I wouldnt call it a positive mental attitude when he said he like it too much and he aint ready to quit, and his life is in a pause and he can get all back quick easily, thats deceiving, thats what drugs makes u feel, Proof, he died around 7 years ago of Heroin overdose, FACTS
Two years ago I was struggling really bad financially after a long-term relationship breakup. I lost my apartment and had to give my dog up. I still love that dog and think about him. I completed my degree and work in law now and am much more financially stable. If possible, I would track down that dog and bring him back to me. 😢
This interview made me intrigued about heroin. I'd love to try it....as long as it isn't laced with that fentanyl or carfentanyl coming in from that shit hole China.
@@Psychedelic430 Most people don't die from using herion, many get of opiates, or just live their whole life on them, the major killer is alcohol, if people get of opiates they normally switch to alcohol and that's what tends to kill people most, it's much worse for your health, but hey it's legal...
@@longking2063 Heroin overdose. I believe it was 7 years ago or so. His obituary is somewhere if you can find his last name. I can't remember what it was, it's been a long time.
Exactly see this man realizes he has a better hand at life even if he's homeless cause he's in america and all these people think they got it hard in america and there oppressed and don't have privlage you have privilege if you live in america you have more privileges than the rest of the world "the hood" ain't shit thats a nice place to live to people that aren't from america
Many homeless people take drugs. They also have a much higher chance of being addicts. But also, being homeless is very hard, and very depressing. Why blame them for trying to blunt their pain? Why blame them for being in that situation at all? Maybe in a world where empty houses that are being held as an investment are lived in instead, or where we had decent mental health care, there wouldn't be homelessness at all? We can take a similar attitude towards a lot of drug use in fact. For example, the opioid crisis in the U.S., much of it is in midwestern states, where people are desperately poor, have no prospects, no support from the state, and honestly live in misery. No wonder they want to escape however they can. No wonder they take drugs. Might the need that people seem to have to get away from themselves and get away from the world be a problem not with how they choose to get away from the world but the world itself? Communism. You solve the problem with communism. On the whole, I think drugs are neutral. They're not inherently good or bad. They're made good or bad by the contexts in which they're taken. The world is made up of material. You can't point to an atom and tell me where its ethical qualities are stored, all ethical norms are relational, which isn't necessarily the same as crude relativism. If you legalise drugs, drugs do less harm.
canarsiemarsie except there is data to prove that the opposite, what this guy is talking, works much better than strict enforcement of addiction as a judicial issue. In all places it’s been decriminalized and harm reductions have been put in place including social programs and access to clean drugs even, drug rates have gone down, recidivism rates lower for crime, homelessness, and addiction, death rates and illness plummet, and the overall cost to taxpayers lowers as well. From every standpoint economic, moral, and logistic, it is the more sensible solution. But don’t take my word for it, look up the Vancouver heroin and safe injection site studies, Sweden’s penal system and record, Portugal and Uruguay’s full spectrum decriminalization and subsequent results, the comparison of dearth rates and addiction rates and poverty and all indicators of social problems state by state and country by country next to how harshly they penalize drug addiction. You might think you have the answer, but you don’t.
Absolutely, what an intelligent fellow. If you ‘enjoy’ learning about people like Keith, read ‘One hit away: a memoir’. Such an eloquent and insightful read
Bro, you'd be amazed at how many addicts are just like him. When it comes to opiates, many of them are totally normal and good people that made a gigantic mistake.
@@HugoStiglitz88 if you have a bad childhood at the age where neurons are making pathways, you are prone to drug addiction. Drugs normalise a person who suffers a lack of natural endorphins.
The music that began as he was describing how "he lost his job, addicted to pain killers then heroin, lost the apartment, the girl, the dog" had the worst comedic timing.
I was gonna say the same thing. I had a sad and concerned face when I heard him talk and then the music came on and I was controlling my laughter even though no one is watching me. That was not good timing lol. I really really he hope he got his life together and his 3 wishes came true
it's the song: "Lowrider" so kinda on point. "All my friends know the low rider The low rider is a little higher Low rider drives a little slower Low rider is a real goer Low rider knows every street, yeah Low rider is the one to meet, yeah Low rider don't use no gas now Low rider don't drive too fast Take a little trip, take a little trip Take a little trip and see Take a little trip, take a little trip Take a little trip with me"
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 drugs are alot more complex than just being into drugs your not willingly doing it your hooked you cannot stop, there is alot of ways to get addicted like I said it's complicated.
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 That's very ignorant. There are so many reasons why people become addicited. Almost all homeless people and addicts have mental health problems that were never properly treated. We are all only a few steps away from homelessness, so ditch the judgemental attitude
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 Honesty, accountability and not taking things for granted are not linked to drug abuse or addiction. In other words, many people are liars, blame others and take things for granted, and at the same time, are not substance abuser.
@@bipolatelly9806 right on man. Glad you overcame this. Never got this this point but got pretty close.. lost many friends to the dope on philly. There’s so much hope after addiction but it’s so hard to see that when you are in the clutches.
@@surviver5738 Hear hear brother, 2 months sober now from amphs. I was like an actor, hiding my addiction from everybody and pretending to be sober but I still don't get it how I managed to play myself like I did. I used to think I had to get my life together and then I would be ready to get sober but man, I got it all backwards right from the start. Looking back it was no surprise I never managed to get sober with that attitude and the fact that I thought I'd have to do it myself since it was me who got into to that downward spiral. I'm so fucking happy I finally scraped up the courage to tell the truth to my closest friends and kick the habit. Hope you are doing well too!
Oooooooh that’s why he said he knows when he wants to quit and he can get a life back easily. He’s a time traveler going through a rough time he put it all on pause
@@gurtlord You’re right. I guess it’s all the Hollywood films and unfortunate stigmas on the people who are addicted to drugs. I wasn’t trying to be negative with the comment, it’s just that most people (if there anything like me) aren’t properly educated on this topic. I think this is the whole reason why this video exist, and it’s great that people like me are understanding the truth.
@@alxnd_r6345 yeah the globalist cabal of the west though, the ones in the eastern world are preparing to get their people out of villages and horrible conditions. but in real truth having humility for your fellow human being is good.
I got sober two years ago after first watching this video and then finding out that he was sober and doing good. He reminded me so much of me and my situation at the time and if he could do it I figured I could. Thanks Keith
He is very sensible and intelligent. Yeah loads of people say he is dumb for beiing addicted. So many people considered smart can't even quit smoking. An addiction is strong
@@balderhuybreghs8827 that's what i'm saying dude. Look up the comments people call him dumb for beiing addicted and i just point out that so many smart people can't get off cigarettes to prove the point;)
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Heroin gives you a feeling of pleasure and happiness that is almost impossible to achieve through natural means. So yeah, it’s kinda easy to love that feeling.
Wow found him on Facebook and he looks so healthy! What a great down to earth man! Addiction hits everywhere and I'm glad he made it out OK! I'm rooting for ya Keith!
@@footballbeast8197 go down to the comment, "11 years later hope he found his reason to stop" you'll find his name there. His mom is In the comments too so I was able to prove to comment was correct and the man looks very good. He's quite healthy to the point it doesn't even look like him but if you look at his facial features it's him.
Well, there is a film called "A street cat named Bob". It's the story of guy addicted to heroin that managed to get clean thanks to his cat. The main character kinda looks like him in my opinion.
I've heard people explain what heroine feels like. They say it's like you have been deathly ill your whole life, and you just found the cure. That stuff is absolutely terrifying.
Wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy! I’ve been clean for 3 years, next week! And super proud. Like he said, he’s has to be able to hate the life enough to quit! That’s how I was, hated it so much, that I don’t ever wanna go back.
I had someone explain it to me a way that really made sense why people would use it and get addicted, he said imagine being cold, shivering, and then pouring warm honey over you starting at your head, feeling it slowly move down your body making you feel warm and good
@@sarinnaneumann8182 Unfortunately that is the truth, it feels like you are wrapped in a warm blanket, and that you are back in the womb; nothing at all can go wrong and all of your worries are gone. I could go on forever but its late where I am, everything the guy said in the video is true. I'm now 31 days sober after (thankfully) only a year on it, living hell day in day out, absolute hell on earth. I am NEVER going back to that sort of existence. Since I've been sober I've met so many new friends, got a job, made a band, been going out doing normal things and just got a girlfriend also! :D
@@harveycameroncovers makes me understand why people would use it and get so easily addicted. Congrats on 31 days sober! Keep it up. Not everyone can say they’ve accomplished that 🎉
This homeless heroin-addict is a million times more lucid and well spoken than most people on earth, hope he's doing well his mind and reasoning still seem intact
@@AmericanSCPO try vaping. I used to smoke half a pack per day wasting my money buying cancer from the government basically. Then I fall in love with my vape. Period.
While he is self aware, I might have to agree with the reply above me that he seems to be in denial. This guy feels like he just doesn't want to quit heroin because it still feels good. But of course it feels good, that's the point of the drug, and these are among the signs of addiction. And when he starts to feel the effect of the drug grow weaker and weaker, he will take more and more of it. At that time - when his sanity will be fully taken away by the drug, it will be much harder to quit. You don't quit when it starts to become a burden. You quit while you can.
I hear you. As someone who works in helping with people who are challenged with addiction we are shifting the language from "a addict" to "a person challenged with addiction." Using the term "addict" is a label and an identity. We are hoping to bring awareness to identify someone as a "person who..."
@@acceptanceheals Being an addict is not an insult in my world, its what made me the person I am today; shame is a huge trigger for relapse. Calling an addict a junkie is a total different story, thats a huge insult for us.
