(After the first hook) Yeah My life is full of heartbreaks Never knew, really how to take them Everytime I try, they always fake I don't want to try ag-ain Always embarrassed or ashamed Waiting for the end, but no fame Cause everytime I try, they always hate No-one ever sees these rhymes I make Doing anything I can to stay safe I'm tryna recover so you better make way We ain't kids any more but you still playing games I wish you have have stayed Would-have-been-a-massive change Tired of flipping through these pages I just don't know how to take it Who you were before, you just can't remake it. I'm sure you took my heart and I'm coming to retake it But this time it's your heart that's breaking Anxiety high, shaking like an earthquake Heart is pumping gotta use my air break keep my feelings in a locked cage Hide Face 'Cause now we're drifting away Drifting Away (X2) Drifting Away Drifting Away Drifting Away (Use bells for rhyme spacing) Yeah Bella really put me down To this day it makes me frown (House number) 612, from a small town always cry but never cry loud 'Cuz every time I do my minds in the clouds I'm always alone but I feel I'm in a crowd My soul always screaming but I never make a sound I'm walking on my toes, but I'm falling through the ground (Space) This ain't a play, so no I won't bow This act continues even in my own house Just wanna grow up, have a home and a spouse I'm tired of the games so no more cat and mouse I'm dangerous, the words that I douse Like gasoline yeah now I'm hellbound Echo sound Always make my rounds Through the town Going down Not a clown Show my nouns (Space) I miss the old me, depends how you see it stay single and lonely Last year I wished I could just drown in the sea Feeling like no-one relates I'm only Want people to see so I write these Always sleep deprived, and I'm never catching the Z's Work by day, sleep by night consumed like a disease So I guess I'm drifting Drifting Away (X2) Drifting Away Drifting Away Drifting Away Such an unexpected change Nate said you get better the more that you make Think it's really true I'm starting a phase I'm part of the game Gotta work fast, got no room for mistakes But I'm always gonna have faith, Just not when I'm drifting.. Drifting Away.
[Hook] Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away I wanna preface what I say with this: You're the one I'll always miss. I say that the way I do because I want you to stay with us. I know some days are rough, I know I don't say't enough, When I say I love you It might seem like I just made it up. But I mean it, I do. Every time, I say it to you. Even if It's just a rushed, itty bitty, phrase or two. No time had, any less Meaning than, the ones before it. But now with these health scares, they're getting hard to ignore and... I won't know how to go on, Come the day, that you're gone. That's why I got tears in my eyes while I sit and write this song. [Hook] Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Momma don't, leave me alone. You are my, number one. Reason that, I draw breath, and strive to always be a better son. It's because, you deserve it. And I know, that It hurts when, I take all of this time, to finally get my future workin'. You wanna see, me succeed. It would bring, you some comfort. To know that your little boy, would finally be somethin'. Imma do it. Just for you. Just to take, away the thought, That your little "Colby-man" would be alone, lost in the dark. Imma fight, and bring the light. Back into both our lives. We're gonna get together and work out bad stuff, alright? Promise me, 'f nothin' else, We will both, improve our health. I don't wanna have to pick, a you sized box, off display shelves. [Hook] Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away I love you momma. I always will. You're my hero.
0:09 when i look back on the things I've been thru and how lonely ive been too much i feel it is the truth kept my feelings closed scared of what others thought in the corner I stay lost want noone in my bounds 0:22 time keeps on runnin lost touch of present future's in my hand and facing the challenges keeps me at the edge all of a sudden im exhausted don't care what im feelin i still keep on goin 0:32 would u still wanna look at that the memories i carried uptill this far the only brightness in it is the hint of the dark u left the room u were too scared of my thoughts i never let them out before the first was you but you don't seem to care enough maybe im being selfish to tell you to stay in a place knowing well you might go feral with me
Sometimes I wanna take a trip back To my past turn around and I can stop climbing the path I’m climbing up I’m happier I guess but still exists the fact Is that along with that there’s valleys those in which I get attacked When I was at my lowest that’s when i could see knew what was coming Now I’m tracking my emotions try to capture all the moments And then I have to go and recognize the patterns or it’s hopeless I’ll be stabbed in the back by myself what I’m holding Is dangerous At this point it’s insane it’s Amazing at the same time it’s brainless It’s staining it’s crazy it’s draining It’s angering still it’s what I crave it’s invading All my thoughts my mind ain’t working right my thoughts don’t make sense Tossing thoughts of her and I and suicide it’s blatant I’m going off I put my flaws in time walk to my basement Write until the awful thoughts of mine become complacent Why do I feel the way I do it doesn’t matter? You may think so but it matters my emotions like a dagger Yeah they fool around they’re out of my control I’m who they after I mean who would choose to live like this you know you ain’t gon last Another night like this It’s hideous ashamed of how I feel But like I said I can’t control it even though the thoughts are real Like why can’t you break up Why’d I get a taste of The hope from your great love Maybe this is fake but I don’t think it’s fake cause Every time I wake up I can’t thing of anything but you and girl that’s straight up Seen you with no makeup Talking bout your weight but I don’t even see that girl your beauty isn’t based on Anything that’s physical I know I sound typical And I might be but that doesn’t matter this is cynical In my mind not you tho it’s me because I just can’t find The single reason for me loving you it’d oversimplify Everything I try to hide but can’t cause I’m dying inside You know it hurts a lot but in the end I guess that I’ll be fine And you know that I’ve been working on it but I need some time You say I’m hard on myself maybe but I need to provide Not even in a relationship I’m feeling out of it I’m feeling like I’m insignificant I’m always doubting that I’m helping anyone that I’ll admit I’m always counting in the problems that I’ve made and that I’ve flipped To make a mountain out of mole hills and the other side of it Is that I’m drowning in my own depression tearing me bits I’m always rounding up my thoughts and looking at them as a big Representation of what I am and what a failure is Don’t know what’s going on inside your head a mystery to me Cause you won’t open up and tell me anything feels like deceit Man hiding things should be a crime for how it makes me feel so weak And useless just be honest with me then we’re both under the sea Carefree no need to be so strong cause down here yeah we’re free Just come with me let’s ditch the outside world and let each other be The only important thing problems gone up in the breeze Carried off beyond the trees and I’m left kneeling on one knee People say they’re proud of me but I don’t see how they believe That anything I’ve ever been is special or empowering I talk to people bout the things that suck in their life hours deep Until my problems surfacing aren’t just my problems not just me You show me scars and laugh at the idea that a man could even Love you knowing what you’ve seen and been through but the crazy thing Is I don’t care I love you even though you have some problems see Exactly what you are is what I love and that’s not just me talking
I really like this rap, I personally prefer personal one's like this. If I'm to give you a tip. It's there's sometimes where you repeat too many words. Like, this here is fine. Cause from what I can understand. It's meant to repeat 'Is dangerous At this point it’s insane it’s Amazing at the same time it’s brainless It’s staining it’s crazy it’s draining It’s angering still it’s what I crave it’s invading' Then there's this. 'I’m feeling out of it I’m feeling like I’m insignificant I’m always doubting that I’m helping anyone that I’ll admit' It 'could' be changed to something like this ' Felling out of it, like I'm insignificant always doubting that I'm helping anyone that I'll admit' I think something like that is your biggest weakness, of what I've seen. Cause other than that. It's really nice. But if you feel that works better for you, then continue👌 --------- The thing is. You also gotta remember to not be too focused on making good lyrics. But always remember to just write your heart out. Cause that's what helps the most in the end. You 'can' think about 'Hmm, could I change this line to make more impact?' and stuff like that tho. Also, I'm not 100% sure of the flow. So there's also that to think about. Hope I at least helped you to some degree. Ahaha. But it hit right in the feels for me. So it's good. You've improved some nonetheless.
