Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 13 дек 2022
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +120

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/scarecrow
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @joekarr1977
      @joekarr1977 Год назад

      Qin
      P0

    • @pawelmatys641
      @pawelmatys641 Год назад

      Thanks for this song, I will try cover by ear, tihis song is so meaning for my life ruclips.net/video/65qxrTRXzb8/видео.html

    • @Derpy-King_10_68
      @Derpy-King_10_68 Месяц назад

      You guys do twitch?

  • @Melbern11
    @Melbern11 Год назад +396

    "Disappearing hurts less than asking for help" it's so heartbreaking how true this is.

    • @janicelawson8887
      @janicelawson8887 Год назад +3

      i relate so much i wish my health didnt give me away

    • @RealConservativeWoman
      @RealConservativeWoman Год назад +3

      I came directly to the comments after that line for this reason! My heart sank 😥

    • @user-qz8xp5sr1o
      @user-qz8xp5sr1o 11 месяцев назад +2

      First time I’ve liked at 199 now you have 200!
      But I agree. I actually ran away from my home for awhile, then decided to return the next day. It was a nightmare. But I’d rather do that than talk it out with someone. 👍

    • @darthcrio1
      @darthcrio1 8 месяцев назад +5

      Id rather run away then to talk to someone cuz no one listens and cares

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 8 месяцев назад +5

      @@darthcrio1 I care, people who don't care are the idiots of this world.

  • @bushboi6942
    @bushboi6942 Год назад +666

    I have… honestly felt this way for so long but never had a way to put it into words. Thank you for doing it for me guys (: 🔥🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +83

      Appreciate that 🧡

    • @gggx1344
      @gggx1344 Год назад +15

      @@CitizenSoldier So beautiful, again on time, big love 💗.i get judged and feel rejected.Аnd music so good , lyrics,instrumental , voice 😍

    • @paulkleinholz1495
      @paulkleinholz1495 Год назад +12

      And yet you somehow don't want to stop. Living like a scarecrow is living in a cage, and having the key to escape so close yet too far away. Even though you know it's messed up it distracts you from the pain, and that's why you're fine telling lies everyday.

    • @snowcolonelmusic
      @snowcolonelmusic Год назад +8

      @Bush boi I had the same feeling when I heard "Would Anyone Care" first time in my dark age.

    • @TheCastAwaySMP
      @TheCastAwaySMP Год назад

      Same

  • @TheTripleABattery
    @TheTripleABattery Год назад +269

    The way Citizen Soldier can put my feelings, thoughts and experiences into words and create such wonderful and vivid pictures with music is something I'm so thankful for. I genuinely love every song I've heard from them. This song is something I didn't even know I needed.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +32

      Appreciate those words friend 🧡

    • @heost3453
      @heost3453 Год назад +2

      @@CitizenSoldier hello 👋🏻 can you check the video in my shorts im drawing you !

    • @TheZephyrsWind
      @TheZephyrsWind 2 месяца назад +1

      Yeah, it's had me going "it's like they are spying on my life since birth & are writing songs about me..."
      Never have I found any other group that can do that! I've tried, too.

  • @mystiangel96
    @mystiangel96 Год назад +270

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else
    .....
    I hid my heart up in the attic
    Stuck pieces deep inside these walls
    For every time I was ignored or called dramatic
    I'm only safe feeling nothing at all"
    Much love and I love the beat! ❤️

    • @Gogetaa
      @Gogetaa Год назад +5

      This is already one of my new favorite CS songs.

    • @rares-v-
      @rares-v- Год назад +2

      This is literally what i feel

    • @xIxHaZexIx
      @xIxHaZexIx Год назад

      @@rares-v- you're probably like 15, you don't even understand what being broken by life means lol.

