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To be honest i did not know that c-pop existed, i only knowed that k-pop and j-pop existed. And also when was my birthday (july) my sister who has 16 years and a iphone sheared me that one video wich a screen falled on that c-pop band.
That first post hits deep, especially for anyone with severe anxiety or trauma. I hope that guy's doing okay out there, and anyone else who feels like that.
The first one really bothers me because I also have severe anxiety and I’m really not a sociable person, I usually avoid attention mostly because the fear of embarrassment and having my RSD (rejection sensitivity Dysphoria) triggered. But the thought of someone like that never leaving their home, choosing to not become successful and having someone like your parents to take care of you until eventually no one can is really sad.
That sounds awful. I really feel for you, but I can't begin to imagine how you feel. I really hope that nobody else goes down that same path the first guy did where they are a living husk of person who seems trapped in this cycle.
in my experience, it helped a lot to introduce myself to more upsetting environments slowly. like going to stores when they’re the least busy and making very specific shopping lists so i have the most control (for example, the walmart website will tell you what aisles you can find stuff in. so your list could say something like “milk- A24”). i also like knowing ahead of time how much i want to spend and the walmart website also shows in store prices, just not taxes (so my lists tend to be like “A24- milk [brand] [size] $2.50”) (not actual prices but you get the point) but that’s more so because i’m on a tight budget
@@guydude439 yes having RSD is very awful, whenever it gets triggered by someone criticizing me even when it is not supposed to be taken personally I try hard to remind myself that it’s not a big deal so forget it but the rest of my brain won’t catch on, and since it doesn’t the emotional pain just stays there until the rest of my brain eventually doesn’t care anymore which takes about days or weeks, depends on how bad it is. Sometimes whenever I do try to socialize, like talking with people online or in school, it’s almost as if people always suspect the worst of me. And having ADHD really sucks sometimes because of the issues with motivation,people with this issue see tasks in different sizes. It’s like my body wants to do the work, but my brain refuses. And This will be a very hard challenge once I reach college or try to find a job, heck it’s already frustrating enough in 9th grade. But I am slowly learning ways to handle this. Hopefully I won’t end up like a shut in person or lonely on the streets because of these reasons.
@@StarMW I am starting to understand, that sounds extremely stressful. Also, what you said about ADHD is also very true. I have seen it first hand and different people's experiences with ADHD. Very insightful, and I feel bad that all of these things combined on weighing down on you. Self-confidence takes time and is really hard to grow.
Therapy isn't just a sit down and talk about your feelings. It actually is a conversation about your life and the events that unfold that makes you think a certain way. A therapist may ask op why he feels disrespected by his roommate. Which then will lead on to the conversation on how different perspectives matter here. Where op may feel disregard due to his thinking process that people are out to get him thanks to his mental disorder, paired with being seen as a scary guy by his roommate with no "evidence " , it could simply be an misunderstanding. Some people show respect in people's homes by letting the home holder still have access to their things. Or she simply had a bad experience with people that causes her to be meek or awkward. With the combination of op and the roommates lack of understanding and communication, this event happen. And it might make you angry and you're allowed to feel that way, but how you approach the matter is what's important. Violence doesn't solve anything in this case, so instead of being angry and acting out on it. Maybe you should put that energy into talking and getting to know that person so she will be more comfortable. Making it easier on you and the vibes in your home. See how therapy isn't just "how does that make you feel" or "it's all in your head". You can find good therapist but you will have to search for them the same as anything else. So people trying to upvote this opinion about op not needing treatment is misinformed and most likely need it themselves or at least some experience with a variety of people with different view points other than internet troll
Exactly. People don't seem to know that therapy isn't just a place to vent. It's a place to change unhealthy coping mechanisms and behaviors by finding the root of them, acknowledging it, and working with it.
Ngl. I wanna slap OP on the face. Like dude, how are you disrespected by a girl who's afraid of you? Like maybe she has anxiety or maybe she's a woman? Like instead of trying to be a nice person, the dude gets entitled just because he's the homeowner. Imagine if the roles were reversed. Imagine OP was the roommate and he finds the woman who owns the house acting a bit creepy or he was just afraid because he had past experience but doesn't start calling her names or wrongfully accusing her. Then she just gets mad at him for being afraid of her. I doubt his awful personality has anything to do with schizophrenia but I did get this wrong, please do correct me. I'm not a professional but still, OP acts like a dick.
The first one really hits close to home for me. I can't even really go into why I have social anxiety, because I've convinced myself that my social anxiety is invalid and I hate burdening people with my problems. Either way, I would hate to get trapped in the same mindset as that first guy.
Good luck with your social anxiety issues! You may be going through stuff right now, but I′m confident that, eventually, things will be alright for ya. I′d recommend seeking some form of counseling or therapy, not just for the anxiety, but in general, as mental health help is good for anyone, regardless of their current state! Also, don′t forget that you′re not alone with your issues and, despite what your brain may tell you now, that your problems and reasons for them are NOT invalid!
@@speedslider3913 I really appreciate your words of kindness, and you are right that mental health help is good for everyone. I've actually reached out to get some counseling and it has definitely helped.
its disheartening to see how many people can relate with the first post, theres obviously a lot wrong with the world if so many people have to be afraid to leave their house
It's more like some people feel comfortable living in their room for as long as possible. I know because that was me after graduating highschool. The only difference was I did have a job. But never did anything else.
I recognize and relate with the patterns of self destruction in the first post. I've done that before out of my own anxiety. Set up a dating app, get to know a person eventually, feel happy... Delete the app. Can't say why I do it, I just get scared and feel I don't deserve it. My heart goes out to the OP.
First one hit hard. I'm in that situation, granted not for as many years, and partially due to developmental disability. But it still hits hard, because I have no idea what to do. Motivation is just nonexistent. I have a boyfriend who's also neurodivergent, though. He helps push me to actually improve and do things with my life. So there's that, at least.
I really like how you end your videos without an outro and it just abruptly ends. I think this is your artistic choice to end the video without an outro (because you edit your videos professionally). It amplifies the feeling of being a scary video specially if you end it with a question or a quote. You leave the viewer in a state of uncanny thinking and that's a scary effect. I understand people asking for an outro but for me, keep that format.
the 2nd guys situation is weird but i dont see why he couldn’t just ask her if he was doing something wrong? or how to make her feel more at ease. i can understand being upset that someones actions are trying to come off as you have evil intent but it should never lead to anger. id be more confused than anything.
He’s schizophrenic. We don’t have the communication and confrontation skills y’all do. Seeing this shit so often makes me hate being sick with this more and more. No wonder we off ourselves so often, y’all refuse to even slightly comprehend it.
@@nakedslayer6685 that just isn't true, you just came across a comment that doesn't fully understand your illness. That, by no means, means that every single person without schizophrenia is a misunderstanding, unwilling to learn piece of shit. You cannot blame suicide on others, so don't you dare start that "we off ourselves because you don't understand us" bullshit. I'm not going to fucking rag on and dismiss everyone without my illness just because they may not understand it. Take it as an opportunity to teach them, not tell them they're part of the general reason that a certain demographic offs themselves. It's people like you that turns others away from possibly learning. Stop. Please, let more people understand. Don't push them out like that.