@@data2062 thank you for the feedback fr bro, it’s definitely useful. And yeah, you’re right, I’ve probably been focusing on the lyrics too much over actually writing out my heart, and I can tell it’s affecting my emotions outside of rap. I should wind it back a little and write what I’m feeling until I don’t feel it anymore, not write out some and then move on to fit a really nice bar. And that part where I say “it’s dangerous at this point it’s insane it’s” etc etc, that part is meant to sound like that, but the other one isn’t so I’ll probably change it. Thank you again bro, and I’ll definitely consider everything you said carefully. I appreciate the feedback!
@@Smoke--- Oh yeah, also. Just a small extra tip. If you feel for it. You can make some small challenges for yourself. Where you only focus on lyrics instead of feelings, because it helps to satisfy the need for lyrics, for myself at least. Like this one I did here. ( beat: ruclips.net/video/wTK1ZOry9Bg/видео.html ) Challenge: Use only 2 words from the alphabet in correct order. To produce a rhyme. Atypical articulation affect ardent actions Apropos affections Blasting babbling blasphemy? Aerate attention, banter between buddies being bashful, can contradict brain comprehension Call Carlson! cause carlson can coherently contain continuous caution Discerning doleful camouflaging dastardly concoction Digress Deplete defeat, deliver daft delete entity exort explicit electricity, envy drivel Despite despising dullards dumbness Evil eagerly expect eternal dollars Example. For five folders full falls four fickle fools Expendable, fraught flamboyant ego forfeits for fawn ergo, fiasco gamble, grovel facts go, gossip flits from gospel ha ha haaaaa having gone he haven’t had help Hell ground helping ghosts health, healing guests Just something I go back to and change somethings when I feel like it. I have other challenges I do sometimes as well. But I only go to them when I'm in the mood for it. Else I just write my heart out on beats, because it helps dealing with life. Which I believe most other people that write like us do.
Im sick of losing everything im fighting for, asking you to stay then we fight some more, Screaming in my brain, then i hurt you in the worst of ways. How can i remain, im okay, you can try some more. Laughing in the rain.
These dark thought are like vermin infesting Its the burban that im injesting It that burden that i invest in Its that hurtin that i dont question Its that failure in succession Its that pain, im im submission Its thats darkness in my vision Its these thoughts that made my prison I was risen with this depression It is not just a new aquistion This isnt just another transition Its the happy thoughts commiting treason I'm sorry for the stupid things i did for no reason You were the person that i wanted to be pleasing But then i let go now im stuck here grieving
Down the drain my emotions ain't the same tore them out a year ago, I was searching for my place! I would isolate from what it takes To give me oxygen I slowly suffocate Done with hate, Take a part of me that's hard for me to break, I need a lil faith You can't have me Took enough from me, She Hit the plan b, Not a family We're just company
verse 2: i don’t know what’s next for me i’m losing passion from everything, i wanna stay true to the team but i can’t even stay true to me i can still feel it i can still feel the fire even in my lowest lows i still feel the desire to write, record i’m not done yet you wanna know why? cause im not dead yet who cares if i’m labeled as depressed, ima take the label and rename it man because it’s not a loss it’s just a set back everything’s about perception please get that i got words that i can never take back i lost a couple years with my dad i wanted to go to a body bag but i had to work to bring my peace back and the same time my heart fell apart the moment you told me that we felt far i love you mother more than i can start to express but at the same time i felt far i just want you to know it’s not you that makes me distant it’s all the pain, mistakes and decisions i’ve made that cause a feeling of *drifting away* and when i struggle to stay you pull me in even when i feel afraid you remind me that you love even when i and start hook
yeah yeah, I’m drifting away in playing games with myself in my brain I am letting go of what I used to know the girl they always showed the heart she called a home is now I fear she forever holds deep inside her soul she knows all that is wrong she hopes that it gets through her soul but deep down she knows.. all she wanted was a reason all she needed was a feeling and she felt like all she had was the bottle next to her she says it’s the only thing that gives her something to hold onto to make it through to numb the pain
I wanna make you proud but so hard when i just let u down I can try my very best But i stay seem to make so mad I don't why but i wanna run away everytime i feel this pain and sadness i don't why i accept all of this badness i feeding you're demons and there's no satisfaction So what i could say my mind is stuck replaying the words u say stick in my Mind like your holding a gun I feel nothing at all i just want let u know I'm not downfall I'm not mess I hope my future son or daughter never goes through same stress But there's time i just want drift away Physical and mental pain i had put my boundaries and i don't have fear anymore "I'm not afraid "
Drifting Away-Kid Fresh Drifting away (x4) It’s kinda hard to think you’re gone. It’s kinda hard to think that I haven’t seen you in years. It’s kinda hard to think the last time we spoke in your eyes they cut you and I was mad as ever. I hope you’re doing better wherever you are. I hope to watch you while I look to the stars. To talk to you. To hear you. The sad part is I never hear you. I don’t got a single thing that I can remember you by. Not a twenty dollar, not a cent or a dime. Just a little bit of noise that I can hear in my mind. In the back of it telling me things that I keep comprehending. What happened to those baseball games ? What happened to those wrestling shows ? The pills were more important cuz they took your soul. And here I am again, I’m just sitting alone. Got a bunch of things that be going on inside my mind. You told me don’t stop, so I obsess overtime. You told me keep going so I struggle at life. It’s a fight, it’s a battle, it’s a climb. Man I miss you all the time. I miss the phone ringing when you call. And now I know I’ll never get that call again. Makes you seem farther than you really are. I never know how to start a second verse. I normally pour my heart out inside the first. So this is a rare occasion. But daddy I made it for you. I made this whole thing about you. Not the song but the character too. Kid Fresh isn’t just me, homie it’s you. I got them screaming your name while I’m on stage. Oh, you don’t hear it. They are while I do it I look to the stars. Hoping you can hear me, moms watching me do it. And you should be with her right by her side. But your not. And it’s messing me up. It sucks that this life had to tare us apart. Dad I needed you. Man I needed you. I wasn’t ready for the day I had to let you go. If I knew it would be the last I would’ve never let you go. Them pills finally got you. Think I should just cope. And now I’m sitting in this room here again all alone.
