Citizen Soldier - Tattoos (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 дек 2022
  • Scars leave regrets. Tattoos give purpose 🎨
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +188

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    • @raenalevens8093
      @raenalevens8093 Год назад +5

      I don't mean to seem needy but will there be a shirt coming out based on Tattoos?

    • @mjuytsjmser29
      @mjuytsjmser29 Год назад +2

      ❤😍

    • @Renaisance01990
      @Renaisance01990 Год назад +2

      Sang for me guys

    • @wolfpackstudiosnjrotccadet2617
      @wolfpackstudiosnjrotccadet2617 Год назад +5

      Qwestion can you make a song about feeling like you don't deserve love in a relationship Or you always doubt if you're doing a good enough job in the relationship. You don't have to just wondering

    • @anthonypapson2631
      @anthonypapson2631 Год назад +2

      I needed to hear this song i've been threw hell and back thank for making this song

  • @fluffenough7797
    @fluffenough7797 Год назад +914

    I used to feel so ashamed of my scars, but after listening to this song its made me feel stronger and not alone 🧡

    • @fluffenough7797
      @fluffenough7797 Год назад +38

      @@sarafinasummers7863 yup, it is. Hi! Hope you are doing well

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +138

      Well said friend, you're not alone 🧡 Much love to you

    • @lyrieth8833
      @lyrieth8833 Год назад +33

      Dear never be ashamed of you scars, they made you who you are.

    • @tazmat420
      @tazmat420 Год назад +18

      You are stronger!! You made it, I for one am glad you're here!! ❤️❤️

    • @mxrgot_lsr
      @mxrgot_lsr Год назад +11

      You are not alone

  • @GatchaDark
    @GatchaDark Год назад +328

    "You can't change the past just choose the frame"
    That was an amazing line in the song it hits so hard

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +35

      🧡

    • @DavinaClaire-sv4zo
      @DavinaClaire-sv4zo 5 месяцев назад +4

      How u do it I’m in a dark place all the time I need to protect my feelings and my family I don’t know how

    • @extremegrieferjesus7002
      @extremegrieferjesus7002 3 месяца назад

      Be there for them and they be there for you ❤❤​@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo

    • @MeowingCat835
      @MeowingCat835 3 месяца назад

      ​@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo how r u doing now?

    • @General-_kota-
      @General-_kota- 2 месяца назад

      ​@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo you can still protect them, you just gotta hold them close in your heart because if you do so your family will know who is keeping it together, stay strong brother and may God love you for who you are❤❤💗💙💙💙😎😎

  • @mypplskillsarerusty7733
    @mypplskillsarerusty7733 Год назад +325

    "Cause there's a kid out there hearing this that's in that place" That line.... That line is why i want to help everyone that's going through this but i know now in order to do that I need to be in a good place myself. Damn though i want to take the pain away from everyone. Amazing band and song.

  • @sarahmoondust1979
    @sarahmoondust1979 9 месяцев назад +38

    I'm a 43 year old woman who self harmed from age 11 until last December. I've tried killing myself 5 times. I'm covered in scars, all over my body. I'm not ashamed of them. They're my warrior scars. I survived over 30 years of hurting myself and being suicidal, and overcame it. Life is still painful but I've become very strong and am proud of myself.
    Thank you Citizen Soldier. Your music speaks to many of us who struggle.

    • @surrealcornbread686
      @surrealcornbread686 27 дней назад +2

      I'm 31 and I still self harm and I can't get any where

    • @TheFelina75
      @TheFelina75 4 часа назад +1

      @@surrealcornbread686 You are still here & that's what matters. Sometimes it may feel like you are going no where but that couldn't be farther from the truth. If you are still breathing, you've won the fight. If self harm is something that you want to stop, than you can, because I believe in you, & you are strong. And if you don't believe me, the fact that your still here is proof. I will pray that you achieve your dreams, your happiness & peace & that one day you'll realize that you are worth more than gold. God bless you.

    • @surrealcornbread686
      @surrealcornbread686 3 часа назад

      @@TheFelina75 I wish but I am in a battle right now with my mental health

  • @CK-lr7sd
    @CK-lr7sd Год назад +420

    "A heart of gold no it don't come cheap" that line hits close for me... another incredible song and lyric video from CS! I hope everyone that sees this has the best day/night you can!🧡🧡🧡 And sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

    • @BloodLust1
      @BloodLust1 Год назад +6

      thank you for the hug friend, I needed it. so sweet of you to share your love with others

    • @CK-lr7sd
      @CK-lr7sd Год назад +5

      @@BloodLust1 🤗🧡

    • @HAnnB24
      @HAnnB24 Год назад +4

      Yep that line broke me. I have found CS only in a past few months or so and find most of their songs hit home but I thought I was doing okay with this - not too close to home, enjoying the song etc - that mentally I was doing better, but that one line made me realize I'm not as okay as I think I am

    • @CK-lr7sd
      @CK-lr7sd Год назад +2

      @@HAnnB24 100% CS is really good at hitting hard. I hope things start getting better for you!🧡

