I wanna know how i can contact you guys as well and how we can get together to collaborate. I wrote a song called FTC Failing, that i believe perfectly outlines what the FTC and RUclips are doing and what it is making us content creators feel. I will be putting it up on my Facebook page as well as my Tarot And Astrology For All page on facebook, may actually start a channel where i will begin to put out my lyrical content for others to listen to. I may put it up on soundcloud as well so don't be surprised if it is up there too. My aim isn't to make money as much as it is to spread my voice and message with the world! Have a great day and please contact me back!
Here I am Standing in this chair Rope around my neck I feel like no one cares I'm hopeless I try to talk to God But it seems like I don't have a prayer Why can't I just be a normal man? Why can't I be loved? I don't understand why I'm not good enough I gave it all I had, now I'm giving up And now the only thing I trust is this truss They always told me I should pray They always told me God would take away this pain They always told me time would make it go away They always told me stick it out, you'll be okay But I'm not, and I haven't been My life is a wreck, like it's an accident So, I'll count to 10 And when I hit that last number I'll be numb and hope this madness ends 1, I remember when she cheated My heart was broken into several pieces 2, I was just another dude But you told me that I was the one for you so 3, 4, 5, Why'd he have to die? Best friend was drunk But still, they let him drive Off the right side of the road He was thrown through the window into the sky 6, Grandma can not meet my kids She went to Heaven January 25th I wasn't ready for her life to end I had so many questions to ask her But now I can't so 7, 8, Hope I fall straight With all my weight, my neck should break and I will suffocate 9, 10, I begin to descend Close my eyes and know my life is at it's end! Rope tightens and my neck squeezes My eyes open wide I'm barely breathing And I can not even try to save myself Cause I tied my hands behind my back I can't believe it I just wanted to be done with all this pain That my life has brought on me I googled how to do this But it ain't say nothin bout all the regrets I'd prolly see I start to panic cause my life will vanish any second now And no one's here with me I could of probly managed any sadness that I had But half the time I felt like no one's listening God, please! Help me now I'm not ready to go, but I'm blacking out I'm not tappin, but my life is flashin as I'm passin And I'm scared of where I'm headed now The last thing I remembered seeing Before my eyes sealed shut tight Was a picture of my mom hanging on my wall Staring back into my eyes And instantly, I regretted it And I don't know if I'm Hell or Heaven sent But I know it's a mistake I didn't take away this pain I passed it to my relatives How could I be so selfish? I only ever thought of me I could've called anyone to help but I just soaked in all my misery Now my mom's gonna find me hanging there And I know it's gonna mess her up She's gonna blame herself And think she wasn't there As she buries her own youngest son And my parent's marriage starts to fail Cause what kept em glued is under coffin nails Cause it's hard to love When a part of your heart Is torn apart and no longer there And my brothers and sisters Will be with one less sibling Thinking about the signs that they were missing And they'll take the blame for it but it's not there fault Every thought of it is like a wound with salt And I'm sorry It never even came across my mind that y'all Could help me So many thoughts went through my mind That I forgot about you Honestly, it's overwhelming To my niece and nephew, I'm sorry too Y'all just think I'm sleeping but it isn't true I'm gone and I'm never coming back I wasn't thinking, I just made a selfish act My world begins to fade away My breathing slows with every breath I take Every thought of every person that I ever loved Has made it's way into my brain And I'm full of nothing but regret But it's too late to change what I've done My whole life I felt like I'm depressed But life had only just begun
Started out so young, yeah I grew up quick Back when this was fun, yeah I do miss Wasn't very hated on, so much popular shit And full of confidence So please don't get me wrong, thanks for all the compliments I do not blame myself, I won't misplace this anger Mom an dad weren't there to help, just a few words on paper How was I supposed to know, don't think I made a choice Left alone in the streets as a teen, when I just needed a voice I just needed some guidance I just needed to laugh an smile I just needed to be assured But I just spent my only change on this black n mild So the next time y'all wanna look at me and judge Say something to my face, not behind closed doors Tell me how much you hate How much you despise me How much you think of me as waste And to the few out there hearing me To the ones that can relate Know you not alone This something we never could anticipate Ohh no...,
I'm not trying to be a hypocrite, but for all you young rappers still posting their lyrics down here.. Let me tell you bro you can spit that out. You don't have to show it to everyone first before you can let it out, Just put on the music, close off from the people around you. Let the words fall on the melody and don't let anybody try to stop you. I suffer this problem. And as of yet still today i am not able to make my first official remix/storytelling beat remix because of the fear of people trying to bring you down, the negative comments. and most of all being afraid to fail Failing is hard, but it wont break you. Youll regret never posting your rap video when you lay in your bed. When people dont understand you You post your lyrics so you tell them a story They can comment , like and dislike it based on their story, just some words aint gonna cut it, if you want to post whatever you need to post. just spit it. And put sufficient effort in it so that ONLY YOU are surprised by your video, don't be so hard on yourself. It will break you. And trying won't break you. It will only make you stronger, learn from the words you can't pronounce exactly,!! you dont have to be a perfectionist., the reason that your having doubts is because it looks like everybody is good at it. but you dont have to care about everyone else. learn to look in the mirror and accept growth, embrace your growth like it is your last day. We have a short life, but alot of time. Dont let fear be a word for you. You should fight the fear. And when it's getting too much for you. YOU fight harder Soon enough youll be able to accept yourself and make music with a much more comfortable way of either producing, singing, rapping. Cmn man.. Do it .. Make your family/friends proud by making sure that they will recognize your voice on the radio of either your country, or your local neighborhood. i put my heart into writing this for who ever is readying, american, african, dutch, english, young, old, male / female. black/white. It doesn't matter. Your only going to regret it every time over and over untill you do what your heart wants you to do. And that is following it. Don't let opinions / negative thoughts kill your dreams Delete everything that is a obstacle to you. And you'll grow succesfull.. From Statim Finis (Beatmaker/Lyricswriter/Rapper/Graphic Designer)
I remember when We would stay up late Every single night Scribbling in the blanks Write our dreams to life Think of different ways We could use our minds She would flip the page I would start to write She would start to sing I would start to vibe We would start to laugh Now I wanna cry Cause you’re not around I need you in my life But you’re not alive Tell me what to do This just ain’t a life Living here without you I cant stand the ride I just wanna cruise Laugh and Skype tonight? We can sing the blues You just gotta choose But you made your choice Now I’m stuck alone I can hear your voice People say I’m crazy Yeah I fake the noise But it heals the wounds Like I got a choice I try to speak to you But you don’t reply You visit me in dreams You always leave my side I don’t understand Why you’d rather die Than asking me for help You know I’d ride or die But you left the world I just wanna cry I don’t wanna live I don’t wanna try I don’t understand Committing suicide Why’d you have to go I need you here alright So wake me up okay I promise I’ll return From this nightmare I’m in I just gotta learn How to be a man How to be alone Promise when you call I’ll pick up the phone I’ll be there okay? I’m always right here I won’t let you go I won’t even try Promise I won’t lie Promise I won’t give Up on you tonight Promise me you’ll live If I give my life I don’t think you know, Just how much I love you. I don’t think you know, Just how much I care. I don’t think you know, Just how much I love you, But I don’t think you know Just how much I’m scared I need you here right now Whyd the fuck you leave I just can’t believe It’s such a selfish thing For you to end it all I was just a ring Away from listening You just had to call Or you coulda text Now I feel regret Cause you went and did it Now I take the blame Cause you left an imprint Deep inside my brain I wish I didn’t miss it I could of picked you up We could of lost it all But I doubted you I just dropped the ball I ignored your text This is all my fault I wish you weren’t alone Now I know the haul Of feeling so undone I could take the fall I understand it all I wish you could come back I would take the fall This is all my fault I’m sorry
Sometimes I just feel like I shouldn't be alive so many years wasted so many dreams left behind I'm recalling everything that happened as I'm looking at the sky when my sis and I were happy when pops was still alive back when I was scolded by my mom for coming back all bruised and beat up Never thought I'd miss those times never thought I'd have these scars not the ones I carry on my body but the ones I sealed away inside hidden from all other eyes like a letter that was written that no one ever found...
