This is why it is important to reject the idea that a person can be born gay. If you are sexualized as a child people will use that to justify why you can participate in sex. Even if a man is effeminate it doesn't make them gay. Let children be children.
@@warrenanderson6820 exactly let children be children and you will see God's creation naturally, instead of fathers be@ting their kids because they know their kid is gay, so yes I agree!!!
I wish i had a Mother like you as mine was very cruel and i have been through the same as this brave man.I am still affected by it and i wish i had his strength. God bless him.only difference is i am a female who men ruined my life i was diagnosed with HIV 5 months later from one of my attackers😢😢😢😢.
Bro, my brothers and I escaped such situation. Years ago from someone big and respected in our community with a high position. I'm talking about a family man with grown kids and gran kids, these things are everywhere. They come to you as a father figure and in the name of helping you find a job. Stay woke fam and may God show up for everyone of us.
This is not so bad here in Cape Town is normal for man to be the woman in this situation and after the gang will embrace you and take care of you this is facts.
@@jayrober4834 see the issue with that is most women Are literally turned evil because men love stealing virginities! Every friend I had who acted like a Jezebel had a dad step Dad brother, cousin neighbor who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself. Everybody's got a similar story and it all leads back to some nasty Evil man, just like the same pilgrims who colonize the world men the main problem.
@jayrober4834 there is, but i think the person was referring to the situation being described in this piece. If it was a woman, it would've been worse obviously.
The point your miseing is that he also IS a man who was violated by other men, although he is gay there are also straight men who have been/being sexually assaulted by other men. The difference is with women it was done by someone she obviously didn't want, but with STRAIGHT men it's the fact that they want NO man to do that to them because they are STRAIGHT!!! but were taken advantage just the same. God forbid say you were hypothetically SA, i gaurantee there would be plenty of good men out there that just wanna help you heal from you trauma and provide you with an abundance of love and support that you had taken away, not that's not to say that aren't women who would be willing to do the same for a man vice versa, but how is a STRAIGHT man supposed to ever FEEL like a STRAIGHT man again after being violated by other men? I encourage you to consider that for a moment.
Musa, as a Clinical Social Worker I can tell that you have passed from being a victim to a survivor able to articulate your story and thus help other survivors know there's hope and healing. Thank you for your courage in sharing your story in such a wonderful way. Almighty God keep you safe in Him.
🙏🙏Blessings forever GOD loves y'all too forever tell everyone you know and don't know. Jesus loves y'all too forever. Teach everyone how to see and enjoy their blessings too forever😊😊
To all the parents out there, as a grandmother I want to tell you, that your upbringing, nurturing care and love is what gives children there self worth, and if they grow up with out any, YOU have failed not them.
As a survivor of violent childhood rape, I was 4yrs old. Musa my heart breaks to hear your story. I truly know how this effects ones life. I am so sorry.
He is such a warrior for having the strength to come on camera and talk about this I pray for continued healing for you brother Musa! You didn’t deserve any of this🙏🏽🫂❤️
I totally sympathise with Musa because it must of been horrendous. I can’t understand why someone would want to treat another person like this and can only imagine what he must be going through in those quiet moments. I pray that God will give Musa the strength for him to carry on and hope he gets all the emotional and professional support he needs. Blessings to you young man and I am saying this sincerely. This is so sad 😢
I am touched by your story.My late father was a legendary write from Durban.He used to take me on weekends by Durban back beach and park station.He was known amongst streets dwellers because he bought them food and gave them money.He penned an award winning book about street gangs in Durban.The main character of the story is Musa.I thank God he penned your story.May God protect you,
This is true. I was abused long ago but my brain blocked it out. I cannot remember what happened although it happened more than once. The brain is powerful
Bro I wish I could have been there to protect him/them so bad. Such a sweet and innocent soul with a contagious smile. I hope he/they have really healed I'm sure we'll be hearing from him with good news
He was taken advantage of as a young man going through adolescence, the older men took advantage of him cos he was younger and hadn't fully developed cognitively. This happens to a lot of gay man directly or indirectly. Love and Light to you Musa. ❤ Thank God you lived and weren't harmed like the rest. 😢
I am the mother of 5 sons, 11 grandsons 3 great grandsons, 3 granddaughters and 1 great grand daughter! I can only imagine the trauma and pain this young man has gone through and despite everything he sounds very articulate gentle and caring! Remarkable 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🙏🏽
@@HexualSealing-uz6wiSo you are saying it's his fault? I think that's what got me molested by 2 different family friends when I was about 11 yrs old & they were 16/17. Each did not know the other was molesting me. I was being heavily penetrated 7 days a week for an entire year. It was brutal.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wi 👏 👏 "That is verrry True!!" ...Being Gentle and Timid is always seen as Vulnerable and an easy Target. *(Parents must teach their children that Bullies and Predators are always watching for behavior like that)*
It’s the bad thing when you’re raped by another man, but to have no one believe you is devastating. To this day I’ve never told my story, I wish to be this strong one day and tell my story. I want to have peace, I want to dream again. 😢
I pray that you find that strength and in doing so feel the healing that you so desperately need and deserve. Please believe and know in your heart, mind, body and soul, that it wasn't your fault! You deserve to dream fantastic dreams!🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this much. I wish you peace and healing. Please stay strong. I'm sorry you had to go through something so horrendous. Peace and Blessings 🙏🏼❤
Brother....only speaking your truth will release you from the chuckles of shame and fear that torment you! It was not your fault! You deserve healing and peace. Release yourself from this poison and open your heart to healing ❤
Please do not think that you were too weak. You are not and we’re not weak; you were 16 years old, betrayed by false friends, and under the threat of death. God says, Vengeance is Mine and I will repay. You will be avenged.
