Citizen Soldier - Wanted (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 14 мар 2022
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  • @heartthatuser
    @heartthatuser 2 года назад +508

    This is how I feel towards myself, how my negative voice tries to convince me into thinking, especially with the way I grew up always losing touch with friends

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +71

      We hear you 👻💙

    • @annamamma100
      @annamamma100 2 года назад +18

      Stay strong man, just like a soldier.

    • @corywheeler7295
      @corywheeler7295 2 года назад +8

      Same here

    • @LA-cj8cn
      @LA-cj8cn 2 года назад +8

      @@annamamma100 exactly 💯. I was there. Thank you bro

    • @LA-cj8cn
      @LA-cj8cn 2 года назад +9

      I have a feeling that things are changing for you. You are stunning and beautiful baby. You are wanted.

  • @theastrophotographerjudah9421
    @theastrophotographerjudah9421 2 года назад +18

    I wish I could just hug every person in this chat that is hurting

    • @Exile559
      @Exile559 Месяц назад +1

      Don't touch me, I'm not liable for what happens.

    • @kristenlogan2594
      @kristenlogan2594 11 дней назад +2

      Thank you, I need it.

  • @Diana_420
    @Diana_420 2 года назад +303

    "Cause I've never known what it's like to just feel wanted"
    "Familiar pain that i can't change"
    Damn I'm feeling this whole song...
    Thank you for another amazing song citizen soldier 💜

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +20

      Much love Diana 👻💙

    • @deestils3011
      @deestils3011 2 года назад +2

      @Diana you're spot on... such an amazing band... hope you heal through any feels you are going through...

    • @Diana_420
      @Diana_420 2 года назад +2

      @@deestils3011 thank you stay safe and God Bless 🙏🏻

    • @deestils3011
      @deestils3011 2 года назад +1

      @@Diana_420 thanks so much... ur also from SA? I am from Durban... a budding rock musician too

  • @proxykat4781
    @proxykat4781 2 года назад +121

    "If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored". Absolute chills. I don't think there is a song by you guys that I haven't related to. Each one echos pretty much all the thoughts I have going through my head. Thank you guys for making music. You make the bad days a little easier to manage

  • @And_Friends
    @And_Friends 2 года назад +158

    Listening to this song is going from happily jumping around stimming like a maniac at the guitar noises to lying face first on the floor with the song on repeat listening to the lyrics (amazing song, keep up the great work!)

  • @graceclegg7105
    @graceclegg7105 2 года назад +268

    This song had me in tears the whole way through. Every line told a perfect story of one of my biggest insecurities, which is being completely invisible and unwanted by everyone. I loved the reference to "Hand Me Down," another song that I unfortunately relate to. Thank you so much for writing this music, and never stop 👻💙

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +26

      Glad the music helps Grace 👻💙 Much love

    • @hiroshima9219
      @hiroshima9219 2 года назад +9

      It sucks to feel like a burden to everyone else, and I can't imagine living another day being unwanted. I would rather live In someone their shoes and suffer for them rather than letting them suffer.

    • @graceclegg7105
      @graceclegg7105 2 года назад +2

      @@hiroshima9219 me and you both

    • @briantinsley7953
      @briantinsley7953 2 года назад +4

      I feel the same way u do

    • @shandaallen1060
      @shandaallen1060 2 года назад +3

      🤘😎💪

  • @HerondalesAngel
    @HerondalesAngel 2 года назад +211

    You guys are phenomenal, enough said 👏

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +15

      Much love to you 👻💙

    • @HerondalesAngel
      @HerondalesAngel 2 года назад +3

      @@CitizenSoldier right back at ya guys xx

    • @skyshark127
      @skyshark127 2 года назад +4

      That’s what I’m saying!

    • @kireinabokuto110
      @kireinabokuto110 2 года назад +1

      Okay, hold on. I might taking this completely wrong, but does your name have anything to do with Jace/Will Herondale from Cassandra Clare's Shadowhunter books?

    • @HerondalesAngel
      @HerondalesAngel 2 года назад +1

      @@kireinabokuto110 yes x

  • @frostthenord3942
    @frostthenord3942 2 года назад +126

    My biggest fear in life was being forgotten. I say was because i refuse to let myself be forgotten. Im a 21 y/o with autism, bipolar, and ADHD, and i refuse to let any of that get in my way. To everyone who feels like their forgotten, make it a goal in life not to be.

