Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything (Official Lyric Video)
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Pain turns to rage
Rage turns to hate
Hate to suffering
Suffering eventually turns to nothing
And that's what you become. Nothing.
Hurting pple hurt other pple with actions and words.
Words break down spirit and kill life and actions stem out of hurt
Whoa
@Sarafina Summers and im a sith lord
We are all nothing
Fun fact - citizen soldier never makes a bad song
I just recently found these guys and can confirm they do not make a bad song.
Agreed would slaughter to any one of them
No cap
*true 😜❤️
Not fun fact , but true fact
"You know depressing music music makes you depressed right?"
"No it shows I'm not alone"
Not at all right with you every song of theirs just fits right into how I'm feeling 😪
If anything it helps us to feel anything in a world that killed our feelings
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I've told people this for years.
I listen to depressing music because it's how I already feel. It helps me to break myself down and feel my own emotions. Otherwise I block them out and suppress them until I can't anymore and have a violent breakdown that usually involves some kinda damage. I've lost a few jobs because of mental breakdowns at work that ended with me cussing out co-workers.
Sorry to ramble about my crap. Point is these songs, and this band specifically, are my self therapy. They're amazing and have helped me see a lot of myself I'd been hiding from.
@xceryxdemurstra6323 you don't need to apologize it's perfectly fine these comments are a safe space for you and anyone else who needs it just vent and try to relieve any built up stress and anger you have in a productive way and I promise things will get better. Don't hold your feelings back and don't ever deny they exist.
"You gave me everything, so why do I feel so alone?" God, that line hits harder than it should...
I just want to thank you guys, your songs have helped me through some of the darkest parts of my life, and knowing I'm not alone in this is a comfort. Can't wait for the next track you guys make
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You guys help so many people deal with life , myself included..more than words can express. Thank you for everything. 🤘🏼
Much love Mark 😶💙
My issue is; I know how, I know why. Unfortunately I'm really effected by emotions around me, and I've lived 20yrs surrounded by negative emotions... It's hard to reverse this, but these songs hit hard enough to to help a little bit, at least. I really appreciate your hard work! Thank you.
I relate to that so much... this band is amazing
We hear you Zeke 😶💙 Glad the music helps
I think this song perfectly portrays My Ex - he couldn't be faithful from Day 1, and never could stop needing the attention of other women. He set out to destroy me, along with his friends and family. Sad to think he is spreading hate which eventually his grandkids will learn. 💔
I'd rather live on the streets than have that kind of life and heart. Good luck to you and yours, revenge isn't a Godly life, its hypocritical. You'll have your own karma.
@@overemail6834 i don't think this song is for those who have gotten numb and *refuse* to change, but for those who have, and *are* trying to change... Even when they know their best will *NEVER* be enough...
This is spectacular!! The lyrics are really powerful!! I love the long intro, the best was in point!! I love everything about this song!! I can’t wait for your next beautiful masterpiece!!
Appreciate those words Kindra 😶💙 Much love
Facts
Like this song even though it appears to be about couples.. list my soulmate.. but I can identify with this as my loneliness
"My sickness this has never been your fault"
that part hits so close to home-
your music is just something on another world.
how you manage to make music that can
make people feel less alone in the world,
EVERY time you release a song is amazing.
words can't describe the amount of gratitude
Love all of your songs
Much love 😶💙
@@CitizenSoldier great music 👍🏻
I don't know how you manage to do it every time, but I was left so shocked and moved! As always, I watched it with my best friend and... We couldn't stop talking about how damn accurate this song is. And this is so good on so many levels! The animation also adds another layer of depth, showing how excruciating depression really is, having a "good" life, yet being so broken.
"You gave me everything, so why do I feel so alone?" It's just so powerful - I felt guilty (and was told that I should be more grateful that I have everything) that I had a good life and everything I could ask for and still was so sick. I was told many times how ungrateful I was and that I shouldn't have reasons to be sick.
And of course "You let me in, I let you down" is by far the best verse. I always felt so much guilt for telling people how I felt, because they were always let down by my words, so I stopped telling them. I stopped asking for help.
As always - thank you so much for your music. Please never stop writing more 💛
We hear you friend 😶💙 Much love
I pretty much came away with the same feelings you had. You and I seem to have the same people in our lives… lol.
I love that Citizen Soldier is bring awareness to depression and anxiety, and what the struggle feels like.
