Homeless man talks openly about being addicted to heroin. We have an opioid crisis in America.

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  • Опубликовано: 18 июн 2011
  • This one hits close to home for me. I was Keith's age when I was homeless in Hollywood and I was addicted to drugs with no end in sight.
    Keith is open about being addicted to heroin. When the market crashed Keith lost his job in the housing industry. He was addicted to painkillers and started to use heroin because it was cheaper.
    Before you judge Keith you should know drugs like heroin and crack cocaine will completely take your life away. Alcohol can too, but drug addiction is much worse. Keith talks very candid about the grip of heroin on a life. It takes your life away.
    Keith may sound like he enjoys street life, but really listen to what he is saying. He is not happy and wants to get out. Listen to his first wish. He just does not know how to stop heroin.
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Комментарии • 28 тыс.

  • @bleepbloop6303
    @bleepbloop6303 3 года назад +15461

    This dude is homeless and addicted to heroin and still has a better positive mental attitude than I do.

    • @minoxidilexperiment769
      @minoxidilexperiment769 3 года назад +325

      I wouldnt call it a positive mental attitude when he said he like it too much and he aint ready to quit, and his life is in a pause and he can get all back quick easily, thats deceiving, thats what drugs makes u feel, Proof, he died around 7 years ago of Heroin overdose, FACTS

    • @Warboy88
      @Warboy88 3 года назад +105

      It's called hitting rock bottom once you get to that point, which I am. You realize the importance of life.

    • @drastly8560
      @drastly8560 3 года назад +175

      @@minoxidilexperiment769 wheres the proof he died

    • @mcnello420
      @mcnello420 3 года назад +52

      Two years ago I was struggling really bad financially after a long-term relationship breakup. I lost my apartment and had to give my dog up. I still love that dog and think about him. I completed my degree and work in law now and am much more financially stable. If possible, I would track down that dog and bring him back to me. 😢

    • @thunderpooch
      @thunderpooch 3 года назад +1

      Yep

  • @tpp5151
    @tpp5151 5 лет назад +78153

    smart guy, hasn't lost his mind yet. I hope he gets clean.

    • @heatlifer3640
      @heatlifer3640 5 лет назад +1034

      Jimmy J. Rustle calling a heroin addict a smart guy is a bit of an oxymoron, don’t you think?

    • @skatelife59
      @skatelife59 5 лет назад +285

      @@energy_waves I don't think he has any wisdom to offer either lol

    • @energy_waves
      @energy_waves 5 лет назад +3692

      @@skatelife59 I don't think you got the context of what I was saying. He has intelligence, but he isn't wise.

    • @heatlifer3640
      @heatlifer3640 5 лет назад +95

      David Razberry intelligence? He’s a heroine addict!

    • @energy_waves
      @energy_waves 5 лет назад +2955

      @@heatlifer3640 There is a difference between wisdom and intelligence. It's like you guys only read the last comment and nothing else.

  • @codyking4848
    @codyking4848 Год назад +4726

    He's such a nice dude. It's been 11 years, Keith. I hope you found the way. I hope you're doing good these days.

    • @JerseySlayer
      @JerseySlayer Год назад +74

      Exactly what I was thinking

    • @gregoryashley7963
      @gregoryashley7963 Год назад +78

      I hope he is doing okay as well. Seems like a cool guy.

    • @Psychedelic430
      @Psychedelic430 Год назад +340

      We all hope that but to be honest... he is probably worst or dead right now.

    • @muhclisadinugraha3595
      @muhclisadinugraha3595 Год назад +10

      ​@@Psychedelic430 😢

    • @rungeon83
      @rungeon83 Год назад

      @@Psychedelic430 Most people don't die from using herion, many get of opiates, or just live their whole life on them, the major killer is alcohol, if people get of opiates they normally switch to alcohol and that's what tends to kill people most, it's much worse for your health, but hey it's legal...

  • @Hughe_Janus
    @Hughe_Janus 11 месяцев назад +1174

    Broke my heart when he said he’d wish for his dog back. The most conscious addict I’ve ever seen communicate:( I hope he finds peace

    • @moffmore2663
      @moffmore2663 11 месяцев назад

      Absolutely, what an intelligent fellow. If you ‘enjoy’ learning about people like Keith, read ‘One hit away: a memoir’. Such an eloquent and insightful read

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 11 месяцев назад +31

      Bro, you'd be amazed at how many addicts are just like him. When it comes to opiates, many of them are totally normal and good people that made a gigantic mistake.

    • @Threemore650
      @Threemore650 11 месяцев назад

      High IQ - if it was legalised, he’d still have his job etc.
      High functioning addicts exist more than you think.

    • @Threemore650
      @Threemore650 11 месяцев назад

      @@HugoStiglitz88 if you have a bad childhood at the age where neurons are making pathways, you are prone to drug addiction.
      Drugs normalise a person who suffers a lack of natural endorphins.

    • @jensen4993
      @jensen4993 11 месяцев назад +3

      @@asdf2593 He failed himself

  • @endlesspotential2079
    @endlesspotential2079 4 года назад +12020

    I don’t even do heroin and this video made me quit heroin.

    • @thisisfiza4431
      @thisisfiza4431 4 года назад +28

      Yea lol

    • @gregkinney2565
      @gregkinney2565 4 года назад +61

      This interview made me intrigued about heroin. I'd love to try it....as long as it isn't laced with that fentanyl or carfentanyl coming in from that shit hole China.

    • @biggle2309
      @biggle2309 4 года назад +317

      Greg Kinney ok buddy

    • @lombardo141
      @lombardo141 4 года назад +62

      Greg Kinney First off Fentanyl was made first in the U.S. And you know Heroin is just has bad right ? 😒

    • @Gumnutfaery
      @Gumnutfaery 4 года назад +78

      @@gregkinney2565 maybe just dont hey

  • @Ignirium
    @Ignirium 2 года назад +5570

    The music that began as he was describing how "he lost his job, addicted to pain killers then heroin, lost the apartment, the girl, the dog" had the worst comedic timing.

    • @FratAsh
      @FratAsh 2 года назад +132

      *the best

    • @Ignirium
      @Ignirium 2 года назад +72

      @@FratAsh lol, it was the best! but i don't want to disrespect the man

    • @muazqamar
      @muazqamar 2 года назад +78

      I was gonna say the same thing. I had a sad and concerned face when I heard him talk and then the music came on and I was controlling my laughter even though no one is watching me. That was not good timing lol. I really really he hope he got his life together and his 3 wishes came true

    • @Louis8rings
      @Louis8rings 2 года назад +3

      Haha it sure did

    • @zagyex
      @zagyex 2 года назад +51

      it's the song: "Lowrider" so kinda on point.
      "All my friends know the low rider
      The low rider is a little higher
      Low rider drives a little slower
      Low rider is a real goer
      Low rider knows every street, yeah
      Low rider is the one to meet, yeah
      Low rider don't use no gas now
      Low rider don't drive too fast
      Take a little trip, take a little trip
      Take a little trip and see
      Take a little trip, take a little trip
      Take a little trip with me"

  • @shenxi
    @shenxi 5 месяцев назад +38

    I'm currently 2 days sober, and very proud of myself.

    • @NicholasMGlasson
      @NicholasMGlasson 5 месяцев назад +2

      It is a boulder up a mountain, but there is a day when you reach the other side and you know longer carry the weight around, and you will feel forever lighter. You can do it!

    • @anth3774
      @anth3774 5 месяцев назад +4

      Keep going

    • @Exothermix
      @Exothermix 5 месяцев назад +4

      You fucking got this❤❤❤

    • @sleeplessaquarius
      @sleeplessaquarius 5 месяцев назад +2

      Every day counts . Every try counts . *Huggg*

    • @ToTheNether
      @ToTheNether 5 месяцев назад +2

      You can do it 👌

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo
    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo 4 дня назад +17

    I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to heroin. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

    • @NicoleCtirad
      @NicoleCtirad 4 дня назад

      Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

    • @Bastianbishops
      @Bastianbishops 4 дня назад

      Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them

    • @SusanaGomez-mp8sk
      @SusanaGomez-mp8sk 4 дня назад +3

      YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @DonnHowes
      @DonnHowes 4 дня назад

      Congrats! I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you. I always admire those who beat their addiction. Knowing it's possible to fix your life knowing there's people out there that have done what I thought was impossible gives me hope I will make it through as well. Those who share their experiences don't know how much it helps when you're about to give up, it gives you the strength knowing somone who actully know what it's like to go through this tell you it's possible, it's not the same somone telling you you can do it when they have no idea what it's like, but hearing somone who knows what it's like that helps a lot since you understand it firsthand and made it out gives so much hope. so thanks for sharing.

