Get your male gyaru nonsense outta my feed. Femboys were bad enough for what remains of my highly questionable heterosexuality. I don’t need you making it worse.
What the thumbnail lore and you scary him with those images and he wonder what heck your doing this. Lore of it! Becauses a popular fan girl aka want to be cool as him 😎
I said this in chat, but I'll repeat: I think it's cool seeing an artist having Obsessive Character Brainrot over their own OC instead of an Established IP.
For those saying what and huh rose coloured glasses is a metaphor for someone who has a cheerful or optimistic view of things, usually without valid basis
I love that this Apollo has the same flavor of relationship issues that Greek mythology Apollo does, immortalizing their loves (Cynthia and Hyacinthus) into something that will never truly remind them of their love and instead reminds them of their lovers’ deaths instead
Next episode is titled “how I accidentally rewrote my passion project to revolve around my silliest guy who sucks so bad (LOOK AT HIM I MADE HIM WORSE)” Following episode is titled “serious discussion” and it’s about an intervention you had with your art team after going so insane about your character someone died in real life.
This video was a bomb drop after bomb drop What do you mean Cynthia is Apollo’s dead wife, and Lilly and Lissy are now his daughters? What do you _mean_ Apollo based an AI off her and is unhealthily addicted to it? _What do you _*_MEAN_*_ there’s a chance these guys might be in PRISM?????_ This also can mean that the Quintet might meet Ben, which is insane, but I’m still caught up on the Apollo angst because GODDAMN JUNE WHAT THE HELL??? /pos
16:20 holding my phone shakily sobbin,,,, you put his DEAD WIFE IN THERE???? BUT NOT REALLY??? HIS FAKE DEAD WIFE??? SIHGDJDJ I get it now, I understand the brainrot
4:30 Bless this single dad who tries so hard to raise his daughter while grieving for his lost wife. We Stan his inevitable downfall into a batman villain.
Even better if he just becomes a buffoon villain like Doofenshmirtz and Aloe is like "yeah my dad is "evil" or whatever but he's a good dad." And then threatens to kill you if you ever repeat that
"I loooove, giving him, scoliosis." Girl, same. My OCs have posture problems that don't even have names. Loving your energy here. You've just gained a new subscriber.
I like that Apollo's glasses can almost be an allegory for a codependency of a harmful substance. He is constantly chasing this high - the AI getting his wife just right - that he doesn't care about how badly it's destroying him mentally when it doesn't work, when it doesn't give him the high he so desperately needs. Just kinda interesting
I NEED MORE APOLLO. Not as an "it's also my obsession," but i just love seeing other people brainrot and obsess and absolutely fangirl over stuff they love. Also Apollo is lowkey such a mood I do really like him
rewatching this because the way you gush about him brings me so much joy and gets me in the perfect drawing mood. "i need to keep drawing him(to see him in every state and stage of life) because I'm the only one who can" you say, social media artists took that and said "you dare challenge me?" we love him, we adore you and your content thank you for this man, and everything you've given us over the years. you've been huge for my art, and I will always be grateful for that!!!! 💜
Maybe you could make an au where Cynthia didn't _die_ die but instead faked her death to hide her identity and keep her family safe, and then eventually she comes back and they're all together again and happy 🥺🥺🥺🥺
This would be beautiful and lovely, but I can't stop thinking about what Apollo would do with the glasses if Cynthia (Kynthia?) came back skdfgjdfhgjkf
i was gonna suggest this! i think kynthia faking her death ultimately would help to make BOTH stories tie into each other perfectly. especially if apollo doesn't figure out that cynthia is his wife until she tells him
DID Y’ALL SEE THE GEM DRAWINGS IN THE PRISM SKETCHBOOK?? INSANE RENDERING. ETHEREAL USE OF COLOR. JUNE COOKED SO HARD THIS VID. THEY’RE ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY WITH THE APOLLO BRAIN ROT. I AM EATING IT ALL. MUNCHING. Apollo is beautiful I want to watch him rotate in a microwave
Now that I think about it, doesn't he kinda look like Hokato from June's "Redesigning PRISM as other Magical Girls" video? The first one, where she redesigned them as if they were in Madoka Magica. Maybe it's the dark skin, blonde hair, and glasses with a star on one lense 🤔 Maybe spur of the moment father daughter lore 🤔🤔🤔 that'd be fascinating! Though Hokato's "blonde" hair is actually stress hair, and in the Madoka Magica AU she dyes it blonde, but it's still an interesting concept, and I like it ☺️ If I'm wrong and it turns out to be someone else, then oh well 🤷♀️ that's just my theory... A GAME--- I'll leave now bye *yeets self out window*
I have to admit that you getting so obsessed with Apollo has gotten me equally obsessed. I’m fixated on him. He’s also been fueling me indirectly to get really normal about my own OCs more than usual- cheers to you and I’m glad he’s made you so happy!!
