I don't even know what to title this.. its been a tough week.
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When my husband passed and we shared two very young boys, I realized quickly how friends dropped me after his death. Maybe they didn’t know what to say or felt uncomfortable being around me. If possible, please don’t walk away from your friend’s spouse. He will need laughter and love which will help the healing process❤
Sooooo very true!!! After my brother passed away so many friends and family disappeared. Left me lonely and broken. 🥲
Sending my deepest condolences and sympathies to you and those who are affected by the passing of your beloved friend/sister/cousin 💐🤍
Thank you 🦋💙
Grief hits you in waves. One minute your crying, the next you think of a fun memory and your smiling maybe even laughing. Don't try to figure out or apologize for the feelings. The fact that she's in your memory is honoring her. 🌺🧡🙏🏽
It’s been such a hard week for me too. The title of this gave me so much…comfort that we don’t have to pretend when things are hard
In this together 💙💙
Amen! 💜
I hope you're doing better ❤
I cried alot in this video. The love in the beginning, your loss, all of it. Whew I wasnt expecting that but im here with you girl. Let it out!
Edit: Happy Birthday Johnathon 🎉🎉🎉!!!!!! And sit on ya hands next time you see that camera 😂
lol def took y’all on a rollercoaster of emotions with me even to the very end. 🤍🤍
You don’t have to have any answers. Your friend had her own private walk and ultimately only she knows why now.
Our God is beyond our comprehension and sometimes it’s easier to not try to understand but to remember in ALL circumstances he remains a good God even when it’s hard and sad and we don’t get it. We grieve with you Jess as you mourn the loss of your dear friend and sister in life and Christ.
May the peace the surpasses understanding be upon you and all who loved her. My sincerest condolences 💐
Not me crying seeing your friend cry. That is so beautiful that you all did that for her! And congratulations to her on her graduation!
Oh no, now I’m crying with you for the loss of your friend. There are many times that we take for granted the people in our lives. All we can do is our best every day and we learn from things as each day passes. She knew you loved her and now she’s in the arms of ultimate love. Praying that God brings you peace and comfort while you grieve.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand your questions and how you feel. I'm dealing with my mother's passing right now, and I'm not handling it well. Your video was triggering for me because I share your sense of confusion and the unfairness and emptiness of it all. I welcome, receive, and appreciate all the prayers and comforting words, but nothing helps. I'm out of my mind with grief. I just continue to pray for God's mercy because I need it more than ever. Sending prayers to you as well.
Thank you so much and I know this doesn’t help but I am so sorry for your loss I truly am 🤍🤍🤍
you are living my biggest and only fear, my mom dying. an old therapist once told me that we might be surprised how resilient we ACTUALLY are as humans. you'll keep going because of survival instinct, but you will adjust and accept it with time my dear. sending all of my love ❤
@@krissygirl2609I'm still dealing with grief every single day. My mom passed Feb. 2020. I still cry everyday.
Four years later and I'm still dealing with the loss of my mother. It's hard.
@@raecheldickerson8117 hang in there mama. one day it won't hurt AS MUCH. you're not there yet. Godspeed ❤️🫶🫶🙏
I think we all grieve the way you do... we are normal then we cry. The hardest part is moving and living after special people in our lives transition. Take the time to go through all of the feelings and emotions. The fact you are sharing is therapeutic. Im sorry for your loss and i hope you find peace during this difficult time. Grace and peace to your friend's family.
Thank you 🤍🤍
Graduation surprise was sooo cute, had me crying too 💛🖤🤍
I’m sorry for the loss Jess. Praying for y’all. 😢🙏🏾
Just finished watching 😢I'm so sorry about your friend sis. My good friend just lost her daughter and it was the worst grief I have ever seen someone experience. I will pray for her and her family. She's a tear. Hurts to see you in pain. Sending prayers and love sis 💓💓
Awww Jess, glad You had such a good Friendship & try not to beat Yourself up 🙏🏽 & Happy Birthday to You Jonathan 🥳
Jess, babe I’m so sorry about your sister-cousin. You hit the nail on the head when you said you don’t have the answer as to why God chooses to take a loved one. Also when it’s your time it’s simply that, your time. Our job is to be ready and be at peace with everything. Jonathan also hit the nail on the head at the end. He’s wise and also hilarious 🤣 honey, when he told himself to stop I was too though chile. I be laughing all goofy right along with y’all. No, but seriously hun you keep on letting your light shine, keep glorifying your Father which is in heaven. He’s pleased with obedience and I love that you are doing just that. I’m praying for you and everyone who has been touched by her passing. May God grant you all strength, and peace. Encourage yourself in the Lord. Love you ❤❤❤❤
I love you Jess ❤ it’s gonna get better (I ain’t even watched yet lol but your title got me praying and slaying for you in the spirit lil sister)
those prayers are appreciated more than you know
🙏🏽❤️ for your loss. 🎉to your friend on graduating and 🎂to Jonathan.