@@kouhai2456 I don’t need a lecture. I don’t recall ever generalizing the entire neurotypical population into my anger but I don’t care, I’m not going back to look as I’m more than certain that comment was made in a very poor mental state. Seeing the second story in this video kinda sent me into something, primarily due to my own experiences where it’s more often I’m misunderstood than not. It’s so rare, in actuality. You literally nitpicked and wrote an entire lecture about a comment I hardly even remember writing due to the state I was in. Kinda proved my point, damn. You are not my psyche.
I know exactly how the first guy feels, you know that you shouldn't live like this but you can't imagine it being any other way. My dad basically forced me into applying for a job, so I'm one of the lucky ones I think. I wonder if it will work out.
Taking the first step to a change, even if it doesn′t work out in the end, is a great way to get a brain unstuck from a routine or lifestyle. I wish you the best, and I hope everything works out for you!
The scariest part of this video is how you abruptly end it, which actually sends shivers through my body since I was thinking there was still more time left.
a father of a daycare provider of a kid from my family that i babysit was a victim of the highland park shooting. the kids mother told me how the daycare provider was completely numb from the incident after hearing her father died. she was supposed to take a trip to mexico with her. may the shooter rot in hell
That first one destroyed me honestly. Until less than a year ago, I was very similar. I didn't want to get better because I was terrified of "doing ok". I was scared of being at a point where people miught have expectations of me because I knew I'd never live up to them. I never have, so why would anything change? I'm doing better now. I have a PA who's helping me leave the house. I'm quickly losing what seemed at the time to be agoraphobia, and now might just have been anxiety. If it was even real at all. It's gonna be a long one. I've got to not only get out of a years long shutin lifestyle, but also learn to look after myself in the most basic ways as I was never taught. Pile on a healthy dose of ADHD, autism, BPD, anxiety and depression and I have a big cocktail to work through. I'm working through it, though. Slowly.
@@k5skyy I'm already doing a lot better than I was a year and a half ago when it all came to a head. I've still got a lot to work on and recent deaths of very important, supportive people are weighing on me a bit, but I'm definitely on my way. Thank you ^^
The thing with the Chester case is a matter of understanding concent. Its sick. Back in the 70s thru early 90s, mainstream media actually projected that if the person didnt "complain" the actions were not assult. OR if the person in some way gained from the abuse, it wasnt abuse. You can find this ideology in everything from Dear Abby articles, to major motion pictures. Its truely saddening to know that many of the perpetrators have gone decades unchecked and unpunished.
I really don't feel like there's enough context to the schizophrenic man's story, I mean it doesn't seem like we even know *why* she's avoiding him, it could be a misunderstanding, could be her assumptions of him, or could be he truly did something
@@abnerdoon4902 there are definitely people who will create absurd assumptions about people and treat them improperly over a scenario they had only imagined, so I just can't help but hesitate to blame anyone with such little context
about that second one- if somebody with trauma is afraid of you, dont take it as an insult. it is most definetely not meant as one. like, im absolutely terrified of men. it doesnt matter how sweet they are, how good their intentions are, how much theyve proven themself to me- i will always have some level of distrust because of my past, which is pretty common among ptsd sufferers. the best thing to do is to be patient and make their life as comfortable as possible.
Damn that concert incident happened real recently. I saw the up close footage captured by fans and the corner of that screen planted itself directly into his face. Some real liveleak type shit. He’s lucky not all the supporting cables gave out or else he’d definitely be dead. I heard the screen itself weighed close to 600kilograms. Anyways, the reason why I recall this is because I was in a discord call with a couple of dudes the night it happened, not grasping the severity of the situation since it wasn’t publicised yet, someone brought up one of the group having “a screen dropped on them” which sounds plain comical and inconsequential in my language, to which we asked if it were one of the lead singers that local brands tirelessly shill, and collectively replied “unlucky” when it was revealed it wasn’t him, laughing it off. Kinda fucked in hindsight.
For the roommate story, I'm actually incredibly torn on what was happening. I doubt the OP would have actually considered violence (especially considering they did opt for telling them to leave) but they should still absolutely get therapy. It's not good to think about hurting other people based on your past traumas involving violence, especially so if you're a schizophrenic, and it's definitely something that needs to be addressed. On to the other topic at hand, I do think they are okay to be thinking that it's disrespectful (not that it's justified, it's just a thing a lot of people do if they had a shitty upbringing), it's unfortunately common for people to feel entitled to certain things, especially coming from households of emotional abuse, spoiling to earn the favor of someone else, rather than just doing nice things without expecting anything in return, which is definitely something else that can be talked about in therapy. Their method of going about things on this topic is flawed, however. They could have just tried to ask about it, an explanation, even if it's a relatively small one, whatever the roommate is comfortable giving, can help reduce anxieties about how others treat you.
I’ve never even heard of the twitter one. This guy is awesome I usually lose interest in channels like this cause I’ve been watching channels like this since 2014 but yet he still finds new stuff.
The scariest thing about the third one is that, on the day that that happened, me and my family drove to Chicago for a family wedding. We were literally eating pizza at a restaurant, laughing and having fun, when we heard that there was a shooting not too far from where we were. That night I genuinely thought something bad was going to happen, because at that point the guy hadn’t been caught. I’m terrified of shootings and the fact that we were so close to where one had just happened was not a good thought. Thankfully the guy got caught, and now we can all laugh at his ugly ass face for taking the lives of so many innocent people.
The second dude... I both understand and don't understand at all. I understand feeling offended over being treated like some sort of monster solely due to my biological sex- which is something I haven't ever personally experienced, so I couldn't possibly imagine how bad it hurts- but I'm confused because... I would assume the first thing you should do is ask what's wrong...? I dunno, maybe it's just me. I feel like the proper response is to ask why she felt so unsafe, if I had done anything specifically, and if there was anything I could do to reassure her that she was safe in the home.
He should have either tried to talk with her and help her realize he's not gonna do do anything, or kick her out which he did On the other hand idk why she'd be a roommate with someone if she'd act like that around that person so both people could be at fault
Either offer her help or kick her out. Wanting to hurt someone because they’re afraid of them is not a normal reaction. If he acts on it and she gets triggered into a deeper episode, he’s in trouble.
Would love to see another “scariest locations in video games” with stuff like the swamp in Red Dead 2 and the Ocean House Hotel from Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines
on op who wanted to hurt their roommate i agree that their schizophrenia had nothing to do with their violence. people with “scary” mental illnesses like schizophrenia, DID, psychosis, or sociopathy are more likely to be victims of abuse than they are to be the abusers. i have BPD which has often made people assume i am a bad person and be hostile to me. even more so when they find out i suffer from delusions and hallucinations. i don’t hear voices telling me to kill people, but that’s what everyone assumes due to media portraying all mentally ill people as serial killers. my delusions and hallucinations are entirely nonviolent. they hurt me more than they hurt others and i can usually snap out of them. i don’t think that’s what made them violent. i think they were just a bad person- separate from their illness.
(Hex) Thank you! It is so annoying that so many discussions all of a sudden devolve into the condition itself when it is found out that someone involved is not neurotypical, as if all people with it are exactly the same. And in the ones you cited specially the othering goes rampant.
12:04 A glimpse of that A6 at the top always sends shivers down my spine. I can never go into a room or mall or whatever like this without checking for ceiling hanging screens. And if there are these things, I will always make sure to stand or walk far enough so this thing won't take my life.
