléments Seules pièces que j’compte celles qu’j’ai perdu, Armure du V s’dit qu’elle, elle ment Prison une ville, j’fais mes promenades, cellule reste vide peur des barreaux J’suis la seule cible de tout l’stock d’arme, t’entends l’récit après symptômes Lecture d’mes textes vaut discussion, tant sait d’ja plus qu’en 4 soirées Dans chaque poème s’trouve solution, arrêtez d’dire que j’fais qu’rapper Certains rendent leurs plumes attractives, pour s’payer île aux Bahamas Comme bon sniper c’est tard que j’vise, noir dans la nuit j’abats les masques Prennent mon écorce pour viser l’sang, ceux qui blessent ont de beaux miroirs V pied à terre, descend du singe, ter fait qu’j’vois vie comme Black Mirror J’sais pas m’placer sauf loin du centre, mais comme Merlin j’ai pleins d’grimoires J’veux bien t’aider j’sais qu’c’est pas simple, mais devient pas l’ennemi qui mord J’reve d’une nuit d’joie, trop marre d’ecrire qu’du sale Rimes c’est qu’un jeu, mais ma vie sert d’plancher Goku attaque, j’bouge mes mains comme ninja Kuma une flaque, B.U Zoro j’vais dans bulle sans bouger J’reve des étoiles car j’peux pas quitter l’sol Dans tes messages dis moi qu’elles phrases sont vraies Goku nuage, j’pars travailler mes sorts Kuma une claque, 2A3J j’lance elypse dans l’projet
Even perfect people makes mistakes So don’t judge me by the decisions I made Even the cleanest sheets have creases in them Again don’t judge my choices if u don’t know the reasons for them Satan proved people changed When the need for someone fades Their loyalty and attenetiveness Dissipates. How can I keep faith In a figure who with every dose of dopamine brings pain? It’s like that saying With every high comes a low It’s disappointing that now with every smile I foreshadow And want to know what consequence will turn my fire into a glow.
I’m always trying to be the best I feel like no one under stands me let me try to figure out what’s happening y’all try to judge as soon as u see the person but u gotta get to know them and then u will have a good relationship but u gotta understand what’s been going on yea I feel like y’all don’t care what’s been happening I appreciate all of y’all as soon as I start to talk y’all start to like me but I understand because y’all can’t even get to know me when y’all don’t even talk to me but shout out to the people that has my back I’m allways trying to be the best but I’m being put to rest I’m alleays to be my best even when I fall down I’ll get up I feel so like y’all don’t even care as soon as I rapped
Yea all I wanna do is escape and escape I'm no superhero a Neanderthal with no cape Escape and escape Wanna do nothing Nothing but great The small steps I should go take Never thought I was one of you But now I'm getting my piece of the cake Ill do whatever it takes Reality will make me change One way or another I think this life it is strange call that shit beatiufal pain Might go drive me insane So be it Its my own mind to tame Got no one but myself To blame Once I became aware That shit it ant going away So why am I escaping the day Knowing I'm the one that needs the change Everything up inside of my brain Spirit molecules it rearrange No longer wanna be a product of pain Throw my hands up Like everything in vain So how can i complain When I'm the one that needs the.change
I’m trying to breathe Can’t hold on any longer Devil on my shoulder Depression getting stronger My bones are weak My body aches Only so much I can take Before I break Before I fall
Rappers are playing with lines, Im calling an audible, Actors forgettin they lines? Phenomenal! Stepping on mines is probable steppin to me so I reckon you need you a bottle full of all that lean, Pound of that green an yes indeed, lots of dough.. To think you gon topple foes like me that be so on top of their game, Insane an wicked On top of the game an tryin to fix it, What's twisted? I came from the bottom broke... Broke an then broken down mentally, Only Lord knows my mental is desperately hanging by threads, Just let it be, Let it be known that you'll never be beat cause you're too far ahead of these rappers so stuck in their heads that they never can think.. Stop an just breathe, Adjust to the breeze, I'm blowin minds stuck in a dream for a buck, I just want something to eat an all I sees a bucket of beef.. Covet the heat an willingly sit on a hot seat, Catching a hot streak, stoppin me toppling leagues, Impossible, fall with your team, You domino's awtta know on the low I got the flow on top of these schemes that throttle foes
Ittle Sara, you're a diamond in the rough And I know that you don't hear this all enough And I'm sure that's why your wrists have tons of cuts And I'm sure that's why you think you're not enough On your 19th birthday you thought that you were done Tons of people in your home, but it only felt like one Cause your brain can only think about the waiting loaded gun But your friends are all still here, so pretend you're having fun All your friends they wanna drink cause it's your birthday But you've been drinking straight probably since last Thursday Drinking is the only thing that makes you feel just okay It keeps the trigger finger off the trigger and at bay Your mind can only think about the things it shouldn't Your brain is filled with thoughts of wishing that ya didn't Little Sarah, perk your ears up try to listen But she can't hear a sound because she's locked in a prison {Chours] She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find Little Sara, you've been skipping out on class And any minute now your friends are gonna ask Why the hell you're always acting sorta sad And why the hell your weed just never seems to last But the truth is you don't wanna let your secret out Cause they think it's wrong for you to take a different route All except your mom too bad that she's just not around And don't get me wrong those words you've tried to get them out But their views been skewed by their plastic news From their plasma tubes, so they won't fit in your shoes Except for Sunday blues, but you got Monday blues And you got Tuesday blues damn every day ya might lose All your friends they wanna smoke cause it's a Friday But you've been smoking straight probably since last Sunday I know you know you shouldn't say that you are okay But you still look em in the eye and lie then go to use your ashtray [Chours] She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find Little Sarah, last night you got it bad In that moment you could barely even add up two or three reasons why you're glad And I guess that's why you grabbed your pen and pad It was 6:14 and you could barely even read All the words you'd written down of why it was time for you to leave Your phone was on the ground and you could barely hear it ring Couldn't even hear a sound, couldn't feel a single thing Now it's 6:15 and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe Eyes are watering, body's shivering, and you're wondering what is happening Now it's 6:23, and they're on their knees, begging Jesus please, can you make her breathe Cause they finally see what was happening underneath their nose and underneath your sleeves [Chours] She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find (WE THREE-SARA)
