Oh my lovely girl, I wish I could come through this screen and hug you. Please let your tears flow, it definitely helps. We all love you Faye💕😊🏴😊💕
Dear sis, want your mental state to be protected. If you go through this again and you feel you want to update us then only please do so after there is a positive outcome and not update along the way. I just don't want you to have the burden of telling us it hasn't worked out on top of dealing with it yourself.
Oh my darling, you are absolutely not a let down. I know you're heartbroken but this isn't anyone's fault, especially not yours. You absolutely have got this, this is just a blip in the road and you can get through this ❤xx
I don't know what to say Faye. There aren't any words, just clichés and you don't need them. Be with steve and your boys and grieve because it is a loss. You will get through this, I know that from experience. The pain will soften. Take all the time you need x
Faye please give yourself time to heal sweetheart and Steve too …. Do not worry about putting videos out as that’s the least of your troubles right now. I’m so so sorry love I was hoping it would be successful for you. Sending much love to you all xx
Fingers crossed as I watch this. I’ve never been so sad for someone I don’t know. You are a very strong woman and you got this, there will be another chance xo
*tight hug* I cried with you, I was trying to think of something to say because I just wanted to help you feel less defeated, what I came up with is something I heard “you grow through what you go through” you’re strong and your tears are full of power and manifestations- I really believe and see you both getting where and what you want, I hope you’re doing better mentally Faye xxx🖤xxx (sorry for the waffles reading this lol)
Oh Faye, so sad for you baby girl. My niece had several failed attempts, and now has the most beautiful little girl who is just a month old. She nearly gave up at one point. I can’t tell you how happy she is that she persevered. You’ll get there. Sending SO much love❤️❤️
Oh no, I’m so sorry it wasn’t to be this time. Take time for yourselves as a couple, and a family. When you’re ready, you can try again sweetheart. We, your virtual family love you and are with you through this xx❤️
Faye please don't give up my niece has done this 3 times now. She's now pregnant with her 2nd pregnancy. You keep strong beautiful. We are all behind you and Steve ❤❤❤❤❤
Oh babe please do not blame yourself in any way, it isn't your fault. Take time to heal and be with your boys and big Steve. Sending lots of love to you all 💐
These things happen hun it’s not your fault. Don’t be hard on yourself and be grateful for the boys you do have. Enjoy every minute of life and stay strong ❤❤❤❤
Awww Faye - I'm really sorry. From personal experience I know how you're feeling and how feckin shit it is! Stop beating yourself up, you've done everything you could do and more! You're doing a such a brilliant job showing the world the reality of IVF. Your courage, determination and amazing sense of humour will get you through this, along with your Steve and your boys. We're all behind you girl. Xxx
Faye, you definitely are not a failure. Don't think like that hun. Sometimes it doesn't work the first time. But the next time could be the one. Like you say keep on at the gym and stay positive ❤. And if you're crying in another video - that's ok. I hope you still have a lovely time with the boys over the summer.
I am devastated for you all. Faye, please don't put pressure on yourself. You aren't a failure. Unfortunately, it wasn't meant to be. But that doesn't mean it wont happen next time. I wanna hug you. I am so so sorry 😢 ❤ xx
Oh sweet Faye. Let your emotions out. It's been a rollercoaster of a time for you, mentally, physically, lifestyle, everything. Please will you let me post the crowd funding page for you? Were all here to support you. And, when you feel the time is right you've just got that little extra helping hand from your RUclips family cheering you on. Love you sweet lady. You are the strongest person I know ❤ xx
Hi it was one of the first things I thought of to help them both I’m sure most of all the Lovely Subscribers would want to give. Every penny would help to let them try again when they are ready .Please do it x❤
@@christinewilson3892 I've had the page sitting ready to go live as she mentioned the costs with the first try so I said any penny counts. I don't want Faye to feel uncomfortable though. But I really want to just let it go live and it be a way everyone who can spare any change, really help all of them. She shouldn't have to go back to that place, splitting her self between there and her family. Crashing from shifts. Not being able to have a stable routine in life and quite frankly taken the piss off with extra shifts. She's helped a lot of women and girls here with their confidence etc. Now we can give back ❤
Cried with you Faye ! I think loads of us have ! 😢 Feel like I know you through your videos, been following for 3 years ! I’m heart broken for you 🥹 🪽 🙏🏼 🪽 Keep going ! Positive moves everyday towards your goal ! From the video it sounds like you have a plan in place moving forward! We are all right here with you 🌟 💪🏼 🌟
I did IVF and then was told it was not possible for it to work and to accept I’m never having children, I’m now a mum to 2 daughters , I never accepted it but didn’t make it my main focus, and fell pregnant Sending Love to you x ❤️🌸
@Jade-jd8qq wow , I mean I can't believe I even have to say , all the hormones she's had to inject into herself , all the appointments she's had to attend , childcare for her boys ,financial strain , emotional stress and loss she will be grieving I'd imagine you would convince yourself as much as you try not to that it worked and to find out it hasn't is deverstating . The whole process has been their whole lives for a few months now .Why did you even need to be pedantic and ask. Fayes videos was the first time I've ever came across ivf and it looks gruelling anyone with basic human empathy can see how much shes been through .
