My Style Evolution 2012 - 2020! 🌈💕

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  • Опубликовано: 11 янв 2020
  • I apologize for the missing photos near the end!! I meant to insert a scroll of my instagram feed from 2016-2017ish during the Party Kei-ening but must have missed it at the end of my editing sesh. Happy new year I love to make mistakes!!!!!!!!!
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Комментарии • 866

  • @oak9153
    @oak9153 4 года назад +235

    "Not where most of the trauma took place, but where most of it was processed."
    FELT. THAT.

    • @MG-rb8zt
      @MG-rb8zt 4 года назад +8

      Lol I'm still processing mine, though the worst happened as an adult for me (the trauma). Absolutely so very important to bring more attention to the process of what happens after the trauma, hell, some things people have to spend their lives trying to process, I know art for me has been one of the best things I've used to help along the way 😊 I love such creative inspiration, I've always been drawn to the more off the wall, out of the box, type of creative people too! Mental health and art, I just love it! 🥰

  • @VictorLockhart
    @VictorLockhart 4 года назад +260

    The "kid" in the background of the picture just looks like a fence post to me. That said. If you're that fence post. Please comment below. We're here for you. ❤️

  • @louisevessey3839
    @louisevessey3839 4 года назад +1023

    I MISS having my model readily available....just sayin'! Loved going to every Muse concert with you since you were 12. A tradition we shall continue until the end of my days

    • @corysauers803
      @corysauers803 4 года назад +17

      Louise Vessey awww Jill your mama loves you so much!

    • @angstygrandma1037
      @angstygrandma1037 4 года назад +32

      This is the cutest reply on the planet

    • @JaceJHubbard
      @JaceJHubbard 4 года назад +13

      Awe mama Vessey is so sweet! You have an amazing mother. Cherish her always 💓

    • @alainaperlman4806
      @alainaperlman4806 4 года назад +11

      Okay she is best mom Its official

    • @yoneirissnow1721
      @yoneirissnow1721 4 года назад +4

      this warms my heart, what a sweet mother :)

  • @patchwork1771
    @patchwork1771 4 года назад +239

    the pixie stick foreshadow joke, made me laugh harder then it should have.

  • @sophyabud8602
    @sophyabud8602 4 года назад +308

    7:58 “In retrospect..”
    me, before she finishes that sentence: “oh yeah, totally a bpd thing”

    • @mmtruooao8377
      @mmtruooao8377 4 года назад +9

      is hyperfixation a thing with bpd like it is with adhd or autism?

    • @sophyabud8602
      @sophyabud8602 4 года назад +26

      mmtruooao I don’t think it’s like a symptom, it just seems to be something a lot of us go through. At least for me, because it’s a personality disorder, it’s very easy for things I love to become sort of a “Ah! This is the thing that will define me from now on!” Kind of fixation.

    • @haylee7951
      @haylee7951 4 года назад +6

      Sophy Abud I am so glad she has opened up about BPD. I didn’t know what the fuck my problem was until she talked about it and a world opened up. I feel like a weight was lifted off me cuz. Uh. FUCKIN SAME 😂

    • @HELLSCAPER
      @HELLSCAPER 4 года назад +5

      @@mmtruooao8377 i might not be a great example or not the right one to try to explain it since im diagnosed with all 3 of those things, but i believe one of the main reasons people with bpd appear to hyperfixate on their favourite things/special interests is because we have a very unstable or lack a sense of identity. but an almost constant obsession with a specific thing or fashion or aesthetic helps me feel more stable in my identity and how i view myself?
      i havent researched this online im just speaking from personal experience and observations so apologies if im totally wrong.

