This is why it is important to reject the idea that a person can be born gay. If you are sexualized as a child people will use that to justify why you can participate in sex. Even if a man is effeminate it doesn't make them gay. Let children be children.
@@warrenanderson6820 exactly let children be children and you will see God's creation naturally, instead of fathers be@ting their kids because they know their kid is gay, so yes I agree!!!
I wish i had a Mother like you as mine was very cruel and i have been through the same as this brave man.I am still affected by it and i wish i had his strength. God bless him.only difference is i am a female who men ruined my life i was diagnosed with HIV 5 months later from one of my attackers😢😢😢😢.
@@jayrober4834 see the issue with that is most women Are literally turned evil because men love stealing virginities! Every friend I had who acted like a Jezebel had a dad step Dad brother, cousin neighbor who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself. Everybody's got a similar story and it all leads back to some nasty Evil man, just like the same pilgrims who colonize the world men the main problem.
@jayrober4834 there is, but i think the person was referring to the situation being described in this piece. If it was a woman, it would've been worse obviously.
The point your miseing is that he also IS a man who was violated by other men, although he is gay there are also straight men who have been/being sexually assaulted by other men. The difference is with women it was done by someone she obviously didn't want, but with STRAIGHT men it's the fact that they want NO man to do that to them because they are STRAIGHT!!! but were taken advantage just the same. God forbid say you were hypothetically SA, i gaurantee there would be plenty of good men out there that just wanna help you heal from you trauma and provide you with an abundance of love and support that you had taken away, not that's not to say that aren't women who would be willing to do the same for a man vice versa, but how is a STRAIGHT man supposed to ever FEEL like a STRAIGHT man again after being violated by other men? I encourage you to consider that for a moment.
This is not so bad here in Cape Town is normal for man to be the woman in this situation and after the gang will embrace you and take care of you this is facts.
Bro, my brothers and I escaped such situation. Years ago from someone big and respected in our community with a high position. I'm talking about a family man with grown kids and gran kids, these things are everywhere. They come to you as a father figure and in the name of helping you find a job. Stay woke fam and may God show up for everyone of us.
Musa, as a Clinical Social Worker I can tell that you have passed from being a victim to a survivor able to articulate your story and thus help other survivors know there's hope and healing. Thank you for your courage in sharing your story in such a wonderful way. Almighty God keep you safe in Him.
This is true. I was abused long ago but my brain blocked it out. I cannot remember what happened although it happened more than once. The brain is powerful
He is such a warrior for having the strength to come on camera and talk about this I pray for continued healing for you brother Musa! You didn’t deserve any of this🙏🏽🫂❤️
I totally sympathise with Musa because it must of been horrendous. I can’t understand why someone would want to treat another person like this and can only imagine what he must be going through in those quiet moments. I pray that God will give Musa the strength for him to carry on and hope he gets all the emotional and professional support he needs. Blessings to you young man and I am saying this sincerely. This is so sad 😢
Thank you for sharing your story. I was raped when I was 19. I am a 53 years old ex-transwoman from Malaysia who is living his wonderful life. I respect people’s choices and I appreciate if people would respect mine in return. Ex-LGBTQ people like me do exist. I have often been told shut up but I don’t think I can.
As a survivor of violent childhood rape, I was 4yrs old. Musa my heart breaks to hear your story. I truly know how this effects ones life. I am so sorry.
Bro I wish I could have been there to protect him/them so bad. Such a sweet and innocent soul with a contagious smile. I hope he/they have really healed I'm sure we'll be hearing from him with good news
As a victim of rape, I felt your pain. Thank you for sharing with us. When the host dropped his head at hearing it happened a 2nd time, my head fell at the same time, this was truly sad, smh
To all the parents out there, as a grandmother I want to tell you, that your upbringing, nurturing care and love is what gives children there self worth, and if they grow up with out any, YOU have failed not them.
I am touched by your story.My late father was a legendary write from Durban.He used to take me on weekends by Durban back beach and park station.He was known amongst streets dwellers because he bought them food and gave them money.He penned an award winning book about street gangs in Durban.The main character of the story is Musa.I thank God he penned your story.May God protect you,
I understand why he forgot part of the night because the mind activates a selective memory response because these memories are of a traumatic event. The goal of the brain doing this is to protect you from the trauma you experienced. Sorry Musa 💔😔
Yes , everyone deals with trauma differently, I unfortunately remember every single detail of my attack , and mever forgot anything. And thats such a horrible thing , I would prefer to forgot as he did .. at least some parts .. hes a strong man .. whom didnt deserve this .. im glad hes came this far .