Aw Faye I'm so sorry you didn't get the outcome you so desperately wanted. Please don't apologise for crying, don't mimamize your feelings. Your grieving for the future you hoped for, for the little embroy you gave a chance. You have been through so much physically and mentally, take time to heal & we will all be by your side when your ready again. Sending so much love ❤
I’m so sorry Faye Just wanted to hold you and give you the biggest hug So brave of you to share that emotion with us and don’t ever hold back the tears They need to flow. Sending your strength and love x
I'm so sorry. You're not a let down! You're an amazing, kind hearted lady. I know how hard infertility is and it's absolutely soul destroying. I pray you get your dream come true one day. I pray for anyone going through this right now. Sending you love and light ❤❤
i'm so sorry Faye, you have bared your heart and soul in front of all of us, i had tears watching this, i will pray you and Steve will one day get the baby so so long for, its all in God's hands have faith. Chin up girl your strong and an inspiration to us all
You are doing the right thing by accepting the emotions and processing them. That is an achievemnt in itself! If you decude to try again, the clinic understands how your individual body works now and can tailor meds and things to you better I imagine. I see loads of people take multiple attempts before it works. Whilst don't lose hope, it is still okay to feel sad. Your feelings are valid and you are doing an amazing job at processing everything. ❤
Hey thank you for this x yeah I’m prepared for if it takes a few goes. I dunno you just don’t expect it, but onwards and upwards ready for the future and what it may bring ♥️♥️♥️
Cry if you want to Faye, im sat here crying for you. I'm just so disappointed for you. It's wonderful that ste is so supportive and wants to try again but I'm sure your nervous however don't lose faith.
Awww Faye…I’ve never felt so sad for someone I have never met. You really don’t need to mask your grief for us…It’s ok to be sad…You are very much the same personality as me but honestly…Take time and do what makes you happy. I can only speak for myself but I’ll wait for you and your videos. If you want to try again then don’t give up…A true crime RUclipsr I watch has 2 boys from IVF, remarried and then tried for a very long time but she had her miracle last year at the age of 50. Time is on your side xxx❤
I'm crying with you😢But your so strong and it's not the end ❤You are not a failure and you are allowed to be upset Hun.You can try again when your ready and Steve,the boys and all of us are behind you❤️Sending you lots of love ,keep your chin up xxxx♥️🥰
You have a beautiful family already and I’m sure your time will come again, I’ve been there and I know it’s really heartbreaking but you need to give yourself a break and don’t pressurise yourself 🤞🤞🤞x
Oh Faye I just wish I could give you the biggest hug. Please don't worry about content we are all here for you. I'm so sorry, I know the words won't help but I truly mean it. Please be gentle on yourselfers it been a hard process for you all. When the time is right try again, get yourself stronger in your mind. Love to you xxx
Faye I’m so sorry, we can all see how much this means to you and I’m absolutely heartbroken for you! Please don’t give up hope, we are all keeping everything crossed for you that you do get that special little one some day soon! Sending you all so much love ❤❤ xx
I’m so sorry it didn’t work out this time but everything happens for a reason & I’m certain it WILL happen one day 🥺 Please don’t beat yourself up Faye. Love to you all ❤
Faye, that was a difficult watch but must've been much more difficult for you to make. I'm so sorry for you, big Steve and the boys, I can't begin to imagine how you are feeling but wishing I could make everything better for you. Hugs sweetheart ❤xx
I am so very sorry Faye. There is always hope so as you say move forward when you are able and go again. A colleague of mine had the ICSI treatment to conceive as she was told she wouldn’t be able to conceive naturally, had a baby as a result, then went on to conceive 2 more children naturally so anything is possible. Sending you love and hugs. Ruth xxx
Oh my lovely. Sorry very sorry. I know this feeling so so well. And it crushes you. Please don't give up. 9 years I waited for my little miracle. The journey wasn't easy at all. 3 rounds of IVF. You got this Hun. Love you. Big hugs xx
Thank you so much x it’s really reassuring to hear even though you went through the shit I’m so happy it worked out x I believe it will, onwards and upwards ♥️♥️♥️
I’m crying for you my darling, sending you the biggest hug ever. Keep going and keep strong, it will happen sweetheart, I have this gut feeling it will xx
Faye you are a beautiful girl both inside and out. Don't give up. I tried for a few years to have a baby and just when I said "oh well it's just not meant to be, the following weeks I discovered I was pregnant. I was 42 at the time. Praying for you. God bless you and your family 🙏❤.