    • @gefferystones2814
      @gefferystones2814 4 дня назад

      How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

  • @sweatbagontiktok8318
    @sweatbagontiktok8318 3 года назад +5879

    See how he didn’t want a car or house just wants his pets back

    • @BlueBino_
      @BlueBino_ 3 года назад +369

      @- Joshwa34 - he's not materialistic only thing that matters to him is life and connections to other living beings like his cat and dog.

    • @arandomt-9056
      @arandomt-9056 3 года назад +15

      Life give you companions

    • @valerioscharer4676
      @valerioscharer4676 3 года назад +166

      He is very sensible and intelligent. Yeah loads of people say he is dumb for beiing addicted. So many people considered smart can't even quit smoking. An addiction is strong

    • @valerioscharer4676
      @valerioscharer4676 3 года назад +27

      @@balderhuybreghs8827 that's what i'm saying dude. Look up the comments people call him dumb for beiing addicted and i just point out that so many smart people can't get off cigarettes to prove the point;)

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  • @alimohammedabd
    @alimohammedabd 4 года назад +4556

    I'm 10 years clean this month from heroin. It was hard.

    • @rainergeis
      @rainergeis 4 года назад +236

      Ali Mohammed keep it up

    • @alimohammedabd
      @alimohammedabd 4 года назад +324

      @@rainergeis thanks bro. No going back to that shit.

    • @emilianomontano5880
      @emilianomontano5880 4 года назад +93

      Keep fighting brother

    • @Mechsickan
      @Mechsickan 4 года назад +67

      Good shit man. Keep your head up.

    • @ChfHappySack
      @ChfHappySack 4 года назад +38

      Like the guy in the video said, I wish I never knew what heroin feels like. Is that how you feel as well?

  • @alexeyvarfolomeev7211
    @alexeyvarfolomeev7211 11 месяцев назад +656

    Don't let this video make you think it's as easy as he said 'I could quit, bla bla, but I don't want to yet'. That's a trap they all lead themselves into, an illusion of controlling the addiction without knowing that it actually controls you.

    • @TheStrangeMan13
      @TheStrangeMan13 11 месяцев назад +32

      Precisely, its not that he 'doesn't want to', he just is way too addicted and his mind will never want to quit again. He's said he's already tried kicking the habit but its been too hard, he will never survive

    • @bestieswithtesties
      @bestieswithtesties 11 месяцев назад +77

      What are you even talking about. The guy very clearly said "I wouldn't be able to quit right now because I just don't want to" and that is the Perfect way to describe addiction. People quit when they finally decide for themselves that they Want to quit. They have to want it. And this guy made it clear multiple times that he is not there yet and he doesn't Want to stop so he knows he couldn't if he tried. He'll only stop when things get so bad that stopping is what he truly wants. That is how addiction works and most addicts are very well aware of that.

    • @mariekelly8787
      @mariekelly8787 11 месяцев назад +11

      @@bestieswithtesties I agree with JamesT but would add that most addicts are in denial that the drugs themselves are the root cause of all of their problems. This guy knows exactly what the root cause is and he knows he’s powerless to do anything about it because he’s just not ready. He’s insightful, but I fear he is nowhere near rock bottom. Change can only happen when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change. (Tony Robbins)

    • @Daniel-Davies-Gonstead-Student
      @Daniel-Davies-Gonstead-Student 11 месяцев назад

      ​@@mariekelly8787 Are you saying drugs themselves are the root cause of most addict's problems? Or the opposite?
      Sorry, I'm having a dumb moment...

    • @VCthaGOATdunker
      @VCthaGOATdunker 11 месяцев назад

      @@mariekelly8787 Then they're pretty self-unaware if they think that's not rock bottom. Look at him. He's out on the street looking like a 2nd rate citizen, God knows where he spends his nights to sleep. This is rock bottom, the only reason he does not feel that way? Is because he's numb to it thanks to the heroin.

  • @midwestchem368
    @midwestchem368 Год назад +799

    Wow found him on Facebook and he looks so healthy! What a great down to earth man! Addiction hits everywhere and I'm glad he made it out OK! I'm rooting for ya Keith!

    • @footballbeast8197
      @footballbeast8197 Год назад +15

      What’s his Facebook???

    • @midwestchem368
      @midwestchem368 Год назад +76

      @@footballbeast8197 go down to the comment, "11 years later hope he found his reason to stop" you'll find his name there. His mom is In the comments too so I was able to prove to comment was correct and the man looks very good. He's quite healthy to the point it doesn't even look like him but if you look at his facial features it's him.

    • @4vrdrk
      @4vrdrk Год назад +12

      🧢’n

    • @KflashP
      @KflashP Год назад +15

      The music in the background…

    • @MetalAaron
      @MetalAaron Год назад +54

      @@midwestchem368 just tell us his name if you know it lol

  • @Pino5508
    @Pino5508 3 года назад +3377

    “Second wish would probably be to have my dog back”... I felt that one. Hope he makes it.

    • @awalkingstar2791
      @awalkingstar2791 3 года назад +44

      This was 9 years ago. I hope he made it.

    • @justinuribe1025
      @justinuribe1025 3 года назад +4

      Kevin Joe deadass? how do you know?

    • @patricks1333
      @patricks1333 3 года назад +17

      Many homeless people take drugs. They also have a much higher chance of being addicts. But also, being homeless is very hard, and very depressing. Why blame them for trying to blunt their pain? Why blame them for being in that situation at all? Maybe in a world where empty houses that are being held as an investment are lived in instead, or where we had decent mental health care, there wouldn't be homelessness at all? We can take a similar attitude towards a lot of drug use in fact. For example, the opioid crisis in the U.S., much of it is in midwestern states, where people are desperately poor, have no prospects, no support from the state, and honestly live in misery. No wonder they want to escape however they can. No wonder they take drugs. Might the need that people seem to have to get away from themselves and get away from the world be a problem not with how they choose to get away from the world but the world itself? Communism. You solve the problem with communism.
      On the whole, I think drugs are neutral. They're not inherently good or bad. They're made good or bad by the contexts in which they're taken. The world is made up of material. You can't point to an atom and tell me where its ethical qualities are stored, all ethical norms are relational, which isn't necessarily the same as crude relativism. If you legalise drugs, drugs do less harm.

    • @patricks1333
      @patricks1333 3 года назад +14

      @canarsiemarsie You're wrong. Calling people names doesn't seem to help in this case.

    • @leftphilange69
      @leftphilange69 3 года назад +9

      canarsiemarsie except there is data to prove that the opposite, what this guy is talking, works much better than strict enforcement of addiction as a judicial issue. In all places it’s been decriminalized and harm reductions have been put in place including social programs and access to clean drugs even, drug rates have gone down, recidivism rates lower for crime, homelessness, and addiction, death rates and illness plummet, and the overall cost to taxpayers lowers as well. From every standpoint economic, moral, and logistic, it is the more sensible solution. But don’t take my word for it, look up the Vancouver heroin and safe injection site studies, Sweden’s penal system and record, Portugal and Uruguay’s full spectrum decriminalization and subsequent results, the comparison of dearth rates and addiction rates and poverty and all indicators of social problems state by state and country by country next to how harshly they penalize drug addiction. You might think you have the answer, but you don’t.

  • @RyanAnthonyDigitalMedia
    @RyanAnthonyDigitalMedia 3 года назад +3001

    When “Low Rider” plays while describing the most depressing parts of your life

    • @dymmalowitz5465
      @dymmalowitz5465 3 года назад +42

      Right on

    • @poke-champ4256
      @poke-champ4256 3 года назад +30

      That ws glorious

    • @JR-pv9yc
      @JR-pv9yc 3 года назад +7

      Just makes me think of slappy's, if you know you know

    • @realdeal4222
      @realdeal4222 3 года назад +6

      Hahaha I was looking for someone to comment this I knew it couldn't just be me

    • @bastian_anibal
      @bastian_anibal 3 года назад +6

      @@dymmalowitz5465 Is a little higher 🎶

  • @luckyphilism
    @luckyphilism 4 месяца назад +11

    For someone who lives on the streets - he's calm, well spoken and intelligent. Hope you find some peace Keith.

  • @dannypowell594
    @dannypowell594 Год назад +39

    I got sober two years ago after first watching this video and then finding out that he was sober and doing good. He reminded me so much of me and my situation at the time and if he could do it I figured I could. Thanks Keith

  • @Nectalaz
    @Nectalaz 2 года назад +9694

    For someone addicted to heroin he seemed extremely down to Earth and self aware.

    • @bee5150
      @bee5150 2 года назад +663

      my brother was a heroin addict and i had no clue until like 2 weeks ago, they're pretty good at hiding it

    • @gurtlord
      @gurtlord 2 года назад +1113

      Addicts are human beings too. We all are the same, there's good and bad, smart and dumb. Never judge someone, it's unbecoming.

