Showing what I looked like when I was normal

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    Fun fact: there was a time in my life when I had a neck, a time when my makeup didn’t scare small children, a time when I wore something other than a giant sheet folded in half. Who was Emilia Fart before the scarf? Before the green hair? Before the boa? Before the iconic? The answer lies within- brace yourself.
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Комментарии • 22 тыс.

  • @user-nf3hh8kn5r
    @user-nf3hh8kn5r 5 лет назад +1519

    I feel so accepted on her channel. She's so weird and real... it makes me feel like I can inwardly be human. Idk. It's like for a moment I don't care about what society thinks of me and I become myself, and I didn't even know that I cared what society thinks of me. It's not like an anxiety or something I think about everyday. But it's the little lingering shadows, chains, effects of your upbringing in the world. You end up fitting your personality into a mold; you're unique, but you're still in a general mold. I didn't even realise that I was only being maybe 99% of myself and 1% of society and my upbringing. I wish I had the willpower to completely disregard my past and environmental influence of my upbringing and reinvent myself completely and break out of the weak mold I'm in.

    • @fabiofuoco
      @fabiofuoco 5 лет назад +5

      Faith very beautifully put, I agree 100% with what you said. It’s a constant mild struggle.

    • @chrisfrench9257
      @chrisfrench9257 5 лет назад +1

      Take the red pill, it helps moving forward. Understand reality, discard the lies we've been indoctrinated with and find your place in the truth you discover. Good luck. ( baby steps are best unless your circumstances allow you to fully immerse yourself on your journey )

    • @waterwraith1189
      @waterwraith1189 5 лет назад +2

      ​@@chrisfrench9257 oh god no, go back to watching flat earth videos, you hive mind.

    • @brisolovely87
      @brisolovely87 5 лет назад

      Yess, Felt thissss on a spiritual level, seriously you perfectly described it. & just like she said in the video that she’s “aware now”, I feel as though she gives us all awareness in a lot of her videos..just like how you described. & that it’s not just what you see on the surface at all, it’s way more. & You can just be you and be aware of who you are without letting society unknowingly mold you.

    • @EC-yw5hg
      @EC-yw5hg 5 лет назад

      chris french Idk whether you’re referring to the righty gamer bois on reddit when you say “red pill” or you’re just using it to refer to the general concept of enlightenment 🤭

  • @deborahp.2085
    @deborahp.2085 5 лет назад +3217

    Sad and malnourished

    • @trapw2045
      @trapw2045 5 лет назад +41

      Cheese Cake me currently. Sad & malnourished

    • @skrittle555
      @skrittle555 5 лет назад +9

      @@trapw2045 i've been there too. just remember, you are beautiful. anyone who says otherwise can suck it :^)

    • @skrittle555
      @skrittle555 5 лет назад +12

      @@trapw2045 also- our bodies are nothing more than vessels in this life. your worth is not defined by your vessel, and anyone worth your time will see that.

    • @x.6742
      @x.6742 5 лет назад

      Me 😢

    • @Pengd
      @Pengd 5 лет назад +3

      This is the fifth person I see with this profile picture god darn it.

  • @hannah91895
    @hannah91895 5 лет назад +2643

    “I took a girl and STILL didn’t know I was gay” 😂😂😂😂

    • @laurelalloro
      @laurelalloro 3 года назад +10

      @@electricfishfan7159 Sort of reverse for me, I thought I was ace bc I didn't like guys. Even though I hovered around girls and enjoyed their attention a lot and I didn't once consider that I wasn't straight lol. Makes me want to have kids so they don't have to grow up like that

    • @Blueoceandog
      @Blueoceandog 2 года назад +2

      I knew I was gay but took a girl to prom anyway cause it's what I thought i had to do. (I'm a guy.)
      I'm glad I don't think that way anymore.

    • @JustADreamerLuv
      @JustADreamerLuv Год назад

      Honestly same though
      I did the same thing 💀

  • @swartstudio
    @swartstudio 5 лет назад +1430

    I'm an art teacher. I shared a similar story with students and they introduced me to Emilia Fart. I was blown away! Keep shining! ✨

  • @altobonifacio8936
    @altobonifacio8936 5 лет назад +4305

    *"But my life, and my body, and my light, isn't here to make people feel comfortable ... It's here for me to shine"*
    *W I G S N A T C H E D*

  • @nadjiao1832
    @nadjiao1832 5 лет назад +4561

    This is how comfortable I want to be with myself

    • @gabrielsnotdead6912
      @gabrielsnotdead6912 5 лет назад +46

      Shes not comfortable with herself at all she wears what she wears to hide the parts of her body she hates

    • @berca6420
      @berca6420 4 года назад +1

      @@gabrielsnotdead6912 how do you know that?

    • @gabrielsnotdead6912
      @gabrielsnotdead6912 4 года назад +17

      @@berca6420 she literally said she doesn't like the way she looks, she wears that scarf to hide her chin .....watch the videos it doesn't take a genius

    • @iAmNothingness
      @iAmNothingness 4 года назад +1

      just do it

  • @SinisterMud
    @SinisterMud 4 года назад +950

    I like it how no one dares to say “omg you were so pretty back then” . Because it doesn’t have any relevance anymore!

    • @simicio1924
      @simicio1924 4 года назад +27

      Why not? She could be pretty again, and this time to do it for herself, no to be palatable or some bs.

    • @lulu_luvsu
      @lulu_luvsu 4 года назад +73

      Simi Cio she is pretty ma

    • @omnipotentgoddess4055
      @omnipotentgoddess4055 4 года назад +46

      She's still beautiful as fuck 😍

    • @simicio1924
      @simicio1924 4 года назад +20

      @@omnipotentgoddess4055 it s not about how I don t find a double chin hidden by a scarf beautiful, or "look at me" clown make up, or greasy hair, it s about how all these things are objectively not beautiful in any way, especially when put togheter...

