For someone who makes bad choices, she’s so honest about her mistakes. It’s nice to see someone not blaming others for where her life is. There’s hope for this one!
There's hope for everyone it's never too late to change your life. Even people who seem so far gone can transform their life with the right support and resources. Even by yourself. Miracles do exist.
Baby Girl, you need to leave your entire family. I can tell you would be an amazing Mum. You don’t need any of them, they will be the death of you. Take your kid, do your art, forget men until you are clean a couple years, throw your love into yourself and your kid and start over. Stop loving anyone but you two xxx
She is……captivating. Her personality, her smile, her positive attitude, her beauty. I truly hope she can get herself together and live a healthy/happy life with her precious daughter. Love from Louisiana! ❤
@@Freddybender123 it’s so weird. I was actually reading your other comment on this video when the notification came across that you responded to my comment. I sure hope your daughter can get herself together. I know it’s hard. I had a problem with pain meds, after getting hurt in a boating accident. It turned into full blown addition. I hid it from my family for 7 years until it came to the point that I could no longer hide it. I HAD to get it under control. I learned from many NA meetings that you HAVE to want it. You have to get tired of waking up sick and tired. Opiates are a powerful thing. I wouldn’t wish that addiction on my absolute worst enemy. You’re so right about if you don’t have GOOD insurance, you’re just out of luck. I hate to say this, but if you don’t have insurance, sometimes jail or prison is the next best thing. Because you have to kick your addiction. I’m not naive. I know there’s drugs in prison but if you don’t have the funds or anything to trade for those drugs, you’re not going to get them. We do the best we can as parents. It sounds like this girl is in a cyclical situation. She’s going to have to be the one who stops it. But there again. She has to want it. 🙏🙏
Lexi a remarkable version of you is just simmering beneath the surface if you could only get past the drugs and alcohol. Easier said than done but don’t give up. Keep at it one baby step at a time. I enjoyed listening to your story and think you’re absolutely lovely,
She is a beautiful, hurting girl....May God bless her and lead her to the help she needs. There is help out there, and miracles happen. She is a really good person, whose life has temporarily taken her down but there is hope.
Lexi, you are beautiful and articulate. Your’e a great speaker and story teller. I’m sorry you’ve living such a hard life. You have a great head on your shoulders, keep tapping into that and stay strong! I believe in you. Keep fighting the fight. ❤
what a sweet soul and a beautiful interview. thank you, Mark, for choosing Lexi . i will see her embracing sobriety and renewed motherhood in my mind’s eye. peace to you both.
Mark just so you know you're extremely talented and I appreciate your uploads because a lot of this stuff is not seen by a lot of people it opens the door for all the ones struggling with something to be heard❤
My mom left 6 kids when I was 7 years old. I was raised by my father who I found out wasn’t my biological dad 3 years ago. I married a wonderful man when I was 17, 40 years ago. I’ve rarely looked back. God bless and you are worth a happy healthy life. You are a strong woman! We, with crappy child hoods have to persevere for our children. My childhood wasn’t my children’s burden to bear.
Such a good person, so much trauma, so many sick people in her family. So much mental illness, it is everywhere, chaos. She is a so full of pain, Rehab and psychiatric help is needed to save her. She's a beautiful and good woman. God Bless her.
You can do this! It’s never too late to turn things around and get your child back. Keep your faith. You are special and you deserve a good life. Everyone on here is rooting for you!
It's so interesting how different we are as humans and how we appreciate and value different qualities in people. You found her very likeable and fun. For me to listen to her was absolutely exchausting! To be around people like this just sucks all of my energy out. Don't misunderstand me, I feel so bad for her. Living like that is absolutely gruesome. Addiction is Hell and being homeless is Hell times three. I know. I don't know why, but something makes me question her honesty. Some of the stories just didn't make sense. I have a real hard time with people who lie and people who make a lot of drama. I may be totally wrong but that was the vibe I got from the interview. But as I said, I feel absolutely awaful. I really hope she finds her way out. Sadly, it's probably not going to happen.
Lexi is a Beautiful Soul!...it's evident....her past environment was caustic, it poisoned her ....she has a good head on her shoulders, she surely has potential for new beginnings...God Bless Lexi
I've been a follower for about four years now because of my husband's addiction and my desire to understand more about addiction. So many of these stories break my heart and I see some similarities in my life in dealing with my husband (even though I've never done drugs). I am curious how many interviews you have done with the loved ones who are connected to the addicts, but are not addicts themselves? This is a whole other dynamic, and we suffer along with them. Mental abuse and drugs are such an awful situation to be in and and I sympathize with both sides.