    • @bigbadchupa9511
      @bigbadchupa9511 2 года назад +34

      @@gurtlord exactly

    • @slamberry5003
      @slamberry5003 2 года назад +1

      @@gurtlord amen

    • @Nectalaz
      @Nectalaz 2 года назад +227

      @@gurtlord You’re right. I guess it’s all the Hollywood films and unfortunate stigmas on the people who are addicted to drugs. I wasn’t trying to be negative with the comment, it’s just that most people (if there anything like me) aren’t properly educated on this topic. I think this is the whole reason why this video exist, and it’s great that people like me are understanding the truth.

  • @phillychilll6308
    @phillychilll6308 3 года назад +3843

    RUclips algorithm is getting us all prepared to be homeless

    • @alxnd_r6345
      @alxnd_r6345 3 года назад +56

      What if they are programming our minds

    • @bozoernesto4792
      @bozoernesto4792 3 года назад +3

      true

    • @LukeTEvans
      @LukeTEvans 3 года назад +2

      @@alxnd_r6345 yeah the globalist cabal of the west though, the ones in the eastern world are preparing to get their people out of villages and horrible conditions. but in real truth having humility for your fellow human being is good.

    • @EliteOnTheBeat
      @EliteOnTheBeat 3 года назад +12

      @@LukeTEvans "eastern world". Not for long i'm afraid they are building a one world government currently. All for a one world currency. #StayWoke

    • @burritolover182
      @burritolover182 3 года назад +1

      Hahaha! Seriously!!

  • @brittani6720
    @brittani6720 Год назад +62

    A powerful reminder that everyone addicted to drugs is an entirely viable and precious life, and its sad so many people see addicts as demons instead of humans. I hope Keith is doing better now.

    • @larietournelle7904
      @larietournelle7904 9 месяцев назад

      People who see demons are the demon on this *** planet

  • @dankdill8286
    @dankdill8286 11 месяцев назад +54

    I hope he’s alright nowadays. Rooting for the Keith’s of the world

    • @sigggo
      @sigggo 11 месяцев назад +2

      He's clean and sell now

  • @Riez_00
    @Riez_00 4 года назад +5847

    This guy looks like he should be in a movie for some reason

    • @LivingParable693
      @LivingParable693 4 года назад +91

      Well he kinda looks like keanu reeves

    • @bradley6348
      @bradley6348 4 года назад +268

      He looks like homeless Matthew McConaughey

    • @Razer5542
      @Razer5542 4 года назад +52

      Hackerman bois.

    • @nuagemanfr
      @nuagemanfr 4 года назад +31

      Well, there is a film called "A street cat named Bob". It's the story of guy addicted to heroin that managed to get clean thanks to his cat.
      The main character kinda looks like him in my opinion.

    • @YourFriendDevin
      @YourFriendDevin 4 года назад +22

      He looks like a homeless Kip Dynamite

  • @joshuamitchell5530
    @joshuamitchell5530 3 года назад +3057

    The fact he’s homeless and still feels humbled and blessed that he eats better than a lot of other people in the world. God bless this man.

    • @TheDreadedJuggernaut
      @TheDreadedJuggernaut 3 года назад +42

      He died years ago, but his message has been been heard by millions for years. That's something not even most people will ever accomplish.

    • @TheDreadedJuggernaut
      @TheDreadedJuggernaut 3 года назад +30

      @@longking2063 Heroin overdose. I believe it was 7 years ago or so. His obituary is somewhere if you can find his last name. I can't remember what it was, it's been a long time.

    • @misterpete8001
      @misterpete8001 3 года назад +3

      Very true

    • @zz7733
      @zz7733 3 года назад +16

      He could also be saying those things to justify his lifestyle (which killed him in the end).

    • @kelpking4484
      @kelpking4484 3 года назад +4

      Exactly see this man realizes he has a better hand at life even if he's homeless cause he's in america and all these people think they got it hard in america and there oppressed and don't have privlage you have privilege if you live in america you have more privileges than the rest of the world "the hood" ain't shit thats a nice place to live to people that aren't from america

  • @ProtossExecutor100
    @ProtossExecutor100 11 месяцев назад +56

    The man wished he could forget what it feels like to be on heroin, and for his dog and his cat back. Great character man

    • @johnellis5865
      @johnellis5865 11 месяцев назад +3

      I noticed he wanted his dog and cat back, but not his American girl friend. This seems to be a rather common choice. 🙂

  • @cryogeneric
    @cryogeneric 4 года назад +4714

    He's basically admitting that he's content to live on the street and be addicted to heroin. I can't fathom how powerful of a drug this must be.

    • @ChrisM-bn5vr
      @ChrisM-bn5vr 4 года назад +247

      Yeah it's one of the most pleasurable things you can experience, don't try it, because most people end up chasing it everyday and losing everything.

    • @demonhunter635
      @demonhunter635 4 года назад +300

      Heroin gives you a feeling of pleasure and happiness that is almost impossible to achieve through natural means. So yeah, it’s kinda easy to love that feeling.

    • @koreaface
      @koreaface 4 года назад +4

      @odo I mean there are some situations.

    • @ptaylor3304
      @ptaylor3304 4 года назад +5

      @@Frank75288 lol

    • @ptaylor3304
      @ptaylor3304 4 года назад +130

      It makes life simple. Wake up, get heroin, take heroin, sleep. Repeat.

  • @wilhelmhesse1348
    @wilhelmhesse1348 5 лет назад +2538

    From the glasses to the hair style and coat. This dude came out a time machine from the 80s.

    • @MIMCKMedia
      @MIMCKMedia 5 лет назад +102

      Mr hackerman

    • @surality
      @surality 5 лет назад +40

      I thought it was weird Al Yankovic

    • @mydjmode
      @mydjmode 5 лет назад +7

      Don't forget the Stache!

    • @MMAoracle
      @MMAoracle 5 лет назад +16

      Haha yeah, hackerman from kung fury

    • @Prowler41
      @Prowler41 5 лет назад +8

      Oooooooh that’s why he said he knows when he wants to quit and he can get a life back easily. He’s a time traveler going through a rough time he put it all on pause

  • @tokerjane1718
    @tokerjane1718 Год назад +1

    I'm glad he wasn't afraid to share his story this would help so many people

  • @bradbradleys6091
    @bradbradleys6091 Год назад +5

    I like this dude he straight up about his situation, he doesn't make excuses for it and blames himself completely. Respect

  • @Zambicus
    @Zambicus 4 года назад +3724

    Lost his job, his house, his girl... all he wishes back are his dog and cat. Take notes, people.

    • @Matthew-wl8tk
      @Matthew-wl8tk 4 года назад +237

      That’s because his pets don’t understand what a heroin addiction is

    • @themiller3319
      @themiller3319 4 года назад +132

      @Hairy Chinese Kid Yeah, it's a real shitty thing for his partner to leave him because he was completely addicted to heroin. Real shitty person. Is that really what you think?

    • @mexicanlucky
      @mexicanlucky 4 года назад +18

      He said it, he likes doin heroin daily, dosen't mind living on the streets. Poor guy, I know some like him (really smart people), eventually lose their mind, start talking nonsense. Alcohol, pills, shots, whores, even weed.. everything leads the same way. Is heroin really impossible to quit?

    • @Jackal_007
      @Jackal_007 4 года назад +6

      @Hairy Chinese Kid dont give the drug dealer the fault he needs to make money too.

    • @a.b.mayweather9038
      @a.b.mayweather9038 4 года назад +5

      There’s other ways to make money like get a job like the rest of society....

  • @joeygarcia8295
    @joeygarcia8295 3 года назад +3420

    I like this guy, he's honest, takes full accountability for his actions and doesn't take things for granted.

    • @geminianomultitopicos7925
      @geminianomultitopicos7925 3 года назад +11

      if he were all this he would not be into stupid drugs

    • @phos1345
      @phos1345 3 года назад +104

      @@geminianomultitopicos7925 drugs are alot more complex than just being into drugs your not willingly doing it your hooked you cannot stop, there is alot of ways to get addicted like I said it's complicated.

    • @willreid381
      @willreid381 3 года назад +81

      @@geminianomultitopicos7925 That's very ignorant. There are so many reasons why people become addicited. Almost all homeless people and addicts have mental health problems that were never properly treated. We are all only a few steps away from homelessness, so ditch the judgemental attitude

    • @geminianomultitopicos7925
      @geminianomultitopicos7925 3 года назад +1

      @@willreid381 ok, I agree, but if they have mental health they are not all that from the original post which was the point

    • @joeygarcia8295
      @joeygarcia8295 3 года назад +21

      @@geminianomultitopicos7925 Honesty, accountability and not taking things for granted are not linked to drug abuse or addiction. In other words, many people are liars, blame others and take things for granted, and at the same time, are not substance abuser.

  • @OSHeenius
    @OSHeenius 11 месяцев назад +14

    It's been 11 years already! I hope he has come clean and managed his life. Seemed to be a genuine person.

