verse1: i lost my hope, im tryna end things but i choke, the words are caught up in my throat, feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat, im looking back at everything we ever wrote, and wondering where we broke, my body and soul tryna take a vote, my heart says to stay but my brain says to go, it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows, but you just seem like you dont even care, everything seems about you and it just aint fair, i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort, im always tryna make things better, and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever, and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore, but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse 2: i dont wanna give up so easily but how can i not when you already did, you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit, im tryna be everything you ever wanted, at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it, and now im left here just thinking how, how did we end up here right now, where did everything go wrong, i thought we were going strong, but everything took a dark turn, my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn, i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart, but it seems like your hearts been poisoned, like its been rottened and toyed with, and something just destroyed it, but you seem like you enjoyed it, ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk, i thought youd definitely be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights, and every night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont, i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone, how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo, i want you by my side at all times like my shadow, chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse3: i dont want my shadow to be my only friend, i want you to be there with me til the end, til the end of days through sun and the rain, i dont wanna be left abandoned again, i dont wanna go through pain that i already did, i wanna be able to crawl out of this hole together hands in eachothers, and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me, i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need, please im begging on my knees...
I have a shit life, and this is how I feel, within this beat is perfect to write it....... I Lost hope, im so alone I fear God, my Heart needs sown One last time, Through the pain Look in the mirror, Hear the rain Its so cold, I feel hate I feel the sting, It's too late Too Far gone, Nothing to discuss I'm giving up, give No fuss Souls torn, Broken stone Who am I? Unknown No worry, I'm not here Almost done, don't fear Taken slow, grab the hand Taken, to a different land No path, im stuck Bad news, heart struck All alone, with no luck Where am I? Fuck Mind, filled with doubt Lost, one way out Broken, shattered Sprained, splattered Hurt, pushed Cold steal, stagger Fall, stall Relapse, recall Slip, quit Stop, that's it
Going through life, but losing hope Fighting with these memories, how can I cope? Everybody around me gets praise like they the pope Only way to be cool is if you smoke dope Whenever that shit comes to me all I say is nope I try to keep my head high, even if I am broke Walking in the rain, all my clothes is soaked Tried to rhyme but I just choked Guess the haters really did provoke Lotta fake people out here, can't see them like they cloaked Lost the girl of my dreams and it seems to be that the photos of her keep beating me Seeing her with that dude is deceiving me Suicidal thoughts keep relieving me No one cares cause none believe in me But I gotta keep my sight up Gotta do it for my family so that we can light up I spit that language called prolific The shit to make you say, "damn this shit terrific" Unmeasurable lyrics coming from a measurable spirit My throat Ima clear it cause you gon wanna hear it Like my wrangler I steer it, I'll make you fear it My name you'll cheer it, like I'm going to war I'll gear it
Listen : this is from my heart Sometimes it’s not our tears That measure our pain it’s the smile We put on our faces every single day It’s every time you say you’re okay as You get drenched by the rain Yesterday was awful and today’s the same So you just sit and you pray but you can’t Escape because it’s ingrained Wounds heal but scars remaining the same You try to get better you try to stay sane And although you don’t suffer in silence No one gets the pain They have their own battles to face So they don’t pay attention to you until Your grave And you give into bullies you give into their games, You’re just a small fish in an ocean of ships have you noticed it yet You’re such an terrible wreck And I just pray that you don’t give into the waves that instead of being drowned, When you can’t breathe when you’re down , That you can get up in this crowd And although it feels like a round about now Your feet are on the ground You are better than this you haven’t found your voice they can’t hear your sound So please Jesus I have you in my prayers that someone will care I feel you there but I was never prepared for the challenges I’ve bared The damage has made me stronger then I ever was but I crumble ,I hold the walls as I stumble Ignoring the grumbles ,the voices make me humble its my only motto The only word I have to say I didn’t believe in spirits or Jesus or story’s until I’d seen it I haven’t seen Jesus but I’ve seen spirits and I cope with it and when you cope there is hope that things will be different You did listen but I didn’t so through the most horrific of waves hey for today You can move mountains through the storm and the rain Ps : I wrote this song because I’m hospitalised and I’m finding it hard and I know you are too but be brave and you will heal
Omg y’all I feel this shit… Not exactly for this beat But every era of me I swear ive made a beat with contrary and I started back in 2013… Contrary doin it different. We should all support eachother lol Or collab or something. This beat has me feeling some type of way
I’ve been dealing with these demons Fighting all these battles in my head and I don’t know the reason I’m bleeding Im on my knees with the knife in my hand pleading God give me an answer I’m screaming At the top of my lungs to the ceiling I can’t take this no more it’s driving me insane My baby girl is all I see when I’m feeling this way Thinking will it be selfish if I end it all No more living in pain No more pretending I’m ok Man... it’s like I don’t know sometimes I just feel alone Even with everyone around me I feel alone Even when they shout me I feel alone .. This kind of feels like I’m writing my own suicide Got me feeling kinda sick I don’t know why But Does anybody really care ? I just feel alone and that’s all I know.. Feeling alone is all I’ve known... God bless yall
Thanks for the support guys, love you all This is for my mother who passed away when I was only 8. (I’m 11 now btw) Mother, why’d you leave so soon, you knew that that alcohol it was bad for you, don’t ever use to cope, making things worse, feeling like you in a damn rope, I was only 8 and not understanding, understanding all these lies that we’re becoming Stranded, it was kinda fishy, but that doesn’t matter, all that matters is you and I wish you better. Mother, you may not be with us, but come one here let’s make that mega switch up, I miss you, do you miss me? I assume you do you never hated me when I always screwed, screwed up all the time, this is getting so deep it’s kinda hard to Rhyme, you told me, I was never a waste of time, only a way to cope, and help you get through that damn time.
Hey bro, I read your rhyme and it was so touching the flow was on point and great I believe that u could be a potential legend man just don’t stop writing and the pain will go away don’t give up on life bro. If u ever need help contact me I gotchu man.
Jacob Blain Jacob Blain respect my guy, that was fire. I am amazed that you wrote that all replying to my comment, that hits the deep, the flow, the speed, the rhymes, it’s just fire. mad respects, we should do a collab sometime. I have a collab w WizDom soon so if we can get you into this deal w/ Laykx beats then we can do this 100%.
So I lie awake while my mind state remains irate, defined by blind lies that dilate my vision, which vibrates into different predictions of conditions with which I'll be living, based upon my critical decisions, changed by a pivotal position, demonstrating a straying complicated predicament, letting you into my life so we can compare differences, you might still have your dreams so go ahead and follow those, my life was hit with so much tragedy that I have lost hope, lost at the corner of life's crossroads, inner demons? yeah I've fought those, tried conquer the obstacles that seemed so impossible, got lost in the struggle trying to juggle all my responsibilities, while behind my eyes my thoughts had been slowly killing me, ones of depression oppressing my progression towards protection from descending into unrelenting aggression with deception of intentions preventing my ascension to a life of perfection in a more hopeful dimension.
where it begins is nothing more than this. I stay up late at night listening to these beats just throwing away all the days worth of my life that I cheat life is a bittersweet story, we wish full of glory but nothing that we are willing to work for it, so we try to core the life that we adore but won't ignore and we are all dreamers in this one shot opportunity we call until we fall. nothing will ever be given to you, you will have to chase everything that you crave even if it sucks you up and throws you in a daze just keep moving forward because I promise god has a gift for everyone who exists
yeah, this got me looking back at the past, shit time goes by so fast, like where did it all go? feeling like I went o bed a kid and woke up old times flying by so quick but as a kid felt like it never did school felt like it would never end shit but now I'm reminiscing on the times I wish would never end good times and good laughs...yeah RIP to all the family and friends that iv lost. And RIP to all yours cherish them all and keep them all close cuz you never know whos next cuz only time will tell and life goes by so fast so don't let this be a moment you reminisce on.... don't wait till its all gone.
Think I just lost hope But this flow got me flowing Think I might just might choke Only if I was to die today Then everything that I lived for would of just been a joke But mentally that ain't okay Can't loose hope while alive no way Just keep doing what I do anyway And if anything tries to stop this flow Amma still make a way Cause being alive means I'm here to stay
Contrary Beats I wrote this to your song.... The time has over come my strength... I feel now is my time. I lay down at night I wonder why. When will it end? is this what I've been given why this life should my heart have burdoned why have I made it this far the shit should've just ended. Every thought that goes through my mind has my nervous I held that gun in my hands and listened to all the shit in my head. I taught myself everything not my brother not my father just I every night alone left to contemplate is this the one can I make it out this time? Or should I chose to let go? Slowly I am losing hold. God dammit I want my life to be lived right but I take these Xanax just so I can have some fucking peace of mind. I've had the opportunity to live right. Graduated 3 times in a year who the fuck else is 18 and can say that. I should've had everything made for me but wait what's that it's a curveball homie and you forgot your bat. Said fuck life twice and reminisced on that. So I kick back relax and enjoy the pain. At the moment it's all that's keeping me sane. At times I pray for a bullet to the brain please let me get hit by that fucking train. To see my life and where I've been is just another sob story but it's far to true for pretend. Therapy make me feel like a bitch I ain't talking about shit bottle it up and sleep on it..... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I don't want my life to end this way... I'm ok please let me be ok... I'm ok please let me be ok... I don't want my life to end this way.....
I wrote a song called dreams a year ago to this beat during a breakup with my ex fiance about how the situation almost brought me to suicide and how it crushed me and how i had to build myself back up again but it still feels like all hope is lost. Thank you for creating this beat and giving me a way to vent my mind and put the thoughts on tape insteas of in my head. Thank you. One love
(starts at beat drop)(0:30) chorus x2 I'm not getting any sleep (7) tossing turning barely breathe (7) losing focus taking drinks (7) numb the pain and memories (7) feeling lost and incomplete (7) hoping this was just a dream (7) can't believe I lost my job (7) my life my love my family (8) (1:01) I just hope your happy now (7) with some guy you met from work (7) it was valentines you made me cry (9) an threw my ass to the curb (7) said we weren't meant to be (6) it was make believe (5) I swear to god that hurt (6) an it took everything when you brought him by (11) not to put his ass in the dirt (8) that's 6 years of my life wasted (8) bought a house out in Lafayette (7) moved for work we like damn we made it (8) you're parents and bro had a place to stay at (11) moved em out of 3rd street (6) took a cruise and got you everything (9) remember me and your dad (7) we stayed up all night (5) drinking coffee out on the balcony (10) (chorus x2) I'm not getting any sleep (7 ) tossing turning barely breathe (7 ) losing focus taking drinks (7 ) numb the pain and memories (7 ) feeling lost and incomplete (7 ) hoping this was just a dream (7 ) can't believe I lost my job (7 ) my life my love my family (8) (2:04) tried to change stores just to get away (9 ) even put in my LOA (8 ) drop jawed, in shock and awe (6 ) when they told me that I was terminated 10 ) Took 6 months just to get it back (8 ) CCS all on my ass (7 ) unemployment didnt give me crap (9) then you wanted me to move in like forreal with that (11) i was in the spare room for a week (9) and you slept good all in our bed (8) i didnt want the pain of people knowing (11) the demons that were in my head (9) I just didnt want to even come clean (10) i was scared as hell don't know what to think (10) i lost my mind, i tried and tried (8) just tell me why you did this shit to me (10) i just felt so broken and weak (8) swear im gonna need some therapy (9) dropped right down to both my knees 7) screaming in pain just such disbelief (9) family on the porch just stared at me (9) no one was actually there for me (9) you had messed around (5) dont need to dumb it down (6) i knew that you didnt really care for me (10) (chorus x3) I'm not getting any sleep (7 ) tossing turning barely breathe (7 ) losing focus taking drinks (7 ) numb the pain and memories (7 ) feeling lost and incomplete (7) hoping this was just a dream (7) can't believe I lost my job (7 ) my life my love my family (8)
I feel like somewhere on the crossroads, I lost hope. Don't know where I'll go. Just sitting alone in the crowd, staring at my phone. Downing a bottle of patrone. Gettin' drunk, 'cause it gets me away from zone. Where demons keep on feasting on the deepest regions. Of my mind man, misguided hatred slowly seeping. Into my mind I can see it. Most of the time I can feel it when I'm breathing. Chest is tight when I'm outside, panicking when I don't really need it. When I express my needs, I feel so conceided. Doing deeds that don't align with my ideals. Life lately has felt so fucking surreal. Barely getting by with meals. Sometimes it got so bad that I used to steal. When I rhyme, I reinforce myself with steel. ' Cause inside, I find it hard to express how I always feel. Lost in the darkest abyss. Light so dark that every drop of hope is turning to mist. And no matter how hard I try, it just fucking persists. When it rains man, it starts to piss. I'm truly done with this shit. Always feel like somethings amiss. Like I'm starting to trip. On my art, it fucking feels like I'm breaking my wrist. Tryna find dope rhymes I can spit. But the timing is missed. Feels like my reality split. Think that everything wrong of me is an endless list. I've been through so much shit, but not used to taking risks. My depression eats me alive like a basilisk. Never really asked for this. Feel like an ass when I ask for some passion. It's hard when all I want to be is passionate about this. Like every line I write is a fight. Wanna fly, but feel like a flight risk. I never imagined I'd be living like this. Wish I could see the future, wanna be psychic. Picking up the mic, taking careful steps like I might slip.
Start at 0:15 I lost hope 2x This feeling, this thought Girl............ Sitting on the bed, writing to you. Feelings aren't shared, that's just on you. And I want to be there, like her too. Baby girl, you're my bestfriend too. I remember the first day we met. It was like a candy shop, so sweet and fierce. True definition of an... attraction fair. Sitting by the window, thinking of you. Thoughts aren't heared, that's on my too. But you have to be... here too. Babygirl, you're my best boo. Sitting on the stairs, crying for you. Secrets weren't told, there were more than two. But I believed in you, just for the boose. Babygirl, no more than two. 2x Sitting in your car, talking to you. Shouting to my face, like I was a fool. But I believed in you, just for the boose. Babygirl, don't scream for les élus. 2x Sitting on the bed, writing to you. Thoughts aren't heared, that's on me too. And I want to be there, like her too. Babygirl, you're my best boo. Sitting on the stairs, crying for you. Shouting to my face, like I was a fool. But I believed in you, just for the boose. Babygirl, don't scream for les èlus. I lost hope....... 2x(high note) And that aint because of me 4x
I am hearing voices and I wish I could exploit them It’s such a disappointment I need to be anointed And drain out this toxic poison from my bodily frame All I hear are noises and names and it’s such a shame that I suffer the same day after day I am hearing voices bad voices telling me to kill myself what’s the point in living I try to free myself and I know Jesus is forgiving But he won’t cast these demons out inside I scream I shout I don’t even believe in hell but if it’s real that’s where I’m heading when I try to be good it doesn’t work so I took the voices I’ve heard trying to understand them and trying to learn I am hearing voices I remember in the past that I’d never heard I want to fly like the birds I want to sore like the seagulls and doves am I deserving of love because the voices tell me I’m not and I believe them because they tell me a lot And I believe them as I’m already lost got lots of ideas about this what is it or is it who are they where’s my army hugs in my mother’s arms are what calms me but I am hearing voices telling me I’m pointless this is all disjointed Jesus help direct them in a different direction please do that for me I will forever believe but will you be my referee I am hearing voices they want me dead I guarantee I have shackles on my feet I defeat I’m incomplete why can’t you see why can’t you hear why don’t you know They are not ghosts just lost souls they are not faulse they are existing and persistent and so close but it’s not what I want I wish they would go A lovely girl prayed for me over the phone she promotes hope when you cannot cope I am hearing voices and I am heading down the wrong road a slippery slope but they get to me the most they are not ghosts But bacteria you can’t even see through a microscope I’m waiting for the day where I can say these chains have broke the voices are hiding under a cloak but as much as I soak in holy water I am gods daughter I am walking on cracked egg shells but as much as I’m in two different worlds I am more human than anything else
I’m here when you lose sight of yourself . The confusion runs deep . And the world makes the life hurt . So we try to live in a world of control just to see them sell their soul. We connect my love of two just to love true . What was I doing when the world took away my flesh and I seen my life walk away . The best of you holds true to a royal truths . Don’t forget you are the strongest in this life together . I can see the pain that comes of you. I’m here to say you are a beautiful person and I hope the success grows
Only 2nd Verse of Lost Hope So I lie awake while my mind state remains irate Defined by blind lies that dilate my vision Which vibrates into different predictions of conditions With which I'll be living based upon my critical decisions Changed by a pivotal position Demonstrating a straying complicated predicament Letting you into my life so we can compare differences You might have your dreams so ahead and follow those My life was hit with so much tragedy that I lost hope Lost at the corner of life's crossroads Inner demons yeah I've fought those Tried to conquer the obstacles that seemed so impossible Got lost in the struggle Trying to juggle all my responsibilities While behind my eyes thoughts have been slowly killin me Ones of depression oppressing my progression Towards protection from descending into unrelenting aggression with description of intentions Preventing my ascension to a life of perfection is in a more hopeful dimension
I try everyday Yet I still feel the pain I just want it to go away Don't know what to say Feeling so lost, feeling betrayed All my life I've felt astray Growing up I thought I had it rough Momma struggling, shit got tough Started on the wrong path In school I struggled with math Come home to an unsupported mother If only God spared my brother Your death has taught me a lot Evading cops trying not to get caught You taught me when to stop I don't want to end up in jail to rot Or worse, end up like you I hate to say this but it's true Could have had a better life Could be food on the table every night Only memories of the days we had Writing this makes me so sad Rest easy my brother From one bro to another Take care of yourself Don't listen to nobody else Live to succeed Don't live to wants and needs You can be anything you want to be Set the bar high and dream...