Lexi, you are a beautiful person inside and out.. I hope and pray you can find your way out.. you deserve to live a happy peaceful life with your sweet babygirl.. you are such a smart girl with a good head on your shoulders.. very talented. Keep going mama.. your little girl needs her mommy.. you got this❤️❤️
I just want to hug her so bad! Keep fighting baby girl, God's got you and it's all going to come together one day. God's choosen go through some of the hardest most painful lives. I can't even imagine what you've really had to put up with. You're in my prayers ❤❤❤❤
Lots of trauma here ...she needs some serious help. She would be a great mom if she could deal with all the death surrounding her. Praying for you lexi
I love the way Mark listened and I have literally begged my doctors to listen to me. Ive resorted to living in my house with closed blinds and not liking the human race, I love my pitbull Josie and I have not 1 person that I can depend on. Ive tried 2 times to just end everything and I would have successfully done it if not for Josie. I can't thank Mark enough for his kindness and patience and listening.to all the people that are interviewed by him. There is no help for me, but thats ok.
My heart hurts after watching this. Hope she gets on a different track, and find a network to support her, give her some hugs when she needs it. But, it’s clear there’s a light within her that shines - some days perhaps it’s dimmer, but she’s got a light to share with others. She’d be great working with others who are trying to get clean, provided she can get clean and stay clean again. Her stories of adversity could give others a glimpse of hope.
Im a native texan. I love people from my state. I can hear the texas (not southern or county) accent. And texans are warm, this lady is warm and has the spark in her eyes still. Some people actually just need help. Much love from the northside of h town
So you think you were “meant” to lose your daughter? Things don’t happen for a reason. Things happen because of the decisions we make and how we live our lives. The phrase, “everything happens for a reason” is a cop out to avoid taking accountability.
Sometimes, but not always. Sometimes the decisions we make are directly related to the traumas and hardships we face. And then sometimes things just happen and we can't control it. I believe this woman is trying to take accountability and straighten things out but her road is long and not always linear.
I agree, but it’s hard to admit in a life such as hers. Whatever gives her strength, even if it’s somewhat delusional; she needs something to hold onto.
Everything Happens for a reason but you should wake up everyday striving for the best your life is in your hands but some things are out of your control. Everything does happen for a reason you have to adapt to it and always try to be better than yesterday in literally any way you can. You dont get the phrase, i hope you do now.
@ghost_1153 sure everything happens for a reason. But that "reason" is most often due to our own actions. There isn't some divine plan from the universe that's leading you to be your best self or whatever. Again, I think it's a cop out when people use that phrase. That is just my opinion.
@@VeraVeronica39 don't be absolute in your opinions. Be open minded to the possibility that it is not the case that you are correct, not right now but in time in your life. I myself used to believe that nothing serves a certain purpose but we're human and we csnt understand everything all we can do is act the best we can in yhe situation we're in so in the future we may find ourselves in a better place, not just economically but physically and mentally.
I hope she gets the help she needs. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊 She looks in rough shape. I have a daughter the same age. Seeing someone in this shape…heartbreaking 💔 Especially, because she wants her daughter back. She needs to get herself together, if she wants to be a Mom.
This poor woman is been through so much I have no words. I know that majority of this country claims to be Christian myself included. yet, no one has come to this woman and gave her the knowledge of Gods love and the peace only he can provide
Wish I could get help for my adult daughter but she has no insurance or job cause she’s a fentanyl addict in prison..but we’re in Missouri if u ain’t got money or insurance your screwed..my daughter is 35..u can do this Lexi make it happen ❤
"a lot of chaos in her family" is an understatement. I thought she said that her mom was her sister. And she got into a relationship with her stepdad? Was I hearing right. I feel like she barely had a chance because her family is so messed up.
@@MaxMayfield14it sounds like she had no where to stay and he was the only option. He's even more disgusting for taking advantage of someone vulnerable and desperate
Hugs to Lexi! In just a short interview you can see a truly lovely gal. I hope she can someday see her value and live the life she deserves! She has a lot to give. Easy to see that❤
You are a beautiful soul with so much potential, Lexi. I pray you get the help you need in every way. I hope when you read of so much support in these Comments that you'll feel the determination to do the hard work to get to the other side. You can do it! 😊❤
You're amazing Lexi ❤ so much love ... Give it to you, beautiful. You do not owe anyone, you're not obligated to keep anyone in your life who is unable to respect you.
