exactly... I can never fully hate him.. no matter how much he hurt me.. I should hate him by now, but I just can't. he made me love myself, he saved me when I was at my worst...yet put me right back into it. I'm so stupid.
@@poindexterfarnsy he found someone new, but so did I =] it hurts sometime though when he talks about her the way he used to talk about me lol, but thank you =]
That's exactly how I feel! It's also the case that I don't miss my ex as something positive because I now understand that he's really full of the son of a bitch, but I miss the person he pretended to be and the feeling he gave me
I am 18 and I have never been in love. But when I hear this song all that I can feel is genuine heartbreak and the bittersweet feeling of moving on. Even if there’s also some sparkle of beauty in this emotion it just feels like daggers to my heart. I’ve never been good at dealing with bittersweet things. And I know that I am still young but the older I get the more afraid I become of, not necessarily falling in love, but them eventually leaving. And I do want to know what loving and being loved feels like but God I do not think that I can survive what comes after - even when having moved on and found someone new like in this song.
My grandmother died two weeks ago. I spent the day lying in bed thinking about her. About the breakfast she used to make when we stayed over, the shows we used to watch together. I haven't thought of this memory in years but suddenly I'm thinking of the time I had had a bad day and a headache so she got a bath running for me with candles all around for lighting and let me just rest and soak and relax. I miss the woman who would sing with me on the drive to the grocery store, who always had sweet treats ready when we walked in the door, who always had a smile and a laugh. I know she hadn't been like that in years due to strokes but I miss her so much more now. Before, I could convince myself she wasn't gone, just buried beneath an aging mind and body. Now, she's truly gone and in another 2 weeks' time, she'll truly be buried. I miss her. I know I'll always keep a piece of her with me in the form of my own name and my memories. But memories and photos fade over time until all that is left is a ghost and sorrow.
Me and my ex talked for the first time in person a few days ago and I - ... the lyrics “ and when you looked me in the eyes I froze it, took me by surprise, I suppose that the guilt will eat me alive eventually” just hits
Hi, I’m on my joke account but it won’t. I promise that because I have betrayed my best friend and felt so much guilt. I felt loved by them and happy until I ruined it. I fell into depression Ig and the only thing I thought was about them and how I ruined everything. I thought guilt would eat me alive one day too. It lasted for 7 months but now (4 months later) I’m doing well and I will too! Feel better!
Our first kiss was the most amazing thing ever. I will never forget the way her lips felt or the way she touched my face whenever we kissed. I loved her so much and I made so many mistakes I'll never be able to forgive. I'm sorry you regret doing it but I never did..love you shell 💚
this doesnt remind me of anything cuz it didnt happened yet, but i know it will. my best friend is gonna move to another country in 2 years. and i cant stop crying hearing this song. the thing that most hits me is that i dont like her only, i like her parents, her cousins, her cat... she is the best friend that i have, and i already know that im gonna lose her and its like i miss her already. this song is beautifull, thank u Layla.
@@mozzytrainer omg didn't even remember this comment but it's so funny that you asked this right now. she literally told me 4 days ago that her godparents are actually the ones who are coming to our country so there will be no reason for her to leave anymore. I've suffered for nothing lmao but I'm really really glad!
When I first listened it reminded me of my ex... and coming back later it’s about my grandpa, who passed away this week. Obviously some bits aren’t totally relevant to his like, like the kiss part lmao, but the growing up without them seeing you and missing their smile and hair and their shows (my grandpa was a musician). The guilt really is eating me alive right now, I should have done so much more for him
we cannot live in the past, keep the good memories u have with him im sure he would want u to be as happy as u can even if he is not with us anymore Im so sorry for ur lost, i hope everything gets better❤️
I dont know why i keep chasing after you if I know we're always going to have the same outcome. I dont know why i still love you after 4 years of our on again , off again relationship. Im aware that being with you is just going to you more then it hurts me. I know its my fault for being where we are now, and i know that if i keep chasing you its going to stop you from growing, im just sorry i wasnt the best girlfriend to you . I just want things to be fixed , i wanted you to be my wife and grow old with, but i know its not gonna happen if i keep clinging on to the past thinking everythings going to be okay. Its hard for me but Im going to let go, i want you to be happy.
"i want to be happy", darling, everybody wants this, but only a few achieve it at all...and it's very human but at the same time very sad. I don’t know why, but the last phrase really touched me somehow. Good luck to you.
