"On the edge" - Emotional NF Type Beat (Prod. Starbeats x Pendo46)

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  • Опубликовано: 10 мар 2019
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  • @deyloo-_37killshot10
    @deyloo-_37killshot10 5 лет назад +19

    He shld rap to this one for reals🔥🔥🔥

  • @truth4460
    @truth4460 3 года назад +5

    This is hands down the best emotional beat I've ever heard

  • @SuperGdhf
    @SuperGdhf 4 года назад +2

    I’ve never cried like this before I heard this song. Shit tugs on the heart strings

  • @Gbasket
    @Gbasket 3 года назад +3

    This is honestly amazing. The name matches perfectly. The vocals, pianos, drums, ambience... everything is astounding and moving. Amazing work on this one 🔥

  • @marobeats6973
    @marobeats6973 4 года назад +1

    Love the vibes ♥

  • @Stargazerz
    @Stargazerz 2 года назад

    really great emotional vibes to this. The piano with the voices are amazing.

  • @sebastiancantu1170
    @sebastiancantu1170 4 года назад +4

    straight fire! 100

  • @jakesawyer2740
    @jakesawyer2740 4 года назад +2

    Now this beat is sick mate reminds of something sad but vibesy at the same time

  • @itsyourgirlamanda1624
    @itsyourgirlamanda1624 4 года назад +1

    Love this beat😍

  • @joshuawood3153
    @joshuawood3153 4 года назад +2

    this beat is so good! cant even put it into words! so happy i came across this!!! 👍 👍

  • @Spiritakalesprit
    @Spiritakalesprit 3 года назад

    MAGNIFIIIC
    µ

  • @zagii4313
    @zagii4313 4 года назад

    luv dis 1!

  • @Burbyno
    @Burbyno 4 года назад

    Wow man, one of the best beats ive heard.

  • @MarkVincentMiralles
    @MarkVincentMiralles 4 года назад +2

    This is the kind of contect that I like. Keep it up!🙋🏿

  • @gangi008
    @gangi008 4 года назад +1

    I love this brooo

  • @Joey_Stylez
    @Joey_Stylez 4 года назад +1

    This beat got me in my feelings

  • @shlemy2832
    @shlemy2832 4 года назад

    Nice vibe , right on the edge , keep it up !!

  • @DietonightLiveforevr
    @DietonightLiveforevr 4 года назад +1

    So i searched on the edge instrumental and this fits so well with what im working on thanks!

  • @MattsG-wf4yv
    @MattsG-wf4yv 4 года назад +4

    This raps my story love it 🔥🔥

  • @Itz_KLONOPIN
    @Itz_KLONOPIN 4 года назад

    Freakin beautiful

  • @franklingalletti1234
    @franklingalletti1234 4 года назад +6

    NF Would SLAUGHTER this. I wish I can hear anyone rap to this masterpiece.

    • @isaacking4010
      @isaacking4010 4 года назад

      You can hear what I write bro if ya don’t mind

    • @OFFICIAL_RSG4L
      @OFFICIAL_RSG4L 4 года назад

      Ill rap to it

    • @emilyp7998
      @emilyp7998 2 года назад

      I'll 5ake that challenge I neeed to get this pain on the notepad anyway. Lol

  • @Sam-zu3px
    @Sam-zu3px 4 года назад

    I found this while looking for nf type beats, I immediately started freestyling to it and wish I made it, AMAziNG!!!

  • @Enchan-Trix
    @Enchan-Trix 3 года назад

    One of your best ones

  • @omarshariff8950
    @omarshariff8950 4 года назад

    Bro your beats touch the hearts. Your beats have their own lyrics 😅. Superb

  • @brandonmccoy6380
    @brandonmccoy6380 4 года назад

    Damn...🔥

  • @Massimo2115
    @Massimo2115 4 года назад

    Love This Beat❤️

  • @denisklein2298
    @denisklein2298 4 года назад

    Sowas wunderschönes

  • @Tosuaw
    @Tosuaw 5 лет назад +5

    Good beat! 🌋💥

  • @briseanmidknyte1147
    @briseanmidknyte1147 4 года назад

    Amazing vibes

  • @elxmisters690
    @elxmisters690 4 года назад

    Amazing beat.