I totally understand OP. I had a crazy family member that did that to me for years. Every time I spoke or raised my voice they flinched. I'd never do shit to them but it can be VERY taxing on your mental health to feel like a terrible person for... Existing.
At first I thought this channel was a bait and fake scare But it wasn't it terrified me at the distressing videos specially the last selfie on earth, still coping with the mental scars
the first post is so scary because i have severe depression, anxiety and other mental illnesses and i feel like under different circumstances that could literally be me.
i’ve always found the concept of Hikkikomori interesting, the word itself makes more sense than its English counterparts too, because it means to “to withdrawal”. though, i have been one before in the past due to mental health issues (depression+anxiety) that had occurred, but everyone’s health is different and should be treated with proper respect/care
Sev'ral Timez and Boys Who Cry at 11:43. ST is from Gravity Falls from Disney and then BWC from the classic SpongeBob cartoon, "Pearl's 16th birthday." 😂
you're such a good youtuber to do homework too, your voice is calming but the subject of the video is so interesting that i dont get bored, while also not being distracted
Ever been so depressed in you life that something flips and you're not sad anymore? I've been depression free for over 3 years now, sober for over 2 years and smoke free for just over 6 months. A LOT has changed in my life BECAUSE I'm not depressed anymore. As much as you don't want to hear it, YOU are what's keeping yourself sad. Trauma and everything else are just catalysis. Every single depressed person I've seen had been stubborn to the core. Turn that stubbornness towards telling your depression to get fkd. It works. You're stronger than you think.
Typically people with schizophrenia or related diseases are extremely paranoid and this causes them to be prone to violence. They often misinterpret peoples actions as being part of their delusions. This is all on top of possible hallucinations. A schizophrenic cannot separate reality from delusions and imagination. The paranoia and neurological problems will usually cause them to hallucinate that people are attacking/interacting with them in harmful ways or that some unknown force is attempting to harm them that they cannot fight back against. Its possible that OPs roommate didn't exist in post 2, or that he was hallucinating a lot her actions. Its also possible that his actions caused by his schizophrenia might have made her afraid of him. People with related issues such as schizoid disorder suffer from some of the same problems and cannot relate or connect to people.
im pretty sure everyone would be annoyed if someone went out of their way to become your roommate then started scuttling around like a crab every three seconds acting as if they had broken into your house instead of being a roommate
@@zirito4097 if she has trauma then she shouldnt force someone who wants nothing to do with her trauma to deal with it, it sounds mean but for real, there's plenty of people who'd be willing to be around her I guarantee
@@zirito4097 your trauma is your responsibility, and if you don't think you can handle being a roommate with someone without scurrying around and obviously acting extremely uncomfortable in their presence, then you shouldn't be their roommate. I know this is blunt, but that's the deal. You can't make someone uncomfortable in their own home being around you just because you have trauma. Now, is he justified for wanting to be violent towards her? Definitely not. But he is very much so justified in being frustrated with her behavior around him. Just because you have trauma doesn't mean everyone else should walk on eggshells. But she is also hurting herself by putting herself in such a situation where she is faced with the constant stress of living with/being around a stranger. It's unhealthy for both parties.
@@kouhai2456 I'm not going to be homeless again if this is my only option. I've already been looking for another place to live for six months. How is me avoiding someone forcing them to "walk on eggshells". I've made it perfectly clear that my trauma symptoms are no one's fault. I've never made it anyone else's problem. But if I've told my roommate about my triggers and he refuses to stop triggering me, then my symptoms making him uncomfortable is his problem. He could just ignore me avoiding him, I'm sorry if me being raped as a 5 year old girl makes me nervous around others sometimes, but if I leave the room when he gets home, he could easily ignore that. I get to control my actions, not him. If I'm accommadating the easily 30+ things he's told me makes him uncomfortable, if I clean up after myself, and if all I'm trying to do is find a way to better myself, then he can deal with the way my diagnosed complex ptsd manifests sometimes. I don't get how I'm forcing him to do anything in this situation.
I relate to the first post more than I should. I hate feeling like a failure, but success is scarier. I feel like whenever I've succeeded in the past, something twice as horrible would follow immediately after. I've always felt safe in failure. It sucks and I have dreams like anyone else, but I feel like achieving those things will have a far greater cost. I've quit any job I've ever managed to hold whenever people started getting too proud of my work, I dropped out of school my Freshman year of high school (despite swearing from age five that I was going to be a neurosurgeon), I only leave the house when I have a strange feeling something tragic will happen if I don't go with the person leaving or if I have an appointment. The pandemic changed so little for my life, as I wore a mask for years before due to a severe phobia of germs (I also have extreme emetophobia). I never socialized, not even much as a kid. All my social events were forced by family, even my junior high prom. Still, I'd go off on my own to read, listen to music, and stay away from others at all costs. I used to try escaping elementary school to see if I could run home, and I would often be sent home for being sick all the time (it was really my body physically rejecting the amount of emotional distress I was in). Once I dropped out, I pretty much completely allowed myself to disconnect from the world outside of my mom. I was an only child, eventually had no friends willing to hang out with me anymore (which messed me up because them dropping me was more of a relief than a burden), my parents were too caught up in their relationship issues (my biological-father being abusive and an addict), and family beyond my mom wrote me off as a lost cause pretty early on. My mom turned a lot of attention toward me after finally leaving my dad and, in all honesty, she's the only reason I'm alive, both because I wouldn't bother to care for myself if she didn't constantly nag me to so or I would just finish "the job" (since RUclips won't let me openly say the word) I attempted at fourteen. I turn twenty-eight in November and I've been in a program with a Peer Therapist the past month (someone who tries to help me build social skills and integrate me back into the world beyond the apartment I share with my mom), who eventually wants to get me back in school. Obviously, I'd love to realize a lot of dreams I have, but I mostly talk about my dreams as fodder to satisfy her, my usual therapist, and my psychiatrist; actually going through with her plan, though, has caused me so much stress that I hardly eat anymore, my acid reflux has returned in full force, and my hair has started thinning. I've become so comfortable in using failure to protect the ones I love that the thought of any form of success sends me into a breakdown. For anyone curious, I'm diagnosed with anxiety and a panic disorder, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder. I'm also setup to be tested for autism next month. I'm not using any of those as excuses, I just figured people would probably ask if I didn't clarify due to my symptoms. But, yeah... that was a gut-punch.
The last post was terrifiying to think about, no time to react to the screen falling onto you, no way to know if your going to live or not, no way to know what happened. I believe that the image he took was the worse omen imaginable.
The first and second ones hit hard for me because I suffer with social anxiety and childhood trauma. There have been times where I want to make friends or go out and do stuff but I don't at the Last minute because I'd rather not go outside. Also with the second one people who have trouble communicating how they feel about certain problems will jump towards a more violent description or feeling because they feel like that is the best way to show how angry they are. I have my own personal experience with that way of thinking that almost ruined my life but if you couldn't say 'What you are doing is making me upset' or anything else along those lines, how else could you describe how you felt?