You left me behind with nothing but a letter Its stuck in my mind, with hand written letters Said how i brought pain instead of pleasures Going insane without you i got to much pressure Im alone again , left behind without you friend Stuck in the moment , just feel too stressed Guess its for the best , only brought you pain I failed every test , only myself to blame Desperate times call for similar measures So here i go again with nothing else to treasure Take another line upon another line Up my nose with my life on the line Lone wolf with hyenas lurking by my side Waiting for me to slip to take whats mine With you i had someone to fight for Now i dont know what my lifes for Tried calling you to ventilate , no answer Emotions turning cold again, like cancer Past identity in the corner of my mind Last time you really helped me shine All i see is your pretty hand written letters Wile im being dragged down in darkness Hope your actually feeling better regardless Of what you ended and what we started
So many letters I’ve written written written No one’s around to listen listen listen Mhmmm mmm mhm mmm mm Mhmmm I got some things on my mind That will take some time To rewind rewind Mhmmm mm mhm mmm So many things left unspoken To many tears shed when I awoken all I ever wanted was you You Oh it was you Always you left me broken in two With a icy heart turning from red into blue I can not lie I tried to find All the rocks where you hide But when I awaken You always leave from my side Saying it’s time for a new girl to rise My flower dies Until nothing left of u only memories of dust inside Why why oh why do u forget who? Why why oh why do you forget who? When all she ever does is for you Who are you? To decide where this little flower will die Who gave u that right. It was I… Now u know why. I made you forget me When your love betrayed thee.
I don’t want they’re letters All I want All I want is your letter Ding dong, surprise Open the door, I’m here for you I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever Never did I expect Someone e to miss me that much I still don’t understand Why you care so much about me I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever Didn’t know, didn’t think I would That I would cry Till the moment came a little closer Why did I cry Because I love you I love you forever and Always Things happen for a reason I want your letter Need your love More than ever I want your letter Need your love More than ever
Dear old me Back to when I was three Staying up late waiting for my mama At the window sill cause I couldn't stand the trama Crying cause it felt so damn long Didn't feel like a belong Dear old me Sitting at that tree Feeling carefree I was five the time of my life When my mom was still a housewife Till school starts I couldn't stand the bitter hearts Dear old me 7 years old think I got the key This is when i wish I could tell my self some ish Dont let the words get to you Just cause your sad you don't have to chew They say things cause there stupid Your falling for the trap are u clueless Dear old me Now I'm ten Living in my den Stop playing those damn games And get up and get those gains Dear old me Everything is falling Your family is calling Rip nana I love u forever Felt like my heart was sever Anxiety on the rise Now you need allies Wish you could cry But you rather fly like a butterfly Dear old me Middle school starts now your in the dark
Tựa như một giấc mộng tàn Phai theo những cơn mơ màng Đợi cho nước mắt ngập tràng Đến khi tim này héo tan Chẳng cần phải nói một lời Biết bao ước mơ xa vời Vượt qua sống một đời Đến khi tim mình vỡ đôi
With all these inspired thoughts I take my time just to write Everything within sight Everytime I just close my eyes I can feel I lose control All these situations take their toll I don't know how long I can go On the path that I chose Onto these memories that hold Certain choices Led me to tonight This very moment I shine so bright I know I own it Time has made my mind expand Took me to a place of inception Dream within a dream I could finally be me Never should you ever let yourself go Take over thoughts Never let it take control I face my inner demons That reep broken souls Keeping me caged Beauty behind the beast I rage out with fangs out Fighting for love an affection A rose with no pedals True love left in question Heart broken in sections Will my inner beauty Ever be resurrected
[Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters [Verse:] Dear old me Back to when i was three Staying up late waiting for my mama At the window sill cause i couldn’t stand the trauma Dear old me Sitting at that tree Feeling carefree I was five at the time of my life When my mama was still a housewife Till school starts I couldn’t stand the bitter hearts Dear old me 7 years old think i got the key This is where i wish Don’t let words get to you Just cause you're sad you don’t have to chew You're falling for the trap you're clueless Dear old me Your ten Living in my den Bullied on the playground you can’t defend Don’t pretend it didn’t hurt You feel the pain Young boy get up and get those gains Dear old me Everything is falling Your family is calling Why are you stalling Time waits for no one Dear old me Your 17 thinking your dream can be achieved Years of thinking you’ll live infinitely Definitively it’s more like the theory of relativity Spiritual soul Diving for his goals getting deep Dear old me this is the last letter You feel like life doesn’t matter You fell off the latter You’ve been beaten like cake batter [Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters [Verse:2] Last chance you can’t do it You put the gun down You can be found Life’s beaten you down Get up off the ground Make something of yourself Don’t think any less The letters help me confess So dear old me Fight to get things right This time grab a hold of the line Letters in the safe So dangerous to our memories Elevated the stakes Time been wasted Let’s change this My turn to take turn for a route Patiently waiting in every scene Chasing my dreams There’s so many things I hold Dear Getting rid of the fear Dear me Sun’s gleaming Autumn scent is strong Live today We only live once So Dear me The letters are over [Chorus:] I Know you’ve been falling down Lost Feeling like you won't come around You've been writing letters
A memory A cemetery A similiarity The pain Killing me Memory Haunting me Cant sleep Cant eat Head heavy Heart empty Had plenty To not any Had friends Had family Im my own Worst enemy Feet dont fail Me Path not easy Road is rocky Im not perfect I get sloppy Head gets heavy Drown in negative ity Suffocat ing bad ener gy I struggle Yet stay on my feet I get lost Trying to find peace One eye open When i sleep Uncertainty poverty Darken my reali ty I cant breathe So much an xiety The wounds cut deep Its killing me
You've scribed the lullaby in your eyes in my mind and i can't break it, bottle after bottle trying to drown out the tune but the notes just keep playin.
You left me behind, with just 3 words Couple pronouns, a single verb You said I hate you, girl why you lyin Fell in love with you, that was my crime You locked my heart up, I did the time I really miss those days, that I called you mine But nothing lasts forever, we met our deadline Hope you forgive me, for those stupid fights we had Now you gone for good, got me feeling sad
These our all my letter's from all my feelings over tentions lessons blessings and tentions studied the greats they have to be mentioned 2pac yak and fatle where counchess rap before it became a pac off the dome feeling as slick as a picture
Tantas letras que escribí Menos de la mitad que recibí Dentro de mi ser lo resentí Ocultas en el correo el cual nunca abrí Es como mi baúl de recuerdos Si lo abro muero lento Es como una caja de pandora Solo que esta historia no es un cuento Revuelve sentimientos que tenía ocultos Supongo que de la clandestinidad salen estos frutos Trabajamos sol a sol por un salario bruto Olvidamos lo que realmente importa, eso nos hace brutos Buscamos lo que somos desgraciadamente Ocultando sentimientos nuestra alma se entristece Incluso antes de tiempo poco a poco esta envejece Hasta que se torne negra, ese día perece Aparecen letras en mi armario que nunca escribí Tantas palabras que nunca entregué Tantos caminos a los que falté Y aunque fallé nunca me rendí Lo conseguí con el tiempo así fue Pero se fue como el día que te conocí Y aprendí que no todo es malo ni bueno Pero fuí un aprendiz que se quemo con fuego Y en el juego no era bueno aún era inexperto Muy orgulloso y audaz más mi falta de respeto Hicieron que mi alma fuera negra de pólvora y repleto Un cóctel molotov que se creo en ideas del ghetto A mí me amaron desde que era un feto Más yo nunca aprendí a amar Me costaba aferrar e inclusive soltar Puede que suene mal pero tenía miedo Aprendí que hay puertas que aunque no quiera abrir Tienen que abrirse para que lo malo pueda salir Enfrentar la vida de una vez por todas e intentar ser feliz Porque todo se consigue como si fuera cosecha, sembrando maíz
Every story's written on a blank page But first you need the words So if you don't know what to say What comes out sounds absurd So it's easier to fall silent Than to climb the hurdles That come hurled at you by life When you wanna be heard
All you need is strengthen up will to keep up, When it's hard, all I ask of you is not to give up. You ain't weak, insecurities are just petty tricks, It's only you in between you and your boxes with fewer ticks. You can accomplish all that you wish, all that you need is within your reach, You just need to seek it inside you, you control your steps toward where it leads. But life ain't easy, plus it's deceiving, I won't lie, it's exhausting. Most days, you are daunting, cussing and crying, some days are haunting. Yet sometimes one good moment is worth all day spent fighting When it's bleak, hope is the muse that keeps life inspiring. All you need is courage to take that one step and move forward, One foot after another, all you need is determination not stop when it gets hard. All I need to do is believe in myself and walk pass my failures All life is a legacy we live behind for the paths we ventures.