  • @soulriders18
    @soulriders18 3 года назад +1

    Daaamn bro this goes hard asf, im not gonna lie this is a slapper 🎹

  • @Tiago13337
    @Tiago13337 4 года назад +1

    Hey thank you so much! This is so nice!

  • @andyfs3480
    @andyfs3480 4 года назад

    Feel this fire beat !

  • @loser3k
    @loser3k 4 года назад

    FIRE

  • @AlexS04
    @AlexS04 4 месяца назад

    🔥

  • @lucasdonnelly4239
    @lucasdonnelly4239 4 года назад +2

    April rain sample made complete fantastic beat

  • @LanNguyen-rp4ci
    @LanNguyen-rp4ci 2 года назад

    so touching for an excellent video

  • @MrAndrewATeam
    @MrAndrewATeam 4 года назад

    I can deffff see people freestylin to this, kkeep it up 🙏

  • @BrianFulginiti
    @BrianFulginiti 5 лет назад +5

    You guys always put out 🔥 I bet if you paid for an ad, so many more would find and love your beat. Definitely top 5 on RUclips

  • @tunmandanmelakadarulislam1227
    @tunmandanmelakadarulislam1227 4 года назад +1

    Awesome

  • @Mcgui_ladoleste
    @Mcgui_ladoleste 4 года назад +1

    I feel me and this so are only one.

  • @averyfreeman6283
    @averyfreeman6283 3 года назад

    Yep That's Really Good ! 👍

  • @akhardimon5144
    @akhardimon5144 3 года назад

    I can't wait to drop to this
    Ak

  • @calebnewman900
    @calebnewman900 3 года назад +3

    feeling so sore
    i cant take it no more
    the aches and the pains
    and the exhaustion remains
    (written for a friend who was sick during finals)

  • @Pendo46
    @Pendo46 5 лет назад +14

    We killed it bro!

  • @aaronmoore8119
    @aaronmoore8119 3 года назад

    This beat is FIRE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @deyloo-_37killshot10
    @deyloo-_37killshot10 5 лет назад +6

    For reals he should🔥🔥💔💔🔥🔥

    • @ogsoda.premiere
      @ogsoda.premiere 4 года назад

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  • @Spiritakalesprit
    @Spiritakalesprit 3 года назад

    just feeling

  • @godsson1713
    @godsson1713 4 года назад

    Wowwwwwwwwwwwww😭😭

  • @GiselleHeart
    @GiselleHeart 4 года назад

    🙌🏼❤️

  • @BOOGIEMAJORBEATS
    @BOOGIEMAJORBEATS 4 года назад +4

    I love this! I make a lot of beats with vocals like this too, this is one of my favorite styles. Great vibes, raw emotion on this! 🤟♥️🤟

  • @puremind6860
    @puremind6860 5 лет назад +13

    Genial :')

  • @josephricker8688
    @josephricker8688 4 года назад +47

    You were never there
    Did you ever care
    I can barely breathe, I can see them stare
    Fell Into Hell, I wasn’t prepared
    Broken like glass everything I touch turns into ash
    I run but no matter how fast, I can’t escape the past
    I told em I’d be fine but that was just a lie
    I wasn’t fine, I was confined, burnin alive, hurtin inside
    Crossed the street, didn’t look, almost took my life
    Stabbed in the back, every friend is a knife
    Ima give em somethin to purge, somethin to hurt
    Set me ablaze, show me a way off of this Earth
    My conditions a curse, positions reversed
    Fell from the stars into the dirt
    Trapped behind walls of fire and smoke
    Doomed, in a crowded room but I’m still alone
    Depression messed me up
    I act like I don’t give a f*ck
    Then the tears start to flood
    I trip every time I try to run
    God, answer my questions
    Why is this Earth so far from Heaven
    Why am I here, where am I headed
    Why do I fear, it’s causin the tension
    Releasing these thoughts, they will not stop
    Its raining fire through all of the smog
    Ive been thinkin a lot, where are you God
    Am I in your plan or not part of the plot

    • @Rob-ri2os
      @Rob-ri2os 4 года назад +1

      This is dope asf.