I was 7 years old When this happened to me It’s true people won’t believe you when you speak up the truth Just only few of them will And even those people will later use it against you Then now you become a living being without hope, trust or believe anyone around you Desperate I have not been able to attend school Dearest parents please y’all do listen to us and believe us at least once Y’all please do take good care of children either one of two after divorce Please y’all shouldn’t think we are the cost of your unsuccessful marriage and left us behind or say hateful words to us Please and please it do put us in so soo much trauma and end us doing things we don’t wanna do 😭😭😭😭😭🤦🏻💔💔💔🤦🏻 Not me here trying to end everything because of me being tired of society judgment till I saw this video come across my feed and knowing now that am not alone 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔😔😔🤲🏻🤲🏻
Thank You Musa for having the courage to stand up and speak out! The amount of young men who are isolated and suffering from such evil need to know that there is hope! 🕊️💚🕊️💚🕊️🙏🏽
I am the mother of 5 sons, 11 grandsons 3 great grandsons, 3 granddaughters and 1 great grand daughter! I can only imagine the trauma and pain this young man has gone through and despite everything he sounds very articulate gentle and caring! Remarkable 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🙏🏽
@@HexualSealing-uz6wiSo you are saying it's his fault? I think that's what got me molested by 2 different family friends when I was about 11 yrs old & they were 16/17. Each did not know the other was molesting me. I was being heavily penetrated 7 days a week for an entire year. It was brutal.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wi 👏 👏 "That is verrry True!!" ...Being Gentle and Timid is always seen as Vulnerable and an easy Target. *(Parents must teach their children that Bullies and Predators are always watching for behavior like that)*
This needs to be heard because we need to protect all our youth!! Boys and girls!! Protect from devilish evil people who like to hurt and prey on the young! This mad me cry but smile to at his bravery!! I can’t imagine the hurt n pain that brought on him! I’m happy god allowed him to be able to speak about it and bring more awareness to these monsters!!! I love you MUSA YOU ARE A KING! 👑 they tried stealing your crown but GOD DIDNT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!
It’s the bad thing when you’re raped by another man, but to have no one believe you is devastating. To this day I’ve never told my story, I wish to be this strong one day and tell my story. I want to have peace, I want to dream again. 😢
I pray that you find that strength and in doing so feel the healing that you so desperately need and deserve. Please believe and know in your heart, mind, body and soul, that it wasn't your fault! You deserve to dream fantastic dreams!🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this much. I wish you peace and healing. Please stay strong. I'm sorry you had to go through something so horrendous. Peace and Blessings 🙏🏼❤
Yes. What a classy, courageous man. With so much dignity, grace, and a judicious kind of mind. I loved the way you express your experiences. Those who have suffered know these things take place, and we live in a world apart from others who don't want to be inconvenienced by it. I'm so glad you came out of it with your integrity and spirit able to remain so strong.
This video got suggested to me and I'm so glad I watched. Musa you have a beautiful light and spirit in you. Your strength to speak about what has happened to you is incredible. I feel as a society we don't talk enough about crimes against men. I hope you're blessed for the rest of your days ❤
I’m so sorry for what you endured, no one deserves to be treated as such, I pray whoever assaulted you receive what they deserve . I wish you much love and peace. Sending love and much healing ❤️🩹
I am happy that more men are coming forward with how they were violated. Must thank you for sharing your story. May it influence others to speak up! Grape is crime even when men are the victims.
I agree! I hope more men come forward. These predators need to be exposed..and these victims need to heal. No shame! you did nothing wrong! for anyone reading this, you are loved ❤
Oh brother Back in 1966 I was raped at age 5 by a janitor and a resident of the old folks home where my friend worked they took me in the basement I never got any charges pressed because they thought oh I was just a young boy with an overactive imagine Thank you for sharing your testimonial I believe you
What a riveting story! It's a story of profound sadness but also of triumph and growth.. I'm so sorry for what you and the boys before and after you had to endure 😞 You didn't let it break you and that shows a tremendous strength within you ❤️ ✊🏾 Keep telling your truth and making others aware of what these boys are having to endure.. Only shining a light on it will ensure that it can't continue.. I'm sending my love 😘 All the way from Dallas, Texas in America.. I see you and feel you!
They were not men. Men do not turn from their natural nature to be with a woman. They were unmanly freaks of nature. With no self respect or self control. How does a man's posterior look like a womans body. As in the bible , they were guven over to unnatural affections.
I often wondered how when watching usher, describe some stuff he’s gone thru, smiles thru it. I figured it was a nervous but comfortable action of survivors. Meaning they made it thru the pain and suffering. Prayers to this young man
He probably doesn't remember, because it seems that he passed out. When I passed out from a PTSD episode I remember what happened before I passed out. I don't remember passing out though. But it is evident because I woke up in the hospital and didn't even remember leaving the house.
@@1fattgirlmah1 that’s a good point that may very well be the case. Theres things for my childhood that my sister remembers that I don’t, and I didn’t pass out. I just don’t remember and I know it’s probably because it was really bad so I blocked it out
They were so weak in their being. That it took so many of them to attempt to steal your power of love and joy. But you speak your truth and heal. And they are a shame.
Thank you Musa for sharing your story and your experiences, you are so brave and courageous. No one should ever have to go through or have to deal with anything like this so horrific.
My brain could not even comprehend the trauma you went through. I can’t even imagine something so gruesome. I pray that you make that money that you dreamt of having because only you can help those who have gone through what you went through. You survived to help the next person and I pray that you continue to shed light to those who need to hear it. I am so torn and I appreciate the strength it took for you to stand up and speak on everything you went through. You never know, maybe someone out there had given up and wanted to run and you have just saved them with your story. There is great power that comes with your pain.
It's time to sit down and talk with the family about things we may "know nothing about." This is why I never agreed with the old cliche in "what you don't know does not hurt you." In reality it's What you don't know DOES HURT YOU.