Never in my 16 years on RUclips have I watched a video and before it was over gone from "this person seems good imma sub" to "wow complex city I'm out"
Hi, i kinda have the same situations with those first guy or something, the different is i do try to fight my fears and trauma, it's been a hard time struggle through mental health issues and paranoia around peoples andn human because i really have rough childhood and teen years..... Got to psychiatrist in middle of my severe depression state and taking pills and yet it really feels not working, those suicidal tendencies keeps haunting me, this month alone i had several times where i was badly cryied for days and feels hostiled from depressing/suicidal moods.... All i can say is thank you, altough some people with mental issues might taking this video as some sort of attack ( me too, i feel attacked at first) but your videos makes me realize that i really have a problem..... Diagnosed with paranoid Schizoprhenia and having severe suicidal thoughts really distort my way of thinking and but thanks anyway, subbed....
The 2nd guy is in the right. He should kick her out, seriously. This stuff is really creepy if she is really acting the way he is saying. IK kicking someone out can be difficult but that's just the kind of risk you take when you let strangers live with you.
I can't feel bad for the first one; it's honestly just pathetic and sad. It's his own fault for putting himself in such a situation; people like him are a lost cause in most cases and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
First one is terrible, i was a shut-in for 4 years after i left high school and I was basically just a housemaid for my family while everyone had something important to do and my life was basically on pause no friends irl or online. i don't even socialize with my family that much. i hated it.
I don’t know how to feel about the second one like did he give you a reason as to why you’d think he would hurt you if not I don’t think that woman should be anyones roommate because what if she turns out to be the violent one? She could’ve just been deflecting, and if it comes to getting a roommate why Craigslist do you know how many psychopaths are on there?
the dude lending the room to the girl clearly has issues with women. I'm not even going to go into any of what he reported about either of their actions to support that. I'm gonna use the fact that he offered "cheap rent for cleaning services" on craigslist with no apparent acknowledgement that this is usually code for a sex work arrangement
Welcome to the NHK is one of my favorite anime- never heard of someone watching it in the wild and I try to tell any fan to watch it. Sorry, just had to say. If you haven’t seen it, WATCH IT!
Bro, anything that ran in Hustler wouldn't be a newspaper comic since it was a porno mag. A sleazy one, too, so it having sleazy content isn't surprising.
If anyone wants more info on hikkikomoris or secluding yourself inside for long periods of time due to anxiety, trauma, or depression, I highly recommend Omori. Its an incredible and deep game. One of the only ones to make me cry too alongside stuff like Mother 3 or Pokémon Mystery Dungeon Explorers
Hey, there's a User named "Ejecto" on RUclips who posts Fortnite Videos. However, in his Popular Videos. He isn't just playing Fortnite with someone, he's playing with Salvador Ramos. No Joke, Somebody should make a topic on this
hello gearisko! you should really start putting trigger warnings in your videos for, of course, triggering topics aside from that though i really love your work!
Wow. I read through the entire forum of that first post on the 30+ year-old shut in and it was both very fascinating and haunting Very interesting seeing all the different posts from both him and other people. I found it quite philosophical, some of the debate that went on, especially when ndh505 showed up, who was pretty much the only user vigorously chewing out TCyan (the shut in) for his lifestyle, and still couldn't get him to budge. What I found the most surreal was just how MUCH he was adapt and completely self-aware of the fault in his choices alongside social anxiety and the mental health struggles that lead up to it It's kinda scary how much people can spiral into destruction, whether inflicting on themselves or others, and fully accept it. When a person really doesn't want to change, it's virtually impossible to get them to if they are that set in their ways (at least I think). The amount of times he turned down advice, making excuses, completely giving up on himself, and still entirely knowing that all I'm generalizing a bit here because no way I could express my thoughts on it in one comment Honestly I'm slightly curious what's going on now a decade later. Obviously things most likely haven't changed for him at all...unless his "plan" in the forum came to be...
You have to be a special kind of special to say that someone needs therapy because someone treating them like a menace is aggravating, and that's not even addressing the fact that you think anyone who doesn't find his annoyance scary is also in need of therapy. If that's all it takes to set you on a tirade of essentially calling a bunch of people mentally ill, you're likely in need of some therapy yourself.
Tip for anyone planning to rent a room. 1st, it's up to you to decide what the rent is. 2nd, the renter is in no way obligated to speak to you. Despite living in the same house. They also shouldn't be force to except when they are late on rent. But otherwise, they have their own life and you as the homeowner are obligated to respect that and their privacy
Uh when she's acting like he's about to attack her every time he enters, he doesn't have to respect it. She should've told him she had some form of trauma, or anxiety, whatever it was. I think and hope when he said he wanted to punch her it was figure of speech, but you cant really tell through text online. He should've asked what's up, or kicked her out which he did wind up doing. If I was a homeowner and looking for a roommate, that roommate better tell me if they have problems that I need to either be informed about so I can understand it, or so I can deny them from living with me. Simple as.
Coming from a long line of extremely intimidating men I feel 2nd guy. I'm really a big baby even tho I look like I crawled through 50 feet of rusty barbed wire after having a snack of 4 infants and a dog. People are just naturally afraid of some people and I have felt anger over this profiling. Imagine if you were a minority and when you walked by a woman she grabbed her purse tighter. You'd probably be a little irritable too
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The first one sounds depressing. 😔
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@@redlinrangerstudio5331 what is it?
To be honest i did not know that c-pop existed, i only knowed that k-pop and j-pop existed. And also when was my birthday (july) my sister who has 16 years and a iphone sheared me that one video wich a screen falled on that c-pop band.
That first post hits deep, especially for anyone with severe anxiety or trauma.
I hope that guy's doing okay out there, and anyone else who feels like that.
Jesus, I relate WAY too much to that first one that it scares me, definently gonna try and not follow in his footsteps
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The first one really bothers me because I also have severe anxiety and I’m really not a sociable person, I usually avoid attention mostly because the fear of embarrassment and having my RSD (rejection sensitivity Dysphoria) triggered. But the thought of someone like that never leaving their home, choosing to not become successful and having someone like your parents to take care of you until eventually no one can is really sad.
Some people never get a reason to strive to be better
That sounds awful. I really feel for you, but I can't begin to imagine how you feel. I really hope that nobody else goes down that same path the first guy did where they are a living husk of person who seems trapped in this cycle.
in my experience, it helped a lot to introduce myself to more upsetting environments slowly. like going to stores when they’re the least busy and making very specific shopping lists so i have the most control (for example, the walmart website will tell you what aisles you can find stuff in. so your list could say something like “milk- A24”). i also like knowing ahead of time how much i want to spend and the walmart website also shows in store prices, just not taxes (so my lists tend to be like “A24- milk [brand] [size] $2.50”) (not actual prices but you get the point) but that’s more so because i’m on a tight budget
@@guydude439 yes having RSD is very awful, whenever it gets triggered by someone criticizing me even when it is not supposed to be taken personally I try hard to remind myself that it’s not a big deal so forget it but the rest of my brain won’t catch on, and since it doesn’t the emotional pain just stays there until the rest of my brain eventually doesn’t care anymore which takes about days or weeks, depends on how bad it is. Sometimes whenever I do try to socialize, like talking with people online or in school, it’s almost as if people always suspect the worst of me. And having ADHD really sucks sometimes because of the issues with motivation,people with this issue see tasks in different sizes. It’s like my body wants to do the work, but my brain refuses. And This will be a very hard challenge once I reach college or try to find a job, heck it’s already frustrating enough in 9th grade. But I am slowly learning ways to handle this. Hopefully I won’t end up like a shut in person or lonely on the streets because of these reasons.
