My husband passed last Thursday of a heart attack at home in front of me, I gave him cpr for 20 mins before ambulance turned up, they worked on him for nearly an hour, they couldn’t save him. We’ve been together for 36 years. I’m still in shock and pretending he is still sitting in the other room watching the television. I think I’m being strong. Family has gone home now after a weeks stay. They live 5 hours drive away. Im now on my own until funeral in a couple of weeks time. My faith that he is not suffering anymore and he is continuing on his soul journey is helping me cope. 💗
It's not selfish knowing others are going through what your going through and feeling relieved by that, it makes total sense, there's nothing worse than feeling your the only one, sometimes I feel like that and it's the worst feeling ever I feel angry wondering why people arent understanding what I'm going through but they are cos they've been there too so your not alone. Hope you get through it x
Anniversary of grief: about a month before the anniversary, I start to cook a lot of healthy meals that work well with being frozen and thawed out later. Then while I'm grieving, I have easily heated healthy meals, to nourish my body as best I can, while living through feelings that in the past were so overwhelming, I would quit eating very well. If I ate, it was cheap, quick, easy, and unhealthy food; whichever ultimately made me feel worse. Nourishing my physical body well, helped my emotional body feel cared for.
I lost my sister two years ago. I keep reliving that phone call telling me she’s gone. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Some people in my life act as though I should be over the loss. Everyone was so kind and supportive in the very beginning, but as time has passed, it feels like nobody cares anymore.
My mom’s birthday is Nov22. So I started using that day as the day of putting up the Christmas tree as she loved to decorate for the holidays. It’s a huge thing for me because I would always procrastinate putting it up. I was an emotional wreck the first year but this second Christmas without her, I was so excited and I know she would have been proud.
I really appreciate this interview. My mom passed away a month ago. I was caring for her in my home on hospices for almost 3 weeks. I didn’t even know she was that sick until just a month prior. It felt like a whirlwind. I held her hand as she passed. I feel like part of me went with her. I miss her terribly. I wish more could have been done, said, heard. I have had a lot of support but sometimes I just want to be alone. I’m having a hard time seeing the point to a life full of loss and heartache. I wish things were different.
My Mom passed suddenly and unexpectedly a bit over 5 years ago. Fortunately I got to be with her. By the time I got to her she was gone in about 20 minutes. So hard. It was truly brutal. Now with the time that’s passed I too can still feel like I don’t know what the point is. It’s such an incredibly slow process to go through. I now can see how I was back then and how I am now. It can get better. But it will never go away completely. Honor your feelings whatever they are. Do your best to get up and keep going sometimes even when you don’t feel like it. One think that came to me after she passed is that I realized that my Mom also lost her Mom and she was able to survive it ok. So if she could do that then maybe I could as well. Also realized that millions upon millions of us humans have had our loved ones transition and most of them got through it. Even when we don’t want to get through we still can and do. It’s kind of a time issue. Long long time to process it all. Im not sure I will ever stop crying about it but it has lessened. Please take care of yourself the best you can. 🕊️🌞🕊️
This absolutely spoke to me, my mother passed 2 months ago and I felt every word you said, I held her as she left me and I can’t cope with the pain. I want to be strong and I try to be as the days come and go so fast I haven’t grasped the fact that she’s gone and took my heart with her. I wish I could have done more also. I hope you’re doing well just know you have someone who understands you.
hink many people assume the spouse should cry a lot at funeral services, and if you don't, you aren't grieving right. Then after a couple months they expect you to not bring the situation up, or seem uncomfortable when you want to talk about the deceased.
I had long term complicated grief but I had a great therapist and really worked hard for acceptance. I finally got it. Having my feelings validated by my therapist really helped. I remember being so annoyed when friends kept trying to cheer me up. It was about them. I remember the moment I could feel my feelings. I was almost run over in a crosswalk and the thought I had was, well I guess I'm glad I wasn't killed. And that feeling really was a big deal. I had been numb and generally indifferent to being alive. Great interview!
I might need your help and advice. My fiance past away 18months ago and I still feel like I haven't been able to truly process or accept it. All aspects of my life are suffering.
@DaSan I will say that year 2 was much harder for me. I think it's common. Reality has set in. 18 months is such a painful time. Have you thought about joining a grief group? My group was for widows and widowers who got together to do stuff. Coffee, lunch, movies, bbqs, museums. We loved it because we felt safe. And not rushed. Tell me your story.
15 years ago, my husband of 12 years who I thought was my best friend ghosted me and the kids he helped raise for his secretary. And I mean ghosted overnight. The next year I lost his mother who I was very close to. The year after that, I lost my mother, who I was very close to. And the year after that, I lost my father, who is the dearest person in the world to me. I have had therapy and been on antidepressants. But I still don't think I've ever really recovered. I feel sad and lost a lot. 💕 Much love to everyone suffering.
So sorry sweetie i can relate. I lost my mom December 2019, father in law died in a plane accident december 2020 and my stepdad October 2021. Cousin and bff’s husband during that time as well. Im heartbroken and don’t see how God can possibly use this loss for good. 😢😢😢
Three major losses in a row, along with remaining family members acting out with hostility from out of nowhere. Now, the family is completely broken apart. It's not just the death of the loved one's, it's the breakdown of the family as we knew it for multiple decades. What a nightmare!
I’m 79 years old and have experienced death many times. This conversation is amazing. I found myself trying to categorize the questions around sudden death and known future death. I would be very interested in a conversation on the differences in dealing with the grief. Great talk, very informative.
Thank you x im absolutely bawling my eyes out 😢 anticipatory grief is so hard, i feel awful that im grieving but hes not passed yet. Hospice is helping x
In my experience with this I was involved in setting up for " celebrations of life" in church for years and that phrase is the key to hold on too. We get to the point of remembrance of the life of that person in times spent together and the effect their life had on us and vise versa. We live off of the gleanings of each other's field and continue to long after they have parted.
Again, I feel your videos come at the perfect time for me. My second brother who passed away, his 39th birthday is today. Since last week I had been emotional, angry, snapping at my kids which I hardly ever do, my stomach in knots. Then over the weekend I pieced it together that his birthday was coming up. Today I've had full blown anxiety, even with my medications. I did tell myself that I am allowed to cry, I am allowed to grieve, I am allowed to not be ok today. The first question you guys went over hit the nail on the head, when the anniversary or birthdays of loved ones come up, I'm not ok for the full month. February for my brother Nick, March for our Dad, and October for my brother Anthony, all whom have passed in my lifetime. Im so thankful for loved ones reaching out and us being able to talk to him.
When will the grief support community ever, ever recognize adult sibling loss??? We are continually ignored as that being a traumatic grief experience. It's always a spouse, child, parent....but nothing at all if you lost a sibling. You are more likely to have known your sibling for more years than you are both alive than any other relationship...parents, spouse, children, etc.
Been asking that question for weeks. I don't get it. Like you lose your past and your future and with your parents most likely you expect them to go first. However, siblings? Nah. It's like our grief are jot valid. I saw it with my own eyes when friends say:' Focus on your mom. You have to be strong.' What about us who lost half of our with brothers and sisters gone?
@@ML-HS I have heard someone try to explain it by saying since you were kids they have become other new relationships like a spouse or parent. My response is so what!?! Your sibling never once stopped being your sibling. Your relationship is just as valid, important and precious as it ever was. If they have married and had children, that just makes more to grieve. It doesn't lessen your grief. It was three years last month that I lost my sister. I miss her every single day.
@@cathywestholt5324 if I may be so open do you have any advice you could share with me regarding this whole horrible life experince? Grief still fresh(3 months) and it's such a struggle. At time i doubt I will actually survive. Spouses, parents are different type of relationships. Most of our memories are filled with our siblings. I know parents work a lot, so you two are a team. I have spent more time with my brother then my own mother and some friends.
@@ML-HS I don't know if I am a lot of help yet. I hope some day I will have worked through things to be strong enough to establish an adult siblings grief support group. My sister and I were best friends. We lived together all but 11 of her 63 years. A few weeks ago I found a clip on my phone taken on just an ordinary day of her blowing kisses to me with a big smile on her face. My phone has enabled me to save it as my lock screen wallpaper. Every time I open my phone, there is Nancy smiling and blowing kisses. It has brought some comfort and healing. She doesn't seem so far away. It's taken three years to get to this. She and I had discussed different forms of green burial options a large cemetery here offers. One type is a flameless water based cremation. I chose that for Nancy and picked out a pretty urn. My plan was to pick out a plot and have her buried. I am embarrassed about this, but emotionally it took me two years to go back there, pick out a plot, and arrange for her burial. The people are so amazingly sweet and compassionate there. I told them I must be their worst client, but evidently they have had others experiencing as difficult a time and taking even longer. I live in a very small apartment with almost no space to even set a picture frame. I would not have a proper place for her ashes, and I would have to face reality head on every day from the start if I had them. They kept them safely tucked away in their vault all that time for me. I finally got her buried last year. This journey has been so slow and difficult. It doesn't help that I work at a hospice house. When a patient's contact person is their sibling, I hurt so badly for that sibling in advance of the death. I know there is no support for them. I hope they have strong, loving support from other family or people who love them and have walked in those shoes. I have a couple of work friends who have lost sisters. One years before we met, and one just a few months after mine died. We can be open to share with each other because we understand that heartbreaking impact. I don't know if I have been any help at all. I pray people will come into your life who understand this pain and can hold you up. 💔
Thank you for your video. My father unexpectedly pass over last Sunday, I’m still shock and trying to accept my lost. I already watched these video 3 times and I think I will watching it over and over again for next few months. Thank you again, you do a great job which really helps me a lot.
Last week, I lost my father suddenly at the age of 65. When I arrived at his home in the morning, I found him dead in bed. I called 911 and went into a "get it done" mode, pulling him onto the ground and performing CPR until the paramedics arrived. I remained in this state throughout the day, until the adrenaline wore off. Over the next couple of days, I made myself confront my grief by going to his house, talking to him, going on walks, and acting as if he were still there, all while crying. While I understand that this behavior helped me come to terms with the new reality, what I don't understand is why I feel nothing when recalling that morning. I remember his face, lifting his limp body, and the sounds he made during CPR, but I do not feel any emotions, no matter how many times I recall the event. I have never experienced anything as impactful as this, so I cannot say whether this is normal. Could my brain be blocking these emotions? If so, is there a way to access them? I would like to confront them sooner rather than later. edite: I do still feel joy, happiness and all the other emotions, so it's not like I'm shut off.
