Life: (Verse 1) starts at 0:59 All this pain got me going insane my feelings cannot be tamed crying every night I’m drained not hurt physically but mentally that’s true shit Still paying to God, that I get through this my heart is not very sturdy depression doing me dirty niggas are unworthy to me so I’m not showing no mercy my negative thoughts are powerful trapped in an emotional world fighting the devil people praying on my downfall don’t want to see me great at all shit been on my mind heavy thinking of this shit excessively trying to live my life but this situation is bothering me
This is honestly amazing. The name matches perfectly. The vocals, pianos, drums, ambience... everything is astounding and moving. Amazing work on this one 🔥
{Verse 1:} 0:58 Have You Ever Felt Lost?.. in my Head it’s a Holocaust Why do I feel So Lonely Why is no one There With me?.. Why is my anxiety Making me Feel So Guilty?.. I Just Wanna Be Free You Keep Telling me Stay Here.. When I’m Near You I Feel Like a Sin Too.. Please.. Leave me Alone I don’t want To be You.. Please.. Where is my Home.. I don’t Want To be You.. Please... leave me Alone L-l-Lea-Leave Me Alone.. Look.. Im Stuck Inside My Head Got No One To Talk To So I’m Talking With The Dead And I’m Laying on my Bed Watching Everybody Grow While I’m Tearing up Instead.. Thinking Maybe I Should Go.. Who Will Miss Me? No One.. Yeah.. That’s What I Thought Maybe They’re Right And I Suck Maybe My Life is Above Maybe This Knife is My Only Friend And I do Not Give a Fuck.. Im Becoming Disconnected Not Evolving No Connections.. Im Drowning in Imperfection.. HELP ME...! Yeah..
Tobias Rogers i don’t really want to.. see everything That I write is what I go Through and it’s personal to my Life..I don’t want Other People Rapping Out my Own Lyrics So I’d rather not
What am I baring this pain for? I’m stuck in a rare form. Lately life has left me standing out in the rainstorm. It’s no use, I’m picking the lock of a chained door. If angels can fly then what does Heaven got stairs for?
Still brand new to writing and recording my own work and this was actually going to be my 2nd song titled "Falling Limbo" on my first album "Frozen Inferno" but I realized the beat was sold exclusively sooo... here's the lyrics that I had completed anyways. I'm unsure now if I'll finish it because it broke my heart learning this beat was exclusive as it meant a lot to me. Title: Falling Limbo Album: Frozen Inferno Track: 2 Beat: On the edge Prod. Pendo46 x Starbeats --- "ruclips.net/video/zu6-aADQp4U/видео.html" Lyrics: TAZ3TY Start: 10-1-2021 Finish: - - ### Special Note -- If any profit is ever made from this song, Donate it all to charities, rehabs, and recovery programs fighting addictions. ### (Hook starts at 00:29) How low can you go when you no longer fly only cries of woe can follow the high you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo Falling limbo How low can you go when you no longer fly only cries of woe can follow the high you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo Cause I Fall in limbo How high did i get how low can i go rolling a round for eternity playing this game called limbo dont mind the rust since i feel like gold slow grind to dust from a sting so cold boomerangs return like we didnt know when did i start thinking so cynical memory fades or the trick of time 28 now thought i just turned 25 Thanks my suicide was blocked by this but now i cant seem to stop the shit forty cal. bullet in my dresser drawer dented primer reminding me i need more results from my sobriety and why i numb the dark thoughts inside of me say this in person i end up in a ward say it over the beat and i win an award fuck this difference its a reason im spitting for anyone exempt of the gift i will listen to your cry for help place your hand in mine i will guide you through hell our plight leaves a light to shine penny for my thoughts if it ever sells let me toss it back to you wishing well care more for your health then i do my wealth only understand you since I know myself a life committed to addiction isn't living caught in a trap hid from the fact were in prison if you never been through it well good for you then just call me a loser but the real truth is you never knew standing right beside you will always be somebody you love who did How low can you go when you no longer fly only cries of woe can follow the high you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo Falling limbo How low can you go when you no longer fly only cries of woe can follow the high you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo cause I Falling limbo
Lately I just been so depressed, I just been so emotional. Thank you to NF ya music stay keeping me devotional. I'm fighting my demons, I'm fighting my battles, I'm on my shit.
Just wanna say, I'm a big fan of NF. lately I've been feeling alone having some suicidal thoughts in my head, can't take them out cause they aren't trash cause they're stuck making me feel like I should be dead. I can't help this feeling cause it's how I feel towards this life I'm living, trynna strive these intention by making myself not regret the way I think and I think I can make it through the pain I'm feeling. Never had anyone back from the past to tell me "nate you are successful and an amazing person" but nah man that will never happen cause I have too many demons inside my head. Loneliness is what got me here, not the pain, not the hate but the actions what I did is what made my fan base so great, we help others who are here to blame themselves in every way. No emotions needed cause my demons are lurking behind the feelings I'm having and I can't escape the evil which is trynna control me physically. Never wanted to change cause I just wanted you all to leave me alone and don't call me nate, may as well call me pain cause that's what I'm feeling and I can't help the way I'm feeling cause of the dreadful thoughts im seeking.
Connor Miller hey bruh Imma be here for you how does that sound You can dm me on insta when ever you feel like venting Since I’m a stranger I can’t technically do anything I can’t evens judge you Okaiiii ♥️ Here’s my @. J.u.w.ii
{3rd Hook} 3:40 It’s Funny How a Long Sleeve And a Fake Smile Can Hide a lot of Pain.. i Sleep Deep And I Wish I Die Inside of Brain.. it’s funny how a long sleeve And a fake smile can hide a lot of pain.. I sleep deep and I wish I die..
oblivion Thx Man.. Im using My Pain And My Depression/Anxiety To Make Great Music.. Im dropping an EP Soon.. If You Want I’ll send You a Clean Version or something.. ❤️
You were never there Did you ever care I can barely breathe, I can see them stare Fell Into Hell, I wasn’t prepared Broken like glass everything I touch turns into ash I run but no matter how fast, I can’t escape the past I told em I’d be fine but that was just a lie I wasn’t fine, I was confined, burnin alive, hurtin inside Crossed the street, didn’t look, almost took my life Stabbed in the back, every friend is a knife Ima give em somethin to purge, somethin to hurt Set me ablaze, show me a way off of this Earth My conditions a curse, positions reversed Fell from the stars into the dirt Trapped behind walls of fire and smoke Doomed, in a crowded room but I’m still alone Depression messed me up I act like I don’t give a f*ck Then the tears start to flood I trip every time I try to run God, answer my questions Why is this Earth so far from Heaven Why am I here, where am I headed Why do I fear, it’s causin the tension Releasing these thoughts, they will not stop Its raining fire through all of the smog Ive been thinkin a lot, where are you God Am I in your plan or not part of the plot
This is so fuckin relaxing, depressing, and motivating at the same time for me brother!! Beat is........ Magical my dude!! Great Job 👍 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 I LOVE THIS ❤️
About to change up the flow and deepen the tone, I can't sing but I can show you how elaborate I think, From 2 Different worlds but You ain't been alone, I've dealt with the blasphemous hypocrites twisting up the stories of ghosts trapped somewhere deep inside of the twilight clutching the zone, I foreseen this day, I knew it was coming, the sky is falling and the mountains are crumbling, listen to the screams coming out of the trumpets, The balance of good and evil being Spit unique with a meticulous similarity embedded to the depth of the words deep down inside of it, unable to silence any bit of it, passion to intense, breathing every bit of it in, Shout out to Mother Earth, it truly hurts watching you burn, it's a slap to the face, so undeserved, we need to start loving one another a little bit more, all this hate is absolutely absurd, I'm not back from the dead coming up from out of the grave… This is blatantly placed reincarnated drive and determination standing here taking on change, pendulum swaying Father of Time dangling in front of your face, Yo I see you Reaper, From the dark side of the moon deep in the galaxies out in space I heard you so I teleported back to show you that we wired the same, I see the utter fascination to rage, I can vividly describe it make it jump out the page, Let me show you how I perceive the voices of change, about to take the mask off so you can witness the pain dripping away, it never leaves eternally burning inside like there isn't a key to open the cage, It's been time for a piece from the other side of the stage, every station on the radio sounding exactly the same, a few short words show you how to really taste the delicious devices of pain, breathing the passion attached to the page, Murder suicide, without the note, Only thing remaining, bullet hole - stairway to hope, take it serious quit thinking life is a joke, I ain't come for just the lost souls, I'm gonna end up changing the way that you think, it's already started, just look around they unable to blink, properly placed elaborate scheme subliminal beverages, quenching your drink, Fumbling around, got your mind stumbling around, utter darkness, clutching my voice, nothing else sneaking around, or peaking around, It's so quiet, you can hear the thoughts of the Gods, thoughts to the stars, not the ones driving around praying to the goats for the cars, I'm speaking about the ones that matter beyond the clouds, the ones beyond understanding to doubt, start to listen to the whispers in the darkness, you'll start to figure it out, learn to quiet your mind when you're alone in the dark, grab a pen and start to write about it, make it an art, it may surprise you, the beauty that comes out when you speak from the heart, bantered laughter inside the mind of a sole survivor forever embedded, open your mind so you can feel the direction that you're heading, the moral to the story, I'll help you figure it out, open your mind up, knowledge is power you need to reach for the stars...stop making excuses and just figure it out.
