I just listen to this song and there is so much I can relate to . Me and my wife got married in 2005 and after 6 years we were still without a child. So we had ourselves checked out and found out both my wife tubes were servery blocked and the doctor told her she might not able to have a baby naturally only IV will help. We had the IV done in 2011 and she became pregnant and everything was going well until 19 wks she had a miscarriage. It was devastating for both of us. Being Christians it really tested our faith , she even told me its fine if I wanted to leave her. By the way we had already gotten a name for the baby Levi. We did IV again with the remaining eggs only thing this time no pregnancy. More heartache. We did alot of praying for direction and we decided to take a vacation to relax our minds. in Dec of 2011 we had sex and she told me " I can feel the sperms going up my tubes" I gave her a nice polite smile but I was like oh my she is losing her mind. A few weeks after she missed her period and when we did a pregnancy test she was pregnant, what a christmas gift! We went to a good dr. and had good care and in August 2012 , we had our Princess Emma Grace! Healthy and beautiful . To God be the glory. Now today Feb 18, 2016 we are expecting princess number 2 next month end. Never been back to check any tubes or anything . Just Thankful . we await Emily Faith ! I pray and hope that God will touch everyone that need a baby right now and miracles be fulfilled.
Just here watching and listening to this song as I cry myself to sleep. I don't know my tomorrow buh I think am owk if my husband desyds to leave me for a fruitful woman. As long as he receives the blessing he needs 😔
Took my husband and I 11 years for it to happen. We tried clomid with no luck. I finally got pregnant, No intervention. We now have a 3 year old and 9 month old. Never give up!!
Happy mothers day to those who never had the chance to meet their Angel's, you're still valid & you're just as important as those who have a living child. ❤
i wish i had one. All of you that have a family cherish it because there's most of us roaming the earth wishing we had that. Yes we laugh at all times but in our rooms we silently cry to do the same thing each day, year, every moment that we are alone and we see a family outside of our windows.
So I just found this song and I'm crying because I was gonna be a parent and at 1st I was scared then finally when I hoped and picked out names and everything I got hit in the stomach and got my period a week latter I hope my baby lives happy where ever they may be and I would never wish this pain onto anyone❤
43 and still no baby.. millions of us out there. I never pray to be the next. I never beg for it to be me. I know others want just as much as I. So I just pray and tell god, what ever is his will. If it's not mine then please give a women a baby somewhere. So yeh I pray for you to.. God bless all us childless women. ❤
💔 Infertility drains out your soul and the journey is a roller coaster, hopefully one day we will have our little baby ❤ Update: Never lose faith. Im now pregnant and Its A Girl!! Couldn't be happier! Miracles do happen!
After fighting with infertility for six years we finally conceived through IVF😢😢 this song really relates to us fertility fighter ❤❤ my due date in early July.. pray for me ❤❤
My wife Sarah and I have tried for years, IUIs and we were blessed on you first IVF and we are expecting Nov 18, 2018. Thank you to all the doctors involved.
I used to listen to this song and get so depressed and cry every single time 10 years ago. I was fighting pcos and never could conceive. Now I’m a mother of 2 boys. Don’t get discouraged don’t give up!
After 35 years ACHING to be a mother, 1 still-born son, 3 miscarriages, infertility, no living children and 2 failed adoptions my husband and I are still no closer to having living kids in our arms My heart breaks for those still giving everything to here the words "Mom". I know what you are going through. So many thoughts prayers and hugs.
2 years ttc just got diagnosed with pcos. I feel so lost. Every time I see a baby or pregnant woman breaks my heart even more. I won't give up until I get the gift of motherhood.
