Heroin Addict-Ronnie (4 month update)
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- Опубликовано: 7 мар 2020
- Soft White Underbelly four month update with Ronnie, a young heroin addict from Texas. Photographed on March 4, 2020. Here’s a link to Ronnie’s first interview: • Heroin Addict-Ronnie
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In mjy days I’ve seen countless people around me addicted, mainly to alcohol, heroin and meth. You know when people are actually on the right path or not. People can say they are going to do well, are doing well, ect. But you can see right through it. This girl isn’t faking it to make it, I really see Ronnie on a good path and she’s owning it and herself and has a real confidence about herself now. I’m very proud of her and I genuinely think she’s going to maintain a clean lifestyle. I wish I could give her a hug, very proud.
She's delusional putting the blame on others b.s. shes got a long way to go.
knowledge2189 sounds to me like she’s blaming people for things she has been victim of, but takes responsibility for her own actions.
@@jacobgerdau308 true
Your apart of the problem you don’t call someone delusional! What’s wrong with you? She’s literally trying. And if you haven’t been in her shoes you would never understand the pain and emotions she’s going through. My bestfriend overdosed on shooting up cocaine and heroin, she was 22 her heart gave out and you know what was told to her the day before she passed? They told her “she was delusional, they told her she was nothing she would never get her daughter back” YOU DONT SAY THINGS LIKE THAT especially not to a person who is honestly trying! I pray this girl gets clean and gets a 2nd opportunity to be happy in life with her child by her side. I believe she can and will. And if Ronnie is reading this YOU GO! YOU GOT THIS! STAY CLOSE TO FAMILY BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY FAMILY IS ALL WE HAVE BABY GIRL! IGNORE THESE NEGATIVE PEOPLE THEY ARE NOBODY TO JUDGE YOU!
Yesenia Luna *clap clap* well said, I applaud you. Also my deepest condolences to you at the loss of your best friend.
Her body language in her picture from the first interview vs the second just shows that she’s really gained confidence and self esteem
Danielle Denise plus being high has u slum etc
And her voice is so different. She doesn’t sound so sad and hurt anymore
She had done a little too much speed the first interview. Super sweet girl tho, very relateable I’ve been an addict for 10 years to heroin. I feel your pain
Danielle Denise yeah she was very fidgety
I can’t find the first video
I was hooked on meth for 20 years. Finally gotten off last year for good. Been sober for 1 solid year now.
Very proud of you man, keep it up and enjoy your new lease on life to the fullest!
congratulations
Damn bro good job that shit sounds hard
@@mihoyminoy3649 thank you!
@@miahfrias162 thank you!
Can we get an update on Ronnie?! Would love to know how’s she’s doing nowadays!
I’d still love an update
I'd love a New Video with Ronnie too. ❤
"If you can go through all of that to get dope, you can go through all of that to get clean. And that's what I did." Girl you are immeasurably strong, we are all so proud of you
Its a weird feeling to be proud of someone you haven’t met but seriously like wow so proud
maeven new dude yes! But it’s a great feeling tbh
She’s high in this video
shadow sharks clan okay bro
It’s not weird...she gave us her life story so we were invested in her treatment
@@sasukeaclown705 How would you know?
She gets bullied because she’s undeniably beautiful and many people are insecure. And she’s Just as beautiful inside too. I have a lot of hope for her.
ERIC SÁNCHEZ youre 100% right bro.. Makes me so mad to hear that shit about all those other people talking bad about her. She is so strong for not letting that break her down
ERIC SÁNCHEZ I do too🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Because she was fat, bro. Now she’s skinny
KLA WZA she was being bullied in rehabs. She wasnt fat in rehab at all. If you mean growing up, then yes, but she was talking about while in rehab mainly
Esp in that atmosphere...best to lift each other up right!?
She IS glowing. She IS quite a speaker. Fingers crossed for her perseverance. She is a survivor. SHE HAS A VOICE AND IT SHOULD BE HEARD.💗
The joy in my heart when I heard her say “You’re not going to bully me over some Oreos.” That’s right baby you stand your ground
If Ronnie is reading this... if you ever feel down, please just know WE ARE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU. THOUSANDS OF US!!!! You deserve it all.
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Yassssss! We soo are Ronnie! Most of all, GOD IS WITH YOU!❤🤗
🙌🏽🥰yes!! Love you and rooting for YOU!
Sei bella bella dentro. You are beautiful, beautiful inside. ❤
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getting a car, apartment, job etc by 23 is totally incredible, not even to mention also overcoming a heroine addiction! i can’t believe you’re doing so amazing!