  • @leonmislo
    @leonmislo Год назад +196

    You gave me the rest! Scarecrow, the song I waited nearly 7 months for. And the wait was worth it. The deepness, the guitar-solo, the emotion in this song, just perfect. I love this song! Scarecrow: the emotionless and lifeless body, what a metaphora and message! This song is a masterpiece, thank you so much. It was a great time through listen to this album. I'm looking forward for the next record!🧡🧡🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +22

      Thanks for sticking with thus though the journey Leon 🧡 Much love

  • @dreamiecoyote
    @dreamiecoyote Год назад +47

    Good god, where was the song when I was dating my ex. Even to this day Threw it in his face that he made his 'Doll'. Walk this way, talk this way. Don't open your mouth, don't tell the truth, don't have an opinion because anything you say will be twisted and used against you. Scarecrow/Doll is NOT healthy at all, I had to learn this the hard way. You feel so dead inside because you have to fake it on the outside, the only one you can trust is the verison of you thats screaming inside for help but no one can hear you as your lips are sealed shut.

    • @TheZephyrsWind
      @TheZephyrsWind 2 месяца назад +1

      You put it really well! I always treated my ex (1st GF) really well because I cared about her greatly, her! Not who I could mold her into! If you care about someone for who they are, well, you wouldn't control them like that guy did with you!
      Sorry you went through that... Imo a man that does that isn't a man at all. We don't claim him.
      It's a mystery to me how one can do that. I'd be furious with myself.

  • @lucettaalexander
    @lucettaalexander Год назад +69

    “I’m bulletproof if I’m somebody else” hits home way more than I thought it would

  • @_Yours_Forever_
    @_Yours_Forever_ 3 месяца назад +15

    Disappearing hurts less then asking for help
    it's so damn true, when I'm hurting I usually just disappear, because I can't bring myself to ask for help, it feels like I would just be a burden on my friends

  • @Sam_StillDrawZz
    @Sam_StillDrawZz Год назад +100

    "Disappearing hurts less than asking for help"
    Ngl that part make my breath hitch- It's too accurate:''))
    Once more you guys have created music that can unbury what so many keeo hidden to themselves, and make them feel heard. This masterpiece is anotjer example of how you are literally the soldiers for the lost. Thank you.

  • @ligiabremer
    @ligiabremer Год назад +20

    "You're not talking to me, you're talking to a scarecrow"
    That line hits close to home, bc I don't feel like myself for years. Fighting with your last bit of energy to survive it's harder than I thought.

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime Год назад +65

    "Turns out being fake can be a saving grace." 🧡🧡🧡🧡 That is such a powerful line going into the chorus. I loved the second verse as well. "I hid my heart up in the attic / Stuck pieces deep inside these walls / For every time I was ignored or called dramatic / I'm only safe feeling nothing at all." This song is definitely one of my favorites from the album 🧡🧡🧡

  • @jacobstowe2371
    @jacobstowe2371 Год назад +102

    🧡🧡 This was one hell of a journey, I'm glad I was there through every release, and as always I can't wait for whats next, you never disappoint, never stop Citizen Soldier 🧡🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +14

      Thanks for sticking with us through the journey Jacob 🧡

  • @bellerain381
    @bellerain381 Год назад +15

    This song brought me to my knees….for two years, I was under the thumb of a man who ruined me.
    He ridiculed me, my identity and my family.
    He drove me to self harm and thinking I’d be better off dead.
    I was able to escape physically but he still rules my thoughts from time to time

  • @ETurnip7624
    @ETurnip7624 Год назад +4

    "Disapearing hurts less than asking for help". That hits close to home.

  • @gothartist6602
    @gothartist6602 Год назад +40

    This is probably the best song I've ever heard about masking.
    A lot of people in abusive environments go through this but there's not a lot of media which talks about it as it's an uncomfortable topic. One again thank you Citizen Soldier

    • @donovansullivan8532
      @donovansullivan8532 Год назад +6

      As someone with complex adhd... having a song like this about masking is a saving grace

    • @sparaxisblanc2473
      @sparaxisblanc2473 6 месяцев назад +1

      For me, it's because of emotional abuse. I can hardly feel anything except negative emotions.