Oh Faye I am so so sorry for you but please don’t give up. I have a niece who had 3 rounds of IVF and she has the most beautiful twins who are so precious. I pray for you and your lovely family that your dream comes true. Stay strong and we are all sending you our very best wishes for the future xx❤️❤️
Sending a big squeeze, lovely! It's important to honour your feelings, even if those feelings are heavy and hard to cope with. 🤍 Please remember this is all just part of a bigger process, and it can often take a few attempts. All hope is not lost. There is still time. Let yourself feel, and then try to take logical steps towards the future - whether that be future rounds of IVF or focusing on your own mental wellbeing for a while. Everybody is cheering you on from afar. ✨
Aww Faye, I am beyond heartbroken for you all that it didn't happen this time but it will. Good things come to those who wait. Take some time for yourself and if you need to cry...let it out!!! You're so strong and amazing and you've got this and we're all behind you!! Sending you so much love and hugs ❤❤❤❤ xxxx
Aww Faye cry as much as you need, we are all friends here! Such a delicate and emotional journey. You’re doing great. Have faith everything in gods time. Stay strong, stay positive. Steve is an absolute treasure. You got this! Sending hugs, and prayers. ❤🙏💐
Sending big massive hugs your way. Cry all you want in future videos! We don’t mind. Give yourself buckets of grace, you deserve all of it right now xxx
Oh I’m totally gutted for you both. I was crying with you and was going to stop the video but thought if you’re brave enough to share this journey with us then I have to watch till the end. Please try not to lose hope, go back to work, go back to the gym, get back into a routine and do what makes you happy. It will happen, we’re all here for you Faye ❤
Faye can you not put up the link where it says to buy you a coffee and we can donate as little as £1 or as much as we can afford. I can’t afford much but I’d like to donate to help you out, if anyone deserves a baby it’s you and Steve ❤
Absolutely gutted for you. Cried with you at the end. It’s so shit for you and I’m wishing so much that if you do decide to try again that it’s successful. I’m so sorry, you’re not a let down and don’t ever think that. Take your time to recover and then if you decide that you’re going to have another go, you know that everyone here is praying for you! Take care of you. ❤
I’m so so sorry hun, I crossed everything I had to see your bundle❤ please don’t give up and keep trying!! You never know this medicine could have helped too, please stay strong, I’m a text message away if you need anything ❤️❤️❤️
You amazing soul Faye, don’t ever feel like a ‘let down’ We absolutely never know what life has in store for us, but look at those beautiful supportive boys you have around you, you are amazing! I have watched your videos for years, such a pure genuine soul, that deserves everything and more, your time will come beautiful lady ❤ Xxx
Awww Faye, my heart is breaking for you…please don’t be disheartened, it can take a few attempts lovey, not many people have it work first attempt, I hope you decide to try again…and I know it’s easy to sit here and say this, knowing what you have to go through with it all, but you and Steve are so strong, stay positive you are AMAZING!!! and don’t let any dickheads get YOU down…massive massive hugs and love to you all 🫶🏻
Awww no. I'm so sorry. I have followed your IVF journey and I really hoped it would work for u and Steve. Big hugs to you both. I hope u can try again when you're both ready mentally. ❤❤xxx
My darling girl. I absolutely love you ❤. I've been watching your videos for months, and then I realised I wasn't even subscribed because I'm a fanny 😂. That has now been rectified, and I'm officially part of your amazing channel. 🎉. I've watched your IVF journey with my heart in my mouth, and I was so devastated to hear the outcome, but you're a bloody warrior. You don't even know your own strength. I'm so proud of you 👏. You'll have your precious bundle soon 💓 stay strong 💪. I just wanted you to know that when I first found your channel, I was in a bad place, and you made me smile and laugh for the first time in a long time. At the end when you tell us, we are all amazing and not to let anyone get us down. You pulled me up from a very dark hole. Your incredibly special and a beautiful soul. Love ya 😘 💗 Nic xxxxxxxxxxx
My darling I was praying for you. Your a strong woman and you've got this, sending hugs, love and kisses. Xxx I'm in tears with you it's not the end to go again when ready We are all here with you never forget this xxxx
This is genuinely so kind! Honestly you don’t have to do that, I appreciate it so much. I’m going again in October and working using savings etc x thank you ♥️♥️♥️
Youre not a let down you have no control over this. Take some time to process everything and then when you're ready try again. Nothing is guaranteed either way and all we can ever do is keep striving towards our goals. The harder the journey the stronger it makes you. Don't give up on your dream 1st go didn't work that doesn't mean it won't you know that, the experts know and that's why they do more then 1 cycle. Right now you're mentally shot to pieces and your body is full of hormones. Step away from it all until your stronger then start your journey again. This is just a rest stop not an end xxx
Faye dont ever be doubtful. Faye just find something positive like u said going to gym it will make ur mind very strong and positive. Ur amazing and good things happen to good people. I had alot of difficulties as well it took me 10 years and i question myself too but strong body and mind is very healing and u honestly get thru anything. Things happen when u least expect them to. Faye you can do this x.
