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  • Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024
  • I hope y'all like this one! Please write povs and tell me about stuff! I love to read them!
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  • @nopessme9186
    @nopessme9186 Год назад +3610

    🖤~Playlist Timestamps~🖤
    0:00- 2:47 ~je te laisserai des mots -Patrick Watson
    2:48-7:40 ~Clair De Lune - Debussy
    7:41 - 10:55-Gymnopédie-Satie
    10:56-15:38 ~Mariage d'amour
    15:39- 21:40 ~ Experience (orchestral) cosimo maria palopoli Daniel hope & i virtuosi italiani
    21:50 - 24:00 ~Prelude in C major- Rousseau
    24:27 - 27:40~ Aldebaran -S.A. Karl
    27:50 -The swan-Saint Saëns

    • @hippo1580
      @hippo1580 Год назад +44

      The missing song is Gymnopedie No. 1 by Erik Satie.

    • @nopessme9186
      @nopessme9186 Год назад +5

      @@hippo1580 for which one 7:41 ?

    • @아-h9j7p
      @아-h9j7p Год назад +20

      7:41 Gymnopédie-Satie
      27:50 The swan-Saint Saëns

    • @aleafreinn
      @aleafreinn Год назад +5

      Commenting for the awareness.

    • @nopessme9186
      @nopessme9186 Год назад

      @@아-h9j7p thank u!!!

  • @no-hl4vp
    @no-hl4vp 9 месяцев назад +1896

    everyone in the comment section - we all need a meet and greet then a cry session together
    y’all are so sweet 😭

    • @K.B.M.S
      @K.B.M.S 5 месяцев назад +7

      Yeah ☺️😭

    • @sophia-xoxo00
      @sophia-xoxo00 4 месяца назад +6

      Fr tho ( yes I know I'm late

    • @Lady_Sylffy
      @Lady_Sylffy 4 месяца назад +4

      @@sophia-xoxo00 I'm later with you

    • @HandhalahHussainh
      @HandhalahHussainh 4 месяца назад +5

      I'm sure you are the sweetest too. A meet and greet would be wonderful ❤ at least we are all able to connect through the comments.

    • @Millie.Orchard
      @Millie.Orchard 3 месяца назад +2

      No fr

  • @darlingxion3944
    @darlingxion3944 Год назад +1276

    my boyfriend is deaf.... and I'm the deepest music lover.... the fact that this playlist starts with the song I told him is the first he should hear after getting cochlear implant,,,, just.. I smiled so much. Thank you !
    update: hello everyone. it's been a year almost exactly. sadly, he and I are no longer together.. but from what I've seen he'd gotten an implant about a month ago.. I'm really happy for him and I hope he hears these songs someday.. thanks for checking in.

    • @piie6603
      @piie6603 Год назад +14

      Did he get the cochlear implant?

    • @darlingxion3944
      @darlingxion3944 Год назад +29

      @@piie6603 Oh, it probably won't be for a while, yet. We'll come say hi when he does :)

    • @piie6603
      @piie6603 Год назад +5

      @@darlingxion3944 ohh ok!

    • @ilyskelet0n
      @ilyskelet0n Год назад +13

      @@darlingxion3944 im so excited for you both!!!

    • @seastm
      @seastm Год назад +6

      😍😍😍

  • @feminebabe
    @feminebabe 9 месяцев назад +396

    I've always wanted to create a society that loves rain, coffee, books, jazz, and the life they romanticize...

  • @Dal_-oi5iv
    @Dal_-oi5iv 4 месяца назад +9

    I dont know of anyone os going to read this but i will still write it.
    I want to love someone, i want someone to love me even when i feel like shit even when i am ugly crying and maybe i am not as nice. I want to be able to give that to someone but i feel like i am not able to do that when i cant even love myself.
    I should love myself i know but i selfishly i want someone to tell me that i an worth loving, and no one desereves someone who cannot love with everything in them. How am i able to ask for love that i cant give.
    Maybe i am just too full of myself but i have tried changing everything in me and even then i cant seem to like me.
    Anyways thanks for reading, hope youre okay

    • @CreativeChaos-bn4cq
      @CreativeChaos-bn4cq 4 месяца назад

      I hope you're doing ok, if you need someone to scream into the void too, I'm here.

  • @user-tk4hz7rx5z
    @user-tk4hz7rx5z 2 месяца назад +3

    I clicked on this video because I was curious but the second the music started I put my phone down and started crying with a smile… I feel peaceful but at the same time so tired and sad but mostly nostalgic of something that never happen…

  • @0räc1e.....1st
    @0räc1e.....1st 22 дня назад +1

    i was once in an extremely toxic relationship that affected me so greatly that i don’t even trust my friends. i tried to make it work with my latest partner, but they knew i was in no position to be with them. i feel like ill never be able to love again without those memories haunting me, without their voice constantly in my ear. i wish luck to anyone in a similar position or anyone in a completely different situation. best of luck and wishes to all

  • @ratafafafafafafaf
    @ratafafafafafafaf 8 месяцев назад

    there aren't words to describe how much I love this playlist. like it's so perfect. I replayed it like 3 times last night and just made up scenerios in my head and it made me so happy. Like I LOOOVE THIS. I LOVE THESE SONGS SO MUCHH. THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS

  • @victoriacirilo676
    @victoriacirilo676 5 месяцев назад +4

    I love you, mi vida,
    and I know you feel the same.
    Some might say we're too young, but I ignore them because they all treat love like a silly little game.
    Hearing you say "I love you" makes my heart burn like an eternal flame,
    and it just seems so crazy to me,
    that it seems as though the world has gone insane.
    So who are they to say in this game we can't participate
    when you make all of my worries instantly dissipate?
    Who are they to say I don't know what love is
    when you painted my universe pink like brush strokes on a canvas?
    Who are they to say I don't have a clue,
    because who am I meant for if not meant for you?
    With conviction, I ask these questions,
    but how am I to know,
    what lies in the future for us,
    all of it unknown?
    I relate to every song I listen to,
    each one love and heartbreak chockful;
    "how long will this last?" I thought,
    and of the future, I am now fearful.
    I said time healed everything,
    but instead, my pain crescendoes.
    "This wasn't supposed to be so hard," I thought,
    and so my tears endlessly flow.
    Like an orchid arching toward the sun,
    I yearn to hear your voice again.
    My heart aches for you,
    and of my tranquility, I can no longer pretend.
    I love you so much,
    but I just want to say,
    although we were short-lived,
    I wish to be with you again someday.
    but for now, I wait,
    however impatiently and unwillingly,
    until the day when I can share with you
    this strange and private piece of me.
    For now, our chapter closes;
    flowers bloom as the cold dies,
    and with these final words,
    I wipe my tears off and I say goodbye.
    ~
    I wrote this for the boy I love. I'm a teenager, and I live in a relatively strict household where dating is not allowed. I met this boy when I was 10. He was a family friend, and I only saw him a couple of times a year, with several months in between each meeting. Each time I saw him, I would like him just a little more. 5 years later, we went to homecoming together in October (it's now almost May), as friends, and from then on, he became my best friend. We played video games together, talked on the phone, and in one instance, went ice skating together in December (in the darkest depths of my mind, I thought of it as a date, even though at the time I was convinced he could never feel the same way about me).
    On January 13, after pulling an all-nighter playing Fortnite, at 5:30 A.M., I confessed.
    "I have feelings for you, too," he responded.
    Indescribable joy and relief coursed through my veins. Over the next hour and a half, we became girlfriend and boyfriend, and we set all the ground rules: boundaries, expectations, etc. I told him my parents could never find out. Over the next 7 weeks, I was the happiest I'd ever been. We were each other's first kiss. By this time, I already figured out I loved him.
    My parents inevitably found out.
    I broke up with him on March 3, in the late evening. On this night, for the first time, I told him I loved him. So much. And, thank the Lord, he loved me, too. This night was one of love, heartbreak, hope for the future, and bittersweet moments. I told him how this just wasn't our time, that we needed to wait until we were older to be together; I told him how, if we still have feelings for each other in the future, we should try again to love each other. He wholeheartedly agreed. I told him that I wanted to be friends, even if we couldn't be together. After all, he was my best friend before everything happened.
    We didn't speak for 1 month, 3 weeks, and 4 days.
    After the breakup, I was distraught. I missed him with my entire body, mind, and soul. My older sister (I love you, Grecia. You mean so much more to me than you could ever know.) suggested writing in a journal to help me clear my mind. However, journaling hadn't worked for me very well in the past, so I didn't even attempt it. About a week later (I was studying poetry as a part of my English class at the time; that's where I got the idea to put a pen to paper and spill my thoughts out in rhymes and stanzas.), I began composing a poem, which eventually turned into what you just read. Throughout March, as "the flowers bloom [and] the cold dies," I began and finished my first-ever poem. Right now, it's my only one; I think I'll keep that as it is.
    I hope it's good and well-written. The only person whom I have shared "this strange and private piece of me" with is my older sister. I hope I have enough courage to one day show it to him. To "mi vida". To whom I suspect is the love of my life. I love you, Alejandro.

    • @tanukagarai3771
      @tanukagarai3771 5 месяцев назад +3

      This was so beautiful 🥹 I hope that day will come soon when he will get the opportunity to hear this beautiful poem written for him ♥️ Keep writing from your heart ... It's really beautiful

  • @definitelynotbanana8286
    @definitelynotbanana8286 Год назад +5

    Pov: your sitting crying listening to this as u wish you'd take back what u said to the best person in the entire world cuz u needed a break but it's 1 in the morning and it's basically your 5 month now u don't know what to say to them

  • @rorablvd
    @rorablvd 7 дней назад +1

    he just seems so old fashioned, like he wants REAL love and not whatever other guys want. i really wish he would like me back :/

  • @DirtaMuca-gz6oo
    @DirtaMuca-gz6oo 6 месяцев назад

    I fell asleep listening to this and thinking about my best friend, I didn't think about how much I miss her as I usually do, instead I thought about all the good times we had together and then I fell asleep feeling a bit more happier.