  • @karasugatonom2020
    @karasugatonom2020 Год назад +18

    "Who I am only put me through hell
    I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else
    I killed myself but no one knows
    You're not talking to me
    You're talking to a scarecrow!"
    This hits and describes me harder than anything has before.

  • @Evan-jp2fq
    @Evan-jp2fq Год назад +8

    I raised my 3 siblings. I did so with mental illness, physical illness, abuse from the one who should've been raising them, etc. This is beautiful beyond belief. Like I've commented on a previous short/video, people like you/me, this type of advocacy for abuse and trauma, it's what makes it worth it to be alive. Thank you so much for your beautiful lyrics/music. On a daily basis, someone needs to hear.

  • @shelbs15
    @shelbs15 Год назад +14

    "Cause disappearing hurts less than asking for help." You guys kill it on every SINGLE song! I've been a fan for the last four years, and I honestly can't imagine not having your music in my life. 🖤

  • @orpheus6261
    @orpheus6261 Год назад +6

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else"
    Those lyrics are killer, and they hit hard

  • @melmiamisfit
    @melmiamisfit Год назад +37

    I am so glad I found you as a band. Every song released has a strong message, and some of them hit when I needed them most. Thank you for putting into words what so many of us struggle too.

  • @cheyenneS4127
    @cheyenneS4127 Год назад +12

    People who have had to put on a happy face, pretended to be ok when they obviously weren't... this hits home. Thank you 💙 this is a beautifully sad song.

  • @CK-lr7sd
    @CK-lr7sd Год назад +22

    Another great song and video from CS! this is such a great album as always! I hope everyone that sees this has the best day/night you can! And sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🧡🖤🧡

  • @gregoryfresorger6729
    @gregoryfresorger6729 Год назад +2

    " turns out being fake can be a saving grace" that has saved my life several times

  • @soullessdarksteel3040
    @soullessdarksteel3040 Год назад +10

    Scarecrow hits on a whole other level! Let the words and truth of the unspoken continue to flow!

  • @NHorizoNVI
    @NHorizoNVI Год назад +29

    Love it... as always the melody call backs are beautiful and powerful. Hope you all are well. 🧡

  • @Hunter-ws4sk
    @Hunter-ws4sk Год назад +17

    I cried listening to this one, amazing lyrics as always citizen soldier. 💜

  • @SneoDrake
    @SneoDrake Год назад +15

    This song is spectacular. Thank you for not only making awesome music, but for always saying the words most of us feel.

  • @Lick_A_Rock
    @Lick_A_Rock Год назад +5

    I’ve been with this band since the release of “stronger than my storm” and I gotta say, I don’t regret it. Every song is beautiful and hits a person hard in its own way. I wish more people could hear these songs.

  • @Wolfdancer4859
    @Wolfdancer4859 Год назад +14

    I'm already in love with each lyric! This song kicks ass!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @serinwee6162
    @serinwee6162 Год назад +1

    Help why does "who I am only put me through hell" and "rejection has me terrified" resonate with me so much 😭😭

  • @diamondgirl698
    @diamondgirl698 Год назад +7

    I'm glad I've survived long enough to hear this incredible album 🖤❤️

  • @spentdafella
    @spentdafella Год назад +4

    I’ve felt like this for so long. I know this pain. Everyone reading this, your not alone!

  • @marinasvensson9759
    @marinasvensson9759 3 месяца назад +1

    “You can’t kill me if I’m already dead, buried alive by the things that they’ve said”
    “Cuz back when I was me I lived to be replaced”
    “Who I am only put me through hell. I’m bullet proof when I’m somebody else.
    Damn. I think this is the only band who can truly put my emotions into words

  • @shallowind3296
    @shallowind3296 10 месяцев назад +4

    The amount of people that have broke me, I now can't cry. Instead I just act like everyone else. I never tell anyone, so thank you for doing this song.

  • @DireNight_Drnt_
    @DireNight_Drnt_ Год назад +2

    " 'cause disappearing hurts less then asking for help" words of wisdom right there!!