On one hand, I wish this came out 1 or 2 years ago when I really needed it. On the other hand, I can tell anyone who is struggling right now that it absolutely can get better. Just take your time and work through it. Also, Emma's series about processing emotions really helped.
Oh my goodness, I really appreciate this video! I lost my job of 10 years last May, Was put in a DV shelter with my child last August and divorce was final last month. I am definitely having a really hard time with grief, Mainly the grief of my job. I am not sleeping well at all so I try to appreciate the times that I do sleep well and I have a great Trauma therapist I am doing EMDR with, she has been a real blessing! But this video is on point. Great Interview!
I lost my entire home of 20 years and everything in it in June. I cannot get therapy and have been journaling. I found this grief video which is right on. Thank 😢you! i will keep writing and watching.
I watched this video to help write my book, but it also helped massively to face the grief in my life I've been having for the last decade or so - particularly the section on accepting lack of feeling. It felt so isolating to have people ask how I was feeling, if I was okay, as if I was holding in this tidal wave of emotion that I didn't want to share... but the reality was there was nothing to share. I think the methods discussed sound really helpful because they can apply to however it is you're feeling (or not), so long as you soak it in. Thank you for this enlightening discussion.
I’m disabled and autistic, and had an ESA cat I had taught task-specific anxiety rescue techniques to. He passed away suddenly and horribly in front of me, 32 days ago. It’s been hell on earth to try to figure out what to do with my face, with my hands. I had my first full panic attack- couldn’t breathe, heart racing, arms weak. I had to pause grieving so I could process health anxiety (also through your videos!). Even trying to get help for grieving through support groups, they ask “what is your relationship to the deceased?” The closest option that made any sense was “father to son”. That’s how it feels. He was with me every day for 13 years.
I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your cat, it sounds like he was your best friend! I have had 2 cats in my life that when they passed away it was a huge devastating blow. Each of them were soulmates to me. One of them, a girl, passed away more than 30 years ago. The other one, a boy, passed away about 12 years ago. I have the ashes of both of them still, which I will keep forever. With each of their passing, I cried every day for months. Even all these years later, I still tear up sometimes when I think of them. They were each so special to me, and they saw me through some very difficult times in my life, as well as sharing many happy times with me. The fact that your cat was also an ESA would intensify the grief even more, I would think. You relied on your dear friend to help you on a daily basis, and that is a very special relationship. It is sad that when a dear animal in our life passes, there aren't many options for help with processing that grief. It isn't seen as being the same as losing a person. Many people discount and dismiss the devastation of losing a precious animal friend, and make us feel like we're ridiculous for being so devastated. So on top of the grief we feel, we don't even have the support we desperately need to get through the loss. I just wanted to let you know that I understand your sadness, and I am grieving your loss with you! Sending you a big hug 🤗
My two parents passed a couple of years ago, one after the other. It was hard at first but I’m beginning to understand what happens after death and my personal research about death resulted in me finding answers and understanding that death is a “graduation” from earth life and what happens after transformation is wonderful which is full of love, peace, and realization that we don’t die or disappear but our spirit and consciousness is in fact eternal and we simple go back “home”. Where were we before we were born? We were at home and that’s what happens after we move on. We are simply here as a spirit inside a body having a human experience. Our love ones who have moved on are back at “home” where love is more than anything felt here on earth. Also the memories we have with our love ones are not lost, they are eternally recorded in heaven in great detail beyond our comprehension as evident in a “life review”. So that feeling we experience in the past that we long for, it’s recorded and can be replayed over and over again to our hearts content. But what’s even more interesting is that the love we feel here on earth does not even come close to the love we feel in the afterlife. All is well and we don’t really have anything to worry about. I know it’s hard to understand and comprehend but our past love ones are still around and are really in peace and joy. Even pets this applies to. You might be wondering what my sources are. Well I have been watching testimonies of people who have died and then come back to life (NDE=Near death experiences). And the more I watch the more I begin to learn similarities. These people were declared medically dead but once revived they share their experiences and they are inspirational and all have common messages about the meaning of life and why we are here on earth. I just wanted to share this in hope to give others compassionate healing and understanding that we are eternal and our love ones are fine and they want us to live life with love and happiness 😊 Nothing is forgotten. Everything is recorded. Our emotions, the number of hair we have per second, our thoughts, what we experience with are human senses and beyond are recorded in 360. Those wonderful memories we had with our past love ones are not forgotten but eternally recorded in great detail beyond our senses. So do not feel a lost because we really did not lose anything or anyone. Our memories are not lost. Our love ones are not lost because we are all eternal and we have reincarnated thousands of times before living different lives in different times in different bodies. Where were we before we were born? We were home.
Thank you for this. That is my understanding as well! Very much so. If you haven’t already, looked up the Akashic Records, which is a record of our soul’s every thought and experience from its inception. It very much resonates with what you wrote. 🙏 I lost my mother just shy of 4 weeks ago, after a lengthy journey with Alzheimer’s. I miss her so much yet at the same time, feel relief for her that she is out of the Earthly suffering she was is. I know she is with me in spirit, surrounding me in love. And that brings me comfort. ❤️
I'm glad I came across your post. I was the caregiver for my dad for 12 years. I have watched him decline and lost him almost 2 months ago. He had started talking about wanting to go home. He kept saying that he didn't want to live here anymore. He talked about family members that had already passed years ago and that they had stopped by to see him and when were they supposed to be back. He was on oxygen. He started talked about people that had been telling him that it's different where they are. That there's plenty of air where they are. That it's not the same as where he is. That it's not governed the same. Mind you, he was telling me this when he and I were driving around on the ranch. Not when he was on morphine or drugs. He repeatedly talked about going home. I kept telling him "You are home. You're at your home and I'd open the blinds so he could see outside." I just thought he was confused. Then, in his final hours, he was calling out to his family members and reaching for them. I am grasping at this hope that he did transition from his sick body to a new life with his family that was waiting to help him go home. That is one of the harder aspects of losing him is that I just want to know that he is with his family that loves him dearly and is so glad that he is home with them. Your post gives me hope. Thank you for sharing that. It is comforting.
@@SamuelCovert yes based on hundreds of testimonies of people who had NDE say they did. One of my favorite is Anita Moorjani or the Jeff Mara Podcast RUclips channel where you can listen to hundreds of interviews of people recounting their NDE experiences. I recommend you watch their testimonies and hear it directly from them to look for the answers you seek and fill in the missing voids inside you may need to fill with answers and compassion. Their messages and wisdoms they learned while visiting the spiritual realm are very inspiring and based on love and compassion which links us all. If you feel love which includes the feeling of missing your past love ones, it means you are still very much connected to them and are with you always. It’s a reminder that we are eternally connected by our love.
Thank you for this very insightful video! It‘s been 2 months since I‘ve written that comment about „not feeling grief“ and I myself have literally come to the same answer that Sarah gave here: to separate myself from the well-intentioned, but unhelpful comments. Lots of people are simply uncomfortable with grief because they haven‘t experienced it, and thus will say things they THINK they should say in such a situation. That‘s nice of them, but I understand they‘re simply projecting their own ideas/imaginations onto me. So I just let them talk, not taking anything personally. I don‘t feel guilty anymore since I understand that grief comes in many forms. Thank you again for this educational video and I hope other people out there who feel the same can benefit from Sarah‘s answer!
For anyone who has ever lost a child my heart does go out to u. Thst is just something I have never experienced an could never give any advice only to console
Love this particular program… I lost my son-in-law happy November, and it’s been very, very hard he was handicapped, and intensive care for six weeks… Thank you for this program! What a blessing❤😊
I feel like this came at the right time for me personally. I lost my dear gran a year and a half ago. I would say I've coped somewhat well. But I get moments where it feels like I can't even go on with my life without her because it feels so painful and lonely without her love and presence. I just don't even know how to feel about anything anymore recently. I also started therapy recently so I believe it's exasperating my anxiety and emotions since they're coming more to the surface. Things are tough so seeing something like this helps. Thank you ❤
I wish I had this back in 2001 and 2004, my 20 year old brother passed away in 2004 and my 22 year old sister passed away in 2001. Is it weird I feel like it just happened yesterday? I miss them more now and I guess I’ve come to just be okay to miss them. It took me a long time, to realize its okay to feel grief. Still thank you for this. ❤
Thanks for sharing this valuable resource to help us dealing with grief and loss. Sarah does an excellent job of addressing common questions and concerns, and their responses are empathetic, compassionate, and grounded in psychological research. As a psychologist, I appreciate the focus on the individual experiences of grief and the recognition that everyone grieves differently. The information provided is really helpful guide for anyone who is navigating the difficult emotions and experiences associated with loss. Well done!"
Thank you so much for making this video. I lost my big brother and best friend growing up to a motorcycle accident last week. The first few days I couldn’t do anything but stare at the walls. Now my body has so many physical symptoms- pain ache trembling weak - I can’t function, everything sets me off , seeing an ambulance, many things. I can’t physically do anything I want to like drive or go anywhere. I mostly stay in bed. The past couple days I don’t want anyone to call text or contact me in any way. I get extremely angry and yell at them or hang up on them. I need to find counseling so I can physically get up and do things again. I think it’s a good sign though, that I’m online/RUclips looking for help. I’ve also been listening to grief meditations. I actually called the ambulance yesterday because my physical symptoms were so bad with bad chest pains. All tests/bloodwork were perfectly fine. They write on the discharge papers (chest pains/grief) and told me to seek counseling. But, I was afraid talking about it would make my physical symptoms worse and right now I feel incapacitated. My brother died while out of the country and we are still working on bringing him home. It’s been extremely stressful because of the language barrier and people trying to scam us. I hope things get better once he is able to be brought home. Please pray for me and my family.❤
@@pinkfrangipani5131thank you - things are better, still staying away from people, some good days and still a lot of bad days and things that set me off crying. I got him home and buried next to our mom a few months after the 1st post ❤ I had to write his obituary 💔😭 I miss him so much. I still need to get back out into life … some day…
I'm so glad I found this. I lost my baby at 24 weeks in 2020.. come to 2023 we lost our house to a house fire. Its all too much. I am seeing a therapist but would love to know, how do parents, how can we grieve when we are so busy! We have 4 children, smallest being 15 months and eldest with autism and ADHD that require a lot of mental energy, we are just winging our grief journey for lack of better term. Can anyone here relate? Xx
This is such great information. I wished I had this when I unexpectedly lost my mom almost 2 years ago. I went through so much afterwards and it has taken me at least a year to start feeling “normal.” I highly recommend a good grief counselor or therapist right away if you can because they will help you navigate through the new norm.