Dear Sara I no what its like I've been struggling with my demons every night feeling worthless the devil knocking on my door asking if my souls for purchase I speak in tounge and I write in cursive I've been doing so much drugs that I can't breath and all my friends and family have left me to rot these shackles hold me I'm broken it feels like im stuck in time and my muscle are frozen And I wonder how nobody notices my suicidal thoughts are on my mind constantly I need a exorcist or Constantine the thoughts are haunting me I see my life flashing before my eyes like the flash on your phone life's crazy one moment your here then in a flash you are gone Still two Middle fingers up to all the people that told me lies and wanted to see my demise a true friend in this world seems to hard to find and lived most my life battling addiction I'm conflicted and If I drink and snort lines I'm not a good person and I turn into a monster I hate but that's just the pain giving me the ability to make a change and show this world that I'm great I don't walk in no others shoes and I don't abide buy no others rules I take my anger and I use as fuel to the fire to chase my dreams and desires I never get tired convicted and sentenced for my priors I spent long nights in a cell pacing back and forth asking my self what is the point of my existence why do my smiles and laughs seem diminished my mind racing and I can't find the strength to keep moving forward today my mind is void like the emptiness of space my patience is down to its last string and I'm holding scissors thinking about cutting it just like your wrists I feel like I was tricked was told money would make me happy until the day I got rich And found material items don't meen shit and is life really a gift or a curse I've never felt worse this wound can't be healed by any doctors or nurse since my day of birth I've searched the earth looking for purpose right now im lacking the courage to tell my family that im fallen when I go to speak about it my words stutter and my anxiety clutters and I got this pride that stops me from accepting im lost can I find my self agian or will i for ever be like this my touch is golden like the hand of midus I was born a titan so I no how to fight this I grab my pen and pad and write this its more powerful then posidons trident and I don't care if they like it I ain't asking how it sounds and I just vomit up the lyrics as they come out and it directs my route when I'm in doubt and feeling down questioning my destiny will I be for ever be alone with none I trust standing next to me I don't want fake affection that's not love that's generic like xtsy My gun and depression sleep right next to me and I'm scared that I might just use the gun and put it to my temple re arrange my face and splatter on the wall pieces of my brain and all of thoughts that pushed me to this moment I just want to go to beach and sit at the ocean but the darkness approaches and I don't think I can fight no more born in the eye of storm the world trying to form me to a puppet and I'd rather die then be put on display for the public people can save there assumptions I've become nothing more than a lost soul wondering the dessert for water they made as dumb like sheep welcome to the slaughter Hey I loved your shit for real though you got that flow and I felt it keep your head up
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Even though the beat is sold can I still use it for non profit? I'll give you full credit for the beat as well
Riddick X Beats I’m trying to buy this beat, and I keep clicking the link, yet I don’t see the “escape” beat... can you help?
usually that is no different than remixing an industry beat. If a beat is sold usually means exclusives are owned by someone new. Therefore without the new owners permission. you can not profit on it . In this case. it's best to not step on someones work and risk the stupid that follows it.
Good luck to everyone who wants to become an artist one day don’t give up you have what it takes no matter what the situation is
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Fr can't stop the grind though only a few people make it
Im..
Tired of being broken
Tired of being hopeless
Tired of my emotions
Pretending like im coping
When reality has me frozen
Stuck inside depression
Maybe its a blessin.
(Or..)
Maybe im indebted
The voices in my head
Is, severing the tension
Repeating my offenses
Rendering me defenseless
(Or..)
Maybe im just guarded
Maybe im just heartless
Maybe I'm just starving
(For..)
Attention I've been missing
Adolescence was a prison
Abandoned I've been listed
By..MY OWN THOUGHTS!
(NO STOP!)
I Hate this..
Cluttered with the voices
Limiting my choices
Distracted by the noises
I CREATED.
Telling me to stay in MY place
Take no risks, and never be great
Mental illnesses i never can shake
Or am i just afraid..
Making excuses so i never escape.
Well...
I'm here to set you free from confinement
I can see that you are a rough diamond
Will thee come fly with me? Ima pilot
Come sit back, kick back your feet and vibe with
Ughh.. I'm so busy I gotta go :(
Yet ain't these violins hella dope?
Sorry... I have 2 jobs lol
Really sick man. Do something with it
Fire
Yo I just freestyled them lyrics and added a little something extra bro you really need to do something with them lyrics they are fire
@@Legend4257 init i had to tap that out loud it’s fire
I swear that every beat I like from you is an NF type beat.
It feels like I’m biting his style every time I download an NF type beat 😂
(Chorus 1- Verse 1)
Feeling confused, am I amused? Afraid I'ma lose, but already lost everything, weighing so heavily where is this Heavenly Spirit? I better be Near it, I fear, that I cannot hear, from the way I've steered a road block appeared don't have no peers I’m not endeared begging for your help! On my knees God please I'm in need of your Guidance accede an Alliance I'm a breed of Defiance I heed you Your Highness I'm a stranger to Compliance my Fact is reliance I be trying, relying on myself to do better never again lying, my adolescent years begin in tears and Gin I am fierce to win from how I pierce the Sin I just grin at this little predicament I'm in so let me just clarify I'm prepared to die declared that I supply my mind with this high arise when I am speaking not too much time left I am bleeding try to stop it that's defeating the purpose looks like it's me versus the burden so get the word in Me being gone is your Guerdon that word means reward if you didn't know time to go if you text me will I text you back? Answer is No I'm bout to blow then show you that I can't be controlled but how do I escape this fate people say they understand but don't relate will they stay true or switch it seems to be a debate apologizings too late, so what should I do hate? That won't solve no problem that I tend to create, I'll tell you the main thing that I hate, is feeling this way, fearing my pain and concealing then revealing every single thought in my brain why won't negative energy drain, I'm in the rain in need of sealing, keep feeling so isolated high sedated the bars that I have stated been debated now I want to be liquidated irritated no one would want to be me you agree? I wanna flee and be who I set out to be it's kind of hard when people keep on doubting me the greatest rapper I am bound to be I'm astounding G, what? you don't like the sound I speak? Get counseling or step in the ring for a round with me, but you won't, say that you will but you don't, I won't stop until all of you are owned, I feel I got it it lingers in my bones but no one will listen it's like talking to some stones.
(Chorus 2 - Verse 2)
Feeling confused am I amused? Afraid ima lose but not giving up so easily I’m focused eagerly but snakes in the grass live in secrecy how do they sneak to me? Please show me decency we all are the same yet treated Unequally “If you are poor do not speak to me” I hear this too frequently, why don’t they accept us instead they expect us to never be next up letting it be said do not test us listen to my bars I promise you will be breathless I’m a savage in other words I am reckless I don’t care about your car or your necklace or any of your stories of how you’re arrested, when you were doing shit where that shit ain’t accepted, then hate on us just know I’m no longer affected, I’ll keep this flow going it has become infected, all of your negative motives have been inspected, so let this be a threat bitch you do you I’ll use my words as my weapons because words hit harder than lethal injections you are feeble and less than the next man who tries to test Sam! I guess whoever hates the most is the best fan I’m on my way to greatness because I’m destined and you cease to excite I will leave with a fight it’s easy alright? Can’t beat me I write with precision and sight plus wisdom it’s bright, for you you dim out your lights and drain all your might I might, take off and ignite then leave your head on a pike all spite no more asking “are you alright” that’s all for you now so goodnight.
