For people who are confused by the video and the names that appear in it: This song is about Moody's alcohol addiction, he's "apologising" to all his heroes/inspirations who passed away due to addiction and how it's took him so long to realise what he's doing to himself and not learning from their mistakes.
The lyrics of this song are deep. Straight from his heart. The tone in his voice makes you feel his pain...the pain we share. Thank you for such a powerful song.
i am using it to apologize to my father for not showing him the love... we was taught to do so ... but i miss him , and from the bottom of my heart i want to say sorry for being harsh , angry , uneasy when he was sick ... he knew he fell ... i've seened him stilll as my dad , iron dad that will never left me ... but he did , and i am sorry i didn't saw it :(
@@winterhear My dad was very hard on his first three sons (I was one of those sons, there are six of us), by today’s standards he would be called abusive. In his final year he became the best dad ever. For decades after he died I hated him for that... why couldn’t he have given the child the best years? Took a lot of pain and time to figure it out, almost cost me my wife. He did what he could with what he had. He made me and my oldest brother tough, it was discipline... that’s how we rationalized it. He didn’t know but I do so my daughter gets the best of what my dad could pass to me without the bad. She’s growing up without the baggage I carried, she has her own burdens which me and my wife help her through... but not carry her through them. Take care. Keep the good memories close. Learn from the bad ones.
@@WRMonger1 yeah my dad was very demanding too , but i would never call his attitude abusive , even by today's standards. (i think ..) He was very careful to taught us money management , which he did well as i look to my bank account lol :D. Also put emphasis on education. He was strict on this as well. We got a big argument and we ended up with a deal that he stops caring about my school progress and i promised him i graduate. His proudness and acknowledgement when i graduated was the most satisfying memory for me :).
*Lyrics* One day the shadows will surround me Someday the days will come to end Sometime I’ll have to face the real me Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, whoah I apologize, whoah One day I’ll face the Hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize One day the shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize I apologize I hope Ivan Moody will be better soon, we miss you Ivan!
Some day I'll have to understand I'm not to blame for anything 200 years ago. I wasn't there, and to this day, I still don't want any slaves. Neither did my mom dad or brothers and. Except for Brian Johnson Sr. He's very antisemetic..
As a man who lives with mental illnesses... this song has always meant a lot. While it speaks heavily of addiction, it touches on depression for me as well. I love you FFDP... and I miss many of the people who these gravestones belong to.
I've always felt they go hand and hand.... im an addict myself and actually had a primer failure when I pit my gun to my temple...indont know if it was divine intervention or what but still here and alive! Stay strong friend keep fighting the good fight
Ok so he decided to get sober what if you don't but u still care ur a person with feelings and u like people that have the same things in common with u I like hanging out at bars cuz that's what I do when I wanna have fun why does a song or a person or anybody or anything have to make u feel bad because u choose to live the way you wanna live if we're getting deep on this subject and by the way the only people I see dieing right now are the ones who went to rehab and trying to go straight and in their weakened state get hammered I know I've been there and did that are u an American ur economy depends on the Mexican cartel laundering money through our banks that's why they love the less we use cash did u know that
I keep seeing deaths related to fentanyl I'm like where in the hell are they getting fentanyl I have my left knee replaced broke that already and my right knee is just destroyed my knees don't even look like knees and I go to pain mgmt get injections lots of pain creme and the lowest dose pain pills to manage my pain so I'm like who in the hell is getting this shit well got schooled the other day comes from Mexico oh ok good great another democratic move to get more votes u betcha hooked up now and I'm telling ya fentanyl u get hooked on that well they call them buttons it's like the medicinal heroin and it's a death sentence pure and simple withdrawals are pure hell and well yeah
@@pamelafrey2861 at my clinic the head guy told he hasn't seen a positive heroin drug test in over 2 years...its literally all fentanyl.....what I mean is all heroin is switched to fentanyl because it's cheaper to make or get I guess and obviously very strong
@@Rodems1 see I'm right you wanna tell me the country is going in the right direction heroin gone where did we get that IDK guess not from Mexico and buttons are in it's a combination of fentanyl and idk what but I've heard of it I'm with the people I hear about it a lot I know it's real
For the narrow minded people that wonder where the name of other non-mentioned famous artists are, that is NOT the point of this video/song. This is about Ivan's alcoholism being buried & the names that were shown were individuals that had issues with addiction and or alcohol and drugs.
Thank You! A person with an actual brain! I don't think the people that are throwing out names realize that even if a video was made to honor all of the musicians that have passed, it would be impossible bc it's too long of a list!
yup, that is the basic symbolism of the song. Also the majority of if not all of the people featured on the headstones died as a result of drugs/ alcohol or had trouble with them. and last but not least, the title of the song..I apologize...making amends is one of The 12 Steps
@@leonardzeigler9510 glad it all worked out man. My mom struggled with that trying to take care of me so I know how hard it is for someone to do. Good on you bud!
LYRICS [Verse 1] One day, the shadows will surround me Someday, the days will come to end Sometime, I'll have to face the real me Somehow, I'll have to learn to bend [Pre-Chorus] And now I see clearly [Chorus] All these times, I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time, I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh I apologize, whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh [Verse 2] One day, I'll face the hell inside me Someday, I'll accept what I have done Sometime, I'll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I've become [Pre-Chorus] And now I see clearly [Chorus] All these times, I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time, I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, I apologize [Bridge] One day, the shadows will surround me [Chorus] All these times, I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time, I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, I apologize [Outro] Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize I apologize
This song hits hard for me. I have close friends and family that fought their demons. Most made it through. A few, well... Really glad for Ivan and Chris Kael, both keeping each other sober.
Well considering this song is about his alcohol addiction and struggles to get sober, yea, he had no choice but to be emotional about it. Also, just look at all the other famous rockers graves, Bon Scott, Scott Weiland, Layne Stayley, Elvis, John Bonham, Kurt Cobain, and the rest, they all died from either alcohol or drugs. Bon's death was totally accidental. He choked on his own vomit after a night out binge drinking in Camdentown in London.
i remember a time when i was a addict cause my parents died and all i had was my brother and he went to war i went to be a detective and he died and i just cried so much after listening to this band i started getting sober and now i'm back to normal but i still miss my brother
Congrats on overcoming alcoholism Ivan... You are a true warrior You, Zolton, Jason, Jeremy and, Chris all 5 of you are warriors in my eyes thats why Five Finger is and will always be my #1 favorite band
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+S2TCM this band is iconic and more so since I'm a veteran of Iraq I saw them in there red white and blood tour sultan served in the army for 3 years that's why this band is the definition of bad ass
hsoteam alpha4 thank you for your service to our country even though it was, at this rate, in vain I thank you for letting me sleep soundly in bed it's men like you that are the heroes of this hell-bent world you put your life on the line for the freedom of your country God bless you and may you join your brothers and sisters in heaven, on behalf of this entire country I thank you for your sacrifice for us kids and adults in this country may judgement pass you by my friend. God bless you.
Tried fighting my addiction to alcohol for the last 4 years or so... couldn't stop. Tried and tried. It took getting a 3rd DWI to open my eyes and even then it's a battle everyday because it's everywhere. I had all the support and just never listened because I felt no one knew the pain I was going through deep down. Sometimes, yeah, you don't know why people do the stupid things they do. It's all just pain. And you feel so alone except the one thing that's always there, your drug. I'm lucky I didn't hurt anyone all those times. I did hurt feelings and disappointed others. I lost jobs. I lost money and control of who I was. But I fight everyday to be myself and finally not give into my feelings from those who gave me the reason to make those mistakes.
Iit sounds like you've taken the first step! Congrats, but don't stop there!!! Take the help around you. And don't forget you can call on Jesus Christ anytime. It really works. Love you keep going in the right direction! You can kick this crap, you really can! Keeping you in my prayers! God bless Theo!
Just find something what is worth to live for, i had the same problem , make urself worth, whatever you do , sorry for Language , but never give up , its just in your head
Hey Isabel. Theo here just wanted to let you know that I think about you and ard praying/ pulling for you! You can kick this shit! You're worth it!!! It may not always be easy, but you've got this! If or when you get a chance please keep us posted! You've got alot of people that care and are pulling for you! Love ya Theo!!!
