thank you dear for sharing. I do hope your story illuminates the seriousness and often life threatening potential of this disease, and that it is very complex and needs to be treated with the utmost care and compassion. again thank you and my best wishes
Hello! Thank you for sharing your story-it meant alot to me! I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia. I all the time thought that God and the devil was talking so me. I was very religious! I am drinking 3 mg Risperidone and 30 Citalopram per day and is doing much better. I also go to a psychologist on a regular basis. Good luck and thank you for sharing! Jacobus Opperman
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm schizophrenic too with similar experiences like the tactile hallucinations that for me was really bad. It made me feel like a weirdo and that I was alone so it's good to hear other people have experienced similar things. Anyways thanks for being a voice! Much love.
i was diagnosed schizophrenic at 18 years old and no i am 30. Im sorry to hear your history of suferring. I have also been very ill but currently very stable. I wish you good luck and keep in mind that you REALLY NEED to take your medication so you wont suffer anymore. We all have to deal with side effects and it is harsh but its better than losing contact with reality and putting ourselfs to danger. Thanks for your video, wish you the best.
My brother is diagnosed woth schizophernia..he refuses to accept the illnes...he moved out and doesnot talk to family..and much more happening we dont know how to deal with him..do you mnd giving your email or facebook page if you would give us some suggestions...we gave up on doctors even..they dont help..they say he is an adult and they can force him to take medication
Oh Bree...my daughter is just beginning to go through this - her first break June 6th. You are in my prayers every day from now on. Thank you so much for being brave enough to post your videos. I'm trying to learn everything I can.
Rejoice! Always. Be careful. A lot of young people have a bad reaction to a drug, where it gets incorrectly written up as schizophrenia. This problem is widespread because of the profit motive in the psychiatry field, and little or no laws to protect people. A young person s going to have 100 times as many problems if she is diagnosed with a mental illness like schizophrenia compared to being diagnosed with "a bad reaction to a drug".
Hi Bree ,I know this video is super old but so interesting ..You mentioned old factory smells.I remember withdrawing from benzodiazepines and other psych meds and went into a psychosis and smelled some horrible smells and food tastes just as bad ..so I was wondering what other horrible things you have smelled in the past .I smelled things like bleach and rotten meat or old lady make up..It was relentless and I smelled it 24/7 for days on end.So could you share what the other bad smells you smelled besides brimstone & fire.Plus what worked for you to make the smells go away and how long the smells lasted..Only if you wanna share b/c not a lot of ppl talk about old factory smell so it would comfort me to know what someone else who went through it experienced.B/C of was a living nightmare for me..Thank You..Your a Sweetheart..Much Love & Peace..Namaste
your distant stare caused by your mind moving to fast and seeing the story play out visually in your head (I think) is really familiar to me. it happens to me a lot.
i had a very much similar experience. but i believed i was an angel who was made to convert people to christ. also fasted, didnt take meds and screamed at people. getting better now though, even without meds. hope you will do better also.
Don't worry you're a beautiful girl and your not alone I feel the same but I do have a schizophrenic mum schizophrenic sister schizophrenic brother and autistic sister my whole family has mental history and I like to think I don't but social services in my life and everyone is trying to label me with something because of my family history I feel very alone and I do feel like I have anxiety but some of the symptoms I apparently am showing are schizophrenic and autistic so I think I'm a mixture of things but I deffently do feel paranoid 90% of the time, even me on my own I can't sit still I normally change my clothes around 20 times over and over in a day and around 9 times before I go out I'm 13 but I just feel so paranoid and depressed and sad basically
it's hard when someone else is believing its your brain but knowing from experience this is a real being I don't know what is more scared it's real or its my brain but staying strong and I would always tell myself I have just as much rite on the earth cause I was born
Thanks for sharing this precious deposition, it must have been demanding...I am studying schizophrenia, from a neuropharmacological point of view, in animal reserach, so I am used to be extremely pragmatic, but I am starting to notice through your's as many (but really many) others schizophrenic patients experiences that, so often the acute phase of this pathology overlaps incredibly well with something all but scientific, the "demoniac possession" described among exorcists....it's like exists one stereotipical type of schizophrenia, which have all the signs of possession, or all the same hallucinations (smell of fire/sulfur, inside "god's like" talking, sexual tactile stimulations etc) and delusions (feeling possessed(which should theoretically be extremely rare and complex as a delusion), self-wounding behavior etc) , paired with the negative symptoms and comorbidities as sleep-food-water self-deprivation...all those should be really peculiar symptoms and I am realizing that this pattern is much more common than it should reasonably be, and obviously with a scientific mind it doesn't make sense....but in the same scientific way we must look at facts and numbers, and facts tells something different, so what should one think? I am actually quite scared about it...anyway thank you for sharing and be strong!