These videos show how one generation's dysfunction impacts the next, and so on, creating a downward spiral of behavior. I wish there was a way to intervene and break the cycle.
Lexi, I might have a soft spot for you because my closest sisters name is Lexi and I love her with all my heart. Or maybe it’s because I struggled with addiction, homelessness, family problems, and mental health issues for majority of my young adult life. I was a miserable addict with a death wish and getting off the drugs didn’t help me immediately. It took a lot of time and healing to get where I am today. Even in sobriety I ended up in jail twice due to anger issues and struggled deeply with suicidal thought and tendencies. God willing, I’ll have 6 years clean soon. Today, I love myself and am proud of the work I’ve put in. My family forgives me, but most importantly I forgive myself. The excitement I feel in my heart and soul for each morning I wake up is so far from what I used to feel at the start of each day in my past. I’m grateful for the struggle and pain because it made me who I am. I love people, animals, the experience of life
My god, there, but for the grace ....... go we. Such heaviness, pain. Incredible story, incredible crosses this lady bares, going through life. I think you need to pause every few episodes and do a personal podcast. Take a breath and ask to camera "How are you doing". Just for your own sanity and how these stories effect you. What a mind like yours and all the stories you've heard (besides the emotional effect), could come up with, or fathom out a help/question/suggestion for these issues that are being weaved into the collective quilted fabriced heart of society, without the populace fully aware. They must not be forgotten or left simply as recordings, but instigate change. Some say bring in hallucinogens as a mandate for all workers, working in politics, all positions in civil service, all institutions. Some say mental health should be promoted, taught in schools, sports, artistic expression as part of education, work and life in general. And to all age groups. How many free people in society could help by just presence alone, the giving of ones time. Maybe new studies like Maslow's, who studied healthy people to create his pyramid, can be revisited. How is this pyramid of his now. Have the successful and competitive took it over, in these times. So many of us see it as a dog eat dog world. It is not and neither is America, a country of blue or red, which kicks in a different form of mental health tomorrow, Tuesday with elections. We listen to your interviews with a heavy heart. For sure most will come away, with a worry less now for the color red or blue. The country must think beyond color once again - to think people. Your channel and interviews are amazing but scream out, at least to me - for solutions to become part of it. Or the channel could risk becoming caricature. Keep up the incredible work. Let this be a stepping stone to change. Shine on.
I feel for her. She's always laughing which is telling me thats hows she's coping with everything, if she didnt laugh should would be crying the entire time. I hope she's able to turn her life around and get on track again.
Lexi if you read this you have a beautiful soul. I pray that you heal and live the life you deserve of love and happiness. I’ll be praying for you and I don’t even know you, all I know is that you are so special. I have a little over a year sober and I will tell you that once you give yourself a chance to love yourself miracles will happen. Sending hugs.
idk why but i just hear myself in her so much; everything from her stories/answers to her tone n way of responding, the way her voice fades out in pain, disorder(s), the anger n happiness/good days... if she sees this, girl just know we fuckin got this❤ the world is crazy n wretched n leaves us weathered, but we will be OK
She is so intelligent and well spoken. You can tell she could’ve been anything she wanted to in life if she was given a fair chance when she was a child.
Star of Hope hunny, if you want help and can be strong go back to Houston and go to the Star of Hope. They changed my life. I’ve been clean since October 18th, 2018
Lexi, thank you for being in touch and visiting your daughter! I'm so impressed and I know she values you. You have a sweet and sensitive heart that's been broken to bits over and over again. I can't even comprehend 1/2 of the chaos that made you who you are today. Please go back to the Christian place that worked and you had the loved the results!
Lexi you have had such a bad hand dealt to you, I wish you so much happiness in your future. Losing so many loved ones is SO difficult, my heart is with you.
Thank you for sharing- I've battled addictions in my Life and finally, through the help of Jesus, the church and wonderful folks, am sober, happy and at peace. I pray for gals like Lexi to get strong again and make it happen- you can do it- God Bless Y'all from me here in Texas
I love her! I had to leave my family if die. I learned that life has my back! It’s not easy but worth it . 💗💗💗 so lovable this woman.I would love to hold her little girl for awhile.
Lexie, if you read these comments. There’s a lot of really good artists that have RUclips channels. They do live streams making their crafts. Set up an Etsy shop. It’s not hard. You can sell a lot on there. Get out of this chaos. If being with your daughter is important to you, move to where she is. Show your sister in law you can be responsible. Everything you’re talking about that seems to be your issues is treatable. But you have to WANT to get settled somewhere. It sounds like you need to cut a lot of your family out of your life, at least for the time being. Work on yourself. You’re a beautiful woman. Get things right before it’s too late. I can give you more info about setting up a RUclips channel for crafts if you’d like. Just respond to me here.
