[FREE] SAD NF Type Beat - "THE OLD ME"

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  • Опубликовано: 21 дек 2024

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  • @RiddickXBeats
    @RiddickXBeats  3 года назад +11

    💙 More Like This?
    get the beat without tags here: bsta.rs/b04c73529

    • @dadzchanel7547
      @dadzchanel7547 3 года назад

      I need to see the president
      Also Stephanie jimoh
      On GOD bruh

  • @ApatheticAnarchy
    @ApatheticAnarchy Год назад +15

    here's what i've written so far for a song called "IMAGINE"
    verse 1:
    wish i didn't go to sleep at 2AM
    thinkin bout all the things that i ain't doin again
    imagining all the people that i referred to as friends
    thinkin bout how naïve it was to trust them again
    back in the day i used to think the world was so friendly
    wish those thoughts were more than just the memories
    regretting life's how i defend myself from these
    dangerous thoughts that i think of lately
    back when i was just a little child
    i remember that my thoughts were only mild
    i remember when i thought that life was fair
    sadly life for all of us ain't no crystal stair
    oh yes, my stair's been filled with nails
    everytime i try i find a way to fail
    I think we all imagine how life would be
    if we could get a break and find a way to breathe
    (rest for four measures)
    verse 2:
    sometimes i wonder what my life could be
    if i didn't only stand up and flee
    instead I stood and held my ground
    would i be able to turn my life around?
    wish that was the case but i'm forgettin something else
    i don't got the confidence to fight against myself
    try to fight a war against me but i lost the shells
    sick of imagining cause i hate myself
    right now i don't know how to live my life
    wish i could get out of this overnight
    every night i go to sleep with this weight on my chest
    and the moment i wake up these thoughts fill my head
    sometimes i think i'd be better off dead
    can't express these emotions cuz i might be met
    with resistance from all the people i love
    i know it seems counterintuitive but
    my family yellin', that's not the place i wanna be
    that's why i keep all of this anxiety inside of me
    i'm trying to find a way to be forgetting these
    dark memories
    (rest for 2 measures)
    Chorus (or Verse 3 idrk):
    the more i start to imagine the
    possibilities of the state of me
    i start to imagine who did this to me
    blame it on something but truthfully
    the only person that i can blame is me
    the only one who can fix this is me
    but it's hard when you come to the realization
    that you've been suffering from depersonalization
    depression, anxiety and all in between
    its hard to realize that only you've got the key
    it's hard to accept that the doors been infront of me
    it's kinda hard to accept that i can be free

    • @KilledMyDemons999
      @KilledMyDemons999 3 месяца назад

      Man that’s some real shit so real so relatable 🖤

  • @RighteouSinner
    @RighteouSinner 2 года назад +2

    You know a beat is special when you come back on YT to check who made it.

  • @simondarkclouds
    @simondarkclouds 9 месяцев назад

    This is an awesome beat right here

  • @KilledMyDemons999
    @KilledMyDemons999 3 месяца назад

    Man I fw this heavy asf

  • @thatdude9625
    @thatdude9625 2 года назад +2

    This is an absolute masterpiece! Loving every second of writing on this 🔥🖤

  • @nimabeats6062
    @nimabeats6062 3 года назад +6

    Love it bro the vocal fit perfectly 👏🔥

  • @xpavence4237
    @xpavence4237 Год назад +2

    Scared to death when you asked where i been
    I been out driving losing my head
    Followed the roads no clue where they led, got Tired, came home, laid in our bed. Tired but awake, you tell me to rest
    I got some questions
    I’m second guessing
    Learning some lessons
    I need you to tell me that I’m alright
    I apologize, when I bring up the past
    I’ve had a lot on my mind
    Make you sad tryin’ to make you smile, I know im anxious but im tired
    It’s ironic
    I’m too honest
    Made you cry again
    Never

    • @joshuavergnetti6105
      @joshuavergnetti6105 Год назад

      Love it bro what the heart says 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