(Jgrayzer your lyrics are dope as hell) Figured it out and found there is more that Im about no doubt time to stand out I got it all mapped out so before I pass out let me put you on game there is no hand out so make a lane and stand up to those that oppose quick this aint for the faint at heart you need thick skin fight at all cost show them your boss of your life either way its a risk no time now just think win win like T pain see pain is only for the moment and you wont get used it use it for more fuel dont get ahead of yourself but pace yourself for the duel haters roll in packs pick the weak one and attack dont hold back make your name ring in the city where you from and earn your respect that most yearn to get but aint got that stamina to succeed ready to bleed for mine and sacrafice what has been given to me push back should you push me overdose and rush ahead at full steam with a ill squad big willy's on ill quads getting chased by police we a sick mob bills are a paid for money stacks on the rise plus that land with the house is soon to come made adjustment but Im still for the redrum take mine levitate your soul on high with my bare hands no guns...
Close your eyes Close your eyes Feeling everything within Demons inside Yelling every single sin Patience wearing thin The demons haunt Screaming just to taunt Fighting with my gloomy thoughts Feel the pain but rub it off I just want these thoughts to stop Paper to pen letting everything go Musics still a cope but it’s slow Screaming for help nobody knows I was visible but now I’m ghost Am I worth it I feel worthless Where’s my purpose In the deep end tryna find the surface Close your eyes Feeling everything within Demons inside Yelling every single sin Patience wearing thin
On the edge contemplating life and death. Except they are not separate. One of a kind. If I cant see that then I am blind through these trials that are vile and trying. Easy to frown and still smiling. Big brother diagnosed with Leukemia running through his veins. White blood cells trying to take over and snuff out his flame. This is no game out of the ordinary even though it's very scary. Never too much for us to fight cuz we are born Warriors. All in our identity to infinity and beyond. Death is starting us all in the face, it wont be long. It's so right, it cant be wrong. We all do it, like drinking fluid it keeps us strong. Just keep drinking and dont take it for granted once it's gone. All dried up. There is nowhere to hide us.
Been on the edge since I was seventeen. It’s hard to fulfill these dreams. Surrounded by nonsense and bad energy. Mama can’t you see this isn’t me. Don’t lose hope just believe. I’m gonna be the man I’m suppose to be. You’ll see it’ll all work out for me. Can’t let shit get in the way no more. I’m playing my role taking on the road. Maybe I’ll end up all alone. I’ll come back to this home. But right now I just gotta go. Make it to the top. Can’t be slow....
Send me back into the zone I'm so unknown Aye, aye Pick your fate Don't hesitate It's a lot of shit I done let's demonstrate Black and white don't discriminate We all know hate Stab him in the face Talked to the devil said cone to my place Wait hold on I'm too late...
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Feels like I’m on the edge, The only thing I know for certain's death, What’s after? Can’t even guess Will I go to heaven, am I hell bent? Judging how my time was spent, Demos in my mind, pulling all the time They want me to die, Can barely just survive, Never feel alive, Constantly struggling with feeling of abandonment, Even when there is love, Old habits die hard Still can’t seem to let down my guard, Don’t trust anyone, Got my own cards, My heart is still scarred, Burned the bridge, At the edge, Wondering if what I left behind was really dead, Could I bring it back? If I really tried? Didn’t try to fix anything just cried, Never done that again, Want people to be scared of me, Scared of hurting me, Scared of messing with my family, Scared of who I can be, But once you finally get to know me, you know I’m weak, Haven’t slept in weeks, Can barely even speak Don’t wanna be different, Wanna be unique Tears running down my cheeks, I don’t want you to leave, Save me, Save me, Save me please, Still can’t seem to find my peace,
This is one of the best intro i've heard so far !! Thanks you so much for your work and the passion you put in. We can feel through some deep emotion and connection to ourself and much more ! Thanks for sharing what you do ! Keep spreading love through your art ! Art's the future
{Verse 2:} 2:27 Inside of My Brain The Amount of Shame Make me Go Insane There’s A lot of Pain And A lot of Rain.. My Throne has been demolished My self esteem is diminished I make my dreams go relentless I hope I win or I finish.. look.. Im Sick of Being Rejected This Passion is Inflected In This Music To Perfection I use it and I Select it Abuse The Fact That I’m Gifted The Root of Laugh Has Been Wasted My Youth Is Lacking Affection It’s Cool I Practice My Lessons Look..
Im sick of all this hatred Im sick of all this anger This rage thats in my brain Cannot not be contained So i let it out when i say The words thats on my paper Sometimes i feel like jason Woth a white mask and im chasing My dreams cant be mistaken My words have be mistaken Raised by angels but tempted by satan My whole bodys aching
Last time I connected I had cables running Through my veins Last time I saw your face an empty space Just want to see you smile again Help me to remember grace When I desire the streets take my life away Somewhere you can’t find me I’m hidden so you can’t see The wounds remain blood stain Still pressure midpoint in my mind I reach to Journey with you but inside Blue eyes blue skies blue deny It ain’t the same no dancing flame Wanted to take it all down in flames I’m on the way I’m always late I waiting On you to try To fly like Clouds In the clouds will you heart set Or sink and to think
Looking back at my life everything i done lost, i didnt know it all would come at such a cost. Walking around wit my head down my soul so empty I feel so lost. What happened, i use to feel like the fuckin man , use to feel like a fuckin boss. Now its all fuckin gone..
I've been lost for way to long, Take another pill, Is that wrong? It feels like I've been alive far to long, Load the gun cock it and pop it, I don't wanna feel shit, Fly me away on a rocket, Take me to space, Take me away, I don't wanna feel this pain, I'm goin insane. I can't feel my brain, This music is lame, Thats what they all say, But this music makes me okay, They all say what a wast, He could have fame, But I spit in there face, You don't wanna know whats in my head, If you knew you'd prolly be dead, I'm losing my mind and I feel like a book that sits unread, Anytime I got love I fled,
{Verse 3:} 3:56 Inside of My Brain.. don’t Tell me That I’m OK.. everyday I wanna die So don’t tell me That I’m Awake.. I Can Barely See Your Face Lately I been a Mistake Maybe That I am Afraid You Won’t Remember My Name.. look.. Everyday is Different Anxiety Makes it Hard.. To Have a Normal Opinion I Need To Follow My Heart.. The Way That You Look At Me.. baby i Really Am Sorry.. But I Need Some Help Forgive me For What I Said I don’t Know What’s Inside my Head Look..