I know this is for freestyling bars most likely but honestly, this made a beautiful, soulful, smooth song♡ Ugh, singing is so relieving to my inner negativity ♡♡ This beat is dope. So freaking dope♡ Thank you for this.!!◇
Lost hope lost hope In my thoughts are smiles and peace Streets pack in happiness Winds blown lost hope In every so called rap leaders I'm searching never lost hope We can't be concealed Eyes peeled Listening too your rap leaders
Verse 1: Walking down this lonely road Feels like I'm carrying a heavy load Every step feels harder than before The weight of my past, I can't ignore Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Verse 2: Trying to hold on to a glimmer of light But the darkness consumes me, with all its might I've lost my sense of purpose and direction Living in a state of constant rejection Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Bridge: The world can be cruel and unforgiving Leaving us broken and unliving But we must hold on, to what we believe And never give up, or we'll never achieve Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Outro: The road may be long and the journey tough But with a little hope, we can be enough To rise above the darkness and find the light And hold on tight, with all our might.
Titled “Norma” Each and every night I pray God let me be there by side when you take her away so I can look her in her eyes and say what I need to say Time to cross the bridge i was 50 miles away next morning woke up at a quarter to 8 I was a quarter to late, I want quarter back; she’d be my first pick nfl draft But I can’t have her back it don’t work like that When god calls you home you can’t look back Now gimmie a beat so I can bleed from the heart Pour it all out in this art grandma did I mention I was lost from the start Your my best friend now you gone I’ve lost hope my soul broke Went to a dark place idk where to go you were my light I want to forget the screams at night, screaming in pain the cancer I wanted to take it away Come the morning it remained the same With no one to blame I was enraged I prayed and prayed but things stayed the same Never had the answers, like why my grandma lost her battle to cancer Whole family there on her last night She sat up eyes wide grinning ear to ear Asking her daughter why isn’t Austin here He’s working but he’ll be here tomorrow mom don’t fear I feel the tears as I write this song A year after she left this world her first name became the middle name of my baby girl Life goes on and I keep it pushing Relapsed again thinking I have cushion I’m running from reality it’s a battle see Devil will battle me rattle me but will never cattle me Lord is my Shepard with Him I shall not fear. Through his words he’s made it clear If I give gas and break need be he will steer In my dreams I feel you near see you being gone is something I cannot grasp That’s my excuse for every time I relapse God saying relax, Only time i can is when I put these words on a track Grandma you were my positivity the influence that kept pushing me to great things for His great name Why have I fallen away, I tell myself I’ve lost my faith I know it’s there and I know God cares So enough of these snares satan go back to your lare You won’t have me today you can’t take me away bc jesus has already paid the ultimate sacrifice
Gave up everything for lost hope, Now I just sing to cope, Ring my mind of these rhymes and these silly flows, No where to run and hide from these scary ghosts, That continue to collide my thoughts, Now I don't know which direction to go, Only road I seem to follow is down, I want to turn around and make my family proud, But now that path can't be found, Trapped in this place, might as well be six feet underground because everyone is just standing around acting all proud of my siblings but they're missing all this feeling I've been concealing All this bullshit that's been building, But now it's just turning around and tearing down like these tears on my face as I try to go escape this lonely fate after just one mistake, I'm left to rot, left to drop, So why not chose now to stop.. (Sorta off the dome, ya know how freestlying in a comment can be, but yeah)
I gave you my feelings and you just wrecked it I gave you a lot god damn I regret it I gave you my heart just so you could protect it I gave you a love that you just neglected You up and then leave I feel so rejected Your love is like poison man I’m so infected Thought we were connected you left me defected Told you I loved you it even reflected I took my walls down my heart I projected You just disconnected, hating my self and I feel so neglected My heart you dissected my feelings affected. This was unexpected put a smile on I go undetected Told me you’d change it went uncorrected Like Cupid my heart you collected you never respect it That seat you ejected your feelings subjected Inspected our love and it felt so connected your love is just hectic My heart I elected you just interjected Her love was contected it needed corrected her love was directed My words dyslexic I was a sceptic she was my medic her touch like electric ⚡️ I just ressurected no imperfection , my feelings fired back just like a weapon All your exes yeah I threatened babygirl thought u was a blessin I was on you like dressin you just hate me I’m guessing gave you my love and you sent it to heaven. Sit in depression I pray to the prophet wishing my feelings would just cock it think of eating you just like some chocolate fuck you like I’m team rocket I’m a real ass nigga and I’m being really modest she took the key to my heart locked it threw the key in the closet when she left the key faded composite Feel your aggression I need a confession you have no expression always second guessing this method of love just leaves me so wreckless I wanna die see myself in heaven right after I talk to the reverend Told him I had a confession Just listen to what I’m saying and maybe I’ll learn my lesson Thought she was the one to be my wife have some kids live a happy life You broke my heart and you put it on ice gun to my head as I turn off the lights Scream to my demons I’m finally coming Glock to my temple Life isn’t so simple I tried to be gentle now I’m really mental my legs shaking and my voice just trembles You hurt me now so I pay the price your heart so cold threw mine like some dice matter fact you did it twice my heart you just sliced and it was so precise so every lonely night I dream of us in paradise And I know it won’t happen you really be cappin Looked in your eyes I saw all your lies Would you cry if I dropped like a fly lost my life in a drive by devil riding shotgun like Medusa had me stunned Me myself and I, Outgunned by surprise ever since you fuckin lied Would you think about me and look In the sky see my wings and see me fly? You broke me in pieces now I’m feeling defeated What’s the purpose of life without you in it think about you and the feelings I sit and cry as you said goodbye What more do you want baby please don’t lie Tears coming down and I feel so alone Cause I feel hopeless I want you to know Notice my pain and notice my purpose Never thought a bitch would hurt this Really love you had to put it in a song What happened to us you baby you dont answer yo phone You were my queen you deserved a throne Baby come back I miss when you moan Miss hearing your voice in my phone you should have told me the feelings were gone I feel so neglected my heart unprotected My pistol ambidextrous and I’ll blow my fucking head in I talked to the reverend quarter after 7 went and bought a 9/11 sat up the whole night crying thinking bout dying now it’s uninvited Gave you my love OJ you wore it like a glove Got me feeling down so I hide this frown It’s like you wanna see me drown 6 feet underground where I can’t make a sound
jamie is right, this beat is hype and the tune is sick / Who disliked this type of truth man!, Shit / Listen up close, plug your headphones in / Feel the vibe of the times when the tones begin / I'm at home in the zone on a grown man trip / And I know this flow will have (Mau) Ricio pissed / Music touches the soul, it can speak to you / Hip hop roots, grounded by a beat that moves / Thus poetry in the beat just means it's truth / Feel it or not, you can disagree / Look at the picture, what do u see? What does it mean / Take it back to a time colorful and clean / Hope filled fun, a carnival is a dream / Buy your tickets now and step right up / A beautiful day where you felt bright sun / Cotton candy, ice cream and treats / Balloons in the air, families on fairground street / But time is a beast and life is mean / Lost all hope with broken dreams it seems / Now feel the beat and connect the dots / It's poetry in motion I hope you stop / Pause for a moment, own it and feel the depth / Glory to hard times now reflect what's left / You get it yet? Maybe u weren't meant to see / This music is a gift - Blind to a Contrary Beat / Jamie ur comment was perfect, I almost didn't want to post, but I was inspired... 👍.
Every time I come across this beat it always reminds me of my ex .. 5 years bring together , it was toxic but I freestyle with this beat to her and she broke down .. Till this day I still think of her but I really have to focus on myself first .. Great beat 💙
Hospital to hospital noones letting me go I want to go home but they always say no Mission impossible my problems need to be solved My story’s still untold this is a very long road I’m freezing in snow believing that I’m so low that I have no more hope, I’m zooming in on the telescope I’m heading for somewhere I don’t even want to think about nope I always get told I pose a threat to the folk but I’m only a danger to myself and those who try to intervene in stopping me Or blocking me from cutting these arms although I know I need to get clean But I can’t but those people who get caught up in my problems aren’t safe but that’s because They made my problems their problems I am sorry mate and if you can’t solve it it’s best to step away I’m not trying to threaten anyone in this place And if you take it that way you’ve made a mistake I just don’t want to be messed with and I suspect that’s okay But if you don’t want to be messed with Hop on the train run or jump on the plane I just like you,am done with the pain and these games I don’t even have tik tok I don’t care about fame But when anything’s wrong I always get blamed people name names and it’s always the same Being in hospital if there’s something wrong with my brain has made me insane And made me who I am today And it’s like everyday is raining but atleast it’s hydrating my grave I do need to be saved but my spirits starting to fade My spirit is gone and my fait is starting to break And this self hate I’m drowning in takes a lot on myself I really just need some space So I begin to walk and I pace I’m not swimming in pools or not swimming in lakes I’m swimming in rivers And my minds a busy place They thought I knew but I didn’t if I knew how to move mountains then I’d go and I’d finish but this has been going on for so long anything that comes Il eat it like lunch and il eat it like dinner il have a feast while I’m starving and all this is a killer Hospital to hospital and I want to go home I’ve been told that I can’t even though I am grown I’m under section 3 I’m stuck in a hole And I’m hearing these voices it’s getting harder to cope But if I find the right foundation I might start to find hope.
hold up. dont loose hope yet. look up to the sky and thank God you have your next breath. imagine death. cant say the things u wanna say next. like brother u can make it out. im here till our last step. wake up!, u only get one shot. u can choose to follow crowds. or u can lead em all from the same spot. . its all you got. spread love ...
me siento vacío, porque no he entendido, ni un porque, dime como te has ido? En qué momento todo están frío? Tu mirar de lata los besos fingidos, Me subiste al cielo pero me he caído... ya no quiero escuchar tus gemidos, tratamos de construir una relación a punta de intentos fallidos. Ponte mis zapatos, la vida es un rato y no estoy para amores baratos te pediría que te quedaras pero ya me canse de tu amor a rato no creo en palabras Solo creo en actos, te fuiste y dejaste todo intacto, te pinte un mundo de mil colores pero es q tu amor es demaciado abstracto 🥺
Lyric: Ver1: - đã rất nhiều lần,ngồi suy nghĩ nhìn vào cuộc sống mà lại hay - xin chào người anh, chào người em, hôm nay tôi buồn ngồi lại đây- - tôi kể anh nghe về sự đời, về cái nơi tôi từng sống -về những người anh ,những người em ,đã từng làm tôi phải phiền lòng -họ ở cạnh tôi khi tôi buồn rót cạn chén rựu nồng cay -họ nói tôi nghe điều họ từng trải ,chẳng cần suy nghĩ chuyện ngày mai -họ dạy tôi sống ,dạy tôi hiểu về những phiền lo trên đời này -chẳng còn điều gì là quan trọng nhất, khi mà anh anh em còn ngồi đây -có người nằm xuống ,người quay lưng, người vấn thân vào tội ác -người buồn cuộc sống nhắm mắt suôi tay ,vì cuộc sống quá bội bạc -người vội thay đổi vì đồng tiền, người trong cơn say buôn lời ác -người chấp nhận vứt đi cả tương lai ,chìm trong u mê vì đời nhạt -có người mang đến là sự thật thà để rồi mang trong mình dối trá -từ 1 người khác, nhầm tưởng thân ,thân ai nấy lo thôi mà -1 lần nhìn lại, xem được gì, sau những ngày đã trôi qua -họ chỉ cần anh khi tiền anh có để rồi 1 ngày cũng đi xa Hook: -vì cuộc đời là thế sao ta thoát khỏi vòng xoay -đời vẫn cứ xoay vòng ,đến khi nào ta mới hiểu được lòng ai -họ đến rồi đi, mến làm chi chỉ làm cho ta phiền phức -cứ sống hết hôm nay , rồi ngày mai có tiền mới làm nên quyền lực Ver2 : -tao đả rời xa xã hội ngoài kia củng được vài năm -không muốn vướng vào vòng vay lao lý dù chỉ 1 lần -những câu chuyện tao đả từng trãi,và những thằng bạn đả đi xa -những thằng anh em giờ còn ở lại ,thằng chơi với đá, thằng chơi với ma -tao không sợ 1 ngày nào đó phải đi tù thay vì chuyện của mày -tao không sợ mày bỏ tao lại nếu vào đường cùng mày phải bỏ chạy -tao không sợ kẻ địch quá đông, chỉ sợ mày quá ngông và dại -tao chỉ sợ ngày tao nằm xuống, thằng đứng cạnh tao không phải là mày -vì cuộc đời vốn dĩ là vậy, ai có đoán trước được gì đâu -nghĩa anh em hôm qua còn đó ,giờ có trở mặt thì làm gì nhau -tao cảm ơn vì ngay lúc này, mày không để tao phải cô độc sống -cho tao biết rằng sẻ không sao, nếu như anh em vẫn mãi 1 lòng -anh em 1 lòng thì tát cạn biển đông -nếu như 1 mai không còn chung lối thì củng đừng quên tao từng sống -hết mình vì mày vì tất cả vì những người bạn những người anh -vì những người em những người tri kỹ kề vai cho tao thêm sức mạnh..!..
Part 2] Hallo Baba, ich hoff', du hörst das Das hier sind meine allerletzten Wörter Vielleicht welche, die ich noch nie gesagt hab' Aber ich bin immer stolz auf dich, Baba Immer noch fühlt es sich wie ein Spaß an Du warst in unsern Arm'n, als der Tag kam Als du meinen Kleinen in' Arm nahmst Wusstest du, dass die Reise schon nah war Du hast die Stärke vom Bär Du hast das Herz eines Elefanten Du bist als funkelnder Stern Von dieser Erde gegangen Man kann deinen Platz nicht ersetzen Für uns wird es jeden Tag deutlich Ich kann mich mit zwanzig Mann treffen Für mich bleiben’s immer nur neunzehn Andre waren rechts und links, du warst immer gradeaus Ich wusste, wenn ich ehrlich bin, du passt immer auf uns auf Du hast die ganzen letzten Monate alles immer in dir aufgestaut Aber keine Sorge, Baba, wir erfüll’n dir auch diesen letzten Traum Du hast dein Leben lang für uns geschuftet, als es nicht mehr nötig war, wurdest du krank Und anstatt deine Zeit mit der Fam zu genießen, war das Ende für dich der Dank Vielleicht bist du nicht mehr da, aber wir machen jeden Tag für dich Dua Wir sind immer an deiner Seite, bleiben ein Leben lang an dei'm-
Lyric. Ver1: có những ngày buồn tự ngồi 1 mình suy nghĩ mà lại hay chào người anh em người tri kỷ hôm nay tôi buồn ngồi lại đây tôi kể anh nghe về sự đời về cái nơi tôi từng sống về những người anh những người em chưa từng làm tôi phải phiền lòng họ ở bên tôi khi tôi buồn rót cạn chén rựu nồng cay họ nói tôi nghe điều họ từng trải chẳng cần suy nghĩ chuyện ngày mai họ giúp tôi say giúp tôi trút bỏ đi phiền lo cuộc đời này chẳng còn điều gì là quan trọng nhất khi mà họ vẫn còn ngồi đây có người nằm xuống người quay đi người vấn thân vào tội ác người buồn cuộc sống nhắm mắt suôi tay vì bản chất đời là bội bạc người vội thay đổi vì đồng tiền người trong cơn phê buôn lời ác người chấp nhận vứt đi cả tương lai chìm trong u mê vì đời nhạt có người mang đến là sự thật thà để rồi mang trong mình dối trá từ 1 người khác nhầm tưởng thân thân ai nấy lo thôi mà 1 lần nhìn lại xem được gì sau những ngày đả trôi qua họ chỉ cần anh khi tiền anh có để rồi 1 ngày củng phôi pha Hook: bản chất đời là thế ... sao thoát khỏi vòng xoay đời vẫn cứ xoay vòng đến khi nào mới hiểu hết được lòng ai họ đến rồi đi mến làm chi chỉ làm cho ta phiền phức cứ sống hết hôm nay đi kệ ngày mai vì chỉ khi có tiền thì mới làm nên quyền lực Ver2 : tao đả rời xa xã hội ngoài kia củng được vài năm không muốn vướng vào vòng vay lao lý vì những sai lầm những câu chuyện tao đả từng trãi, những thằng bạn giờ đả đi xa những anh em giờ còn ở lại thằng chơi với đá thằng chơi với ma tao không sợ 1 ngày nào đó phải đi đầu vụ khi chuyện của mày tao không sợ mày bỏ tao lại nếu vô đường cùng mày phải bỏ chạy tao không sợ kẻ địch quá đông, chỉ sợ mày quá ngông và dại tao chỉ sợ ngày tao nằm đó thằng đứng cạnh tao không phải là mày vì cuộc đời vốn vĩ là vậy ai có đoán trước được gì đâu nghĩa anh em hôm qua còn đó giờ có trở mặt thì làm gì nhau tao cảm ơn vì ngay lúc này mày không để tao phải cô độc sống cho tao biết rằng sẻ không sao nếu như vào việc anh em 1 lòng anh em 1 lòng thì tát cạn biển đông nếu như 1 mai không còn chung lối thì củng đừng quên tao từng sống hết mình vì mày vì tất cả vì những người bạn những người anh vì những người em những người tri kỹ kề vai cho tao thêm sức mạnh..!..