  • @NightRaiderTea
    @NightRaiderTea 2 года назад +512

    Bruh, ngl this just came out in time, I was literally feeling what the song is conveying for like a good hour now, thank you again Citizen Soldier, you've helped me get through so much this past year or 2... ♥♥

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +55

      Glad it came out at the right time 👻💙 Much love to you

    • @shellyforester8891
      @shellyforester8891 2 года назад +8

      Same here!!! Citizen solider is my #2.
      Life saving band!!!!

    • @kiseki9665
      @kiseki9665 2 года назад +4

      @@CitizenSoldier Hi, i love what you're doing, thanks for your work and keep going guys ❤️
      Also really fast : "Waiting on the Sun" is not upload on Deezer, is it normal ?
      ❤️

    • @celestryrose6687
      @celestryrose6687 2 года назад +2

      Felt this way this morning

    • @JadeMarie08
      @JadeMarie08 2 года назад +2

      I litterally felt the exact same, i have been for the past week or so. Trying to find the right song to help me get through...and you guys saved the day as always. Thank you @Citizen Soldier

  • @katourama2109
    @katourama2109 2 года назад +214

    For those who need to hear this..You are worth being remembered everyday, No matter what. You are worth more than you could ever know and you are enough. Take every day at a time 💙💜

    • @SkylaNarissa
      @SkylaNarissa 2 года назад +7

      💜💙

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +22

      Well said friend 👻💙 Much love

    • @TheFoxDemonofYoutube
      @TheFoxDemonofYoutube 2 года назад +8

      🖤My heart was recently destroyed by the loss of a family member. And this song conveys the feelings I have been dealing with for about two weeks now. Thank you again, Citizen Soldier, for another amazing song to help me and so many others through tough times.

    • @Ms.Kriddle
      @Ms.Kriddle 2 года назад +5

      Amen to that!!!

    • @defskill9484
      @defskill9484 2 года назад +6

      thank you so much 😭😭😭❤️

  • @TheLoneWolf014
    @TheLoneWolf014 2 года назад +82

    This is exactly how I feel every day! This year, I’m trying to get through that feeling and try to live my life without thinking about it. Great song and keep putting out awesome music please

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +3

      Appreciate that Matt 👻💙

    • @mattyman051
      @mattyman051 2 года назад +1

      Another Matt here, and same thing, i hate when others see my pain, i prefer to make them laugh their asses off

    • @gta5martialartsguy772
      @gta5martialartsguy772 2 года назад

      same

  • @ugxsynester9155
    @ugxsynester9155 2 года назад +5

    "I open up i get replaced" AHHHH the Hand me Down reference!!!!

  • @brittanym.
    @brittanym. 2 года назад +120

    All I can do is nod like "yes, that's exactly how I feel." Absolutely love the chorus! Also really cool how you guys pulled so many lyrics from your other songs into this one. 💔💙

    • @unknownmusiclover3903
      @unknownmusiclover3903 2 года назад +7

      Yeah it is cool to see the lyrics from other CS songs in this one.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +11

      Much love to you Brittany 👻💙

  • @skyroyal9612
    @skyroyal9612 2 года назад +63

    This explains how people have treated me my entire life. Only am I figuring out how to change these outcomes. Yet another masterpiece, love you guys.
    Fight the Good fight!

  • @travisdavid8313
    @travisdavid8313 2 года назад +40

    I love the callbacks to "Hand Me Down" in this one. That is one of your most directly related songs to me and I knew this one would be too. 💜

  • @touchemagichallway
    @touchemagichallway 2 года назад +4

    "At least if I were dead, I couldn't be ignored" 😢

  • @GrayIsNotHere
    @GrayIsNotHere 2 года назад +56

    Totally worth staying awake till 1am for this. Still absolutely love y'all's music even after it's helped me through some of my hardest times.

  • @latrelljohnson2204
    @latrelljohnson2204 2 года назад +58

    Im not even halfway through the song but just listening the acoustic guitar at the beginning I already know it will be a fantastic song
    Love your work and hope to hear more about you

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +6

      Much love Carlos 👻💙 More songs on the way

    • @spitz5183
      @spitz5183 2 года назад +1

      They do acoustic songs so well.