    • @HAnnB24
      @HAnnB24 Год назад +2

      @@CK-lr7sd thank you, I hope you are doing well too

  • @XyumexnoxkoeX
    @XyumexnoxkoeX Год назад +176

    Whether you have visible or psychological scars: be proud of who you are and have become, that you made it through these tough times. Thank you beautiful souls for being here on this beautiful earth ❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +21

      Well said 🧡

    • @vikinggaming1037
      @vikinggaming1037 Год назад +9

      And thank you, for such kind words. Much love to you.❤

    • @lisajena42
      @lisajena42 Год назад +8

      Thank you. I used to feel like it wasn't that bad because there was no physical representation. I've been working hard to acknowledge and heal. You're incredibly kind. 💙

    • @rayzor_00
      @rayzor_00 Год назад +5

      Thank u

    • @NeThZOR
      @NeThZOR Год назад +5

      ​@@lisajena42 I have the same problem. People don't see the emotional abuse and neglect. And the psychological problems we experience.

  • @alyssaspencer8358
    @alyssaspencer8358 Год назад +197

    To everyone sharing their stories in the comments, you're all so amazing! I see so many different stories and yet you're all still here. And coming from a stranger I'm sure it doesn't mean the most, but I'm proud of you all

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +30

      Well said Alyssa 🧡

    • @BeckyMu
      @BeckyMu Год назад +11

      It means a lot

    • @gamaninja9915
      @gamaninja9915 Год назад +15

      I do a lot of small things for my parents and they never said they're proud of me
      So thank you it means a lot

    • @alyssaspencer8358
      @alyssaspencer8358 Год назад +10

      @@gamaninja9915 I really am. It can be hard to even do the small things. At least you're still here and you're still trying

    • @OmegaPupKoda
      @OmegaPupKoda Год назад +10

      Sometimes the little comments can make the biggest impact. Much love 🧡 🧡

  • @V4MP84
    @V4MP84 Год назад +191

    “Cause there’s a kid out there that’s hearing this that’s in that place” beautiful work man you know it feels good to know that I’m not alone🧡

    • @lylepeters993
      @lylepeters993 Год назад +2

      No your not because I feel the same so just know your not alone

    • @Ghoulish668
      @Ghoulish668 11 месяцев назад +2

      Your not the only one when I heard this for the first time I had a breakdown cause it felt so good knowing I ain’t the only one

    • @V4MP84
      @V4MP84 11 месяцев назад +2

      @@Ghoulish668 ong🧡

    • @ThatguywiththeAudi
      @ThatguywiththeAudi 9 месяцев назад +1

      That quote is very true there are many out there who even in their youth get stuck in that terrible place in your mind that u feel will never ever end. People out there go through a lot feeling deppressed, trapped, unloved, unwanted, or even suicidal. Just that never ending cycle can tear someone to peices. Some people even just bottle things up and isolate themselves from socializing, doing daily regular things, feeling hopeless or no modivation to do anything, or even taking care of yourself. It is hard especially when u isolate yourself to a device like a computer, or phone to listen to songs that make u actually feel as if you're not alone.. And it's also very hard when family members put u off as lazy, ungreatful, selfish, or some kind of horrible name just because u are deeply depressed and no one helps.. I hope someone reads this and actually understands these things.. It hurts me to think the world has just gone cold. No one cares about your feelings or just assumes u are lazy, rude, or just plain fine when u need help most. Even if u try your best some find it not good enough and push u to do more. Or the never ending expectations from parents, or family members that digs u even deeper into the terrible emotions u feel. Especially when u actually try to talk to a loved one and they just say "You're just being dramatic." Or "U always have something wrong." But yet once u tell them "I'm suicidal" They finally listen after so long. But then still just don't understand.. And that's fine it's just if u weren't in that situation and someones trying to vent about their feelings u can't judge them! Or whoever u try and vent to (like a loved one) and they just put u down for it or make u feel as if you're a failure that doesn't belong.. And some people struggle with this and even no matter how hard they try still nothing changes.. Sometimes when people vent they tell their situations and then it seems as it finally went through once someone says " I've been through it too." And just as u get your hopes up they crush it all over again by doing the same awful things to u and not ever hearing u out.. Then u end up in therapy.. If no one else will care to listen nor put it to heart you're trying to explain yourself but it doesn't change.. But after a while it will. U just have to have hope and build your confidence! U can't sit there and let someone treat u bad or judge u for the situations others put u in. I've learned instead of sitting and letting people put u down u need to stand up and tell them u are human too!!! U ARE HUMAN TOO!! And no matter if they like it or not they can't control u nor tell u how to feel. It's just not worth all the pain not fighting back for yourself. And you may be wondering how I understand this.. But beleive it or not that was all I was put through and through my 12 years of living I've related to all Citizen Soldiers music and I will get past deppression soon! I'll remember this subject and take to heart for as long as I live!!! 😆💖