    • @tobiasrogers2724
      @tobiasrogers2724 4 года назад +1

      Bro I gotta hear you spit these or else my mouth gonna leave with this sour taste

    • @CBmakesHits
      @CBmakesHits 4 года назад +1

      Leon Pilipenko ruclips.net/video/j8Jril3YcR8/видео.html

    • @tonymadrigal6956
      @tonymadrigal6956 2 года назад +1

      Great song wish I can sing it this touch my heart

  • @svenhofman1420
    @svenhofman1420 4 года назад

    Omg 😍😍😍😍😍😍❤❤❤

  • @SoccerMustafa
    @SoccerMustafa 5 лет назад +61

    Love this beat, i can really feel and connect to it.

    • @Ayejj11
      @Ayejj11 4 года назад +2

      Same bro 🙌🏻

    • @anaem28
      @anaem28 3 года назад

      Same here toooo ..

  • @SiloxYT
    @SiloxYT 4 года назад +39

    Just wanna say, I'm a big fan of NF.
    lately I've been feeling alone having some suicidal thoughts in my head, can't take them out cause they aren't trash cause they're stuck making me feel like I should be dead.
    I can't help this feeling cause it's how I feel towards this life I'm living, trynna strive these intention by making myself not regret the way I think and I think I can make it through the pain I'm feeling.
    Never had anyone back from the past to tell me "nate you are successful and an amazing person" but nah man that will never happen cause I have too many demons inside my head.
    Loneliness is what got me here, not the pain, not the hate but the actions what I did is what made my fan base so great, we help others who are here to blame themselves in every way.
    No emotions needed cause my demons are lurking behind the feelings I'm having and I can't escape the evil which is trynna control me physically.
    Never wanted to change cause I just wanted you all to leave me alone and don't call me nate, may as well call me pain cause that's what I'm feeling and I can't help the way I'm feeling cause of the dreadful thoughts im seeking.

    • @Juwiii
      @Juwiii 4 года назад +1

      Connor Miller hey bruh Imma be here for you how does that sound
      You can dm me on insta when ever you feel like venting
      Since I’m a stranger I can’t technically do anything I can’t evens judge you
      Okaiiii ♥️
      Here’s my @. J.u.w.ii

    • @MCbarry4
      @MCbarry4 4 года назад

      Hope youre finding your way i really do!

    • @user-pe3lw6py9c
      @user-pe3lw6py9c 4 года назад

      damn you couldn't describe me better, you're not alone man

  • @jk541beatz
    @jk541beatz 4 года назад +1

    This is so fuckin relaxing, depressing, and motivating at the same time for me brother!!
    Beat is........ Magical my dude!!
    Great Job 👍
    💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
    I LOVE THIS ❤️

  • @DIDKERProducer
    @DIDKERProducer 5 лет назад +13

    top sounds

    • @CyroBeats
      @CyroBeats 4 года назад

      They say a project of both, epic sounds. with a rhythmic hip hop base (DIDKER Producer X Starbeats)

  • @SoulikNSP
    @SoulikNSP 4 года назад +5

  • @kemali6706
    @kemali6706 4 года назад +2

    Cool, respect from Moscow!

  • @tvkey6004
    @tvkey6004 4 года назад +13

    Life:
    (Verse 1) starts at 0:59
    All this pain
    got me going insane
    my feelings cannot be tamed
    crying every night I’m drained
    not hurt physically but mentally that’s true shit
    Still paying to God, that I get through this
    my heart is not very sturdy
    depression doing me dirty
    niggas are unworthy to me
    so I’m not showing no mercy
    my negative thoughts are powerful
    trapped in an emotional world fighting the devil people praying on my downfall
    don’t want to see me great at all
    shit been on my mind heavy
    thinking of this shit excessively
    trying to live my life but this situation is bothering me

  • @nickbix2718
    @nickbix2718 4 года назад +64

    What am I baring this pain for? I’m stuck in a rare form.
    Lately life has left me standing out in the rainstorm.
    It’s no use, I’m picking the lock of a chained door.
    If angels can fly then what does Heaven got stairs for?

