Much like not every man should be a father there’s thousands of women out there who should NEVER be ‘mothers’. This really resonated with me my mother was a fucking monster to me. In the ‘70’’s no one spoke not even to social workers, teachers or anyone else in authority and here I am a 56 year old dad and grandfather still tortured and there’s no end in sight even in death there’s no respite.
😂As a mum,my heart was bleeding for you while listening this. I raised my two boys alone,and yes during the teenage years I had to pull into line a few times but never violence. You've now turned your life around and your a great dad,you should be so proud of yourself. You deserve everything that's good coming your way 👍💯
I have been watching a few of this guy's videos, and this one is absolutely heartbreaking... she and her partner were nasty evil Rats. Good to see he is now doing well and a loving father to his own wean.
You're a credit to yourself big yin. No child should have to go through what you and your brother did and you've turned your life around under your own steam and hard work mate. Take care.
That’s fucking mental Chris. The very least children need is a safe place to call home. With an upbringing like that the mental scars will never leave you. Really glad you’re doing well now and being a positive influence on people. Keep it up. 💚👍🏻💚
Replace the belt with a hard soled sandle and that was a carbon copy of ma childhood mate. Got belted fae ma stepda many a tine as well and spent some long summer days listening to ma pals outside while in ma bed in Drumry Clydebank. It would be classed as child abuse nowadays.
Kriss some people don't know how easy they have it in life pal you keep on the right path hope that uve already adjusted to the outside world ❤ . Im a great believer in what's for you never ever will go past you ❤ being a good father to your we guy and thats what matters now mate 💯 wish u nothing but a lovely we life ahead 🙏🏻
That was a hard listen. I suffered with physical abuse as a kid but not to that level, no wonder you went on to make some wrong choices , they were evil ppl. You should be so proud of yourself , you’ve taken the worst start in life , made a few mistakes with it but you’ve learned and you’re doing some great things. It’s inspiring. The reason you always want to try and think good of ppl is you’ve got a heart on you, that’s not a bad thing . The problem is you have to try and use the good with out letting ppl use that to take the piss and I don’t think anyone really knows how to best balance that. Keep doing what you’re doing man. Wishing you the best.
I really enjoy the channel Chris man . Very similar experiences brother .My Dad was my abuser it wasn’t wee slaps or shit Paul copped for either I got wae bats boots the fire poker whatever 🙄. It’s fkn horrific how we have normalised the shit that went down in our early years. Fella well done on ya journey man . I’ve had all that bullshit about “it’s still yer ma or Da “ 🙄aye bullshit pal lol Tell me how much you love ya ma n da when they boot the shite out yae day in day out. Love yer honesty ma man have a boss as week ✌🏼
Kris, just lately started watching your videos after seeing you on Shaun Attwood. This has to be the saddest one I’ve watched. No child should go through what you went through 😢. Hats off to you to you turning your life around Wishing you and your son all the best 👍
Morning kris signed up to your channel last night bro, great content totally id with your experience s, been in some of the exact same places in Scotland. Keep shining bro 😎
Thanks! Aye you're right but sometimes I wouldn't have minded being born with a silver spoon 😜😅 On the other hand, who's to say I would be able to cope with aw this if I was born with it ☺️
@@TinPailTV I’m the same age as Tony mate , i went too Blackys tae then kingspark , Bosco was knocked down by the time I went too secondary school , me and Tony wee had all the same pals wee used too all hang about cally n wee would go up his best pals Nicky’s house do buckets listen too wu tang , i miss Tony mate he was gentleman he gad a good nature and a good heart bro ,
@@Geeeeeeeoesg Aye Nicky Macenroe was his best pal and I mind Tony was always listening to Wu Tang. He died the year before I got out. Pure waste of a good boy. I used to call him Heisenberg after him outta Breaking Bad 😜
@@TinPailTVaye bro when Nicky passed a think some part of tony left too , they 2 were like brothers , rip them both , your channels amazing mate I jus came acrrosnyour content yesterday I wish you all the best bro
good man ,I'm a Southsider also, about the same age as you , went on trial twice af the district and once at the sheriff court when I was 16,17 lucky for me I was never convicted of anything. the year after I got out of glasgow as I was basically immersed in gang violence and the rest and it was only a matter of time before I was jailed or dead . I've never really spoke about that time before So It kind of came back while watching your videos, I remember being at a scary party in the gorbals in 95 or 96, basically my entire teenage years were spent wondering of that was the day I was gonna get stabbed or slashed or whatever.