If I spoke to a homeless guy with this much honesty and rationality, I'd give him a few bucks in my pocket. He doesn't lie and beg - he's going through a crisis and needs a pause. Been there, done that, and I wish him the best.
He looks like a 90's computer expert named Brandon who drives a 80's era civic, chain smokes Marlboros, and goes to raves. Point is I would totally have a beer with the guy.
A lot of times heroin addicts can put up a facade like this of having their shit semi-together or being cogent/engaging, and then you actually start hanging out with them and the catastrophe really sinks in. Sadly, if you hung out with this dude when the video was shot, you'd probably quickly want to get away from him. That's if he isn't guilt tripping you for money, or doing things like make you drive him around while he boosts from stores and makes you serve as his getaway driver, or makes you randomly drive you out to some suburban movie theater parking lot where he meets one of his junky friends and they fucking shoot up in the car within full view of a busy intersection. Guess if I've been close friends with junkies.
I like his honesty... he is not blaming anyone else, he just admits that he likes heroin too much. But I do hope he has been able to find a way out of it by now.
@@shr00mhead It's kinda true though. If methadone is legal for rehab there is no reason heroin shouldn't be. However the legality of heroin likely didn't affect whether he actually became homeless, just his ability to get off the streets. edit: wanted to say that it's obvious that the reason methadone is legal and heroin isn't is because you can't profit off of addicts as much if you just used heroin for rehab. spineless rat pharma companies.
@@brittanymorgan8810 Facts. One of the reasons it's so addictive is that you can do normal everyday activities while on Heroin. This leads to you thinking it's okay and after a certain point addiction has it's claws sunk too deep into you to back out.
@@Nathan-sw8kb They are the ultimate shortcut to happiness. Why bother with sex, money, girlfriends, love, buying shit if those things don't even nearly make you good enough as opiates can.
@@_BELMONT_ hey I'm just telling the truth. You know it's true. You know people,especially women, only care about themselves, why deceive yourself then?
A powerful reminder that everyone addicted to drugs is an entirely viable and precious life, and its sad so many people see addicts as demons instead of humans. I hope Keith is doing better now.
Man I got my heart broken years ago, and I lost my dog last year. I would wish that dog back instead every single time. I respected when he said that. Not asking for any pity but the love a dog can give you is unconditional and simple. It's a beautiful thing
@Hairy Chinese Kid Yeah, it's a real shitty thing for his partner to leave him because he was completely addicted to heroin. Real shitty person. Is that really what you think?
He said it, he likes doin heroin daily, dosen't mind living on the streets. Poor guy, I know some like him (really smart people), eventually lose their mind, start talking nonsense. Alcohol, pills, shots, whores, even weed.. everything leads the same way. Is heroin really impossible to quit?
Good on him for accepting where he is at, not lying to himself about his addiction and goals. Sometimes in life, there are periods where you need to put your life on pause and just give in to what you want to do. Heroin is a big life-stealer, but he is at peace with it. Good on the interviewer as well for genuinely conversing and guiding the conversation to be completely comfortable and candid. My best wishes to Keith.
@@artdemjaha I guess what I meant was that his manner of speech was extremely collected, and it seemed like he put thought behind his every word. The way he spoke about his past and present was really matter-of-fact, and yeah you gotta be smart to have that deep of an understanding of communication. Just look at his mannerisms, and how he pauses to think before responses. The way he talked about his life being "on pause" at the moment because he still can't break a destructive habit - I still think about that shit almost every day when I'm having shit days and I feel like MY life is on pause. He's got a really clever way of relaying information, and you have to be smart to do that!
There’s a good chance that he’s too smart for his own good. Smart people have exceptional talent when it comes to rationalising things. Mix that ability with confirmation bias and you have a recipe for disaster. They become out of touch with reality because they’re too mental and often deny their intuitions or emotions through wilful ignorance and rationalisation.
What’s funny is the inversion of morality that’s taken place, Nietzsche called it the transvaluation of all value; “we” as a society have done this thing where we look to the lowest of the low, or the furthest down the societal ladder for inspiration. You should never be inspired by someone who is addicted to heroin and lives on the street, as obvious mistakes were made. This man has had agency throughout his whole life, he didn’t accidentally honeless and hooked. Find a father who works to provide for his family and maintains that, not a junkie.
I remember few years back after my wife died, I was left alone with 3 kids. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got addicted to heroin. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment changed my life for better. I can proudly say i'm totally clean for 6 years and still counting. Always look to nature for solution to tough problems, Shrooms are phenomenal.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES sure of mycologist Predroshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, addiction. Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Anything can get you addicted...more important ist the reason you want to do it. If you're feeling bad, if you have serious problems, don't try to escape. Get help.
I TRULY hope this guy makes it through. He still has a positive mindset and he is trying to avoid blaming or shaming anyone else. That takes courage when you are in his position
"I was addicted to painkillers, and when the painkillers got too expensive I switched to heroin, and it all went down from there" *lowrider plays in the distance*
sam Afghanistan war we mostly fought for oil and poppy plant m.ruclips.net/video/qW2YWqVpT4E/видео.html In which the government sells the poppy/heroin to medical company’s and then they refine it into pain killers or other pills that are highly addictive and can make people go to the streets and buy it illegally and are hooked. Then they get arrested and have a criminal record and paying for fines.
It is a boulder up a mountain, but there is a day when you reach the other side and you know longer carry the weight around, and you will feel forever lighter. You can do it!
@@ann-mariebower7957 @Ann-Marie Bower Wait, why would NYT write about a homeless dude named Keith living on the streets of LA? Is it this Keith? Do You have the link?
Don't let this video make you think it's as easy as he said 'I could quit, bla bla, but I don't want to yet'. That's a trap they all lead themselves into, an illusion of controlling the addiction without knowing that it actually controls you.
Precisely, its not that he 'doesn't want to', he just is way too addicted and his mind will never want to quit again. He's said he's already tried kicking the habit but its been too hard, he will never survive
What are you even talking about. The guy very clearly said "I wouldn't be able to quit right now because I just don't want to" and that is the Perfect way to describe addiction. People quit when they finally decide for themselves that they Want to quit. They have to want it. And this guy made it clear multiple times that he is not there yet and he doesn't Want to stop so he knows he couldn't if he tried. He'll only stop when things get so bad that stopping is what he truly wants. That is how addiction works and most addicts are very well aware of that.
@@bestieswithtesties I agree with JamesT but would add that most addicts are in denial that the drugs themselves are the root cause of all of their problems. This guy knows exactly what the root cause is and he knows he’s powerless to do anything about it because he’s just not ready. He’s insightful, but I fear he is nowhere near rock bottom. Change can only happen when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change. (Tony Robbins)
@@mariekelly8787 Then they're pretty self-unaware if they think that's not rock bottom. Look at him. He's out on the street looking like a 2nd rate citizen, God knows where he spends his nights to sleep. This is rock bottom, the only reason he does not feel that way? Is because he's numb to it thanks to the heroin.
@@TheAlburp No, it's more of a "I know I am addicted to heroin and that's the only thing that is stopping me from getting back to usual life working from 8 till 17, taking care of house and family while working a job that most people actually don't like but tie themselves with a financial burden while trying to catch up with the world." self-aware.
@@TheAlburp It's not really intelligent when you realise that addiction is bringing you down, but most people don't even see it that way. It's also not justifying since he will never ne ready to quit because it's a heroin and nobody is ever ready. The thing is he understands that he has a problem which got him there and that's the self-aware part. Has nothing to do with USA.
@@Mephisto_sixsixsix Being aware that you have a problem isn't that hard, a lot of people do in these situations, doing something about it is the hard part that most people fail at A lot of addicts think that admitting it is half the battle and say "I'm going to quit when I'm ready" or "I just don't want to" but they're just lying to themselves thinking that something it'll be easier as some point but it won't if anything it will get harder and harder, admitting you have a problem is nice but if you don't do shit about it it doesn't matter
"I probably live and eat better than 95% of the world's population". This is what I call being thankful for what you have instead of resentful for the things you don't have. Such a great dude.
I mean it's very grateful and humble but also shows - and I don't mean that by any means in a rude way - that Americans, and especially Californians often think that they have it very much better than the rest of the world. While that was for sure true in the 1960s and the following years, nowdays, honestly, I'm very sure 80% of the world population eats and lives better than a homeless man in California. Source? I've visited maybe 20, 25 countries in my life and honestly, the poverty I saw in some parts of LA was easily worse than what I've seen in large parts of Asia or Eastern Europe these days.
I have 78 days clean from heroin today!! I was introduced to opioids when I was 17 after my first knee surgery then again 1 year later when I had my 2nd knee surgery... I spiraled out from there & graduated to heroin a few years later bc of the price (like he said). On my 32nd birthday in July, I checked myself into detox/rehab and stayed for a couple months. I hit the "play" button on my life that had been "paused" for many years!! I'm a grateful, hopeful, & blessed recovering addict today!! Hopefully his found his way over the last 9 years!!! Thoughts & prayers to all the sick and suffering addicts out there today!!
NICE. It may sound hard to believe but if you keep heading in the right direction, the day will come when it doesn't even cross your mind anymore, EVER!!!! I have 12 clean years under my belt.