    • @lucifergaming2311
      @lucifergaming2311 2 года назад +3

      @@CitizenSoldier how do you and your band know what song to make and bring them into all other hearts for 5 seconds this lyrics just make me begin to cry a little bit for that is so much like me and you do good work and keep doing a good work

  • @ginger_phoenix7739
    @ginger_phoenix7739 2 года назад +110

    This song is literally my life I still think I’m a mistake I’ve never felt wanted sometimes I’m surprised I’m still alive but yet I still go on with no reason too 🖤ty for the song it’s beautiful and has helped me one’s again

    • @drakonvaettir9842
      @drakonvaettir9842 2 года назад +6

      I understand how you feel, and it's hard, but it WILL get better. You are wanted by even strangers. I want you to live, and feel alive. That's what life is about, learning why you are alive, and you will find that out one day, and when you do, I hope you see that you are wanted, cared for and alive, very much alive! I hope you feel better, my friend.

    • @shandaallen1060
      @shandaallen1060 2 года назад +1

      🖤🌻💚

    • @plick177
      @plick177 2 года назад +3

      i've felt pmuch the same throughout my life, being unwanted, being ignored ect. but you still being alive and going on should show just how strong and resillient you are, people like you deserve a good place in this world, just don't ever give up.

  • @Elysion404
    @Elysion404 2 года назад +172

    The perfect band doesn't exist.
    .... is what I used to say before I found you guys.
    ARE YOU EVEN CAPABLE OF MAKING ONE SINGLE SONG THAT ISN'T ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

    • @rumoaummundomelhor7308
      @rumoaummundomelhor7308 2 года назад +2

      I agree !!!

    • @definablelife1370
      @definablelife1370 Год назад +3

      theoretically yes they can make a song that isn't amazing they could just make a song that goes like this "he he he he he haa ha ha ha hee hee hee hee he he he he ha ha ha ha" and repeat that for the entire song while playing a single not once a minute they are able to do that but obviously won't so in short yes they are capable but they won't

  • @Rhys_is_pog1764
    @Rhys_is_pog1764 2 года назад +53

    I may have stayed u til 12 the night before a test but totally worth it currently dealing with this happening to me I love you guys and your songs thank you so much for everything you do. Thanks to your songs I was able to make it to 250 days S/H free

  • @gracemcomber6374
    @gracemcomber6374 2 года назад +49

    I look forward to every song being released, but this one hit me so much harder than I ever would have anticipated. This couldn't have been released at a better time. My depression just relapsed and I felt every word of this song because God, sometimes I really do just feel unwanted because I can never seem to be good enough for my mother and it hurts so bad. And I'm not ashamed to admit to the tears on my face right now listening to this song on loop. Thank you, once again, for a beautiful release Citizen Soldier. I couldn't be more grateful to you guys for everything 💙 I hope to meet you someday so that I can properly thank you. Y'all are a blessing.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +5

      Appreciate those words Grace 👻💙 Much love to you friend

  • @xdeanoo
    @xdeanoo 2 года назад +39

    Damn I was not prepared to get this emotional at 7:45am
    Such an amazing song as always 🙏🏻

  • @stardapanda8916
    @stardapanda8916 2 года назад +33

    Damn…. This is just the song I’ve needed.
    This is so freaking relatable. Absolutely amazing song.
    The phrase “am I the only one still up. Wondering why who I am has never been enough“ man…. Currently up at 3am. Once again cannot sleep cause of anxiety.
    Thank you for this song. Like, seriously. You guys have helped so many people with your music. ❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +5

      We hear you friend 👻💙 We're still awake too

  • @Thgrandfinale
    @Thgrandfinale 2 года назад +25

    I just hate what I've become, I lost myself because of this pain and now I'm all alone trying to find a way out. these songs are the only thing that helps me, love this band so much!

    • @dannhoward3831
      @dannhoward3831 2 года назад +2

      I feel you on this one. I hate myself everyday. But this music shows me there is another way and i can get through it. We are in this together.

    • @dannhoward3831
      @dannhoward3831 2 года назад +2

      I got you

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +2

      We hear you Vinny 👻💙 Glad you're here with us

    • @beccaowens4843
      @beccaowens4843 2 года назад +1

      @@dannhoward3831 very well said!! I was about to say the same thing you did. But you beat me to it.

  • @tony7237
    @tony7237 2 года назад +23

    And I thought WOTS hit hard...
    Always feels like at my school there's pretty much nowhere I belong. And you'd expect with such a big campus and so many students there'd be a place and some friends but it sucks. These songs just keep getting deeper and deeper every time. Thank you Citizen Soldier for being here for us

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +3

      Much love Anthony 👻💙

    • @tony7237
      @tony7237 2 года назад +1

      Much love to you too! You bring us all closer together! 💙

  • @matthewchan3230
    @matthewchan3230 2 года назад +38

    "If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored."
    Wow...just wow! And I thought hand me down was hitting hard enough, but this...damn! Awesome job on the lyrics!