Nếu ta yêu nhau cũng chỉ là giấc mơ, một chút hạnh phúc trước khi ta say ngủ Nếu dùng đồng tiền để mua được một giờ, núi vàng núi bạc cũng không thể xây đủ Ai cho quyền nhớ, ai cho phép chờ, ai cho lắng đọng lại vài thứ rồi làm thơ Ai cố gắng quên nhưng lại ghi vào trang vở, để rồi nếu ta yêu nhau lại cũng chỉ là giấc mơ Nơi con tim ta tình cờ lên tiếng Ngoài kia là biển con sóng vỗ bình yên Bỏ ngôi nhà nhỏ bao lần ta quên viếng, tự thân ta phải hiểu không được chạy theo tình điên Không được chứa thêm một ai khác dù ta biết Yêu là cảm xúc khó chống cự là vì duyên Phận ta là mây gió cứ thổi đi xa tít Chính ta đưa cánh chim trời đã bỏ tổ theo tự nhiên Tự biến mình thành con người tham lam Anh không biết mình là ai trong từng phút Kéo em lại gần anh biết sai nhưng vẫn làm chạm vào nhau anh đánh mất mình và đau thêm một chút Lúc yêu thương dường như là đong đầy Người anh cần là em nhưng sao lại không thấy Ai ngờ trong đấy là người ở bên anh, là người anh quên nhanh khi em trong vòng tay Cho anh thêm một lần được nói Cho anh đếm dòng thời gian trôi Cho anh nếm vị son như ngày ấy sóng biển lặng nghe gió thổi nụ cười trên môi Cho anh đắng cay cho anh đền tội Cho anh trắng tay do anh quên lối Cho anh được phép chọn cả hai, để rồi nước mắt lăng dài tự mình khiến mình buồn thêm thôi Yêu là nhớ ánh mắt mắt bao ngày qua Là thấy nỗi nhớ trong lòng bao chơi vơi này Cảm xúc chia đôi một con tim vỡ tan bao trùm tất cả cô đơn và Yêu là lúc lý trí trôi thật xa Là những yêu thương tan dần biến nơi đâu rồi Hạnh phúc chỉ là một cơn mơ Tiếc nuối chỉ thêm nhạt nhoà Gió vờn mây nhưng mây không hờn gió Nó vẫn còn đây thứ tình yêu vẫn còn đó Khó để vứt bỏ, nên cất nó cả vào đây, tự dặn lòng mình không nghĩ nhưng lý trí quỷ bao vây Gom hết nỗi niềm cố giấu diếm bao lâu nay Tìm kiếm lối thoát cho thân xác nhưng đâu hay Chợt thấy ngọn lửa trong tâm tính đã mục nát, bởi chính ta tự lục soát giờ mình tựa vào đâu đây Đôi chân sa lầy cố giữ lấy một ngày mai rồi tới ai sẽ gánh chịu mọi hậu quả Một lần nữa đưa tâm ma vào câu ca Lại một lần nửa trắng đen lại phải đấu đá Gửi từng cung bậc của cảm xúc quá nhạt nhoà, khi tồn tại hai con người trong nỗi nhớ vào câu ca Gửi chút niềm tin cho ánh sáng sẽ chiến thắng nhưng bóng tối lại ngự trị nơi tâm hồn thật sâu xa Và ta sẽ về đâu khi tương lai ta ngông cuồng Buộc ta phải chọn nhưng lý trí lại không buông Vở diễn kết thúc ta tự nghĩ ta không buồn Nụ cười đó dành cho ai để nước mắt kia không tuông Tự hỏi bản thân đâu là điều mày mong muốn, khi màn đêm vừa buông xuống ai cùng mày trên con đường Để rồi mặt trời dần ló nơi đằng đông, vậy liệu có được hạnh phúc như lúc đầu 1+2 thì bằng 0 Cho anh thêm một lần được nói Cho anh đếm dòng thời gian trôi Cho anh nếm vị son như ngày ấy sóng biển lặng nghe gió thổi nụ cười trên môi Cho anh đắng cay cho anh đền tội Cho anh trắng tay do anh quên lối Cho anh được phép chọn cả hai để rồi nước mắt lăn dài tự mình khiến mình buồn thêm thôi Yêu là nhớ ánh mắt bao ngày qua Là thấy nỗi nhớ trong lòng bao chơi vơi này Cảm xúc chia đôi một con tim vỡ tan bao trùm tất cả cô đơn và Yêu là lúc lý trí trôi thật xa Là những yêu thương tan dần biến nơi đâu rồi Hạnh phúc chỉ là một cơn mơ Tiếc nuối chỉ thêm nhạt nhoà Nếu ta yêu nhau cũng chỉ là giấc mơ, một chút hạnh phúc trước khi ta say ngủ Nếu dùng đồng tiền để mua được một giờ, núi vàng núi bạc cũng không thể xây đủ Ai cho quyền nhớ, ai cho phép chờ, ai cho lắng đọng lại vài thứ rồi làm thơ Ai cố gắng quên nhưng lại ghi vào trang vở, để rồi nếu ta yêu nhau lại cũng chỉ là giấc mơ
Em có biết nước mắt anh đang rơi Suy cho cùng anh cũng là người chờ đợi Và anh không thể níu giữ em ở lại Khi tình yêu này em dành cho ai Em có thể đến rồi lại đi Anh cũng có thể nếm nỗi đau trong hương vị Có những vị ngọt Có những vị đẳng Anh là kẻ thua còn em là kẻ thắng Sài gòn có lúc nắng có lúc mưa Không biết giờ này em còn thức hay ngủ chưa Chỉ biết im lặng mặc kệ thời gian trôi Tay cầm điện thoại còn đầu thị tựa gối Gở chiếc mặt nạ và nhìn thấu mình trong gương Khuôn mặt lạ lẫm và con tim nhiều vết xướt Ánh trăng rọi xuống và hình bóng ai trên đường Có cả nỗi đau và lẫn cả nỗi nhớ Ta chạm vào nhau để rồi lại tan vỡ Cảm nhận nỗi đau và anh ko cần ai hiểu Hãy sống chậm lại và yêu thương nhiều hơn Thế giới bên ngoài thực sự quá rộng lớn Buôn bỏ tất cả muốn chạy trốn nơi thật xa Ở nơi yên bình như cánh chim giữa rừng hoa
We live in a world filled with hate Some people believe in coincidental fate We've separated into different groups Bro what's the point this ain't a loop There's the perfect, the mad , the lonely and the people with abnormalities Who cares people are still people and that should be a normality The world is filled with chaos But some of us only care about making it to the playoffs The air is filled with pollution Yo we need to find a solution Before we end up in extinction Were trapped in the midst of a pandemic And now were all fucking domestic I thought 2020 was supposed to the year Not the time for fear Class of 2020 aren't getting to walk the stage Instead they're trapped in a cage The economy's declining And all we're doing is reclining Hopefully this is all a phase Or else were all gonna go craze
On the edge and I'm looking down It's like a movie, but i cant hear the sound I embrace the love from all around I change my mind as i hit the ground open my eyes as hope was found I'm still on the edge and I'm looking down
00:29 its hard for me to admit, that i was all wrong but tonight feels like an ending all along i dont what to do anymore, every step i takes gets me down on the floor feel like sinking,dying, baby im still crying all these confusing dreams are fucking me up and its quite something, that i really do be wanting you again its weird that you were always still in my head now my love for you is become less faded but im not the person that i used to be i got into deep , it al was too much it wasnt really dying but it was more than enough pain too handle i got too close , much too close to the edge now im here now im here on the edge waiting for u to come back so come back
0:45 I can’t stand all this pain, It’s all stuck in my brain. I can’t seem to let you go Now you got me on the low. You told me you loved me, But to what degree. Everyone says it’s forever, However I find dat hard to believe 1:00 hard to believe yea, It’s hard to believe Hard to believe Yea I just find dat hard to believe Hard to believe There I am stuck in a dream Stuck in a dream Stuck in a dream Hear me scream Hear me scream Hear me scream You over there lookin like your happy as hell And I’m over lookin like I’m stuck in a shell And while your out there scoring I’ll be in here just restoring Thinking about them good ole days Cause yea my life is hella boring...
So many falling from the edge with no hope. Gotta use our common sense! Cant get down alive without a rope. Instead we want to dive from the cliff of life to drown in addiction to dope. Those same people I dream to reach. Only so many walls I can breach. I need you by my side to teach our generation victory's speech. Not sucking more life from their bodies like leeches. Make each other strong by our weakness and meekness cuz we've seen the edge and we'll shout a Warriors Cry as far as it reaches. Living on the edge til age defeats us.
@@jamalbarker1547 What a powerful story, almost hard to be believing ya tears came to my eyes, damn your brother has leukemia couldn't hold it in, had to let you know I am feeling ya Worried and mad, afraid he might be leaving ya Sometimes it just seems, that life only brings The kind of suffering that destroys everything so much pain when we wake asking how much can we take So much weight on our shoulders, our knees are starting to shake but there is something to learn with each and every opposition I know, this is easy to say given my position Our minds are in charge, we create our own universe We decide what we give value and the things that have worth but at the end of the day, All of us fade our matter may be gone, but still our energy remains So no matter what happens Stay strong and keep rappin Tell your brother you love him and keep each other laughin Even if he loses his hair squint and put on shades because of the glare Tell him how lucky he is, he doesn't have to shave downstairs. I wish you the best and Im using telepathy In order to send you some powerful energy
kapandım içime bırakın beni kilitledim kapıları dönemem geri yapamazsın diyen herkes akıllı yapmaya çalışan ben mi deli elimde ne kaldı önümde biri engel oluyor bana gitmiyor gibi çalışıyom hala bi ileri bi geri engelin kendisi galiba benim verdim söz defalarca kendime tutamadım hiçbirini pes ettim iyice umut ışığı da bak kaybolmak üzere düşürüyorum yüksekten derin bi denize
You know what they say When you fall in love don’t fall hard But when I fell for you I thought that mabye I’m smart I thought that maybe I‘ll start I thought that maybe I should I thought that maybe we could I thought that maybe you would Maybe we could make it feel like paradise Maybe I could make you think of some things otherwise But what is a maybe for someone who needs 100% Maybe is just a little word for someone who loves to pretend And if I‘ll see you cry I will hold on to you I promise I‘ll make you smile On days you‘d thought you never could Our love is bigger than everything I‘ve ever saw Thats why I will stay with you go all this way, idc how far And everytime I look into your eyes I see my future is bright Everytime I‘m looking at your smile I see that you are mine Everytime I‘m looking at your face I think that you are gorgeous There’s nothing more important Than your heart, you are golden Our souls connected in a different way and it’s beautiful Our heart beat beats the same way and it’s magical I think I‘ve found the one the moment when our eyes met Every single little word you say, I just can’t forget But can you promise me that this Love is for real this time I‘m still hurting from my past, so just tell me that we are fine Please keep my heart in save and warm space Please make me feel like there’s just sunshine and no rain Please make these suicidal thoughts go out of my brain Please hold on to me tight you are the reason I want to stay Please let me love you and please just love me the same Please make me go crazy and I will make you go insane
You can, but you'd have to give credit to the producer/owner of the beat, and only upload it places where you are sure there would be no connection of profit, even if it's not you the money goes to.