Seeing others being obsessed over their ocs makes me feel so seen. I have been obsessing over my sun oc (pfp) for a while now and he's becoming one of the only things I draw. I've even made an alternative universe of him so I can draw him more. It's nice knowing I'm not alone in this experience
dont say "phoenix" "ace" and "apollo" in the same sentence plssss the ace attorney brainworms..!!!!!! anywho I am also obsesssed with apollo and . i talk about him with my friends sometimes LOL...,,,
17:14 I can't believe you don't see yourself as much of a writer because the way you phrased everything here would make for top tier prose and it sent chills down my spine! My hat goes off to you, June!
I feel like I’m going to sound dumb saying this but I kinda needed this video. I’ve been struggling with perfection in my art and it started to make things not fun. I’m gonna try and loosen up a bit.
Nah I've been going thru the same thing, so much that I went into art block for a year. I think I'll definitely try drawing in ink more again, that sounds like it might help. Hope you'll find a way to break through soon!
I can't stop rewatching this video. I don't know what it is, but every time I rewatch it, I see some neat little detail I miss, some cool edit I like, a new method I wanna incorporate into my art, just something new every time. I usually get tired of the repetitiveness, but with these sketchbook art progress videos, I just find myself captivated and in love with June's art, it really makes me wanna get out fine liners and just play around in the paper. Great video.
The amount of pure joy I get from watching someone else get insane brain rot over their own character is amazing. I’ve watched this video 4 times since it’s been out
I swear I keep accidentally summoning new uploads from you. Every single time I decide to rewatch some of your videos, a new one drops a short time later without fail
OK so STAY WITH ME ON THIS, apollo isnt a natural blond but bleaches his hair cause his wife had a platinum blond like hair color and it reminds him of her , even if its just alittle bit THE ANGST POTENTIAL
Like he would be sitting down and she would come up behind him and wrap her arms around his shoulders and rest her head against the top of his and because her hair was so long it would fall down and frame his face too, so he dyed it when she passed as a way to still see her hair fall around his face when she would hug him
@@_MyShadWay_No! Not sadly! Imagine Apollo helps Kynthia dye her hair for the first time and she’s so excited about it because it feels more like her. You have an agonizing shot of Apollo looking in the mirror as he dyes his own hair, re-enacting the memory but it’s just him alone in the bathroom with the hair dye kit. Everything can be funneled into gut wrenching angst!
Full disclosure, I honestly didn’t quite get why Apollo became a proverbial tsunami on your socials *at first*. But watching this video, hearing more about the process, and his lore made me immediately get it. That backstory actually made me physically react, like WOW. And the tease at the end has me hype to see what’s next! You hooked another one, congrats! 🤩
apollos design is SOOO cool and the AI glasses are heart wrenching. As soon as you mentioned a third character AI I was like “oh….oh no….nooo….” I used to be this feral over one of my earliest OC’s and I want that back so bad 😭
Watching June’s downfall escalate with every community post as he completely took over their life was so much fun. Our fav freak Apollo is pretty much the spark that got me back into fakemon and Pokemon writing so I’ll be holding him close to my heart (as close as I can get him I love this dork) I can’t get enough Apollo I NEED TO CONSUME MORE APOLLO CONTENT
June in your recent videos you just seem so happy, and are showing such a passion for your art that inspires me so much. You seem like you’re truly enjoying everything you’re making and it just makes me want to draw and write and create so much more. I’ve been struggling with motivation and an art block for honestly over a year at this point, and while I’m still struggling to find the energy to create the things I want to, I’m finally feeling motivation, and WANTING to create things, and a majority of this is because of your content. You are so incredibly inspiring and I hope you can continue to inspire people and enjoy making art
I believe Apollo is a natural blonde because Aloe is still quite young to be bleaching her hair, so if she were to get the blonde from somewhere it would have to be from her dad.
June i want you to know that there's not a day where i don't love what you do. You are inspiring not just as a skilled artist but as a person, you make me want to improve not just my art but my lifestyle. THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A POSITIVE INFLUENCE! don't overwork yourself and keep being you, Love from italy! ❤
I thought the computer in his glasses was a pokedex cause I wasn’t keeping up with the Pokémon seperafion 😭 but the actual program is INSANE oh my god that’s so.. angst.. perfect.. screams
Can't wait for that angst moment in which in which Apollo loses his glasses and some one ends up putting them on only to discover Apollo's deepest secret
Is Apollo going to be the guy who runs the organisation in prism because through his research he found those silly little fellas and thought if he could gather enough information about them that they'd somehow help bring back his wife 🤨 Anyway, what a funky little man, he has such fun hair, I want to eat it 😋
I like to imagine that if he ever does get his wife back she comes back completely normal but hes irreversibly changed and thinks she's a 'fake' bc he started to mistake some of the ai mannerisms for the real one.
ZAMN APOLLO HAS LORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude I need more content of this man PLEASE I beg of thee. I love rant videos I love yap videos I love straight talking dude if you just recorded like 3 hours of footage and posted it unedited I would listen to it it's so refreshing to see this type of lovely wonderful whimsical nonsense
That idea of the ai taking on the appearance of Tia because Apollo wanted to see her again made me cry. You’re ideas are always amazing but this one really hit me for some reason reason.
Ough hearing about Apollo’s backstory is everything I needed here, honestly. And hearing about the creative process that got him to where he is is genuinely so refreshing and fun. Thank you for sharing so much about him, can’t wait to see what else you end up doing with him!