@@joescaletta4913 film it for proof and tell him on cam that people wish him well and hope he is okay. maybe even wanna crowdfund on the term he gets clean from at least opioids
Niko oh man sorry dude turns out the homeless guy i seen that looked litteraly exactly like this guy wasnt him but i swear to god tho he had the same green jacket, glasses, hairstyle he even walked the same like this guy the same height and backpack And everything! i ended up spotting him for a second time by a shopping center near my house pulled up next to him in my car and asked him if he was keith and he said no why. i showed him this video and said theres this homeless man that looks exactly like you who struggled with herion.. and the homeless guy said “holy shit that does look like me. it was crazy i was shocked because i really thought it was him
SmilieTheSneakerHead x hi, is there any way I can speak to you about this gentleman? Do you know him? Do you happen to know his last name? I have a reason for asking. Obviously, I think I recognize him. And if it is the person I believe him to be I have been looking for him for many years. He was a very dear friend. I will check my messages on here just Incase. Thank you so much for any help you could offer. I promise I mean no harm to you or him. Only love. Thank you. 😊
This guy's positive outlook on life is contagious and inspirational. He quite literally is in the worst situation imaginable, a drug addict homeless on the streets, and still manages to see the good in his situation. If this guy can do this and not be complaining, I shouldn't be complaining about anything at all.
Thats exactly how I felt the first year and a half being homeless and hooked on fentanyl . I didn't want to quit and I enjoyed the sense of freedom of not being tied down to a job, and obligations. But eventually you get sick of it, you will hit rock bottom and you will make very serious attempts to get clean with every ounce of will you have, and fall right back into it. Thats when people give up and completely let themselves go. And from there you will hit your bottom many times over, and its hell, literally hell. I never prayed to God before my heroin addiction but I cried for God to help me nearly every morning on the streets. I always knew I would get clean someday despite failing so many times, and I finally did manage to get clean, get a job save money and live a good life again but the suffering that had to take place to want to quit badly enough to make it, was so devastating it has changed me forever
@@knickie9 In order to answer that question fully I would need to write an essay, but this is a RUclips comment section so ull keep it short. Being homeless sucks. For the most part, 85% of the time you're simply struggling to survive. I actually found the survival aspect fulfilling in a sense I liked it. But its not for most people. Where I lived it rained a lot in the winter, being a city in the rainforest. It was impossible to stay dry, even with a tent, "rain resistant" clothing and tarps. It rained so much everything would eventually be drenched and when the rain stopped it was never warm enough for your clothing dry. So with you would be cold, so I would spend about 2 or 3 hours each day at a library or using the hand dryers in public restrooms to dry my clothes and my shoes. That is just one of the many aspects I had to deal with being homeless, on top of just struggling to survive, I had to make between 50-80 dollars minimum per day to maintain my opioid addiction. I wish I could go into more detail but I'm keeping it short for the sake of being a sub comment on RUclips.
jυѕтpѧʊse אאא no he meant *TALKING*. Piss off with your quick to correct someone bullshit. Even if he misspelled it, 99% of the time everyone knows what is trying to be said.
Man, my heart goes out to those who are addicted. It's unrealistic and corny as hell, but I just wish everyone could be happy and healthy. This guy definitely seems like he's intelligent and realizes his own limitations, and I hope all these years later he's in a much better spot. I've never been addicted to any substance, and I know it doesn't mean much from a stranger, but if you suffer from addiction, keep up the good fight. You'll get through. Just take it one day at a time.
So true. I made better decisions on my own. The other people on the street are not your friend. Unless you work with them every day at day labor and get to know someone like yourself. Keep to yourself. Out of 50 plus people I knew downtown san anto. Only 2 people I trusted without a doubt. The rest no way jose!!!.
As somoene who lived homeless as an adventure, generally this advice is spot fucking on. I met some great people when I was homeless but lots of mental issues and addiction
"my life is on pause" "I know when i'll wanna quit" "I can get everything back easy". This guy is smart and I feel for him, but he is in a state of denial if he believes this is temporary.
It's not denial, it's confidence and self control, you can clearly see he didn't lost his mind yet so.. He's totaly right,i was there saying the same thing when is was high as fuck on amphetamines years ago, and here i am sober.
It is temporary I smoked crack and did heroin, was careful not to ever shoot the latter, because I'm aware of my personality, and therefore my susceptibility to it. He's not ready to quit, I was not ready to shoot. Now I'm clean and it's a non issue. It's all about the mindset.
@@yanthetrooper67 - meth and heroin are not the same thing. Meth at least has some adaptive effects for coping with life; heroin is just practice for dying.
When you hit rock bottom and still find ways to keep feeding the addiction, the shit you do to keep it going and justify it to yourself weighs on you. People that are addicts but aren’t self-aware are only able to lie to themselves like that because they still have some functional facets of their lives.
@@pc86914 its true ive met some super functioning addicts. The suffering in some ways is worse because of having to hide aspects if themselves takes up so much energy. The running from pain is usually more painful than pain
He's accepted his situation, and I'm not sure if he's an outlier. Besides the people are who basically living corpses, homeless people are just regular people with something bad happening preventing them.
@Polly Smith it is actually exactly the point of the meds. The Companies that make painkillers want them to be addicting so they can sell more so they can get Even richer than they already are
On the street yes unfortunately, but with a doctor and even the slightest bit of insurance they are less than a dollar a pill. so for 20 bucks you get 30-120 pills. THATS why its so dangerous. Once you start its easy cause you need a little. but by the end you are taking them 120 pills 3 days into the script. Heroin is soooooo cheap that once you get to that point you can as high as 10 oxycodons with a little bit of heroin.
hamthadan 55 Dude, this is the same exact story as millions of other people, including me. It’s not the same guy. That’s just how devastating and widespread it is.
My dad had the exact same mentality, "I can get it all back, I can kick it any time- just not ready yet." Twenty years later, still nothing- so an ischemic stroke decides to kick it for him. Goodbye half of your body. The point is, you'll NEVER be "ready to kick it". Just do it, do anything and everything: go cold or taper off, DIY or get help, and don't give up till you're quit... but that's just the first step. The next is you staying off every hour, every day. Fall down, get back up. That's the journey, just like everything else.
The diversity on his diet, the nutrition value of his diet, the amount of hours of hard work, the quality of the water he drinks, the access to medical services etc.
Actually, the US is one of the worst in the criteria you have just enlisted. 48 million American do not have access to sufficient and nutritious food and 1 out of 5 children go hungry at some point in a year. I am wondering (with all due respects, just out of curiosity) have you ever traveled outside the US?
I´m from Colombia, have only lived in the US a couple of times for 1 year. Even the most shitty Mac donalds burguer has a better nutrition value than the average lunch here which can be just a bowl of rice or lots of really fried cheap stuff. The water, the aqueduct and sewage, are way better in the US, the health services even for the homeless, the education, care during young age etc, are way better in the US. We still have children dying of hunguer here, even though a minority. I would agree the US is one of the worst in the developed world (not entirely true), lets say comprised of 750 million people, which now is just 10% of the population, so yes he made a mistake he lives and eats better than 90% of the population, not 95%.
It's sad that immediately it's "a pill" like obviously what he means by it is different but that fact taking mind altering medication is just a norm is pretty insane
@@shane_bowe Scary stuff indeed. The magic pill that makes everything ok and the "Your kid doesn't pay attention in class, give him this 3 times a day." is more and more common.
I kept thinking when I was listening to this man, that days become weeks, weeks become months, months become years and years become decades and I am sad of this man and sad of myself.
Why? He admits he's a loser. He can get on something like Subutex and taper off with no puking and shitting. I'm judging him for being a negative and not a positive in the world.
He's definitely a smart guy. You can tell, the sober side of him is probably an artist, scientist or teacher. Shows how much potential is just being wasted. To have a feeling that doesn't last forever
@@DEEProjector not true. Very little scientists actually know what its like to have heroin in their system. This is the type of dude to study the effects it has on his body.
@@hitnrun66 i knew before that u will said that but a true scientist will say no with pets like dogs and cats. They're very resiponsibility with anyone antthing any animal around hum or her. They will think about raise a pet very seriously. And a true scientist will never be addicted to drugs, if not, his mind is not strong enough to be a true scientist (newton level)
Heroin itself is not really that damaging to your general health as long as it's somewhat pure with no bad cutting agents. The main problems are of societal, monetary and psychological nature.
@@Ultrajamz It certainly has effects on the brain and thus your mental health, no doubts. I was just commenting that heroin abuse doesn't have to come with bad physical health e.g. teeth falling out, bad skin, underweight etc
@@Ultrajamz To be honest: I disagree. Braindamage or neurochemical influence is not the single cause for self-neglect. I'd bet that you wouldn't be able to tell a vast majority of "junkies" apart from regular people. Only a minority lives on the streets, homeless, with no jobs. Look at other countries that have other drug policies and offer help to addicts. Their societal outcome is a whole lot different and their overall health is better as well. What I'm saying is: If we helped people solve their underlying issues that cause them to take drugs, in a lot of cases, their outcome will be totally different.
Oh man. It's horrible. It is choice, but it's not an easy choice at all. But I know what you mean, it causes more shame than what the reality is. It's probably one of the worst things that could happen to your life.
it's now been 12 years. i just hope he's still ok and maybe got his life back. seems like a nice dude, hope the very best for him. thanks for doing these type of videos. thank you.
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smart guy, hasn't lost his mind yet. I hope he gets clean.
Jimmy J. Rustle calling a heroin addict a smart guy is a bit of an oxymoron, don’t you think?
@@energy_waves I don't think he has any wisdom to offer either lol
@@skatelife59 I don't think you got the context of what I was saying. He has intelligence, but he isn't wise.
David Razberry intelligence? He’s a heroine addict!
@@heatlifer3640 There is a difference between wisdom and intelligence. It's like you guys only read the last comment and nothing else.
This dude is homeless and addicted to heroin and still has a better positive mental attitude than I do.
I wouldnt call it a positive mental attitude when he said he like it too much and he aint ready to quit, and his life is in a pause and he can get all back quick easily, thats deceiving, thats what drugs makes u feel, Proof, he died around 7 years ago of Heroin overdose, FACTS
It's called hitting rock bottom once you get to that point, which I am. You realize the importance of life.