(Verse 1) 0:59 the cycles of night and day man it’s repetitive, people think they’re the ones man i don’t mean to be negative, im a pessimist, so what you expect from me? all pride and joy? nah i was raised as a kid, keep your head low and dont let nobidy get to you, the world is fake and nobody is there for you, grandpa said "you're on your own jay, god is your only person through the way, its a scary world right? of course it is but don't let it distract you from your own spotlight, your own highlights, looking up at the stars those are you skylights." im only 17, thinking of a future is all i can ever dream. marrying my girlfriend and finally make her officially mine forever, but college is coming around so I'm scared what life will be like without her. seeing my friends come and go, thought they were real ones but i guess you never know, I’ve never felt so alone, i feel like I’m on the edge of the world please don’t let me go.
có bao giờ em nghĩ cho anh không khi nhiều lần em khiến anh trạnh lòng nước hàng mi đó do ai lau khô khi mà em buồn ai cùng em đau khổ vậy mà tại sao ta không còn bên nhau tim mình kề cạnh mà anh lại thêm đau vậy thì niềm đau này anh có nên dấu hay chờ thời gian để nó tự phai màu hạnh phúc đôi ta anh đã cố tạo dựng thời gian trôi mau em là người quay lưng tình yêu thế nào/ đối với em/ là cao xứng che chở cho em dù miệng cười cháy lưng ngày mà em đi bầu trời đọng vị đắng chờ ngày em về trôi qua cả ngàn trăng anh không biết tại sao em thay đổi lòng này vẫn vững dù ngàn người lay tôi anh không biết / anh không viết / những câu chuyện mà ta không luyến tiết anh không xiếc / anh không rít / điếu cần trên tay để mà ngồi viết vì tình yêu này là một tình yêu thật và em chính là người mà anh yêu nhất mất em như vũ trụ thiếu mặt trời không có ánh sáng sự sống thì chơi vơi nếu như mà có kiếp sau những ngày mà kỉ nguyên mới bắt đầu anh vẫn muốn sẽ bên em lần nữa dù ngắn ngủi như chuyện tình ngày xưa nhưng anh sẽ làm điều anh đã hứa để trọn vẹn hết những chuyện mà ta chưa anh không biết mình có điên hay không nữa suy nghĩ viễn vong vào trời ngày đầy mưa hoa hồng nào mà hoa chẳng có gai tình yêu nào rồi cũng sẽ chóng phai duyên tình không đặng có nên tồn tại mãi hay yêu như thế này biết ai đúng ai sai thanh xuân ai mà không có duyên tình anh đã không giữ được cho riêng mình vẫn thương em thôi bông hồng xanh cũ kỉ nhưng thương thôi thì làm sao đủ nhỉ vì cuộc đời này chỉ hoạt động theo cách đồng tiền mày phải dày ở trong ví đừng mộng tưởng và ngồi đó mà trách bởi đời này đã đâu còn như xưa một túp liều tranh kèm hai quả tim vàng tự xem bản thân đã làm được gì chưa hay ôm điện thoại mà chờ pi ra vàng đời đâu còn / những tình yêu / nồng nàng
It’s hard to go on rapping all the rap songs When I can’t breath I can’t sleep And my mind goes wandering I can’t go pondering When I have to be on it I try to be honest But that’s just the problem Cause there is a reason why I can’t be confident Rapping all my problems does stop none of it I makes me made and I can’t breath When people say things I don’t want to speak Then I start screaming you better close your ears Cause they keep talking about the shit I did over 5 years remember how we met I remember when it end All the time that we we’re spending Now that I am begging why is it all ending remember how we met I remember when it end All the time that we we’re spending Now that I am begging why is it all ending If it’s hard to get up If it’s hard to write stuff You gotta keep being tough You gotta fucking stand up It’s the shit I know I’m nuts But if shit gets hard you can’t Fucking corrupt And now he flashes back to the past When his ass is being hand Back in the days they called him the blue man But now it’s his land, now it’s his band Now it’s time to bust all the rhymes If you don’t keep an eye you gonna die You gotta not let it slip, keep all of it remember how we met I remember when it end All the time that we we’re spending Now that I am begging why is it all ending If you give up now the clocks runnin out And you don’t got time to sprout Cause if you all about, when times running out Your gonna be locked out Yeah don’t know how It’s hard when fucked up your raps I started with First name Quincy last name Mack I try to do better every single track But then I get back sucked up in the past Then all flashes the music the moment The opportunity to own it But you let it slip was it smart, or did you fuck up shit You afraid someone’s gotta do a diss Man fuck it, fuck you and all of this What if I just quit What that be good cause I remember how we met I remember when it end All the time that we we’re spending Now that I am begging why is it all ending Like is it okay if I want to lose Nah you gotta stand up and say fuck you Is it rude or is it true that I want to pursue But the shit happening to me can’t assume That the facts of my raps Or the album and the tracks I try to be happy but I just feel sad How to be happy when I ain’t glad Anxiety like a the devil ain’t better It wants me to eat the head But after I feel dead It doesn’t hurt when say that I’m a bum I try to be positive but there was never a sum It makes me depressed then I need a cigarette but with the mic I can’t fuck up and I can’t remember how we met I remember when it end All the time that we we’re spending Now that I am begging why is it all ending
{1st Hook:} 2:12 It’s Funny How a Long Sleeve And a Fake Smile Can Hide a lot of Pain.. i Sleep Deep And I Wish I Die Inside of Brain.. it’s funny how a long sleeve And a fake smile can hide a lot of pain.. I sleep deep and I wish I die..
![[FREE] Sad emotional NF type beat "STRANDED" (Prod Hijxckmusic)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Mfu2BuEnR5w/mqdefault.jpg)
NF Would SLAUGHTER this. I wish I can hear anyone rap to this masterpiece.
You can hear what I write bro if ya don’t mind
Ill rap to it
I'll 5ake that challenge I neeed to get this pain on the notepad anyway. Lol
This is hands down the best emotional beat I've ever heard
I’ve never cried like this before I heard this song. Shit tugs on the heart strings
He shld rap to this one for reals🔥🔥🔥
Life:
(Verse 1) starts at 0:59
All this pain
got me going insane
my feelings cannot be tamed
crying every night I’m drained
not hurt physically but mentally that’s true shit
Still paying to God, that I get through this
my heart is not very sturdy
depression doing me dirty
niggas are unworthy to me
so I’m not showing no mercy
my negative thoughts are powerful
trapped in an emotional world fighting the devil people praying on my downfall
don’t want to see me great at all
shit been on my mind heavy
thinking of this shit excessively
trying to live my life but this situation is bothering me
You, wraiting me
REPAK # ?
This is honestly amazing. The name matches perfectly. The vocals, pianos, drums, ambience... everything is astounding and moving. Amazing work on this one 🔥
{Verse 1:} 0:58
Have You Ever Felt Lost?..
in my Head it’s a Holocaust
Why do I feel So Lonely
Why is no one There With me?..
Why is my anxiety Making me
Feel So Guilty?..
I Just Wanna Be Free
You Keep Telling me Stay Here..
When I’m Near You
I Feel Like a Sin Too..
Please..
Leave me Alone
I don’t want To be You..
Please..
Where is my Home..
I don’t Want To be You..
Please...
leave me Alone
L-l-Lea-Leave Me Alone..
Look..
Im Stuck Inside My Head
Got No One To Talk To
So I’m Talking With The Dead
And I’m Laying on my Bed
Watching Everybody Grow
While I’m Tearing up Instead..
Thinking Maybe I Should Go..
Who Will Miss Me?
No One.. Yeah..
That’s What I Thought
Maybe They’re Right And I Suck
Maybe My Life is Above
Maybe This Knife is My Only Friend
And I do Not Give a Fuck..
Im Becoming Disconnected
Not Evolving
No Connections..
Im Drowning in
Imperfection..
HELP ME...!
Yeah..
Nice, there's nothing else to say but that, good job
Tobias Rogers ❤️❤️My Debut EP is Going to be Out Soon. Lots of emotion
@@carriedarkpoetry9751 where can I find it?
Could I steal a coupe of bars from you to make my own song? Like I have nothing at the moment but I know your beat will be great no matter what
Tobias Rogers i don’t really want to.. see everything That I write is what I go Through and it’s personal to my Life..I don’t want Other People Rapping Out my Own Lyrics So I’d rather not
feeling so sore
i cant take it no more
the aches and the pains
and the exhaustion remains
(written for a friend who was sick during finals)
We killed it bro!
Love this beat, i can really feel and connect to it.
Same bro 🙌🏻
Same here toooo ..
You guys always put out 🔥 I bet if you paid for an ad, so many more would find and love your beat. Definitely top 5 on RUclips
Thanks a lot! 🙏
@@StarbeatsProductions can I use this beat I'll credit your for it!!
What am I baring this pain for? I’m stuck in a rare form.
Lately life has left me standing out in the rainstorm.
It’s no use, I’m picking the lock of a chained door.
If angels can fly then what does Heaven got stairs for?
Lemme use these 🤣
@@xlipxt run it lol
Nick Bix ruclips.net/video/j8Jril3YcR8/видео.html
Dope!!!
Bro can I run these once
Still brand new to writing and recording my own work and this was actually going to be my 2nd song titled "Falling Limbo" on my first album "Frozen Inferno" but I realized the beat was sold exclusively sooo... here's the lyrics that I had completed anyways. I'm unsure now if I'll finish it because it broke my heart learning this beat was exclusive as it meant a lot to me.