As soon as you mentioned PRISM after saying how mentally unwell this man is... my thoughts went to *VILLAIN* No pressure tho, its just the way you talked about him, the pining after his wife, angsting over this cardboard copy of her and making sure nobody ever finds out about it *especially his daughter* . the final moment of his villain defeat where he breaks down and admits he was wrong, that he needs help and he has to get that help for himself and *the sake of his daughter* , frothing at the mouth just thinking about it I love compelling narrative arcs so bad!
I also coincidentally have a scientist OC named Apollo who also lost someone dear to him and also presents himself as very collected and in control but has moments where he slips and it becomes clear he is also very much not okay and could really do with a hug. Small world.
I wish more people would make videos solely focusing on the birth of their OCs and sharing their hyperfixation with them, i just enjoy watching people rant about their passions
These two are giving such huge epithet erased energy for me and I'm not sure why. Maybe from the way the grief was written into his character from the start and also Appolo's specific quirkball energy. He just has the ambient energy of a rlly well written epithet erased character. Good shit!
I’m my mind Apollo is a natural blonde with undertone of silver or blue. His wife once commented on the fact that she would be curious to see what solid blonde looks like on him. So he dyed his hair and because she loves it he doesn’t stop.💃
18:30 hearing that the art brainrot of loving something so much you draw it SOOO MUCH is indeed something that can happen when you’re older and not a teen anymore has me SO excited for when it happens to me again
glad to see that my love for little freaks with unhealthy and borderline shameful methods of coping with the loss of someone they loved is shared with an artist i really admire and respect- i know apollo is _YOUR_ character but everything about him just caters to my tastes so well that i am _also_ very fond of him and his little baby child.
14:30 ah... the death of Meme animation. So many animation/art youtuber started with oc/fan animation for fun but slowly lose intrest and starts to hate art. Good to see you having fun with animation and art again. I don't wanna be mean but you always sounded so miserable in your drawing videos. The way you spoke, it sounded like you were not having fun anymore.
Nah I agree! A big part of the reason the pikachu video isn’t finished is because we put hundreds of not thousands of hours into it just for me to realize it was just miserable to watch. Really really proud of myself for getting to where I am now!
DUUUDE THANK YOU FOR THIS !!! i have ocs i'm absolutely obsessed with but i get SO demotivated to draw them because i get worked up about about perfection. seeing how passionate and excited you are over these guys makes ME excited to go draw without any pressure :) this was awesome, can't wait for what's to come !!
Seeing June love their art and rekindle the spark of joy that it brought to his life is so inspiring. Makes me wanna pick up a sketch book and rekindle a lost love!
“It’s really easy to exaggerate how lanky and squigglybibblywobbly he is” “I love arms so bendy that they’re kinda fucked up” “I love giving him scoliosis” Game Theory: Apollo is a bouncy baby boy with rubber bones.
Unironically love to see an artist I'm becoming a huge fan of be as obsessed w their own OCs as I am with my own KDNWKDMWK (im 100% normal for getting an oc inspired tattoo, dont look at me)
Im gonna be honest, Apollo is not usually my kind of character, but hearing you talk about him in the collab and here, you have made me so attached, it's crazy!! Also PRISM MENTIONED!!!!!!!
He dyes his hair because he couldn't stomach another stranger asking him where his daughter got her blonde hair from (Commented in the premier chat but I'll comment it here too ;) )
I love this character so much because it's a complete opposite of my own and I needed that in my life I'm so very proud of you for finally putting your mental health first continue having fun
You've inspired me to not only start sketchbooking but be way more free about my art. Listening to how you've started enjoying digital art really resonated with me and why I haven't been drawing so much lately and especially some of my OCs! Your always so inspirational, June!!! Ps thank you for the free skillshare , I love it so much
I’ve honestly fallen out of love with my art right now, so these videos have been kind of comforting in seeing someone else have SO MUCH FUN with theirs, please keep up the good work :)
OF COURSE HE'S BLONDE!!! HE GOT BLONDE BIMBO ENERGY ALL OVERRR!!! also his roots aren't showing and if he is bleaching his hair that much THAT SHI WOULD BE STIFFF!!! wait... maybe thats why it always looks like that. hmmmm okay idk anymore
I’ve stack overflowed my excitement back to a level where I’m capable of cohesive speech. There is no series of words or sounds that I can make that would be able to sufficiently convey exactly how much I love Apollo. I would end the entire world just for the CHANCE to explore every nook and cranny of this character’s lore and personality. I screeched when you talked about how much of a broken mess he is, torturing himself with the ghost of a ghost. I need more of Apollo. I am on my hands and knees. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
As someone who found your stuff through the nuzlocke webcomics it made me very happy to hear that those characters lived on and I’d also apparently been seeing them in videos and community posts without realizing this entire time :3
Apollo is blonde because his daughter wanted to dye her hair to look older and wiser but she made a mess and when he saw it he was like ….where you trying to dye your hair and she denies it and being a pouty baby and her and her lovely hair dye session together father and daughter moment 😭❤❤❤
your look on art is so eye opening and has helped me a lot. a phrase that keeps me going when drawing is "bad art is good for the soul" so what if i think its bad, it still felt good
Oh my goodness this video gave me inspiration for a story I’ve been developing and now the main characters dad is dr doofenshmirts and he roller blades everywhere and is very supportive of his daughter!