  • @arthurhelk7296
    @arthurhelk7296 9 месяцев назад +2

    Maybe we were just a Dream, something i just were imagining

  • @evrawa_7580
    @evrawa_7580 Год назад +31

    Him

    • @megannienaber
      @megannienaber Год назад +1

      awh nice poem it was sweet im just saying ya know :)

    • @oliviareiling1485
      @oliviareiling1485 Год назад

      ... idk why it took me back... me and my ex used to call each other that. he was the Romeo to my Juliet, well so we said

    • @andromedaunsure72
      @andromedaunsure72 7 месяцев назад

      Wow this is just so damn beautiful…makes me wanna write a poem about my love

  • @anto1415
    @anto1415 Год назад +27006

    Have you ever felt like you’re in the wrong place, wrong reality, like you’re missing something that doesn’t even exist?

  • @Doecan
    @Doecan Год назад +1560

    I love how these types of playlists bring all the most wholesome people into the comments section, like its so nice

  • @makod9840
    @makod9840 9 месяцев назад +1964

    To whoever reads this,
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair
    i love your insecurites
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwritng
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    I love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outside
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfection
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk
    I love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you tight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love you!❤

    • @rileyrae43
      @rileyrae43 9 месяцев назад +57

      Thank you so very much. I am sending my love to you too. I hope you have a great day or night wherever you get the chance to see this 🩷

    • @Alien-oo5vo
      @Alien-oo5vo 8 месяцев назад +30

      No way Man that's so sweet❤
      Love you too!!

    • @LoganMiller-tl2dy
      @LoganMiller-tl2dy 8 месяцев назад +32

      Helped me from commiting

    • @Hearts4U-de6dl
      @Hearts4U-de6dl 8 месяцев назад +28

      Ngl.. it kinda made me smiled.. thanks :)

    • @Alien-oo5vo
      @Alien-oo5vo 8 месяцев назад +14

      @@LoganMiller-tl2dy don't do that ever!!! Please

  • @mia24589
    @mia24589 5 месяцев назад +1502

    Does anybody else feel like the comment section full of strangers, understand us more than our own parents?

    • @hamshinig9721
      @hamshinig9721 3 месяца назад +11

      I wonder the same thing after every yt video I see/listen to.

    • @Willowsong10
      @Willowsong10 2 месяца назад +9

      So true...

    • @Itsameemarioo
      @Itsameemarioo 2 месяца назад +6

      Real.

    • @Softvibes777
      @Softvibes777 2 месяца назад +4

      I’m a stranger to my parents anyone knows me better then them..

    • @gooberdoober8416
      @gooberdoober8416 2 месяца назад +3

      While that may be true, there are those that exploit such vulnerabilities, keep an eye out my young friends

  • @celiboo
    @celiboo Год назад +2879

    i was single for the entirety of my teens. while everyone experienced their first love and heartbreak i was on the outside watching them. i thought it would never happen to me. when i was 16 my male friends introduced me to a guy they met and befriended. he became part of our group. he was gentle, caring and sweet. i tried to hook him up with another friend. they had a few dates but nothing more. life continued. we grew closer. he would always walk me home and treat me nicer than other boys. never had a good experience with them, they always looked at my friends, but never at me. he made me feel more seen. i fell hard, but i was so insecure about myself. i told myself he would never like me back. i told myself this for almost 5 years. during covid we talked a lot. we didn’t see each other much, but when we did i noticed something shifted. on january 1st 2022 we shared another walk home and had our first kiss. we celebrated 1 year together a few weeks ago. he makes me so unbelievably happy. he’s my safe place. my home. when i’m with him i’m at peace. i love him endlessly and i’m glad he’s on this adventure called life with me.

    • @_bayashka_4321
      @_bayashka_4321 Год назад +96

      I loved it so much like “felt seen” part got me

    • @amina.544
      @amina.544 Год назад +21

      That's impressive u know & I felt I'm going to have a story quit like urs , I luv it 💘.

    • @ArloLeigh-ih7if
      @ArloLeigh-ih7if Год назад +5

      Swoon

    • @kialvrs179
      @kialvrs179 Год назад +14

      I love this:))) i wish y’all happiness🥺

    • @Sandy-gd2ou
      @Sandy-gd2ou Год назад

      I love this because you was not a whore and then u found someone so special .
      Once he wasn't a whore tho fucker went on a date with your friend tham

  • @mimivogler7655
    @mimivogler7655 Год назад +8643

    I love comment sections like this - goes to show that in the end we’re all just silly little humans, all simultaneously experiencing this beautiful thing called life.

    • @beatrizbarranco7954
      @beatrizbarranco7954 Год назад +74

      Bro why am I crying it's just a RUclips comment

    • @emilygoller8144
      @emilygoller8144 Год назад +28

      It’s not beautiful.

    • @jas.per.25
      @jas.per.25 Год назад +19

      @@emilygoller8144 Being here gives me an itch i can't scratch, like i was *genuinely* not supposed to be born. I have to keep telling myself if my no-way-it-can-fail su*c*de attempts failed then surely that's a misleading feeling, right? while my nerves tingle for pain, like anastheysias but way deeper then that. I don't care if I'm happy or sad. depression isn't my issue. It's the world--not society, or any other form of the state of the world, but the fact it exists. Every bird in the trees to the roads paved but cracked to the "beauty of nature."

    • @Zombieboydefender
      @Zombieboydefender Год назад +2

      girlll

    • @josieandjimmy.1
      @josieandjimmy.1 Год назад +4

      it’s not very beautiful for me..

  • @HeraSwain
    @HeraSwain Год назад +774

    Does anyone else miss or love someone that wasn’t even there or you haven’t even met yet?

    • @CloudNine1610
      @CloudNine1610 3 месяца назад +23

      Yea, and i understand it's weird to some on how you can love someone so deeply without meeting them in person. But it was truely him or nothing, still is.

    • @Vampire_Gurl1864
      @Vampire_Gurl1864 3 месяца назад +10

      Yes my long distance gf.. We won't meet for another 5 years. It's hard because of such a big time difference. Patience is key

    • @Harry_Potter_Fan_2023
      @Harry_Potter_Fan_2023 3 месяца назад +13

      Yea. The one thing I’ve always wanted was a relationship. To be loved like the characters in my books. I’m so jealous of them and I’m trying to grasp the face that there is most likely a few people on earth like that and they’re most likely taken. My best friend is so much better looking than me and tries to set me up with guys just for them to go and try to date her. I just don’t feel ready yet because I have been way to fast in trusting people in my past and I’m scared that I’ll let them in too fast and get myself hurt. Yet I want to be held. I want to go stargazing on a hill in a meadow. I want to wander around a park swinging our arms between us. I want movie nights and I want forehead kisses. All these things I want but can’t have all because I’m afraid to love.

    • @RoseSnelson
      @RoseSnelson 3 месяца назад +1

      I miss my auntie... so so much.

    • @wonyslayz
      @wonyslayz 3 месяца назад +5

      yes. too many times. i'm homesick for hogwarts and itsn not even real and i havent even been there

  • @jamesturnbull128
    @jamesturnbull128 Год назад +8090

    Hearing the upbeat ads while I'm half falling asleep is like a fever dream

  • @Caraluvs_u
    @Caraluvs_u Месяц назад +44

    Making this comment so that every time someone likes it I will listen to this agsin

  • @gracequirin6110
    @gracequirin6110 Год назад +7477

    His eyes… his smile… his lips… his laugh… his charm… his humor… his voice… just him

  • @OrianaRoutine
    @OrianaRoutine Год назад +1633

    For those who is listening to this music, you’re not alone, you’re so beautiful and deserve a beautiful life. If you want to cry, just cry and tomorrow it will be a day full of sunshine. Don’t let those negative thought kill you. You’re strong!!!

    • @lihinidharmasiri
      @lihinidharmasiri Год назад +14

      thanks a lot for those kind words, it helped me out a lot❤❤

    • @N-gene
      @N-gene Год назад +10

      I really needed this, thank you

    • @sabananurrani3340
      @sabananurrani3340 Год назад +4

      I really needed this specially today 🙏 Thank you :-) btw , hope you are doing well.

    • @Thatgirl_DESSIE
      @Thatgirl_DESSIE Год назад +3

      Help I needed to hear/read this for so long tysm

    • @nikkimaniya3648
      @nikkimaniya3648 Год назад +4

      thank you so much❤❤❤

  • @rilynnmiller
    @rilynnmiller Месяц назад +76

    I'm only 15, why do I crave the love of a romantic partner so badly? I want a husband who loves me. Nothing sexual, I just want to be cuddled and told that I'm worth something and that I'm strong and loved. Maybe because my parents never really did that for me. Why do I cuddle a pillow when I sleep, pretending it's a loving person, when I'm not even old enough to get married? I don't know what's wrong with me. I cry over my loneliness when I'm not old enough to be in a relationship. When I saw the thumbnail of this video, I teared up a bit because that's what I want. If anyone has any advice on how to cope with these stupid feelings, id love to hear it.

    • @shirajummonira8433
      @shirajummonira8433 Месяц назад +7

      1. They are not stupid feelings. It's important that we acknowledge these emotional needs just as we acknowledge physical needs such as food or shelter. We are social creatures and we crave emotional/ physical intimacy/ connection (sexual stuff excluded) just as much as we crave food.
      I read it in some psychology related book (maybe "the body keeps the score") how some of us just don't develop our nervous system the same way (the author used the "skin to skin contact between caregiver and the babies right after birth" as an example)
      2. I myself have the same issue. I'm just doing my best to learn about myself and my emotional or physical needs better so that I can find alternative ways to get them met in the mean time.

    • @LuisaMiller-hs4rm
      @LuisaMiller-hs4rm 23 дня назад +5

      I feel the Same everyday and i just want to tell you that youre Not alone no matter what i Hope that one day you‘ll find the Right person god will always be there for you and will bring you the Right Person eventually ❤❤

    • @we.meet.again12341
      @we.meet.again12341 14 дней назад +3

      I've never related to a comment more. This comment fits me down to a T, but I'm just 13, and not 15. I pray we can find people who love and care for us soon. ❤

  • @lexgale
    @lexgale Год назад +3520

    listening to this makes me feel like it’s okay that i haven’t found my person quite yet. things don’t work out sometimes, and that’s perfectly fine, life is meant have highs and lows. part of me is glad i’ve gotten to experience heartbreaks, but part of me also wishes the people who caused them would have loved me the same way i loved them.