  • @luciusesox1luckysox570
    @luciusesox1luckysox570 11 месяцев назад +14

    Two honest men. Damn I wish we saw more of this type of stuff on mainstream media.

  • @felphero
    @felphero 4 года назад +5342

    This homeless heroin-addict is a million times more lucid and well spoken than most people on earth, hope he's doing well his mind and reasoning still seem intact

    • @oopmahsoopmahs1457
      @oopmahsoopmahs1457 4 года назад +152

      heroin isnt too bad for sanity. its mostly crack, meth, and having mental health issues that causes the tweak behavior.

    • @mariaa.5829
      @mariaa.5829 4 года назад +16

      Yes, he is well spoken despite being a homeless addict who is addicted.

    • @Sorrowdusk
      @Sorrowdusk 4 года назад +46

      Most people on earth don't speak at LEAST this well? What people do you hang around?

    • @paulofernando7858
      @paulofernando7858 4 года назад +121

      ​@@Sorrowdusk I know tons of non-addicted people that seems less lucid than him.

    • @shinji5217
      @shinji5217 4 года назад +18

      He got his fix. Without it it's hell for some months, that's when people appear to "lose" their minds

  • @ignacio2018
    @ignacio2018 4 года назад +4652

    Guy: explains his sad story of loss and addiction
    Background: *GEORGE LOPEZ THEME*

    • @sammy4982
      @sammy4982 4 года назад +78

      Ignacio LMFAOOOOOO I was thinking the same🤣🤣💀💀

    • @fuckman297
      @fuckman297 4 года назад +32

      Sammy LMFAOOOOO THATS SOOO FUNYY LOLLLEEEEEEE!!😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣😇😇😎🤡🤡🤡🌎🌎🌎

    • @cjr9298
      @cjr9298 4 года назад +8

      Lmfao

    • @jeffchang1692
      @jeffchang1692 4 года назад +27

      This was the comment I was looking for

    • @user-lh2hx5xf4e
      @user-lh2hx5xf4e 4 года назад +24

      It reminded me a bit of one of those old gta games for some reason.

  • @seargantmagor
    @seargantmagor Год назад +7

    If I spoke to a homeless guy with this much honesty and rationality, I'd give him a few bucks in my pocket. He doesn't lie and beg - he's going through a crisis and needs a pause. Been there, done that, and I wish him the best.

  • @icecreampaintjob1697
    @icecreampaintjob1697 Год назад +7

    This guy's positive outlook on life is contagious and inspirational. He quite literally is in the worst situation imaginable, a drug addict homeless on the streets, and still manages to see the good in his situation. If this guy can do this and not be complaining, I shouldn't be complaining about anything at all.

  • @hippykidd1363
    @hippykidd1363 3 года назад +9004

    You know there’s a problem when heroin is cheaper than legal painkillers

    • @let4be
      @let4be 3 года назад +451

      US medicine is only for priviledged few... totally broken system

    • @AmericanSCPO
      @AmericanSCPO 3 года назад +262

      Heroin is cheaper then a pack of Marlboro Lights.

    • @KAIKIN
      @KAIKIN 3 года назад +48

      @@AmericanSCPO yeah the taxes on tobacco is too high.

    • @AmericanSCPO
      @AmericanSCPO 3 года назад +26

      @@KAIKIN true and I definitely want to quit that habit.

    • @KAIKIN
      @KAIKIN 3 года назад +18

      @@AmericanSCPO try vaping. I used to smoke half a pack per day wasting my money buying cancer from the government basically. Then I fall in love with my vape. Period.

  • @anonymousblank5635
    @anonymousblank5635 4 года назад +5492

    He looks like a 90's computer expert named Brandon who drives a 80's era civic, chain smokes Marlboros, and goes to raves. Point is I would totally have a beer with the guy.

    • @SA77888
      @SA77888 4 года назад +233

      Just stick to the beers then......dont start taking heroin with Brandon.

    • @dannymelo4966
      @dannymelo4966 4 года назад +24

      OMG! One of the best comments on RUclips I've ever seen hahahah

    • @smokedoutlocedout1
      @smokedoutlocedout1 4 года назад +7

      Anonymous Blank 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @lylewalker5681
      @lylewalker5681 4 года назад +85

      A lot of times heroin addicts can put up a facade like this of having their shit semi-together or being cogent/engaging, and then you actually start hanging out with them and the catastrophe really sinks in. Sadly, if you hung out with this dude when the video was shot, you'd probably quickly want to get away from him. That's if he isn't guilt tripping you for money, or doing things like make you drive him around while he boosts from stores and makes you serve as his getaway driver, or makes you randomly drive you out to some suburban movie theater parking lot where he meets one of his junky friends and they fucking shoot up in the car within full view of a busy intersection. Guess if I've been close friends with junkies.

    • @NNG1
      @NNG1 4 года назад +2

      Would you drink a beer with me

  • @altti1
    @altti1 9 месяцев назад +1

    it's now been 12 years. i just hope he's still ok and maybe got his life back. seems like a nice dude, hope the very best for him. thanks for doing these type of videos. thank you.

  • @Jakuboooooooooo
    @Jakuboooooooooo 10 месяцев назад +3

    He’s so intelligent and kind. I hope he found himself again

  • @grosebud4554
    @grosebud4554 3 года назад +4307

    The man is very honest about his addiction. That’s a step most addicts never even reach. There is hope.

    • @bipolatelly9806
      @bipolatelly9806 3 года назад +128

      I was this guy.
      6 years ago.
      Life is good.

    • @grosebud4554
      @grosebud4554 3 года назад +43

      @@bipolatelly9806 right on man. Glad you overcame this. Never got this this point but got pretty close.. lost many friends to the dope on philly. There’s so much hope after addiction but it’s so hard to see that when you are in the clutches.

    • @jaylenthehedgehog
      @jaylenthehedgehog 3 года назад

      No there is no hope for this guy you can tell he is a lost cause

    • @thedudewhoabides69
      @thedudewhoabides69 3 года назад +7

      @@surviver5738 Hear hear brother, 2 months sober now from amphs. I was like an actor, hiding my addiction from everybody and pretending to be sober but I still don't get it how I managed to play myself like I did. I used to think I had to get my life together and then I would be ready to get sober but man, I got it all backwards right from the start. Looking back it was no surprise I never managed to get sober with that attitude and the fact that I thought I'd have to do it myself since it was me who got into to that downward spiral. I'm so fucking happy I finally scraped up the courage to tell the truth to my closest friends and kick the habit. Hope you are doing well too!

    • @jaylenthehedgehog
      @jaylenthehedgehog 3 года назад

      @@redplanet2720 because you dont personally know a heroine addict that why

  • @bragiodinsen4604
    @bragiodinsen4604 2 года назад +5496

    He doesnt wish for the girl back, he wishes for his dog back
    Respect

    • @notricky1680
      @notricky1680 2 года назад +201

      Man ain't a simp

    • @OnyxWolf47
      @OnyxWolf47 2 года назад +99

      Man I got my heart broken years ago, and I lost my dog last year. I would wish that dog back instead every single time. I respected when he said that. Not asking for any pity but the love a dog can give you is unconditional and simple. It's a beautiful thing

    • @_zenitsu_8152
      @_zenitsu_8152 2 года назад +38

      Yes dogs are way more loyal so...

    • @Sapphiregriffin
      @Sapphiregriffin 2 года назад +16

      that's not a good thing... you should care for you daughters

    • @dischron3371
      @dischron3371 2 года назад +2

      Real love man

  • @wavedog23
    @wavedog23 Год назад +42

    Man, my heart goes out to those who are addicted. It's unrealistic and corny as hell, but I just wish everyone could be happy and healthy.
    This guy definitely seems like he's intelligent and realizes his own limitations, and I hope all these years later he's in a much better spot.
    I've never been addicted to any substance, and I know it doesn't mean much from a stranger, but if you suffer from addiction, keep up the good fight. You'll get through. Just take it one day at a time.

    • @m-linko
      @m-linko Год назад

      They do it to themselves, just like this bum

  • @markellis5008
    @markellis5008 11 месяцев назад

    Great interview. I appreciate his candor.

  • @spicytoast6890
    @spicytoast6890 2 года назад +4833

    I've heard people explain what heroine feels like. They say it's like you have been deathly ill your whole life, and you just found the cure. That stuff is absolutely terrifying.

    • @user-hz1lv8yv8v
      @user-hz1lv8yv8v 2 года назад +232

      Can’t imagine those demons tbh

    • @KyraStitch
      @KyraStitch 2 года назад +467

      Wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy! I’ve been clean for 3 years, next week! And super proud. Like he said, he’s has to be able to hate the life enough to quit! That’s how I was, hated it so much, that I don’t ever wanna go back.