A vida segue sentido a caminho da morte eu sei Mas não me acostumei Com cadáveres, flores dentro de um caixão Lágrimas dores dentro de um coração. Não me interessa como está o tempo , no Dia de luto é muito sofrimento, então Um silêncio toma conta de quem chora por dentro E uma palavra de lamento, não pode amenizar Esse momento triste de quem deixou de existir Que nunca mais vai chorar, ou muito menos sorrir O céu escuro sustenta um temporal que não acalma Será chuva ou fúria, de Deus chorando pela alma Não sei , não posso entender porque sou só um réu Um réu que pode sentir que existe luz ali no céu Pronto para perdoar alguém que acabou de morrer Numa viagem pro além E nada supera a dor de quem ficou pra trás Dos familiares, dos pais ,os filhos choram demais O sino toca pra fechar o caixão Com gritaria, com choro, o pastor termina sua oração Mesmo sabendo que naquele corpo não há vida O sentimento de perda, bate na hora da partida Carregando uma rosa, cheguei perto da cova Com aquele aperto no peito, expresso o meu sentimento A multidão troca de mão pra carregar o corpo E eu olhando aquela cena, vi que a vida é um sopro Que a morte suga de volta no ultimo suspiro O peso do mundo levou mais seis espíritos Um minuto de silêncio tive esses pensamentos Só voltei a mim, porque durante aquele sepultamento Alguém gritou e eu ouvi ... Deus meus olhos não vão resistir...
I happened to pass by my shadow on the streets It rained and I looked up as the sun dismissed Wet cheeks, blurry sight I’m not even sure if it’s tears pouring from my eyes And I know that she knows that I know that she knows That everything I do was to go with the flow I’ve been doing stuffs that I’ve never been told Just to retain my grip and my hold Listen, I want you to listen Pay attention to all the things that I wanna tell you Baby, listen, please listen So that I can tell you all the lies that I wouldn’t have told you I want you to see to, I want you to see through The field that has been blocked from your view The roses that bloomed, they gave me the chills Cos they are too pretty to be considered real I know, that I knew, that I would be crying over someone like you Thunder and lightning trying to brighten up my day but the pain never went away My hands are shaking and my heart has gone cold It’s still summer but it feels like a winter without snow I’m shivering while I’m still breathing I’m running out of breath, it’s the end of the show Can I take a bow and step off the stage? Cos I’ve already lost my battle with age Flip to another page, that’s another chapter A world where there’s no sadness, only laughter But the page I was looking for got tore off by my hands Cos there’s no such thing as ‘everything is fine when it ends’ Give me a paper and a pen And I will write down my pain on a scale from one to ten It’s eleven, because there’s never an end Numbers they never made sense, they’re just there to make up ‘the end’ Flash-forward to a few years that are in sight I see nothing I guess I need some insight I need medication to supress this unnerving sensation I need to go to sleep to escape from this dimension Free me from this universe, save me from this bind Cos I don’t ever want to be left behind Every time I fell I take it as a sign A hint that I should stop chasing after you cos you’re not on my mind You’re never here, I’m never there but we’re both so near We both never spoke, but still I hold on to my tears Sitting across the table but there’s so much distance It’s distant, it’s killing me slowly, and I need assistance I cut my wrist but all I did was flinched Blood ran down like tears but I didn’t move even an inch The physical pain feels more or less like a pinch Cos the scars on my heart made me a mask full of tint Slow down, I wanted to say I’m sorry Apologizing for all the memories I feel like I’m looking at the world upside down Cos I was never meant to be happy inside out Look into my eyes and tell me I’m not fine Tell me that I always have something to hide Secrets to bury, I wanna run but I can’t fly Grounded by emotions, restricting all my motions I didn’t want to let you know, I didn’t want to let you go Blow out the candles on my cake and turn off the lights as you leave I made a wish and I know it’ll never happen Cos I won’t be there to see it being granted I’m a ghost; I’m the host for this confusing circus Too much on my mind, I can’t stop this turbulence This fusion of delusion is causing an illusion Of me being stuck in a mirror while you melt away as I froze in time Pinch me, I want to wake up from this dream I want to be free from all the imaginings I want to run away from the painful imagery Cos I can’t stand no more to all this savagery Stab me through my heart, cos I know it won’t hurt Tell me that I should be sorry for causing so much hurt If today I die, I choose to die by my words I’ll go with no regrets, only tears and blood I’ll go with tears and blood I’ll promised to not return I’ll still love even if it hurts… I'll still love... *IT WILL MEAN A LOT TO ME IF YOU KINDLY TAKE A LOOK AT MY CHANNEL AND MAYBE SUBSCRIBE* . *NEW SONGS COMING SOON*
As an Aspiring Rapper, reading this hit my soul. Please turn this into a song if you haven't already. It's really beautiful, and I could tell it was from your heart. 😊. I'd listen to it as many times needed. Keep it up! 😊😁
bro is this 3/4 time signature? fucking respect. first time I've heard someone do that on a rap beat. I'm finding it hard to type this because im too busy bouncing to this hard ass beat 🔥🌊🔥🌊
Damn it, another day, with the pen in the hand, DAMN IT, Another outstanding, verse on paper, Damn it, Escaping my fantasy, to face my reality, Especially, if you haven't listen to me, Carefully, Especially, when I'm on the beat, Anybody tell me to keep rhymin or tryin, I might feel like they lyin, but complaining is so Bainsic, oh I mean basic, well basically, a basic lie, can build or destroy sumbody,
Yeah.. To be honest I been writing these letters, saying how much i miss you and nothing's getting better, some days I wish i never met her, heart getting drier, my eyes getting wetter! Falling leaves in the fall, wishing you'd call when I needed you the most, but you left me in the dust! Decided to go ghost! Now I don't even know, the love I wish you would have shown, my heart has a hole, wish I would've known, that's why you never picked up the phone, crying in room, sitting all alone, just messing with my best friend behind my back, like I wish I could let go! But I can't, cause all I can do is rant, rant about my past, rant about my dad, rant about me never getting you back! God damn.. Gotta keep it real, why'd you mess with my feels, why you wanna hurt me so bad that it kills? Why all of a sudden I wanna pop pills, shit gives me chills, I know.. I know you been gone ever since we met, weren't there every time i was going through stress, been depressed, this whole god damn relationship is a mess, turned me into a wreck, oh.. No.. TK (September 7th 2017)
as i begin to write, i have a lot of things to say i feel the endless nights, i always kneel down and pray '' God, i wish i get through this day. May you remove the pain away. '' all i needed was someone to stay, talk to somebody as i sit down and lay sitting down here, i can feel the silence i'm really confused, why do i hear the sirens? looks like I fainted, my whole life is wasted spent my life away from the world so i won't be hated i try to open my eyes, my vision starts to get blurry i feel like this is the end of my journey it's midnight, but why do i see a ray of light? oh well, looks like i'm just another case of suicide (guys, tell me what you think. i didn't really follow the beat. i'm new to writing, hope you guys can help me!)