I keep moving back in forth, This rapid force is killing me, Please have remorse and sympathy I feel the heat it's burning me, Of course My heart is torn I finally fell apart, I'm on a search for peace
I’m tired of my homies and my home girls dying wishing god can give them another chance and revive them they too god of people to take away there life man I’m trying I’m fighting but I’m also crying cause it hurt me deep inside that they’re not alive I just want them to come up on life and watch them thrive then cry to the dirt while my sister inside wish she fought through the pain and was alive I’m hating the pain I’ve been gaining preying everyday for changes but nothing changing I don’t know what the fuck to do just to make it im here making moves hoping my music saves me I’m always hear and out always tryna clear shit out looking in the mirror hating what I’m starring out wish my sister could hear me out if she could just know I see clearly now no fear in me now like I did ever since I was a kid I just missed the time that we spent but evident you were depressed and upset but I couldn’t accept that this is how that you left in depth man now you I know this isn’t how you wanna ended but you did and it hurt me cause it’s pathetic I’m sorry to get mad but I don’t understand it cause it’s something to prevent it but you didn’t you thinking your pain have ended but you just spread it to me and your love ones and we don’t get it if you love us then why you fucking did it cause it’s something that we have to live with You make sure everybody ate make sure that everyone’s okay
you can call it love, you can call it lust you can call me stupid for the way i always trust ill watch all the letters as they are turning into dust cause i always try my best but life's always unjust yeah its my fault for falling for your lies try to look away cause you cant look in my eyes you wont take the blame and then you try to look surprised because the person i thought you were was only your disguise did you lie? with all the things you told me? maybe you saw me as your target because yeah i was the only one who cleared your skies with the rainy clouds you brought me did you only say you want me cause you wanted to control me? i was always in your heart, i felt your flesh and bones everytime you cut your skin i could feel it on my own everytime your way of coping was just getting on your phone and then you ask yourself why did i feel alone yeah i couldnt even have a friend you always think im cheating with one message i send you said that you were kidding but you like to pretend i cant hold it anymore and i needed things to end
yea i inspired to be a rapper i inspired to do great things but had no back up it kills me that life's got me by the reghins and i show no laughter here lately I've been more down then up i guess i feel stuck i feel like i just dont give a fuck no more i don't know what to do with my feelings so i leave them in storage hoping one day i dont open them when the rain is poring when i dont feel my worst i feel like i made it maybe gained my worth but life's tortures everyone feels like they cursed lock the windows and close the blinds when they get hurt i understand the feeling of waking up to put on the same shirt always come in last you never come in first with your self doubt alway there to lurk making you work instead of following your dreams and now your in the land of make believe your never gonna get what you wanted your never gonna see the light at the end of the tunnel youl never be free regrets gonna carry you down till you cant breath where its so dark hope wont even reach i gotta stop getting blind sided and calling myself a leach maybe i was at some point but that is no longer me the man in the mirror said something different i cant get him to leave so ill just try to drift in peace i hate being alone its where i criticise myself the most and i call myself out on the bullshit no one els knows i say its not my fault but is this not what i chose i wanna fucking give up and go home but i cant my pride wont let me how do i stand i keep on forgetting im getting lazy and my decisions i keep on regretting i was so post to watch where i was treding but in the process i forgot where i was heading so many memories wieghing down on me this shit is heavy im off course i dont know where im stepping i was presented so many opertunitys why didint i learn a lesson why did nothing get through to me but im just guessing maybe it was when she left she left i hole in my heart that i cant fill i have a couple peaces she took the rest but i digress the peron i am now use to be the person i would ditest i told my self i would never smoke a cigarette but back then i was happy i didn't know what it would feel like to be depressed to be so fucking lost in your mind you dont know whats next i was so causus that i recked and now im just drifting maybe on the sea or into space who cares no one listens when im gone i wont have a trace every part of my being would be missing hopefully im remembered with grace untill then im drifting away and back then i remember it so clearly living it up blissfully ignorantly acepten my disbelief instead of digging a hole i dug a heap and i jumped in n broke my feet i guess im just accepting defeat i was expecting a hop not a fucking leap into knowing who i am and where i need to be my place is changing so frequently i dont know if i have a destiny hopefully i wont let this shit get the better or best me
Damn can’t catch a break from this sh*t like death follows me ready to go and in my mind I forget that sometimes that’s just how it goes when life hangs from a rope big bro stuck on dope just pray he do better but knowing he won’t till he ready Addiction to real my heart on a break how much can I take for I’m drifting away from bottles of pills man this shit just to real
Is the 30 dollars for this beat for a lease or buyout? I plan on recording on this next week and gonna be for non profit but still interesting in supporting you.
