I hate when you’re in a good mood for a while and you’re just waiting for the fall. I always know it’s coming I just don’t know when or how long I’ll be stuck there.
i do agree, but i have come across people who just have no idea what they’re talking about and have been like “i don’t know.... i mean i could have anxiety? i could have depression? uhh, maybe i’m bipolar?”
That is so true... everyone with bipolar has suffered including myself and I hope people realize that confusion doesn’t always include claiming a label. Sometimes being confused is just simply being confused.
Recently I’ve been taking the time to actually learn about my mental illnesses, and it’s really an eye opener to see that all of these symptoms are common with many other people and I’m not the only one. It makes me feel a little less lonely knowing that I’m not fighting alone. Stay strong guys
@@ajaisland9100 I can really relate to that. From feb to beginning of this month, I experience long and extreme mania, so many frequent all nighters, so many hours without any human interaction, so many thoughts, so much pain, felt like there was little I could to really express it. Seeking out good friends and fam helped a bit, but I have a feeling a support group would be awesome, need to personally look into that. You’re not alone 🙂
I kept telling my mom I had bipolar 2. For almost 10 years. She would tell me to stop playing victim or blaming something. I finally got my diagnosis this month and she said “I can finally sleep easier. I’m so proud of you. Aren’t you happy you have support?” And I cried that night.
i’m really sorry. she may feel guilt that she didn’t believe you/wasn’t there for you, and is trying to redeem herself now. proud of you, hope ur doing well💛
@@widdasiddiq8810 yes I want to know too ! There are some therapists in my country but they either give you medicine or listen to you, and I really need a diagnosis!
It's hard having someone say "you were in such a good mood yesterday though, what happened?" What happened is I entered the full on mania stage and I feel like I'm not even real.
@@jessica_beck Going through puberty can be the beginning of the manifestation of mental health issues, at least it was for me. Don't worry though, it could just be that coming with age thing. But always be aware of your feelings, and don't bottle them up. If you're ever struggling speak with someone you trust and then go from there. Best wishes 🖤
the biggest thing is not knowing whether or not im truly happy or if i’m just experiencing mania. this conundrum fills me with a deep sense of dread. everyday is hard. everyday.
The worst thing is how I treat people like dirt during a psychotic episode and I try to explain that that wasn't me. I've already burned enough bridges.
I feel you, I end up hurting my friends when manic and I feel horrible about it, I try to explain, most of them understand, but some are extremely judgmental and treat me like a fucking axe murderer
@@jakethespoopycat gotta count your blessings I guess. I still have my family. I started thinking about all the things I can do now that I'm out of the hospital. There's this freedom I have now which I didn't have at the hospital like a chance to breath fresh air. That's really something
To anyone who is bullied into thinking they are fine when you know you aren’t. DO NOT LET PEOPLE hinder you from seeking professional assessment. I lived with this for a VERY LONG TIME and it’s NO WAY to live if you don’t have to. If you feel something is wrong. Something probably is. Might not be BPD but could be something else that has comparable symptoms .
does anyone else have these random bursts of total happiness when everything just feels like it’s going to be okay and you just feel no worry at all, they only last a few seconds at most for me; i have been diagnosed with depression but i’ve been experiencing them since middle school, way before i ever experienced depression.
I usually try to fight it I’ll feel the happiness but I always try to remind myself it isn’t real it makes the crash down from the high hurt a little less because I was expecting it the whole time the lows tho I haven’t mastered how to ignore
Although I get we need names for diagnosis, but looking further into the symptoms of bipolar disorders, they seem more like hormonal imbalances to me. If you feel a quick burst of energy of happiness, it could easily be explained by a quick rise in serotonin or testosterone. A lot of environmental factors recently cause a lot of hormonal problems. Problem is, endocrinologists won't bother with mental diagnosis, and psychologists don't know medicine. A psychiatrist only pops pills. But if just 1 person would study the cause of our hormonal issues and link environment to mental health, we could be saved. These "mysterieus mental issues" don't just come out of nowhere. Autism, for one, is most likely caused by mercury in the environment, not just genetica. The mercury changes the DNA and from then on "mental issues" become "hereditary". Explain to me then why there are no older people with autism. I rest my case.
My best friend has bipolar disorder and I'm watching these videos to understand and help her with the best I can. Sometimes her words and behaviour hurt me when she's having mood swings but I know she loves me a lot and the hugs that we share solve everything at the end. My dear cupcake, don't know if you're reading this, but I just want you to know that I'm there with you till the end, we're in this together bub.. I love you
Its such a curse. I never know if I am actually getting my life together or if all the positive feelings and hope is just a manic episode that will come crashing down when I come across a trigger. I try so hard but I just get knocked down again every time.
You always get that feeling as if you've cured your depression, and then you realize you were hypomanic for a longer stretch, only to hit depression and validate all the mess and rifts you created.
I couldnt agree more. I'm always getting my life back together and thinking wow this is so easy why didnt I do this all along. And then im waking up at 3pm or quitting a job and just feel so stuck that it makes me want to scream. The worst part is everyone thinking that youre just a lazy scumbag that doesnt give a shit when there is sooo many things you want to do in life. Im really glad I read these comments tonight.
Sometimes I refuse to let myself google things to stop me from selfdiagnosing and overdiagnosing like this. Any random symptom you have can be placed to anything that exsists. Especially if you are a hypochondriac you just shouldnt look up anything that will just feed the fears.
Autism Wizard, everyone cries or laughs sometimes so not unless you are crying or laughing for unknown reasons. If you "never" cry or "never" laugh that could be worse.
I was misdiagnosed w major depressive disorder & generalized anxiety for 2 years, & was rediagnosed w bipolar type 2 along w CPTSD yesterday. Bc of my misdiagnosis I was on a antidepressant for 6 months & it was going great until I came out of my low so it’s super important to get the right diagnosis. :) im now on a mood stabilizer & seeking a therapist specialized w these disorders & feel very hopeful. Just know you’re not alone.
@@fiendemaeyer6067 im years in, done alot of spiritual work, really though personality is a lie anyway, we just are all playing a roll we picked up over the years, "the boyish footballer who likes beer and women",, people be like "oh jim your so lit",, edventually these behaviours are remarked so much that you just get into that role deeply and you become it,,, people get upset when they do or something happens outside of these imposed characteristics, its just not useful to be sold to one thing,, cuz nobody in world is one thing forever so its a plan bound to fail and cause pain ,,, bipolar is a great teacher if you let it,,, if you learn edventually that we feel emotions but dont have to be the emotions then this stuff becomes INTENSELY easier ,, search for the truth with spiritual and psychological teachers about the mind, ,, your doctors will make you sad and make things seem bleak,, dont disregard their practice but there is so much you can do spiritually and psychologically that are not drugs if your willing!
My cousin has bipolar disorder and unfortunately some of his rash decisions came to bite him back. At times it was scary to witness but my family helped him when they could. Now he's slowly getting back on track with life so I'm happy for him.
maybe u can try to find a counselor and see if he/she can do a diagnosis. I think it's normal to be sad or angry. BUt idk your situation. Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
when he said people might believe they have some superpower, that’s literally what i think sometimes. like i think that i have a superpower. and i know that sounds so stupid, but it’s hard for me to distract myself from that.
Once I had the ability to hear a 3d sound in my head where I couldn't tell that it wasn't real.. but maybe that's unrelated.. I also feel like I could predict the future, I'm sure some of us can.. we're all people and some of us are making certain connections that see trends that most people don't.. there's stuff like autistic savants so..why can't it be a possibility that some bipolar people could predict the future.. I've made up some super grand ideas when I was in college but we're too ambitious to get working on them.. I have a site for the domain name and been thinking about those concepts for like 8 years.. no progress because I'm too disorganized and distracted..
I almost cried while watching coz they said it's no cure. Now I'm reading the comments crackin up laughing because we're all mental & in this hallucination together. Fuck it. We gone die anyways
I have a sister who has bipolar. She has always been somewhat of a bully, never helps with anything (not even simple stuff as cleaning up dishes after herself) as well as straight up mean to my parents. All my life I thought that she was just always lazy and extremly narcissistic. But after learning about her disorder, so many things finally starts to make sense about her, and her insanlly complicated head
Was just diagnosed with Bipolar 2 today. I feel so elated knowing that now there is a reason why I have extreme mood swings, OCD, and hyperactivity. Now I can finally get treatment and live a better life. :)
Being bipolar is one thing, bipolar depression is another; I feel generally miserable all day long..all day. I feel like I’m trying to climb out of a black hole filled with apathy, while trying to tune my emotions. When the mania hits I can’t even make rational decisions and I feel like my brain is on auto pilot. UGH.
It's a see saw, that never ends. Triggers mean nothing when your manic, but when, their presented in depression it's like living all your wounds again with another year of baggeg added on.
me too! i genuinely want to leave this earth one day and then have a great day the next. it’s been going on for weeks now on and off. every other day. since this differs from bipolar 1 or 2, i don’t know if that is my diagnosis but i know something is wrong..
I feel happy 80 to 90 percent of the time when I'm around friends, family and coworkers. Super happy guy from the outside but even when I'm "happy" I still feel this feeling in the back of my mind, uncontrolled unfiltered of just anger and the deepest sadness. I can't stand being alone, I do love myself but I hate so many parts of me.. I think I only feel happy when I'm not paying attention to anything and living in the moment, basically escapism. But at the end of the day when you go to sleep, there is no escape from your thoughts...
Just went to my counselor today, and we talked about Bipolar disorder. I had hit a series of lows and highs and realized I wasn't like everyone else. Its sad to think about, but I guess at the same time it's just something I have to except that I have to live with. Set up an appointment with a doctor, hopefully they can find me physcotherapy, or maybe prescribe some medication which was recomended. It's so nice to see that I'm not the only one with this problem, I wish there was a community of people with bipolar disorder you could almost talk to and dicuss what you are going through. Thank God for youtube though, I thought I was the on e.
I'm way late to this comment but hope your therapy and med regime is going well, I am proud of you. Also there is a bipolar subreddit that is super helpful I suggest you look at it's been very helpful to me :)
Its complicated disorder i can tell you. Im bipolar but i can't relate to Kanye, because he seems to have psychotic mania states, and i don't. I have hypomanias wich are kinda like light versions. Kanye obviously has psychotic manias, wich are the worst there is. In that state, its hard to person to see whats real and whats not. When you are on mania, you feel like blessed, when you are not, you feel like cursed. And i don't mean it religion wise.