This broke me out in tears because I can feel his pain Im a mother from 4 boys and im can not imagine something like this can happen to one of them.God will heal your wound and God self will deal with them in His timming.I want to sent you a big hug for beeing so brave .❤one real love🇦🇼
There’s no way I could have went behind that man after what had happened…Shows Musa only tried to see the good in people and wanted to be able to trust them but was set up from the start. Such a heartbreaking story.
This story was so powerful and informative. I truly pray that you heal entirely and move onto bigger things in your life, wonderfully said Musa. Nobody deserves such chaos in their life especially at such a young age. God bless you! ❣
As a multiple survivor of rape. I'm sorry you had to go through this. May you be safe because this thing keeps happening over and over again. Some men are really sick in this country😔
Not only in that country but it's a sick pandemic in the minds of the evil all over the world, and it waits its turn to attack the unsuspected ones over and over from generation to generation.
Thanks to this courageous young man who has simply spoken his truth with great eloquence and in a spirit of forgiveness. We should all be blessed with as much humility and grace. Hoping that viewers do not walk away with an assumption that these practices of abuse and corruption of power are specific to the African continent. Sexual abuse against boys, girls, men, women and others, human trafficking is pervasive all over the globe. We should not be surprised to find that law enforcement, police, government officials , community leaders and church clergy can also become ensnared in these dark webs, either by cowardice and intimidation of their own selves (becuase hey can also be "gotten" in the very same way) , or by blackmail, extortion or pure and simple greed.
Unfortunately, there are many movies, books, articles, etc about this. Evil will continue in this world for as long as it exists. Prayer is the only thing that can save anyone from harm.
You can feel the pain in his voice and see the trauma on his face. I know he's trying to move on, but some things must be expressed before the recovery. I wish you well young brother.
Parents need to love their kids despite their sexual orientation. If Musa felt loved accepted and safe at home he wouldn’t have run away and end up in the clutches of demonic beasts or savage and violate young people 🤬😢
I'm always preaching this. Love your children for who and what they are! Imagine going through pregnancy and birth and reject your child for their sexual orientation that is so painfully sad. 😢
I love and admire his strength through his pain and adversity..I also love how he tell his story with the ability to help others speak their truth and not let it overtake his life❤❤❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Proud of men who're speaking out and even prouder of other men who support their brothers in these situations without judgement❤ you have nothing to be ashamed of. The dogs who tried to hurt you should be ashamed.
My brother was also raped by a guy who lived 03 houses opposite our house. While the 3 brothers of the rapist held him . He is 40yrs this year he never healed from the ordeal that happened when he was 13yrs old . He tries to numb his pain with drugs.
This guy seem like such a kind nice man. I'm so sorry he we went through this. I don't know he still had a smile on his face. I pray his story discourages another child from turning to the streets because it really isn't safe. God bless him🙏🏾
Life is not easy at all, so sorry for what happened to you and for you to come out and share your story u are brave, those so called friends are the most dangerous ones😢l hope you will find justice and peace ❤❤❤.
That guy sounds like he is the typical groomer of young boys. Most pedophiles do this to their victims to build a trust, and then when given the opportunity, they violate their victims. I always teach my child, nieces, and nephews about this behavior, and what to look out for, so they can be careful.
1 had another ex boyfriend who told me when he lived in Chicago he was walking home from school and these two men had sexually assaulted him inside an abandoned building at the age of 13 an he didn't know how who they were but he fought an got away and he told me he went back to the building to set it on fire but the men were gone by time e got back , but he did say he ended up goin to jail cause he started a fire but when they asked him why he do it...he just lied and shocked his head and said "No reason officer " cuz did know who they were and he couldn't find em &9. I cried when he told me that story no one no matter female or male no one should be tooling vintage or anything of
Im in UK was just flicking through stumbled upon this chanel and was captivated and heart broken by what Musa said,no one should have to go through what he did,stay strong and respect
I'm 5min in and having anxiety. This takes heart to tell a story like this. My heart goes out to this brother. ❤no one deserve to be treated like trash.
MUSA YOU ARE A HERO Thanks for having courage to shed the light. You are one of the bravest men on Earth. Thank you for speaking the truth and helping others with trauma. God bless you. So much respect 🙏 ❤
Great example of Listen to your first instinct ‼️It’s smart to listen to that voice in your head at certain times. I just learned a lot from Musa’s story. It’s definitely life changing too, you really have to be aware of who you call a friend.
@@Nkulinairehiphopdo you know that a majority of people who have experienced sexual trauma end up working in the sex trade? Please research the psychological effects of sex abuse. I'm not condoning anything, just informing you because I think that onlyfans is not the root issue at hand... ❤
He was taken advantage of as a young man going through adolescence, the older men took advantage of him cos he was younger and hadn't fully developed cognitively. This happens to a lot of gay man directly or indirectly. Love and Light to you Musa. ❤ Thank God you lived and weren't harmed like the rest. 😢
I hope this story will get to a lot of young people who think the street is a fun adventure and make them think twice. Im so sorry musa that you had to go through this betrayal, and hurt. Thank you for telling your story.
Even if he was already a gay man that does not give anyone the right to physically abuse you in any way
'even if' is crazy because it implies a world where people may justifiably hold this as a reason even if that person is not you....
Agree. His sexuality has nothing to do with the wrong that was done to him.