    • @sarinnaneumann8182
      @sarinnaneumann8182 2 года назад +249

      I had someone explain it to me a way that really made sense why people would use it and get addicted, he said imagine being cold, shivering, and then pouring warm honey over you starting at your head, feeling it slowly move down your body making you feel warm and good

    • @harveycameroncovers
      @harveycameroncovers 2 года назад +523

      @@sarinnaneumann8182 Unfortunately that is the truth, it feels like you are wrapped in a warm blanket, and that you are back in the womb; nothing at all can go wrong and all of your worries are gone. I could go on forever but its late where I am, everything the guy said in the video is true.
      I'm now 31 days sober after (thankfully) only a year on it, living hell day in day out, absolute hell on earth. I am NEVER going back to that sort of existence. Since I've been sober I've met so many new friends, got a job, made a band, been going out doing normal things and just got a girlfriend also! :D

    • @sarinnaneumann8182
      @sarinnaneumann8182 2 года назад +103

      @@harveycameroncovers makes me understand why people would use it and get so easily addicted. Congrats on 31 days sober! Keep it up. Not everyone can say they’ve accomplished that 🎉

  • @lucasroland9771
    @lucasroland9771 3 года назад +9156

    RUclips algorithm: do you wanna watch a homeless dude talk about heroin 9 years ago? Me: yes please

  • @patrickburke1980
    @patrickburke1980 7 месяцев назад +4

    this is the most self-aware person ive ever seen. hope he is doing ok.

  • @kaelaelliott4237
    @kaelaelliott4237 11 месяцев назад +41

    Good on him for accepting where he is at, not lying to himself about his addiction and goals. Sometimes in life, there are periods where you need to put your life on pause and just give in to what you want to do. Heroin is a big life-stealer, but he is at peace with it. Good on the interviewer as well for genuinely conversing and guiding the conversation to be completely comfortable and candid. My best wishes to Keith.

  • @rishisund5324
    @rishisund5324 3 года назад +4536

    he talks about quitting like hes procrasting homework

    • @b.l7491
      @b.l7491 3 года назад +322

      You can quit anytime, as long as it's tomorrow

    • @humzamohsin2714
      @humzamohsin2714 3 года назад +138

      Well it’s not that easy. It is heroin afterall

    • @gooddickman1561
      @gooddickman1561 3 года назад +75

      That's addiction for you

    • @DRMIN3R
      @DRMIN3R 3 года назад +41

      Procrastinating fix ur comment g before people clown you for it. I'll delete my comment when u fix it

    • @Andrew-tw6pe
      @Andrew-tw6pe 3 года назад +42

      @@DRMIN3R This is a guy that understands a second chance.

  • @1jesus2music3duke
    @1jesus2music3duke 5 лет назад +1558

    Most clear thinking drug addict I’ve ever heard speak.

    • @brittanymorgan8810
      @brittanymorgan8810 5 лет назад +31

      Nate Jones it’s not like meth

    • @spida6542
      @spida6542 5 лет назад +116

      @@brittanymorgan8810 Facts. One of the reasons it's so addictive is that you can do normal everyday activities while on Heroin. This leads to you thinking it's okay and after a certain point addiction has it's claws sunk too deep into you to back out.

    • @lapapa7089
      @lapapa7089 5 лет назад +117

      There’s a lot of addicts you probably encounter daily and you wouldn’t even know it.

    • @Nathan-sw8kb
      @Nathan-sw8kb 5 лет назад +59

      Opiates don't stop you from thinking clearly, they just give you a feeling of inner peace and happiness

    • @minotaur55
      @minotaur55 5 лет назад +47

      @@Nathan-sw8kb They are the ultimate shortcut to happiness. Why bother with sex, money, girlfriends, love, buying shit if those things don't even nearly make you good enough as opiates can.

  • @Rennette-td2mq
    @Rennette-td2mq 5 месяцев назад +5

    I TRULY hope this guy makes it through. He still has a positive mindset and he is trying to avoid blaming or shaming anyone else. That takes courage when you are in his position

  • @jordmorton
    @jordmorton Год назад

    I wish the best for any addict. It's hell on Earth. I appreciate both the interviewer and interviewee.

  • @daniel0-01
    @daniel0-01 Год назад

    Jesus, I want to help this man. So honest, and so relatable.

  • @lazio9969
    @lazio9969 4 года назад +676

    The lack of editing in this video is phenomenal. Honestly, an uncut, to-the-point conversation is hard to come by.

    • @jeffreyjewell75
      @jeffreyjewell75 4 года назад +7

      So you like uncut ? Bahahahaha

    • @blanco7726
      @blanco7726 4 года назад +3

      Jeffrey Jewell hahahaha so funny omg

    • @markm0000
      @markm0000 4 года назад +1

      Jeffrey Jewell all natural.

    • @agelesskarate
      @agelesskarate 4 года назад +1

      Lazio check my interviews out. I do it with famous martial artist.

  • @happymaskedguy1943
    @happymaskedguy1943 5 лет назад +3201

    The moral of the story is:
    Don’t try addictive drugs. It’s better to not know what you’re missing.

    • @khushalkhans
      @khushalkhans 5 лет назад +109

      Thought about starting something but this comment gave me hope.

    • @affentat8723
      @affentat8723 5 лет назад +118

      Anything can get you addicted...more important ist the reason you want to do it. If you're feeling bad, if you have serious problems, don't try to escape. Get help.

    • @laurenfarrell4588
      @laurenfarrell4588 5 лет назад +5

      Beautifully said!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @WillBlindYouWithLight
      @WillBlindYouWithLight 5 лет назад +11

      Wrong. Moral of the story is, if you cannot function as an addict, quit being an addict. Otherwise enjoy your shitty life.

    • @BadDirtRider
      @BadDirtRider 5 лет назад +49

      Sarah Buckland
      “Quit being an addict“ - could you explain?

  • @johnnyjoe1315
    @johnnyjoe1315 Год назад

    Wow. Smart guy. Hope he can recover. Was great to hear his honesty

  • @Foxy-Gale7
    @Foxy-Gale7 8 месяцев назад +155

    psilocybin-containing shrooms are being researched for their potential benefits in treating depression, anxiety, PTSD, and addiction

    • @Miller-Edward
      @Miller-Edward 8 месяцев назад

      Microdosing with shrooms can be appealing,It's important to prioritize safety in your search for reliable options. If you're determined to explore this, consider reaching out to online communities, or medical professionals on sourcing and safe usage

    • @Medy552
      @Medy552 8 месяцев назад

      Sure, Snell is good at it

    • @Augustus-Tomatolik
      @Augustus-Tomatolik 8 месяцев назад

      Microdosing effectively eased my depression, feeling that psilocybin's illegality is a humanitarian concern

    • @Frank-Bombay
      @Frank-Bombay 8 месяцев назад

      Is he on Insta?

    • @Tran-Van3
      @Tran-Van3 8 месяцев назад

      Sincerely Dr. Snellmycol Microdosing has been my personal savior. A small amount works wonders-just a cap or two keeps me balanced all day. It's like clearing the mind and refreshing the soul.

  • @shortmindedbitches
    @shortmindedbitches 5 лет назад +726

    the moment when a heroin addict homless guy seems to be more sane than you are

    • @ortegaalex13
      @ortegaalex13 5 лет назад +3

      @Tekboy 808 when you say people it must be who you know....because everyone has it tough whether it's mentally or physically...and some people are arrogant and I do agree that hard times humble people and that can sometimes come from more of a life situation and not just about not being lazy

    • @_Rennxo
      @_Rennxo 5 лет назад +2

      Tekboy 808 I can tell you that it’s true. I don’t know what else to do either, I was so sheltered that I haven’t had hard times.
      I also don’t know what you offer as a solution to this, as asking for hardships is stupid.

    • @brianoneill2776
      @brianoneill2776 4 года назад

      @@_Rennxo humility doesn't only come from hardship..Try altruism, go out and help some addicts or speak to them

    • @michaelearthling
      @michaelearthling 4 года назад

      animus well he did get 10 hours sleep last night.

  • @Brickcellent
    @Brickcellent 4 года назад +4803

    Camera quality is insane for almost 10 years ago. Feels like he recorded this yesterday.

    • @limt8046
      @limt8046 4 года назад +267

      oh shit, didn't even notice how old this is

    • @Gallia91
      @Gallia91 4 года назад +256

      Just because phone cameras were crappy back then, doesn't mean all cameras were.

    • @Brickcellent
      @Brickcellent 4 года назад +202

      @@Gallia91 I never said they were. Look at most big RUclipsrs video quality back in 2011 and compare it to this.

    • @andressepulveda9709
      @andressepulveda9709 4 года назад +32

      The magic of hollywood

    • @datavalisofficial8730
      @datavalisofficial8730 4 года назад +45

      he didnt use a phone he used a proper camera
      the shining was filmed in 1979-80 look at that quality

  • @Dave.shrreds
    @Dave.shrreds 11 месяцев назад

    totally broke down in tears when he mentioned his dog and cat.... what an amazing person...