Yeh that's right, he was an alcoholic, and he tried to get past the addiction himself, but he couldn't, and as time flies by he got help, and now he has cleaned himself up, which I am proud of him for doing this
There’s no cure for alcohol.I am a veteran of French foreign legion.after almost 10 years spent there,between 2001-2010,I was only able to cure cocain addiction.sober for 1,6 years
@@ganondorfchampin At the end of the day, it doesn't matter. He tries to improve for himself and the people around him, while openly admitting that he messed up at some point. That deserves respect.
@@ganondorfchampin Is or isnt, doesn't matter, he went through rehabilitation. He wanted to do better and he has done that very thing he said he was gonna do.
I've been locked up in jail and fifty times worse. I've been homeless, spent years drunk off my miserable ass and I'm about to turn 40 and TODAY I begin the "leave the past behind me" and "accept who've I've become." Thank you FFDP, Disturbed, LP. You kept me going when I was so lost. I am confident I can make this new thing happen with your genius and your priceless support. STAY HARD MY BROTHERS!
I used to be a narcissist and psychedelics took me out of it and after "waking up" I used to listen to this song, I felt so guilty for all the people I did hurt and after years this song still makes me cry. I aplologize.
One day the shadows will surround me Someday the days will come to end Sometime I’ll have to face the real me Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize One day I’ll face the hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize One day the shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize
My father was and still is huge into FFDP and this is one of the first songs I remember listening to with him and ever since I've been on and off listening to this band. I may not be a die hard fan but I do consider myself a fan of FFDPs music so continue making music that we love
This song and video can mean one of a few things. First, he's apologizing to all the fans (Ivan specifically is) for his drug problem. Now it could either mean, with the grave, that he knows his time is running short if he keeps up the way he has been. Or with the flask being tossed in the grave it means he's going to kick his addictions and get back on his feet to keep making music.
Look this Janes Joplin- 0:31 Jimi Hendrix - 0:34 Lemmy Kilmister - 0:44 Scott Weiland - 0:58 Bonham - 1:06 Layne Staley/ Amy Winehouse - 1:09 Sid Vicious - 1:11 Kurt Cobain - 1:23 Elvis - 1:27 Bon Scott - 1:29 Ivan Moody - 3:40 isn't dead... "All legends of Rock" R.I.P And the reason of dead is overdose to them
Ivan Moody did this to pay respect to those rock stars who have died from overdose. He throws the flask in the grave to show that he's coming over a drinking addiction and doesn't want to die from it
I absolutely love this song. Five Finger Death Punch is one of my favorite bands. Got to see them in concert right before CoVid. I read some of the comments on here and Ivan does sing about real life stuff. Maybe not all of his songs are but he definitely does. Listen to their latest album F8. It's all mostly about real life stuff. No matter what he sings about, he is absolutely one of the best. Love Ivan and the rest of 5FDP. Rock on guys!!!!
im two years clean this song makes me realise what i been through and how far ive come these lines make me simply stop what im doing and be appreciative
The chorus in this song repeats many times but the one that hits directly the heart is 0:58 ... the second "I apologize" gives me goosebumps every time. its almost like you can sense the regret in his voice.
I've listened to this song so many times now, and every damn time it still touches my heart. I love Ivan Moody for who he is and the outstanding man he has come to be today. Keep kicking ass and taking names my brother.
My best friend passed march 30th 2018 & when I heard this, I knew he was looking down on me & been with me since. We been friends since I was 21 & I'm now 43. He was my life! If I was only there , I feel he would not be gone! I still cry to this day. If only..... .... He'd still be here & I wouldn't have to be living life without him!! James Kenneth DeCoursey - JK still lives within me looking out. I love you my brother, my homie. My best friend!
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One day the shadows will surround me.. Someday the days will come to end.. Sometime I’ll have to face the real me. Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend. And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize… One day I’ll face the Hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize… One day the shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize…
Roberto Garcia Absolutely love FFDP. Love this song. But could you answer a question for me? Who is he apologizing to? Is he apologizing to all the soldiers who fought for us? I'd like to understand...
Step in the right direction for having this in trending RUclips. Finally a song with a strong meaning and not just using sexual content for views. Finally a song with a meaning worth thinking about, showing true emotion. And having a meaning for the future.
Google is a liberal shill and makes liberal drivel "trend". This is only trending under music because of its views, not overall - doesn't fit their agenda of trying to make that crooked Hillary bitch look good.
+Fire Marshall Bill Just sayin, Hillary voted for the Iraq war and denied support for Bengahzi. Trump is just a businessman turned presidential candidate
Love this song as much as coming down.... we all have our own demons and we apologize as nobody else can figure out why we are what we are, what we've been through and what we have overcome. All our battles are different
This song will forever be a reminder of my late brother. He struggled with alcohol for many years and finally put it down. Sober for several years all the way until he passed away. He was able to bury his alcohol too just like this man. Forever grateful for your inspiring music and strength! So grateful I got to see you live in concert this last month at the amphitheatre, I wish I could've shook your hand!!!! I know my brother was there with me! 💚💜
Anyone who ever dislikes ffdp doesn't understand and has never been through anything hard in life, they have helped me through so much and I'm so thankful for them and the effort they put into their music
It's ok to dislike something the world would be boring if we were all the same! But those who have to go out of their way to comment stupid shot on the videos is a miserable person who just gets off trying to anger others 🤷♀ if you enjoy 5FDP (I know I do!), then crank it!! 🤘 and I truly hope whatever battled you were waging that the band you with are over, and you've won. If you're still fighting, don't give up! The Knucklehead Family has your back! Much love! ❤ stay safe and healthy!!
@@cold10er I can't understand that hate for the life of me, I always love to hear an old song brought back to life by a band like this... Those people need to learn to enjoy life, stop being such cry-babies..
Люблю в вашей музыке это чистоту звука и разнообразие от спокойных вокальных партий и песен до мощных и взрывных, как будто две группы в одной слушаешь! Видимо вы лучшие в этом стиле и вам нет замены!
"For now I accept who I've become" this struck a chord with me. I've made many bad decisions in life addiction, tried to commit suicide, failed at many tasks. I've also lost some good friends and family along the way due to my actions. However they have shaped who I am and music like this shows me there is another way and a way to make up for my past experiences. Thank you 5FDP
After 2 divorces and a grown daughter in the military, my outlook on life is totally different. This song is definitely an anthem for my new me! Thank you for giving me a voice!
This song, and this man, got me into playing guitar a singing in my middle school choir. Now I am in Circle the State With Song, because i listened to this band and this song in particular. Thanks for giving me strength Five Finger Death Punch.
When you’re happy, you enjoy the music When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics Edit: I’m sorry for the mistakes I’ve previously made, meaning I’m sorry for making the quote incorrect or saying depressed was a mood. Also, I have no intentions of making people mad. I was going through something at that point so I decided to spread the quote. I couldn’t remember exactly how it went so I went with what first popped into my brain. Again, I have no intentions of making anyone mad or upset over this
I listen to both all the time and I have manic depression so everyone's different my freind has depression and she cannot listen to music it freaks her out if she's in a down ward time
I've done a lot of things I regret with a lot of people. I still sometimes look back with that pang in my chest, wishing for a chance to apologize one last time, but I need to leave the past behind me and accept who I've become. Years later, this song helps me through it all and still gives me chills. I'm sorry, and thank you, for teaching me the lesson I needed to learn. It hurt, still does, but I'm glad I learned it. I'm sorry you had to be the one to teach me. I'll always remember the tall, shy girl with the curly brown hair and what we shared. I apologize, goodbye.
Don't you fucking dare take your life away Ivan... not until I get the chance to look you in the eyes and tell you myself how many times your songs have impacted my life in so many ways. How many times I just wanted to drag a knife across my throat but never did it because of how much I related to the lyrics written in your band's songs. If you guys ever do a meet n greet again I will waste every penny or work however godamm hard I have to to win, Five Finger Death Punch will always be on my top 5 fav bands
This music video and song are so empowering. The music video speaks for itself. Face your demons or parish. This is the type of music I love to listen to. Music with a truly powerful meaning that changes peoples lives.Thats why i love FFDP.
Pure power and will I would go for power metal nothing can come even close to it. But 5FDP are good, good text and impactful messages, sound is still bit softer then expected but its ok.