Especially in L.A. where it's ridiculously expensive
I am sure she got ALOT of help from her family!
jeep girl I don’t know about the other things but she had the thing on the left arm even in her previous video, I think it’s a scar
Dumb ass, she had those same "lumps" in the last video! And she is not "constantly iching" what are you talking about!!! Get a life!
monauz3 You are in denial and that enabler mentality is a big part of the problem and unfortunately, it could get someone killed. Your projection, as well as, your overly defensive response of both anger & name calling is misguided, disproportionate, and most likely representative of your own issue.
I love her parents so much for not giving up on her. Yes it's a parental obligation to take care of your children, but i've heard so much about parents who just couldn't do it and abandoned their children. And I'm so proud of her for choosing to do t he right thing as soon as she relapsed. That takes a lot of courage. I hope you're doing good now Ronnie
HER PARENTS ARE THE GOATS
I'm watching this in 2022, I am so happy to have found your second video!
I remember watching your first video over a year ago.
Wherever you're Ronnie, I hope you and your son are safe and healthy. You're a hero to some! Don't ever forgot you're a beautiful human and thank you so much for sharing your story to us all. ❤
She’s coherent, well spoken, confident and clean. She’s on the right track. Hats off to her.
I would 1000% watch Ronnie’s RUclips channel if she ever decided to make one!
Me tooooo!
i wouldnt recommend her making one. people are cruel on social media and it might get to her. its best for her to stay low
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it’s a good way for her to get paid and tell her story and help people.. this video alone really helped my cousin.. maybe if Ronnie does make a page she could turn the comments off so she couldn’t see the negative things that people had to say
If she did, and if gained 100k subscribers and etc. She could use that for income and use it to check into rehab
Alexa Farrell yesss 100%
They were hating on you in rehab because YOU ARE LITERALLY STUNNING!
I would love to see another update on Ronnie. Her 1st interview brought tears to my eyes. Her heartfelt life testimony really touched me. I could feel her pain.
I wish nothing but the best for her, her son & family. She is a beautiful survivor. I pray for all of G0d's blessings upon her, from Houston. 💕
Ronnie is badass. She’s really trying and that’s amazing.
If she wrote a book, I would buy it. She takes you on the journey with her.
Gabriel La'Shae , same girll !!
Gabriel La'Shae likeee very engaging
Agreed. She is a very good story teller. She not only shares events and facts, but takes you on a journey with her.
MISHIT KINGS Except she is highly intelligent, forgiving, self-aware, and very relatable. I would simply buy it for the fact of supporting her and contributing to her success. She, as well as the millions of other addicts, deserve a sense of peace.
yeah I was saying how I like that this show makes her tell her story just like it is cuz I wouldn't have assumed people who shoot these type videos were that patient. she's a Beautiful soul 💖
Not making "friends" in rehab was a blessing in disguise. I know from experience.
never been to a rehab but I’ve done involuntary hospital stays and one time, within the first two hours, I had another patient give me advise on how to do it properly next time. can’t even imagine what it’s like being sick and picking up on “tips and tricks” from everyone around you because of friendship
I have a sister in rehab...it seems she's more concerned with making friends than anything else. She almost left because a friend there got kicked out for breaking the rules. Can't be a good thing.
She use to be my neighbor & she really isn't a bad person, she is super kind & thoughtful. I really hope she does create a channel she definitely has the personality for it.
do you know how she's doing nowadays?
I love this girl's mommy and don't even know her! Mom, if you're reading this, from a recovering pill head thank you for not giving up on your baby. Five minutes wouldn't go by without her saying "so I called my mom and she came"
franniewheel so true her mom is her backbone
franniewheel right her mom never gave up hope in her even when she had her weak moments.
Her mum is amazing 💕
Her mum is amazing 💕
amazingly strong woman kudos mama
Ronnie, in case you go back and read the comments, I just wanted to tell you I was in your shoes 10 years ago. I got straight, went to grad school and now I'm a therapist. You have a good heart and the opportunity to transform your life- don't let any of the negative nancies in the comments tell you otherwise! I promise you it gets better every day ❤
Damn. This have me chills. I'm so proud of you! Thank you for working so hard not only to save yourself & your family but for all the future lives you're going to change. Much love.
Amanda, you are amazing. You are a shinning example of what you can do if you want to. What a great testimony you have of turning your life around.
Thank you all for such kind comments ❤️
Your story is so inspirational!
wow, truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing.
Ronnie’s interview really hit me to the core. As a retired nurse, I worked with many people with addiction problems. I truly believe that Ronnie wants to get better and that she will be able to turn her life around.
I think that interviewing her parents would be very helpful. It is remarkable that they have not given up on her.
Thank you, Mark for your extraordinary program. You are helping so many folks!
If this young lady starts a blog I would follow her.. Stay on the positive road Mija. You Got This! One day your baby will grow up and look at you and say thank you for choosing him.