Oh I so agree. My brother who was 13 months older and passed at 47 years old by “sudden cardiac event” now 21 years ago there were very little acknowledgment of sibling loss. Hope it’s better now I will never be the same after losing my close sibling. Bless you on this journey no one wanted ❤
Please do a video about Anxiety and it's relationship to symptoms such as Depersonalization and Derealization. Many want to know about this and your insight would be much appreciated. Your channel is 10/10
@Therapy in a Nutshell Thank you so much. I subscribe to your content. Recently had anxiety flare up and the symptoms are a struggle. Thanks for all your posts. I find that I'm understanding that I need to let go of the resistance and battle with my symptoms (easier said than done). Thanks again and look forward to that segment on DpDr.
Thank you so so much for discussing this topic. When my mom passed, we, she and I, had 15 months. I went to one therapist, prior to her passing and was told I needed to grow up. I was 55 & as youngest of 3 siblings the closest. Both my parents lived a long life- both passing in their 90’s. I’m not angry, thank goodness, it’s missing their fun nature and laughter in my family. That’s not how my husband’s family was - so this adds to my loneliness bc I truly don’t laugh anymore. Everyone in my family were about fun empathy and faith. But I never heard about compound grief- but I also had dominoes fall. Lost father, lost my mom, then my aunt, my job. How does one find a grief counselor? Again thanks Drs for letting us share!
When my dysfunctional parent's and sister passed, I felt nothing. Prior to their passing, I had spent year/months in counseling to resolve issues from these negative relationships. It's like I grieved before they passed because I had gone no contact, perhaps the healthiest choice I've ever made for myself. I now have gratitude for all that these relationships taught me as I sought to resolve brokenness in a healthy way. I am free . Blessed.
Back in college (80s) I was a sociology major. I took a class “Sociology of Emotions.” My thesis paper was sociology of grief. I was a truly eye opening experience. My issue at this point in life is that I’ve become less spiritual in the Christian sense but have found grief incredibly difficult because of it. Always enjoy your videos. Hope to find a new perspective here.
Looking forward to listening to this. Unfortunately, so many people are losing loved one that I know. Plus, working in health care I am around those dealing with grief and loss often. People need resources like this. Thank you!
I have complicated grief and it's caused me so much in such a short period of time. Bad things keep happening and I find that I don't adapt very well. Your videos really help me when I'm feeling like the world is crashing down. Thank you so much for this.
My wife and I were married for 40 years. When she died my life ended. My cardiologist told me I have the real heart condition. Now 7 years of being a widower I CAN NOT GET OVER LOSING HER. In that 40 years we always acted like we were still newlyweds.. I just can't believe I lost her.
I understand. It took me about 8 years just to be able to breathe. It was about 10 years before I could remember what year it was. I wish I had dated and at least try to move forward. I'm 14 years out now and I feel it's too late for me. I'm so sorry for your grief. Prayers and hugs!
@@cindishelton9022 IT'S NEVER TOO LATE. Stop looking for love, let it find you. ..My wife was truly 1 in 7.3 billion. ((JOKING)) the only way I will find someone as crazy as her. ((In a very special loving way)) Is going to a psychic ward. Now I'm old, very broken, enough injuries to scare a med student. And lost in this world. 💔💔
The part about loss being something one never quite gets over. You have to learn to be able to live with it was helpful for me to hear. I'm feeling the loss of my children. I need to process and move forward. I'm making my grief visible. I love all my kids. I will miss them greatly.
I lost my dad nearly three weeks ago already. I'm having a hard time trying to function. I miss my dad so much. I didn't get to see him the couple of days before he suddenly passed because I was feeling sick from my condition. The fact I didn't go to see him is hurting me so much. I want my daddy back 🔙😢💔
Lost my dad on 2r4th February this year and despite having months to prepare and seeing my dad ashes at home. None of this has made it real not even the funeral to seeing him. Everyday I ask myself the same question and I have flash backs of good and bad times
@lisabrown7157 I thought I was the only one struggling to know that this is real and has truly happened. I get all these flashback memories with my dad, and I almost always end up crying. I know the feeling. I'm very sorry for your loss, too.
You’re not alone I lost my mother a week ago. She had me-static breast cancer. I lost weight and I’m in shock. Never felt like this before. You’re not alone. I’m here for you
Knowledge is power. The work you do sharing these experts with us, and teaching us about all the nuances of emotions is precious. Thank you for your work.
My husband passed away sept 21 he had aggressive dementia he was 68 I was married to him for over 40 years I miss him so much when I get a thought of the realization that he will never ever come back I get such anxiety attacks I’m trying for my sons to stay strong but I feel such pain my heart actually hurts
This is a very well done video about a difficult subject.I found it very informative and helpful.I very much appreciate the knowledge, empathy and compassion of both Emma and Sarah.Thank you both so much.(Your baby is so cute and adorable)!!!
Outstanding video ladies, thank you so much. This has helped me immensely. I lost my father, aunt and husband in that order within the space of 5 months last year. Understanding grief is helping me work through the process and understand everything I am feeling is normal.
I just lost my son last August to a terrible accident and it's very hard to find meaning to keep living when my only child is gone. It's very overwhelming and I feel like a burden to the people around me when I am sad. It's physically painful to even cry. 😭
I'm so sorry @Elynne . I too understand the heartache of losing a child and the long path back to finding meaning again. What helped me most, was sharing my grief with those who were not in my immediate circle of friends and family, just so that I wouldn't unintentionally burn them out. Most friends left anyway, and I didn't want those last few to also run for the hills. Journaling helped, honoring my grief helped too, and learning to live in the moment helped to lessen the feeling of being overwhelmed all the time. Be kind to yourself,
So sorry for your lost, I feel with you. I just lost my father, he was only 51. I know it is not the same, but he was the most closer person for me and no one can replace him for me. And I know how it is to be lonely in your sadness. I hope you can found people who understand you and can support you. Sharing the pain and talk to the people who has same experiences really helps me a lot. Sending you love.
I have a very odd grief. The loss of my teeth. They were not good. I thought it would be good to have them pulled and get dentures. No matter how many adjustments I have had, no matter what adhesive I use, my lower plate will not stay in place to allow me to eat even something as soft as mashed potatoes. If I want to eat at all I have to go without them and just eat what I can manage to break down and eat. Any social life is gone. Everything has some food element. If I wear the dentures to look normal, I have to pass on even something small and keep getting questions. If I go without them, I look terrible and still am only able to eat only some things. It does not appear I have enough bone for Implants. I feel like my life is over to a great extent. As long as we have to wear masks in my medical workplace I can keep it covered up and stay employed. I may be the one person thankful for masks.
So good to read that I am not alone in this type of grief. There are people who avoid me as soon as I smile and they notice my missing teeth. As you say, nearly every social situation involves eating, and if the only food you can eat is clear soup, this causes a social problem.
hi cathy, find a specialist who will do a bone graft. this will take about 6 months or so to heal; then they will do implants. this will change your life, all the best !
I have a similar small grief for my top canines. I was born without two of my bottom canine equivalent. My teeth just grew in so there’s no space. But when I was 14/15, parents wanted to get me braces to straighten my teeth. Dentist asked if I wanted two fake teeth to be put in my mouth or if he would pull out my two canines. I was young and didn’t know to ask more questions about these ‘fake’ teeth. I guess things worked out cause my wisdom teeth grew in without any problem and I don’t need them removed because my mouth has enough space for them. Weird but I regret the braces and teeth pulling.
Loss of a loved one is not the ONLY most impactful loss. Losing a Long steady solid job at middle age, when u are no longer the employable age group is devastating…it’s like being slammed against a wall to find your way emotionally, financially all along with anger, grief and fear it is the struggle to survive with paralysis. Covid shut down indirectly hit every difficult emotion on the charts, for every age. Along with being separated from emotional support and no extra money to receive it.
And sometimes it is screaming because you have stopped hearing yourself doing it.. one of the most evil, toxic lies depression, grief, and trauma tell us is that we are all alone.. that no one will ever understand how we feel because they haven't experienced it with us.. We all react differently to situations, which means that people with very different experiences can still often recognize feelings and ways we try to cope.. We rarely are as alone as we think.. Usually, we aren't in a state to see the care others long to share with us though.. It's not that people aren't responding.. it's often that we can't hear and see it, because our grief outshouts all else.. Healing takes time.. Try to remember to be kind to yourself.. it opens the door to turning down the volume a bit, and be less isolated.. ❤️
Dave Barnett here in Boston.. I was watching your "therapy in a nutshell" on grief. I have NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS. I cry several times a week because I have no one to talk to or hug. Calling a hotline to talk to someone I have never talked to before seems weird. The government actually gave me money (lots of it) to move from the Dallas/fort worth are to Boston to get away from all the memories and the pain. I am a little happier now but it is temporary.
Hello Dave, I hope you find some therapy; or call the hotline so you can start to find the friends and connections you need. ps I attend 12 step programs and "meet up" groups and have found many friends there. There's lots of love in the world for you! All the best
I have also lost all my family by the age of 30. I empathize. Feels lonely , especially holidays when I don't belong anywhere. But I'm trying to realize there are others just as lonely, maybe if more of us could admit how bad it feels we could at least offer one another support. I think of how loved I was by this lost, how they would feel to think it was for nothing, that I just gave up. And I try to be of service to others. There's good out there, we just have to keep looking for our purpose. I really really hope you find it. And me too. 🙂
I’m very happy to have found your podcast on Spotify. My mom passed away during COVID after a surgery complication and I wasn’t able to say goodbye, only seeing her for the last time as my step dad FaceTimed me. I still can’t get myself to hear her voicemails or videos with her voice/read her texts. My bio dad committed suicide 4 months before I was born and I’m trying to learn how to grief in a healthy way per say.