    • @nemnyoom
      @nemnyoom 4 года назад

      @@HELLSCAPER okay so that sounds okay for my autistic self, who displayed some symptoms of bpd in my earlier years. my hyperfixations now centre on being autistic, which. i'm no longer incredibly freaked out when i lose a special interest

  • @magdalena7013
    @magdalena7013 4 года назад +545

    Oh
    my
    God
    That
    INTRO!!!!!!
    It’s so incredible 🌈💕✨

    • @mmtruooao8377
      @mmtruooao8377 4 года назад +6

      Yes!!! I was a lil nervous when she said the intro was changing bc yknow change can be spoopy but I LOVE IT SO MUCH im such a pastel little nerd and its bLUE everyone loves blue its so cute its animated its indicating the fashion designing being an evolving element on her channel IM SO HAPPY

  • @emilywilcox65
    @emilywilcox65 3 года назад +23

    Hehe I watching this 8 months later and when she “It’s 2020!” With so much enthusiasm I literally died of laughter

  • @therealpeppapig4723
    @therealpeppapig4723 4 года назад +290

    🌙☁️I’d love to see you recreate some of those photos to show how much you’ve improved at putting outfits together✨🍓🍒💖🧡💛💚💙💜

    • @CoraMaria
      @CoraMaria 4 года назад +14

      Seconded! I'd also love to see Jillian have another attempt at decora. I think she already owns all the necessary pieces.

    • @glitterglues6487
      @glitterglues6487 4 года назад +5

      This is SUCH a good idea!!!!!!!

  • @Littleladyduck
    @Littleladyduck 4 года назад +469

    Jillian: "because not everyone has been here for the past 5 years"
    Me: *still rewatch's your older video for lolita inspiration even after 5 years* 😏 well I can't be the only one lol

    • @Mimiki203
      @Mimiki203 4 года назад +5

      I think I subbed when she had around 5K subscribers, you're not alone.

    • @greta1115
      @greta1115 4 года назад

      Stan since those days yasss

    • @hannahofaragon2224
      @hannahofaragon2224 4 года назад +6

      I subscribed when she had three videos and I still watch her older stuff for good ole nostalgia

    • @ribbonlumiere
      @ribbonlumiere 4 года назад

      Lol so true! I think the first video I watched of her's was her original "my top 10 favourite magical girl anime" from years ago! Have been a fan since :-) and still rematch a lot of her older vids

    • @amariak6002
      @amariak6002 4 года назад +3

      The first video I watched was her Lolita Xmas video! I'm younger than her but knowing how long ago that was I feel old watching her evolve ;-;

  • @ellablue5319
    @ellablue5319 2 года назад +48

    love being able to watch this in 2022 and see little pieces of jer ❤️ so happy you’ve found yourself

  • @slightlyinfernal3415
    @slightlyinfernal3415 2 года назад +7

    "i dont know who i thought i was" hits different post DID diagnosis :0

  • @qwertyuiopasdfghjkl9879
    @qwertyuiopasdfghjkl9879 4 года назад +40

    I love how the “lonely kid” was just a fence post

  • @fleursdesucre9016
    @fleursdesucre9016 4 года назад +264

    Towards the end you didn't show any pictures 😭

    • @Floof1122
      @Floof1122 4 года назад +24

      I was waiting for them to pop up :(

    • @usagiraira
      @usagiraira 4 года назад +5

      @@Floof1122 same here :(

    • @tabzywabzy
      @tabzywabzy 4 года назад +6

      I thought I was going mad! I don't see anything either :(

    • @louisevessey3839
      @louisevessey3839 4 года назад +2

      that was a boo boo!!

    • @tabzywabzy
      @tabzywabzy 4 года назад +3

      @@louisevessey3839 it's OK we still love herrrr (and your photog skills!)

  • @trashchildjpeg
    @trashchildjpeg 4 года назад +55

    9:15 YOU THINK I DON'T SEE THAT FRAMED PHOTO OF GERARD WAYS HIGH SCHOOL PHOTO BUT I DO!

    • @Pixielocks
      @Pixielocks  4 года назад +14

      Omg lol I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

  • @alicewong9935
    @alicewong9935 4 года назад +214

    “Is that what talkshow hosts are like when people don’t laugh, and they’re like can you laugh?”
    I mean, that’s what Lilly Singh is like.