(Outro)
Feeling confused, oh, am I amused? Afraid ima lose but I will do this shit properly do the improbably seize rap like it’s my property and do so in spite of these mockery’s and people who copy me be yourself with no one’s help and get off of me I have to ESCAPE.
Can I use this it’s fire 🔥
yo ong that was lit keep it up. it’s nf vibe type of song it’s like i can hear him singing this. nice
This only has 27 likes how??! I'll make it 28, good job! 💯
Yoo thank you all for your support I’m just now seeing this lol much love fr
🔥🔥🔥jezz mans went off
This beat is godly, simple yet complex at the same time.
I get back to this beat every now and then, it's that good man..
damn❗️
just remembered 4-5 year ago’s memories
Your beats never disappoint 🙏
Man I need an escape from this fire 🔥
The pain in my stomach is nothing compared to suffering others are feeling literally punished for wanting their freedom.
The chords are sick man 🔥🔥 your beats are really unique, keep them nf beats cominy
00:37
Im So sick of all of this fighting
My heart beats like a bolt of lightning
Because This life is so frightening
You dont have to like me
but everything you do seems to spite me
It's almost Like you dont want our kids to grow up and like me
But this might be
The end of the line for you
and for me
Our bond was built from lust
But what is that when you have no trust
We ended so badly I'd have rather been thrown under the bus.
Over time I grew sick of your touch
You always wanted more but the truth is i gave you enough
I gave you too much and it was never enough
Said you loved me but I called your bluff
Wont lie it was rough
but it made me hate YOU
now it's hard to chase heaven because I know that I'm hell bound
For eight months I've fought you round for round and I've gained no ground
My daughters will be loved and that's a given without a doubt
Downed so many bottles that I'm nodding out
I'm lost but all I want to do is make my daughters proud
Maybe my life would be diferent if I had chased a different route
I wont be another one of these rappers chasing clout
I forbid it
If I ever say I did it then I meant it
You cant tell me any different
I've walked every mile of every distance
Our lives will remain consistant
As long as you remain persistent with destroying everything our daughters were gifted
it will remain a fact of just how far we have drifted
And for that youll never be forgiven
I bit into your magic fruit knowing it had been forbidden
That's enough, it's time I speak about the things that I have kept hidden
All of the things that have made me so livid
Like when your boy Tommy called me on thanks giving
as if everything had been forgiven
Like our families weren't sitting inside of the kitchen
Now my girl is in fear
and this isnt living
But yet so easy for you to play the victim
Like this isnt non-fiction
But your vision is not what God has depicted
Your life isnt a pic-nic
And you cannot tell me that things are so different
When you were the one that did this
Fuck you I'm pissed off
Everything thing that I say or have done you get it twisted
I cant be wrong with God as a witness
And I swear to him you'll never be forgiven
Good riddance
I'll spend my whole life doing penance
jordan tucker lit 🔥
Fire!
@@Lonerd sure can. Just give me a shout out when you get big lol.
Can I use your lyrics bro that shit was heat
I might change some stuff tho
Bro l swear this sounds like grindin
00:34
Te pueden contar muchos cuentos pero siempre hay uno que sale del alma
Cambiamos por sufrimiento, pero el sufrimiento a veces nos da calma
Cuando uno muere por dentro, ahi entendemos que nadie nos salva
Cuentos son cuentos, pero en las historias no existen los cuentos de hadas
Cuando uno quiere volar no se da cuenta que le cortaron las alas
La gente piensa que sabe pero nadie sabe de aquellas batallas
Cada pelea que tengo conmigo me enseña que todo se acaba
No pretendas entenderme si no te quedaste en las buenas y malas
1:13
El amor nos va matando
Hay caras que vimos pero en el pasado
Son tiempos tan lindos que ya han terminado
Lo bueno nunca durará demasiado
Dije que sentía y te fuiste alejando
Todas las sonrisas son tiempos pasados
Nunca va a curar lo que nos ha matado
Batallas internas que han empezado
1:30
Todo se fue complicando, me fui cayendo y me solté la mano
Nunca quise lastimarte, ya sé lo que hice, y no puedo arreglarlo
Quien me quería, hoy me mira con odio, se que intentaba controlarlo
Es doloroso ver a quien quisiste como alguien que solo has matado (x2)
Fire 🔥🔥 writing to it now n buying then asap
I can see the struggle in your eyes, stuck in a puddle of lies, I try and I try to survive with my life on the line and I say that I'm fine but the truth is I'm getting anxiety,
In a society,
I think I'm losing the fight in me, bottle my burdens inside of me,
Don't Know how much I can take till I break, heaven's sake I'm losing faith,
Can u relate to the the pain I embrace when I look at ur face and the only thing I feel is hate, I got some demons that need to escape never hesitate to call out your name, when im broken in place and it's hopeless to wait for the day I can say I feel great,
Not to be hard on myself but smoking my pain isn't good for my health
they don't really know me well,
Hit up my cell I don't answer lights go out I need a lantern,
Holding up a boulder over my shoulders , wait for the day when I'm older and finally sober, told her I'll never go back and I'll keep moving forward,
Came out the dark and I saw the horizon, I'm at my finest
Man Im defiant came out the bottom and I started climbin
They call me out but I'm doing my best can't put me down I don't need your respect 100 pounds I will drop on your neck I'm going out as fighter I'm blessed
Im spitting out all this fire I meant to be great it's said that I need a lot of faith instead
noice
Nice.
❤️❤️❤️ so sick
I would appreciate any time spent listening to what I've done on this beat, and any feedback left here, in the comments or on soundcloud...