K L I got pregnant and lost my son from a wreck he lived 7 mins and now 5 years later they deemed me infertile from unexplained causes I took so many meds and nothing I feel like my only chance was taken from me. I have given up. I pray you have a baby soon. ❤️
Here I am 5 years after I found this song and still haven't been able to conceive and still relating to this song like no other song I have ever heard...hoping that everyone who feels the same gets a happy ending they deserve💖
No one will ever know how much this song makes me cry! I feel like an absolute failure as a woman because I am Infertile... I can’t handle when people tell me about my options anymore ... I know they’re trying to be nice but it’s not the same and they just don’t get it
I started trying at age 22. I thought I’d be a mom before 25. Than we went through 8 years of failed infertility attempts. Than my ex cheated again and his double life all came unraveling, and he abandoned our marriage. Blamed my depression. I fell into a manic depression from the long years of infertility treatments and the shock and pain he caused after going through everything else he added to it. Than I met and married a once in a lifetime man after my ex walked away, but than we suffered two miscarriages. One was a baby girl we were going to name Lucy. Now at age 36! 14 years later, I am finally preparing to meet my baby girl, my miracle baby who I have been waiting forever for for 14 long years, due March 12. ❤️ I have no words.... it’s surreal.
I went 8 years with this feeling of emptiness because it never happened. I tried everything. I remember listening to this song on my really bad days. I never thought it would happen. I am now 26 weeks pregnant with my miracle son ♡ it happened by surprise I wasnt trying at all. But I was in a better place mentally and now I truly believe that everything is in gods hands. He wanted to prepare me to be the great mother I will be. Also my child is going to be amazing so he took some extra time making sure he was perfect before it was time for us to meet. I cant wait until november 27th. ♡♡♡♡
Keep trying everyone!!! After 3 years of trying me and my wife went to the dr and he told me that it was slim to none and we kept trying and she 35 weeks pregnant now 5 years after trying. I was angry with my life and god and was going threw a lot. I caused problems for my marriage thinking crazy!! Being a man it broke me but somehow I didn't give up and I'm close to tears writing this. All I can say is huge your love one close at night and don't give up please.
I first heard this song over a decade ago. Struggled with infertility, had a miscarriage, and never thought I'd ever become a mom. Now in 2022 I am the proud mom of 9 year old triplets and a 4 year old bonus, all my rainbows. Today was my first time listening to this song in over a decade and still bawled like a baby! I will never forget that journey to get to where I am today!I am so blessed that God to a change on me and blessed me with my four children!
I used to love listenin to this song when i was in an abusive marriage n crying to God for a child. I am now divorced n with no child yet buh i thank God i got peace ❤️🙏
I fought infertility for 7 years! We tried everything (medications and surgeries). One day we just said we’re doing trying. Months later, we got our miracle then a year after we received our 2nd miracle!! Never give up. Never lose hope!
After 10 years of trying finnaly I got pregnant at the age of 33. Almost did die for it (lost blood on delivery)but my baby's here and we're both doing well. I finnaly brought my dream to life.
since 2009.... IUI, then ICSI.... now I know I can never have a child of my own.... we are 2017 now, tryed for years, hormons: they killed me, but this songs still make me feel a lot less lonely, Thanks for that....... Now they want to try with donation of eggs.... Yes, I want to take that step, I would die for that... But now I want some rest first.... I'm so tired....
I found this song 16 years ago. It still tears me to pieces. For some people, there is no happy ending. All the "I waited 12 years, then it happened... just wait and it will happen for you" is BS. Those comments are hurtful. It doesn't work that way for MOST people, the rest of us just get silenced when we try to tell the truth. If you're having true extended inferility, probably your dream will never come true. I feel for you, I feel for me. I would still die for that, and worse, I sold my body to a mixture of hormones that will likely kill me early with cancer. So, I will probably die for the chance, but didn't get a family out of it. If I could go back, I wish someone had presented reality to me, harsh, but real.
My husband and I tried for 7 years to have a child. I would listen to this song over & over again and cry. We adopted a newborn baby last month. I just listened to this song again for the first time since adopting and was holding my baby in my arms. I cried still but this time happy tears. I may not have been able to physically get pregnant and give birth but I'm finally a mom and in that I consider myself a success story.
I have never cried so hard by simply listening to a song before. My husband and I are in our 3rd year trying to have our first baby. I have pcos and don't ovulate, he has a worse than low count...can't afford ivf, and losing just a little more hope everyday...thank you for this song it is beautiful and so true. My heart goes out to all experiencing the pain of infertility. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
Miracles happen! I used to listen to this song over, and over again during the 4 years my husband, and I tried to conceive. My little girl is now fixing to turn 6! God is good! Believe that you have already received answers to your prayers, and praise him for it! Only the devil will tell you you cant! I even went on to foster after having her and I loved those kiddos just as much! So never give up on your dream of having a family! Hugs, and God Bless!