I'm not Lexi, but I hope she reads this comment. Lexi is so young, a Mom, & and artist. She needs to get clean, Lss, she's alot like me. I've been cleen for decades. It can be done! I was her age when I cleaned up. 😢 Do it now Lexi, PLEASE!❤☮️🙏🏻⚓️
@ I hope she does. I have a couple of friends on here who have successful Etsy shops. There’s a huge Arts and Crafts community. They all scroll their Venmo, Cash App, PayPal info across the screen while they go live and make something. They have thousands of subscribers. Once she reaches 1k subscribers which believe me isn’t hard. I have 950 and my channel was built on calling out the bad behavior of a dangerous scammer. I guess I’m an “awareness” channel. Anyway once she reaches 1k or it may even be lower now, she can apply to be in the RUclips partner program and you get monetized. RUclips pays you for every view plus you can add members to your channel. The only reason I don’t do it is I use a lot of copyrighted music and I would have to take all those videos down which would drop my view count and I wouldn’t be eligible. I’m fine. I didn’t get in it for the money, but I sure can teach others how to make money if they have a marketable talent and it sure sounds like she does. Thanks!!!
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For someone who makes bad choices, she’s so honest about her mistakes. It’s nice to see someone not blaming others for where her life is. There’s hope for this one!
There's hope for everyone it's never too late to change your life. Even people who seem so far gone can transform their life with the right support and resources. Even by yourself. Miracles do exist.
@@heidikirsch9100. 💯
Baby Girl, you need to leave your entire family. I can tell you would be an amazing Mum. You don’t need any of them, they will be the death of you. Take your kid, do your art, forget men until you are clean a couple years, throw your love into yourself and your kid and start over. Stop loving anyone but you two xxx
Her story sounds a bit over the top.
I'm very sceptical.
I certainly don't believe she lost her child because of her mother.
@@leneo1731 No body cares what you think or believe 🤦🏽♀️
Good advice, but difficult to do I guess.
Calling a grown woman "Baby girl" is very condecending.
@@leneo1731 that's just meth, opioids and alcohol. No one is that good of an liar.
She is so smart and so self aware. Good luck to you and your daughter ❤
She is……captivating. Her personality, her smile, her positive attitude, her beauty. I truly hope she can get herself together and live a healthy/happy life with her precious daughter. Love from Louisiana! ❤
I’m only 3:43 minutes… did you only listen to her for five minutes?
Did you watch past 3:43 minutes.?now she has contact with her father.
Captivating? Interesting
Has a Lindsay Lohan air in her
@@joannerudolph5028get a life
It don’t matter how many times you go to rehab it’s only important that you go again ❤
Great quote!!
@ a speaker at a rehab my buddy was at said that and my buddy told me I’ll never forget it!
@@Freddybender123 it’s so weird. I was actually reading your other comment on this video when the notification came across that you responded to my comment. I sure hope your daughter can get herself together. I know it’s hard. I had a problem with pain meds, after getting hurt in a boating accident. It turned into full blown addition. I hid it from my family for 7 years until it came to the point that I could no longer hide it. I HAD to get it under control. I learned from many NA meetings that you HAVE to want it. You have to get tired of waking up sick and tired. Opiates are a powerful thing. I wouldn’t wish that addiction on my absolute worst enemy. You’re so right about if you don’t have GOOD insurance, you’re just out of luck. I hate to say this, but if you don’t have insurance, sometimes jail or prison is the next best thing. Because you have to kick your addiction. I’m not naive. I know there’s drugs in prison but if you don’t have the funds or anything to trade for those drugs, you’re not going to get them. We do the best we can as parents. It sounds like this girl is in a cyclical situation. She’s going to have to be the one who stops it. But there again. She has to want it. 🙏🙏
Get this girl in rehab. Her child deserves to see and know her real mom.
As she says herself, until she can identify and deal with the cause of her need to do drugs/drink, not amount of rehab will help.
Lexi a remarkable version of you is just simmering beneath the surface if you could only get past the drugs and alcohol. Easier said than done but don’t give up. Keep at it one baby step at a time. I enjoyed listening to your story and think you’re absolutely lovely,
Yes! 💯❤️🙏🏻💗
Me too to all of that ❤
She is a beautiful, hurting girl....May God bless her and lead her to the help she needs. There is help out there, and miracles happen. She is a really good person, whose life has temporarily taken her down but there is hope.