@@minoxidilexperiment769 wheres the proof he died
Two years ago I was struggling really bad financially after a long-term relationship breakup. I lost my apartment and had to give my dog up. I still love that dog and think about him. I completed my degree and work in law now and am much more financially stable. If possible, I would track down that dog and bring him back to me. 😢
Yep
I don’t even do heroin and this video made me quit heroin.
Yea lol
This interview made me intrigued about heroin. I'd love to try it....as long as it isn't laced with that fentanyl or carfentanyl coming in from that shit hole China.
Greg Kinney ok buddy
Greg Kinney First off Fentanyl was made first in the U.S. And you know Heroin is just has bad right ? 😒
@@gregkinney2565 maybe just dont hey
He's such a nice dude. It's been 11 years, Keith. I hope you found the way. I hope you're doing good these days.
Exactly what I was thinking
I hope he is doing okay as well. Seems like a cool guy.
We all hope that but to be honest... he is probably worst or dead right now.
@@Psychedelic430 😢
@@Psychedelic430 Most people don't die from using herion, many get of opiates, or just live their whole life on them, the major killer is alcohol, if people get of opiates they normally switch to alcohol and that's what tends to kill people most, it's much worse for your health, but hey it's legal...
I'm 10 years clean this month from heroin. It was hard.
Ali Mohammed keep it up
@@rainergeis thanks bro. No going back to that shit.
Keep fighting brother
Good shit man. Keep your head up.
Like the guy in the video said, I wish I never knew what heroin feels like. Is that how you feel as well?
The fact he’s homeless and still feels humbled and blessed that he eats better than a lot of other people in the world. God bless this man.
He died years ago, but his message has been been heard by millions for years. That's something not even most people will ever accomplish.
@@longking2063 Heroin overdose. I believe it was 7 years ago or so. His obituary is somewhere if you can find his last name. I can't remember what it was, it's been a long time.
Very true
He could also be saying those things to justify his lifestyle (which killed him in the end).
Exactly see this man realizes he has a better hand at life even if he's homeless cause he's in america and all these people think they got it hard in america and there oppressed and don't have privlage you have privilege if you live in america you have more privileges than the rest of the world "the hood" ain't shit thats a nice place to live to people that aren't from america
“Second wish would probably be to have my dog back”... I felt that one. Hope he makes it.
This was 9 years ago. I hope he made it.
Kevin Joe deadass? how do you know?
Many homeless people take drugs. They also have a much higher chance of being addicts. But also, being homeless is very hard, and very depressing. Why blame them for trying to blunt their pain? Why blame them for being in that situation at all? Maybe in a world where empty houses that are being held as an investment are lived in instead, or where we had decent mental health care, there wouldn't be homelessness at all? We can take a similar attitude towards a lot of drug use in fact. For example, the opioid crisis in the U.S., much of it is in midwestern states, where people are desperately poor, have no prospects, no support from the state, and honestly live in misery. No wonder they want to escape however they can. No wonder they take drugs. Might the need that people seem to have to get away from themselves and get away from the world be a problem not with how they choose to get away from the world but the world itself? Communism. You solve the problem with communism.
On the whole, I think drugs are neutral. They're not inherently good or bad. They're made good or bad by the contexts in which they're taken. The world is made up of material. You can't point to an atom and tell me where its ethical qualities are stored, all ethical norms are relational, which isn't necessarily the same as crude relativism. If you legalise drugs, drugs do less harm.
@canarsiemarsie You're wrong. Calling people names doesn't seem to help in this case.
canarsiemarsie except there is data to prove that the opposite, what this guy is talking, works much better than strict enforcement of addiction as a judicial issue. In all places it’s been decriminalized and harm reductions have been put in place including social programs and access to clean drugs even, drug rates have gone down, recidivism rates lower for crime, homelessness, and addiction, death rates and illness plummet, and the overall cost to taxpayers lowers as well. From every standpoint economic, moral, and logistic, it is the more sensible solution. But don’t take my word for it, look up the Vancouver heroin and safe injection site studies, Sweden’s penal system and record, Portugal and Uruguay’s full spectrum decriminalization and subsequent results, the comparison of dearth rates and addiction rates and poverty and all indicators of social problems state by state and country by country next to how harshly they penalize drug addiction. You might think you have the answer, but you don’t.
Broke my heart when he said he’d wish for his dog back. The most conscious addict I’ve ever seen communicate:( I hope he finds peace
Absolutely, what an intelligent fellow. If you ‘enjoy’ learning about people like Keith, read ‘One hit away: a memoir’. Such an eloquent and insightful read
Bro, you'd be amazed at how many addicts are just like him. When it comes to opiates, many of them are totally normal and good people that made a gigantic mistake.
High IQ - if it was legalised, he’d still have his job etc.
High functioning addicts exist more than you think.
@@HugoStiglitz88 if you have a bad childhood at the age where neurons are making pathways, you are prone to drug addiction.
Drugs normalise a person who suffers a lack of natural endorphins.
@@asdf2593 He failed himself
The music that began as he was describing how "he lost his job, addicted to pain killers then heroin, lost the apartment, the girl, the dog" had the worst comedic timing.
*the best
@@FratAsh lol, it was the best! but i don't want to disrespect the man
I was gonna say the same thing. I had a sad and concerned face when I heard him talk and then the music came on and I was controlling my laughter even though no one is watching me. That was not good timing lol. I really really he hope he got his life together and his 3 wishes came true
Haha it sure did
it's the song: "Lowrider" so kinda on point.
"All my friends know the low rider
The low rider is a little higher
Low rider drives a little slower
Low rider is a real goer
Low rider knows every street, yeah
Low rider is the one to meet, yeah
Low rider don't use no gas now
Low rider don't drive too fast
Take a little trip, take a little trip
Take a little trip and see
Take a little trip, take a little trip
Take a little trip with me"
I like this guy, he's honest, takes full accountability for his actions and doesn't take things for granted.
if he were all this he would not be into stupid drugs
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 drugs are alot more complex than just being into drugs your not willingly doing it your hooked you cannot stop, there is alot of ways to get addicted like I said it's complicated.
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 That's very ignorant. There are so many reasons why people become addicited. Almost all homeless people and addicts have mental health problems that were never properly treated. We are all only a few steps away from homelessness, so ditch the judgemental attitude
@@willreid381 ok, I agree, but if they have mental health they are not all that from the original post which was the point
@@geminianomultitopicos7925 Honesty, accountability and not taking things for granted are not linked to drug abuse or addiction. In other words, many people are liars, blame others and take things for granted, and at the same time, are not substance abuser.
The man is very honest about his addiction. That’s a step most addicts never even reach. There is hope.
I was this guy.
6 years ago.
Life is good.
@@bipolatelly9806 right on man. Glad you overcame this. Never got this this point but got pretty close.. lost many friends to the dope on philly. There’s so much hope after addiction but it’s so hard to see that when you are in the clutches.
No there is no hope for this guy you can tell he is a lost cause
@@surviver5738 Hear hear brother, 2 months sober now from amphs. I was like an actor, hiding my addiction from everybody and pretending to be sober but I still don't get it how I managed to play myself like I did. I used to think I had to get my life together and then I would be ready to get sober but man, I got it all backwards right from the start. Looking back it was no surprise I never managed to get sober with that attitude and the fact that I thought I'd have to do it myself since it was me who got into to that downward spiral. I'm so fucking happy I finally scraped up the courage to tell the truth to my closest friends and kick the habit. Hope you are doing well too!
@@redplanet2720 because you dont personally know a heroine addict that why
For someone who lives on the streets - he's calm, well spoken and intelligent. Hope you find some peace Keith.
From the glasses to the hair style and coat. This dude came out a time machine from the 80s.
Mr hackerman
I thought it was weird Al Yankovic
Don't forget the Stache!
Haha yeah, hackerman from kung fury
Oooooooh that’s why he said he knows when he wants to quit and he can get a life back easily. He’s a time traveler going through a rough time he put it all on pause
For someone addicted to heroin he seemed extremely down to Earth and self aware.
my brother was a heroin addict and i had no clue until like 2 weeks ago, they're pretty good at hiding it
Addicts are human beings too. We all are the same, there's good and bad, smart and dumb. Never judge someone, it's unbecoming.
@@gurtlord exactly
@@gurtlord amen
@@gurtlord You’re right. I guess it’s all the Hollywood films and unfortunate stigmas on the people who are addicted to drugs. I wasn’t trying to be negative with the comment, it’s just that most people (if there anything like me) aren’t properly educated on this topic. I think this is the whole reason why this video exist, and it’s great that people like me are understanding the truth.
RUclips algorithm is getting us all prepared to be homeless
What if they are programming our minds
true
@@alxnd_r6345 yeah the globalist cabal of the west though, the ones in the eastern world are preparing to get their people out of villages and horrible conditions. but in real truth having humility for your fellow human being is good.
@@LukeTEvans "eastern world". Not for long i'm afraid they are building a one world government currently. All for a one world currency. #StayWoke
Hahaha! Seriously!!
I got sober two years ago after first watching this video and then finding out that he was sober and doing good. He reminded me so much of me and my situation at the time and if he could do it I figured I could. Thanks Keith
See how he didn’t want a car or house just wants his pets back
@- Joshwa34 - he's not materialistic only thing that matters to him is life and connections to other living beings like his cat and dog.