    • @lucy-er4vt
      @lucy-er4vt 4 года назад +41

      @@simicio1924 she looks beautiful and unique stfu

  • @cassandrareynolds3610
    @cassandrareynolds3610 5 лет назад +297

    When you whispered “it’s here for me to shine” I stg I could feel my past traumas starting to heal themselves

  • @Nina-ox6ro
    @Nina-ox6ro 5 лет назад +2453

    This was actually the rawest, most honest thing I’ve seen on this damn site in a really long time. People are wasting their time making fun of her and are missing how great she is.

    • @jordanianjordanian9742
      @jordanianjordanian9742 5 лет назад +4

      Yes, shallow, self-absorption is great.

    • @saraspiano2
      @saraspiano2 5 лет назад +5

      Nina Borghese how the fuck is she great? in what aspect!

    • @mr.buttercat2797
      @mr.buttercat2797 5 лет назад +10

      @@saraspiano2 EVERY!

    • @Moreninha55
      @Moreninha55 5 лет назад

      Nina Borghese ..

    • @whalecum252
      @whalecum252 5 лет назад +16

      @@jordanianjordanian9742 How is feeling good about yourself for once shallow and self absorption?

  • @Alliaaa
    @Alliaaa 5 лет назад +6317

    holy shit this woman is so real

    • @kennedyreese280
      @kennedyreese280 5 лет назад +10

      Alliaaa I was the 1k like on this comment someone gimme a cookie

    • @Alliaaa
      @Alliaaa 5 лет назад +4

      i didnt even notice i got 1k likes

    • @aspiringeyecandy4856
      @aspiringeyecandy4856 5 лет назад +8

      @@kennedyreese280 sweets rot teeth, here's an apple.
      🍏

    • @Konstantinosiakovou
      @Konstantinosiakovou 5 лет назад +1

      Representing us all

    • @100mpgus
      @100mpgus 4 года назад +3

      not even close. as fake as they come.

  • @thegrumpyhorticulturist
    @thegrumpyhorticulturist 5 лет назад +697

    Daaang i needed that. Recently left an abusive relationship and didn't even realize how much I was stifling myself to be "palatable to others" keep on shining sister
    Update 1 year later: I met a man afterwards who loves me in every ugly way I've ever been, and once you choose to drop the people and the facade that make you feel like you're not right or don't belong: the real ones will come to fill the space. Be patient and let love lead

    • @T26685
      @T26685 4 года назад +8

      Congratulations! I have been there myself, leaving is hard!!! Life is scary an hard but it gets better!!

    • @jessicah3450
      @jessicah3450 3 года назад +2

      Same here, years of it, and not much of myself was left at the end. But our lights can shine brightly again without that shadow casting over us. ❤️

    • @360Fov
      @360Fov 3 года назад

      +1 year update plx :D

    • @liluhaas
      @liluhaas 3 года назад

      Beautiful baby!!!

    • @KelseyyRachel
      @KelseyyRachel 3 года назад

      💞

  • @momospills
    @momospills 4 года назад +195

    "Some people don't digest me
    but my life and my body and my light
    Isn't here to make those people comfortable
    It's here for me to shine"
    👏👏👏👏
    Shine bright

  • @JazZippo
    @JazZippo 5 лет назад +3055

    I used to always see this girls face on youtube and just kept scrolling cause i thought “probably some girl trying really hard to look different for views and trying way too hard to be funny” but I decided to click yesterday and I fell in love with how genuine and funny she actually is. Keep doing you girl

    • @C_Tizzle
      @C_Tizzle 5 лет назад +27

      Same here on the scrolling right on by in the past, then finally clicked...and this video seriously stuck with me. Super enjoyable, glad I got past judging this book by its cover.

    • @jessica-xf9ue
      @jessica-xf9ue 5 лет назад +25

      she’s the first popular figure in anything that ive ever actually related to and we must protect her at all costs

    • @cheebsmcp2980
      @cheebsmcp2980 5 лет назад +4

      You're literally me right now... And now I'm binge watching 😯

    • @mackarenaramirezhumana4078
      @mackarenaramirezhumana4078 5 лет назад +2

      Same

    • @champagnecoloredeyes
      @champagnecoloredeyes 5 лет назад +3

      SAME!!! Literally same!!! I’m SHOCKED with how relatable she is. Love her!!

  • @linda-cu2ue
    @linda-cu2ue 5 лет назад +2057

    she was being funny but she ended up speaking about things that matter and now i’m crying

    • @joymalou
      @joymalou 5 лет назад

      me too 😭💙 I love her

    • @cactusmilk5474
      @cactusmilk5474 5 лет назад

      haha eyooooo roflolmaoo 666 hehe the,, thhe uhhhh the bad man's lettuce

    • @kazkikaz
      @kazkikaz 5 лет назад

      you have 666 likes

    • @k_dee9168
      @k_dee9168 5 лет назад

      Wtf 🤨 go get help if something like this makes u cry 💩

    • @jadenbates864
      @jadenbates864 5 лет назад

      linda #ALLTHEFUCKINGFEELSS

  • @zuritaiki5537
    @zuritaiki5537 5 лет назад +132

    Your personality it's so incredible, like you could easily be an protagonist of a book or something...

  • @amber-yr3qe
    @amber-yr3qe 5 лет назад +93

    i am crying. this is exactly what i needed to hear. your authenticity inspires me

  • @sample.text.
    @sample.text. 6 лет назад +34220

    I have no clue how i got here. But this was great.