My dad died in Nov, then we had to put a cat to sleep two weeks later. Then, a few months later, my cat got cancer at 4yrs old; it was too advanced and we had to put him to sleep then. It really surprised me how short the grief period was for the 3rd death. I definitely grieved, but it felt as if my body had ‘run out’ of grief juice. It wasn’t a conscious thing on my part, but it had been the most shocking and significant death of the 3 for me (my dad was an ass) and I grieved for about a week before I was SUUUUUPER ready to get a new cat. And I did. And initially it was very stressful, but we got through it and we’ve had him for 1mo. I also had to kind of check in with myself because I was feeling weird about NOT feeling sad for a long time. If my dad were alive, he’d be asking me a lot of really unhelpful questions and I’d feel incredibly guilty and upset with myself. BUT because my dad’s dead and can’t do that, I’m asking myself these questions. But it helps me to tune in to the ‘why’. And my ‘why’ was that it felt empty without another cat, I wanted my surviving cat to have someone around too. And what has actually HELPED A LOT is that my deceased cat would have LOVED hanging out with the new cat. They are both very active and affectionate. My other cat tends to like to lounge. I’m rambling, but I also gave myself permission to just *not* feel sad if I didn’t feel sad, reminded myself that his death was still significant to me, and I could be sad if I became sad.
I think anger is well described as there is a destructive anger where you’re hurting yourself or others, and then a constructive anger where you’re getting out what you need to, but it isn’t hurting anyone else, and it’s a process for yourself that you move through.
Sometimes the heaviest burdens are those people never even realize we carry.. Then when we fall short to carry our regular day to day stuff.. it can be hard for people to understand.. even those who generally mean us well.. Healing includes being that person you needed and didn't have before yourself.. The answer isn't trying to carry more, trying to train harder and longer, to get less sleep etc. it is in realizing that invisible burdens are still very real, hidden injuries still need to heal just like any other.. and being that bit more considerate to oneself and with that towards others who may carry similar burdens that we can't see.. they usually outweigh most physical burdens.. No one minds if you park a 100 pound bag of clay for a bit after lugging it around all day long.. Nobody. It makes sense to set it down for a bit. To be tired after carrying it. To need something to eat, a hot shower, and sleep at the end of the day.. to tend to any injuries we may have gotten so you can carry it again later and don't risk far more serious issues stemming from even relatively smaller injuries.. We often don't give the same consideration for our souls.. and we really should. Instead we too often expect people to carry all that *and* lug that 100 pound bag of clay.. Talk about toughening up, trying harder, sleep less, train more, etc. the exact opposite of what lets us heal when we have injuries.. why should anyone be surprised them when healing takes longer?
I make attempts to do positive things for others the week of the anniversary of my brother's death by suicide. I share my story about my brother and try to honor my brother. This video is helpful.
Very helpful interview, thank you! I lost my mother for 6 years ago, that time I had to deal with so many other problems, so that I just didn't know how to cope with my emotions, I had to go on. From time to time I had tears bursting out of my hearth, just when I'm driving on the highway, I pushed them away, said to myself; not now! I didn't have the strength, as I’ve noone, I always said to myself: no place to lean on or fall down, I must be strong. Recent years I felt very numb, couldn't cry, only when I create myself space to feel that pain, but after crying -I feel very exausted and down, I really wonder, if I should allow myself create that space after such a time and confront myself with that pain?
34:00 Whaka yes! "THE RESCUE" is 💯 one of my top 5 docos....INCREDIBLE! 4 Brits & 2 Ozzies to be precise, but not all "middle aged white men" because that never ends well when its a full table of em 😅 Brilliant Doco, going to watch it again rn😊😊😊
I am grateful for this. Shock has just gone down and I feel everything. I have no idea how will I survive. My mom is in pain and she lashes out a lot. Especially on me as the only child now. How do I help her and can I? Or do you focus on yourself before you can help others?
My husband didn’t die, he divorced me after 33 yrs together of a wonderful life for the most part… I grieve on holidays, anniversaries, kids birthdays. I doubt I will ever stop grieving the loss of my precious family.
7:00 (Ramble so people might find confort knowing you're not alone) I'm in a same kind of situation at the moment. Just two years ago I lost my granma suddenly, then I lost two cat's, now couple of days ago I lost my greatgranpa from Alzheimer's and now we are going to have to euthanize our oldest dog two days from now. I think the only way I can get through all of this by anxiety medication and busying myself at work. Now I feel burnt out from work even though it's not that tough. I feel like I need a time out but at the same time I feel like I should just continue working like everyone around me. Just pressing on through the pain. Some simple tasks feel hard, like cleaning. I know its common with anxiety and depression. Also been super sensitive about every small thing, so I get irritated over my own mistakes and people around me.
Like WHOM will I contact & connect with? Whom can I turn to to cry on who's SHOULDER? Whom will be there when I fall apart ?? Who can understand my 😔 GRIEF?? Whom will help this person put my heart back together ???? Help need someone's SUPPORT, HUGS, & CHEERING UP for my heart closer.. Closure completeness.
I just lost this past Tuesday the love of my life by suicide and I’m really struggling with the pain I’m feeling in my chest, I was struggling before with generalized anxiaty, PTSD, CPTSD and have ADHD, I was in freeze mode before do to finantial stress and now I can’t move or even barely get out of bed, I’m trying to fight this cause I have responsabilities, I have my sons and dog and I can’t get mysefl to go to work also I was grieving the lost of friendship, family and became very isolated for about two years and now this happen and I don’t have more energy to keep going..
It's going on 3 years for me my husband died day before his 62nd birthday 😢 February 2020 he was still young at heart strong and full of energy I still can't believe he's gone we weren't married that long but I've known him since we were kids going up on the block, we've always had crushes on each other and when the opportunity came for us to actually be in love and marry one in another he passes away from stupid car accident maybe it was my destiny not to have him maybe it wasn't meant to be for me to have him I'm angry and I'm bitter and if anybody tells me that I have changed because my husband's gone I will jump down their throat
It's the physical pain i can't cope with. I ache all over. I ache so much and my body feels so inflamed. I sleep lots but always tired. I eat very little one day and binge the next. I'm 5ms in and emotionally and mentally I'm doing OK but physically I'm like an old woman. I'm 55 married 38 yes x
Emma could you do a video on how to deal with the grief of having an Adult child who is a drug addict? After watching this I now realize I am struggling with so many feelings that are grief from the loss of him but yet he's still alive but slowly killing himself. I tried to move on and take care of myself but I can't let go enough to feel peace. How do I seperate and allow myself to heal when all I want is my son back. Thank you for sharing your knowledge with us you have helped me in so many areas of my life and I am truly grateful.
I lost a 44 year old daughter who was addicted to a lot of different drugs, mainly heroin. My years of anguish, worry, stress, are nothing compared to the grief I'm still feeling 3 years after her passing. Some members of my family think It's probably a relief not to have that stress every day but I feel that while she was alive there was always hope that she would overcome the addiction, which she did numerous times. Even with all the stress I had when she was alive I never ever felt like I feel now that She's gone. I feel sick and depressed and have lost interest in so many things I used to love. Do everything on your power now to be kind to your child so you'll have no regrets should the drugs take him/her.
I've had multiple grief in my life physical an emotional I have good days an bad days sone days It feels new other tines I feel as if I've went through the stages not numb
My dear husband and carer, gave his life for me. He died from heart failure almost 6 months ago. I am still in much grief as it’s such a lonely life without him a`nd he was the love of my life. But I am able, by the grace of God, to realise that he is now with our Lord Jesus Christ. Absent from the body, present with the Lord.
I do not have my grown up children no more after I bringing them up on my own . No phone calls .like I'm dead before I'm dead . I barley see my grandchildren begging almost to see them maybe twice a year My brother my nephew who committed suicide My marriage broke up betrayal. No one calls me out of my family on my phone I call them I also had to let go of a little dog I loved My friend I had for over 35 years A counsellor I knew for many years A church of people I had to let go of It's so lonely but I have a dog I thank God for the dog
@@ElizabethKeating-r4h very very sad to see all the sorrows you have had to bear. I’ve had some of my own when much younger of course but did not want to expose all that on here, right from childhood, I have no grandchildren ,but can imagine the great loss if you are even unable to see them. Glad you can manage a doggie. I cannot have a pet because of allergies.
My mum passed away 4 years ago. I was young but an adult (21), but to this day I still feel very overwhelmed with sadness and numbness. I have been diagnosed with CPTSD and BPD since that and honestly cannot see the end of the tunnel....
My husband passed last Thursday of a heart attack at home in front of me, I gave him cpr for 20 mins before ambulance turned up, they worked on him for nearly an hour, they couldn’t save him. We’ve been together for 36 years. I’m still in shock and pretending he is still sitting in the other room watching the television. I think I’m being strong. Family has gone home now after a weeks stay. They live 5 hours drive away. Im now on my own until funeral in a couple of weeks time. My faith that he is not suffering anymore and he is continuing on his soul journey is helping me cope. 💗
Sorry for your loss Irene.
I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. His love for you will always continue to exist, even spiritually
@@_Diggler Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤
@@adapv9584Thank you 🙏🏻❤
I'm so sorry you lost him.
This may sound selfish but it's nice to know that other people are feeling this way and it's not just me
It's not selfish knowing others are going through what your going through and feeling relieved by that, it makes total sense, there's nothing worse than feeling your the only one, sometimes I feel like that and it's the worst feeling ever I feel angry wondering why people arent understanding what I'm going through but they are cos they've been there too so your not alone. Hope you get through it x
Dont worry i find a lot of comfort in grieving together
Commiseratiion is important for healing
Anniversary of grief: about a month before the anniversary, I start to cook a lot of healthy meals that work well with being frozen and thawed out later. Then while I'm grieving, I have easily heated healthy meals, to nourish my body as best I can, while living through feelings that in the past were so overwhelming, I would quit eating very well. If I ate, it was cheap, quick, easy, and unhealthy food; whichever ultimately made me feel worse.
Nourishing my physical body well, helped my emotional body feel cared for.
Great idea!
I lost my sister two years ago. I keep reliving that phone call telling me she’s gone. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Some people in my life act as though I should be over the loss. Everyone was so kind and supportive in the very beginning, but as time has passed, it feels like nobody cares anymore.
My mom’s birthday is Nov22. So I started using that day as the day of putting up the Christmas tree as she loved to decorate for the holidays. It’s a huge thing for me because I would always procrastinate putting it up. I was an emotional wreck the first year but this second Christmas without her, I was so excited and I know she would have been proud.
That’s beautiful !