ANGELA DEMOSS I was in the same boat as you. We adopted a little boy and then we found out we were having a baby after 6 years of struggling. He will be 6 in November. Miracles do happen.
Same here. I listened to this song so much. Cried and cried to it night after night. Then was blessed with my first baby. A while later I met someone who was struggling to conceive as well. She had fertility treatments that failed. I remembered this song and sent it to her. Her daughter is 1 now.
I used to listen to this after a miscarriage and failed fertility treatments, and just bawl my eyes out. I now have a 13, 12 and 9 year old. My heart goes out to those Mamas in waiting and those who will Mother in other ways. 😭❤️
Such a powerful and emotional song for those struggling with infertility! I cry every time I hear this song. My husband and I have been TTC for 9 years. Starting to lose hope.
Just read your comment and I need to say: Miracles can happen. My sister and her husband tried for over 10 years. (The first two years without medical help.) And to be honost I gave up on them and expected that they would stay childless. But they got their miracle and now have a healthy 2-year old son. I hope you'll get your miracle.
i had a miscarriage at 17 but i am 20 with a beautiful baby boy and a baby girl due july 4th 2019 my sonm will be a year old he was my miracle at 19 i was told i couldnt bare children but with the grace of god i had a beautiful baby boy December 16th at 7:35v pm
I've been thinking about this song, before I had my first child I used to listen to it on repeat and just cry & cry, that was years ago! It took me a while to find it again but it still affects me just as strongly. Now I'm sitting here bawling and I need to go hug my babies.
Great song. My husband and I have tried 5 years. Had 3 IUI and 1 IVF. Want a baby so bad. I thank God for all of our blessings but I want a sweet baby.
Wow this song really hits hard i jus found out my bany i carried for almost 4 months there was no heart beat at my ultrasound appt..im now waiting for surgery but i have pictures and know god had other plans may my lil one r.i.p. my heartaches im a complete mess and this song is exactly what i needed...may my lil bambino watch over us and may god bless us with another babes soon..Completly heartbroken and at a loss of words
I been married 13 year I have a daughter (3 years old) took us 8 years to conceive 5 ius and 3 ivf please if you are reading this because you are sad and want to give up DON'T GIVE UP!!!! There was many times I almost did but I knew in my heart that I was born to be a mommy and it was worth the wait, the pain and the struggle. Faith + a little science ❤️
I came across your music sitting on the counter of my dentists office Your dad‘s office !!! Love your real life heart & soul touching words put into such a beautiful melody with a voice that is magical to my ears Thank you Kellie for sharing your life with us all 💜🙏💜
Listening to this song, my heart break a little every time. Been married for almost 11 years and still trying 😭 ...is harder when you have family or friends that get married years after you and already on there 2nd or 3rd kids. I would die for that 😰
Lolli Heartt awww stay strong love I been there before after year's of praying I finally had a baby boy it happened when I least expected it god is faithful only believe.
This song touches a place in my heart that I try so hard to seal up, and it just rips down every wall that is there and a fresh flood of tears spill out of my heart everytime it plays. I feel as though I am so alone sometimes, as though the emptiness inside has never been felt by anyone else. I have PCOS that has for the past 1.5yrs of ttc just stood in front of every attempt my husband and I have made to conceive.
I first heard this song 10 years ago. It spoke to the heartbreak I felt. Here I am on the other side but a bit of the pain is still there. it cut deep. I hope all who connect with this song will have their dreams come true.
I have 2 children (Girl's) i had my first at 16, and 2nd at 20. I also had an aboortion, I regret. children are a gift from god, and I'm so sorry for the women that can't have children. keep praying, and remember theres always children that would love to be adopted.
My infertility miracle baby was born on April 28th, 2014.\ at 22w 5 days gestation. On May 14th, 2014 I had to give my angel back to God. I don't understand a lot of things and the pain in losing him is at times unbearable. I, too, would Die just to hear my little boy say I Love You Mama. Praying God gives me another miracle child to help mend my broken heart.