No die No rest Fighting hard to make life All I need in this life Is God's care and a new life Hoping, praying for a better day Fighting hard to make My whole life straight I feel my struggle I feel the pain Living life in a memory scene Fighting hard to Always win Overcoming all the pain No pain, No gain Shout out to my whole team Embracing the struggle Like die hard hero Stepping out from all of the sorrow....
You call me a friend as you pull out the knife Stabbed me in the back not once but twice We friends for life But that's a straight up lie You ain't got a clue about ride or die I'm surrounded by wolves that are dressed like sheep Tellin' straight lies and dry snitchin' on me You claimed it wasn't you behind the line up glass Up and sold me out to save your own ass I'd rather sweat buckets to search out peace Than spilling gallons of blood fighting those around me Battle continues fightin' the anger within' It's a full time job dealin' with fake ass friends Everytime I think I know what you'll do next You end up selling me out for a yard or less Made you a dolla' so I'm sayin' again' You're a straight up punk, a fake ass friend I can sit and formulate a plan in my head Maybe take a sniper shot and make your fake ass dead Now I'm on the run, a fugitive at large But you aint even worth takin' a charge They're a dime a dozen, you can find them anywhere Just don't be fooled cuz it's buyer beware It's a known street rule don't say it wasn't said That fake ass friends usually wind up dead But I'll take what God gave me, common sense and walk away It's a soft ass move but I'll write another day Not locked up, covered up, or dealing with my sins Ain't nothin' wrong with cutting off a fake ass friend Ain't no chick or dude around can't relate to what I'm sayin' We had friends which were straight perpetratin' Sayin' they got our back all the way to the end But same ol' same ol,' just a fake ass friend So now I ride solo and I know it's a risk But if push come to shove I'll add my girl to the list Now I'm rich and famous and you want to make amends But like I told you before you just a fake ass friend
I wrote a really beautiful song to this beat 2 years ago that I couldn't relate too...now I can Too bad I don't own the beat...I would've loved to share it with the world
hmm... yeah... life...strife...bite... (contrary doin it different) yo, who am I gonna turn to/ oh you?/ all you got is a phone/ but I dont got no where to go/ my mind is no longer a sanctum/ my thoughts are phantoms/ im lying and crying and dying on the inside while im getting high/ so my vision getting hazy/ im feeling a little lazy/ I wished someone couldve saved me/ aint got a beautiful lady/ my ex looking like she changed/ I can only wonder if it was cause of my reign/ what did I do to make her grow those bangs?/ I can still remember our first kiss/ it was the first thing on my list when I saw her/ I used to get excited and felt love for the first time when I hugged her/ but now she put on that coat fur walking away into the snow/ I see these in my dreams/ she saying im a fiend/ all I can tell her is im sorry and she vanished/ like I was banished/ no word for 9 months/ I just lost my only rising sun/ and I never really got a second chance/ I see her on fb with some other guy and I cant help but think/ that couldve been me/ so I put my soul on a leash and have been fucking up left and right the last 3 years/ but now I got bigger fears/ my father is dying right before my eyes/ its hard for me to say im still fine/ been thinking about death since about 6th grade/ I hoped with my corpse I could just fade away/ a good friend of mine took his life with a rope/ I guess he just lost hope/ rap is the only thing that truly allows me to cope/ sadly im getting into smoking dope for fun/ but its just another way for me to hide/ I dont know how much I can fake this and lie/ I guess all I can do now is live on and sigh. beat made by contrary rap made by bluej truly an emotional beat contrary. as always, keep killing it
Im sorry for your loss Christina, I have lost a few friends too. I understand what you are feeling. I know it hurts but invest in something that allows you to cope. It hurts too much to hold it inside of you. As long as you keep her in your heart, her life will never end. Her story is never ending and will continue through you and your love. Stay strong.
I see a lot of pple out there in the comment section that post their feelings and lyrics, and what i have noticed is that a lot of em start or mention the phrases "i feel alone, i lost hope" or wanting to hurt themselves in some ways... LISTEN!! Everyone in here you're all special! Dont ever let anyone tell you the opposite! WE are all in here and we love music and rap and all these things that make us express ourselves and we will not let anybody take that away from us!! Dont let your thoughts get inside your head and try doing what you love in life and what makes you feel happy :) I was on some dark days too and for no real reason its just sometimes you need emotional support and somewhere to hang on, or talk too.. anyway i hope that each and everyone finds their happiness and follow their dreams some day, thank you for reading :)
This beat just ripped my soul out of my body and i banged out the whole song in 2 nights. Such a great beat! Bet nobody can figure out the flows I used (Intro) Bro I hope you're resting easy Nick, It's been years, I still feel like a piece of shit, I know you, were so through, I told you, gotta keep fighting your demons kid, Now take a look at what the reaper did, You were way too young to even give, Your life away and I'm freakin' pissed, That you didn't give yourself a means to live, But I don't feel any resentment, Hell some times I wish I could end it, But then I thought, of all the pain I would cause, if I put my life on halt, this minute, Why is life so demented? I try to fight it but I might just give in Sometimes it really makes me livid But I say fuck that shit I'ma keep living, this is, My apology to you cuz I coulda been a better person, Couldve been more observant, I couldn't think of any words when, You texted me like " I'll miss you man" what the fuck did I do to deserve this? I know you feel like you were worthless, Going through emotional whirlwhinds, But everything would've gotten better, if only you just stuck it out, I know life can get ridiculous, but that's what the shit is, about I just wish, you were considerate, for your friends and family before you bounced, But its okay man, cuz now I understand, that your life was headed south, how Did you not think you could confide in me? You lied to me, You told me everything was alright at home, then you just died quickly I'm getting, so upset because you were clearly in the wrong, But as I'm reaching, too deep in, in my mind just tryna write this song, I realize your life was complicated, no mistaken, you were going crazy g, I'd hate to see, your angry pleas, It maybe seemed, that you were chasing dreams, But looking back now, I should've seen through your facade, I remember back then all I could think to ask is why God? Why you gotta take my best friend? Am I gonna be the one next sent, To the afterlife for reflection, Maybe if I would've stepped in, His life would not have been ended, By his own hands, a rope used as a weapon, As I get older it gets less perplexin', I never would've ever guessed it, Yes its, so fucked up some times how life goes, It makes me wanna go psycho, But I have ride on the right road, I might go, reckless but I guess ill just drive slow, And i gotta keep my thoughts in check, I do not fear death, i dont know why so, I started living life on the edge, Didn't give a shit about what was next, Drinking problem almost got ahold of me, so I had to figure out the next step, I had to force, my next course of action, Had to calculate, the tragic fate, and then contemplate, what had just happened, Too much shit on my plate and I'd think it was snappin, I could barely handle all the pressure, So I had to sit myself down for a lecture, The amount of pain i had couldnt be measured But I told myself things will get better, Then I picked myself back up, I ain't gonna lie to ya, it was mad tough, I even had a girl, that meant the world, to me, then I fucked it up, how is that luck? You were always so supportive, You helped so much when I was mournin', I'd wake up and think about you every mornin', You were there for me when I was pourin' My heart out you never ignored it, Even when fate was kicking the door in, Without warnin', That was the cause, to bring up the thoughts, I should've given more than, I did, so why is, it that I have been this, dick, That thinks back, to his past, thinking about what I said and it makes me sick, So I just wanted to apologize, You do know that I am sorry right, I'll prolly never be starry eyed, Maybe I'll never know what tomorrows like, (gunshot) (Outro)
i don’t trust a single soul my whole life i been alone then don’t love me when i’m here they gon love me when i’m gone on and on it’s been this road fake friends and fake hoes i don’t know how much more i can take before i go i’ve been suicidal lately trust me that i’m getting close tell my nanna in her eyes and tell her i’ll be fine but i know in her soul she knows i’m just lying you don’t understand the word alone, or how much it resonates i swear people fuck with me to see how much i can take and i’ll bottle everything until i start to break i swear i’m haunted by all these demons i’ve never faced i’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change and i know you feel the same you want me to lead the way i can’t lead you in the dark and i can’t tell you it’s fine when i can’t feel it in my heart i just feel i’m gonna start going back to that place i hate i know i’m never gonna change it i’m stressed as hell and on top of everything i got people tryna use me for the money i’m making you don’t care about all of the shit that’s in my brain and i’m calling out for help you don’t care that i’m in pain i swear to god i’m getting closer to death this hole in my chest i think i’m the only one left that gives a fuck about another person got me tempted to sell my soul gimme a pen and ima write in cursive “nah fuck the devil cause i know him too well trust me my whole entire life i been going through hell i’m such a nuisance as a student i need improving i failed twice they think i’m stupid blame the drugs that i was doing i was high and i was foolish but that high made it numb easier for me to run from the problems in my head i know ima end up dead im not a role model i’m not a saint and i swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think all my old friends left, im a loser anyway every girl i get i try to fucking save know they gonna clown me for this song but cool dude i hate me too i’m insecure as fuck i don’t know what i’ve been tryna prove i got talent but i waste it every single night by myself i get wasted take a fifth and face it that doesn’t help i’m still empty inside and i honestly don’t think anyone cares if i’m alive you would act like you do for a week when i die but as time passes it’s done with the lies
you know, today things look so different I remember when I was a child, when I had nothing to care about that smile on my face it was beautiful even when it was bad I could just turn it around no matter the situation I could always see the path that would lead me to the joy, that would let me see the sky a place filled with dreams, a place without a lie that was the most beautiful thing in my entire life now as I look at it, I can't stand still to see how my hope is lost, this feeling is hurting me still to see how my past is gone without a trace it never was worse than this as i try to look at the sky one last time I try to see that picture, to get that old vibe I take a look and what do I see, a broken mirror telling the story of a broken man I start to panic, why do I see this I seem to loose my mind, someone please help i can't move, I can't I cry at that second memory of my dad shows up in my mind telling me that livin it this world can sometimes be hard that was true I was just too young to understand it I was just a kid living in his tiny world guess I can't be nothing more that a slave of my past that a man who sometimes cries that a man who will never find peace in his sad life
This one hits me deep..... I can't really explain what it is about this beat... It's just so perfect! When the beat drop its just the best thing ever! Thank you so much for making! Keep up the good work!
It has been 3 years of being together You said that you and I would last forever But now I’ll never see you again You used to be my best friend How can you be so in love for so long And then just say that it’s all wrong You were my queen you were my everything You left me without any reason Your heart moved liked the changing of a season You were my joy and my pride But you left me all hollow inside If I could go back I would only change one thing I would have bought you a diamond ring From my bank I’d spend every dime Just to keep you and make you mine I’d turn back space and time And sing to you with every rhyme You are forever gone and I see that now But still I wonder why and how What was it that made you leave? What was the something I couldn’t achieve? We were in love but you just couldn’t believe They say that love never dies I used to see that in your eyes And so here is to those golden days when our love was strong And here’s to you I hope you find this song…?
I’v lost hope, I’m going insane, on contrary, finishing your game You’re gaining fame, I’m not the same, there’s no blood for you left to be flowing inside of my veins You broke me in two, yeah If you wouldn’t be here I wouldn’t be talking to you, I hoped they were lies but they told me the truth after all your cheating tell me why am I stuck on YOU! My mind is a prison, broken in half and you are the reason, overwhelmed by the fact I’m still livin, but for you now I’m just a transparent vision I’m left alone, cold hearted feelings are gone, rather keep em uncharted to forget about you it’s getting harder, but that’s what I get for staying in he ring unguarded
this riddim is just impirational.... Looking for a shadow in this desert, where to looking at all is messy, my mind my heart without blessings, this fucking pain is so progressive, the day she left she took with her, the thoughts of happines and regrets, my soul is getting more strenght, I expect not too feel this shit again, looking at the mirror I see my self, but I just look like an empty shelf, seriusly sometimes I feel ashame, just look how sweet looks my vains, demons calling me again and again, playing with my life but I want win that game, wishpering me things I don't guess, even my heart don't want be in my chest, ...... to be continue.. Really nice job contrary
Lost hope verse1: i lost my hope, im tryna end things but i choke, the words are caught up in my throat, feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat , im looking back at everything we ever wrote, and wondering where we broke, my body and soul tryna take a vote, my heart says to stay but my brain says to go, it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows but it seems like you dont care, everything is about you and it just aint fair, i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort , im always tryna make things better, and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever , and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore, but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before I really wanna be with you forsure (2x) chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work Baby can we just make this fucking work verse 2: i dont wanna give up so easily but how can i not when you already did, you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit , im tryna be everything you ever wanted, at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it, and now im left here just thinking how, how did we end up here right now, where did everything go wrong, i thought we were going strong, but everything took a dark turn , my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn , i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart, but it seems like your hearts been poisoned, like its been rottened and toyed with, and something just destroyed it, but you seem like you enjoyed it, ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk, i thought youd be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights, and every single night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont , i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone, how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo, i want you by my side at all times like my shadow, (2x) chorus: why cant things just work baby can we just make this fucking work verse3: i dont want my shadow to be my only friend, i want you to be there with me til the end, til the end of days through sun and the rain, i dont wanna be left abandoned again, i dont wanna go through pain that i already did, i wanna be able to crawl out of this hold together hands in eachothers, and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me, i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need, please im begging on my knees...\ Plese baby your so sweet chorus: why cant things just work baby can we just make this fucking work Baby i love you and only you Nobody else just you Idk how my highness came to stoop.
I remember when you left like it was yesterday, it,s like I got all my thoughts on replay, why couldn,t you stay. every night I go to sleep I got all these memories in my head on repeate. why did you leave us. I feel half empty like I'm not complete. You moved in with a guy accross the state I guess you thought it was the safest place, away from our drunk father, y'all were supposed to be married as one, an work things out but why bother. I was just 12 at the time, you didn,t realize how much you hurt my sister heart nor mine. dad drank as much as an addict snorts lines. I know we were a broken family but we coulda worked it out in due time. people wonder why i don't get too close to people, it's cause they always leave, then you got a broken heart, just mend it back together and wipe the tears off on ur sleeve. screamin at God why does this always happen to me. and in the end I realized I was caught in a bad nightmare, just a dream, but God open up my eyes now I can see. I'll break these cycles of my family history, when you see how happy I am without you, you gon be missin me. But I guess a happy family is never what we were intended to be.
We were always so close used to talk on the phone You used to tell me your problems I would tell you my dreams We both were at rock bottom Is it as bad as it seems We used to go for walks at the park We used to swim in the lake With you i felt safe i could of sworn it was fate We were best friends we did everything and anything. Dreamed about the better things And you would always vent to me . That your baby daddy left you So you felt good sitting next to me
Don't run Stand tall Don't give up your hope I know life is hard just have faith in your self don't give in to down falls I know you can do anything you want just keep that Hope that Bruns inside you
Did you ever hear the Tragedy of Darth Plagueis the Wise? It's a Sith legend. Darth Plagueis was a Dark Lord of the Sith so powerful and so wise, he could use the Force to influence the midi-chlorians to create...life. He had such a knowledge of the Dark Side, he could even keep the ones he cared about...from dying. He became so powerful, the only thing he was afraid of was losing his power.. which, eventually of course, he did. Unfortunately, he taught his apprentice everything he knew. Then his apprentice killed him in his sleep. Ironic. He could save others from death... but not himself. *Drop the mic*
Man im so lost Rivers of emotion Ive crossed Tear in my eye A unanswered why Inside i die But outside Im alright Shrug it off Like nevermind Im numb.now Where is my mind? Tried to see But my third eye is blind A knife in the back Happens everytime Im bleeding out But im doing fine Feelings clusterfucked Im a what the fuck Identity in crises Product of violence Secret safe Hand over mouth Im silenced Brick by brick My foundation Made of shit Broken home Bags of.bones Boil water bath No hands On my stash Fist to.cuff Get tough Road rocky Always rough Struggle and pain Run through my veins Same ole same Nothings changed Its an everyday thing Trapped in a trance In the street light Thinking to.myself So this is the life? Did i do more wrong? Then i did right? Will you miss me If im gone awhile Did i ever make you smile Was it love? Or toleration? A quick fix your medication? Truth is hard to swallow Here.today Gone tomorrow I drown my heart In a bottle See through im a ghost So hallow
I used to try to recognize These blurry faces in disguise I've done lost hope but that's alright If I had the chance I'd take my life It's all just pain it hurts inside The darkness seeps an takes my pride
Bigger shout out to @ContraryBeats for this amazing beat I'm in a booth doing some authentic track on this beat I'm grateful coz you made me find my sound ♥️
When you feeling like you lost hope .when you feeling like you lost faith.all you gotta do is reach up to the sky and call upon his name Jesus Christ.....