7:59 got her! lol she thought she was slick but yall still surprised her! 😂🎉❤
Happy birthday, Jonathan! 🎉
May God be with this family during those hard times. May He bring you comfort Jess!
So sorry for your loss Jess. Praying for you and the family🫶🏾🫶🏾
Happy birthday Johnathan 🥳🥳🥳Wishing you God’s richest blessings 💐🫶🏾
I m sorry for your loss Jess. I hope that God will give you and her beloved strength to go through this.
Feel better Jessica! Turn up Jonathan....HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉...
My sincere condolences Jess, A lot of times we go on a guilt trip after someone passes, which is normal and understandable. But just from that, lets you know how much you do love and care about her and I know she knows that too 💜 Blessings to her family and yours🙏🩵 I tend to question why, but like you said we never will know why, we just hold on to seeing them on the other side.
The party was such a beautiful surprise
My Prayers & Condolences to you and everyone who new your friend. May our HEAVENLY FATHER give you sweet peace.🙏🏽🧡
Happy Birthday Jonathan! 🎊🎈🎂🥳🎁🎉
Praying for you and your friends family 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Aww Jess I’m sorry you’ve had a hard week!
its alright, thank you sis
@@OnlyOneJess thank you for being so vulnerable with us Jess, and I’m so sorry for your loss. I shared the gofundme, you and your friends/family are so amazing for advocating for your friend and her family 💗
It’s hard losing a close friend. Grief is a process that is on its own schedule. Feel the feelings and eventually it won’t hurt as much. You will miss her forever. Remember it’s ok not to be ok 😢 I do hope y’all had a wonderful time birthday celebrating. ❤
Gosh Jess. my condolences for your loss. Just take it one day at time and try to stay in good spirits. Happy Birthday Johnathan!
Please take the time you need to grieve & process.
Wishing you peace & healing.
Jess thanks for sharing with us. Our condolences, the old Psalm says “we will understand it better by bye”, I hope we do. We are so blessed to have You and Jonathan. I pray you enjoyed his birthday and know we are giving you big hugz. Even the dogs respected and kept quiet for this vlog.
Sheena knew you loved her and know we Love you better than cook food. 🤗 🫂 🥰
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!! 🥳🎁🙏🏾🎉🎶🎂
I saw on IG what happened and I'm so sorry your loss😢Will be praying 🙏🏽🤎 Take time off to digest everything if you feel the need.
Oh Jess. I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope today was a better day 🫶🏾
I see you Jess, looking really toned during your workout. Keep up the good work, I know the dedication and discipline it takes to accomplish health goals. Wishing you the best always!
Happy Birthday Jonathan.🎉🎊🎁👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🎈🎈
I am so sorry for your loss and pain. May God bless you and your family Jess.
Sis I understand what you are going through. My family just had services for my younger cousin that passed. I feel like I could have spent more time with him and I feel really guilty. Today is my birthday but I feel so guilty celebrating when we just buried a love one. The one thing that I have learned during all of this is even though we are busy living our lives we MUST make time because we never know. Before my mom passed in 2012 she told me to live each day like it’s the last and make time for those we care for because you never know when your number is going to be called. I am praying for you and your family Sis and sending virtual hugs 🤗
Well I hope you had an amazing birthday still, sorry for your loss as well! 🤍
Such a good vlog Jess. Thank you for being real. I appreciate you. The roller coaster of celebrating such high highs and mourning such a great loss in one video is such wholesome and real content. ❤❤ Also helped me to see that I need to do better at connecting with my people ❤❤
That butterfly may not have been her but it’s her sending a symbol that’s she’s at peace. She can hear even ur lowest cries. She’s in limbo for 21 days the more u hold on to her the longer she stays to make sure u hold those moments then she transitions into Gods kingdom but she’ll be there when u get there not to say anytime soon but she is looking down. I’m dead axx crying for u girl.
Im sorry for your loss. I cried every time you cried 😢😢😢
So sorry for your loss and to her family 🙏🏾 trying times man, but God is in control. My mother and stepdad lost their house in a Fire May 28 and watching my parents grieve all their belongings being gone has me heartbroken and feeling powerless. keep your arms rapped around your friends family and keep being the support that you are and whatever can be done within you power I know you will try your best ❤
oh my goodness that is so horrible, thank you
Sorry for your loss Jess x. Happy birthday Jonathan.