  • @juliaburnette
    @juliaburnette 4 года назад +25

    i am that kid. the one in the picture. maybe not physically, but mentally for sure.

  • @ChialuSpag
    @ChialuSpag 4 года назад +66

    “And oh my god, do I have a colorful past.”
    OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

  • @NMelissaW
    @NMelissaW 4 года назад +33

    The mindful shirts says 注意深き、which means 'careful' 😊😊😊😊

  • @EmmaLawlor14
    @EmmaLawlor14 4 года назад +258

    Pixie: “Just think of the BTS, Kpop stans gene of I love this thing & I love it so much!!”
    Me: “Makes eye contact with all my BTS and Kpop posters covering every inch of my wall in my room”😂😂😂

  • @iminlovewithmyownsinsnottr2685
    @iminlovewithmyownsinsnottr2685 4 года назад +82

    Pixie, do you still like all the bands from your punk phase? I love the thought of a tiny rainbow lady bopping out to Slayer lol.

  • @sircaine50
    @sircaine50 4 года назад +6

    I love how kindly you speak of your younger self, it makes me really happy ; v ;
    I know how tempting it is to trash over your younger self's fashion and decisions but they probably just tried their best!!! And I think everyone deserves to look at their past self with compassion

  • @Chisei1000
    @Chisei1000 4 года назад +75

    You were so free to wear whatever in middle school, i'm so jealous....
    You stopped putting the picture of you after 25:00, it makes it difficult to follow what your saying

  • @sharebeauty_spreadlove1993
    @sharebeauty_spreadlove1993 2 года назад +13

    Hi!!! Long time watcher 🥰 was rewatching this video and was wondering if you could maybe do an updated style evolution evaluation now that you're aware of the DID system? Just curious on if you have anything different to say... maybe even just a reaction video to this one now. 😊🥰 lots of love! And love the drag content coming now!!!!
    (Side note have you and Steve watched moonknight and did yall have any opinions on how they handled it if so?)

  • @izurukamukurasgf2439
    @izurukamukurasgf2439 4 года назад +31

    Pixie: "So this is me consuming a pixiestick, foreshadowing."
    Me: 🌈🎉🧵🎈🥳🍭🍬💖💝🍰🍓

  • @moonniieee
    @moonniieee 4 года назад +12

    The fact that 10 years ago you were the opposite of your current aesthetic is really amazing

  • @AZ-km4xl
    @AZ-km4xl 4 года назад +11

    omg when she was talking about muse i was like “true” & then she started going “YES i found them through twilight, NO i don’t care anymore” and i felt ATTACKED by how much i RELATED to the whole sentiment

  • @amanita455
    @amanita455 3 года назад +7

    Pixie: "It's 2020"
    Me: You got a big storm coming for ya

    • @xoxshylaxox5988
      @xoxshylaxox5988 3 года назад

      I was just thinking this 🤣🤣🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @dollienan
    @dollienan 2 года назад +5

    "i look like a tiny rodent boy" (especially Jerrick to that comment LMAO)
    i wanna see yall react to this video or the photos again after recently figuring out you have DID!

  • @LouValcourt
    @LouValcourt 4 года назад +33

    Jillian in a Slayer tee - one thing I never thought I’d see. Props to you! 🤘

  • @thedungeon325
    @thedungeon325 4 года назад +13

    Pixie:"not all of your have been here for five years watching my every move"
    Me: *sips tea nervously*

  • @OnlyMusic16
    @OnlyMusic16 4 года назад +8

    The kawaii/anime creep-in circa age 15 is a whole MOOD tho

  • @ohsnapitzabandling
    @ohsnapitzabandling 4 года назад +37

    i started watching you during your lolita phase and i’ve continued to watch, and i have loved and love seeing your journey and continued growth