God is a concept in wich we measure our pain.
@@ianmckinnon8461 God is alive and well 🙏
My heart goes out to Lexi. Praying for her.
Lexi, you are beautiful and articulate. Your’e a great speaker and story teller. I’m sorry you’ve living such a hard life. You have a great head on your shoulders, keep tapping into that and stay strong! I believe in you. Keep fighting the fight. ❤
what a sweet soul and a beautiful interview. thank you, Mark, for choosing Lexi . i will see her embracing sobriety and renewed motherhood in my mind’s eye. peace to you both.
Mark just so you know you're extremely talented and I appreciate your uploads because a lot of this stuff is not seen by a lot of people it opens the door for all the ones struggling with something to be heard❤
Omggg so much creativity in there ❤ blacksmithing , whittling, tattoing etc.
Amazing , keep that up ❤️
My mom left 6 kids when I was 7 years old. I was raised by my father who I found out wasn’t my biological dad 3 years ago. I married a wonderful man when I was 17, 40 years ago. I’ve rarely looked back.
God bless and you are worth a happy healthy life. You are a strong woman! We, with crappy child hoods have to persevere for our children. My childhood wasn’t my children’s burden to bear.
How profound ! I love that statement !!
You're definitely a strong woman!
I have the same motto, expect the worst and hope for the best.
What tf happen to her in a month????
Such a good person, so much trauma, so many sick people in her family. So much mental illness, it is everywhere, chaos. She is a so full of pain, Rehab and psychiatric help is needed to save her. She's a beautiful and good woman. God Bless her.
You can do this! It’s never too late to turn things around and get your child back. Keep your faith. You are special and you deserve a good life. Everyone on here is rooting for you!
You can see the beauty that once was. She has so much potential. I wish her peace and purpose.
Praying for you Lexi. You seem like such a kind woman with a positive attitude. Hope you can break your addictions. You deserve a good life.
She's so beautiful and smart and has a great sense of humor and communication!😊❤ What an awesome personality 🎉😊❤
Agree
It's so interesting how different we are as humans and how we appreciate and value different qualities in people.
You found her very likeable and fun.
For me to listen to her was absolutely exchausting!
To be around people like this just sucks all of my energy out.
Don't misunderstand me, I feel so bad for her. Living like that is absolutely gruesome. Addiction is Hell and being homeless is Hell times three.
I know.
I don't know why, but something makes me question her honesty.
Some of the stories just didn't make sense.
I have a real hard time with people who lie and people who make a lot of drama.
I may be totally wrong but that was the vibe I got from the interview.
But as I said, I feel absolutely awaful.
I really hope she finds her way out.
Sadly, it's probably not going to happen.
Exactly
Mark, lets give more participants the chance to get a make over. Im sure it helps them to see whats beneath the homelessness and adiction. ❤
Lexi is a Beautiful Soul!...it's evident....her past environment was caustic, it poisoned her ....she has a good head on her shoulders, she surely has potential for new beginnings...God Bless Lexi
Hope you find your dreams, girl. Do what makes you.happy. Great good job Matk
I've been a follower for about four years now because of my husband's addiction and my desire to understand more about addiction. So many of these stories break my heart and I see some similarities in my life in dealing with my husband (even though I've never done drugs).
I am curious how many interviews you have done with the loved ones who are connected to the addicts, but are not addicts themselves? This is a whole other dynamic, and we suffer along with them.
Mental abuse and drugs are such an awful situation to be in and and I sympathize with both sides.
I’m right there with you
Lexi, you are a beautiful person inside and out.. I hope and pray you can find your way out.. you deserve to live a happy peaceful life with your sweet babygirl.. you are such a smart girl with a good head on your shoulders.. very talented. Keep going mama.. your little girl needs her mommy.. you got this❤️❤️
I just want to hug her so bad! Keep fighting baby girl, God's got you and it's all going to come together one day. God's choosen go through some of the hardest most painful lives. I can't even imagine what you've really had to put up with. You're in my prayers ❤❤❤❤
You're a beautiful soul, and I wish you all the best. Take care ❤🙏
Sending you hugs Lexi. My heart hurts for you. I can see the pain in your eyes. I hope that one day you can get better. ♥️
She sounds very creative and talented
Who is her father that was interviewed a year ago on here?