As a victim of rape, I felt your pain. Thank you for sharing with us. When the host dropped his head at hearing it happened a 2nd time, my head fell at the same time, this was truly sad, smh
🙏🙏Blessings forever GOD loves y'all too forever tell everyone you know and don't know. Jesus loves y'all too forever. Teach everyone how to see and enjoy their blessings too forever😊😊
I understand why he forgot part of the night because the mind activates a selective memory response because these memories are of a traumatic event. The goal of the brain doing this is to protect you from the trauma you experienced. Sorry Musa 💔😔
Yes , everyone deals with trauma differently, I unfortunately remember every single detail of my attack , and mever forgot anything. And thats such a horrible thing , I would prefer to forgot as he did .. at least some parts .. hes a strong man .. whom didnt deserve this .. im glad hes came this far .
This video got suggested to me and I'm so glad I watched. Musa you have a beautiful light and spirit in you. Your strength to speak about what has happened to you is incredible. I feel as a society we don't talk enough about crimes against men. I hope you're blessed for the rest of your days ❤
My brain could not even comprehend the trauma you went through. I can’t even imagine something so gruesome. I pray that you make that money that you dreamt of having because only you can help those who have gone through what you went through. You survived to help the next person and I pray that you continue to shed light to those who need to hear it. I am so torn and I appreciate the strength it took for you to stand up and speak on everything you went through. You never know, maybe someone out there had given up and wanted to run and you have just saved them with your story. There is great power that comes with your pain.
Thank You Musa for having the courage to stand up and speak out! The amount of young men who are isolated and suffering from such evil need to know that there is hope! 🕊️💚🕊️💚🕊️🙏🏽
Oh brother Back in 1966 I was raped at age 5 by a janitor and a resident of the old folks home where my friend worked they took me in the basement I never got any charges pressed because they thought oh I was just a young boy with an overactive imagine Thank you for sharing your testimonial I believe you
He probably doesn't remember, because it seems that he passed out. When I passed out from a PTSD episode I remember what happened before I passed out. I don't remember passing out though. But it is evident because I woke up in the hospital and didn't even remember leaving the house.
@@1fattgirlmah1 that’s a good point that may very well be the case. Theres things for my childhood that my sister remembers that I don’t, and I didn’t pass out. I just don’t remember and I know it’s probably because it was really bad so I blocked it out
My brother was also raped by a guy who lived 03 houses opposite our house. While the 3 brothers of the rapist held him . He is 40yrs this year he never healed from the ordeal that happened when he was 13yrs old . He tries to numb his pain with drugs.
I am happy that more men are coming forward with how they were violated. Must thank you for sharing your story. May it influence others to speak up! Grape is crime even when men are the victims.
I agree! I hope more men come forward. These predators need to be exposed..and these victims need to heal. No shame! you did nothing wrong! for anyone reading this, you are loved ❤
This broke me out in tears because I can feel his pain Im a mother from 4 boys and im can not imagine something like this can happen to one of them.God will heal your wound and God self will deal with them in His timming.I want to sent you a big hug for beeing so brave .❤one real love🇦🇼
I’m sorry this horrible crime happened to you brother. Thanks for your courage in sharing the story. You are a survivor and are helping other victims survive. God bless you
Parents need to love their kids despite their sexual orientation. If Musa felt loved accepted and safe at home he wouldn’t have run away and end up in the clutches of demonic beasts or savage and violate young people 🤬😢
I'm always preaching this. Love your children for who and what they are! Imagine going through pregnancy and birth and reject your child for their sexual orientation that is so painfully sad. 😢
Thank you for sharing your story. I was raped when I was 19. I am a 53 years old ex-transwoman from Malaysia who is living his wonderful life. I respect people’s choices and I appreciate if people would respect mine in return. Ex-LGBTQ people like me do exist. I have often been told shut up but I don’t think I can.
They were not men. Men do not turn from their natural nature to be with a woman. They were unmanly freaks of nature. With no self respect or self control. How does a man's posterior look like a womans body. As in the bible , they were guven over to unnatural affections.
I often wondered how when watching usher, describe some stuff he’s gone thru, smiles thru it. I figured it was a nervous but comfortable action of survivors. Meaning they made it thru the pain and suffering. Prayers to this young man
Yes. What a classy, courageous man. With so much dignity, grace, and a judicious kind of mind. I loved the way you express your experiences. Those who have suffered know these things take place, and we live in a world apart from others who don't want to be inconvenienced by it. I'm so glad you came out of it with your integrity and spirit able to remain so strong.
This story was so powerful and informative. I truly pray that you heal entirely and move onto bigger things in your life, wonderfully said Musa. Nobody deserves such chaos in their life especially at such a young age. God bless you! ❣
You can feel the pain in his voice and see the trauma on his face. I know he's trying to move on, but some things must be expressed before the recovery. I wish you well young brother.
@deowil1 no. Demons, hell, paradise - don't exist. Those are ideas and creations of our mind. Here psуchораths, nаrсissists and sоciораths play those roles of "demons". They are not possessed, they are not controlled by someone else. By calling them demons you take that responsibility for their actions off their shoulders as any rеt%rdеd religious person. Don't ever dare to do that. They are humans and they choose to do those kind of actions.
I'm 5min in and having anxiety. This takes heart to tell a story like this. My heart goes out to this brother. ❤no one deserve to be treated like trash.
As a multiple survivor of rape. I'm sorry you had to go through this. May you be safe because this thing keeps happening over and over again. Some men are really sick in this country😔
Not only in that country but it's a sick pandemic in the minds of the evil all over the world, and it waits its turn to attack the unsuspected ones over and over from generation to generation.
I don’t know how a person comes back from rape. It is disgusting that a man would enter another man let alone forceable is just evil and no justification for it
Proud of men who're speaking out and even prouder of other men who support their brothers in these situations without judgement❤ you have nothing to be ashamed of. The dogs who tried to hurt you should be ashamed.