Title: Falling Limbo
Album: Frozen Inferno
Track: 2
Beat: On the edge Prod. Pendo46 x Starbeats --- "ruclips.net/video/zu6-aADQp4U/видео.html"
Lyrics: TAZ3TY
Start: 10-1-2021 Finish: - -
### Special Note -- If any profit is ever made from this song, Donate it all to charities, rehabs, and recovery programs fighting addictions. ###
(Hook starts at 00:29)
How low can you go when you no longer fly
only cries of woe can follow the high
you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo
Falling limbo
How low can you go when you no longer fly
only cries of woe can follow the high
you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo
Cause I Fall in limbo
How high did i get
how low can i go
rolling a round for eternity
playing this game called limbo
dont mind the rust since i feel like gold
slow grind to dust from a sting so cold
boomerangs return like we didnt know
when did i start thinking so cynical
memory fades or the trick of time
28 now thought i just turned 25
Thanks my suicide was blocked by this
but now i cant seem to stop the shit
forty cal. bullet in my dresser drawer
dented primer reminding me i need more
results from my sobriety and why i
numb the dark thoughts inside of me
say this in person i end up in a ward
say it over the beat and i win an award
fuck this difference
its a reason im spitting
for anyone exempt of the gift i will listen
to your cry for help
place your hand in mine
i will guide you through hell
our plight leaves a light to shine
penny for my thoughts if it ever sells
let me toss it back to you
wishing well
care more for your health then i do my wealth
only understand you since I know myself
a life committed to addiction isn't living
caught in a trap hid from the fact were in prison
if you never been through it well good for you then
just call me a loser but the real truth is you never knew
standing right beside you will always be somebody you love who did
How low can you go when you no longer fly
only cries of woe can follow the high
you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo
Falling limbo
How low can you go when you no longer fly
only cries of woe can follow the high
you always fall here yea you'll always fall in limbo
cause I Falling limbo
Lately I just been so depressed,
I just been so emotional. Thank you to NF ya music stay keeping me devotional. I'm fighting my demons, I'm fighting my battles, I'm on my shit.
thats so awsome
if you need support DM officialvyg they helped many youths overcome depression and demons.
you got this
Just wanna say, I'm a big fan of NF.
lately I've been feeling alone having some suicidal thoughts in my head, can't take them out cause they aren't trash cause they're stuck making me feel like I should be dead.
I can't help this feeling cause it's how I feel towards this life I'm living, trynna strive these intention by making myself not regret the way I think and I think I can make it through the pain I'm feeling.
Never had anyone back from the past to tell me "nate you are successful and an amazing person" but nah man that will never happen cause I have too many demons inside my head.
Loneliness is what got me here, not the pain, not the hate but the actions what I did is what made my fan base so great, we help others who are here to blame themselves in every way.
No emotions needed cause my demons are lurking behind the feelings I'm having and I can't escape the evil which is trynna control me physically.
Never wanted to change cause I just wanted you all to leave me alone and don't call me nate, may as well call me pain cause that's what I'm feeling and I can't help the way I'm feeling cause of the dreadful thoughts im seeking.
Connor Miller hey bruh Imma be here for you how does that sound
You can dm me on insta when ever you feel like venting
Since I’m a stranger I can’t technically do anything I can’t evens judge you
Okaiiii ♥️
Here’s my @. J.u.w.ii
Hope youre finding your way i really do!
damn you couldn't describe me better, you're not alone man
April rain sample made complete fantastic beat
Now this beat is sick mate reminds of something sad but vibesy at the same time
really great emotional vibes to this. The piano with the voices are amazing.
Its the first Im hearing this beat and its fire
{3rd Hook} 3:40
It’s Funny How a Long Sleeve
And a Fake Smile
Can Hide a lot of Pain..
i Sleep Deep And I Wish I Die
Inside of Brain..
it’s funny how a long sleeve
And a fake smile can hide a lot of pain..
I sleep deep and I wish I die..
dont worry friend
everything will be fine
if not today maybe tomorrow
oblivion Thx Man.. Im using My Pain And My Depression/Anxiety To Make Great Music.. Im dropping an EP Soon.. If You Want I’ll send You a Clean Version or something.. ❤️
@@carriedarkpoetry9751 okay bro no problem
@@carriedarkpoetry9751 send bro
this beat is so good! cant even put it into words! so happy i came across this!!! 👍 👍
You were never there
Did you ever care
I can barely breathe, I can see them stare
Fell Into Hell, I wasn’t prepared
Broken like glass everything I touch turns into ash
I run but no matter how fast, I can’t escape the past
I told em I’d be fine but that was just a lie
I wasn’t fine, I was confined, burnin alive, hurtin inside
Crossed the street, didn’t look, almost took my life
Stabbed in the back, every friend is a knife
Ima give em somethin to purge, somethin to hurt
Set me ablaze, show me a way off of this Earth
My conditions a curse, positions reversed
Fell from the stars into the dirt
Trapped behind walls of fire and smoke
Doomed, in a crowded room but I’m still alone
Depression messed me up
I act like I don’t give a f*ck
Then the tears start to flood
I trip every time I try to run
God, answer my questions
Why is this Earth so far from Heaven
Why am I here, where am I headed
Why do I fear, it’s causin the tension
Releasing these thoughts, they will not stop
Its raining fire through all of the smog
Ive been thinkin a lot, where are you God
Am I in your plan or not part of the plot
This is dope asf.
Bro I gotta hear you spit these or else my mouth gonna leave with this sour taste
Leon Pilipenko ruclips.net/video/j8Jril3YcR8/видео.html
Great song wish I can sing it this touch my heart
This is the kind of contect that I like. Keep it up!🙋🏿
This is so fuckin relaxing, depressing, and motivating at the same time for me brother!!
Beat is........ Magical my dude!!
Great Job 👍
💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
I LOVE THIS ❤️
About to change up the flow and deepen the tone,
I can't sing but I can show you how elaborate I think,
From 2 Different worlds but You ain't been alone,
I've dealt with the blasphemous hypocrites twisting up the stories of ghosts trapped somewhere deep inside of the twilight clutching the zone,
I foreseen this day, I knew it was coming, the sky is falling and the mountains are crumbling, listen to the screams coming out of the trumpets,
The balance of good and evil being Spit unique with a meticulous similarity embedded to the depth of the words deep down inside of it, unable to silence any bit of it, passion to intense, breathing every bit of it in,
Shout out to Mother Earth, it truly hurts watching you burn, it's a slap to the face, so undeserved, we need to start loving one another a little bit more, all this hate is absolutely absurd,
I'm not back from the dead coming up from out of the grave…
This is blatantly placed reincarnated drive and determination standing here taking on change, pendulum swaying Father of Time dangling in front of your face,
Yo I see you Reaper, From the dark side of the moon deep in the galaxies out in space I heard you so I teleported back to show you that we wired the same, I see the utter fascination to rage, I can vividly describe it make it jump out the page,
Let me show you how I perceive the voices of change, about to take the mask off so you can witness the pain dripping away, it never leaves eternally burning inside like there isn't a key to open the cage,
It's been time for a piece from the other side of the stage, every station on the radio sounding exactly the same, a few short words show you how to really taste the delicious devices of pain, breathing the passion attached to the page,
Murder suicide, without the note,
Only thing remaining, bullet hole - stairway to hope, take it serious quit thinking life is a joke,
I ain't come for just the lost souls, I'm gonna end up changing the way that you think,
it's already started, just look around they unable to blink,
properly placed elaborate scheme subliminal beverages, quenching your drink,
Fumbling around, got your mind stumbling around, utter darkness, clutching my voice, nothing else sneaking around, or peaking around, It's so quiet,
you can hear the thoughts of the Gods, thoughts to the stars, not the ones driving around praying to the goats for the cars, I'm speaking about the ones that matter beyond the clouds, the ones beyond understanding to doubt,
start to listen to the whispers in the darkness, you'll start to figure it out, learn to quiet your mind when you're alone in the dark, grab a pen and start to write about it, make it an art, it may surprise you, the beauty that comes out when you speak from the heart, bantered laughter inside the mind of a sole survivor forever embedded, open your mind so you can feel the direction that you're heading, the moral to the story, I'll help you figure it out, open your mind up, knowledge is power you need to reach for the stars...stop making excuses and just figure it out.
This is fire i love it i rapped it while the music went and read your words its fire
It's a piece I wrote for a collab ... it's called Sole Survivor 2020 ... ruclips.net/video/_-IhVyhs9ME/видео.html
(Jgrayzer your lyrics are dope as hell) Figured it out and found there is more that Im about no doubt time to stand out I got it all mapped out so before I pass out let me put you on game there is no hand out so make a lane and stand up to those that oppose quick this aint for the faint at heart you need thick skin fight at all cost show them your boss of your life either way its a risk no time now just think win win like T pain see pain is only for the moment and you wont get used it use it for more fuel dont get ahead of yourself but pace yourself for the duel haters roll in packs pick the weak one and attack dont hold back make your name ring in the city where you from and earn your respect that most yearn to get but aint got that stamina to succeed ready to bleed for mine and sacrafice what has been given to me push back should you push me overdose and rush ahead at full steam with a ill squad big willy's on ill quads getting chased by police we a sick mob bills are a paid for money stacks on the rise plus that land with the house is soon to come made adjustment but Im still for the redrum take mine levitate your soul on high with my bare hands no guns...