Oh, Faye, I'm so sorry to hear this. It's so heartbreaking. We can see how much this meant to you. You are so lovely. You are brave and strong. Sending virtual hugs to you and your beautiful family. ❤
Bless your ❤ it'll happen Faye dont despair ! whatever happens youve got your beautiful son's and big steve by your side must be incredibly hard at the moment but God works in mysterious ways X
Aww faye I'm so sorry it didn't work out. Dont give up, you have done amazing and so strong, to share this part of your life with us, really takes alot. You can see you are an amazing mum. You honestly deserve the world. ❤
Awwwwww Faye 😢😢 I’m acc sobbing for you 😢😢 you are an inspiration!! And Steve omg what a gem he is !! You are so lucky you’ve got your three boys ❤️ and it’ll work out for you it will !! Good things do come to those who have to wait that bit longer. Please stay strong and never ever change your so lovely 🥰
Aw sweetheart, I’m just watching now…if anyone deserves a baby together it’s you and Steve … and fuck me I don’t even know you… You are one of the most honest and genuine person on YT… it will happen for you 🙏♥️♥️
Oh my darling Faye. I am so proud of you and Steve. You are two amazing people. My heart just aches for you. I’m so sorry it didn’t work this time but please, love don’t give up. When you’re ready try again. Take all the time you need to grieve and heal. We love you and are rooting for you
I don’t comment much but I have been following you for a couple of years now. And i genuinely have never wanted someone to be pregnant as much as I want it for you and big Steve. You will get there in the end your day will come 🩷💙. I know what it feels like to want a baby so much that you feel heartbroken with every negative test! My son passed away when he was 8 weeks old and when I was ready to try for my rainbow baby I felt like it was just never going to happen! But it did and I went on to have two more children. Honestly sounds funny as I have never met you but that was hard to see you so upset and I feel your pain! you seem to be such a lovely genuine person and I honestly can’t wait for the post when you announce you are pregnant 🩷. Keep going we are all rooting for you both 🩷💙
❤ I was inspired by louloumacd to donate and I hope others follow... I've never wanted something so much for someone I've never met in person... Fabulous Faye and Super Steve you are such a lovely couple and I wish you the best xx hugs from Jacquie xx ❤
This is genuinely so kind! Honestly thank you so much. We are doing another round in 8 weeks, we are working and using savings, just being here watching my vids is enough honestly ♥️
Oh Faye, cry get it out. Let yourself be sad. It wasn't ment for you this time beautiful lady. It hurts and it's heartbreaking but it can work and you are still young enough for it to work another time. If l could reach out to you and big Steve and give you a big hug. Keep going, keep fighting and the word that has helped me get through loads of things is HOPE, there is always another time and always hope. Sending lots of love ❤❤ xxx
Oh my lovely I am so sorry I wanted to give you such a big hug I am heartbroken take time out and rest this was so hard to watch you cry girl don't give up ❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤my love to u all
Faye please please please don’t be disheartened and don’t give up!! You’ve done so well with your weight loss and dealt with the process so well!! We are on our 6th round and are so thankful to be able to keep trying. Let your body recover from this cycle and do what you need to do!!🤍🤍
Oh Faye this is absolutely heartbreaking, I'm so fucking sorry, it's honestly the hardest journey ever!! Sending you so much love, please look after yourself ❤
Oh my lovely girl, I wish I could come through this screen and hug you. Please let your tears flow, it definitely helps. We all love you Faye💕😊🏴😊💕
Love you all right back! Thank you for being so kind ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Dear sis, want your mental state to be protected. If you go through this again and you feel you want to update us then only please do so after there is a positive outcome and not update along the way. I just don't want you to have the burden of telling us it hasn't worked out on top of dealing with it yourself.
It's OK to cry 😢 I've been where you are and it's hard. It's not over just not right now - I now have 2 ivf babies so hang on in there Faye xxxx
ooo thats amazing ....see theres hope ....an you have to cling on to hope .....❤
That’s so reassuring thank you ♥️♥️♥️
17,000 views on this video. If we all donated a £1, we could support Faye and Steve to go for it again when they are ready ❤
I would Absolutely Love that x❤️
I said the same before ❤️ I would donate for sure
Yes me too ❤
I’ve donated already 😊
@laurahinitt302 ❤❤hopefully more people will join us ❤❤
Oh my darling, you are absolutely not a let down. I know you're heartbroken but this isn't anyone's fault, especially not yours. You absolutely have got this, this is just a blip in the road and you can get through this ❤xx
Thank you so much for this ♥️♥️♥️
I don't know what to say Faye. There aren't any words, just clichés and you don't need them. Be with steve and your boys and grieve because it is a loss. You will get through this, I know that from experience. The pain will soften. Take all the time you need x
It’s not a loss. It’s disappointment.
Thank you Victoria, gutted it didn’t work but onwards and upwards! Thanks again ♥️♥️♥️
Faye please give yourself time to heal sweetheart and Steve too …. Do not worry about putting videos out as that’s the least of your troubles right now. I’m so so sorry love I was hoping it would be successful for you. Sending much love to you all xx
So sorry 😞 Don't put too much pressure on yourself. You have been through alot xx
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Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Fingers crossed as I watch this. I’ve never been so sad for someone I don’t know. You are a very strong woman and you got this, there will be another chance xo
You’re really lovely thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️
*tight hug*
I cried with you, I was trying to think of something to say because I just wanted to help you feel less defeated, what I came up with is something I heard “you grow through what you go through” you’re strong and your tears are full of power and manifestations- I really believe and see you both getting where and what you want, I hope you’re doing better mentally Faye xxx🖤xxx (sorry for the waffles reading this lol)
Oh my Darling I’m so very sorry Please don’t give up Sending you all the Love in the world x❤️
Oh Faye, so sad for you baby girl. My niece had several failed attempts, and now has the most beautiful little girl who is just a month old. She nearly gave up at one point. I can’t tell you how happy she is that she persevered. You’ll get there. Sending SO much love❤️❤️
Oh no, I’m so sorry it wasn’t to be this time. Take time for yourselves as a couple, and a family. When you’re ready, you can try again sweetheart. We, your virtual family love you and are with you through this xx❤️
Love you all right back! Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️
Faye please don't give up my niece has done this 3 times now. She's now pregnant with her 2nd pregnancy. You keep strong beautiful. We are all behind you and Steve ❤❤❤❤❤
Oh babe please do not blame yourself in any way, it isn't your fault. Take time to heal and be with your boys and big Steve. Sending lots of love to you all 💐
Bless you heart . Keep strong it will happen .xx
These things happen hun it’s not your fault. Don’t be hard on yourself and be grateful for the boys you do have. Enjoy every minute of life and stay strong ❤❤❤❤
Awww Faye - I'm really sorry. From personal experience I know how you're feeling and how feckin shit it is!