  • @JustSomeDude31
    @JustSomeDude31 2 месяца назад +1

    "rejection has me terrified" The hallmark of my life.
    This song is pretty much the theme song of my life. The anthem if you will.
    I love this song even though it makes me feel wrong. Because it's like listening to a mirror.

  • @abecka123
    @abecka123 Год назад +8

    Chills as I listened… such a powerful song and amazing lyrics that speak to the soul. Thank you for making music for the voiceless. 🧡🧡🧡

  • @ruthbobrink5680
    @ruthbobrink5680 8 месяцев назад +1

    "Buried alive by the things they've said" that hit deep!

  • @BrutusHanabus
    @BrutusHanabus Год назад +6

    Every song you have made has helped someone. Including myself. I suffer from multiple disorders. Your songs is like a playlist when I need to express myself. Thanks so much! Keep going!

    • @phoenixxam5812
      @phoenixxam5812 Год назад +1

      i suffer like you aswell, these songs really help me 😔🙏 get well soon :)

  • @deadlyalpha6043
    @deadlyalpha6043 Год назад +6

    Your music always makes me feel like I'm never alone. I listen to it all the time and feel sm better. 💜

  • @serenityfox8546
    @serenityfox8546 Год назад +2

    This is how I feel I've felt like this since I was 7 years old and it's got worse in time with bullying and trauma

  • @QueenSoniaLover
    @QueenSoniaLover Год назад +2

    JUST GOTTA SAY: I WAS IN YOUR TOP LISTENERS 😭
    only i listen to you on my brothers shared spotify.
    I just want to say that im so proud to see how far youve came since your 3 songs on spoti i love your music. I love the message your spreading and i hope it NEVER changes.
    Im hooked and i dont want to leave.
    Love you guys! Thank you for your message ❤️‍🔥

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 Год назад +6

    This song is amazing! I love the addition of the melody from Monster Made of Memories. I've been listening to this song on repeat for the last hour on spotify. Keep up the great work!!! Scarecrow has been my favorite album so far!

  • @danielwelch2713
    @danielwelch2713 Год назад +2

    Hello jake you won't know me but I want to thank you for the many songs you've blessed us with aswell as your fellow band members I suffer with cerebal palsy aswell as my mental health issues I don't often write comments but we all fight battles that others are unaware of to the naked eye.. I'm a father of 2 beautiful girls which is my reason and duty to carry on.. So again thankyou for carrying on the fire of determination for all of us xx

  • @danicadorn260
    @danicadorn260 Год назад +1

    I listen to ur music,when I am having a bad day. It keeps me stronger. And my mother needs more then anything now. Since it a few days after Thanksgiving that my stepfather passed away.

  • @ulabosekkruszynka
    @ulabosekkruszynka Год назад

    "Cause disappearing hurts less, than asking for help" - this line punch me so hard.

  • @JustEm97
    @JustEm97 Год назад +27

    This is amazing! The lyrics hit really deep as an autistic female who has been masking my whole life. Thank you for this!

    • @Lick_A_Rock
      @Lick_A_Rock Год назад +1

      Oh, you too? I’m turning 15 in January, and I haven’t got any friends. Everyone thinks I’m weird or annoying, and I don’t understand why. If you have any tips that you think might be helpful, please, do tell.

    • @JustEm97
      @JustEm97 Год назад +2

      @@Lick_A_Rock I don't think I have anything too useful, but one thing I can say for certain is that whoever those people are, you don't have to listen to them. People who don't see you for the wonderful person, you are, have no business trying to be in your life. Working with yourself on loving and respecting yourself more is so much more important than paying attention to what others say about you. I'm 25 now and still have no friends, but I'm working towards being myself more, being happy to be in my own skin, and to proudly show that I am autistic, because nothing is wrong with that. Nothing is wrong with you. If others criticize you, it says more about them as a character than you.

    • @the11boom
      @the11boom Год назад

      I always mask so when people are like be your true self I’m like shocked that they would want me to be real.

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 8 месяцев назад

      I'm also autistic... I've hidden everything from everyone, even my family...