  • @SilverPrime
    @SilverPrime 2 года назад +40

    "The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong, just to end up alone. Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down, like a waste of space."
    Right in the heart, with how much this relates... Family issues occurring over here again and I hear it all when I don't want to, as I try to drown it out with music as my escape...
    Your songs have been there helping me the most to vent in ways that my mind and soul struggled with, thank you! Keep up the awesome work!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +6

      We hear you 👻💙

    • @triboremenendez1681
      @triboremenendez1681 2 года назад +1

      Hey I read what you wrote, I just wanna tell you that you are worth it. You never were, never will be, and are not a waste of space. The world will not be the same without you, I'm sure you have so much to give and so many people to save in your life, and one day you will look back and say "I'm so glad and thankful I survived". You are important and you can't be replaced by no one. You're irreplaceable ;)
      Hope that helped

    • @SilverPrime
      @SilverPrime 2 года назад +1

      @@triboremenendez1681 Thank you for all your kind words hun!

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 2 года назад +59

    "If I were dead at least I couldn't be ignored"
    Another amazing song! You guys are so amazing. Thank you so much 💙💙💙

  • @maxfreeman818
    @maxfreeman818 2 года назад +5

    A perfect rendition of abandonment, and neglect, really captures the feeling of it,

  • @imranynwa506
    @imranynwa506 2 года назад +5

    Citizen Soldier is the best band right now.
    This band is so understand how everyone feel and going through.
    It just makes me love this band more and more.

  • @InTheLightDJ
    @InTheLightDJ 2 года назад +12

    This band has put words together for me so many times "I want to know what it's like to feel wanted" how I feel all the time

  • @guardianwafflers33
    @guardianwafflers33 2 года назад +16

    Absolutely brought me to tears. It's strangely beautiful to me to know a whole lot of us feel the same way. We might not be going through the same exact thing but we are going through something similar together and I think it's just relieving to know we aren't alone. We can get through whatever we are facing together 🧡🧡 much love to you all!

  • @bxfgicy5075
    @bxfgicy5075 2 года назад +11

    i'll be here for anyone who needs to feel wanted, i want you to stick around because theres something amazing waiting for you all and i believe in you 😊😊

  • @bellaaa.broooo26
    @bellaaa.broooo26 2 года назад +25

    I honestly wonder if I'll ever feel wanted or needed. You guys help me know I'm not alone so thank you so much!

  • @chillwave8809
    @chillwave8809 2 года назад +13

    There’s truly something special about this song, it’s personally my favorite now ❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +3

      Glad to hear that 👻💙

    • @chillwave8809
      @chillwave8809 2 года назад +3

      @@CitizenSoldier I wanted to thank you and your band for saving my life, honestly.

  • @alexyalemosrocha7312
    @alexyalemosrocha7312 2 года назад +32

    I feel like this song is a mix of a lot of you guys other songs, like, the best part of each of them in one single. Amazing how you just get better and better at putting our feelings in lyrics that are so beatiful. Congrats on another masterpiece, can't wait for what's coming!!

  • @davebrown3371
    @davebrown3371 2 года назад +4

    Every since I was young I knew I would die forgotten, I am grateful I found a band that understands how I feel .

  • @nicoleclose2396
    @nicoleclose2396 4 месяца назад +3

    I felt this to my core! I honestly don't know what it feels like to be truly wanted! I'm just used and thrown away for "better"

  • @garmadonthesensei59
    @garmadonthesensei59 2 года назад +19

    Omg, I LOVE the little bits of “Hand-me Down” in this!! Y’all are awesome. 😭❤️ How do you keep on making masterpieces??

  • @gemworld_ruler5477
    @gemworld_ruler5477 2 года назад +10

    I always love the lyrics on screen since I can’t always process the words properly. It also has such a cinematic feel to it. Amazing as always. 😁

  • @IAmAnonymous2002
    @IAmAnonymous2002 2 года назад +9

    Sooooo relatable. Almost everyday I feel like this. I want to be told I'm wanted and around. Thank you for another song.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад

      Appreciate you Matthew 👻💙

    • @jamievincent24
      @jamievincent24 2 года назад

      You are wanted Matthew you are needed in the world give those thought a good battle and come out victorious brother you have others behind you every step of the way 👊