Nop still that something is missing. Best that i can explain it its like sound is kind of dull like missing edge. But that could be just taste like someone like sound of Cleptons guitar and but not Satrianis other dont like Cleptons guitar sound and someone like both. They are good just sometimes you just dont like some color of sound. For me there is something missing in their sound not 100% sure if its about guitar or drums its like its all good but surface of water is calm. Dont get me wrong i like them more, more i listen to them but still from my point of view there is something missing not much but it is.
This song nearly got me crying - I've fought alcoholism several times, I've been clean for a long while. I fought a mental addiction to anti-nauseas that rot your teeth away. And now my biggest one, longest one, has been xanax - I've lost my mind from it at least twice from withdrawals, had grand mal seizures I didn't think I'd come back from. Right now it may be necessary for my fucked nervous system and CPTSD but it will always be a life goal to get off of xanax. Major support to him, I'm proud of anyone who can take on their addictions, especially something as severe as alcoholism.
Is that a benzo ? I'm sure with all your inner strength you can get off them. Its very difficult, I do understand as I've been a addict and alcoholic with drugs. The best of luck to you with your inner battles.
Im not depressed or anything but i listen to the lyrics and i relate to alot of songs. I am a kind person and get stepped on for it. People take kindness for granted.
just the real musicians....I'm about to pick up where Cobain left..forever 27 was in my game plan....some far more powerful had a different. plan...I'm a year clean off heroin...only buy the grace of GOD....I'm taking rock to a different level,and grunge flows through my veins everyday instead of dope....remember I told u this....and I don't know u from Adam.....bless ROCK and u my friend
It's far from dead! It's just the industry no longer making room for it (radio stations, video chanels, etc.) You now have to dig a bit more to find these artists/bands, but I assure you we're still out there and kickin'!
Man, this was my brother's favorite song by ffdp. I can't even listen to it without breaking down. It's just crazy. The pain is just unreal with him being gone. He passed away last week, and he was only 17. Can anyone tell me what the fuck is wrong with this world taking people that don't need to go?
@@johnathansandlin6771 I already responded to another persons comment regarding that question, but I'll say again. He had just left home and I just talked to him about 3 minutes beforehand. He was heading down a backroad (we leave in the middle of nowhere in Kentucky), but him and his girlfriend were heading towards the highway to go bowling. About two miles down this said road, a man that was highly intoxicated from drinking at UK game swerved over into his lane, completely crushing the front end of his car, and killing him and his girlfriend instantly. He was 17, and his girlfriend was 15. But yeah, that's how it happened. The police report hasn't been sent out yet because the State PD guys refuse to touch the case because of how sensitive it for this county at the moment. But the shit of all this is that the guy and his wife that crashed into my brother and his girlfriend, yeah they survived with minor injuries and a few fractured ribs. Like, what the fuck is all I have to say about it.
When u first discovered FFDP I was sitting on my phone at 3 in the morning and I looked up their name and their new album had only 4 songs you can listen to out of 12 I THINK! I only have question everything, hell to pay, wash it all away, and I apologize I was happy for I got I apologize but I can't decide whether crossing over is better or I apologize. the point is that they released this song not too long ago even though I downloaded that song 5 minutes after listening to it and then they blocked the album in our country and I've had those 4 songs for about 2 years now
No matter what, we all feel like this at one point or another. We feel the need to apologize for what we do. This speaks to so many people. We just want to say, " I Apologize."
hate to interupt but im pretty sure you missed the point completely. Or this weed stuff is kicking in. YEP! its definately tha---- wait... NO! your confused. kthxbye
The 12k who disliked this song doesn't have the first fucking clue what Ivan is singing about They have no idea how personal this song was to him and how deep it actually is
Cathina Haynes you don't say so that must mean I'm allowed to my opinion about the nut sacks who dislike this song Making your comment completely fucking pointless
Freedom of speech means you can state your opinion, while allowing that others are allowed to voice their dissenting opinion. As I did. Making your response "completely fucking pointless." Grow up, and learn to proofread. That out of the way, as a former addict, I never read this song as about addiction. Perhaps I'm not the only one who missed it. Or, again, the people who disliked this video just didn't like the song or video. I'm a huge Shinedown fan, and I've disliked a few of their videos. Same with Seether. No one's going to like everything a band does.
Well, it is a very unusually high dislike ratio for this kind of video, and I'd be curious to know the reasoning for it. And also, Evil Bastard is completely entitled to make any commentary he wishes on the group of people who disliked this video, as a statement of disagreement. He was merely arguing against a (quite possibly rightfully) assumed fallacy in their decision.
Happylee yeah they are both good, but a person liking 5fdp is not really gonna take well slipknot if he isn't already familiar with that kind of music, it's a whole lot more heavy than 5fdp, also fun fact, if you translate litterally 5 fdp in french, you get five son of a bitch
STAGARI they are meh.. they’re gonna have to realize that banging on pots and pans with very little guitar? It’s not all that great and it gets old. Five finger? They have incredible songs, awesome vocals, and cool ass guitar shreds and solos. They’re a much better band than slipknot. Although if slipknot continues to make music like all out life? I’ll listen more.
exactly. you listen to something cause it's good and you like it. all these genres and subgenra and categorizing it drives me apeshit. WTF, what's good is good point blank.
One day the shadows will surround me Someday the days will come to end Sometime I’ll have to face the real me Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, whoah I apologize, whoah One day I’ll face the Hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize One day the shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize I apologize
This was the first song that jumped in my mind after reading that Chester has killed himself. He struggeld with depression and had an alcohol and drugs addiction throughout his life. sadly he too killed himself. He should be added in this list. R.I.P.
This song was released before Chester Bennington hung himself.... Why on earth should he be added to the list?? And not to come across as being a dick, but fuck me, if we're playing this game, I want Jimmy Sullivan adding to the list. Chester was a tragedy, but just because he hung himself doesn't mean that another band should go back and have to edit there material to honor him, it should be his own band doing that.
He was depressed his whole life because his friends and family kept dying all around him. What triggered him to commit suicide was that his best friend killed himself. He had the worst life of all of us.
Except he had shit load of money, fame, friends and a big family which he left behind, suicide is the most cowardish and selfish thing to do cause you only hurt your family. Many ppl live thru worse then Chester, and yet here they are, living. Dont get me wrong, its sad and i love LP, but this... not cool Chester. And there is Chester easter egg at 1:30.
Ivan Moody you & Crew again have done a spectacular job on this song, more so because Ivan puts his heart in his Family & Fans Much Love Many Blessings 💘💖🙏💯🍀
Except perhaps Coming Down. That part where he gives his friend his Xbox hits me so damn hard. Yeah, it's an Xbox, sure. But even when grappling with suicidal thoughts, he thought of his homie and gave him one of the few things he had that had value (when he himself thought he was without value.) Then his friend give it back, almost as if to say that he values him more. Perhaps I'm reading too deep into it, but that's my interpretation
My uncle would have loved this song. He was really into metal. He struggled with addiction to pills and sadly anything he could get his hands on. I still loved him but, it was hard watching him destroy his life. He would apologize for over dosing on pain meds then, turn around and do the same thing a month later. He was my favorite uncle and my best friend. He sadly passed away on Thanksgiving Day in 2011. I still miss him everyday. R.I.P Bennie McBride AKA Pumba. I love you and miss you bunches.
How 19,000 people thumbs down-ed this song is baffling to me.. what a ballad. Thank you for keeping me going 5FDP... another day done because of you guys
Did anyone else realise that all those dead musicians died of drug abuse? And then he threw the flask in his own grave as if to say he's not gonna end up like that. He's gonna get over his addiction. I love him, this brilliant.
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For people who are confused by the video and the names that appear in it: This song is about Moody's alcohol addiction, he's "apologising" to all his heroes/inspirations who passed away due to addiction and how it's took him so long to realise what he's doing to himself and not learning from their mistakes.
Lemmy was 70 and died of congestive heart failure though?
@@lucky5th2 I think it was related to drug abuse that caused his heart issues.
That's correct. Love him for who he is now.
@@lucky5th2 Lemmy died died of the big "C" ,dude, but he"s not really dead, cos he's GOD!
I've found this song on 10/16.
My mother died on 10/17...