    • @Phosphn
      @Phosphn Год назад +31

      I love you. you are so brave

    • @lexgale
      @lexgale Год назад +11

      @@Phosphn i love you too

    • @pj18097
      @pj18097 Год назад +23

      i don’t know why, but this comment made me sob.

    • @kyliemcdermott4538
      @kyliemcdermott4538 Год назад +20

      God is protecting you from what you no longer needed in your life. He will send the right people your way. Your heartbreak and pain only created strength and preparation for you❤

    • @AstarionWifey
      @AstarionWifey Год назад +6

      I just want LESS heartbreaks 😅 and more love

  • @acezepeda8022
    @acezepeda8022 Год назад +609

    People can be disgustingly horrible, but you guys are beautiful.

    • @brookeriley8941
      @brookeriley8941 Год назад +5

      Are you up at 3

    • @megannienaber
      @megannienaber Год назад +2

      awh your so sweet thank you you made my day better for saying this

    • @acezepeda8022
      @acezepeda8022 Год назад +1

      @@brookeriley8941 i was

    • @acezepeda8022
      @acezepeda8022 Год назад

      @@megannienaber ofc:) I’m glad I can do that

    • @CornyDJCornis
      @CornyDJCornis 9 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much. I don't think you know how those words felt but thank you ❤❤❤

  • @idiotolive7692
    @idiotolive7692 2 года назад +3168

    Did I end up crying after this?
    Hell yea.
    Will I come back everyday and every night?
    Yes...

    • @narminmammadzade4238
      @narminmammadzade4238 Год назад +2

      Yeah it's true

    • @mangageo9508
      @mangageo9508 Год назад +6

      Lol ive been basically just sobbing for 20minutes

    • @John_3.16_
      @John_3.16_ Год назад +2

      God loves you sweetheart he knows

    • @jazmine-bakugo
      @jazmine-bakugo Год назад +1

      Me crying to this because I want someone to love me and love them I want a lover😢

    • @megannienaber
      @megannienaber Год назад

      aw i hope you feel better

  • @manuelafernandes-wx9xc
    @manuelafernandes-wx9xc Год назад +366

    I wrote this
    "I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time falling for the wrong person and wondering how
    He could be sleeping while I'm dreaming of him being wide awake now
    I'm singing a song hoping he'll hear it from me one day and say,
    how much he waited for this day.
    I'm praying for a reality that seems so unreal .
    I hope I recover, I hope I heal
    I'm drowning in this ocean of love cause I've forgotten to swim.
    I'm playing this game that I just can't win
    The sound of rain takes me back to the days I felt butterflies
    to the days I thought he was interested,
    But time really flies
    I didn't want to risk it all to feel love, cause love was never my priority.
    And here I am wondering if it was worth it, if It was worth not taking the risk for all my necessities
    if he really was meant to be gone,if he really wasn't the one.
    And if he wasn't the one ..these emotions how do I overcome?"

    • @lowkeyasiax9241
      @lowkeyasiax9241 Год назад +13

      This is so good, i truly felt it especially the last part. I wish u the best of luck and thank you for writing this makes me feel less alone

    • @manuelafernandes-wx9xc
      @manuelafernandes-wx9xc Год назад +4

      ​@@lowkeyasiax9241 happy to help, wish you the best too💗

    • @mariijaaa6020
      @mariijaaa6020 Год назад +9

      Reading this made me fall apart not because I'm sad but because I am in the same situation like this and I am trying to find the words to describe how I feel but now I see that they found me, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you for this.🤍

    • @Trans-named-Onyx
      @Trans-named-Onyx Год назад +4

      Thank you, I’m glad I’m not the only one feeling this, but I’m sad that people feel the hurt of this too. I fell in love with my best friend but she’s found someone else and I have too, but hearing her talk about the man she loves breaks a part of my heart every time. I should feel happy for her and I do, I just can’t fathom how she moved on so quickly. But thank you for putting my feelings into words. Have a nice day/ night 🤍

    • @manuelafernandes-wx9xc
      @manuelafernandes-wx9xc Год назад +4

      @@mariijaaa6020 I'm glad you could relate, wishing you peace and happiness 💗

  • @TheLibrary124
    @TheLibrary124 Год назад +442

    I guess everyone who listens to this music is having a hard time, like me. Just don't give up we can overcome this ♡

    • @mArsss5
      @mArsss5 Год назад +5

      You are very strong, and I am sure you will be able to get out of what is so difficult for you

    • @mayamodispacher2008
      @mayamodispacher2008 11 месяцев назад +1

      you got this girl! you are strong. Soon there will be sunshine:)

    • @SunilYadav-qp8pb
      @SunilYadav-qp8pb 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@mArsss5hey wtsp buddy can we become a friend

    • @SunilYadav-qp8pb
      @SunilYadav-qp8pb 9 месяцев назад +1

      Because I don't have any friend in society

    • @RoseSnelson
      @RoseSnelson 3 месяца назад +1

      I know im really young and its stupid for me to feel this way, but i dont think ill ever get over it... i dont know anything and i dont know of i have a purpose. I just feel like everything i loved has left and ive got nothing anymore, i feel like im gonna die and noone will care or ever remember me.

  • @shustrik6280
    @shustrik6280 Год назад +509

    Her laugh, her jokes, her smile, her lips, her mouth, her hair, her eyes, her beautiful face, her everything.

    • @Thatgirl_DESSIE
      @Thatgirl_DESSIE Год назад +24

      Help this is so cute

    • @sneakpeekintomylife
      @sneakpeekintomylife Год назад +5

      So cute!!

    • @Annasouil
      @Annasouil 8 месяцев назад +9

      @starsworldd stay strong and be confident in ur body!!! If u wanna be skinny try to achieve ur goal but dont forget to love yourself unconditionally either ur skinny, fat, clear skin, acne.... trust me if u love yourself ur confident energy radiates and ull attract whoever u want just make sure u truly love yourself and ure not just faking it And never EVER compare yourself to other girls you are special in your own way that can't be compared to anything . As for the boy, do not think about him so much. If u see that he is interested in those other sisters u mentioned then run girl u deserve a way better man otherwise try to make a move if he seems interested yayyy that's what we want if not okey we move on and find another one . Never ever make yourself attached to a boy ure not dating (no fake scenarios before sleep,no delusions ) just focus on yourself and the right one will come. Oh I wrote a lot but I'm telling this by my experience hope this helps 😊😊

    • @RyantheCreator2000
      @RyantheCreator2000 7 месяцев назад

      @@Annasouiljust wanted to say this is great advice. Have any for me? 😅

  • @AnaJulia-lp9ms
    @AnaJulia-lp9ms Год назад +386

    Isn't it amazing to be comfortable with your own sorrows?

    • @tchhairband.
      @tchhairband. Год назад +15

      being too comfortable that feels like it's not there, you can't feel it but you know it's there, you know there's something missing...
      that you're not able to find no matter how much you try

  • @Jurisdiction760
    @Jurisdiction760 Год назад +141

    I found the one i am going to spend the rest of my life with. He is perfect for me. He healed me from my traumatic relationships of the past. He would hold me while i cry and cry with me too. He stays for every emotion good and bad. He slow dances with me. He writes me poems. He makes me paper flowers. He makes me playlists. He has the sweetest soul. He has a heart of gold. He lays and sits with me and plans our future. He is good with kids. He ask for my parents approval for marriage one day. He makes me forget all the bad. Heaven is nothing compared to him. I am so in love with him it's crazy, but the craziest part is that he loves me too.

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Год назад +5

      I really think that's wonderful. When you're in love it really is like Heaven on earth. just... never be tempted to confuse this heaven with the real thing. I have a feeling this message isn't going to land with you right now... because everything is perfect 🙂 but if anything ever happens, remember this. God is the true source of ultimate happiness. No human or any other thing on earth can compare to the joy of knowing God personally in Jesus Christ. Try very hard not to let anything or anyone else take his place in your heart. ❤

    • @Emily12505
      @Emily12505 Год назад +3

      I am so incredibly happy for you!! Even though I don't know you I can feel for you! I am happy you found the one, and I hope everyone can find their soulmate someday.

    • @aranzaespinosa3614
      @aranzaespinosa3614 Год назад +1

      You're so blessed! Enjoy your life and live incandescently happy, you deserve it

    • @thatbeachbumgirl
      @thatbeachbumgirl Год назад +1

      That is so beautiful, I wish that this love lasts a lifetime and beyond for you ❤️

    • @Jurisdiction760
      @Jurisdiction760 Год назад +3

      @@the.seagull.35 thank you so much babes i will keep this in mind

  • @victoriaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalol
    @victoriaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalol Год назад +146

    i love how reading you guys comments about your way of loving, it’s very late at night and i was having a hard time but this playlist and your comments really saved me from overthinking. i read them while they fill me with the hopes of finding my significant other soon. i love how you guys have your own way of loving, yet so special and unique, even though they are all based on the same feeling. i should be sleeping, but im glad i was awake and i found this playlist.

  • @Blue_Eclipse
    @Blue_Eclipse Год назад +460

    My bf booked a hotel for us for one night because we were both feeling down and stressed and just needed each other the most. We both lied to our parents saying we slept over a friends house and he picked after my night class, we went to the park and walked around, went to raising canes and after we went to the hotel. As soon as we got to the hotel we both changed into something more comfortable. I brought some card games and we played for a bit and started to get tired, we watched a movie till we noticed that we were falling asleep. We turned everything off and we cuddled. Now we cuddle sometime whenever he comes to my house but my younger brothers are always bugging us and we wanted to be alone. I felt safe in his arms, he was warm to the touch and I get pretty cold easily so my body was cold and he was complaining that it was hot till he noticed I was cold, he was sun and I was the moon. We were perfect for each other. We were completely alone with no one to bother us and just enjoy each other company. We both have younger siblings so we got enjoy the silence as well. We fell asleep within minutes and honestly one of the best night of sleep I’ve ever got. In the morning after we checked out we went to a different park and got to see the peacocks and chicken, got breakfast and he took me home. Honestly that night would be unforgettable, after stressing with school and family issues we just needed a nice calm night with each other and that exactly what we did. ❤️❤️
    Updates: We’ve been living together for over a year and got our parents blessings and plan to get married at the church I’ve been going to since childhood. It’s been such a dream come true.