  • @DarkcoldLaboratories
    @DarkcoldLaboratories Год назад +322

    As a storyteller and avid music listener, this song speaks to me. I nearly ended my life in May because I was so lost and trying make everyone else happy. I came out of the ward, a new person. My past stays in the past and I am driven to make my mark on this world. There is more to life and there is help. Please keep writing that beautiful story.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +56

      Glad you still with us friend 🧡 Much love to you

    • @tazmat420
      @tazmat420 Год назад +10

      You'll get through it. That's what they say. But only you can. I for one am glad you're here!!! Mine was also May of last year. I had someone from my church call for help. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️

    • @maryelizabethfloyd9357
      @maryelizabethfloyd9357 Год назад +5

      Yes everyone's journey is different and everyone deserves to be heard, I've recently came out to my family as nonbinary and I get judged for what makes me uniquely me and its harder some days then others I try and seek out a positive from the day and that's getting harder

    • @maryelizabethfloyd9357
      @maryelizabethfloyd9357 Год назад +7

      @@CitizenSoldier thank you for your beautiful music and inspiration, life is hard just came out to my family as nonbinary and people judge as they are closed mined and it's harder and harder but at 33 years old and music as my inspiration I feel that 1 positive no matter how big or small it is can slightly help but it's still hard

    • @DarkcoldLaboratories
      @DarkcoldLaboratories Год назад +7

      @@maryelizabethfloyd9357 being transgender myself I understand that feeling all too well. Keep your head up and surround yourself with people and things that make you happy and encourage you.

  • @bastet8016
    @bastet8016 Год назад +74

    „ because I am so damn proud of what they put me through” love this line

  • @electricalhazard3158
    @electricalhazard3158 Год назад +69

    I used to hate my scars more than anything. I felt shame because I felt like that made me seem weak. But back in September I got my first tattoo a semicolon and god that tattoo has kept me clean it makes me feel like I’ve won my battles and I’m still here I’m still alive. With that knowledge I do my best to be there for people who are in that dark place like I have been. Having strength is hard but I have a purpose and that’s helping those who feel alone in the darkness 💜

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +5

      Well said 🧡

    • @mele4827
      @mele4827 Год назад +1

      I didn't realize just how helpful my semicolon tattoo would be.

    • @hellohello-fs7we
      @hellohello-fs7we Год назад +1

      Semicolon tattoo? Could you elaborate?

    • @electricalhazard3158
      @electricalhazard3158 Год назад +2

      ​@@hellohello-fs7we the semicolon represent suicide awareness a symbol someone beat those horrible thoughts. It means my story isn't over and honestly mine isnt over

  • @milenaialeksandrajankovic2210
    @milenaialeksandrajankovic2210 Год назад +67

    Amazing lyrics!💞
    "So I'll keep writing songs until they know my name cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place"🎶🎵👏👏

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +7

      Thanks Milena 🧡

    • @kewinwhler5917
      @kewinwhler5917 Год назад +4

      Am one of the kids this song help Me so much are have strulig in my whole life and are have left me lonely but this song keep me think of all the shit are have going to in my life and am steal here ❤🥺

    • @kewinwhler5917
      @kewinwhler5917 Год назад +3

      Dat lyrics tekst from the song like milena reed ind the chat make me cry Becuse is the tru of People like me

  • @Ghost-zm4hr
    @Ghost-zm4hr Год назад +156

    This is one of my favorite songs from the new album. I cried when I first heard this song. Thank y'all for everything. 🧡🙏

    • @wrightfamily7381
      @wrightfamily7381 Год назад +6

      Same

    • @DemonYoriichiTsugikuni.
      @DemonYoriichiTsugikuni. Год назад +2

      Here 🧻🧻🧻

    • @Griffins_Nest
      @Griffins_Nest Год назад +5

      Same 🖤🖤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +12

      Glad to hear that friend 🧡 Much love to you

    • @wrightfamily7381
      @wrightfamily7381 Год назад +3

      @@CitizenSoldier my top 3 favorite songs that you have done is would anyone care surrender and tattoos all have something to say I'm a big fan would love to see you guys live one day

  • @sara_s1737
    @sara_s1737 Год назад +85

    This song hit me in the feels on a totally different level. My younger self from few years ago would've loved to hear these lines.
    I learned not to look at my scars as a reminder of my weakness and sad days, but as a reminder of how low I fell and got back up. How strong I was to hold on and later even move on.
    Thank you for this song guys, you're saving lives and giving hope to everyone who finds you.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +11

      Glad to hear you're doing better Sara 🧡 Much love

    • @diiannaharrold4446
      @diiannaharrold4446 Год назад +1

      Preach it cause that’s exactly what our scars are there for to remind us all that we survived hell and are still standing

  • @skyeriley1549
    @skyeriley1549 6 месяцев назад +22

    "Cause theres a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place" im that kid, im 16 and im mentally tired but y'alls songs helps with that. Hearing your songs helps me and makes me feel like im not alone. I am so greatful for yall, thankyou

    • @SnailyTheSnail
      @SnailyTheSnail 5 месяцев назад +4

      Im a year yunger, but I feel ya. Every day feels bland nowadays for me. Feel like I have no purpose. Its gotta end eventually tho, we got this!!