Unfortunately, there are many movies, books, articles, etc about this. Evil will continue in this world for as long as it exists. Prayer is the only thing that can save anyone from harm.
What a riveting story! It's a story of profound sadness but also of triumph and growth.. I'm so sorry for what you and the boys before and after you had to endure 😞 You didn't let it break you and that shows a tremendous strength within you ❤️ ✊🏾 Keep telling your truth and making others aware of what these boys are having to endure.. Only shining a light on it will ensure that it can't continue.. I'm sending my love 😘 All the way from Dallas, Texas in America.. I see you and feel you!
It's time to sit down and talk with the family about things we may "know nothing about." This is why I never agreed with the old cliche in "what you don't know does not hurt you." In reality it's What you don't know DOES HURT YOU.
R@pe is worse than murder. This same or worse happened to Sonyama. He could never deal with that pain and decided to take it out on the world. I'm so sorry Musa. EDIT: the numbers gang is a real cult, the origin stories don't com from where they say they do.
It is worse, because it stays with you , it can leave you for a while but always finds its way back . The anxiety never goes away , 10 yrs later after my attack , even after I’ve forgiven my attacker and hes been in prison , the aftermath doesnt go away . Trust issues , and triggers stay with you .. I am grateful I survived for my children , but it definitely changes your life .
Rape is worse than murder because you have to live with the pain. It’s a debilitating experience that affects your entire life. I’ve had many bouts of suicidal attempts just from my father molesting me for so many years. I hated my life and struggled in so many areas including relationships and employment. I suffered from mental illness too.
Life is not easy at all, so sorry for what happened to you and for you to come out and share your story u are brave, those so called friends are the most dangerous ones😢l hope you will find justice and peace ❤❤❤.
Thank you Musa for sharing your story and your experiences, you are so brave and courageous. No one should ever have to go through or have to deal with anything like this so horrific.
Musa, You're such a mesmerizing storyteller. And you carry yourself with class. Im sorry your coming-of-age journey was so rough. You don't deserve what happened to you. May God continue to heal you, my handsome brother ❤
This guy seem like such a kind nice man. I'm so sorry he we went through this. I don't know he still had a smile on his face. I pray his story discourages another child from turning to the streets because it really isn't safe. God bless him🙏🏾
There’s no way I could have went behind that man after what had happened…Shows Musa only tried to see the good in people and wanted to be able to trust them but was set up from the start. Such a heartbreaking story.
Where was his mother who would later return? It is astonishing how inhumane we can be to each other. The fact that he can calmly talk about what he went through is a testament to his resilience and the human spirit.
Guys it’s not easy to go and report that l was raped by other man , they took advantage of him they know he was not going to report the case , raping him second time again was just spitting on his face,he ran away from home , and since he said he didn’t fit or he didn’t know what’s wrong with him being in love with other man , l hope he finds healing ❤
I just came across this and I'm a straight black male and I feel for this brother. I have heard horror stories about this happening to young men and I feel for him.
I hope this story will get to a lot of young people who think the street is a fun adventure and make them think twice. Im so sorry musa that you had to go through this betrayal, and hurt. Thank you for telling your story.
They weren't straight! THEY WERE HOMM!!! NO MAN OR WOMAN IS STRAIGHT THAT HAS ANY TYPE OF EXUAL INTERACTION WITH THE SAME S EX IS STRAIGHT! This is sooo hurtful to hear because he was sooo naive at 16yrs old and even now as an adult. 😞 When I was 4YEARS old and things happened to me I KNEW that I was placed in danger I knew everything was wrong and the people were bad and not to trust ANY OF THEM! I NEVER wanted an apology I only wanted them to pay.
MUSA YOU ARE A HERO Thanks for having courage to shed the light. You are one of the bravest men on Earth. Thank you for speaking the truth and helping others with trauma. God bless you. So much respect 🙏 ❤
Thank you for sharing this story with such grace, strength and humility ❤ Beautiful soul that couldn’t be destroyed! NO ONE deserves this. The host handled this with such respect and empathy. Thank you.
This needs to be heard because we need to protect all our youth!! Boys and girls!! Protect from devilish evil people who like to hurt and prey on the young! This mad me cry but smile to at his bravery!! I can’t imagine the hurt n pain that brought on him! I’m happy god allowed him to be able to speak about it and bring more awareness to these monsters!!! I love you MUSA YOU ARE A KING! 👑 they tried stealing your crown but GOD DIDNT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!
They were so weak in their being. That it took so many of them to attempt to steal your power of love and joy. But you speak your truth and heal. And they are a shame.
Wow! This guy got strength. He is very eloquent and articulative. He can definitely write a book that will fly off shelves. Praying for his continuous healing and restoration.💐❤️
Im in UK was just flicking through stumbled upon this chanel and was captivated and heart broken by what Musa said,no one should have to go through what he did,stay strong and respect
@@Nkulinairehiphopdo you know that a majority of people who have experienced sexual trauma end up working in the sex trade? Please research the psychological effects of sex abuse. I'm not condoning anything, just informing you because I think that onlyfans is not the root issue at hand... ❤
I love and admire his strength through his pain and adversity..I also love how he tell his story with the ability to help others speak their truth and not let it overtake his life❤❤❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
1 had another ex boyfriend who told me when he lived in Chicago he was walking home from school and these two men had sexually assaulted him inside an abandoned building at the age of 13 an he didn't know how who they were but he fought an got away and he told me he went back to the building to set it on fire but the men were gone by time e got back , but he did say he ended up goin to jail cause he started a fire but when they asked him why he do it...he just lied and shocked his head and said "No reason officer " cuz did know who they were and he couldn't find em &9. I cried when he told me that story no one no matter female or male no one should be tooling vintage or anything of
Even if he was already a gay man that does not give anyone the right to physically abuse you in any way
'even if' is crazy because it implies a world where people may justifiably hold this as a reason even if that person is not you....