    • @mayamodispacher2008
      @mayamodispacher2008 11 месяцев назад +37

      this sounds like a healthy relationship. with you all the best and that you will be good for each other in the feature

    • @KarlaYourfavorite
      @KarlaYourfavorite 10 месяцев назад +3

      everyones fake tbh. hows that going tho?

    • @Alma_187
      @Alma_187 8 месяцев назад +10

      i must cry when i red this i hope youre guys didnt broke up

    • @BKawai-jr7et
      @BKawai-jr7et 7 месяцев назад

      Repent to God.. HARAMM

    • @BKawai-jr7et
      @BKawai-jr7et 6 месяцев назад +3

      @taytays13 they lie to their parents just so that they can be alone in the same room sleeping together when they havent married yet. Its HARAM. Most of the time, this relationship is more of a lust than love. Real one would be honest to their parents and only sleep together once they tied the knot.

  • @phamnguyenminhchau8906
    @phamnguyenminhchau8906 3 месяца назад +41

    While everyone is talking about their crush boyfriend im here thinking and remembering my brother, and my brother is dead by the way so this made me tear up so much exspecially the first
    Song its been almost 3 years now and i miss him so much he was litterally my other half he was so young when he died too😔😔

    • @AngieAidon
      @AngieAidon Месяц назад

      I'm sorry to hear that... while you think about your Brother i think about my grandpa ❤ i was young when he dies and maybe don't remember him clearly but i know that i love him and i will never stop loving him ❤ As i get older i realised that he was my comfort spot and i want to tell him so much thinks ❤❤❤

  • @nicoleshaw3163
    @nicoleshaw3163 Год назад +102

    Have you ever felt like maybe , just maybe there is no one out there for you?

    • @acezepeda8022
      @acezepeda8022 Год назад +1

      Yeah. But, you’ll find someone out there.

    • @tchhairband.
      @tchhairband. Год назад +12

      Yes. Because most of the people that I know that has the same age as me already have someone special with them and here I am busy fangirling and daydreaming of fictional characters. I also sometimes think that I'm not that "interesting person" since no one ever dared to you know make a connection or get to know me atleast lol idk.

    • @камилла-о4т
      @камилла-о4т 2 месяца назад +3

      ​@@tchhairband.The same problem, I hope we find our soulmate(

    • @AW_13_swifties
      @AW_13_swifties 2 месяца назад +1

      Yes I agree with that I think that that at birth everybody has a soulmate but the path you take in life can sever the line to your soulmate and that not everyone is destined to end up with someone. I think "the everyone's got someone for them" line is a total lie

    • @Abookishgirly
      @Abookishgirly Месяц назад

      @@камилла-о4т don't worry, I'm sure we will- my aunt is almost 40 (she was way younger than my dad, for personal, complicated reasons) and for the past year she has found someone she likes and is dating- so just because it won't happen immediately doesn't mean it won't ever happen💛

  • @axofluff1882
    @axofluff1882 2 года назад +3376

    POV: It was thundering outside and you was curled up in bed. You usually didn't mind the rain but this time it felt off. Why? Because it was the first time you was alone for a thunderstorm since they left. You try to fill the void in your heart with music as you just hope the storm passes on soon. With each flash as the lightning fills your room with a white glow, you flinch a little. Wishing they were their to hold you and comfort you as the storm rages outside, instead you slowly drift off to sleep as the music drowns out the noise and fills the silence in your mind.

    • @m3rlins_b3ard
      @m3rlins_b3ard Год назад +19

      😭

    • @coralinnn
      @coralinnn Год назад +15

      i- awh- :,(

    • @sombra1734
      @sombra1734 Год назад +11

      bro😔

    • @chaitygour3602
      @chaitygour3602 Год назад +1

      Ok9okoooooo9ok9ok99ok9ok9ok999okoooo9ok99ok9ok9ok9ok9okoooo9ok9ok9ok9ok9okoo9ok9ok99ok9okoooo9okoo9okl

    • @paris9724
      @paris9724 Год назад +25

      My heart broke reading this😭 I love it tho

  • @ellarosewang
    @ellarosewang 2 месяца назад +22

    im scrolling through the comments listening to the playlist, its late at night and raining outside. i find it so crazy and incredible how each one of these comments have a person behind them, longing for their someone. just like me. we're all connected, for a brief few minutes, even though we probably will never see or talk to each other again.
    wherever you are, i hope you're happy right now and that things are good for you. if they're not too good right now, im sorry.
    its going to be alright.

  • @ophelia392
    @ophelia392 2 года назад +603

    i feel like everyone's perception of this playlist is different and beautiful in their own way, even the really sad ones.. mine is a interpretation of me with this person, we had barely exchanged a few words and never quite interested me before (1st semester) but now (2nd) i can see how they behave and speak about their passions. and i really think that they are so very interesting and profound, somehow my soul is desperate for them, yet extremely patient (sorry if i misspelled smthing im still learning english everyday)
    very grateful for this amazing artsy playlist♡

    • @angelic754
      @angelic754 Год назад +4

      so, your the ophelia everyone is talking about

    • @nayaskyrocker7272
      @nayaskyrocker7272 Год назад

      😄

    • @emilymack3493
      @emilymack3493 Год назад +2

      It’s crazy isn’t it

    • @noalucero
      @noalucero Год назад +5

      omg, I’m living the exact same thing about them, but I do feel quite weird about it, because I don’t like feeling my feelings, everything is so overwhelming. this person is so intriguing to me, I just want to talk to them, and know more about them.

    • @Kai_Mento_Live
      @Kai_Mento_Live Год назад +2

      Why does this happen to the best of us... I am here experiencing the same as you so i send my hope for you

  • @shrooms1219
    @shrooms1219 Год назад +935

    Hits hard when you’ve no one to dream of

    • @thexya5
      @thexya5 Год назад +83

      dream of yourself, you're worth any other love interest out there ^v^

    • @neptunians
      @neptunians Год назад +42

      feel you.. in my late 20's and still all alone with so many problems that I cannot even afford to dream about someone.

    • @DinoBummer
      @DinoBummer Год назад +31

      @@neptunians dream big because in your sleep time is irrelevant, worry after breakfast, because if you start every day wrong you will always have a bad day, go to sleep calm, because calm will help your brain grow and rengize and remember, you have so many problems, but your alive, you struggle, but your doing it… So dream big, let your sleep fill you with love and happiness

    • @neptunians
      @neptunians Год назад +12

      @@DinoBummer that was so meaningful and helpful actually. You are right, I never thought about it that way. Thank you 🙏🏼

    • @dianahascsa1201
      @dianahascsa1201 Год назад +1

      True dat..

  • @sophiabowbeeuh
    @sophiabowbeeuh 10 месяцев назад +69

    There was a boy I opened my heart to. I told him very personal things. I thought because we were getting close that I could trust him. We texted almost every night. But he lead me on. I told him how I felt about him but he said he couldn’t cause college was approaching and he didn’t want to drag me down. So we didn’t text after that. He never asked me about the things I was going through. When school started again and we saw each he cared less. I moved on until I started hanging out with some of his friends. We would sometimes be suck together and I just wanted to ignore him and act like he wasn’t there but he acted like everything was fine. He made small talk. He made me feel confused. I told one of my friends about us during the summer and she said that he called me crazy. It’s sucks because he was so kind to me, so caring. And yet so mean. I almost convinced myself that I was crazy. Then I realized there will be more boys in my life and I shouldn’t let this stupid one affect me.
    If you’re reading this and going through something, you will get through it, trust me. It may take a little while but you will make it. Don’t give up! Goodnight and I love you

    • @god_of_edits149
      @god_of_edits149 Месяц назад +2

      you are not crazy, you were just a person in love with someone who didn't value you as much as you wanted him to or thought he would. You deserve to be loved and you will find yourself crazy because there's nothing really wrong with being crazy in love, what matters is that you and your partner both are crazy in love haha....idk if it makes sense but kind of that's what I think

    • @bhumikarajbanshi2795
      @bhumikarajbanshi2795 Месяц назад +1

      this happened to me a year ago...the thing is he tried to talk to you..but mine didn't even did that...how stupid I was to waste my time for someone like him..

  • @broimdeaddd
    @broimdeaddd Год назад +240

    Anyone have a feeling that the world just doesn’t want you to be happy? Like everything you do, and how hard you work is all for nothing, in the end? Like you’re not good enough? Like people you love are leaving? People not really caring how you feel? But then there’s that one person you found/find that will always listen, even if you feel like a burden on them, which they don’t think you are. That person always responds, cares, interested, and understands where you’re coming from. Me too…

    • @amiahlocklear7979
      @amiahlocklear7979 Год назад +1

      Me too

    • @noenope_
      @noenope_ Год назад +1

      Me too..

    • @ilianysdeltoro1456
      @ilianysdeltoro1456 Год назад +3

      I’m sorry you feel this way. We all deserve happiness, don’t be so hard on yourself.