Yeah, I’m In this empty picture frame, and all I see Is my sorrow and pain, I feel the tears going down my face, and everyone Is telling me I’m a disgrace, all these people be getting In my face and In my way, It’s like I’m constantly getting hit by a train, because all I feel 24/7 Is this constant pain In my brain, It’s like I lost hope, and I’m all alone, and I have no one to hold, my soul Is so empty, my heart Is feeling heavy, and I feel empty..
Lately I been thinkin bout life, Looking back at my wrongs and rights, At times I was lost and lost sight, At the age of 16 drinkin every night, Many drugs in my system I know it ain’t right, Couldn’t see things clear, Showing love is my fear, A lot of love has brought tears,
Keep a positive mindset, to be able to survive. Always try to find outlet & laugh to be alive. Life is so dark & cold, yeah I know but never lose hope, be bold, & always glow. Growing up in all ghettos, always walking the streets. On the way to school, in all weathers, & back home with wet feet because of the rain, the storm, & the holes in the shoes. Didn't have a ride nor much to lose, didn't see you much, always asked where are you? Because it feels so different to hang out with the neighbors, it feels so different to interact with the classmates. It looks so different to see families, without their parents split up & have no family tree. Where do we go when we experience violence? Who do we talk to about what hides in the silence? Why don't you bring food stamps for our home, when the family is starving & the family is struggling? Mother ran out of the help from the welfare, school lunch is free & yeah school is our daycare but whatever happens afterwards, when we come back, find the fridge still empty & the family starving. All siblings are underage & the landlord is still charging. Been eating the same beans for days & some days there's nothing. Mother's friends reach out, so we could be ok, go on another day, by splitting bread in or trays. Memories, if you could only see, what it feels what it is to be, to be so different, so hated. Hear threats about foster homes, as if guardians back then we're even home. Stay publicizing lies in the microphone. So young, so wrong, with regrets of choosing the option to never to abort. Made some sense why no battle at court, cared less about custody & child support. If you only knew, who it really affects though when the check doesn't come through & mom doesn't work. Growing up in all ghettos, always walking the streets, on the way to school in all weathers & back home with wet feet because of the rain, the storm, & the holes in the shoes. Didnt have a ride nor much to lose. Didn't see you much, always asked where are you, yeah..
0:45 I had lost all hope for the future, but my time is drawing near. Every minute of your life, treat it sincere. You never know when you're gonna be gone. Let go of all that fear. Just listen to this song, open up your ears. Things just keep speeding past, you know these feelings never last. But we're in a race of catch up fast. You don't know the answers if you never ask. I wanna ace this test and call it surpassed. I've never added up the math. I made it all alone, the loner the outcast. Got an E for Effort, at least I passed. Recess called off, gotta go back to class. Maybe I'll learn how to properly act. I've been out of a line, that's a fact. Life's so precious, gotta remember that. Can't see the sea, time for philosophy. What's stuck in my head is the earths mystery. Am I dreaming or am I seeing, am I just looking at what I want to be believing? Looks are sorta deceiving. No matter what, I'll keep succeeding. Because I have to invest in my time, I got reasons. The past, I cant be grieving. Keep moving forward in the direction of leading. This is now my class, I'm the one who's teaching. Aim for the stars, the night sky I'm reaching. Victory is what I'm achieving. Believe it or not, you can get that feeling.
If I was to die today where would I Go? Would I still Feel pain as my Soul Died Slow Would anyone miss me, would anyone care, would have anyone realise I was there But I don't know I Don't really know Got demon's in this cup They want me drink right up They want me kill myself They call it selflove But that ain't really love But they don't want to stop So if I died today where would I really go? Would I still feel pain as my Soul Died Slow? Since I was 7 I've been drowning but always came afloat Yet never saved by the boat But I hear it comming so I ain't lost hope But if I remained and I died today where would I go?
I bought you things that I didn't even have the money for If I could make you feel so rich I don't mind feeling poor There's something about you so addictive had me needing more Yeah I just wanna hold you baby you the one I want I know I've said this all before but I'll say it again You the only one I want and girl I can't pretend I remember cloudy days we cuddled in my bed The thought of losing you just makes no sense inside my head You the reason I believe that love is real Ain't no body make me feel the way you make me feel Darling tell me is it real? Or was I lying to myself?, just to make it feel so real Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you Ain't nobody gon ain't nobody gone Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you Ain't nobody gon wanna no no no I can't love nobody anymore You the only one that I ever want I compare her to you, she has never won Now I wanna just be all alone Nobody love me like you And I can't love nobody back You remind me of the moon Cuz every night you coming back What am I supposed to do? If I'm so in love with you I cannot get over you I cannot get over you Since you left me every night I go stare at the moon Wishing it was you and I that's something we would do Every Sunday morning I go watch the flowers bloom I do things we used to do hoping I'll run into you What's a lie and what's the truth I cannot get over you Doesn't matter what I do Everyone just looks like you Girl I smell you everywhere Smell your perfume and your hair I try to act like I don't care Everyone knows that I care You the reason I believe that love is real Ain't no body make me feel the way you make me feel Darling tell me is it real? Or was I lying to myself?, just to make it feel so real Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you Ain't nobody gon ain't nobody gone no Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you Ain't nobody gon ain't no body gon
3 am thoughts We're a lost hope Our love has been revoked We tried to keep afloat There was no room for us both Our love was goin under but we weren't even woke We tried our best to make us work Hopin our spark would soon return, but here we are again feeling nothing but lost hope.
All this pain I'm feeling hopeless. My mind is in a haze and I can't focus. I'm dying inside and nobody ever notices. I'm weak and I showed I have a heart . Then you took me for granted and ripped it apart. Like I'm the last. Looking in the mirror, hear the rain. It's so cold, and I'm feeling the hate. Out of place like I'm in a new state. Knife to my chest and I'm feeling the pain. Blade to my neck and I'm still in my lane. Feel so lost that I'm feeling betrayed. And I'm on the floor pleading. God give me an answer I'm screaming. I lost hope, trynna talk Words but I choke . The words are caught up in my throat. Feels like I'm drowning but trynna stay afloat. So I take a deep breath and I try to let go. Feeling the struggle but nobody can know . Don't know where I can go, Sitting in the crowd on my phone. Drown all my pain away with the weed that I smoke. Cause I can't cope. Looking back at the stuff that i wrote. And the devils trunna tie the rope. So I can go for gold while I write them Notes. //I'm wanting my rhymes to Save a life. Cause to many fakes up in disguise. Not enough angels In the sky. So I Smoke this blunt as I fade away. Bong to chest like another day. and I play The game how it plays. Cause I might be in the lime taking the light as the night runs by. // Demons in my Room at night , so I pull for the knife through the bars that I write. And a heart full of ice and my mind full of doubt. Till I figure it out , I'm feeling so empty with doubt on my mind. And I can't cope on my own . always alone. Prone to the drugs at my home . And I'm pleasing, God give me the answer I'm screaming.
What does it take to redeem my freedom pass, like I've been doing all I can, but the picture is still sitting dry, can't fix it, I'm submitting, to my blank canvas, wishing it be fucking done, that my life in case you didn't know, my heart was beating rapidly, the day I finally pass the test, driver license in hand, got me feeling like it was my only freedom, but don't mistake the free in freedom, for free to travel far, at the same time getting high, cause at that time it was the only thing, that made everything alright, but then that day everything went wrong, I remember I was really stoned, I just pass the blunt around my car, then drove all my friends home, then took a chance driving under the influence of marijuana, trust me I though I was fucking fine, I've done it many times, only this one would be the final one, because at 11:00 at night, i ran a red light, and almost hit a cop car, but some how I miss it, but he didn't miss me, he put the red and blue sirens on, I don't know if I was high, or paranoid at this point, cause to me it was a army car, that's what I fucking thought, oh shit my minds telling me I'm fucking done 4, called my brother, after everything was over, to pick me up, from the station, I was only 19, but I got arrested for the first time, and now my record shows I have been a user, abuser of substance usage, couldn't I just wait until I sober up to drive home, but no my mind say I'm like a nascar driver, maybe when I'm not high off my ass, but at this very moment I'm a blind bat, that's about to attack unintentionally so please, every body can you backup, cause my high as might just smack you with my car, cause I actually don't realize that I'm impaired, and unable to handle myself. So that's why I stopped smoking weed, forget about I'm done, you wanna smoke by yourself, cause you need to, then that's you, but me I'm passing it back, without taking a hit, cause that's not what I'm doing anymore, because I'm older and wiser.
JakeD. Jake DiMuzio. Second song. 14 In age.(I'm basically 14 give it a month and 10 days) 16 bar technique HELP [Bars 1-4] 1. *soft voice* Aye this comes from my inspiration through my thoughts of my best friend who I almost lost to self hatred. 2. we've been texting 24/7 me asking if he has depression. These thoughts in my head I just wanna help him get out of this oppression. 3. Me asking him if he'll make it through the dark, telling him i wanna be a spark to give off light in his heart if he is gonna fight through this kind of dark. 4. I keep saying I'll be there "I'm allways here" I keep trying to reap his streets of fear, "are you still here?" (Yeah) good to hear. [Bars 5-8] 5. Other people just sit around and try to help crack the code what is it that he cant condone? maybe I'll buy him a snow cone, he has a funny bone but what's with his tone. 6. It's like hes prone to us, I'll buy him a drone , NO I'll ask him bout his tone why it ain't like it used to be, hes trynna flee from those people but they cant get a clue, Oh maybe he has the FLU! 7. These people ain't got any idea what's going on, when he really just wanted to ask a girl to prom, everyday he try's to move on but he cant and maybe these kids could get a clue what's going on. 8. These other kids are now trynna help, maybe they finally got a clue he doesn't got the flu, my other friend and I in my gym sitting in a worried silence for him texting him, he said hes on the hinge, his parents just looked through his phone his mom speaks to him in a different tone. [ Bars 9-12] 9. Aye so I just said hurray my friend just said he got over the girls name that starts with an A. But if she comes around and turns her feeling the other way around, he said he may go out with her that day and pay for that restaurant stay. 10. We keep talkin his heads still up when hes walkin but in his head he just wants to be sad and think about her in class(and her ass jk jk jk 😂🤣 back to the song) seeing if he can get a hall pass oh wait its already next class the time has passed so fast(thinkin bout her ass) 11. If I really think about it the only way he can move on is if he gets another girl maybe they can go to the prom then meet each others moms one of his best friends is nom I dont think he knows about all this but he ain't wanna tell his mom he says she'll ba in aw. 12. I keep saying I feel you, he says if u feel me if feel you but have you been through this kinda walk through? maybe you have a big clue and I love to talk to you but you will never know how it feels to see the sky in a dark blue and the sun never come through. [Bars 13-16] 13. In all of this cluelessness I know were gonna get through this, this was about when school started, new kid? who is this? u best not diss, when we get outta this its gonna be a big bliss next time my brother shoots his shot he ain't gonna MISS! 14. When this is over and done were gonna move on, set back up for a re-run and finally see the sun, have so much fun, through all of this he ain't ever had none, and by the way that deep pit is gone! 15. The suns gonna shine everything's gonna, RE-wind, these thoughts are never gonna fill my brothers mind, I'm so happy and proud that huge pit in his mind before it turned into an ash mine! 16. Were almost there were waiting a few moons, I dont care how long its gonna take, one of his balloons already flew, imma keep waiting till they all fly away into the bright white moon.
Wtf man. I've never even think I would cry listening to some rap trap beat. Currently in depression, suicidal but unable to kill myself cuz of uncertainty after death. Few seconds into the music and tears run down like automatically.. Such masterpiece.
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verse1:
i lost my hope, im tryna end things but i choke, the words are caught up in my throat, feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat, im looking back at everything we ever wrote, and wondering where we broke, my body and soul tryna take a vote, my heart says to stay but my brain says to go, it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows, but you just seem like you dont even care, everything seems about you and it just aint fair, i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort, im always tryna make things better, and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever, and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore, but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before
chorus:
why cant things just work
baby can we make this fucking work
verse 2:
i dont wanna give up so easily but how can i not when you already did, you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit, im tryna be everything you ever wanted, at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it, and now im left here just thinking how, how did we end up here right now, where did everything go wrong, i thought we were going strong, but everything took a dark turn, my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn, i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern
and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart, but it seems like your hearts been poisoned, like its been rottened and toyed with, and something just destroyed it, but you seem like you enjoyed it, ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk, i thought youd definitely be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights, and every night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont, i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone, how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo, i want you by my side at all times like my shadow,
chorus:
why cant things just work
baby can we make this fucking work
verse3:
i dont want my shadow to be my only friend, i want you to be there with me til the end, til the end of days through sun and the rain, i dont wanna be left abandoned again, i dont wanna go through pain that i already did, i wanna be able to crawl out of this hole together hands in eachothers, and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me, i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need, please im begging on my knees...
respect that, i believe its not made up, gj
Sarah Banos dam u snap
Sarah Banos what song ??? Or u just made by yourself ??
Jefri Hadis nah i made it up myself
Sarah Banos Ic Dang this sht is fire😱🔥🔥
I have a shit life, and this is how I feel, within this beat is perfect to write it.......
I Lost hope, im so alone
I fear God, my Heart needs sown
One last time, Through the pain
Look in the mirror, Hear the rain
Its so cold, I feel hate
I feel the sting, It's too late
Too Far gone, Nothing to discuss
I'm giving up, give No fuss
Souls torn, Broken stone
Who am I? Unknown
No worry, I'm not here
Almost done, don't fear
Taken slow, grab the hand
Taken, to a different land
No path, im stuck
Bad news, heart struck
All alone, with no luck
Where am I? Fuck
Mind, filled with doubt
Lost, one way out
Broken, shattered
Sprained, splattered
Hurt, pushed
Cold steal, stagger
Fall, stall
Relapse, recall
Slip, quit
Stop, that's it
Listen to my song in the comments my user is seth wilkes
DAAAAMMMMMN BRO good lyrics mate
awesome!!!
Be my songwriter
I feel you. The world a is a giant disappointment in disguise of perfection.
Going through life, but losing hope
Fighting with these memories, how can I cope?
Everybody around me gets praise like they the pope
Only way to be cool is if you smoke dope
Whenever that shit comes to me all I say is nope
I try to keep my head high, even if I am broke
Walking in the rain, all my clothes is soaked
Tried to rhyme but I just choked
Guess the haters really did provoke
Lotta fake people out here, can't see them like they cloaked
Lost the girl of my dreams and it seems to be that the photos of her keep beating me
Seeing her with that dude is deceiving me
Suicidal thoughts keep relieving me
No one cares cause none believe in me
But I gotta keep my sight up
Gotta do it for my family so that we can light up
I spit that language called prolific
The shit to make you say, "damn this shit terrific"
Unmeasurable lyrics coming from a measurable spirit
My throat Ima clear it cause you gon wanna hear it
Like my wrangler I steer it, I'll make you fear it
My name you'll cheer it, like I'm going to war I'll gear it
RubenFilms I like this alot
holy fucking fire dude, im impressed with this one nice work
Jake Odell thanks bro! 🙏
Tyler Pischiera thanks a lot man! 🙏
RubenFilms keep up with the lyrics man
Listen : this is from my heart
Sometimes it’s not our tears
That measure our pain it’s the smile
We put on our faces every single day
It’s every time you say you’re okay as
You get drenched by the rain
Yesterday was awful and today’s the same
So you just sit and you pray but you can’t
Escape because it’s ingrained
Wounds heal but scars remaining the same
You try to get better you try to stay sane
And although you don’t suffer in silence
No one gets the pain
They have their own battles to face
So they don’t pay attention to you until
Your grave
And you give into bullies you give into their games,
You’re just a small fish in an ocean of ships have you noticed it yet
You’re such an terrible wreck
And I just pray that you don’t give into the waves that instead of being drowned,
When you can’t breathe when you’re down ,
That you can get up in this crowd
And although it feels like a round about now
Your feet are on the ground
You are better than this you haven’t found your voice they can’t hear your sound
So please Jesus I have you in my prayers that someone will care I feel you there but I was never prepared for the challenges I’ve bared
The damage has made me stronger then I ever was but I crumble ,I hold the walls as I stumble
Ignoring the grumbles ,the voices make me humble its my only motto
The only word I have to say
I didn’t believe in spirits or Jesus or story’s until I’d seen it
I haven’t seen Jesus but I’ve seen spirits and I cope with it and when you cope there is hope that things will be different
You did listen but I didn’t so through the most horrific of waves hey for today
You can move mountains through the storm and the rain
Ps : I wrote this song because I’m hospitalised and I’m finding it hard and I know you are too but be brave and you will heal
Damn i feel that
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Yo. This is pure genius. Mad props yo. Id like to turn this into a song for u
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inspiring bro.. I heard it in my head while listening to the beat, reading your lyrics
It's been so long since I heard this I made a song to this beat after somone loaded it on to smule brings me back everytime..
First song I made with a singer! Going back 2017 now! 😭😭🥲
Ok
Yo dude what's the name of your song I want hear it maybe we can do something together any of you
Omg y’all I feel this shit…
Not exactly for this beat
But every era of me I swear ive made a beat with contrary and I started back in 2013…
Contrary doin it different.
We should all support eachother lol
Or collab or something.
This beat has me feeling some type of way
I mean wrote. A song to a contrary beat not made a beat
who else just writes a shit ton of songs nobody will ever hear?