Bree, you're very brave to do a video like this and to share your story with the world. I, too, am a Christian and I suffer from schizoaffective disorder. It's almost kind of an obligation to tell people around you, or at least it feels like one. I kept my schizoaffective a secret because it made me feel like a monster, then realized how bad of an idea that was. Thank you for sharing this. I have a video about my schizoaffective experience, if you'd be interested in checking it out, please leave me a comment if you do. Good luck, God Bless.
I can't remember things a lot I don't hear voices or hallucinate. Sometimes I think I'm gonna be arrested for no reason and I'm super scared I'm schizophrenic I always have disorganized thoughts but can that be linked with anything else?
+Kaelan MacGregor You might be 'overthinking' in the sense that your anxiety is focusing on this idea ('what if I'm schizophrenic?') despite lack of evidence. It's also possible that your anxiety has developed into paranoid delusions, but we are not doctors and cannot diagnose you over the internet, so take that with a grain of salt. Disorganised thinking can be a symptom of a lot of different conditions, including brain injuries. You should definitely speak to a healthcare professional about this, if you haven't already.
I have schizophrenia. Its amazing how similar all of our experiences are. After my meds took hold, I felt ashamed of that 'chosen one' feeling. I certainly didn't hate God, but I did place some dormancy on religion. I needed to start over on it. I did look at it perhaps being a punishment, or maybe I had caused this on myself - but that was in no way an answer to this. Casting blame on ones self could not be a logical answer - since we were devoted during that time. And that contradicts genetics, so that must drop. In that time before the meds, it was a unique relationship w Him. It is the experience of being chosen, and perhaps that experience was given to certain others other than those who were chosen ^^. What do we do with that? I do believe in God and I think that 7 days of fasting was a great thing you did for Him. I loved my family, but when I became paranoid, I thought they were all going to hell. I had to let them go. But im glad I got them back :p. The science and perception behind it is something we still explore, and of course respect. But a pocket of opportunity opened to some of us. Our Lord is beyond comprehension. No mind can encompass Him.
Hello please I need ur help today I saw ur video and I was like this is enough am leaving you am going to a doc and take a med and get a real help ur not real am just a sick person and he keep on giving me signs that his real and his here is that happened to u the proofs and the signs I feel am stuck here I dono what to do
hi there, i would like to ask you some questions. it would be very helpful if you could answer but i would like to keep it private. is there a chance to contact you privately? thanks
Mine had to deal with Putin, the adult ones. When I was little, there was a man who would come out of the television and try to get me. One time, my mom came out of the closet and electrocuted me. The muppets tried to grab me, and I had severe sleep paralysis and insomnia. When I grew up, I thought I was supposed to be the final sacrifice into the new age. It morphed around, but that's blah, blah. My hallucinations took over me and did things. Have they ever controlled you?
this is really hard to say my brother that is 21 he is older than me he has ditching close to what you have I'm a Christian and he is to and he hadn't gotten any sleep for six days and he was reading the bible a lot and today he got worse and he said that he was going to kill himself I can't take it he's my brother and my family is really scared and he dipped his head in the toilet and said the Lord is baptizing me I'm so scared this has never happened to him at all and it's like he just exploded the first day it happened he was in the shower and laughing I'm so scared he is going to hurt himself and he thinks his name is Elijah.
Pink sugar crystal 101 The stuff that's in the bible is enough to make almost anybody crazy. I was raised in a Southern Baptist home and listened to what I was told. Then one day I started thinking for myself. Fear God and worship him or burn in hell forever, or, He's a loving God, okay, which one is it? He can't be both, so I read the bible for myself. After that I decided that it was basically a scare tactic and an evil attempt at mind control. The bible is full of contradictions, guessing games, impossibilities, etc. and is the most evil book I have ever read. I threw my bible in the trash where it belongs and I live my life enjoying each day as best as I can, and do good and be good towards others. If that's not enough, then so be it. Religion has driven many people over the edge. If you doubt what I'm saying, get your bible and follow along on a web site called evilbible dot com. Either way, I wish you and your brother the best.