    • @IAmAnonymous2002
      @IAmAnonymous2002 2 года назад

      @@jamievincent24 thank you so much. I needed that

  • @iamtua3230
    @iamtua3230 2 года назад +26

    Have you ever felt so invisible?
    Like no one would know
    If you died tonight, if you threw this fight
    And finally let it go
    The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong
    Just to end up alone
    Or am I the only one still up
    Wondering why who I am has never been enough?
    'Cause I've never known
    What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
    Like a ghost
    Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering?
    What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
    Maybe I will nevеr know
    Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down?
    Like a waste of space
    When nothing is permanent, it's so hard not to think
    The hell is wrong with me
    And does it mess you up thinking of reasons why
    Nobody ever stays?
    'Cause I can't stand being a burden anymore
    If I was dead, at least I couldn't be ignored
    'Cause I've never known
    What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
    Like a ghost
    Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering?
    What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
    The kid that always gets picked last
    There must be more to life than that
    Familiar pain that I can't change
    I open up, I get replaced
    Like who I am is a mistake
    And I can't take one more day
    Of being me
    I wish I could know what it feels like
    'Cause I've never known
    What it's like to just feel wanted, wanted
    I feel so alone
    Always end up here forgotten, forgotten
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering?
    What's it like to be morе than just invisible?
    Maybe I will nevеr know

  • @nencyalvarez4213
    @nencyalvarez4213 2 года назад +7

    This song describes the way I have felt most of my life. I'm so glad I discovered Citizen Soldier. They have helped me so much and I'm so grateful to them.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +1

      Glad you found us Nency 👻💙 Welcome to the fam

  • @S0_MaD
    @S0_MaD 2 года назад +6

    Soldier your music helps me get through life....thank you for all the amazing music. Please never stop making music

  • @kindracorbridge6118
    @kindracorbridge6118 2 года назад +12

    This is spectacular!! The lyrics are really powerful!! The beat was on point!! I love everything about this song!! I can’t wait for your next beautiful masterpiece!!

  • @verdiplantaceamuta3145
    @verdiplantaceamuta3145 2 года назад +2

    This is how I used to feel, it gets better, you grow up, you evolve, and it doesn't matter if you're not wanted. You will be wanted.

  • @Queen_Bread
    @Queen_Bread 2 года назад +1

    The fact this band has been helping me so much lately

  • @little_cynda2666
    @little_cynda2666 2 года назад +10

    Awesome song. The last few years have been awful for my mental health but your music has helped pulled me out of it and I'm finally making good progress. Thanks for making such great, relatable music 💙

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +2

      Glad the music helps 👻💙 Much love

  • @TarynAmbrose
    @TarynAmbrose 2 года назад +10

    WOW! This song is so powerful. I had a really toxic friend group in high school, and even though I'm about to graduate college in two months, these feelings still stick with me. I feel so seen and heard right now. Thank you!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +3

      We know the feeling Taryn 👻💙 You got this

  • @CashewOutside21
    @CashewOutside21 2 года назад +6

    "The kid that always gets picked last
    There must be more to life than that"
    AMAZING SONG AS ALWAYS 💕

  • @hieikuyoko6435
    @hieikuyoko6435 4 месяца назад +1

    This speaks to me on so many levels.
    I was raised by my abusive grandma and she made me feel like this every day.
    I thank you for putting how I feel into song.

  • @KalecgosBlue
    @KalecgosBlue 2 года назад +9

    All your songs speak to me but this one more than ever 🖤
    I have PTSD and this song, holy crap, is absolutely amazing I think I found my new song to describe how I feel all the time.

  • @itsjustmealec3380
    @itsjustmealec3380 2 года назад +3

    The link "i open up, i get replaced" to Hand Me Down hit a whole new level. Incredible song!

  • @shadowhawk4164
    @shadowhawk4164 2 года назад +2

    “I open up I get I get replaced” good job on that lyric, it’s like you have to watch the other song as well, like they are connected

  • @AkelaYayoToro
    @AkelaYayoToro 2 года назад +4

    Thank you !!! You are truly an amazing band . Without your music I would have given up by now. Struggling with chronic illness and mostly bed ridden!!