  • @d3tofficial
    @d3tofficial Год назад +1

    Damn Riddick, hitting me right in the feels so got no option but to be writing my feels🔥🔥🔥

    • @d3tofficial
      @d3tofficial Год назад

      Go check my “old me” version🔥

  • @KilledMyDemons999
    @KilledMyDemons999 3 месяца назад

    Man that’s crazy Ima hafto extend this. 4 min not enough 💯

  • @grilledmusic4953
    @grilledmusic4953 3 года назад +1

    wow.... the skulls are good for this bro. cuz i am..dead. straight fire

  • @christopherccaudill3437
    @christopherccaudill3437 3 года назад +12

    When I gave my self up to you I fell deep in to her lap I prayed for the sweetest sound from her mouth it did not first come out she moved around like she was just on that spring fling clean minded washer exciting thoughts as she grabbed someone else I closed my eyes and dreamed it was me in that summer of love I still walk by herside even if I may never be her's in life

    • @b.joejuarez9288
      @b.joejuarez9288 3 года назад

      The old me is not who I want to be so I call on God he said to call on him I tried to listen hard he gave me many clues now I know his sound she is lying to me that’s what the devil is telling me I hope I can be strong enough to detect if that is the truth I feeel like a beast in doom smoking weed morning and noon every dispensary bloom in Tucson in my go to
      It’s like I worship blue moon no I’m not talking bear over here
      I’m talking the strain and how I’m a phien
      I’m a slave for the blue cheese but I need to make some benjis

  • @apxcalypse.1353
    @apxcalypse.1353 2 года назад +3

    I miss the old me Where I was happy and I was, Going outside without causing trouble ye I stayed away from that shit, Cuz I didn’t wanna do it, It was tempting but I pulled through it, But that’s was a few years ago…
    But look at me now. I smoke. But not because it’s good cuz it’s not, I know I can die But.. I do it to get rid of my stress Yeaa it might sound stupid But as soon as I take back My head goes light but… It brightens up my mood.. But like my mom said.. if I ever to get hooked, It’ll be my biggest regret That i would’ve done yet.. I’m not All about demons and Murder it’s just that Some people don’t really understand My sort of situation I’m in in my head right now.. But when I smoke I feel more happy And when I sleep.. I have dreams about the good days that I had.. Now look at me… I’m different.. they say age Is just a number.. Then why ain’t I getting any younger? My affection Is Going Like my emotions so if I ever go emotionless. don’t try to bring back The mistake you’ve already done.. Cuz there’s no going back.. Im sad I got a broken heart.. But it’s not pieces.. It’s just like.. A massive amount of wait is gaining up on me, And it’s causing me pain.. Damm.. I never knew life would be like.. this.. The government lied about corona AND YOU CAN SAY WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT BUT JUST WAIT UNTIL THE TRUTH GETS REVEALED!

  • @jacobpriddy4791
    @jacobpriddy4791 Год назад

    Love this beat. Absolute banger

  • @pablojhernz9724
    @pablojhernz9724 3 года назад +4

    Holy shit this is beautiful 🥀🖤

  • @eren1994.
    @eren1994. 2 года назад

    Bruh 🔥🔥🔥 my fav so far 😍🙈 love it

  • @emphasis4332
    @emphasis4332 3 года назад +1

    i put some lyrics to this. your music is awesome. Stay up Riddick X!