I completely understand how you feel. I am lucky to be born in a family that gave me everything, and yet I couldn't help but feel lonely. Nobody in my family takes my side or stood up for me when my aunt from my father's side kept talking shit about me. Even if I wanted to tell my parents how I feel, they did nothing for me. So I simply stopped talking with them, knowing that talking with them always leads to fights or them being 'Ooh, I'm older and more experienced than you, you should listen to me because I know more' that kind of bull crap. I'm so sick of my parents thinking they know everything about me and yet they don't. I'm just so used to them that I've already grown numb to the pain. But anyway, this is good music.
you never create a bad song! i love all ur songs!! thx this made my day better :))
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I’m a veteran and all your songs just seem to hit home, especially this one 🖤 these songs keep me going, I swear they speak to me. Keep up the amazing work!
Thanks for your service 😶💙 Glad the music helps
Hits so hard and so close. Trying to explain being numb to someone, even a mental health care provider is so exhausting. Song sums it up well. ❤
I'm always amazed by how Citizen Soldier can keep pumping out songs that sound so different yet have such soulful lyrics! Powerful song. Keep on rockin'!🤘
Thank you Citizen Soldier for this. I really felt numb last night after almost doing something I would regret but decided to continue on and seeing that you posted today really motivates me even more to keep going.
Stay strong friend 😶💙 Much love
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you, You too!
I really needed this tonight. Your guys music is my therapy. Thank you
Glad the music helps Alex 😶💙
You guys are insanely talented! You’re the only band that produces banger after banger, no flops in between. I genuinely can’t think of a single song of yours that’s bad. Keep up the great work!
Appreciate that Sadie 😶💙
I am so thankful for your music, this song made me cry. There’s no band that speaks more to me than yours. Thank you so much for your music!
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Just ended an almost 13 year old relationship due to my scars and traumas. Just cannot feel the same future she sees with me. She gave me everything, but still I've felt alone all this time. This song, these lyrics. They relate so goddamn much.
I'm in the exact same boat right now, except i couldn't take how he kept treating me. Dimissing my pain, endless cycles, and he can't step up for me. It's hell to walk away but hell to stay.
Haven’t even listened yet but I know it’s gonna be another banger 💜💜💜💜
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I'm sure you hear this a lot but I'd like to share this anyway. You are the reason I am here today. Your music saved my life. Your song "would anyone care" is the song that made me take my finger of the trigger. I had heard the song on by a complete miracle. I was in a dark place and had made a will. Life had broke me and I was listening to a Playlist of 6 songs I made called "my goodbye". It had finished and I put the finger on the trigger when auto play started that song. In tears I listened when at 2:27 of that song right before putting full pressure I on the trigger my attention drew to a line of lyrics. "If your dying inside". i listened tears running down my face. Finger on the trigger when one single line changed everything "You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night". This line made me think of all my successes. In the moments after that line my finger left the trigger and I started crying hysterically. It was 4am and my girlfriend heard me in my gaming room. She opened the door and grabbed me. It was that line that brought out the sounds that saved my life. I cannot truly thank you enough. A year ago would have been my last. Immediately after this I called and checked myself in to a temporary mental health hospital. Sought help and I am in a much better place now. I've got the correct medication and I have come so far. I gave my firearm to a family member and sold everything associated with it. Tore up that will and deleted that Playlist. Found a support group and started talking about whats going on in my head. Thank you citizen soldier. 🙏 your music helps more than you'll ever truly know. I'm sure there are others like me. With life stories just like mine. But I hope you stop to read them and realize that you have done so much for so many. Much love to you and your families! Stay safe.
well done man your music hits home for me
Much love 😶💙
this song was exactly what I needed right now. always had a really hard life with so many traumas cuz of my past and that made me a broken person. i really hate myself for being this, my demons took away from me the person that I loved most, my depression is crushing me so damn hard again and I don't know what to do cuz i just wanna give up. thank you for making such a powerful song, u guys helps a lot when I'm in my worst days!
Can related.
We hear you Vinny 😶💙 Stay strong friend
another amazing song from the best band ever!!!
Thanks 😶💙
The powerful vocals on “Why did I get so numb” it’s so chilling!!
This song is amazing! It's always so difficult explaining that you feel numb and alone even when you have people around you
Especially explaining it to someone you love and feeling like you're just dragging them down because you just can't be normal
We hear you Kai 😶💙
How are you guys so consistent? Your music never dissappoints and just gets better and better everytime!
Much love Josh 😶💙
The Citizen Solider never disappoints making a good music will be rock
Every song you release is the best..