I really appreciate this interview. My mom passed away a month ago. I was caring for her in my home on hospices for almost 3 weeks. I didn’t even know she was that sick until just a month prior. It felt like a whirlwind. I held her hand as she passed. I feel like part of me went with her. I miss her terribly. I wish more could have been done, said, heard. I have had a lot of support but sometimes I just want to be alone. I’m having a hard time seeing the point to a life full of loss and heartache. I wish things were different.
Been there. I'm sorry for your loss. It will take time to heal, and I wish you the best.
Don’t be hard on yourself, you need time. Grief is the price we pay for having loved ones in our lives. Be kind to yourself and may god bless.
My Mom passed suddenly and unexpectedly a bit over 5 years ago. Fortunately I got to be with her. By the time I got to her she was gone in about 20 minutes. So hard. It was truly brutal. Now with the time that’s passed I too can still feel like I don’t know what the point is. It’s such an incredibly slow process to go through. I now can see how I was back then and how I am now. It can get better. But it will never go away completely. Honor your feelings whatever they are. Do your best to get up and keep going sometimes even when you don’t feel like it. One think that came to me after she passed is that I realized that my Mom also lost her Mom and she was able to survive it ok. So if she could do that then maybe I could as well. Also realized that millions upon millions of us humans have had our loved ones transition and most of them got through it. Even when we don’t want to get through we still can and do. It’s kind of a time issue. Long long time to process it all. Im not sure I will ever stop crying about it but it has lessened. Please take care of yourself the best you can. 🕊️🌞🕊️
This absolutely spoke to me, my mother passed 2 months ago and I felt every word you said, I held her as she left me and I can’t cope with the pain. I want to be strong and I try to be as the days come and go so fast I haven’t grasped the fact that she’s gone and took my heart with her. I wish I could have done more also. I hope you’re doing well just know you have someone who understands you.
hink many people assume the spouse should cry a lot at funeral services, and if you don't, you aren't grieving right. Then after a couple months they expect you to not bring the situation up, or seem uncomfortable when you want to talk about the deceased.
Crying out to God, expressing your feelings, asking for help with faith does wonders
I had long term complicated grief but I had a great therapist and really worked hard for acceptance. I finally got it. Having my feelings validated by my therapist really helped. I remember being so annoyed when friends kept trying to cheer me up. It was about them. I remember the moment I could feel my feelings. I was almost run over in a crosswalk and the thought I had was, well I guess I'm glad I wasn't killed. And that feeling really was a big deal. I had been numb and generally indifferent to being alive. Great interview!
I might need your help and advice. My fiance past away 18months ago and I still feel like I haven't been able to truly process or accept it. All aspects of my life are suffering.
@DaSan I will say that year 2 was much harder for me. I think it's common. Reality has set in. 18 months is such a painful time. Have you thought about joining a grief group? My group was for widows and widowers who got together to do stuff. Coffee, lunch, movies, bbqs, museums. We loved it because we felt safe. And not rushed. Tell me your story.
Can you share the grief group contact with me? And also therapist?
15 years ago, my husband of 12 years who I thought was my best friend ghosted me and the kids he helped raise for his secretary. And I mean ghosted overnight. The next year I lost his mother who I was very close to. The year after that, I lost my mother, who I was very close to. And the year after that, I lost my father, who is the dearest person in the world to me. I have had therapy and been on antidepressants. But I still don't think I've ever really recovered. I feel sad and lost a lot. 💕 Much love to everyone suffering.
So sorry sweetie i can relate. I lost my mom December 2019, father in law died in a plane accident december 2020 and my stepdad October 2021. Cousin and bff’s husband during that time as well. Im heartbroken and don’t see how God can possibly use this loss for good. 😢😢😢
@@theresekirkpatrick3337 I'm so sorry, sweetheart. 🌸💞
Your not alone
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Bereavement is forever, not that I need to tell you that... just knownl that your resilience is BEAUTIFUL! sending some love from Aotearoa NZ ❤🤍🖤🇳🇿
Three major losses in a row, along with remaining family members acting out with hostility from out of nowhere. Now, the family is completely broken apart. It's not just the death of the loved one's, it's the breakdown of the family as we knew it for multiple decades. What a nightmare!
Same here
I’m 79 years old and have experienced death many times. This conversation is amazing. I found myself trying to categorize the questions around sudden death and known future death. I would be very interested in a conversation on the differences in dealing with the grief. Great talk, very informative.
Thank you x im absolutely bawling my eyes out 😢 anticipatory grief is so hard, i feel awful that im grieving but hes not passed yet. Hospice is helping x
In my experience with this I was involved in setting up for " celebrations of life" in church for years and that phrase is the key to hold on too. We get to the point of remembrance of the life of that person in times spent together and the effect their life had on us and vise versa. We live off of the gleanings of each other's field and continue to long after they have parted.
Again, I feel your videos come at the perfect time for me. My second brother who passed away, his 39th birthday is today. Since last week I had been emotional, angry, snapping at my kids which I hardly ever do, my stomach in knots. Then over the weekend I pieced it together that his birthday was coming up. Today I've had full blown anxiety, even with my medications. I did tell myself that I am allowed to cry, I am allowed to grieve, I am allowed to not be ok today. The first question you guys went over hit the nail on the head, when the anniversary or birthdays of loved ones come up, I'm not ok for the full month. February for my brother Nick, March for our Dad, and October for my brother Anthony, all whom have passed in my lifetime. Im so thankful for loved ones reaching out and us being able to talk to him.
When will the grief support community ever, ever recognize adult sibling loss??? We are continually ignored as that being a traumatic grief experience. It's always a spouse, child, parent....but nothing at all if you lost a sibling. You are more likely to have known your sibling for more years than you are both alive than any other relationship...parents, spouse, children, etc.
Or your child.
Been asking that question for weeks. I don't get it. Like you lose your past and your future and with your parents most likely you expect them to go first. However, siblings? Nah. It's like our grief are jot valid. I saw it with my own eyes when friends say:' Focus on your mom. You have to be strong.'
What about us who lost half of our with brothers and sisters gone?
@@ML-HS I have heard someone try to explain it by saying since you were kids they have become other new relationships like a spouse or parent. My response is so what!?! Your sibling never once stopped being your sibling. Your relationship is just as valid, important and precious as it ever was. If they have married and had children, that just makes more to grieve. It doesn't lessen your grief. It was three years last month that I lost my sister. I miss her every single day.
@@cathywestholt5324 if I may be so open do you have any advice you could share with me regarding this whole horrible life experince? Grief still fresh(3 months) and it's such a struggle. At time i doubt I will actually survive.
Spouses, parents are different type of relationships. Most of our memories are filled with our siblings. I know parents work a lot, so you two are a team. I have spent more time with my brother then my own mother and some friends.
@@ML-HS I don't know if I am a lot of help yet. I hope some day I will have worked through things to be strong enough to establish an adult siblings grief support group. My sister and I were best friends. We lived together all but 11 of her 63 years. A few weeks ago I found a clip on my phone taken on just an ordinary day of her blowing kisses to me with a big smile on her face. My phone has enabled me to save it as my lock screen wallpaper. Every time I open my phone, there is Nancy smiling and blowing kisses. It has brought some comfort and healing. She doesn't seem so far away. It's taken three years to get to this. She and I had discussed different forms of green burial options a large cemetery here offers. One type is a flameless water based cremation. I chose that for Nancy and picked out a pretty urn. My plan was to pick out a plot and have her buried. I am embarrassed about this, but emotionally it took me two years to go back there, pick out a plot, and arrange for her burial. The people are so amazingly sweet and compassionate there. I told them I must be their worst client, but evidently they have had others experiencing as difficult a time and taking even longer. I live in a very small apartment with almost no space to even set a picture frame. I would not have a proper place for her ashes, and I would have to face reality head on every day from the start if I had them. They kept them safely tucked away in their vault all that time for me. I finally got her buried last year. This journey has been so slow and difficult. It doesn't help that I work at a hospice house. When a patient's contact person is their sibling, I hurt so badly for that sibling in advance of the death. I know there is no support for them. I hope they have strong, loving support from other family or people who love them and have walked in those shoes. I have a couple of work friends who have lost sisters. One years before we met, and one just a few months after mine died. We can be open to share with each other because we understand that heartbreaking impact. I don't know if I have been any help at all. I pray people will come into your life who understand this pain and can hold you up. 💔
Thank you for your video. My father unexpectedly pass over last Sunday, I’m still shock and trying to accept my lost. I already watched these video 3 times and I think I will watching it over and over again for next few months. Thank you again, you do a great job which really helps me a lot.
Last week, I lost my father suddenly at the age of 65. When I arrived at his home in the morning, I found him dead in bed. I called 911 and went into a "get it done" mode, pulling him onto the ground and performing CPR until the paramedics arrived. I remained in this state throughout the day, until the adrenaline wore off. Over the next couple of days, I made myself confront my grief by going to his house, talking to him, going on walks, and acting as if he were still there, all while crying.
While I understand that this behavior helped me come to terms with the new reality, what I don't understand is why I feel nothing when recalling that morning. I remember his face, lifting his limp body, and the sounds he made during CPR, but I do not feel any emotions, no matter how many times I recall the event. I have never experienced anything as impactful as this, so I cannot say whether this is normal. Could my brain be blocking these emotions? If so, is there a way to access them? I would like to confront them sooner rather than later.
edite: I do still feel joy, happiness and all the other emotions, so it's not like I'm shut off.
On one hand, I wish this came out 1 or 2 years ago when I really needed it. On the other hand, I can tell anyone who is struggling right now that it absolutely can get better. Just take your time and work through it. Also, Emma's series about processing emotions really helped.
This comment was a glimmer of hope I so badly needed. Thank you.
Oh my goodness, I really appreciate this video! I lost my job of 10 years last May, Was put in a DV shelter with my child last August and divorce was final last month. I am definitely having a really hard time with grief, Mainly the grief of my job. I am not sleeping well at all so I try to appreciate the times that I do sleep well and I have a great Trauma therapist I am doing EMDR with, she has been a real blessing! But this video is on point. Great Interview!
I lost my entire home of 20 years and everything in it in June. I cannot get therapy and have been journaling. I found this grief video which is right on. Thank 😢you! i will keep writing and watching.