I think he's just Histronic or NPD if anything. Probably neither. Also APA guidelines prevent therapists from diagnosis people we aren't currently seeing; something others in my field seem to have forgotten. But I agree with you that he's... off
@@yesnoyeswait4306 I can relate with him. Especially when he says he's god or a worker of god trying to better mankind. Then I can lose all that feeling and just sink into my bed wanting to not exist the very next day
I told my psychiatrist that I no longer recognized myself, I no longer knew what I was and what the symptoms were, especially because I lived like this for about 16 years before being recently diagnosed, I have bipolar affective disorder type 2. So he said to me: see what the life and behavior of a person who is not bipolar is like. I became thoughtful and reflective, and this made me realize how sick I was. A simple sentence made me understand the entire context of my life, and I've lived with this for so long that I thought it was normal to be like this.
One that helps me is closing my eyes and trying to look at myself through a future perspective where I’m not feeling as bad as normal and it helps create some distance between you and the strong emotions and thoughts you have
I'm just trying to understand my friend better, he's bipoler with one of the worst lives I've ever heard. I'm sorry for anyone who has to experience this, if you ever need help I'm here for you.
Plzzz...take me with you..😭😭😭,im alone and want to recover but But if smone gives up totally,after facing constant multiple shocks,tragedies,lost family,kids,Bank Vp grade job,home,wealth,,etc,,fallen frm top to zero,,practically these lectures work if you remain little normal,but if you are alone n no one is taking care then Practically you need a true strong caring person to take you out from this situation when u r stuck in room for a year,can,t change,can,t manage anything,can,t go in day light,health going worse,always live n die every second,no hope,no goal,no one comes to c u,then Even Doctors Counsellers say that you need a strong caring guardian to recover you....Respected Bro..Will you truly help,, ... Can u take me away,keep me along for few days to follow ur normal routine...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Waiting 4 ur Positive repl
Read completely my ist sms.. 😭😭😭Plzz..Adopt me for few weeks,i ll b recovered then i ll serve u till death...,It needs a big heart but plzzz...come to me
Where are you from??You said so that if u ever need help then contact...This thing has added life into me because no one ever said in last many years,,,So it means God can send anyone as an Angel to support an alone drowning person like me..
To all the people who might be suffering from this, remember you're not alone. Actually my father had this disease since I was a child and trust me during his manic episodes I used to hate him very much as he was a total different person, until I saw this. I feel guilty after acknowledging that none of those was his fault, it's just what the disease is. Hope all others people out there didn't face problems and their close one do understand them. WE'VE GOT YOUR BACK
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder a few years ago. After my third suicide attempt I started taking my meds and got into college. Now im off my meds and I'd say I'm doing ok. I love my doctors and I feel really comfortable meditating and talking about my ups and highs. My only regret is that, when my doctor told me my diagnosis and he said bipolar I said: pls don't tell me about it, i'm scared that if I know all the details I would look it up and start "mimicking" what I read. I don't know if that makes sense, but now I want to know more. To everyone dealing with this I send you guys hugs and strenght. It's exhausting but life is worth living. Keep it up, we can do it. ♥
My love is also suffering from this bipolar disease 😔😔..he always try to control his mood fluctuations but it sometimes become difficult to handle it....so he sometimes get very angry...like he can do anything in anger..even he can destroy anyone ...but when he calms down....he is an amazing guy ....he would share everything with me... without any fear...but still he is trying to control his anger for me 😔🙂...I hope my love gets well soon!! I will try my best and will never leave him no matter what! I will help him to deal with his bipolar disease..let's see what happens 🙂
The fact that I thought mood swings were normal. Like when someone talks bad about me, i feel like i don't care but then i keep thinking about it and my mood would literally go down. I would sleep more,sometimes i would listen to music, I become hyper,it makes me so happy. Do I have bipolar disorder? I used to have depression for 1 year.
I’ve been suffering for so long now, haven’t found anything that helps me yet :/ this is my first time hearing the term “mixed episodes” and I feel like I can finally relate.
Its a dangerous illness. It hurts everytime the mood changes. The hope to live is reducing. Every emotional feeling emphasis all time. And feeling hurts like physical pain. Anger, grief, pain, broken, unreasonable happiness all are part of it. Even can hallucinate certain things like some person is next to you, follows you and criticize you. Hearing some voices when you are in depression. High headache like some stone is kept in your head or someone is pulling your head is a major physical pain. Moreover acting like you are happy and positive in front of others and cries alone, or if you are in anger you shows to yourself, and sometimes to suppress your emotional pain(depression or anger) physical pain helps like scribbling your hand with sharp objects. Most times sucide comes to mind like saviour from all the pain and emotional cocktails, but family and scare of dieing by self resist it. Lack of concentration in work and study, sleeping for long, eating more than you want, cant enjoy any happiness around you coz of the after pain of happiness is hell. Screaming, crying, punching in wall, scribbling in hand, being reckless is all things you remember when someone asks "how was your day". Nothing cant hold you back from the pain. And no one understand what's happening. I know how people who are suffering from like these feels, the hope of one day everything will be alright is the one thing that resist people from self killing. But sad part is no one will ever know what your life was. While reading this you may think how do i know all these. The fun fact is this is what my life is for the past 7 years. Its been soo long that i have slept peacefully. Even i didnt know when this all started and what was all these. People around me doesn't know it either. Still i dont know is this a treatable one or its common to all, but this is soo hard to handle eavh day passes. Why im writing this now in comment is becoz i dont have anyone now to share this. No body to help or may be its me who dont show my need to others. So while watching this video and reading comment i realized there are people who is like me All Alone handling. so here i am if anybody wants to talk or needs a listener to listen your feelings then can post here. Atleast we can be there for eavh other.
Hi, I am having this problem for 4 years, since 2016. I am unable to come out of this caz no one believes me and no one supports me I lost all frnd and alone for months 🥺 i cried while reading this comment I committed suicide 2 times ,don't know why I did like that
Hey same relate with my story I really tired lots of time I try to kamit suicide lots of time..I feel very helpless and stucked in situation I listen some voices in my ears lots of time it's very dangerous they said your life is over and get suicide when I am not listen this voice they harm me badly they get heavy in my mind and my mind is not working whatever they say it's very necessary to do it otherwise they become very high voice in ears I am very depressed and my mood are very swings I don't what I do I also consult pysctrist but my case getting so worst ..I am leaving this comment because no one is there to listen me or understand my feelings..
My dad is bipolar, he refused to take his medication and resorted to almost killing himself and my mom many times. He is also addicted to alcohol, which might play a major role in his psychotic behavior. Our family distanced ourselves from him, but I really hope he gets the help he needs.
My dad passed away a few years ago, but we had this situation when I was growing up and had to leave because it was dangerous. Sadly, he never understood his bipolar issues, threw away his meds, and took a very long time to recover from alcoholism. I know he is with the Lord now and am comforted that when we meet again, all will be well.
I'm here since my mom has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder 4 years ago. This is my second time living at my aunt's place for several months due to my mom's manic episodes, that convinces her to stop taking her medication. This leads to some really depressive episodes that can potentially take her life. The people taking care of her tends to send her home too quickly (in the manic stage) which leads to her messing up her medication and yet another depressive episode develops. I found this video to learn more about it, as i'm still not too familiar with it I feel. I'm almost an adult now, and I wanna be able to understand the symptoms so I can help my mother in the future. Thank u for the video :)
Coming to this video was the best thing I've done all week ..seeing all these comments of people all feeling similar and being able to relate not feeling alone is eye opening
The best thing to do is talk to someone you trust. A Parent, a friend, a dog, anything actually! But if you do go to a therapist..well, I guess just try not to worry!
Theres always options, if you do get end up needing medication they will be able to discuss insurance options for different medications, payment plans, or choosing the cheapest place to purchase those medications. Continued therapy is the same, they'll help you select a practice that is the most cost effective for you.
We've updated this video! Depression is seen in most cases of bipolar disorder but it is not required for a diagnosis. We've also changed the diagnostic criteria from one week to 4 days.
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Never thought stress can cause manic, That explains why i try to make my self stressed out in order to get out from depression. This video is really interesting, You made me really get a clear picture of what bipolar really is. Thanks a lot!
I love looking at topics like this above! I makes me understand others around me. I’ve never been diagnosed but I would love to understand others who have this disorder
Can anyone help me? I'm not sure what's up with me. I have severe mood swings they happen quicker then bi polar have described. For instance for about two weeks I've been extremely depressed, yesterday I wanted nothing more to die and saw no point to living and today I'm so elated, this happens a lot every time I'm happy I think that I'm improving, but it changes back all the time and I can not function when I have either. They can happen in one day. I don't think I'm bi polar but can anyone help please?
Im studying this for my next exam in medical school. Something very tragic is that patients won't seek medical help because they don't want to be labeled for seeing a psychiatrist. However, doing so can literally change and save your life. Even if you find what your correct diagnosis is by watching RUclips videos or even studying off of books, you may still need a prescription and monitoring for the medications you may need. So please please please go see a doctor
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ye well women tend to love it when I am in mania because of unlimited sexual energy and desire. But when I get depressed is when the breakups happen. Sucks to some extent but now my mania is finally kicking in lets gooo I feel the energy finally after 3-4 months of depression I am ready to fix everything I fucked up again. what a life, these things happen over and over.
I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 when discharged from the hospital and they never really helped me understand my diagnoses. I’ve been getting treatment for a while since and am doing a lot better, but I recently started to wonder again about it and how it works. This video helped me to understand it a lot and provided a lot of much needed clarity. Thank you.
I just watched this video because one of my buddies is bipolar and has manic episodes and this has been very helpful and informative. I hope that he is able to find the help that he needs. Currently he is shunning everyone and everything that is connected to him.
I've been taking lithium for 2 years now, never felt better! Tips to avoid mania/depressions: - Be truthful/honest and open minded to the people around you about everything For mania only: - Remember that you might Think you're right, sometimes, you're really not - Start doubting yourself!
I’ve been doing a lot of reading and research on bipolar disorder (BP2 specifically) and it makes so much more since to me than the depression I’ve been diagnosed with. I was started on Zoloft and it’s like I just went down hill from there. This video helped me to put into words to my psychiatrist what I’ve been feeling.
Just to add my experience: I'd have some days where I am so low that I know I need help, but I don't have the energy to do so. But then I'll have my manic episodes where I feel happy and powerful and don't think I need any help, it was a deadly cycle. Finally, I am on Lamotrigine and am getting better, slowly.
It still confuses me, at times I get so happy, then suddenly I want to lie down and die. My parents says it’s mood swings and it’s nothing serious, I don’t know tbh
I don't have bipolar, but I can confirm manic episodes can make you feel like you are unable to sleep, really REALLY happy. I once had a manic episode so bad that I had to be hospitalized because I couldn't sleep for 3 days and hallucinating because of it ( I thought a tissue box was a freaking pokemon ) or even stop moving, leading to hurting others. ( Edit: I was 12 when these manic episodes started, I'm 13 now. )
That is not manic or anything. It is called childhood. When you are a child, you can make anything fly. I used to fly pigs in the family farm. I was so happy.