  • @cindyphan19
    @cindyphan19 5 лет назад +1249

    I got to the weird part of the internet again... but this is the good weird part. the part that tricks you into believing the internet is a beautiful thing. emilia fart is the level of self acceptance and love I aspire to be

    • @HillsSilent
      @HillsSilent 5 лет назад

      The internet can be a beautiful thing but it's best in moderation like a lot of things.

    • @haleykatherine8298
      @haleykatherine8298 5 лет назад

      Cindy Phan yess

    • @KAHHHH8548
      @KAHHHH8548 Месяц назад

      Why is it weird? Because you think other people who are not accustomed to this would think it's weird????

  • @jahsehmorda6643
    @jahsehmorda6643 3 года назад +11

    I cried. I was diagnosed with anorexia at 13 but at 18 I gained so much weight due to PCO, I literally went from skin and bones to being overweight and I was hating myself even more. I’m on a journey to help and accept myself and your video reminded me that it’s ok to not be fine, we can love and heal ourselves from the pain caused by society’s unrealistic expectations and standards. If you read this please, understand that you’re not the problem, as long as you’re healthy and happy with yourself don’t let anybody makes you feel like you’re less than yourself. ❤️

  • @girlwithacrush4376
    @girlwithacrush4376 4 года назад +54

    She taught me a valuable lesson:no one should tell you how to act, how to dress , who to love, etc. I’ve always been body shamed for being too skinny and stuff, but now, I feel GREAT after watching this video. Thank you Emilia, for making this video.

  • @naomiCENSOREDv2
    @naomiCENSOREDv2 6 лет назад +501

    "I haven't always looked like this, but this has always been inside me." Something about this sentence just hits me so hard. I love this girl.

    • @M3A7
      @M3A7 6 лет назад +2

      You girls will be known as the lost girls.... A generation of women without children who will be living alone and miserable. But you will at least be "happy"?
      Sure, don't lie to yourself, fantastic idea. If she was honest with herself she would realize she in mentally unstable and needs some professional help. Admitting you have a problem is the first step on the road to recovery.

    • @T1mRoss
      @T1mRoss 6 лет назад +14

      M34T people like you need to admit that you are "the problem"
      The fuck outta here with your bullshit.
      If everyone wanted to live the same type of way this world would be so fucking dull, mild, black and white.
      Wake the Fuck up, and get out of that little bubble you live in..
      Because one day you'll wake up realizing how bland your shitty, and unoriginal, pathetic little life is...
      I almost feel bad for people like you....but then I realize....that I don't.. 😂
      Btw i don't even know this chick and randomly just seen this video.
      But in all honesty.. I am doing you a favor replying to you bud. You will thank me one day when you wake up. Til then....you're welcome 😜

    • @cuuntrisma993
      @cuuntrisma993 6 лет назад +11

      M34T you do realize people with kids and the so called "life" everyone is supossed to live is quite sad and most of the people living thoes lives are miserable? Life is fucking hard... for anyone. Leave it at that.

    • @batmanstaint237
      @batmanstaint237 6 лет назад

      Hey cupcake, get back in the damn kitchen where you belong. Men are speaking.

    • @Ipernova
      @Ipernova 6 лет назад +7

      ^ and here you have it boys and girls, an incel specimen out and about trying to get some attention with bombastic comments. Please be careful not to spook him: anything even remotely alluding to femininity is bound to terrorize him back into his lonely apartment full of crispy socks.

  • @ibobcey
    @ibobcey 5 лет назад +1847

    So your just gonna sneak this TEDtalk on me like that? Shoving me in my feels and allat😭

    • @vaellietheangel
      @vaellietheangel 5 лет назад +20

      this is what she does. she sneaks the good shit in like a freaking rogue with a nat20 stealth role.

    • @theblanketfortcohort7332
      @theblanketfortcohort7332 5 лет назад +7

      Yeah me too, she's so relatable to me right now I keep almost crying and I've only known of her existence for like 5 hours

    • @user-tw8kt1gs3u
      @user-tw8kt1gs3u 5 лет назад +1

      ibobcey she does it all the time it’s kinda a pisstake
      But that pop at the end tho lmao

  • @chakragirl_
    @chakragirl_ 5 лет назад +55

    You look like naruto when he's in sage mode and I'm here for it

    • @xakirax_8864
      @xakirax_8864 4 года назад +3

      Believe it

    • @sarahg3267
      @sarahg3267 3 года назад +1

      😂 omg on point. You’re gorgeous btw 😋

  • @chloerosengrave312
    @chloerosengrave312 5 лет назад +20

    this is what we call an ICON ladies and gentlemen.

  • @tesswright
    @tesswright 5 лет назад +1788

    Please do a TEDtalk because you use words beautifully and powerfully

    • @berca6420
      @berca6420 4 года назад +1

      ?

    • @chrisfry436
      @chrisfry436 4 года назад +11

      @@berca6420 EXACTLY!! That Tony Robbins guy and all those other motivational speakers have absolutely no comparison to this person......Live it and own it.

    • @carynmartin6053
      @carynmartin6053 4 года назад +1

      Yaaasssss!!!!

    • @tablette1love722
      @tablette1love722 3 года назад +1

      LOVE 💖💖💖💖💖💘💘💘💘💘

    • @letsbefair2675
      @letsbefair2675 3 года назад +1

      Yes! Yes!! Same thoughts exactly! I love the way you speak and express yourself!!