  • @blitz_folf9371
    @blitz_folf9371 2 года назад +5

    This song really portrays how I've felt with my "friends" that I used to hang out with...it almost felt like they were my friends just out of pity. Then they suddenly stopped inviting me to hang outs, I'd constantly see them posting online about their fun times without me. I'm always constantly asking myself "What did I do? What had I said?" It hurts to think about. I felt abandoned and unwanted.
    Anyway, great song CS! 💙

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад

      We know the feeling 👻💙 Much love to you friend

    • @blitz_folf9371
      @blitz_folf9371 2 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier Thank you CS, right back at you 💙

  • @Gaming_Gardevoir
    @Gaming_Gardevoir 2 года назад +6

    This hits so close to home. I’ve actually been ignored by my sister for the past 7+ years because I got diagnosed with autism and I have felt like this many times. Thanks for making me and others feel wanted. Thankyou for the beautiful songs ❤️

  • @davidashline2122
    @davidashline2122 2 года назад +1

    This is the type of song that speaks to those times when we doubt ourselves and our worth. It's important in those moments to know that we are not alone and others do feel the same way. Sometimes that is enough to give us hope to continue the fight. Thanks for putting into words what we all feel at times, invisible.

  • @michaelcampbell1712
    @michaelcampbell1712 Год назад +1

    I spent so many years fighting this cycle. PTSD and depression turned me into a shell, an empty husk of who I used to be. It wasn't until about 7 years ago when I met my (now wife) guardian angel. She saw me, she heard me, and she went so far out of her way to SHOW me I was wanted, that I was needed. Much love guys.

  • @jessyimpala
    @jessyimpala 2 года назад +7

    Had this on repeat last night when it released here in Australia, and man it was so worth the wait, I can relate so much to these lyrics, thank you for releasing this when I needed it most

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +1

      Much love to Australia 🇦🇺 👻💙

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 2 года назад +8

    God this made me cry this really hit in the feels, thank you so much for this added amazing song.

  • @crazyape2222
    @crazyape2222 2 года назад +5

    I love how many songs he's written that made it's way into this one. I love how they're not afraid to repeat lyrics from their other songs like every other band is

  • @dragonstone7709
    @dragonstone7709 2 года назад +8

    Always coming back with a new song, at the right time.
    lyrics that basically quote the things that we feel.
    Thank you. :]

  • @marcusmcauley7020
    @marcusmcauley7020 2 года назад +7

    This song is exactly how I keep feeling,I’ve never related so much to a song as much as this.thank you so much for creating such amazing songs that help so many people!

  • @cadancelevesque6411
    @cadancelevesque6411 2 года назад +5

    This song is what I'd feel almost every day. Feeling alone even when I am around everyone, wondering if I am even wanted around let alone cared about.
    I love your music, they definitely keep me going🥺🖤🖤🖤

  • @juliameyer10313
    @juliameyer10313 2 года назад +3

    You are truly talented. I cannot describe how much your music touches me each time

  • @markiejones6472
    @markiejones6472 2 года назад +2

    Thank you so much for sharing your gifts to help all of us.

  • @chrismcabee4201
    @chrismcabee4201 2 года назад +11

    Another Amazing song!! It really hits hard...

  • @saffiya.kholvadia
    @saffiya.kholvadia 2 года назад +3

    Cause I've never known what's it's like to just feel wanted
    The most relatable lyric ever

  • @-River-005
    @-River-005 2 года назад +1

    Citizen Soldier, your songs give me that little bit of hope at night just being able to sit and listen to your songs have impacted how I see life a little.

  • @starmaxt6622
    @starmaxt6622 2 года назад +1

    I love the "I open up I get replaced, like who am is a mistake" like in hand me down

  • @Flamus_12_
    @Flamus_12_ 2 года назад +7

    Glad to hear another song by you been waiting for another masterpiece to drop you guys are some of the best musicians perfectly combining emotions instrumentals and vocals to tell a story with the same level of detail as a literal video whilst you are only using words truly masters at what you do and I hope you never stop

  • @jenniferwinford7772
    @jenniferwinford7772 2 года назад +7

    Another Absolutely amazing song. this really Hits hard I can definitely relate right now. I love how you guys make & produce songs that people who have depression & suffer from mental health can relate to.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +2

      Glad the music helps Jennifer 👻💙 Much love

  • @shanedawndusk3290
    @shanedawndusk3290 2 года назад +1

    This is one of the greatest bands ever nowadays. Always putting out classics and they never disappoint.

  • @Ari-r6j
    @Ari-r6j 7 часов назад

    This is exactly how I feel, being a teenager with autism, OCD, paranoia, social anxiety, and a struggle to trust, make, and keep friends. These songs help so much. Thank you

  • @kelseyyamamoto4688
    @kelseyyamamoto4688 2 года назад +3

    This is the reason why I love your songs. Your music really connects to people, especially those who have felt or are still feeling like this. I have felt like that so many times in the past and even sometimes now, to both my family, my friends, and just life itself and wonder sometimes why am I even born, was my birth a mistake, am I just a burden to everyone around me, or would anyone care if I died 😢

  • @_crimsonwxnter
    @_crimsonwxnter 2 года назад +7

    I relate to this too much, W Song.