    • @sietze345
      @sietze345 4 месяца назад +2

      28 here. PTSD and depression. Hang in there buddy/lady. You'll shine. Theres more of people like us then you think. ❤

  • @ExplosionMare
    @ExplosionMare Год назад +52

    I like how bright and cheery the colors are this time around, perfect for such an emotional and uplifting song

  • @stardapanda8916
    @stardapanda8916 Год назад +34

    "so I'll keep writing songs until they know my name. cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place."
    that brought me to tears.
    absolutely love this song. 🧡

  • @yvettevidal5315
    @yvettevidal5315 Год назад +71

    I can't stop crying. I needed something like this. Right now I'm passing through so much things that anybody else can tolerate or survive. Your music speak to me every time. And every time I cry. Supporting you from Chile 🥀

  • @cookie_n00b00dy
    @cookie_n00b00dy Год назад +56

    I know I'm just a random person on the internet but I'm so proud of you..and thank you for saving my and many other lifes. You put my chaotic thoughts, that i couldn't describe into words.. your lyrics are making me feel understood and these comments under your videos make me feel less alone... Thank you guys for helping us in the darkest times, I'm glad you survived it back then.. thank you for being here

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +16

      You're not just a another random person on the internet, you're you. 🧡 Appreciate you

    • @cookie_n00b00dy
      @cookie_n00b00dy Год назад +5

      @@CitizenSoldier 🧡

  • @Mace4301
    @Mace4301 Год назад +43

    These songs helped me get through my darkest days where I was just one more bad day from taking the fall. If it wasn't for this band, I probably wouldn't be around today to type this.
    Thank you Citizen Soldier, thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +7

      Much love to you 🧡 Glad the music helps

  • @resention8230
    @resention8230 Год назад +60

    Every time I hear this man's vibrato, it gives me chills. The part at 3:24 is just so damn raw. The slight vocal fray, the sound of desperation, and the emphasis on the vibrato is so impressive. I wish I could do that myself, but for now, I'll simply get my heart broken by every song.

  • @ashhlol420
    @ashhlol420 Год назад +19

    this is the song I wish younger me heard. I wish younger me knew that she would make it through this, and not try to unalive. please, if your struggling know you are special and you are lovely underneath your pain, your scars.

  • @confidentialinformation1089
    @confidentialinformation1089 Год назад +42

    ❤. Heh, i'm that kid.

  • @umo6731
    @umo6731 Год назад +14

    "Every mark that makes you feel worthless can give you a purpose" is so beautiful to hear 💙, this year has been a hard one but your music is a big part of what made it a little easier for everyone..

  • @luckyfluf0
    @luckyfluf0 Год назад +102

    This is my favorite song off the album. It literally brought me to tears. I've said it once, but I'll say it again: keep doing what you're doing. Your songs, your words... They're saving lives.

  • @nikyraven1956
    @nikyraven1956 Год назад +24

    "Used to feel so ashamed, until i learned you can't change the past just choose the frame". so true but not easy to accept it in your heart. All the time I thought "If only I were diagnosed earlier, if only i were brave enough to say outloud I'm enough, you should learn kindness instead of teaching me shame". Listening to your lyrics and music really shake my heart everytime.

  • @BudgieDuet
    @BudgieDuet Год назад +8

    "So I'll keep writing songs until they know my name, cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place."
    I love this line, because this is exactly what this song means to me, showing me that there is hope on the other side when I can't see it yet.

  • @BjornIronSid3
    @BjornIronSid3 Год назад +10

    Ever since i found Citizen Soldier ( this week ), I get the feeling that all the songs speaks to me like they wrote them for me. I cried so much this week and I'm happy to say this band is going to be in my heart forever. can't stop listening to you thank you so much.

  • @terzosgloves
    @terzosgloves Год назад +22

    Damn the first few lines are already so relatable, this is nice to listen to rn because I’ve had such a bad day

  • @fightlifehunt2229
    @fightlifehunt2229 Год назад +18

    This song made me not feel ashamed of my scars. It made me pull up my sleeves to the public and not care what people think. Thank you for this song!