Stop beating yourself up, you've done everything you could do and more!
You're doing a such a brilliant job showing the world the reality of IVF. Your courage, determination and amazing sense of humour will get you through this, along with your Steve and your boys. We're all behind you girl. Xxx
You are so kind! Thank you x I hope you’re doing ok ♥️♥️♥️
Oh mate, I’m gutted! 🥺 please do not lose hope and keep fighting like the lioness you are 💪🏼 lots of love to you all ♥️
You’re amazing thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Faye, you definitely are not a failure. Don't think like that hun. Sometimes it doesn't work the first time. But the next time could be the one. Like you say keep on at the gym and stay positive ❤. And if you're crying in another video - that's ok. I hope you still have a lovely time with the boys over the summer.
Sending you so much love 😞 I had to skip to the end I was too eager and my heart breaks for you all. 🖤
I am devastated for you all.
Faye, please don't put pressure on yourself. You aren't a failure. Unfortunately, it wasn't meant to be. But that doesn't mean it wont happen next time.
I wanna hug you. I am so so sorry 😢 ❤ xx
Ahh honestly thank you x onwards and upwards my friend ♥️♥️♥️
I hope this encourages others to donate and help you all on your journey ❤
Good idea ! How do you donate ? X
I found out how to do it ! Thanks 🙏🏼 such a good idea x
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❤ You inspired me and fingers crossed others follow xx hugs from Jacquie xx ❤
Oh sweet Faye. Let your emotions out. It's been a rollercoaster of a time for you, mentally, physically, lifestyle, everything.
Please will you let me post the crowd funding page for you? Were all here to support you. And, when you feel the time is right you've just got that little extra helping hand from your RUclips family cheering you on.
Love you sweet lady. You are the strongest person I know ❤ xx
Hi it was one of the first things I thought of to help them both I’m sure most of all the Lovely Subscribers would want to give. Every penny would help to let them try again when they are ready .Please do it x❤
@@christinewilson3892 I've had the page sitting ready to go live as she mentioned the costs with the first try so I said any penny counts. I don't want Faye to feel uncomfortable though. But I really want to just let it go live and it be a way everyone who can spare any change, really help all of them.
She shouldn't have to go back to that place, splitting her self between there and her family. Crashing from shifts. Not being able to have a stable routine in life and quite frankly taken the piss off with extra shifts. She's helped a lot of women and girls here with their confidence etc. Now we can give back ❤
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Cried with you Faye ! I think loads of us have ! 😢
Feel like I know you through your videos, been following for 3 years ! I’m heart broken for you 🥹
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Keep going ! Positive moves everyday towards your goal !
From the video it sounds like you have a plan in place moving forward! We are all right here with you 🌟 💪🏼 🌟
That’s really nice of you! Honestly thank you x yes we are going for our 2nd round in October, we wont be giving up ♥️♥️♥️
Ohh faye im so sorry but you shud go again the problem is theres no guarantees hun stay strong, heal and go forward xxx much love hun xxx❤❤❤
Thank you ♥️♥️♥️
I did IVF and then was told it was not possible for it to work and to accept I’m never having children, I’m now a mum to 2 daughters , I never accepted it but didn’t make it my main focus, and fell pregnant Sending Love to you x ❤️🌸
Please don't throw yourself back into ,"life" take some time to grieve . You've been through so much .Sending lots of love to you both ❤️
What has she been through?
@Jade-jd8qq wow , I mean I can't believe I even have to say , all the hormones she's had to inject into herself , all the appointments she's had to attend , childcare for her boys ,financial strain , emotional stress and loss she will be grieving I'd imagine you would convince yourself as much as you try not to that it worked and to find out it hasn't is deverstating . The whole process has been their whole lives for a few months now .Why did you even need to be pedantic and ask. Fayes videos was the first time I've ever came across ivf and it looks gruelling anyone with basic human empathy can see how much shes been through .