  • @shellyforester8891
    @shellyforester8891 2 года назад +1

    Please please for the sake of those broken and lost like myself keep making music as we may have nothing else left but the 🎶 to save our life’s and calm our erratic souls!! Never end your story, because you Matter! We all matter!

  • @leighferrell7354
    @leighferrell7354 2 года назад +1

    Citizen Soldier once again never fails to make amazing music and healing the souls of lost ones trying to feel wanted you make us feel seen. Thank you! ❤

  • @diamondwolf50
    @diamondwolf50 2 года назад +4

    I feel like you guys speak for everyone who really can't put what they feel into words. This was always deep in my heart since I was a kid. Amazing song! I would love to hear some unplugged songs eventually!

  • @myladynaynay
    @myladynaynay 2 года назад +6

    This was one of the biggest problems when my depression was at its worst: feeling lonely even when you're not alone.
    I consider myself lucky that I didn't have to deal with bullies growing up like many do, but at the same time what could anyone say to me that I hadn't already heard from myself? But anyways, I was well liked enough by people. I had my group of friends throughout middle and high school, we hung out at breakfast and lunch, and I knew they cared about me and loved me - and still do. But imagine sitting at a table surrounded by people you love and that love you, yet still feeling like the only person sitting at the table...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +1

      We're sitting with you at the table 👻💙 Much love friend

    • @myladynaynay
      @myladynaynay 2 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier I appreciate y'all :) I didn't have yalls music back then to put things into words when I needed to, but I'm grateful to have it now while I continue moving forward every day ❤

    • @DeadSoul027
      @DeadSoul027 2 года назад +1

      I was the same. Most of my highschool days would be spent feeling like I was an imposter among them. I'd laugh and talk about small things, but when I got back home, I would feel so alone, so worthless. I would wonder why no one noticed I was sad, and thought it was because they didn't really care about me. I would cry at night and smile during the day. That lasted about 5 years, 5 long years. It's been 10 years since I started feeling better, but I still relapse sometimes, though not as hard or as long. These songs make me so nostalgic and melancholic. I strangely find comfort in that sadness.

    • @myladynaynay
      @myladynaynay 2 года назад +1

      @@DeadSoul027 I'm the same nowadays ❤

    • @DeadSoul027
      @DeadSoul027 2 года назад

      @@myladynaynay Your pain may seem invisible in other's eyes, but so is their love for you. It's hard to accept... If they knew, they'd care.

  • @kayleebug1276
    @kayleebug1276 2 года назад +2

    Another beautiful deep song! Amazing job!!

  • @sessyfan791
    @sessyfan791 2 года назад +1

    it's so important to say all these things you always say in your songs.
    When I was in a bad status, before all my therapy years, I wish there would be that much songs like yours.
    I had nobody to talk to, and listen to songs like this one, help not to feel alone. It gives you the feeling that you're not wrong, that your thoughts are not wrong. That there are people outsite who can understand you.
    Thanks for your amazing songs.
    They could might be real lifesavers ♥

  • @ClemSuavitas
    @ClemSuavitas 2 года назад +4

    This song feels like my life story, it kindda hurts ngl. But it feels good to be understood. Again, thank you Citizen Soldier to sing what I'm not able to say. Thank you so much

  • @axioswolf3821
    @axioswolf3821 2 года назад +5

    Just another epically powerful song that speaks my words in ways I cannot

  • @ThatDeadBakka
    @ThatDeadBakka 9 месяцев назад +1

    This music gives people who are suffering my struggle a voice we never thought we could have.. This song is my life spelled out. Please never stop making music this music is helps more than anyone can fathom

  • @defskill9484
    @defskill9484 2 года назад +1

    "so sick of beeing strong just to end up alone" that hit me fckin hard.....💔😭

  • @wendyevans2969
    @wendyevans2969 2 года назад +3

    You have done it once again guys, thanks for another song that feels like it’s been pulled right out of my own head and heart….. I cannot express just what you give to me with each new song…. Beyond I’m still here I’m still listening… and that’s something thank you….