Agree. His sexuality has nothing to do with the wrong that was done to him.
Duh 😅 And that's like attacking somebody because they're straight.But we know nothing stops.Most of these men anyways
This is why it is important to reject the idea that a person can be born gay. If you are sexualized as a child people will use that to justify why you can participate in sex. Even if a man is effeminate it doesn't make them gay. Let children be children.
@@warrenanderson6820 exactly let children be children and you will see God's creation naturally, instead of fathers be@ting their kids because they know their kid is gay, so yes I agree!!!
As a mother I am so heartbroken 💔 .No one deserves this cruelty
As a humane period this is wrong
Now just Imagine how the Father feels!!!
So sad, so sorry for you Musa
I wish i had a Mother like you as mine was very cruel and i have been through the same as this brave man.I am still affected by it and i wish i had his strength. God bless him.only difference is i am a female who men ruined my life i was diagnosed with HIV 5 months later from one of my attackers😢😢😢😢.
@@VivienneMarsden-ky6or 💕💕 prayers to you
Bro, my brothers and I escaped such situation. Years ago from someone big and respected in our community with a high position. I'm talking about a family man with grown kids and gran kids, these things are everywhere. They come to you as a father figure and in the name of helping you find a job. Stay woke fam and may God show up for everyone of us.
Omg did any of yall report him? He probably did it many times before and AFTER you 😢😢
Black men won’t fight for anything of morals and dignity…. It’s just sex and the illusion of power
@@nenala7684 where do you report powerful people? those are the people who should be protecting us but hey
@user-in3oz9we2q umm you report them to other powerful people! Hiding it only let's them continue their abuse 😭 😭
😮sad 😔 story
Rape is wrong, no matter who it happens to.
No means no.
Exactly
This is not so bad here in Cape Town is normal for man to be the woman in this situation and after the gang will embrace you and take care of you this is facts.
Agree
@@IntroducingMrLucci But what if he's not into it. Maybe he's straight or he's gay butnot into the guy who has claimed him.
The way Musa articulates himself is a 10/10 🫶🏽💜🌸 Wow, I just fell in love with his energy. ✨️💕
Beautiful soul
The evil that's in men is just insane. If they did that to him, imagine a woman, a child, or an elder.
Yes, the evil that men do shocks even the devil.
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@@jayrober4834 see the issue with that is most women Are literally turned evil because men love stealing virginities! Every friend I had who acted like a Jezebel had a dad step Dad brother, cousin neighbor who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself. Everybody's got a similar story and it all leads back to some nasty Evil man, just like the same pilgrims who colonize the world men the main problem.
@jayrober4834 there is, but i think the person was referring to the situation being described in this piece. If it was a woman, it would've been worse obviously.
The point your miseing is that he also IS a man who was violated by other men, although he is gay there are also straight men who have been/being sexually assaulted by other men. The difference is with women it was done by someone she obviously didn't want, but with STRAIGHT men it's the fact that they want NO man to do that to them because they are STRAIGHT!!! but were taken advantage just the same. God forbid say you were hypothetically SA, i gaurantee there would be plenty of good men out there that just wanna help you heal from you trauma and provide you with an abundance of love and support that you had taken away, not that's not to say that aren't women who would be willing to do the same for a man vice versa, but how is a STRAIGHT man supposed to ever FEEL like a STRAIGHT man again after being violated by other men? I encourage you to consider that for a moment.
It Happens TRUST ME and not every man has the BALLS to talk about it😢😢
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what a truly brave man he is 😢♥️
He is not a Man, just an homosexual.
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A lot of women dont either!!! They would never be believed anyway, or they would be further VICTIMIZED by the system. Facts
Musa, as a Clinical Social Worker I can tell that you have passed from being a victim to a survivor able to articulate your story and thus help other survivors know there's hope and healing. Thank you for your courage in sharing your story in such a wonderful way. Almighty God keep you safe in Him.
As a therapist, I would say he is a survivor regardless of whether he decided to speak out or not. I admire his courage ❤
Amen.
🙏🙏Blessings forever GOD loves y'all too forever tell everyone you know and don't know. Jesus loves y'all too forever. Teach everyone how to see and enjoy their blessings too forever😊😊
To all the parents out there, as a grandmother I want to tell you, that your upbringing, nurturing care and love is what gives children there self worth, and if they grow up with out any, YOU have failed not them.
I am in tears as a child and adult of abuse… I have 2 sons I pray God protects them🙏🏽
Amen 🙏🏼 He will protect our children
You're not alone. Things get better. Sorry for your trauma
I'm a young mom raising a babyboy watching this tonight holding him in my arms scares me for the future how cruel can people be out there it's scary
I was abused when I was 6 or 7 years old by an adult man and to this date - I'm 70 now - I feel ashamed and embarrassed for what. Happened to me...
@@lucianobezerra4380sorry, may God grant you healing
As a survivor of violent childhood rape, I was 4yrs old. Musa my heart breaks to hear your story. I truly know how this effects ones life. I am so sorry.
I'm sorry for what happened to you!!
@@charisma4742that so weird to ask someone details of their assault if he or she shares that's fine but to ask details is very disturbing
@@charisma4742I find this to be odd and insensitive.
@@rebeccaloggs457 no its just you.
@@rebeccaloggs457 Yes, very strange thing to ask someone!
He is such a warrior for having the strength to come on camera and talk about this I pray for continued healing for you brother Musa! You didn’t deserve any of this🙏🏽🫂❤️
Exact same thing I was thinking, especially to be a Man and admit this happened to him.My deepest prayers for his healing
I was thinking the same thing. It’s very motivating for telling your story.