@@StarMW I am starting to understand, that sounds extremely stressful. Also, what you said about ADHD is also very true. I have seen it first hand and different people's experiences with ADHD. Very insightful, and I feel bad that all of these things combined on weighing down on you. Self-confidence takes time and is really hard to grow.
Therapy isn't just a sit down and talk about your feelings. It actually is a conversation about your life and the events that unfold that makes you think a certain way. A therapist may ask op why he feels disrespected by his roommate. Which then will lead on to the conversation on how different perspectives matter here. Where op may feel disregard due to his thinking process that people are out to get him thanks to his mental disorder, paired with being seen as a scary guy by his roommate with no "evidence " , it could simply be an misunderstanding. Some people show respect in people's homes by letting the home holder still have access to their things. Or she simply had a bad experience with people that causes her to be meek or awkward. With the combination of op and the roommates lack of understanding and communication, this event happen. And it might make you angry and you're allowed to feel that way, but how you approach the matter is what's important. Violence doesn't solve anything in this case, so instead of being angry and acting out on it. Maybe you should put that energy into talking and getting to know that person so she will be more comfortable. Making it easier on you and the vibes in your home. See how therapy isn't just "how does that make you feel" or "it's all in your head". You can find good therapist but you will have to search for them the same as anything else. So people trying to upvote this opinion about op not needing treatment is misinformed and most likely need it themselves or at least some experience with a variety of people with different view points other than internet troll
Exactly. People don't seem to know that therapy isn't just a place to vent. It's a place to change unhealthy coping mechanisms and behaviors by finding the root of them, acknowledging it, and working with it.
Thank you.
Ngl. I wanna slap OP on the face. Like dude, how are you disrespected by a girl who's afraid of you? Like maybe she has anxiety or maybe she's a woman? Like instead of trying to be a nice person, the dude gets entitled just because he's the homeowner. Imagine if the roles were reversed. Imagine OP was the roommate and he finds the woman who owns the house acting a bit creepy or he was just afraid because he had past experience but doesn't start calling her names or wrongfully accusing her. Then she just gets mad at him for being afraid of her.
I doubt his awful personality has anything to do with schizophrenia but I did get this wrong, please do correct me. I'm not a professional but still, OP acts like a dick.
The first one really hits close to home for me. I can't even really go into why I have social anxiety, because I've convinced myself that my social anxiety is invalid and I hate burdening people with my problems. Either way, I would hate to get trapped in the same mindset as that first guy.
I hope that guy is going okay nowadays...
Good luck with your social anxiety issues! You may be going through stuff right now, but I′m confident that, eventually, things will be alright for ya. I′d recommend seeking some form of counseling or therapy, not just for the anxiety, but in general, as mental health help is good for anyone, regardless of their current state! Also, don′t forget that you′re not alone with your issues and, despite what your brain may tell you now, that your problems and reasons for them are NOT invalid!
@@speedslider3913 I really appreciate your words of kindness, and you are right that mental health help is good for everyone. I've actually reached out to get some counseling and it has definitely helped.
its disheartening to see how many people can relate with the first post, theres obviously a lot wrong with the world if so many people have to be afraid to leave their house
It's more like some people feel comfortable living in their room for as long as possible. I know because that was me after graduating highschool. The only difference was I did have a job. But never did anything else.
I recognize and relate with the patterns of self destruction in the first post. I've done that before out of my own anxiety. Set up a dating app, get to know a person eventually, feel happy... Delete the app. Can't say why I do it, I just get scared and feel I don't deserve it. My heart goes out to the OP.
Don't go on those apps at all then. If you cannot control yourself don't. You're just hurting the other person by leaving
@@Buzzzy-bee *_you aren't helping._*
then don't use these apps. People are hoping for your love.
@@gayahhbihh We supposed to help by saying nahhh it’s all good keep doing it? Bro stfu
@@Buzzzy-bee exactly.
First one hit hard. I'm in that situation, granted not for as many years, and partially due to developmental disability. But it still hits hard, because I have no idea what to do. Motivation is just nonexistent. I have a boyfriend who's also neurodivergent, though. He helps push me to actually improve and do things with my life. So there's that, at least.
I really like how you end your videos without an outro and it just abruptly ends. I think this is your artistic choice to end the video without an outro (because you edit your videos professionally). It amplifies the feeling of being a scary video specially if you end it with a question or a quote. You leave the viewer in a state of uncanny thinking and that's a scary effect. I understand people asking for an outro but for me, keep that format.
the 2nd guys situation is weird but i dont see why he couldn’t just ask her if he was doing something wrong? or how to make her feel more at ease. i can understand being upset that someones actions are trying to come off as you have evil intent but it should never lead to anger. id be more confused than anything.
Because wouldn't you get angry if someone accused you of rapping her even if she won't believe you?
He’s schizophrenic. We don’t have the communication and confrontation skills y’all do. Seeing this shit so often makes me hate being sick with this more and more. No wonder we off ourselves so often, y’all refuse to even slightly comprehend it.
@@nakedslayer6685 that just isn't true, you just came across a comment that doesn't fully understand your illness. That, by no means, means that every single person without schizophrenia is a misunderstanding, unwilling to learn piece of shit. You cannot blame suicide on others, so don't you dare start that "we off ourselves because you don't understand us" bullshit.
I'm not going to fucking rag on and dismiss everyone without my illness just because they may not understand it. Take it as an opportunity to teach them, not tell them they're part of the general reason that a certain demographic offs themselves. It's people like you that turns others away from possibly learning. Stop. Please, let more people understand. Don't push them out like that.
@@kouhai2456 I don’t need a lecture. I don’t recall ever generalizing the entire neurotypical population into my anger but I don’t care, I’m not going back to look as I’m more than certain that comment was made in a very poor mental state. Seeing the second story in this video kinda sent me into something, primarily due to my own experiences where it’s more often I’m misunderstood than not. It’s so rare, in actuality. You literally nitpicked and wrote an entire lecture about a comment I hardly even remember writing due to the state I was in. Kinda proved my point, damn. You are not my psyche.
@@nakedslayer6685Get help bro.
I know exactly how the first guy feels, you know that you shouldn't live like this but you can't imagine it being any other way.
My dad basically forced me into applying for a job, so I'm one of the lucky ones I think. I wonder if it will work out.
Taking the first step to a change, even if it doesn′t work out in the end, is a great way to get a brain unstuck from a routine or lifestyle. I wish you the best, and I hope everything works out for you!
The scariest part of this video is how you abruptly end it, which actually sends shivers through my body since I was thinking there was still more time left.
yeah this dude really needs an outro bc i never realize that its over, i think i just got another ad LOL
a father of a daycare provider of a kid from my family that i babysit was a victim of the highland park shooting. the kids mother told me how the daycare provider was completely numb from the incident after hearing her father died. she was supposed to take a trip to mexico with her. may the shooter rot in hell
That first one destroyed me honestly. Until less than a year ago, I was very similar. I didn't want to get better because I was terrified of "doing ok". I was scared of being at a point where people miught have expectations of me because I knew I'd never live up to them. I never have, so why would anything change?
I'm doing better now. I have a PA who's helping me leave the house. I'm quickly losing what seemed at the time to be agoraphobia, and now might just have been anxiety. If it was even real at all.
It's gonna be a long one. I've got to not only get out of a years long shutin lifestyle, but also learn to look after myself in the most basic ways as I was never taught. Pile on a healthy dose of ADHD, autism, BPD, anxiety and depression and I have a big cocktail to work through.