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Agh, let it rain on me, like bullets the water rains on me, can you feel the pain on me!? Yeah okay Allg, gotta bottle full of henny, my hand full of memories, overthinking all of it wish death upon my enemy I should kill my self, my own worst enemy, say some words make me fall heavily I hope I go out quick call it heavenly, as I grow up my heart grows colder, gotta get the weight off my chest it feels like a boulder, time flies by I’m getting older, agh yeah, all right, can’t sleep, stay up, all night, tossing and turning in my sheets, tears falling down my cheeks I’m a fuckin’ mess it’s not hard to tell and you can tell I’m stressed, say something and I start to yell, falling hard I’m going straight to hell! Lord please hear my screams, I need your guidance I’m begging on my knees, preaching to the preacher and I feel weak, save my soul I’m begging please, she took my heart she can have that shit, stole had her hands wrapped around that shit, tragic, broken and I tried to fix her, crying in my bed I really miss her, told her I loved her and I go through it all with her not perfect but to me she was always worth it, soul searching lost it was so worthless, never knew the day you said it’s over it’s hurt so much, now I’m up all night, barely sober it hurts on the phone because it’s over I’m begging please don’t go love, I have no one, I won’t run but if so it’ll be straight into your embrace you made me feel safe, happy and I feel less pain, now you’re gone and all I got for love is hate! I’m over you, I’m over overthinking I don’t owe you shit, I know you bitch, run back to the same old guy, get wrapped up in his same old lies, don’t come back to me, I hope you live happily, peace.
I'm gonna pour my heart into this one.
This is too fire. This is some good shit. Good work, glad it got sold👌💯
I wrote a song for you once
but now I’m about to open up
like I’ve been wanting but I’ve never felt the chance was close enough,
and now I’m sittin, frozen stuck,
hoping that I don’t choke it up
when I start telling you my feelings and I begin to show my love..
I ponder what’s above
and I wonder what’s next,
I know that God’s real because God gave me a gift
and now I’m getting chills because I know I won’t forget
that you’re the only one who seemed to care when no one else did
Helped me through anxiety,
you helped me through depression,
helped me fight the lies in me,
you helped me fight the pessimism,
helped me through the stress I’m gettin sent from all the tests I’m takin
life will lift you up and throw you down in just a second and it’s
sad we got to wrestle with it
We all be making bad decisions,
get back up and try again and
I couldn’t imagine if
you weren’t inside my life Elizabeth
and dammit that’s an image
I don’t want to have so ima keep that in the distance.. back it up a minute,
you could be baddest bitch - it wouldn’t make a difference,
you could be the fattest chick - it wouldn’t make a difference,
you could even have a wig - it doesn’t make a difference,
I don’t think it’s an accident the fact we made a friendship,
I just want to keep you in my life and call it endless
and if anybody fuck with you then ima get defensive
cuz I just want to show you love and give you full percentage.... 😭😭😭😭
I wrote this for the girl I caught feelings for and rapped it to her the day I told her. We talked for 2 months or so after that and recently she told me it’s only fair if she doesn’t hold me back anymore. It didn’t work out. 😪
Rip bruh
This is so real man, really felt that!
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keep ya head up king
is this beat attached to a specific type of lyricing? i feel it
Yep😫🥵
Yeah it’s a beat attached to NF’s type of lyrics and music
You shouldn't have to ask that, it's whatever feeling you get when listening
@@MindTourist Hi! I don't care
And it would be lyricism
This beat matches my lyrics!!! I'm going to use this beat for sure!!!! Lets goooo!!!
Solitario
Dear childhood,
please leave me alone,
left me scarred
Now im full grown,
you still lingure like my cologne
Steady knocking even when I'm not home
Steady stalking doesnt matter where I roam
Somehow you always catch up to me
Why cant you let me be,
let me breathe
Control my future like it's your destiny
I'm not a child anymore you are history
You really screwed me over mentally
Try hard not letting you get to me
Consciously I do everything thing to ignore you
Unconsciously there's no way to avoid you
Honestly there's no room for you and I
One has to go, cause we dont see eye to eye
I'm sorry that it had to come to this,
But you are not a part of life I'll ever miss.
The fond memories I will carry on
The dreadful ones that haunt me must be forever gone.
Damn, I feel you. Dope words
Did you write this
@@msfire- Thanks.
@@rosaalexander2503 Yeah what I was feeling at the time.
Love this.. gonna have to get on it.
Why do I feel all of this fear
It makes everything so unclear
Why am I feeling so afraid
Why do I deal with all this pain
Look inside
I feel a divide
Not feeling whole
Part of me it stole
I’m out of control
It’s this fear
everything’s unclear
I’m in drive but can’t even steer
I’m around people but I seem to disappear
Why can’t I talk why can’t I hear?
I don’t know the answer but it’s cuz all this fear
Uh
Why do I feel all of this fear
It makes everything so unclear
Why am I feeling so afraid
Why do I deal with all this pain
Feeling like a river
Every blow I feel a shiver
I can feel it in my liver
I just wanna go and quiver
And these words I can’t deliver
I need help, just a sliver
Why do I feel all this pain
Like I’m locked in a chain in the rain
I don’t even know if I’m sane
It makes me feel rigidity, fidgety, gigity
All this pain I’m getting sick of thee
When am I gonna find my epiphany
Why do I feel all of this fear
It makes everything so unclear
Why am I feeling so afraid
Why do I deal with all this pain
Lemme tell you something this life ain’t nice and fair
It’ll break you down it’ll give you a big scare
You can swim or you can drown the world don’t really care
It is up to you so start swimming and beware
You need to go push through live your life if you dare
Live in strife, in despair, it’ll be a nightmare
Go live your life you can live it anywhere
Get a husband or a wife you can be a billionaire
You don’t need to feel any fear
You must push through to see things clear
It is a choice to feel afraid
You don’t need to deal with this pain
You think you know pain, you think you know hurt
You think your life’s is vain? Well here is an alert
There are people in the ground they are living in the dirt
You can turn your life around you can find out what’s your worth
Your life should not be bound I don’t mean to be so curt
All this fear throughout year
It is mere very sheer
Go and kick it in the rear
Make a choice, now and here
Go rejoice, see the clear
You have a voice, fight this fear
You don’t need to feel any fear
You must push through to see things clear
It is a choice to feel afraid
You don’t need to deal with this pain
You think your afraid? You think you need aid?
Well don’t you get strayed cuz your body’s getting played
The fear is gonna fade, in your head it was made
The feeling don’t evade, do not build a barricade
Do not hide go for the ride
Go embrace face to face
Keep on going at your pace
Don’t run away it’s not a race
Take control this is your space
Go feel whole this is your place
See things clear live with grace
Then the fear will all erase
Why do I feel all of this fear
It makes everything so unclear
Why am I feeling so afraid
Why do I deal with all this pain
You don’t need to feel any fear
You must push through to see things clear
It is a choice to feel afraid
You don’t need to deal with this pain
I MADE A SONG WITH THESE LYRICS AND BEAT CALLED “FEAR” ON MY CHANNEL CHECK IT OUT
Yoo the hook gets me🔥
mi5fits aashutosh thanks bro
Amazing
So did you make these?