@@machiavellianos um no that’s literally mania💀 not sleeping for 3 days, feeling unnaturally way too hyper and happy, hallucinating thats full blown mania right there
@@elyousfi5661 people without bpd can still experience mania but its usually from tramatic events or not taking care of yourself like staying up too late or using too much stims
My mood changes constantly in a day... One moment I'll be so hyper, energetic & happy. The next moment I'll be overthinking, sad, cry (sometimes without a reason). I don't even know what's going on with me anymore :)
1 year? I have extreme mood swings I cry and then feel happy and laugh in a matter of a while. Like in a day I’m happy in the morning, angry all day and sad and crying at night
sounds pretty normal to me, especially if you're a teenager. I'm on bipolar meds and still have days like this because these aren't symptoms of bipolar, just hormones lol but yeah it said in a year becomes mania (the happy part) lasts at least a week, usually more, and its not just happy. its delusional, rapid speech and thinking, thinking you're a literal genius, etc. and the depression is crippling and for at least two weeks, in my case its usually like 3-4 months. so not, it can't change in just a day, that's just hormones.
Great overview! Didn't talk about irritable mood, which is a common part of the picture for both depression and for (hypo)mania. The schematic drawing the ups and downs is especially effective. Also important to mention "Other Specified bipolar and related disorders" -- most common version, and still can be highly impairing. The data are not clear about SSRIs triggering hypomania or "switch." More information about psychotherapy and lifestyle changes would be spiffy, too. Overall, super-impressed by all the info packed into 7 min! Bravo!!
If anyone else is here because they are trying to understand bipolar disorder or find support. I a very severe form of bipolar I wasn’t diagnosed until a few years ago. I was afraid of the side effects of medication. After I spent a year I in full psychosis and got run over by a car I realized my disease is potentially fatal without medication. I have been doing well since 2017. I now vlog about my experiences with my disease. But I do want to say I lost years and years of my life to this disease and I spent years undiagnosed thinking everything I had done while manic was my fault when it wasn’t. I hope anyone out there blaming themselves knows it’s not your fault.
I think I might be bipolar. My parents definitely have untreated mental illnesses from untreated trauma and have scarred their kids through their coping mechanisms. I used to have longer highs when I was a kid but have more frequent lows as an adult and am honestly just tired of going to war every day. My moods shift so fast that I’ve given up on having any meaningful friendship with anyone out of fear that they find out how messed up I am. Don’t know what this is but some part of me wants to keep going.
Same story here.. iam 54 now usted to be energetic and good but the lows i hate.. depression is so difficult! Inateresting too recognise myself in your story!
I feel the same way, my highs last longer though, but in terms of the relationships with people, I feel you on that part the most…. The only reason I haven’t given up on myself is because I KNOW that I have true & good intentions & for that reason, I can live with myself. Hopefully that helps you in some way or you read this sometime
Bipolar and seizures run in my family, along with history of severe depression. I am 12, just gotten “out” of depression, hopefully it doesn’t come back as bad as it was. ❤️ to anyone that has the illness, it will balance out if you get help no matter what. ❤️❤️💖💖 stay strong
My advice as a 21 year old who is bipolar and was depressed at your age, (which I definitely came out of) is to just stay positive and enjoy being young and hanging out with your friends, and generally enjoying life. As you get older you will be more level-headed because at around 12 you are very hormonal and it affects your mind. Just don’t EVER do things like stay in bed all day, down yourself, be lazy, etc. If you get depressed start moving and doing something. Be productive and surround yourself with friends and family. Remember that kid, just keep moving.
Thank you for creating this video. It is very informative and easy to follow. I would like it if you mentioned psychotic symptoms often associated with mania, and sometimes with depression.
I definitely relate to the cyclothymia one. I have less highs and the highs are more of a general happiness but also crazy irritation at some points, but suddenly the lows come and they hurt really bad. I haven’t got diagnosed though, so I can’t say for sure.
maybe it's normal to have highs and then lows. Sometimes it can be like issues in your life that hasn't been resolve yet for a long time. Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
This video is extremely helpful and I've sent it to my mom my step-dad and a roommate I'll be moving in with. I'm bipolar type II. There's never a dull moment. 🤣 I'm on meds and I'm becoming my old self again. 💓
This video is really satisfying to me! I finally got mental help and was diagnosed with manic depression, and to see a video that explains what I went through is so relieving. It’s unfortunate but at least I’m not the only one dealing with it
I love learning about mental health a lot! It helps me understand people and even myself. I’m recovering from depression, sh, and suicidal thoughts. After all of it it’s even more clear to me how important and serious mental health is and to look out for others and yourself! Didn’t think I’d make it to the summer but here I am enjoying it. If you are here because you have bipolar disorder or feel it fits you I want to let you know I feel for you and you can make it through the rough and even soffocating parts of it!💗 mabye you feel like you need to end it soon because it’s so hard to make it through each day but it’s not true. Seeking help even for the minor things does help a lot. And don’t feel embarrassed for it it is serious and people really do care. Good luck!
I was diagnosed with bi polar two 4 months ago, they had believed it was just chronic depression and severe anxiety since I was 12 along with that suffering from pill addictions, personality disorders and adhd it was really hard for my therapist to ever pin point why I'd come back with episodes, she profusely apologized that she hadn't thought of it, though she's still my therapist and I love her I'm glad she's been there for me since I was 14 and I thank my psychiatrist for putting me on meds that have completely turned my life around, it's not fun being very homicidal then very depressed. It's really a challenge accepting i was told I have bi polar 2. It feels embarrassing and for me it still kinda feels like it's not real, like I'm just over exaggerating. It's hard to come to acceptance and I hope anyone out there can accept themselves soon, just as I am still doing. Stay strong and if you want to get better remember it's 50% medication 50% you. If medication works for you.
Growing up I was thought to be ADHD and later bipolar (manic/depressive). Hyperactivity (or mania) I've learned recently is one of the signs for phenylketonuria, which up until recently if I understand it right was not widely tested for. There could be many with PKU who are being treated for it with other things.
Im diagnosed with bipolar disorder today. I miss my manic period because it Made me look like a God, but i did get a psychosis afterwards and was hospitalised. Im in a psychiatric institution as we speak recovering from a tough depression
@@chillipesto8417 it’s the medication helping you out ? Hope they let you free soon! Get well and take it easy day at a time soon you will be back home
My best friend has bipolar disorder type 2, he has recently opened up about it and he sent me this video to help me understand him better, it's so sad that there's no cure or treatment, breaks my heart to see one of the dearest person in my life is going through this
I can’t believe in 2020 the stigma that’s associated with bipolar. I was diagnosed after my mother was having manic episodes. It’s nothing to be ashamed of and is a real medical issue. My ex husband use to use it against me whenever I disagreed with him.
i have every symptom for bipolar disorder and i know i should get help and see a doctor about it or something, but my parents say its just hormones because im a teenager, and its completely normal. i have anxiety which makes it really hard for me to ask for help by myself (and its making me anxious that no one will believe me, or think im just looking for attention), i dont know what to do, its just getting worse and worse.
Do you have close friends with you that could accompany you to a psychologist or psychiatrist? Or any support system for that matter if your parents initially refuse to go with you? Though in my humble opinion, your parents are the ones that shall go with you in seeking professional help because once they're there, the psychologist/psychiatrist could talk to them and help them be educated with the kind of illness you would be diagnosed at, plus their presence could be of huge help in providing emotional support during this crisis in your life...
Try to write down all you think when you feel anxiety. Analyze that kind of mind and ask your parents or doctor for help. I have managed to free from bipolar and zyprexa thanks to method I tried to myself. Your mind control what you feel. So if you think about the sad past and it happened very quickly, you will feel sad too. Control your mind when your mind start to remind you about the past. Like this, tell your mind that I don't want to remember that past again. I want to be happy. I fought my mind like that every day until I stop think about it again. Now I become the most happiest person even though I am poor. That is all because I can control my mind to what I want and that make me very happy. I am no longer in depression state. Now I am in a big projects and I am working hard to fulfill my dreams to help a lot of people. Try my method. I hope you stop hurting your self by thinking of suicide. One TIP, when you think about suicide it means that your brain cannot solve the problem you have in the past which make you very sad. It is normal mechanism of fly or fight. So whenever you found yourself have suicidal thought, tell yourself: "Why should I be sad? I should be happy now. I will do things which make me happy. I will help my family. I will help a lot of people." Then start being grateful for what you already have. That's all. Oh yeah, don't forget to pray to Jesus for help against this problem. Jesus made me strong against my mind everyday. Believe me.
My mum said it was just hormones with me. Turned out to be possible cyclothymia and possible personality disorder. You should at the very least, talk to someone about it. There's an organisation called mind that you can go to.
Don't ever listen to anyone except a trained, educated professional in the field of psychology if you ever suspect you are suffering from a serious mental disorder. When I was younger I suffered through a period of extreme stress, anxiety, depression and insomnia, - evidenced by the sudden appearance of dark circles under my eyes - but was told by my Dad to "Get over it". I didn't recognize how serious my situation was, thought I just needed to 'toughen up' but many years later I discovered that I have a serious mental disorder which probably resulted from - or was at least exacerbated by - this period of trauma. Depression is now known to cause actual brain damage and physical changes to how your brain operates. It's perfectly logical to think that damage caused by one disorder can trigger other disorders to occur and if they are not treated, you are in deep shit. NEVER listen to someone who really doesn't know what they're talking about. My life is ruined because I didn't receive some simple treatment way back in 1998 when this problem first arose. There's a good chance a parent will say anything to reassure you that nothing serious is wrong because they know the dollar cost involved in getting professional treatment is high, and they may also just be engaging in wishful thinking. If you KNOW something is not right, GET HELP.
Thank you for explaining the symptoms. The graph helped me a lot. It can sometimes get a little confusing between bipolar 1 and 2 and even borderline. The graph helped put a mental picture in my mind that will help me a lot!
Thanks you literally just described exactly what I’m going through. I’d rather be lit on fire again then go through a tenth of the dark lonely prison retaining thoughts my mind has locked me under. Hour upon hour of research. Many medications maybe that’s just it. I’m unfixable and the only other outcome is not trying anymore. Putting down the torch accepting how cruel this world is as an adult and waiting for peace.
Hey, we care about you. If you want to talk to someone or are experiencing suicidal thoughts, text the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. For international resources, this list (www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html) is a good place to start.
i think i have bipolar, but i don’t know how to be sure, because at the age i am now, my parents would NEVER take me to get anything diagnosed. my parents think that all of my problems are hormones, and that feels horrible, i’m so confused and i’ve been feeling quite depressed recently. i think bipolar fits what i’m feeling recently best.