  • @Ghost-22330
    @Ghost-22330 Месяц назад

    As she lays there broken down on the floor
    She turns to me and says she doesn’t know who i am anymore
    Im not who I use to be the old me I could trust more
    The old me had a lot of love to give and now that love is gone
    If I just had a moment with you I would hold on forever
    We thought we was soo strong yet soo wrong together
    I broke your heart and you threw away the love letters
    The past keeps getting the best of us
    Gotta keep looking up because my arms are cut
    I’m sorry for the trauma dump love was a lot of fun
    But hurts once it’s done

  • @ronanruss
    @ronanruss 2 года назад +2

    I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake I should decide when I start my day I just wanna do whatever I want whenever I want that's the life that I dream of I dunno how ima do it head telling me my dreams calling up and if I wanna it then I gotta show up but every time I hear it it's like I hang up yet I'm still turning to the notes on my phone having no idea where I'm spose to go and I gotta little disbelief coz lately my rhymes have been a little weak and I needa switch up my flow
    yo needa switch up my flow so here we go
    I've given up tryna go to sleep coz I'd rather stay up and make some memories or writing raps that will one day make history and I'll keep doing that to the death of me and if you don't believe one day I swear you'll eventually see Yo I love staying up talking for hours on end checking the time thinking shit we should prolly head to bed shit we should prolly head to bed
    X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake
    Yo don't you get it yall they made up time to put us all in a schedule I'm getting so sick of it wanna put my fist through a dry wall and we got no time to do what we want why does our whole life revolve around a job you might be okay with it but I'm not but I'm not it's all an illusion honestly what are we doing I'm really starting to lose it and if you think life is meant to be this way then I'm asking you to prove it I'm asking you to prove it I bet you can't coz half of you are clueless half of you are clueless
    You don't wanna see the other side of me coz I can be ruthless you know what I don't understand how time can go fast for me but slow for them man I swear it doesn't make any sense I swear it doesn't make any sense
    X 7) I just wanna stay up late coz time is fake
    (talking)
    It's all an illusion bro they made it alllll up put us all in a fucken schedule make us work all these hours go by the clock making us count down minutes and seconds it's not even real bro it's all an illusion I just I dunno how ima do it I just wanna get out of it I just wanna stay up late do what I want whenever I want

  • @blackout1183
    @blackout1183 3 года назад

    This is relaxing

  • @ronanruss
    @ronanruss 2 года назад

    You just helped me finish a song, this beat is perfect thank you so much keep it up 🔥 👌

  • @misakimei7774
    @misakimei7774 3 года назад

    Enjoying it 🖤

  • @rajivdey8459
    @rajivdey8459 9 месяцев назад

    Ye us raat ki hai baat,moun tha dimag,
    Bohot Sare khuwab bane minto mai rakh!
    Mere mitra the sath Muje Kitno ne kaa
    tuje puchna sawal Tune pehna nakab,kese saap bane ap

  • @Cuzerr
    @Cuzerr 3 года назад +2

    Im going to blow up this year yo!Imma make my mama proud god bless!🙏🏾🤍

  • @tunphammm2609
    @tunphammm2609 Год назад

    Ngoài trời thì tối sầm em chuẩn bị xong chưa
    Cuộc tình dây dứt hoài mãi mà không buông
    Cho thêm niềm đau khi đêm mùa đông xuống
    Là những mảnh đất của ngày nắng không mưa
    Ta tệ với nhau mà không nói một lời
    Hứa hẹn trăm năm ở bên phía cột trời
    Vậy bao nhiêu tình cảm là đủ để tốt cho cả hai đi hết cả một đời

  • @joel.l8123
    @joel.l8123 3 года назад

    Crazy 👑

  • @Zmyth420
    @Zmyth420 Год назад

    Everyday was a trend try to survive
    Yet my mind was so helpless
    Tried to get help yet I couldn't find it
    Soul reason I fight was I wasn't ok
    Walking back seen the scars never wash away
    love was always fake
    tears always stayed blood never stopped staining hope was always fading
    taking on more addictions
    Popping pills and perceptions even a little never took away my sorrows
    Doubting my tomorrow's always looking down hard to swallow taking my mind and getting harder to breathe if I take my last breathe hope they know it's for the better not even knowing what's for dinner .........
    Days later searching for my heart for the tear yet the later times never got better looking past all of this what's to gain stars get brighter but even life fades
    People laugh tell me how I failed as a human but they are all so confusing
    Emotional places and sacrifice is for a greater reason self hatred and self inflicted stains is what I have in my head so messed up I wish for death never wanted to do it but here's my end so depressed and nothing left to gain
    The old me is only gone past the point of no response
    Hope my life had a perfect purpose and gave people hope but no roses on my grave people walk away later forgetting who they lost for ever in are minds lost