  • @jorgen7974
    @jorgen7974 5 лет назад +1250

    2006, 16, sad and malnourished

    • @poplol77
      @poplol77 5 лет назад +5

      Me

    • @BeccaBrodtman
      @BeccaBrodtman 5 лет назад +5

      that was exactly me in 2006...16,sad and malnourished

    • @Momerium
      @Momerium 5 лет назад

      What i aspire to be but without the sad part that i already have

    • @Hanon16
      @Hanon16 5 лет назад +1

      @@Momerium honey, if you are malnousished there is no way that you woldn't be fat. Try whit healthy and happy

    • @linaivanuta5943
      @linaivanuta5943 5 лет назад

      2016 sad and malnourished

  • @solarcynicism
    @solarcynicism 4 года назад +100

    holy. fuck. first video i’ve watched of hers. didn’t expect to be this mindblown. there are so many wise, beautiful words in this video. i love this.

    • @carlzer9469
      @carlzer9469 4 года назад

      Came here from top 10 trends or smth2 name... Did not expect dis ..

  • @aliceverduzco5263
    @aliceverduzco5263 5 лет назад +89

    Idk why but I feel like she would be a good writer or producer of a series.

  • @blahblahblah6490
    @blahblahblah6490 5 лет назад +954

    When she whispered “it’s here for me to shine” and giggled and looked down, I started SOBBING. Like, mental breakdown sobbing. You have so much power Emilia, I love you so much.

    • @lauracabe
      @lauracabe 5 лет назад +1

      same

    • @tolstucha2233
      @tolstucha2233 5 лет назад +4

      SAME here! Im binge watching her now and i cant stop crying and smiling

    • @PaNdAlAnDpRiNcEsS
      @PaNdAlAnDpRiNcEsS 5 лет назад +4

      I loved that part so much!! Shes proud of who she is and that's so inspiring to others who need to find themselves. 💖💖💖

    • @nia232
      @nia232 5 лет назад +1

      Literally mood though. I subbed to her like and hour ago and I already love her...

    • @vanessa-pf9cl
      @vanessa-pf9cl 5 лет назад +1

      Same

  • @TsetsiStoyanova
    @TsetsiStoyanova 5 лет назад +2867

    Exactly not sure what happened and why I am watching this

    • @MienemLeben
      @MienemLeben 5 лет назад +12

      Tsetsi You have reached the Twilight Zone!

    • @angelaperalta4140
      @angelaperalta4140 5 лет назад +12

      I think youtube is trying to tell you something.

    • @danep1053
      @danep1053 5 лет назад +10

      yeah im doing some back tracking in my brain to figure out how i got here too........

    • @soniarojas255
      @soniarojas255 5 лет назад +1

      There is always a message at the end of the video there is a point always

    • @queenmarshmallow8013
      @queenmarshmallow8013 5 лет назад +2

      I don't even know how I ended up here I was teleported into another dimension, than ended up here

  • @BirthSentient
    @BirthSentient Год назад +18

    Please never let anyone "digest ' you. Not then, not now, not ever. Share, be seen, be you, Shine, YES! Well Done Emilia!

  • @asmitachatterjee5146
    @asmitachatterjee5146 5 лет назад +45

    When I first saw her, I thought she is NOTHING like me, she's a lunatic! Now after watching the video, I realize we're both actually the SAME people. I found you, Emilia. Or did YOU find me? 😇

  • @shannonconaty7909
    @shannonconaty7909 5 лет назад +1912

    Didn’t know I needed this but I did. I’m not crying your crying.

  • @lithiumting6152
    @lithiumting6152 6 лет назад +581

    We love a cult leader that's true to herself, honestly an icon

  • @coldtired2962
    @coldtired2962 Год назад +6

    ‘I am here to shine’ that last part made me smile like a idiot for 5 minutes straight after a mental breakdown 💀

  • @liz4583
    @liz4583 4 месяца назад +3

    The realist person on the internet

  • @jiminsslave1248
    @jiminsslave1248 6 лет назад +1861

    *sad and malnourished*

  • @ATLTraveler
    @ATLTraveler 5 лет назад +831

    I love this crazy lady, she speaks a lot of truth.

  • @jessicah3450
    @jessicah3450 3 года назад +15

    This speech totally helped me tell off my emotionally abusive ex for the last time, in the kindest way possible. Even if he's blocked me, I left the message for me to remind myself this is the last time. No more on again off again. My light is here for me to shine, not to be shadowed by his darkness.

  • @danicab3615
    @danicab3615 2 года назад +5

    I found your channel a few years ago and I watched a few of your videos because I thought you were entertaining.
    Now I’m going through some shit (divorce) and I feel like my whole world is upside down. Now when I watch this video I feel it in my soul, and I am crying because I can relate to how you felt. I got married really young thinking that if I had someone who loved me I would be happy and wouldn’t need anything else. I was wrong. I was miserable the whole time. It’s so hard to stop conditioning yourself into thinking you need a man or a family or whatever else you’ve been conditioned to think you need to be happy. I discovered I’m really codependent on people and I use my relationships to make myself feel secure. I’m constantly changing myself to fit whatever everyone else wants me to be.

  • @sophiahouben8951
    @sophiahouben8951 5 лет назад +810

    You look like a different person in every picture

    • @helloitsme.5604
      @helloitsme.5604 5 лет назад +6

      Pretty much yeah. Just proves that she was trying to figure our who she really was

  • @andreakohn5437
    @andreakohn5437 5 лет назад +4363

    I like this channel because it feels like og youtube

    • @knightingaleee
      @knightingaleee 5 лет назад +24

      @GLITCHED MATRIX 2.0 weird and wonderful...

    • @AudriusSauciunas
      @AudriusSauciunas 5 лет назад +4

      @GLITCHED MATRIX 2.0 how is expressing your feelings considered weird?