It's okay to be not okay but when you're in constant pain then something has got to change Stuck In a box I pray, Calling on god for change, Happy got caught in flames, Freedom she walked away, I need a doctor, hey, Someone call Dr Dre, Operate to help my music, Conversate, officials want to mock our graves and money make, The media fumes all the hate and who's to blame, I think I know who it is, I cannot tell your their names, I could cancelled, call me a vandle, and dismantle who I am cuz they can't handle, what I rap, and when I speak about the people I expose behind the scenes, Hey Kick the dust right off your feet, their evil praying we don't eat, I see no reason all these demons want defeat, itd probably because their damned from freedom, Hoping we all get the same, Greater then you could believe, What color do we bleed, all the same, let our numbers reach achievement at a pace you'd never seen, Often I question why i occupy these awful lies affecting where my head is When these toxic lies beheaded, What I lost inside,
Nice beat, kind of speaks to me VERSE 1 Yeah I'm thinking I'm losing myself, drifting an fading into another dimension I never wanted to mention my issues in life But the demons are so close to a strife I created my own wife in my head Which is angel too protect me I can hear whispers but no risper in sight I fight, fight, fight, but I'm in constant tiredness I'm energy less, the body is weak, I'm mentally unstable Arguing back and fourth like a grand game of chess If you got conditions then your depicted by your surroundings I only just managed to accept mine, but then another gob says some shit I don't wanna hear it, I fear if I was truthful from the start Then maybe it would be different but then again I cannot trust After each time building mine up, I got backstabbed My heart is aching, squeezing I'm ready to die That's sad part, I wish that accident on social media was me The timeline for me is breaking, the chart is spiking So many anomalies but the honesty I give has gone I lie to my friends, family knowing it's not the truth Because that's what people have made me into Lying to my face, so I chase the same story Rather than confronting the problem but I guess issue is friends I want them so I accept it instead of declining an invite
I’d like to think I care about Myself more then not, write down ink blots more and more, but it seems the more I write I still feel deep, in my thoughts, all distraught,
Vos me lastimaste y yo te enamore para abandonarte se que soy muy cruel pero es que no puedo fingirle al papel y encerio no duele que ahora este con el que queda, llorarte cuando no estas? o desbloquerame pa decirme en un estado donde vas? ey nena ya se que sos capas y todo lo que quieras, y propongas lo logras porfa no me busques mas siento que te rebajas por mi sin saber que no valgo na yo podria caer de nuevo pero vi que no cambias y vos tendrias que buscar a alguien te acepte tal cual como sos, tan bonita y compañera que a todo se sumaba ninguna salida niega que si esta lloviendo minimo un paraguas lleva que pa darte un beso haciendo puntita si llega todos con sus pros voy a ignorar las contras
tekst dla polaków🥺❤️ co mi kurwa powiesz gdy odbiorę sobie życie, napisałaś mi że mam powiesić się na linie, zajebałem nos w krysztale serce szybciej bije. chciałem żebyś poznała niedługo mą rodzinę, wszytsko się sypło nie mogę wytrzymać bez ciebie dłużej, co mi kurwa powiesz gdy niedługo odbiorę sobie życie. jest mi kurwa smutno ale nie chcę płakać dziś, łzy zbierają mi sie w oczach ale nie uronie ich, pamiętam gdy przywoziłem róże ci. serce zmiękło kiedy myślę o nas dziś, wszytskie te wspomnienia które mieliśmy, wszytskie te marzenia które mieliśmy razem zdobywać.
am I trippin or are we livin to die, hid my deep within pain a disguise, im afraid to tell anyone how I feel inside, I just get the feeling that they aint gonn feel the vibe, like they gonn laugh at my face, & tell me im a disgrace, latley ive been so distant I need some space, runnin away, from everything, I feel ashamed, life dont like it used to its not the same, I keep on thinkin on how we all just gonn die one day, everything and everyone you love is just gonn fade away, but i guess my thoughts, I feel like maybe soon ill be ten feet deep lately I haven't been getting plenty sleep,
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yes!!!!
Can I write on this and post it
Yeah I want more this type video
(After the first hook)
Yeah
My life is full of heartbreaks
Never knew, really how to take them
Everytime I try, they always fake
I don't want to try ag-ain
Always embarrassed or ashamed
Waiting for the end, but no fame
Cause everytime I try, they always hate
No-one ever sees these rhymes I make
Doing anything I can to stay safe
I'm tryna recover so you better make way
We ain't kids any more but you still playing games
I wish you have have stayed
Would-have-been-a-massive change
Tired of flipping through these pages
I just don't know how to take it
Who you were before, you just can't remake it.
I'm sure you took my heart and I'm coming to retake it
But this time it's your heart that's breaking
Anxiety high, shaking like an earthquake
Heart is pumping gotta use my air break
keep my feelings in a locked cage
Hide Face
'Cause now we're drifting away
Drifting Away (X2)
Drifting Away
Drifting Away
Drifting Away
(Use bells for rhyme spacing)
Yeah
Bella really put me down
To this day it makes me frown
(House number) 612, from a small town always cry but never cry loud
'Cuz every time I do my minds in the clouds
I'm always alone but I feel I'm in a crowd
My soul always screaming but I never make a sound
I'm walking on my toes, but I'm falling through the ground
(Space)
This ain't a play, so no I won't bow
This act continues even in my own house
Just wanna grow up, have a home and a spouse
I'm tired of the games so no more cat and mouse
I'm dangerous, the words that I douse
Like gasoline yeah now I'm hellbound
Echo sound
Always make my rounds
Through the town
Going down
Not a clown
Show my nouns
(Space)
I miss the old me, depends how you see it stay single and lonely
Last year I wished I could just drown in the sea
Feeling like no-one relates I'm only
Want people to see so I write these
Always sleep deprived, and I'm never catching the Z's
Work by day, sleep by night consumed like a disease
So I guess I'm drifting
Drifting Away (X2)
Drifting Away
Drifting Away
Drifting Away
Such an unexpected change
Nate said you get better the more that you make
Think it's really true I'm starting a phase
I'm part of the game
Gotta work fast, got no room for mistakes
But I'm always gonna have faith,
Just not when I'm drifting..