  • @teo-xp1xw
    @teo-xp1xw 3 года назад +1

    Μην δινεις βαση σε οτι βγαινει απο το στομα μου σκαλωνω
    Παραπαταω μεσα στης πολης τα κυματα
    Ειχα μια βαρκα δυο κουπια δανικα
    Τα εχασα μου εχουν μια δυο γυμνα χερια και τα δυστοιχα
    Θα σε θυμαμαι οταν φυγεις μου τα εχουνε πει και αλλοι
    Ειμαστε μικροι για ονειρα για τις ευθυνες τους μεγαλοι
    Μα η ευθυνη μας να κυνηγαμε ονειρα και να τα πιασουμε ολα πριν να γινουνε μακαρι
    Θα γινω βροχη και θα πεσω σε καθε μερος που δακρυσα
    Το ουρανιο τοξο δεν θα βγει σε εκεινα τα μερη
    Φταιω εγω που ζω στο παρελθον μπορστα στο μελλον σαστυσα
    και παρεμεινα στασιμος μπροστα σε οτι αγαπησα
    Μπροστα σε θυελλες και φουρτουνες κρατανε αναστημα
    Και ειμαι περηφανος για αυτους γιατι διπλα μου σταθηκαν
    Οσο για αυτους που δεν μιλω τους εχω καπου μεσα μου
    και εμφανιζονται που και που στα γραπτα και τις σκεψεις μου
    Βαδιζουμε σε αντιθετη τροχια
    Εχω το νου μου
    Να κρατησω τα παντα να μεινουν αληθινα
    Και αληθινα σημαινει να εχω ανθρωπους λιγους κοντα
    Αληθινα σημαινει βροντερα χαμογελα

  • @luzzybeats7952
    @luzzybeats7952 3 года назад

    So Hard🔥

  • @Cybah
    @Cybah 3 года назад +1

    fire

  • @krisheel_x
    @krisheel_x 2 года назад

    Krisheel was here...

  • @X_BALOCH
    @X_BALOCH Год назад

    Chehray Pay Roab Bilawaja Ki Thi Khushi
    Kisi K Samnay Na Ankain Kabhi Jhuki
    Khair Batau Kya Yeh Janta Hay Tu B
    Pehlay Main Chill Tha Nahee Tha Kabhi Moody
    That's The Reason Abhi Sharam Aati Khud Pay
    Arooj Say Zawaal Kaisay Haal Say Hum Guzray
    That Was Good Day
    Yahee Keh Daita Hoon Jab Baat Hoti Us Say
    Phir Say Kis Pay Aitbaar Kro Main
    Zinda Laash Bano Pyaar Kro
    Kya abhi b mera tu yeh Sawaal Kro Main
    Milay Na Jawaab Kya Khayaal Kro Main
    Soch Lay Mujhay Rok Lay
    Pehlay E ishq K Naam Pay So Maray
    Khauf Say Kaaghiz Pay Larzay Siyaahi
    Soch Hay Qaid Yeh Farzi Rehayi
    Krdi Tabahi Yeh Tujh Ko Maaloom Nahee
    Zakhmo Ki Gehrayi Maa Daikh k Choomti
    Nashay Main Main Tu Yeh Qalam B Jhoomti
    Jeena Tha Saath Tu Saath Tu Q Nahee
    Yeh Kaisi Kashish Teri Neend B Aati Nahee
    Kya Meri Yaado Main Geet Tu B Gaati Rahi
    Tanhai Zalim Hay Mujhko Rulati Nahee
    Jeenay Ki Wajah Tu Aur Kuch Wajah E Nahee
    Kya Naam Doon?
    Kya Naam Doon?
    Is Pyaar Ko?