Never heard this band before, but now I will listen to this song for the rest of my life.
Lightness© sorry for your loss /:
Lightness© sorry for your loss 😔
Lightness© sorry for your loss
Lightness© I'm sorry for your loss
Lightness© I'm sorry for your loss
The lyrics of this song are deep. Straight from his heart. The tone in his voice makes you feel his pain...the pain we share. Thank you for such a powerful song.
Bit his song but oki
Brings a grown man to tears 😢
fully agree.....thanks for your comment
This song was his apology to his band and fans for his addiction. He got sober. Way to go Ivan. Ur awesome.
i am using it to apologize to my father for not showing him the love... we was taught to do so ... but i miss him , and from the bottom of my heart i want to say sorry for being harsh , angry , uneasy when he was sick ... he knew he fell ... i've seened him stilll as my dad , iron dad that will never left me ... but he did , and i am sorry i didn't saw it :(
@@winterhear he knows. we're all the sons of the fathers before us. i feel for you brother, my deepest sympathy.
@@winterhear
My dad was very hard on his first three sons (I was one of those sons, there are six of us), by today’s standards he would be called abusive. In his final year he became the best dad ever. For decades after he died I hated him for that... why couldn’t he have given the child the best years? Took a lot of pain and time to figure it out, almost cost me my wife. He did what he could with what he had. He made me and my oldest brother tough, it was discipline... that’s how we rationalized it. He didn’t know but I do so my daughter gets the best of what my dad could pass to me without the bad. She’s growing up without the baggage I carried, she has her own burdens which me and my wife help her through... but not carry her through them.
Take care. Keep the good memories close. Learn from the bad ones.
@@WRMonger1 yeah my dad was very demanding too , but i would never call his attitude abusive , even by today's standards. (i think ..) He was very careful to taught us money management , which he did well as i look to my bank account lol :D. Also put emphasis on education. He was strict on this as well. We got a big argument and we ended up with a deal that he stops caring about my school progress and i promised him i graduate. His proudness and acknowledgement when i graduated was the most satisfying memory for me :).
@@metalk1tt3n yeah , i know he knew... he was realy also my best friend , not just dad.It is just that feel you've missed the opportunity.
*Lyrics*
One day the shadows will surround me
Someday the days will come to end
Sometime I’ll have to face the real me
Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, whoah
I apologize, whoah
One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize
One day the shadows will surround me
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
I apologize
I hope Ivan Moody will be better soon, we miss you Ivan!
there were lyrics in the subtitles ;)
Alpha TeVe I know
Some day I'll have to understand I'm not to blame for anything 200 years ago. I wasn't there, and to this day, I still don't want any slaves. Neither did my mom dad or brothers and. Except for Brian Johnson Sr. He's very antisemetic..
Sure was able to search google there, don't try and take credit for something you didn't do.
Jesus, calm your anus, she/he didnt take the credit of anything.
As a man who lives with mental illnesses... this song has always meant a lot. While it speaks heavily of addiction, it touches on depression for me as well. I love you FFDP... and I miss many of the people who these gravestones belong to.
I've always felt they go hand and hand.... im an addict myself and actually had a primer failure when I pit my gun to my temple...indont know if it was divine intervention or what but still here and alive! Stay strong friend keep fighting the good fight
Ok so he decided to get sober what if you don't but u still care ur a person with feelings and u like people that have the same things in common with u I like hanging out at bars cuz that's what I do when I wanna have fun why does a song or a person or anybody or anything have to make u feel bad because u choose to live the way you wanna live if we're getting deep on this subject and by the way the only people I see dieing right now are the ones who went to rehab and trying to go straight and in their weakened state get hammered I know I've been there and did that are u an American ur economy depends on the Mexican cartel laundering money through our banks that's why they love the less we use cash did u know that
I keep seeing deaths related to fentanyl I'm like where in the hell are they getting fentanyl I have my left knee replaced broke that already and my right knee is just destroyed my knees don't even look like knees and I go to pain mgmt get injections lots of pain creme and the lowest dose pain pills to manage my pain so I'm like who in the hell is getting this shit well got schooled the other day comes from Mexico oh ok good great another democratic move to get more votes u betcha hooked up now and I'm telling ya fentanyl u get hooked on that well they call them buttons it's like the medicinal heroin and it's a death sentence pure and simple withdrawals are pure hell and well yeah
@@pamelafrey2861 at my clinic the head guy told he hasn't seen a positive heroin drug test in over 2 years...its literally all fentanyl.....what I mean is all heroin is switched to fentanyl because it's cheaper to make or get I guess and obviously very strong
@@Rodems1 see I'm right you wanna tell me the country is going in the right direction heroin gone where did we get that IDK guess not from Mexico and buttons are in it's a combination of fentanyl and idk what but I've heard of it I'm with the people I hear about it a lot I know it's real
This band is so underrated and underplayed especially in these dark times
Liked my own comment without realizing it 7 months later.
My past self inspires the present
Agreed!!! I listen to FFDP every day!!!
At least WE are listening to it !
Bruh they’re so hated it’s sad. Because they are phenomenal! I’ve been listening to them since 2011 or 2012
For the narrow minded people that wonder where the name of other non-mentioned famous artists are, that is NOT the point of this video/song. This is about Ivan's alcoholism being buried & the names that were shown were individuals that had issues with addiction and or alcohol and drugs.
Wizzard! Finally someone with a brain. Though Paul Gray would've been a great name on it aswell. But there are dozens of others like it
+J.T.A. “Tachanka” Essers yus
May Bon Scott rest in piece.
Well done, I was a bit vague on the concept on my first watch.
Thank You! A person with an actual brain! I don't think the people that are throwing out names realize that even if a video was made to honor all of the musicians that have passed, it would be impossible bc it's too long of a list!
+K What it wouldn't be impossible just a very long video
Damn, he knew either he could bury his alcohol addiction, or his alcohol addiction would bury him.
yup, that is the basic symbolism of the song. Also the majority of if not all of the people featured on the headstones died as a result of drugs/ alcohol or had trouble with them. and last but not least, the title of the song..I apologize...making amends is one of The 12 Steps
It's hard a hell to give up something so natural in our culture today.
Neil Hatrick Harris I buried mine 10 years ago...just in the Knick of time...almost lost everything...including my beautiful wife!
@@leonardzeigler9510 glad it all worked out man. My mom struggled with that trying to take care of me so I know how hard it is for someone to do. Good on you bud!
"Alcohol addiction"?
You mean Alcoholism?
LYRICS
[Verse 1]
One day, the shadows will surround me
Someday, the days will come to end
Sometime, I'll have to face the real me
Somehow, I'll have to learn to bend
[Pre-Chorus]
And now I see clearly
[Chorus]
All these times, I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time, I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh
I apologize, whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh
[Verse 2]
One day, I'll face the hell inside me
Someday, I'll accept what I have done
Sometime, I'll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I've become
[Pre-Chorus]
And now I see clearly
[Chorus]
All these times, I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time, I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, I apologize
[Bridge]
One day, the shadows will surround me
[Chorus]
All these times, I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time, I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, I apologize
[Outro]
Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize
Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize
Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize
Whoa oh, oh-oh, oh oh, I apologize
I apologize
ROCK & METAL MUSIC LOVER how long did this take you
Good job😀😀
@@toddhillrichs9450 nope he never has
This song hits hard for me. I have close friends and family that fought their demons. Most made it through. A few, well...
Really glad for Ivan and Chris Kael, both keeping each other sober.
Some demons are just how we treat people , and take them for granted , as well as ourselves .
I’m sorry for your loss. Keep going strong.
Same.
This man has a voice that is so strong! I love everything he has done! This isn't screaming ITS FEELING!!!
True some people don't understand this stuff like us
I have to agree.
@@MayaRivka yes this band help me through a lot
It's not that he is screaming that makes it such an emotional plea.
@@richardjohnson5054 i feal it
throw this song the ple
carries a shovel indicating he's gonna dig his own grave...at the end, buries the alcohol instead of himself...Epic!!!
thanks for that note. Didn't catch the meaning until I read your comment.