The first 500 people to use my link will get a 1 month free trial of Skillshare skl.sh/ginjaninjaowo09241
Get your male gyaru nonsense outta my feed.
Femboys were bad enough for what remains of my highly questionable heterosexuality. I don’t need you making it worse.
What the thumbnail lore and you scary him with those images and he wonder what heck your doing this. Lore of it! Becauses a popular fan girl aka want to be cool as him 😎
If only she knew how cheap, shady and mediocre skillshare actually is.
I genuinely chuckled when you went: I LOVE GIVING HIM SCOLIOSIS!
@@listonlouis4500if only you explained and shared sources when you act like this
"Getting obsessed with a character is the fastest way to get better at art" REAL THOUGH.....
HELLOO STAR!!! A fellow June fan I see
Star! 😊
WOAHH HELLO STAR :OOO
Real i want one of those again, the Way My art improved when it happend to me
REALL *coughs because smallishbeans*
I said this in chat, but I'll repeat: I think it's cool seeing an artist having Obsessive Character Brainrot over their own OC instead of an Established IP.
That's what OC stands for
I have brainrot of my characters in my head everyday and it's amazing!! I love my babies with all of my heart!
Frrrr I love to do, I love to see it, I wanna see more people who are openly showering their characters with love!
@@Madjichenme too I’m ngl
Mhm mhm ✨
I may print out and frame the invitation I gave you to that collab, cause clearly it was the inception of something HISTORIC.
Thank u for my life
@ActuallyRea If you want to keep him, he can break the 4th wall and you rea you friends with them. >:3
@@ActuallyRea😭
If you're gonna do a part two of the Designing Gym Leaders, PLEASE ADD THEM AGAIN 🙏
This is Ron’s legacy
okay but the ai glasses being pink could also be like a “rose colored glasses” metaphor YKNOW??
you're a genius
OH OW
What
Huh
For those saying what and huh rose coloured glasses is a metaphor for someone who has a cheerful or optimistic view of things, usually without valid basis
I love that this Apollo has the same flavor of relationship issues that Greek mythology Apollo does, immortalizing their loves (Cynthia and Hyacinthus) into something that will never truly remind them of their love and instead reminds them of their lovers’ deaths instead
You put my exact thoughts into words
AAAAAHAHHAHA THATS SO GOOD IM GOING INSANE GUYS IM GOIGN CRAZY THE PARALLELS FIT SO PERFECT APOLLO😭😭😭😭😭 APOLLOOOOOOOO... THEYRE INFECTING ME
Next episode is titled “how I accidentally rewrote my passion project to revolve around my silliest guy who sucks so bad (LOOK AT HIM I MADE HIM WORSE)”
Following episode is titled “serious discussion” and it’s about an intervention you had with your art team after going so insane about your character someone died in real life.
the only possible ending to obsessing over your own characters
@@tisyaboiyinnyang yes….
Cannon event
This video was a bomb drop after bomb drop
What do you mean Cynthia is Apollo’s dead wife, and Lilly and Lissy are now his daughters?
What do you _mean_ Apollo based an AI off her and is unhealthily addicted to it?
_What do you _*_MEAN_*_ there’s a chance these guys might be in PRISM?????_
This also can mean that the Quintet might meet Ben, which is insane, but I’m still caught up on the Apollo angst because GODDAMN JUNE WHAT THE HELL??? /pos
Is it bad that the AI thing made me think of Vlad Plasmius and his hologram Maddie Alexa?
THAT PART!! _THAT PARTTTT!!!!_
Trying not to flip the fuck out cause it's basically 2 am and I'm still not over the fact that KYNTHIA'S DEAD
I READ CYNTHIA AND THOUGHT ABT THE POKEMON CYNTHIA AND WAS SO CONFUSED TILL I WATCHED THE REST OF THIS VIDEO-
I'm behide
16:20 holding my phone shakily sobbin,,,, you put his DEAD WIFE IN THERE???? BUT NOT REALLY??? HIS FAKE DEAD WIFE??? SIHGDJDJ I get it now, I understand the brainrot
I HAD A REACTION ONCE I STARTED PIECING TOGETHER WHERE THEY WERE GOING AAAAHHHHHH 🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭
This is so reall,, I yelled so loud when I got to that part,,
4:30 Bless this single dad who tries so hard to raise his daughter while grieving for his lost wife. We Stan his inevitable downfall into a batman villain.
Or a Snapcube type of Eggman.
Even better if he just becomes a buffoon villain like Doofenshmirtz and Aloe is like "yeah my dad is "evil" or whatever but he's a good dad." And then threatens to kill you if you ever repeat that
"I loooove, giving him, scoliosis."
Girl, same. My OCs have posture problems that don't even have names.
Loving your energy here. You've just gained a new subscriber.
I think we all saw this coming, right?