Change of Thought Safe Guard Your Heart hell is not cool
@@alphagarry5024 uhhh...okay🤦♂️🤷♂️
Daaamn bro this goes hard asf, im not gonna lie this is a slapper 🎹
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
Feeling everything within
Demons inside
Yelling every single sin
Patience wearing thin
The demons haunt
Screaming just to taunt
Fighting with my gloomy thoughts
Feel the pain but rub it off
I just want these thoughts to stop
Paper to pen letting everything go
Musics still a cope but it’s slow
Screaming for help nobody knows
I was visible but now I’m ghost
Am I worth it
I feel worthless
Where’s my purpose
In the deep end tryna find the surface
Close your eyes
Feeling everything within
Demons inside
Yelling every single sin
Patience wearing thin
Grim Yasssssss!
My lyrics! :D
this is great
try this guys
ruclips.net/video/vwzORe8Wprs/видео.html
Bro your beats touch the hearts. Your beats have their own lyrics 😅. Superb
On the edge contemplating life and death. Except they are not separate. One of a kind. If I cant see that then I am blind through these trials that are vile and trying. Easy to frown and still smiling. Big brother diagnosed with Leukemia running through his veins. White blood cells trying to take over and snuff out his flame. This is no game out of the ordinary even though it's very scary. Never too much for us to fight cuz we are born Warriors. All in our identity to infinity and beyond. Death is starting us all in the face, it wont be long. It's so right, it cant be wrong. We all do it, like drinking fluid it keeps us strong. Just keep drinking and dont take it for granted once it's gone. All dried up. There is nowhere to hide us.
Been on the edge since I was seventeen. It’s hard to fulfill these dreams. Surrounded by nonsense and bad energy. Mama can’t you see this isn’t me. Don’t lose hope just believe. I’m gonna be the man I’m suppose to be. You’ll see it’ll all work out for me. Can’t let shit get in the way no more. I’m playing my role taking on the road. Maybe I’ll end up all alone. I’ll come back to this home. But right now I just gotta go. Make it to the top. Can’t be slow....
Send me back into the zone
I'm so unknown
Aye, aye
Pick your fate
Don't hesitate
It's a lot of shit I done let's demonstrate
Black and white don't discriminate
We all know hate
Stab him in the face
Talked to the devil said cone to my place
Wait hold on I'm too late...
R.I.P XXXTentacion ehh it’s alright man. The thing is I’m not too sure what you’re getting at....
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For reals he should🔥🔥💔💔🔥🔥
Hello.🔥
I am a young and passionate beat maker and I have produced a new beat. 🔥 I would really appreciate your honest opinion on it. Please listen to it here ruclips.net/video/cWebAVqlhBk/видео.html and let me know your impression. Thanks so much 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I found this while looking for nf type beats, I immediately started freestyling to it and wish I made it, AMAziNG!!!
Wow man, one of the best beats ive heard.
So i searched on the edge instrumental and this fits so well with what im working on thanks!
Feels like I’m on the edge,
The only thing I know for certain's death,
What’s after? Can’t even guess
Will I go to heaven, am I hell bent?
Judging how my time was spent,
Demos in my mind, pulling all the time
They want me to die,
Can barely just survive,
Never feel alive,
Constantly struggling with feeling of abandonment,
Even when there is love,
Old habits die hard
Still can’t seem to let down my guard,
Don’t trust anyone,
Got my own cards,
My heart is still scarred,
Burned the bridge,
At the edge,
Wondering if what I left behind was really dead,
Could I bring it back?
If I really tried?
Didn’t try to fix anything just cried,
Never done that again,
Want people to be scared of me,
Scared of hurting me,
Scared of messing with my family,
Scared of who I can be,
But once you finally get to know me, you know I’m weak,
Haven’t slept in weeks,
Can barely even speak
Don’t wanna be different,
Wanna be unique
Tears running down my cheeks,
I don’t want you to leave,
Save me,
Save me,
Save me please,
Still can’t seem to find my peace,
That was a waste of time, ur only a human and done.
I'm sorry, not entirely sure what the means
I can deffff see people freestylin to this, kkeep it up 🙏
This is one of the best intro i've heard so far !! Thanks you so much for your work and the passion you put in. We can feel through some deep emotion and connection to ourself and much more ! Thanks for sharing what you do ! Keep spreading love through your art ! Art's the future
Nice vibe , right on the edge , keep it up !!
{Verse 2:} 2:27
Inside of My Brain
The Amount of Shame
Make me Go Insane
There’s A lot of Pain
And A lot of Rain..
My Throne has been demolished
My self esteem is diminished
I make my dreams go relentless
I hope I win or I finish..
look..
Im Sick of Being Rejected
This Passion is Inflected
In This Music To Perfection
I use it and I Select it
Abuse The Fact That I’m Gifted
The Root of Laugh Has Been Wasted
My Youth Is Lacking Affection
It’s Cool I Practice My Lessons
Look..
Good beat! 🌋💥
One of your best ones
I love this! I make a lot of beats with vocals like this too, this is one of my favorite styles. Great vibes, raw emotion on this! 🤟♥️🤟
Love the vibes ♥
Im sick of all this hatred
Im sick of all this anger
This rage thats in my brain
Cannot not be contained
So i let it out when i say
The words thats on my paper
Sometimes i feel like jason
Woth a white mask and im chasing
My dreams cant be mistaken
My words have be mistaken
Raised by angels
but tempted by satan
My whole bodys aching
straight fire! 100
Last time I connected I had cables running
Through my veins
Last time I saw your face an empty space
Just want to see you smile again
Help me to remember grace
When I desire the streets take my life away
Somewhere you can’t find me
I’m hidden so you can’t see
The wounds remain blood stain
Still pressure midpoint in my mind
I reach to Journey with you but inside
Blue eyes blue skies blue deny
It ain’t the same no dancing flame
Wanted to take it all down in flames
I’m on the way
I’m always late
I waiting
On you to try
To fly like
Clouds
In the clouds will you heart set
Or sink and to think
your staying in the hood
Hey thank you so much! This is so nice!
This beat got me in my feelings
would definitely love to hear someone rap to this.
Bryton Asapace u want me too?
@@d1nwalt03 ye
Looking back at my life everything i done lost, i didnt know it all would come at such a cost. Walking around wit my head down my soul so empty I feel so lost. What happened, i use to feel like the fuckin man , use to feel like a fuckin boss. Now its all fuckin gone..
top sounds
They say a project of both, epic sounds. with a rhythmic hip hop base (DIDKER Producer X Starbeats)
I've been lost for way to long,
Take another pill,
Is that wrong?
It feels like I've been alive far to long,
Load the gun cock it and pop it,
I don't wanna feel shit,
Fly me away on a rocket,
Take me to space,
Take me away,
I don't wanna feel this pain,
I'm goin insane.
I can't feel my brain,
This music is lame,
Thats what they all say,
But this music makes me okay,
They all say what a wast,
He could have fame,
But I spit in there face,
You don't wanna know whats in my head,
If you knew you'd prolly be dead,
I'm losing my mind and I feel like a book that sits unread,
Anytime I got love I fled,
Love this beat😍
I love this brooo
I poured my soul into this
so touching for an excellent video
I'm not able to find this beat in the catalogue for purchase
Yep That's Really Good ! 👍
Cool, respect from Moscow!
Bro, you need to add the beat in your beatstars, beatstars deleted the beat i added on my user.
I'm on it
Sowas wunderschönes
Freakin beautiful
{Verse 3:} 3:56
Inside of My Brain..
don’t Tell me That I’m OK..
everyday I wanna die
So don’t tell me That I’m Awake..
I Can Barely See Your Face
Lately I been a Mistake
Maybe That I am Afraid
You Won’t Remember My Name..
look..
Everyday is Different Anxiety Makes it Hard..
To Have a Normal Opinion I Need To Follow My Heart..
The Way That You Look At Me..
baby i Really Am Sorry..
But I Need Some Help
Forgive me For What I Said
I don’t Know What’s Inside my Head
Look..
luv dis 1!