@@finishlinejim you see what being an asshole get's you? absolutely nothing! HeheHEheEH
@@sxckme.sideways_3955 that’s what I noted the first time I ever saw the video
Mark
Trd
this is what real emotional singing sounds like. It sound like this when you sing about something you care. so so so beautiful :')
You are awesome
I love your heavy metal band
Well considering this song is about his alcohol addiction and struggles to get sober, yea, he had no choice but to be emotional about it. Also, just look at all the other famous rockers graves, Bon Scott, Scott Weiland, Layne Stayley, Elvis, John Bonham, Kurt Cobain, and the rest, they all died from either alcohol or drugs. Bon's death was totally accidental. He choked on his own vomit after a night out binge drinking in Camdentown in London.
Kurt Cobain took an overdose on lead hehe
Absolutely I totally agree!!
The amount of emotion in this is insane ..screaming only makes it a million times better
i remember a time when i was a addict cause my parents died and all i had was my brother and he went to war i went to be a detective and he died and i just cried so much after listening to this band i started getting sober and now i'm back to normal but i still miss my brother
@@Quantumcrewbois 😢😢 a heartbreaking story, death is the most terrible of all, but they still in you as memories that will never die.
@@truthseeker5613 you are a smart person and i still remember my family and will continue to remember them
Screaming 🤔singing with an amazing tonne of tones😇💕💕
hes trying to get intense emotions across
He who blames others has a long way to go on his journey. He who blames himself is halfway there. He who blames no one has arrived.
That's some zen shit right there.
austin wilson These are true words brother
Damn, this hit me hard! I struggle with addiction.
Warren Granzow You can defeat them. I will pray for you man, know that your not alone.
@@warrengranzow2998 hey mate, my heart goes out to you brother. Whatever it is plaguing you, I hope it disappears from your life soon
Congrats on overcoming alcoholism Ivan... You are a true warrior You, Zolton, Jason, Jeremy and, Chris all 5 of you are warriors in my eyes thats why Five Finger is and will always be my #1 favorite band
I have tickets to see them in concert this coming july 😊
Yeah they warriors and I got mad respect for them
@A̸̽͘͠Ǹ̸͘T̴́̓̕IC̴̓H̸͊͌̕R̴̐̚I̴̽͠S̵̾͠T̵̓͑͠ ffdp is metal and heavy metal, not rock
@A̸̽͘͠Ǹ̸͘T̴́̓̕IC̴̓H̸͊͌̕R̴̐̚I̴̽͠S̵̾͠T̵̓͑͠ basically, also they have different types of there singing, such as screaming, and growling, they sometimes have a voice of a devil, but sometimes a voice of an angel
ktfljoii~çmpoi~ioybp
Dude this song... Oh my god, you can clearly hear the pain in his voice and how broken he is inside. Its just perfect.
Thats exactly how music should be. Not some stupid current Pop bullshit.
Thomas thats why I love classic country music. Its about life, love, n in pain.
+S2TCM this band is iconic and more so since I'm a veteran of Iraq I saw them in there red white and blood tour sultan served in the army for 3 years that's why this band is the definition of bad ass
hsoteam alpha4 thank u for ur service..
hsoteam alpha4 thank you for your service to our country even though it was, at this rate, in vain I thank you for letting me sleep soundly in bed it's men like you that are the heroes of this hell-bent world you put your life on the line for the freedom of your country God bless you and may you join your brothers and sisters in heaven, on behalf of this entire country I thank you for your sacrifice for us kids and adults in this country may judgement pass you by my friend. God bless you.
Tried fighting my addiction to alcohol for the last 4 years or so... couldn't stop. Tried and tried. It took getting a 3rd DWI to open my eyes and even then it's a battle everyday because it's everywhere. I had all the support and just never listened because I felt no one knew the pain I was going through deep down. Sometimes, yeah, you don't know why people do the stupid things they do. It's all just pain. And you feel so alone except the one thing that's always there, your drug. I'm lucky I didn't hurt anyone all those times. I did hurt feelings and disappointed others. I lost jobs. I lost money and control of who I was. But I fight everyday to be myself and finally not give into my feelings from those who gave me the reason to make those mistakes.
Stay strong you've got this 🙏🙏
Iit sounds like you've taken the first step! Congrats, but don't stop there!!! Take the help around you. And don't forget you can call on Jesus Christ anytime. It really works.
Love you keep going in the right direction! You can kick this crap, you really can! Keeping you in my prayers!
God bless Theo!
Just find something what is worth to live for, i had the same problem , make urself worth, whatever you do , sorry for Language , but never give up , its just in your head
Hey Isabel. Theo here just wanted to let you know that I think about you and ard praying/ pulling for you! You can kick this shit! You're worth it!!! It may not always be easy, but you've got this! If or when you get a chance please keep us posted! You've got alot of people that care and are pulling for you!
Love ya Theo!!!
(((Hugs))) ❤️
Yeh that's right, he was an alcoholic, and he tried to get past the addiction himself, but he couldn't, and as time flies by he got help, and now he has cleaned himself up, which I am proud of him for doing this
There’s no cure for alcohol.I am a veteran of French foreign legion.after almost 10 years spent there,between 2001-2010,I was only able to cure cocain addiction.sober for 1,6 years
He IS an alcoholic - being sober doesn’t take away the addiction.
Same it very proud of him as well.
@@ganondorfchampin At the end of the day, it doesn't matter. He tries to improve for himself and the people around him, while openly admitting that he messed up at some point. That deserves respect.
@@ganondorfchampin Is or isnt, doesn't matter, he went through rehabilitation. He wanted to do better and he has done that very thing he said he was gonna do.
I've been locked up in jail and fifty times worse. I've been homeless, spent years drunk off my miserable ass and I'm about to turn 40 and TODAY I begin the "leave the past behind me" and "accept who've I've become."
Thank you FFDP, Disturbed, LP. You kept me going when I was so lost.
I am confident I can make this new thing happen with your genius and your priceless support.
STAY HARD MY BROTHERS!
forza horizon 4
@@stacymessick8904 what does forza have to do with this?
@@KyleDavis-bm3nh What doesn't forza have to do with this?
Also, I find the game is a fun escape from reality for a little.
Go on brother rise up above the bullshit, knucklehead for life
Keep your head up
He's a strong man to see his reality. And stronger to correct it!
Agreed 💯
I used to be a narcissist and psychedelics took me out of it and after "waking up" I used to listen to this song, I felt so guilty for all the people I did hurt and after years this song still makes me cry. I aplologize.
this song doesn't get enough credit.. it's soooo good!
AnotherSloth I apologise for this not getting enough credit
^^^
Really? I hear it constantly on the rock station that I listen to.
gajjit me to
I also hear this song on my city's rock station, 102.1.
One day the shadows will surround me
Someday the days will come to end
Sometime I’ll have to face the real me
Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
One day I’ll face the hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
One day the shadows will surround me
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I appreciate you taking the time to write out the lyrics. Thank you.
Simply amazing,
Voice 10/10
Music 10/10
Video 10/10
true
Video 11/10
Nah the voice gets 15/10 :D
@Bergelicious75 yea that's about right is sooo goood
The best song!!!
My father was and still is huge into FFDP and this is one of the first songs I remember listening to with him and ever since I've been on and off listening to this band. I may not be a die hard fan but I do consider myself a fan of FFDPs music so continue making music that we love
R.i.p. The Rev and R.i.p. Dimebag and R.i.p. Cornell and R.i.p. Chester. May all you legends play a screaming guitar on the edge of the pearly gates!
Josh teet my love rock on in heaven I'll see you soon
R.I.P Vinnie Paul R.I.P Oli Herbert
I like how they show a lot of good lead singers who passed away
The Prodigy when we needed them the most, they vanished
that's the poi9nt of the song, him apologising to everyone for getting how he did when so many have gone before.
Dio bois
This song and video can mean one of a few things.
First, he's apologizing to all the fans (Ivan specifically is) for his drug problem.
Now it could either mean, with the grave, that he knows his time is running short if he keeps up the way he has been.
Or with the flask being tossed in the grave it means he's going to kick his addictions and get back on his feet to keep making music.
More than likely its all 3. I don't think any of us wanna see Ivan go anytime soon.
+Joelseph Wheeldon Yeah actually didn't think about that... you're probably right
True brother
let's hope he puts up a fight and keeps singing and making music. fans will support that choice.
I know I will
"some day, I'll leave the past behind me" I'm so glad he finally did. Ivan is now over 4 1/2 years sober.