Duh 😅 And that's like attacking somebody because they're straight.But we know nothing stops.Most of these men anyways
This is why it is important to reject the idea that a person can be born gay. If you are sexualized as a child people will use that to justify why you can participate in sex. Even if a man is effeminate it doesn't make them gay. Let children be children.
@@warrenanderson6820 exactly let children be children and you will see God's creation naturally, instead of fathers be@ting their kids because they know their kid is gay, so yes I agree!!!
As a mother I am so heartbroken 💔 .No one deserves this cruelty
Thank you mawami mbhemu
As a humane period this is wrong
Now just Imagine how the Father feels!!!
So sad, so sorry for you Musa
I wish i had a Mother like you as mine was very cruel and i have been through the same as this brave man.I am still affected by it and i wish i had his strength. God bless him.only difference is i am a female who men ruined my life i was diagnosed with HIV 5 months later from one of my attackers😢😢😢😢.
The evil that's in men is just insane. If they did that to him, imagine a woman, a child, or an elder.
Yes, the evil that men do shocks even the devil.
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@@jayrober4834 see the issue with that is most women Are literally turned evil because men love stealing virginities! Every friend I had who acted like a Jezebel had a dad step Dad brother, cousin neighbor who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself. Everybody's got a similar story and it all leads back to some nasty Evil man, just like the same pilgrims who colonize the world men the main problem.
@jayrober4834 there is, but i think the person was referring to the situation being described in this piece. If it was a woman, it would've been worse obviously.
The point your miseing is that he also IS a man who was violated by other men, although he is gay there are also straight men who have been/being sexually assaulted by other men. The difference is with women it was done by someone she obviously didn't want, but with STRAIGHT men it's the fact that they want NO man to do that to them because they are STRAIGHT!!! but were taken advantage just the same. God forbid say you were hypothetically SA, i gaurantee there would be plenty of good men out there that just wanna help you heal from you trauma and provide you with an abundance of love and support that you had taken away, not that's not to say that aren't women who would be willing to do the same for a man vice versa, but how is a STRAIGHT man supposed to ever FEEL like a STRAIGHT man again after being violated by other men? I encourage you to consider that for a moment.
Rape is wrong, no matter who it happens to.
No means no.
Exactly
This is not so bad here in Cape Town is normal for man to be the woman in this situation and after the gang will embrace you and take care of you this is facts.
Agree
@@IntroducingMrLucci But what if he's not into it. Maybe he's straight or he's gay butnot into the guy who has claimed him.
It Happens TRUST ME and not every man has the BALLS to talk about it😢😢
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what a truly brave man he is 😢♥️
He is not a Man, just an homosexual.
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A lot of women dont either!!! They would never be believed anyway, or they would be further VICTIMIZED by the system. Facts
Bro, my brothers and I escaped such situation. Years ago from someone big and respected in our community with a high position. I'm talking about a family man with grown kids and gran kids, these things are everywhere. They come to you as a father figure and in the name of helping you find a job. Stay woke fam and may God show up for everyone of us.
Omg did any of yall report him? He probably did it many times before and AFTER you 😢😢
Black men won’t fight for anything of morals and dignity…. It’s just sex and the illusion of power
Oh man I’m so sorry. And thank God for the wisdom to escape.
@@nenala7684 where do you report powerful people? those are the people who should be protecting us but hey
@user-in3oz9we2q umm you report them to other powerful people! Hiding it only let's them continue their abuse 😭 😭
Your enemy is always closer than you think😢😢😢
I cringed at every mention
of *”my Friends”*
@@klaybiggins4040 As you should man, they are the ones who always hurt you the most
Very very true
True
Facts 🙏
Musa, as a Clinical Social Worker I can tell that you have passed from being a victim to a survivor able to articulate your story and thus help other survivors know there's hope and healing. Thank you for your courage in sharing your story in such a wonderful way. Almighty God keep you safe in Him.
As a therapist, I would say he is a survivor regardless of whether he decided to speak out or not. I admire his courage ❤
When one experiences trauma, the brain protects them, either you pass out or dissociate.
Makes perfect sense
@@alihussein3841what do you mean?
@@DmvArtist2Blow homosexuality is the inability to carry on your gene pool. Homo is one sexuality is gene.
This is true. I was abused long ago but my brain blocked it out. I cannot remember what happened although it happened more than once. The brain is powerful
@deesnuts2727 Why the laugh emoji though??
He is such a warrior for having the strength to come on camera and talk about this I pray for continued healing for you brother Musa! You didn’t deserve any of this🙏🏽🫂❤️
Exact same thing I was thinking, especially to be a Man and admit this happened to him.My deepest prayers for his healing
I was thinking the same thing. It’s very motivating for telling your story.
I totally sympathise with Musa because it must of been horrendous. I can’t understand why someone would want to treat another person like this and can only imagine what he must be going through in those quiet moments. I pray that God will give Musa the strength for him to carry on and hope he gets all the emotional and professional support he needs. Blessings to you young man and I am saying this sincerely. This is so sad 😢
@user-ck5ux4zm2o in his head, is he really a man though?
@@Amlah1740 I actually wondered this too,not sure!
Thank you for sharing your story. I was raped when I was 19. I am a 53 years old ex-transwoman from Malaysia who is living his wonderful life. I respect people’s choices and I appreciate if people would respect mine in return. Ex-LGBTQ people like me do exist. I have often been told shut up but I don’t think I can.