    • @AudriusSauciunas
      @AudriusSauciunas 5 лет назад +10

      @GLITCHED MATRIX 2.0 you're relating murder to youtube videos? Lol get out of here

    • @maju404
      @maju404 5 лет назад

      what is og youtube? (english is not my first language)

    • @maju404
      @maju404 5 лет назад

      @GLITCHED MATRIX 2.0 thank you!!

  • @samar7151
    @samar7151 5 лет назад +7

    Love ittt. “My light isn’t here to make those people feel comfortable, it’s here for me to shine”. MUST REMEMBER THIS FOR ALL ETERNITY

  • @blaketundra3216
    @blaketundra3216 4 года назад +4

    I've watched some of your other videos but I keep coming back to this one and watched the whole thing several times.. and every time it makes me cry. I don't know if I've ever seen the light that shines in myself but hearing you speak of yours inspires me to try to work out my self hatred. And I hope one day I'll feel comfortable in this world where I give and give, just to be tossed aside by everyone I've ever felt a connection with. You're so beautiful in the realest way and I admire you. Thank you for being you.

  • @jassmybaby8400
    @jassmybaby8400 5 лет назад +865

    Im literally going through a breakup and sis you helped me get over him in 5 minutes. You have a gift

    • @Akanchwua
      @Akanchwua 5 лет назад +4

      How are u feeling now?

    • @Akanchwua
      @Akanchwua 5 лет назад +3

      3 days later and I am now going through a break up. This is the worst.

    • @crazybeautifulx5227
      @crazybeautifulx5227 5 лет назад +1

      @@Akanchwua hang tough x

    • @Akanchwua
      @Akanchwua 5 лет назад +1

      @@crazybeautifulx5227 thank u❤️

    • @jassmybaby8400
      @jassmybaby8400 5 лет назад +1

      b_ sss I know how it feels. It gets better with time keep your head high queen 💕

  • @Rhoobee91
    @Rhoobee91 6 лет назад +157

    You were beautiful then and you are beautiful now

  • @lilypad5950
    @lilypad5950 5 лет назад +3

    I found you in a time in my life when I really, truly needed to know there was someone out there like you. You give me hope. Thank you

  • @anxiethyy
    @anxiethyy 4 года назад +7

    "and still somehow didnt know i was gay" XD

  • @gracebussard296
    @gracebussard296 6 лет назад +983

    i thought this was a joke vid and now im sitting here utterly inspired wow thank u

    • @Nia413
      @Nia413 6 лет назад +1

      Same

    • @sophialovesyou8721
      @sophialovesyou8721 5 лет назад

      graceisnotgraceful lol I accidentally unliked this 😅:3

  • @twerk4jesus108
    @twerk4jesus108 5 лет назад +417

    This is poetry in its purest form.

  • @Tullahgit
    @Tullahgit 5 лет назад +13

    I need the growth you had. Lawd. You are a blessing

  • @labullo79
    @labullo79 2 года назад +1

    I always get misty-eyed at the "sad and malnourished", because it reminds me of when that was me, and I feel so seen.

  • @christianmadsen5938
    @christianmadsen5938 5 лет назад +977

    *On this episode of **_youtube why did you recommend me this? Episode 897_*

    • @yankochoynev652
      @yankochoynev652 5 лет назад +6

      mental health awareness probably. I didnt really want to be aware tho

    • @ricardocastillo313
      @ricardocastillo313 5 лет назад

      I know right?!!?!?!!

    • @hgapothecary
      @hgapothecary 5 лет назад

      MOOOD

    • @dak6304
      @dak6304 5 лет назад

      i didn't ask for it, i didn't want it, i never wanted to see it but it wouldn't go the hell away... thanks RUclips

    • @Nathan47
      @Nathan47 5 лет назад +1

      897 likes esketit

  • @jasminem812
    @jasminem812 6 лет назад +592

    i'm crying, taking a girl to prom and not knowing you were gay is a MOOD

    • @jasminem812
      @jasminem812 6 лет назад +3

      anyway i just finished the video and i had to come back to say OKAY QUEEN

    • @caribbeantigress
      @caribbeantigress 6 лет назад

      🌈🌈🌈🌈

  • @Yo_blob
    @Yo_blob 3 года назад +2

    2 years later and I’m just realizing the impact you have on me, esp this video which was the first one I ever watched. Thank you❤️

  • @robynvalentine7639
    @robynvalentine7639 5 лет назад +10

    “Sad and malnourished” literally my 2006 as well

  • @thomasbrrown
    @thomasbrrown 6 лет назад +485

    2006 - 16, sad and malnourished

    • @PrettyH8Mach1n3
      @PrettyH8Mach1n3 5 лет назад

      @Tsoliassssssssssssss seems like an assumption

  • @brendonwhatley
    @brendonwhatley 6 лет назад +406

    this went from funny to profound and sincere so fast

  • @Esstee-br1zf
    @Esstee-br1zf Месяц назад +4

    Talking about the male gaze, long before it was a common discourse. A legend ✨🫶🏽

  • @bettyjohnson9882
    @bettyjohnson9882 4 года назад +18

    2:01 she’s looks kinda similar to Rachel amber from life is strange

  • @lifeofaxel7292
    @lifeofaxel7292 5 лет назад +1603

    I did some math
    So she’s currently 29...
    *I know I’m a genius...* 😂

    • @Debanie
      @Debanie 5 лет назад +48

      Or rather turning 29 ;)

    • @ms.williams6009
      @ms.williams6009 5 лет назад +36

      Debanie She is 29 already going to be 30 in Dec

    • @MJroxOXO
      @MJroxOXO 5 лет назад +49

      🍪
      That's what you wanted, right?
      For doing simple math...?