Awesome
Look this
Janes Joplin- 0:31
Jimi Hendrix - 0:34
Lemmy Kilmister - 0:44
Scott Weiland - 0:58
Bonham - 1:06
Layne Staley/ Amy Winehouse - 1:09
Sid Vicious - 1:11
Kurt Cobain - 1:23
Elvis - 1:27
Bon Scott - 1:29
Ivan Moody - 3:40 isn't dead...
"All legends of Rock" R.I.P
And the reason of dead is overdose to them
you forgot Jim Morrison
+yourbuddygeorge you're right!! I forgot
Ivan Moody did this to pay respect to those rock stars who have died from overdose. He throws the flask in the grave to show that he's coming over a drinking addiction and doesn't want to die from it
yes!! He had a big problem with alcohol and he almost get out of band... But he stop drink too much and now he is a new man!!
why no steve cark :(
The way Ivan hits the "I" whenever he says "side" sounds so damn good in this song
and the between 1:35 and 1:45 is so damn touching
true homie
Justin Vossler. i so agree
yep
Totally agree
Seeing the names of fallen rockstars on the tombstones gives me chills everytime. Long live the greats 🤘
I absolutely love this song. Five Finger Death Punch is one of my favorite bands. Got to see them in concert right before CoVid. I read some of the comments on here and Ivan does sing about real life stuff. Maybe not all of his songs are but he definitely does. Listen to their latest album F8. It's all mostly about real life stuff. No matter what he sings about, he is absolutely one of the best. Love Ivan and the rest of 5FDP. Rock on guys!!!!
Regardless of what it's about, music is the language of the soul. It'll be nice to finally be able to see live performances again.
im two years clean this song makes me realise what i been through and how far ive come these lines make me simply stop what im doing and be appreciative
Koushik Pragasram
Keep it up. Never a better timd to conquer life then now.
Koushik Pragasram well done
Koushik Pragasram any dude who gets off that shit is a brother for life keep STRONG
thanks i used to be a meth head and alkie
Same here :)
5fdp is more than just music, it's music that has a meaningful side to it that makes a person think.
FFDP is basically the modern man's poetry.
ShadowLancer128 is that good or bad?
thats a good thing broheim.
MY FUCKING DUDE RIGHT HERE
ShadowLancer128 lol ikr
ShadowLancer128 don't tell no one dude but for school I had to right a sick poem so I wrote down all the lyrics to this song cos it's sick
The voice… the meaning of the song.. the power of this band!! You’ve truly saved my life!! One day I’ll see you live ❤
Hello, how are you doing? Pleasure to meet you here.
The chorus in this song repeats many times but the one that hits directly the heart is 0:58 ... the second "I apologize" gives me goosebumps every time. its almost like you can sense the regret in his voice.
I've listened to this song so many times now, and every damn time it still touches my heart. I love Ivan Moody for who he is and the outstanding man he has come to be today. Keep kicking ass and taking names my brother.
ganonpig Favorite Song Ever.
R
My daughter is in recovery, and this song ( I apologize ) Five Fingered Punch Line helped her, so much; me to.
This song really helps me too. I'm happy for both of you that she's in recovery!
Sheila Gray Five Finger Death Punch* and the best of lucky for you daughter
Thanks for being an amazing fan I wanna thank you for your love and support showed towards me all this while
My best friend passed march 30th 2018 & when I heard this, I knew he was looking down on me & been with me since. We been friends since I was 21 & I'm now 43. He was my life! If I was only there , I feel he would not be gone! I still cry to this day. If only..... .... He'd still be here & I wouldn't have to be living life without him!! James Kenneth DeCoursey - JK still lives within me looking out. I love you my brother, my homie. My best friend!
Hello 👋 fan ❤
I wasn't expecting this music video for this song. Love it.
I was thinking the same thing. Another great song, another great video. Love these guys \m/
ikr
lmao ikr. the title is so misleading
look at this guy he is fishing for likes
Which guy?
"2016 : oh, that's a really good song"
"2019 : oh, that's a really good song"
"2052 : oh, that's a really good song"
"2120 : oh, that's a really good song"
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@@jamesplaysgames2017 earth wont b around by that year
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Apparently, you are a VEEEERY fun person. 🙄
@@jamesplaysgames2017 nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice
@DanielMatheus i could say u mite not even still be alive in the year 2052 really bro. lmfao lol rotfl. just saying.
One day the shadows will surround me..
Someday the days will come to end..
Sometime I’ll have to face the real me.
Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend.
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize…
One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize…
One day the shadows will surround me
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize…
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Roberto Garcia Absolutely love FFDP. Love this song. But could you answer a question for me? Who is he apologizing to? Is he apologizing to all the soldiers who fought for us? I'd like to understand...
Roberto Garcia ..absolutely amazing lyrics. ..
Holy shit its almost like we listened to the same song
Roberto Garcia thx dide
Literally my favorite ffdp song. So much hurt and understanding and emotion expressed in this song.
Step in the right direction for having this in trending RUclips. Finally a song with a strong meaning and not just using sexual content for views. Finally a song with a meaning worth thinking about, showing true emotion. And having a meaning for the future.
Google is a liberal shill and makes liberal drivel "trend". This is only trending under music because of its views, not overall - doesn't fit their agenda of trying to make that crooked Hillary bitch look good.
+7689 21 they basically did it's called "No One Gets Left Behind"
agreed
+Fire Marshall Bill Just sayin, Hillary voted for the Iraq war and denied support for Bengahzi. Trump is just a businessman turned presidential candidate
FFDP never used sexual content for views as far as I remember.
I've had this on steady repeat since my dad passed away Christmas morning I love you so so much dad I love you r.i.p pop's
Dec 30 1956 - Dec 25 2018
Love this song as much as coming down.... we all have our own demons and we apologize as nobody else can figure out why we are what we are, what we've been through and what we have overcome. All our battles are different
Even more so than just overcoming addiction but our mental battles
This song will forever be a reminder of my late brother. He struggled with alcohol for many years and finally put it down. Sober for several years all the way until he passed away. He was able to bury his alcohol too just like this man. Forever grateful for your inspiring music and strength! So grateful I got to see you live in concert this last month at the amphitheatre, I wish I could've shook your hand!!!! I know my brother was there with me! 💚💜
Wow. My God! I love it. I love the voice, the music... It's just perfect. ❤
I agree!
I agree this is my first song by them and holy crap I love it
+Shawn Andrew it's my first song by them too and I'm in love, happy to see that good music is still alive
+Evil Emoji yes, wrong side of heaven touched my heart...
it is...
RIP to all of them. One thing is for sure: Heaven has one hell of a band!
Alexander's Video Picks the irony is real.
Lol you think these guys whent to heaven???
They died??
they never died lmfao... wtf
Alexander's Video Picks Ironic when you think about it
Where has this song been hiding? I love it. I apologize for finding it so late.
BlakeTheEmperor99 Same here. I thought I was the only one. GUESS I WAS WRONG
Anyone who ever dislikes ffdp doesn't understand and has never been through anything hard in life, they have helped me through so much and I'm so thankful for them and the effort they put into their music
It's ok to dislike something the world would be boring if we were all the same! But those who have to go out of their way to comment stupid shot on the videos is a miserable person who just gets off trying to anger others 🤷♀ if you enjoy 5FDP (I know I do!), then crank it!! 🤘 and I truly hope whatever battled you were waging that the band you with are over, and you've won. If you're still fighting, don't give up! The Knucklehead Family has your back! Much love! ❤ stay safe and healthy!!
People bitch because the band does some covers ...whatever
@@cold10er I can't understand that hate for the life of me, I always love to hear an old song brought back to life by a band like this... Those people need to learn to enjoy life, stop being such cry-babies..
Люблю в вашей музыке это чистоту звука и разнообразие от спокойных вокальных партий и песен до мощных и взрывных, как будто две группы в одной слушаешь! Видимо вы лучшие в этом стиле и вам нет замены!
Согласна, разнообразие цепляет
Putin could never cover this!,.✨
@@darrellmay4502 maaan... What r u talking about? Russians are not putin-loving-zombie-morons. War is crime. And personnaly... "I apologise".
Песни отличнейшие! Great songs, thanks FFDP!