Aw Faye I'm so sorry you didn't get the outcome you so desperately wanted. Please don't apologise for crying, don't mimamize your feelings. Your grieving for the future you hoped for, for the little embroy you gave a chance. You have been through so much physically and mentally, take time to heal & we will all be by your side when your ready again. Sending so much love ❤
I’m so sorry Faye Just wanted to hold you and give you the biggest hug So brave of you to share that emotion with us and don’t ever hold back the tears They need to flow. Sending your strength and love x
Lovely faye. Take some time to be with Steve and the boys. Then when you feel ready, go again. We are all beside you. Don't give up ❤
I'm so sorry. You're not a let down! You're an amazing, kind hearted lady. I know how hard infertility is and it's absolutely soul destroying. I pray you get your dream come true one day. I pray for anyone going through this right now. Sending you love and light ❤❤
I'm thinking about you faye and Steve. Such a heartbreaking video ❤️ I'm so sorry, don't give up♡♡
i'm so sorry Faye, you have bared your heart and soul in front of all of us, i had tears watching this, i will pray you and Steve will one day get the baby so so long for, its all in God's hands have faith. Chin up girl your strong and an inspiration to us all
You are doing the right thing by accepting the emotions and processing them. That is an achievemnt in itself! If you decude to try again, the clinic understands how your individual body works now and can tailor meds and things to you better I imagine. I see loads of people take multiple attempts before it works. Whilst don't lose hope, it is still okay to feel sad. Your feelings are valid and you are doing an amazing job at processing everything. ❤
Hey thank you for this x yeah I’m prepared for if it takes a few goes. I dunno you just don’t expect it, but onwards and upwards ready for the future and what it may bring ♥️♥️♥️
Cry if you want to Faye, im sat here crying for you. I'm just so disappointed for you. It's wonderful that ste is so supportive and wants to try again but I'm sure your nervous however don't lose faith.
Awww Faye…I’ve never felt so sad for someone I have never met. You really don’t need to mask your grief for us…It’s ok to be sad…You are very much the same personality as me but honestly…Take time and do what makes you happy. I can only speak for myself but I’ll wait for you and your videos.
If you want to try again then don’t give up…A true crime RUclipsr I watch has 2 boys from IVF, remarried and then tried for a very long time but she had her miracle last year at the age of 50. Time is on your side xxx❤
I’m so so sorry for you and Steve Keep going don’t give up sending you all
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I'm crying with you😢But your so strong and it's not the end ❤You are not a failure and you are allowed to be upset Hun.You can try again when your ready and Steve,the boys and all of us are behind you❤️Sending you lots of love ,keep your chin up xxxx♥️🥰
😮i’m so so sorry your a beautiful soul faye never give up darling x
Thank you x will go again in good time ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
You have a beautiful family already and I’m sure your time will come again, I’ve been there and I know it’s really heartbreaking but you need to give yourself a break and don’t pressurise yourself 🤞🤞🤞x
Oh Faye I just wish I could give you the biggest hug. Please don't worry about content we are all here for you. I'm so sorry, I know the words won't help but I truly mean it. Please be gentle on yourselfers it been a hard process for you all. When the time is right try again, get yourself stronger in your mind. Love to you xxx
Please, please don’t give up hunni. It’s not your fault, sometimes it can’t be explained, but never ever give up. It will happen. Big hugs hunni xx
Faye I’m so sorry, we can all see how much this means to you and I’m absolutely heartbroken for you! Please don’t give up hope, we are all keeping everything crossed for you that you do get that special little one some day soon! Sending you all so much love ❤❤ xx
That means a lot thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️
I’m so sorry it didn’t work out this time but everything happens for a reason & I’m certain it WILL happen one day 🥺 Please don’t beat yourself up Faye. Love to you all ❤
Faye, that was a difficult watch but must've been much more difficult for you to make. I'm so sorry for you, big Steve and the boys, I can't begin to imagine how you are feeling but wishing I could make everything better for you. Hugs sweetheart ❤xx
Ahh thank you so much I appreciate that x just one of them things ey x will try again in good time ♥️♥️♥️
I am so very sorry Faye. There is always hope so as you say move forward when you are able and go again. A colleague of mine had the ICSI treatment to conceive as she was told she wouldn’t be able to conceive naturally, had a baby as a result, then went on to conceive 2 more children naturally so anything is possible. Sending you love and hugs. Ruth xxx
Oh my lovely. Sorry very sorry. I know this feeling so so well. And it crushes you. Please don't give up. 9 years I waited for my little miracle. The journey wasn't easy at all. 3 rounds of IVF. You got this Hun. Love you. Big hugs xx
Thank you so much x it’s really reassuring to hear even though you went through the shit I’m so happy it worked out x I believe it will, onwards and upwards ♥️♥️♥️
I’m crying for you my darling, sending you the biggest hug ever. Keep going and keep strong, it will happen sweetheart, I have this gut feeling it will xx
So sorry ,it’s important to show emotions ,love and. strength to you all ,make time to heal ,have time to youreselves ,nothing to feel bad about 😊
Faye you are a beautiful girl both inside and out. Don't give up. I tried for a few years to have a baby and just when I said "oh well it's just not meant to be, the following weeks I discovered I was pregnant. I was 42 at the time. Praying for you. God bless you and your family 🙏❤.