    • @rachaelgrigsby8895
      @rachaelgrigsby8895 8 месяцев назад

      And others think that I'm annoying as well... I never mean to, it's just who I am, I'm a stress ball cus I also have anxiety and ADHD (Oh I get judged because of having anxiety and/ or ADHD as well)

  • @autumnroden8235
    @autumnroden8235 Год назад +1

    All their songs have saved me. I can't express how grateful I am for their songs.

  • @schrodingersgay6167
    @schrodingersgay6167 Год назад +1

    The way I've been able to keep myself alive is by finding one thing in the near future to look forward to
    Thank you for being my one thing

  • @laklomp
    @laklomp Год назад

    the rhyme with "you're talking to a scarecrow" is an amazing fragment

  • @shanethestampede
    @shanethestampede Год назад +1

    If y'all only knew how much of an impact your songs have on me, and how deeply that I relate to them. I have CPTSD, GAD, Social Anxiety, Chronic Depression, ADHD, and Executive Dysfunction. I have survived 20+ attempts since the age of 12, and I am 29 right now. Whenever someone asks me what my current favorite band is, I always say Citizen Soldier (you guys), and it's been that way for about 3 years and counting. Genuinely a huge fan.
    You guys have genuinely saved my life numerous times and also have given words to the deepest pains and feelings that I didn't know how to express or share outloud. You've put into words the darkest thoughts and secrets that nobody knows unless they've felt it themselves.
    You guys remember, you are beautiful souls too, and there's nothing wrong with being imperfect. You save lives with the music you make and speak for those who no longer can.

  • @mechanizedbricks6077
    @mechanizedbricks6077 Год назад +1

    “Disappearing hurts less than asking for help”-this line hits different for me

  • @Crippy
    @Crippy Год назад +2

    I can't even fully explain what your music means to me. I found you guys like 2 months ago, and it's almost all I listen to. The past half a year me and my psychologist have been working a lot with feelings and I had to write on paper cuz I couldn't speak the words. Your music helps me so much with putting words on feelings never had anything to relate to this much. I've been clean from hurting myself for 4 years now, it's not easy and I still struggle. But the nights I feel the urge I put on your music, listen or sing my pain out, and it helps with the urge. Love you guys ❤️

  • @angelaengle12
    @angelaengle12 7 месяцев назад +1

    As someone who dug themselves out of a metaphoric grave; that stench doesn't leave you.

  • @safeera8239
    @safeera8239 Год назад +1

    "I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else" I have cptsd and a part of that for me is the "im fine" lie. I smile and I fake who I am so much. It's so difcult for me to turn off even alone. That line hit becuase that's what you convince yourself of.

  • @user-tm5ze8qp5y
    @user-tm5ze8qp5y Год назад +1

    the unknown guy in the media on the way to making the most badass sound in the existence of mankind

  • @kuraama
    @kuraama Год назад +4

    I'm literally having a mental breakdown, the timing is perfect, I can relate to every single sentence. Thank you for an another masterpiece ❤️

    • @sarahworsham5752
      @sarahworsham5752 Год назад

      Im praying for you, doll. I'm sorry that you're feeling like this. You are so strong! You are enough! You are LOVED! Brave warrior, fight and overcome!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +1

      Hang in there friend 🧡 Sending hugs

  • @phillyspecial8077
    @phillyspecial8077 Год назад +6

    Just found this band today and this song is a 10 out of 10.

  • @Chris_Of_Abyss
    @Chris_Of_Abyss 6 месяцев назад +1

    This is great advice. Be someone that cant be hurt, nobody can hurt you if you dont let them know who you are

  • @lms1014
    @lms1014 Год назад +1

    Disappearing hurts less than asking for help

  • @vividdragons119
    @vividdragons119 Год назад +4

    I'm loving this song. It hits me in the core of my heart. Your music has been my therapy. 💜

  • @radioactiverose815
    @radioactiverose815 Год назад +1

    This is song is amazing. You guys have no idea how much your music has helped me throughout my dark times. There have been so many times when I've about had enough and I was ready to give up, and your music would start playing. Ironically, it was always "This is Your Sign". Thank you so much.