@@kodiak3762 I'm sorry, I shouldn't generalize,..
"For now I accept who I've become" this struck a chord with me.
I've made many bad decisions in life addiction, tried to commit suicide, failed at many tasks. I've also lost some good friends and family along the way due to my actions. However they have shaped who I am and music like this shows me there is another way and a way to make up for my past experiences. Thank you 5FDP
Glad you’re still here mate.
After 2 divorces and a grown daughter in the military, my outlook on life is totally different. This song is definitely an anthem for my new me! Thank you for giving me a voice!
This song, and this man, got me into playing guitar a singing in my middle school choir. Now I am in Circle the State With Song, because i listened to this band and this song in particular. Thanks for giving me strength Five Finger Death Punch.
When you’re happy, you enjoy the music
When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics
Edit: I’m sorry for the mistakes I’ve previously made, meaning I’m sorry for making the quote incorrect or saying depressed was a mood. Also, I have no intentions of making people mad. I was going through something at that point so I decided to spread the quote. I couldn’t remember exactly how it went so I went with what first popped into my brain. Again, I have no intentions of making anyone mad or upset over this
❤️
I'm not depressed and I listen to the lyrics xD
So true!!
I listen to both all the time and I have manic depression so everyone's different my freind has depression and she cannot listen to music it freaks her out if she's in a down ward time
I do feel a little depressed tbh
It doesn't even register in my mind that these men are screaming. They're just speaking their minds. And that's a fact!
He’s not screaming….
I've done a lot of things I regret with a lot of people. I still sometimes look back with that pang in my chest, wishing for a chance to apologize one last time, but I need to leave the past behind me and accept who I've become. Years later, this song helps me through it all and still gives me chills. I'm sorry, and thank you, for teaching me the lesson I needed to learn. It hurt, still does, but I'm glad I learned it. I'm sorry you had to be the one to teach me. I'll always remember the tall, shy girl with the curly brown hair and what we shared. I apologize, goodbye.
Don't you fucking dare take your life away Ivan... not until I get the chance to look you in the eyes and tell you myself how many times your songs have impacted my life in so many ways. How many times I just wanted to drag a knife across my throat but never did it because of how much I related to the lyrics written in your band's songs. If you guys ever do a meet n greet again I will waste every penny or work however godamm hard I have to to win, Five Finger Death Punch will always be on my top 5 fav bands
Leviathulu Vox ()Kzlzzl
Leviathulu Covers I can't take you serious with that profile pic hahahahaha
Leviathulu Covers I hear you man. 5FDP has pulled me through the darkest of times.
Leviathulu Covers correct my dude/girl, it's amazing the people in the 2k17 are still alive so much rude, mean people in this world amazing job😁❤
Justin Toma 😂😂
this is one of the best rock song i've heard in a long time
METAL*
Sachet Thapa same
This music video and song are so empowering. The music video speaks for itself. Face your demons or parish. This is the type of music I love to listen to. Music with a truly powerful meaning that changes peoples lives.Thats why i love FFDP.
5FDP is best when you need pure power and will
Pure power and will I would go for power metal nothing can come even close to it. But 5FDP are good, good text and impactful messages, sound is still bit softer then expected but its ok.
ever heard got you six or boots and blood? soft af
Nop still that something is missing. Best that i can explain it its like sound is kind of dull like missing edge. But that could be just taste like someone like sound of Cleptons guitar and but not Satrianis other dont like Cleptons guitar sound and someone like both. They are good just sometimes you just dont like some color of sound. For me there is something missing in their sound not 100% sure if its about guitar or drums its like its all good but surface of water is calm. Dont get me wrong i like them more, more i listen to them but still from my point of view there is something missing not much but it is.
well my favourite band is three days grace
This song nearly got me crying - I've fought alcoholism several times, I've been clean for a long while. I fought a mental addiction to anti-nauseas that rot your teeth away. And now my biggest one, longest one, has been xanax - I've lost my mind from it at least twice from withdrawals, had grand mal seizures I didn't think I'd come back from.
Right now it may be necessary for my fucked nervous system and CPTSD but it will always be a life goal to get off of xanax.
Major support to him, I'm proud of anyone who can take on their addictions, especially something as severe as alcoholism.
Is that a benzo ? I'm sure with all your inner strength you can get off them. Its very difficult, I do understand as I've been a addict and alcoholic with drugs. The best of luck to you with your inner battles.
GET HELP IMMEDIATELY IVE BEEN THERE AND ALMOST DIED THATS SERIOUS SHIT
At first I never really watched the video. But now that I see the graves it gets me in the feels...mad respect FFDP
Im not depressed or anything but i listen to the lyrics and i relate to alot of songs. I am a kind person and get stepped on for it. People take kindness for granted.
It's refreshing to know that real rock ain't dead yet.
Chad McCarty this is modern rock the rock your talking about died a while ago
just the real musicians....I'm about to pick up where Cobain left..forever 27 was in my game plan....some far more powerful had a different. plan...I'm a year clean off heroin...only buy the grace of GOD....I'm taking rock to a different level,and grunge flows through my veins everyday instead of dope....remember I told u this....and I don't know u from Adam.....bless ROCK and u my friend
It's far from dead!
It's just the industry no longer making room for it (radio stations, video chanels, etc.)
You now have to dig a bit more to find these artists/bands, but I assure you we're still out there and kickin'!
Chad McCarty true
Roman even truer
Man, this was my brother's favorite song by ffdp. I can't even listen to it without breaking down. It's just crazy. The pain is just unreal with him being gone. He passed away last week, and he was only 17. Can anyone tell me what the fuck is wrong with this world taking people that don't need to go?
dont mean to be rude or disrespectful but how did he pass away?
@@serenitytew8225 head on head collision with a truck
Howd he pass? If you don't mind me asking, sorry to hear this, death is awful and I fear it the most.
@@johnathansandlin6771 I already responded to another persons comment regarding that question, but I'll say again. He had just left home and I just talked to him about 3 minutes beforehand. He was heading down a backroad (we leave in the middle of nowhere in Kentucky), but him and his girlfriend were heading towards the highway to go bowling. About two miles down this said road, a man that was highly intoxicated from drinking at UK game swerved over into his lane, completely crushing the front end of his car, and killing him and his girlfriend instantly. He was 17, and his girlfriend was 15. But yeah, that's how it happened. The police report hasn't been sent out yet because the State PD guys refuse to touch the case because of how sensitive it for this county at the moment. But the shit of all this is that the guy and his wife that crashed into my brother and his girlfriend, yeah they survived with minor injuries and a few fractured ribs. Like, what the fuck is all I have to say about it.
@@xndrommeda That's fucked up. Sometimes police and the legal system makes my blood boil. They do the dumbest shit sometimes. I'm sorry for your loss.
I hope Ivan heals, and recovers in rehab. I'll always love this band.
FFDP does it again .. rock on my friends rock on
When u first discovered FFDP I was sitting on my phone at 3 in the morning and I looked up their name and their new album had only 4 songs you can listen to out of 12 I THINK! I only have question everything, hell to pay, wash it all away, and I apologize I was happy for I got I apologize but I can't decide whether crossing over is better or I apologize. the point is that they released this song not too long ago even though I downloaded that song 5 minutes after listening to it and then they blocked the album in our country and I've had those 4 songs for about 2 years now
they release a new albun every 2 years, so next year fuckers
+overloaded gaming i will buy all of them i have them all
Harley Quinn fan girl! no fair...all i have is got your six, but im ordering the rest if that chick follows through with the money in 2 weeks
+Lizzie Girl same thing
No matter what, we all feel like this at one point or another. We feel the need to apologize for what we do. This speaks to so many people. We just want to say, " I Apologize."
hate to interupt but im pretty sure you missed the point completely. Or this weed stuff is kicking in. YEP! its definately tha---- wait... NO! your confused. kthxbye
You are right man
"An apology is a promise to do things differently next time, an to keep the promise" Yoshigiro Togashi
only I hear this song every day?
👍
SeUs bOlA gAtO DO cAraLHo
Caraí tu aqui
I use this song to ground me. It's bittersweet.
Salve
I don’t know why these guys aren’t on the radio! They’re amazing!