  • @sydneyburton4794
    @sydneyburton4794 4 года назад +35

    THE NEW INTRO IS SO SOFT OH MY GOD 💕✨🌸🌿💗💜💖💓✨🌈

  • @strawberrysnowflake9
    @strawberrysnowflake9 4 года назад +6

    7:21 "I've always just needed to decorate my surroundings like a strange bird" i almost spit up my latte LOL

  • @raisedfromash
    @raisedfromash 4 года назад +10

    "I did a lot of growing there... here's me falling on the floor" i love that for you xD

  • @LucielDoodles
    @LucielDoodles 4 года назад +42

    The new intro is so adorable! And I love the background

  • @gaia5048
    @gaia5048 3 года назад +5

    "Puberty had hit but I hadn't turned weird yet" I FEEL THAT SO DEEP AHAH I certainly had that "not weird yet" phase too.
    I just discovered your channel and I love your already! :D

  • @blueicemountain6831
    @blueicemountain6831 4 года назад +51

    7:43 Jenna Marbles too much gene could never, what an ICON of our time.

  • @pri5808
    @pri5808 4 года назад +65

    when she said “i’m died” i felt that

  • @muunarexia
    @muunarexia 4 года назад +14

    Duuude your old "grungy punk" room remember me my old room !!! I had turquoise wall and the same wallpaper wtf

  • @lemonsinlimbo9407
    @lemonsinlimbo9407 4 года назад +30

    i audibly “aw”ed at your intro it’s so cute!!!

  • @Maya-190
    @Maya-190 4 года назад +37

    Its so cool to see the evolution of ur clothes 🌈 also ur intro gives me life

  • @abbyma1189
    @abbyma1189 4 года назад

    You seem so much healthier and happier now. It makes me so happy coming back to your videos to see such a happy girlie 💕

  • @inmariokartimalwaysprincessDay
    @inmariokartimalwaysprincessDay 4 года назад +6

    You’re an actual queen, I love you and your content so much Jill! Thank you for getting me into fashion! I’m so glad I found your channel.

  • @rottingdot6243
    @rottingdot6243 4 года назад

    Yay a new Pixie Vid! And the new info looks amazing! AaAAa! 💖💖 Best birthday present ever, love ya Jill!

  • @crunchyteardrops4663
    @crunchyteardrops4663 4 года назад

    YOUR INTRO PIXIE!!!
    YOU RLLY OUTDID YOURSELF 💜💖💚

  • @suckerpunchxz
    @suckerpunchxz 4 года назад +10

    I love the new intro so much! I’m so happy for your new thing going on!

  • @xcarex
    @xcarex 4 года назад +4

    Aaaah, I'm literally watching this video from one of the buildings in the distance behind you in that pic on the Halifax waterfront at 16:40. Unexpected convergence of worlds.

  • @larsschissler1111
    @larsschissler1111 3 года назад +3

    That intro clip kinda sums up how 2020 feels. Excitement for this thing, and then somehow everything breaks

  • @KatAnderson15
    @KatAnderson15 4 года назад

    I had to watch the new opening twice and will probably repeat it 5 more times before the night is through. It's so pretty

  • @HCSAgirl99
    @HCSAgirl99 4 года назад

    i love your intro and outro screen thingys!!!!! also thanks for sharing with us your past style!

  • @laurenfoster5392
    @laurenfoster5392 4 года назад +5

    THE INTRO IS SO CUTE AND I THINK IT REPRESENTS UR AESTHETIC SO WELL😳💖

  • @minette6644
    @minette6644 4 года назад

    This video made me so happy I’ve been watching you since the beginning and your content has helped me through some of the worst times in my life. Love you pixie

  • @CurveTheRain
    @CurveTheRain 4 года назад

    Really diggin punk/kawaii/diy pixie! Making your own clothes and you were just a baby!! 💖

  • @caseybranch5210
    @caseybranch5210 4 года назад +4

    The new intro is so cute I AUDIBLY SCREECHED 💖💖💖

  • @spaceghost71x
    @spaceghost71x 4 года назад +1

    Lil punky Jill is absolutely adorbs!!! 😍💕

  • @mewmeowmewmew
    @mewmeowmewmew 4 года назад

    thank you pixielocks, your videos always brighten my day :))