  • @irischurchill5697
    @irischurchill5697 Год назад +31

    Used to pull down my sleeves
    Used to put makeup on
    So everyone would think
    I'm fine and nothing's wrong
    I buried all the pain
    Used to feel so ashamed
    Of all the things I wrote
    About myself with razor blades
    But I kept holding on
    Until the final page
    Survive the story
    'Cause the ending changes everything
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    Because I'm so damn proud of what they put me through
    I've learned without a doubt every mark that
    Makes you feel worthless, can give you a purpose
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    'Cause I'm a miracle, every cut is proof
    Another chapter written in the story
    What couldn't kill me made me something so brave
    I wear them like tattoos
    I've held my story down
    I've swallowed every scream
    Thought if I wasn't fake
    They'd think that I'm a freak
    I buried all the pain
    Used to feel so ashamed
    Until I learned that you can't change the past
    Just choose the frame
    So I'll keep writing songs
    Until they know my name
    'Cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this
    That's in that place
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    Because I'm so damn proud of what they put me through
    I've learned without a doubt every mark that
    Makes you feel worthless, can give you a purpose
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    'Cause I'm a miracle, every cut is proof
    Another chapter written in the story
    What couldn't kill me made me something so brave
    I wear them like tattoos
    No more dysmorphia, I will not grieve
    The darkest days that made a masterpiece
    I choose to celebrate what made me me
    'Cause a heart of gold, no it don't come cheap
    And this heart of gold's one the world will need
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    Because I'm so damn proud of what they put me through
    I've learned without a doubt every mark that
    Makes you feel worthless, can give you a purpose
    And now I wear my scars just like tattoos
    'Cause I'm a miracle, every cut is proof
    Another chapter written in the story
    What couldn't kill me made me something so brave
    I wear them like tattoos

    • @Un1xVE
      @Un1xVE Год назад +2

      It's almost as if this is a lyric video...

  • @f1speedrunner035
    @f1speedrunner035 Год назад +26

    This song is so unbelievably beautiful, my goodness. It really resonates with me. It also makes me feel contradicted. Your guys' songs taught me how to be strong and how it's okay for me to be myself. And yet, this song made me cry in a way nothing ever made me do, and I could not be happier with it. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you for allowing us to be Soldiers fighting alongside you guys 🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +4

      Appreciate you friend 🧡 You're not alone

  • @lyndelle9562
    @lyndelle9562 Год назад +12

    I’m in this place…what hurts more is the people who think they know what we are going through and yet they have never had depression…it hurts to know that we feel alone and yet there are so many people on this earth have the same problem….thanks for the music man it really helps a lot

  • @samanthabruce1657
    @samanthabruce1657 Год назад +65

    When it said " I'll wear my scar just like tattoos, cause I'm so damn proud of what they put me though," not all scars are physical and those lines hit me like a dump truck. I don't normally cry to songs when I'm not already emotional but this had me crying. Thank you guys sooo much for making music that makes people feel seen and heard. For saying the words that others can't. I have so much respect for you. Please keep up the amazing work.❤❤

    • @laydenyump3619
      @laydenyump3619 8 месяцев назад +4

      Everyone thinks all scars are physical and that’s just not true 😭. Thank you!

  • @babygirladdy
    @babygirladdy Год назад +5

    "I've held my story down, swallowed every scream" so fucking relatable

  • @lyydddiahhmargaret8933
    @lyydddiahhmargaret8933 Год назад +21

    Really hit me at the “so I’ll keep writing songs until they know my name, cause there’s a kid out there that’s hearing this that’s in that place.” 😢❤ I’ve never tried to take my life but sometimes I really don’t feel like living another day in this world, I truly believe music can be healing and your music is definitely healing for many people keep up the good work!!

  • @mollytubbs5619
    @mollytubbs5619 Год назад +9

    This one makes me cry every time. It helps me remember that all the hell I’ve gone through is worth it to still be breathing.

  • @Saraaporo
    @Saraaporo 9 месяцев назад +5

    I’m so so so proud of you all, thanks for being still here. I know you don’t know me but you’re really important and I hope you have a great day

  • @tesiarobinson6510
    @tesiarobinson6510 4 месяца назад +5

    I can relate to this. I went through 10 years of self harm, having to deal with the scars, feeling ashamed of them and getting judge for them. This song helps me so much. Thank you. Very touching song.

  • @lilian_fortane
    @lilian_fortane Год назад +11

    The part about the heart of gold that don't come cheap hits me and made me cry ! It's obviously true
    Thank you Citizen Soldier 🧡

  • @Serenity_93
    @Serenity_93 Год назад +10

    My absolute favourite song from this album! 🥹💜 the line "now I wear my scars just like tattoos because I am so damn proud of what they put me through" Hit me in my soul! I'm so going to get it as a tattoo! 🧡

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +2

      Appreciate that Heather 🧡 Send us a picture!

    • @Serenity_93
      @Serenity_93 Год назад +1

      @@CitizenSoldier I definitely will when I have enough money saved up! 😆🧡

  • @Aly0618
    @Aly0618 Год назад +8

    “Cause there’s a kid who’s in this place”.
    That’s me. I don’t have any scars, but I was very close to two times of having scars.
    I love Citizen Soldier, helped me so much during my darkest places.