    • @xlipxt
      @xlipxt 4 года назад +3

      Lemme use these 🤣

    • @nickbix2718
      @nickbix2718 4 года назад +1

      @@xlipxt run it lol

    • @CBmakesHits
      @CBmakesHits 4 года назад

      Nick Bix ruclips.net/video/j8Jril3YcR8/видео.html

    • @Joshua-xr9ux
      @Joshua-xr9ux 3 года назад

      Dope!!!

    • @matthewmenter8619
      @matthewmenter8619 3 года назад

      Bro can I run these once

  • @deorcino6927
    @deorcino6927 4 года назад +1

    Base boa

  • @charamoore9983
    @charamoore9983 4 года назад +9

    Lately I just been so depressed,
    I just been so emotional. Thank you to NF ya music stay keeping me devotional. I'm fighting my demons, I'm fighting my battles, I'm on my shit.

    • @masonghostz5316
      @masonghostz5316 4 года назад +3

      thats so awsome

    • @kashaiw913
      @kashaiw913 4 года назад +1

      if you need support DM officialvyg they helped many youths overcome depression and demons.

    • @rayendra7
      @rayendra7 4 года назад +1

      you got this

  • @sethframe3331
    @sethframe3331 5 лет назад +29

    On the edge contemplating life and death. Except they are not separate. One of a kind. If I cant see that then I am blind through these trials that are vile and trying. Easy to frown and still smiling. Big brother diagnosed with Leukemia running through his veins. White blood cells trying to take over and snuff out his flame. This is no game out of the ordinary even though it's very scary. Never too much for us to fight cuz we are born Warriors. All in our identity to infinity and beyond. Death is starting us all in the face, it wont be long. It's so right, it cant be wrong. We all do it, like drinking fluid it keeps us strong. Just keep drinking and dont take it for granted once it's gone. All dried up. There is nowhere to hide us.

  • @the_key413
    @the_key413 4 года назад +87

    About to change up the flow and deepen the tone,
    I can't sing but I can show you how elaborate I think,
    From 2 Different worlds but You ain't been alone,
    I've dealt with the blasphemous hypocrites twisting up the stories of ghosts trapped somewhere deep inside of the twilight clutching the zone,
    I foreseen this day, I knew it was coming, the sky is falling and the mountains are crumbling, listen to the screams coming out of the trumpets,
    The balance of good and evil being Spit unique with a meticulous similarity embedded to the depth of the words deep down inside of it, unable to silence any bit of it, passion to intense, breathing every bit of it in,
    Shout out to Mother Earth, it truly hurts watching you burn, it's a slap to the face, so undeserved, we need to start loving one another a little bit more, all this hate is absolutely absurd,
    I'm not back from the dead coming up from out of the grave…
    This is blatantly placed reincarnated drive and determination standing here taking on change, pendulum swaying Father of Time dangling in front of your face,
    Yo I see you Reaper, From the dark side of the moon deep in the galaxies out in space I heard you so I teleported back to show you that we wired the same, I see the utter fascination to rage, I can vividly describe it make it jump out the page,
    Let me show you how I perceive the voices of change, about to take the mask off so you can witness the pain dripping away, it never leaves eternally burning inside like there isn't a key to open the cage,
    It's been time for a piece from the other side of the stage, every station on the radio sounding exactly the same, a few short words show you how to really taste the delicious devices of pain, breathing the passion attached to the page,
    Murder suicide, without the note,
    Only thing remaining, bullet hole - stairway to hope, take it serious quit thinking life is a joke,
    I ain't come for just the lost souls, I'm gonna end up changing the way that you think,
    it's already started, just look around they unable to blink,
    properly placed elaborate scheme subliminal beverages, quenching your drink,
    Fumbling around, got your mind stumbling around, utter darkness, clutching my voice, nothing else sneaking around, or peaking around, It's so quiet,
    you can hear the thoughts of the Gods, thoughts to the stars, not the ones driving around praying to the goats for the cars, I'm speaking about the ones that matter beyond the clouds, the ones beyond understanding to doubt,
    start to listen to the whispers in the darkness, you'll start to figure it out, learn to quiet your mind when you're alone in the dark, grab a pen and start to write about it, make it an art, it may surprise you, the beauty that comes out when you speak from the heart, bantered laughter inside the mind of a sole survivor forever embedded, open your mind so you can feel the direction that you're heading, the moral to the story, I'll help you figure it out, open your mind up, knowledge is power you need to reach for the stars...stop making excuses and just figure it out.