I'm an adoptive mom (twice) and I want to say THANK YOU to all the birthmoms out there who chose life for their children. I am SO BLESSED by two teenage girls' decisions not to kill their babies. I love these boys. CHOOSE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8 months ago my ex fiance got drunk, crashed her car and killed my unborn daughter this is a hard fathers day for me daddy loves u brexly Anne u r always in my heart and on my mind
Its so hard for me to listen to this song without bawling my eyes out, but at the same time time it gives me hope because I know that Kelley now has a family. I hope I too am blessed with children. I've had two miscarriages one most recently in August. My heart is broken. The words to this song sum up so well how I feel. I'd give up anything I've got just to hear "I love you mom"
in 2011 i suffered a devestating loss at 20 weeks pregnant with a baby boy heard this song after ward made me cry 6 months later conceived again now my son is almost 4 love this song
5 miscarriages $20, 000 (+) in fertility 7 foster kids 1 failed adoption 9years of heartbreak We were blessed with our beautiful daughter in April and finialized our adoption in September. This is an amazing song!
i cry everytime i hear this song. ive been trying for so many years for hear the words mommy and be able to answer. i lost both my sons at birth and i pray people understand that what they have is truly a gift, that there are women and couples everyday begging god for what they take for granted. god bless u all
Just beautiful. Ten years of infertility--three miscarriages, fertility drugs, three surgeries--and we finally have our precious daughter, now 13 months old, thanks to our wonderful surrogate and friend. I thank you for putting this out there so that maybe more people can understand.
At 18 I found out that I have pcos then at 23 discovered I only have the right ovary and that the cysts had left bad scars on it. me and my partner were devastating when doctors told us that we would never a baby, now I'm 26 and 6 weeks ago I gave birth to a handsome healthy baby boy. I know it's hard but never give up hope xxx
This is an amazing song and an amazing artist. I couldnt carry a child tried adoption and later settled on surrogancy. Dreams can come true. It took us 11 1/2 years so dont ever give up.
8 years of infertility....... and my baby girl turned 2 years old last month! Never give up hope! I've bawled my eyes out over this song many times during my struggle. I come back occasionally to just remeber what i went through. Plus the song is just beautiful! The "I love you mom" gets me every time! God Bless!
7 years of struggling... and just when I wanted to give up- I came across this song. It let me know someone understood. I wasn't alone... and, it gave me Hope to hold on. -Mommy to 2 Angels in Heaven & 2 Miracle Angels here on Earth!
Wow, this is so beautiful. Thanks you. I have had 3 miscarriages and my husband and I have still not brought one baby home safely...we are so shattered. It is so heartbreaking to see so many people pop out kids and not care for them, yet we would be such good parents and love our children more than anything. I would die for what so many people throw away. Thank you for this beautiful song.
34 years old, recently diagnosed post menopausal..Never had children, have tried several times and failed. This hurts so bad finding out I can't conceive at all now 💔😭
My prayers go out to all you beautiful women who are going through the struggles of becoming a mommy, and I pray that you will find solace in the arms of your very own daughter or son. I also pray that there will be a strong partner beside you, rather man or woman, who will hold your hands, hold you in their arms while both of cry. I pray that people will be considerate of any losses of a child, and repect that the child WAS loved and seen as a human NOT as fetus or something to "get over". All of you going through this are much stonger than others who don't have to struggle, and I pray that you can all find solace. My heart goes to all of you
Having tried for over 13 years now l listen to this song to see if my want for this baby is still there and the fact l cry my eyes out every single time tells me who much l want this baby..
I can honestly say that this song got me through my pregnancy. I wasn't infertile but I was afraid to have a baby because I was young. I listened to this song countless of times in my dorm room with tears in my eyes and I knew I was ready. My son is 3 now and the joy i feel has not gone away even on the hardest days. I hope those who are trying to have a baby can experience the same joy, and those who do get pregnant unexpected will really think of other options than abortion.
My husband wonders why I keep playing this song when I know it'll get me so emotional (he hates to see me cry, and I love him for it!), but to me it's a reminder we're not alone. We just found out our third IUI ended in nothing again, and it just makes you want to give up at times. It's so frustrating when you feel like you're doing everything right and nothing's happening. Hearing the song and reading your stories helps me toss my head back up and stay strong, and I wish that for everyone!