Then I'd suggest go to a doctor and talk about your feelings and try something that'd stabilize you there's lots of things you can try to help you with bipolar disorder
Have you gone through a Hypomania or Mania episode? If you've not encountered either of those and only encountered Depressive episodes, then it isn't BPAD. Be sure to check to a psychologist as soon as possible; Your questions may be answered the most accurate in that method.
This is the extreme option but If you're in school and tell a counselor that you want to commit suicide they'll be obligated to put you in a psychiatric hospital. It probably won't be ideal but at least you'll be able to get a diagnosis easily without having to go through your parents. That's how I got mine. I hope you find help
I have it. It’s hard to live with. In relationships, women would often really like me when they see my good side, but the problem has been once in a relationship and they see the angry traits and complete mood swings, I become really hard to deal with. When I’m manic I feel a mix of euphoria, anger, and over confidence. When I’m depressed I hate myself, I get emotional, I hate sunlight, and I can’t enjoy anything. In both phases I spend money foolishly because manic I just want “maximum pleasure,” and in depressed state I try to fix it by buying things. Also I’ll be doing great at a job but suddenly can lose all interest and literally not care or even think I’m better than the boss and be totally disrespectful. People don’t understand how hard it can be to be honest.
I agree, I also waste tons of money on stuff that I don't even remember buying in the first place and my parents (I'm a minor) don't get why I do this in the first place. (And don't worry I'm diagnosed by a professional)
It sucks So SO MUCH…I’ve hated myself so much due to this…I’ve wondered why I don’t have any motivation. Why I can’t stop feeling miserable, I never feel motivated. My anxiety never helped. My heart was never moved, when ever I had a manic episode I spend all my money trivial things. I’ve never felt like a human being, I just felt empty. I cried at every thing. I’d get super super angry out of no where. Why can’t I draw just to draw? I never feel happy just hungry…
Thank you so much for the video, I started to suspect myself of being bipolar after struggling with insomnia, but your video has really helped me to know a little better about what bipolar really is
what if you are not? if u r so, that's alright. Acceptance is da first step to recovery. You are a precious soul... Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
I have always described to others, who don’t have or know much about it, that mania feels like someone just dumped a bag of crack in my system. I usually feel mania start during the night, and the intense euphoric rise in my system is undeniable. I now know I won’t sleep at all for days, and then maybe a couple hours a night after the sleep deprivation leads to a collapse of exhaustion. But after those few hours, my brain gets just enough charge to pick up where it left off. I spring out of bed, time to go go go. I have the compulsion to move. I pace the floor back and forth, then outside up and down the street over and over. It can be any time of the day. At night, I search for the moon. My thoughts are racing it’s a tornado in my head. I have to talk talk talk having trouble keeping up. But I can’t stop. If no one is around doesn’t matter. I talk out loud to myself, I laugh and laugh changing subjects left and right. As days go on this pressured speech is exhausting. It’s so chopped up. I tell people things I would never say, and I acknowledge this fact as the words are leaving my mouth. I try to detour, but I’m not in the driver’s seat now. I have to do more than pace. I rearrange and clean, scrubbing things like the floors at 3am. I love it, don’t ever want it to end. I’ve pushed so many people out of my life, there’s only a few anymore. They understand to just let me be when I’m talking like this, pacing the world like this, and scrubbing it clean. Days have turned into weeks now, I’m just so f’in exhausted. Frustration. Anxiety. Anger. Eventually I crash. I don’t necessarily fall into depression following these huge manic episodes, which I have a few times a year. I deal more with moderate depression where I’m irritable and uninterested, along with some mixed states of hypomania. But then I’ll have periods of time when I’m stable. I take a few mood stabilizers, and a benzodiazepine as needed. I cannot take any antidepressants, as they have the opposite effect on me. I’m not ready to try any antipsychotics, yet. And Lithium is not an option for me because I do have a separate seizure disorder. Anyhow, that’s my bipolar story in a nutshell. I’m sorry for leaving such a long drawn out comment. Just remember, bipolar is what we have, not who we are. Addendum: If you’re not a Polar Warrior, check out his RUclips channel “Polar Warriors” Dr. Tracey Marks also has a very informative and helpful channel here on RUclips
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I hate when you’re in a good mood for a while and you’re just waiting for the fall. I always know it’s coming I just don’t know when or how long I’ll be stuck there.
Wow this felt like a personal attack lol.
You know the moment the mood starts to get brittle and the anxiety and lethargy starts to kick in... I'm tired of this shit.
That’s me!
Same.
Jesus does help me out a lot and he can help you too. He loves us ❤️ It can be so hard , I kinda feel numb as I’m typing this even but you are loved ➕
The worst thing is to have bipolar and live without diagnosis thinking everyone is like that. Fun. Trust me.
I was the same till this month.♥️
Oh shiit
Dude I still think that to this day. In denial much
same here
Ikr!!! I'm honestly exhausted of this.
Omg, the amount of people in her complaining about others “self diagnosing” You ever think they’re really hurting and they’re just looking for help.
ikr, i just want answers. I think i may be bipolar but my concerns are brushed off by my GP, i need help and no one wants to give it to me
Or they can't afford good care
i do agree, but i have come across people who just have no idea what they’re talking about and have been like “i don’t know.... i mean i could have anxiety? i could have depression? uhh, maybe i’m bipolar?”
That is so true... everyone with bipolar has suffered including myself and I hope people realize that confusion doesn’t always include claiming a label. Sometimes being confused is just simply being confused.
No. Because we dont care.
Recently I’ve been taking the time to actually learn about my mental illnesses, and it’s really an eye opener to see that all of these symptoms are common with many other people and I’m not the only one. It makes me feel a little less lonely knowing that I’m not fighting alone. Stay strong guys
We think you're awesome, Kitty! We're here cheering for you! 😊
❤️❤️❤️
Lonely. That’s the feeling I hate the most about it
@@ajaisland9100 I can really relate to that. From feb to beginning of this month, I experience long and extreme mania, so many frequent all nighters, so many hours without any human interaction, so many thoughts, so much pain, felt like there was little I could to really express it. Seeking out good friends and fam helped a bit, but I have a feeling a support group would be awesome, need to personally look into that. You’re not alone 🙂
I kept telling my mom I had bipolar 2. For almost 10 years. She would tell me to stop playing victim or blaming something. I finally got my diagnosis this month and she said “I can finally sleep easier. I’m so proud of you. Aren’t you happy you have support?” And I cried that night.
Oy, I'm sorry about that. Hopefully she can be a bit more supportive if you talk to her about it.
i’m really sorry. she may feel guilt that she didn’t believe you/wasn’t there for you, and is trying to redeem herself now. proud of you, hope ur doing well💛
What tests did you do for the diagnosis?
@@widdasiddiq8810 yes I want to know too ! There are some therapists in my country but they either give you medicine or listen to you, and I really need a diagnosis!
She's likely bipolar too
it’s like i’m on crack when i have highs, i’m so crazy and never stop talking
Wow. You sure made me laugh firecracker. Are you high? Like high and by? Or are you like a bot? Just like jog. Or bottler? Lol
This makes some sense now. There’s days where I wake up like you even if I slept like 2 hours
*i act like im on crack 24/7*
I know. Me neither. Never realized how nerve racking I am to be round.
Same as that... I didn't realise until my bf said you sound like I done a line of coke
It's hard having someone say "you were in such a good mood yesterday though, what happened?" What happened is I entered the full on mania stage and I feel like I'm not even real.
Hang tight miss, its a wild ride but we can make it through!
@@btw8775 🖤✨🖤✨🖤
I know what you mean. Although I think I’m a just going through puberty or something lol. But i know how that feels
@@jessica_beck Going through puberty can be the beginning of the manifestation of mental health issues, at least it was for me. Don't worry though, it could just be that coming with age thing. But always be aware of your feelings, and don't bottle them up. If you're ever struggling speak with someone you trust and then go from there. Best wishes 🖤
Bruiser Queen thank you
the biggest thing is not knowing whether or not im truly happy or if i’m just experiencing mania. this conundrum fills me with a deep sense of dread. everyday is hard. everyday.
The worst thing is how I treat people like dirt during a psychotic episode and I try to explain that that wasn't me. I've already burned enough bridges.
I feel that part, but thank god my friend got back in touch w me recently and everything was cleared up
I feel you, I end up hurting my friends when manic and I feel horrible about it, I try to explain, most of them understand, but some are extremely judgmental and treat me like a fucking axe murderer
@@jakethespoopycat gotta count your blessings I guess. I still have my family. I started thinking about all the things I can do now that I'm out of the hospital. There's this freedom I have now which I didn't have at the hospital like a chance to breath fresh air. That's really something
@@sifugurusensei can feel ya
develop more introspection during moods. which leads to more awareness of them. which leads to more freedom from them
I hate that the more I look into bipolar depression the more it relates to me and the more my actions and feelings make more sense.
same like i‘m not even trying to diagnose it myself but this is getting way too specific rn
Agreed
Saaammmeee.
Shut up stop self diagnosing
literally
I'm bipolar 1. It sucksssss, I start meds this week for it. Wish me luck!
I hope your doing well Chad!
How u doin mate?
Did it help?
Jesus loves you.
Update?
To anyone who is bullied into thinking they are fine when you know you aren’t. DO NOT LET PEOPLE hinder you from seeking professional assessment. I lived with this for a VERY LONG TIME and it’s NO WAY to live if you don’t have to. If you feel something is wrong. Something probably is. Might not be BPD but could be something else that has comparable symptoms .
Check out the name on my channel 🙂
He helped me recover from bipolar
Happened to me. Didn’t get support for a year and a half because I was constantly told I’m fine.
❤
Umm, it's a cause of bully?
@@jexycryptogawd8199 who??
does anyone else have these random bursts of total happiness when everything just feels like it’s going to be okay and you just feel no worry at all, they only last a few seconds at most for me; i have been diagnosed with depression but i’ve been experiencing them since middle school, way before i ever experienced depression.
that's exactly how I feel
It’s been a year how are you feeling nowv
I usually try to fight it I’ll feel the happiness but I always try to remind myself it isn’t real it makes the crash down from the high hurt a little less because I was expecting it the whole time the lows tho I haven’t mastered how to ignore
Yes
Although I get we need names for diagnosis, but looking further into the symptoms of bipolar disorders, they seem more like hormonal imbalances to me. If you feel a quick burst of energy of happiness, it could easily be explained by a quick rise in serotonin or testosterone. A lot of environmental factors recently cause a lot of hormonal problems. Problem is, endocrinologists won't bother with mental diagnosis, and psychologists don't know medicine. A psychiatrist only pops pills. But if just 1 person would study the cause of our hormonal issues and link environment to mental health, we could be saved. These "mysterieus mental issues" don't just come out of nowhere. Autism, for one, is most likely caused by mercury in the environment, not just genetica. The mercury changes the DNA and from then on "mental issues" become "hereditary". Explain to me then why there are no older people with autism. I rest my case.