I watched this video to help write my book, but it also helped massively to face the grief in my life I've been having for the last decade or so - particularly the section on accepting lack of feeling. It felt so isolating to have people ask how I was feeling, if I was okay, as if I was holding in this tidal wave of emotion that I didn't want to share... but the reality was there was nothing to share. I think the methods discussed sound really helpful because they can apply to however it is you're feeling (or not), so long as you soak it in. Thank you for this enlightening discussion.
I’m disabled and autistic, and had an ESA cat I had taught task-specific anxiety rescue techniques to. He passed away suddenly and horribly in front of me, 32 days ago. It’s been hell on earth to try to figure out what to do with my face, with my hands. I had my first full panic attack- couldn’t breathe, heart racing, arms weak. I had to pause grieving so I could process health anxiety (also through your videos!).
Even trying to get help for grieving through support groups, they ask “what is your relationship to the deceased?” The closest option that made any sense was “father to son”. That’s how it feels. He was with me every day for 13 years.
I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your cat, it sounds like he was your best friend! I have had 2 cats in my life that when they passed away it was a huge devastating blow. Each of them were soulmates to me. One of them, a girl, passed away more than 30 years ago. The other one, a boy, passed away about 12 years ago. I have the ashes of both of them still, which I will keep forever.
With each of their passing, I cried every day for months. Even all these years later, I still tear up sometimes when I think of them. They were each so special to me, and they saw me through some very difficult times in my life, as well as sharing many happy times with me.
The fact that your cat was also an ESA would intensify the grief even more, I would think. You relied on your dear friend to help you on a daily basis, and that is a very special relationship.
It is sad that when a dear animal in our life passes, there aren't many options for help with processing that grief. It isn't seen as being the same as losing a person. Many people discount and dismiss the devastation of losing a precious animal friend, and make us feel like we're ridiculous for being so devastated. So on top of the grief we feel, we don't even have the support we desperately need to get through the loss.
I just wanted to let you know that I understand your sadness, and I am grieving your loss with you! Sending you a big hug 🤗
My two parents passed a couple of years ago, one after the other. It was hard at first but I’m beginning to understand what happens after death and my personal research about death resulted in me finding answers and understanding that death is a “graduation” from earth life and what happens after transformation is wonderful which is full of love, peace, and realization that we don’t die or disappear but our spirit and consciousness is in fact eternal and we simple go back “home”. Where were we before we were born? We were at home and that’s what happens after we move on. We are simply here as a spirit inside a body having a human experience. Our love ones who have moved on are back at “home” where love is more than anything felt here on earth. Also the memories we have with our love ones are not lost, they are eternally recorded in heaven in great detail beyond our comprehension as evident in a “life review”. So that feeling we experience in the past that we long for, it’s recorded and can be replayed over and over again to our hearts content. But what’s even more interesting is that the love we feel here on earth does not even come close to the love we feel in the afterlife. All is well and we don’t really have anything to worry about. I know it’s hard to understand and comprehend but our past love ones are still around and are really in peace and joy. Even pets this applies to. You might be wondering what my sources are. Well I have been watching testimonies of people who have died and then come back to life (NDE=Near death experiences). And the more I watch the more I begin to learn similarities. These people were declared medically dead but once revived they share their experiences and they are inspirational and all have common messages about the meaning of life and why we are here on earth. I just wanted to share this in hope to give others compassionate healing and understanding that we are eternal and our love ones are fine and they want us to live life with love and happiness 😊 Nothing is forgotten. Everything is recorded. Our emotions, the number of hair we have per second, our thoughts, what we experience with are human senses and beyond are recorded in 360. Those wonderful memories we had with our past love ones are not forgotten but eternally recorded in great detail beyond our senses. So do not feel a lost because we really did not lose anything or anyone. Our memories are not lost. Our love ones are not lost because we are all eternal and we have reincarnated thousands of times before living different lives in different times in different bodies. Where were we before we were born? We were home.
Thank you for this. That is my understanding as well! Very much so. If you haven’t already, looked up the Akashic Records, which is a record of our soul’s every thought and experience from its inception. It very much resonates with what you wrote. 🙏 I lost my mother just shy of 4 weeks ago, after a lengthy journey with Alzheimer’s. I miss her so much yet at the same time, feel relief for her that she is out of the Earthly suffering she was is. I know she is with me in spirit, surrounding me in love. And that brings me comfort. ❤️
I'm glad I came across your post. I was the caregiver for my dad for 12 years. I have watched him decline and lost him almost 2 months ago. He had started talking about wanting to go home. He kept saying that he didn't want to live here anymore. He talked about family members that had already passed years ago and that they had stopped by to see him and when were they supposed to be back. He was on oxygen. He started talked about people that had been telling him that it's different where they are. That there's plenty of air where they are. That it's not the same as where he is. That it's not governed the same. Mind you, he was telling me this when he and I were driving around on the ranch. Not when he was on morphine or drugs. He repeatedly talked about going home. I kept telling him "You are home. You're at your home and I'd open the blinds so he could see outside." I just thought he was confused. Then, in his final hours, he was calling out to his family members and reaching for them. I am grasping at this hope that he did transition from his sick body to a new life with his family that was waiting to help him go home. That is one of the harder aspects of losing him is that I just want to know that he is with his family that loves him dearly and is so glad that he is home with them. Your post gives me hope. Thank you for sharing that. It is comforting.
It really comforts me, i have a question do we really join our loved ones once we die?
@@SamuelCovert yes based on hundreds of testimonies of people who had NDE say they did. One of my favorite is Anita Moorjani or the Jeff Mara Podcast RUclips channel where you can listen to hundreds of interviews of people recounting their NDE experiences. I recommend you watch their testimonies and hear it directly from them to look for the answers you seek and fill in the missing voids inside you may need to fill with answers and compassion. Their messages and wisdoms they learned while visiting the spiritual realm are very inspiring and based on love and compassion which links us all. If you feel love which includes the feeling of missing your past love ones, it means you are still very much connected to them and are with you always. It’s a reminder that we are eternally connected by our love.
Thank you for this very insightful video! It‘s been 2 months since I‘ve written that comment about „not feeling grief“ and I myself have literally come to the same answer that Sarah gave here: to separate myself from the well-intentioned, but unhelpful comments. Lots of people are simply uncomfortable with grief because they haven‘t experienced it, and thus will say things they THINK they should say in such a situation. That‘s nice of them, but I understand they‘re simply projecting their own ideas/imaginations onto me. So I just let them talk, not taking anything personally. I don‘t feel guilty anymore since I understand that grief comes in many forms. Thank you again for this educational video and I hope other people out there who feel the same can benefit from Sarah‘s answer!
For anyone who has ever lost a child my heart does go out to u. Thst is just something I have never experienced an could never give any advice only to console
My wife's sister passed recently and she is extremely distraught. We found your video very helpful, you are both wonderful for sharing.🕊
Love this particular program… I lost my son-in-law happy November, and it’s been very, very hard he was handicapped, and intensive care for six weeks… Thank you for this program! What a blessing❤😊
I feel like this came at the right time for me personally. I lost my dear gran a year and a half ago. I would say I've coped somewhat well. But I get moments where it feels like I can't even go on with my life without her because it feels so painful and lonely without her love and presence. I just don't even know how to feel about anything anymore recently. I also started therapy recently so I believe it's exasperating my anxiety and emotions since they're coming more to the surface. Things are tough so seeing something like this helps. Thank you ❤
I wish I had this back in 2001 and 2004, my 20 year old brother passed away in 2004 and my 22 year old sister passed away in 2001. Is it weird I feel like it just happened yesterday? I miss them more now and I guess I’ve come to just be okay to miss them. It took me a long time, to realize its okay to feel grief. Still thank you for this. ❤
Thanks for sharing this valuable resource to help us dealing with grief and loss. Sarah does an excellent job of addressing common questions and concerns, and their responses are empathetic, compassionate, and grounded in psychological research. As a psychologist, I appreciate the focus on the individual experiences of grief and the recognition that everyone grieves differently. The information provided is really helpful guide for anyone who is navigating the difficult emotions and experiences associated with loss. Well done!"
Thank you so much for making this video. I lost my big brother and best friend growing up to a motorcycle accident last week. The first few days I couldn’t do anything but stare at the walls. Now my body has so many physical symptoms- pain ache trembling weak - I can’t function, everything sets me off , seeing an ambulance, many things. I can’t physically do anything I want to like drive or go anywhere. I mostly stay in bed. The past couple days I don’t want anyone to call text or contact me in any way. I get extremely angry and yell at them or hang up on them.
I need to find counseling so I can physically get up and do things again.
I think it’s a good sign though, that I’m online/RUclips looking for help. I’ve also been listening to grief meditations.
I actually called the ambulance yesterday because my physical symptoms were so bad with bad chest pains. All tests/bloodwork were perfectly fine.
They write on the discharge papers (chest pains/grief) and told me to seek counseling. But, I was afraid talking about it would make my physical symptoms worse and right now I feel incapacitated.
My brother died while out of the country and we are still working on bringing him home. It’s been extremely stressful because of the language barrier and people trying to scam us. I hope things get better once he is able to be brought home. Please pray for me and my family.❤
Sending you a prayer and I trust you will get better🙏💖
Im so sorry.
I hope things are getting better for you. Very sorry for your experience. Love from sunny Sydney, Australia.
@@pinkfrangipani5131thank you - things are better, still staying away from people, some good days and still a lot of bad days and things that set me off crying. I got him home and buried next to our mom a few months after the 1st post ❤ I had to write his obituary 💔😭 I miss him so much. I still need to get back out into life … some day…
I'm so glad I found this. I lost my baby at 24 weeks in 2020.. come to 2023 we lost our house to a house fire. Its all too much. I am seeing a therapist but would love to know, how do parents, how can we grieve when we are so busy! We have 4 children, smallest being 15 months and eldest with autism and ADHD that require a lot of mental energy, we are just winging our grief journey for lack of better term. Can anyone here relate? Xx
This is such great information. I wished I had this when I unexpectedly lost my mom almost 2 years ago. I went through so much afterwards and it has taken me at least a year to start feeling “normal.” I highly recommend a good grief counselor or therapist right away if you can because they will help you navigate through the new norm.
Oh I so agree. My brother who was 13 months older and passed at 47 years old by “sudden cardiac event” now 21 years ago there were very little acknowledgment of sibling loss. Hope it’s better now
I will never be the same after losing my close sibling. Bless you on this journey no one wanted ❤
Please do a video about Anxiety and it's relationship to symptoms such as Depersonalization and Derealization. Many want to know about this and your insight would be much appreciated. Your channel is 10/10
Currently writing it
@Therapy in a Nutshell Thank you so much. I subscribe to your content. Recently had anxiety flare up and the symptoms are a struggle.