Don’t shut up and I’m glad you decided to return to who God made you to be ❤ and I’m also thankful for your story
@@stacymiller5460 most welcome to subscribe.
🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤please do speak up ..please ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
@@samanthaq3422 Most welcome to subscribe ❤️
@@Wowrice most welcome to subscribe ❤️
The way Musa articulates himself is a 10/10 🫶🏽💜🌸 Wow, I just fell in love with his energy. ✨️💕
As a survivor of violent childhood rape, I was 4yrs old. Musa my heart breaks to hear your story. I truly know how this effects ones life. I am so sorry.
I'm sorry for what happened to you!!
Wow can you tell me what you remember please
@@charisma4742that so weird to ask someone details of their assault if he or she shares that's fine but to ask details is very disturbing
@@charisma4742I find this to be odd and insensitive.
@@rebeccaloggs457 no its just you.
He seems like such a genuine soul😢
I am xem
i wish i was your friend u are a nice person@@BOP_Favent
@@BOP_FaventAre you Musa, the man that just told the story??? I'm asking because I saw your reply saying I'm watching!!!
@@CWA69143 yes I am
Bro I wish I could have been there to protect him/them so bad. Such a sweet and innocent soul with a contagious smile. I hope he/they have really healed I'm sure we'll be hearing from him with good news
As a victim of rape, I felt your pain. Thank you for sharing with us. When the host dropped his head at hearing it happened a 2nd time, my head fell at the same time, this was truly sad, smh
I am in tears as a child and adult of abuse… I have 2 sons I pray God protects them🙏🏽
Amen 🙏🏼 He will protect our children
You're not alone. Things get better. Sorry for your trauma
I want to give Musa all the hugs he needs, and I like how calm and patient the host is when asking questions 😢😢😢
Thank you mbhemu
The streets will bring pain soo soo much pain 😢😢😢.
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 for your strength, and peace of mind 💜
Only through this men will understand why women fear men
Men fear marriage and commitment to disloyal superficial and toxic feminists lol
The cruelty is scary💔
Not only through this🙄
Women don't fear men.
Amen! 😢
To all the parents out there, as a grandmother I want to tell you, that your upbringing, nurturing care and love is what gives children there self worth, and if they grow up with out any, YOU have failed not them.
I am touched by your story.My late father was a legendary write from Durban.He used to take me on weekends by Durban back beach and park station.He was known amongst streets dwellers because he bought them food and gave them money.He penned an award winning book about street gangs in Durban.The main character of the story is Musa.I thank God he penned your story.May God protect you,
That’s why when we pray we pray for protection for all the young people of Africa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Yes for all the young men nd women of the Universe
Prayer is not working. They need action
Get off your knees with the wyt man and women's religion. Prayer hasn't changed a single thing in owned Africa!
100%
@@tschickel27prayer does work!
I understand why he forgot part of the night because the mind activates a selective memory response because these memories are of a traumatic event. The goal of the brain doing this is to protect you from the trauma you experienced. Sorry Musa 💔😔
Thank you mbhemu
Yes , everyone deals with trauma differently, I unfortunately remember every single detail of my attack , and mever forgot anything. And thats such a horrible thing , I would prefer to forgot as he did .. at least some parts .. hes a strong man .. whom didnt deserve this .. im glad hes came this far .
@@TooReall2024I'm sorry.
Oh this explains why I never think about the arguments I have with people. The brain disassocites.😊
@@ThatGirl551 thank you
So glad you have given people a space to share their stories.
I was 7 years old
When this happened to me
It’s true people won’t believe you when you speak up the truth
Just only few of them will
And even those people will later use it against you
Then now you become a living being without hope, trust or believe anyone around you
Desperate I have not been able to attend school
Dearest parents please y’all do listen to us and believe us at least once
Y’all please do take good care of children either one of two after divorce
Please y’all shouldn’t think we are the cost of your unsuccessful marriage and left us behind or say hateful words to us
Please and please it do put us in so soo much trauma and end us doing things we don’t wanna do 😭😭😭😭😭🤦🏻💔💔💔🤦🏻
Not me here trying to end everything because of me being tired of society judgment till I saw this video come across my feed and knowing now that am not alone 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔😔😔🤲🏻🤲🏻
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Hugs
I'm so sorry that you're hurting😢
Sending hugs.
Love you dear..you're not alone..
This broke my heart. I am speechless! Sending hugs and love from this young brother
Thank You Musa for having the courage to stand up and speak out! The amount of young men who are isolated and suffering from such evil need to know that there is hope! 🕊️💚🕊️💚🕊️🙏🏽
I am the mother of 5 sons, 11 grandsons 3 great grandsons, 3 granddaughters and 1 great grand daughter! I can only imagine the trauma and pain this young man has gone through and despite everything he sounds very articulate gentle and caring! Remarkable 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🙏🏽
You are blessed ❤
Being gentle is what got him in that situation.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wiSo you are saying it's his fault? I think that's what got me molested by 2 different family friends when I was about 11 yrs old & they were 16/17. Each did not know the other was molesting me. I was being heavily penetrated 7 days a week for an entire year. It was brutal.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wi 👏 👏 "That is verrry True!!" ...Being Gentle and Timid is always seen as Vulnerable and an easy Target. *(Parents must teach their children that Bullies and Predators are always watching for behavior like that)*
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This needs to be heard because we need to protect all our youth!! Boys and girls!! Protect from devilish evil people who like to hurt and prey on the young! This mad me cry but smile to at his bravery!! I can’t imagine the hurt n pain that brought on him! I’m happy god allowed him to be able to speak about it and bring more awareness to these monsters!!! I love you MUSA YOU ARE A KING! 👑 they tried stealing your crown but GOD DIDNT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!