Life give you companions
He is very sensible and intelligent. Yeah loads of people say he is dumb for beiing addicted. So many people considered smart can't even quit smoking. An addiction is strong
@@balderhuybreghs8827 that's what i'm saying dude. Look up the comments people call him dumb for beiing addicted and i just point out that so many smart people can't get off cigarettes to prove the point;)
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He's basically admitting that he's content to live on the street and be addicted to heroin. I can't fathom how powerful of a drug this must be.
Yeah it's one of the most pleasurable things you can experience, don't try it, because most people end up chasing it everyday and losing everything.
Heroin gives you a feeling of pleasure and happiness that is almost impossible to achieve through natural means. So yeah, it’s kinda easy to love that feeling.
@odo I mean there are some situations.
@@Frank75288 lol
It makes life simple. Wake up, get heroin, take heroin, sleep. Repeat.
Notice, he didn't wish for his girlfriend back.
And a cat even
he probably assumed he didnt have to waste a wish to get her back
She left him cus he was addicted to drugs
Adams Wong you would stay with a heroin addict?
No one wants that skank back
Wow found him on Facebook and he looks so healthy! What a great down to earth man! Addiction hits everywhere and I'm glad he made it out OK! I'm rooting for ya Keith!
What’s his Facebook???
@@footballbeast8197 go down to the comment, "11 years later hope he found his reason to stop" you'll find his name there. His mom is In the comments too so I was able to prove to comment was correct and the man looks very good. He's quite healthy to the point it doesn't even look like him but if you look at his facial features it's him.
🧢’n
The music in the background…
@@midwestchem368 just tell us his name if you know it lol
This guy looks like he should be in a movie for some reason
Well he kinda looks like keanu reeves
He looks like homeless Matthew McConaughey
Hackerman bois.
Well, there is a film called "A street cat named Bob". It's the story of guy addicted to heroin that managed to get clean thanks to his cat.
The main character kinda looks like him in my opinion.
He looks like a homeless Kip Dynamite
The lack of editing in this video is phenomenal. Honestly, an uncut, to-the-point conversation is hard to come by.
So you like uncut ? Bahahahaha
Jeffrey Jewell hahahaha so funny omg
Jeffrey Jewell all natural.
Lazio check my interviews out. I do it with famous martial artist.
I like how blunt he is. He's so honest with himself which is admirable
Help great in business career
Its sad because he has become complacent with his awful life.
Haha how "blunt" he is
excellent interview.....wonder how that mean is doing today......9 years later
He’s dead. He overdosed on heroin. What’s admirable about that?
I've heard people explain what heroine feels like. They say it's like you have been deathly ill your whole life, and you just found the cure. That stuff is absolutely terrifying.
Can’t imagine those demons tbh
Wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy! I’ve been clean for 3 years, next week! And super proud. Like he said, he’s has to be able to hate the life enough to quit! That’s how I was, hated it so much, that I don’t ever wanna go back.
I had someone explain it to me a way that really made sense why people would use it and get addicted, he said imagine being cold, shivering, and then pouring warm honey over you starting at your head, feeling it slowly move down your body making you feel warm and good
@@sarinnaneumann8182 Unfortunately that is the truth, it feels like you are wrapped in a warm blanket, and that you are back in the womb; nothing at all can go wrong and all of your worries are gone. I could go on forever but its late where I am, everything the guy said in the video is true.
I'm now 31 days sober after (thankfully) only a year on it, living hell day in day out, absolute hell on earth. I am NEVER going back to that sort of existence. Since I've been sober I've met so many new friends, got a job, made a band, been going out doing normal things and just got a girlfriend also! :D
@@harveycameroncovers makes me understand why people would use it and get so easily addicted. Congrats on 31 days sober! Keep it up. Not everyone can say they’ve accomplished that 🎉
This homeless heroin-addict is a million times more lucid and well spoken than most people on earth, hope he's doing well his mind and reasoning still seem intact
heroin isnt too bad for sanity. its mostly crack, meth, and having mental health issues that causes the tweak behavior.
Yes, he is well spoken despite being a homeless addict who is addicted.
Most people on earth don't speak at LEAST this well? What people do you hang around?
@@Sorrowdusk I know tons of non-addicted people that seems less lucid than him.
He got his fix. Without it it's hell for some months, that's when people appear to "lose" their minds
I hope he's doing okay. I admire his self awarness.
Same. He's clearly a good man.
Yea man, if such a man like this who had a good life can get addicted basically anyone can
Right
Awareness*
@Heinz K. Did you not watch the entire thing ?
It's been 11 years already! I hope he has come clean and managed his life. Seemed to be a genuine person.
You know there’s a problem when heroin is cheaper than legal painkillers
US medicine is only for priviledged few... totally broken system
Heroin is cheaper then a pack of Marlboro Lights.
@@AmericanSCPO yeah the taxes on tobacco is too high.
@@KAIKIN true and I definitely want to quit that habit.
@@AmericanSCPO try vaping. I used to smoke half a pack per day wasting my money buying cancer from the government basically. Then I fall in love with my vape. Period.
The self awareness I personally think is so amazing. A lot of addicts I've been around are so unaware of reality.
While he is self aware, I might have to agree with the reply above me that he seems to be in denial. This guy feels like he just doesn't want to quit heroin because it still feels good. But of course it feels good, that's the point of the drug, and these are among the signs of addiction. And when he starts to feel the effect of the drug grow weaker and weaker, he will take more and more of it. At that time - when his sanity will be fully taken away by the drug, it will be much harder to quit.
You don't quit when it starts to become a burden. You quit while you can.
I hear you. As someone who works in helping with people who are challenged with addiction we are shifting the language from "a addict" to "a person challenged with addiction." Using the term "addict" is a label and an identity. We are hoping to bring awareness to identify someone as a "person who..."
@@acceptanceheals No, im an addict.
@@dickmullen3750 feel free to own whatever label you have for yourself. I'm referring to having compassion for the words we choose to define others
@@acceptanceheals Being an addict is not an insult in my world, its what made me the person I am today; shame is a huge trigger for relapse. Calling an addict a junkie is a total different story, thats a huge insult for us.
When “Low Rider” plays while describing the most depressing parts of your life
Right on
That ws glorious
Just makes me think of slappy's, if you know you know
Hahaha I was looking for someone to comment this I knew it couldn't just be me
@@dymmalowitz5465 Is a little higher 🎶
I hope he’s alright nowadays. Rooting for the Keith’s of the world
He's clean and sell now
Wtf you picked out a philosopher addict and gave him respect. Crazy good video.
Every addict thinks they’re a philosopher though don’t they.
kotov dot in how many heroin users do you know? I come from a family of them. You’re talking out of your backside.
I'm a year sober today off Heroin. I hope this guy got help.
Mourning Star not funny
You are so amazing ❤
@Mourning Star nice man, what about that time three weeks ago though?
Nice work Evan. That crap took my cousin. Dude could've had anything he wanted. He chose heroin. A damn shame. Hope you're doing good.
Well done mate, keep going, all the best from Watford UK.
sick move in the back @ 4:40
LMAOOOOOO
Fuck yeah dog
😂😭
He got like three feet of air that time
I laughed too hard
If I spoke to a homeless guy with this much honesty and rationality, I'd give him a few bucks in my pocket. He doesn't lie and beg - he's going through a crisis and needs a pause. Been there, done that, and I wish him the best.
He looks like a 90's computer expert named Brandon who drives a 80's era civic, chain smokes Marlboros, and goes to raves. Point is I would totally have a beer with the guy.
Just stick to the beers then......dont start taking heroin with Brandon.
OMG! One of the best comments on RUclips I've ever seen hahahah
Anonymous Blank 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
A lot of times heroin addicts can put up a facade like this of having their shit semi-together or being cogent/engaging, and then you actually start hanging out with them and the catastrophe really sinks in. Sadly, if you hung out with this dude when the video was shot, you'd probably quickly want to get away from him. That's if he isn't guilt tripping you for money, or doing things like make you drive him around while he boosts from stores and makes you serve as his getaway driver, or makes you randomly drive you out to some suburban movie theater parking lot where he meets one of his junky friends and they fucking shoot up in the car within full view of a busy intersection. Guess if I've been close friends with junkies.
Would you drink a beer with me
I like his honesty... he is not blaming anyone else, he just admits that he likes heroin too much. But I do hope he has been able to find a way out of it by now.
Hes kind of blaming the law for the legality of heroine.
@@shr00mhead eh
@@shr00mhead It's kinda true though. If methadone is legal for rehab there is no reason heroin shouldn't be. However the legality of heroin likely didn't affect whether he actually became homeless, just his ability to get off the streets.
edit: wanted to say that it's obvious that the reason methadone is legal and heroin isn't is because you can't profit off of addicts as much if you just used heroin for rehab. spineless rat pharma companies.
I read in the comments he died a long time ago.
@@mikemccabe1594 whaat
RUclips algorithm: do you wanna watch a homeless dude talk about heroin 9 years ago? Me: yes please
🤣😂 algo are crazy it’s random topics 🤣😂 but I like it
hahahahaha
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Wonder how he's doing now.
yeah wtf this just popped into my feed too. Kinda weird
Two honest men. Damn I wish we saw more of this type of stuff on mainstream media.
Most clear thinking drug addict I’ve ever heard speak.
Nate Jones it’s not like meth
@@brittanymorgan8810 Facts. One of the reasons it's so addictive is that you can do normal everyday activities while on Heroin. This leads to you thinking it's okay and after a certain point addiction has it's claws sunk too deep into you to back out.
There’s a lot of addicts you probably encounter daily and you wouldn’t even know it.
Opiates don't stop you from thinking clearly, they just give you a feeling of inner peace and happiness
@@Nathan-sw8kb They are the ultimate shortcut to happiness. Why bother with sex, money, girlfriends, love, buying shit if those things don't even nearly make you good enough as opiates can.