    • @mylarhodes2226
      @mylarhodes2226 4 года назад +5

      This is fire i love it i rapped it while the music went and read your words its fire

    • @the_key413
      @the_key413 4 года назад +2

      It's a piece I wrote for a collab ... it's called Sole Survivor 2020 ... ruclips.net/video/_-IhVyhs9ME/видео.html

    • @OReyes-ps5bx
      @OReyes-ps5bx 4 года назад +3

      (Jgrayzer your lyrics are dope as hell) Figured it out and found there is more that Im about no doubt time to stand out I got it all mapped out so before I pass out let me put you on game there is no hand out so make a lane and stand up to those that oppose quick this aint for the faint at heart you need thick skin fight at all cost show them your boss of your life either way its a risk no time now just think win win like T pain see pain is only for the moment and you wont get used it use it for more fuel dont get ahead of yourself but pace yourself for the duel haters roll in packs pick the weak one and attack dont hold back make your name ring in the city where you from and earn your respect that most yearn to get but aint got that stamina to succeed ready to bleed for mine and sacrafice what has been given to me push back should you push me overdose and rush ahead at full steam with a ill squad big willy's on ill quads getting chased by police we a sick mob bills are a paid for money stacks on the rise plus that land with the house is soon to come made adjustment but Im still for the redrum take mine levitate your soul on high with my bare hands no guns...

    • @alphagarry5024
      @alphagarry5024 4 года назад

      Change of Thought Safe Guard Your Heart hell is not cool

    • @OReyes-ps5bx
      @OReyes-ps5bx 4 года назад

      @@alphagarry5024 uhhh...okay🤦‍♂️🤷‍♂️

  • @goldenhvndsbeats1847
    @goldenhvndsbeats1847 4 года назад

    🔥🔥🔥🤭

  • @peacemaker3156
    @peacemaker3156 4 года назад

    fk yea bro. beast mode.

  • @JoseTutorials
    @JoseTutorials 4 года назад +15

    Its the first Im hearing this beat and its fire

  • @train1999
    @train1999 4 года назад +5

    Been on the edge since I was seventeen. It’s hard to fulfill these dreams. Surrounded by nonsense and bad energy. Mama can’t you see this isn’t me. Don’t lose hope just believe. I’m gonna be the man I’m suppose to be. You’ll see it’ll all work out for me. Can’t let shit get in the way no more. I’m playing my role taking on the road. Maybe I’ll end up all alone. I’ll come back to this home. But right now I just gotta go. Make it to the top. Can’t be slow....

    • @rexpxr5671
      @rexpxr5671 4 года назад

      Send me back into the zone
      I'm so unknown
      Aye, aye
      Pick your fate
      Don't hesitate
      It's a lot of shit I done let's demonstrate
      Black and white don't discriminate
      We all know hate
      Stab him in the face
      Talked to the devil said cone to my place
      Wait hold on I'm too late...

    • @train1999
      @train1999 4 года назад

      R.I.P XXXTentacion ehh it’s alright man. The thing is I’m not too sure what you’re getting at....