I don't miss any one other than my grandpa who passed away a year ago. When I hear the chorus I instantly tear up. It hurts me so much. You were like a dad to me, my comfort, always there for me. Now I feel so alone and no one feels like you and I know you're never coming back, I'm just left with the memories that gets blurrier by the day. I am scared of losing even a small part of them but I have a long life ahead of me and I'm gonna have to go on like this. I miss you so much it hurts me everytime i think about you, your likes, dislikes, the things you would tell me in every situation, how you cared about me. You're all the good things that I miss .
Reminds me of a girl I had a crush on...she liked me back too...and now we can hardly be in the same room as each other without feeling immensely sad we didn't even try.
i’m slowly moving on now and i’m happy everything happened. all the memories, first experiences, and even the breakup. i don’t have a single regret. but i won’t lie and say i don’t miss you so fucking much
This reminds me of my internet best friend..we cant talk anymore because her girlfriend hates me- and i liked my internet best friend, i cant forget her :/
If you see this, I wish nothing ever changed and it’s been really hard to move on. But it’s childish of me to cling on to the past. You now have a really sweet girl who can love you the way you need. I hope everything is going okay and I miss you.
Sometimes the happiness and clarity she brings you is less important than her being happy, even if it’s with someone who is no longer you.❤️ I’ll always miss you
this made me tear up. even though thye haven’t left yet i am so scared of abandonment especially from them and i am positive they will leave. on their own terms if that makes sense. the only person i don’t mind loving
I miss you Maddy. You were the first person who showed me how this world can be colorful with the right person. It's funny how we met just because you gave me your math homework. I know we are not friends anymore and you are not the same person as 3 years ago but I still miss you, the old you. You were my family and you always gonna have special place in my heart. Love, Livienn
Thank you for the great time. I truly loved you. I have never felt like this before. After all this time you were the best thing that happened to me. You showed me who I am. You helped me to realize what the important things are in life. I really thought everything will change. That I will hear a "I love you" out of your mouth. I hope you will be happy. Maybe in another life. Thank you Sarah for everything. I will focus on myself now. Thank you for helping me finding myself. I will never forget you. Farewell Sarah.
“we never got to perform our song” we made so much plans for our future but now you're gone and im still stuck here years later, alone and wondering what the hell went wrong cause in my eyes we were as perfect as we could be
this is the song i have for you now its on repeat even doe the( i have a lover part) isnt true i miss you rosa if u ever see this just know ur all the good things i miss u made me feel something ive never felt
fuck fuck fuck. hes mad at me n he told me that im just like the others. nobody ever told me such painfull thing. i started crying yesterday n i cant stop. im so fuckin afraid that he could leave me. i love him so much
i’m so confused and im not sure what to do anymore. i’m in an amazing, happy relationship with this guy. but for some reason, i feel like he’s going to hurt me and i don’t wanna go through that. my overthinking gets the best of me and i can’t take it any longer. every single day, i have these negative thoughts that he’s going to leave me or cheat on me and i can’t help myself. i feel like sooner or later, i’m going to ruin what we have by my own thoughts and i hate myself for it.
You may never hear this But I love you And I miss you I'll probably never tell you How I truly feel Cause I like being your best friend And hanging out with you But it'll be very painful When you find a boyfriend And I'll have to hear about him But I'll be there Whatever you need (That's a "poem"-ish thing I wrote for her and I really needed to share this, please don't hate, thank you)
My ex and I have been broken up for 8 months after a 6year relationship.... it was hard. Still is. Not knowing his full reasons why he broke us up is worse than anything I can imagine. Not knowing. I’m talking to this new man now and it’s going quite well. He mature, career oriented, he has a beard.🥰🤤 💚 But, I know, for some reason, in the future I’ll talk to my ex again. Idk how or when but it’ll happen. And I’m afraid of what my heart will do...😶
I feel this like really cause she told me that she need some distance from the contact with me :( And i really miss she and her whole family and friends
Maybe one day I'll forget about it all. Forget the way you looked at me. Forget the way you made me feel when you hugged me. Forget the way we were when we were happy, like nothing else in the world mattered. Forget the way you made me feel in some way that I believe I'll never have with anyone else again. Forget you completely. I am okay; I really am. I'm still going on with my life, as are you. But still, every song I hear reminds me of you or something about us. Every person I talk to thinks that I'm not thinking about you, but I am. Every thing I do in my everyday life, I wish it was while I still knew you. Not a day goes by where I don't wish things were different. But they are not. And I will accept it one day. It may not be tomorrow, next week, or next month.