  • @BadBoyBlake3008
    @BadBoyBlake3008 Год назад +1

    This song is amazing I am so glad to hear this band when they came to 2016. I love your music Citizen Soldier!!!!!

  • @imakeplaylists159
    @imakeplaylists159 Год назад +1

    Honestly that hook at the beginning is one of the best ones on scarecrow

  • @joandpramarr
    @joandpramarr Год назад +1

    fml, "dissappearing hurts less than asking for help" i literally scream being alone in my room, god that hit so fucking hard

  • @lll-zc5tm
    @lll-zc5tm Год назад

    This hit so hard. Depression and anxiety ain't good at all...I know it very well

  • @TimRoach3
    @TimRoach3 Год назад +3

    This is incredible, every song you guys put out just helps remind me how I’m not alone in what I feel, because the feelings you guys put into your songs is how I feel every day

  • @nobody-rb9xh
    @nobody-rb9xh Год назад +6

    I love how all these songs about mental illness and depression. So many people can relate to your songs. I always look forward to what you guys will sing about next. Keep up the great work!

  • @christopherfife7703
    @christopherfife7703 8 месяцев назад +1

    Who I am put me through hell, I'm bullet proof when I'm somebody else. That hit me where it counts.

  • @catmoon9936
    @catmoon9936 Год назад +1

    Disappearing hurts less than asking for help.... that line hit hard... thank you for putting it in words. I love your lyrics and music so much 🖤❤️

  • @sannygirl15
    @sannygirl15 Год назад +1

    "I'm bulletproof, when I'm somebody else" pretty good descripes how I often feel until I was a teenager. Thank you for the chills you as always gave me ♥

  • @sesaleeviscomi4497
    @sesaleeviscomi4497 Год назад +1

    I swear you guys are mind readers or something. Every song you release is literally the words I cant say. Thank you for releasing songs we can relate to. Thank you for releasing songs that help explain what we're going through without us having to speak the words ourselves

  • @zzozzik_x6744
    @zzozzik_x6744 Год назад +6

    Oh my god, this is perfectly describes my feelings 24/7. This is SOOOOOO RELATABLE. Thanks, Citizen Soldier! I feel safer when I listen to your music. This means the world to me.
    Btw, I'm making russian translates of your songs so everyone could enjoy even if they don't understand English💗💗💗

  • @i_am_jarvistm7220
    @i_am_jarvistm7220 Год назад +1

    Why do I feel so called out by this... I literally can't be mad, though, cause this is a freaking banger.

  • @E.j.Robinson
    @E.j.Robinson Год назад

    'Disappearing hurts less than asking for help' is the line that hits for me. I tried to get two police officers just the other day to understand forcing me to hospital didn't help like they think it would. To me I was more afraid of going to hospital than what the voice in my head would make me do to myself. They didn't get it and I was forced to go there for nothing but more hurt. I'm now terrified of asking for help. I find the understanding and compassion from other less system run ways like CS music. Hiding how unwell I am is safer. Even as I try to fight on my RUclips account about these very things. In person I'll hide. There is no real help in a system that made me ill in the first place. Thank you! For your music it saves lives! 🤗

  • @mantahcorpproductions2711
    @mantahcorpproductions2711 Год назад +1

    Thank you for all you do, putting emotion into music like you consistently do takes time and effort. I very much appreciate you taking the time to write and share your music. Your music has put my feelings into words that I could never write. Thank you 😊❤

  • @O_Otoche
    @O_Otoche 4 месяца назад +1

    One year after the day I’ve first listened you guys, when Spotify just randomly showed me this song, and it still hits me the same way. And yeah, nowadays you’re on my Top 5 artists I’ve listen more last year according to my Spotify Rewind.
    This entire album, especially, inspired me to created one of my favorite RPG characters ever: an Scarecrow called Crowley. Thank you guys so much for it ♡♡

  • @destin-furry9351
    @destin-furry9351 18 дней назад

    THe leitmotif of House of Memories was a GREAT touch.