Not me crying with you… 🥹❤ I’m sorry that you’ve lost your friend. Sendingt sincere condolences!! I really pray that you find your peace with it. It’s so hard…🙏🏾🙏🏾 but take the time you need.
Thank you sis 🤍
Oh Jess I’m so sorry for your loss! I definitely remember when you would babysit her kids 😢 I’m praying for her children and everyone who loves her 💛 one of my best friends just lost her mother last month and it’s so rough. Sending love and prayers 💛
So sorry for your loss ❤ May God continue to get your through this hard time
Loss is always tough. My mom loss her Dad two years ago and its still hard. He was in an automobile accident. He wasn't hurt too bad, but he went to hospital for observation and never came out. He went in Nov 3rd and passed Dec.26th, so I know it's tough for you. My condolences to you, Jonathan, and your friend's family. Sending much ❤❤. God will help you through it even when you can't understand or have answers, He still knows how to help you through it. May God bring you peace and comfort.
From CJ- ((hugs)) She was the sweetest. 🌻🇯🇲🌻
She truly was 🥹🤍
Sending love and condolences from your RUclips cousins *biggggg hug* 🫶🏽❤️ you’re allowed to feel… cry/ scream/ laugh/ cry some more but love and trust
My sincere condolences to you Jess💕 The pain you feel means you were a true friend to her and vice versa. I thank God for the opportunity you had of meeting this beautiful soul...keep the memories close. May God strengthen you in this time 🙏🏽
My condolences. My father was going through grief from the passing of a family/friend and even though I didn't know the guy personally as much as my Dad did but we had brief conversation here and there. I can never understand the way my Dad feels but because I love him, his pain is my pain but just from a different perspective. Words can't describe grief and trying to process a tough season. I pray God continues to keep you and continue clinging on to God. He'll give you strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow.
I'm so sorry for your loss
Sending prayers and condolences to you and sheena’s family 🙏🏾HBD Jonathan 🎂🎉
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my nephew who was like a son. And the only way I was able to get through each moment was with God. I couldn’t drive just to get to work so I asked Him to drive for me. It’s been a year now and I’m still grieving but it’s better. Sis, it’ll get better. The Lord will comfort you all and bring you all through this. Take it moment by moment with Jesus. Praying for you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
My condolences to you and her loved ones! Also happiest of birthdays to your husband! I pray you allow your emotions to come to the surface and allow yourself to feel them so He can heal them!🙏🏾
So sorry for your loss Jess. ❤
My heart goes out to you and her family/friends during this difficult time especially her husband and children. I had something like this happen to me before and we have to keep our eyes on Jesus and look for encouragement even in the midst of tragedy. It is ok to grieve our loved ones too, but just don't live in it forever. Happy birthday Jonathan!
OMG! That butterfly yes. I don’t want to say to much but when people you know go unexpectedly its also life!! ❤
So sorry and sending prayers to her loved ones. Hope Jonathan enjoyed his day. Happy Birthday Jonathan, loved the ending he was too cute. Oh and your friend was truly surprised when she entered the kitchen, loved the split screen. Hang in there Jess.
So sorry for your lost. Take time to grieve if you need to. Thanks for your transparency.
The ending was so cute 😊
Sending prayers to you, your family, and hers. 🕊️
Grief is such a journey so please give yourself grace as you go through. If you need to take time, please do. We’re here. We love you. ❤️
I completely understand how you feel. My sister passed away in December, and I'm still struggling with it. I feel guilty for going on with my life, and she's not here. It's so hard. Stay strong.
I’m so sorry sis 🤍
You’re so right, times like these are so hard as a Christian and your feelings are so valid. Even in your grief you’re hilarious about the butterfly and that childish spider came at the wrong time. May she rest in peace, regret is hard but give yourself the space to feel how you feel and I’ll be keeping you in prayer, I’m grateful you were able to experience a friendship like hers
Finally finished, Mommy work prolonged it. Congrats on getting your party for your friend, the yard for the work out is a beautiful scenery, esp for emotional healing, death is a complete BIOTCH!, you showed us humanity..will be ordering the AG1 vitamin, thanks.
So sorry for your loss. I’m so glad you left in the grief part of this video. I recently had someone pass and just to hear you say everything and being able to relate to it was comforting. Death and grief and everything surrounding it is so crazy because it’s the most abstract , weird, and unfair thing but yet most normal, promised, consistent thing about life. Such a roller coaster but again thank you for leaving it in.