Refreshing to see an interviewer that knows what addiction feels like.
Interviewer: So you put the needle in and it makes you feel good?
Man: Uhhh... I guess dude
@@ghostnoodle9721 he also said "I've been sober for 16 years and I havent had a good night's sleep since"
@@AaronTheAnimal He said he couldn't sleep without it when he was on it, completely different to what you quoted. Listen to it again.
This guy is sooo self aware and strangely optimistic. What a strong spirit with this guy despite his circumstance. Any update on him???
He reminds me of my best friend just days before he OD'd and died. I've come to see this sort of lucidity and positivity as a humongous red flag
chemi fermi it’s sad that worrying about another person has become this hard
@@shahabsamkan4027 what a typical douche bag Chad response.
@@yasutalks she wouldn't even spit on him in real life if she saw him on the street but on social media she's mother Teresa
@@_BELMONT_ hey I'm just telling the truth. You know it's true. You know people,especially women, only care about themselves, why deceive yourself then?
A powerful reminder that everyone addicted to drugs is an entirely viable and precious life, and its sad so many people see addicts as demons instead of humans. I hope Keith is doing better now.
People who see demons are the demon on this *** planet
Camera quality is insane for almost 10 years ago. Feels like he recorded this yesterday.
oh shit, didn't even notice how old this is
Just because phone cameras were crappy back then, doesn't mean all cameras were.
@@Gallia91 I never said they were. Look at most big RUclipsrs video quality back in 2011 and compare it to this.
The magic of hollywood
he didnt use a phone he used a proper camera
the shining was filmed in 1979-80 look at that quality
He doesnt wish for the girl back, he wishes for his dog back
Respect
Man ain't a simp
Man I got my heart broken years ago, and I lost my dog last year. I would wish that dog back instead every single time. I respected when he said that. Not asking for any pity but the love a dog can give you is unconditional and simple. It's a beautiful thing
Yes dogs are way more loyal so...
that's not a good thing... you should care for you daughters
Real love man
Lost his job, his house, his girl... all he wishes back are his dog and cat. Take notes, people.
That’s because his pets don’t understand what a heroin addiction is
@Hairy Chinese Kid Yeah, it's a real shitty thing for his partner to leave him because he was completely addicted to heroin. Real shitty person. Is that really what you think?
He said it, he likes doin heroin daily, dosen't mind living on the streets. Poor guy, I know some like him (really smart people), eventually lose their mind, start talking nonsense. Alcohol, pills, shots, whores, even weed.. everything leads the same way. Is heroin really impossible to quit?
@Hairy Chinese Kid dont give the drug dealer the fault he needs to make money too.
There’s other ways to make money like get a job like the rest of society....
Good on him for accepting where he is at, not lying to himself about his addiction and goals. Sometimes in life, there are periods where you need to put your life on pause and just give in to what you want to do. Heroin is a big life-stealer, but he is at peace with it. Good on the interviewer as well for genuinely conversing and guiding the conversation to be completely comfortable and candid. My best wishes to Keith.
He’s extremely good at communication, and is clearly very smart.
So if you're good at communicating, you're very smart? That's all that it takes for you?
@@artdemjaha I guess what I meant was that his manner of speech was extremely collected, and it seemed like he put thought behind his every word. The way he spoke about his past and present was really matter-of-fact, and yeah you gotta be smart to have that deep of an understanding of communication. Just look at his mannerisms, and how he pauses to think before responses.
The way he talked about his life being "on pause" at the moment because he still can't break a destructive habit - I still think about that shit almost every day when I'm having shit days and I feel like MY life is on pause. He's got a really clever way of relaying information, and you have to be smart to do that!
There’s a good chance that he’s too smart for his own good. Smart people have exceptional talent when it comes to rationalising things.
Mix that ability with confirmation bias and you have a recipe for disaster. They become out of touch with reality because they’re too mental and often deny their intuitions or emotions through wilful ignorance and rationalisation.
@@TAA1189 please explain more or link something I think I may have been dealing with this my entire life, I’m only 18
@@TAA1189 aye that’s my brother right now smart as hell but chose to be shut in and tries to rationalize it, thank god he isn’t a druggie at least.
In a weird way, this guy is an inspiration.
The Bishop oh yeah
LOl na
I think because of his honest assessment of himself and his situation, and he is not blaming.
Road Man.... I would have to agree with you Sir.
What’s funny is the inversion of morality that’s taken place, Nietzsche called it the transvaluation of all value; “we” as a society have done this thing where we look to the lowest of the low, or the furthest down the societal ladder for inspiration. You should never be inspired by someone who is addicted to heroin and lives on the street, as obvious mistakes were made. This man has had agency throughout his whole life, he didn’t accidentally honeless and hooked. Find a father who works to provide for his family and maintains that, not a junkie.
Guy: explains his sad story of loss and addiction
Background: *GEORGE LOPEZ THEME*
Ignacio LMFAOOOOOO I was thinking the same🤣🤣💀💀
Sammy LMFAOOOOO THATS SOOO FUNYY LOLLLEEEEEEE!!😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣😇😇😎🤡🤡🤡🌎🌎🌎
Lmfao
This was the comment I was looking for
It reminded me a bit of one of those old gta games for some reason.
I remember few years back after my wife died, I was left alone with 3 kids. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got addicted to heroin. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment changed my life for better. I can proudly say i'm totally clean for 6 years and still counting. Always look to nature for solution to tough problems, Shrooms are phenomenal.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES sure of mycologist Predroshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, addiction. Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google
Yes his predroshrooms.
The moral of the story is:
Don’t try addictive drugs. It’s better to not know what you’re missing.
Thought about starting something but this comment gave me hope.
Anything can get you addicted...more important ist the reason you want to do it. If you're feeling bad, if you have serious problems, don't try to escape. Get help.
Beautifully said!!!!!!!!!!!
Wrong. Moral of the story is, if you cannot function as an addict, quit being an addict. Otherwise enjoy your shitty life.
Sarah Buckland
“Quit being an addict“ - could you explain?
I TRULY hope this guy makes it through. He still has a positive mindset and he is trying to avoid blaming or shaming anyone else. That takes courage when you are in his position
What a beautiful soul, I hope he's doing better.
No Kkcap how do you know 😕
No Kkcap he’s confirmed dead
@@pablocarrillo457 source?
FamilyMan Petter dude trust me
You guys are idiots. No one really knows what happened to him
"I was addicted to painkillers, and when the painkillers got too expensive I switched to heroin, and it all went down from there" *lowrider plays in the distance*
That shit is funny as fuck
sam Afghanistan war we mostly fought for oil and poppy plant m.ruclips.net/video/qW2YWqVpT4E/видео.html
In which the government sells the poppy/heroin to medical company’s and then they refine it into pain killers or other pills that are highly addictive and can make people go to the streets and buy it illegally and are hooked. Then they get arrested and have a criminal record and paying for fines.
😭😭😭
sam I swear I geeked lmaooo
It’s a Mexican passing by laughing at this lazy bumb
I'm currently 2 days sober, and very proud of myself.
It is a boulder up a mountain, but there is a day when you reach the other side and you know longer carry the weight around, and you will feel forever lighter. You can do it!
Keep going
You fucking got this❤❤❤
Every day counts . Every try counts . *Huggg*
You can do it 👌
I could listen to that guy talk for hours. That was somehow refreshing to hear.
David I think it’s because he’s just so balls out honest it’s refreshing a lot of people are lost in varying levels of self delusion
The truth sets you free no matter what situation you're in
His honesty and gratefulness is refreshing in today's world. Hope he gets clean.
It’s not today’s world, this was 9 years ago😂
Tamer Jamil he died
That's true theres an article in in the New York Times he died of an over dose
@@Smoofyie Maybe he meant watching it now is refreshing with all the shit going on nowadays
@@ann-mariebower7957 @Ann-Marie Bower Wait, why would NYT write about a homeless dude named Keith living on the streets of LA? Is it this Keith? Do You have the link?
"then i got addicted to heroin."
*george lopez music fades in*
Wtf is George Lopez music ?
It's War- Low Rider you uncultured swine
I think of it as the cheech and Chong music tbh
@@mussed8016 Yeah but it's more widely known as the george lopez song
i bursted laughing when i heard that shit
Don't let this video make you think it's as easy as he said 'I could quit, bla bla, but I don't want to yet'. That's a trap they all lead themselves into, an illusion of controlling the addiction without knowing that it actually controls you.
Precisely, its not that he 'doesn't want to', he just is way too addicted and his mind will never want to quit again. He's said he's already tried kicking the habit but its been too hard, he will never survive
What are you even talking about. The guy very clearly said "I wouldn't be able to quit right now because I just don't want to" and that is the Perfect way to describe addiction. People quit when they finally decide for themselves that they Want to quit. They have to want it. And this guy made it clear multiple times that he is not there yet and he doesn't Want to stop so he knows he couldn't if he tried. He'll only stop when things get so bad that stopping is what he truly wants. That is how addiction works and most addicts are very well aware of that.
@@bestieswithtesties I agree with JamesT but would add that most addicts are in denial that the drugs themselves are the root cause of all of their problems. This guy knows exactly what the root cause is and he knows he’s powerless to do anything about it because he’s just not ready. He’s insightful, but I fear he is nowhere near rock bottom. Change can only happen when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change. (Tony Robbins)
@@mariekelly8787 Are you saying drugs themselves are the root cause of most addict's problems? Or the opposite?
Sorry, I'm having a dumb moment...
@@mariekelly8787 Then they're pretty self-unaware if they think that's not rock bottom. Look at him. He's out on the street looking like a 2nd rate citizen, God knows where he spends his nights to sleep. This is rock bottom, the only reason he does not feel that way? Is because he's numb to it thanks to the heroin.