  • @mmavrel
    @mmavrel 11 месяцев назад

    thank you. That was very educating to say at least. Keith had still his pride and self respect.

  • @luckyblade4013
    @luckyblade4013 3 года назад +4069

    "then i got addicted to heroin."
    *george lopez music fades in*

    • @mcee6906
      @mcee6906 3 года назад +13

      Wtf is George Lopez music ?

    • @glimpyrimpy6258
      @glimpyrimpy6258 3 года назад +115

      It's War- Low Rider you uncultured swine

    • @mussed8016
      @mussed8016 3 года назад +22

      I think of it as the cheech and Chong music tbh

    • @luckyblade4013
      @luckyblade4013 3 года назад +3

      @@mussed8016 Yeah but it's more widely known as the george lopez song

    • @virwinsinstruments2209
      @virwinsinstruments2209 3 года назад +7

      i bursted laughing when i heard that shit

  • @jetter820
    @jetter820 5 лет назад +20369

    Notice, he didn't wish for his girlfriend back.

    • @Samuel-ym8wz
      @Samuel-ym8wz 5 лет назад +1580

      And a cat even

    • @hondacivicgang3800
      @hondacivicgang3800 5 лет назад +748

      he probably assumed he didnt have to waste a wish to get her back

    • @scruf2002
      @scruf2002 5 лет назад +777

      She left him cus he was addicted to drugs

    • @TheYz250fmf
      @TheYz250fmf 5 лет назад +683

      Adams Wong you would stay with a heroin addict?

    • @zdog3338
      @zdog3338 5 лет назад +248

      No one wants that skank back

  • @u-loop8858
    @u-loop8858 11 месяцев назад +3

    I kept thinking when I was listening to this man, that days become weeks, weeks become months, months become years and years become decades and I am sad of this man and sad of myself.

  • @JeremyIrving1
    @JeremyIrving1 Год назад

    Such a good interview. Just a real story.

  • @lilix2594
    @lilix2594 3 года назад +3378

    I hope he's doing okay. I admire his self awarness.

    • @JeanLucCaptain
      @JeanLucCaptain 3 года назад +61

      Same. He's clearly a good man.

    • @SjonnyBB
      @SjonnyBB 3 года назад +71

      Yea man, if such a man like this who had a good life can get addicted basically anyone can

    • @ryanbaeza9829
      @ryanbaeza9829 3 года назад +3

      Right

    • @arrdeecheekychappy7841
      @arrdeecheekychappy7841 3 года назад +2

      Awareness*

    • @beans8200
      @beans8200 3 года назад +1

      @Heinz K. Did you not watch the entire thing ?

  • @moneyteam1333
    @moneyteam1333 4 года назад +1891

    0:50 When the pain killers became too expensive I switched to heroin”
    Welcome to America 😕

    • @markorendas1790
      @markorendas1790 4 года назад +54

      WHAT KIND OF RETARDED LOGIC IS THAT????????

    • @eaeaeaeaeaeae4907
      @eaeaeaeaeaeae4907 4 года назад +34

      @@markorendas1790 It's just the mental pain you get when you're sober so you want to feel something in your head that makes you block those Thoughts. So after a time you need something stronger because you got used to it and doesn't really do much too. If he used weed or something less strong, it would be only a gateaway drug because it's not that strong. But when you use Heroin it's all you need. That's the logic.

    • @callofdutyruinedmylife1128
      @callofdutyruinedmylife1128 4 года назад +10

      @@eaeaeaeaeaeae4907 and america has to be making money off the drug trafficing. If i wanted to i could easily get heroin from 3 different people and i honestly dont touch it anymore havent for awhile. Its everywhere and i hate it so much that the US doesnt do much about it besides take people to jail really.

    • @dudelistentoyeezustriponac5452
      @dudelistentoyeezustriponac5452 4 года назад +10

      Mark Orendas they form the same physical opiate dependence in your brain. it’s actually pretty logical, unfortunately

    • @Patrick.Weightman
      @Patrick.Weightman 4 года назад +12

      Yep because there isn't a worlwide epidemic or anything
      Nope not at all
      Totally secluded to America, 100%

  • @zeeshandogar9406
    @zeeshandogar9406 7 месяцев назад +1

    Man I hope this guy got back on track, highly intelligent man with so much potential.

  • @HaikuTutorials
    @HaikuTutorials 10 месяцев назад

    This is probably the most touching video I've ever seen

  • @herbalheroine1184
    @herbalheroine1184 2 года назад +5564

    The self awareness I personally think is so amazing. A lot of addicts I've been around are so unaware of reality.

    • @magicalplace3788
      @magicalplace3788 2 года назад +197

      While he is self aware, I might have to agree with the reply above me that he seems to be in denial. This guy feels like he just doesn't want to quit heroin because it still feels good. But of course it feels good, that's the point of the drug, and these are among the signs of addiction. And when he starts to feel the effect of the drug grow weaker and weaker, he will take more and more of it. At that time - when his sanity will be fully taken away by the drug, it will be much harder to quit.
      You don't quit when it starts to become a burden. You quit while you can.

    • @acceptanceheals
      @acceptanceheals 2 года назад +26

      I hear you. As someone who works in helping with people who are challenged with addiction we are shifting the language from "a addict" to "a person challenged with addiction." Using the term "addict" is a label and an identity. We are hoping to bring awareness to identify someone as a "person who..."

    • @dickmullen3750
      @dickmullen3750 2 года назад +17

      @@acceptanceheals No, im an addict.

    • @acceptanceheals
      @acceptanceheals 2 года назад +20

      @@dickmullen3750 feel free to own whatever label you have for yourself. I'm referring to having compassion for the words we choose to define others

    • @dickmullen3750
      @dickmullen3750 2 года назад +29

      @@acceptanceheals Being an addict is not an insult in my world, its what made me the person I am today; shame is a huge trigger for relapse. Calling an addict a junkie is a total different story, thats a huge insult for us.

  • @CTHD13
    @CTHD13 5 лет назад +1482

    “I could stop any time, I just don’t want to.”
    Yes that’s what addiction is. I hope he’s okay.

    • @bleronalimusaj9223
      @bleronalimusaj9223 4 года назад +37

      CTHD no he said he could get of the street easily but he cant because of his addiction

    • @Niko-bf7nw
      @Niko-bf7nw 4 года назад +1

      not everyone is like that. some people just enjoy getting high. i dont know.

    • @joescaletta4913
      @joescaletta4913 4 года назад

      CTHD hes alright! but hes still homeless i just seen him in my town INSANE! if i see him again im goingg to talk to him and help him

    • @Niko-bf7nw
      @Niko-bf7nw 4 года назад +13

      @@joescaletta4913 film it for proof and tell him on cam that people wish him well and hope he is okay. maybe even wanna crowdfund on the term he gets clean from at least opioids

    • @joescaletta4913
      @joescaletta4913 4 года назад +14

      Niko oh man sorry dude turns out the homeless guy i seen that looked litteraly exactly like this guy wasnt him but i swear to god tho he had the same green jacket, glasses, hairstyle he even walked the same like this guy the same height and backpack And everything! i ended up spotting him for a second time by a shopping center near my house pulled up next to him in my car and asked him if he was keith and he said no why. i showed him this video and said theres this homeless man that looks exactly like you who struggled with herion.. and the homeless guy said “holy shit that does look like me. it was crazy i was shocked because i really thought it was him

  • @vTxTobi
    @vTxTobi Год назад +1

    He needs to be on a podcast. I'd listen to his story all day.

  • @FailBucketFilms
    @FailBucketFilms 8 месяцев назад +3

    This looked bad 12 years ago, but it's so much worse today. The drugs are worse, the streets are worse, and the people are way more hostile. This dude looks healthy compared to the addicts you see on the streets today.

  • @sam-pf5cs
    @sam-pf5cs 5 лет назад +924

    "I was addicted to painkillers, and when the painkillers got too expensive I switched to heroin, and it all went down from there" *lowrider plays in the distance*

    • @Theycallmethek3
      @Theycallmethek3 4 года назад +31

      That shit is funny as fuck

    • @MajinMist603
      @MajinMist603 4 года назад +5

      sam Afghanistan war we mostly fought for oil and poppy plant m.ruclips.net/video/qW2YWqVpT4E/видео.html
      In which the government sells the poppy/heroin to medical company’s and then they refine it into pain killers or other pills that are highly addictive and can make people go to the streets and buy it illegally and are hooked. Then they get arrested and have a criminal record and paying for fines.