  • @k.l.3741
    @k.l.3741 4 года назад

    new intro and outro plus a long awaited video?! i feel blessed 💖🌈🎉

  • @annablackberry8679
    @annablackberry8679 4 года назад +5

    eeep omg this is what I needed to start my 2020 right BLESS ❤💕❤💕❤💞💕

  • @Missjuly1830
    @Missjuly1830 4 года назад

    what a friggin queen. iconic since birthed

  • @flamebloom4659
    @flamebloom4659 4 года назад

    I absolutely love so many of your fashion phases, mainly anything with pink involved. I wish I had the energy to put so much care into my looks....

  • @AlexHukill
    @AlexHukill 4 года назад

    I’m just extremely proud of you. 💖 I think the word that describes your vibe now is “comfortable” - as in, comfortable with who you are and within your own skin.

  • @tacoluvr17
    @tacoluvr17 4 года назад +20

    I love that I basically had the same progression of Punk™️ to Kawaii af lmao I relate too hard man 😭

  • @emmajameson4153
    @emmajameson4153 4 года назад +1

    Jill girl watching this with a glass of wine was my perfect sunday night. You've inspired me to wear something a little more funky and my style to work tomorrow

  • @abbiegraham8782
    @abbiegraham8782 4 года назад

    BABEEEE I am LIVING for your new intro card

  • @moondrop1283
    @moondrop1283 4 года назад +10

    The new intro???? Is adorable??? It’s so clean and ooft

  • @irisdehaas
    @irisdehaas 4 года назад

    Oehhh I love the new intro, fits so good!

  • @strawbrrycrybaby
    @strawbrrycrybaby 4 года назад +19

    I LOVE THE NEW INTRO ❤️💖✨💖🌸❤️💖🌸💓🌸❤️💖✨🌸💖✨❤️🌸💖

  • @ambah_marie1420
    @ambah_marie1420 4 года назад

    You actually inspired me to explore the fun side of fashion! I was so afraid to rock my weird fashion craze for so long and the second I discovered you the blue, green, and purple lipsticks came out and the rainbows were worn! I’m still discovering what my fashion “niche” is but I wanna thank you for always inspiring me to keep exploring my fashion sense and individuality! You’ll always be my favorite you tuber and the day I meet you will be the greatest day of my life! You are everything! You are rainbows, you are inspiration, you are pastel, you are pixie-mom! 🥰💜 🌈 🌸 🌱

  • @juliarose4553
    @juliarose4553 4 года назад +3

    I’ve been waiting for this! I was also very punky and emo in middle school and even in high school and was obsessed with MLP

  • @Sunshine-yr3ut
    @Sunshine-yr3ut 4 года назад

    I'm so glad I found your channel 5 years back. Since we're the same age, it was always really nice seeing how someone else my age was handling growing up and exploring fashion, and to some degree using fashion as a fun escape.

  • @ren7030
    @ren7030 4 года назад

    i love the new intro so much omg 🥺🥳🍄🌻🎀💕

  • @sakuma616
    @sakuma616 4 года назад +2

    I love her style sm and she looks good in all the outfits!! Also love the new intro❤❤🌈

  • @vortexofself
    @vortexofself 4 года назад +11

    The new intro reminds me of a Barbie design game from when I was tiny 😭💕💕💕💕

  • @VictoriaLautner
    @VictoriaLautner 4 года назад +1

    oh my god roller derby is my favorite sport i’m so happy you mentioned it 😩

  • @circleofclouds
    @circleofclouds 4 года назад

    Your sweet 16 photo is my favorite. You look SO RADIANT and LOVELY it's absolutely stunning. Great photography as well.