It’s the bad thing when you’re raped by another man, but to have no one believe you is devastating. To this day I’ve never told my story, I wish to be this strong one day and tell my story. I want to have peace, I want to dream again. 😢
I pray that you find that strength and in doing so feel the healing that you so desperately need and deserve. Please believe and know in your heart, mind, body and soul, that it wasn't your fault!
You deserve to dream fantastic dreams!🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this much. I wish you peace and healing. Please stay strong. I'm sorry you had to go through something so horrendous.
Peace and Blessings 🙏🏼❤
I am happy to see people in the comment section are so nice, inspirational and supportive.
. . . For a change.
The men are, the women are trying to force their twisted misandry agenda. Smh
Me too! I actually breathed a sigh of relief because people can be so cruel 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔
Yes ❤me too , and thank you for acknowledging that , god bless and anyone reading it
He was set up from the start. I’m heartbroken 💔 thank you for being so brave and sharing your tragic experiences.
That’s why you don’t tell everybody your story some ppl will prey on you.
My point of saying, what I say. Is this is why men are gay... They get preyed upon when their children. They need to be protected more.
I couldn't watch till the end. Too painful.
Thanks for sharing your story. You are so brave
Yes. What a classy, courageous man. With so much dignity, grace, and a judicious kind of mind. I loved the way you express your experiences. Those who have suffered know these things take place, and we live in a world apart from others who don't want to be inconvenienced by it. I'm so glad you came out of it with your integrity and spirit able to remain so strong.
This video got suggested to me and I'm so glad I watched. Musa you have a beautiful light and spirit in you. Your strength to speak about what has happened to you is incredible. I feel as a society we don't talk enough about crimes against men. I hope you're blessed for the rest of your days ❤
Hello jeneenr
Amen!
We live in such a diabolical world
It’s crazy
And I have grown to accept that for reasons like this , this diabolical world must end
Hell is empty, all demons are here.
@@laniakeas92 Sounds like this is Hades.
@@laniakeas92 They are here on Earth most likely walking around in human form
I’m so sorry for what you endured, no one deserves to be treated as such, I pray whoever assaulted you receive what they deserve . I wish you much love and peace. Sending love and much healing ❤️🩹
My goodness thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏽❤️ I know this will help so many.
He is a good story teller. This story is too painful but you narrate it so well that makes it bearable to go another minute 😢😢
My sentiments exactly 🙏🏽❤️😔
I am happy that more men are coming forward with how they were violated. Must thank you for sharing your story. May it influence others to speak up! Grape is crime even when men are the victims.
I agree! I hope more men come forward. These predators need to be exposed..and these victims need to heal.
No shame! you did nothing wrong! for anyone reading this, you are loved ❤
I got a story from asexual abuse. Messed me up. I hate it happened to me
@@darryljohnson9953I'm so dearly sorry you were violated. 🙏🏽❤️😔
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Thank you for honesty. Love and respect to brave men coming out on such horrendous crime.
Love to you❤ I pray for ur healing and thank you for the courage it took to share your story, may you rise up and be blessed brave soul
Mussa your a brave soul for sharing this with us all❤🙏🏾I pray for continued healing brother 🫂
Oh brother Back in 1966 I was raped at age 5 by a janitor and a resident of the old folks home where my friend worked they took me in the basement I never got any charges pressed because they thought oh I was just a young boy with an overactive imagine Thank you for sharing your testimonial I believe you
Your friend? And you were 5 how was he your friend
@@hilodrvr Good question. Was he really a friend?
@@hilodrvrmaybe they were both special needs 😮
I'm so deeply sorry that happened to you. 🙏🏽❤️😔
Also didn't they take you to the dr?
What a riveting story! It's a story of profound sadness but also of triumph and growth.. I'm so sorry for what you and the boys before and after you had to endure 😞 You didn't let it break you and that shows a tremendous strength within you ❤️ ✊🏾 Keep telling your truth and making others aware of what these boys are having to endure.. Only shining a light on it will ensure that it can't continue..
I'm sending my love 😘 All the way from Dallas, Texas in America.. I see you and feel you!
Praying for your healing and recovery May God continue to keep his hands on you. ❤
your positivity and smiles made it easy for me to watch the video. Sorry my man
Thank you Baba mbhemu.
They were not men. Men do not turn from their natural nature to be with a woman. They were unmanly freaks of nature. With no self respect or self control. How does a man's posterior look like a womans body. As in the bible , they were guven over to unnatural affections.
I often wondered how when watching usher, describe some stuff he’s gone thru, smiles thru it. I figured it was a nervous but comfortable action of survivors. Meaning they made it thru the pain and suffering. Prayers to this young man
Me too❤ It made it easier to watch....
My heart breaks for him. He probably doesn’t remember because it was so traumatic that he disassociated and blocked it out.
I did this as a child,our brain naturally tucks it far back to help us survive( repressed memories)but as an adult it came back(suppressed memory).