I miss your teeth and your smile I haven't seen them in a while Remember when you stole that Peace necklace from me at the store? I miss your mom And your dad I miss your roommate and your cats I've never had a kind of love like that before And when you kissed my head And left me in your bed to go to work I remember feeling like I could live right here for years I had about fifty cents I couldn't pay your rent But I loved you and that's all it meant to me And when you left I was in tears But I have a lover and I have a best friend I'm doing well and I hope you listen to this You'll always be my first kiss But I have a life now and I've learned my lesson I'm growing up and doing big things for me You'll always be on my list Of all the good things that I miss Miss, Miss You're all the good things that I miss Miss, Miss And I miss your hair, your nose I miss the smell of your clothes Remember when you took me to Niagara falls And we took photos all night long? I can't believe I'm the one you chose I really miss being at your shows You know, we never got to perform our song And when you looked me in the eyes I froze in And it took me by surprise I suppose That the guilt will eat me alive some day Being so open you left me so closed And you saw me at one of my all time lows And you don't have to apologize for the hole you left in me 'Cause I have a lover and I have a best friend And I'm doing well and I hope you listen to this You'll always be my first kiss But I have a life now and I've learned my lesson I'm growing up and doing big things for me You'll always be on my list Of all the good things that I miss Miss, Miss You're all the good things that I miss Miss, Miss
I’m in a relationship right now and I haven’t had my first kiss yet, but I know someday I will with this person, but when he leaves me I don’t know what i’m gonna do, I’m gonna miss him like shit and this song describes the way I feel perfectly. I’m not sad about the past i’m just scared for the future
im having a problem at the moment i have a lover im happy again but i still have a part of me missing i still miss my ex we fell apart sure usually that means you aren't meant for eachother but it's really hard for me my lover knows that it's really hard anf they'll support my decisions but i just know i won't have them back i cheated on her ever since we broke up i tried my best to become a better person i refuse to give into these feelings since im trying to become a better person i just wish they were still here she was my first love i waited for her for years so it breaks my heart
I think that if u fall in love with someone and start a relationship even if you end up breaking up, you'll never forget that person. You can't choose who you fall in love with
My ex sent me this song. I still love him and he loves me but our time is not now. And that breaks me deeply. I genuinely love him more than really anything. It feels good to get this off my chest because I can’t talk to my friends about this
i really want him and i to be okay again :) i miss my best friend so much. i know i messed it up but i would do anything to be with him and be happy again. he means so much to me, and i really miss my snuggle buddy. i’ll always love him as much as i try to stop, might as well love him as much as i can and make him feel special:)
if you see this, you hurt me. bad. but, somehow, i ended up guilty. the guilt will eat me alive one day. i see you at school, but you look down. why? why do you look down? is it because you can’t look me in my eyes? is it because the eyes you used to look into were filled with love and compassion but turned into eyes you see pain within? i miss being loved by you. i never liked physical touch until i met you. and i still don’t like physical touch unless it’s from *you* . the memories, the guilt, and the pain are slowly chewing at me.
why does this always happen to me? if it's a punishment for my past mistakes, please stop, i understand all the lessons i could get from a million years worth of lectures, lectures to not get my hopes up, to just accept reality. sometimes i wonder if i am worthy or even capable of love. this was the first time where i actually was just confident that it was right, every single box was checked, it seemed made. i had the next few months of my life planned just for you. i got a job with good days off, good pay, so i could see you, so if i saw a necklace that would look pretty on you i could just buy it. i was loyal, but you weren't. now i have these next few months to think about it. i'm simply not good enough for you, they're better than me objectively i bet. i can't tell you about the effort i put into trying to make it work behind the scenes, i'll seem like i am boasting, or just seem crazy, in no scenario do i win. it goes back to that same old cycle, i'm the loser, i'm nothing more than "the boy that tried", which is a title i have no choice but to wear with shame.
Staring in those eyes I swear I could’ve married her on the spot. It’s hard trying to move on, and so difficult getting them off my mind. Hopefully I get out of this state and move on to someone better.....first thing to find them
"you'll always be on my list of all the good things that i miss" god, that hits so hard
It’s so difficult pretending to not care about him
exactly... I can never fully hate him.. no matter how much he hurt me.. I should hate him by now, but I just can't. he made me love myself, he saved me when I was at my worst...yet put me right back into it. I'm so stupid.