    • @hunnybear0
      @hunnybear0 Год назад +4

      Yk sometimes life is just shit. You fall down and it laughs at you. It helps you up and then it pushes you down again. It’s like that two faced friend we’ve all had/will have that makes you feel so good at times and so incredibly bad at others. But there will always be a person, and friends, that you will find (or if you have found them yay!) that will be there for you. Them helping you up when life pushes you down is joy to them and you. And as much as having a supporting companion is helpful and lovely, you can do it to. You will struggle. But even if it doesn’t feel like it, it will be okay. And I know reading these words doesn’t fix things, but just know that everything you do will not be in vain. The world has beautiful plans for you, dear, and just know that even if you can’t feel it, you are loved. By me and I’m sure so many others. I love you, gorgeous, and you are so strong. I’m proud of you. Have the most pleasant of dreams, and goodnight

    • @x.pripayal.xbansee4588
      @x.pripayal.xbansee4588 Год назад

      Yeah but sometime u don't know what to do and then many people stab your back

  • @poltertronic4338
    @poltertronic4338 Год назад +1040

    I thought of my boyfriend when i listened to this for the first time. my girlfriend who committed suicide 6 years ago told me to listen to clair de lune whenever i was upset or missed her. so when i tell you i cried when i listened to this playlist for the first time when clair de lune came on, i mean it. its like her way of telling me that my boyfriend is the right one. that i wont be hurt anymore. that they're the one that ill be with for the rest of my life. now the song that brought me so many tears of pure anguish makes me feel so comfortable and loved.
    i know this probably means literally nothing but it does to me
    learning to let love and and let love in each and every day. this playlist is just a simple reminder of that.
    (and if my boyfriend just so happens to see this; i love you. you mean the world to me. thank you for existing. my shooting star

    • @emmamilton_trust
      @emmamilton_trust Год назад +70

      oh. my. god.
      your story is so tragic yet so beautiful at the same time. i hope you and your boyfriend get a happy ending.
      wishing you the best of luck 💞

    • @bsmith2046
      @bsmith2046 Год назад +19

      I hope you’re doing good

    • @lanazetaic9856
      @lanazetaic9856 Год назад +19

      Damn you made me cry even more than the playlist and life did

    • @simrans8050
      @simrans8050 Год назад +6

      thank you for commenting this… i needed a good sob

    • @olliee3460
      @olliee3460 Год назад +5

      this is so beautiful and sad. i hope your doing okay

  • @paula_ssk
    @paula_ssk 10 месяцев назад +53

    i don’t know him yet, but i know that he is on this planet somewhere. so until we find each other i will come back to listen to this every day. love is strange.

    • @Jessa4
      @Jessa4 20 дней назад +3

      It is like I’m so young and yet i know that my future partner is walking and breathing on the same earth… its so strange. Maybe ive met him maybe i havent i could have walked passed him one day. Isnt it so weird, i just love love haha. ❤

    • @tulipjk-bz2rh
      @tulipjk-bz2rh 15 дней назад

      same

  • @ellenakee
    @ellenakee Год назад +445

    POV: you met him. He's here. You always knew he was preparing for love alongside you, just in a parallel life. The entrance has arrived and the subdued serenity of it is breathtaking. His peace and your comfort are so valued. All at once.

    • @rociopch4982
      @rociopch4982 Год назад +3

      My favourite POV 💖

    • @angelaharazin8775
      @angelaharazin8775 Год назад +7

      holy shit

    • @Nessa-Saya
      @Nessa-Saya 11 месяцев назад

      @@angelaharazin8775 No, Holy Shift (Shifting joke srry srry lmao I couldn't help myself)

  • @your_biggest_haterr
    @your_biggest_haterr Год назад +252

    These types of comment sections are nice, it really shows that there’s a touch of good humanity in the world. It honestly gives me a spark of hope💗

    • @Nessa-Saya
      @Nessa-Saya 11 месяцев назад +1

      The only reason we have good is because of the bad... We all know what it is because it is. If it wasn't here then there would be no good either

    • @user-lookathestars
      @user-lookathestars 5 месяцев назад

      انا كذلك

  • @sierramackey5067
    @sierramackey5067 8 месяцев назад +10

    Ive neve felt more accepted snd understood .. hits hard after almost 8 years in a relationship ends

  • @salpartida
    @salpartida Год назад +497

    POV: you started crying, then realized you’re grilled cheese was still on the stove so you have to get out of your blankets and into the cold air of midnight for your snack and run to the kitchen, grab your grilled cheese, turn off the stove, come back to your room under the blankets and cry again…with your grilled cheese

    • @okguys141
      @okguys141 Год назад +45

      So………… touching

    • @gabjagi7323
      @gabjagi7323 Год назад +26

      this made me laugh 😆 thank you

    • @s1mp702
      @s1mp702 Год назад +10

      LMFAO

    • @s1mp702
      @s1mp702 Год назад +19

      Yk what imma go make myself a grilled cheese rn

    • @pumkinking8814
      @pumkinking8814 Год назад +17

      The chaos in the replies 💀

  • @simoneguadagnini2538
    @simoneguadagnini2538 3 месяца назад +15

    I just fell in love with a girl who i don't even know her name. I always see her when i come back from school perfect, talking to other guys, wishing her but never finding the courage to ask her. When i come home i always watch to myself wanting to be deserved. Some night i just can't hold it and cry for hours in my bed. I like it and this give me the fuel to continue improving on myself. It's good because i'm improving, but sad because i don't feel loved at all. As the time passes i learned to live without begin loved and begin lonely, working hard on myself. I still sees that girl, never talked to her but know that she is the reason why today i am what i become after hard work, but at what cost

    • @stroke2123
      @stroke2123 3 месяца назад +4

      Go ask her out, man! We only live once... be a man of God, take care of you and of your happiness! Those days you live right now... will never come back.. I know you think you will never want to feel like this again, but there will be a time when you will feel nothing, just emptyness! That s the moment when the nostalgia appears and God is gonna be the only power, support and love you will feel, for a long or a short time! Live your life, man! During this process take care of others but do not forget about your hearth! God loves you, mate!

    • @simoneguadagnini2538
      @simoneguadagnini2538 3 месяца назад +1

      Thank you brother for the time spent in writing this advice. Much respect, good luck

    • @christian_thereal
      @christian_thereal 22 дня назад

      @@simoneguadagnini2538have you asked her out yet?

  • @trueloverhn
    @trueloverhn Год назад +167

    Love is such a complex concept to me. Yet so simple. It comes in all types of shapes and forms, it can be gradual or hit you like a truck. You may have romantic or platonic feelings for so many people in life, and there wouldn't be a sure way to figure it out because love just makes you feel happy. Whether it's a small crush that fades in a week or a friend you've known for years, or at least that's how it feels.
    Personally, I think I was born to love. I hear stories from my mom about how I'd feed my little sister milk, and I can remember loving my siblings so much to the point of annoyance. I remember my kindergarten crushes, which became elementary crushes, and middle school, and finally, high school. Even though I give countless amounts of love to others, I have never once been in a relationship (not counting that situationship). I don't think I'm very suited for one. Although I could excuse myself saying "I'm too young" back in elementary and maybe middle school, now I can't. And I probably shouldn't even need an excuse to not be in one, and I'm not sure if it's normal to be so fearful of just being a little more than friendly with someone who was your friend, but there's no reason why I couldn't. I just can't. It's probably just my commitment issues speaking. And if you're reading this, congratulations, you've come across someone trying to figure out themself. I just want to be myself, but how can I when there are so many others who are better than me? Woops that's my insecurity speaking.
    In any case, I'll stop talking about sad mumbo-jumbo and start about why I clicked on this video. The title. "Close your eyes and dream of them." Two thoughts came to me when I read that. First, were two crushes that I have had dreams about. In small details, the dreams varied from going on a date in an old ice cream parlor, hanging out at their house, and going to a strange amusement park. They probably weren't the only ones I've had dreams about, but probably the only ones I remember. It's funny how I can think about them so much that they manifest in my dreams, but I can never get the courage to approach them at school. And the second thought came after I clicked on the video and read the title again. "Close your eyes and dream of them." The "them" isn't specified. And so, I thought of my father. My loving, caring, and thoughful father who stopped his smoking habits for us, and was maybe an alcoholic who was trying to stop. Why? Well, if it wasn't obvious, he's dead now. (it sounds like im trying to write a book or something) Not related to anything I past said. I though about him, because just as I said with the crushes, being able to manifest and see him, even if it's in my dreams.. Being able to talk to him, hug him, breathe him. I did dream about him once. I feel my dreams are very vivid, and the one with him was no different. But he was. Actually, he was a clone. A robot made to look, sound, and feel like my father. It felt like looking at a stranger, but I still hugged him. I held back my tears. I sat in a car ride with him. He wasn't my real father. The one who I watched movies with or who took us out to eat or walk or do whatever.
    And maybe I wrote this comment for my own selfish needs of rememberance. To soak in all the memories before they start to fade. To post this out into the internet in order to put my story out there. And maybe relate to someone, or someone relates to me. Whether you relate to being single all your life, or having vivid dreams, or having the middle name Marie, it's nice to be able to have something in common with someone else. If you're reading this, thank you for being here today. Please live to see another tommorow. And if you don't, I hope we'll see each other again another day.
    Sweet dreams.

    • @reetisingh969
      @reetisingh969 Год назад +9

      I hope you achieve everything you dream of

    • @lenore7783
      @lenore7783 Год назад +16

      That was fucking beautiful what the hell

    • @vanikorepu8596
      @vanikorepu8596 Год назад +10

      This made me cry. Thank you ❤️

    • @jen-r9t
      @jen-r9t Год назад +10

      Dammnnnnnn thiss issss beautifull.the way you described everything.i imagined everything in my head.its beautiful.thanku for sharing this💗

    • @bernice4928
      @bernice4928 Год назад +6

      That’s was so beautiful, you sound like a lovely human and I’m wishing you the very best ❤

  • @Hisakomii
    @Hisakomii Год назад +933

    POV: You're sitting on your roof outside of your room in your 2 story house with your partner that you've loved for as long as you can remember, and just stargazing with them while it's lightly sprinkling out. They point out the fact that you can see the big dipper in the sky, and you both start discussing cool reasons that it could be there. You make eye contact with them and you both laugh. You guys start talking about your future and what you want to happen, and it makes you both start imagining what it would be like if you were older. (As someone that isn't even old enough to drive a car yet, i love imagining the future i will have with my partner!

    • @emvzlalala
      @emvzlalala Год назад +15

      This literally made me almost cry, just imagining being with someone i dearly love while listening to this music is AHIFNWBSJSI. Anyways, i love you, have an incredible night!