Lots of trauma here ...she needs some serious help. She would be a great mom if she could deal with all the death surrounding her. Praying for you lexi
I have problems learning my lessons is one of the hardest lessons I never learned but understand. Sending you so much healing 💗
She is a beautiful, intelligent person who has lived through alot of trauma. I have hope she will get the help she needs.
I love the way Mark listened and I have literally begged my doctors to listen to me. Ive resorted to living in my house with closed blinds and not liking the human race, I love my pitbull Josie and I have not 1 person that I can depend on. Ive tried 2 times to just end everything and I would have successfully done it if not for Josie. I can't thank Mark enough for his kindness and patience and listening.to all the people that are interviewed by him. There is no help for me, but thats ok.
Such a sweet person who was dealt a bad hand. She is clearly smart, I wish her the best for her life.
My heart hurts after watching this. Hope she gets on a different track, and find a network to support her, give her some hugs when she needs it. But, it’s clear there’s a light within her that shines - some days perhaps it’s dimmer, but she’s got a light to share with others. She’d be great working with others who are trying to get clean, provided she can get clean and stay clean again. Her stories of adversity could give others a glimpse of hope.
When are we going to start helping our own people in this country?? I can’t imagine what 30 years from now looks like…
Im a native texan. I love people from my state. I can hear the texas (not southern or county) accent. And texans are warm, this lady is warm and has the spark in her eyes still. Some people actually just need help. Much love from the northside of h town
She is awesome... love personality. Pray she gets the strength to change her life. She deserves it❤
What a very sweet woman who has so much to offer the world. I pray she can heal and live a life filled with happiness.
So you think you were “meant” to lose your daughter? Things don’t happen for a reason. Things happen because of the decisions we make and how we live our lives. The phrase, “everything happens for a reason” is a cop out to avoid taking accountability.
Sometimes, but not always. Sometimes the decisions we make are directly related to the traumas and hardships we face. And then sometimes things just happen and we can't control it. I believe this woman is trying to take accountability and straighten things out but her road is long and not always linear.
I agree, but it’s hard to admit in a life such as hers. Whatever gives her strength, even if it’s somewhat delusional; she needs something to hold onto.
Everything Happens for a reason but you should wake up everyday striving for the best your life is in your hands but some things are out of your control. Everything does happen for a reason you have to adapt to it and always try to be better than yesterday in literally any way you can. You dont get the phrase, i hope you do now.
@ghost_1153 sure everything happens for a reason. But that "reason" is most often due to our own actions. There isn't some divine plan from the universe that's leading you to be your best self or whatever. Again, I think it's a cop out when people use that phrase. That is just my opinion.
@@VeraVeronica39 don't be absolute in your opinions. Be open minded to the possibility that it is not the case that you are correct, not right now but in time in your life. I myself used to believe that nothing serves a certain purpose but we're human and we csnt understand everything all we can do is act the best we can in yhe situation we're in so in the future we may find ourselves in a better place, not just economically but physically and mentally.
I hope she gets the help she needs. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊 She looks in rough shape. I have a daughter the same age. Seeing someone in this shape…heartbreaking 💔 Especially, because she wants her daughter back. She needs to get herself together, if she wants to be a Mom.
What is the other video they mention briefly?
Her step dad was her boyfriend? I have no words.
You need the biggest tightest hug Lexi! Even if it took two whole days or weeks to cry out all the trauma
It didn't crossed my mind that someone could hold that space for me. Beautiful comment.
This poor woman is been through so much I have no words. I know that majority of this country claims to be Christian myself included. yet, no one has come to this woman and gave her the knowledge of Gods love and the peace only he can provide
Wish I could get help for my adult daughter but she has no insurance or job cause she’s a fentanyl addict in prison..but we’re in Missouri if u ain’t got money or insurance your screwed..my daughter is 35..u can do this Lexi make it happen ❤
I’m 52 too wow such a similar story
❤️🩹 ~ Oh my God ~ Some folks heartbreakingly have so much pain & suffering in their lives; I'm so sorry ... ❤️🩹
"a lot of chaos in her family" is an understatement. I thought she said that her mom was her sister. And she got into a relationship with her stepdad? Was I hearing right. I feel like she barely had a chance because her family is so messed up.
She's choosing to be in a relationship with her step-dad. That's disgusting.
@@MaxMayfield14it sounds like she had no where to stay and he was the only option. He's even more disgusting for taking advantage of someone vulnerable and desperate
Hugs to Lexi! In just a short interview you can see a truly lovely gal. I hope she can someday see her value and live the life she deserves! She has a lot to give. Easy to see that❤
She is unique from your other guest speakers. She’s got a lot of potential. She’s special. ❤
Wow! I'm having trouble keeping up with the chaos. I feel so sad for Lexi.