BIPOLAR DISORDER IS A SERIOUS MENTAL DISORDER. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO COPE WITH THE DISEASE.
Vanita Saldanha
No joke
STOP YELLING
Early psychiatric intervention is key in treatment and improving quality of life, almost 70% of patients report good prognosis ✓
Vanita Saldanha it’s not a disease
@@ljinlj maybe she has manic episode?
I hate being bipolar it sucks nobody understands and I’m just a crazy person who is alone. This year it’s so much worse too
Same, I tried to tell my “friend” and she wouldn’t even here me out
@@deonadnell I'm sorry you had to go through that
you're not alone. your family and your friends love you. be strong and go for treatment.
Here too....... it sucks ...
Now I just want to focus on my inner self development.
fr ive f'd up so much crap in my life this year and it's like there's nothing i can do to stop it
My best friend has bipolar disorder and I'm watching these videos to understand and help her with the best I can. Sometimes her words and behaviour hurt me when she's having mood swings but I know she loves me a lot and the hugs that we share solve everything at the end. My dear cupcake, don't know if you're reading this, but I just want you to know that I'm there with you till the end, we're in this together bub.. I love you
Your a good friend then, most don't care tbh
You are the person that everyone with mental illness needs.
Its such a curse. I never know if I am actually getting my life together or if all the positive feelings and hope is just a manic episode that will come crashing down when I come across a trigger. I try so hard but I just get knocked down again every time.
You always get that feeling as if you've cured your depression, and then you realize you were hypomanic for a longer stretch, only to hit depression and validate all the mess and rifts you created.
@@mista589 wow...this is exactly how I've felt all my adult life 😞
This I can relate to.
I feel this comment to my core.
I couldnt agree more. I'm always getting my life back together and thinking wow this is so easy why didnt I do this all along. And then im waking up at 3pm or quitting a job and just feel so stuck that it makes me want to scream. The worst part is everyone thinking that youre just a lazy scumbag that doesnt give a shit when there is sooo many things you want to do in life. Im really glad I read these comments tonight.
Oh God! The amount of people in the comments section like: *I cry sometimes and then I laugh sometimes...AM I BIPOLAR!?* Smh 🤦🏻♀️
yea that is bipolar .
Sometimes I refuse to let myself google things to stop me from selfdiagnosing and overdiagnosing like this. Any random symptom you have can be placed to anything that exsists. Especially if you are a hypochondriac you just shouldnt look up anything that will just feed the fears.
Jesus loves you.
Me too😭
Autism Wizard, everyone cries or laughs sometimes so not unless you are crying or laughing for unknown reasons. If you "never" cry or "never" laugh that could be worse.
im glad you addressed that while mania/hypomania seems fantastic on paper it can be extremely dangerous in practice
I was misdiagnosed w major depressive disorder & generalized anxiety for 2 years, & was rediagnosed w bipolar type 2 along w CPTSD yesterday. Bc of my misdiagnosis I was on a antidepressant for 6 months & it was going great until I came out of my low so it’s super important to get the right diagnosis. :) im now on a mood stabilizer & seeking a therapist specialized w these disorders & feel very hopeful. Just know you’re not alone.
Danielle hi dear CD u avoid oil n salt completely
i just got diagnosed and i really don't know who i am anymore?? i feel like my own personality is a lie
@H. Dinh so sweet of you! ofcourse you can message me anytime
@@fiendemaeyer6067 im years in, done alot of spiritual work, really though personality is a lie anyway, we just are all playing a roll we picked up over the years, "the boyish footballer who likes beer and women",, people be like "oh jim your so lit",, edventually these behaviours are remarked so much that you just get into that role deeply and you become it,,, people get upset when they do or something happens outside of these imposed characteristics, its just not useful to be sold to one thing,, cuz nobody in world is one thing forever so its a plan bound to fail and cause pain ,,, bipolar is a great teacher if you let it,,, if you learn edventually that we feel emotions but dont have to be the emotions then this stuff becomes INTENSELY easier ,, search for the truth with spiritual and psychological teachers about the mind, ,, your doctors will make you sad and make things seem bleak,, dont disregard their practice but there is so much you can do spiritually and psychologically that are not drugs if your willing!
bboyfocused you have no idea how much this means to me and how you’ve opened my eyes! thank you :)
Ill pray for you sweetie. It’s just the devil inside your head don’t worry!!!!
Same😔💔
my mom was struggling with bipolar disorder 1. she killed herself two weeks ago.
I'm sorry for your loss :(
I'm so sorry :(
my deepest condolences; my sympathy goes to you and your family.
Sorry bro, that’s pretty sad, hope you still have a support for yourself
Praying for you
Someone seriously said "oH I hAvE mOoD sWiNgS tOo" yeah that angered me
What's worse is when they tell you "oh just get over it" when you're depressed. That drives me nuts!
I feel you girl
Fking triggering
(By the way...heeey army💜)
@@victorianicoleballos8791 heyy💜
Well there are many causes for mood swings.
@@Speed001 but when I am talking about a DISORDER it's annoying when people think bipolar is only about mood swings. They rElAtE as if it's normal
My cousin has bipolar disorder and unfortunately some of his rash decisions came to bite him back. At times it was scary to witness but my family helped him when they could. Now he's slowly getting back on track with life so I'm happy for him.
The name on my channel helped me recover from bipolar …reach out
One of the most unbearable things about bipolar disorder is having no answers for “why you are sad?” Questiın it is so exhausting to give pp answers
maybe u can try to find a counselor and see if he/she can do a diagnosis. I think it's normal to be sad or angry. BUt idk your situation.
Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
Yeeeees
nature calls, pp answers
@@small_fries7573why did god give him bipolar disorder?
when he said people might believe they have some superpower, that’s literally what i think sometimes. like i think that i have a superpower. and i know that sounds so stupid, but it’s hard for me to distract myself from that.
SAMEEEEE i thought i could see the future lmao and now i wanna dieeeeeeee
My superpower is that people say who im thinking
same, i mean some people do have those types of abilities
Once I had the ability to hear a 3d sound in my head where I couldn't tell that it wasn't real.. but maybe that's unrelated.. I also feel like I could predict the future, I'm sure some of us can.. we're all people and some of us are making certain connections that see trends that most people don't.. there's stuff like autistic savants so..why can't it be a possibility that some bipolar people could predict the future.. I've made up some super grand ideas when I was in college but we're too ambitious to get working on them.. I have a site for the domain name and been thinking about those concepts for like 8 years.. no progress because I'm too disorganized and distracted..
@@runningwithSaul You sound a lot like me.
I almost cried while watching coz they said it's no cure. Now I'm reading the comments crackin up laughing because we're all mental & in this hallucination together. Fuck it. We gone die anyways
Miillie Mesh shut up bitch
Yes queen,lets die fucked up together 👊😔
yea lets.
@@airraan1692 no bitch lol you shut up
@@airraan1692 what's wrong with you what the hell?
I have a sister who has bipolar. She has always been somewhat of a bully, never helps with anything (not even simple stuff as cleaning up dishes after herself) as well as straight up mean to my parents. All my life I thought that she was just always lazy and extremly narcissistic. But after learning about her disorder, so many things finally starts to make sense about her, and her insanlly complicated head
Was just diagnosed with Bipolar 2 today. I feel so elated knowing that now there is a reason why I have extreme mood swings, OCD, and hyperactivity. Now I can finally get treatment and live a better life. :)
demonriko so happy to hear this, all the best
Being bipolar is one thing, bipolar depression is another; I feel generally miserable all day long..all day. I feel like I’m trying to climb out of a black hole filled with apathy, while trying to tune my emotions. When the mania hits I can’t even make rational decisions and I feel like my brain is on auto pilot. UGH.
It's a see saw, that never ends. Triggers mean nothing when your manic, but when, their presented in depression it's like living all your wounds again with another year of baggeg added on.
me too! i genuinely want to leave this earth one day and then have a great day the next. it’s been going on for weeks now on and off. every other day. since this differs from bipolar 1 or 2, i don’t know if that is my diagnosis but i know something is wrong..
I feel happy 80 to 90 percent of the time when I'm around friends, family and coworkers. Super happy guy from the outside but even when I'm "happy" I still feel this feeling in the back of my mind, uncontrolled unfiltered of just anger and the deepest sadness.
I can't stand being alone, I do love myself but I hate so many parts of me.. I think I only feel happy when I'm not paying attention to anything and living in the moment, basically escapism. But at the end of the day when you go to sleep, there is no escape from your thoughts...
Same here
@@taylor0000027 Bless you. Bear hug to you. You sound like someone that was very dear to me.
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and serve psychosis last week. I just started my medication.Wish me luck!
Best of luck. You'll be OK.
Hope you are doing well these days!
This video just saved my life.. my doc has had me on an ssri for 6 months and i havnt been myself the whole time.
Just went to my counselor today, and we talked about Bipolar disorder. I had hit a series of lows and highs and realized I wasn't like everyone else. Its sad to think about, but I guess at the same time it's just something I have to except that I have to live with. Set up an appointment with a doctor, hopefully they can find me physcotherapy, or maybe prescribe some medication which was recomended. It's so nice to see that I'm not the only one with this problem, I wish there was a community of people with bipolar disorder you could almost talk to and dicuss what you are going through. Thank God for youtube though, I thought I was the on e.
Hi. I understand what u are going thru. I’m starting to think I have this disorder. If u do not mind me asking how did it go with a psychotherapist?
I'm way late to this comment but hope your therapy and med regime is going well, I am proud of you. Also there is a bipolar subreddit that is super helpful I suggest you look at it's been very helpful to me :)
I recommend celebrate recovery groups for a safe place to share and be vulnerable about struggles with mental health.
Can you help me
I’m here because I’m a Kanye fan and I’m truly trying to honestly understand his condition.
Its complicated disorder i can tell you. Im bipolar but i can't relate to Kanye, because he seems to have psychotic mania states, and i don't. I have hypomanias wich are kinda like light versions. Kanye obviously has psychotic manias, wich are the worst there is. In that state, its hard to person to see whats real and whats not. When you are on mania, you feel like blessed, when you are not, you feel like cursed. And i don't mean it religion wise.
I think he's just Histronic or NPD if anything. Probably neither. Also APA guidelines prevent therapists from diagnosis people we aren't currently seeing; something others in my field seem to have forgotten. But I agree with you that he's... off
@Melanie Mata Bipolar is really depressing, (I have it) but when I tell you there’s way worse.