“I am more than just a heroin addict” - YES GIRL!!!!!! So much love to you, keep pushing yourself ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I mean when your in the middle of addiction that's the only thing you want or think about. Nothing else matters except ur drug. While your addicted you truly are identifying as just a addict. She obviously kicked the addiction so she no longer has any of the thoughts or addictive behavior that she had when she was addicted.
She is so smart..smarter than me 100 times over..I hope she manages to break free finally
@@yui_bernz yet this assholes title of the first video remains online doesn't it?
@@ericbstudios9807 well yes... in the first video she IS an addict, hence the purpose of this video.
Aw, baby girl, people are mean to you because you SHINE. Not only are you beautiful, intelligent, and well-spoken, but you stand out because you're special! Don't let people's jealousy determine how you view yourself.
100% truth! Keep shining ✨
So true
Truth!
I have gone through this, and no l don't call myself better than anyone.. It's just that spark that evil people want to destroy because they don't have it. How sad.
it happened to me as well on a big festival, i ve lost that spark long ago too but i will find it in me again!
The loneliest people are the kindest.
The saddest people smile the brightest.
The most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they do not wish to
see anyone else suffer the way they do.
Ronnie keep shining your beautiful light brightly, you’re a strong, clever women who has so much to give, keep going sweetie xx
Makes me think of Robert Williams suicided straight down
It's amazing how she looks as good as she does with the lifestyle she's living. I should be so lucky!😒
@@beverlyledbetter4906 doesn’t make you feel any different
She uses a whole glossary, she is so eloquent. I am blessed to listen to her stories
everyone please like all the positive comments so this is all she see's cause she deserves only that
It has been a year since this update. Please bring us another one Mark. Her story really touched me.
She's probably on this 1 year program in lockdown
Yes please
Because In this video she is high, she is probably still getting high. Being an ex addict, I know it takes time to surrender to everything . And some people try has hard as possible and still don’t make it, so chances are she’s not clean but I definitely hope she is.
I don't think she made it. Pray for her.
@@russlamont6684 😢😢
the people need a Ronnie update!!
I used to judge heroine addicts. But hearing her story made me realize that each of them has a story to tell that you can't just put a period over them. I cried watching her first interview now on this video I've been smiling the whole time, feeling like I knew her for a long time close to my heart. You are incredible, Ronnie. Your life helped me to have deeper understanding over people that I used to judge before. Praying you a happy and long life with your son, mom and Dad. Thank you so much!
-Jan from Philippines
When Ronnie says "I'm somebody who matters", I believe that she believes those words. Seems like it took her a long time to realize that, but I'm damn glad that she did!
She's gained a little bit of weight and she looks healthier now, this makes me very happy ♥️♥️
Lol! Your comment about her weight was EXACTLY what I was going to put! 😊
Scrolled down on my phone and BINGO! first comment I see is yours!
😁
Methadone helps the weight stick and keeps u hungry 🤗 been on it 4x myself. I'm so happy she is trying!
Wow you read my mind!! She looks amazing such a beautiful soul
Her voice is different also. The saying the eyes being windows to the soul. Pay attention to the voice of people and how they're doing. When people get older how their voice changes like it's more effort. How someone is feeling physically as well as mentally and their voice correlates to it.
When you really think about it, it's fascinating how just the effort to speak can come across as such a physical effort when things aren't right with a person.
If you listened to her first interview at all you'll know she has an unhealthy attitude towards her body image, and I suspect like I had, part of her drug abuse and addiction has been to reduce/manage her body in an self destructive way. This comment will probably not sit well with her.
“It takes a village to raise a child….surely the opposite is true too, it takes a whole village to destroy a child.” Interesting what bullying someone can eventually lead them to. Not saying bullying takes people to these extremes. But we don’t know what happens in the secret place of peoples lives. Well done Ronnie, with every step you take towards a healthy life, you prove those bullies wrong and you slap that voice in your head that tries to out you down. Really proud of you Ronnie. You are an amazing young lady. ❤️
Watching the first video I was so enthralled by Ronnie. Her voiced deserved to be heard and her story really made my heart hurt. I am so happy to see this update and I wish you all the best for your bright future. Honestly this has to be one of the most inspiring interviews I have seen in a long time. Ronnie you truly are unique and so strong and your parents must be so proud of how you have changed, for the best. My heart goes out to you.
The people that run the rehab should not tolerate bullying or intimidation OF ANY KIND. That is unacceptable.