Alright mate. I was in the same section low moss with you in 2012 when it first opened. I remember you talking about this to me cause I stayed in the gorbals (still do). Dont know if you remember me but I came across your channel by accident. Your doing well bro. Keep up the good work👍
@@TinPailTV Im doing good mate. Just looking after the family and trying to stay out of bother. How you doing? Listening your stories brought back a lot of memories. Sometimes it feels like a lifetime ago but in other ways it seems like yesterday
@@seancollins5247 Good to hear you're doing OK. I'm not bad (been worse 😅). Aye mate it does seem a life time ago eh. Some times it feels like a bad dream 😆
That comment “I wish I could wipe that year oot o existence “ mine would be 87 i left the army and fucked it from thereon,but my old probation officer said your a good person,who makes bad decisions,let them go make some new ones . So aye nuthin much to add but that wee comment you made mate 👌🏴
She was in a way. But the worst kind. She used to procure her gear fae a member of an OC family in Glasgow who was later "took aff the numbers" if you get my drift.
Nobody, especially a child should live in fear and suffer torture like you have done. Women like that are sick in their mind. Please consider talking to God through Jesus. The harm that humans have done to you and the lasting effects of it needs lifting off your shoulders. The Lord Jesus knows the pain of physical suffering at the hands of abusers whilst being innocent of any cause for it. Honestly, he is real. I couldn't have survived without his peace and freind-ship in everything each day brings. I just wanted to hug you and cry with you, listening to your story. You are a decent man and that's something big. You cannot buy it. I pray for your healing and peace in body, mind and spirit. xxx
Could you no do a roundhouse in yer knacks, well maybe not, if something popped out could be harrowing for you and yer instructor, joking aside, but good to see real people on you tube , stay on the path mate and keep the vids coming.
Good Man chris ,Great to see you moving forward and the love you Have for your son ,After coming out of that Regime you were in,I was a scheme boy like yourself from Ruchazie ,I joined the British Army when I was 20 and seen the world ,I,m sure if I had not I would have followed The same path as you ,RESPECT Chris .
Your memory is amazing mate Is that down to doing soo much time bro?like Sorry if a sound cheeky but are you institutionalised or were you ? Can you do 20 years and not be institutionalised bro ?binge listening these as am at graft bro 🎉💪🤜🤛
I've forgot a lot of stuff too. I just remember what I remember. I didn't take that cheeky so don't worry about it. Aye it will institutionalise ye if ye let it. Obviously it was hard readjusting to life outside but I was determined to do it cos of my wee boy.
@@TinPailTV nice one bro sometimes when some one reads something it comes across different that intended, I'm defo buying a book once you have it complete.everything changes when there a little one of us kicking about like you said how can some one hurt a kid it fathoms past my brain cells lol respect to ya mate
@@Ruggidscotsman Aye mate I'm murder for taking shit the wrong way through texts and stuff. It's cos I think there's about 4 different ways to interpret it 😂
I got battered fae ma maw because a pack a sweeties went missing, it was ma sister done it but a took the blame after ma maw made us stand at the back door in our pants an nothing else while it was snowing outside in the 80s, nae wonder we done the shit we done.
Much like not every man should be a father there’s thousands of women out there who should NEVER be ‘mothers’. This really resonated with me my mother was a fucking monster to me. In the ‘70’’s no one spoke not even to social workers, teachers or anyone else in authority and here I am a 56 year old dad and grandfather still tortured and there’s no end in sight even in death there’s no respite.
😂As a mum,my heart was bleeding for you while listening this. I raised my two boys alone,and yes during the teenage years I had to pull into line a few times but never violence. You've now turned your life around and your a great dad,you should be so proud of yourself. You deserve everything that's good coming your way 👍💯
I have been watching a few of this guy's videos, and this one is absolutely heartbreaking... she and her partner were nasty evil Rats. Good to see he is now doing well and a loving father to his own wean.
Thanks mate ❤️
You're a credit to yourself big yin. No child should have to go through what you and your brother did and you've turned your life around under your own steam and hard work mate. Take care.
Thank you ❤️
WOW coming from the Gorbals I remember that happening, I stayed in Norfolk Ct and remember your biological Mum. Enjoying your stories .
That’s fucking mental Chris.
The very least children need is a safe place to call home. With an upbringing like that the mental scars will never leave you.
Really glad you’re doing well now and being a positive influence on people. Keep it up. 💚👍🏻💚
Definitely agree! I don't get people who treat their kids that way.
Replace the belt with a hard soled sandle and that was a carbon copy of ma childhood mate. Got belted fae ma stepda many a tine as well and spent some long summer days listening to ma pals outside while in ma bed in Drumry Clydebank. It would be classed as child abuse nowadays.
