Writing On The Wall [ ORIGINAL PMV/VENT feat. Me ]

I've been holding this one for quite some time and finally can express the amount of pain and suffering I felt for the past years of doing what I love and hate at the same time, and it is - being an artist.
When I was young, I first despised art until I realized I could do anything with my imagination and a pen.
Years go by - I grow older, all these happy days are becoming less common.
I now completly lost in thinking of why I even started to be the one who wields a pen.
I used to make so much and now make nothing that sparks creativity and joy, succumbing to the "voices of the crowd" and locking my true feelings forever behind what people interest most.
Now burned, tired, and seeing no comfort in drawing what I am into. All the fandoms and things I enjoy don't bring me all that anymore.
All I see now is a painting, staying still, with no soul, with nothing to make me happy.
I desperately trying to bring my colors but all that happens is me wasting my literal blood, sweat, and tears with no way to bring myself into the scene.
Maybe someday the wall will break.
But I belive it less and less as time is running out...
I just want to be a kid again...
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Music: Writing on the Wall -by Will Stetson
Characters in order (right to left):
N (c) Pokemon
Mayday & Zuke (c) No Straight Roads
Lance (c) Balan Wonderworld
"Prisoner", Painter, Photographer (c) Identity V
Madotsuki & Masada-sensei (c) Yume Nikki
Dr. Habit & Kamal (c) Smile For Me
Dan Heng (c) Honkai: Star Rail
Artworks and ext. by SofiaTH (me)

[@raerowstudios]

I’m sorry your going through this this is a fate no artist deserves to go through😢
I hope things get better because you truly are talented

[@Fückcoldraven]

I hate how relatable this is sometimes i wish i never got introduced to this stupid fucking art stuff

[@marktheheghog136]

I FUCKING LOVE YOU

[@blueblastarts533]

My favourite part was when you became bipedal

[@marktheheghog136]

BIGGEST PP