Lexi! You’re amazing. Look on here for EFT videos on here and teach yourself how to do it. It’s so helpful for difficult emotions.💕
Thank you for another amazing video Mark! Is there anyway you can post the other video you did with her family member?
She’s so talented and insightful
You are a beautiful soul with so much potential, Lexi. I pray you get the help you need in every way. I hope when you read of so much support in these Comments that you'll feel the determination to do the hard work to get to the other side. You can do it! 😊❤
She is aware of what is wrong, that is very important in the healing process. Good luck dear girl Lexi. You can do it.
You're amazing Lexi ❤ so much love ... Give it to you, beautiful.
You do not owe anyone, you're not obligated to keep anyone in your life who is unable to respect you.
Bless you sweet soul. Sending hugs and love.
These videos show how one generation's dysfunction impacts the next, and so on, creating a downward spiral of behavior. I wish there was a way to intervene and break the cycle.
Lexi, I might have a soft spot for you because my closest sisters name is Lexi and I love her with all my heart. Or maybe it’s because I struggled with addiction, homelessness, family problems, and mental health issues for majority of my young adult life. I was a miserable addict with a death wish and getting off the drugs didn’t help me immediately. It took a lot of time and healing to get where I am today. Even in sobriety I ended up in jail twice due to anger issues and struggled deeply with suicidal thought and tendencies. God willing, I’ll have 6 years clean soon.
Today, I love myself and am proud of the work I’ve put in. My family forgives me, but most importantly I forgive myself. The excitement I feel in my heart and soul for each morning I wake up is so far from what I used to feel at the start of each day in my past. I’m grateful for the struggle and pain because it made me who I am. I love people, animals, the experience of life
My god, there, but for the grace ....... go we. Such heaviness, pain. Incredible story, incredible crosses this lady bares, going through life. I think you need to pause every few episodes and do a personal podcast. Take a breath and ask to camera "How are you doing". Just for your own sanity and how these stories effect you. What a mind like yours and all the stories you've heard (besides the emotional effect), could come up with, or fathom out a help/question/suggestion for these issues that are being weaved into the collective quilted fabriced heart of society, without the populace fully aware. They must not be forgotten or left simply as recordings, but instigate change. Some say bring in hallucinogens as a mandate for all workers, working in politics, all positions in civil service, all institutions. Some say mental health should be promoted, taught in schools, sports, artistic expression as part of education, work and life in general. And to all age groups. How many free people in society could help by just presence alone, the giving of ones time. Maybe new studies like Maslow's, who studied healthy people to create his pyramid, can be revisited. How is this pyramid of his now. Have the successful and competitive took it over, in these times. So many of us see it as a dog eat dog world. It is not and neither is America, a country of blue or red, which kicks in a different form of mental health tomorrow, Tuesday with elections. We listen to your interviews with a heavy heart. For sure most will come away, with a worry less now for the color red or blue. The country must think beyond color once again - to think people. Your channel and interviews are amazing but scream out, at least to me - for solutions to become part of it. Or the channel could risk becoming caricature. Keep up the incredible work. Let this be a stepping stone to change. Shine on.
Beautiful, talented, smart young lady w skills to support herself & daughter.
I feel for her. She's always laughing which is telling me thats hows she's coping with everything, if she didnt laugh should would be crying the entire time. I hope she's able to turn her life around and get on track again.
Lexi if you read this you have a beautiful soul. I pray that you heal and live the life you deserve of love and happiness. I’ll be praying for you and I don’t even know you, all I know is that you are so special. I have a little over a year sober and I will tell you that once you give yourself a chance to love yourself miracles will happen. Sending hugs.
Where can we find her artwork ? Would love to buy some . Many prayers and positive vibes for you Lexi
idk why but i just hear myself in her so much; everything from her stories/answers to her tone n way of responding, the way her voice fades out in pain, disorder(s), the anger n happiness/good days... if she sees this, girl just know we fuckin got this❤ the world is crazy n wretched n leaves us weathered, but we will be OK
Boerne Texas…. Pronounced- “bor-nee” that’s where she said she was from. Not “ Browning”
Yeah, I was looking for this comment. I’m from Alabama, but even I heard that.
She is so intelligent and well spoken. You can tell she could’ve been anything she wanted to in life if she was given a fair chance when she was a child.