Can we pleaseeee get a 6 or 7 month update!?? I would loveeeee to see her at her greatest potential🥺🥺🥰🥳💕
Oh yes,agree👍👍👍
It's very interesting & greetings fromGermany✌😊
Your voice is so captivating, I've watched through both videos and it's wild to me how easily you slipped into drugs. Your story is something I can relate to on a lot of levels and it's so humbling to realize that no matter how people seem they're only human, it breaks my heart to see how much hurt you've gone through and continue to go through. You will be in my prayers and thoughts, I'm thankful that you are such a strong mother for your son
I’m so glad she’s doing better. It’s nice to see her get the validation and support she was in such desperate need of. She seems like such a loving person, it was heartbreaking to hear the situations she had landed herself in. I’d like to check out her blog, if she did end up following through with that, and wouldn’t mind another update on her as well.
Love you, Ronnie.
My only question is how in the hell does someone listen to this story, hear about bullying and then make negative comments? What is wrong with people? Her story is wonderful and inspirational. I truly hope that she is still making healthy choices!
Hurt people will hurt people, that's all. I see so much hope in this young woman that it makes me cheer for her.
Because the world is very jealous of this beautiful, charismatic, smart young woman.
those people do it not because of her, but because of themselves ... They have their own illnesses and mental problems, so they do it because of their problems
I would like more people in the world to realize one important thing: when other people tell you bad things, it doesn't mean anything, it's just 1 person's opinion, and the reason for that opinion is not you, but that person and his bad life experience. Only you know who you are, the rest are other people's thoughts based on their own life experiences.
So true lol people are ridiculous
I will admit when I saw your first video I cried like a baby. I remember you as a sweet bubbly little girl that would come over to spend the night with my daughter. I cried because I knew she was one of two friends you spoke about in the 1st video. You three were inseparable. I dug up photos of the crazy things y'all did together. And I so wished I could just hug you. I want to let know that you will be an inspiration for others. Be that voice of hope for others. When that little voice tells you negative things....please know that YOU ARE SOMEBODY, PEOPLE DO CARE, YOU HAVE A CHANCE, YOU DO MATTER, and YOU ARE IMPORTANT. I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Love you.
Sylvia Villegas ❤️ you’re sweet
Sylvia Villegas and your message is so important
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I thought you were going to offer at least a shoulder to cry on, but then I was disappointed as always buy your careless and meaningless offering of prayer. That is not how people change, they need more than prayer, they need our SUPPORT.
I find your comment condescending and it comes off as if you need recognition, or that you crave attention.
I was crying with Ronnie on the last video, and now I'm cheesing so hard while watching this one. I was so worried to watch this video - because I was SO hopeful she was going to get better and I didn't want to see her worse. I'm just so happy to see her looking the way she does, just wow.
I watched both of Ronnie's videos tonight. I was happy to see this Update. I was even happier to hear that she was doing much better! Hearing how watching her own video encouraged and inspired her was wonderful. I cried hearing her speak about her son and her desire to be there for him. She looked much better and sounded positive which was wonderful to see. It would be great if you did another Update since this Update is 2 years old now.
As soon as I saw Ronnies face I had to click - I really really care about this person even though I've never met them. Wishing you all the best on your journey, you're stronger than you think
Yes, so much pain in her young life!
Yes! That is exactly how I stumbled upon her. Her face just drew me in. I almost felt like I knew her somehow. I’ve never met her, but anyone who has should be grateful. She’s a bright light in a dark world and can help many people if given the chance I’m sure. She helped me. Thank you, Ronnie ❤️
She’s beautiful bullies hate a pretty girl who stick up for themselves
Facs
Рем Зиновьев how do you turn an empowering comment into something hateful? YOU need to take that negative energy somewhere else
Essence Thank you Queen 👑 The fuck was he thinking 😂 Anyways blessings to you and your family during this coronavirus outbreak. Stay healthy ♥️
Essence typical men 🙄
Davonésé Porter big facts
I've never commented on a youtube video but I've just finished watching both of your powerful interviews and I am so moved, I couldn't not leave a message. Fortunately I have never been an addict but I myself suffered bullying as a teenager and identify with lots of what you have said. I think you are brilliant and I hope your recovery continues in this positive direction, I have no doubt you will go on to do great things.
I just watched both videos. I am so happy to see her doing so much better. Good job Ronnie, you are an incredibly strong girl. You have your whole life ahead of you!
Kudos to her parents for their support of her and being excellent parents
And taking care of her son! X
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Ronnie, I am a senior citizen and I never thought I would ever learn anything from someone your age....but I have. Your story has brought me to tears and to the realization that I need to bare my soul and rid myself of the mental and emotional burdens that I have been harboring for over half a century. Thank you, sweet child. You are one of God's angels here on earth with a special purpose. I look forward to seeing an update with you and your son.
Congratulations on being willing to explore the other side & changing your position/thoughts. Thank you!
We are as sick as our secrets.