  • @the_r3ff528
    @the_r3ff528 3 года назад

    I let you control me
    I let you control me
    But babe that’s the old me
    That’s the old me

  • @DaveDrama
    @DaveDrama 3 года назад

    🔥🔥🔥

  • @krisheel_x
    @krisheel_x 2 года назад

  • @besalmanandhar5152
    @besalmanandhar5152 3 года назад

    Cool. Hats off 🎈🎈🌸❤

  • @loganriegel1908
    @loganriegel1908 2 года назад

    Quite frankly I've been unimpressed, Most folks talk like they the one but tend to underwhelm at best, Guess that I'm, One fresh step ahead of the curb now buddy I been hedging my bets, Much pain much talent and stress, Much rage much love in this chest/ I been blessed I been cursed I been lost in this nest, Tryin so hard to fly away/ I feel fly today, I might find a way, To give on back to the wind beneath/ these two wings that have carried me over troubled waters so deep, You just can't swim, I walk with a grin and I breath slower than any vessel amidst/ this pool of souls that fight for control, Of destiny but I just go with the flow, Hold onto hope as a last resort
    Been broke for too long, Deals and coupons, Carpet stains and change fillin up jars, They tell u shoot for the stars, But lock u down if u get to high, Had to struggle just to get this fly, Could give a fuck bout what u say imma still get mine, So either get up out the way or get on my side, U Say u ready to ride? then pop the red pill and free your mind, and move your hands make today your time, We all facing the clock, That bitch run if u ready or not, So lace up, makes no difference if your shoes is hot, Get on your marks get set only get one shot, So push the bubble and that bitch gone pop, Don't ever let nobody tell u gotta stay in your lane, We only got one race we all built the same, So tell me what r u sayin? why u care if our colors the same? small minds search for money and fame, but I just wanna be free

  • @hlehlenkosi5900
    @hlehlenkosi5900 2 года назад

    Hey can we use your beats for song covers and tag you??😥
    By the way these are fire🔥🔥🔥❤❤❤

  • @SZBeatsz
    @SZBeatsz 3 года назад

    Awesome🔥

  • @soro5906
    @soro5906 2 года назад

    Best✌️💗💗

  • @joshuavergnetti6105
    @joshuavergnetti6105 Год назад

    Didn’t even realize what the fuck you did to me
    I don’t know what the fuck is getting into me
    Is this true love or is this a dream because it seems like your really into me
    I really hate the old me but you can see past my old self that’s why I gotta hold this shit close to me
    I always thought things were not meant to be till you walked in
    That why I just gaze at you while you talkin
    I will always be forever flaunting you by my side
    Your my ride or die my true love 💕

  • @devondavis4295
    @devondavis4295 3 года назад +1

    🔥

  • @prodaram
    @prodaram 3 года назад

    🖤🖤

  • @GerverGR
    @GerverGR Год назад

    Escucho una buena instrumental
    Y comiensa mi mente a viajar
    Mis manos a plasmar sentimientos en el papel
    Me da igual lo que salga lo escribo
    Por que es sincero lo que digo
    El rap dejo de hacerse por amor y no miento
    Mira simplemente al resto
    Hablando de drogas y calle
    Calla el que sabe
    Y el que logro superarse no da alardes
    Sabes aveces dibago en mi mundo
    El mundo de colores que todo mundo dice que es gris
    Y si te pones a ver desde cuando dicen que es asi
    Lo electronico se llevo parte de ti
    Por que en realidad yo era mas feliz cuando jugaba en la calle y mama gritaba ven a comer
    Me centaba sin cel a platicar de la vida
    Esos momento no se olvidan
    Esperar un programa bueno en la tv
    Eso me agradaba
    No es por nada pero mi generacion aveses siento que va en picada se ofenden por nada no generaliso pero es real asi todo se hizo solo espero que despues de todo haya un paraiso

  • @darknightsky3659
    @darknightsky3659 2 года назад

    Key ?