Amazing... related
Intro: man... I’ve been gone for too long.... real music is coming back... it’s virtually...
Verse: yeah, I’m sorry I was gone
Turns out i writing songs
For all of you to sing along
Who am I kidding my only fan is my mom
I tell myself one day I’ll grow
But what If I don’t?
What is this whole thing is joke
What if I’m bound to explode
What if I can’t keep afloat
What if I turn around, everything is gone and it was one big hoax
But I’m trying my best
To deal with the stress
I get depressed and become a mess
I feel so closed off, and I have mood swings
So I’m really hoping this music thing
Isn’t just a dream
But come on! Let’s take a journey!
God Bless Us All!
Dam this shit makes me want to cry 🔥🔥🔥
Ey
,,And it came to pass, when they had brought them forth abroad, that he said, Escape for thy life; look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all the plain; escape to the mountain, lest thou be consumed."
Wanna escape but I don't know how
Try escaping to the ivory tower, perhaps?
You snapped on this my dude
Erik Lutes Jr ruclips.net/video/hWzGrbMwDlk/видео.html
bro lowkey i could vibe to this keep up the good work ❤
Let me start off by saying I apologize
Sorry I couldn’t keep a compromise
Sold you a couple lies
I see the anger in your eyes
I see the hate that you carry
I never meant to make you feel worthless
Sometimes I ask myself am I worth it
You made me feel love like no other person
It’s hurting
Deep inside I’m learning
I can’t get the image of you out of my mind
Even if I tried
I won’t lie
You showed me what loyalty was
I was dumb not to accept it
I’m wreck-less
I see it
I want to write you this message
You taught me a valuable lesson
The moments we shared together have been a blessing
I can feel the pain that your going through
Your not the same you
You wanna scream
And yell
Don’t want to express how you feel
Or tell
You can’t lose yourself
Baby I’m here to help
Just open up those doors
I don’t want you crying on the floor
I know your empty and your heart is sore
From all of the grieving and weeping
Feeling exhausted and not sleeping
I know what your thinking
I know you think no one feels the same
They can’t relate the pain
You feel cold and chained
Let those emotions out
Swim out the ocean alive
It’s ok to cry
I know you got alot on your mind
I just want you to stand tall and try
The feelings of regret and guilt
It’s not your fault
If that’s what you thought
An Angel is watching from above
Another will be welcomed with love
I know times get tough
And we go through a lot of stuff
I ask God he gives you more than enough
Keep your mind open and just trust
I know you feel stuck
When you got the news it struck
Hit you hard like a truck
Just know your the best daughter he had
And I’m sure he was glad
To see what you’ve become
He saw your potential
he must’ve been the proudest dad
Seeing you smile hearing you laugh
Watching time pass
Reminiscing about memories
Having flashbacks
I know you wish you could take a lot of things back
You’ve done your best and that’s a fact
You got to give it your all
Let these angels lift you
Can’t see you fall
I just want you to know
If you need anyone
Send me a text or call
i wrote my first ever rap to this and it might have been bad but dude this beat justs brings me back to where i started and first got inspired so i know this is probably weird but thanks, all ur beats are sick 🔥
❤🔥🔥🔥
This was beautiful what do you use to make your beats??!!
The WORST part about this beat...
is that it is sold.
heartbreaking
i want to hear the full song, with the artist..
Its heartbreaking I know...
Sold mean that we cant buy it any more?
Screen record it
What I had I lost
Family I trusted
I've been double crossed
Whatever happened
To the DNA in our blood
So many faces
They changing
No more looking above
Sick of being broke
Got a pistol with gloves
I got a sister asking me
"Michael where are the drugs"
Inhaling this cigarette
Inside of my lungs
Stressed out
Under pressure
I'm the best now
Don't worry mom u can rest now
🖤🖤🖤
These thoughts of loneliness I cant escape if social media is where I scavenge and scrap for the meaning of life through meaningless debates claiming to be awake but still sleep. Deep in my imagination. Admitting I know nothing I'm bluffing through contemplation. Looking for motivation. Sitting still, thoughts like a checkered flag for my heart to start racing. Looking down, no parachute, I'm bracin for impact, infact, my ego has hijacked the reality of death. Like it's a scary place for Seth. It's not though. My struggle is the only place I rest. Invest my all. Outside my comfort zone life really isnt complex at all. Despise the rise of pride cuz' if I embrace it I'll expect to fall. Enemies like thoughts on every side hard pressed to the wall. Tired of being inside the matrix with meaningless texts and calls. No personal relationships or respect at all. Cant be who am with any less than all. Sometimes growing complacent just wanting to rest a while. So many faces looking down it's hard to recollect a smile. Where do we escape to a peace of mind without feeling defiled. Seems I'll have to go back to my roots and protect the wild side of me. Trying to fit into this society is nothing other than bribery. Escape with me to a long awaited sobriety.
Very good poetry bro. Beautiful song 👌🏽 keep it up
I will forever be jealous of this beat 😂
Update: still jealous.
This HEAVY!
I think you misspelled the word "Solid" as "Sold" in the description.
FIREE!!!
when you write a banger and the beats sold...
Døn't give up, løøk at my søngs I find fire søld beats they still free to use jus same as if u usin a beat 4 free just xan't get prøfit but u xan get xløut, døn't give up dø whatever it is that yøu're heart tells yøu tø dø
yøu XAN be anything that yøu desire
would i be able to make a song with this even though it’s still purchased? I want to be a rapper and this is one of the only beats i can get a decent flow with and i love the beat
We all got problems
Ain’t no way we can stop em
Just learn to cope
Cause you ain’t ever gone solve em
Man I really got a problem
I’m hurt from losing my mama
4 months after my stepfather
I’m tired of all this drama
This shit has given me trauma
This shit is haunting my mind and
I need a remedy
Something to calm
When I be having these
Thoughts of suicide
When I be thinking I don’t wanna live this stupid life
When I don’t smile cause I’m tired of these stupid lies
When I’m depressed as fuck
And no even sees I’m dying
But yet I was there when everybody fucking needed me
But now I need em and they can’t return a favor geez
Yeah
I guess that’s how it’s meant to be shit
Said so many fucking words it’s like a spelling bee
Can i please use a little part but mix it up a little it's for my talent show please comment back if u allow me and keep going ur good
Its alright dude but you have to try to keep the syllables as even as possible
SlizzyBoy wym
It gives me therapy seasion vibes so those types of lryics will do good with this music peice
I could speak TRUTH and kill this beat about what NF truly did .Not a diss, just 100% facts and to bring awareness and exposure to sell outs. NF escaped........the light for the dark
What are you talking about?