  • @abbyorr5027
    @abbyorr5027 4 года назад +3

    Aww pixie! I’m so glad that your so cute and happy💕🌸 thanks for being all together very inspiring ٩(๑ᵒ̴̶̷͈᷄ᗨᵒ̴̶̷͈᷅)و

  • @meldrethcelery4463
    @meldrethcelery4463 4 года назад

    This video put me in such a good mood, I didn’t know I needed this until now 😂💖💖💖

  • @AbbyAndrew
    @AbbyAndrew 4 года назад

    This video was so fun! Love your fashion at all stages honestly

  • @yourbrightblueeyes
    @yourbrightblueeyes 4 года назад

    I love all phases of Jillian. 💕your glow up is a perpetual radiant rainbow 🌈

  • @michellen7619
    @michellen7619 4 года назад

    watching your videos make me smile and inspire the heck outta me, love you jill

  • @jodiecostner7049
    @jodiecostner7049 4 года назад

    Jilly bear we love you! Love your fashion growth.

  • @RenaeIsWellRead
    @RenaeIsWellRead 4 года назад

    Love the new intro!! Really loved seeing a decade of Pixie. :)

  • @ManasBitch
    @ManasBitch 4 года назад

    Okay that room shot with the Muse posters made me SO happy. It’s pretty much my room now XD

  • @Mizzilovemusic
    @Mizzilovemusic 4 года назад

    i’ve been here since your first ever video and i feel like i’ve evolved with you and like we have grown older and more colourful together makes me happy

  • @mausejule01
    @mausejule01 4 года назад +2

    I love it when you described „frills dissipated into rhinestones“ because that’s exactly what it felt like from the outside watching you experiment. Honestly it was kinda wild and also fun because I feel like it motivated me to experiment too? At least I kinda started to experiment at some point because of you and I am still pretty subtle but I do have my own,,, way to go about fashion, and you inspired it.

  • @muis2617
    @muis2617 4 года назад

    Jilli!!! U make me so happy!!! Thank uuu

  • @laurasilberschmidt542
    @laurasilberschmidt542 4 года назад

    the new intro and outro and next level holy shit the heart mug with the lemon coasters are you kidding me! very good 10/10 good job

  • @benbeanaorsini2275
    @benbeanaorsini2275 4 года назад

    i fell in love when i saw you on hooked on the look! i just saw your attitude and personality and it made me happy. youre so uplifting! cant wait to go through the rest of the channel ~

  • @dumbmusorowan
    @dumbmusorowan 4 года назад

    I'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE 2017 FOR THISSSSSSSSSS THANK YOUUUUUUU

  • @Kirby_loves_mangoes
    @Kirby_loves_mangoes 4 года назад

    I love your channel and your aesthetic!!! Thank you for this video i really think you deserve more subscribers you rock

  • @ohnostalgia
    @ohnostalgia 4 года назад +4

    how u describe how wholeheartedly and completely you love things reminds me a lot of my own hyperfixative behavior caused by my adhd and autism!

  • @saturn4rchive
    @saturn4rchive 4 года назад +5

    That fence post in the background is actually me, yes hello I'm the loneliest person but also ur biggest fan

  • @chorizoman5615
    @chorizoman5615 4 года назад

    I love how diverse your style evolution is. Ily

  • @miracrapark
    @miracrapark 4 года назад

    god i love pixie so much

  • @yvettenino1780
    @yvettenino1780 4 года назад

    I love all your styles from punk to kawai. I love them all !

  • @ang8231
    @ang8231 4 года назад

    AA i love you so much pixie!!!! i’ve been watching your videos since 2017!!!! 💗💗💗 ur so talented n i hope u hav a good year :3

  • @blushface
    @blushface 4 года назад

    loving that freshly dyed hair!
    you keep making me want to add a rainbow to my pink hair!

  • @babygirl5532
    @babygirl5532 4 года назад +2

    I’ve been watching you for years and love watching you grow 💖💓

  • @li5a17
    @li5a17 4 года назад

    Just love you Jill, amazing video 💕🧁