Nếu ta yêu nhau cũng chỉ là giấc mơ, một chút hạnh phúc trước khi ta say ngủ
Nếu dùng đồng tiền để mua được một giờ, núi vàng núi bạc cũng không thể xây đủ
Ai cho quyền nhớ, ai cho phép chờ, ai cho lắng đọng lại vài thứ rồi làm thơ
Ai cố gắng quên nhưng lại ghi vào trang vở, để rồi nếu ta yêu nhau lại cũng chỉ là giấc mơ
Nơi con tim ta tình cờ lên tiếng
Ngoài kia là biển con sóng vỗ bình yên
Bỏ ngôi nhà nhỏ bao lần ta quên viếng, tự thân ta phải hiểu không được chạy theo tình điên
Không được chứa thêm một ai khác dù ta biết
Yêu là cảm xúc khó chống cự là vì duyên
Phận ta là mây gió cứ thổi đi xa tít
Chính ta đưa cánh chim trời đã bỏ tổ theo tự nhiên
Tự biến mình thành con người tham lam
Anh không biết mình là ai trong từng phút
Kéo em lại gần anh biết sai nhưng vẫn làm chạm vào nhau anh đánh mất mình và đau thêm một chút
Lúc yêu thương dường như là đong đầy
Người anh cần là em nhưng sao lại không thấy
Ai ngờ trong đấy là người ở bên anh, là người anh quên nhanh khi em trong vòng tay
Cho anh thêm một lần được nói
Cho anh đếm dòng thời gian trôi
Cho anh nếm vị son như ngày ấy sóng biển lặng nghe gió thổi nụ cười trên môi
Cho anh đắng cay cho anh đền tội
Cho anh trắng tay do anh quên lối
Cho anh được phép chọn cả hai, để rồi nước mắt lăng dài tự mình khiến mình buồn thêm thôi
Yêu là nhớ ánh mắt mắt bao ngày qua
Là thấy nỗi nhớ trong lòng bao chơi vơi này
Cảm xúc chia đôi một con tim vỡ tan bao trùm tất cả cô đơn và
Yêu là lúc lý trí trôi thật xa
Là những yêu thương tan dần biến nơi đâu rồi
Hạnh phúc chỉ là một cơn mơ
Tiếc nuối chỉ thêm nhạt nhoà
Gió vờn mây nhưng mây không hờn gió
Nó vẫn còn đây thứ tình yêu vẫn còn đó
Khó để vứt bỏ, nên cất nó cả vào đây, tự dặn lòng mình không nghĩ nhưng lý trí quỷ bao vây
Gom hết nỗi niềm cố giấu diếm bao lâu nay
Tìm kiếm lối thoát cho thân xác nhưng đâu hay
Chợt thấy ngọn lửa trong tâm tính đã mục nát, bởi chính ta tự lục soát giờ mình tựa vào đâu đây
Đôi chân sa lầy cố giữ lấy một ngày mai rồi tới ai sẽ gánh chịu mọi hậu quả
Một lần nữa đưa tâm ma vào câu ca
Lại một lần nửa trắng đen lại phải đấu đá
Gửi từng cung bậc của cảm xúc quá nhạt nhoà, khi tồn tại hai con người trong nỗi nhớ vào câu ca
Gửi chút niềm tin cho ánh sáng sẽ chiến thắng nhưng bóng tối lại ngự trị nơi tâm hồn thật sâu xa
Và ta sẽ về đâu khi tương lai ta ngông cuồng
Buộc ta phải chọn nhưng lý trí lại không buông
Vở diễn kết thúc ta tự nghĩ ta không buồn
Nụ cười đó dành cho ai để nước mắt kia không tuông
Tự hỏi bản thân đâu là điều mày mong muốn, khi màn đêm vừa buông xuống ai cùng mày trên
con đường
Để rồi mặt trời dần ló nơi đằng đông, vậy liệu có được hạnh phúc như lúc đầu 1+2 thì bằng 0
Cho anh thêm một lần được nói
Cho anh đếm dòng thời gian trôi
Cho anh nếm vị son như ngày ấy sóng biển lặng nghe gió thổi nụ cười trên môi
Cho anh đắng cay cho anh đền tội
Cho anh trắng tay do anh quên lối
Cho anh được phép chọn cả hai để rồi nước mắt lăn dài tự mình khiến mình buồn thêm thôi
Yêu là nhớ ánh mắt bao ngày qua
Là thấy nỗi nhớ trong lòng bao chơi vơi này
Cảm xúc chia đôi một con tim vỡ tan bao trùm tất cả cô đơn và
Yêu là lúc lý trí trôi thật xa
Là những yêu thương tan dần biến nơi đâu rồi
Hạnh phúc chỉ là một cơn mơ
Tiếc nuối chỉ thêm nhạt nhoà
Nếu ta yêu nhau cũng chỉ là giấc mơ, một chút hạnh phúc trước khi ta say ngủ
Nếu dùng đồng tiền để mua được một giờ, núi vàng núi bạc cũng không thể xây đủ
Ai cho quyền nhớ, ai cho phép chờ, ai cho lắng đọng lại vài thứ rồi làm thơ
Ai cố gắng quên nhưng lại ghi vào trang vở, để rồi nếu ta yêu nhau lại cũng chỉ là giấc mơ
MAGNIFIIIC
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I can't wait to drop to this
Ak
I feel me and this so are only one.
Amazing beat.
It was sold :(
Well I guess this is going on a mixtape lol
FIRE
Em có biết nước mắt anh đang rơi
Suy cho cùng anh cũng là người chờ đợi
Và anh không thể níu giữ em ở lại
Khi tình yêu này em dành cho ai
Em có thể đến rồi lại đi
Anh cũng có thể nếm nỗi đau trong hương vị
Có những vị ngọt Có những vị đẳng
Anh là kẻ thua còn em là kẻ thắng
Sài gòn có lúc nắng có lúc mưa
Không biết giờ này em còn thức hay ngủ chưa
Chỉ biết im lặng mặc kệ thời gian trôi
Tay cầm điện thoại còn đầu thị tựa gối
Gở chiếc mặt nạ và nhìn thấu mình trong gương
Khuôn mặt lạ lẫm và con tim nhiều vết xướt
Ánh trăng rọi xuống và hình bóng ai trên đường
Có cả nỗi đau và lẫn cả nỗi nhớ
Ta chạm vào nhau để rồi lại tan vỡ
Cảm nhận nỗi đau và anh ko cần ai hiểu
Hãy sống chậm lại và yêu thương nhiều hơn
Thế giới bên ngoài thực sự quá rộng lớn
Buôn bỏ tất cả muốn chạy trốn nơi thật xa
Ở nơi yên bình như cánh chim giữa rừng hoa
So beautiful! !!
I m holding on
Concentrating in what I love
Keep it up!
It s time out ....an opportunity to get yo know yourself!
Feel this fire beat !
We live in a world filled with hate
Some people believe in coincidental fate
We've separated into different groups
Bro what's the point this ain't a loop
There's the perfect, the mad , the lonely and the people with abnormalities
Who cares people are still people and that should be a normality
The world is filled with chaos
But some of us only care about making it to the playoffs
The air is filled with pollution
Yo we need to find a solution
Before we end up in extinction
Were trapped in the midst of a pandemic
And now were all fucking domestic
I thought 2020 was supposed to the year
Not the time for fear
Class of 2020 aren't getting to walk the stage
Instead they're trapped in a cage
The economy's declining
And all we're doing is reclining
Hopefully this is all a phase
Or else were all gonna go craze
This goes crazy 😤✊🏼
@@juniorarrieta326 thanks man, appreciate it
On the edge and I'm looking down
It's like a movie, but i cant hear the sound
I embrace the love from all around
I change my mind as i hit the ground
open my eyes as hope was found
I'm still on the edge and I'm looking down
00:29
its hard for me to admit, that i was all wrong
but tonight feels like an ending all along
i dont what to do anymore, every step i takes gets me down on the floor
feel like sinking,dying, baby im still crying
all these confusing dreams are fucking me up
and its quite something, that i really do be wanting you again
its weird that you were always still in my head
now my love for you is become less faded
but im not the person that i used to be
i got into deep , it al was too much
it wasnt really dying but it was more than enough pain too handle
i got too close , much too close to the edge
now im here
now im here on the edge
waiting for u to come back
so come back
Amazing vibes
0:45
I can’t stand all this pain,
It’s all stuck in my brain.
I can’t seem to let you go
Now you got me on the low.
You told me you loved me,
But to what degree.
Everyone says it’s forever,
However I find dat hard to believe
1:00
hard to believe
yea,
It’s hard to believe
Hard to believe
Yea I just find dat hard to believe
Hard to believe
There I am stuck in a dream
Stuck in a dream
Stuck in a dream
Hear me scream
Hear me scream
Hear me scream
You over there lookin like your happy as hell
And I’m over lookin like I’m stuck in a shell
And while your out there scoring
I’ll be in here just restoring
Thinking about them good ole days
Cause yea my life is hella boring...
Masterpiece! where can i contact you guys? 💗🙌
Love This Beat❤️
Awesome
0:58 BEAT DROP
So many falling from the edge with no hope. Gotta use our common sense! Cant get down alive without a rope. Instead we want to dive from the cliff of life to drown in addiction to dope. Those same people I dream to reach. Only so many walls I can breach. I need you by my side to teach our generation victory's speech. Not sucking more life from their bodies like leeches. Make each other strong by our weakness and meekness cuz we've seen the edge and we'll shout a Warriors Cry as far as it reaches. Living on the edge til age defeats us.