Drifting Away.
Yo this is lit 🔥
k thats actually insane though
Fire
I really felt this man. This was sick
this is sick man
The hook really helped me finish my song and I even called it drifting away. Talks about my life experience and how I can see through fakeness.
This beat really unleashed my soul Riddick. I love it.
This beat makes me think of my cousin and all the missing indigenous people....
Fire broo 🔥🔥 emotional
Thanks bro 🙏
this beat is incredible!!! MORE PLEASE!
Finding the strength to deal with this pain
[Hook]
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
I wanna preface what I say with this:
You're the one I'll always miss.
I say that the way I do because I want you to stay with us.
I know some days are rough,
I know I don't say't enough,
When I say I love you It might seem like I just made it up.
But I mean it, I do.
Every time, I say it to you.
Even if It's just a rushed, itty bitty, phrase or two.
No time had, any less
Meaning than, the ones before it.
But now with these health scares, they're getting hard to ignore and...
I won't know how to go on,
Come the day, that you're gone.
That's why I got tears in my eyes while I sit and write this song.
[Hook]
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Momma don't, leave me alone.
You are my, number one.
Reason that, I draw breath, and strive to always be a better son.
It's because, you deserve it.
And I know, that It hurts when,
I take all of this time, to finally get my future workin'.
You wanna see, me succeed.
It would bring, you some comfort.
To know that your little boy, would finally be somethin'.
Imma do it. Just for you.
Just to take, away the thought,
That your little "Colby-man" would be alone, lost in the dark.
Imma fight, and bring the light.
Back into both our lives.
We're gonna get together and work out bad stuff, alright?
Promise me, 'f nothin' else,
We will both, improve our health.
I don't wanna have to pick, a you sized box, off display shelves.
[Hook]
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
Drifting away
I love you momma.
I always will.
You're my hero.
I've been listening to your beats they are so good man keep on the good my bro never give up man
🙏
0:09
when i look back
on the things
I've been thru
and how lonely ive been
too much i feel
it is the truth
kept my feelings closed
scared of what others thought
in the corner I stay lost
want noone in my bounds
0:22
time keeps on runnin
lost touch of present
future's in my hand and
facing the challenges
keeps me at the edge all of a
sudden im exhausted
don't care what im feelin
i still keep on goin
0:32
would u still wanna look at that
the memories i carried uptill this far
the only brightness in it is the hint of the dark
u left the room u were too scared of my thoughts
i never let them out before
the first was you
but you
don't seem to care enough
maybe
im being selfish to tell you to stay
in a place
knowing well you might go feral with me
this is gonna be fire and it aint even started yet🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥
love you riddick x beats
❤️
@@RiddickXBeats peace anytime broski
❤💓real chill
Fire beats dude lobe it already. Are these free to use
This one got me drifting away
🙏
I'd die for this beat man. I already wrote a whole song to this
share them!
Sometimes I wanna take a trip back
To my past turn around and I can stop climbing the path
I’m climbing up I’m happier I guess but still exists the fact
Is that along with that there’s valleys those in which I get attacked
When I was at my lowest that’s when i could see knew what was coming
Now I’m tracking my emotions try to capture all the moments
And then I have to go and recognize the patterns or it’s hopeless
I’ll be stabbed in the back by myself what I’m holding
Is dangerous
At this point it’s insane it’s
Amazing at the same time it’s brainless
It’s staining it’s crazy it’s draining
It’s angering still it’s what I crave it’s invading
All my thoughts my mind ain’t working right my thoughts don’t make sense
Tossing thoughts of her and I and suicide it’s blatant
I’m going off I put my flaws in time walk to my basement
Write until the awful thoughts of mine become complacent
Why do I feel the way I do it doesn’t matter?
You may think so but it matters my emotions like a dagger
Yeah they fool around they’re out of my control I’m who they after
I mean who would choose to live like this you know you ain’t gon last
Another night like this
It’s hideous ashamed of how I feel
But like I said I can’t control it even though the thoughts are real
Like why can’t you break up
Why’d I get a taste of
The hope from your great love
Maybe this is fake but
I don’t think it’s fake cause
Every time I wake up
I can’t thing of anything but you and girl that’s straight up
Seen you with no makeup
Talking bout your weight but
I don’t even see that girl your beauty isn’t based on
Anything that’s physical
I know I sound typical
And I might be but that doesn’t matter this is cynical
In my mind not you tho it’s me because I just can’t find
The single reason for me loving you it’d oversimplify
Everything I try to hide but can’t cause I’m dying inside
You know it hurts a lot but in the end I guess that I’ll be fine
And you know that I’ve been working on it but I need some time
You say I’m hard on myself maybe but I need to provide
Not even in a relationship
I’m feeling out of it I’m feeling like I’m insignificant
I’m always doubting that I’m helping anyone that I’ll admit
I’m always counting in the problems that I’ve made and that I’ve flipped
To make a mountain out of mole hills and the other side of it
Is that I’m drowning in my own depression tearing me bits
I’m always rounding up my thoughts and looking at them as a big
Representation of what I am and what a failure is
Don’t know what’s going on inside your head a mystery to me
Cause you won’t open up and tell me anything feels like deceit
Man hiding things should be a crime for how it makes me feel so weak
And useless just be honest with me then we’re both under the sea
Carefree no need to be so strong cause down here yeah we’re free
Just come with me let’s ditch the outside world and let each other be
The only important thing problems gone up in the breeze
Carried off beyond the trees and I’m left kneeling on one knee
People say they’re proud of me but I don’t see how they believe
That anything I’ve ever been is special or empowering
I talk to people bout the things that suck in their life hours deep
Until my problems surfacing aren’t just my problems not just me
You show me scars and laugh at the idea that a man could even
Love you knowing what you’ve seen and been through but the crazy thing
Is I don’t care I love you even though you have some problems see
Exactly what you are is what I love and that’s not just me talking
I really like this rap, I personally prefer personal one's like this.