Keep it up :)
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The instrumental in this song is on fire, and the lyrics made me feel in a way I haven't feel in a long time. Thank you for this song
Glad the music helps 😶💙
Awesome song
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this song rocks so hard its incredible
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😍😍yes. Just.. yes. I love it. Wonderful. Amazing. Brilliant.
Thanks 😶💙
I'm not very good at expressing myself through words and was struggling to tell people how I felt.. I was finally able to express to people just how bad my mental health was thanks to you guys... So.. Thank you
damn this one is so good! "feels like youre so out of reach standing right in front of me" that one hits
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I've been numb for a long time. I've been through a lot, and I continue to go through stuff. My relationships with people have been affected by how numb I've become over the course of my young life. It's hard existing when all you feel is a numbing feeling. I don't know how I get through the day anymore. My girlfriend left me for someone else, and even though I've been through that before, I don't feel the pain anymore. I guess I've gone through that so many times (people leaving me whether it be someone I'm romantically involved with or just a friend or a family member), that I've just grown used to it. The hardest part for me when it came to my depression, was to admit that I wasn't alone. I'd say it, but I wouldn't ever believe myself. I made myself believe that I was the only one who was born in hell. That I'm the only who is so numb, and that I'm the only person in the world that doesn't know why that is. There's still days where I think I'm the only one suffering, and that is a battle I'm always going to have to battle. But this song, did something for me tonight that you guys will never understand. I've been a fan of this band and it's messages ever since I heard you guys a couple of years ago. And finding you guys was like finding a band for my mind, because you guys are always writing songs about things I and many other people deal with and go through. I honestly don't know how to thank you guys for the amount of graves you helped me out of, and I'm not quite sure if I'll ever be able to thank you guys for all that you've done for me and my mental health, but I just want you guys to know that I'm thankful for this band. Citizen Soldier really deserves so much more recognition for what this band does for this community of Earth's population. Some people who deal with depression are lucky enough to get out of it. For other people like me, who are just stuck in it, there's movies, there's music, and there's Citizen. Fucking. Soldier. Oh and great animation by the way.
-Travis
Every song you guys drop are pure bangers
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Why is every song so good?! My favorite part is the almost echoing "so numb"s. It adds so much depth of sound and gave me a serious case of goosebumps.
Thanks Penina 😶💙
It's crazy to think how we already got four new masterpieces in 2022 alone, and it's just February!🤯 Really amazing and hardworking! So much respect! Thank you for making songs that many of us can relate to and help us to feel less lonely❣
More music on the way 😶💙
This band has helped me so much I don't understand how every song seems to capture someone's struggles so well keep fighting the good fight everyone
Glad the music helps 😶💙
Always relate so heavily to Citizen Soldier’s songs they are always so incredible too.
I understand the feeling of being numb. This song is so powerful! Keep up the awesome work!
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Whenever I’m in a bad place, music is how I get out of the hole. Sometimes I listen to it by myself, other times I try to get others to truly hear what the lyrics are, since I’m not good at communication.
"Why do I feel so alone". That line hit me hard. 😭
I guess there will be people who will feel identified with this song,💔❤ we hope that we can continue.
and excellent song, keep it up😃💜👍
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It's amazing how they can transmit so much in one song, I'll never get tired of saying it. Another great song, great work, guys! 🖤
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I hate numbness but as the time goes by, I feel it stronger and stronger. I see something that I know I like but I feel like I am totally indifferent to it. The best food in the world is worthless when you have no appetite. May God help us all get our appetite for life and its little things back. 🙏
This song made me cry. It was very emotional and relatable because it si how I feel, I feel numb to everything and everyone that it blinds me, constricts me, chokes me. I have been looking for a song to describe the thoughts in my head and then you released this work of art.. Thank you..
Much love 😶💙
Such a great and such a relatable song that really hits hard love this band
Thanks Mike 😶💙
Thank you. Words can't express how much your music has done for me. This song has left left speechless. its everything I feel but can't say. I hate being silent and hiding it. Numb is what I wish I could be. I should be happy right now my 16th birthday party is in 3 days...but I'm not. I just want to feel something good. I just want to fix myself. But no matter how hard I try I fail everytime.
You see I haven’t listened to his newer songs but I gotta admit
He knows me better than anyone I’ve ever known
You all humble and hug me with each song you sing! Can't say thank you enuf but please never stop giving all of us need to not feel alone in this.
Never Disappoint! I love all your music. Hits me hard everytime cuz it's how I have felt for so long! Thank you for speaking all our truths for us😊
Much love Kaitlyn 😶💙
This is coming out while I am going through a very numb and destructive phase.