Yo can i use this
@@jamalbarker1547
What a powerful story, almost hard to be believing ya
tears came to my eyes, damn your brother has leukemia
couldn't hold it in, had to let you know I am feeling ya
Worried and mad, afraid he might be leaving ya
Sometimes it just seems,
that life only brings
The kind of suffering
that destroys everything
so much pain when we wake
asking how much can we take
So much weight on our shoulders, our knees are starting to shake
but there is something to learn with each and every opposition
I know, this is easy to say given my position
Our minds are in charge, we create our own universe
We decide what we give value and the things that have worth
but at the end of the day,
All of us fade
our matter may be gone, but still our energy remains
So no matter what happens
Stay strong and keep rappin
Tell your brother you love him and keep each other laughin
Even if he loses his hair
squint and put on shades because of the glare
Tell him how lucky he is, he doesn't have to shave downstairs.
I wish you the best and Im using telepathy
In order to send you some powerful energy
Its difficult giving up the things that are hard to love 💘 💔 😔
kapandım içime bırakın beni
kilitledim kapıları dönemem geri
yapamazsın diyen herkes akıllı
yapmaya çalışan ben mi deli
elimde ne kaldı önümde biri
engel oluyor bana gitmiyor gibi
çalışıyom hala bi ileri bi geri
engelin kendisi galiba benim
verdim söz defalarca kendime
tutamadım hiçbirini pes ettim iyice
umut ışığı da bak kaybolmak üzere
düşürüyorum yüksekten derin bi denize
turkish az bilyor ama guzel
@@abdoajdour602 Teşekkür ederim
kullanabilirmiyim
@@atlantesz_ Kullan kanka kayıt alamam zaten.
You know what they say
When you fall in love don’t fall hard
But when I fell for you
I thought that mabye I’m smart
I thought that maybe I‘ll start
I thought that maybe I should
I thought that maybe we could
I thought that maybe you would
Maybe we could make it feel like paradise
Maybe I could make you think of some things otherwise
But what is a maybe for someone who needs 100%
Maybe is just a little word for someone who loves to pretend
And if I‘ll see you cry
I will hold on to you
I promise I‘ll make you smile
On days you‘d thought you never could
Our love is bigger than everything I‘ve ever saw
Thats why I will stay with you go all this way, idc how far
And everytime I look into your eyes I see my future is bright
Everytime I‘m looking at your smile I see that you are mine
Everytime I‘m looking at your face I think that you are gorgeous
There’s nothing more important
Than your heart, you are golden
Our souls connected in a different way and it’s beautiful
Our heart beat beats the same way and it’s magical
I think I‘ve found the one the moment when our eyes met
Every single little word you say, I just can’t forget
But can you promise me that this Love is for real this time
I‘m still hurting from my past, so just tell me that we are fine
Please keep my heart in save and warm space
Please make me feel like there’s just sunshine and no rain
Please make these suicidal thoughts go out of my brain
Please hold on to me tight you are the reason I want to stay
Please let me love you and please just love me the same
Please make me go crazy and I will make you go insane
dam. nice
cool, but why waist it on RUclips for someone to steal it?
Pierxus why would someone steal it😔
Damn, we cant even use this beat for non profit?? If we purchase it.
You can, but you'd have to give credit to the producer/owner of the beat, and only upload it places where you are sure there would be no connection of profit, even if it's not you the money goes to.
ruclips.net/video/5LkvjOZpwbA/видео.html
(Verse 1) 0:59
the cycles of night and day man it’s repetitive,
people think they’re the ones man i don’t mean to be negative,
im a pessimist, so what you expect from me? all pride and joy?
nah i was raised as a kid, keep your head low and dont let nobidy get to you,
the world is fake and nobody is there for you,
grandpa said "you're on your own jay,
god is your only person through the way, its a scary world right?
of course it is but don't let it distract you from your own spotlight, your own highlights, looking up at the stars those are you skylights."
im only 17, thinking of a future is all i can ever dream.
marrying my girlfriend and finally make her officially mine forever,
but college is coming around so I'm scared what life will be like without her.
seeing my friends come and go, thought they were real ones but i guess you never know,
I’ve never felt so alone,
i feel like I’m on the edge of the world please don’t let me go.
có bao giờ em nghĩ cho anh không
khi nhiều lần em khiến anh trạnh lòng
nước hàng mi đó do ai lau khô
khi mà em buồn ai cùng em đau khổ
vậy mà tại sao ta không còn bên nhau
tim mình kề cạnh mà anh lại thêm đau
vậy thì niềm đau này anh có nên dấu
hay chờ thời gian để nó tự phai màu
hạnh phúc đôi ta anh đã cố tạo dựng
thời gian trôi mau em là người quay lưng
tình yêu thế nào/ đối với em/ là cao xứng
che chở cho em dù miệng cười cháy lưng
ngày mà em đi bầu trời đọng vị đắng
chờ ngày em về trôi qua cả ngàn trăng
anh không biết tại sao em thay đổi
lòng này vẫn vững dù ngàn người lay tôi
anh không biết / anh không viết / những câu chuyện mà ta không luyến tiết
anh không xiếc / anh không rít / điếu cần trên tay để mà ngồi viết
vì tình yêu này là một tình yêu thật
và em chính là người mà anh yêu nhất
mất em như vũ trụ thiếu mặt trời
không có ánh sáng sự sống thì chơi vơi
nếu như mà có kiếp sau
những ngày mà kỉ nguyên mới bắt đầu
anh vẫn muốn sẽ bên em lần nữa
dù ngắn ngủi như chuyện tình ngày xưa
nhưng anh sẽ làm điều anh đã hứa
để trọn vẹn hết những chuyện mà ta chưa
anh không biết mình có điên hay không nữa
suy nghĩ viễn vong vào trời ngày đầy mưa
hoa hồng nào mà hoa chẳng có gai
tình yêu nào rồi cũng sẽ chóng phai
duyên tình không đặng có nên tồn tại mãi
hay yêu như thế này biết ai đúng ai sai
thanh xuân ai mà không có duyên tình
anh đã không giữ được cho riêng mình
vẫn thương em thôi bông hồng xanh cũ kỉ
nhưng thương thôi thì làm sao đủ nhỉ
vì cuộc đời này chỉ hoạt động theo cách
đồng tiền mày phải dày ở trong ví
đừng mộng tưởng và ngồi đó mà trách
bởi đời này đã đâu còn như xưa
một túp liều tranh kèm hai quả tim vàng
tự xem bản thân đã làm được gì chưa
hay ôm điện thoại mà chờ pi ra vàng
đời đâu còn / những tình yêu / nồng nàng
It’s hard to go on rapping all the rap songs
When I can’t breath I can’t sleep
And my mind goes wandering
I can’t go pondering
When I have to be on it I try to be honest
But that’s just the problem
Cause there is a reason why I can’t be confident
Rapping all my problems does stop none of it
I makes me made and I can’t breath
When people say things I don’t want to speak
Then I start screaming you better close your ears
Cause they keep talking about the shit I did over 5 years
remember how we met
I remember when it end
All the time that we we’re spending
Now that I am begging
why is it all ending
remember how we met
I remember when it end
All the time that we we’re spending
Now that I am begging
why is it all ending
If it’s hard to get up
If it’s hard to write stuff
You gotta keep being tough
You gotta fucking stand up
It’s the shit I know I’m nuts
But if shit gets hard you can’t Fucking corrupt
And now he flashes back to the past
When his ass is being hand
Back in the days they called him the blue man
But now it’s his land, now it’s his band
Now it’s time to bust all the rhymes
If you don’t keep an eye you gonna die
You gotta not let it slip, keep all of it
remember how we met
I remember when it end
All the time that we we’re spending
Now that I am begging
why is it all ending
If you give up now the clocks runnin out
And you don’t got time to sprout
Cause if you all about, when times running out
Your gonna be locked out Yeah don’t know how
It’s hard when fucked up your raps
I started with First name Quincy last name Mack
I try to do better every single track
But then I get back sucked up in the past
Then all flashes the music the moment
The opportunity to own it
But you let it slip
was it smart, or did you fuck up shit
You afraid someone’s gotta do a diss
Man fuck it, fuck you and all of this
What if I just quit
What that be good cause I
remember how we met
I remember when it end
All the time that we we’re spending
Now that I am begging
why is it all ending
Like is it okay if I want to lose
Nah you gotta stand up and say fuck you
Is it rude or is it true that I want to pursue
But the shit happening to me can’t assume
That the facts of my raps
Or the album and the tracks
I try to be happy but I just feel sad
How to be happy when I ain’t glad
Anxiety like a the devil ain’t better
It wants me to eat the head
But after I feel dead
It doesn’t hurt when say that I’m a bum
I try to be positive but there was never a sum
It makes me depressed then I need a cigarette
but with the mic I can’t fuck up and I can’t
remember how we met
I remember when it end
All the time that we we’re spending
Now that I am begging
why is it all ending
just feeling
im using that sample please let me remix this shit
hit me up
{1st Hook:} 2:12
It’s Funny How a Long Sleeve
And a Fake Smile
Can Hide a lot of Pain..
i Sleep Deep And I Wish I Die
Inside of Brain..
it’s funny how a long sleeve
And a fake smile can hide a lot of pain..
I sleep deep and I wish I die..
that's fucking lit bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I have enough beats for an album I just can’t find the words
Damn...🔥
BANANAS!!!... I CAN GET THE SIGNAL FROM THIS AUDIO FILE.. NICE!!
Genial :')