It's already obv with how much she's been drawing them in the community tab 😭
@@RedSaber90June goes by He/They ^^ /info
It's my first time here, so I did not😅
yup
@@__mochii Why the heck did they eliminate "She" when they present as a girl
I like that Apollo's glasses can almost be an allegory for a codependency of a harmful substance. He is constantly chasing this high - the AI getting his wife just right - that he doesn't care about how badly it's destroying him mentally when it doesn't work, when it doesn't give him the high he so desperately needs. Just kinda interesting
DO NOT APOLLO-GIZE FOR THE BRAINROT I AM LITERALLY OVERJOYED WHEN I SEE YOUR ART POP INTO MY FEED ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS THAT LITTLE FREAK
I NEED MORE APOLLO. Not as an "it's also my obsession," but i just love seeing other people brainrot and obsess and absolutely fangirl over stuff they love. Also Apollo is lowkey such a mood I do really like him
rewatching this because the way you gush about him brings me so much joy and gets me in the perfect drawing mood.
"i need to keep drawing him(to see him in every state and stage of life) because I'm the only one who can" you say,
social media artists took that and said "you dare challenge me?"
we love him, we adore you and your content
thank you for this man, and everything you've given us over the years. you've been huge for my art, and I will always be grateful for that!!!! 💜
Maybe you could make an au where Cynthia didn't _die_ die but instead faked her death to hide her identity and keep her family safe, and then eventually she comes back and they're all together again and happy 🥺🥺🥺🥺
I loooove me an au 💗
This would be beautiful and lovely, but I can't stop thinking about what Apollo would do with the glasses if Cynthia (Kynthia?) came back skdfgjdfhgjkf
@@theopatrick2961 deactivate the tech and use them as fashion accesories cause it looks cool as balls
@@null9014but she comes back to his freaky ass ai wife glasses
i was gonna suggest this! i think kynthia faking her death ultimately would help to make BOTH stories tie into each other perfectly. especially if apollo doesn't figure out that cynthia is his wife until she tells him
DID Y’ALL SEE THE GEM DRAWINGS IN THE PRISM SKETCHBOOK?? INSANE RENDERING. ETHEREAL USE OF COLOR. JUNE COOKED SO HARD THIS VID. THEY’RE ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY WITH THE APOLLO BRAIN ROT. I AM EATING IT ALL. MUNCHING. Apollo is beautiful I want to watch him rotate in a microwave
RIGHT?!
lol
19:27 NOO TELL USS!! AND BEFORE I SAW THIS PART OF THE VIDEO I WAS ALREADY THINKING ABOUT APPOLLO BEING IN PRISM WHAT THE HECKK😭😭💀
$10 says she makes Aloe a magical girl.
I NEED TO KNOW
BRUHHHHHH😭😭😭 ME TOO
@@bella_daze3092 IKKRRR HAHAHAHAHA
Now that I think about it, doesn't he kinda look like Hokato from June's "Redesigning PRISM as other Magical Girls" video? The first one, where she redesigned them as if they were in Madoka Magica. Maybe it's the dark skin, blonde hair, and glasses with a star on one lense 🤔
Maybe spur of the moment father daughter lore 🤔🤔🤔 that'd be fascinating! Though Hokato's "blonde" hair is actually stress hair, and in the Madoka Magica AU she dyes it blonde, but it's still an interesting concept, and I like it ☺️
If I'm wrong and it turns out to be someone else, then oh well 🤷♀️ that's just my theory...
A GAME---
I'll leave now bye
*yeets self out window*
I have to admit that you getting so obsessed with Apollo has gotten me equally obsessed. I’m fixated on him. He’s also been fueling me indirectly to get really normal about my own OCs more than usual- cheers to you and I’m glad he’s made you so happy!!
Seeing others being obsessed over their ocs makes me feel so seen. I have been obsessing over my sun oc (pfp) for a while now and he's becoming one of the only things I draw. I've even made an alternative universe of him so I can draw him more. It's nice knowing I'm not alone in this experience
dont say "phoenix" "ace" and "apollo" in the same sentence plssss the ace attorney brainworms..!!!!!!
anywho I am also obsesssed with apollo and . i talk about him with my friends sometimes LOL...,,,
EEEEE 💗💗💗
Girl sameee my Ace attorney hyperfixation will not leave me alone 💀
I clicked on your profile to discover your pfp was a zoomed in Sholms- bro that’s immaculate
gotta love ace attorney
@@ccherry.berryy thank u i stole it from a short i saw last year and it has stuck 😭
"is there underwater basket weaving yet?" OLD VID REFERENCE OLD VID REFERENCE
three of my friends sent the thumbnail to me because i’ve been obsessing over Peri from fairly oddparents 😭😭😭
17:14 I can't believe you don't see yourself as much of a writer because the way you phrased everything here would make for top tier prose and it sent chills down my spine! My hat goes off to you, June!
Aaaawh thank u!!! 💗
I feel like I’m going to sound dumb saying this but I kinda needed this video. I’ve been struggling with perfection in my art and it started to make things not fun. I’m gonna try and loosen up a bit.
YOU DON'T SOUND DUMB AT ALL!!!! It's great this video helped you out!!! best of luck with your art!!
I have been going thru the same thing! Also it is not dumb 🩷
We gottah loosen up yall 😊!!