    • @rageagainstmyhairline5574
      @rageagainstmyhairline5574 5 лет назад +22

      You should be very proud of yourself xD
      Seriously though, I'm so jealous I wasn't born in a year ending with 0. I always forget how old I am.

    • @mollyprysunka4828
      @mollyprysunka4828 5 лет назад +35

      Sarah Catherine I wouldn't eat that cookie...
      *Too much salt.*

  • @AnitaSirene
    @AnitaSirene 6 лет назад +5431

    Sad and malnourished. Relatable.

    • @namelsess93
      @namelsess93 6 лет назад +9

      Stargirl the Practical Witch Me the last couple of years

    • @hanababyyyy
      @hanababyyyy 6 лет назад +6

      Omg hi :') I love your videos so much

    • @mercedesmercedes173
      @mercedesmercedes173 6 лет назад +4

      Stargirl the Practical Witch aww is u witchy.

    • @knowone1723
      @knowone1723 6 лет назад +1

      Stargirl the Practical Witch same here

    • @Kimtoofly
      @Kimtoofly 6 лет назад +2

      Screamingggggg

  • @greenandrea33
    @greenandrea33 5 лет назад +6

    I needed that. Holy shit. I needed that. Thank you.

  • @bmercurybelfc
    @bmercurybelfc Год назад +4

    this video changed the neurochemistry of my brain, thank u emilia for everything

  • @kayaharleykhaleesi
    @kayaharleykhaleesi 6 лет назад +77

    Emilia truly invented being iconic

  • @ruthannett
    @ruthannett 6 лет назад +3529

    "My light isn't here to make people comfortable"

    • @orbitalweekends5845
      @orbitalweekends5845 6 лет назад +169

      *it's here for me to shine*

    • @saintmatthias8187
      @saintmatthias8187 6 лет назад +28

      Angsty Camera Woman this person isnt embracing their light. They are distorting it.

    • @ruthannett
      @ruthannett 6 лет назад +5

      Saint matthias can't*

    • @saintmatthias8187
      @saintmatthias8187 6 лет назад +8

      Angsty Camera Woman can't and cant are the same word. It was supposed to be isn't. Also you should have corrected my use of the word embracing to embraced or unbraceable.

    • @saintmatthias8187
      @saintmatthias8187 6 лет назад +13

      TheIcecoldorange because there is fine line between a person embracing their individuality and being a freak. I don't use that word often, because I'm weird as fuck to normal people. I would not be surprised if she has "transitioned" from female to male. Which is both scientifically, biologically and psychologically impossible. No one can choose their gender or lack of gender, you are either one or the other.

  • @eleazarphoenix7419
    @eleazarphoenix7419 5 лет назад +10

    3:45 beyond is literally my life motto Right now!! Emilia Fart is everything the world needs right now!!

  • @brookemargaret4720
    @brookemargaret4720 4 года назад +5

    “Who was I before I became the most extra cult leader in all of North America” I choked on my skittle

  • @meli1872
    @meli1872 5 лет назад +718

    Who tf is this and why do i love her

    • @TG22222
      @TG22222 5 лет назад +19

      When I first clicked on the video I was thinking "what the fuck is this?" By the end I found it really inspiring. She's great.

    • @antisemite6721
      @antisemite6721 5 лет назад

      melissini 77 Didn’t realize hating degeneracy was a trend, more like the right thing to do. 🙃

    • @antisemite6721
      @antisemite6721 5 лет назад

      melissini 77 Want a free helicopter ride?

    • @meli1872
      @meli1872 5 лет назад +5

      Ok so wearing a fur, having green hair and weird eyeshadow is corrupted enough for you to spend your time hating on it. I think there is much worse corruptness in the world for you to pay attention to rn.

    • @antisemite6721
      @antisemite6721 5 лет назад +1

      melissini 77 You’re an NPC, you’ll never be able to understand.

  • @briannajane8500
    @briannajane8500 5 лет назад +752

    Thank you RUclips recommendations?????

  • @emmamarsolek5018
    @emmamarsolek5018 5 лет назад +2

    This is always so moving to hear things like this. I love the positivity in this.

  • @lauren6485
    @lauren6485 5 лет назад +2

    Okay but the light shining on your face as you talked about shining at the end 😍 yasssss go off!!!

  • @tessaviolet
    @tessaviolet 6 лет назад +4062

    new to you but really really digging this message.

    • @C4vine
      @C4vine 6 лет назад +5

      Same...

    • @missalyss9773
      @missalyss9773 6 лет назад +8

      Well hey, Tessa! Didn’t expect to see you here. Love your music.

    • @grannsquares
      @grannsquares 6 лет назад +1

      TESSA!!!!!! stay with with us pwease okay

    • @featheranne69
      @featheranne69 6 лет назад +1

      you won't be disappointed..Emila is the BEST!!

    • @loganshard6226
      @loganshard6226 6 лет назад +1

      Dea Pea a

  • @Darswar4
    @Darswar4 6 лет назад +263

    I destroyed all photos of me between the ages of 12 and 14. This was before social media so it's like that time didn't exist. I kinda wish I didnt now that I'm 30.

    • @taylorisaac891
      @taylorisaac891 6 лет назад +12

      darzey ughhh those things we did when we younger man...stupid stupid stupid right?! Smh I feel ya lol

    • @tjjacobo
      @tjjacobo 6 лет назад +7

      i did the same thing and also wish i didn't.

    • @reggiepollock4669
      @reggiepollock4669 6 лет назад +27

      there are no photos of me from the ages of 14-17 because i hated myself. dont miss the times it was one of the worst periods of my whole life but there were some good times and i wish i had evidence of them

    • @ahoyloser
      @ahoyloser 6 лет назад +6

      I deleted them along with my Facebook that now I can’t log in to. I hated myself so much. I feel this with you.