@@PEACHCHULIP hold ur head up high. Good things are gonna happen one day :)
Promise
@@poindexterfarnsy he found someone new, but so did I =] it hurts sometime though when he talks about her the way he used to talk about me lol, but thank you =]
Dang.. I feel you
mhm.
of all the songs in my sad songs playlist, this is the one i relate to the most
link us pls😆🖤
please share your playlist
Link?
this song makes me tear up everytime lol
i don't even miss my ex...i'm just lonely and i miss the feeling of being loved by someone
Yeah I can really relate it...
That hit hard
did you two got back together? how did it end up? u ok?🫶🏻
That's exactly how I feel! It's also the case that I don't miss my ex as something positive because I now understand that he's really full of the son of a bitch, but I miss the person he pretended to be and the feeling he gave me
the singer’s lover: 👁👄👁
I'll never forget the way you looked at me, that was the first time I felt loved by someone.
I love You
I am 18 and I have never been in love. But when I hear this song all that I can feel is genuine heartbreak and the bittersweet feeling of moving on. Even if there’s also some sparkle of beauty in this emotion it just feels like daggers to my heart. I’ve never been good at dealing with bittersweet things.
And I know that I am still young but the older I get the more afraid I become of, not necessarily falling in love, but them eventually leaving. And I do want to know what loving and being loved feels like but God I do not think that I can survive what comes after
- even when having moved on and found someone new like in this song.
My grandmother died two weeks ago. I spent the day lying in bed thinking about her. About the breakfast she used to make when we stayed over, the shows we used to watch together. I haven't thought of this memory in years but suddenly I'm thinking of the time I had had a bad day and a headache so she got a bath running for me with candles all around for lighting and let me just rest and soak and relax. I miss the woman who would sing with me on the drive to the grocery store, who always had sweet treats ready when we walked in the door, who always had a smile and a laugh. I know she hadn't been like that in years due to strokes but I miss her so much more now.
Before, I could convince myself she wasn't gone, just buried beneath an aging mind and body. Now, she's truly gone and in another 2 weeks' time, she'll truly be buried.
I miss her. I know I'll always keep a piece of her with me in the form of my own name and my memories. But memories and photos fade over time until all that is left is a ghost and sorrow.
u will always be on my list of all the good things that i miss :’c
Me and my ex talked for the first time in person a few days ago and I - ... the lyrics “ and when you looked me in the eyes I froze it, took me by surprise, I suppose that the guilt will eat me alive eventually” just hits
i can relate so hard
I listened to this while in the car with my ex who’s my first kiss n let me tell you. F e e l s
only song that really reminds me of my ex and no one else... it's been a year. i miss him.
This song always makes me tear up because I just miss being loved by someone. I miss being cared for. I especially miss them...
i suppose that the guilt will eat me alive some day
Same but I don't regret things I just feel guilty..
Hi, I’m on my joke account but it won’t. I promise that because I have betrayed my best friend and felt so much guilt. I felt loved by them and happy until I ruined it. I fell into depression Ig and the only thing I thought was about them and how I ruined everything. I thought guilt would eat me alive one day too. It lasted for 7 months but now (4 months later) I’m doing well and I will too! Feel better!
Our first kiss was the most amazing thing ever. I will never forget the way her lips felt or the way she touched my face whenever we kissed. I loved her so much and I made so many mistakes I'll never be able to forgive. I'm sorry you regret doing it but I never did..love you shell 💚
this.
I wanna send this to someone but we dont even talk so i know i'll deeply regret doing that
Same ;(
this is a sign for you to do it.
Send it! You never know what will happen
I would but there's plenty of reasons that because of them I dont talk to that person anymore so I cant:/
Same :(
this makes me miss something I've never had and something I dreamed about and it even hurts idk why
i miss you in the most painful way possible
and now it's more like, i hate you in the most painful way possible'.
this doesnt remind me of anything cuz it didnt happened yet, but i know it will. my best friend is gonna move to another country in 2 years. and i cant stop crying hearing this song. the thing that most hits me is that i dont like her only, i like her parents, her cousins, her cat... she is the best friend that i have, and i already know that im gonna lose her and its like i miss her already. this song is beautifull, thank u Layla.
I know this is 2 years ago but how is it now?