June's videos have helped me sooo much with art confidence ur so real for this
Nah I've been going thru the same thing, so much that I went into art block for a year. I think I'll definitely try drawing in ink more again, that sounds like it might help. Hope you'll find a way to break through soon!
“That’s the birth of my grown man” should go on a shirt and I’d wear it all the time
I can't stop rewatching this video. I don't know what it is, but every time I rewatch it, I see some neat little detail I miss, some cool edit I like, a new method I wanna incorporate into my art, just something new every time. I usually get tired of the repetitiveness, but with these sketchbook art progress videos, I just find myself captivated and in love with June's art, it really makes me wanna get out fine liners and just play around in the paper.
Great video.
The amount of pure joy I get from watching someone else get insane brain rot over their own character is amazing. I’ve watched this video 4 times since it’s been out
I swear I keep accidentally summoning new uploads from you. Every single time I decide to rewatch some of your videos, a new one drops a short time later without fail
Exactly I was just thinking about how I wish by some miracle he would upload
Keep doing that it’s made his upload schedule 2 times a month instead of one /silly (if you ever need a break June please skip a month or more)
you could make a religion outta this-
Watch June videos more often then SO WE GET MORE UPLOADS RAHHHH /silly
Can you just magic some more...jk
OK so STAY WITH ME ON THIS, apollo isnt a natural blond but bleaches his hair cause his wife had a platinum blond like hair color and it reminds him of her , even if its just alittle bit THE ANGST POTENTIAL
Bro, don't break my heart like that! 😂😢
Yea, but sadly Kynthia is a natural brunette sadly :(
Like he would be sitting down and she would come up behind him and wrap her arms around his shoulders and rest her head against the top of his and because her hair was so long it would fall down and frame his face too, so he dyed it when she passed as a way to still see her hair fall around his face when she would hug him
@@_MyShadWay_No! Not sadly! Imagine Apollo helps Kynthia dye her hair for the first time and she’s so excited about it because it feels more like her. You have an agonizing shot of Apollo looking in the mirror as he dyes his own hair, re-enacting the memory but it’s just him alone in the bathroom with the hair dye kit.
Everything can be funneled into gut wrenching angst!
stop because im dying screaming crying why did you make me animate that in my head. i think i will. expokde @@CosmicSpectres
Full disclosure, I honestly didn’t quite get why Apollo became a proverbial tsunami on your socials *at first*. But watching this video, hearing more about the process, and his lore made me immediately get it. That backstory actually made me physically react, like WOW. And the tease at the end has me hype to see what’s next! You hooked another one, congrats! 🤩
apollos design is SOOO cool and the AI glasses are heart wrenching. As soon as you mentioned a third character AI I was like “oh….oh no….nooo….” I used to be this feral over one of my earliest OC’s and I want that back so bad 😭
I NEED to know how to render those gems at 19:38
Watching June’s downfall escalate with every community post as he completely took over their life was so much fun. Our fav freak Apollo is pretty much the spark that got me back into fakemon and Pokemon writing so I’ll be holding him close to my heart (as close as I can get him I love this dork)
I can’t get enough Apollo I NEED TO CONSUME MORE APOLLO CONTENT
We need an Apollo plushie
@@ThedamnedStylest *absolutely* If there’s ever another makeship campaign, we can hope
They go by he?
@@peachpopsicle4090 They go by they/he 🤗
@@spicedicing I see, thank you for telling me (this might've been posted twice. If so, I apologize)
June in your recent videos you just seem so happy, and are showing such a passion for your art that inspires me so much. You seem like you’re truly enjoying everything you’re making and it just makes me want to draw and write and create so much more. I’ve been struggling with motivation and an art block for honestly over a year at this point, and while I’m still struggling to find the energy to create the things I want to, I’m finally feeling motivation, and WANTING to create things, and a majority of this is because of your content. You are so incredibly inspiring and I hope you can continue to inspire people and enjoy making art
Screaming crying throwing up rn did not think June would actually see this 😭❤️
I believe Apollo is a natural blonde because Aloe is still quite young to be bleaching her hair, so if she were to get the blonde from somewhere it would have to be from her dad.
Aloes hair is white because of tia :3
@@gremlin623 Tia dyes her hair, you can see the brown roots
@@justaperson8381 F ALOE DYES HER HAIR... you know what that means right.. *Points at Jojo Siwa*...Electric Boogaloo
I LOVE HIM HE'S SO SHAPED!! He looks really fun to draw too!!
June i want you to know that there's not a day where i don't love what you do. You are inspiring not just as a skilled artist but as a person, you make me want to improve not just my art but my lifestyle. THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A POSITIVE INFLUENCE! don't overwork yourself and keep being you, Love from italy! ❤
Gotta love it when you make an OC you love so much that you become obsessed with. We welcome OC hyperfixation.