I'm sorry you guys are going through this! I would definitely get him in to be evaluated by a psychiatrist or go to the hospital if needed. My prayers are with you and him. ❤
I can't see why if you went to church that your experience should not be different to your experience. For when Iwent to church I don't believe it. But if you believe then you are a good Christian
Check out this book free on youtube. "the power of your subconscious mind" by dr. joceph murphy. I don't believe the bible parts but otherwise is a great book. Should help alot whether it heals you or not or takes a while. Can do most anything with this book. Hope you enjoy the book.
She's honest, sweet natured, and pretty (facial symmetry - eye candy). But we have sorrow for this girl's trouble, and LDS won't have a clue for anything to do with deliverance. They crafted their own Father and Son extraneous from scripture. Satan is on their side and they don't know it. It's an old video, but we should still pray for the uploader.
sounds like full blown kundalini awakening to me. Have you looked into this? A great book is Kundalini - The Serpent of Fire by Darrel Irving. The huge links between schitzophrenia and kundalini awakening ... xxx
When I was struggling with the Schizophrenia not taking my medication I believe I was 22 when it started and it went on for three years until I decided to stay in medication so to 25. 😊
I think same thing happened to Jesus and Mohammad but they were considered prophets. Now I'm not saying you're a prophet, just pointing out change in the perspective
That's sad, my faith usually calms my mental illness, i think it was the anti Christ dear, that's my 2 cents, (: God bless you in Jesus Name, Amen, last of all it gets easier as you get older(: , spend your time around family and happy environments , that helps. Always pray to God in Jesus name because people are worshipping the WRONG God
Hello please I need ur help today I saw ur video and I was like this is enough am leaving you am going to a doc and take a med and get a real help ur not real am just a sick person and he keep on giving me signs that his real and his here is that happened to u the proofs and the signs I feel am stuck here I dono what to do
thank you dear for sharing. I do hope your story illuminates the seriousness and often life threatening potential of this disease, and that it is very complex and needs to be treated with the utmost care and compassion. again thank you and my best wishes
Hello! Thank you for sharing your story-it meant alot to me! I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia. I all the time thought that God and the devil was talking so me. I was very religious! I am drinking 3 mg Risperidone and 30 Citalopram per day and is doing much better. I also go to a psychologist on a regular basis. Good luck and thank you for sharing! Jacobus Opperman
hi...can i talk to you in private about my brothers schezophernia..we are stressed and dont know how to help
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm schizophrenic too with similar experiences like the tactile hallucinations that for me was really bad. It made me feel like a weirdo and that I was alone so it's good to hear other people have experienced similar things. Anyways thanks for being a voice! Much love.
i was diagnosed schizophrenic at 18 years old and no i am 30. Im sorry to hear your history of suferring. I have also been very ill but currently very stable. I wish you good luck and keep in mind that you REALLY NEED to take your medication so you wont suffer anymore. We all have to deal with side effects and it is harsh but its better than losing contact with reality and putting ourselfs to danger. Thanks for your video, wish you the best.
hi bro..can i talk to you in private about my brothers illness
hargun
of course you can. if this is not trolling, then im willing to help you the way i can.
My brother is diagnosed woth schizophernia..he refuses to accept the illnes...he moved out and doesnot talk to family..and much more happening we dont know how to deal with him..do you mnd giving your email or facebook page if you would give us some suggestions...we gave up on doctors even..they dont help..they say he is an adult and they can force him to take medication
hargun
ok. this is typical. i see what you going thru. i was once like your brother. tell me your email and i will make contact.
hargun
you can find me on facebook by searching Luca Benedetti. im the guy taking a selfie in white t-shirt. Says im from Moscow and live in Havana.
Oh Bree...my daughter is just beginning to go through this - her first break June 6th. You are in my prayers every day from now on. Thank you so much for being brave enough to post your videos. I'm trying to learn everything I can.