If I'm to give you a tip. It's there's sometimes where you repeat
too many words.
Like, this here is fine. Cause from what I can understand. It's meant to repeat
'Is dangerous
At this point it’s insane it’s
Amazing at the same time it’s brainless
It’s staining it’s crazy it’s draining
It’s angering still it’s what I crave it’s invading'
Then there's this.
'I’m feeling out of it I’m feeling like I’m insignificant
I’m always doubting that I’m helping anyone that I’ll admit'
It 'could' be changed to something like this
' Felling out of it, like I'm insignificant
always doubting that I'm helping anyone that I'll admit'
I think something like that is your biggest weakness, of what I've seen.
Cause other than that. It's really nice.
But if you feel that works better for you, then continue👌
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The thing is. You also gotta remember to not
be too focused on making good lyrics.
But always remember to just write your heart out.
Cause that's what helps the most in the end.
You 'can' think about 'Hmm, could I change this line
to make more impact?' and stuff like that tho.
Also, I'm not 100% sure of the flow.
So there's also that to think about.
Hope I at least helped you to some degree. Ahaha.
But it hit right in the feels for me.
So it's good. You've improved some nonetheless.
@@data2062 thank you for the feedback fr bro, it’s definitely useful. And yeah, you’re right, I’ve probably been focusing on the lyrics too much over actually writing out my heart, and I can tell it’s affecting my emotions outside of rap. I should wind it back a little and write what I’m feeling until I don’t feel it anymore, not write out some and then move on to fit a really nice bar. And that part where I say “it’s dangerous at this point it’s insane it’s” etc etc, that part is meant to sound like that, but the other one isn’t so I’ll probably change it. Thank you again bro, and I’ll definitely consider everything you said carefully. I appreciate the feedback!
@@Smoke--- Np bro. You're always welcome to tell me again, if I can help in someway👊
@@Smoke---
Oh yeah, also. Just a small extra tip. If you feel for it. You can make some small challenges for yourself.
Where you only focus on lyrics instead of feelings, because it helps to satisfy the need for lyrics, for myself at least.
Like this one I did here.
( beat: ruclips.net/video/wTK1ZOry9Bg/видео.html )
Challenge: Use only 2 words from the alphabet in correct order.
To produce a rhyme.
Atypical articulation affect ardent actions
Apropos affections
Blasting babbling blasphemy?
Aerate attention,
banter between
buddies being bashful,
can contradict brain comprehension
Call Carlson!
cause carlson can coherently
contain
continuous caution
Discerning doleful
camouflaging dastardly concoction
Digress
Deplete defeat,
deliver daft delete
entity exort explicit
electricity,
envy drivel
Despite despising dullards
dumbness
Evil eagerly expect
eternal dollars
Example.
For five folders full
falls four fickle fools
Expendable, fraught
flamboyant ego
forfeits for fawn
ergo, fiasco
gamble, grovel
facts go,
gossip
flits from gospel
ha ha haaaaa
having gone
he haven’t had help
Hell ground
helping ghosts
health, healing
guests
Just something I go back to and change somethings when I feel like it.
I have other challenges I do sometimes as well. But I only go to them
when I'm in the mood for it.
Else I just write my heart out on beats, because it helps dealing with life.
Which I believe most other people that write like us do.
It's good
🙏
you took my heart in your hand
❤️
Amazing beat brother🌟 I wanna be like you🤞
This is beautiful.
Thanks 🙏
Bro I felt this one
🙏
Потрясающе
I love you guy's family stay up don't give up let's smash them amen 💸💸💸💸🔥💰❤️
Im sick of losing everything im fighting for, asking you to stay then we fight some more,
Screaming in my brain, then i hurt you in the worst of ways. How can i remain, im okay, you can try some more. Laughing in the rain.
These dark thought are like vermin infesting
Its the burban that im injesting
It that burden that i invest in
Its that hurtin that i dont question
Its that failure in succession
Its that pain, im im submission
Its thats darkness in my vision
Its these thoughts that made my prison
I was risen with this depression
It is not just a new aquistion
This isnt just another transition
Its the happy thoughts
commiting treason
I'm sorry for the stupid things
i did for no reason
You were the person
that i wanted to be pleasing
But then i let go
now im stuck here grieving
fire and emotional, can i use this beat? i will for sure tag u on the video and put the link of the beat in the discription
Down the drain my emotions ain't the same tore them out a year ago, I was searching for my place!
I would isolate from what it takes
To give me oxygen I slowly suffocate
Done with hate,
Take a part of me that's hard for me to break, I need a lil faith
You can't have me
Took enough from me,
She Hit the plan b,
Not a family
We're just company
Always hella emotion in your beats man 🖤 killing it
Thanks g 🙏
... Damn....
Hmmm it's not bad for that feeling but I like faster spots for big drops but I could definitely scribble to it
🙏
verse 2:
i don’t know what’s next for me
i’m losing passion from everything,
i wanna stay true to the team
but i can’t even stay true to me
i can still feel it
i can still feel the fire
even in my lowest lows
i still feel the desire
to write, record
i’m not done yet
you wanna know why?
cause im not dead yet
who cares if i’m labeled as depressed,
ima take the label and rename it man
because it’s not a loss
it’s just a set back
everything’s about perception
please get that
i got words
that i can never take back
i lost a couple years
with my dad
i wanted to go to
a body bag
but i had to work to bring
my peace back
and the same time
my heart fell apart
the moment you told me
that we felt far
i love you mother
more than i can start
to express
but at the same time i felt far
i just want you to know
it’s not you that makes me distant
it’s all the pain, mistakes and decisions
i’ve made that cause a feeling of
*drifting away*
and when i struggle to stay
you pull me in
even when i feel afraid you remind me that you love even when i and start
hook
Won't let me buy ?
awesome video!
🔥🔥🔥🔥
yeah yeah, I’m drifting away in playing games with myself in my brain I am letting go of what I used to know the girl they always showed the heart she called a home is now I fear she forever holds deep inside her soul she knows all that is wrong she hopes that it gets through her soul but deep down she knows.. all she wanted was a reason all she needed was a feeling and she felt like all she had was the bottle next to her she says it’s the only thing that gives her something to hold onto to make it through to numb the pain
I love it so much
Amazing..