@@yesnoyeswait4306 I can relate with him. Especially when he says he's god or a worker of god trying to better mankind. Then I can lose all that feeling and just sink into my bed wanting to not exist the very next day
@@Alaskanman you explained it so well
I literally laugh all night for no reason then I suddenly cry to sleep
Same or when I cry I stop and start to laugh or I feel fine and I start to feel like I’m crazy I dunno
Yeah the last guy I was with thought it was weird that I couldn't stop laughing for no reason
literally same :(
Me af
Same
I told my psychiatrist that I no longer recognized myself, I no longer knew what I was and what the symptoms were, especially because I lived like this for about 16 years before being recently diagnosed, I have bipolar affective disorder type 2. So he said to me: see what the life and behavior of a person who is not bipolar is like. I became thoughtful and reflective, and this made me realize how sick I was. A simple sentence made me understand the entire context of my life, and I've lived with this for so long that I thought it was normal to be like this.
Look into dbt therapy and distancing techniques as a coping skill if that worked well for you. It has helped me out greatly compared to cbt techniques
One that helps me is closing my eyes and trying to look at myself through a future perspective where I’m not feeling as bad as normal and it helps create some distance between you and the strong emotions and thoughts you have
I actually have bipolar disorder and im really glad you made this! Maybe some people understand me if i share this video
I thought I might have this, but when you started going into the details...I think I'm just a moody girl.
Me too 😂
Look up borderline personality disorder. I thought i was bipolar, but i really think i have BPD instead
@@OrchardFox Disorder! Disorder! Seriously?
@@yukadiangelo that's what it's called.
@@OrchardFox ummm thats not what I meant
I'm just trying to understand my friend better, he's bipoler with one of the worst lives I've ever heard.
I'm sorry for anyone who has to experience this, if you ever need help I'm here for you.
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Where are you from??You said so that if u ever need help then contact...This thing has added life into me because no one ever said in last many years,,,So it means God can send anyone as an Angel to support an alone drowning person like me..
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To all the people who might be suffering from this, remember you're not alone. Actually my father had this disease since I was a child and trust me during his manic episodes I used to hate him very much as he was a total different person, until I saw this. I feel guilty after acknowledging that none of those was his fault, it's just what the disease is. Hope all others people out there didn't face problems and their close one do understand them. WE'VE GOT YOUR BACK
We're glad that this video was able to help you understand your father's condition 🙏🏼
Hey...even my father has it now...I need to talk to you please...how can I
My sister suffers from this disease😢 , please ! Can you tell me how to treat your father or how to undergo a course of treatment.??
@@nashwajamal4520 where are you from
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder a few years ago. After my third suicide attempt I started taking my meds and got into college. Now im off my meds and I'd say I'm doing ok. I love my doctors and I feel really comfortable meditating and talking about my ups and highs. My only regret is that, when my doctor told me my diagnosis and he said bipolar I said: pls don't tell me about it, i'm scared that if I know all the details I would look it up and start "mimicking" what I read. I don't know if that makes sense, but now I want to know more.
To everyone dealing with this I send you guys hugs and strenght. It's exhausting but life is worth living. Keep it up, we can do it. ♥
My love is also suffering from this bipolar disease 😔😔..he always try to control his mood fluctuations but it sometimes become difficult to handle it....so he sometimes get very angry...like he can do anything in anger..even he can destroy anyone ...but when he calms down....he is an amazing guy ....he would share everything with me... without any fear...but still he is trying to control his anger for me 😔🙂...I hope my love gets well soon!! I will try my best and will never leave him no matter what! I will help him to deal with his bipolar disease..let's see what happens 🙂
I am in the same situation I hope it gets better soon for you
Can you tell me,when he got diagonsed?what medications he is takingand what were his syptoms?
@Redhead Update can you tell me your sypmtoms?
@Redhead Update can yoi tell about your symptoms?take the help from chruch,brlieve in one God,pray from God and from the Jesus as well....
@Redhead Update hundred percent goid suggestion you gave to us
The fact that I thought mood swings were normal. Like when someone talks bad about me, i feel like i don't care but then i keep thinking about it and my mood would literally go down. I would sleep more,sometimes i would listen to music, I become hyper,it makes me so happy. Do I have bipolar disorder? I used to have depression for 1 year.
you could ask your doctor to diagnose you
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@@runxc4552 ?
@@julliamartins4011 yea I asked my parents but they didn't approve because of what others will think:(
Why am i even commenting. I dont even know you but you can get rid of this by talking about it with someone in person.
I’ve been suffering for so long now, haven’t found anything that helps me yet :/ this is my first time hearing the term “mixed episodes” and I feel like I can finally relate.
Its a dangerous illness. It hurts everytime the mood changes. The hope to live is reducing. Every emotional feeling emphasis all time. And feeling hurts like physical pain. Anger, grief, pain, broken, unreasonable happiness all are part of it. Even can hallucinate certain things like some person is next to you, follows you and criticize you. Hearing some voices when you are in depression. High headache like some stone is kept in your head or someone is pulling your head is a major physical pain. Moreover acting like you are happy and positive in front of others and cries alone, or if you are in anger you shows to yourself, and sometimes to suppress your emotional pain(depression or anger) physical pain helps like scribbling your hand with sharp objects. Most times sucide comes to mind like saviour from all the pain and emotional cocktails, but family and scare of dieing by self resist it. Lack of concentration in work and study, sleeping for long, eating more than you want, cant enjoy any happiness around you coz of the after pain of happiness is hell. Screaming, crying, punching in wall, scribbling in hand, being reckless is all things you remember when someone asks "how was your day". Nothing cant hold you back from the pain. And no one understand what's happening. I know how people who are suffering from like these feels, the hope of one day everything will be alright is the one thing that resist people from self killing. But sad part is no one will ever know what your life was.
While reading this you may think how do i know all these. The fun fact is this is what my life is for the past 7 years. Its been soo long that i have slept peacefully. Even i didnt know when this all started and what was all these. People around me doesn't know it either. Still i dont know is this a treatable one or its common to all, but this is soo hard to handle eavh day passes. Why im writing this now in comment is becoz i dont have anyone now to share this. No body to help or may be its me who dont show my need to others. So while watching this video and reading comment i realized there are people who is like me All Alone handling. so here i am if anybody wants to talk or needs a listener to listen your feelings then can post here. Atleast we can be there for eavh other.
Hey, did you try getting a diagnosis?
Hi, I am having this problem for 4 years, since 2016. I am unable to come out of this caz no one believes me and no one supports me I lost all frnd and alone for months 🥺 i cried while reading this comment I committed suicide 2 times ,don't know why I did like that
ya good?
Hey same relate with my story I really tired lots of time I try to kamit suicide lots of time..I feel very helpless and stucked in situation I listen some voices in my ears lots of time it's very dangerous they said your life is over and get suicide when I am not listen this voice they harm me badly they get heavy in my mind and my mind is not working whatever they say it's very necessary to do it otherwise they become very high voice in ears I am very depressed and my mood are very swings I don't what I do I also consult pysctrist but my case getting so worst ..I am leaving this comment because no one is there to listen me or understand my feelings..
My dad is bipolar, he refused to take his medication and resorted to almost killing himself and my mom many times. He is also addicted to alcohol, which might play a major role in his psychotic behavior. Our family distanced ourselves from him, but I really hope he gets the help he needs.
My dad passed away a few years ago, but we had this situation when I was growing up and had to leave because it was dangerous. Sadly, he never understood his bipolar issues, threw away his meds, and took a very long time to recover from alcoholism. I know he is with the Lord now and am comforted that when we meet again, all will be well.
I'm here since my mom has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder 4 years ago. This is my second time living at my aunt's place for several months due to my mom's manic episodes, that convinces her to stop taking her medication. This leads to some really depressive episodes that can potentially take her life. The people taking care of her tends to send her home too quickly (in the manic stage) which leads to her messing up her medication and yet another depressive episode develops. I found this video to learn more about it, as i'm still not too familiar with it I feel. I'm almost an adult now, and I wanna be able to understand the symptoms so I can help my mother in the future. Thank u for the video :)
Good going girl proud of you
Hope you are doing well
nah man cap :( :)
Avoid oil salt sugar❤
Coming to this video was the best thing I've done all week
..seeing all these comments of people all feeling similar and being able to relate not feeling alone is eye opening
I don’t want to see a therapist or doctor. I’m afraid of what they’re going to tell me and I can’t afford medication or treatment.
The best thing to do is talk to someone you trust. A Parent, a friend, a dog, anything actually! But if you do go to a therapist..well, I guess just try not to worry!
Theres always options, if you do get end up needing medication they will be able to discuss insurance options for different medications, payment plans, or choosing the cheapest place to purchase those medications. Continued therapy is the same, they'll help you select a practice that is the most cost effective for you.
lithium is super cheap
Get yourself on Medicaid. I've gotten really good mental health treatment on Medicaid at no cost.
Irridessa Amore...what symtoms do you have?..can you tell me about your moods?
We've updated this video! Depression is seen in most cases of bipolar disorder but it is not required for a diagnosis. We've also changed the diagnostic criteria from one week to 4 days.
Osmosis thanksssss
Do you add Turkish to translate
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Osmosis what if it is just hour like im hyper the 1hour past im lonely is it still bipolar?
Osmosis love ur videos...expctng more. tqsm
Never thought stress can cause manic, That explains why i try to make my self stressed out in order to get out from depression. This video is really interesting, You made me really get a clear picture of what bipolar really is. Thanks a lot!
Now that’s an epic gamer moment
Ummm what, you have depression?
@@pp-wk2kw I was asking if this comment means that the person have depression, you idiot!
@@pp-wk2kw Infant
@@pp-wk2kw Get a life
I love looking at topics like this above! I makes me understand others around me. I’ve never been diagnosed but I would love to understand others who have this disorder
i have my exams this march and your videos helped me alot .
thankuuuu
I don't remember them giving studying tips?
If that’s all you are worried about, then I admire you 🙄
@@AsfandShahid probably had and exam about bipolar disorder
Can anyone help me? I'm not sure what's up with me. I have severe mood swings they happen quicker then bi polar have described. For instance for about two weeks I've been extremely depressed, yesterday I wanted nothing more to die and saw no point to living and today I'm so elated, this happens a lot every time I'm happy I think that I'm improving, but it changes back all the time and I can not function when I have either. They can happen in one day. I don't think I'm bi polar but can anyone help please?
Hi! You should look up borderline personality disorder. I was misdiagnosed with it before coming to the bipolar disorder diagnosis. Good luck!
PunkyGrace please have a try to talk to psychologist or psychiatrist, they may open your eyes about your condition
Im studying this for my next exam in medical school. Something very tragic is that patients won't seek medical help because they don't want to be labeled for seeing a psychiatrist. However, doing so can literally change and save your life. Even if you find what your correct diagnosis is by watching RUclips videos or even studying off of books, you may still need a prescription and monitoring for the medications you may need. So please please please go see a doctor
Could be rapid cycling variant of bipolar. Look it up and perhaps discuss it with your doctor.