I feel you on that
It's kind of sad to know that there are so many ppl out there who have got sth to say with their tracks but just can't record them...
ya Ik I was recording but the people I was with was on some bullshit so I said fuck em and left now im stuck here with so many regrets
I thought about it but just have been to busey the past couple years
I don't have a great mic..
It kills me knowing how many people are sad at this moment, wish I can just hug all of them. And try to help! Men I wish I could help. Everyone
I’ve been dealing with these demons
Fighting all these battles in my head and I don’t know the reason
I’m bleeding
Im on my knees with the knife in my hand pleading
God give me an answer I’m screaming
At the top of my lungs to the ceiling
I can’t take this no more it’s driving me insane
My baby girl is all I see when I’m feeling this way
Thinking will it be selfish if I end it all
No more living in pain
No more pretending I’m ok
Man... it’s like
I don’t know sometimes
I just feel alone
Even with everyone around me
I feel alone
Even when they shout me
I feel alone ..
This kind of feels like I’m writing my own suicide
Got me feeling kinda sick
I don’t know why
But
Does anybody really care ?
I just feel alone and that’s all I know..
Feeling alone is all I’ve known...
God bless yall
im a upcoming rapper i can rap this for u if u want
Your self is your best friend keep him wth wife keep her with love but all ways remember him your self
Never alone we're all one we're all god
this was actually pretty good.
So related to you i feel the same sometime but i can't i have a baby that looks up to me!!
Heard this song as a kid.
Hearing it now makes me want to break down in tears.
2017 vibes😢❤
who disliked this?! you must have not gotten the story then because these beats are like poetry if u listen really good u can hear a whole story....
There are one or two people subbed who usually come through with the dislikes :'(
Thank you for the kind words!
jamie reyes ❤️
jamie reyes 💯
jamie reyes You... are not making sense...
Thanks for the support guys, love you all
This is for my mother who passed away when I was only 8. (I’m 11 now btw)
Mother, why’d you leave so soon, you knew that that alcohol it was bad for you, don’t ever use to cope, making things worse, feeling like you in a damn rope, I was only 8 and not understanding, understanding all these lies that we’re becoming Stranded, it was kinda fishy, but that doesn’t matter, all that matters is you and I wish you better. Mother, you may not be with us, but come one here let’s make that mega switch up, I miss you, do you miss me? I assume you do you never hated me when I always screwed, screwed up all the time, this is getting so deep it’s kinda hard to Rhyme, you told me, I was never a waste of time, only a way to cope, and help you get through that damn time.
BMWSupra sorry for your loss i just read this and rapped it to my cousin
Hey bro, I read your rhyme and it was so touching the flow was on point and great I believe that u could be a potential legend man just don’t stop writing and the pain will go away don’t give up on life bro.
If u ever need help contact me I gotchu man.
Prayers to you man. Your so young. God bless you
jamal Wehbe that’s for the support bro. 🙏
Jacob Blain Jacob Blain respect my guy, that was fire. I am amazed that you wrote that all replying to my comment, that hits the deep, the flow, the speed, the rhymes, it’s just fire. mad respects, we should do a collab sometime. I have a collab w WizDom soon so if we can get you into this deal w/ Laykx beats then we can do this 100%.
So I lie awake while my mind state remains irate, defined by blind lies that dilate my vision, which vibrates into different predictions of conditions with which I'll be living, based upon my critical decisions, changed by a pivotal position, demonstrating a straying complicated predicament, letting you into my life so we can compare differences, you might still have your dreams so go ahead and follow those, my life was hit with so much tragedy that I have lost hope, lost at the corner of life's crossroads, inner demons? yeah I've fought those, tried conquer the obstacles that seemed so impossible, got lost in the struggle trying to juggle all my responsibilities, while behind my eyes my thoughts had been slowly killing me, ones of depression oppressing my progression towards protection from descending into unrelenting aggression with deception of intentions preventing my ascension to a life of perfection in a more hopeful dimension.
Anthony Haley there's a hook track called insomnia lay this on there and add a couple more verses your on to a banger!! 👌
Thanks bro I appreciate it I just need me some recording equipment and I'd be making songs all day lol
Anthony Haley fucking sick flow
where it begins is nothing more than this.
I stay up late at night listening to these beats just throwing away all the days worth of my life that I cheat
life is a bittersweet story, we wish full of glory but nothing that we are willing to work for it, so we try to core the life that we adore but won't ignore and we are all dreamers in this one shot opportunity we call until we fall.
nothing will ever be given to you, you will have to chase everything that you crave even if it sucks you up and throws you in a daze just keep moving forward because I promise god has a gift for everyone who exists
This beat is relaxing. I know it's like a sad type beat but I feel relaxed listening to it.
yeah, this got me looking back at the past, shit time goes by so fast, like where did it all go?
feeling like I went o bed a kid and woke up old
times flying by so quick but as a kid felt like it never did
school felt like it would never end
shit but now I'm reminiscing on the times I wish would never end
good times and good laughs...yeah
RIP to all the family and friends that iv lost.
And RIP to all yours
cherish them all and keep them all close cuz you never know whos next
cuz only time will tell
and life goes by so fast
so don't let this be a moment you reminisce on....
don't wait till its all gone.
Can I used it ??
Think I just lost hope
But this flow got me flowing
Think I might just might choke
Only if I was to die today
Then everything that I lived for would of just been a joke
But mentally that ain't okay
Can't loose hope while alive no way
Just keep doing what I do anyway
And if anything tries to stop this flow Amma still make a way
Cause being alive means I'm here to stay
Sounds good bro, you are really improving! Keep it up :)
Thanks a lot man! The only way is up 💯
Contrary Beats I wrote this to your song.... The time has over come my strength... I feel now is my time. I lay down at night I wonder why. When will it end? is this what I've been given why this life should my heart have burdoned why have I made it this far the shit should've just ended.
Every thought that goes through my mind has my nervous I held that gun in my hands and listened to all the shit in my head. I taught myself everything not my brother not my father just I every night alone left to contemplate is this the one can I make it out this time? Or should I chose to let go? Slowly I am losing hold. God dammit I want my life to be lived right but I take these Xanax just so I can have some fucking peace of mind. I've had the opportunity to live right. Graduated 3 times in a year who the fuck else is 18 and can say that. I should've had everything made for me but wait what's that it's a curveball homie and you forgot your bat. Said fuck life twice and reminisced on that. So I kick back relax and enjoy the pain. At the moment it's all that's keeping me sane. At times I pray for a bullet to the brain please let me get hit by that fucking train. To see my life and where I've been is just another sob story but it's far to true for pretend. Therapy make me feel like a bitch I ain't talking about shit bottle it up and sleep on it..... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I don't want my life to end this way... I'm ok please let me be ok... I'm ok please let me be ok... I don't want my life to end this way.....
Just Spat to this Thing:
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Jurrivh!!*#👍!!*#💯!~"MastaDTheOne'!💖🎤
I wrote a song called dreams a year ago to this beat during a breakup with my ex fiance about how the situation almost brought me to suicide and how it crushed me and how i had to build myself back up again but it still feels like all hope is lost. Thank you for creating this beat and giving me a way to vent my mind and put the thoughts on tape insteas of in my head. Thank you. One love
blake bush south style records can we hear it
(starts at beat drop)(0:30) chorus x2
I'm not getting any sleep (7)
tossing turning barely breathe (7)
losing focus taking drinks (7)
numb the pain and memories (7)
feeling lost and incomplete (7)
hoping this was just a dream (7)
can't believe I lost my job (7)
my life my love my family (8)
(1:01)
I just hope your happy now (7)
with some guy you met from work (7)
it was valentines you made me cry (9)
an threw my ass to the curb (7)
said we weren't meant to be (6)
it was make believe (5)
I swear to god that hurt (6)
an it took everything when you brought him by (11)
not to put his ass in the dirt (8)
that's 6 years of my life wasted (8)
bought a house out in Lafayette (7)
moved for work we like damn we made it (8)
you're parents and bro had a place to stay at (11)
moved em out of 3rd street (6)
took a cruise and got you everything (9)
remember me and your dad (7)
we stayed up all night (5)
drinking coffee out on the balcony (10)
(chorus x2)
I'm not getting any sleep (7
)
tossing turning barely breathe (7
)
losing focus taking drinks (7
)
numb the pain and memories (7
)
feeling lost and incomplete (7
)
hoping this was just a dream (7
)
can't believe I lost my job (7
)
my life my love my family (8)
(2:04)
tried to change stores just to get away (9
)
even put in my LOA (8
)
drop jawed, in shock and awe (6
)
when they told me that I was terminated 10
)
Took 6 months just to get it back (8
)
CCS all on my ass (7
)
unemployment didnt give me crap (9)
then you wanted me to move in like forreal with that (11)
i was in the spare room for a week (9)
and you slept good all in our bed (8)
i didnt want the pain of people knowing (11)
the demons that were in my head (9)
I just didnt want to even come clean (10)
i was scared as hell don't know what to think (10)
i lost my mind, i tried and tried (8)
just tell me why you did this shit to me (10)
i just felt so broken and weak (8)
swear im gonna need some therapy (9)
dropped right down to both my knees 7)
screaming in pain just such disbelief (9)
family on the porch just stared at me (9)
no one was actually there for me (9)
you had messed around (5)
dont need to dumb it down (6)
i knew that you didnt really care for me (10)
(chorus x3)
I'm not getting any sleep (7
)
tossing turning barely breathe (7
)
losing focus taking drinks (7
)
numb the pain and memories (7
)
feeling lost and incomplete (7)
hoping this was just a dream (7)
can't believe I lost my job (7
)
my life my love my family (8)
I feel like somewhere on the crossroads, I lost hope.
Don't know where I'll go.
Just sitting alone in the crowd, staring at my phone.
Downing a bottle of patrone.
Gettin' drunk, 'cause it gets me away from zone.
Where demons keep on feasting on the deepest regions.
Of my mind man, misguided hatred slowly seeping.
Into my mind I can see it.
Most of the time I can feel it when I'm breathing.
Chest is tight when I'm outside, panicking when I don't really need it.
When I express my needs, I feel so conceided.
Doing deeds that don't align with my ideals.
Life lately has felt so fucking surreal.
Barely getting by with meals.
Sometimes it got so bad that I used to steal.
When I rhyme, I reinforce myself with steel.
'
Cause inside, I find it hard to express how I always feel.
Lost in the darkest abyss.
Light so dark that every drop of hope is turning to mist.
And no matter how hard I try, it just fucking persists.
When it rains man, it starts to piss.
I'm truly done with this shit.
Always feel like somethings amiss.
Like I'm starting to trip.
On my art, it fucking feels like I'm breaking my wrist.
Tryna find dope rhymes I can spit.
But the timing is missed.
Feels like my reality split.
Think that everything wrong of me is an endless list.
I've been through so much shit, but not used to taking risks.
My depression eats me alive like a basilisk.
Never really asked for this.
Feel like an ass when I ask for some passion.
It's hard when all I want to be is passionate about this.
Like every line I write is a fight.
Wanna fly, but feel like a flight risk.
I never imagined I'd be living like this.
Wish I could see the future, wanna be psychic.
Picking up the mic, taking careful steps like I might slip.
fire do u think u can write me a song hit me up on ig @makaylaa.anniee
Meh...
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@@makaylawatts6720 I'll do it
I really liked your text. He's just a bomb. Can I record with your text? Please answer me ❤️
@@lifetimestv if you ever need a a lyric author let me know I've got books of every topic
Start at 0:15
I lost hope 2x
This feeling, this thought
Girl............
Sitting on the bed, writing to you.
Feelings aren't shared, that's just on you.
And I want to be there, like her too.
Baby girl, you're my bestfriend too.
I remember the first day we met.
It was like a candy shop, so sweet and fierce.
True definition of an... attraction fair.
Sitting by the window, thinking of you.
Thoughts aren't heared, that's on my too.
But you have to be... here too.
Babygirl, you're my best boo.
Sitting on the stairs, crying for you.
Secrets weren't told, there were more than two.
But I believed in you, just for the boose.
Babygirl, no more than two.
2x
Sitting in your car, talking to you.
Shouting to my face, like I was a fool.
But I believed in you, just for the boose.
Babygirl, don't scream for les élus.
2x
Sitting on the bed, writing to you.
Thoughts aren't heared, that's on me too.
And I want to be there, like her too.
Babygirl, you're my best boo.
Sitting on the stairs, crying for you.
Shouting to my face, like I was a fool.
But I believed in you, just for the boose.
Babygirl, don't scream for les èlus.
I lost hope....... 2x(high note)
And that aint because of me 4x
claudia elui THIS SHIT WENT CRAZY GIRL
Start here
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@@litwoodjoo4349 thx
@@harveytoofresh8746 nice lyrics keep up
@@claudiaaauthor thank you!
Please hit me with a subscribe, plenty more to come!
I am hearing voices and I wish I could exploit them
It’s such a disappointment I need to be anointed
And drain out this toxic poison from my bodily frame
All I hear are noises and names and it’s such a shame that I suffer the same day after day
I am hearing voices bad voices telling me to kill myself what’s the point in living I try to free myself and I know Jesus is forgiving
But he won’t cast these demons out inside I scream I shout I don’t even believe in hell but if it’s real that’s where I’m heading when I try to be good it doesn’t work so I took the voices I’ve heard trying to understand them and trying to learn
I am hearing voices I remember in the past that I’d never heard I want to fly like the birds I want to sore like the seagulls and doves am I deserving of love because the voices tell me I’m not and I believe them because they tell me a lot
And I believe them as I’m already lost got lots of ideas about this what is it or is it who are they where’s my army hugs in my mother’s arms are what calms me but
I am hearing voices telling me I’m pointless this is all disjointed Jesus help direct them in a different direction please do that for me I will forever believe but will you be my referee
I am hearing voices they want me dead I guarantee I have shackles on my feet I defeat I’m incomplete why can’t you see why can’t you hear why don’t you know
They are not ghosts just lost souls they are not faulse they are existing and persistent and so close but it’s not what I want I wish they would go
A lovely girl prayed for me over the phone she promotes hope when you cannot cope
I am hearing voices and I am heading down the wrong road a slippery slope but they get to me the most they are not ghosts
But bacteria you can’t even see through a microscope I’m waiting for the day where I can say these chains have broke the voices are hiding under a cloak but as much as I soak in holy water I am gods daughter I am walking on cracked egg shells but as much as I’m in two different worlds I am more human than anything else
I’m here when you lose sight of yourself . The confusion runs deep . And the world makes the life hurt . So we try to live in a world of control just to see them sell their soul. We connect my love of two just to love true . What was I doing when the world took away my flesh and I seen my life walk away . The best of you holds true to a royal truths . Don’t forget you are the strongest in this life together . I can see the pain that comes of you. I’m here to say you are a beautiful person and I hope the success grows
Only 2nd Verse of Lost Hope
So I lie awake while my mind state remains irate
Defined by blind lies that dilate my vision
Which vibrates into different predictions of conditions
With which I'll be living based upon my critical decisions
Changed by a pivotal position
Demonstrating a straying complicated predicament
Letting you into my life so we can compare differences
You might have your dreams so ahead and follow those
My life was hit with so much tragedy that I lost hope
Lost at the corner of life's crossroads
Inner demons yeah I've fought those
Tried to conquer the obstacles that seemed so impossible
Got lost in the struggle
Trying to juggle all my responsibilities
While behind my eyes thoughts have been slowly killin me
Ones of depression oppressing my progression
Towards protection from descending into unrelenting aggression with description of intentions
Preventing my ascension to a life of perfection is in a more hopeful dimension
I try everyday
Yet I still feel the pain
I just want it to go away
Don't know what to say
Feeling so lost, feeling betrayed
All my life I've felt astray
Growing up I thought I had it rough
Momma struggling, shit got tough
Started on the wrong path
In school I struggled with math
Come home to an unsupported mother
If only God spared my brother
Your death has taught me a lot
Evading cops trying not to get caught
You taught me when to stop
I don't want to end up in jail to rot
Or worse, end up like you
I hate to say this but it's true
Could have had a better life
Could be food on the table every night
Only memories of the days we had
Writing this makes me so sad
Rest easy my brother
From one bro to another
Take care of yourself
Don't listen to nobody else
Live to succeed
Don't live to wants and needs
You can be anything you want to be
Set the bar high and dream...
This some sadly underrated shit right here 😓 god bless you 💖
So good you should write songs I’ll definitely subscribe if you do make songs on ur channel.
Shit that’s crazy but ion remember askin
Nice
@@yoschilegend9540 Thank you just now seeing the replies and likes😂
Dude this is a master piece everything flows togther perfectly.the piano guitar bass glockspienal everything🔥🔥🔥
@@wolfplayz9352 It actually is his,look at the dates of publishing
Couldn't say it better myself
Getting closer, breathing slowly, thought , that I’d never be lonely.
holy shit its been 7 years, one of the first beats i ever made a song with, life moves fast
How can a beat be so chill but so fire at the same time😩🔥 🎧
I know this is for freestyling bars most likely but honestly, this made a beautiful, soulful, smooth song♡ Ugh, singing is so relieving to my inner negativity ♡♡ This beat is dope. So freaking dope♡ Thank you for this.!!◇
Yes
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I just had youtube playing in the background and this instantly got my attention, great work man absolutely love this beat!