  • @linalila3970
    @linalila3970 3 года назад

  • @fayesmith6765
    @fayesmith6765 4 года назад +9

    Feels like I’m on the edge,
    The only thing I know for certain's death,
    What’s after? Can’t even guess
    Will I go to heaven, am I hell bent?
    Judging how my time was spent,
    Demos in my mind, pulling all the time
    They want me to die,
    Can barely just survive,
    Never feel alive,
    Constantly struggling with feeling of abandonment,
    Even when there is love,
    Old habits die hard
    Still can’t seem to let down my guard,
    Don’t trust anyone,
    Got my own cards,
    My heart is still scarred,
    Burned the bridge,
    At the edge,
    Wondering if what I left behind was really dead,
    Could I bring it back?
    If I really tried?
    Didn’t try to fix anything just cried,
    Never done that again,
    Want people to be scared of me,
    Scared of hurting me,
    Scared of messing with my family,
    Scared of who I can be,
    But once you finally get to know me, you know I’m weak,
    Haven’t slept in weeks,
    Can barely even speak
    Don’t wanna be different,
    Wanna be unique
    Tears running down my cheeks,
    I don’t want you to leave,
    Save me,
    Save me,
    Save me please,
    Still can’t seem to find my peace,

    • @anagoncalves7927
      @anagoncalves7927 4 года назад

      That was a waste of time, ur only a human and done.

    • @fayesmith6765
      @fayesmith6765 4 года назад

      I'm sorry, not entirely sure what the means

  • @theo_pzn
    @theo_pzn 4 года назад +2

    This is one of the best intro i've heard so far !! Thanks you so much for your work and the passion you put in. We can feel through some deep emotion and connection to ourself and much more ! Thanks for sharing what you do ! Keep spreading love through your art ! Art's the future

  • @cheyannafiringstoney2183
    @cheyannafiringstoney2183 4 года назад

    Let us lay down the truth whatever and wherever it may be at this time 🙏

  • @voidhood5521
    @voidhood5521 4 года назад

    that's fucking lit bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @joejackson2437
    @joejackson2437 4 года назад

    BANANAS!!!... I CAN GET THE SIGNAL FROM THIS AUDIO FILE.. NICE!!

  • @progressorx7183
    @progressorx7183 4 года назад +7

    Im sick of all this hatred
    Im sick of all this anger
    This rage thats in my brain
    Cannot not be contained
    So i let it out when i say
    The words thats on my paper
    Sometimes i feel like jason
    Woth a white mask and im chasing
    My dreams cant be mistaken
    My words have be mistaken
    Raised by angels
    but tempted by satan
    My whole bodys aching

  • @corruptionism
    @corruptionism 5 лет назад +4

    would definitely love to hear someone rap to this.

  • @_MMSMATH
    @_MMSMATH 4 года назад

    Magnífico, pena que já foi vendida antes de eu te-la escutado

  • @zacharyalbert9801
    @zacharyalbert9801 4 года назад +6

    I've been lost for way to long,
    Take another pill,
    Is that wrong?
    It feels like I've been alive far to long,
    Load the gun cock it and pop it,
    I don't wanna feel shit,
    Fly me away on a rocket,
    Take me to space,
    Take me away,
    I don't wanna feel this pain,
    I'm goin insane.
    I can't feel my brain,
    This music is lame,
    Thats what they all say,
    But this music makes me okay,
    They all say what a wast,
    He could have fame,
    But I spit in there face,
    You don't wanna know whats in my head,
    If you knew you'd prolly be dead,
    I'm losing my mind and I feel like a book that sits unread,
    Anytime I got love I fled,

  • @nikkofeichtner1546
    @nikkofeichtner1546 3 года назад

    Its difficult giving up the things that are hard to love 💘 💔 😔

  • @harshanand4108
    @harshanand4108 4 года назад +1

    Masterpiece! where can i contact you guys? 💗🙌

  • @x.o.5547
    @x.o.5547 4 года назад +78

    Close your eyes
    Close your eyes
    Feeling everything within
    Demons inside
    Yelling every single sin
    Patience wearing thin
    The demons haunt
    Screaming just to taunt
    Fighting with my gloomy thoughts
    Feel the pain but rub it off
    I just want these thoughts to stop
    Paper to pen letting everything go
    Musics still a cope but it’s slow
    Screaming for help nobody knows
    I was visible but now I’m ghost
    Am I worth it
    I feel worthless
    Where’s my purpose
    In the deep end tryna find the surface
    Close your eyes
    Feeling everything within
    Demons inside
    Yelling every single sin
    Patience wearing thin