PunkyGrace pray bro I'm the same way and look up bi-polar deliverance prayers
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Feel like this all the time. Just don't like to bother others with my problems 😕
@@firstname7020 why do people fucking care I am a fucking problem
Reading all these comments are heart wrenching knowing how many people are suffering from hellish mood which hurts so much and I know the pain.
it’s affecting my relationships because of my depressive ep:(
You need someone like me who’s grew up with someone who’s had it and can understand and help you.
I feel you.. for me it’s really hard to get out of my depressive episodes even when I know I shouldn’t be sad:/
ye well women tend to love it when I am in mania because of unlimited sexual energy and desire. But when I get depressed is when the breakups happen. Sucks to some extent but now my mania is finally kicking in lets gooo I feel the energy finally after 3-4 months of depression I am ready to fix everything I fucked up again. what a life, these things happen over and over.
same i just f'd up my relationship bc of it :/
Try the ketogenic diet. It's helped my bipolar symptoms a lot
I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 when discharged from the hospital and they never really helped me understand my diagnoses. I’ve been getting treatment for a while since and am doing a lot better, but I recently started to wonder again about it and how it works. This video helped me to understand it a lot and provided a lot of much needed clarity. Thank you.
Thank you so much for this presentation. This made me clearly understand the Bipolar Disorder and the people who have this condition.
I just watched this video because one of my buddies is bipolar and has manic episodes and this has been very helpful and informative. I hope that he is able to find the help that he needs. Currently he is shunning everyone and everything that is connected to him.
We hope our video was able to help, Andrew! 🙏🏼
I was diagnosed with cyclothymia and this video was pure gold when I had to explain my friends what cyclothymia is.
We're glad we could help. Take care, Ann.
I've been taking lithium for 2 years now, never felt better!
Tips to avoid mania/depressions:
- Be truthful/honest and open minded to the people around you about everything
For mania only:
- Remember that you might Think you're right, sometimes, you're really not - Start doubting yourself!
Get an ekg
Blessed is the mind too small for doubt.
I’ve been doing a lot of reading and research on bipolar disorder (BP2 specifically) and it makes so much more since to me than the depression I’ve been diagnosed with. I was started on Zoloft and it’s like I just went down hill from there. This video helped me to put into words to my psychiatrist what I’ve been feeling.
Yes!!!! Omg Zoloft is where it started
Avoid salt absolutely nd oil
Just to add my experience: I'd have some days where I am so low that I know I need help, but I don't have the energy to do so. But then I'll have my manic episodes where I feel happy and powerful and don't think I need any help, it was a deadly cycle. Finally, I am on Lamotrigine and am getting better, slowly.
It still confuses me, at times I get so happy, then suddenly I want to lie down and die.
My parents says it’s mood swings and it’s nothing serious, I don’t know tbh
I don't have bipolar, but I can confirm manic episodes can make you feel like you are unable to sleep, really REALLY happy. I once had a manic episode so bad that I had to be hospitalized because I couldn't sleep for 3 days and hallucinating because of it ( I thought a tissue box was a freaking pokemon ) or even stop moving, leading to hurting others. ( Edit: I was 12 when these manic episodes started, I'm 13 now. )
You don’t have bipolar so what do you have then and what caused you manic ?
Lol
That is not manic or anything. It is called childhood. When you are a child, you can make anything fly. I used to fly pigs in the family farm. I was so happy.
@@machiavellianos um no that’s literally mania💀 not sleeping for 3 days, feeling unnaturally way too hyper and happy, hallucinating thats full blown mania right there
@@elyousfi5661 people without bpd can still experience mania but its usually from tramatic events or not taking care of yourself like staying up too late or using too much stims
This video explained my entire life. Was just recently diagnosed
How are you feeling now? Are you on meds? I am struggling, myself.
Bipolar disorder is rough and I really admire anyone struggling with that
Thank you, that comment means alot yeah it can be rough but most of us are OK, I hope 😔😔😔😔
I agree. Love this comment.
My mood changes constantly in a day...
One moment I'll be so hyper, energetic & happy.
The next moment I'll be overthinking, sad, cry (sometimes without a reason).
I don't even know what's going on with me anymore :)
1 year? I have extreme mood swings I cry and then feel happy and laugh in a matter of a while. Like in a day I’m happy in the morning, angry all day and sad and crying at night
sounds pretty normal to me, especially if you're a teenager. I'm on bipolar meds and still have days like this because these aren't symptoms of bipolar, just hormones lol but yeah it said in a year becomes mania (the happy part) lasts at least a week, usually more, and its not just happy. its delusional, rapid speech and thinking, thinking you're a literal genius, etc. and the depression is crippling and for at least two weeks, in my case its usually like 3-4 months. so not, it can't change in just a day, that's just hormones.
Then you don't have nothing its just emotions
what is your date of birth
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@@patrickliterallymebateman9892 I am trying to understanding astrology and numerology deeply. For my own research I am asking.
i could never tell the difference between mood swings and bipolar.... now i feel more educated 🙏🏽
Its hard to be with someone who suffers from bipolar ... but what i will say is that i will love her for who she is .
Great overview! Didn't talk about irritable mood, which is a common part of the picture for both depression and for (hypo)mania. The schematic drawing the ups and downs is especially effective. Also important to mention "Other Specified bipolar and related disorders" -- most common version, and still can be highly impairing. The data are not clear about SSRIs triggering hypomania or "switch." More information about psychotherapy and lifestyle changes would be spiffy, too. Overall, super-impressed by all the info packed into 7 min! Bravo!!
If anyone else is here because they are trying to understand bipolar disorder or find support. I a very severe form of bipolar I wasn’t diagnosed until a few years ago. I was afraid of the side effects of medication. After I spent a year I in full psychosis and got run over by a car I realized my disease is potentially fatal without medication. I have been doing well since 2017. I now vlog about my experiences with my disease. But I do want to say I lost years and years of my life to this disease and I spent years undiagnosed thinking everything I had done while manic was my fault when it wasn’t. I hope anyone out there blaming themselves knows it’s not your fault.
This channel is phenomenal! This is literally getting my through my psychiatric DNP. Thank you!
I think I might be bipolar. My parents definitely have untreated mental illnesses from untreated trauma and have scarred their kids through their coping mechanisms. I used to have longer highs when I was a kid but have more frequent lows as an adult and am honestly just tired of going to war every day. My moods shift so fast that I’ve given up on having any meaningful friendship with anyone out of fear that they find out how messed up I am. Don’t know what this is but some part of me wants to keep going.
Avoid oil sugar salt ❤
Do connect will get u the cure u need tailor made as every individual is different with regard to his environment
Same story here.. iam 54 now usted to be energetic and good but the lows i hate.. depression is so difficult! Inateresting too recognise myself in your story!
I feel the same way, my highs last longer though, but in terms of the relationships with people, I feel you on that part the most…. The only reason I haven’t given up on myself is because I KNOW that I have true & good intentions & for that reason, I can live with myself. Hopefully that helps you in some way or you read this sometime
Bipolar and seizures run in my family, along with history of severe depression. I am 12, just gotten “out” of depression, hopefully it doesn’t come back as bad as it was. ❤️ to anyone that has the illness, it will balance out if you get help no matter what. ❤️❤️💖💖 stay strong
My advice as a 21 year old who is bipolar and was depressed at your age, (which I definitely came out of) is to just stay positive and enjoy being young and hanging out with your friends, and generally enjoying life. As you get older you will be more level-headed because at around 12 you are very hormonal and it affects your mind. Just don’t EVER do things like stay in bed all day, down yourself, be lazy, etc. If you get depressed start moving and doing something. Be productive and surround yourself with friends and family. Remember that kid, just keep moving.
@Bradley
Thank you for the advice! I’ll start doing it to stay better ^^
Chingа Cheetah good luck 👍🏻
Thank you! That means a lot ^^
I wish you the best:) I hope you don’t have to deal with the lows as much!!! 💖please stay positive 😊
Thank you for creating this video. It is very informative and easy to follow. I would like it if you mentioned psychotic symptoms often associated with mania, and sometimes with depression.
I feel like shit all the time but when I feel good I FEEL GOOD LIKE I COULD DO ANYTHING
So
Omg so true
I definitely relate to the cyclothymia one. I have less highs and the highs are more of a general happiness but also crazy irritation at some points, but suddenly the lows come and they hurt really bad. I haven’t got diagnosed though, so I can’t say for sure.
maybe it's normal to have highs and then lows. Sometimes it can be like issues in your life that
hasn't been resolve yet for a long time.
Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
For me I’m generally happy or sometimes feel like I could anything. Then randomly I feel sad and it hurts, for at least a hour.
This video is extremely helpful and I've sent it to my mom my step-dad and a roommate I'll be moving in with. I'm bipolar type II. There's never a dull moment. 🤣 I'm on meds and I'm becoming my old self again. 💓
This video is really satisfying to me! I finally got mental help and was diagnosed with manic depression, and to see a video that explains what I went through is so relieving. It’s unfortunate but at least I’m not the only one dealing with it
What video
I’m worried i might have this but i will definitely need to go to a specialist to see (don’t self-diagnose people)
I don't self diagnose but I think I might have it bc my brother does and I have most of the symptoms, but I'm too scared to open up about it
@@violeteve6536 its very possible you do, the best thing to do is open up about it so you’re not uncertain
@@fatimamuhammad8255 I'm having a doctors appointment next thursday
Exactly .... Same my situation is...💔
I love learning about mental health a lot! It helps me understand people and even myself. I’m recovering from depression, sh, and suicidal thoughts. After all of it it’s even more clear to me how important and serious mental health is and to look out for others and yourself! Didn’t think I’d make it to the summer but here I am enjoying it. If you are here because you have bipolar disorder or feel it fits you I want to let you know I feel for you and you can make it through the rough and even soffocating parts of it!💗 mabye you feel like you need to end it soon because it’s so hard to make it through each day but it’s not true. Seeking help even for the minor things does help a lot. And don’t feel embarrassed for it it is serious and people really do care. Good luck!
You rock! 😎🥰🤩
Thank you ☺
I was diagnosed with bi polar two 4 months ago, they had believed it was just chronic depression and severe anxiety since I was 12 along with that suffering from pill addictions, personality disorders and adhd it was really hard for my therapist to ever pin point why I'd come back with episodes, she profusely apologized that she hadn't thought of it, though she's still my therapist and I love her I'm glad she's been there for me since I was 14 and I thank my psychiatrist for putting me on meds that have completely turned my life around, it's not fun being very homicidal then very depressed. It's really a challenge accepting i was told I have bi polar 2. It feels embarrassing and for me it still kinda feels like it's not real, like I'm just over exaggerating. It's hard to come to acceptance and I hope anyone out there can accept themselves soon, just as I am still doing. Stay strong and if you want to get better remember it's 50% medication 50% you. If medication works for you.