  • @anne-mariel9207
    @anne-mariel9207 2 года назад +3

    I absolutely love this. I love how, with every song, things that just seem impossible to verbalize are described through music..🖤🖤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +2

      Well thanks Anne-Marie 👻💙 Much love to you

  • @kaylaelkins4742
    @kaylaelkins4742 2 года назад +1

    This song is both a hurt and a comfort to me because 90% of the time I feel like just another book on a dusty shelf in the library that hasn't been opened in years. Its comforting to stay the same but also real painful to constantly be overlooked and then be treated like an attention seeker when you do or say something.

  • @L0oua275
    @L0oua275 2 года назад +1

    "And I can't take,one more day of being me" that hurts..,but is relatable I love that part and the whole song in general you guys make amazing music 💜

  • @zanelpcs4509
    @zanelpcs4509 2 года назад +21

    A question: Do you and your band get your ideas from Linkin Park?
    This is another killer song!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +19

      No, but we're glad our music helps. LP is an amazing band. Thanks Zane 👻💙

  • @danielshtainer7106
    @danielshtainer7106 2 года назад +9

    This hits home so close. It's like every word is exactly what I feel.
    Your music is more than just songs on RUclips.
    It's saving lives, and let people know they are not alone.
    Thank you so much, I love you ❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  2 года назад +1

      Appreciate you Daniel 👻💙

    • @brucesowell3421
      @brucesowell3421 2 года назад

      Yakima greasy more Daniel their songs are so enlightening and so touching you're not you're so song the words that that creep to the heart before I found this band I was Diane disbanded save me I felt like I was nothing but this band bought so much out of this life that's why I love Citizen Soldier but would have never found them who know where I would be now

  • @SneoDrake
    @SneoDrake 2 года назад +1

    Right to the core once again. I know exactly what this feels like. I walk around every day feeling unwanted and forgotten. It helps to listen to your music. Thank you. Great song.

  • @dalewikfors9194
    @dalewikfors9194 2 года назад +1

    Listening to your songs allows me to maybe understand why my Nick took his life...We all miss him. He was wanted in our lives and never invisible to his family. Keep up the therapeutic songs. We all need them! And thanks for reaching out to us that need your guidance 🙏.

    • @AccidentallyOnPurpose
      @AccidentallyOnPurpose 8 месяцев назад

      Mental illness lies to us, and will slowly close in the walls in our brains until all we can see is pain and loneliness and nothing else, until it feels like there is only one way out. I'm very sorry for your loss, it's not your fault, nor his, and you didn't do anything wrong. He knows he is loved.

  • @kidaspencer1050
    @kidaspencer1050 2 года назад +5

    It feels so good to know I’m not alone when I feel like this! I’ve only recently discovered your music but it’s at the perfect time because I need it. Thank you for this beautiful work of art ❤️

  • @DeadSoul027
    @DeadSoul027 2 года назад +54

    Since I like to sing along, and seeing all the lyrics at the same time helps, so...for those who like to read them like I do, here they are:
    '*---LYRICS---*'
    Have you ever felt
    So invisible
    Like no one would know
    If you died tonight
    If you threw this fight
    And finally let it go
    The weight of holding on
    So sick of being strong
    Just to end up alone
    Or am I the only one still up
    Wondering why
    Who I am has never been enough
    ‘Cause I’ve never known
    What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
    Like a ghost
    Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering
    What’s it like
    To be more than just invisible
    Maybe I will never know
    Have you ever felt
    Like a hand-me-down
    Like a waste of space
    When nothing’s permanent
    It’s so hard not to think
    "The hell is wrong with me?"
    And does it mess you up
    Thinking of reasons why
    Nobody ever stays
    ‘Cause I can’t stand
    Being a burden anymore
    If I was dead
    At least I couldn’t be ignored
    Cause I’ve never known
    What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
    Like a ghost
    Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering
    What’s it like
    To be more than just invisible
    Maybe I will never know
    The kid that always gets picked last
    There must be more to life than that
    Familiar pain
    That I can’t change
    I open up I get replaced
    Like who I am is a mistake
    And I can’t take
    One more day
    Of being me
    I wish I could know
    What it feels like
    ‘Cause I’ve never known
    What it’s like to just feel wanted (wanted)
    I feel so alone
    Always end up here forgotten (forgotten)
    The question always haunting me
    Am I not worth remembering
    What’s it like
    To be more than just invisible
    Maybe I will never know

  • @elizabethwatts7162
    @elizabethwatts7162 2 года назад +1

    "What's it like to be more than just invisible? Maybe I'll never know"
    I can really relate to that line💜🖤

  • @Ruthrec96
    @Ruthrec96 2 года назад +1

    I have never heared a song that resonated with me more. This song speaks to me. It's incredible. Thank you citizen soldier ♥️