Thanks for all your posts. I find that I'm understanding that I need to let go of the resistance and battle with my symptoms (easier said than done). Thanks again and look forward to that segment on DpDr.
Thank you so so much for discussing this topic.
When my mom passed, we, she and I, had 15 months. I went to one therapist, prior to her passing and was told I needed to grow up. I was 55 & as youngest of 3 siblings the closest. Both my parents lived a long life- both passing in their 90’s. I’m not angry, thank goodness, it’s missing their fun nature and laughter in my family. That’s not how my husband’s family was - so this adds to my loneliness bc I truly don’t laugh anymore. Everyone in my family were about fun empathy and faith.
But I never heard about compound grief- but I also had dominoes fall. Lost father, lost my mom, then my aunt, my job.
How does one find a grief counselor? Again thanks Drs for letting us share!
I understand and I'd love to know what strategies have worked for you. Thank you
When my dysfunctional parent's and sister passed, I felt nothing. Prior to their passing, I had spent year/months in counseling to resolve issues from these negative relationships. It's like I grieved before they passed because I had gone no contact, perhaps the healthiest choice I've ever made for myself. I now have gratitude for all that these relationships taught me as I sought to resolve brokenness in a healthy way. I am free . Blessed.
Back in college (80s) I was a sociology major. I took a class “Sociology of Emotions.” My thesis paper was sociology of grief. I was a truly eye opening experience. My issue at this point in life is that I’ve become less spiritual in the Christian sense but have found grief incredibly difficult because of it. Always enjoy your videos. Hope to find a new perspective here.
Looking forward to listening to this. Unfortunately, so many people are losing loved one that I know. Plus, working in health care I am around those dealing with grief and loss often. People need resources like this. Thank you!
I have complicated grief and it's caused me so much in such a short period of time. Bad things keep happening and I find that I don't adapt very well. Your videos really help me when I'm feeling like the world is crashing down. Thank you so much for this.
My wife and I were married for 40 years. When she died my life ended. My cardiologist told me I have the real heart condition. Now 7 years of being a widower I CAN NOT GET OVER LOSING HER. In that 40 years we always acted like we were still newlyweds.. I just can't believe I lost her.
I'm so sorry ,I hope you find some peace ❤️
I understand. It took me about 8 years just to be able to breathe. It was about 10 years before I could remember what year it was. I wish I had dated and at least try to move forward. I'm 14 years out now and I feel it's too late for me. I'm so sorry for your grief. Prayers and hugs!
@@cindishelton9022 IT'S NEVER TOO LATE. Stop looking for love, let it find you.
..My wife was truly 1 in 7.3 billion. ((JOKING)) the only way I will find someone as crazy as her. ((In a very special loving way)) Is going to a psychic ward. Now I'm old, very broken, enough injuries to scare a med student. And lost in this world. 💔💔
@@michaelmulheran2223 any woman would be lucky to have a devoted loving guy like you in her life. don't give up and keep an open heart
@@l0us3rr Thank you. When I'm talking to a lady, they tell me I'm a nice guy, but they can't compete against a ghost.
The part about loss being something one never quite gets over. You have to learn to be able to live with it was helpful for me to hear. I'm feeling the loss of my children. I need to process and move forward. I'm making my grief visible. I love all my kids. I will miss them greatly.
I lost my dad nearly three weeks ago already. I'm having a hard time trying to function. I miss my dad so much. I didn't get to see him the couple of days before he suddenly passed because I was feeling sick from my condition. The fact I didn't go to see him is hurting me so much. I want my daddy back 🔙😢💔
Lost my dad on 2r4th February this year and despite having months to prepare and seeing my dad ashes at home. None of this has made it real not even the funeral to seeing him. Everyday I ask myself the same question and I have flash backs of good and bad times
@lisabrown7157 I thought I was the only one struggling to know that this is real and has truly happened. I get all these flashback memories with my dad, and I almost always end up crying. I know the feeling. I'm very sorry for your loss, too.
You’re not alone I lost my mother a week ago. She had me-static breast cancer. I lost weight and I’m in shock. Never felt like this before. You’re not alone. I’m here for you
@@kristinanicole6778 Aw thank you. I still miss him very much everyday. I am struggling to live every day without him.
Knowledge is power. The work you do sharing these experts with us, and teaching us about all the nuances of emotions is precious. Thank you for your work.
I’m in school for social work and grief counseling has fascinated me for the last few years
My husband passed away sept 21 he had aggressive dementia he was 68 I was married to him for over 40 years
I miss him so much when I get a thought of the realization that he will never ever come back I get such anxiety attacks I’m trying for my sons to stay strong but I feel such pain my heart actually hurts
This is a very well done video about a difficult subject.I found it very informative and helpful.I very much appreciate the knowledge, empathy and compassion of both Emma and Sarah.Thank you both so much.(Your baby is so cute and adorable)!!!
If you loose someone it's good to have someone to talk to about this
My goodness, that baby is adorable! 🥰
Outstanding video ladies, thank you so much. This has helped me immensely. I lost my father, aunt and husband in that order within the space of 5 months last year. Understanding grief is helping me work through the process and understand everything I am feeling is normal.
Thank you for introducing your adorable baby. Best thing.
I just lost my son last August to a terrible accident and it's very hard to find meaning to keep living when my only child is gone. It's very overwhelming and I feel like a burden to the people around me when I am sad. It's physically painful to even cry. 😭
I'm so sorry @Elynne . I too understand the heartache of losing a child and the long path back to finding meaning again. What helped me most, was sharing my grief with those who were not in my immediate circle of friends and family, just so that I wouldn't unintentionally burn them out. Most friends left anyway, and I didn't want those last few to also run for the hills. Journaling helped, honoring my grief helped too, and learning to live in the moment helped to lessen the feeling of being overwhelmed all the time. Be kind to yourself,
So very sorry for your tragic loss: I hope you find some grief therapy.
So sorry for your lost, I feel with you. I just lost my father, he was only 51. I know it is not the same, but he was the most closer person for me and no one can replace him for me. And I know how it is to be lonely in your sadness.
I hope you can found people who understand you and can support you. Sharing the pain and talk to the people who has same experiences really helps me a lot.
Sending you love.
I'm so sorry, I can't imagine anything worse. I hope you find some peace ❤️
So sorry for your loss. Give yourself time and grace. Try not to isolate yourself. I wish you the best and may God bless.
I have a very odd grief. The loss of my teeth. They were not good. I thought it would be good to have them pulled and get dentures. No matter how many adjustments I have had, no matter what adhesive I use, my lower plate will not stay in place to allow me to eat even something as soft as mashed potatoes. If I want to eat at all I have to go without them and just eat what I can manage to break down and eat. Any social life is gone. Everything has some food element. If I wear the dentures to look normal, I have to pass on even something small and keep getting questions. If I go without them, I look terrible and still am only able to eat only some things. It does not appear I have enough bone for Implants. I feel like my life is over to a great extent. As long as we have to wear masks in my medical workplace I can keep it covered up and stay employed. I may be the one person thankful for masks.
So good to read that I am not alone in this type of grief. There are people who avoid me as soon as I smile and they notice my missing teeth. As you say, nearly every social situation involves eating, and if the only food you can eat is clear soup, this causes a social problem.
hi cathy, find a specialist who will do a bone graft. this will take about 6 months or so to heal; then they will do implants. this will change your life, all the best !
@@heidibonjour that sounds like a fortune!
I have a similar small grief for my top canines. I was born without two of my bottom canine equivalent. My teeth just grew in so there’s no space. But when I was 14/15, parents wanted to get me braces to straighten my teeth. Dentist asked if I wanted two fake teeth to be put in my mouth or if he would pull out my two canines. I was young and didn’t know to ask more questions about these ‘fake’ teeth. I guess things worked out cause my wisdom teeth grew in without any problem and I don’t need them removed because my mouth has enough space for them. Weird but I regret the braces and teeth pulling.
Loss of a loved one is not the ONLY most impactful loss. Losing a Long steady solid job at middle age, when u are no longer the employable age group is devastating…it’s like being slammed against a wall to find your way emotionally, financially all along with anger, grief and fear it is the struggle to survive with paralysis. Covid shut down indirectly hit every difficult emotion on the charts, for every age. Along with being separated from emotional support and no extra money to receive it.
Grief is screaming and not being heard
And sometimes it is screaming because you have stopped hearing yourself doing it.. one of the most evil, toxic lies depression, grief, and trauma tell us is that we are all alone.. that no one will ever understand how we feel because they haven't experienced it with us..
We all react differently to situations, which means that people with very different experiences can still often recognize feelings and ways we try to cope..
We rarely are as alone as we think..
Usually, we aren't in a state to see the care others long to share with us though..
It's not that people aren't responding.. it's often that we can't hear and see it, because our grief outshouts all else..
Healing takes time..
Try to remember to be kind to yourself.. it opens the door to turning down the volume a bit, and be less isolated..
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Gosh, I love this video. Yes, people, we need to get better at feeling. Thank you Emma
Dave Barnett here in Boston.. I was watching your "therapy in a nutshell" on grief. I have NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS. I cry several times a week because I have no one to talk to or hug. Calling a hotline to talk to someone I have never talked to before seems weird. The government actually gave me money (lots of it) to move from the Dallas/fort worth are to Boston to get away from all the memories and the pain. I am a little happier now but it is temporary.
Hello Dave, I hope you find some therapy; or call the hotline so you can start to find the friends and connections you need. ps I attend 12 step programs and "meet up" groups and have found many friends there. There's lots of love in the world for you! All the best
I have also lost all my family by the age of 30. I empathize. Feels lonely , especially holidays when I don't belong anywhere. But I'm trying to realize there are others just as lonely, maybe if more of us could admit how bad it feels we could at least offer one another support. I think of how loved I was by this lost, how they would feel to think it was for nothing, that I just gave up. And I try to be of service to others. There's good out there, we just have to keep looking for our purpose. I really really hope you find it. And me too. 🙂
We need a support group
This was such an amazing video. Thank you so much for this!