I'm working through it, though. Slowly.
@@k5skyy I'm already doing a lot better than I was a year and a half ago when it all came to a head. I've still got a lot to work on and recent deaths of very important, supportive people are weighing on me a bit, but I'm definitely on my way.
Thank you ^^
@@SparkySummers Goodjob on doing better.
I pray this continues
@@SparkySummers I hope to be like you very soon.
The thing with the Chester case is a matter of understanding concent. Its sick. Back in the 70s thru early 90s, mainstream media actually projected that if the person didnt "complain" the actions were not assult. OR if the person in some way gained from the abuse, it wasnt abuse. You can find this ideology in everything from Dear Abby articles, to major motion pictures. Its truely saddening to know that many of the perpetrators have gone decades unchecked and unpunished.
Do u know the full name so I can research it
I really don't feel like there's enough context to the schizophrenic man's story, I mean it doesn't seem like we even know *why* she's avoiding him, it could be a misunderstanding, could be her assumptions of him, or could be he truly did something
I mean we just straight up assumed he's violent. Real messed up world we live in.
@@abnerdoon4902 there are definitely people who will create absurd assumptions about people and treat them improperly over a scenario they had only imagined, so I just can't help but hesitate to blame anyone with such little context
It’s almost as if you’re apart of the 90% that don’t understand the illness. Fuck!
@@azebantheraccoon Yeah, could just be a misunderstanding but the dude got entitled.
about that second one- if somebody with trauma is afraid of you, dont take it as an insult. it is most definetely not meant as one. like, im absolutely terrified of men. it doesnt matter how sweet they are, how good their intentions are, how much theyve proven themself to me- i will always have some level of distrust because of my past, which is pretty common among ptsd sufferers. the best thing to do is to be patient and make their life as comfortable as possible.
The first guy really hits home. If I didnt take the step and leave my mothers house i dont think i ever would have
Damn that concert incident happened real recently. I saw the up close footage captured by fans and the corner of that screen planted itself directly into his face. Some real liveleak type shit. He’s lucky not all the supporting cables gave out or else he’d definitely be dead. I heard the screen itself weighed close to 600kilograms.
Anyways, the reason why I recall this is because I was in a discord call with a couple of dudes the night it happened, not grasping the severity of the situation since it wasn’t publicised yet, someone brought up one of the group having “a screen dropped on them” which sounds plain comical and inconsequential in my language, to which we asked if it were one of the lead singers that local brands tirelessly shill, and collectively replied “unlucky” when it was revealed it wasn’t him, laughing it off. Kinda fucked in hindsight.
For the roommate story, I'm actually incredibly torn on what was happening. I doubt the OP would have actually considered violence (especially considering they did opt for telling them to leave) but they should still absolutely get therapy. It's not good to think about hurting other people based on your past traumas involving violence, especially so if you're a schizophrenic, and it's definitely something that needs to be addressed.
On to the other topic at hand, I do think they are okay to be thinking that it's disrespectful (not that it's justified, it's just a thing a lot of people do if they had a shitty upbringing), it's unfortunately common for people to feel entitled to certain things, especially coming from households of emotional abuse, spoiling to earn the favor of someone else, rather than just doing nice things without expecting anything in return, which is definitely something else that can be talked about in therapy. Their method of going about things on this topic is flawed, however. They could have just tried to ask about it, an explanation, even if it's a relatively small one, whatever the roommate is comfortable giving, can help reduce anxieties about how others treat you.
I’ve never even heard of the twitter one. This guy is awesome I usually lose interest in channels like this cause I’ve been watching channels like this since 2014 but yet he still finds new stuff.
Always a good day when Gearisko uploads
babe wakeup a new Gearisko video is out
The scariest thing about the third one is that, on the day that that happened, me and my family drove to Chicago for a family wedding. We were literally eating pizza at a restaurant, laughing and having fun, when we heard that there was a shooting not too far from where we were. That night I genuinely thought something bad was going to happen, because at that point the guy hadn’t been caught. I’m terrified of shootings and the fact that we were so close to where one had just happened was not a good thought. Thankfully the guy got caught, and now we can all laugh at his ugly ass face for taking the lives of so many innocent people.
The second dude... I both understand and don't understand at all. I understand feeling offended over being treated like some sort of monster solely due to my biological sex- which is something I haven't ever personally experienced, so I couldn't possibly imagine how bad it hurts- but I'm confused because... I would assume the first thing you should do is ask what's wrong...?
I dunno, maybe it's just me. I feel like the proper response is to ask why she felt so unsafe, if I had done anything specifically, and if there was anything I could do to reassure her that she was safe in the home.
I can understand why he'd be offended. But I'd more likely be concerned about my room mate.
He should have either tried to talk with her and help her realize he's not gonna do do anything, or kick her out which he did
On the other hand idk why she'd be a roommate with someone if she'd act like that around that person so both people could be at fault
Either offer her help or kick her out.
Wanting to hurt someone because they’re afraid of them is not a normal reaction. If he acts on it and she gets triggered into a deeper episode, he’s in trouble.
Would love to see another “scariest locations in video games” with stuff like the swamp in Red Dead 2 and the Ocean House Hotel from Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines
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Hey, the inkspots! Haha, funny fallout reference.
Didn’t expect the 1090 Jake clip! I’m always rocking w him 💯
on op who wanted to hurt their roommate
i agree that their schizophrenia had nothing to do with their violence. people with “scary” mental illnesses like schizophrenia, DID, psychosis, or sociopathy are more likely to be victims of abuse than they are to be the abusers. i have BPD which has often made people assume i am a bad person and be hostile to me. even more so when they find out i suffer from delusions and hallucinations. i don’t hear voices telling me to kill people, but that’s what everyone assumes due to media portraying all mentally ill people as serial killers.
my delusions and hallucinations are entirely nonviolent. they hurt me more than they hurt others and i can usually snap out of them.
i don’t think that’s what made them violent. i think they were just a bad person- separate from their illness.
(Hex) Thank you! It is so annoying that so many discussions all of a sudden devolve into the condition itself when it is found out that someone involved is not neurotypical, as if all people with it are exactly the same. And in the ones you cited specially the othering goes rampant.
12:04 A glimpse of that A6 at the top always sends shivers down my spine. I can never go into a room or mall or whatever like this without checking for ceiling hanging screens. And if there are these things, I will always make sure to stand or walk far enough so this thing won't take my life.
Dude I already got goosebumps when you said "social media"
I totally understand OP. I had a crazy family member that did that to me for years. Every time I spoke or raised my voice they flinched.
I'd never do shit to them but it can be VERY taxing on your mental health to feel like a terrible person for... Existing.
At first I thought this channel was a bait and fake scare
But it wasn't it terrified me at the distressing videos specially the last selfie on earth, still coping with the mental scars
the first post is so scary because i have severe depression, anxiety and other mental illnesses and i feel like under different circumstances that could literally be me.
i’ve always found the concept of Hikkikomori interesting, the word itself makes more sense than its English counterparts too, because it means to “to withdrawal”. though, i have been one before in the past due to mental health issues (depression+anxiety) that had occurred, but everyone’s health is different and should be treated with proper respect/care
Sev'ral Timez and Boys Who Cry at 11:43. ST is from Gravity Falls from Disney and then BWC from the classic SpongeBob cartoon, "Pearl's 16th birthday." 😂
you're such a good youtuber to do homework too, your voice is calming but the subject of the video is so interesting that i dont get bored, while also not being distracted
That first guy was really scary to me personally because that actually pretty simular to me, its like looking into the future.