Everyday a struggle a battle a war inside my mind, i want to see clearly but im plain out blind all of these demons sit inside of me wishing that i could speak but everything i want to say is trapped in a cell 4 walls stop me from ever getting out locked up no way of escape trying to make everyday count but how can i when im lost broken down from the things people say im alone im astray all of these thoughts in my brain tell me that im the one to blame everything ive ever done ended in failure no matter how hard i tried i wish i could know what love felt like i feel numb inside and out im trying to figure this life shit out i feel like i scream for help but no one ever listens to what i have to say i guess thats why i pray everyday that the lord comes to save me from myself depressed as hell wanting it to end wanting all this pain i lock inside myself to stop wishing that i wasn’t such a downer always thinking about the negatives even in the good situations these thoughts race through my mind everyday and drive me to the brink of insanity i wish all of humanity could be saved from this disease of a broken mentality and live to love and live for peace get off the floor get off our knees and just live care free with no one to be forced to please all of these struggles we face are what makes us great please show love i cant take anymore hate All of these things inside my mind i do debate and then i go and separate myself from society thinking it will fix my anxiety as i sit alone i reminisce on things i regret i write down all of my feelings onto this page letting everything out like i have Tourettes i wish myself the best i pour these thoughts out of my chest hoping to reconnect with who i once was trying to lift myself out of this slump all of this pain inside my mind keeps me going hatred runs so deep ill never give up i was born a warrior power sits deep inside i have so much pride im sick of trying to hide these walls will not confine me im breaking out of this cell ive lived to long in this hell i will never ring that bell i will climb the mountain no matter how long it takes till i come out victorious and prevail
My father wanted me to tell another lie why Why’d you wanna watch me die inside Knowing a lie will ruin your family I’m the one sitting here dealing with all the negative energy I know telling truth really made you my enemy But there ain’t a better man to envy me I remember sitting there with my chest feeling so heavily thinking it was the end of me But really it was the end of our bond Dad your not even there no more your gone You done so much fucked up shit it’s wrong don’t even get me started about the things you did to dawn Them lonely weekends she was there you was gone Telling her your at work knowing your lying But gets mad when she denies it Call her a liar but the proof doesn’t disguise it With your new bitch you better hide it Cause your not invited on the new land feeling very excited Probably more happy cause there’s no Kevin sightings And if he does he’s gonna meet this iron I’ve had enough of these dead beat liars Cmon on dad you should have known I was getting tired
im writin letters to those who are gone and missed, signed and sealed with a kiss/still plenty of fish, in the lake in the river in the sea, to many are barking up the wrong tree, i continue to see blue sky and sunshine, that long line on your palm you love line, take whats mine, your hand your heart, mind your wicked smart, i might not have the most to offer but this is a start.
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Contrary Beats 3/3 time signature trap beat brilliantly done and constructed
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Contrary Beats may i use your beats for nonprofit if I credit you
How can i contact you?
I wanna know how i can contact you guys as well and how we can get together to collaborate. I wrote a song called FTC Failing, that i believe perfectly outlines what the FTC and RUclips are doing and what it is making us content creators feel. I will be putting it up on my Facebook page as well as my Tarot And Astrology For All page on facebook, may actually start a channel where i will begin to put out my lyrical content for others to listen to. I may put it up on soundcloud as well so don't be surprised if it is up there too. My aim isn't to make money as much as it is to spread my voice and message with the world! Have a great day and please contact me back!
Here I am
Standing in this chair
Rope around my neck
I feel like no one cares
I'm hopeless
I try to talk to God
But it seems like I don't have a prayer
Why can't I just be a normal man?
Why can't I be loved?
I don't understand why I'm not good enough
I gave it all I had, now I'm giving up
And now the only thing I trust is this truss
They always told me I should pray
They always told me God would take away this pain
They always told me time would make it go away
They always told me stick it out, you'll be okay
But I'm not, and I haven't been
My life is a wreck, like it's an accident
So, I'll count to 10
And when I hit that last number
I'll be numb and hope this madness ends
1, I remember when she cheated
My heart was broken into several pieces
2, I was just another dude
But you told me that I was the one for you so
3, 4, 5, Why'd he have to die?
Best friend was drunk
But still, they let him drive
Off the right side of the road
He was thrown through the window into the sky
6, Grandma can not meet my kids
She went to Heaven January 25th
I wasn't ready for her life to end
I had so many questions to ask her
But now I can't so
7, 8, Hope I fall straight
With all my weight, my neck should break and
I will suffocate
9, 10, I begin to descend
Close my eyes and know my life is at it's end!
Rope tightens and my neck squeezes
My eyes open wide I'm barely breathing
And I can not even try to save myself
Cause I tied my hands behind my back
I can't believe it
I just wanted to be done with all this pain
That my life has brought on me
I googled how to do this
But it ain't say nothin bout all the regrets
I'd prolly see
I start to panic cause my life will vanish any second now
And no one's here with me
I could of probly managed any sadness that I had
But half the time I felt like no one's listening
God, please! Help me now
I'm not ready to go, but I'm blacking out
I'm not tappin, but my life is flashin as I'm passin
And I'm scared of where I'm headed now
The last thing I remembered seeing
Before my eyes sealed shut tight
Was a picture of my mom hanging on my wall
Staring back into my eyes
And instantly, I regretted it
And I don't know if I'm Hell or Heaven sent
But I know it's a mistake
I didn't take away this pain
I passed it to my relatives
How could I be so selfish?
I only ever thought of me
I could've called anyone to help but
I just soaked in all my misery
Now my mom's gonna find me hanging there
And I know it's gonna mess her up
She's gonna blame herself
And think she wasn't there
As she buries her own youngest son
And my parent's marriage starts to fail
Cause what kept em glued is under coffin nails
Cause it's hard to love
When a part of your heart
Is torn apart and no longer there
And my brothers and sisters
Will be with one less sibling
Thinking about the signs that they were missing
And they'll take the blame for it but it's not there fault
Every thought of it is like a wound with salt
And I'm sorry
It never even came across my mind that y'all
Could help me
So many thoughts went through my mind
That I forgot about you
Honestly, it's overwhelming
To my niece and nephew, I'm sorry too
Y'all just think I'm sleeping but it isn't true
I'm gone and I'm never coming back
I wasn't thinking, I just made a selfish act
My world begins to fade away
My breathing slows with every breath I take
Every thought of every person that I ever loved
Has made it's way into my brain
And I'm full of nothing but regret
But it's too late to change what I've done
My whole life I felt like I'm depressed
But life had only just begun
Hey can I use these please but I doubt I’ll release the song but I’m just asking in case I decide to
Shush Beg he got the lyrics from Crypt homie
These are not his lyrics The song is “ The end “ by “ CRYPT “
awwww God bless u🥺🤎
@@shushbeg5450 those lyrics are from Crypts song
Started out so young, yeah I grew up quick
Back when this was fun, yeah I do miss
Wasn't very hated on, so much popular shit
And full of confidence
So please don't get me wrong, thanks for all the compliments
I do not blame myself, I won't misplace this anger
Mom an dad weren't there to help, just a few words on paper
How was I supposed to know, don't think I made a choice
Left alone in the streets as a teen, when I just needed a voice
I just needed some guidance
I just needed to laugh an smile
I just needed to be assured
But I just spent my only change on this black n mild
So the next time y'all wanna look at me and judge
Say something to my face, not behind closed doors
Tell me how much you hate
How much you despise me
How much you think of me as waste
And to the few out there hearing me
To the ones that can relate
Know you not alone
This something we never could anticipate
Ohh no...,
I felt this🔥🔥
Just finished a song with this one. Amazing
Made me cry.. reminded me of my mom in a good way..
thank you
I'm not trying to be a hypocrite, but for all you young rappers still posting their lyrics down here.. Let me tell you bro you can spit that out. You don't have to show it to everyone first before you can let it out,
Just put on the music, close off from the people around you. Let the words fall on the melody and don't let anybody try to stop you.