I’m very happy to have found your podcast on Spotify. My mom passed away during COVID after a surgery complication and I wasn’t able to say goodbye, only seeing her for the last time as my step dad FaceTimed me. I still can’t get myself to hear her voicemails or videos with her voice/read her texts. My bio dad committed suicide 4 months before I was born and I’m trying to learn how to grief in a healthy way per say.
I really like Sarah!! She's very smart and strong and I love her approach!♡
My dad died in Nov, then we had to put a cat to sleep two weeks later. Then, a few months later, my cat got cancer at 4yrs old; it was too advanced and we had to put him to sleep then.
It really surprised me how short the grief period was for the 3rd death. I definitely grieved, but it felt as if my body had ‘run out’ of grief juice. It wasn’t a conscious thing on my part, but it had been the most shocking and significant death of the 3 for me (my dad was an ass) and I grieved for about a week before I was SUUUUUPER ready to get a new cat. And I did. And initially it was very stressful, but we got through it and we’ve had him for 1mo.
I also had to kind of check in with myself because I was feeling weird about NOT feeling sad for a long time. If my dad were alive, he’d be asking me a lot of really unhelpful questions and I’d feel incredibly guilty and upset with myself. BUT because my dad’s dead and can’t do that, I’m asking myself these questions. But it helps me to tune in to the ‘why’. And my ‘why’ was that it felt empty without another cat, I wanted my surviving cat to have someone around too. And what has actually HELPED A LOT is that my deceased cat would have LOVED hanging out with the new cat. They are both very active and affectionate. My other cat tends to like to lounge.
I’m rambling, but I also gave myself permission to just *not* feel sad if I didn’t feel sad, reminded myself that his death was still significant to me, and I could be sad if I became sad.
Oh man, it's good to see you continue to do videos. May the good work continue. 👏
I think anger is well described as there is a destructive anger where you’re hurting yourself or others, and then a constructive anger where you’re getting out what you need to, but it isn’t hurting anyone else, and it’s a process for yourself that you move through.
What a valuable video. The content is not only insightful but accurate. Thank you.
It injures you body and soul without one blood drop being seen
Sometimes the heaviest burdens are those people never even realize we carry..
Then when we fall short to carry our regular day to day stuff.. it can be hard for people to understand.. even those who generally mean us well..
Healing includes being that person you needed and didn't have before yourself..
The answer isn't trying to carry more, trying to train harder and longer, to get less sleep etc. it is in realizing that invisible burdens are still very real, hidden injuries still need to heal just like any other.. and being that bit more considerate to oneself and with that towards others who may carry similar burdens that we can't see.. they usually outweigh most physical burdens..
No one minds if you park a 100 pound bag of clay for a bit after lugging it around all day long.. Nobody. It makes sense to set it down for a bit. To be tired after carrying it. To need something to eat, a hot shower, and sleep at the end of the day.. to tend to any injuries we may have gotten so you can carry it again later and don't risk far more serious issues stemming from even relatively smaller injuries..
We often don't give the same consideration for our souls.. and we really should.
Instead we too often expect people to carry all that *and* lug that 100 pound bag of clay..
Talk about toughening up, trying harder, sleep less, train more, etc. the exact opposite of what lets us heal when we have injuries.. why should anyone be surprised them when healing takes longer?
I love this! Get better at feeling! Let's normalize the array of emotions that we experience.
What a fantastic help this has been for me. Thanks.
Wow! So much great information in this video! Thank you both!
Excellent work, thank you both and posting forward
I just lost my mom last week. I can't describe the pain I'm feeling. I'm wracked with regret. I wish I'd done more for her.
Thank you. I have worked through stuff due to your podcast thank you. One day at a time.. Downey California
Thanks SO MUCH for your knowledge and time for Us to have some TOOLS to USE.
Sending you love & light 💖✨
Grief is a colidascope of emotion 😢 ❤losing loved one's is so hard.
Thank you I'm glad for your excellent program
Such an important topics thanks for spreading the knowledge ❤️
I make attempts to do positive things for others the week of the anniversary of my brother's death by suicide. I share my story about my brother and try to honor my brother. This video is helpful.
You really helped me. Thank you. God bless you. 😀
Very helpful interview, thank you! I lost my mother for 6 years ago, that time I had to deal with so many other problems, so that I just didn't know how to cope with my emotions, I had to go on. From time to time I had tears bursting out of my hearth, just when I'm driving on the highway, I pushed them away, said to myself; not now! I didn't have the strength, as I’ve noone, I always said to myself: no place to lean on or fall down, I must be strong. Recent years I felt very numb, couldn't cry, only when I create myself space to feel that pain, but after crying -I feel very exausted and down, I really wonder, if I should allow myself create that space after such a time and confront myself with that pain?
This is really good info and so helpful overall. Thank you.
If i start crying, i'm afraid I will never STOP!!!
34:00 Whaka yes! "THE RESCUE" is 💯 one of my top 5 docos....INCREDIBLE! 4 Brits & 2 Ozzies to be precise, but not all "middle aged white men" because that never ends well when its a full table of em 😅
Brilliant Doco, going to watch it again rn😊😊😊
I am grateful for this. Shock has just gone down and I feel everything. I have no idea how will I survive. My mom is in pain and she lashes out a lot. Especially on me as the only child now. How do I help her and can I? Or do you focus on yourself before you can help others?
i've lost one of my "baby" cousins at the young age of 25. Joi was always so joi-ful and a ball of energy. i miss her a lot. 😭😭
I am seeing an infp infj conversation here there is lots of great information that can be spread and help Humanity
More of this discussion and tools on grief and grieving, please.
My husband didn’t die, he divorced me after 33 yrs together of a wonderful life for the most part… I grieve on holidays, anniversaries, kids birthdays. I doubt I will ever stop grieving the loss of my precious family.
Same here.
7:00 (Ramble so people might find confort knowing you're not alone) I'm in a same kind of situation at the moment. Just two years ago I lost my granma suddenly, then I lost two cat's, now couple of days ago I lost my greatgranpa from Alzheimer's and now we are going to have to euthanize our oldest dog two days from now.
I think the only way I can get through all of this by anxiety medication and busying myself at work. Now I feel burnt out from work even though it's not that tough.
I feel like I need a time out but at the same time I feel like I should just continue working like everyone around me. Just pressing on through the pain.
Some simple tasks feel hard, like cleaning. I know its common with anxiety and depression. Also been super sensitive about every small thing, so I get irritated over my own mistakes and people around me.
Thank you both.😊
Like WHOM will I contact & connect with? Whom can I turn to to cry on who's SHOULDER?
Whom will be there when I fall apart ?? Who can understand my 😔
GRIEF?? Whom will help this person put my heart back together ???? Help need someone's SUPPORT, HUGS, & CHEERING UP for my heart closer.. Closure completeness.
I just lost this past Tuesday the love of my life by suicide and I’m really struggling with the pain I’m feeling in my chest, I was struggling before with generalized anxiaty, PTSD, CPTSD and have ADHD, I was in freeze mode before do to finantial stress and now I can’t move or even barely get out of bed, I’m trying to fight this cause I have responsabilities, I have my sons and dog and I can’t get mysefl to go to work also I was grieving the lost of friendship, family and became very isolated for about two years and now this happen and I don’t have more energy to keep going..
It's going on 3 years for me my husband died day before his 62nd birthday 😢 February 2020 he was still young at heart strong and full of energy I still can't believe he's gone we weren't married that long but I've known him since we were kids going up on the block, we've always had crushes on each other and when the opportunity came for us to actually be in love and marry one in another he passes away from stupid car accident maybe it was my destiny not to have him maybe it wasn't meant to be for me to have him I'm angry and I'm bitter and if anybody tells me that I have changed because my husband's gone I will jump down their throat
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It's the physical pain i can't cope with. I ache all over. I ache so much and my body feels so inflamed. I sleep lots but always tired. I eat very little one day and binge the next. I'm 5ms in and emotionally and mentally I'm doing OK but physically I'm like an old woman. I'm 55 married 38 yes x
This video is very helpful
I want to know how to deal with grief that has been very painful n traumatic wen u also hav depression
Emma could you do a video on how to deal with the grief of having an Adult child who is a drug addict? After watching this I now realize I am struggling with so many feelings that are grief from the loss of him but yet he's still alive but slowly killing himself. I tried to move on and take care of myself but I can't let go enough to feel peace. How do I seperate and allow myself to heal when all I want is my son back. Thank you for sharing your knowledge with us you have helped me in so many areas of my life and I am truly grateful.
I lost a 44 year old daughter who was addicted to a lot of different drugs, mainly heroin. My years of anguish, worry, stress, are nothing compared to the grief I'm still feeling 3 years after her passing. Some members of my family think It's probably a relief not to have that stress every day but I feel that while she was alive there was always hope that she would overcome the addiction, which she did numerous times. Even with all the stress I had when she was alive I never ever felt like I feel now that She's gone. I feel sick and depressed and have lost interest in so many things I used to love. Do everything on your power now to be kind to your child so you'll have no regrets should the drugs take him/her.
I've had multiple grief in my life physical an emotional I have good days an bad days sone days It feels new other tines I feel as if I've went through the stages not numb
My dear husband and carer, gave his life for me. He died from heart failure almost 6 months ago. I am still in much grief as it’s such a lonely life without him a`nd he was the love of my life. But I am able, by the grace of God, to realise that he is now with our Lord Jesus Christ. Absent from the body, present with the Lord.
😢I am so sorry for your grief
I do not have my grown up children no more after I bringing them up on my own .
No phone calls .like I'm dead before I'm dead .
I barley see my grandchildren begging almost to see them maybe twice a year
My brother my nephew who committed suicide
My marriage broke up betrayal.
No one calls me out of my family on my phone
I call them
I also had to let go of a little dog I loved
My friend I had for over 35 years
A counsellor I knew for many years
A church of people I had to let go of
It's so lonely but I have a dog
I thank God for the dog
@@ElizabethKeating-r4h very very sad to see all the sorrows you have had to bear. I’ve had some of my own when much younger of course but did not want to expose all that on here, right from childhood, I have no grandchildren ,but can imagine the great loss if you are even unable to see them. Glad you can manage a doggie. I cannot have a pet because of allergies.
Beautiful video i thoroughly loved
My mum passed away 4 years ago. I was young but an adult (21), but to this day I still feel very overwhelmed with sadness and numbness. I have been diagnosed with CPTSD and BPD since that and honestly cannot see the end of the tunnel....