I'm so sorry it didn't happen for you this time ,sending love to you all xx
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Oh Faye I am so so sorry for you but please don’t give up. I have a niece who had 3 rounds of IVF and she has the most beautiful twins who are so precious. I pray for you and your lovely family that your dream comes true. Stay strong and we are all sending you our very best wishes for the future xx❤️❤️
Sending a big squeeze, lovely! It's important to honour your feelings, even if those feelings are heavy and hard to cope with. 🤍 Please remember this is all just part of a bigger process, and it can often take a few attempts. All hope is not lost. There is still time. Let yourself feel, and then try to take logical steps towards the future - whether that be future rounds of IVF or focusing on your own mental wellbeing for a while. Everybody is cheering you on from afar. ✨
Aww Faye, I am beyond heartbroken for you all that it didn't happen this time but it will. Good things come to those who wait. Take some time for yourself and if you need to cry...let it out!!! You're so strong and amazing and you've got this and we're all behind you!! Sending you so much love and hugs ❤❤❤❤ xxxx
Aww Faye cry as much as you need, we are all friends here! Such a delicate and emotional journey. You’re doing great. Have faith everything in gods time. Stay strong, stay positive. Steve is an absolute treasure. You got this! Sending hugs, and prayers. ❤🙏💐
Sending big massive hugs your way. Cry all you want in future videos! We don’t mind. Give yourself buckets of grace, you deserve all of it right now xxx
Oh Faye darling you mustn’t be your so hard on yourself there will be another time please please don’t blame yourself we are all with you ❤❤❤❤
I’m sorry , for the out come. Take a breather , try & relax . Both you & Steve have this ❤❤❤❤❤sending you all my love xxxx
Oh I’m totally gutted for you both. I was crying with you and was going to stop the video but thought if you’re brave enough to share this journey with us then I have to watch till the end. Please try not to lose hope, go back to work, go back to the gym, get back into a routine and do what makes you happy. It will happen, we’re all here for you Faye ❤
Faye can you not put up the link where it says to buy you a coffee and we can donate as little as £1 or as much as we can afford. I can’t afford much but I’d like to donate to help you out, if anyone deserves a baby it’s you and Steve ❤
Faye im so sorry it didn't happen for u this time.
You are bloody amazing and give yourself time to heal x
Sending u hugs and love. X😊😊
Thank you so much x and so are you!!! ♥️♥️♥️
Absolutely gutted for you. Cried with you at the end. It’s so shit for you and I’m wishing so much that if you do decide to try again that it’s successful. I’m so sorry, you’re not a let down and don’t ever think that. Take your time to recover and then if you decide that you’re going to have another go, you know that everyone here is praying for you! Take care of you. ❤
I’m so so sorry hun, I crossed everything I had to see your bundle❤ please don’t give up and keep trying!! You never know this medicine could have helped too, please stay strong, I’m a text message away if you need anything ❤️❤️❤️
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Thank you so much for this and thank you for your text message it meant a lot ♥️♥️♥️♥️
@@fayejay aww your so welcome!!! Any time hun told you here day and night ❤️❤️❤️
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You amazing soul Faye, don’t ever feel like a ‘let down’
We absolutely never know what life has in store for us, but look at those beautiful supportive boys you have around you, you are amazing! I have watched your videos for years, such a pure genuine soul, that deserves everything and more, your time will come beautiful lady ❤
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That’s really kind of you! Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️
Take some time out babe have a nice holiday you Steve & the boys.
Don’t be disheartened, stop being so hard on yourself…sending love & hugs xxx
Wishing you the most luck on your next round of IVF whenever that may be. Not much but every little helps ❤
That is so kind! Honestly thank you ♥️
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Bless your hearts ❤I am so sorry. sending you much love to you and your beautiful family xx
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Awww Faye, my heart is breaking for you…please don’t be disheartened, it can take a few attempts lovey, not many people have it work first attempt, I hope you decide to try again…and I know it’s easy to sit here and say this, knowing what you have to go through with it all, but you and Steve are so strong, stay positive you are AMAZING!!! and don’t let any dickheads get YOU down…massive massive hugs and love to you all 🫶🏻
Oh Faye I am so sorry sending you, steve and the boys all the love in the world ❤ xxx
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Awww no. I'm so sorry. I have followed your IVF journey and I really hoped it would work for u and Steve. Big hugs to you both. I hope u can try again when you're both ready mentally. ❤❤xxx
Don’t give up Faye keep going ❤❤
My darling girl. I absolutely love you ❤. I've been watching your videos for months, and then I realised I wasn't even subscribed because I'm a fanny 😂. That has now been rectified, and I'm officially part of your amazing channel. 🎉. I've watched your IVF journey with my heart in my mouth, and I was so devastated to hear the outcome, but you're a bloody warrior. You don't even know your own strength. I'm so proud of you 👏. You'll have your precious bundle soon 💓 stay strong 💪. I just wanted you to know that when I first found your channel, I was in a bad place, and you made me smile and laugh for the first time in a long time. At the end when you tell us, we are all amazing and not to let anyone get us down. You pulled me up from a very dark hole. Your incredibly special and a beautiful soul. Love ya 😘 💗 Nic xxxxxxxxxxx
its ok to cry take a deep breath and relax
I’m so so sorry Faye. You are the sweetest, most kind hearted being. You deserved this to work. I’m so sorry. xxx
Heartbroken for you 💔take care and be kind to yourself xx
That’s such a powerful comment. “Be kind to yourself” How lovely. It’s so true though we tend to punish ourselves when our body lets us down ❤
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My darling I was praying for you. Your a strong woman and you've got this, sending hugs, love and kisses. Xxx I'm in tears with you it's not the end to go again when ready
We are all here with you never forget this xxxx
❤️ I know exactly how you are feeling, I'm sending you lots of love xxxxxx
Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️
Awww Faye I’m so sorry please keep strong we are all supporting and praying for you thru this journey xx ❤
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Seen a comment from a lady about donating using RUclips to support your IVF journey. Via donation on here and it is such a good idea !