The irony is this guy is head and shoulders above most people. He can read his own mind, which sets him apart from 99% of humanity.
Are you on heroin ?
Hes literally on heroin
@@TheAlburp No, it's more of a "I know I am addicted to heroin and that's the only thing that is stopping me from getting back to usual life working from 8 till 17, taking care of house and family while working a job that most people actually don't like but tie themselves with a financial burden while trying to catch up with the world." self-aware.
@@TheAlburp It's not really intelligent when you realise that addiction is bringing you down, but most people don't even see it that way. It's also not justifying since he will never ne ready to quit because it's a heroin and nobody is ever ready. The thing is he understands that he has a problem which got him there and that's the self-aware part. Has nothing to do with USA.
@@Mephisto_sixsixsix Being aware that you have a problem isn't that hard, a lot of people do in these situations, doing something about it is the hard part that most people fail at
A lot of addicts think that admitting it is half the battle and say "I'm going to quit when I'm ready" or "I just don't want to" but they're just lying to themselves thinking that something it'll be easier as some point but it won't if anything it will get harder and harder, admitting you have a problem is nice but if you don't do shit about it it doesn't matter
@@Mephisto_sixsixsix Yes it does
"I probably live and eat better than 95% of the world's population". This is what I call being thankful for what you have instead of resentful for the things you don't have. Such a great dude.
its sadly also his way to rationalise his addiction. He is feeling just fine as a homeless guy so why change?
@Big Reiner Ok 75%
I mean it's very grateful and humble but also shows - and I don't mean that by any means in a rude way - that Americans, and especially Californians often think that they have it very much better than the rest of the world. While that was for sure true in the 1960s and the following years, nowdays, honestly, I'm very sure 80% of the world population eats and lives better than a homeless man in California.
Source? I've visited maybe 20, 25 countries in my life and honestly, the poverty I saw in some parts of LA was easily worse than what I've seen in large parts of Asia or Eastern Europe these days.
@@evobe unless you live in hotspots of famine you might not, you know the diet of macdonalds.
@@Me2goTi True, he's just saying that as a coping mechanism which is fine. Not sure why people take it literally.
I have 78 days clean from heroin today!! I was introduced to opioids when I was 17 after my first knee surgery then again 1 year later when I had my 2nd knee surgery... I spiraled out from there & graduated to heroin a few years later bc of the price (like he said). On my 32nd birthday in July, I checked myself into detox/rehab and stayed for a couple months. I hit the "play" button on my life that had been "paused" for many years!! I'm a grateful, hopeful, & blessed recovering addict today!! Hopefully his found his way over the last 9 years!!! Thoughts & prayers to all the sick and suffering addicts out there today!!
Congrats man! I don’t even know you but I’m proud of you. Keep fighting and pushing forward. I know you can do this. Have a great day my man. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Don’t give up man!
Keep going man! You got this!!
NICE. It may sound hard to believe but if you keep heading in the right direction, the day will come when it doesn't even cross your mind anymore, EVER!!!!
I have 12 clean years under my belt.
78 days? Hope it's 81 now and you keep going from there. You're a legend!
I like this dude he straight up about his situation, he doesn't make excuses for it and blames himself completely. Respect
I almost cried when he said he'd wish for his dog back. And his cat. His pets
Yep, this man didnt give a flying fuck about "pussy"
The only thing he really wanted was his pets back
@@paradewearconelnick2731 Hes gonna have a decision his wife or his dog, he chooses his dog
Ok
Sad but he chose drugs over his cat and that’s his problem
"I lost my wife and my dog"
“I could stop any time, I just don’t want to.”
Yes that’s what addiction is. I hope he’s okay.
CTHD no he said he could get of the street easily but he cant because of his addiction
not everyone is like that. some people just enjoy getting high. i dont know.
CTHD hes alright! but hes still homeless i just seen him in my town INSANE! if i see him again im goingg to talk to him and help him
@@joescaletta4913 film it for proof and tell him on cam that people wish him well and hope he is okay. maybe even wanna crowdfund on the term he gets clean from at least opioids
Niko oh man sorry dude turns out the homeless guy i seen that looked litteraly exactly like this guy wasnt him but i swear to god tho he had the same green jacket, glasses, hairstyle he even walked the same like this guy the same height and backpack And everything! i ended up spotting him for a second time by a shopping center near my house pulled up next to him in my car and asked him if he was keith and he said no why. i showed him this video and said theres this homeless man that looks exactly like you who struggled with herion.. and the homeless guy said “holy shit that does look like me. it was crazy i was shocked because i really thought it was him
This man actually turned his life around a few months ago. Works at a coffee shop down fairfax
SmilieTheSneakerHead x hi, is there any way I can speak to you about this gentleman? Do you know him? Do you happen to know his last name? I have a reason for asking. Obviously, I think I recognize him. And if it is the person I believe him to be I have been looking for him for many years. He was a very dear friend. I will check my messages on here just Incase. Thank you so much for any help you could offer. I promise I mean no harm to you or him. Only love. Thank you. 😊
im waiting for info!
Interested aswell how he is doing
yup he served me today ❤
yeah proof is much better than anonymous morons making baseless claims ..
This guy's positive outlook on life is contagious and inspirational. He quite literally is in the worst situation imaginable, a drug addict homeless on the streets, and still manages to see the good in his situation. If this guy can do this and not be complaining, I shouldn't be complaining about anything at all.
Yeah 😢
Thats exactly how I felt the first year and a half being homeless and hooked on fentanyl . I didn't want to quit and I enjoyed the sense of freedom of not being tied down to a job, and obligations. But eventually you get sick of it, you will hit rock bottom and you will make very serious attempts to get clean with every ounce of will you have, and fall right back into it. Thats when people give up and completely let themselves go. And from there you will hit your bottom many times over, and its hell, literally hell. I never prayed to God before my heroin addiction but I cried for God to help me nearly every morning on the streets. I always knew I would get clean someday despite failing so many times, and I finally did manage to get clean, get a job save money and live a good life again but the suffering that had to take place to want to quit badly enough to make it, was so devastating it has changed me forever
yeah he kept saying "i'll be able to quit when i want to".. but i'm extremely doubtful of that! I wonder how it went...
I’m glad you are still here with us!
Damn man, glad you got clean, Stay strong
What’s it like being homeless ?
@@knickie9 In order to answer that question fully I would need to write an essay, but this is a RUclips comment section so ull keep it short. Being homeless sucks. For the most part, 85% of the time you're simply struggling to survive. I actually found the survival aspect fulfilling in a sense I liked it. But its not for most people. Where I lived it rained a lot in the winter, being a city in the rainforest. It was impossible to stay dry, even with a tent, "rain resistant" clothing and tarps. It rained so much everything would eventually be drenched and when the rain stopped it was never warm enough for your clothing dry. So with you would be cold, so I would spend about 2 or 3 hours each day at a library or using the hand dryers in public restrooms to dry my clothes and my shoes. That is just one of the many aspects I had to deal with being homeless, on top of just struggling to survive, I had to make between 50-80 dollars minimum per day to maintain my opioid addiction. I wish I could go into more detail but I'm keeping it short for the sake of being a sub comment on RUclips.
when lowrider started playing and he was talking about his life, the video became too real for me to watch
Almost teared up.
Lost it at this comment
That song coming on at that time made me laugh inappropriately.
I KNOW RIGHT
jυѕтpѧʊse אאא no he meant *TALKING*. Piss off with your quick to correct someone bullshit. Even if he misspelled it, 99% of the time everyone knows what is trying to be said.
he talks about quitting like hes procrasting homework
You can quit anytime, as long as it's tomorrow
Well it’s not that easy. It is heroin afterall
That's addiction for you
Procrastinating fix ur comment g before people clown you for it. I'll delete my comment when u fix it
@@DRMIN3R This is a guy that understands a second chance.
Man, my heart goes out to those who are addicted. It's unrealistic and corny as hell, but I just wish everyone could be happy and healthy.
This guy definitely seems like he's intelligent and realizes his own limitations, and I hope all these years later he's in a much better spot.
I've never been addicted to any substance, and I know it doesn't mean much from a stranger, but if you suffer from addiction, keep up the good fight. You'll get through. Just take it one day at a time.
They do it to themselves, just like this bum
"Don't hangout with other homeless people" that is some perspective right there. What a cruel world
Don Owen they lurk on you
So true. I made better decisions on my own. The other people on the street are not your friend. Unless you work with them every day at day labor and get to know someone like yourself. Keep to yourself. Out of 50 plus people I knew downtown san anto. Only 2 people I trusted without a doubt. The rest no way jose!!!.
@@jimmiezee28 sanantonio?
As somoene who lived homeless as an adventure, generally this advice is spot fucking on. I met some great people when I was homeless but lots of mental issues and addiction
there are no homeless here, my country is socialist
"my life is on pause" "I know when i'll wanna quit" "I can get everything back easy". This guy is smart and I feel for him, but he is in a state of denial if he believes this is temporary.
It's not denial, it's confidence and self control, you can clearly see he didn't lost his mind yet so.. He's totaly right,i was there saying the same thing when is was high as fuck on amphetamines years ago, and here i am sober.
It is temporary I smoked crack and did heroin, was careful not to ever shoot the latter, because I'm aware of my personality, and therefore my susceptibility to it. He's not ready to quit, I was not ready to shoot. Now I'm clean and it's a non issue. It's all about the mindset.
@@yanthetrooper67 i guess we all have different experiences but thats very impressive and you should be proud of yourself
So so true.