    • @Hisakomii
      @Hisakomii Год назад +3

      @@emvzlalala Aww, You Have A Good Night As Well! I Love You Too. :)

    • @Hisakomii
      @Hisakomii Год назад +1

      @@juliac9279 Aww, That's Sweettt

    • @islemhamzaoui7959
      @islemhamzaoui7959 Год назад +3

      This is so sweet😭🥰💞💞

    • @enessivri9082
      @enessivri9082 Год назад +3

      it makes me more passionate to live, thank you.

  • @izzycare1184
    @izzycare1184 10 месяцев назад +65

    I feel an ache, a desire, a need, a homesickness. For a boy I’ve never met, never seen, never spoken to. Only dreamed of, only wanted, only loved in my mind and in my thoughts. But yet I miss us, I miss what we had, I miss him.
    I miss him more than anything…
    Edit: I’ve met one. He’s my boyfriend and I feel like he sees me. I’m so happy
    Edit 2: I never had him. I was delusional. Is love even real at this point?

    • @addison1450
      @addison1450 3 месяца назад

      I haven’t meet him yet but its a mix of this dream boy and walker scobell for me 🤣

    • @addison1450
      @addison1450 3 месяца назад

      I haven’t meet him yet but its a mix of this dream boy and walker scobell for me 🤣 so glad you’ve met him

  • @mayathayer1445
    @mayathayer1445 Год назад +37

    Yet, I’m still curious if sometimes when the room is quiet and you’re all alone, does an image of me ever cross your mind?

  • @thatslytheringurl2289
    @thatslytheringurl2289 Год назад +138

    You're a genius for making this
    *im leaving this comment here so that whenever someone likes it I can come here and feel his absence over and over again*🤞🏻👀💖

    • @Ruth-v6v
      @Ruth-v6v 3 месяца назад

      Cry and be happy

  • @lanieelleross
    @lanieelleross Год назад +155

    POV: you had your heart broken at 17, became a very cold, arrogant and mean person cause you thought there was no other way to feel after the abandonment. At the age of 19 you met someone who saved you from sadness and loneliness but all you did was treat them poorly and shitty. You excused yourself saying you couldn’t love anymore but somehow loved the way this person loved you. They were happy when you were happy, sad when you were sad. That bothered you in a way cause you promised you would never fall for love again. The relationship became toxic, they got tired when you admitted to finally loving them but it was too late. You had lost the opportunity and no matter what you did it was not gonna change their mind. You moved on from the first person only to realize that the second love hurts more. From then on you tried to find people to love you like they loved you, but no one ever seemed to fit the expectations. No one was ever good enough like them. So this time you became sad, depressed felt worthless. At the age of 21 you got proposed marriage, an arranged marriage. You would have it all, you wouldn’t have to worry about anything else but being the wife to someone you didn’t love. So you said no. At the age of 22 you met someone online who changed your whole life. In your mind you were meant to be, but it was never gonna happen cause they already had someone. At the age of 24 (current) you move away, become independent and look after yourself but this first love decides to stop by.. just to say hello after years of no contact. You’re body shakes and you feel butterflies. You realize they are no butterflies. You wanna throw up and scream and curse at this person for treating you this way. You are told it was not their fault. That they never meant to push you away, that they were forced to do so by their parents and send to the other side of the world. They also are independent and ask you to try and make this work out. You try. You try so hard. Cause you wanna make it work. You love this person and your heart belongs to them without a doubt. That it was a meant to be this way. That only a little suffering from both parties was needed to eventually find their way back together. Yes, you trying so fucking bad to make it work. You know long distance now and wanna be with them, you are gonna be with them so you better trust. You realize you can trust and give all your attention to someone you will forever care about but you can’t make them do the same for you. They ignore your texts and calls, you go crazy. Everything turns toxic. You’re on the roof of your house crying cause you don’t wanna give up on them. You convince yourself you’ve hurt so much for it to end like this. It hurts like hell. They tell you “we are no longer the kids we used to be, we are free now but we’re in love with our 17 year old selfs”. It pains you. You can’t believe it’s gonna end like this but it does. It ends for good. That same night you cry yourself to sleep and for the rest of the nights can’t sleep, you find this video and it hurts cause you truly believe they were always the one. So you click off and once more become cold and lonely. One day you wake you realizing you loved them, and always will. But what happened on it’s time had to happen. You’re okay and you face they reality of not being perfect. You’re not. Today at almost 4am you can’t sleep but not for the reasons of love, but because you’re too busy staying up and doing things that make you happy and encourage you to be who you are becoming. You realize that you never loved yourself the way you wanted to be love. So.. when I hear this I can’t thing of someone specific, just all the small thing in life that have made me who I am today.

    • @nancygreen1002
      @nancygreen1002 Год назад +15

      Truly touched my heart :)
      I loved the part that you said today at almost 4 am you are awake not because of love but busy doing what you love and makes you happy. I hope I can get there one day too.

    • @lou-gt3oy
      @lou-gt3oy Год назад +2

      This is beautiful

    • @annieg6048
      @annieg6048 Год назад +5

      POV: you lived this exact same story. 🫠

    • @zainabzafar2225
      @zainabzafar2225 Год назад +1

      Keep going!!

    • @trapstoner
      @trapstoner Год назад +2

      That was such a good read for 7:30am with this playlist in the background 🥺 ty

  • @ryokaa517
    @ryokaa517 Год назад +116

    Special
    I will never be special to you
    I will always be one of many
    I want to be special to you
    I want to be the one that you drive crazy about
    That you love effortlessly
    But I’m just one of many
    I wish you would feel the way I do
    I wish you would want to be with me
    But you don’t
    You just want no boundaries
    Is there even something like Love for you?
    Because you taught me there is something like love.
    Why don’t you want me
    I want to see your emotions
    But you don’t want me to see them to keep the distance between us
    Because it’s nothing serious as you already said many times
    But I want to be more
    We could make it work if you would actually want to.
    The thought of laying in your arms right now and you actually caring about me kills me. You just see an opportunity to have sex in me. Your actions speak louder than your words. You said things to me you would not say to something not serious. "I love you for tonight and for tomorrow - it didn’t feel weird saying I love you“
    “It feels like you’re my babe“
    Then you don’t text me in 4 weeks.
    What am I supposed to think?
    If you would want me you would have me.
    If you would want me you would take me.
    But you don’t
    I knew from the beginning that it won’t be anything serious. But still I fell for you like a child. I’m making a fool out of me because of you.
    How can I get rid of this?
    Letting you go would rip my heart apart. Knowing that you’re with others rips it too. Why can’t you just see in me what I see in you. But still I like you and see in you everything I want. Being loved by you. That’s all I’m asking for. But you can’t and will never give me that.
    And I understand that.
    But it hurts.

  • @Justifee
    @Justifee 11 месяцев назад +4

    How much I want to meet my soulmate… I need him sm.. I hope he’s alright rn. Love you❤01.11.23 11:46PM

  • @ashleychristine6815
    @ashleychristine6815 Год назад +116

    Things are quickly falling apart around me, but I deserve to rest, at least for a few hours

    • @xena2225
      @xena2225 Год назад

      I’m so proud of you babes! I love you strange human 🥰😘❤️

    • @MidnightStarling24
      @MidnightStarling24 Год назад

      I needed to hear that today

    • @heavenmargiela
      @heavenmargiela 10 месяцев назад

      U do 🤍

  • @macybradford2616
    @macybradford2616 Год назад +39

    I miss him so much guys.
    He was the one who got away. How could I have been so naive into letting him walk out of my life like that.

    • @Ju81462
      @Ju81462 Год назад +1

      I know how hard it is but you'll get better Macy, I promise.

    • @hleebeg
      @hleebeg Год назад +1

      So someone better can walk in. What is for you will not pass you. You have to let them go. Easier said than done but there you have it.

  • @angelinastar5169
    @angelinastar5169 6 месяцев назад +9

    I turned 18 a month agoo and i am still single no first kiss no bf... Maybe bcoz I haven't found the person yet and somewhat I'm scared to fall in love in this generation where cheating and breaking up is a flex and i am not ready for a heart break ❤

    • @ohohpelia2166
      @ohohpelia2166 2 месяца назад +1

      I'm 18 and I just got my first bf! It will happen dw

    • @angelinastar5169
      @angelinastar5169 2 месяца назад +1

      @@ohohpelia2166 ohh that's nice dear ✨
      Haha I'm not worrying just focusing on myself at the moment✌

  • @R0B1N_WH0
    @R0B1N_WH0 Год назад +157

    I didn’t know I needed this playlist so bad until now

  • @strawberry_priv.
    @strawberry_priv. Год назад +45

    reading the comments on this video, i realised that the human heart is a deep and emotional place. it’s not just something that loves or hurts, it’s a labyrinth. it’s a direct connection to everything that influences our lives. it’s a response to people who cause us immense gut-wrenching pain or the blissful peace we al crave. reading the comments on this video, i also realised that maybe i won’t ever have a love like romeo and juliet. and maybe that’s okay, and maybe it’s not. but at least i know i’m capable of loving someone so much it kills me. at least i know my heart is big enough for that. even if no one else has a heart big enough for me.
    and to the one person who clicked on “read more”, thankyou. and goodnight

    • @lowkeyasiax9241
      @lowkeyasiax9241 Год назад +1

      Thankyou for writing this. Makes me feel like im not alone, and you may not believe me but makes me have hope.