  • @trevorrichert12309
    @trevorrichert12309 Год назад +18

    That is so true thank you so much for continuing to make songs for anybody that's dealing with depression I highly recommend this band can't tell you how much it helped me out.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +3

      Appreciate you Trevor 🧡

    • @justinjones4845
      @justinjones4845 3 месяца назад +1

      I love your song I went to your church and almost cried today😢😢😢😢

    • @justinjones4845
      @justinjones4845 3 месяца назад +1

      Because of all of my dad every time I hear the song you will see me so proud of me for everything I've been through and whoever sing this song have a beautiful voice 🤩🤩🤩😢😢😢

  • @arcadia8936
    @arcadia8936 Год назад +16

    These lyrics are absolutely beautiful. The chorus nearly had me in tears 💚 This time last year, I got a tattoo of a semi colon on my wrist in honor of everything me and my loved ones have been through, be it trauma, self harm, etc. It’s a symbol I will always wear with pride

  • @samblankers
    @samblankers Год назад +27

    This song really gives me hope and confidence to just be myself, I can resonate with it a lot. Thank you for making this amazing song guys 💜

  • @katperry6869
    @katperry6869 5 месяцев назад +7

    you guys have so many songs that hit home. if i surrender and this song are at the top of my list. i have so many scars, both inside and out side from childhood abuse, sometimes i just put your songs on replay and sit here and cry cuz i dont know what else to do. thank you for your songs

  • @lauriebaker5031
    @lauriebaker5031 Год назад +4

    This is where I am right now. Learning to love my mistakes and my wrong choices. God made me this way for a reason. To help someone else in the someplace I was.

  • @OmegaPupKoda
    @OmegaPupKoda Год назад +12

    An absolute tear jerker. No one really understands what happens behind closed doors and no one really cares to even be there when times get dark. I recently experienced this over the last several weeks as my mind has been thrown into a dark depression. Its a hole in my mind that gets harder and harder to climb out of. Citizen soldier has helped me in the darkest tomes of my depression. When i wanted to end it all the music and the lyrics were there and will always be there. Much love to all you guys in the band. To anyone out there struggling dont give up because there is a community out there that cares. Even if they dont wanna listen i will. Dont give up Fight The Good Fight. 🧡🧡

  • @Ventiiiiiii
    @Ventiiiiiii Год назад +26

    This song is so good and beautiful! I love it so much, ❤❤❤

  • @Hungnguyen-oj1ss
    @Hungnguyen-oj1ss Год назад +7

    "Cause there's a kid out there that's hearings that's in that place"
    I really can't hold my tears at this line. Yes i'm that kid and i am really need to hear this.

  • @loves2bake97
    @loves2bake97 Год назад +6

    I'm probably one of your "older fans" at 52. I found you all about three months ago. I CANNOT get enough of your music! Life is hard and your songs make me feel like I can still go on and there is still healing for me..❤️ You all have a gift with your music. PLEASE, PLEASE, don't let ANYTHING stop you from continuing your music and work..

  • @drawingdinokai
    @drawingdinokai Год назад +10

    I love this song so so much! Hardest hitting bit "Used to feel so ashamed, of all the things I wrote about myself, with razorblades".. Still to this day, I hide my scars, because of shame and I mask all of my issues. This song, along with all of your others, make me not feel so alone.. and some like Let It Burn, keep me alive on this planet. And for that, I thank you, It takes a lot of bravery and courage to share your own stories and to make songs that have meaning, its not easy. Y'all should be proud of yourselves for all of these songs, and for all you do for the thousands and even millions of people your songs touch! You guys mean to the world, literally, to so many of us. Thank you! ♥

  • @sagekinsella1770
    @sagekinsella1770 Год назад +5

    As a kid who’s in that place, this song made me very emotional. Thank you

  • @zuzanapolanska9941
    @zuzanapolanska9941 Год назад +15

    This is really beautiful song. It made me cry, because it cuts so deep, however, it feels still positive and it´s real masterpiece. Thank you. For being there and for every song.

  • @xenotriver
    @xenotriver Год назад +14

    This is just so nice to listen to, especially right now... I might not relate to it myself, but the pain my friends have shared with me is real in this song. It's also so so nice to just listen to Jake sing like this once more

  • @caslynn9531
    @caslynn9531 Год назад +10

    This really touched me. All your songs do. But my scars make me feel so self-conscious at times. I've started getting tattoos to help cover them, turn them into real works of art and take back some control.

  • @ravenveilz1250
    @ravenveilz1250 Год назад +23

    Such an amazing track. i’ve been listening to this track the most off of scarecrows official release. This song really resonates with me, and when the chorus came in for the first time that I heard it, I cried my eyes out. Your skill in songwriting is nothing short of amazing.

  • @mariedooset9232
    @mariedooset9232 Год назад +17

    This whole song hit me so damn hard. This has to be one of my favorites by y'all.

  • @kataang222
    @kataang222 Год назад +13

    Barley into the song and I’m already crying 😭 oh citizen another perfect song. I’m so damn proud!! 🙌🏻😮‍💨

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 Год назад +16

    I love this song, it hits pretty close to home. The melody and lyrics are beautiful, it moved me to tears when I first heard it. Theres just so much emotion in this song. This is really something that I needed to hear, thank you guys for your beautiful music 🧡

  • @phantomdingus5491
    @phantomdingus5491 Год назад +6

    As someone who got their left forearm covered almost two months ago, I really appreciate this. Another banger. 💜Alright, I'm gonna go cry now.