This got me 😢phew she is so amazing she just needs support and sobriety an to have her baby back in her life ❤ praying for you girl
Lexi has not had it easy. I hope you cut a break you are beautiful inside & out plus smart. Mark this is a deserving person you could help.
Peace to her ❤️
I wish you all the best, Lexi. You are truly an incredible person. 🤍
You have really pretty eyes! Artistic gifts and ballerina looks! Stay focused on healing, coping, & taking care of yourself, Lexi. ❣️
Who is her mother? Want to see her interview.
Oh, was it her mother who was interviewed?
I thought it was one of her stephfathers.
I agree .. how do we find it?
Billy and valarie
@@bluebell123 thank you
Thanks Mark.
he should be thanking you mate as we r the ones who make him rich sadly..
This girl has a great soul. Sending you love lady×
I’d love to see her artwork
I don't know how you do it, Mark.
My heart goes out to this girl. Hopefully she can get away from the drugs and her family. Could have so much potential. ❤
Star of Hope hunny, if you want help and can be strong go back to Houston and go to the Star of Hope. They changed my life. I’ve been clean since October 18th, 2018
articulate, creative...hoping she stays safe and & finds her way. sigh
So much potential. ❤😢
She reminds me of Goldie Hawn she has a beautiful soul you can tell
Yes! I thought this too!
Poor women noting funny about the way your living . It's dangerous as hell.
lexi, you are smart and have a good heart live a good life you deserve so much more ❤
So many people today just drowning in drugs and alcohol 😢
Lexi, thank you for being in touch and visiting your daughter! I'm so impressed and I know she values you.
You have a sweet and sensitive heart that's been broken to bits over and over again. I can't even comprehend 1/2 of the chaos that made you who you are today. Please go back to the Christian place that worked and you had the loved the results!
Good morning from Oregon 🌱
Lexi you have had such a bad hand dealt to you, I wish you so much happiness in your future. Losing so many loved ones is SO difficult, my heart is with you.
Thanks.
I love watching his videos
It always stems from childhood. Wishing her the best.
She has so much potential. Smart lady connected to life
Lexi, you've faced so much trauma & challenges in your life. I truly hope that you can find light in this fk'd up world. *BIG HUGS* ❤
Thank you for sharing- I've battled addictions in my Life and finally, through the help of Jesus, the church and wonderful folks, am sober, happy and at peace. I pray for gals like Lexi to get strong again and make it happen- you can do it- God Bless Y'all from me here in Texas
I love her! I had to leave my family if die. I learned that life has my back! It’s not easy but worth it . 💗💗💗 so lovable this woman.I would love to hold her little girl for awhile.
Lexie, if you read these comments. There’s a lot of really good artists that have RUclips channels. They do live streams making their crafts. Set up an Etsy shop. It’s not hard. You can sell a lot on there. Get out of this chaos. If being with your daughter is important to you, move to where she is. Show your sister in law you can be responsible. Everything you’re talking about that seems to be your issues is treatable. But you have to WANT to get settled somewhere. It sounds like you need to cut a lot of your family out of your life, at least for the time being. Work on yourself. You’re a beautiful woman. Get things right before it’s too late. I can give you more info about setting up a RUclips channel for crafts if you’d like. Just respond to me here.
I'm not Lexi, but I hope she reads this comment. Lexi is so young, a Mom, & and artist. She needs to get clean, Lss, she's alot like me. I've been cleen for decades. It can be done! I was her age when I cleaned up. 😢 Do it now Lexi, PLEASE!❤☮️🙏🏻⚓️
@ I hope she does. I have a couple of friends on here who have successful Etsy shops. There’s a huge Arts and Crafts community. They all scroll their Venmo, Cash App, PayPal info across the screen while they go live and make something. They have thousands of subscribers. Once she reaches 1k subscribers which believe me isn’t hard. I have 950 and my channel was built on calling out the bad behavior of a dangerous scammer. I guess I’m an “awareness” channel. Anyway once she reaches 1k or it may even be lower now, she can apply to be in the RUclips partner program and you get monetized. RUclips pays you for every view plus you can add members to your channel. The only reason I don’t do it is I use a lot of copyrighted music and I would have to take all those videos down which would drop my view count and I wouldn’t be eligible. I’m fine. I didn’t get in it for the money, but I sure can teach others how to make money if they have a marketable talent and it sure sounds like she does. Thanks!!!
God Bless her in the name of Jesus.
Keep on keeping on for your daughter !! ❤