@@user-ck5ux4zm2o exactly, it’s a coping mechanism. My sister remembers things that I can’t, guess my brain did it in order for me to cope.
He probably doesn't remember, because it seems that he passed out. When I passed out from a PTSD episode I remember what happened before I passed out. I don't remember passing out though. But it is evident because I woke up in the hospital and didn't even remember leaving the house.
@@1fattgirlmah1 that’s a good point that may very well be the case. Theres things for my childhood that my sister remembers that I don’t, and I didn’t pass out. I just don’t remember and I know it’s probably because it was really bad so I blocked it out
They were so weak in their being. That it took so many of them to attempt to steal your power of love and joy. But you speak your truth and heal. And they are a shame.
Thank you Musa for sharing your story and your experiences, you are so brave and courageous. No one should ever have to go through or have to deal with anything like this so horrific.
It's the smile for me as if nothing happened to him😢 sending hugs ❤
His smile is mesmerizing ❤ You are such a ray of sunshine. May God keep you safe❤
Amen………
So much 😊❤
My brain could not even comprehend the trauma you went through.
I can’t even imagine something so gruesome.
I pray that you make that money that you dreamt of having because only you can help those who have gone through what you went through.
You survived to help the next person and I pray that you continue to shed light to those who need to hear it.
I am so torn and I appreciate the strength it took for you to stand up and speak on everything you went through.
You never know, maybe someone out there had given up and wanted to run and you have just saved them with your story.
There is great power that comes with your pain.
My heart goes out to you Sir, sending healing love energy.Thank you for sharing your story,you are very brave
Yoh ! Wow there’s a world out there we know nothing about! Love and light and praying got your healing ❤
That’s exactly why I’m forming a podcast to share stories about homeless people. People need to know these stories.
It's time to sit down and talk with the family about things we may "know nothing about." This is why I never agreed with the old cliche in "what you don't know does not hurt you." In reality it's What you don't know DOES HURT YOU.
This broke me out in tears because I can feel his pain Im a mother from 4 boys and im can not imagine something like this can happen to one of them.God will heal your wound and God self will deal with them in His timming.I want to sent you a big hug for beeing so brave .❤one real love🇦🇼
Thank you Musa for sharing your story. I wish more men would speak out and tell their story. May God continue to bless you and grant you peace.
I am so sorry for what you have been through. Your resilience is inspiring, and I am glad to see you finding strength in your smile.😘😘😘
Thank you
Hope that predator goes to jail for a long time.
He said the predator passed away weren't you listening? 😔 😢
He said the predator passed away 😢 😔
@@wandae1854 Thanks for the update. I missed that part of the video.
@@wandae1854 What about the others. There was more than one.
I just want to hug him.....As a black woman....i am so sorry nobody was there to protect OUR son.....YOU ARE LOVED....NO MATTA....YOU ARE LOVED❤❤❤❤
There’s no way I could have went behind that man after what had happened…Shows Musa only tried to see the good in people and wanted to be able to trust them but was set up from the start. Such a heartbreaking story.
A horrific and a story that will always be in my head and the soul of musa
Is shining he is so inspirational to me and many more i say.
This story was so powerful and informative. I truly pray that you heal entirely and move onto bigger things in your life, wonderfully said Musa. Nobody deserves such chaos in their life especially at such a young age. God bless you! ❣
As a multiple survivor of rape. I'm sorry you had to go through this. May you be safe because this thing keeps happening over and over again. Some men are really sick in this country😔
Not only in that country but it's a sick pandemic in the minds of the evil all over the world, and it waits its turn to attack the unsuspected ones over and over from generation to generation.
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I'm so deeply sorry this happened to you!🙏🏽❤️😔
I’m sick too 😈
Salt and Sugar looks alike, be very careful who you call friend, Amen!
Thanks to this courageous young man who has simply spoken his truth with great eloquence and in a spirit of forgiveness. We should all be blessed with as much humility and grace. Hoping that viewers do not walk away with an assumption that these practices of abuse and corruption of power are specific to the African continent. Sexual abuse against boys, girls, men, women and others, human trafficking is pervasive all over the globe. We should not be surprised to find that law enforcement, police, government officials , community leaders and church clergy can also become ensnared in these dark webs, either by cowardice and intimidation of their own selves (becuase hey can also be "gotten" in the very same way) , or by blackmail, extortion or pure and simple greed.
Musah am sorry for every thing that happened to you my brother , your story deserves a movie. That will teach the world a lesson.
I have created a podcast to share similar stories of homelessness, however at a later stage I want a book and a documentary of my own story.
Unfortunately, there are many movies, books, articles, etc about this. Evil will continue in this world for as long as it exists. Prayer is the only thing that can save anyone from harm.
😔😔😔so sorry my brother may you find peace you didnt deserve this
@@BOP_Favent
is he an actor?
@@BOP_Favent how to watch your podcasts mus
He probably passed out from the pain
Probably
probably h was living that lifestyle
My heart and prayers are with you. Wishing you blessings and peace.
I want to give this young man a hug and kiss he is so brave talking about the trauma men usually men don't sending you love and support from the UK ❤
You can feel the pain in his voice and see the trauma on his face. I know he's trying to move on, but some things must be expressed before the recovery. I wish you well young brother.