  • @pinn_portwell8918
    @pinn_portwell8918 Год назад +3

    "'Cause theres a kid out there thats in that place"
    God, thats why this music is so important. So many of us relate. I respect you for putting out something so true and real. It truly helps hearing our words expressed through music because it shows we aren't in this feeling alone.
    Love you guys.

  • @kjbramhall4977
    @kjbramhall4977 Год назад +3

    The lyrics always have so much power and now we get to read them on the screen

  • @JamieEkers
    @JamieEkers Год назад +12

    This song is everything !!! How do you always manage to hit right through the heart it's insane !!!
    This band is really something else, exactly what I needed in my life.
    My personal sign 💕😍

  • @RainedLuna
    @RainedLuna Год назад +5

    The first song i found by Citizen Soldier was Would Anyone Care and since then I have listened to them daily and when i found this song, i realized that my scars were nothing to be ashamed of.
    Thank You Citizen Soldier, your music has helped me when no one else does ❤

  • @user-uf2zs8vl2e
    @user-uf2zs8vl2e Месяц назад +4

    i swear these guys are like the therapist I've never had and after listening to this i feel a lot better about my scars thank you🧡🧡

  • @quinngabrielquirubin3430
    @quinngabrielquirubin3430 Год назад +4

    "Cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place."
    A line you can hold on to as an inspiration, hope, both or so much more, whether you're the kid in that place, or the one wanting to reach out for them.

  • @Mingisleftpinkytoe
    @Mingisleftpinkytoe Год назад +4

    I really used to hate my scars so much cause my mom kept repeating that they’re bad. But this song made me love every single one of them because it’s true, my scars are what make me, me. And your scars are what make you, you. Now I look at them differently cause they make me who I am now and they tell all the hardships that came my way

  • @rainbowwilkes6213
    @rainbowwilkes6213 Год назад +7

    Your songs always incite such emotions in me. I'm crying right now. It's like I can feel your pain and empathy in your songs and songwriting. Incredible as always!

  • @LadyHekate91
    @LadyHekate91 Год назад +5

    Every day I come to this channel, every day I listen to this song, I am covered in SH scars...I always hated them so I stayed pale. You guys have managed to help me heal from trauma. I wish you knew just how much that means to me. Your music is always a daily ritual 💜

  • @naomifurer2653
    @naomifurer2653 Год назад +11

    Wow this song hits so hard I cried throughout the chorus. I used to cut myself every day and it took so long for me to be able to uncover those parts for people to see. I’m still ashamed of them sometimes, but this song just gave me strength 💪🏼❤️thank you for making such beautiful and real music, I love you guys ❤️‍🔥

    • @pikaluna
      @pikaluna 11 месяцев назад +2

      Im here for you😊

  • @Ashiro_Sasaki
    @Ashiro_Sasaki Год назад +9

    This song is just absolutely beautiful and brought me to tears. I love it 🖤🧡

  • @tbyrd7419
    @tbyrd7419 Год назад +8

    I relate to this song so much. Thank you for another anthem. Much love 🧡

  • @alexiajones5713
    @alexiajones5713 5 месяцев назад +3

    I was listening to this song overnight, and I burst out crying in my room. Now, whenever I hear the song, It's purer almost, I can hear everything clearer.

  • @kebah11
    @kebah11 Год назад +3

    It’s like you pulled out my soul and painted it into music
    Thank you

  • @sapphirelord6876
    @sapphirelord6876 Год назад +9

    This song is beautiful. Absolutely Great. I love the three new songs that came out with the album. They just had me at tears

  • @anaclaraana1511
    @anaclaraana1511 Год назад +8

    I was so looking forward to this song because it's been a few months since I stopped cutting myself and it's been really hard since every time someone sees the scars they're either ridiculing or giving some motivational speech and this song made me feel much better than them, thank you

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +1

      Appreciate you Ana 🧡 Glad the music helps

  • @valerieramirez4109
    @valerieramirez4109 Год назад +3

    Beautiful!!! Amen!!! Thanks for helping us heal with every song!!!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +2

      Glad the music helps Valerie 🧡

    • @valerieramirez4109
      @valerieramirez4109 Год назад +1

      @@CitizenSoldier it truly does. There were many days your music was the only thing I had. I relate to it all. You're amazing and just know you're saving lives with your music. God bless y'all!!!

  • @marydeebutters6999
    @marydeebutters6999 Месяц назад +2

    I'm 11 years old with parents that are divorced and I cut my wrist and I felt so ashamed of myself for cutting. Then I heard this song and I feel proud about my scars I wear them like tattoos. the music helps a lot. THANK YOU

  • @brittanygooch4768
    @brittanygooch4768 Год назад +4

    I'm so happy to have found your music. It says all the words from my soul that I hold inside.