@@yanthetrooper67 - meth and heroin are not the same thing. Meth at least has some adaptive effects for coping with life; heroin is just practice for dying.
Pretty sure he'd be a *great* voice actor.
Yeah just wait.
Sounds a bit like Keanu Reeves
@@HaveAniceDay2450 bro, why would you say that?
@@Zenox499 was thinking that
Foreshadowing?
He’s so intelligent and kind. I hope he found himself again
he wished for his dog back. what a great guy
I know...and his cat
Michael Mcneany nobody :
You : trying to be funny but failing miserably
Michael Mcneany cornball
He looks like he is about to hack into the mainframe.
lol epic line
Lmao
Here come dat boi!!!
Hack the planet 🌎
hack back in time
Its amazing how articulate and self aware he is of his situation.
When you hit rock bottom and still find ways to keep feeding the addiction, the shit you do to keep it going and justify it to yourself weighs on you. People that are addicts but aren’t self-aware are only able to lie to themselves like that because they still have some functional facets of their lives.
@@pc86914 its true ive met some super functioning addicts. The suffering in some ways is worse because of having to hide aspects if themselves takes up so much energy. The running from pain is usually more painful than pain
Well he was a person before he was homeless lmao
It's not amazing at all. It's pretty normal. You seem to have distorted ideas about addiction and who it affects.
He's accepted his situation, and I'm not sure if he's an outlier. Besides the people are who basically living corpses, homeless people are just regular people with something bad happening preventing them.
this is the most self-aware person ive ever seen. hope he is doing ok.
"When the painkillers got too expensive, I switched to heroin" ... America, WTF?! ...
same thoughts. how the fuck do they access that shit cheaper than meds?? god that system is fucked
@@szattila0609 because the point of the meds isn't to be addicted and keep buying them that often 😀
@@sadieb27 Yep, the point of the med is to make money in the system, and by the rules of the system.
No insurance? Well... f you then...
@Polly Smith it is actually exactly the point of the meds. The Companies that make painkillers want them to be addicting so they can sell more so they can get Even richer than they already are
America's healthcare system explained in a sentence.
People who go through the realist shit have the most humble wishes, no hesitation
the fact that painkillers are more expensive then heroine is crazy
Dude this guy , his story alligns from a redit thread i read , if it does hes oof the streets
Yes its sad....and sad tht drug dealers ruin ppls lives and sell to kids....but if they dont sell to kids another person will. Its ridiculous.
On the street yes unfortunately, but with a doctor and even the slightest bit of insurance they are less than a dollar a pill. so for 20 bucks you get 30-120 pills. THATS why its so dangerous. Once you start its easy cause you need a little. but by the end you are taking them 120 pills 3 days into the script. Heroin is soooooo cheap that once you get to that point you can as high as 10 oxycodons with a little bit of heroin.
hamthadan 55 Dude, this is the same exact story as millions of other people, including me. It’s not the same guy. That’s just how devastating and widespread it is.
@@GothamEddy dude everything alligns like his mindset job everything. I hope its the case
My dad had the exact same mentality, "I can get it all back, I can kick it any time- just not ready yet." Twenty years later, still nothing- so an ischemic stroke decides to kick it for him. Goodbye half of your body. The point is, you'll NEVER be "ready to kick it". Just do it, do anything and everything: go cold or taper off, DIY or get help, and don't give up till you're quit... but that's just the first step. The next is you staying off every hour, every day. Fall down, get back up. That's the journey, just like everything else.
"...I still eat better and live better than 95% of the worlds population...". That is a smart man right there.
Queleimporta Pene
My thoughts exactly. He’s very aware and grateful.
You joking right? I do not know what he eats, but only 15% of the world population is hungry, so not 95%.
The diversity on his diet, the nutrition value of his diet, the amount of hours of hard work, the quality of the water he drinks, the access to medical services etc.
Actually, the US is one of the worst in the criteria you have just enlisted. 48 million American do not have access to sufficient and nutritious food and 1 out of 5 children go hungry at some point in a year. I am wondering (with all due respects, just out of curiosity) have you ever traveled outside the US?
I´m from Colombia, have only lived in the US a couple of times for 1 year. Even the most shitty Mac donalds burguer has a better nutrition value than the average lunch here which can be just a bowl of rice or lots of really fried cheap stuff. The water, the aqueduct and sewage, are way better in the US, the health services even for the homeless, the education, care during young age etc, are way better in the US. We still have children dying of hunguer here, even though a minority. I would agree the US is one of the worst in the developed world (not entirely true), lets say comprised of 750 million people, which now is just 10% of the population, so yes he made a mistake he lives and eats better than 90% of the population, not 95%.
When he said he wanted his cat and dog back man almost cried
“To take a pill that makes you forget what opioids feel like” That is deep
A drug that makes you forget about a drug. That’s a trip
It's sad that immediately it's "a pill" like obviously what he means by it is different but that fact taking mind altering medication is just a norm is pretty insane
@@max.aura10k it's called magic mushrooms. They have been proven scientifically to break the hardest of addictions, like alcohol.
DMT 🙌🙏🕉️
@@shane_bowe Scary stuff indeed. The magic pill that makes everything ok and the "Your kid doesn't pay attention in class, give him this 3 times a day." is more and more common.
I kept thinking when I was listening to this man, that days become weeks, weeks become months, months become years and years become decades and I am sad of this man and sad of myself.
Never look down or judge people. Love this guy’s sincerity.
ademola solanke why who does that?
@sperm sack It’s called a mental health disorder. Perhaps you should do more research on them or learn not everyone’s brain operates the same as yours
Why? He admits he's a loser. He can get on something like Subutex and taper off with no puking and shitting. I'm judging him for being a negative and not a positive in the world.
yep, there is a gem in here
ruclips.net/video/t-tu5sIusJ0/видео.html
It’s too bad most Americans are very judgmental.
2011 video looks like it was shot in 2018
Didn’t even realise it was old till I saw this
Wow!! I wonder what he’s up to now days, hope he sorted himself out
The guy looks like 1986 though
Janco van der Westhuizen I thought the same thing. Stepped out of the 80s.
Jason Hallman 2010s are a rehash of the 80s
The dude could wish for anything, and he asks for a cat and dog back. RESPECT.
@Michael Mcneany no words
@Michael Mcneany ight bro we get, your mum was a junkie and left you, doesnt mean all junkiea are evil
@Michael Mcneany miss america is just acting like that's what she would wish for so she can win. This man just wants to be happy
He's definitely a smart guy. You can tell, the sober side of him is probably an artist, scientist or teacher. Shows how much potential is just being wasted. To have a feeling that doesn't last forever
I agree
He can be an artist but never be a true scientist
@@DEEProjector not true. Very little scientists actually know what its like to have heroin in their system. This is the type of dude to study the effects it has on his body.
@@hitnrun66 i knew before that u will said that but a true scientist will say no with pets like dogs and cats. They're very resiponsibility with anyone antthing any animal around hum or her. They will think about raise a pet very seriously. And a true scientist will never be addicted to drugs, if not, his mind is not strong enough to be a true scientist (newton level)
@@hitnrun66 a true scientist must think about philosophy very deeply like jesus or buddha
“Im addicted to heroin”
*low rider intensifies*
Ry_antl_aqiqx_x dazed and confused vibes
😂
lol
Saltygipsy Led Zeppelin vibes
George Lopez starts jumping on trampoline in background.
Honestly, the dude looks young and healthy for a 35 year old who’s blasting heroin daily!
Heroin itself is not really that damaging to your general health as long as it's somewhat pure with no bad cutting agents.
The main problems are of societal, monetary and psychological nature.
Manuel Manolo it wont last long though, its rewiring the brain each time...
@@Ultrajamz It certainly has effects on the brain and thus your mental health, no doubts. I was just commenting that heroin abuse doesn't have to come with bad physical health e.g. teeth falling out, bad skin, underweight etc
Manuel Manolo yeah I guess not directly, but as your brain goes eventually your nutrition/hygiene goes and then so does your skin etc.
@@Ultrajamz To be honest: I disagree. Braindamage or neurochemical influence is not the single cause for self-neglect.
I'd bet that you wouldn't be able to tell a vast majority of "junkies" apart from regular people. Only a minority lives on the streets, homeless, with no jobs. Look at other countries that have other drug policies and offer help to addicts. Their societal outcome is a whole lot different and their overall health is better as well.
What I'm saying is: If we helped people solve their underlying issues that cause them to take drugs, in a lot of cases, their outcome will be totally different.
I wish the best for any addict. It's hell on Earth. I appreciate both the interviewer and interviewee.
Finally someone who is fucking honest. I can respect this man.
“i’m homeless and addicted to heroin” *george lopez theme song starts playing*
this hahahah
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Shit had me rolling omg
The messed up thing about drugs is that they often give the illusion of choice.
Oh man. It's horrible. It is choice, but it's not an easy choice at all. But I know what you mean, it causes more shame than what the reality is. It's probably one of the worst things that could happen to your life.
This is an underrated comment. The guy interviewing is a little too generous agreeing that the guy can just choose to stop.
Not an illusion. He chooses to take heroin. Nothing wrong with that.
@@philip3707 He doesn't need to. He's chosen not to stop. That's up to him. Not every heroin addict wants to be clean. This guy's happy with his life
@@moodini99 Excuse me, have you ever been addicted to heroin? If you had, you'd know there is absolutely NOT "nothing wrong with it."
it's now been 12 years. i just hope he's still ok and maybe got his life back. seems like a nice dude, hope the very best for him. thanks for doing these type of videos. thank you.
Guy: talking about heroin addiction
Random car: L O W R I D E R
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Lol how ironic
they were bumping hahahaha.
It was perfect!
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