Thank you so much! ❤ I'm sorry your daughter is going through this. You two will be in my prayers. ❤
Rejoice! Always. Be careful. A lot of young people have a bad reaction to a drug, where it gets incorrectly written up as schizophrenia. This problem is widespread because of the profit motive in the psychiatry field, and little or no laws to protect people.
A young person s going to have 100 times as many problems if she is diagnosed with a mental illness like schizophrenia compared to being diagnosed with "a bad reaction to a drug".
+Rockguitarnow schizophrenia and auditory hallucinations are electronic harassment by world powers and can be cured with a faraday cage
Watch 'EXCAVATING THE EMPTY TOMB' here on RUclips by the username TruthSurge and free yourself from Christianity!
Hi Bree ,I know this video is super old but so interesting ..You mentioned old factory smells.I remember withdrawing from benzodiazepines and other psych meds and went into a psychosis and smelled some horrible smells and food tastes just as bad ..so I was wondering what other horrible things you have smelled in the past .I smelled things like bleach and rotten meat or old lady make up..It was relentless and I smelled it 24/7 for days on end.So could you share what the other bad smells you smelled besides brimstone & fire.Plus what worked for you to make the smells go away and how long the smells lasted..Only if you wanna share b/c not a lot of ppl talk about old factory smell so it would comfort me to know what someone else who went through it experienced.B/C of was a living nightmare for me..Thank You..Your a Sweetheart..Much Love & Peace..Namaste
your distant stare caused by your mind moving to fast and seeing the story play out visually in your head (I think) is really familiar to me. it happens to me a lot.
Thanks for sharing (Some of your story reminds me of that testimony of David WOod - the one where he walked through a NewYork subway while talking).
David Wood was diagnosed with psychopathy but also had strange delusions when he was younger.
i had a very much similar experience. but i believed i was an angel who was made to convert people to christ. also fasted, didnt take meds and screamed at people. getting better now though, even without meds. hope you will do better also.
Thanks for sharing about your experience it was really interesting to hear what that was like:)
Thank you for watching! 😊
Brave girl .. thank you for sharing
God bless you poor little thing.
This is the video that made me subscribe. You look impossibly gorgeous with really short hair and minimal make-up.
Awe thank you! 😊
Don't worry you're a beautiful girl and your not alone I feel the same but I do have a schizophrenic mum schizophrenic sister schizophrenic brother and autistic sister my whole family has mental history and I like to think I don't but social services in my life and everyone is trying to label me with something because of my family history I feel very alone and I do feel like I have anxiety but some of the symptoms I apparently am showing are schizophrenic and autistic so I think I'm a mixture of things but I deffently do feel paranoid 90% of the time, even me on my own I can't sit still I normally change my clothes around 20 times over and over in a day and around 9 times before I go out I'm 13 but I just feel so paranoid and depressed and sad basically
Thank you. ❤ I'm sorry you are having to go through all that!
it's hard when someone else is believing its your brain but knowing from experience this is a real being I don't know what is more scared it's real or its my brain but staying strong and I would always tell myself I have just as much rite on the earth cause I was born
Thanks for sharing this precious deposition, it must have been demanding...I am studying schizophrenia, from a neuropharmacological point of view, in animal reserach, so I am used to be extremely pragmatic, but I am starting to notice through your's as many (but really many) others schizophrenic patients experiences that, so often the acute phase of this pathology overlaps incredibly well with something all but scientific, the "demoniac possession" described among exorcists....it's like exists one stereotipical type of schizophrenia, which have all the signs of possession, or all the same hallucinations (smell of fire/sulfur, inside "god's like" talking, sexual tactile stimulations etc) and delusions (feeling possessed(which should theoretically be extremely rare and complex as a delusion), self-wounding behavior etc) , paired with the negative symptoms and comorbidities as sleep-food-water self-deprivation...all those should be really peculiar symptoms and I am realizing that this pattern is much more common than it should reasonably be, and obviously with a scientific mind it doesn't make sense....but in the same scientific way we must look at facts and numbers, and facts tells something different, so what should one think? I am actually quite scared about it...anyway thank you for sharing and be strong!
Thanks for sharing your story.
Bree, you're very brave to do a video like this and to share your story with the world. I, too, am a Christian and I suffer from schizoaffective disorder. It's almost kind of an obligation to tell people around you, or at least it feels like one. I kept my schizoaffective a secret because it made me feel like a monster, then realized how bad of an idea that was. Thank you for sharing this. I have a video about my schizoaffective experience, if you'd be interested in checking it out, please leave me a comment if you do. Good luck, God Bless.