@@mozzytrainer omg didn't even remember this comment but it's so funny that you asked this right now. she literally told me 4 days ago that her godparents are actually the ones who are coming to our country so there will be no reason for her to leave anymore. I've suffered for nothing lmao but I'm really really glad!
When I first listened it reminded me of my ex... and coming back later it’s about my grandpa, who passed away this week. Obviously some bits aren’t totally relevant to his like, like the kiss part lmao, but the growing up without them seeing you and missing their smile and hair and their shows (my grandpa was a musician). The guilt really is eating me alive right now, I should have done so much more for him
we cannot live in the past, keep the good memories u have with him im sure he would want u to be as happy as u can even if he is not with us anymore
Im so sorry for ur lost, i hope everything gets better❤️
I dont know why i keep chasing after you if I know we're always going to have the same outcome. I dont know why i still love you after 4 years of our on again , off again relationship. Im aware that being with you is just going to you more then it hurts me. I know its my fault for being where we are now, and i know that if i keep chasing you its going to stop you from growing, im just sorry i wasnt the best girlfriend to you . I just want things to be fixed , i wanted you to be my wife and grow old with, but i know its not gonna happen if i keep clinging on to the past thinking everythings going to be okay. Its hard for me but Im going to let go, i want you to be happy.
"i want to be happy", darling, everybody wants this, but only a few achieve it at all...and it's very human but at the same time very sad. I don’t know why, but the last phrase really touched me somehow. Good luck to you.
ill always have a soft spot for them
I don't miss any one other than my grandpa who passed away a year ago. When I hear the chorus I instantly tear up. It hurts me so much. You were like a dad to me, my comfort, always there for me. Now I feel so alone and no one feels like you and I know you're never coming back, I'm just left with the memories that gets blurrier by the day. I am scared of losing even a small part of them but I have a long life ahead of me and I'm gonna have to go on like this. I miss you so much it hurts me everytime i think about you, your likes, dislikes, the things you would tell me in every situation, how you cared about me. You're all the good things that I miss .
i shared my pain to you
i felt loved for the first time in a long time
and then you hurt me like everyone else
i'll always love you
thank you for leaving us with this beautiful music Layla!!!! YOU'VE DONE GOOD THINGS
This song is so good
"And when you kissed my head, and left me in your bed, to go to work"
Omg this is beautiful, and in 14 and never had a relationship, but it is still beautiful!!❤
I just.... Wished things could be different..... I miss her.... and I still love her... even after 1 fucking year.
Totally not crying.
Reminds me of a girl I had a crush on...she liked me back too...and now we can hardly be in the same room as each other without feeling immensely sad we didn't even try.
this hits hard doesn't it
This is my favourite song- I can’t see why u couldn’t love it but right now in sad and it soothes me
i miss you
This song gets even sadder when your best friend suddenly stopped talking to you and your entire friend group has fallen apart as a result
i’m slowly moving on now and i’m happy everything happened. all the memories, first experiences, and even the breakup. i don’t have a single regret. but i won’t lie and say i don’t miss you so fucking much
This reminds me of my internet best friend..we cant talk anymore because her girlfriend hates me- and i liked my internet best friend, i cant forget her :/
I'm sorry, hope you two will talk again someday
@@mrs.nobody7566 Were talking again :D XD
@@katie9016 oh, OK XD
That's great, how did it happen (if I can ask)?
@@mrs.nobody7566 what happen? XD
@@katie9016 I mean, how does it happen that you're talking again? I am kinda in the similar situation so I'm curious
What a perfect voice.
I’ve healed so much but this song reminds me of how mic I still hurt
If you see this, I wish nothing ever changed and it’s been really hard to move on. But it’s childish of me to cling on to the past. You now have a really sweet girl who can love you the way you need. I hope everything is going okay and I miss you.
Sometimes the happiness and clarity she brings you is less important than her being happy, even if it’s with someone who is no longer you.❤️
I’ll always miss you
The guy I like told me to listen to this song and honestly I loved it
we've both moved on but i'll always care for him. i hope he find the perfect person.
This makes me sad, but the song is so good!
this is so specific
This song reminds me of Brandon and Grace from The Fosters.
This is the best song ever :'[
this song hits different.