  • @hayleeramos278
    @hayleeramos278 Год назад +3

    First finally ❤🥲I love this🥺
    Thank you guys for everything

  • @personathalyricist6653
    @personathalyricist6653 Год назад +2

    I suffer from an identity disorder. The original me truly feels like it is dead. Like the primary killed it and replaced it. at times, I hardly feel human, even when I'm trying to be the old me, it's an act. My depression and self hate hurt so bad that I often give into the feelings of insanity because it is easier. All of the songs that I have heard from you guys speak to me. But this one almost feels like it was written for me. Thank you for the change you are making for letting people like me feel less alone and for making it less looked down upon to feel the way we feel.

  • @ELEKTRA792
    @ELEKTRA792 Месяц назад

    *You can't kill me when I'm already dead* Man, I relate to that line so much. Because even if your not physically dead, you're dead on the inside. I hope everyone gets better ❤🙏 🙏 🙏

  • @roseannabreedlove8602
    @roseannabreedlove8602 Год назад +1

    Another masterpiece I can't get enough of ur music

  • @brianboykin9710
    @brianboykin9710 Год назад +1

    I feel this song so much it has been this way my whole life

  • @So_lLess
    @So_lLess Год назад

    Being cold was just amazing for me.

  • @DemonYoriichiTsugikuni.
    @DemonYoriichiTsugikuni. Год назад +5

    I love it already! Great work!! 🧡🧡

  • @sapphirelord6876
    @sapphirelord6876 Год назад +5

    Listened to the three new songs on Spotify. And literally am gonna say this has been a fucking great Album. I have listened to this shit on repeat. You guys were the main people I listened to on Spotify. Funny enough I was the top 1% to listen to guys this year. Great work keep it up can't wait to see what you guys do next year. And hopefully whenever hoodie merch is up I will slam on buying it

  • @thatcherdobbs39
    @thatcherdobbs39 Год назад +1

    Holly damn yall did it again!!!!!! You where able to put a dark part of my life into a beautiful song. The feeling of having to hide who you cause it's easier than being yourself, is far to common. Thank you guys so much for putting songs like this out their so the public can better understand so many people mental anguish, and making people not feel so alone out here.

  • @bonniemoon6790
    @bonniemoon6790 11 месяцев назад +1

    No suprise, another absolute banger from citizen soldier.

  • @ShadowWing
    @ShadowWing Год назад +1

    "I hid my heart" forever in a cage
    I'm so happy to see this, me and my friend were waiting for it and it's finally here!:)

  • @MissSirenita
    @MissSirenita Год назад

    “Disappearing hurts less than asking for help” this month, January, is the hardest month for me it seems and I can’t deny this is how it feels. To know I’ve come this far and ended up a failure you know.

  • @MyDeAtHsOuL25
    @MyDeAtHsOuL25 Год назад +1

    "You can't kill me if I'm already dead"
    🧡

  • @SpaceAndWicca
    @SpaceAndWicca Год назад +1

    This is weirdly and stupidly so accurate to what I think a lot of us have felt for so long, or at least felt once.

  • @LiderBDG
    @LiderBDG Год назад +1

    This song perfectly reflects my current attitude to the world and life.

  • @tracylee0711
    @tracylee0711 Год назад +1

    It always amazes me how it seems like you can see inside me head - know my thoughts and feelings ♥️

  • @lexispassion718
    @lexispassion718 Год назад +1

    This song was def worth the long wait

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 Год назад +2

    Already love this
    Edit: once more it's scarily beautiful and relatable. You have created another beautiful masterpiece

  • @brandonpalacio7634
    @brandonpalacio7634 Год назад +3

    You are the best group out there that sing about mental health

  • @dr.claudiafinch1088
    @dr.claudiafinch1088 Год назад +1

    This song hits hard! And man do I relate. God bless you Jake and all the other members of Citizen Soldier.

  • @xiera4966
    @xiera4966 Год назад

    You guys are amazing. How could you understand our hearts this well? May many people find you guys