I totally sympathise with Musa because it must of been horrendous. I can’t understand why someone would want to treat another person like this and can only imagine what he must be going through in those quiet moments. I pray that God will give Musa the strength for him to carry on and hope he gets all the emotional and professional support he needs. Blessings to you young man and I am saying this sincerely. This is so sad 😢
@user-ck5ux4zm2o in his head, is he really a man though?
@@Amlah1740 I actually wondered this too,not sure!
Your enemy is always closer than you think😢😢😢
I cringed at every mention
of *”my Friends”*
@@klaybiggins4040 As you should man, they are the ones who always hurt you the most
Very very true
True
Facts 🙏
Salt and Sugar looks alike, be very careful who you call friend, Amen!
I am touched by your story.My late father was a legendary write from Durban.He used to take me on weekends by Durban back beach and park station.He was known amongst streets dwellers because he bought them food and gave them money.He penned an award winning book about street gangs in Durban.The main character of the story is Musa.I thank God he penned your story.May God protect you,
When one experiences trauma, the brain protects them, either you pass out or dissociate.
@@alihussein3841what do you mean?
@@DmvArtist2Blow homosexuality is the inability to carry on your gene pool. Homo is one sexuality is gene.
This is true. I was abused long ago but my brain blocked it out. I cannot remember what happened although it happened more than once. The brain is powerful
@deesnuts2727 Why the laugh emoji though??
Hella true.
I want to give Musa all the hugs he needs, and I like how calm and patient the host is when asking questions 😢😢😢
The streets will bring pain soo soo much pain 😢😢😢.
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🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 for your strength, and peace of mind 💜
He seems like such a genuine soul😢
i wish i was your friend u are a nice person@BOP_Favent
@BOP_FaventAre you Musa, the man that just told the story??? I'm asking because I saw your reply saying I'm watching!!!
Bro I wish I could have been there to protect him/them so bad. Such a sweet and innocent soul with a contagious smile. I hope he/they have really healed I'm sure we'll be hearing from him with good news
I just want to hug him.....As a black woman....i am so sorry nobody was there to protect OUR son.....YOU ARE LOVED....NO MATTA....YOU ARE LOVED❤❤❤❤
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❤ more love sent his way
He was taken advantage of as a young man going through adolescence, the older men took advantage of him cos he was younger and hadn't fully developed cognitively. This happens to a lot of gay man directly or indirectly. Love and Light to you Musa. ❤ Thank God you lived and weren't harmed like the rest. 😢
I am the mother of 5 sons, 11 grandsons 3 great grandsons, 3 granddaughters and 1 great grand daughter! I can only imagine the trauma and pain this young man has gone through and despite everything he sounds very articulate gentle and caring! Remarkable 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🙏🏽
You are blessed ❤
Being gentle is what got him in that situation.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wiSo you are saying it's his fault? I think that's what got me molested by 2 different family friends when I was about 11 yrs old & they were 16/17. Each did not know the other was molesting me. I was being heavily penetrated 7 days a week for an entire year. It was brutal.
@@HexualSealing-uz6wi 👏 👏 "That is verrry True!!" ...Being Gentle and Timid is always seen as Vulnerable and an easy Target. *(Parents must teach their children that Bullies and Predators are always watching for behavior like that)*
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He was set up from the start. I’m heartbroken 💔 thank you for being so brave and sharing your tragic experiences.
That’s why you don’t tell everybody your story some ppl will prey on you.
My point of saying, what I say. Is this is why men are gay... They get preyed upon when their children. They need to be protected more.
I am happy to see people in the comment section are so nice, inspirational and supportive.
. . . For a change.
The men are, the women are trying to force their twisted misandry agenda. Smh
Me too! I actually breathed a sigh of relief because people can be so cruel 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔
Yes ❤me too , and thank you for acknowledging that , god bless and anyone reading it
It’s the bad thing when you’re raped by another man, but to have no one believe you is devastating. To this day I’ve never told my story, I wish to be this strong one day and tell my story. I want to have peace, I want to dream again. 😢
I pray that you find that strength and in doing so feel the healing that you so desperately need and deserve. Please believe and know in your heart, mind, body and soul, that it wasn't your fault!
You deserve to dream fantastic dreams!🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this much. I wish you peace and healing. Please stay strong. I'm sorry you had to go through something so horrendous.
Peace and Blessings 🙏🏼❤
Brother....only speaking your truth will release you from the chuckles of shame and fear that torment you! It was not your fault! You deserve healing and peace. Release yourself from this poison and open your heart to healing ❤
When that happens to men it's Sodomy
It's important too have God in our daily prayers this world is full of darkness
Please do not think that you were too weak. You are not and we’re not weak; you were 16 years old, betrayed by false friends, and under the threat of death. God says, Vengeance is Mine and I will repay. You will be avenged.
As a victim of rape, I felt your pain. Thank you for sharing with us. When the host dropped his head at hearing it happened a 2nd time, my head fell at the same time, this was truly sad, smh
🙏🙏Blessings forever GOD loves y'all too forever tell everyone you know and don't know. Jesus loves y'all too forever. Teach everyone how to see and enjoy their blessings too forever😊😊
I understand why he forgot part of the night because the mind activates a selective memory response because these memories are of a traumatic event. The goal of the brain doing this is to protect you from the trauma you experienced. Sorry Musa 💔😔
Yes , everyone deals with trauma differently, I unfortunately remember every single detail of my attack , and mever forgot anything. And thats such a horrible thing , I would prefer to forgot as he did .. at least some parts .. hes a strong man .. whom didnt deserve this .. im glad hes came this far .
@@TooReall2024I'm sorry.