I fell in love with someone who simply gave up on me and moved on from me after allowing me to get close to him. I was willing to stay regardless how hard it would be. The only thing I feel now is pain and this emotional numbness to everything and everyone. I don't fall in love so easily, I am greyromantic and this feeling is super rare and this is why it hurts even more than it should.
You guys always deliver songs with deep and true meaning and I am so thankful for everything you do and every song you release. Love you my dudes ♥
This song got released in the most perfect time ever, I had a friend who helps me with my mental health, but I ended up hurting her and made her disappointed in me, and now all I feel is numbness, thank you Citizen Soldier. You always give me hope in life and explain what can't be explained.
Lets pray for them because the demons are tormenting them
I love this god
May god keep you all
Every song you guys make is a masterpiece love you all ❤️
Thanks Tomas 😶💙
"Hate so much what I've become. Where did I go? How did I get so numb?" I came here to have a good time, and I'm honestly feeling so called out right now. 😜
Seriously, though, this song is amazing! 🔥💜
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I really felt this
Being numb is sometimes the only thing stopping you from feeling the pain of everything going on, but at the same time, the numbness hurts just as much
As usual, this song pulls at my last heartstring and strengthens my desire for life. My will grows with every masterpiece, my faith restores with every word that shines like a millions stars in the sky or a lighthouse leading me back to safety like I’m a boat and the oceans are my problems.
Glad the music helps 😶💙 Stay strong friend
@@CitizenSoldier I don’t intend to give up. I’ll fight until the end.
I LOVE to see that more people are noticing you guys! You deserve this and more!!! Great song. Can't wait for the whole second part of TIYS 💙
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This song really speaks to what I am going through right now. I love your music so much you never disappoint❤️
We hear you Elizabeth 😶💙
The best way to start a Wednesday morning. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart, Citizen Soldier.
I guess i found my new favorite song of all time. Immm in love with it!!!!!
Glad to hear that 😶💙
I don't know why but I love all of ur guy's songs. I listen to them every day.
Much love 😶💙
Omggg, love the new song. Never disappointed with these guys!!!
Thanks Antonio 😶💙
Wow waking up tu such a masterpiece is just perfect. Good morning
Good morning 😶💙
Now the hype has worn down and I can calmly listen to the song, you once again made a song that resonates so well better than what I can describe, the sense of numb and loneliness, despite having people with you, even next to you. It's not the same and sometimes can't always fill the empty hole in your heart. And all you can feel is a void. A void that no one can hear you. You're included but yet excluded. I have so many emotions with this song, especially when I went a few days literally emotionless and back to an emotional mess, this song feels like something I need to listen to and you never disappoint. I love all of your songs and your band is a comfort for me and I feel so connected by your songs.
Much love 😶💙
this song just resonates with the way I've been feeling lately, so damn accurate
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Y’all my fav music group ❤️❤️keep up the good work
Every one of your songs brings up such powerful emotions fantastic job love your music
This song is what it's like to have DPDR 😢
"Hate so much what I've become. Where did I go? How did I get so numb?"
These Lyrics. WOW. Tell a story through a whole new perspective.
Amazing song 💫
Thanks Ronja 😶💙
Thank you, so much for this song. I relate to it on a very personal level due to my best friend and I being worlds apart with how we are. I'm have loads of disabilites(The main ones being Autism, Depression, and PTSD) and he's neurodivergent, making communication and such very hard for the both of us. We recently had a fight about something small and this song just.. it put my feelings into the words I couldn't express to him because I'm so used to people not willing to try and understand me but he made the effort. I love him but a lot of the times I feel as if I'm hurting him more than I should and it pains me every time I lash out at him. So thank you, for putting the feelings I was trying to word to him into a song. I hope we can work things out.
I love your music by the way, I found you guys in my darkest times and I haven't stopped listening since. Thank you for being people's hope and light at the end of the tunnel. Bye! o/ 🤎
Thanks for sharing that 😶💙 Much love
Love love love love.. this song is going to be on repeat for a long time! 💙💙 just hits you right in your soul 🥲
Glad to hear that Heather 😶💙 Much love
One of the best modern hard rock bands. Glad there's still people with talent and dont have to use autotune to sound good. Heard this band yesterday and in love with every song
😶Another great song! As always CS blows me away! I hope everyone that sees this has a great day/night! Sending hugs and love to anyone that needs or wants it. You're doing great! And you're so worth it! You're great just the way you are don't let other's take away your shine. And don't listen to them if they say you're not or you're not worth it. You are. Keep fighting keep pushing on you've got this!😶💙💙💙💙💙
Much love 😶💙
Every single song from you guys is just great.