    • @rubenpegueros5628
      @rubenpegueros5628 4 года назад

      😭😭😭

    • @carsonwhitaker9169
      @carsonwhitaker9169 4 года назад +1

      sam I swear I geeked lmaooo

    • @ivandeeterrible8037
      @ivandeeterrible8037 4 года назад

      It’s a Mexican passing by laughing at this lazy bumb

  • @michaeltatham7987
    @michaeltatham7987 2 года назад +5749

    The irony is this guy is head and shoulders above most people. He can read his own mind, which sets him apart from 99% of humanity.

    • @shaunbeckett9475
      @shaunbeckett9475 2 года назад +87

      Are you on heroin ?
      Hes literally on heroin

    • @Mephisto_sixsixsix
      @Mephisto_sixsixsix 2 года назад +109

      @@AlburpCatstein No, it's more of a "I know I am addicted to heroin and that's the only thing that is stopping me from getting back to usual life working from 8 till 17, taking care of house and family while working a job that most people actually don't like but tie themselves with a financial burden while trying to catch up with the world." self-aware.

    • @Mephisto_sixsixsix
      @Mephisto_sixsixsix 2 года назад +14

      @@AlburpCatstein It's not really intelligent when you realise that addiction is bringing you down, but most people don't even see it that way. It's also not justifying since he will never ne ready to quit because it's a heroin and nobody is ever ready. The thing is he understands that he has a problem which got him there and that's the self-aware part. Has nothing to do with USA.

    • @Igneeka
      @Igneeka 2 года назад +15

      @@Mephisto_sixsixsix Being aware that you have a problem isn't that hard, a lot of people do in these situations, doing something about it is the hard part that most people fail at
      A lot of addicts think that admitting it is half the battle and say "I'm going to quit when I'm ready" or "I just don't want to" but they're just lying to themselves thinking that something it'll be easier as some point but it won't if anything it will get harder and harder, admitting you have a problem is nice but if you don't do shit about it it doesn't matter

    • @underscore4505
      @underscore4505 2 года назад +1

      @@Mephisto_sixsixsix Yes it does

  • @James-wd9ib
    @James-wd9ib 10 месяцев назад +7

    My dad had the exact same mentality, "I can get it all back, I can kick it any time- just not ready yet." Twenty years later, still nothing- so an ischemic stroke decides to kick it for him. Goodbye half of your body. The point is, you'll NEVER be "ready to kick it". Just do it, do anything and everything: go cold or taper off, DIY or get help, and don't give up till you're quit... but that's just the first step. The next is you staying off every hour, every day. Fall down, get back up. That's the journey, just like everything else.

  • @fredastaire6156
    @fredastaire6156 Год назад +2

    Broke my heart hearing him talk about his dog 😢

  • @governorofflavortown5499
    @governorofflavortown5499 3 года назад +808

    "I probably live and eat better than 95% of the world's population". This is what I call being thankful for what you have instead of resentful for the things you don't have. Such a great dude.

    • @JustScrapHD
      @JustScrapHD 3 года назад +36

      its sadly also his way to rationalise his addiction. He is feeling just fine as a homeless guy so why change?

    • @evobe
      @evobe 3 года назад +5

      @Big Reiner Ok 75%

    • @Me2goTi
      @Me2goTi 3 года назад +28

      I mean it's very grateful and humble but also shows - and I don't mean that by any means in a rude way - that Americans, and especially Californians often think that they have it very much better than the rest of the world. While that was for sure true in the 1960s and the following years, nowdays, honestly, I'm very sure 80% of the world population eats and lives better than a homeless man in California.
      Source? I've visited maybe 20, 25 countries in my life and honestly, the poverty I saw in some parts of LA was easily worse than what I've seen in large parts of Asia or Eastern Europe these days.

    • @LukeTEvans
      @LukeTEvans 3 года назад

      @@evobe unless you live in hotspots of famine you might not, you know the diet of macdonalds.

    • @TimSlee1
      @TimSlee1 3 года назад +5

      @@Me2goTi True, he's just saying that as a coping mechanism which is fine. Not sure why people take it literally.

  • @Hustwick
    @Hustwick 3 года назад +2476

    "When the painkillers got too expensive, I switched to heroin" ... America, WTF?! ...

    • @szattila0609
      @szattila0609 3 года назад +196

      same thoughts. how the fuck do they access that shit cheaper than meds?? god that system is fucked

    • @sadieb27
      @sadieb27 3 года назад +51

      @@szattila0609 because the point of the meds isn't to be addicted and keep buying them that often 😀

    • @kyokushinheart
      @kyokushinheart 3 года назад +68

      @@sadieb27 Yep, the point of the med is to make money in the system, and by the rules of the system.
      No insurance? Well... f you then...

    • @floppafan1290
      @floppafan1290 3 года назад +36

      @Polly Smith it is actually exactly the point of the meds. The Companies that make painkillers want them to be addicting so they can sell more so they can get Even richer than they already are

    • @Bourne21
      @Bourne21 3 года назад +28

      America's healthcare system explained in a sentence.

  • @gauravtee
    @gauravtee 11 месяцев назад

    I keep coming back to this video every year. I still can't get how someone so coherent and smart can be homeless

  • @swanmusicvideos
    @swanmusicvideos Год назад +2

    Amazing subscription I added, this video and this channel is GOLDEN

  • @jasonstuart3209
    @jasonstuart3209 4 года назад +2107

    "my life is on pause" "I know when i'll wanna quit" "I can get everything back easy". This guy is smart and I feel for him, but he is in a state of denial if he believes this is temporary.

    • @yanthetrooper67
      @yanthetrooper67 4 года назад +217

      It's not denial, it's confidence and self control, you can clearly see he didn't lost his mind yet so.. He's totaly right,i was there saying the same thing when is was high as fuck on amphetamines years ago, and here i am sober.

    • @eyeameye9565
      @eyeameye9565 4 года назад +63

      It is temporary I smoked crack and did heroin, was careful not to ever shoot the latter, because I'm aware of my personality, and therefore my susceptibility to it. He's not ready to quit, I was not ready to shoot. Now I'm clean and it's a non issue. It's all about the mindset.

    • @jasonstuart2815
      @jasonstuart2815 4 года назад +25

      @@yanthetrooper67 i guess we all have different experiences but thats very impressive and you should be proud of yourself

    • @qfina
      @qfina 4 года назад +4

      So so true.

    • @hostnik777
      @hostnik777 4 года назад +27

      @@yanthetrooper67 - meth and heroin are not the same thing. Meth at least has some adaptive effects for coping with life; heroin is just practice for dying.

  • @joannaedssay5988
    @joannaedssay5988 3 года назад +1485

    I'm still shocked at the high % of heroin addicts in America who started off on painkillers prescribed by a doctor!!

    • @AntonioLopez-ks5qb
      @AntonioLopez-ks5qb 3 года назад +109

      I'm not.. seeing the correlations between Big Pharma and the conflicts of interest In Afghanistan to control the poppy fields.. been happening for years

    • @samdavies2573
      @samdavies2573 3 года назад +25

      @@AntonioLopez-ks5qb based

    • @braedenmetz888
      @braedenmetz888 3 года назад +9

      @@AntonioLopez-ks5qb Chad

    • @Lovemesomemetal
      @Lovemesomemetal 3 года назад +56

      Pretty sure the pharmaceutical industry was busted for deliberately paying doctors to over-prescribe painkillers. The pharmaceutical industry is responsible for this crisis, and there’s almost nothing we can do about it unless everyone unanimously protested or fought back against said industry.

    • @LoganWindham
      @LoganWindham 3 года назад +7

      Doctors used to love to prescribe em but they sure don’t like to taper em. They lose money.

  • @firewaze2296
    @firewaze2296 11 месяцев назад

    this video was really eye opening. I wish him well.

  • @sale10sch55
    @sale10sch55 6 месяцев назад

    I love that this guy's so sincere

  • @SPE3DYEMO
    @SPE3DYEMO 4 года назад +993

    I'm a year sober today off Heroin. I hope this guy got help.

    • @quentindodge7774
      @quentindodge7774 4 года назад +68

      Mourning Star not funny

    • @marilynrichards3551
      @marilynrichards3551 4 года назад +1

      You are so amazing ❤

    • @PancakePvP
      @PancakePvP 4 года назад +4

      @Mourning Star nice man, what about that time three weeks ago though?

    • @jeremyowens4115
      @jeremyowens4115 4 года назад +4

      Nice work Evan. That crap took my cousin. Dude could've had anything he wanted. He chose heroin. A damn shame. Hope you're doing good.

    • @littlejohnnyturtle8770
      @littlejohnnyturtle8770 4 года назад +3

      Well done mate, keep going, all the best from Watford UK.

  • @johnnymcgillen8295
    @johnnymcgillen8295 Год назад +2460

    He’s extremely good at communication, and is clearly very smart.

    • @artdemjaha
      @artdemjaha Год назад +25

      So if you're good at communicating, you're very smart? That's all that it takes for you?