Thank you! 🙏
I wanna make you proud but so hard when i just let u down
I can try my very best
But i stay seem to make so mad
I don't why but i wanna run away everytime i feel this pain and sadness i don't why i accept all of this badness i feeding you're demons and there's no satisfaction
So what i could say my mind is stuck replaying the words u say stick in my Mind like your holding a gun
I feel nothing at all i just want let u know I'm not downfall I'm not mess
I hope my future son or daughter never goes through same stress
But there's time i just want drift away
Physical and mental pain i had put my boundaries and i don't have fear anymore "I'm not afraid "
I’m Gone Blow Up This Year 💙🙏🏾😈✈️
Drifting Away-Kid Fresh
Drifting away (x4)
It’s kinda hard to think you’re gone.
It’s kinda hard to think that I haven’t seen you in years.
It’s kinda hard to think the last time we spoke in your eyes they cut you and I was mad as ever.
I hope you’re doing better wherever you are.
I hope to watch you while I look to the stars.
To talk to you. To hear you. The sad part is I never hear you.
I don’t got a single thing that I can remember you by.
Not a twenty dollar, not a cent or a dime.
Just a little bit of noise that I can hear in my mind.
In the back of it telling me things that I keep comprehending.
What happened to those baseball games ?
What happened to those wrestling shows ?
The pills were more important cuz they took your soul.
And here I am again, I’m just sitting alone.
Got a bunch of things that be going on inside my mind.
You told me don’t stop, so I obsess overtime.
You told me keep going so I struggle at life.
It’s a fight, it’s a battle, it’s a climb.
Man I miss you all the time.
I miss the phone ringing when you call.
And now I know I’ll never get that call again.
Makes you seem farther than you really are.
I never know how to start a second verse.
I normally pour my heart out inside the first.
So this is a rare occasion.
But daddy I made it for you.
I made this whole thing about you.
Not the song but the character too.
Kid Fresh isn’t just me, homie it’s you.
I got them screaming your name while I’m on stage.
Oh, you don’t hear it.
They are while I do it I look to the stars.
Hoping you can hear me, moms watching me do it.
And you should be with her right by her side.
But your not. And it’s messing me up.
It sucks that this life had to tare us apart.
Dad I needed you.
Man I needed you.
I wasn’t ready for the day I had to let you go.
If I knew it would be the last I would’ve never let you go.
Them pills finally got you. Think I should just cope.
And now I’m sitting in this room here again all alone.
I keep moving back in forth,
This rapid force is killing me,
Please have remorse and sympathy
I feel the heat it's burning me,
Of course
My heart is torn
I finally fell apart,
I'm on a search for peace
i need to purchase this beat but how??
Did this one sell? It’s not on the site anymore
I’m tired of my homies and my home girls dying wishing god can give them another chance and revive them they too god of people to take away there life man I’m trying I’m fighting but I’m also crying cause it hurt me deep inside that they’re not alive I just want them to come up on life and watch them thrive then cry to the dirt while my sister inside wish she fought through the pain and was alive I’m hating the pain I’ve been gaining preying everyday for changes but nothing changing I don’t know what the fuck to do just to make it im here making moves hoping my music saves me I’m always hear and out always tryna clear shit out looking in the mirror hating what I’m starring out wish my sister could hear me out if she could just know I see clearly now no fear in me now like I did ever since I was a kid I just missed the time that we spent but evident you were depressed and upset but I couldn’t accept that this is how that you left in depth man now you
I know this isn’t how you wanna ended but you did and it hurt me cause it’s pathetic I’m sorry to get mad but I don’t understand it cause it’s something to prevent it but you didn’t you thinking your pain have ended but you just spread it to me and your love ones and we don’t get it if you love us then why you fucking did it cause it’s something that we have to live with
You make sure everybody ate make sure that everyone’s okay
this is real sad heartbreak addictions suck are so bad really horrible beat dope
💯💯
you can call it love, you can call it lust
you can call me stupid for the way i always trust
ill watch all the letters as they are turning into dust
cause i always try my best but life's always unjust
yeah its my fault for falling for your lies
try to look away cause you cant look in my eyes
you wont take the blame and then you try to look surprised
because the person i thought you were was only your disguise
did you lie? with all the things you told me?
maybe you saw me as your target because yeah i was the only
one who cleared your skies with the rainy clouds you brought me
did you only say you want me cause you wanted to control me?
i was always in your heart, i felt your flesh and bones
everytime you cut your skin i could feel it on my own
everytime your way of coping was just getting on your phone
and then you ask yourself why did i feel alone
yeah i couldnt even have a friend
you always think im cheating with one message i send
you said that you were kidding but you like to pretend
i cant hold it anymore and i needed things to end
yea i inspired to be a rapper
i inspired to do great things but had no back up
it kills me that life's got me by the reghins
and i show no laughter
here lately I've been more down then up
i guess i feel stuck
i feel like i just dont give a fuck
no more
i don't know what to do with my feelings
so i leave them in storage
hoping one day i dont open them when the rain is poring
when i dont feel my worst
i feel like i made it
maybe gained my worth
but life's tortures
everyone feels like they cursed
lock the windows and close the blinds when they get hurt
i understand the feeling of waking up to put on the same shirt
always come in last you never come in first
with your self doubt alway there to lurk
making you work instead of following your dreams
and now your in the land of make believe
your never gonna get what you wanted
your never gonna see
the light at the end of the tunnel
youl never be free
regrets gonna carry you down till you cant breath
where its so dark hope wont even reach
i gotta stop getting blind sided and calling myself a leach
maybe i was at some point
but that is no longer me
the man in the mirror said something different
i cant get him to leave
so ill just try to drift in peace
i hate being alone
its where i criticise myself the most
and i call myself out on the bullshit no one els knows
i say its not my fault
but is this not what i chose
i wanna fucking give up and go home
but i cant
my pride wont let me
how do i stand i keep on forgetting
im getting lazy
and my decisions i keep on regretting
i was so post to watch where i was treding
but in the process i forgot where i was heading
so many memories wieghing down on me this shit is heavy
im off course i dont know where im stepping
i was presented so many opertunitys
why didint i learn a lesson
why did nothing get through to me
but im just guessing
maybe it was when she left
she left i hole in my heart that i cant fill
i have a couple peaces she took the rest
but i digress
the peron i am now use to be the person i would ditest
i told my self i would never smoke a cigarette
but back then i was happy
i didn't know what it would feel like to be depressed
to be so fucking lost in your mind you dont know whats next
i was so causus that i recked
and now im just drifting
maybe on the sea or into space
who cares no one listens
when im gone
i wont have a trace
every part of my being would be missing
hopefully im remembered with grace
untill then im drifting away
and back then i remember it so clearly
living it up blissfully
ignorantly acepten my disbelief
instead of digging a hole i dug a heap
and i jumped in n broke my feet
i guess im just accepting defeat
i was expecting a hop
not a fucking leap
into knowing who i am and where i need to be
my place is changing so frequently i dont know if i have a destiny
hopefully i wont let this shit get the better or best me
Damn can’t catch a break from this sh*t like death follows me ready to go and in my mind I forget that sometimes that’s just how it goes when life hangs from a rope big bro stuck on dope just pray he do better but knowing he won’t till he ready
Addiction to real my heart on a break how much can I take for I’m drifting away from bottles of pills man this shit just to real
Is this a free for profit beat?