Sickkk
nastyyy beat
ehh yehehyehe yooourrr
Hola. Estoy intentando, por todos los medios, comunicarme con el creador del beat pero no puedo... Quiero comprar este beat pero no me sale en la plataforma de ventas. Alguien que me ayude porfavor?
This is making me to write
This shit right here... is exactly... what I've been looking for. Thank you so fucking much man. you have no clue.
Sick beat 🌃
Too lit my friend ✌️
Best of luck ...in incomnig day want to listen like this fire beat
good job 😎this music🎶🎵🎼 it has power 🏋️♂️⛹️♂️
🖤
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥📈📈📈📈💯💯💯💯🚀🚀🚀🚀🚀🚀🚀🚀
You can go fucking hard on this beat.
See I've tried
Realized that every thing inside
Always finds a way to surface when you're searching for the light
I dont even know my purpose thinking maybe its to die
Am i right
Maybe I'm just off inside my mind
I cant lie
Contemplated whether I could fly
If i jumped right off a building
Hoping maybe I could find
A little happiness and leave the demons all behind
Or will I become a demon inside anothers eyes
For answers I swear I'm seeking
For peace man i swear I'm screaming
But the damage is done and now im finding my soul in peaces
Theres no release and
Im on the edge now
if you wrote these lyrics...keep it up, you have a lot of potential
Ağladığımda gözlerim kanla dolar
Dört yanımı kapladı ,kalem,defrer,duvar
Kalem tutan ellerim tuttu bugün kumar
Şu sıra herkez de var bipolar
Adım aadi senden olamaz bi dahi
durum belli aç arabada son ses teybi
Hayır uzaklaş şimdi tam zamanı değil di
Dediğim yerde bittim geldim ve bitkinim
Sana sığındım korktuğumda
Yatırdın beni dar koridorda
O zaman dan sonra dar geldi ev bana
Dedin ki dur gitme kal yanımda
Gittim yattım sahip olduğum sokağımda
Yağmur var havada
Sırtımda branda
sağ elimde biramla
Nereye düştüm bir anda
Babam vardı zamanında yanımda
Kalktım banktan baktım etrafıma
2 balici 1 tinerci galiba
Çocuğu varmış elemanın ya
Napıcağımı sorma bana
Bakarım başımın çaresine ha
Karşımdaki 33 yaşında
Hikayemi anlatıyorum hazırsan
Bulanır suça ellerin
Yorulur gece açık olan gözlerin
Unutulan sözleri boş verip
Hoş geçen günlere söz verin
Ben dönmedim hiç görmedin
Kazandım ot verip kırmızı gözlerim
Tattım hep özlemi tahmini 5 devir
Aldığım yep yeni hepsini çek çevir
Bulurum geçmişe bahane hep
Belkide kazandım bu hanede
Bu sahnede olmuş olan
Şimdi tatilim Burhaniyede
Kafam düşüyor bak son saniyeler
Dört dönüyor kankalar 3 saniyede
Kuş kafiyede bak uç saniyede
Düşmek gibi bu ama düş saniyede
Tabiki anlamaz onlar yaşamadılar
Dışarda soğuk var tanımadılar
Çocuklar açtı hiç acımadılar
Bana bugünlerimi hep aşıladılar
Sardım hemen 3 lü sakinleştim
Çekip dumanı düşünmeden içtim
o yollardan çoktan geçtim
Ama hala köşede var bitkim
Neyse sorun yoksa arama
git şehrimden uzaklaş sakın bana dokunma
Geçiyorum büyüdüğüm sokaktan demet demet parayla
Tüm param paltomda
Köşede benimi kıstırcan
o zaman ıslık çal
Er geç koşarlar yardıma
Bu suçu nasıl ispatlıycan
Mahkeme geldi beklemeyn
Tutun avukat içeri itekleyn
Kın tutmayın nefret beslemeyn
Testesteron koktu beyin
Kaltak der çıkamam geldi beymm
Enkazın altından çıktı eş
Damarlarımdan aktı kıreç
Sokak çocuğu oldu keş
Bu bölümü bence pas geç
Gacılar demezmi hani cash
Acil kapısından çıkmazmı bi leş
Yazdığım kaçıncı verse bu
Keşke her yazdığım olsa bruh
Hey merhaba ben ömürlük dost
Siktir et senin ömrün boj
Great beat! you earned a like!
You are cool if you like this beat
One of the best NF type beats I've heard out there
very atmospheric beat😍😍😍, tell me which plugin you use?
☄️
Pretty sick beat love it
This could be used to simultaneously start and end careers 👀
SÔRŌX ruclips.net/video/hWzGrbMwDlk/видео.html
Yeahh like the beat bro well done sound good....
Shit this is fire my ear are at piece with the voices
Your underrated brodie me and my home finna do a feature on this :D
Justin Miller ruclips.net/video/hWzGrbMwDlk/видео.html
Even though the beat is sold can I use it for non profit? I'll give you full credit for making the beat.
So seeing as thats a heart is that a yes?
убили все чувства тогда
зачем вспоминаем сейчас
хотели с тобой улететь
построить наш маленький мир
теперь утопаю утопаю в мечтах
опять бессоные ночи
они раздражают меня
все эти ублюдские слухи
не говори ты опять
как сильно ты любишь меня
мой мир погорает в огне
а ты в нем большая игла
Duy bu sesin kuvvetini kimsen olmadiginda,(Yoruldugunda)farkedersin dostu artik yalnız kaldıgında (korolduğunda) her adimda nefes almaninda zor oldugunda(daraldiginda) Eski günlerinde özlemiyle solduğunda
The situations and the fact is
I gotta sit back an act like it never happen
Like it dosent bother me it dosent matter
I gotta hold in everything i can never open up
I shouldnt be exused in the first place
But 2024 is starting to feel like my worst days
Everybody is against me an im done playing friendly.