That's how I roll
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Chorus- one last hope
I refuse to say goodbye
Know mom wasn't there
But Daddy was by your side
Eh..
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I could rap the best flow anybody ever could write to this.. This beat speaks to me... Great Title!
I'm envious of people who can express thier feeling of pain,happiness& sadness through music..where as I bottle it up!!!:(
You’re not alone my friend , baby steps is the key
Amen to that..
Like this..?
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Lost hope lost hope
In my thoughts are smiles and peace
Streets pack in happiness
Winds blown lost hope
In every so called rap leaders
I'm searching never lost hope
We can't be concealed
Eyes peeled
Listening too your rap leaders
Too Far Gone
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I started my brother up on rapping about 2 years ago and now he’s performing, now I gotta figure my stuff out
best of luck mate...
Dont we all
You gotta be relentless to the stones unturned,
Verse 1:
Walking down this lonely road
Feels like I'm carrying a heavy load
Every step feels harder than before
The weight of my past, I can't ignore
Chorus:
Lost hope, it's slipping away
Fading into the distance, day by day
I can't find my way out of this maze
Where did my faith and dreams go to waste?
Verse 2:
Trying to hold on to a glimmer of light
But the darkness consumes me, with all its might
I've lost my sense of purpose and direction
Living in a state of constant rejection
Chorus:
Lost hope, it's slipping away
Fading into the distance, day by day
I can't find my way out of this maze
Where did my faith and dreams go to waste?
Bridge:
The world can be cruel and unforgiving
Leaving us broken and unliving
But we must hold on, to what we believe
And never give up, or we'll never achieve
Chorus:
Lost hope, it's slipping away
Fading into the distance, day by day
I can't find my way out of this maze
Where did my faith and dreams go to waste?
Outro:
The road may be long and the journey tough
But with a little hope, we can be enough
To rise above the darkness and find the light
And hold on tight, with all our might.
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Perfect beat for make one sad project 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Titled “Norma”
Each and every night I pray God let me be there by side when you take her away so I can look her in her eyes and say what I need to say
Time to cross the bridge i was 50 miles away next morning woke up at a quarter to 8
I was a quarter to late,
I want quarter back; she’d be my first pick nfl draft
But I can’t have her back it don’t work like that
When god calls you home you can’t look back
Now gimmie a beat so I can bleed from the heart
Pour it all out in this art grandma did I mention I was lost from the start
Your my best friend now you gone
I’ve lost hope my soul broke
Went to a dark place idk where to go you were my light
I want to forget the screams at night, screaming in pain the cancer I wanted to take it away
Come the morning it remained the same
With no one to blame I was enraged
I prayed and prayed but things stayed the same
Never had the answers, like why my grandma lost her battle to cancer
Whole family there on her last night
She sat up eyes wide grinning ear to ear
Asking her daughter why isn’t Austin here
He’s working but he’ll be here tomorrow mom don’t fear
I feel the tears as I write this song
A year after she left this world her first name became the middle name of my baby girl
Life goes on and I keep it pushing
Relapsed again thinking I have cushion
I’m running from reality it’s a battle see
Devil will battle me rattle me but will never cattle me Lord is my Shepard with Him I shall not fear. Through his words he’s made it clear
If I give gas and break need be he will steer
In my dreams I feel you near
see you being gone is something I cannot grasp
That’s my excuse for every time I relapse
God saying relax,
Only time i can is when I put these words on a track
Grandma you were my positivity the influence that kept pushing me to great things for His great name
Why have I fallen away, I tell myself I’ve lost my faith
I know it’s there and I know God cares
So enough of these snares satan go back to your lare
You won’t have me today you can’t take me away bc jesus has already paid the ultimate sacrifice
Gave up everything for lost hope,
Now I just sing to cope,
Ring my mind of these rhymes and these silly flows,
No where to run and hide from these scary ghosts,
That continue to collide my thoughts,
Now I don't know which direction to go,
Only road I seem to follow is down,
I want to turn around and make my family proud,
But now that path can't be found,
Trapped in this place, might as well be six feet underground because everyone is just standing around acting all proud of my siblings but they're missing all this feeling I've been concealing
All this bullshit that's been building,
But now it's just turning around and tearing down like these tears on my face as I try to go escape this lonely fate after just one mistake,
I'm left to rot, left to drop,
So why not chose now to stop..
(Sorta off the dome, ya know how freestlying in a comment can be, but yeah)
May i use this?
I like it.. a lot my man
I gave you my feelings and you just wrecked it
I gave you a lot god damn I regret it
I gave you my heart just so you could
protect it
I gave you a love that you just neglected
You up and then leave I feel so rejected
Your love is like poison man I’m so infected
Thought we were connected you left me defected
Told you I loved you it even reflected
I took my walls down my heart I projected
You just disconnected, hating my self and I feel so neglected
My heart you dissected my feelings affected.
This was unexpected put a smile on I go undetected
Told me you’d change it went uncorrected
Like Cupid my heart you collected you never respect it
That seat you ejected your feelings subjected
Inspected our love and it felt so connected your love is just hectic
My heart I elected you just interjected
Her love was contected it needed corrected her love was directed
My words dyslexic I was a sceptic she was my medic her touch like electric ⚡️
I just ressurected no imperfection
, my feelings fired back just like a weapon
All your exes yeah I threatened babygirl thought u was a blessin
I was on you like dressin you just hate me I’m guessing gave you my love and you sent it to heaven.
Sit in depression I pray to the prophet wishing my feelings would just cock it
think of eating you just like some chocolate fuck you like I’m team rocket I’m a real ass nigga and I’m being really modest she took the key to my heart locked it threw the key in the closet when she left the key faded composite
Feel your aggression I need a confession you have no expression always second guessing this method of love just leaves me so wreckless
I wanna die see myself in heaven right after I talk to the reverend
Told him I had a confession Just listen to what I’m saying
and maybe I’ll learn my lesson
Thought she was the one to be my wife have some kids live a happy life
You broke my heart and you put it on ice gun to my head as I turn off the lights Scream to my demons I’m finally coming Glock to my temple Life isn’t so simple
I tried to be gentle now I’m really mental my legs shaking and my voice just trembles
You hurt me now so I pay the price your heart so cold threw mine like some dice matter fact you did it twice my heart you just sliced and it was so precise so every lonely night I dream of us in paradise
And I know it won’t happen you really be cappin
Looked in your eyes I saw all your lies
Would you cry if I dropped like a fly lost my life in a drive by devil riding shotgun like Medusa had me stunned
Me myself and I, Outgunned by surprise ever since you fuckin lied
Would you think about me and look In the sky see my wings and see me fly?
You broke me in pieces now I’m feeling defeated
What’s the purpose of life without you in it think about you and the feelings I sit and cry as you said goodbye
What more do you want baby please don’t lie
Tears coming down and I feel so alone
Cause I feel hopeless I want you to know Notice my pain and notice my purpose
Never thought a bitch would hurt this
Really love you had to put it in a song
What happened to us you baby you dont answer yo phone
You were my queen you deserved a throne
Baby come back I miss when you moan
Miss hearing your voice in my phone you should have told me the feelings were gone
I feel so neglected my heart unprotected
My pistol ambidextrous and I’ll blow my fucking head in
I talked to the reverend quarter after 7 went and bought a 9/11 sat up the whole night crying thinking bout dying now it’s uninvited
Gave you my love OJ you wore it like a glove
Got me feeling down so I hide this frown It’s like you wanna see me drown 6 feet underground where I can’t make a sound
This is so deep and underrated
🔥🔥
Partially to Lil Benz from Gave You A Lot part 1 and 2, also give credit to it
jamie is right, this beat is hype and the tune is sick /
Who disliked this type of truth man!, Shit /
Listen up close, plug your headphones in /
Feel the vibe of the times when the tones begin /
I'm at home in the zone on a grown man trip /
And I know this flow will have (Mau) Ricio pissed /
Music touches the soul, it can speak to you /
Hip hop roots, grounded by a beat that moves /
Thus poetry in the beat just means it's truth /
Feel it or not, you can disagree /
Look at the picture, what do u see? What does it mean /
Take it back to a time colorful and clean /
Hope filled fun, a carnival is a dream /
Buy your tickets now and step right up /
A beautiful day where you felt bright sun /
Cotton candy, ice cream and treats /
Balloons in the air, families on fairground street /
But time is a beast and life is mean /
Lost all hope with broken dreams it seems /
Now feel the beat and connect the dots /
It's poetry in motion I hope you stop /
Pause for a moment, own it and feel the depth /
Glory to hard times now reflect what's left /
You get it yet? Maybe u weren't meant to see /
This music is a gift - Blind to a Contrary Beat /
Jamie ur comment was perfect, I almost didn't want to post, but I was inspired... 👍.
Jason Pittman This Is Art My Dude...
Thanks man! I'm glad someone read it. I was a little late finding this beat but it made me subscribe instantly when I clicked on it.
Lyrical story telling here. It takes you there.
JP i agree with you too!
enedina escobar thanks! Glad you checked out the lyrics and connected with it. This has to beat one of my fav beats man. I love the vibe!
Searched this one for 7 years.
Lyrics still dope, lets see what i'm doin maby soon
Every time I come across this beat it always reminds me of my ex .. 5 years bring together , it was toxic but I freestyle with this beat to her and she broke down .. Till this day I still think of her but I really have to focus on myself first .. Great beat 💙
Hospital to hospital noones letting me go I want to go home but they always say no
Mission impossible my problems need to be solved
My story’s still untold this is a very long road
I’m freezing in snow believing that I’m so low that I have no more hope,
I’m zooming in on the telescope I’m heading for somewhere I don’t even want to think about nope
I always get told I pose a threat to the folk but I’m only a danger to myself and those who try to intervene in stopping me
Or blocking me from cutting these arms although I know I need to get clean
But I can’t but those people who get caught up in my problems aren’t safe but that’s because
They made my problems their problems I am sorry mate and if you can’t solve it it’s best to step away
I’m not trying to threaten anyone in this place
And if you take it that way you’ve made a mistake I just don’t want to be messed with and I suspect that’s okay
But if you don’t want to be messed with
Hop on the train run or jump on the plane
I just like you,am done with the pain and these games I don’t even have tik tok I don’t care about fame
But when anything’s wrong I always get blamed people name names and it’s always the same
Being in hospital if there’s something wrong with my brain has made me insane
And made me who I am today
And it’s like everyday is raining but atleast it’s hydrating my grave I do need to be saved but my spirits starting to fade
My spirit is gone and my fait is starting to break
And this self hate I’m drowning in takes a lot on myself I really just need some space
So I begin to walk and I pace I’m not swimming in pools or not swimming in lakes I’m swimming in rivers
And my minds a busy place
They thought I knew but I didn’t if I knew how to move mountains then I’d go and I’d finish but this has been going on for so long anything that comes
Il eat it like lunch and il eat it like dinner il have a feast while I’m starving and all this is a killer
Hospital to hospital and I want to go home I’ve been told that I can’t even though I am grown I’m under section 3
I’m stuck in a hole
And I’m hearing these voices it’s getting harder to cope
But if I find the right foundation I might start to find hope.
Brilliant 😁
truth 🎶🎵👌🏽
hold up. dont loose hope yet. look up to the sky and thank God you have your next breath. imagine death. cant say the things u wanna say next. like brother u can make it out. im here till our last step. wake up!, u only get one shot. u can choose to follow crowds. or u can lead em all from the same spot. . its all you got. spread love ...
me siento vacío,
porque no he entendido, ni un porque, dime como te has ido?
En qué momento todo están frío?
Tu mirar de lata los besos fingidos,
Me subiste al cielo pero me he caído...
ya no quiero escuchar tus gemidos,
tratamos de construir una relación a punta de intentos fallidos.
Ponte mis zapatos,
la vida es un rato y no estoy para amores baratos te pediría que te quedaras pero ya me canse de tu amor a rato
no creo en palabras
Solo creo en actos,
te fuiste y dejaste todo intacto, te pinte un mundo de mil colores pero es q tu amor es demaciado abstracto 🥺
Lyric:
Ver1:
- đã rất nhiều lần,ngồi suy nghĩ nhìn vào cuộc sống mà lại hay
- xin chào người anh, chào người em, hôm nay tôi buồn ngồi lại đây-
- tôi kể anh nghe về sự đời, về cái nơi tôi từng sống
-về những người anh ,những người em ,đã từng làm tôi phải phiền lòng
-họ ở cạnh tôi khi tôi buồn rót cạn chén rựu nồng cay
-họ nói tôi nghe điều họ từng trải ,chẳng cần suy nghĩ chuyện ngày mai
-họ dạy tôi sống ,dạy tôi hiểu về những phiền lo trên đời này
-chẳng còn điều gì là quan trọng nhất, khi mà anh anh em còn ngồi đây
-có người nằm xuống ,người quay lưng, người vấn thân vào tội ác
-người buồn cuộc sống nhắm mắt suôi tay ,vì cuộc sống quá bội bạc
-người vội thay đổi vì đồng tiền, người trong cơn say buôn lời ác
-người chấp nhận vứt đi cả tương lai ,chìm trong u mê vì đời nhạt
-có người mang đến là sự thật thà để rồi mang trong mình dối trá
-từ 1 người khác, nhầm tưởng thân ,thân ai nấy lo thôi mà
-1 lần nhìn lại, xem được gì, sau những ngày đã trôi qua
-họ chỉ cần anh khi tiền anh có để rồi 1 ngày cũng đi xa
Hook:
-vì cuộc đời là thế sao ta thoát khỏi vòng xoay
-đời vẫn cứ xoay vòng ,đến khi nào ta mới hiểu được lòng ai
-họ đến rồi đi, mến làm chi chỉ làm cho ta phiền phức
-cứ sống hết hôm nay , rồi ngày mai có tiền mới làm nên quyền lực
Ver2 :
-tao đả rời xa xã hội ngoài kia củng được vài năm
-không muốn vướng vào vòng vay lao lý dù chỉ 1 lần
-những câu chuyện tao đả từng trãi,và những thằng bạn đả đi xa
-những thằng anh em giờ còn ở lại ,thằng chơi với đá, thằng chơi với ma
-tao không sợ 1 ngày nào đó phải đi tù thay vì chuyện của mày
-tao không sợ mày bỏ tao lại nếu vào đường cùng mày phải bỏ chạy
-tao không sợ kẻ địch quá đông, chỉ sợ mày quá ngông và dại
-tao chỉ sợ ngày tao nằm xuống, thằng đứng cạnh tao không phải là mày
-vì cuộc đời vốn dĩ là vậy, ai có đoán trước được gì đâu
-nghĩa anh em hôm qua còn đó ,giờ có trở mặt thì làm gì nhau
-tao cảm ơn vì ngay lúc này, mày không để tao phải cô độc sống
-cho tao biết rằng sẻ không sao, nếu như anh em vẫn mãi 1 lòng
-anh em 1 lòng thì tát cạn biển đông
-nếu như 1 mai không còn chung lối thì củng đừng quên tao từng sống
-hết mình vì mày vì tất cả vì những người bạn những người anh
-vì những người em những người tri kỹ kề vai cho tao thêm sức mạnh..!..
What a good music....
This music make me fall 'in to deepest depression...
😞😖😢
Part 2]
Hallo Baba, ich hoff', du hörst das
Das hier sind meine allerletzten Wörter
Vielleicht welche, die ich noch nie gesagt hab'
Aber ich bin immer stolz auf dich, Baba
Immer noch fühlt es sich wie ein Spaß an
Du warst in unsern Arm'n, als der Tag kam
Als du meinen Kleinen in' Arm nahmst
Wusstest du, dass die Reise schon nah war
Du hast die Stärke vom Bär
Du hast das Herz eines Elefanten
Du bist als funkelnder Stern
Von dieser Erde gegangen
Man kann deinen Platz nicht ersetzen
Für uns wird es jeden Tag deutlich
Ich kann mich mit zwanzig Mann treffen
Für mich bleiben’s immer nur neunzehn
Andre waren rechts und links, du warst immer gradeaus
Ich wusste, wenn ich ehrlich bin, du passt immer auf uns auf
Du hast die ganzen letzten Monate alles immer in dir aufgestaut
Aber keine Sorge, Baba, wir erfüll’n dir auch diesen letzten Traum
Du hast dein Leben lang für uns geschuftet, als es nicht mehr nötig war, wurdest du krank
Und anstatt deine Zeit mit der Fam zu genießen, war das Ende für dich der Dank
Vielleicht bist du nicht mehr da, aber wir machen jeden Tag für dich Dua
Wir sind immer an deiner Seite, bleiben ein Leben lang an dei'm-
That is awesome dude! You gotta be discovered!
Lyric.