I can relate with #1 so much...I understand
The chester one reminds me of garvey from dormitabis, a self insert character made by a predator with the character being a predator too
Dolly: Idk why, but I chuckled a little... Some other people got ahold of said game & fixed that! 🙃
Ever been so depressed in you life that something flips and you're not sad anymore?
I've been depression free for over 3 years now, sober for over 2 years and smoke free for just over 6 months.
A LOT has changed in my life BECAUSE I'm not depressed anymore.
As much as you don't want to hear it, YOU are what's keeping yourself sad. Trauma and everything else are just catalysis.
Every single depressed person I've seen had been stubborn to the core. Turn that stubbornness towards telling your depression to get fkd.
It works. You're stronger than you think.
Typically people with schizophrenia or related diseases are extremely paranoid and this causes them to be prone to violence. They often misinterpret peoples actions as being part of their delusions. This is all on top of possible hallucinations. A schizophrenic cannot separate reality from delusions and imagination. The paranoia and neurological problems will usually cause them to hallucinate that people are attacking/interacting with them in harmful ways or that some unknown force is attempting to harm them that they cannot fight back against. Its possible that OPs roommate didn't exist in post 2, or that he was hallucinating a lot her actions. Its also possible that his actions caused by his schizophrenia might have made her afraid of him. People with related issues such as schizoid disorder suffer from some of the same problems and cannot relate or connect to people.
11:45- Sev'ral timez from Gravity Falls and The Boys Who Cry from SpongeBob.
im pretty sure everyone would be annoyed if someone went out of their way to become your roommate then started scuttling around like a crab every three seconds acting as if they had broken into your house instead of being a roommate
Unfortunately severe trauma doesn't care if people are annoyed, it's gonna make you terrified no matter how much you don't want it to.
@@zirito4097 if she has trauma then she shouldnt force someone who wants nothing to do with her trauma to deal with it, it sounds mean but for real, there's plenty of people who'd be willing to be around her I guarantee
Exactly!
@@zirito4097 your trauma is your responsibility, and if you don't think you can handle being a roommate with someone without scurrying around and obviously acting extremely uncomfortable in their presence, then you shouldn't be their roommate. I know this is blunt, but that's the deal. You can't make someone uncomfortable in their own home being around you just because you have trauma. Now, is he justified for wanting to be violent towards her? Definitely not. But he is very much so justified in being frustrated with her behavior around him. Just because you have trauma doesn't mean everyone else should walk on eggshells. But she is also hurting herself by putting herself in such a situation where she is faced with the constant stress of living with/being around a stranger. It's unhealthy for both parties.
@@kouhai2456 I'm not going to be homeless again if this is my only option. I've already been looking for another place to live for six months. How is me avoiding someone forcing them to "walk on eggshells". I've made it perfectly clear that my trauma symptoms are no one's fault. I've never made it anyone else's problem. But if I've told my roommate about my triggers and he refuses to stop triggering me, then my symptoms making him uncomfortable is his problem. He could just ignore me avoiding him, I'm sorry if me being raped as a 5 year old girl makes me nervous around others sometimes, but if I leave the room when he gets home, he could easily ignore that. I get to control my actions, not him. If I'm accommadating the easily 30+ things he's told me makes him uncomfortable, if I clean up after myself, and if all I'm trying to do is find a way to better myself, then he can deal with the way my diagnosed complex ptsd manifests sometimes.
I don't get how I'm forcing him to do anything in this situation.
So happy this channel is blowing up you deserve it
Right off the bat was not expecting to see one of my favorite shows of all time brought up
great video but maybe have an outro? was confused cause i had this on as background noise when it just stopped? took me a minute to realize it ended
Don’t stay in a house with someone you aren’t comfortable being in the same room with
I can understand feeling annoyed at being viewed as an almost boogeyman at home, but not to the point of wanting to hit someone
I can
love these videos dude, keep them up
I relate to the first post more than I should. I hate feeling like a failure, but success is scarier. I feel like whenever I've succeeded in the past, something twice as horrible would follow immediately after. I've always felt safe in failure. It sucks and I have dreams like anyone else, but I feel like achieving those things will have a far greater cost. I've quit any job I've ever managed to hold whenever people started getting too proud of my work, I dropped out of school my Freshman year of high school (despite swearing from age five that I was going to be a neurosurgeon), I only leave the house when I have a strange feeling something tragic will happen if I don't go with the person leaving or if I have an appointment. The pandemic changed so little for my life, as I wore a mask for years before due to a severe phobia of germs (I also have extreme emetophobia). I never socialized, not even much as a kid. All my social events were forced by family, even my junior high prom. Still, I'd go off on my own to read, listen to music, and stay away from others at all costs. I used to try escaping elementary school to see if I could run home, and I would often be sent home for being sick all the time (it was really my body physically rejecting the amount of emotional distress I was in). Once I dropped out, I pretty much completely allowed myself to disconnect from the world outside of my mom. I was an only child, eventually had no friends willing to hang out with me anymore (which messed me up because them dropping me was more of a relief than a burden), my parents were too caught up in their relationship issues (my biological-father being abusive and an addict), and family beyond my mom wrote me off as a lost cause pretty early on. My mom turned a lot of attention toward me after finally leaving my dad and, in all honesty, she's the only reason I'm alive, both because I wouldn't bother to care for myself if she didn't constantly nag me to so or I would just finish "the job" (since RUclips won't let me openly say the word) I attempted at fourteen.
I turn twenty-eight in November and I've been in a program with a Peer Therapist the past month (someone who tries to help me build social skills and integrate me back into the world beyond the apartment I share with my mom), who eventually wants to get me back in school. Obviously, I'd love to realize a lot of dreams I have, but I mostly talk about my dreams as fodder to satisfy her, my usual therapist, and my psychiatrist; actually going through with her plan, though, has caused me so much stress that I hardly eat anymore, my acid reflux has returned in full force, and my hair has started thinning. I've become so comfortable in using failure to protect the ones I love that the thought of any form of success sends me into a breakdown. For anyone curious, I'm diagnosed with anxiety and a panic disorder, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder. I'm also setup to be tested for autism next month. I'm not using any of those as excuses, I just figured people would probably ask if I didn't clarify due to my symptoms. But, yeah... that was a gut-punch.
The first one is so unfortunate. Any form of Anxiety sucks
The last post was terrifiying to think about, no time to react to the screen falling onto you, no way to know if your going to live or not, no way to know what happened. I believe that the image he took was the worse omen imaginable.
Always so happy when you upload!
The first and second ones hit hard for me because I suffer with social anxiety and childhood trauma. There have been times where I want to make friends or go out and do stuff but I don't at the Last minute because I'd rather not go outside. Also with the second one people who have trouble communicating how they feel about certain problems will jump towards a more violent description or feeling because they feel like that is the best way to show how angry they are. I have my own personal experience with that way of thinking that almost ruined my life but if you couldn't say 'What you are doing is making me upset' or anything else along those lines, how else could you describe how you felt?