    • @strawberry_priv.
      @strawberry_priv. Год назад

      @@lowkeyasiax9241 I’m so glad I could give you that, thankyou

    • @megannienaber
      @megannienaber Год назад

      your welcome im proud of all of you i love you as what ever you want i love you i will always do even if i die ill love you all always and ill alway be proud of yall all of you dont give up im saying this to all of you i care adout you guys so much and yes i might be a stranger but im not a killler im not those type of werid or hater or yk im so proud of you guys i love you even if you dont i love you

  • @kesiagrosova4176
    @kesiagrosova4176 Год назад +185

    His eyes
    His skin
    His freckles
    His hair
    His lips
    His ears
    His height
    His smile
    His body
    His goofy times
    His emotional times
    His dramatic times
    His creative times
    His tired times
    His happy times
    His kindness
    His goofiness
    His happiness
    His whole personality ……..
    ……………..
    ………………….
    I love it all. I love HIM

    • @Abbieh07CB
      @Abbieh07CB 11 месяцев назад +1

      Same 💗

    • @aril0vesbaTmaN
      @aril0vesbaTmaN 10 месяцев назад +2

      me too! i just can’t find the courage to tell him how i feel. i’m scared that he will think im…idk. i’m scared that it’ll ruin our friendship that we have, although he’s my ex, he was the only guy who treated me right, thought about how i felt and cared for me. i know im young to be worrying about who im with, but i can’t picture my life without him…when we split ways i felt lost and empty and when he finally texted me i felt like the hole in my heart was fixed. Every time he texts me and i see the notification pop up i feel butterflies in my stomach and i have a big smile on my face. i want to tell him how i feel but what if he doesn’t feel the way i feel? idk but i just know that i love him so much and i would give anything in the world for him ❣️❣️❣️

    • @Candace711
      @Candace711 5 месяцев назад

      YES IF ONLY HE KNEW…..

    • @Theyluv_haileyduh
      @Theyluv_haileyduh Месяц назад

      But we're not even dating.....

  • @littleone4728
    @littleone4728 Год назад +162

    pov: you’re thinking about them again, a familiarity that embraces you every time they cross your mind but yet the distance between you two makes you yearn like never before, a gnawing and desire to be in their presence always. To feel the magic that they radiate, to bask in their sunlight, the comfort of a friend you’ve known for lifetimes… it’s quite beautiful.

    • @auroraread1897
      @auroraread1897 Год назад +5

      I feel this deeply. Right now, I’m not sure if I want more or if I’m happy staying as friends

  • @bugaboo4657
    @bugaboo4657 Год назад +106

    Dark screen for any one that needs it
    .
    .

  • @Soph3649
    @Soph3649 Год назад +107

    i’m listening to this while reading “it ends with us” at 2:30 am it doesn’t get much better than this.

  • @neltjeann
    @neltjeann Год назад +126

    His laugh…his smile…his hair…his compassion for others…his effort..his kindness…him.

    • @wizddy6581
      @wizddy6581 Год назад +1

      Gosh I love him so fucking much

    • @Candace711
      @Candace711 5 месяцев назад

      YESS I LOVE HIM I DREAM OF HIM EVERY NIGHT ❤

  • @dessssiii
    @dessssiii 2 года назад +169

    To everyone who sees this, I just want to say that I hope you have a great day, with your family, friends, partners, children, or if you are doing something fun yourself! If you haven't/had a good day, I can promise you that you will have a great day ahead! take care of yourselves❤️

  • @KyRigs
    @KyRigs 3 месяца назад +9

    To anyone in the comments that’s feeling lonely tonight…
    Just know you are loved and you are not alone. I’m really glad you exist 💛

  • @isabellewilkinson1103
    @isabellewilkinson1103 Год назад +114

    A lot of people interpret this playlist differently some it reminds them of the past and the sadness it created, others like me listen to this playlist and it relaxes them. No one I’ve ever met love to listen to sad music unless they are very depressed. I love listening to the first song, it’s one of my top 5 songs and it brings me great comfort because it shows me the potential of our future together. Even if we haven’t meet yet.
    Good night everyone

  • @tergeld5645
    @tergeld5645 Год назад +28

    I had a crush on this boy. At first i didn’t really cared about it, bcs it felt like a wave that just comes and goes. But as the time goes on i slowly got attracted to him. I learned about him one by one, and the time i knew that i really loved him was i looked into his eyes, and felt that the world stopped turning at that point, even though it was just a mere seconds. His eyes were so beautiful. I lost myself in them. Like golden hour brown, brown that shines like diamond and brown that you would see in the morning when sunlight comes through the woods and the branches then the whole forest would shine beautifully with that brown.
    I got a chance to sit next to him in class. I was over the moon. At first i couldn’t have a conversation, even a word wouldn’t come out of my mouth. That’s how nervous i was. Then we slowly cracked a few jokes, talked about his tattoos and talked about the way he always smells like cigarette.
    He would always sleep during class. And watching him sleep next to me felt somehow comfortable.
    Then he ended up with a girl from the other class. I didn’t get sad, bcs i kinda knew that this would happen. In other word, early from the start i fell in love with him knowing that he would never choose me back.
    Now that i look back at it, it was the purest one sided love i ever had.
    Every day i would get so excited just bcs of his eyes, every move he does makes me flutter and the every words that came out of his mouth was like a music to me.
    (excuse my english it’s really bad)

    • @Handles_Suck_No.1
      @Handles_Suck_No.1 Год назад +2

      Your english was amazing, also this was really cute

    • @ashleyyy438
      @ashleyyy438 Год назад

      Girllll u coulda confessed 👩🏻‍🦯

    • @tergeld5645
      @tergeld5645 Год назад

      @@ashleyyy438 he was one of the popular kids in school so i thought if i confess to him he might tell his friends about me and make fun of me. But now that i think about it I should’ve just done it🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @ashleyyy438
      @ashleyyy438 Год назад

      @@tergeld5645 it’s okay not to be okayyyyy …..don’t be pessimistic like what if he thinks ur nice ¿ what if he is interested in you ¿ what if he understands your feelingggggg ughhhh

  • @katrinalee3817
    @katrinalee3817 Год назад +59

    i can’t wait to meet the person that thinks of me when they listen to playlists like this.

  • @Ginger_uke
    @Ginger_uke Год назад +190

    POV: You both sit on the couch as it rains outside. They are on their phone, as you drink from your mug. Silence fills the air, but it’s comfortable. Delicate sounds of the rain and lovely feelings. You grew up together in a relationship and in a bundle all of the different memories from summers flash one by one into a spiral of colourful feelings and ideas. You breathe. You are at peace. It’s okay now.

    • @madi2830
      @madi2830 Год назад +1

      Could I use this scene for a book I’m writing? It’ll match perfect, but you don’t have to, of course! Not gonna pressure you! ❤

    • @anjapopovic851
      @anjapopovic851 Год назад +1

      @@madi2830 Dont give up on your book!

    • @Ginger_uke
      @Ginger_uke Год назад +1

      @@madi2830 Go ahead!!

    • @literally_slay
      @literally_slay Год назад

      i used to do this with my best friend. happy times….

    • @zainabzafar2225
      @zainabzafar2225 Год назад

      Yeah it's okay and comfortable now...

  • @facelessmiasma4664
    @facelessmiasma4664 Год назад +18

    Sometimes I feel like someone is waiting for me on the other side of some wall somewhere that I can’t reach, and sometimes, it kills me inside. That I can almost feel them, I’ve had dreams of them, known them, felt them curled up next to me, then have to realize they aren’t real.

  • @Des_cor
    @Des_cor Год назад +126

    The world really goes silent when the one you loved most, the one you put everything into, the one you trusted the most, goes and turns on you as if you meant nothing.

    • @kayleecolwell6920
      @kayleecolwell6920 Год назад +8

      This brought back some unpleasant memories

    • @snowinoutsidern3223
      @snowinoutsidern3223 Год назад +3

      @@kayleecolwell6920 all they are , are just memories

    • @kayleecolwell6920
      @kayleecolwell6920 Год назад +2

      @@snowinoutsidern3223 your right

    • @Mr.Faoustay
      @Mr.Faoustay Год назад +5

      The pain never really goes away. But you learn to be stronger, and overcome it. Everyone has scars. You're going to be okay, and things will get better.

  • @phoenixx.00
    @phoenixx.00 Год назад +39

    i was scrolling through this comment section, trying to find something to relate to. i only found a few, so here it is.
    she is the most beautiful, hilarious, unhinged, compassionate, amazing person i’ve ever met. i cannot express how strongly i feel for her. words won’t do it justice. i love her. i love her with my whole heart. i’ve loved her for so long now. she is my favorite human.
    but the thing is, she’s my best friend.
    and i am so afraid of telling her how i feel. i’m so afraid of how it will affect our friendship if she doesn’t feel the same way. and i’m pretty sure she doesn’t. i will probably tell her eventually, just not right now. the timing isn’t right, for either of us.
    so, yeah. i know this wasn’t very long compared to some of the others, but if you made it this far, thank you for reading. you are an amazing human. take care. ❤️

    • @SH1mster
      @SH1mster Год назад +4

      hey mate,
      i dont comment often on these kind of videos or the other comments, but this is just creepy how some people can be in almost the exact situation.
      i have one girl in my live that has been my best friend for like 8 years now, but since 4 years ago i started developing feelings for her and i wanted to see her more often.
      the reason why ive got some hopes is because everything she does, says, and suggests feels like there is a deeper meaning behind it.
      and i believe she really likes me too, but more as a friend.
      ive wanted to tell her about my feelings for about a year now but everytime im about to tell her, that voice in the back of my head tells me: what if she doesnt like you the way you like her, and what if it ruins the friendship because it would be simply too awkward?
      im still planning on asking her, but it just needs time, and if the time is there, both of you will know and maybe, just maybe, you could be together as more than friends
      i hope ou come through this mate, as i said, give it some time, take it easy.
      maybe go to a movie together more often, take her out for dinner or lunch, go to the fair or have deep conversations if you both feel like it, and then, if the time is there, you WILL have the courage to tell her how you feel about her
      best of luck mate❤

    • @willergordon
      @willergordon Год назад +1

      you dont always have enough time to tell someone you love them. you will regret not telling her if something happens. do it at the right time, but not too late. best of luck to you, i hope you have an amazing life with her.