Ver1: có những ngày buồn tự ngồi 1 mình suy nghĩ mà lại hay
chào người anh em người tri kỷ hôm nay tôi buồn ngồi lại đây
tôi kể anh nghe về sự đời về cái nơi tôi từng sống
về những người anh những người em chưa từng làm tôi phải phiền lòng
họ ở bên tôi khi tôi buồn rót cạn chén rựu nồng cay
họ nói tôi nghe điều họ từng trải chẳng cần suy nghĩ chuyện ngày mai
họ giúp tôi say giúp tôi trút bỏ đi phiền lo cuộc đời này
chẳng còn điều gì là quan trọng nhất khi mà họ vẫn còn ngồi đây
có người nằm xuống người quay đi người vấn thân vào tội ác
người buồn cuộc sống nhắm mắt suôi tay vì bản chất đời là bội bạc
người vội thay đổi vì đồng tiền người trong cơn phê buôn lời ác
người chấp nhận vứt đi cả tương lai chìm trong u mê vì đời nhạt
có người mang đến là sự thật thà để rồi mang trong mình dối trá từ 1 người khác nhầm tưởng thân thân ai nấy lo thôi mà
1 lần nhìn lại xem được gì sau những ngày đả trôi qua họ chỉ cần anh khi tiền anh có để rồi 1 ngày củng phôi pha
Hook:
bản chất đời là thế ... sao thoát khỏi vòng xoay
đời vẫn cứ xoay vòng đến khi nào mới hiểu hết được lòng ai
họ đến rồi đi mến làm chi chỉ làm cho ta phiền phức
cứ sống hết hôm nay đi kệ ngày mai vì chỉ khi có tiền thì mới làm nên quyền lực
Ver2 :
tao đả rời xa xã hội ngoài kia củng được vài năm
không muốn vướng vào vòng vay lao lý vì những sai lầm
những câu chuyện tao đả từng trãi, những thằng bạn giờ đả đi xa những anh em giờ còn ở lại thằng chơi với đá thằng chơi với ma
tao không sợ 1 ngày nào đó phải đi đầu vụ khi chuyện của mày
tao không sợ mày bỏ tao lại nếu vô đường cùng mày phải bỏ chạy
tao không sợ kẻ địch quá đông, chỉ sợ mày quá ngông và dại
tao chỉ sợ ngày tao nằm đó thằng đứng cạnh tao không phải là mày
vì cuộc đời vốn vĩ là vậy ai có đoán trước được gì đâu nghĩa anh em hôm qua còn đó giờ có trở mặt thì làm gì nhau
tao cảm ơn vì ngay lúc này mày không để tao phải cô độc sống
cho tao biết rằng sẻ không sao nếu như vào việc anh em 1 lòng
anh em 1 lòng thì tát cạn biển đông nếu như 1 mai không còn chung lối thì củng đừng quên tao từng sống hết mình vì mày vì tất cả vì những người bạn những người anh vì những người em những người tri kỹ kề vai cho tao thêm sức mạnh..!..
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No die
No rest
Fighting hard to make life
All I need in this life
Is God's care and a new life
Hoping, praying
for a better day
Fighting hard to make
My whole life straight
I feel my struggle
I feel the pain
Living life in a
memory scene
Fighting hard to
Always win
Overcoming all the pain
No pain, No gain
Shout out to my whole team
Embracing the struggle
Like die hard hero
Stepping out from all of the sorrow....
Kind of feels like days like this by sinima. "I need some sleep, cant go on like this." This is pretty cool
You call me a friend as you pull out the knife
Stabbed me in the back not once but twice
We friends for life
But that's a straight up lie
You ain't got a clue about ride or die
I'm surrounded by wolves that are dressed like sheep
Tellin' straight lies and dry snitchin' on me
You claimed it wasn't you behind the line up glass
Up and sold me out to save your own ass
I'd rather sweat buckets to search out peace
Than spilling gallons of blood fighting those around me
Battle continues fightin' the anger within'
It's a full time job dealin' with fake ass friends
Everytime I think I know what you'll do next
You end up selling me out for a yard or less
Made you a dolla' so I'm sayin' again'
You're a straight up punk, a fake ass friend
I can sit and formulate a plan in my head
Maybe take a sniper shot and make your fake ass dead
Now I'm on the run, a fugitive at large
But you aint even worth takin' a charge
They're a dime a dozen, you can find them anywhere
Just don't be fooled cuz it's buyer beware
It's a known street rule don't say it wasn't said
That fake ass friends usually wind up dead
But I'll take what God gave me, common sense and walk away
It's a soft ass move but I'll write another day
Not locked up, covered up, or dealing with my sins
Ain't nothin' wrong with cutting off a fake ass friend
Ain't no chick or dude around can't relate to what I'm sayin'
We had friends which were straight perpetratin'
Sayin' they got our back all the way to the end
But same ol' same ol,' just a fake ass friend
So now I ride solo and I know it's a risk
But if push come to shove I'll add my girl to the list
Now I'm rich and famous and you want to make amends
But like I told you before you just a fake ass friend
i feel you man
I wrote a really beautiful song to this beat 2 years ago that I couldn't relate too...now I can
Too bad I don't own the beat...I would've loved to share it with the world
hmm... yeah... life...strife...bite... (contrary doin it different) yo, who am I gonna turn to/ oh you?/ all you got is a phone/ but I dont got no where to go/ my mind is no longer a sanctum/ my thoughts are phantoms/ im lying and crying and dying on the inside while im getting high/ so my vision getting hazy/ im feeling a little lazy/ I wished someone couldve saved me/ aint got a beautiful lady/ my ex looking like she changed/ I can only wonder if it was cause of my reign/ what did I do to make her grow those bangs?/ I can still remember our first kiss/ it was the first thing on my list when I saw her/ I used to get excited and felt love for the first time when I hugged her/ but now she put on that coat fur walking away into the snow/ I see these in my dreams/ she saying im a fiend/ all I can tell her is im sorry and she vanished/ like I was banished/ no word for 9 months/ I just lost my only rising sun/ and I never really got a second chance/ I see her on fb with some other guy and I cant help but think/ that couldve been me/ so I put my soul on a leash and have been fucking up left and right the last 3 years/ but now I got bigger fears/ my father is dying right before my eyes/ its hard for me to say im still fine/ been thinking about death since about 6th grade/ I hoped with my corpse I could just fade away/ a good friend of mine took his life with a rope/ I guess he just lost hope/ rap is the only thing that truly allows me to cope/ sadly im getting into smoking dope for fun/ but its just another way for me to hide/ I dont know how much I can fake this and lie/ I guess all I can do now is live on and sigh.
beat made by contrary
rap made by bluej
truly an emotional beat contrary. as always, keep killing it
bluejcube94 that's beautiful
Dope man. Best wishes from TN, USA.
bluejcube94 exactly...a story, a beat that all correlates into the same thing, I feel ur story, keep on writing!
bluejcube94 these lyrics really hit me, my bestfriend who passed on her name was Hope and sadly i lost her. 💔
Im sorry for your loss Christina, I have lost a few friends too. I understand what you are feeling. I know it hurts but invest in something that allows you to cope. It hurts too much to hold it inside of you. As long as you keep her in your heart, her life will never end. Her story is never ending and will continue through you and your love. Stay strong.
I see a lot of pple out there in the comment section that post their feelings and lyrics, and what i have noticed is that a lot of em start or mention the phrases "i feel alone, i lost hope" or wanting to hurt themselves in some ways... LISTEN!!
Everyone in here you're all special! Dont ever let anyone tell you the opposite! WE are all in here and we love music and rap and all these things that make us express ourselves and we will not let anybody take that away from us!! Dont let your thoughts get inside your head and try doing what you love in life and what makes you feel happy :) I was on some dark days too and for no real reason its just sometimes you need emotional support and somewhere to hang on, or talk too.. anyway i hope that each and everyone finds their happiness and follow their dreams some day, thank you for reading :)
NOT TRUE
“Lost Hope,” exactly how I felt when I got assigned math homework over the summer.
This beat just ripped my soul out of my body and i banged out the whole song in 2 nights. Such a great beat! Bet nobody can figure out the flows I used
(Intro)
Bro I hope you're resting easy Nick,
It's been years, I still feel like a piece of shit,
I know you, were so through, I told you, gotta keep fighting your demons kid,
Now take a look at what the reaper did,
You were way too young to even give,
Your life away and I'm freakin' pissed,
That you didn't give yourself a means to live,
But I don't feel any resentment,
Hell some times I wish I could end it,
But then I thought, of all the pain I would cause, if I put my life on halt, this minute,
Why is life so demented?
I try to fight it but I might just give in
Sometimes it really makes me livid
But I say fuck that shit I'ma keep living, this is,
My apology to you cuz I coulda been a better person,
Couldve been more observant,
I couldn't think of any words when,
You texted me like " I'll miss you man" what the fuck did I do to deserve this?
I know you feel like you were worthless,
Going through emotional whirlwhinds,
But everything would've gotten better, if only you just stuck it out,
I know life can get ridiculous, but that's what the shit is, about
I just wish, you were considerate, for your friends and family before you bounced,
But its okay man, cuz now I understand, that your life was headed south, how
Did you not think you could confide in me?
You lied to me,
You told me everything was alright at home, then you just died quickly
I'm getting, so upset because you were clearly in the wrong,
But as I'm reaching, too deep in, in my mind just tryna write this song,
I realize your life was complicated, no mistaken, you were going crazy g,
I'd hate to see, your angry pleas,
It maybe seemed, that you were chasing dreams,
But looking back now, I should've seen through your facade,
I remember back then all I could think to ask is why God?
Why you gotta take my best friend?
Am I gonna be the one next sent,
To the afterlife for reflection,
Maybe if I would've stepped in,
His life would not have been ended,
By his own hands, a rope used as a weapon,
As I get older it gets less perplexin',
I never would've ever guessed it,
Yes its, so fucked up some times how life goes,
It makes me wanna go psycho,
But I have ride on the right road,
I might go, reckless but I guess ill just drive slow,
And i gotta keep my thoughts in check, I do not fear death, i dont know why so,
I started living life on the edge,
Didn't give a shit about what was next,
Drinking problem almost got ahold of me, so I had to figure out the next step,
I had to force, my next course of action,
Had to calculate, the tragic fate, and then contemplate, what had just happened,
Too much shit on my plate and I'd think it was snappin,
I could barely handle all the pressure,
So I had to sit myself down for a lecture,
The amount of pain i had couldnt be measured
But I told myself things will get better,
Then I picked myself back up,
I ain't gonna lie to ya, it was mad tough,
I even had a girl, that meant the world, to me, then I fucked it up, how is that luck?
You were always so supportive,
You helped so much when I was mournin',
I'd wake up and think about you every mornin',
You were there for me when I was pourin'
My heart out you never ignored it,
Even when fate was kicking the door in,
Without warnin',
That was the cause, to bring up the thoughts, I should've given more than,
I did, so why is, it that I have been this, dick,
That thinks back, to his past, thinking about what I said and it makes me sick,
So I just wanted to apologize,
You do know that I am sorry right,
I'll prolly never be starry eyed,
Maybe I'll never know what tomorrows like, (gunshot)
(Outro)
I feel this way. I lost my sister too
Chee
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i don’t trust a single soul my whole life i been alone
then don’t love me when i’m here
they gon love me when i’m gone
on and on it’s been this road
fake friends and fake hoes
i don’t know how much more i can take before i go
i’ve been suicidal lately trust me that i’m getting close
tell my nanna in her eyes and tell her i’ll be fine
but i know in her soul she knows i’m just lying
you don’t understand the word alone, or how much it resonates
i swear people fuck with me to see how much i can take
and i’ll bottle everything until i start to break
i swear i’m haunted by all these demons i’ve never faced
i’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change
and i know you feel the same
you want me to lead the way
i can’t lead you in the dark
and i can’t tell you it’s fine when i can’t feel it in my heart
i just feel i’m gonna start
going back to that place i hate
i know i’m never gonna change it
i’m stressed as hell and on top of everything
i got people tryna use me for the money i’m making
you don’t care about all of the shit that’s in my brain
and i’m calling out for help
you don’t care that i’m in pain
i swear to god i’m getting closer to death
this hole in my chest
i think i’m the only one left
that gives a fuck about another person
got me tempted to sell my soul
gimme a pen and ima write in cursive “nah
fuck the devil cause i know him too well
trust me my whole entire life i been going through hell
i’m such a nuisance
as a student i need improving
i failed twice they think i’m stupid
blame the drugs that i was doing
i was high and i was foolish
but that high made it numb
easier for me to run
from the problems in my head
i know ima end up dead
im not a role model i’m not a saint
and i swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think
all my old friends left, im a loser anyway
every girl i get i try to fucking save
know they gonna clown me for this song
but cool dude i hate me too
i’m insecure as fuck i don’t know what i’ve been tryna prove
i got talent but i waste it
every single night by myself i get wasted
take a fifth and face it
that doesn’t help i’m still empty inside
and i honestly don’t think anyone cares if i’m alive
you would act like you do for a week when i die
but as time passes it’s done with the lies
you know, today things look so different
I remember when I was a child,
when I had nothing to care about
that smile on my face
it was beautiful
even when it was bad I could just turn it around
no matter the situation I could always see the path
that would lead me to the joy, that would let me see the sky
a place filled with dreams, a place without a lie
that was the most beautiful thing in my entire life
now as I look at it, I can't stand still
to see how my hope is lost,
this feeling is hurting me still
to see how my past is gone without a trace
it never was worse than this
as i try to look at the sky one last time
I try to see that picture, to get that old vibe
I take a look and what do I see, a broken mirror
telling the story of a broken man
I start to panic, why do I see this
I seem to loose my mind, someone please
help i can't move, I can't I cry
at that second memory of my dad shows up in my mind
telling me that livin it this world can sometimes be hard
that was true I was just too young
to understand it I was just a kid
living in his tiny world
guess I can't be nothing more
that a slave of my past
that a man who sometimes cries
that a man who will never find peace in his sad life
DaVe Music can i use your lyrics ? :v
@@parodymalaysia246 Wow man, you suprised me ;D, never thought that anybody would ask me to use my lyrics. Use them as you want ;D
This one hits me deep..... I can't really explain what it is about this beat... It's just so perfect! When the beat drop its just the best thing ever! Thank you so much for making! Keep up the good work!
Very sick beat. Good job. Heals the soul with no words
It has been 3 years of being together
You said that you and I would last forever
But now I’ll never see you again
You used to be my best friend
How can you be so in love for so long
And then just say that it’s all wrong
You were my queen you were my everything
You left me without any reason
Your heart moved liked the changing of a season
You were my joy and my pride
But you left me all hollow inside
If I could go back I would only change one thing
I would have bought you a diamond ring
From my bank I’d spend every dime
Just to keep you and make you mine
I’d turn back space and time
And sing to you with every rhyme
You are forever gone and I see that now
But still I wonder why and how
What was it that made you leave?
What was the something I couldn’t achieve?
We were in love but you just couldn’t believe
They say that love never dies
I used to see that in your eyes
And so here is to those golden days when our love was strong
And here’s to you I hope you find this song…?
u killed it for real
Can I rap this n use it for sound cloud?
Dope but money shouldn’t be the definition of love.
I’v lost hope, I’m going insane,
on contrary, finishing your game
You’re gaining fame, I’m not the same, there’s no blood for you left to be flowing inside of my veins
You broke me in two,
yeah If you wouldn’t be here I wouldn’t be talking to you,
I hoped they were lies but they told me the truth after all your cheating tell me why am I stuck on YOU!
My mind is a prison, broken in half and you are the reason,
overwhelmed by the fact I’m still livin, but for you now I’m just a transparent vision
I’m left alone, cold hearted
feelings are gone, rather keep em uncharted
to forget about you it’s getting harder, but that’s what I get for staying in he ring unguarded
Who else is here❤️NEW YEAR 2020 BABY❤️
Right here
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this riddim is just impirational....
Looking for a shadow in this desert,
where to looking at all is messy,
my mind my heart without blessings,
this fucking pain is so progressive,
the day she left she took with her,
the thoughts of happines and regrets,
my soul is getting more strenght,
I expect not too feel this shit again,
looking at the mirror I see my self,
but I just look like an empty shelf,
seriusly sometimes I feel ashame,
just look how sweet looks my vains,
demons calling me again and again,
playing with my life but I want win that game,
wishpering me things I don't guess,
even my heart don't want be in my chest,
...... to be continue..
Really nice job contrary
Im feeling so high and catching best moment. Tks alot!
Lost hope
verse1: i lost my hope,
im tryna end things but i choke,
the words are caught up in my throat,
feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat
, im looking back at everything we ever wrote,
and wondering where we broke,
my body and soul tryna take a vote,
my heart says to stay but my brain says to go,
it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows
but it seems like you dont care,
everything is about you and it just aint fair,
i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort
, im always tryna make things better,
and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever
, and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore,
but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before
I really wanna be with you forsure
(2x) chorus: why cant things just work
baby can we make this fucking work
Baby can we just make this fucking work
verse 2: i dont wanna give up so easily
but how can i not when you already did,
you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit
, im tryna be everything you ever wanted,
at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it,
and now im left here just thinking how,
how did we end up here right now,
where did everything go wrong,
i thought we were going strong,
but everything took a dark turn
, my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn
, i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern
and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart,
but it seems like your hearts been poisoned,
like its been rottened and toyed with,
and something just destroyed it,
but you seem like you enjoyed it,
ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk,
i thought youd be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights,
and every single night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep
and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it
i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont
, i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone,
how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo,
i want you by my side at all times like my shadow,
(2x) chorus: why cant things just work
baby can we just make this fucking work
verse3: i dont want my shadow to be my only friend,
i want you to be there with me til the end,
til the end of days through sun and the rain,
i dont wanna be left abandoned again,
i dont wanna go through pain that i already did,
i wanna be able to crawl out of this hold together hands in eachothers,
and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me,
i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need,
please im begging on my knees...\
Plese baby your so sweet
chorus: why cant things just work
baby can we just make this fucking work
Baby i love you and only you
Nobody else just you
Idk how my highness came to stoop.