Sinclairvoyant i have schizoaffective disorder its so hard to live with
It's certainly not easy, please stay strong. How long have you been struggling with it?
for a while now I cant remember really but ive been struggling with depression for a very long time and thanks I will stay strong
I can't remember things a lot I don't hear voices or hallucinate. Sometimes I think I'm gonna be arrested for no reason and I'm super scared I'm schizophrenic I always have disorganized thoughts but can that be linked with anything else?
I'm sorry I'm not quite sure. I would talk to your psychiatrist about it.
I don't have one plus does it sound really like schizophrenia? I am honestly more scared of having it than anything else :((
Also I suffer from severe anxiety could I just be over thinking?
+Kaelan MacGregor You might be 'overthinking' in the sense that your anxiety is focusing on this idea ('what if I'm schizophrenic?') despite lack of evidence. It's also possible that your anxiety has developed into paranoid delusions, but we are not doctors and cannot diagnose you over the internet, so take that with a grain of salt. Disorganised thinking can be a symptom of a lot of different conditions, including brain injuries. You should definitely speak to a healthcare professional about this, if you haven't already.
+Kaelan MacGregor same as me bro.......I dont go to doctors though...I just try to function but its not easy
I have schizophrenia. Its amazing how similar all of our experiences are. After my meds took hold, I felt ashamed of that 'chosen one' feeling. I certainly didn't hate God, but I did place some dormancy on religion. I needed to start over on it.
I did look at it perhaps being a punishment, or maybe I had caused this on myself - but that was in no way an answer to this. Casting blame on ones self could not be a logical answer - since we were devoted during that time. And that contradicts genetics, so that must drop.
In that time before the meds, it was a unique relationship w Him. It is the experience of being chosen, and perhaps that experience was given to certain others other than those who were chosen ^^. What do we do with that? I do believe in God and I think that 7 days of fasting was a great thing you did for Him. I loved my family, but when I became paranoid, I thought they were all going to hell. I had to let them go. But im glad I got them back :p.
The science and perception behind it is something we still explore, and of course respect. But a pocket of opportunity opened to some of us. Our Lord is beyond comprehension. No mind can encompass Him.
Watch 'EXCAVATING THE EMPTY TOMB' here on RUclips by the username TruthSurge and free yourself from Christianity!
Great video.
I agree with everybody who said she is beautiful … she is really gorgeous :)
Awe thank you! ❤
Thanks , ur so pretty and I love your videos
You're so strong!
I've had a mild dose of schizophrenia, which has gone into remission.
I also have sexual hallucinations....I thought I was the only one. Thanks for sharing your story
Did u get any threads if u say ur leaving him
in my schizophrenic episode i also thought i was able to use telepathy to people and hear voices made out of birds , water drops etc
You’re a targeted individual being hit by people with microwave frequencies weapons. And hearing the voices piggybacking off the sounds is an effect
i think I'm getting schizophrenia or psychotic depression. I'm scared of that happening
I'm sorry. I would see a psychiatrist and talk to him about what you are experiencing. Praying for you ❤
+Bree Martinec you don't have to! but thanks anyway. im 13 and a girl. I might get psychotic depression instead
Hello please I need ur help today I saw ur video and I was like this is enough am leaving you am going to a doc and take a med and get a real help ur not real am just a sick person and he keep on giving me signs that his real and his here is that happened to u the proofs and the signs I feel am stuck here I dono what to do
The God that spoke to me in the beginning of my first awakening was a female, but I experienced a lot if the same things.
I believe this was a higher form of myself. Oversoul.
hi there, i would like to ask you some questions. it would be very helpful if you could answer but i would like to keep it private. is there a chance to contact you privately? thanks
+Balint Andrea Hi. You can message need on Facebook. I'm under the same name.