    • @raquelsoares2192
      @raquelsoares2192 11 месяцев назад

      Same

    • @melvilprieur6927
      @melvilprieur6927 8 месяцев назад +1

      Hi, I see your comment 5 months later, do you have some news about your relationship ? I hope it's good for you 😊

    • @phoenixx.00
      @phoenixx.00 8 месяцев назад

      @@melvilprieur6927 no news… i decided it’s not worth risking our friendship to tell her how i feel

  • @elie360
    @elie360 2 года назад +107

    Me returning every night to listen to this.
    The touch of the rain in the background truly is everything as along with the music. It’s beautiful

  • @HalaMadrid56790
    @HalaMadrid56790 Год назад +6

    Pov:your dreaming of a fictional character

  • @helloworld68211
    @helloworld68211 Год назад +13

    do you ever feel like your missing that one missing puzzle piece in your mind? your mindset is just in the wrong place, take a deep breath and focus on your mind... forget all of your worries and regrets in your life.
    ~take a shower, brush your teeth, brush your hair, clean your room..~
    remember to take care of yourself....
    and remember your enough and someone loves you so much that they would go through a million suns just for you.

  • @Unidentified_UnknownUser
    @Unidentified_UnknownUser 6 месяцев назад +5

    Her smile, her very beautiful but cute face, her lips, her laugh, her eyes...her everything....I miss her
    (Hopefully I can get her back by the end of this year (: )

  • @TheLibrary124
    @TheLibrary124 Год назад +80

    Whenever I'm sad and hopeless, I always come back here to listen to this music and read comments from all of you. Thank you everyone for doing your best

  • @cosmina8975
    @cosmina8975 Год назад +11

    today I told my best friend that I like her. SHE LIKES ME BACK!!!! After talking to her I opened yt and I got this in my recommended :')

  • @idkanymore8881
    @idkanymore8881 3 месяца назад +4

    I'm perfectly mentally healthy!!! (I listen to this playlist every night while hugging my pillow to my chest and begging to be loved)

  • @Rae2020
    @Rae2020 Год назад +41

    His smile. his heart. his humour. The way he looks at you. The way understands you. The way he’s always helping people. His smarts. His love. His eyes. His voice. His personality. His everything. But the thing is, he’s my best friend. If I tell him how I really feel I’ll probably lose the only sense of safety I have left. When I’m with him.

    • @wizddy6581
      @wizddy6581 Год назад +1

      Same here, I already know he's never gonna like me back and a part of me wants to believe that seing him happy would be enough. Of course it's not, nights like these just remind me that I'll always go back to this pit, daydreaming about the life I could have had with him as I ignore it's lack of reality for the sake of feeling good, even if it is just for a short time

    • @raquelsoares2192
      @raquelsoares2192 11 месяцев назад

      Same

  • @rosey5730
    @rosey5730 Год назад +47

    This is what accepting it will never be the same and you can't do anything to change it feels like.

    • @hleebeg
      @hleebeg Год назад +3

      Don't let loss and the passage of time make you forget the bad bits too. Life is meant to be lived, not spent paused on a memory. You deserve to be happy x

    • @megannienaber
      @megannienaber Год назад

      dont give up keep living i belive in you

  • @9croissants
    @9croissants 6 месяцев назад +7

    no ones gonna see this but when claire de lune started playing i immediately thought of this guy i used to like for a very long time. he was a talented pianist and performed that piece during a valentines concert. i remember sitting outside alone listening to him play because i didnt know he was so good and if i were to watch him i wouldnt be able to take my eyes off him.

  • @-thesisi-1295
    @-thesisi-1295 Год назад +6

    Everyone is talking about their s/o and I'm over here imagining...
    He has his head buried in my chest and arms wrapped around me, they'd just woken up from their nightmare. Our legs are entwined and I hear her mumble "this is humiliting" as they nestle in closer to me. I run my fingers through his long dark hair as I hum a lullaby. he's been treated wrong his whole life, lied to, betrayed, left unwanted. But I know how she feels and I'm here. Everyone sees him as this manipulative, cold, monster but not me. They will aways be my love, my dear, my Loki

  • @mehaklawania503
    @mehaklawania503 Год назад +138

    Pov :- you are having a bad day , you are in your sheets , it's a cold cold night , you can hear the clock ticking, you can hear your breath , the rise the fall , your room is empty but your mind is not , your head seems like the most crowded place to you at this point, you feel suffocated and you are searching for air in that empty empty room , but you lay there lifeless, silent , eyes open tears sliding down from side , no one hears you struggling no one helps you you clutch your blanket and your pillow making yourself smaller and smaller, so the warmth stays, so that the suffering lessen , defeated you close those eyes hoping to never open them again

  • @bruh-en3ti
    @bruh-en3ti 4 месяца назад +6

    I love when I put on one of these videos and get to read the comments. It's so comforting and soothing.

    • @bruh-en3ti
      @bruh-en3ti 3 месяца назад

      I keep coming here on late nights, so I'll just use my comment to let out my feelings, so if someone is reading this, well, good luck I guess😂

    • @bruh-en3ti
      @bruh-en3ti 3 месяца назад

      I've known this girl for 4 years (start of highschool till now - graduation), I was never really romantically interested in her. I viewed her as kind of attractive, but nothing out of the ordinary. For some reason, after our graduation party, I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. Like something switched in my brain. It is true that I had a gf for most of my highschool, so my brain could've just blocked it out automatically. Whatever, the point is that i really can't stop, I'm going nuts! She's in my head 24/7 and I don't know what to do. Like, high school just ended for me forever... I'm thinking of throwing a party in my house just so I can see her😆. I'm pretty sure she liked me in the past but I'm not so sure about her feelings now. I was with her today for a while, after we got our graduation certificate, but it felt like a friendly talk, nothing more. So I don't know if I should just ask her out or something, cuz if she's not interested it's gonna be real awkward and I'm probably never gonna see her again after that. It is possible that it's just a short crush, but I've never been thinking of someone this intensely.

    • @bruh-en3ti
      @bruh-en3ti 2 месяца назад

      As of yesterday, she's officially my girlfriend! It feels surreal especially when reading my previous comments. Honestly, I didn't really believe that we would actually be together. I feel really happy and can't wait for what the future holds. But at the same time I want to enjoy this moment, this surreal feeling which doesn't last long. So I'm just going to play this video for the millionth time and think about her.

    • @bruh-en3ti
      @bruh-en3ti 27 дней назад

      I'm so happy

  • @frankieskipperr
    @frankieskipperr Год назад +44

    this reminds me of what growing up feels like idk why

    • @resagrimes
      @resagrimes Год назад +2

      same

    • @hleebeg
      @hleebeg Год назад +3

      Melancholy and a bit nostalgic

  • @lily52v32
    @lily52v32 Год назад +52

    I’m listening to the playlist at 5am. It brings relaxation and healing. The nature sound so magnificent while there is no other sound outside. You feel like you are side of this great world and actually never alone.

  • @SomebodyZa
    @SomebodyZa 4 месяца назад +8

    Have you ever felt like there’s a missing puzzle in your life and your not able to find it until that person comes in and makes your life better and you fall in love with them but there’s only 1 month and half to school before you change school and never see them again . I did and still do😁

  • @aranzaespinosa3614
    @aranzaespinosa3614 Год назад +18

    The comment seccion of this kind of videos is my safe place!, love to read stories about people finding their true love and stories about trying to found love, about healing, this brings to me so much calm and knowledge that I'm not the only one who is struggling, I wish everyone love, inner peace and I wish you to heal everyting that you're struggle with, I send you so much light

  • @climysingha523
    @climysingha523 Год назад +23

    ♡ Elegancy is her touch
    Beautiful is her way
    Pretty is her hair
    Ocean deep is her eyes
    Calmness is her kiss
    Miracles is her way
    Blessings is her looks
    Enchanting is she spoke
    I love you to me
    I smiled in my dreams happily ♡

  • @flimx2826
    @flimx2826 Год назад +15

    I cried, SO FRICKING HARD last night because of this playlist. There is a boy. I really like. Like really like. And he liked me back. We were both so happy for two months. Goind to theme parks. Hiking. Watching scary movies. And then it ended. He got deppressed. And his happniess disapered. And so did mine. I hate myself so much for it. That I let him go. But here we are once again. Broken.

  • @alexisthaxton4903
    @alexisthaxton4903 Год назад +13

    He is my home. The ever so candid love of my life. The thought of his delicate face blooms a garden of butterflies in the pit of my stomach. His touch is felt with every singular nerve in my body. His voice smoothes and scratches that itch in my brain. Love is not big enough of a word to describe the way he makes me feel. No words can ever express how much he means to me. The mere thought of knowing I can never find a word big enough to describe the sea of love I have for him is a pain I can bear to love him all over again, each and every day.
    I thank my lucky stars every day that I have found a man like him. He cherishes me, heals me, cares for me, ignites me... what a lucky woman I am. To have and hold, on to this pure heart until I take my last breath. He is my everything and more. I tell him that he means the universe to me and with every star, planet, and galaxy I sincerely mean it.

  • @Swirly_x
    @Swirly_x 7 месяцев назад +4

    Do you know that weird feeling of somehow being connected to this one person? But the thing is, this person is soooo faaaaar…you cant reach them. Thats a pain you cant describe. You are watching at the pictures and just feel peace. You look at the eyes, the smile, the way he laughs, walks, talks and treats others. His pure presence lets you feel like you‘re home. But then you are getting thrown back to reality and you notice…Its just a picture, a person you can never reach. You looking up to the sky and just asking the universe: Why? Why are you putting this person so far away from me? Is it a Challenge? Or just the simple but painful sentence „Maybe in another universe“

    • @amybarton2664
      @amybarton2664 6 месяцев назад

      Wow. Yes. I thought it was just me...

  • @garbageloser8521
    @garbageloser8521 2 года назад +65

    This reminds me of a time of my best friend’s sad story.
    So I had a friend named Sam and we were really close in Kindergarten to Highschool. In freshman year we were really nervous but we were ok after the first day. He was the funniest person and loyal like he was a brother. He soon got c0v1d and got stuck in the hospital , we called a ton because he was nervous about it. He soon got out fine and we continued the rest of the year carefully and smoothly, I made sure he was ok and that he didn’t feel sick or anything. One day his mother died and he started to go into a depression and we hanged out less but I kept coming over to comfort him about it. When we had her funeral he kept crying because his mother was so caring and sweet until she passed sadly.He was crying next to me and after that he has recovered but I still make sure he is ok.