That was the song that I needed.
i love this video ♡
reina ty💘
That one song, has to be the song id pick out all of them, this is the song.
even if we don't talk anymore I still hope to meet you again someday in those streets💔
this made me tear up. even though thye haven’t left yet i am so scared of abandonment especially from them and i am positive they will leave. on their own terms if that makes sense. the only person i don’t mind loving
only person love comes easily to*
I searched reasons to miss people and this came up and I’m happy I found this
I miss you Maddy. You were the first person who showed me how this world can be colorful with the right person. It's funny how we met just because you gave me your math homework. I know we are not friends anymore and you are not the same person as 3 years ago but I still miss you, the old you. You were my family and you always gonna have special place in my heart.
Love, Livienn
crying about a breakup i never had even tho i’m in a healthy relationship
i miss you so much everyday
i miss staying up all night with the biggest smile because of of the simplest of things
miss u dannie
Thank you for the great time. I truly loved you. I have never felt like this before. After all this time you were the best thing that happened to me. You showed me who I am. You helped me to realize what the important things are in life. I really thought everything will change. That I will hear a "I love you" out of your mouth. I hope you will be happy. Maybe in another life. Thank you Sarah for everything. I will focus on myself now.
Thank you for helping me finding myself. I will never forget you.
Farewell Sarah.
“we never got to perform our song”
we made so much plans for our future but now you're gone and im still stuck here years later, alone and wondering what the hell went wrong cause in my eyes we were as perfect as we could be
I miss him every day
still coming back to this song,, :(
[ edit : a year after i made this comment, i’m still here relating to this song for the same reason. ]
this is the song i have for you now its on repeat even doe the( i have a lover part) isnt true
i miss you rosa if u ever see this just know ur all the good things i miss u made me feel something ive never felt
fuck fuck fuck. hes mad at me n he told me that im just like the others. nobody ever told me such painfull thing. i started crying yesterday n i cant stop. im so fuckin afraid that he could leave me. i love him so much
i’m sorry
i’m so confused and im not sure what to do anymore. i’m in an amazing, happy relationship with this guy. but for some reason, i feel like he’s going to hurt me and i don’t wanna go through that. my overthinking gets the best of me and i can’t take it any longer. every single day, i have these negative thoughts that he’s going to leave me or cheat on me and i can’t help myself. i feel like sooner or later, i’m going to ruin what we have by my own thoughts and i hate myself for it.
You may never hear this
But I love you
And I miss you
I'll probably never tell you
How I truly feel
Cause I like being your best friend
And hanging out with you
But it'll be very painful
When you find a boyfriend
And I'll have to hear about him
But I'll be there
Whatever you need
(That's a "poem"-ish thing I wrote for her and I really needed to share this, please don't hate, thank you)
Hope y’all are dating now
"youll always be my first kiss" bruhh
Listen to this cause I miss him.
My ex and I have been broken up for 8 months after a 6year relationship.... it was hard. Still is.
Not knowing his full reasons why he broke us up is worse than anything I can imagine.
Not knowing.
I’m talking to this new man now and it’s going quite well. He mature, career oriented, he has a beard.🥰🤤 💚
But, I know, for some reason, in the future I’ll talk to my ex again. Idk how or when but it’ll happen.
And I’m afraid of what my heart will do...😶
frawgy i hope you find the happiness you deserve.
Why did u break up?
I feel this like really cause she told me that she need some distance from the contact with me :( And i really miss she and her whole family and friends
things will get better
@@zafiro3623 i hope that she will come back.
me who doesnt have an ex vibing
❤️
Maybe one day I'll forget about it all.
Forget the way you looked at me. Forget the way you made me feel when you hugged me.
Forget the way we were when we were happy, like nothing else in the world mattered. Forget the way you made me feel in some way that I believe I'll never have with anyone else again. Forget you completely. I am okay; I really am. I'm still going on with my life, as are you. But still, every song I hear reminds me of you or something about us. Every person I talk to thinks that I'm not thinking about you, but I am.
Every thing I do in my everyday life, I wish it was while I still knew you. Not a day goes by where I don't wish things were different.
But they are not.
And I will accept it one day. It may not be tomorrow, next week, or next month.
I miss you
I miss you sometimes
Eu amo tanto ela...
Just hope she's doing better that's all I care.
"but i have a lover and i have a best friend" - it's so familiar
I miss your teeth and your smile
I haven't seen them in a while
Remember when you stole that
Peace necklace from me at the store?