Oh this explains why I never think about the arguments I have with people. The brain disassocites.😊
@@ThatGirl551 thank you
Well this is new to me, I'll have to do some research on that 🧐🤔 btw What does “phodlomini" means? I asked because of your name🧐
This video got suggested to me and I'm so glad I watched. Musa you have a beautiful light and spirit in you. Your strength to speak about what has happened to you is incredible. I feel as a society we don't talk enough about crimes against men. I hope you're blessed for the rest of your days ❤
Hello jeneenr
Amen!
Musa is so articulate and I'm grateful he didn't let this situation get the better of him. All the best to him.
My brain could not even comprehend the trauma you went through.
I can’t even imagine something so gruesome.
I pray that you make that money that you dreamt of having because only you can help those who have gone through what you went through.
You survived to help the next person and I pray that you continue to shed light to those who need to hear it.
I am so torn and I appreciate the strength it took for you to stand up and speak on everything you went through.
You never know, maybe someone out there had given up and wanted to run and you have just saved them with your story.
There is great power that comes with your pain.
That’s why when we pray we pray for protection for all the young people of Africa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Yes for all the young men nd women of the Universe
Prayer is not working. They need action
Get off your knees with the wyt man and women's religion. Prayer hasn't changed a single thing in owned Africa!
100%
@@tschickel27prayer does work!
Only through this men will understand why women fear men
Men fear marriage and commitment to disloyal superficial and toxic feminists lol
The cruelty is scary💔
Not only through this🙄
Women don't fear men.
Amen! 😢
This broke my heart. I am speechless! Sending hugs and love from this young brother
Thank You Musa for having the courage to stand up and speak out! The amount of young men who are isolated and suffering from such evil need to know that there is hope! 🕊️💚🕊️💚🕊️🙏🏽
I send him love, healing and protection. I'm so sorry he went through something so horrible and vile. I hope he is ok
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Thank you Musa for sharing your story. I wish more men would speak out and tell their story. May God continue to bless you and grant you peace.
Oh brother Back in 1966 I was raped at age 5 by a janitor and a resident of the old folks home where my friend worked they took me in the basement I never got any charges pressed because they thought oh I was just a young boy with an overactive imagine Thank you for sharing your testimonial I believe you
Your friend? And you were 5 how was he your friend
@@hilodrvr Good question. Was he really a friend?
@@hilodrvrmaybe they were both special needs 😮
I'm so deeply sorry that happened to you. 🙏🏽❤️😔
Also didn't they take you to the dr?
He is a good story teller. This story is too painful but you narrate it so well that makes it bearable to go another minute 😢😢
My sentiments exactly 🙏🏽❤️😔
My heart breaks for him. He probably doesn’t remember because it was so traumatic that he disassociated and blocked it out.
I did this as a child,our brain naturally tucks it far back to help us survive( repressed memories)but as an adult it came back(suppressed memory).
@@HeatherReese-q9l exactly, it’s a coping mechanism. My sister remembers things that I can’t, guess my brain did it in order for me to cope.
He probably doesn't remember, because it seems that he passed out. When I passed out from a PTSD episode I remember what happened before I passed out. I don't remember passing out though. But it is evident because I woke up in the hospital and didn't even remember leaving the house.
@@1fattgirlmah1 that’s a good point that may very well be the case. Theres things for my childhood that my sister remembers that I don’t, and I didn’t pass out. I just don’t remember and I know it’s probably because it was really bad so I blocked it out
My brother was also raped by a guy who lived 03 houses opposite our house. While the 3 brothers of the rapist held him . He is 40yrs this year he never healed from the ordeal that happened when he was 13yrs old . He tries to numb his pain with drugs.
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What do you mean by never healed? Are you referring to physical or mental pain?
@@basketballstarsbestplayer5647I would assume mentally!
@basketballstarsbestplayer5647 mentally of course
Am so sorry. May the Lord restore him in Jesus mighty name Amen.
He’s a legend, very strong man , respect brother!
I am happy that more men are coming forward with how they were violated. Must thank you for sharing your story. May it influence others to speak up! Grape is crime even when men are the victims.
I agree! I hope more men come forward. These predators need to be exposed..and these victims need to heal.
No shame! you did nothing wrong! for anyone reading this, you are loved ❤
I got a story from asexual abuse. Messed me up. I hate it happened to me
@@darryljohnson9953I'm so dearly sorry you were violated. 🙏🏽❤️😔
😢😢
Hope that predator goes to jail for a long time.
He said the predator passed away weren't you listening? 😔 😢
He said the predator passed away 😢 😔
@@wandae1854 Thanks for the update. I missed that part of the video.
@@wandae1854 What about the others. There was more than one.
This broke me out in tears because I can feel his pain Im a mother from 4 boys and im can not imagine something like this can happen to one of them.God will heal your wound and God self will deal with them in His timming.I want to sent you a big hug for beeing so brave .❤one real love🇦🇼
I’m sorry this horrible crime happened to you brother. Thanks for your courage in sharing the story. You are a survivor and are helping other victims survive. God bless you
Such a sad story. I pray this man manages to rebuild his life after such a horrible experience 🙏🏼
It's the smile for me as if nothing happened to him😢 sending hugs ❤
Child trafficking is real😔you could see the pain behind the smile. Trauma.
Parents need to love their kids despite their sexual orientation. If Musa felt loved accepted and safe at home he wouldn’t have run away and end up in the clutches of demonic beasts or savage and violate young people 🤬😢
I'm always preaching this. Love your children for who and what they are! Imagine going through pregnancy and birth and reject your child for their sexual orientation that is so painfully sad. 😢
I agree and also kids needs to realize you runaway it could be worse in the streets so be careful with your decisions
who is he? are these people part of a cult?