Please keep it up.
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“Numb to everything, I feel so far away, hate so much what I’ve become, where did I go, how did I get so numb” that part matches how I’ve become after shutting my emotions away and hits me a lot. The other part is “My sickness has never been your fault, It’s not you it’s me, I’m so sorry, I can’t feel your here at all” this to me is the thing I feel towards my family
We hear you 😶💙
Kazakhstan, winter, I fell and hit the ice, I come home frozen and hungry with pain in my body. And then this song .... what can I say, there are no words. just thank you
Already loving it!
Glad to hear that 😶💙
you guys needed more recognition with your songs, the lyrics, the song, I felt connected with it. Thank you for your efforts because it really help me this year ever since my depression started since 2016, Im thankful ive found your channel, your songs are meaningful and has kept me strong, you guys are amazing
Your songs are the one of the only things that can break through my heart of ice and make me feel something. That line about not being able to change felt like a hot knife being slowly pushed into my heart. Because I couldn't change, I wasn't able to save my dad from dying. Because I couldn't change, I've been a burden to others my whole life. Because I can't change, I will always be alone.
I love how each song tells a story about someone or something we’ve been through. When I have panic attacks I tend to feel numb myself. Thank you for sharing these with us, there beautiful 😊
Wow I really can feel your music guys even tho I am psychopathic borderline but every time I feel your songs deep in my heart and soul... It's amazing, I really love your music and I love you guys.
I hope one day that you will perform in the Netherlands and I can come to your concert because you guys are my heroes you are awesome.
Sending you all my love guys 💜🖤❤️🖤💜🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Glad the music helps Diana 😶💙 Much love to the Netherlands 🇳🇱
Another awesome song made🔥🎸🔥
You guys rock 🤘💜❤️️🖤💛💙💚🧡💖🤘
Thanks Kelsey 😶💙
@@CitizenSoldier You're welcome😊
Every song is relatable even the new once we really love all of your songs keep it up Citizen Soldier & we hope someday you may have concert soon... 🥰💗🥰💗
Thanks Christian 😶💙
Just had a depressive episode and my boyfriend stuck it out with me. He's the one who encouraged me to talk to a doctor and start treatment for my anxiety and depression. He's done everything for me. He moved across states for me. Yet I still get lost in my head and feel alone and trapped in my mind. He always is there for me and willing to help me and I will forever appreciate him. This song hit hard to me. Most of your songs do. Your music gives me some sense comfort in knowing I'm not alone in this fight, that others know this feeling and this struggle. Thank you for making songs that help. Songs that can express things I can't. Your lyrics convey thoughts I could never put into words. I can't wait to see what you create next. Thank you for sharing these songs with us. They help so much.
This… this is a masterpiece.
I love hearing the old Three Days Grace influence in their music. Takes me back to when I really started discovering hard rock, bout year 2000. Keep it up, I love every song you guys release. Never cease to amaze me 👍
One of my best friends showed me your musics now it’s what I fall asleep to every night just so I can sleep otherwise I can’t. Thank you so much for understanding what some people (like my self) are going through, your music says everything. Hope 2022 gos well for you
Words cannot describe how much these songs have helped me deal with My own depression and finally start to pull through it, I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but from the bottom of my heart thank you! Thank you for everything your music has done for me and everyone else listening
Love you guys keep up the amazing work!!!
Thanks 😶💙
I’m about to have this on repeat all day!! Yes!! 🖤🖤 you guys smashed it out of the park again! 🖤
Thanks Jessie 😶💙
Having another night where my mind won't let me rest, repeating another tiresome cycle. I really needed this, I listen to your songs everyday just to somehow get through.
Thank you for what you've created and shared with us, I can't begin to properly describe how much my soul relates and needs it. 🖤
Glad the music helps friend 😶💙
im currently grieving a old relationship i was in denial with for years. im currently in the anger phase, its rough. glad this song came out two days ago, when my grief began. i needed it.
Love this!
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Absolutely awesome as always your music is always incredible
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The greatest gift I've given the people I love this year is not being in their life anymore...
Go ahead, make your promise you'll be back for me. You and I both know you aren't coming back.
It's okay, to the ones who want to stay, this is better for the both of us.
The fact that is so accurately describes how I feel is scary. But it also puts this feeling I have felt for so many years into words. So thank you for this masterpiece!