Kriss some people don't know how easy they have it in life pal you keep on the right path hope that uve already adjusted to the outside world ❤ . Im a great believer in what's for you never ever will go past you ❤ being a good father to your we guy and thats what matters now mate 💯 wish u nothing but a lovely we life ahead 🙏🏻
Kris great respect to you for turning your life around. What a life you've had and you can still find the funny side. Thanks for sharing it pal x
I musta been getting soft in my old age 😜😅
That was a hard listen. I suffered with physical abuse as a kid but not to that level, no wonder you went on to make some wrong choices , they were evil ppl.
You should be so proud of yourself , you’ve taken the worst start in life , made a few mistakes with it but you’ve learned and you’re doing some great things. It’s inspiring. The reason you always want to try and think good of ppl is you’ve got a heart on you, that’s not a bad thing . The problem is you have to try and use the good with out letting ppl use that to take the piss and I don’t think anyone really knows how to best balance that.
Keep doing what you’re doing man. Wishing you the best.
Thank you ❤️
I really enjoy the channel Chris man .
Very similar experiences brother .My Dad was my abuser it wasn’t wee slaps or shit Paul copped for either I got wae bats boots the fire poker whatever 🙄.
It’s fkn horrific how we have normalised the shit that went down in our early years.
Fella well done on ya journey man .
I’ve had all that bullshit about “it’s still yer ma or Da “ 🙄aye bullshit pal lol
Tell me how much you love ya ma n da when they boot the shite out yae day in day out.
Love yer honesty ma man have a boss as week ✌🏼
Man thats awful, its easy to see why you took the path you did hearing that. I'm loving the Italy shirt, I've always bought the vintage 70's shirt. 👍
Aye I usually try and buy the Italy strip when it comes out. That's an old one from 2020 or something I think.
Kris, just lately started watching your videos after seeing you on Shaun Attwood. This has to be the saddest one I’ve watched. No child should go through what you went through 😢. Hats off to you to you turning your life around Wishing you and your son all the best 👍
Hope your all fookin good 😂❤the big man his stories are quality
Well done mate in turning your life round.
Thanks ☺️
Morning kris signed up to your channel last night bro, great content totally id with your experience s, been in some of the exact same places in Scotland. Keep shining bro 😎
Cheers bro! Hope you're well.
@@TinPailTV thanks Kris ye doing well bro 😎🙏💙
Respect for tellin your story big guy, we've awe got backgrounds good or bad,no awe ae us were born wae that silver spoon,🤟😎🤟
Thanks! Aye you're right but sometimes I wouldn't have minded being born with a silver spoon 😜😅 On the other hand, who's to say I would be able to cope with aw this if I was born with it ☺️
how you doin brother love your content hope you and fam are wel 👊👊👍👍🙌🙌
Thanks mate same to you and yours!
Well done pal keep doing what your doing 👊
Thanks!
Will do!
@TinPailTV it's really great content your making Kris!! True life stories, keep it up please and god bless u bro 🙏🏼
@@moeszyslak7304 Thanks you! When am I getting an invite to Moe's Tavern? 🤣🍻
@@TinPailTV we're open 12-3am, you'll find Barney ar the Bar
@TinPailTV dud u grow in the Gorbals or Ruggy ?
Mate Im a gorbals boy I was good pals with your wee brother Tony , he was a brilliant guy , RIP Tony boy ,
Aw did you go to school wae him mate? He went to Franny's then Holyrood I think but I went to Blackies then Bosco.
@@TinPailTV I’m the same age as Tony mate , i went too Blackys tae then kingspark , Bosco was knocked down by the time I went too secondary school , me and Tony wee had all the same pals wee used too all hang about cally n wee would go up his best pals Nicky’s house do buckets listen too wu tang , i miss Tony mate he was gentleman he gad a good nature and a good heart bro ,
@@Geeeeeeeoesg Aye Nicky Macenroe was his best pal and I mind Tony was always listening to Wu Tang. He died the year before I got out. Pure waste of a good boy. I used to call him Heisenberg after him outta Breaking Bad 😜
@@TinPailTVaye bro when Nicky passed a think some part of tony left too , they 2 were like brothers , rip them both , your channels amazing mate I jus came acrrosnyour content yesterday I wish you all the best bro
@@Geeeeeeeoesg Aye I know how close they were but I only met him once when I was a wee boy. Shame! Thanks for the support bro. Be well!
good man ,I'm a Southsider also, about the same age as you , went on trial twice af the district and once at the sheriff court when I was 16,17 lucky for me I was never convicted of anything. the year after I got out of glasgow as I was basically immersed in gang violence and the rest and it was only a matter of time before I was jailed or dead . I've never really spoke about that time before So It kind of came back while watching your videos, I remember being at a scary party in the gorbals in 95 or 96, basically my entire teenage years were spent wondering of that was the day I was gonna get stabbed or slashed or whatever.