No matter how you love your kid, some will still leave, you can’t stay with your parents forever
I want to give this young man a hug and kiss he is so brave talking about the trauma men usually men don't sending you love and support from the UK ❤
Saddest story I’ve heard all year! I could not stop crying, man. I’m surprised that nobody is covering this. I hope for all the best for this man!
Thank you for sharing your story. I was raped when I was 19. I am a 53 years old ex-transwoman from Malaysia who is living his wonderful life. I respect people’s choices and I appreciate if people would respect mine in return. Ex-LGBTQ people like me do exist. I have often been told shut up but I don’t think I can.
Don’t shut up and I’m glad you decided to return to who God made you to be ❤ and I’m also thankful for your story
@@stacymiller5460 most welcome to subscribe.
🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤please do speak up ..please ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
@@samanthaq3422 Most welcome to subscribe ❤️
@@Wowrice most welcome to subscribe ❤️
I am so sorry for what you have been through. Your resilience is inspiring, and I am glad to see you finding strength in your smile.😘😘😘
your positivity and smiles made it easy for me to watch the video. Sorry my man
They were not men. Men do not turn from their natural nature to be with a woman. They were unmanly freaks of nature. With no self respect or self control. How does a man's posterior look like a womans body. As in the bible , they were guven over to unnatural affections.
I often wondered how when watching usher, describe some stuff he’s gone thru, smiles thru it. I figured it was a nervous but comfortable action of survivors. Meaning they made it thru the pain and suffering. Prayers to this young man
Me too❤ It made it easier to watch....
How powerful he is to tell his story and at the same time seems to be a friendly soul. Blessings to u 🙏🏾
Yes. What a classy, courageous man. With so much dignity, grace, and a judicious kind of mind. I loved the way you express your experiences. Those who have suffered know these things take place, and we live in a world apart from others who don't want to be inconvenienced by it. I'm so glad you came out of it with your integrity and spirit able to remain so strong.
This is my favourite comment. You spoke the words that I wanted to say but couldn't find. Ty ✨️🙏🏻✨️
This story was so powerful and informative. I truly pray that you heal entirely and move onto bigger things in your life, wonderfully said Musa. Nobody deserves such chaos in their life especially at such a young age. God bless you! ❣
You can feel the pain in his voice and see the trauma on his face. I know he's trying to move on, but some things must be expressed before the recovery. I wish you well young brother.
We live in such a diabolical world
And I have grown to accept that for reasons like this , this diabolical world must end
Hell is empty, all demons are here.
@@laniakeas92 Sounds like this is Hades.
@@laniakeas92 They are here on Earth most likely walking around in human form
@deowil1 no. Demons, hell, paradise - don't exist. Those are ideas and creations of our mind.
Here psуchораths, nаrсissists and sоciораths play those roles of "demons". They are not possessed, they are not controlled by someone else. By calling them demons you take that responsibility for their actions off their shoulders as any rеt%rdеd religious person. Don't ever dare to do that. They are humans and they choose to do those kind of actions.
I'm 5min in and having anxiety. This takes heart to tell a story like this. My heart goes out to this brother. ❤no one deserve to be treated like trash.
you have a very ‘easy to listen to’ voice musa. Very soft and relaxing and calming.
As a multiple survivor of rape. I'm sorry you had to go through this. May you be safe because this thing keeps happening over and over again. Some men are really sick in this country😔
Not only in that country but it's a sick pandemic in the minds of the evil all over the world, and it waits its turn to attack the unsuspected ones over and over from generation to generation.
🙏❤️🙏
I'm so deeply sorry this happened to you!🙏🏽❤️😔
I’m sick too 😈
Mussa your a brave soul for sharing this with us all❤🙏🏾I pray for continued healing brother 🫂
So glad you have given people a space to share their stories.
I don’t know how a person comes back from rape. It is disgusting that a man would enter another man let alone forceable is just evil and no justification for it
Proud of men who're speaking out and even prouder of other men who support their brothers in these situations without judgement❤ you have nothing to be ashamed of. The dogs who tried to hurt you should be ashamed.
I hope Musa is safe and has a really good support system including a therapist. 💔😢
Musah am sorry for every thing that happened to you my brother , your story deserves a movie. That will teach the world a lesson.
Unfortunately, there are many movies, books, articles, etc about this. Evil will continue in this world for as long as it exists. Prayer is the only thing that can save anyone from harm.
😔😔😔so sorry my brother may you find peace you didnt deserve this
@BOP_Favent
is he an actor?
@BOP_Favent how to watch your podcasts mus
His smile is mesmerizing ❤ You are such a ray of sunshine. May God keep you safe❤
Amen………
So much 😊❤
My heart is so broken 💔😢 this guy he's so strong for the fact that he can talk about it in front of the camera
What a riveting story! It's a story of profound sadness but also of triumph and growth.. I'm so sorry for what you and the boys before and after you had to endure 😞 You didn't let it break you and that shows a tremendous strength within you ❤️ ✊🏾 Keep telling your truth and making others aware of what these boys are having to endure.. Only shining a light on it will ensure that it can't continue..
I'm sending my love 😘 All the way from Dallas, Texas in America.. I see you and feel you!
Yoh ! Wow there’s a world out there we know nothing about! Love and light and praying got your healing ❤
It's time to sit down and talk with the family about things we may "know nothing about." This is why I never agreed with the old cliche in "what you don't know does not hurt you." In reality it's What you don't know DOES HURT YOU.
R@pe is worse than murder.
This same or worse happened to Sonyama. He could never deal with that pain and decided to take it out on the world.
I'm so sorry Musa.
EDIT: the numbers gang is a real cult, the origin stories don't com from where they say they do.
Hi. Can you please elaborate more on this?
And is there any source where I can do some research about their cult activities.