  • @KennethCrouse-st1om
    @KennethCrouse-st1om 8 месяцев назад

    This isnt how pictured it
    How we drew it out or imaged it
    Im just sittin busy thinking im just wishing you
    Would maybe wake up regain feelings the same way that you lost em
    Whats issue we wont move on thats the problem
    I guess it what it is
    I guess you did what you did
    I forgive tho we got three beautiful kids
    We gotta family a 5 what am i a bad guy
    For wanting his family together
    On yuh dads portch we made a promise to forever
    I promise id do better
    I guess ill be honest
    Looks like im falling underpressure
    I guess these are cards that we were dealt
    Its so hard to find help
    All this pain deep inside
    You were supposed to be mine
    Our bond was one of a kind
    How am I supposed to let It go
    Can you wake up and just come home
    Because without you I just ain't me
    Tell me go be happy tho with you im free
    Without you my eyes don't see
    Without you my lungs won't breathe

  • @inigomontoya4032
    @inigomontoya4032 2 года назад +1

    I like it but you def used inspiration from last letter by Witt. I hope the others I listened to are original

  • @inigomontoya4032
    @inigomontoya4032 2 года назад +2

    Witt Lowry last letter. C'mon bro

  • @atharvbeatzshorts.
    @atharvbeatzshorts. 3 года назад

    👍👍👍🔥

  • @amamtea294
    @amamtea294 3 года назад +1

    Bro,honestly what i your nationality ?

    • @RiddickXBeats
      @RiddickXBeats  3 года назад +1

      American

    • @amamtea294
      @amamtea294 3 года назад

      @@RiddickXBeats Ok.I like ya beats.Im ya biggest fan since day one and wish u a good life.

  • @mikematusewic
    @mikematusewic Год назад

    RUclips rappers/
    Please don't use commas, use dashes/
    #bars

  • @DanielBarber-ux2jl
    @DanielBarber-ux2jl 8 месяцев назад

    Yeah I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not there for you I'm sorry I couldn't care for you I couldn't care for you I wasn't there for you oh on on oh God oh God oh oh alll the demonds

  • @JungerVnawna
    @JungerVnawna 2 месяца назад

    What you think 😅😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @b.joejuarez9288
    @b.joejuarez9288 3 года назад +1

    Ahhhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhh I don’t want to be meeeeeeeeee
    I just want to break freee
    I just want made brand new
    I just want be surrounded by you
    The feeling of your grace is free
    The sins Ives made
    hurst many souls
    including me
    soon my soul
    will be leaving me
    I pray in the name
    of Jehovah
    my king
    but Jesus is king !
    So I pray to Jesus !
    Make me a new me !
    The old me !
    I don’t wanna be rude to the
    I just don’t wanna be me
    He changed me !
    I’m not the same me !!
    Jesus knows every hair on me
    No capping when I say Jehovah has a army
    The old meeeeee
    The old meeee

  • @xSupreax
    @xSupreax 3 месяца назад

    auf den Spuren eines Holsteiner Jungen

  • @AnglordMusic
    @AnglordMusic 9 месяцев назад

    Malai change hunu xa
    Aba change hunxa ma
    Purano sathi Vai vet garnu xa
    Aile samma dherai galti Garey
    Aafno swarthako lagi khalti varey
    Aati Garey
    Yo aastinai vo
    Afno manxey gayeb aastinai ko
    Aastinaiko manxey vet garxu xa aastinaiko
    Mehenat garya ho haina masti gareko
    Maile sabai ko chitta dukhaye
    Mero aafnai aama lie ruwaye
    Tarw yo lai ma maaf magxu
    Ma marepaxi Mero lash ko baaf tapnu

  • @VrenMusic0711
    @VrenMusic0711 7 месяцев назад

    👏👏👏🔥🔥🔥