I suffer this problem. And as of yet still today i am not able to make my first official remix/storytelling beat remix
because of the fear of people trying to bring you down, the negative comments. and most of all being afraid to fail
Failing is hard, but it wont break you.
Youll regret never posting your rap video when you lay in your bed.
When people dont understand you
You post your lyrics so you tell them a story
They can comment , like and dislike it based on their story, just some words aint gonna cut it, if you want to post whatever you need to post. just spit it.
And put sufficient effort in it so that ONLY YOU are surprised by your video, don't be so hard on yourself.
It will break you.
And trying won't break you. It will only make you stronger, learn from the words you can't pronounce exactly,!! you dont have to be a perfectionist., the reason that your having doubts is because it looks like everybody is good at it. but you dont have to care about everyone else. learn to look in the mirror and accept growth, embrace your growth like it is your last day.
We have a short life, but alot of time. Dont let fear be a word for you.
You should fight the fear.
And when it's getting too much for you. YOU fight harder
Soon enough youll be able to accept yourself and make music with a much more comfortable way of either producing, singing, rapping.
Cmn man.. Do it .. Make your family/friends proud by making sure that they will recognize your voice on the radio of either your country, or your local neighborhood. i put my heart into writing this for who ever is readying, american, african, dutch, english, young, old, male / female. black/white. It doesn't matter.
Your only going to regret it every time over and over untill you do what your heart wants you to do.
And that is following it.
Don't let opinions / negative thoughts kill your dreams
Delete everything that is a obstacle to you. And you'll grow succesfull..
From Statim Finis (Beatmaker/Lyricswriter/Rapper/Graphic Designer)
This is a very underrated comment, great words of wisdom thank you!
Statim Finis thanks man! 🙏🏼
Statim Finis Thank you man hope the same applies to you🙏🔥💯
I do all the same shit as u bro make beats lyrics rap and gfx
Thank you brother
THIS DRUM PATTERN IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN MY LIFE
Its very simple
UnlimiteD_Creati0nS that’s what I thought hahaa
I'm a big fan of simple drums.
to each is own, it fits me but I think mine could me even more complex. I'm imagining that it would be a masterpiece. (: I would love to believe.
Gotta hit it with those polyrhythms
''Yesterday is history , tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift... thats why they call it the present.'' -Master Oogway
This beat is pure fire
Words so strong as I speak
Fire in my lungs
I never thought I'd bare this heat
Lyrics blast off like gunz
....
Best deep instrumental ever made.
Contrary come back man we all miss your beats.
This is so beautiful! 😢
This beat is so hard to understand which makes it actually very flexible and deep 🥶 you dojn great work bro 🔥
I remember when
We would stay up late
Every single night
Scribbling in the blanks
Write our dreams to life
Think of different ways
We could use our minds
She would flip the page
I would start to write
She would start to sing
I would start to vibe
We would start to laugh
Now I wanna cry
Cause you’re not around
I need you in my life
But you’re not alive
Tell me what to do
This just ain’t a life
Living here without you
I cant stand the ride
I just wanna cruise
Laugh and Skype tonight?
We can sing the blues
You just gotta choose
But you made your choice
Now I’m stuck alone
I can hear your voice
People say I’m crazy
Yeah I fake the noise
But it heals the wounds
Like I got a choice
I try to speak to you
But you don’t reply
You visit me in dreams
You always leave my side
I don’t understand
Why you’d rather die
Than asking me for help
You know I’d ride or die
But you left the world
I just wanna cry
I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna try
I don’t understand
Committing suicide
Why’d you have to go
I need you here alright
So wake me up okay
I promise I’ll return
From this nightmare I’m in
I just gotta learn
How to be a man
How to be alone
Promise when you call
I’ll pick up the phone
I’ll be there okay?
I’m always right here
I won’t let you go
I won’t even try
Promise I won’t lie
Promise I won’t give
Up on you tonight
Promise me you’ll live
If I give my life
I don’t think you know,
Just how much I love you.
I don’t think you know,
Just how much I care.
I don’t think you know,
Just how much I love you,
But I don’t think you know
Just how much I’m scared
I need you here right now
Whyd the fuck you leave
I just can’t believe
It’s such a selfish thing
For you to end it all
I was just a ring
Away from listening
You just had to call
Or you coulda text
Now I feel regret
Cause you went and did it
Now I take the blame
Cause you left an imprint
Deep inside my brain
I wish I didn’t miss it
I could of picked you up
We could of lost it all
But I doubted you
I just dropped the ball
I ignored your text
This is all my fault
I wish you weren’t alone
Now I know the haul
Of feeling so undone
I could take the fall
I understand it all
I wish you could come back
I would take the fall
This is all my fault
I’m sorry
FELT EVERY WORD...... Losing a friend, someone you hold close from suicide..... damn im sorry but I feel your pain
Can I rap ur song for my channel please
@@adhdlilly9371 Ima watch it
Todd McElhiney Someone took ur lyrics
👏👏👏😍🔥🔥🔥
Sometimes I just feel like I shouldn't be alive
so many years wasted
so many dreams left behind
I'm recalling everything that happened
as I'm looking at the sky
when my sis and I were happy
when pops was still alive
back when I was scolded by my mom
for coming back all bruised and beat up
Never thought I'd miss those times
never thought I'd have these scars
not the ones I carry on my body
but the ones I sealed away inside
hidden from all other eyes
like a letter that was written
that no one ever found...
Nice🔥
love it
Pure talent
I don't know why man but that touched me bro
@@jamie.mcevoy me too
This is best beat i ever heard in my whole life.. 🧡💛
You left me behind with nothing but a letter
Its stuck in my mind, with hand written letters
Said how i brought pain instead of pleasures
Going insane without you i got to much pressure
Im alone again , left behind without you friend
Stuck in the moment , just feel too stressed
Guess its for the best , only brought you pain
I failed every test , only myself to blame
Desperate times call for similar measures
So here i go again with nothing else to treasure
Take another line upon another line
Up my nose with my life on the line
Lone wolf with hyenas lurking by my side
Waiting for me to slip to take whats mine
With you i had someone to fight for
Now i dont know what my lifes for
Tried calling you to ventilate , no answer
Emotions turning cold again, like cancer
Past identity in the corner of my mind
Last time you really helped me shine
All i see is your pretty hand written letters
Wile im being dragged down in darkness
Hope your actually feeling better regardless
Of what you ended and what we started
made me cry ...
This shit is so amazing. Write a song for me😫😫
smuts the dirt wowww
proud of you
Love the chilled dreamy vibe of it!🌊
So many letters I’ve written written written
No one’s around to listen listen listen
Mhmmm mmm mhm mmm mm Mhmmm
I got some things on my mind
That will take some time
To rewind rewind
Mhmmm mm mhm mmm
So many things left unspoken
To many tears shed when I awoken
all I ever wanted was you You
Oh it was you
Always you
left me broken in two
With a icy heart
turning from red into blue
I can not lie
I tried to find
All the rocks where you hide
But when I awaken
You always leave from my side
Saying it’s time for a new girl to rise
My flower dies
Until nothing left of u
only memories of dust inside
Why why oh why do u forget who?