    • @KatieM786
      @KatieM786 6 лет назад +2

      ahoyloser Well done. Facebook is the devil.

  • @mushedroom
    @mushedroom 4 года назад +1

    wow wow wow i'm so moved by this woman's honesty. beyond amazing!
    i'm digesting you 100000% thank you for being so real.

  • @rojineostad7951
    @rojineostad7951 5 лет назад +9

    Who else is watching this at 3:00 am sobbing their eyes out?

    • @skimshady5270
      @skimshady5270 3 года назад

      Omg I read this with tears running down my face and my eyes checked the time in the corner and it's three 56.

  • @channelfadge7438
    @channelfadge7438 5 лет назад +706

    damn, youtube has been giving me some strange recommendations recently..... not that I'm complaining

    • @jo-zt7mo
      @jo-zt7mo 5 лет назад

      The Channel Fadge same

    • @robfaget3187
      @robfaget3187 5 лет назад

      So liberal shit

    • @thelizardqueen6365
      @thelizardqueen6365 5 лет назад

      Ikr? I was like who the hell is Emilia Fart? Then because I'm five I laughed over the word fart.

    • @zerosleep657
      @zerosleep657 5 лет назад

      The Channel Fadge - what is this ???

    • @lolale111
      @lolale111 5 лет назад

      Me

  • @vshazam
    @vshazam 6 лет назад +5242

    Some people don't digest gluten, that doesn't make pasta and pizza any less amazing.

    • @hollycorreia6070
      @hollycorreia6070 6 лет назад +155

      Iconic fucking analogy!

    • @amira222
      @amira222 6 лет назад +12

      Omg yes

    • @deanrenk4266
      @deanrenk4266 6 лет назад +49

      I need this on a shirt ❤️

    • @mb6019
      @mb6019 6 лет назад +28

      Truer words have never been said.

    • @iwannabeold215
      @iwannabeold215 6 лет назад +9

      *SHAZAM* gluten free doesn't matter unless you have a allergic reaction to gluten

  • @michala8647
    @michala8647 4 года назад +1

    I’ve been avoiding this channel for years and I’m so upset I just seeing this. This girl is awesome

  • @karacline7624
    @karacline7624 5 лет назад +4

    I'm crying and I so need to hear this ! Thank you!

  • @emhahee
    @emhahee 6 лет назад +51

    “I stopped trying to be digestible to other people.” I love this, and I love you. Your channel truly makes me feel unafraid to express who I am. You are a light on this platform and I don’t doubt that you have also made an incredible positive impact on your other followers, as well. Keep doing what you are doing. You’re going to go far.

  • @Jahnknee
    @Jahnknee 6 лет назад +185

    I swear with every video, you’re preaching to my soul every time dude. I so get that and as I’ve said before, you’re just straight up inspiring.

  • @JulieJulayy
    @JulieJulayy 5 лет назад

    I'm really glad this is the first video I ever watched of yours, im strangely impressed and crying about a strangers empowering as fuck speech DAMN

  • @laidback6154
    @laidback6154 3 года назад +4

    “Pee yellow hair” that part made me chuckle lol

  • @sofinney
    @sofinney 5 лет назад +2878

    RUclips recommendations get me to weird places 🤔

    • @redfog42
      @redfog42 5 лет назад +4

      Agreed.. !

    • @joslynrose7135
      @joslynrose7135 5 лет назад +2

      Oh my gosh I know

    • @sharonkris2469
      @sharonkris2469 5 лет назад +1

      Ikr

    • @wobbyenna
      @wobbyenna 5 лет назад +1

      Same tho.

    • @wobbyenna
      @wobbyenna 5 лет назад +7

      I feel like I’ve randomly fallen into the ocean of confusion thanks RUclips suggestions. I’m gonna subscribe tho

  • @SabeLoTodox3
    @SabeLoTodox3 6 лет назад +952

    why is this in everybodys feed? lol that's so random

    • @AmandaLovesOldFords
      @AmandaLovesOldFords 6 лет назад +19

      Conspiracy

    • @_Ikelos
      @_Ikelos 6 лет назад +6

      Oh shut up
      We all know why this is pinned to everybody's suggestions.

    • @SabeLoTodox3
      @SabeLoTodox3 6 лет назад +4

      What?

    • @overscoreSX
      @overscoreSX 6 лет назад +33

      Google is planning something... I have No idea how I ended up here...

    • @jesseramirez8157
      @jesseramirez8157 6 лет назад +8

      RUclips keeping us all WOKE 👀

  • @AliciaWalter
    @AliciaWalter 4 года назад +1

    the way the light is shining on you at the end! it's mirroring you! :) thank you for being such an inspiration.

  • @oliviae3691
    @oliviae3691 3 года назад +1

    I don’t think you understand how much this has genuinely helped me because I’m going through that exact thing rn and I needed this❤️

  • @yoyomax12
    @yoyomax12 6 лет назад +9082

    This was poetry. Amazing.