It is worse, because it stays with you , it can leave you for a while but always finds its way back . The anxiety never goes away , 10 yrs later after my attack , even after I’ve forgiven my attacker and hes been in prison , the aftermath doesnt go away . Trust issues , and triggers stay with you .. I am grateful I survived for my children , but it definitely changes your life .
Rape is worse than murder because you have to live with the pain. It’s a debilitating experience that affects your entire life. I’ve had many bouts of suicidal attempts just from my father molesting me for so many years. I hated my life and struggled in so many areas including relationships and employment. I suffered from mental illness too.
Life is not easy at all, so sorry for what happened to you and for you to come out and share your story u are brave, those so called friends are the most dangerous ones😢l hope you will find justice and peace ❤❤❤.
The betrayal of "the friends" is heartbreaking. To know how truly alone he was at his worst moment.
Thank you Musa for sharing your story and your experiences, you are so brave and courageous. No one should ever have to go through or have to deal with anything like this so horrific.
Musa, You're such a mesmerizing storyteller. And you carry yourself with class. Im sorry your coming-of-age journey was so rough. You don't deserve what happened to you. May God continue to heal you, my handsome brother ❤
This guy seem like such a kind nice man. I'm so sorry he we went through this. I don't know he still had a smile on his face. I pray his story discourages another child from turning to the streets because it really isn't safe. God bless him🙏🏾
There’s no way I could have went behind that man after what had happened…Shows Musa only tried to see the good in people and wanted to be able to trust them but was set up from the start. Such a heartbreaking story.
A horrific and a story that will always be in my head and the soul of musa
Is shining he is so inspirational to me and many more i say.
Where was his mother who would later return?
It is astonishing how inhumane we can be to each other. The fact that he can calmly talk about what he went through is a testament to his resilience and the human spirit.
Thank you for honesty. Love and respect to brave men coming out on such horrendous crime.
I am heartbroken 💔 this is so cruel 😭. I am so sorry Musa
Guys it’s not easy to go and report that l was raped by other man , they took advantage of him they know he was not going to report the case , raping him second time again was just spitting on his face,he ran away from home , and since he said he didn’t fit or he didn’t know what’s wrong with him being in love with other man , l hope he finds healing ❤
Gentle Giant...thank you for sharing your story and your beautiful smile. ❤
I just came across this and I'm a straight black male and I feel for this brother. I have heard horror stories about this happening to young men and I feel for him.
Love to you❤ I pray for ur healing and thank you for the courage it took to share your story, may you rise up and be blessed brave soul
I hope this story will get to a lot of young people who think the street is a fun adventure and make them think twice. Im so sorry musa that you had to go through this betrayal, and hurt. Thank you for telling your story.
They weren't straight! THEY WERE HOMM!!! NO MAN OR WOMAN IS STRAIGHT THAT HAS ANY TYPE OF EXUAL INTERACTION WITH THE SAME S EX IS STRAIGHT! This is sooo hurtful to hear because he was sooo naive at 16yrs old and even now as an adult. 😞 When I was 4YEARS old and things happened to me I KNEW that I was placed in danger I knew everything was wrong and the people were bad and not to trust ANY OF THEM! I NEVER wanted an apology I only wanted them to pay.
Maybe it was a sacrifice
i hope u heal musa🥰, thank u for your bravely and telling the world , ur testimony
MUSA YOU ARE A HERO
Thanks for having courage to shed the light. You are one of the bravest men on Earth. Thank you for speaking the truth and helping others with trauma.
God bless you. So much respect 🙏 ❤
Thank you for sharing this story with such grace, strength and humility ❤ Beautiful soul that couldn’t be destroyed! NO ONE deserves this. The host handled this with such respect and empathy. Thank you.
This needs to be heard because we need to protect all our youth!! Boys and girls!! Protect from devilish evil people who like to hurt and prey on the young! This mad me cry but smile to at his bravery!! I can’t imagine the hurt n pain that brought on him! I’m happy god allowed him to be able to speak about it and bring more awareness to these monsters!!! I love you MUSA YOU ARE A KING! 👑 they tried stealing your crown but GOD DIDNT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!
All I can said wow he’s a survivor. He’s so strong to have shared his story
They were so weak in their being. That it took so many of them to attempt to steal your power of love and joy. But you speak your truth and heal. And they are a shame.
Wow! This guy got strength. He is very eloquent and articulative. He can definitely write a book that will fly off shelves. Praying for his continuous healing and restoration.💐❤️
He seems like a kind person and I can't help but feel sorry for what happened to him...
Sometimes home might not be so bad compared to whats out there.
Im in UK was just flicking through stumbled upon this chanel and was captivated and heart broken by what Musa said,no one should have to go through what he did,stay strong and respect
This is so terrible,💔💔🥺🥺No one deserves to go through such hardships . Askies brother💕
@@Nkulinairehiphopdo you know that a majority of people who have experienced sexual trauma end up working in the sex trade? Please research the psychological effects of sex abuse. I'm not condoning anything, just informing you because I think that onlyfans is not the root issue at hand... ❤
ASkies brother? That sounds like a slap in the face of hardship. Some things are just better off left unsaid
I love and admire his strength through his pain and adversity..I also love how he tell his story with the ability to help others speak their truth and not let it overtake his life❤❤❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
1 had another ex boyfriend who told me when he lived in Chicago he was walking home from school and these two men had sexually assaulted him inside an abandoned building at the age of 13 an he didn't know how who they were but he fought an got away and he told me he went back to the building to set it on fire but the men were gone by time e got back , but he did say he ended up goin to jail cause he started a fire but when they asked him why he do it...he just lied and shocked his head and said "No reason officer
" cuz did know who they were and he couldn't find em &9. I cried when he told me that story no one no matter female or male no one should be tooling vintage or anything of
I’m glad he defended himself
@@emjay313if he didn't then what