Why why oh why do you forget who?
When all she ever does is for you
Who are you?
To decide where this little flower will die
Who gave u that right.
It was I…
Now u know why.
I made you forget me
When your love betrayed thee.
Amazing work Contrary!
Thanks broo
youre welcome bro!
Great storytelling beat.. A lot good feelings in my head while listening to it..
Thanks man, appreciate that!
I don’t want they’re letters
All I want
All I want is your letter
Ding dong, surprise
Open the door, I’m here for you
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
Never did I expect
Someone e to miss me that much
I still don’t understand
Why you care so much about me
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
Didn’t know, didn’t think
I would
That I would cry
Till the moment came a little closer
Why did I cry
Because I love you
I love you forever and Always
Things happen for a reason
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
I want your letter
Need your love
More than ever
This beat raps to the heart and mind
You already knoe what I'm gonna do with this masterpiece hommie put another masterpiece of words on top of this beat for my mix tape
Do your best 👊
Contrary Beats oh you know I will hommie
Bro you beats are amazing man 👍🏽
Dear old me
Back to when I was three
Staying up late waiting for my mama
At the window sill cause I couldn't stand the trama
Crying cause it felt so damn long
Didn't feel like a belong
Dear old me
Sitting at that tree
Feeling carefree
I was five the time of my life
When my mom was still a housewife
Till school starts
I couldn't stand the bitter hearts
Dear old me
7 years old think I got the key
This is when i wish
I could tell my self some ish
Dont let the words get to you
Just cause your sad you don't have to chew
They say things cause there stupid
Your falling for the trap are u clueless
Dear old me
Now I'm ten
Living in my den
Stop playing those damn games
And get up and get those gains
Dear old me
Everything is falling
Your family is calling
Rip nana I love u forever
Felt like my heart was sever
Anxiety on the rise
Now you need allies
Wish you could cry
But you rather fly like a butterfly
Dear old me
Middle school starts now your in the dark
Olive Winters that was nice, its cool how you just sorta wrote a letter to yourself :p
holy shiz i dont rap but can i use the dear old me part only on some lyrics?
i like it btw owo
Love itt
You need to get noticed
I'm in middle school too... :( I'm in seventh grade and ik how you feel..
that one gave me goosebumps holy shit ...
it's a masterpiece!
Thank you so much!
amazing work bro!
KEEP IT UP
Tựa như một giấc mộng tàn
Phai theo những cơn mơ màng
Đợi cho nước mắt ngập tràng
Đến khi tim này héo tan
Chẳng cần phải nói một lời
Biết bao ước mơ xa vời
Vượt qua sống một đời
Đến khi tim mình vỡ đôi
Love the bounce on this one man 🔥
Wooowwwwww feelingssss is real ❤❤
With all these inspired thoughts
I take my time just to write
Everything within sight
Everytime I just close my eyes
I can feel I lose control
All these situations take their toll
I don't know how long I can go
On the path that I chose
Onto these memories that hold
Certain choices
Led me to tonight
This very moment
I shine so bright
I know I own it
Time has made my mind expand
Took me to a place of inception
Dream within a dream
I could finally be me
Never should you ever let yourself go
Take over thoughts
Never let it take control
I face my inner demons
That reep broken souls
Keeping me caged
Beauty behind the beast
I rage out with fangs out
Fighting for love an affection
A rose with no pedals
True love left in question
Heart broken in sections
Will my inner beauty
Ever be resurrected
You already know it's fire, keep it up bro🔥🔥🔥
Thank you bro 👊
I had to take a second and reflect on my current situations. Very emotional and deep. Real smooth. Dope 🔥💯
Thank you!!
Am i the first person to relalize that this is the beat used in The End by Crypt on his album Tales Of Crypt
Chaser14racer- Chase nope
I found it like 2 days after Crypt released it? (Sry to burst ur bubble)
I knew this beat before crypt used it so I was like WHY DOES THIS BEAT SOUND FAMILIAR
It weirded me out too
MASTERPIECE. I love it.
Thank you!
Contrary Beats your welcome. I love it.
I'm a year late , but damnnnnnMannn !you gotta love this👏🔥🔥
[Chorus:]
I Know you’ve been falling down
Lost
Feeling like you won't come around
You've been writing letters
[Verse:]
Dear old me
Back to when i was three
Staying up late waiting for my mama
At the window sill cause i couldn’t stand the trauma
Dear old me
Sitting at that tree
Feeling carefree
I was five at the time of my life
When my mama was still a housewife
Till school starts
I couldn’t stand the bitter hearts
Dear old me
7 years old think i got the key
This is where i wish
Don’t let words get to you
Just cause you're sad you don’t have to chew
You're falling for the trap you're clueless
Dear old me
Your ten
Living in my den
Bullied on the playground you can’t defend
Don’t pretend it didn’t hurt
You feel the pain
Young boy get up and get those gains
Dear old me
Everything is falling
Your family is calling
Why are you stalling
Time waits for no one
Dear old me
Your 17 thinking your dream can be achieved
Years of thinking you’ll live infinitely
Definitively it’s more like the theory of relativity
Spiritual soul
Diving for his goals getting deep
Dear old me this is the last letter
You feel like life doesn’t matter
You fell off the latter
You’ve been beaten like cake batter
[Chorus:]
I Know you’ve been falling down
Lost
Feeling like you won't come around
You've been writing letters
[Verse:2]
Last chance you can’t do it
You put the gun down
You can be found
Life’s beaten you down
Get up off the ground
Make something of yourself
Don’t think any less
The letters help me confess
So dear old me
Fight to get things right
This time grab a hold of the line
Letters in the safe
So dangerous to our memories
Elevated the stakes
Time been wasted
Let’s change this
My turn to take turn for a route
Patiently waiting in every scene
Chasing my dreams
There’s so many things I hold Dear
Getting rid of the fear
Dear me
Sun’s gleaming
Autumn scent is strong
Live today
We only live once
So Dear me
The letters are over
[Chorus:]
I Know you’ve been falling down
Lost
Feeling like you won't come around
You've been writing letters
Tai Keowan I absolutely love this
lol you stole that from Olive winters comment
iittssViruss credit to olive winters
All credit to olive winters
Can I use this
A memory
A cemetery
A similiarity
The pain
Killing me
Memory
Haunting me
Cant sleep
Cant eat
Head heavy
Heart empty
Had plenty
To not any
Had friends
Had family
Im my own
Worst enemy
Feet dont fail
Me
Path not
easy
Road is
rocky
Im not perfect
I get
sloppy
Head gets
heavy
Drown in
negative ity
Suffocat ing
bad ener gy
I struggle
Yet stay
on my feet
I get lost
Trying to find
peace
One eye open
When i
sleep
Uncertainty
poverty
Darken my
reali ty
I cant
breathe
So much
an xiety
The wounds
cut deep
Its
killing me
🔥🔥🔥👏👏😍
@@Shug4you thank you
Amazing bro
Hey if you follow me on insta we can write some songs together bro. samplethe_rapper
0:46 Magic begins
O man music is so wide, everywhere it has variation
lol yeah I wrote like 3 different texts on this one all started 0:46 xD
It’s 🔥🔥🔥🔥 in my opinion
You've scribed the lullaby in your eyes in my mind and i can't break it, bottle after bottle trying to drown out the tune but the notes just keep playin.
Bro wow this is so amazing
Imma use this beat and give credit , non profit. I just love it and it's so my mood right now.
what does it mean when you say "give credit" and "non profit"??
Rahul Charlie meaning to put the producers name in the song title and not make money off of his production.