    • @determinators
      @determinators 6 лет назад +56

      omg it's you

    • @bigira
      @bigira 6 лет назад +49

      yoyomax12 - the diet free zone OML I AM SHOOKETH THAT YOU ARE HERE

    • @DecapitatedGumiBearz
      @DecapitatedGumiBearz 6 лет назад +15

      YOYOMAX!!! YESSSSS! I always wondered if other youtubers watched RUclips

    • @tree2226
      @tree2226 6 лет назад +12

      I love your cooking show! been watching for a long time! nice to see you here :D

    • @alessandrafalvo6069
      @alessandrafalvo6069 6 лет назад +3

      OMG GOD BLESS YOU

  • @katodd2925
    @katodd2925 5 лет назад +1132

    Wow. I thought this was gonna be weird, but its actually very inspiring and truthful. I despise the pressure and sexist mold society gives to girls. I'm glad I watched this video. It makes me look at myself. Thank you for being brave enough to be yourself when everybody else in this world just follows trends.
    Thanks for so many likes. Good to know others see what's been happening as well🖤

    • @thewewguy8t88
      @thewewguy8t88 5 лет назад

      it does feel truthful and i wont lie i am someone who would have accepted her as well an attractive women myself like for me personally i wish we did not have these social constrants as to what we find attractive. like i wish everyone could find every other human attractive instantly. but we dont and i cant and dont because it would mean i could go be happy with a gay 50 year old indian man(but i cant because a gay 50 year old man is not attractive to me) but i feel like because i wont do that well i am not allowed to be attracted to anyone else or at least be sad or upset or anything if they do not return the feeling.

    • @keljells
      @keljells 5 лет назад +4

      TLDR to post above: it’s often women and ourselves that create and put the pressure on ourselves and one another to be perfect and look a certain way versus it being men and a sexist society. We need to be better to ourselves and one another and stop putting such ridiculous expectations on us.
      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @SkyLukewater
      @SkyLukewater 5 лет назад +1

      That sorta shit applies to men too. Be strong. Be tough. Impress the girl. Be successful. Have muscles. Be tall. Be handsome. Have a big dick. Fuck well. Be funny.

  • @yourdolores
    @yourdolores 3 года назад +3

    "For years, i worked really hard in my own way to be palatable, to be fuckable, to be wanted by dudes which was the currency i thought you had to have as a woman to have value. Devoting a large part of my energy to try to be palatable, hid light within me - that i didn't know was there until I stopped trying to be digestable by other people. I am deeply insecured. And i have a lot of shit to work through. But i fucking excepted my insecurities. And i fucking excepted my light. The feeling of being held back by invisible rules of how a girl should be... The feelings of those rules stifled who i am, but I'm grateful for it , because if i have never been stifled, i wouldn't be aware of how good it feels to be FREE.
    Some people don't digest me, but my life, and my body, and my light, is not here to make those people feel comfortable, it's here for me to shine. ☀️"

  • @laurenrose7818
    @laurenrose7818 5 лет назад +1

    This is the first video I’m watching of yours and it hit me in all types of ways. Like in ways that I can’t even understand myself. It takes a lot of work to admit to yourself the insecurities, issues and demons you face in private and not fall into a place you struggle to get out of. To come onto a platform where hundreds of people will watch you admit this truth where some understand and some ridicule is beyond strength. I found myself tearing up with you and being proud of you for sharing your journey with us!. It’s given me hope to be able accept my own issues and let my light out. Thankyou! Keeping shining!.

  • @sh4ynah4na
    @sh4ynah4na 6 лет назад +607

    I came to this video expecting it to be a funny type of video and it turned out to be really deep and inspiring and wholesome

    • @brittdawgggarfarf1882
      @brittdawgggarfarf1882 6 лет назад +5

      I think it’s both funny and all those other things :P

    • @jessica.santillo
      @jessica.santillo 6 лет назад

      Itsyaboi Shay AND funny tho. She wrapped it all into one. She’s fucking awesome.

  • @jakerain5480
    @jakerain5480 6 лет назад +475

    "Some people dont digest me." I love this channel

    • @jakerain5480
      @jakerain5480 5 лет назад +2

      Wow, aren't you just a ray of fucking sunshine. If 99.9999 percent of people don't give a shit, then why does my comment have 507 likes and why are you giving enough of a shit to scroll through the comments anyways?

  • @elliemullis5893
    @elliemullis5893 5 лет назад +1

    I have literally never left a RUclips comment before but this is just so fucking amazing and inspiring and pure. I love this so much and I am so happy you feel the freedom to be exactly who you are without being confined to anyone else's expectations

  • @aamberrosee
    @aamberrosee 4 года назад

    you’re the realest person here no lie and knowing that even fabulous people have insecurities make me feel like my negative thoughts about myself are mostly determined by how i think other people perceive me. thank you

  • @baileyz6133
    @baileyz6133 6 лет назад +587

    *_"Prom. Where I took a girl, even though some boys asked me, and still didn't know I was gay."_*
    Mood.

  • @florenciam7423
    @florenciam7423 5 лет назад +767

    Best discovery I made on youtube. I clicked expecting crazy and I found the most real person on the internet. Been binge watching her videos!!

    • @emills767
      @emills767 5 лет назад +1

      I just discovered her and I agree!

    • @EmpowerUOnline
      @EmpowerUOnline 5 лет назад +1

      Yes this is very real . Very real mental illness and you are enabling her to get worse. Another moron.

    • @katesolomons2552
      @katesolomons2552 5 лет назад

      Mark Woolery lol ok

    • @321MjC
      @321MjC 4 года назад +5

      @@EmpowerUOnline PLEASE ELABORATE..... ..... ..... ..... .....

    • @JackieBaisa
      @JackieBaisa 3 года назад

      I just now discovered her and I'm so glad I did!

  • @becky_anderson
    @becky_anderson 5 лет назад +11

    I look up to her. She’s so amazing and she’s gorgeous. 💗

  • @megd5926
    @megd5926 5 лет назад +1

    I regret not finding your channel sooner. Your words and honesty are so genuine, inspiring and uplifting. I wish I had someone like you in my life when I was younger. You are so genuine and your soul shines so bright.