  • @LonelyTurtle7643
    @LonelyTurtle7643 Год назад +3

    I’m still learning to accept my scars, but I’m proud of everyone who has embraced their own❤️

  • @kropka226
    @kropka226 Год назад +2

    I would give up a world so you come to Europe for a tour. You are the only band I am really invested in listening to. Almost every new song makes me cry of so many emotions, even though my darkest times are mostly behind me. Few days before this song came out I got a tattoo on my scars, not to cover them, but to make them more special. Thank you for everything you do. There is always a kid out there, that's hearing this, that's in this place...

  • @bangtanarmy5991
    @bangtanarmy5991 Год назад +3

    I relate to the every single word of this song specially " the darkest days that made a masterpiece ", I've felt like this for a long time and used to hurt myself bc i hated myself but now I'm proud that I hold on and whenever I remember of my past , always a smile appears on my face bc I was so strong . Thank you for writing this song , nothings better than a song that makes you feel good about yourself 🤍

  • @Queen_Bread
    @Queen_Bread Год назад +9

    FINALLY THE SONG THAT HAD ME ABSOLUTELY SOBBING GOT THE MUSIC VIDEO, AWESOME JOB GUYS!

  • @dxrkness4802
    @dxrkness4802 Год назад +5

    Yet another heavy, yet beautiful masterpiece of a song. You really are something special man, keep up the good work. Your songs have gotten me through so much, and I make sure to share them with everyone. From the bottom of my heart I love everything you do. Stay strong.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад +2

      Appreciate those words 🧡 That's why we do what we do

  • @13s_ArtStudio
    @13s_ArtStudio 9 месяцев назад +4

    I can't explain how much this song hurts. It honestly feels like what I've had gone through.
    But I have no physical scars. Not purposeful scars. The scars I have are on my heart. They're invisible to everyone except me. And I feel like those are the worst kind. Because instead of physical pain, it's mental, and emotional pain.

  • @SomeWannaBeArtist
    @SomeWannaBeArtist Год назад +4

    I would have left a comment earlier if I hadn't replayed the song more times than I breathe. Watched the video and listened to this song so much already. Out of all the songs Citizen Soldier put out, this is my most relatable and my favorite. I've healed and have gotten stronger than ever thanks to my parents and this band, thank you Citizen Soldier for.. everything

  • @n0bodys_h0m3
    @n0bodys_h0m3 Год назад +5

    thank you for creating such amazing works of art... your music has really helped me get through 6 years of hell i was put through at such a young age.. i don't think any words could really describe how thankful i am for your music to have saved me, thank you CS💖

  • @cainsmarking
    @cainsmarking Год назад +9

    I’m gonna cry, damn. I’m so glad to see this kind of song from y’all. I always worry how y’all are. Thank you for this song, because I felt so heard.

  • @Faithwashere918
    @Faithwashere918 Год назад +5

    As someone who struggles with self harm this song is amazing one of my favorites on the album 💜

  • @bushboi6942
    @bushboi6942 Год назад +4

    This one gives off vibes of your older songs, i’m all here for it! 🔥 🧡

  • @mystiangel96
    @mystiangel96 Год назад +13

    I've been playing this song on repeat since my CD arrived, thank you for this!! Much love! ❤️ Happy holidays 🎄

  • @missnikki2697
    @missnikki2697 Год назад +3

    I love that this song helps to remind us that we should be proud of ourselves for what we’ve overcome! Thank you!!

  • @ao_golden_ao7627
    @ao_golden_ao7627 Год назад +2

    Listening to this for the first time, I started crying. My best friend sent me it and said it reminded him of me.. This song hits so close to home and honestly made me realize that the scars left over aren't something for me to be ashamed of but a story that shows that I've made it so far. They're my proof that I survived my bad days..

  • @melindawatson2191
    @melindawatson2191 Год назад +5

    Thank you for another amazing song! This song hits deep for me. One of my favourites.

  • @hero-kun2314
    @hero-kun2314 Год назад +7

    I may not be proud to what happened to me but it's what made me stronger than before. I don't call them tattoos, I call them...my Armor 💪💙

  • @TheOGtokublaze
    @TheOGtokublaze Год назад +8

    Heck yes! on time for a new upload! i love you guys! this band has got me thru so much! and prevented me from ending my life many times! thank you for the great motivational songs!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Год назад

      Glad the music helps 🧡 Stay strong friend

  • @StormTheWeirdo
    @StormTheWeirdo 18 дней назад +2

    "The darkest days that made a masterpiece" This line speaks out to me

  • @alanapotkonjak7
    @alanapotkonjak7 Год назад +2

    I have had this song on repeat crying. I have never heard an artist make me feel so normal. And i just got my depression anxiety and ptsd semi under control and this song its empowers those. Not only did I listen to it and think i overcame my deppresion but I also used to be in an abusive relationship and I got out survived and now I am currently engaged to an amazing man. However this song hit my heart because every scar is proof i could have been dead and I survived and made it through to the other side. Keep up hope. I was ready to end it all tons of times but it IS something you can overcome! thank you Citizen Soldier because of you these songs are a life line to what I what through and for finally coming out on the other side. I couldnt have made it without the help of your songs and knowing i wasnt the only one feeling completely worthless