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This is genuinely so kind! Honestly you don’t have to do that, I appreciate it so much. I’m going again in October and working using savings etc x thank you ♥️♥️♥️
Youre not a let down you have no control over this. Take some time to process everything and then when you're ready try again. Nothing is guaranteed either way and all we can ever do is keep striving towards our goals. The harder the journey the stronger it makes you. Don't give up on your dream 1st go didn't work that doesn't mean it won't you know that, the experts know and that's why they do more then 1 cycle. Right now you're mentally shot to pieces and your body is full of hormones. Step away from it all until your stronger then start your journey again. This is just a rest stop not an end xxx
❤ just love, sending you love xx
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Faye dont ever be doubtful. Faye just find something positive like u said going to gym it will make ur mind very strong and positive. Ur amazing and good things happen to good people. I had alot of difficulties as well it took me 10 years and i question myself too but strong body and mind is very healing and u honestly get thru anything. Things happen when u least expect them to. Faye you can do this x.
Thank you for this x I appreciate it ♥️♥️♥️
Oh, Faye, I'm so sorry to hear this. It's so heartbreaking. We can see how much this meant to you. You are so lovely. You are brave and strong. Sending virtual hugs to you and your beautiful family. ❤
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Bless your ❤ it'll happen Faye dont despair ! whatever happens youve got your beautiful son's and big steve by your side must be incredibly hard at the moment but God works in mysterious ways X
Faye it doesn't work everytime for anyone! It could absolutely work next time! Get back onit girl, you've got this! Your amazing!
Aww faye I'm so sorry it didn't work out. Dont give up, you have done amazing and so strong, to share this part of your life with us, really takes alot. You can see you are an amazing mum. You honestly deserve the world. ❤
That’s so kind of you! Thank you ♥️♥️♥️
oh faye i'm so gutted, please don't feel bad about yourself, you're amazing, you will get through this, you can do this when you feel ready again xx
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Awwwwww Faye 😢😢 I’m acc sobbing for you 😢😢 you are an inspiration!! And Steve omg what a gem he is !! You are so lucky you’ve got your three boys ❤️ and it’ll work out for you it will !! Good things do come to those who have to wait that bit longer. Please stay strong and never ever change your so lovely 🥰
Faye I am so sorry. You are allowed to cry, you are going through a grieving process. Give yourself time xx
Aw sweetheart, I’m just watching now…if anyone deserves a baby together it’s you and Steve … and fuck me I don’t even know you…
You are one of the most honest and genuine person on YT… it will happen for you 🙏♥️♥️
Oh my darling Faye. I am so proud of you and Steve. You are two amazing people. My heart just aches for you. I’m so sorry it didn’t work this time but please, love don’t give up. When you’re ready try again. Take all the time you need to grieve and heal. We love you and are rooting for you
I don’t comment much but I have been following you for a couple of years now. And i genuinely have never wanted someone to be pregnant as much as I want it for you and big Steve. You will get there in the end your day will come 🩷💙. I know what it feels like to want a baby so much that you feel heartbroken with every negative test!
My son passed away when he was 8 weeks old and when I was ready to try for my rainbow baby I felt like it was just never going to happen! But it did and I went on to have two more children. Honestly sounds funny as I have never met you but that was hard to see you so upset and I feel your pain! you seem to be such a lovely genuine person and I honestly can’t wait for the post when you announce you are pregnant 🩷. Keep going we are all rooting for you both 🩷💙
So sorry to hear this,but in a while when you feel ready to try again,all in the right time. You got this...❤
❤ I was inspired by louloumacd to donate and I hope others follow... I've never wanted something so much for someone I've never met in person... Fabulous Faye and Super Steve you are such a lovely couple and I wish you the best xx hugs from Jacquie xx ❤
This is genuinely so kind! Honestly thank you so much. We are doing another round in 8 weeks, we are working and using savings, just being here watching my vids is enough honestly ♥️
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Oh 💔I’m so sorry. Keep positive and keep trying, easier said than done but it will happen for you! You deserve it xxx
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Aww Faye don’t be to hard on yourself sweetheart your time will come it’ll happen for you xx
You have a good cry. I am so sorry but I hope you take time to recover from the emotional strain and be kind to yourself x
This is the hardest video I’ve ever watched on RUclips. So sorry Faye & Steve. It will happen 🩷💙🩷💙 sending you love xx
Oh Faye, cry get it out. Let yourself be sad. It wasn't ment for you this time beautiful lady. It hurts and it's heartbreaking but it can work and you are still young enough for it to work another time. If l could reach out to you and big Steve and give you a big hug. Keep going, keep fighting and the word that has helped me get through loads of things is HOPE, there is always another time and always hope. Sending lots of love ❤❤ xxx
Oh my lovely I am so sorry I wanted to give you such a big hug I am heartbroken take time out and rest this was so hard to watch you cry girl don't give up ❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤my love to u all
Faye please please please don’t be disheartened and don’t give up!! You’ve done so well with your weight loss and dealt with the process so well!! We are on our 6th round and are so thankful to be able to keep trying. Let your body recover from this cycle and do what you need to do!!🤍🤍
Oh Faye this is absolutely heartbreaking, I'm so fucking sorry, it's honestly the hardest journey ever!! Sending you so much love, please look after yourself ❤