Mine had to deal with Putin, the adult ones. When I was little, there was a man who would come out of the television and try to get me. One time, my mom came out of the closet and electrocuted me. The muppets tried to grab me, and I had severe sleep paralysis and insomnia. When I grew up, I thought I was supposed to be the final sacrifice into the new age. It morphed around, but that's blah, blah. My hallucinations took over me and did things. Have they ever controlled you?
everyone loves yourself now!! and I mean everyone!!!
this is really hard to say my brother that is 21 he is older than me he has ditching close to what you have I'm a Christian and he is to and he hadn't gotten any sleep for six days and he was reading the bible a lot and today he got worse and he said that he was going to kill himself I can't take it he's my brother and my family is really scared and he dipped his head in the toilet and said the Lord is baptizing me I'm so scared this has never happened to him at all and it's like he just exploded the first day it happened he was in the shower and laughing I'm so scared he is going to hurt himself and he thinks his name is Elijah.
Pink sugar crystal 101 The stuff that's in the bible is enough to make almost anybody crazy. I was raised in a Southern Baptist home and listened to what I was told. Then one day I started thinking for myself. Fear God and worship him or burn in hell forever, or, He's a loving God, okay, which one is it? He can't be both, so I read the bible for myself. After that I decided that it was basically a scare tactic and an evil attempt at mind control. The bible is full of contradictions, guessing games, impossibilities, etc. and is the most evil book I have ever read. I threw my bible in the trash where it belongs and I live my life enjoying each day as best as I can, and do good and be good towards others. If that's not enough, then so be it. Religion has driven many people over the edge. If you doubt what I'm saying, get your bible and follow along on a web site called evilbible dot com.
Either way, I wish you and your brother the best.
I'm sorry you guys are going through this! I would definitely get him in to be evaluated by a psychiatrist or go to the hospital if needed. My prayers are with you and him. ❤
I can't see why if you went to church that your experience should not be different to your experience. For when Iwent to church I don't believe it. But if you believe then you are a good Christian
Check out this book free on youtube. "the power of your subconscious mind" by dr. joceph murphy. I don't believe the bible parts but otherwise is a great book. Should help alot whether it heals you or not or takes a while. Can do most anything with this book. Hope you enjoy the book.
She's honest, sweet natured, and pretty (facial symmetry - eye candy). But we have sorrow for this girl's trouble, and LDS won't have a clue for anything to do with deliverance. They crafted their own Father and Son extraneous from scripture. Satan is on their side and they don't know it. It's an old video, but we should still pray for the uploader.
Hello how are you doing? You are a beautiful women no matter what keep doing what keep doing what you do and keep your head up and stay strong 💯✔👌
Read a book called possessing me healing of memoirs by Jane Alexander
ive always wondered what sex is like while psychotic.
sounds like full blown kundalini awakening to me.
Have you looked into this?
A great book is Kundalini - The Serpent of Fire by Darrel Irving. The huge links between schitzophrenia and kundalini awakening ... xxx
I have tremors from having schizophrenia from meds I take for my schizophrenia and its not fair
I'm so sorry! 💜
stop taking them!!
I hope you can snap out of this. Go to nami meetings and talk about this stuff. I went though a lot of delusions like you. Good luck.
Your really pretty
Awe thank you 😊
I think I'm in love.
How old were you ?
When I was struggling with the Schizophrenia not taking my medication I believe I was 22 when it started and it went on for three years until I decided to stay in medication so to 25. 😊
no, no come on,
this is real not schizophrenia, right ?!?
i cannot find your facebook profile
+hargun It's Bree Martinec
+hargun It's Bree Martinec
I still cant find you..is your facebook page locked for friend request? All i see is Bree Martinez
facebook.com/bree.martinec
I think same thing happened to Jesus and Mohammad but they were considered prophets.
Now I'm not saying you're a prophet, just pointing out change in the perspective
enter.the.void.II maybe Jesus was mentally ill
That's sad, my faith usually calms my mental illness, i think it was the anti Christ dear, that's my 2 cents, (: God bless you in Jesus Name, Amen, last of all it gets easier as you get older(: , spend your time around family and happy environments , that helps. Always pray to God in Jesus name because people are worshipping the WRONG God
Do you work? Can you work?
Yes I do work. I own my own Pet Grooming business and work three days a week.
this shit sucks i have the same thang
Hello please I need ur help today I saw ur video and I was like this is enough am leaving you am going to a doc and take a med and get a real help ur not real am just a sick person and he keep on giving me signs that his real and his here is that happened to u the proofs and the signs I feel am stuck here I dono what to do