MadameButterfly, you said, "You are one of God's angels here on earth with a special purpose." This is the crux of the matter; we special angels of God on earth, suffer tremendously; because satan and his demons fight against us 24/7 using people. We get bullied and stepped on constantly. I have been bullied all my life. However, I became a Christian at a very young age, so I was divinely protected from a lot of bad things.
Blessings!
Wow, also ministered to me, her story of courage recovery and strength through her pain to walk through it to today.
This is beautiful
She has a good family. A very good support system who was ready to give her chance even after 15 failures. Usually for hardcore heroin addicts they are completely alone.
I just finished your update and I am crying because I’m so happy to see how you have come so far with your self esteem! You look and sound so beautiful. I know you did well at the AA meeting and I’m waiting in the wings to see your 1 year update video that I pray Mark does! We are all so proud of you! There is a band called BLUE OCTOBER that I believe you would love. The whole band is in recovery and such a positive influence like you. ❤️
Poor thing was hated because she's pretty and has a future ahead of her.
People talk a lot about "pretty privilege." But the truth is, if you're pretty *and vulnerable,* people will be just as cruel...
speaking from experience, I was much bullied when I was young.
@@miapdx503 Same. Women hate you for being pretty and men just want to fuck
miapdx pretty privilege is a real thing. Of course it has its cons, like everything, but it comes with a lot of pros that are used to advance through life.
But after a while enough is enough stand up for your self. Speaking from personal experience, I was the smart fat kid growing up, and eventually my mouth became my weapon and I'd make kids cry with jokes about how there life sucked. I was easily ahead of everyone and the dirt I dug up on them was perfect. Then when highschool came my mouth didn't cover my ass anymore and I had to use my hands and feet. I lost a bunch of fights and won a bunch. By 10th grade no one fucked with me anymore; Besides my friends (we jokes as round with each other, boys will be boys) , if you weren't in my circle you couldn't talk about me period.
@@bawlout9367 I feel you. I only finished thru ninth grade. But eight schools in three states. I was the chronic new kid. Kill or be killed. Later in life I worked as a cocktail waitress. Sharpened my tongue like a laser...😅 Adversity, I've learned to embrace it. Steel sharpens steel...🗡🔪
This girl is gonna make it and she's gonna be a blessing for so many people.
The same way she manifested that day she tried heroine,,,she is going to overcome her addiction, she is going to go back to school and she is going to get her son back
I wonder how she's doing now.
She's dead now
I really hope so. many addicts are very self aware but sometimes that's the biggest issue.
I don’t normally watch videos like this, yet I’m genuinely so happy I stumbled across your story Ronnie! I am touched by your honesty and all that you’ve been through in you journey, you have survived so much! You are so strong, and so wise. You already have, and are going to help so many people. Bless you honey, you are truly a remarkable woman.
She tells stories of her past, goes into details and all, but all I see is an incredibly intelligent, mature, and bright young woman. After everything she went through, what she really is, a beautiful person and strong woman ,still remains. Ronnie thank you being so strong and inspiring. You have all it takes to build and have a wonderful life, to be proud of yourself, to become who you really are. I wish you the very, very best and I'm sending all my love and support to you and your family.
You probably won't see this Ronnie, but people all over the world are rooting for you. You are so incredibly brave and unfathomably strong to take these steps. Ronnie, you are so worthy of the best. Nothing can tarnish you, keep shining ❤️🌺✨
I hope by some miracle she sees that comment ☝️
Love from 🇬🇧 & 🇰🇪
Yes! I hope she sees this she’s amazing and I want the best for her she deserves happiness
I'm so glad to see her again
She looks healthier than before☺
I want her to be happy with her son.
Look at her skin. It glows.
@@RezaPutra2504 yeah, she's glowing🌞
She’s using. Are you blind?
Why? Seeing her again means she's back after rehab. I hope soon she can get sober and we won't see her again.
@@LarTheAmStaff Yes, I'm aware of that. I watched her previous video. This update showed us her progress for having healthy life.
I just watched your first and last video Ronnie and I'm actually sooo soooo proud of you. I feel that I've known you for so long and no matter what, please don't ever forget how extremely beautiful and strong you are. You inspire me in so many ways. I'm from Europe and we don't really have bullying so much but I know that in America it's quite hard with this , ether way I know how it can impact a humans life and self-esteem. Again I'm so proud of you, and know that you don't have to care, think or even listen anyone's shit. Know who you are, stand for yourself and if people don't treat the way you deserve, just walk away. What matters is your well-being and family.Always.
I hope ALL the BEST in the world for you, truly. If i ever visit Texas or the state that your in,(I probably wouldn't know of couse) but if by coincidence, I meet you, I'd give you a strong, long and warm hug.
PS:I absolutely adore how you look, your hair and smile are gorgeous.