My heart and prayers go out to your friends and family.🙏🏿🙏🏿💜
Awww Jess, sending my condolences. This is so sad. I actually remember you talking about watching her kids.
My condolences to you and your family. Sending prayers to you all. On a lighter note, you look great in that pink outfit. Workouts are working. Happy birthday Johnathan. Love you guys bc I feel like I know y'all in person. Lol
Sending L💞VE, HUGS, & PRAYERS for strength, comfort, & peace to you and all of Sheena's loved ones!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Your strength is amazing. And yes she’s watching over you and all that loved her. Loss is never easy but the only consolation we have is God does all things well. Don’t be so hard on yourself but also honor your feelings but she would want you to continue to live your life. Love you Jess! 😊 💐🙏🏾🕊️
I haven’t watched yet but I just wanna say HUGS for your hard week ❤ and this too shall pass. It’s a hard week but next week can and will be better!
My condolences if someone has passed on 💐
My condolences to you and your family 💐🙏🏾
🙏🏾 prayers for all family and friends of your beautiful friend 🙏🏾 ❤️
Rest in knowing that she is okay grief comes in like a flood of emotions allow yourself to feel these things express your feelings release them seek God he has the answers to ease your ❤️ sending you condolences 💐
Jess, you're so well spoken. You know exactly how to express yourself and as a woman entering her mid twenties, you genuinely inspire me❤
Happy Birthday, Johnathan 🍻
So sorry for your loss. Please know watching her children was being there for her in the biggest way. You were a great friend.
I appreciate you Jess. Thank you. Love you💜💜💜
I’m so sorry Jess. My heart goes out to you and your friend’s family and friends. I pray your wonderful memories you made with her over the years will give you comfort and peace.
Aaaw, Jess, I'm so sorry to hear about your friend 💕
It's completely normal for your feelings so fluctuate, there's no one way to grieve.
Thank you, Jonathan, for those last words and happy belated birthday! 💐
I’m praying for you, I’m praying for her family, and especially those babies. Hold them tight🫶🏾🤍
Also Happy Birthday Jonathan 🎊 🎉🎂, love you guys union !!
Yall got her good.
Condolences 🙏🏾🤗
Wow Jess I am so sorry for the loss of your friend. Be the best u can be right now it’s always alright to just grieve for someone so special in your life god has her right now he will take care of now.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💐💐💐
My condolences 😢. And happy birthday to Jonathan 🎉
I'm so sorry, Jess. Grieving is tough. I've been struggling a lot this month with my mother's death and she passed away in 2007. I don't know why, but I know it's hard to move on. I'm praying for peace and comfort for you, her and family and friends.
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I loss a very close friend as well, and I still cry for him. He was the best human being, and he was JUST getting his life together. It seems unfair for sure.
My condolences to you Jess as well as her family and friends! It’s been a week is the word.
Happy birthday Jonathan 🎉❤🎂🍾🎊
I’m so sorry for your loss Jess. Thanks for sharing this part of your life with us. Completely unrelated…girl your back muscles when you were walking on the treadmill! Impressive! 💪🏾
Girl, tell me why I burst into tears when you got flowers😂. That's so very sweet.
I’m so sorry about your friend Jess! Even I gasped as I remembered when you said you baby sat her children. Grief is a process so please be easy on yourself. She is definitely rejoicing with our Lord 🙏🏾🫶🏾. Sending you hugs from the UK! ❤
Happy Birthday Jonathan!! " Take in "(embrace it)your grief Jess because it helps us remember. At the end, all we have left are THE MEMORIES. RIH Sheena
Ohhhhhh Jess...I am so sorry. I feel your pain. My mom passed in September and I literally went through the process you are going through now. I know you will get through it but it does hurt. I wish I had the magic words to help you through this, but I don't because I am still experiencing my grieving moments. I do know that God is a Healer and with His help, we both will get through it. Lean on your support system...allow them to be there for you. Many Blessings!!!!!!💕
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!!🎈🎂🎉🎊🎁🎈
I’m so sorry for your loss, Jess. Just sending my prayers and sympathies to you. Will be praying for you🥺
Happy Birthday Johnny! 🎉
❤ To you Jess. Unexpected loss is so hard, as is any loss. I've been there with my bestie and my Pooh Bear. It takes time to move forward and some days I feel i still haven't. Take comfort where you can and let God heal you ❤ Peace, love and blessings 🫶🏾
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️🩹🫂
My deepest condolences for you Jess. Thank you for sharing your true and raw self. That is not easy to do 🌹. May God continue to bless and keep you 🙏🏾💕