I thought the computer in his glasses was a pokedex cause I wasn’t keeping up with the Pokémon seperafion 😭 but the actual program is INSANE oh my god that’s so.. angst.. perfect.. screams
DUDE IS 17:43 , NOOOO! My heart wrenches at this and I love this man. I love this characters, no wonder he’s your little man
13:39 the visceral obsession in your voice when you said this triggered my fight or flight response
"Guys, a lot of my skeches are ugly, but it's fine"
*background footage shows some absolutely gorgeous drawings*
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN
HE IS JUST SO ✨CVNTY✨
Me seeing the short: wow, June REALLY likes this OC
Me seeing this video in my notifications: ...well I dont know what I expected
16:18 that line without a hook animation… WHY MUST YOU HURT ME THIS WAY 😭
Can't wait for that angst moment in which in which Apollo loses his glasses and some one ends up putting them on only to discover Apollo's deepest secret
Is Apollo going to be the guy who runs the organisation in prism because through his research he found those silly little fellas and thought if he could gather enough information about them that they'd somehow help bring back his wife 🤨
Anyway, what a funky little man, he has such fun hair, I want to eat it 😋
You rea in this universe because she obsessed with her like in thumbnail
Kinda like hawkmoth from miraculous ladybug.
I like to imagine that if he ever does get his wife back she comes back completely normal but hes irreversibly changed and thinks she's a 'fake' bc he started to mistake some of the ai mannerisms for the real one.
gabriel agreste core
I don't think he'd the leader (however) I do think your onto something
this is so yaoiful
LOLL
YOU GET ITTT
HELP??
He really does have bisexual disaster energy
@@Kurt1z
Attack of the yaoi gyaru
June is literally so real for making this video
ZAMN APOLLO HAS LORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude I need more content of this man PLEASE I beg of thee. I love rant videos I love yap videos I love straight talking dude if you just recorded like 3 hours of footage and posted it unedited I would listen to it it's so refreshing to see this type of lovely wonderful whimsical nonsense
That idea of the ai taking on the appearance of Tia because Apollo wanted to see her again made me cry. You’re ideas are always amazing but this one really hit me for some reason reason.
Ough hearing about Apollo’s backstory is everything I needed here, honestly. And hearing about the creative process that got him to where he is is genuinely so refreshing and fun. Thank you for sharing so much about him, can’t wait to see what else you end up doing with him!
13:50 I was expecting "in the following week" 48 HOURS IS CRAZY
I was POSSESSED
As soon as you mentioned PRISM after saying how mentally unwell this man is... my thoughts went to *VILLAIN*
No pressure tho, its just the way you talked about him, the pining after his wife, angsting over this cardboard copy of her and making sure nobody ever finds out about it *especially his daughter* . the final moment of his villain defeat where he breaks down and admits he was wrong, that he needs help and he has to get that help for himself and *the sake of his daughter* , frothing at the mouth just thinking about it I love compelling narrative arcs so bad!
Aloe n Yu bffs???
@@milleniumonion7223their dads are also foils for each other, one has gotten over his girlfriend leaving him and the other one can’t move on
I also coincidentally have a scientist OC named Apollo who also lost someone dear to him and also presents himself as very collected and in control but has moments where he slips and it becomes clear he is also very much not okay and could really do with a hug.
Small world.
I wish more people would make videos solely focusing on the birth of their OCs and sharing their hyperfixation with them, i just enjoy watching people rant about their passions
These two are giving such huge epithet erased energy for me and I'm not sure why. Maybe from the way the grief was written into his character from the start and also Appolo's specific quirkball energy. He just has the ambient energy of a rlly well written epithet erased character. Good shit!
"HE'S A FREAK I LOVE MY FREAK" is such a real line to say about an oc
save me pretty boy
pretty boy save me
pretty boy...
I’m my mind Apollo is a natural blonde with undertone of silver or blue. His wife once commented on the fact that she would be curious to see what solid blonde looks like on him. So he dyed his hair and because she loves it he doesn’t stop.💃
18:30 hearing that the art brainrot of loving something so much you draw it SOOO MUCH is indeed something that can happen when you’re older and not a teen anymore has me SO excited for when it happens to me again
Literally this!! It’s super encouraging to know growing up will not stunt your creative thinking for good
glad to see that my love for little freaks with unhealthy and borderline shameful methods of coping with the loss of someone they loved is shared with an artist i really admire and respect- i know apollo is _YOUR_ character but everything about him just caters to my tastes so well that i am _also_ very fond of him and his little baby child.
He is indeed a nasty dawg
14:30 ah... the death of Meme animation.
So many animation/art youtuber started with oc/fan animation for fun but slowly lose intrest and starts to hate art.
Good to see you having fun with animation and art again. I don't wanna be mean but you always sounded so miserable in your drawing videos. The way you spoke, it sounded like you were not having fun anymore.
Nah I agree! A big part of the reason the pikachu video isn’t finished is because we put hundreds of not thousands of hours into it just for me to realize it was just miserable to watch. Really really proud of myself for getting to where I am now!
@@ActuallyRea well, good to see you enjoying art again june. Although, I will miss the animal crossing human videos.
Apollo Definitely natural blonde can’t tell me a man with such himbo energy wasn’t born blonde
DUUUDE THANK YOU FOR THIS !!! i have ocs i'm absolutely obsessed with but i get SO demotivated to draw them because i get worked up about about perfection. seeing how passionate and excited you are over these guys makes ME excited to go draw without any pressure :) this was awesome, can't wait for what's to come !!