The 12k who disliked this song doesn't have the first fucking clue what Ivan is singing about
They have no idea how personal this song was to him and how deep it actually is
Or they just don't like the song. People are still allowed their own opinions, you know.
Cathina Haynes you don't say so that must mean I'm allowed to my opinion about the nut sacks who dislike this song
Making your comment completely fucking pointless
Freedom of speech means you can state your opinion, while allowing that others are allowed to voice their dissenting opinion. As I did. Making your response "completely fucking pointless." Grow up, and learn to proofread.
That out of the way, as a former addict, I never read this song as about addiction. Perhaps I'm not the only one who missed it. Or, again, the people who disliked this video just didn't like the song or video. I'm a huge Shinedown fan, and I've disliked a few of their videos. Same with Seether. No one's going to like everything a band does.
Well, it is a very unusually high dislike ratio for this kind of video, and I'd be curious to know the reasoning for it. And also, Evil Bastard is completely entitled to make any commentary he wishes on the group of people who disliked this video, as a statement of disagreement. He was merely arguing against a (quite possibly rightfully) assumed fallacy in their decision.
I'm...... I'm proud of this comment thread
No one being over the top hateful, whilst still having little kicks here and there
I love this community
FFDP has done more for my mental health since i been out than the VA has. The struggle is real. thanks
I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO WITHOUT FFDP
Deadbuttaman369 I know Right
Deadbuttaman369 I'd shoot my self if JUSTIN tried rock
Happylee that's a whole lot too different
Happylee yeah they are both good, but a person liking 5fdp is not really gonna take well slipknot if he isn't already familiar with that kind of music, it's a whole lot more heavy than 5fdp, also fun fact, if you translate litterally 5 fdp in french, you get five son of a bitch
Jamie Richards I don't really understand what you're saying
We may speak different languages, but music is a language we all understand
Like depressing Easter European music
Example: Sudno - by Molchat Doma
And violence but let's not ❤️
A big hand to Five Finger Death Punch, the only people keeping true rock still alive
Postal Dude dude have you heard of slipknot?
@@stagari3184 no, but since you caught my interest, I hope they aren't bad.
STAGARI they are meh.. they’re gonna have to realize that banging on pots and pans with very little guitar? It’s not all that great and it gets old. Five finger? They have incredible songs, awesome vocals, and cool ass guitar shreds and solos. They’re a much better band than slipknot. Although if slipknot continues to make music like all out life? I’ll listen more.
@@jam5287 Heard about their new song Solway Firth?
Not the only one disturbed
я в шоке от такого уважение к ушедшим меня пробрало до слёз
I am shocked by this respect for the departed, who made me cry
Ja
Metal or Alt Rock, it's a damn good song. I'm no poser who only listens to a song just because it's 'metal'.
exactly. you listen to something cause it's good and you like it. all these genres and subgenra and categorizing it drives me apeshit. WTF, what's good is good point blank.
fuck yeah it's good, I'm more into black metal, death metal, and thrash, but there will always be a place in my soul for five finger death punch
+jade056 SLenin77 Yeah but having some category is good so you can find other artists like the one you like so you can have more songs :)
People do that? xD wow pussies
I wish "metalheads" understood this..... the world would be a much calmer place..
The fucking perfect voice.
Agreed, the emotion in his voice is what keeps me coming back
Alex Leon yes
One day the shadows will surround me
Someday the days will come to end
Sometime I’ll have to face the real me
Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, whoah
I apologize, whoah
One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become
And now I see clearly
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize
One day the shadows will surround me
All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
I apologize
stop
Powerful song & video for any of us who understand the battle of addiction. Big praise to Ivan for breaking free 👍🏼👍🏼
Raise your glasses for all of the originals of rock. You will live on and classic rock will, metal will not die.
This was the first song that jumped in my mind after reading that Chester has killed himself. He struggeld with depression and had an alcohol and drugs addiction throughout his life. sadly he too killed himself. He should be added in this list. R.I.P.
TGW Meijer awel n it sucks his pride not asking for help 😭
This song was released before Chester Bennington hung himself.... Why on earth should he be added to the list?? And not to come across as being a dick, but fuck me, if we're playing this game, I want Jimmy Sullivan adding to the list. Chester was a tragedy, but just because he hung himself doesn't mean that another band should go back and have to edit there material to honor him, it should be his own band doing that.
He was depressed his whole life because his friends and family kept dying all around him. What triggered him to commit suicide was that his best friend killed himself. He had the worst life of all of us.
Except he had shit load of money, fame, friends and a big family which he left behind, suicide is the most cowardish and selfish thing to do cause you only hurt your family. Many ppl live thru worse then Chester, and yet here they are, living. Dont get me wrong, its sad and i love LP, but this... not cool Chester. And there is Chester easter egg at 1:30.
TGW Meijer So should Chris Cornell.
Ivan Moody you & Crew again have done a spectacular job on this song, more so because Ivan puts his heart in his Family & Fans Much Love Many Blessings 💘💖🙏💯🍀
After 4 years, it still hits stronger than any other song...
Except perhaps Coming Down. That part where he gives his friend his Xbox hits me so damn hard. Yeah, it's an Xbox, sure. But even when grappling with suicidal thoughts, he thought of his homie and gave him one of the few things he had that had value (when he himself thought he was without value.) Then his friend give it back, almost as if to say that he values him more. Perhaps I'm reading too deep into it, but that's my interpretation
Is it only me, or do rock and metal bands really write the most honest and emotional songs, whenever there is a topic that needs one?
Don’t judge the screaming until you hear the meaning
There's no screaming lol.... Its so soft music.
@@TheHollowKid 2:20
@@hunterextra7482 it is not xD i mean its soo light song.....
@@hunterextra7482 have you heard about slayer?
@@namelessman8097iv heard of it y
For now I accept who I've become
Key words, for now, breaking addiction is a process that takes time
This song has help me though the worst times When my parents were abusive. And drug addicts. The anger I can get out sing the song
I’m so sorry. I hope you’re doing better.
@@dawsonbarrett8906 than you brother I have moved on from that part of my life and doing way better
RIP to the men who's demons got the better of them..... Keep fighting my friends
Friends? I don't think they are your friends anymore then...
✊
The demon got my dad and is chasing me like the coyote and road runner, so far i am 1 step ahead but that demon is gaining.
@@rt2255 good luck, my friend
My uncle would have loved this song. He was really into metal. He struggled with addiction to pills and sadly anything he could get his hands on. I still loved him but, it was hard watching him destroy his life. He would apologize for over dosing on pain meds then, turn around and do the same thing a month later. He was my favorite uncle and my best friend. He sadly passed away on Thanksgiving Day in 2011. I still miss him everyday. R.I.P Bennie McBride AKA Pumba. I love you and miss you bunches.
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
How 19,000 people thumbs down-ed this song is baffling to me.. what a ballad. Thank you for keeping me going 5FDP... another day done because of you guys
Update: still a daily play for my youtube. So glad to say i have this song all mine now too
they dont like good music.
crazy guess people dunno what good music is anymore idk
They missed the like button this song was that good
They just turned their phone upside down to like it twice!
Tenho uma admiração enorme pelo vosso trabalho.Obrigado.
Thank you for paying homage to Layne Staley. And all of the others. Thank you! ❤️ I miss you Layne!!! We all do!!!
yep.
yea,😫😫😫
yeah
I'm sorry but who's Layne staley
Aeon AirzZz one of the best metal singers of all time
That Kurt Cobain headstone shot killed me
+xoSToNE MaNox excuse me?
+xoSToNE MaNox why so hostile?
+Scentless and Senseless because people get all pissy and mad when you say anything about the lead singer of a shitty band.
+TheTITproductions shitty band??? Nirvana was one of the best examples of an amazing band
You're thinking of the wrong band, nirvana was amazing.
Did anyone else realise that all those dead musicians died of drug abuse? And then he threw the flask in his own grave as if to say he's not gonna end up like that. He's gonna get over his addiction. I love him, this brilliant.
Lemmy was taken by cancer not drug abuse. Considering his lifestyle the fact he made it to 70 is simply amazing while rocking to the end.
The alcohol played a big part in his bad health though. But it's true, he was pretty amazing.
MangaTrekkieMetalCrazyPerson Kurt Cobain committed suicide, no use of drugs.
yeah, but he committed suicide because of heroine