Ronnie really touched my soul, she's genuinely an amazing human being, she's been through so much and hasn't given up on life. Please give us an update on her please. New subscriber here. Many blessings ❤️
How can I get a hold of her? I'm moving to Austin & I'll be in her area. I can help! I've been clean for two years & know a lot of places, people and resources to go to.
Rebecca Villatoro This is so sweet. Boosting this comment with my fingers crossed.
Hope she sees this!
Get this comment to the top you guys. We need him to see this
@Craig Blanche you're the worst
Keep working on yourself. She has her own path and God is in control in her life.
she needs a trustworthy therapist it seems like its really cathartic for her to talk about what shes dealing with and how shes moving forward. i watched her first vid im hella proud of her
Ahhh Ronnie I feel your story so much. I've been that depressed and addicted and hard on myself before many times. And to actually see you finding yourself and your worth is so beautiful. I love it. I'm so proud of you! Don't ever forget how beautiful you are inside and out. Keep fighting you're a warrior. 🥰
So thankful for her parents. It’s damn near impossible to get clean without support and having that network makes all the difference. So happy to see she is going in the right direction. It’s a lifelong struggle so that positive momentum is amazing to see.
“You think you’re somebody? “ YES “You think people care? “ YES “You think you actually have a chance to make a YT channel to talk about what other people dont talk about? “ YES. YES YES YES. You matter and your story matters. Keep us updated girl.
Bitter jealous women will always try to tear down other women who outshine them. I hope things get better and you stay safe.
So true!
True!
1....0....0....!!!!!!!
I relate a lot to her story, I can tell just from the beginning of the video that she's starting to come back to life! Some people don't get another chance to live, but I'm proud of the ones who decide to make the change. It's not easy, especially not in the beginning, but after a while you learn how to keep the momentum going and it is much less of a struggle. 🙏💜
Ronnie, you are a well spoken and amazing individual. You speak so highly of your family and son. We all fall short but you show resilience and the key is to never give up. I wish you all the best on your road to recovery.
I absolutely love when she quoted "if you can do all of these things to get dope, you can do all of these things to get sober". That's the same thing I was told when I first went into rehab. While my drug of choice was different, I've related to many parts of her story & I really am so happy for her. She seems so genuine.
The curse of a pretty girl, being hated cause you cute or being taking advantage of by men who can’t control their urges💔💔 I hope she recovers and blossoms to the beautiful flower that she is.
I dont get why this comment hasnt gotten thousands of likes. This is so true, 100%. I hate it so much when ppl say omg, thats so sad bcuz this person is so beatiful.. its fukd up if someone is attractive/ unattractive, educated/ uneducated, has mental illness issues or not. Being bullied & getting harassed at any level is fukd up. Everyone deserves common courtesy & respect
This is the truest comment I've read. It's so sad that it's the truth, that being said though, I think it was meant to happen that way, it gave her a reason and the will to fight.
She's fucking awesome. I'm an addict myself, I'm struggling, but she gives me hope for the future.
So is men fault?
Hahaha!!! I know, "pretty people" have it so tough. Awww.... Kids were mean to you in school, poor baby. It's pansy ass thinking like this that enable people to be punk, pansy ass bitches who can't handle some of life's road bumps.
I wish this girl the best, but childhood and tough times is nature's way of rooting out the mentally n emotionally weak. Ain't got the fuckin spine or heart to roll with some punches in life without CHOOSING to self destruct?? Get Fucked sideways n don't reproduce....
Giving her a pass because, "like omg, being pretty n popular n dealing with jealousy is so hard". Hahahaha!!!! Fuckin pansies....
This is 100% true. Being pretty has been a curse for me. Being raped repeatedly, having women hate me and bully
this second video gave me a happy tear.
We love you so much and thank you for sharing such a great inspiration to everyone.
We wish you all the best xx
It's so good to see this update, it's wonderful to see you doing so well Ronnie, sending you all the love and best wishes from Australia
Her story hit so different I'm so glad she's not dead.
Yet.
Joseph Jakubec don’t be an asshole
Joseph Jakubec don’t start.
Seems like that the new saying "that hits different"
@@josephjakubec3171 you'll go before her
Ronnie is awesome ..She is the most well spoken, wise beyond her years, humble young lady. Keep moving forward and stay clean YOU WILL BE FINE. Love Yourself.
No! love Jesus Christ first, get it right!Amen.
Nosha Dean 💯 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Ronnie you deserve the whole world and millions of people are proud of you. Hope to see your next interview! Keep glowing, for yourself, for your family and for your beautiful son 💕
I just wish her the best from the bottom of my heart. Both those videos were so insightful and interesting and she is such a personality.
She has an amazing memory. From the 1st video to this one she always references years and months. Super smart! You can do it, Ronnie! Stay strong!
So true 4 rows 3 seats so accurate lol
Yes, I was amazed at her mental acuity. Beautiful child. She will be one to heal the world.