Growing up I was thought to be ADHD and later bipolar (manic/depressive). Hyperactivity (or mania) I've learned recently is one of the signs for phenylketonuria, which up until recently if I understand it right was not widely tested for. There could be many with PKU who are being treated for it with other things.
Omfg imagine them prescribing you adderall that would make you go into full blown mania💀
Im diagnosed with bipolar disorder today. I miss my manic period because it Made me look like a God, but i did get a psychosis afterwards and was hospitalised. Im in a psychiatric institution as we speak recovering from a tough depression
Hang in there everything gone be fine 💪🏽 how long have u been hospitalized for ?
@@tonecapone3931 I am now in the hospital for 3 months and the law forces me to do 2 more...
@@chillipesto8417 it’s the medication helping you out ? Hope they let you free soon! Get well and take it easy day at a time soon you will be back home
@@tonecapone3931 Yes the medication stabilizes me. And thanks for encouraging me. Are you bipolar yourself?
@@chillipesto8417 no I’m not but my gf is just found out she having a manic episode ,trying my best to help her out n others
My best friend has bipolar disorder type 2, he has recently opened up about it and he sent me this video to help me understand him better, it's so sad that there's no cure or treatment, breaks my heart to see one of the dearest person in my life is going through this
You can help him out with this disease with herbal medicine which are use to cure myself two
I can’t believe in 2020 the stigma that’s associated with bipolar. I was diagnosed after my mother was having manic episodes. It’s nothing to be ashamed of and is a real medical issue. My ex husband use to use it against me whenever I disagreed with him.
i have every symptom for bipolar disorder and i know i should get help and see a doctor about it or something, but my parents say its just hormones because im a teenager, and its completely normal. i have anxiety which makes it really hard for me to ask for help by myself (and its making me anxious that no one will believe me, or think im just looking for attention), i dont know what to do, its just getting worse and worse.
Do you have close friends with you that could accompany you to a psychologist or psychiatrist? Or any support system for that matter if your parents initially refuse to go with you? Though in my humble opinion, your parents are the ones that shall go with you in seeking professional help because once they're there, the psychologist/psychiatrist could talk to them and help them be educated with the kind of illness you would be diagnosed at, plus their presence could be of huge help in providing emotional support during this crisis in your life...
Try to write down all you think when you feel anxiety. Analyze that kind of mind and ask your parents or doctor for help. I have managed to free from bipolar and zyprexa thanks to method I tried to myself. Your mind control what you feel. So if you think about the sad past and it happened very quickly, you will feel sad too. Control your mind when your mind start to remind you about the past. Like this, tell your mind that I don't want to remember that past again. I want to be happy. I fought my mind like that every day until I stop think about it again. Now I become the most happiest person even though I am poor. That is all because I can control my mind to what I want and that make me very happy. I am no longer in depression state. Now I am in a big projects and I am working hard to fulfill my dreams to help a lot of people. Try my method. I hope you stop hurting your self by thinking of suicide. One TIP, when you think about suicide it means that your brain cannot solve the problem you have in the past which make you very sad. It is normal mechanism of fly or fight. So whenever you found yourself have suicidal thought, tell yourself: "Why should I be sad? I should be happy now. I will do things which make me happy. I will help my family. I will help a lot of people." Then start being grateful for what you already have. That's all. Oh yeah, don't forget to pray to Jesus for help against this problem. Jesus made me strong against my mind everyday. Believe me.
My mum said it was just hormones with me. Turned out to be possible cyclothymia and possible personality disorder. You should at the very least, talk to someone about it. There's an organisation called mind that you can go to.
Yeah. Same! Its happening to me as well and im quite afraid. Idk what to do
Don't ever listen to anyone except a trained, educated professional in the field of psychology if you ever suspect you are suffering from a serious mental disorder. When I was younger I suffered through a period of extreme stress, anxiety, depression and insomnia, - evidenced by the sudden appearance of dark circles under my eyes - but was told by my Dad to "Get over it". I didn't recognize how serious my situation was, thought I just needed to 'toughen up' but many years later I discovered that I have a serious mental disorder which probably resulted from - or was at least exacerbated by - this period of trauma. Depression is now known to cause actual brain damage and physical changes to how your brain operates. It's perfectly logical to think that damage caused by one disorder can trigger other disorders to occur and if they are not treated, you are in deep shit. NEVER listen to someone who really doesn't know what they're talking about. My life is ruined because I didn't receive some simple treatment way back in 1998 when this problem first arose. There's a good chance a parent will say anything to reassure you that nothing serious is wrong because they know the dollar cost involved in getting professional treatment is high, and they may also just be engaging in wishful thinking. If you KNOW something is not right, GET HELP.
Thank you for explaining the symptoms. The graph helped me a lot. It can sometimes get a little confusing between bipolar 1 and 2 and even borderline. The graph helped put a mental picture in my mind that will help me a lot!
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Thanks you literally just described exactly what I’m going through. I’d rather be lit on fire again then go through a tenth of the dark lonely prison retaining thoughts my mind has locked me under. Hour upon hour of research. Many medications maybe that’s just it. I’m unfixable and the only other outcome is not trying anymore. Putting down the torch accepting how cruel this world is as an adult and waiting for peace.
Hey, we care about you. If you want to talk to someone or are experiencing suicidal thoughts, text the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. For international resources, this list (www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html) is a good place to start.
Well damn
I feel you 😪
i think i have bipolar, but i don’t know how to be sure, because at the age i am now, my parents would NEVER take me to get anything diagnosed. my parents think that all of my problems are hormones, and that feels horrible, i’m so confused and i’ve been feeling quite depressed recently. i think bipolar fits what i’m feeling recently best.
Then I'd suggest go to a doctor and talk about your feelings and try something that'd stabilize you there's lots of things you can try to help you with bipolar disorder
Have you gone through a Hypomania or Mania episode? If you've not encountered either of those and only encountered Depressive episodes, then it isn't BPAD.
Be sure to check to a psychologist as soon as possible; Your questions may be answered the most accurate in that method.
This is the extreme option but If you're in school and tell a counselor that you want to commit suicide they'll be obligated to put you in a psychiatric hospital. It probably won't be ideal but at least you'll be able to get a diagnosis easily without having to go through your parents. That's how I got mine. I hope you find help
@@lovelypairofscissors wait really? how long did you stay in the hospital for?
@@sophiew4424 3 weeks outpatient
Thx for helping me learn more about it and so I can tell my siblings how I deal with it
I have it. It’s hard to live with. In relationships, women would often really like me when they see my good side, but the problem has been once in a relationship and they see the angry traits and complete mood swings, I become really hard to deal with. When I’m manic I feel a mix of euphoria, anger, and over confidence. When I’m depressed I hate myself, I get emotional, I hate sunlight, and I can’t enjoy anything. In both phases I spend money foolishly because manic I just want “maximum pleasure,” and in depressed state I try to fix it by buying things. Also I’ll be doing great at a job but suddenly can lose all interest and literally not care or even think I’m better than the boss and be totally disrespectful. People don’t understand how hard it can be to be honest.
I agree, I also waste tons of money on stuff that I don't even remember buying in the first place and my parents (I'm a minor) don't get why I do this in the first place.
(And don't worry I'm diagnosed by a professional)
It sucks So SO MUCH…I’ve hated myself so much due to this…I’ve wondered why I don’t have any motivation. Why I can’t stop feeling miserable, I never feel motivated. My anxiety never helped. My heart was never moved, when ever I had a manic episode I spend all my money trivial things. I’ve never felt like a human being, I just felt empty. I cried at every thing. I’d get super super angry out of no where. Why can’t I draw just to draw? I never feel happy just hungry…
How do you feel now?
*Its a sign of a great mind that can hold two contradictory ideas at the same time*-Aristotle
We never invented Xanex and Handguns
- Also Aristotle
Thank you so much for the video, I started to suspect myself of being bipolar after struggling with insomnia, but your video has really helped me to know a little better about what bipolar really is
what if you are not? if u r so, that's alright. Acceptance is da first step to recovery.
You are a precious soul...
Wish u accept Jesus Christ as your Savior so u can go to heaven after this life. God doesn't expect you to be perfect nor sinless. He just wants u to believe in Him as your Savior for your sins so u can go to heaven after this life.
I have always described to others, who don’t have or know much about it, that mania feels like someone just dumped a bag of crack in my system.
I usually feel mania start during the night, and the intense euphoric rise in my system is undeniable. I now know I won’t sleep at all for days, and then maybe a couple hours a night after the sleep deprivation leads to a collapse of exhaustion. But after those few hours, my brain gets just enough charge to pick up where it left off. I spring out of bed, time to go go go.
I have the compulsion to move. I pace the floor back and forth, then outside up and down the street over and over. It can be any time of the day. At night, I search for the moon. My thoughts are racing it’s a tornado in my head. I have to talk talk talk having trouble keeping up. But I can’t stop. If no one is around doesn’t matter. I talk out loud to myself, I laugh and laugh changing subjects left and right. As days go on this pressured speech is exhausting. It’s so chopped up. I tell people things I would never say, and I acknowledge this fact as the words are leaving my mouth. I try to detour, but I’m not in the driver’s seat now.
I have to do more than pace. I rearrange and clean, scrubbing things like the floors at 3am. I love it, don’t ever want it to end.
I’ve pushed so many people out of my life, there’s only a few anymore. They understand to just let me be when I’m talking like this, pacing the world like this, and scrubbing it clean.
Days have turned into weeks now, I’m just so f’in exhausted. Frustration. Anxiety. Anger. Eventually I crash.
I don’t necessarily fall into depression following these huge manic episodes, which I have a few times a year. I deal more with moderate depression where I’m irritable and uninterested, along with some mixed states of hypomania. But then I’ll have periods of time when I’m stable.
I take a few mood stabilizers, and a benzodiazepine as needed. I cannot take any antidepressants, as they have the opposite effect on me. I’m not ready to try any antipsychotics, yet. And Lithium is not an option for me because I do have a separate seizure disorder.
Anyhow, that’s my bipolar story in a nutshell. I’m sorry for leaving such a long drawn out comment.
Just remember, bipolar is what we have, not who we are.
Addendum: If you’re not a Polar Warrior, check out his RUclips channel “Polar Warriors”
Dr. Tracey Marks also has a very informative and helpful channel here on RUclips
Just got diagnosed today, it’s a weird feeling… for so long I’ve told myself that something was just wrong with me and I had to try harder.