Hey I know what your description says but I like to ask anyway!🤔
Can I make a rap and then post it on my RUclips
Is the 30 dollars for this beat for a lease or buyout? I plan on recording on this next week and gonna be for non profit but still interesting in supporting you.
It's okay to be not okay but when you're in constant pain then something has got to change
Stuck In a box I pray,
Calling on god for change,
Happy got caught in flames,
Freedom she walked away,
I need a doctor, hey, Someone call Dr Dre,
Operate to help my music,
Conversate, officials want to mock our graves and money make,
The media fumes all the hate and who's to blame,
I think I know who it is, I cannot tell your their names, I could cancelled, call me a vandle, and dismantle who I am cuz they can't handle, what I rap, and when I speak about the people I expose behind the scenes,
Hey Kick the dust right off your feet, their evil praying we don't eat,
I see no reason all these demons want defeat, itd probably
because their damned from freedom,
Hoping we all get the same,
Greater then you could believe,
What color do we bleed, all the same, let our numbers reach achievement at a pace you'd never seen,
Often I question why i occupy these awful lies affecting where my head is
When these toxic lies beheaded,
What I lost inside,
Nice beat, kind of speaks to me
VERSE 1
Yeah I'm thinking I'm losing myself, drifting an fading into another dimension
I never wanted to mention my issues in life
But the demons are so close to a strife
I created my own wife in my head Which is angel too protect me
I can hear whispers but no risper in sight
I fight, fight, fight, but I'm in constant tiredness
I'm energy less, the body is weak, I'm mentally unstable
Arguing back and fourth like a grand game of chess
If you got conditions then your depicted by your surroundings
I only just managed to accept mine, but then another gob says some shit
I don't wanna hear it, I fear if I was truthful from the start
Then maybe it would be different but then again I cannot trust
After each time building mine up, I got backstabbed
My heart is aching, squeezing I'm ready to die
That's sad part, I wish that accident on social media was me
The timeline for me is breaking, the chart is spiking
So many anomalies but the honesty I give has gone
I lie to my friends, family knowing it's not the truth
Because that's what people have made me into
Lying to my face, so I chase the same story
Rather than confronting the problem but I guess issue is friends
I want them so I accept it instead of declining an invite
Holy shit bro pop offfffff
@@dedlystryker8465 thanks
🙏😔
🖤❤
Dis a remix of nf how could you leave us
Isn’t this the beat to a Knox hill song?
Thau Shau not kill
I’d like to think I care about
Myself more then not, write down ink blots more and more, but it seems the more I write I still feel deep, in my thoughts, all distraught,
Vos me lastimaste y yo te enamore
para abandonarte se que soy muy cruel
pero es que no puedo fingirle al papel
y encerio no duele que ahora este con el
que queda, llorarte cuando no estas?
o desbloquerame pa decirme en un estado donde vas?
ey nena ya se que sos capas
y todo lo que quieras, y propongas lo logras
porfa no me busques mas
siento que te rebajas por mi sin saber que no valgo na
yo podria caer de nuevo pero vi que no cambias
y vos tendrias que buscar a alguien te acepte tal cual
como sos, tan bonita y compañera
que a todo se sumaba ninguna salida niega
que si esta lloviendo minimo un paraguas lleva
que pa darte un beso haciendo puntita si llega
todos con sus pros
voy a ignorar las contras
tekst dla polaków🥺❤️
co mi kurwa powiesz gdy odbiorę sobie życie, napisałaś mi że mam powiesić się na linie, zajebałem nos w krysztale serce szybciej bije.
chciałem żebyś poznała niedługo mą rodzinę, wszytsko się sypło nie mogę wytrzymać bez ciebie dłużej, co mi kurwa powiesz gdy niedługo odbiorę sobie życie.
jest mi kurwa smutno ale nie chcę płakać dziś, łzy zbierają mi sie w oczach ale nie uronie ich,
pamiętam gdy przywoziłem róże ci.
serce zmiękło kiedy myślę o nas dziś, wszytskie te wspomnienia które mieliśmy, wszytskie te marzenia które mieliśmy razem zdobywać.
am I trippin or are we livin to die,
hid my deep within pain a disguise,
im afraid to tell anyone how I feel inside,
I just get the feeling that they aint gonn feel the vibe,
like they gonn laugh at my face, & tell me im a disgrace,
latley ive been so distant I need some space,
runnin away, from everything, I feel ashamed,
life dont like it used to its not the same,
I keep on thinkin on how we all just gonn die one day,
everything and everyone you love is just gonn fade away,
but i guess my thoughts,
I feel like maybe soon ill be ten feet deep
lately I haven't been getting plenty sleep,
Thau Shau not kill
Thau Shau not kill
Thau Shau not kill