This really means a lot to me. My older brother Phil, RIP 2001. He had paranoid schizophrenia. He was diagnosed when he was 14 years old. Before and during his illness he always loved drawing, and when he was 15, one year after his diagnosis he even took it upon himself on fathersday to draw a really cool detailed picture for dad as a fatherday gift. He drew a t-rex running on an alien world, a meteor on it's way to hit the planet, planets with rings in the background, and in quotations he says " Happy fathers day, you're out of this world! " When he was 14, and after the diagnosis his friends at school found out. They all dropped him. Phil, had to drop out a few years after. He would not accept or believe he had this illness, and would fight to take his pills. My dad feels horrible about this now that we understand, but back then he ousted Phil from our house, and for a few months he was homeless. Phil would refuse to take his medication, and home life was getting so hard. An example, just up the street from us was a school bus stop. At the time, my other brother Andy was still a kid and would get dropped off at that bus stop. It's in eyesight from our house. My mom would watch the bus stop to make sure Andy got off the bus and walked home. Mom would glance outside to see if Andy was there. Phil would see this, and while standing at the doorway for almost 2 hours sometimes, would question her. "What are you looking at?" "You look disgusting." "Why are you looking over there?" "Why are you looking outside?" "Why was dad wearing my socks?" That's one of the many things that Phil did, and he didn't mean it. I'm the youngest brother, and when I was little some memories of Phil was when he played legos with me. He was a really good person, and amazing and loving brother. He passed away in a car accident, but he's helped me so much. I love hearing stories about him, and yeah he had paranoid schizophrenia. He was an amazing person still, loving, meant well and I miss him. This was a great video!
Thank you for sharing this brother , i was diagnosed by schizophrenia too and i was having the delusions of the world are against me too , and your speech help me to feel better about myself , thank you
Thank you so much Milo for sharing your experience with us,God bless you sweetheart,i wish you the very best in every aspect of your life and keep on being beautiful ok!❤❤❤
people are usually afraid of the unknown, mental illness even talking about it can be scary, especially if you think you can catch it or the person might have an episode, it will take time but talking about a problem with a trusted person is the first step, getting help is the second. Thanks for sharing all the best.
i hear a voice as well it tells me i am worthless i am a birden to everyone it tells me to harm people to kill people it tells me to kill my self it ses so much i cry i am staying in doors a lot it i go out side my heart races when that happens the voice gets stronger and more friting i fell i am going mad i tell my cpn they say they can not do eney think i have bad dreams as well i fell so alone and trapt i self harm every day get so low cry so much i tell the cpn this but there is nothink they can do i fell deep in my heart death is the onley way out to stop the voice the dreams the low moods every think thats how i fell
I hear voices telling me im worthless and insult me to im always in my room and i like it dark and i always listen to music to not hear the voices you are not alone pepole dont undrestand us but we can undrestand each other keep telling yourself that these voices are not real and try to dont pay attention to them i know its hard but just try. And listen to your favorite music and spend time with your friends. I wish health for any pepole with schizophrenia out there. Life is so hard like this. But just continue. Maby all this fighting has a reason...
This really means a lot to me. My older brother Phil, RIP 2001. He had paranoid schizophrenia. He was diagnosed when he was 14 years old. Before and during his illness he always loved drawing, and when he was 15, one year after his diagnosis he even took it upon himself on fathersday to draw a really cool detailed picture for dad as a fatherday gift. He drew a t-rex running on an alien world, a meteor on it's way to hit the planet, planets with rings in the background, and in quotations he says " Happy fathers day, you're out of this world! "
When he was 14, and after the diagnosis his friends at school found out. They all dropped him. Phil, had to drop out a few years after. He would not accept or believe he had this illness, and would fight to take his pills. My dad feels horrible about this now that we understand, but back then he ousted Phil from our house, and for a few months he was homeless. Phil would refuse to take his medication, and home life was getting so hard. An example, just up the street from us was a school bus stop. At the time, my other brother Andy was still a kid and would get dropped off at that bus stop. It's in eyesight from our house. My mom would watch the bus stop to make sure Andy got off the bus and walked home. Mom would glance outside to see if Andy was there. Phil would see this, and while standing at the doorway for almost 2 hours sometimes, would question her. "What are you looking at?" "You look disgusting." "Why are you looking over there?" "Why are you looking outside?" "Why was dad wearing my socks?"
That's one of the many things that Phil did, and he didn't mean it.
I'm the youngest brother, and when I was little some memories of Phil was when he played legos with me. He was a really good person, and amazing and loving brother. He passed away in a car accident, but he's helped me so much. I love hearing stories about him, and yeah he had paranoid schizophrenia. He was an amazing person still, loving, meant well and I miss him.
This was a great video!
and that is really cool that you made this video. I hope you're feeling even better now a days.
Thank you for sharing this brother , i was diagnosed by schizophrenia too and i was having the delusions of the world are against me too , and your speech help me to feel better about myself , thank you
Thank you for sharing Milo. You're bravery is also encouraging. 💛
Very brave Milo, thank you for sharing. Best of luck for the future x
Same boat, my delusions started when I was kicked out my house
I agree with the positive sentiments on this page. Keep your head up and be strong and true. You are a fine human being!
thanks very much Milo for sharing your experience! that takes great courage and I wish you all the best
Thank you so much Milo for sharing your experience with us,God bless you sweetheart,i wish you the very best in every aspect of your life and keep on being beautiful ok!❤❤❤
people are usually afraid of the unknown, mental illness even talking about it can be scary, especially if you think you can catch it or the person might have an episode, it will take time but talking about a problem with a trusted person is the first step, getting help is the second. Thanks for sharing all the best.
good points. add in mankinds gifts and God, witchcraft, magic, ufo's and the unknown and now you see what kinda mesh im in.
Thank you for being strong and helping others
Yes Milo I am on your side
I went through the same thing smoked weed got paranoid got locked up 2 time and but in the back of ambulance
Thanks for sharing !!
I feel you brother 💯💯💯
Thanks Milo, helped a lot
i hear a voice as well it tells me i am worthless i am a birden to everyone it tells me to harm people to kill people it tells me to kill my self it ses so much i cry i am staying in doors a lot it i go out side my heart races when that happens the voice gets stronger and more friting i fell i am going mad i tell my cpn they say they can not do eney think i have bad dreams as well i fell so alone and trapt i self harm every day get so low cry so much i tell the cpn this but there is nothink they can do i fell deep in my heart death is the onley way out to stop the voice the dreams the low moods every think thats how i fell
I hear voices telling me im worthless and insult me to im always in my room and i like it dark and i always listen to music to not hear the voices you are not alone pepole dont undrestand us but we can undrestand each other keep telling yourself that these voices are not real and try to dont pay attention to them i know its hard but just try. And listen to your favorite music and spend time with your friends. I wish health for any pepole with schizophrenia out there. Life is so hard like this. But just continue. Maby all this fighting has a reason...
Wonder why those voices never say positive things!
Thank you
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