Im done being used up im done feeling empty
Peace my g respect ✊
best one❤✌
Siham Islam ruclips.net/video/hWzGrbMwDlk/видео.html
Girl , you saved me almost you cured my depression so you leave next day and I walk in to a therapy session
Yo wtf you did you dont know I cut myself to see if I still live
But girl if you see this just know , you dont glow anymore like you used to , tell me why!
damn...so true
trash
Everything didn’t go wrong
Just had some regrets
Just broke a good bond to which I’m not even sad
Life’s not that bad
You think I’m too young to say that
But trust me I’ve been through some shit in the past
Talent can get u far but hard work is better
It could get u to places u have visited never
U might forget me but u will never forget ur past
It can make u zone out and finish last
I’ll be screwed up rn if two people meet
But god’s like “fuck that I’ll not let u get beat”
Not in good place rn but the place ain’t that bad
Wish i could say fuck off to the world but i cant do that
If u open my phone that’s where i spit all the facts
That’s where I write life according to my past
I’ll say one thing as i go to sleep
U don’t have to be perfect to fulfil ur needs
Confiance en soi, mon plus gros drame, j’sais qu’j’suis pas l’seul a fuir sa tête
3ème saison V c’est devenue Stan, j’crois qu’j’suis le seul à lire mes textes
Mettent des semaines pour faire un 16, font les gros yeux quand j’parle 3 chiffres
Sur la semelle la cons qui flex, après 2 blunts j’suis un Na’Vi
Sur le navire j’laisse le CDP, j’tranche ton avis, ma plume c’est l’épée
Jamais d’nom j’cite, mais cette fille c’est epine, j’peux m’écrire plusieurs vie, mais j’ai qu’un cœur pour vivre
Pleins d’problemes j’ai en vu, bientôt l’sourire viendra, des conseils j’ai envie, là j’chante triste comme Vianney
Leur soutien c’est qu’des vu, donc gentil devient Vecna, pour couronne de Henry, qui m’trahit pour s’venger
Lâche ton bigo, les T.A j’les clash forts, j’crois qu’j’parle comme un sensei, quand j’les vois prendre des notes
Nuit me comble, pas d’sunsets, le diable fait meilleure offre, j’change ma peine en sombres 16, j’crafte armes mythiques comme Ornn
Qu’des demons qui m’enlacent, anges volent trop haut pour moi, qu’des questions qui s’entassent, chaque sourire j’cherche pourquoi
« Et cette phrase c’est pour qui ? », un perso d’un autre arc, « t’es pas triste c’est pour rire », viens donc m’voir sous Lune tard
J’reve d’une nuit d’joie, trop marre d’ecrire qu’du sale
Rimes c’est qu’un jeu, mais ma vie sert d’plancher
Goku attaque, j’bouge mes mains comme ninja
Kuma une flaque, B.U Zoro j’vais dans bulle sans bouger
J’reve des étoiles car j’peux pas quitter l’sol
Dans tes messages dis moi qu’elles phrases sont vraies
Goku nuage, j’pars travailler mes sorts
Kuma une claque, 2A3J j’lance elypse dans l’projet
Maître de l’air tout m’passe au-dessus, émotions devenues éléments
Seules pièces que j’compte celles qu’j’ai perdu,
Armure du V s’dit qu’elle, elle ment
Prison une ville, j’fais mes promenades, cellule reste vide peur des barreaux
J’suis la seule cible de tout l’stock d’arme, t’entends l’récit après symptômes
Lecture d’mes textes vaut discussion, tant sait d’ja plus qu’en 4 soirées
Dans chaque poème s’trouve solution, arrêtez d’dire que j’fais qu’rapper
Certains rendent leurs plumes attractives, pour s’payer île aux Bahamas
Comme bon sniper c’est tard que j’vise, noir dans la nuit j’abats les masques
Prennent mon écorce pour viser l’sang, ceux qui blessent ont de beaux miroirs
V pied à terre, descend du singe, ter fait qu’j’vois vie comme Black Mirror
J’sais pas m’placer sauf loin du centre, mais comme Merlin j’ai pleins d’grimoires
J’veux bien t’aider j’sais qu’c’est pas simple, mais devient pas l’ennemi qui mord
J’reve d’une nuit d’joie, trop marre d’ecrire qu’du sale
Rimes c’est qu’un jeu, mais ma vie sert d’plancher
Goku attaque, j’bouge mes mains comme ninja
Kuma une flaque, B.U Zoro j’vais dans bulle sans bouger
J’reve des étoiles car j’peux pas quitter l’sol
Dans tes messages dis moi qu’elles phrases sont vraies
Goku nuage, j’pars travailler mes sorts
Kuma une claque, 2A3J j’lance elypse dans l’projet
Dope beat bro 🔥 🔥 🔥
Hard as fuck. NF would murder this beat
Wait can I use this best for a non profit song?
Even perfect people makes mistakes
So don’t judge me by the decisions I made
Even the cleanest sheets have creases in them
Again don’t judge my choices if u don’t know the reasons for them
Satan proved people changed
When the need for someone fades
Their loyalty and attenetiveness
Dissipates.
How can I keep faith
In a figure who with every dose of dopamine brings pain?
It’s like that saying
With every high comes a low
It’s disappointing that now with every smile I foreshadow
And want to know what consequence will turn my fire into a glow.
I’m always trying to be the best I feel like no one under stands me let me try to figure out what’s happening y’all try to judge as soon as u see the person but u gotta get to know them and then u will have a good relationship but u gotta understand what’s been going on yea I feel like y’all don’t care what’s been happening I appreciate all of y’all as soon as I start to talk y’all start to like me but I understand because y’all can’t even get to know me when y’all don’t even talk to me but shout out to the people that has my back I’m allways trying to be the best but I’m being put to rest I’m alleays to be my best even when I fall down I’ll get up I feel so like y’all don’t even care as soon as I rapped
So can we still use this beat for nonprofit even though it has already been sold?
Can I make a song with this beat for non profit? You’ll take all the credit
🔥🔥🔥
Yea all I wanna
do is escape and escape
I'm no superhero
a Neanderthal with no cape
Escape and escape
Wanna do nothing
Nothing but great
The small steps
I should go take
Never thought
I was one of you
But now
I'm getting my piece of the cake
Ill do whatever it takes
Reality will make me change
One way or another
I think this life it is strange
call that shit beatiufal pain
Might go drive me insane
So be it
Its my own mind to tame
Got no one but myself
To blame
Once I became aware
That shit it ant going away
So why am I escaping the day
Knowing I'm the one that needs the change
Everything up inside of my brain
Spirit molecules it rearrange
No longer wanna be a product of pain
Throw my hands up
Like everything in vain
So how can i complain
When I'm the one that needs the.change
Don't mind this.
0:18-0:37
Salut ici soliste nouveau rappeur qui va faire tomber des têtes. Ton best m’a fait sortir un texte de fou merci à toi
Ima go hard on this beat bro 💧💧⚡️🗡
I’m trying to breathe
Can’t hold on any longer
Devil on my shoulder
Depression getting stronger
My bones are weak
My body aches
Only so much I can take
Before I break
Before I fall
Welp I'm late. But i would like to see who the person who bought it was so I can hear what they got
I found the guy but I’m trying to get a response from him! He a Greek rapper!