Parents need to love their kids despite their sexual orientation. If Musa felt loved accepted and safe at home he wouldn’t have run away and end up in the clutches of demonic beasts or savage and violate young people 🤬😢
I'm always preaching this. Love your children for who and what they are! Imagine going through pregnancy and birth and reject your child for their sexual orientation that is so painfully sad. 😢
I agree and also kids needs to realize you runaway it could be worse in the streets so be careful with your decisions
That’s true mbhemu
who is he? are these people part of a cult?
No matter how you love your kid, some will still leave, you can’t stay with your parents forever
You are a savivor thanks for telling your story,I wish I could just hug you,you are so strong. GOD BLESS YOU MUSA
I love and admire his strength through his pain and adversity..I also love how he tell his story with the ability to help others speak their truth and not let it overtake his life❤❤❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing Musa. This was hard to listen too. Praying for your healing and peace of mind 🙏🏾
I hope Musa is safe and has a really good support system including a therapist. 💔😢
Proud of men who're speaking out and even prouder of other men who support their brothers in these situations without judgement❤ you have nothing to be ashamed of. The dogs who tried to hurt you should be ashamed.
My brother was also raped by a guy who lived 03 houses opposite our house. While the 3 brothers of the rapist held him . He is 40yrs this year he never healed from the ordeal that happened when he was 13yrs old . He tries to numb his pain with drugs.
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This guy seem like such a kind nice man. I'm so sorry he we went through this. I don't know he still had a smile on his face. I pray his story discourages another child from turning to the streets because it really isn't safe. God bless him🙏🏾
Life is not easy at all, so sorry for what happened to you and for you to come out and share your story u are brave, those so called friends are the most dangerous ones😢l hope you will find justice and peace ❤❤❤.
Thank you mbhemu
That guy sounds like he is the typical groomer of young boys. Most pedophiles do this to their victims to build a trust, and then when given the opportunity, they violate their victims. I always teach my child, nieces, and nephews about this behavior, and what to look out for, so they can be careful.
He’s a legend, very strong man , respect brother!
Child trafficking is real😔you could see the pain behind the smile. Trauma.
i hope u heal musa🥰, thank u for your bravely and telling the world , ur testimony
1 had another ex boyfriend who told me when he lived in Chicago he was walking home from school and these two men had sexually assaulted him inside an abandoned building at the age of 13 an he didn't know how who they were but he fought an got away and he told me he went back to the building to set it on fire but the men were gone by time e got back , but he did say he ended up goin to jail cause he started a fire but when they asked him why he do it...he just lied and shocked his head and said "No reason officer
" cuz did know who they were and he couldn't find em &9. I cried when he told me that story no one no matter female or male no one should be tooling vintage or anything of
I’m glad he defended himself
@@emjay313if he didn't then what
A.S.M.R I Could LISTEN To Him TALK ALL DAY... So Composed And Calm
I am heartbroken 💔 this is so cruel 😭. I am so sorry Musa
Thank you mbhemu
Im in UK was just flicking through stumbled upon this chanel and was captivated and heart broken by what Musa said,no one should have to go through what he did,stay strong and respect
I'm 5min in and having anxiety. This takes heart to tell a story like this. My heart goes out to this brother. ❤no one deserve to be treated like trash.
MUSA YOU ARE A HERO
Thanks for having courage to shed the light. You are one of the bravest men on Earth. Thank you for speaking the truth and helping others with trauma.
God bless you. So much respect 🙏 ❤
Great example of Listen to your first instinct ‼️It’s smart to listen to that voice in your head at certain times. I just learned a lot from Musa’s story. It’s definitely life changing too, you really have to be aware of who you call a friend.
This is so terrible,💔💔🥺🥺No one deserves to go through such hardships . Askies brother💕
I saw this guy on Twitter once... he does onlyfans
@@Nkulinairehiphopdo you know that a majority of people who have experienced sexual trauma end up working in the sex trade? Please research the psychological effects of sex abuse. I'm not condoning anything, just informing you because I think that onlyfans is not the root issue at hand... ❤
ASkies brother? That sounds like a slap in the face of hardship. Some things are just better off left unsaid
Thank you mbhemu
I send him love, healing and protection. I'm so sorry he went through something so horrible and vile. I hope he is ok
Musa is so articulate and I'm grateful he didn't let this situation get the better of him. All the best to him.
All I can said wow he’s a survivor. He’s so strong to have shared his story
Sending you a hug. Nobody should go through that. You are strong and braver more than they are. ❤
Thank you mbhemu
He was taken advantage of as a young man going through adolescence, the older men took advantage of him cos he was younger and hadn't fully developed cognitively. This happens to a lot of gay man directly or indirectly. Love and Light to you Musa. ❤ Thank God you lived and weren't harmed like the rest. 😢
How powerful he is to tell his story and at the same time seems to be a friendly soul. Blessings to u 🙏🏾
Gentle Giant...thank you for sharing your story and your beautiful smile. ❤
God bless your heart,such a calm spirit you have.. Sending you nothing but Healing energy Musa❤️
Amen mbhemu and thank you
Im so glad to see the outpour of understanding and respect for this man in the comments.❤
Such a sad story. I pray this man manages to rebuild his life after such a horrible experience 🙏🏼
I hope this story will get to a lot of young people who think the street is a fun adventure and make them think twice. Im so sorry musa that you had to go through this betrayal, and hurt. Thank you for telling your story.