Ice cold ❄
Frosty 🤙
You both icy as fuck, if yall did a collab might cause a blizzard 👌
Tyler Seaver look for Voices, they collabed and its amazing
The Shallow Boy I realized after i made that comment, i wrote to that one lmao just gonna hope the do a new one together
Ice cold baby, I knew I was the chosen one
You left me behind, with just 3 words
Couple pronouns, a single verb
You said I hate you, girl why you lyin
Fell in love with you, that was my crime
You locked my heart up, I did the time
I really miss those days, that I called you mine
But nothing lasts forever, we met our deadline
Hope you forgive me, for those stupid fights we had
Now you gone for good, got me feeling sad
Cool this makes me feel soulful
dope ! as always
I cantidad use thais beat for non profit songs??
These our all my letter's from all my feelings over tentions lessons blessings and tentions studied the greats they have to be mentioned 2pac yak and fatle where counchess rap before it became a pac off the dome feeling as slick as a picture
This is good fr story telling
Hello, Good morning! Have a nice day. Thank you for the beat straight chill. On this one instrumental. Have a nice day.
Tantas letras que escribí
Menos de la mitad que recibí
Dentro de mi ser lo resentí
Ocultas en el correo el cual nunca abrí
Es como mi baúl de recuerdos
Si lo abro muero lento
Es como una caja de pandora
Solo que esta historia no es un cuento
Revuelve sentimientos que tenía ocultos
Supongo que de la clandestinidad salen estos frutos
Trabajamos sol a sol por un salario bruto
Olvidamos lo que realmente importa, eso nos hace brutos
Buscamos lo que somos desgraciadamente
Ocultando sentimientos nuestra alma se entristece
Incluso antes de tiempo poco a poco esta envejece
Hasta que se torne negra, ese día perece
Aparecen letras en mi armario que nunca escribí
Tantas palabras que nunca entregué
Tantos caminos a los que falté
Y aunque fallé nunca me rendí
Lo conseguí con el tiempo así fue
Pero se fue como el día que te conocí
Y aprendí que no todo es malo ni bueno
Pero fuí un aprendiz que se quemo con fuego
Y en el juego no era bueno aún era inexperto
Muy orgulloso y audaz más mi falta de respeto
Hicieron que mi alma fuera negra de pólvora y repleto
Un cóctel molotov que se creo en ideas del ghetto
A mí me amaron desde que era un feto
Más yo nunca aprendí a amar
Me costaba aferrar e inclusive soltar
Puede que suene mal pero tenía miedo
Aprendí que hay puertas que aunque no quiera abrir
Tienen que abrirse para que lo malo pueda salir
Enfrentar la vida de una vez por todas e intentar ser feliz
Porque todo se consigue como si fuera cosecha, sembrando maíz
I want to by this beat how ???I see options as PayPal and credit am from India
Every story's written on a blank page
But first you need the words
So if you don't know what to say
What comes out sounds absurd
So it's easier to fall silent
Than to climb the hurdles
That come hurled at you by life
When you wanna be heard
gajab bhai ...
Good shit bro I already have the words in my head for this one
This is dope as hell man, are all y9ur beats non profit
All you need is strengthen up will to keep up,
When it's hard, all I ask of you is not to give up.
You ain't weak, insecurities are just petty tricks,
It's only you in between you and your boxes with fewer ticks.
You can accomplish all that you wish, all that you need is within your reach,
You just need to seek it inside you, you control your steps toward where it leads.
But life ain't easy, plus it's deceiving, I won't lie, it's exhausting.
Most days, you are daunting, cussing and crying, some days are haunting.
Yet sometimes one good moment is worth all day spent fighting
When it's bleak, hope is the muse that keeps life inspiring.
All you need is courage to take that one step and move forward,
One foot after another, all you need is determination not stop when it gets hard.
All I need to do is believe in myself and walk pass my failures
All life is a legacy we live behind for the paths we ventures.
❤️ *So good, bro* 🔥🔥🔥
Absolutely fantastic
Thanks dude!
Perfect beat!
Can i use these beats for songs contrarybeats im loving them i have lyrics and the song gone works perfectly with them
Non profit and give credit 👍
👊 This is the stuff right here!
A vida segue sentido a caminho da morte eu sei
Mas não me acostumei
Com cadáveres, flores dentro de um caixão
Lágrimas dores dentro de um coração.
Não me interessa como está o tempo , no
Dia de luto é muito sofrimento, então
Um silêncio toma conta de quem chora por dentro
E uma palavra de lamento, não pode amenizar
Esse momento triste de quem deixou de existir
Que nunca mais vai chorar, ou muito menos sorrir
O céu escuro sustenta um temporal que não acalma
Será chuva ou fúria, de Deus chorando pela alma
Não sei , não posso entender porque sou só um réu
Um réu que pode sentir que existe luz ali no céu
Pronto para perdoar alguém que acabou de morrer
Numa viagem pro além
E nada supera a dor de quem ficou pra trás
Dos familiares, dos pais ,os filhos choram demais
O sino toca pra fechar o caixão
Com gritaria, com choro, o pastor termina sua oração
Mesmo sabendo que naquele corpo não há vida
O sentimento de perda, bate na hora da partida
Carregando uma rosa, cheguei perto da cova
Com aquele aperto no peito, expresso o meu sentimento
A multidão troca de mão pra carregar o corpo
E eu olhando aquela cena, vi que a vida é um sopro
Que a morte suga de volta no ultimo suspiro
O peso do mundo levou mais seis espíritos
Um minuto de silêncio tive esses pensamentos
Só voltei a mim, porque durante aquele sepultamento
Alguém gritou e eu ouvi ...
Deus meus olhos não vão resistir...
I happened to pass by my shadow on the streets
It rained and I looked up as the sun dismissed
Wet cheeks, blurry sight
I’m not even sure if it’s tears pouring from my eyes
And I know that she knows that I know that she knows
That everything I do was to go with the flow
I’ve been doing stuffs that I’ve never been told
Just to retain my grip and my hold
Listen, I want you to listen
Pay attention to all the things that I wanna tell you
Baby, listen, please listen
So that I can tell you all the lies that I wouldn’t have told you
I want you to see to, I want you to see through
The field that has been blocked from your view
The roses that bloomed, they gave me the chills
Cos they are too pretty to be considered real
I know, that I knew, that I would be crying over someone like you
Thunder and lightning trying to brighten up my day but the pain never went away
My hands are shaking and my heart has gone cold
It’s still summer but it feels like a winter without snow
I’m shivering while I’m still breathing
I’m running out of breath, it’s the end of the show
Can I take a bow and step off the stage?
Cos I’ve already lost my battle with age
Flip to another page, that’s another chapter
A world where there’s no sadness, only laughter
But the page I was looking for got tore off by my hands
Cos there’s no such thing as ‘everything is fine when it ends’
Give me a paper and a pen
And I will write down my pain on a scale from one to ten
It’s eleven, because there’s never an end
Numbers they never made sense, they’re just there to make up ‘the end’
Flash-forward to a few years that are in sight
I see nothing I guess I need some insight
I need medication to supress this unnerving sensation
I need to go to sleep to escape from this dimension
Free me from this universe, save me from this bind
Cos I don’t ever want to be left behind
Every time I fell I take it as a sign
A hint that I should stop chasing after you cos you’re not on my mind
You’re never here, I’m never there but we’re both so near
We both never spoke, but still I hold on to my tears
Sitting across the table but there’s so much distance
It’s distant, it’s killing me slowly, and I need assistance
I cut my wrist but all I did was flinched
Blood ran down like tears but I didn’t move even an inch
The physical pain feels more or less like a pinch
Cos the scars on my heart made me a mask full of tint
Slow down, I wanted to say I’m sorry
Apologizing for all the memories
I feel like I’m looking at the world upside down
Cos I was never meant to be happy inside out
Look into my eyes and tell me I’m not fine
Tell me that I always have something to hide
Secrets to bury, I wanna run but I can’t fly
Grounded by emotions, restricting all my motions
I didn’t want to let you know, I didn’t want to let you go
Blow out the candles on my cake and turn off the lights as you leave
I made a wish and I know it’ll never happen
Cos I won’t be there to see it being granted
I’m a ghost; I’m the host for this confusing circus
Too much on my mind, I can’t stop this turbulence
This fusion of delusion is causing an illusion
Of me being stuck in a mirror while you melt away as I froze in time
Pinch me, I want to wake up from this dream
I want to be free from all the imaginings
I want to run away from the painful imagery
Cos I can’t stand no more to all this savagery
Stab me through my heart, cos I know it won’t hurt
Tell me that I should be sorry for causing so much hurt
If today I die, I choose to die by my words
I’ll go with no regrets, only tears and blood
I’ll go with tears and blood
I’ll promised to not return
I’ll still love even if it hurts…
I'll still love...