Love this !
I remember when you left like it was yesterday, it,s like I got all my thoughts on replay, why couldn,t you stay. every night I go to sleep I got all these memories in my head on repeate. why did you leave us. I feel half empty like I'm not complete. You moved in with a guy accross the state I guess you thought it was the safest place, away from our drunk father, y'all were supposed to be married as one, an work things out but why bother. I was just 12 at the time, you didn,t realize how much you hurt my sister heart nor mine. dad drank as much as an addict snorts lines. I know we were a broken family but we coulda worked it out in due time. people wonder why i don't get too close to people, it's cause they always leave, then you got a broken heart, just mend it back together and wipe the tears off on ur sleeve. screamin at God why does this always happen to me. and in the end I realized I was caught in a bad nightmare, just a dream, but God open up my eyes now I can see. I'll break these cycles of my family history, when you see how happy I am without you, you gon be missin me. But I guess a happy family is never what we were intended to be.
DAAAAMMMNNN
Bruh! Respect for you ❤️
I am the only one here 2019 composing a song on this beat which will never be heard😢
Throw it out there man.
same I am making a song t
I just freestyle rap too these
Don’t worry not the only one
Nah me too. About a friend that isn't there anymore like he used to be 😔
We were always so close used to talk on the phone
You used to tell me your problems
I would tell you my dreams
We both were at rock bottom
Is it as bad as it seems
We used to go for walks at the park
We used to swim in the lake
With you i felt safe i could of sworn it was fate
We were best friends we did everything and anything.
Dreamed about the better things
And you would always vent to me .
That your baby daddy left you
So you felt good sitting next to me
Don't run
Stand tall
Don't give up your hope
I know life is hard just have faith in your self don't give in to down falls I know you can do anything you want just keep that Hope that Bruns inside you
Did you ever hear the Tragedy of Darth Plagueis the Wise?
It's a Sith legend.
Darth Plagueis was a Dark Lord of the Sith so powerful and so wise,
he could use the Force to influence the midi-chlorians to create...life.
He had such a knowledge of the Dark Side,
he could even keep the ones he cared about...from dying.
He became so powerful, the only thing he was afraid of was losing his power..
which,
eventually of course,
he did.
Unfortunately,
he taught his apprentice everything he knew.
Then his apprentice killed him in his sleep.
Ironic.
He could save others from death...
but not himself.
*Drop the mic*
daaaamn hahahahahaha cool
that was pretty bad
Aimz Beats Just like your beats 😎I have videos from a 16 year old game that have more views than your beats. Wutchu frontin on foo
That's just wrong...
Aimz Beats
Man im so lost
Rivers of emotion
Ive crossed
Tear in my eye
A unanswered why
Inside i die
But outside
Im alright
Shrug it off
Like nevermind
Im numb.now
Where is my mind?
Tried to see
But my third eye is blind
A knife in the back
Happens everytime
Im bleeding out
But im doing fine
Feelings clusterfucked
Im a what the fuck
Identity in crises
Product of violence
Secret safe
Hand over mouth
Im silenced
Brick by brick
My foundation
Made of shit
Broken home
Bags of.bones
Boil water bath
No hands
On my stash
Fist to.cuff
Get tough
Road rocky
Always rough
Struggle and pain
Run through my veins
Same ole same
Nothings changed
Its an everyday thing
Trapped in a trance
In the street light
Thinking to.myself
So this is the life?
Did i do more wrong?
Then i did right?
Will you miss me
If im gone awhile
Did i ever
make you smile
Was it love?
Or toleration?
A quick fix
your medication?
Truth is hard to swallow
Here.today
Gone tomorrow
I drown my heart
In a bottle
See through im a ghost
So hallow
I used to try to recognize
These blurry faces in disguise
I've done lost hope but that's alright
If I had the chance I'd take my life
It's all just pain it hurts inside
The darkness seeps an takes my pride
Solid
Hey Brathor send your more raps
@@MegaHusiek I use to try to recognise .
These blurry faces in disguise .
When u play this in x1.75 it becomes hip hop to Rap. And it's cool than i expected
Bigger shout out to @ContraryBeats for this amazing beat I'm in a booth doing some authentic track on this beat I'm grateful coz you made me find my sound ♥️
When you feeling like you lost hope .when you feeling like you lost faith.all you gotta do is reach up to the sky and call upon his name Jesus Christ.....
Bullshit. God don’t do shit
@ethan hill
You are forgiven🙏
Or this
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Yeah, I’m In this empty picture frame, and all I see Is my sorrow and pain, I feel the tears going down my face, and everyone Is telling me I’m a disgrace, all these people be getting In my face and In my way, It’s like I’m constantly getting hit by a train, because all I feel 24/7 Is this constant pain In my brain, It’s like I lost hope, and I’m all alone, and I have no one to hold, my soul Is so empty, my heart Is feeling heavy, and I feel empty..
So emotional
Lately I been thinkin bout life,
Looking back at my wrongs and rights,
At times I was lost and lost sight,
At the age of 16 drinkin every night,
Many drugs in my system I know it ain’t right,
Couldn’t see things clear,
Showing love is my fear,
A lot of love has brought tears,
Keep a positive mindset, to be able to survive. Always try to find outlet & laugh to be alive. Life is so dark & cold, yeah I know but never lose hope, be bold, & always glow. Growing up in all ghettos, always walking the streets. On the way to school, in all weathers, & back home with wet feet because of the rain, the storm, & the holes in the shoes. Didn't have a ride nor much to lose, didn't see you much, always asked where are you? Because it feels so different to hang out with the neighbors, it feels so different to interact with the classmates. It looks so different to see families, without their parents split up & have no family tree. Where do we go when we experience violence? Who do we talk to about what hides in the silence? Why don't you bring food stamps for our home, when the family is starving & the family is struggling? Mother ran out of the help from the welfare, school lunch is free & yeah school is our daycare but whatever happens afterwards, when we come back, find the fridge still empty & the family starving. All siblings are underage & the landlord is still charging. Been eating the same beans for days & some days there's nothing. Mother's friends reach out, so we could be ok, go on another day, by splitting bread in or trays. Memories, if you could only see, what it feels what it is to be, to be so different, so hated. Hear threats about foster homes, as if guardians back then we're even home. Stay publicizing lies in the microphone. So young, so wrong, with regrets of choosing the option to never to abort. Made some sense why no battle at court, cared less about custody & child support. If you only knew, who it really affects though when the check doesn't come through & mom doesn't work. Growing up in all ghettos, always walking the streets, on the way to school in all weathers & back home with wet feet because of the rain, the storm, & the holes in the shoes. Didnt have a ride nor much to lose. Didn't see you much, always asked where are you, yeah..
0:45 I had lost all hope for the future, but my time is drawing near. Every minute of your life, treat it sincere. You never know when you're gonna be gone. Let go of all that fear. Just listen to this song, open up your ears. Things just keep speeding past, you know these feelings never last. But we're in a race of catch up fast. You don't know the answers if you never ask. I wanna ace this test and call it surpassed. I've never added up the math. I made it all alone, the loner the outcast. Got an E for Effort, at least I passed. Recess called off, gotta go back to class. Maybe I'll learn how to properly act. I've been out of a line, that's a fact. Life's so precious, gotta remember that. Can't see the sea, time for philosophy. What's stuck in my head is the earths mystery. Am I dreaming or am I seeing, am I just looking at what I want to be believing? Looks are sorta deceiving. No matter what, I'll keep succeeding. Because I have to invest in my time, I got reasons. The past, I cant be grieving. Keep moving forward in the direction of leading. This is now my class, I'm the one who's teaching. Aim for the stars, the night sky I'm reaching. Victory is what I'm achieving. Believe it or not, you can get that feeling.
Cheee
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If I was to die today where would I Go?
Would I still Feel pain as my Soul Died Slow
Would anyone miss me, would anyone care, would have anyone realise I was there
But I don't know I Don't really know
Got demon's in this cup
They want me drink right up
They want me kill myself
They call it selflove
But that ain't really love
But they don't want to stop
So if I died today where would I really go?
Would I still feel pain as my Soul Died Slow?
Since I was 7 I've been drowning but always came afloat
Yet never saved by the boat
But I hear it comming so I ain't lost hope
But if I remained and I died today where would I go?
Deep-ish
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@@harveytoofresh8746 I'm with you. That is deep.
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I bought you things that I didn't even have the money for
If I could make you feel so rich I don't mind feeling poor
There's something about you so addictive had me needing more
Yeah I just wanna hold you baby you the one I want
I know I've said this all before but I'll say it again
You the only one I want and girl I can't pretend
I remember cloudy days we cuddled in my bed
The thought of losing you just makes no sense inside my head
You the reason I believe that love is real
Ain't no body make me feel the way you make me feel
Darling tell me is it real?
Or was I lying to myself?, just to make it feel so real
Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you
Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you
Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you
Ain't nobody gon ain't nobody gone
Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you
Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you
Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you
Ain't nobody gon wanna no no no
I can't love nobody anymore
You the only one that I ever want
I compare her to you, she has never won
Now I wanna just be all alone
Nobody love me like you
And I can't love nobody back
You remind me of the moon
Cuz every night you coming back
What am I supposed to do?
If I'm so in love with you
I cannot get over you
I cannot get over you
Since you left me every night I go stare at the moon
Wishing it was you and I that's something we would do
Every Sunday morning I go watch the flowers bloom
I do things we used to do hoping I'll run into you
What's a lie and what's the truth
I cannot get over you
Doesn't matter what I do
Everyone just looks like you
Girl I smell you everywhere
Smell your perfume and your hair
I try to act like I don't care
Everyone knows that I care
You the reason I believe that love is real
Ain't no body make me feel the way you make me feel
Darling tell me is it real?
Or was I lying to myself?, just to make it feel so real
Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you
Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you
Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you
Ain't nobody gon ain't nobody gone no
Ain't nobody gon love you like I love you
Ain't nobody gon trust you like I trust you
Ain't nobody gon want you like I want you
Ain't nobody gon ain't no body gon
Beautiful! Hope was and is always with you...a mustard seed away my friend. I love you!
yo man that's a tight bell mel and guitar melody in the back ground..
This is spesholl I love this
3 am thoughts
We're a lost hope
Our love has been revoked
We tried to keep afloat
There was no room for us both
Our love was goin under but we weren't even woke
We tried our best to make us work
Hopin our spark would soon return, but here we are again feeling nothing but lost hope.
OH MAN THAT WILL MAKE THE PERFECT EMINEM SONG..
All this pain I'm feeling hopeless.
My mind is in a haze and I can't focus.
I'm dying inside and nobody ever notices.
I'm weak and I showed I have a heart .
Then you took me for granted and ripped it apart.
Like I'm the last.
Looking in the mirror, hear the rain.
It's so cold, and I'm feeling the hate.
Out of place like I'm in a new state.
Knife to my chest and I'm feeling the pain.
Blade to my neck and I'm still in my lane.
Feel so lost that I'm feeling betrayed.
And I'm on the floor pleading.
God give me an answer I'm screaming.
I lost hope, trynna talk Words but I choke .
The words are caught up in my throat.
Feels like I'm drowning but trynna stay afloat.
So I take a deep breath and I try to let go.
Feeling the struggle but nobody can know .
Don't know where I can go, Sitting in the crowd on my phone.
Drown all my pain away with the weed that I smoke.
Cause I can't cope.
Looking back at the stuff that i wrote.
And the devils trunna tie the rope.
So I can go for gold while I write them Notes.
//I'm wanting my rhymes to Save a life.
Cause to many fakes up in disguise.
Not enough angels In the sky.
So I Smoke this blunt as I fade away.
Bong to chest like another day.
and I play The game how it plays.
Cause I might be in the lime taking the light as the night runs by. //
Demons in my Room at night , so I pull for the knife through the bars that I write.
And a heart full of ice and my mind full of doubt.
Till I figure it out , I'm feeling so empty with doubt on my mind.
And I can't cope on my own .
always alone.
Prone to the drugs at my home .
And I'm pleasing, God give me the answer I'm screaming.
can i use this
What does it take to redeem my freedom pass, like I've been doing all I can, but the picture is still sitting dry, can't fix it, I'm submitting, to my blank canvas, wishing it be fucking done, that my life in case you didn't know, my heart was beating rapidly, the day I finally pass the test, driver license in hand, got me feeling like it was my only freedom, but don't mistake the free in freedom, for free to travel far, at the same time getting high, cause at that time it was the only thing, that made everything alright, but then that day everything went wrong, I remember I was really stoned, I just pass the blunt around my car, then drove all my friends home, then took a chance driving under the influence of marijuana, trust me I though I was fucking fine, I've done it many times, only this one would be the final one, because at 11:00 at night, i ran a red light, and almost hit a cop car, but some how I miss it, but he didn't miss me, he put the red and blue sirens on, I don't know if I was high, or paranoid at this point, cause to me it was a army car, that's what I fucking thought, oh shit my minds telling me I'm fucking done 4, called my brother, after everything was over, to pick me up, from the station, I was only 19, but I got arrested for the first time, and now my record shows I have been a user, abuser of substance usage, couldn't I just wait until I sober up to drive home, but no my mind say I'm like a nascar driver, maybe when I'm not high off my ass, but at this very moment I'm a blind bat, that's about to attack unintentionally so please, every body can you backup, cause my high as might just smack you with my car, cause I actually don't realize that I'm impaired, and unable to handle myself. So that's why I stopped smoking weed, forget about I'm done, you wanna smoke by yourself, cause you need to, then that's you, but me I'm passing it back, without taking a hit, cause that's not what I'm doing anymore, because I'm older and wiser.
🔥🔥🔥 *GREAT JOB!* 🔥🔥🔥
This is my story, it is injured a little bit
My heart is patchy from many place,
Blood flows from my wing,
It falls down, my remain to ground
Bu Benim Öyküm ?
JakeD. Jake DiMuzio. Second song. 14 In age.(I'm basically 14 give it a month and 10 days) 16 bar technique
HELP
[Bars 1-4]
1. *soft voice* Aye this comes from my inspiration through my thoughts of my best friend who I almost lost to self hatred.
2. we've been texting 24/7 me asking if he has depression. These thoughts in my head I just wanna help him get out of this oppression.
3. Me asking him if he'll make it through the dark, telling him i wanna be a spark to give off light in his heart if he is gonna fight through this kind of dark.
4. I keep saying I'll be there "I'm allways here" I keep trying to reap his streets of fear, "are you still here?" (Yeah) good to hear.
[Bars 5-8]
5. Other people just sit around and try to help crack the code what is it that he cant condone? maybe I'll buy him a snow cone, he has a funny bone but what's with his tone.
6. It's like hes prone to us, I'll buy him a drone , NO I'll ask him bout his tone why it ain't like it used to be, hes trynna flee from those people but they cant get a clue, Oh maybe he has the FLU!
7. These people ain't got any idea what's going on, when he really just wanted to ask a girl to prom, everyday he try's to move on but he cant and maybe these kids could get a clue what's going on.
8. These other kids are now trynna help, maybe they finally got a clue he doesn't got the flu, my other friend and I in my gym sitting in a worried silence for him texting him, he said hes on the hinge, his parents just looked through his phone his mom speaks to him in a different tone.
[ Bars 9-12]
9. Aye so I just said hurray my friend just said he got over the girls name that starts with an A. But if she comes around and turns her feeling the other way around, he said he may go out with her that day and pay for that restaurant stay.
10. We keep talkin his heads still up when hes walkin but in his head he just wants to be sad and think about her in class(and her ass jk jk jk 😂🤣 back to the song) seeing if he can get a hall pass oh wait its already next class the time has passed so fast(thinkin bout her ass)
11. If I really think about it the only way he can move on is if he gets another girl maybe they can go to the prom then meet each others moms one of his best friends is nom I dont think he knows about all this but he ain't wanna tell his mom he says she'll ba in aw.
12. I keep saying I feel you, he says if u feel me if feel you but have you been through this kinda walk through? maybe you have a big clue and I love to talk to you but you will never know how it feels to see the sky in a dark blue and the sun never come through.
[Bars 13-16]
13. In all of this cluelessness I know were gonna get through this, this was about when school started, new kid? who is this? u best not diss, when we get outta this its gonna be a big bliss next time my brother shoots his shot he ain't gonna MISS!
14. When this is over and done were gonna move on, set back up for a re-run and finally see the sun, have so much fun, through all of this he ain't ever had none, and by the way that deep pit is gone!
15. The suns gonna shine everything's gonna, RE-wind, these thoughts are never gonna fill my brothers mind, I'm so happy and proud that huge pit in his mind before it turned into an ash mine!
16. Were almost there were waiting a few moons, I dont care how long its gonna take, one of his balloons already flew, imma keep waiting till they all fly away into the bright white moon.
I sing my own songs to my girl with this beat when she crys thanks bro for this beat
Wtf man. I've never even think I would cry listening to some rap trap beat. Currently in depression, suicidal but unable to kill myself cuz of uncertainty after death. Few seconds into the music and tears run down like automatically.. Such masterpiece.