Betty Banaszak I believe that with my soul. There’s just something about her. She’s tapping into her gifts..
Right? I thought about that too! Incredible
She only ever wanted a friend and to be loved.
@Shaxx Seen both vids but the abuse and lack of friendship when she needed it the most during her school years clearly had an impact. I cant imagine that time in life with no friends. I was fortunate enough to be one of the most popular guys in school and to hear her polar opposite experience and the vile torturous time she had lead me to sit as a grown man sobbing. I suppose I always had such a good time at school I never really even gave a second thought to those who didn't.
wish i could he her friend but can’t
@@InHerMajestiesDefense Is that because you know her and something unforgivable happened between you both or because you're too far away?
Don’t we all
@@EchoBravo370 That bad group of friends and choice was impacted and stemmed from her traumatic experiences previously. In the previous videos she goes into depth of her life experience. In brief, she was had a normal household, however bullied, isolated from when she began kindergarten to high school ultimately leading to cognitive distortion of her own worth and self having no friends. She completely lost any self esteem of herself and after a traumatic event, she fell into drugs as a distraction from the pain which ultimately made her able to relate to those people and have security within that group, because it had been the only time she felt as if she belonged. Which is a summary of her story leading her to that bad group. At a young age kids are not developed in cognition. All of these events before her traumatic experience left her broken, the traumatic experience, was the last piece of her in which she completely gave up.
I hope I'm praying she's still doing good. Sometimes we are so judgemental, not know why and how that person ended up where they are. Praying for all who are struggling with this internal monster that is addiction.
so proud of this young woman and all the healing she has accomplished so far!! please if you can, 2 years on - give an update on her!! ronnie, i hope you are happy and healthy and at home with your family and son
I can totally see her as one day being a counselor for those with similar struggles. She's already a major inspiration to many. #TeamRonnie 🙌🏽👏🏽
ariah card only if she gets and stays clean
@@catieq5270 not everyone learns the same way as you... and I say that because u give out that energy of "I'm the shit and every body alse is weak" you should help ur fellow sisters... may God bless u
Samuel Pena because I said if she stays clean? That’s literally a requirement in order to be a drug counselor who’s an addict. Most states require two years cleans at minimum.
Right, I can see that.
Yes! I can even see her speaking at schools and being a motivational speaker. The sky is the limit and she's young. She can do it all.
She's so beautiful. I hope she comes to realise this and understand that's the main reason why she gets picked on. I've been thinking about her since the first video and i just hope she finds healing.
Ebukar Okonkwo Same, I really liked her from the first video.
Ebukar Okonkwo Go away pervy
@@shitwindsshitcity6689 foo I see u commenting the same shit everywhere ur fucken lame u probably can't even get a girl or even keep one... u probably uglier then ur picture on this shi.....
this is one of your best mark!!! listened to both of ronnie's interviews. thank you, dear one, for your work in the world.
Just discovered SWU podcasts and watched the initial episode first and then this follow up. You have no idea how strong and beautiful you are. You deserve the very best and your story is an inspiration for everyone. I have a very different life story but still your story moved me a lot. I hope you went on to chase your dreams and are doing well. Would love to have a follow-up. All the best all the way from Europe
They only bullied her because they’re were jealous of her beauty, inside and out! I hope she’s doing fine today!
I think that's bullshit, and I'll tell you why:
They bullied her the first time in that rehab.
They bullied her the second time in that rehab,
They bullied her outside of that rehab.
It's definitely possible that _some_ people are attacking her because they're jealous. But everybody? Nah, there's a higher chance that issue is her, not everyone else. She's the common factor in all situations.
I've been to rehabs. Most people are there because they want to get well. Some people are there just to pass the time because they got in trouble and are being forced to. And then there are idiots there who fuck it up for everyone else. But those idiots, those who aren't trying to be supportive and positive, are the ones who get kicked out, not the ones who get bullied.
@@sirdopaminesjournal3292 could be it, we never see the actual behind the scenes. I just hope she got better
@@sirdopaminesjournal3292 people bully hella for racism too, wouldn't be surprised if that had something to do with it, from both the manager and the lady
Thanks for saying that... I never understood bad attitude and behavior toward kind folks.. such as myself beauty inside out
@@sirdopaminesjournal3292 you're so stupid its not even funny
Ronnie if you’re reading this: I got bullied in a rehab by 25-30 yos when I was 18. You’re totally not alone. I now realize that they literally were bullying me bc they were upset at seeing someone with a light when theirs had been put out long ago.
Exactly 💯!
Exactly. They want what you have
Ronnie! I hope you read this, i’ve watched both your videos and your strength is inspiring! I feel so much proud for you! Your speech is amazing, beautiful, real and powerful!