Being weirded out that someone stays far away with you. Ok. Thinking of hitting them. Not ok
For a sec i thought i changed to a 1090 jake video much respect for ya for using jakes clip whos a true g
Never in my 16 years on RUclips have I watched a video and before it was over gone from "this person seems good imma sub" to "wow complex city I'm out"
I've had social anxiety but with discord it helped me a a lot.
fr me too hella
How do yall find decent discord to talk to people
@@GooeyDoggy just join your fav RUclipsr's discord server, or make your own server with your friends.
thank u sir for your good content, you upload a lot and it just feels good having new GOOD videos often.
I love ur channel so much
its funny how you always pop out of know were in my recommendations with a new video good video btw
Haha, I felt attacked in that first one.
Hi, i kinda have the same situations with those first guy or something, the different is i do try to fight my fears and trauma, it's been a hard time struggle through mental health issues and paranoia around peoples andn human because i really have rough childhood and teen years.....
Got to psychiatrist in middle of my severe depression state and taking pills and yet it really feels not working, those suicidal tendencies keeps haunting me, this month alone i had several times where i was badly cryied for days and feels hostiled from depressing/suicidal moods....
All i can say is thank you, altough some people with mental issues might taking this video as some sort of attack ( me too, i feel attacked at first) but your videos makes me realize that i really have a problem.....
Diagnosed with paranoid Schizoprhenia and having severe suicidal thoughts really distort my way of thinking and but thanks anyway, subbed....
I relate highly to the first one. Isolation is my comfort
The 2nd guy is in the right. He should kick her out, seriously. This stuff is really creepy if she is really acting the way he is saying. IK kicking someone out can be difficult but that's just the kind of risk you take when you let strangers live with you.
6:40
You can actually hear some troll's remorse on gear's voice
Also holy fuck the comic one 9:40
Time for another banger to not get recommended because youtube doesnt like grim truth!
That chester comic was genuinely one of the most shocking and horrifying things ive seen.
That was really allowed back then?
The 70s ect didn't care they weren't wimps like people these days
The music for ns room makes the video much better
I can't feel bad for the first one; it's honestly just pathetic and sad. It's his own fault for putting himself in such a situation; people like him are a lost cause in most cases and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
it’s sad but it’s not his fault. His social anxiety is a big part of hiding away, it’s not his fault.
First one is terrible, i was a shut-in for 4 years after i left high school and I was basically just a housemaid for my family while everyone had something important to do and my life was basically on pause
no friends irl or online. i don't even socialize with my family that much.
i hated it.
Keep the creepy content coming!
Great video.
I don’t know how to feel about the second one like did he give you a reason as to why you’d think he would hurt you if not I don’t think that woman should be anyones roommate because what if she turns out to be the violent one? She could’ve just been deflecting, and if it comes to getting a roommate why Craigslist do you know how many psychopaths are on there?
First one was painfully too real for me
Anxiety sucks
the dude lending the room to the girl clearly has issues with women. I'm not even going to go into any of what he reported about either of their actions to support that. I'm gonna use the fact that he offered "cheap rent for cleaning services" on craigslist with no apparent acknowledgement that this is usually code for a sex work arrangement
11:04 at the absolute least he should've been in there for two decades
You are a cool RUclipsr. Danke for continuing to upload regularly.
Good videos man! Keep up the good work!
I got worried enough about the first OP to see if he's around
Welcome to the NHK is one of my favorite anime- never heard of someone watching it in the wild and I try to tell any fan to watch it.
Sorry, just had to say. If you haven’t seen it, WATCH IT!
Bro, anything that ran in Hustler wouldn't be a newspaper comic since it was a porno mag. A sleazy one, too, so it having sleazy content isn't surprising.
First story is more sad than scary for me.
Love everything bout the content bruvva, 🍻👏👏🍺🍺👏👏
If anyone wants more info on hikkikomoris or secluding yourself inside for long periods of time due to anxiety, trauma, or depression, I highly recommend Omori.
Its an incredible and deep game. One of the only ones to make me cry too alongside stuff like Mother 3 or Pokémon Mystery Dungeon Explorers
No, Omori is trash wanna be "game", it's a visual novel that gets boring af after the first two hours of playing.
Hey, there's a User named "Ejecto" on RUclips who posts Fortnite Videos. However, in his Popular Videos. He isn't just playing Fortnite with someone, he's playing with Salvador Ramos. No Joke, Somebody should make a topic on this
Whos dat
Oh my.
You and wowman are legends
hello gearisko! you should really start putting trigger warnings in your videos for, of course, triggering topics
aside from that though i really love your work!
new geaisko upload lets go!!!
Wow. I read through the entire forum of that first post on the 30+ year-old shut in and it was both very fascinating and haunting
Very interesting seeing all the different posts from both him and other people. I found it quite philosophical, some of the debate that went on, especially when ndh505 showed up, who was pretty much the only user vigorously chewing out TCyan (the shut in) for his lifestyle, and still couldn't get him to budge. What I found the most surreal was just how MUCH he was adapt and completely self-aware of the fault in his choices alongside social anxiety and the mental health struggles that lead up to it
It's kinda scary how much people can spiral into destruction, whether inflicting on themselves or others, and fully accept it. When a person really doesn't want to change, it's virtually impossible to get them to if they are that set in their ways (at least I think). The amount of times he turned down advice, making excuses, completely giving up on himself, and still entirely knowing that all
I'm generalizing a bit here because no way I could express my thoughts on it in one comment
Honestly I'm slightly curious what's going on now a decade later. Obviously things most likely haven't changed for him at all...unless his "plan" in the forum came to be...
The first post really hurts
Amazing content as always! Keep it up :))
I hope you're been fine while get into this adventure in dark side of the internet
Imagine telling someone they need therapy because they felt disrespected and got angry once.
You have to be a special kind of special to say that someone needs therapy because someone treating them like a menace is aggravating, and that's not even addressing the fact that you think anyone who doesn't find his annoyance scary is also in need of therapy. If that's all it takes to set you on a tirade of essentially calling a bunch of people mentally ill, you're likely in need of some therapy yourself.
That's weird, I mildly relate to the first one
The first one hits hard but it’s not relatable AT ALL, I don’t feel this way but I still feel unsocial at sometimes
Tip for anyone planning to rent a room.
1st, it's up to you to decide what the rent is. 2nd, the renter is in no way obligated to speak to you. Despite living in the same house. They also shouldn't be force to except when they are late on rent. But otherwise, they have their own life and you as the homeowner are obligated to respect that and their privacy
Uh when she's acting like he's about to attack her every time he enters, he doesn't have to respect it. She should've told him she had some form of trauma, or anxiety, whatever it was.
I think and hope when he said he wanted to punch her it was figure of speech, but you cant really tell through text online.
He should've asked what's up, or kicked her out which he did wind up doing.
If I was a homeowner and looking for a roommate, that roommate better tell me if they have problems that I need to either be informed about so I can understand it, or so I can deny them from living with me. Simple as.
Coming from a long line of extremely intimidating men I feel 2nd guy. I'm really a big baby even tho I look like I crawled through 50 feet of rusty barbed wire after having a snack of 4 infants and a dog. People are just naturally afraid of some people and I have felt anger over this profiling. Imagine if you were a minority and when you walked by a woman she grabbed her purse tighter. You'd probably be a little irritable too
what a crazy sudden video ending lol no outro or nothing