I miss your mom
And your dad
I miss your roommate and your cats
I've never had a kind of love like that before
And when you kissed my head
And left me in your bed to go to work
I remember feeling like
I could live right here for years
I had about fifty cents I couldn't pay your rent
But I loved you and that's all it meant to me
And when you left I was in tears
But I have a lover and I have a best friend
I'm doing well and I hope you listen to this
You'll always be my first kiss
But I have a life now and I've learned my lesson
I'm growing up and doing big things for me
You'll always be on my list
Of all the good things that I miss
Miss, Miss
You're all the good things that I miss
Miss, Miss
And I miss your hair, your nose
I miss the smell of your clothes
Remember when you took me to Niagara falls
And we took photos all night long?
I can't believe I'm the one you chose
I really miss being at your shows
You know, we never got to perform our song
And when you looked me in the eyes I froze in
And it took me by surprise I suppose
That the guilt will eat me alive some day
Being so open you left me so closed
And you saw me at one of my all time lows
And you don't have to apologize for the hole you left in me
'Cause I have a lover and I have a best friend
And I'm doing well and I hope you listen to this
You'll always be my first kiss
But I have a life now and I've learned my lesson
I'm growing up and doing big things for me
You'll always be on my list
Of all the good things that I miss
Miss, Miss
You're all the good things that I miss
Miss, Miss
Miss you every single day..
The girl i like just told me to listen to this because it reminds her of her x
Guitar chords?
shaaaaaaa!!!!!!
everyone else is talking about their exes but here i am simply just enjoying a sad song on a rainy day
I’m in a relationship right now and I haven’t had my first kiss yet, but I know someday I will with this person, but when he leaves me I don’t know what i’m gonna do, I’m gonna miss him like shit and this song describes the way I feel perfectly. I’m not sad about the past i’m just scared for the future
I miss jay :(
omg im here...
im having a problem at the moment i have a lover im happy again but i still have a part of me missing i still miss my ex we fell apart sure usually that means you aren't meant for eachother but it's really hard for me my lover knows that it's really hard anf they'll support my decisions but i just know i won't have them back i cheated on her ever since we broke up i tried my best to become a better person i refuse to give into these feelings since im trying to become a better person i just wish they were still here she was my first love i waited for her for years so it breaks my heart
I think that if u fall in love with someone and start a relationship even if you end up breaking up, you'll never forget that person. You can't choose who you fall in love with
god I wish I wasn't so fucked up... we could have been great
My ex sent me this song. I still love him and he loves me but our time is not now. And that breaks me deeply. I genuinely love him more than really anything. It feels good to get this off my chest because I can’t talk to my friends about this
Mindy if u see this I miss you and I love u
I hope mindy loves u back
it feels beautiful and heartbreaking listening to this song. is it selfish to not want him to feel this for me..?
🥺
i really want him and i to be okay again :) i miss my best friend so much. i know i messed it up but i would do anything to be with him and be happy again. he means so much to me, and i really miss my snuggle buddy. i’ll always love him as much as i try to stop, might as well love him as much as i can and make him feel special:)
if you see this, you hurt me. bad. but, somehow, i ended up guilty. the guilt will eat me alive one day. i see you at school, but you look down. why? why do you look down? is it because you can’t look me in my eyes? is it because the eyes you used to look into were filled with love and compassion but turned into eyes you see pain within? i miss being loved by you. i never liked physical touch until i met you. and i still don’t like physical touch unless it’s from *you* . the memories, the guilt, and the pain are slowly chewing at me.
Probably the first song with 1k+ likes and 4 dislike
i hope that’s a good thing :D
why does this always happen to me? if it's a punishment for my past mistakes, please stop, i understand all the lessons i could get from a million years worth of lectures, lectures to not get my hopes up, to just accept reality. sometimes i wonder if i am worthy or even capable of love. this was the first time where i actually was just confident that it was right, every single box was checked, it seemed made. i had the next few months of my life planned just for you. i got a job with good days off, good pay, so i could see you, so if i saw a necklace that would look pretty on you i could just buy it. i was loyal, but you weren't.
now i have these next few months to think about it. i'm simply not good enough for you, they're better than me objectively i bet. i can't tell you about the effort i put into trying to make it work behind the scenes, i'll seem like i am boasting, or just seem crazy, in no scenario do i win. it goes back to that same old cycle, i'm the loser, i'm nothing more than "the boy that tried", which is a title i have no choice but to wear with shame.
Staring in those eyes I swear I could’ve married her on the spot. It’s hard trying to move on, and so difficult getting them off my mind. Hopefully I get out of this state and move on to someone better.....first thing to find them