    • @johnnymcgillen8295
      @johnnymcgillen8295 Год назад +219

      @@artdemjaha I guess what I meant was that his manner of speech was extremely collected, and it seemed like he put thought behind his every word. The way he spoke about his past and present was really matter-of-fact, and yeah you gotta be smart to have that deep of an understanding of communication. Just look at his mannerisms, and how he pauses to think before responses.
      The way he talked about his life being "on pause" at the moment because he still can't break a destructive habit - I still think about that shit almost every day when I'm having shit days and I feel like MY life is on pause. He's got a really clever way of relaying information, and you have to be smart to do that!

    • @TAA1189
      @TAA1189 Год назад +43

      There’s a good chance that he’s too smart for his own good. Smart people have exceptional talent when it comes to rationalising things.
      Mix that ability with confirmation bias and you have a recipe for disaster. They become out of touch with reality because they’re too mental and often deny their intuitions or emotions through wilful ignorance and rationalisation.

    • @masondexheimer
      @masondexheimer Год назад +5

      @@TAA1189 please explain more or link something I think I may have been dealing with this my entire life, I’m only 18

    • @frostytrope8580
      @frostytrope8580 Год назад +9

      @@TAA1189 aye that’s my brother right now smart as hell but chose to be shut in and tries to rationalize it, thank god he isn’t a druggie at least.

  • @m4ssee
    @m4ssee Год назад +4

    This guy knows what he's talking about. Change always comes from the inside and no matter how much other people scream at you "heroin is bad, you should quit!" you won't change your mind until it's your mind that's ready for the change.

  • @Overlorddz
    @Overlorddz Год назад +1

    He looks and sounds so much like a friend of mine who died nearly 3 years ago (we met in rehab) - his story was a lot more extreme than mine - him living homeless in 3 different countries and addicted to meth and heroin at several points.
    I decided to stand with him during his final months when he had gotten so overly institutionalized that some of his family members wouldnt even talk to him. After he died I read so many ugly messages on his social media. I'm glad I was there for him at the end.

  • @BrutalDeath007
    @BrutalDeath007 3 года назад +1631

    I love how "Lowrider" just randomly starts to play

    • @ronfroehlich4697
      @ronfroehlich4697 3 года назад +42

      A moment of perfection

    • @louieandtommysdiscountedit3177
      @louieandtommysdiscountedit3177 3 года назад +28

      Guy: “After I lost my job in the housing market, I got addicted to pain killers, then switched to heroin.”
      Speaker: *LOW...RI...DER...ISALITTLE HIGHYA*

    • @azeeliaputri560
      @azeeliaputri560 3 года назад +4

      the story of how billionaires and
      doctors became the drug dealers that caused an epidemic. the opioid epidemic in the United States was caused by a variety of factors but one of the main ones is the involvement of the Sackler family and their infamous
      opioid painkiller oxycontin in 2017.when
      over 100 people per day were dying President Trump declared the opioid crisis and national emergency he is the problem patients are often given strong painkillers when in hospital for surgery or chronic pain while the drugs are life enabling for many patients to avoid excruciating pain from injury or otherwise many fall into addiction
      cycles from withdrawals some people
      graduate from prescription pharmaceuticals onto cheaper and more potent alternatives like heroin or fentanyl
      watch this ruclips.net/video/zGcKURD_osM/видео.html

    • @ATCRyderX
      @ATCRyderX 3 года назад +5

      The George Lopez World Tour must've been in town.

    • @vens_USSR_19
      @vens_USSR_19 3 года назад

      @@azeeliaputri560 YES TRUMP IS ADDICT FOR SURE! YOU GOT THAT RIGHT! AS SAME AS ... WHO WAS THAT... BAIDEN?!.. OR HOW WAS DAT!? THAT "PILLBOY" -XANAX , RIVOTRILE , REHIPNOLE AND HERE WE GO!... - (PREZ...)... - HA-HA-HA , 80 OLD IMBECILE!

  • @matthewhetes9965
    @matthewhetes9965 3 года назад +2606

    Guy: talking about heroin addiction
    Random car: L O W R I D E R

  • @Im.Nobody.-
    @Im.Nobody.- 7 месяцев назад +1

    Extremely self-reflected guy. Very rare.
    Loved the „i still like it too much“ sentence lol. Very honest.

  • @balisticren6155
    @balisticren6155 3 года назад +2489

    Him: *telling sad story*
    Background: **All my friends drive a low rider**

  • @psevenson
    @psevenson 3 года назад +1916

    I like his honesty... he is not blaming anyone else, he just admits that he likes heroin too much. But I do hope he has been able to find a way out of it by now.

    • @shr00mhead
      @shr00mhead 3 года назад +6

      Hes kind of blaming the law for the legality of heroine.

    • @claudioortiz9206
      @claudioortiz9206 3 года назад +18

      @@shr00mhead eh

    • @wieran35000vr
      @wieran35000vr 3 года назад +26

      ​@@shr00mhead It's kinda true though. If methadone is legal for rehab there is no reason heroin shouldn't be. However the legality of heroin likely didn't affect whether he actually became homeless, just his ability to get off the streets.
      edit: wanted to say that it's obvious that the reason methadone is legal and heroin isn't is because you can't profit off of addicts as much if you just used heroin for rehab. spineless rat pharma companies.

    • @mikemccabe1594
      @mikemccabe1594 3 года назад +6

      I read in the comments he died a long time ago.

    • @claudioortiz9206
      @claudioortiz9206 3 года назад +3

      @@mikemccabe1594 whaat

  • @suburbanblinks6165
    @suburbanblinks6165 28 дней назад

    Hope this man has found his way it’s been 11 years we need people like Keith around times like these

  • @BigSanchoo
    @BigSanchoo Год назад +27

    11 years later and everyone is wearing these glasses. What an inspiration!

  • @Mari-iv8ce
    @Mari-iv8ce 3 года назад +1760

    I like how blunt he is. He's so honest with himself which is admirable

    • @andrest9535
      @andrest9535 3 года назад +1

      Help great in business career

    • @Tofuey
      @Tofuey 3 года назад +12

      Its sad because he has become complacent with his awful life.

    • @ham856
      @ham856 3 года назад +3

      Haha how "blunt" he is

    • @rebjiii
      @rebjiii 3 года назад +4

      excellent interview.....wonder how that mean is doing today......9 years later

    • @mikemccabe1594
      @mikemccabe1594 3 года назад +1

      He’s dead. He overdosed on heroin. What’s admirable about that?

  • @areallygoodjoke6635
    @areallygoodjoke6635 5 лет назад +5432

    This man actually turned his life around a few months ago. Works at a coffee shop down fairfax

    • @moottzzy
      @moottzzy 5 лет назад +976

      SmilieTheSneakerHead x hi, is there any way I can speak to you about this gentleman? Do you know him? Do you happen to know his last name? I have a reason for asking. Obviously, I think I recognize him. And if it is the person I believe him to be I have been looking for him for many years. He was a very dear friend. I will check my messages on here just Incase. Thank you so much for any help you could offer. I promise I mean no harm to you or him. Only love. Thank you. 😊

    • @makeRIOTindacity
      @makeRIOTindacity 5 лет назад +62

      im waiting for info!

    • @John-pv5qc
      @John-pv5qc 5 лет назад +27

      Interested aswell how he is doing

    • @realslime1749
      @realslime1749 5 лет назад +660

      yup he served me today ❤

    • @KenMabie
      @KenMabie 5 лет назад +707

      yeah proof is much better than anonymous morons making baseless claims ..

  • @BigEmPe
    @BigEmPe 11 месяцев назад

    This man has a really positive outlook for his position i hope hes better off now.

  • @alpha_baboon
    @alpha_baboon Год назад

    that was really well spoken . hope he is having a good life now . addiction sucks it slowly takes your life and the person is already incapacitated it's really hard to fight , basically your whole life slips away while you futilely resist urge's

  • @matchagirl7
    @matchagirl7 4 года назад +2302

    This guy is sooo self aware and strangely optimistic. What a strong spirit with this guy despite his circumstance. Any update on him???

    • @KoewlBag
      @KoewlBag 4 года назад +356

      He reminds me of my best friend just days before he OD'd and died. I've come to see this sort of lucidity and positivity as a humongous red flag

    • @yasutalks
      @yasutalks 4 года назад +52

      chemi fermi it’s sad that worrying about another person has become this hard

    • @_BELMONT_
      @_BELMONT_ 4 года назад +26

      @@shahabsamkan4027 what a typical douche bag Chad response.

    • @shahabsamkan4027
      @shahabsamkan4027 4 года назад +50

      @@yasutalks she wouldn't even spit on him in real life if she saw him on the street but on social media she's mother Teresa

    • @shahabsamkan4027
      @shahabsamkan4027 4 года назад +42

      @@_BELMONT_ hey I'm just telling the truth. You know it's true. You know people,especially women, only care about themselves, why deceive yourself then?