  • @jaxondavies
    @jaxondavies 3 года назад +1

    I have enough beats for an album I just can’t find the words

  • @prod.jinside
    @prod.jinside 4 года назад

    From which vst or kit do u have the vocals? :o FIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

  • @carriedarkpoetry9751
    @carriedarkpoetry9751 4 года назад +36

    {Verse 1:} 0:58
    Have You Ever Felt Lost?..
    in my Head it’s a Holocaust
    Why do I feel So Lonely
    Why is no one There With me?..
    Why is my anxiety Making me
    Feel So Guilty?..
    I Just Wanna Be Free
    You Keep Telling me Stay Here..
    When I’m Near You
    I Feel Like a Sin Too..
    Please..
    Leave me Alone
    I don’t want To be You..
    Please..
    Where is my Home..
    I don’t Want To be You..
    Please...
    leave me Alone
    L-l-Lea-Leave Me Alone..
    Look..
    Im Stuck Inside My Head
    Got No One To Talk To
    So I’m Talking With The Dead
    And I’m Laying on my Bed
    Watching Everybody Grow
    While I’m Tearing up Instead..
    Thinking Maybe I Should Go..
    Who Will Miss Me?
    No One.. Yeah..
    That’s What I Thought
    Maybe They’re Right And I Suck
    Maybe My Life is Above
    Maybe This Knife is My Only Friend
    And I do Not Give a Fuck..
    Im Becoming Disconnected
    Not Evolving
    No Connections..
    Im Drowning in
    Imperfection..
    HELP ME...!
    Yeah..

    • @tobiasrogers2724
      @tobiasrogers2724 4 года назад +3

      Nice, there's nothing else to say but that, good job

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 4 года назад +1

      Tobias Rogers ❤️❤️My Debut EP is Going to be Out Soon. Lots of emotion

    • @tobiasrogers2724
      @tobiasrogers2724 4 года назад +1

      @@carriedarkpoetry9751 where can I find it?

    • @tobiasrogers2724
      @tobiasrogers2724 4 года назад +1

      Could I steal a coupe of bars from you to make my own song? Like I have nothing at the moment but I know your beat will be great no matter what

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 4 года назад +1

      Tobias Rogers i don’t really want to.. see everything That I write is what I go Through and it’s personal to my Life..I don’t want Other People Rapping Out my Own Lyrics So I’d rather not

  • @droopyey3398
    @droopyey3398 3 года назад +2

    Last time I connected I had cables running
    Through my veins
    Last time I saw your face an empty space
    Just want to see you smile again
    Help me to remember grace
    When I desire the streets take my life away
    Somewhere you can’t find me
    I’m hidden so you can’t see
    The wounds remain blood stain
    Still pressure midpoint in my mind
    I reach to Journey with you but inside
    Blue eyes blue skies blue deny
    It ain’t the same no dancing flame
    Wanted to take it all down in flames
    I’m on the way
    I’m always late
    I waiting
    On you to try
    To fly like
    Clouds
    In the clouds will you heart set
    Or sink and to think

  • @kidbyart6224
    @kidbyart6224 2 года назад

    Thnx! ;) Genux

  • @vasanthm7038
    @vasanthm7038 4 года назад +5

    I'm not able to find this beat in the catalogue for purchase

  • @gsdgasdds
    @gsdgasdds 3 года назад +2

    Looking back at my life everything i done lost, i didnt know it all would come at such a cost. Walking around wit my head down my soul so empty I feel so lost. What happened, i use to feel like the fuckin man , use to feel like a fuckin boss. Now its all fuckin gone..