Rappers are playing with lines,
Im calling an audible,
Actors forgettin they lines?
Phenomenal!
Stepping on mines is probable steppin to me so I reckon you need you a bottle full of all that lean, Pound of that green an yes indeed, lots of dough..
To think you gon topple foes like me that be so on top of their game,
Insane an wicked
On top of the game an tryin to fix it,
What's twisted?
I came from the bottom broke...
Broke an then broken down mentally,
Only Lord knows my mental is desperately hanging by threads,
Just let it be,
Let it be known that you'll never be beat cause you're too far ahead of these rappers so stuck in their heads that they never can think..
Stop an just breathe,
Adjust to the breeze,
I'm blowin minds stuck in a dream for a buck,
I just want something to eat an all I sees a bucket of beef..
Covet the heat an willingly sit on a hot seat,
Catching a hot streak,
stoppin me toppling leagues,
Impossible, fall with your team,
You domino's awtta know on the low I got the flow on top of these schemes that throttle foes
I bet i murder this beat
Ittle Sara, you're a diamond in the rough
And I know that you don't hear this all enough
And I'm sure that's why your wrists have tons of cuts
And I'm sure that's why you think you're not enough
On your 19th birthday you thought that you were done
Tons of people in your home, but it only felt like one
Cause your brain can only think about the waiting loaded gun
But your friends are all still here, so pretend you're having fun
All your friends they wanna drink cause it's your birthday
But you've been drinking straight probably since last Thursday
Drinking is the only thing that makes you feel just okay
It keeps the trigger finger off the trigger and at bay
Your mind can only think about the things it shouldn't
Your brain is filled with thoughts of wishing that ya didn't
Little Sarah, perk your ears up try to listen
But she can't hear a sound because she's locked in a prison
{Chours]
She can barely see the pavement
She can barely read the signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look inside
Cause she's a little too R-rated
And they're a little too damn blind
She's just looking for her angels
But they're a little hard to find
Little Sara, you've been skipping out on class
And any minute now your friends are gonna ask
Why the hell you're always acting sorta sad
And why the hell your weed just never seems to last
But the truth is you don't wanna let your secret out
Cause they think it's wrong for you to take a different route
All except your mom too bad that she's just not around
And don't get me wrong those words you've tried to get them out
But their views been skewed by their plastic news
From their plasma tubes, so they won't fit in your shoes
Except for Sunday blues, but you got Monday blues
And you got Tuesday blues damn every day ya might lose
All your friends they wanna smoke cause it's a Friday
But you've been smoking straight probably since last Sunday
I know you know you shouldn't say that you are okay
But you still look em in the eye and lie then go to use your ashtray
[Chours]
She can barely see the pavement
She can barely read the signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look inside
Cause she's a little too R-rated
And they're a little too damn blind
She's just looking for her angels
But they're a little hard to find
Little Sarah, last night you got it bad
In that moment you could barely even add up two or three reasons why you're glad
And I guess that's why you grabbed your pen and pad
It was 6:14 and you could barely even read
All the words you'd written down of why it was time for you to leave
Your phone was on the ground and you could barely hear it ring
Couldn't even hear a sound, couldn't feel a single thing
Now it's 6:15 and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe
Eyes are watering, body's shivering, and you're wondering what is happening
Now it's 6:23, and they're on their knees, begging Jesus please, can you make her breathe
Cause they finally see what was happening underneath their nose and underneath your sleeves
[Chours]
She can barely see the pavement
She can barely read the signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look inside
Cause she's a little too R-rated
And they're a little too damn blind
She's just looking for her angels
But they're a little hard to find
(WE THREE-SARA)
Dear Sara I no what its like I've been struggling with my demons every night feeling worthless the devil knocking on my door asking if my souls for purchase I speak in tounge and I write in cursive
I've been doing so much drugs that I can't breath and all my friends and family have left me to rot these shackles hold me I'm broken it feels like im stuck in time and my muscle are frozen
And I wonder how nobody notices my suicidal thoughts are on my mind constantly I need a exorcist or Constantine the thoughts are haunting me I see my life flashing before my eyes like the flash on your phone life's crazy one moment your here then in a flash you are gone
Still two Middle fingers up to all the people that told me lies and wanted to see my demise a true friend in this world seems to hard to find and lived most my life battling addiction I'm conflicted and If I drink and snort lines I'm not a good person and I turn into a monster I hate but that's just the pain giving me the ability to make a change and show this world that I'm great
I don't walk in no others shoes and I don't abide buy no others rules I take my anger and I use as fuel to the fire to chase my dreams and desires I never get tired convicted and sentenced for my priors I spent long nights in a cell pacing back and forth asking my self what is the point of my existence
why do my smiles and laughs seem diminished my mind racing and I can't find the strength to keep moving forward today my mind is void like the emptiness of space my patience is down to its last string and I'm holding scissors thinking about cutting it just like your wrists
I feel like I was tricked was told money would make me happy until the day I got rich And found material items don't meen shit and is life really a gift or a curse I've never felt worse this wound can't be healed by any doctors or nurse
since my day of birth I've searched the earth looking for purpose right now im lacking the courage to tell my family that im fallen when I go to speak about it my words stutter and my anxiety clutters and I got this pride that stops me from accepting im lost can I find my self agian or will i for ever be like this my touch is golden like the hand of midus I was born a titan so I no how to fight this I grab my pen and pad and write this its more powerful then posidons trident
and I don't care if they like it I ain't asking how it sounds and I just vomit up the lyrics as they come out and it directs my route when I'm in doubt and feeling down
questioning my destiny will I be for
ever be alone with none I trust standing next to me I don't want fake affection that's not love that's generic like xtsy
My gun and depression sleep right next to me and I'm scared that I might just use the gun and put it to my temple re arrange my face and splatter on the wall pieces of my brain and all of thoughts that pushed me to this moment I just want to go to beach and sit at the ocean but the darkness approaches and I don't think I can fight no more born in the eye of storm the world trying to form me to a puppet and I'd rather die then be put on display for the public people can save there assumptions I've become nothing more than a lost soul wondering the dessert for water they made as dumb like sheep welcome to the slaughter
Hey I loved your shit for real though you got that flow and I felt it keep your head up
Nice sont
Love this
@@nikolasholte3 wow okay that was deep, keep your head up, i believe in you! you got this, i‘m so proud of you for still being here