Alright mate. I was in the same section low moss with you in 2012 when it first opened. I remember you talking about this to me cause I stayed in the gorbals (still do). Dont know if you remember me but I came across your channel by accident. Your doing well bro. Keep up the good work👍
Aye Sean I remember you. How are you mate?
@@TinPailTV Im doing good mate. Just looking after the family and trying to stay out of bother. How you doing? Listening your stories brought back a lot of memories. Sometimes it feels like a lifetime ago but in other ways it seems like yesterday
@@seancollins5247 Good to hear you're doing OK. I'm not bad (been worse 😅). Aye mate it does seem a life time ago eh. Some times it feels like a bad dream 😆
That comment “I wish I could wipe that year oot o existence “ mine would be 87 i left the army and fucked it from thereon,but my old probation officer said your a good person,who makes bad decisions,let them go make some new ones .
So aye nuthin much to add but that wee comment you made mate 👌🏴
Your Mum in that pic looks like an organised crime figure not to be messed with great channel btw ❤
She was in a way. But the worst kind. She used to procure her gear fae a member of an OC family in Glasgow who was later "took aff the numbers" if you get my drift.
94 I was in Polmont. 92.3 and 5 too lol but 94 is the year that sticks in my mind too funnily enough
Fs mate I woulda took Polmont over her house any day of the week 😂
@@TinPailTV 😂😂mad to think you actually mean that anaw mate init .
@@gary_248 Aye mate 100% 😅🙈
Nobody, especially a child should live in fear and suffer torture like you have done. Women like that are sick in their mind. Please consider talking to God through Jesus. The harm that humans have done to you and the lasting effects of it needs lifting off your shoulders. The Lord Jesus knows the pain of physical suffering at the hands of abusers whilst being innocent of any cause for it. Honestly, he is real. I couldn't have survived without his peace and freind-ship in everything each day brings. I just wanted to hug you and cry with you, listening to your story. You are a decent man and that's something big. You cannot buy it.
I pray for your healing and peace in body, mind and spirit. xxx
Could you no do a roundhouse in yer knacks, well maybe not, if something popped out could be harrowing for you and yer instructor, joking aside, but good to see real people on you tube , stay on the path mate and keep the vids coming.
Good Man chris ,Great to see you moving forward and the love you Have for your son ,After coming out of that Regime you were in,I was a scheme boy like yourself from Ruchazie ,I joined the British Army when I was 20 and seen the world ,I,m sure if I had not I would have followed The same path as you ,RESPECT Chris .
Cheers mate. I wish if I'd signed up 😊 Thanks for your service.
Your memory is amazing mate
Is that down to doing soo much time bro?like Sorry if a sound cheeky but are you institutionalised or were you ? Can you do 20 years and not be institutionalised bro ?binge listening these as am at graft bro 🎉💪🤜🤛
I've forgot a lot of stuff too. I just remember what I remember. I didn't take that cheeky so don't worry about it.
Aye it will institutionalise ye if ye let it. Obviously it was hard readjusting to life outside but I was determined to do it cos of my wee boy.
@@TinPailTV nice one bro sometimes when some one reads something it comes across different that intended, I'm defo buying a book once you have it complete.everything changes when there a little one of us kicking about like you said how can some one hurt a kid it fathoms past my brain cells lol respect to ya mate
@@Ruggidscotsman Aye mate I'm murder for taking shit the wrong way through texts and stuff. It's cos I think there's about 4 different ways to interpret it 😂
Sorry to hear about your tough upbringing. No one deserves that.
Aw don't worry about it. It is what it is...and funnily enough it coulda been a hell of a lot worse. ❤️
I got battered fae ma maw because a pack a sweeties went missing, it was ma sister done it but a took the blame after ma maw made us stand at the back door in our pants an nothing else while it was snowing outside in the 80s, nae wonder we done the shit we done.
Afternoon boyo💥
😜👍💥
A think its fair to say that you can say to people try walk a mile in ma shoes. Keep on the straight road bud for you and your wee lad
Thanks mate! The people I love are all that matters...but some people have gone through a lot worse.
@@TinPailTV thats it bud can only do good for them. Some story tho only the strong survive as they say
That’s were I’m originally from the halfway mate
Hope ur good big yin
Sound bro. Just back from Jiu Jitsu. Guy nearly snapped my shin 😱😆 I started it in July.
Awwww that been sore yin but keep in at it big yin man positive thinking
@@Weestuart81 Aw the way bro ❤️
If it helps you m8
I knew your mum from a hostel maybe before that trial ,i didnt have a problem with her , im sorry i was so wrong about her
That's OK. We both have different experiences. Mothering wasn't her strong suit.
I must no your grandparents
My Grandpa George was the caretaker of Benmore Tower in the 1980s. He loved football and his horse racing. Quiet guy.
You were an abused person. All credit to your character you have come out the other side and want to do good.