  • @joshuaendslow9985
    @joshuaendslow9985 4 года назад +2

    I poured my soul into this

  • @camrengifo1674
    @camrengifo1674 4 года назад

    En el ojo del mundo, una mirada hacia lo omnipresente, lo que no vez pero siempre sientes,
    Lo que buscas entre la gente pero jamás lo encuentras,
    sin nada en lista todo en la mesa

  • @JustlilTwisted
    @JustlilTwisted 4 года назад +6

    On the edge and I'm looking down
    It's like a movie, but i cant hear the sound
    I embrace the love from all around
    I change my mind as i hit the ground
    open my eyes as hope was found
    I'm still on the edge and I'm looking down

  • @udinpanurihan7504
    @udinpanurihan7504 4 года назад

    Oh maiguut ssososo gutt sapa tahu ada urang banjar hahaha

  • @carriedarkpoetry9751
    @carriedarkpoetry9751 4 года назад +9

    {3rd Hook} 3:40
    It’s Funny How a Long Sleeve
    And a Fake Smile
    Can Hide a lot of Pain..
    i Sleep Deep And I Wish I Die
    Inside of Brain..
    it’s funny how a long sleeve
    And a fake smile can hide a lot of pain..
    I sleep deep and I wish I die..

    • @Norruss
      @Norruss 4 года назад +1

      dont worry friend
      everything will be fine
      if not today maybe tomorrow

    • @carriedarkpoetry9751
      @carriedarkpoetry9751 4 года назад +3

      oblivion Thx Man.. Im using My Pain And My Depression/Anxiety To Make Great Music.. Im dropping an EP Soon.. If You Want I’ll send You a Clean Version or something.. ❤️

    • @Norruss
      @Norruss 4 года назад +1

      @@carriedarkpoetry9751 okay bro no problem

    • @majidmohd100
      @majidmohd100 4 года назад +1

      @@carriedarkpoetry9751 send bro

  • @HongieEhEr
    @HongieEhEr 4 года назад

    💔

  • @kingnate4090
    @kingnate4090 4 года назад

    Heartbreak is the worst pain in the world

  • @joshuabuchanan1033
    @joshuabuchanan1033 4 года назад

    Greatness Is wat hunger for i crave for happiness but happiness doesnt come no more just showers of rain and maybe thunder fall my word is my weapon a burst of aggression i carry my burdens I'm learning my lessons slowly progressing no me for me swollen u

  • @aproc1ty
    @aproc1ty 4 года назад +8

    Yea I’m on the edge of what is real and whats inside my head i have dreams of my future visions of success but its hard when im sitting here all depressed this isnt easy for me to confess i wish you all the best i lay my head to rest but then wake up in the middle of the night anxiety so high it gives me frights
    Yea i hear voices in my head they tell me that ill never be enough ill never make it to the top its hard to accomplish all my goals and dreams when I’m chained to this bed the voices in my head want me dead i pray to god and bow my head that i can find my purpose hopefully get as far away from this place as i can every night i write these lyrics on a page conjour up these songs just like a mage so hopefully one day i can be up on that stage all the pain from my past i cannot erase my mentality torn apart in a sad phase please don’t judge I’m working on me and from the deepest trench hopefully i can rise and hit my highest peak not afraid of what others think and just be me
    cant you all see i write to these beats to show you that your not the only one when you feel low ill write for you ill help you heal ill help you see the pain from your past take it crumble it up and throw it in the trash and never look back always keep your head up I’m ready to attack those demons that try to stack unessesary problems in your brain take my hand and we’ll go somewhere safe a place where you can breathe a place where peace exists a place where you can rest take these burdens off your chest and resurrect into the whole person your meant to be no need to bow to me just know i got your back and when your blinded by these demons just know I’m here to help you see always try your best even if you fail or succeed just stay with me never give up on your dreams always know that greatness comes with a sacrifice and sometimes you have to pay the price always know that money cant get you the best things in life always stay close to those you love cause when your at your lowest low they may help you grow take this journey slow and always chose your road

  • @Pendo46
    @Pendo46 5 лет назад +3

    Bro, you need to add the beat in your beatstars, beatstars deleted the beat i added on my user.