Ponder the concept of Apollo’s wife being an ex-magical girl who died in battle and his glasses are actually her PRISM…
Seeing June love their art and rekindle the spark of joy that it brought to his life is so inspiring. Makes me wanna pick up a sketch book and rekindle a lost love!
“It’s really easy to exaggerate how lanky and squigglybibblywobbly he is”
“I love arms so bendy that they’re kinda fucked up”
“I love giving him scoliosis”
Game Theory: Apollo is a bouncy baby boy with rubber bones.
Bro so obsessed with his wife he made himself an AI of her💀 he's so broken I CANT
Unironically love to see an artist I'm becoming a huge fan of be as obsessed w their own OCs as I am with my own KDNWKDMWK (im 100% normal for getting an oc inspired tattoo, dont look at me)
Apollo has such a vibe I want to see him everywhere, just popping up. This dude shall appear at all our windows
Obsessively drawing a character is literally my hobby you guys don’t understand
REALL
This is such a yapper session that I’m in love with
Im gonna be honest, Apollo is not usually my kind of character, but hearing you talk about him in the collab and here, you have made me so attached, it's crazy!! Also PRISM MENTIONED!!!!!!!
this popping up in my feed is INSANE i used to watch ur warriors speedpaints in 5th grade as a full child - lovely to see that youre still succeeding
I had to PAUSE at 6:25 , seeing the pregnant Itto 😭
He dyes his hair because he couldn't stomach another stranger asking him where his daughter got her blonde hair from
(Commented in the premier chat but I'll comment it here too ;) )
I WAS THINKING THAT BUT THE WAY I WAS WORDED IT MADE NO SENSE BUT THIS IS PERFECT
Yo that’s actually perfect ✨
@@VidasinvidaNo. that’s ActuallyRea.
I've known about apollo for less than a week and I've already seen so much of him
I love this character so much because it's a complete opposite of my own and I needed that in my life I'm so very proud of you for finally putting your mental health first continue having fun
You've inspired me to not only start sketchbooking but be way more free about my art. Listening to how you've started enjoying digital art really resonated with me and why I haven't been drawing so much lately and especially some of my OCs! Your always so inspirational, June!!! Ps thank you for the free skillshare , I love it so much
I’ve honestly fallen out of love with my art right now, so these videos have been kind of comforting in seeing someone else have SO MUCH FUN with theirs, please keep up the good work :)
OF COURSE HE'S BLONDE!!! HE GOT BLONDE BIMBO ENERGY ALL OVERRR!!! also his roots aren't showing and if he is bleaching his hair that much THAT SHI WOULD BE STIFFF!!! wait... maybe thats why it always looks like that. hmmmm okay idk anymore
10:12 can we talk about how they three of them literally make the pan flag
every color combination ever is a flag why are you suprised
@@MOTHDADDY1 nuh uh name a green and purple flag
@@duskstorm3560genderqueer?
@@ChthonicMars Damn you got me
Gotta say- never saw this turn in your content, but I am LOVING the sketchbooks and studies! good stuff.
16:00 oh shit we’ve entered the “put you into a Tupperware container and shake violently /affectionate” part of the character building
*sees this in my feed*
“Ah, yes, I’ve been expecting you”
I’ve stack overflowed my excitement back to a level where I’m capable of cohesive speech. There is no series of words or sounds that I can make that would be able to sufficiently convey exactly how much I love Apollo. I would end the entire world just for the CHANCE to explore every nook and cranny of this character’s lore and personality. I screeched when you talked about how much of a broken mess he is, torturing himself with the ghost of a ghost. I need more of Apollo. I am on my hands and knees.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
The moment she started speaking at 1:27 I knew she GENUENLY loved her boy❤❤❤
Rea, I'm now also obsessed, I've watched this video multiple times. pLEASE DROP MORE APOLLO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEA-
As someone who found your stuff through the nuzlocke webcomics it made me very happy to hear that those characters lived on and I’d also apparently been seeing them in videos and community posts without realizing this entire time :3
Apollo is blonde because his daughter wanted to dye her hair to look older and wiser but she made a mess and when he saw it he was like ….where you trying to dye your hair and she denies it and being a pouty baby and her and her lovely hair dye session together father and daughter moment 😭❤❤❤
I DESPERATELY NEEDED THIS LORE
The SPEED at which June liked this shows me they’re PROWLING theses comments right now, fight on soldier
PPL ARE TALKING ABOUT MY BOY I HAVE TO SEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHA 💗
18:11 bro I FELT that screech deep in my soul, the pure excitement is SO GODDAMN REAL😭♥️♥️
Me, about halfway through the video: Oh you would LOVE Trigun.
Me at 19:00 : CALLED IT.
your look on art is so eye opening and has helped me a lot. a phrase that keeps me going when drawing is "bad art is good for the soul" so what if i think its bad, it still felt good
18:30 FELICITY JUMPSCARE??
(Lissylocke had me in a CHOKEHOLD a few years back and I still love Felicity sm)
Oh my goodness this video gave me inspiration for a story I’ve been developing and now the main characters dad is dr doofenshmirts and he roller blades everywhere and is very supportive of his daughter!