You are a beautiful person Ronnie! Keep up this positive strength for yourself, your son and those that you are inspiring to believe in themselves.
ronnie is my favorite person you’ve done. she’s so genuine and really needs a loving friend and people surrounding her. i literally love her. she doesn’t deserve to be going through all of this🥺
I agree
Honestly. Nobody deserves this...
Lizzy you’re so right. no one does...
Kaila 08 i so understood what you wrote, I wanted to write it myself...then I read your comment and it just hit me.
sure she went through some tough shit, but so do other people that don't end up putting all of their loved ones and children through this. To me she seems very manipulative(probably out of self-preservation), a broken soul that you best don't get involved with if you don't wanna get hurt yourself, as harsh as that may seem
Can you do another update on her? I am so happy she started seeing what she has to offer! This video made me happy!!
For reall
she’s doing well it seems. she has an instagram (not gonna put it out just bc of weirdos on here) and is having a 2nd baby soon.
@@ifk7441 i was trying to see how shes being and trying to found her on instagram, but now you telling this makes me feel so good
@@ifk7441 Thank you for your update. I wish her all the best 🤩
@@ifk7441 wishing her well , I’m glad she’s continuing with her recovery ❤️
I am so happy for you Ronnie!!! Sooo happy to see this after watching the last video !! ANOTHER UPDATE?!?! GO RONNIE!!! Proud & happy!!! We love you girl !
And has absolutely made me think deeply about myself and my addiction and alcohol use. I would love to see a youtube channel, blog, social media and your growth. Seriously. You speak so amazingly Ronnie. Touched my soul.
Sadly, I think you get bullied for the same reason you’ve gotten so much positivity. Everyone can see how smart, insightful and beautiful you are.
It’s just that some people feel so badly about themselves that they try to make you feel badly too.
I’m glad you’re seeing what we see. You ARE gonna make it, Ronnie.
These women bully her only because she’s pretty and they’re insecure. 🤷🏻♀️ Wish I could be with her and be her supporter. Women need to stick together.
Shut the Fuck up
Dus oh shut up, Ronnie said that they didn’t even try to get to know her, maybe those ladies were jealous because she’s doing great on what they find hard to do, which is get a second chance in life and because she’s young and pretty it might be easier for her to find jobs and have family support, etc, being pretty might be one of the factors of their rage towards her.
@@yuhcgte You alright, simp?
@@bjarnetollevsen2163 Ain't gonna lie, there are a lot simps in the comments.
@@bjarnetollevsen2163 Shut the Fuck up
This is the first one of these soft white underbelly videos I have watched that I really believe she can do this. She has a sparkle in her eyes that most drug addicts lose, she’s still in there, despite all she’s been thru it hasn’t sucked her soul like happens so often from drugs, especially meth and heroin. Her story broke my heart in so many ways and I am so glad her parents haven’t given up on her and that she is able to see how many people are rooting for her and believe in her, and see her worth, even when she doesn’t. Please start your blog, Ronnie, share your energy and experiences with others, healing yourself while also helping to heal others. Please don’t let those negative voices in your head run the show anymore. Even when you feel low, remember it will pass and don’t give up. You are going to do amazing things in this world, you already are, keep shining and keep fighting and share your gifts with the world. You will be an amazing counselor. So Much Love!!!
Ronnie, I am not sure if you'll ever see this. I am a thousand miles away from you and totally do not know you. But I am so proud of you. You are trying your best to be better. One step at a time and you'll get there and you'll get your son with you. I am rooting for you and praying for you and your family.
This channel is so important, it cannot be stressed enough
!00% agree
Yes it is💯
She is bullied by those who resent her beauty and potential, which when in Ronnie’s presence highlights what’s ugly about them. I hope she comes to realize this and see the bullies for what they are, a nuisance fly to be ignored.
I can relate. Bullying destroys the mind, spirit, body
I literally just finished the first interview and immediately watch this one after it, what a drastic improvement in such a short time Ronnie made :) it made me so happy. She's adorable, she's such a strong and good hearted person but drugs really destroy a person.
I'm glad she's doing well (I hope she is still doing well as this video is 2 years old now), I just want to give her a really long hug ☺️ I'm glad she sees the positive in herself, I've been through some similar experiences asides from the drugs and I can tell you it's NOT easy to come from being admitted into hospital because of a suicide attempt to then find yourself again and be relatively happy with who you are, that was 3 years ago for me. It's been a long road, I've definitely faltered along the way but in here now, I'm doing better and I'm coming to terms with my past and making my future a little better each day for myself and others.
You just have to keep going and try your best to be the person you'd want to be. It doesn't have to happen in one night, a year or 5 years, as long as you're trying that's enough 🙂
If anyone has Ronnie's social I'd like to just let her know this. Thank you.