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As an Aspiring Rapper, reading this hit my soul. Please turn this into a song if you haven't already. It's really beautiful, and I could tell it was from your heart. 😊. I'd listen to it as many times needed. Keep it up! 😊😁
Can I use this for a non profit, I want to make a song on SoundCloud and I will credit you
Smooth dope track 👌
whats the key of this song
Can I use this beat in no-profit song?
💥💥💥 Killin it!
bro is this 3/4 time signature? fucking respect. first time I've heard someone do that on a rap beat. I'm finding it hard to type this because im too busy bouncing to this hard ass beat 🔥🌊🔥🌊
Thanks! It's definitely uncommon, that's for sure.
Damn it, another day, with the pen in the hand,
DAMN IT, Another outstanding, verse on paper,
Damn it, Escaping my fantasy, to face my reality,
Especially,
if you haven't listen to me, Carefully, Especially,
when I'm on the beat,
Anybody tell me to keep rhymin or tryin,
I might feel like they lyin,
but complaining is so Bainsic,
oh I mean basic,
well basically,
a basic lie,
can build or destroy sumbody,
Yeah.. To be honest I been writing these letters, saying how much i miss you and nothing's getting better, some days I wish i never met her, heart getting drier, my eyes getting wetter! Falling leaves in the fall, wishing you'd call when I needed you the most, but you left me in the dust! Decided to go ghost! Now I don't even know, the love I wish you would have shown, my heart has a hole, wish I would've known, that's why you never picked up the phone, crying in room, sitting all alone, just messing with my best friend behind my back, like I wish I could let go! But I can't, cause all I can do is rant, rant about my past, rant about my dad, rant about me never getting you back! God damn.. Gotta keep it real, why'd you mess with my feels, why you wanna hurt me so bad that it kills? Why all of a sudden I wanna pop pills, shit gives me chills, I know.. I know you been gone ever since we met, weren't there every time i was going through stress, been depressed, this whole god damn relationship is a mess, turned me into a wreck, oh.. No.. TK (September 7th 2017)
Nice work!
This is great bro✌️
Dear contrary beats may I use you amazing beats for nonprofit if I credit you. You music is amazing and I have lyrics I've written
as i begin to write, i have a lot of things to say
i feel the endless nights, i always kneel down and pray
'' God, i wish i get through this day. May you remove the pain away. ''
all i needed was someone to stay, talk to somebody as i sit down and lay
sitting down here, i can feel the silence
i'm really confused, why do i hear the sirens?
looks like I fainted, my whole life is wasted
spent my life away from the world so i won't be hated
i try to open my eyes, my vision starts to get blurry
i feel like this is the end of my journey
it's midnight, but why do i see a ray of light?
oh well, looks like i'm just another case of suicide
(guys, tell me what you think. i didn't really follow the beat. i'm new to writing, hope you guys can help me!)
not gonna lie, i flowed these lyrics pretty good over this beat so for not following, you kinda nailed it. good job dude keep it up
what is the structure ? intro/verse/chorus please ?
Thanks sooo much, this is healing everything!!! One of the best things ive ever heard
Everyday a struggle a battle a war inside my mind, i want to see clearly but im plain out blind all of these demons sit inside of me wishing that i could speak but everything i want to say is trapped in a cell 4 walls stop me from ever getting out locked up no way of escape trying to make everyday count but how can i when im lost broken down from the things people say im alone im astray all of these thoughts in my brain tell me that im the one to blame everything ive ever done ended in failure no matter how hard i tried i wish i could know what love felt like i feel numb inside and out im trying to figure this life shit out i feel like i scream for help but no one ever listens to what i have to say i guess thats why i pray everyday that the lord comes to save me from myself depressed as hell wanting it to end wanting all this pain i lock inside myself to stop wishing that i wasn’t such a downer always thinking about the negatives even in the good situations these thoughts race through my mind everyday and drive me to the brink of insanity i wish all of humanity could be saved from this disease of a broken mentality and live to love and live for peace get off the floor get off our knees and just live care free with no one to be forced to please all of these struggles we face are what makes us great
please show love i cant take anymore hate
All of these things inside my mind i do debate and then i go and separate myself from society thinking it will fix my anxiety as i sit alone i reminisce on things i regret i write down all of my feelings onto this page letting everything out like i have Tourettes i wish myself the best i pour these thoughts out of my chest hoping to reconnect with who i once was trying to lift myself out of this slump all of this pain inside my mind keeps me going hatred runs so deep ill never give up i was born a warrior power sits deep inside i have so much pride im sick of trying to hide these walls will not confine me im breaking out of this cell ive lived to long in this hell i will never ring that bell i will climb the mountain no matter how long it takes till i come out victorious and prevail
wow
G4zzen-Warface thank you i edited the song a bit much love ❤️
I like this beat, dope..
Thank you!
My father wanted me to tell another lie why
Why’d you wanna watch me die inside
Knowing a lie will ruin your family
I’m the one sitting here dealing with all the negative energy
I know telling truth really made you my enemy
But there ain’t a better man to envy me
I remember sitting there with my chest feeling so heavily
thinking it was the end of me
But really it was the end of our bond
Dad your not even there no more your gone
You done so much fucked up shit it’s wrong
don’t even get me started about the things you did to dawn
Them lonely weekends she was there you was gone
Telling her your at work knowing your lying
But gets mad when she denies it
Call her a liar but the proof doesn’t disguise it
With your new bitch you better hide it
Cause your not invited
on the new land feeling very excited
Probably more happy cause there’s no Kevin sightings
And if he does he’s gonna meet this iron
I’ve had enough of these dead beat liars
Cmon on dad you should have known I was getting tired
Jacob Hannon ... sending good vibes.... you're not alone... your words, your story, weren't lost.... for what it's worth, I heard you #keepwriting
im writin letters to those who are gone and missed, signed and sealed with a kiss/still plenty of fish, in the lake in the river in the sea, to many are barking up the wrong tree, i continue to see blue sky and sunshine, that long line on your palm you love line, take whats mine, your hand your heart, mind your wicked smart, i might not have the most to offer but this is a start.
Just wrote a bar with this. Deep shit. Helps the writers block
kalpler bir birine mahsustur ayrılması mümkün değil
ayrı kalmak aşıkların ödemeli olduğu bedeldir
Dünyanın 7 harikası var biride sevebilmektir
belkide seni sevip sensiz kalmak benim kaderimdedir
Perfect bro!
another banger
Hey is there a way that I could use this for non-profit? And in that case I'll just give you creds (Prod. Contrary Beats)?
If i writte my first song can i get this beat? ;/ xd
Love it!
Glad to hear that!
wow so calm
Very neat!
Thank you sir!
Can i use this beat pls ?
Can i use this beat for a song ??
Wow i like it, instrumental .
Magnifique le beat 🐋🔥
Crypt used this beat for his album!
Puedo usarla??