I remember almost a year ago when I gave up... I was so tired to try and cry every month I got my period. when I started to plan a life without a kid... like 2 two months after giving up my period was late and I was pregnant ❤ words cannot describe how happy I felt that day... I know what it's like to feel so hopeless... but now, I can't wait for my baby boy to call me mom. 😊
as a man and always wanting a little girl and knowing i can't ,well there's no words or encouragement to help the hurt of something that's so simple for so many to achieve ..yet not for me...don't take for granted the what seems to be the normal, simple things in life ,like a baby..for some it's not a reality...✌....
I found this video a few years back. I used to listen to it on my particularly dark days and have a good cry. I'm now proud to say I beat infertility and I am a mother to my beautiful 2 yo son and 8 mo old daughter.
Encontré esta canción hace 14 años atrás y lloraba cada vez que la oía por no poder tener una familia y el miedo de no poder ser mamá nunca . Pero el tiempo de Dios es perfecto. Hoy después de tantos años de infertilidad y 3 perdidas, tengo en mis brazos a mi bebé arcoíris que tiene 1 año llenándome de dicha y felicidad . Aún lloro con esta canción pero ahora de una manera diferente . Alegría
I just wanna say that I love this song and to all you ladies TTC dont give up hope!! After 9 YEARS!! I had my son 3 months ago... I almost gave up hope of ever having the one thing I wanted more than anything... Dont give up !!
It's not impossible ,I gave birth to my baby girl at 33 .i had completely gave up and was accepting my life as childless.i tested reg just so I would know in case and i almost pass out when I seen 2 lines.
I lost my baby boy 5 days ago after many years of trying and this song makes me cry so hard , I want him back,I was so ready to love him forever , gosh I am so heartbroken, my mind, my body and my soul feels so empty
It's been 4 years since my miscarriage and yet everyday I yearn for the opportunity that so many others have to be a mother. This song is a great inspiration and speaks what so many of us are going through. Thank you!
I have pcos also been trying for a year no baby yet trying not to lose hope and then i found this song brought tears to my eyes it is hard but gotta keep hope
I heard this song years ago and cried my eyes out, not for myself, I have six kids - 2 bio and 4 adopted- but for all the women who never had the chance . . . I came back to hear it again today and saw the new footage with Kellie holding her BEAUTIFUL son! Then I REALLY cried! He is breathtaking! I have no doubt he was worth the heartache and the wait . . . congratulations!
this is an amazing song, it is soo true.. i pray to god every nite to be able to have what ppl take for granted. i was blessed twice with two sons who went to heaven.. i pray ppl one day understant what they have been given is a gift from god and somewhere someone prays for the things they conciter hardhips, and curses.. god bless u and all ur journeys
Hace 12 años encontré esta canción, y lloraba mientras la escuchaba día y noche 5 años despues la vida nos iluminó con gemelos doy gracias a Dios y la vida por eso igual sigo escuchando esta canción tan bella.
My husband and I went through 8 years of infertility treatments before we decided to adopt. We adopted our first son at birth and got a dream-come-true call 19 months later that his birth mother had another baby that she wanted to give us.We now have 2 beautiful boys that we love beyond words. God definitely had a plan for us, it just took longer than we had wanted. Never give up hope but be open to any plan that God may have for you!
7 with years with my fiancee and 3 misscariges just found out on my first ultra sound no heart beat each time is harder but this was the first time I went to the doctor and had health insurance the others passed naturally this one was missed it made it even harder to go in and see it and not hear that heart beat two rounds of cytotec and a d&c and I'm finally on my way to keep trying can't give up no matter how broken you are!
I had my twin 2 year old boys from ivf, this song is so true. It brings a tear every time i hear it. No one knows how hard ivf is till you go though it.
12 years ago I found this song and for years I cried every time I listened. I have a 4 month old son now. Don’t give up
I couldn't listen to this for a long time. It took 13 years. My son is now 2.
I’m hopefully that will be me. Chemical pregnancy with baby #5 started bleeding yesterday
After 4 miscarriages and one chemical no baby besides my step boy
As much good as you intended with this comment for those of us that miracle didn't happen it hurt a bit.
I just listen to this song and there is so much I can relate to . Me and my wife got married in 2005 and after 6 years we were still without a child. So we had ourselves checked out and found out both my wife tubes were servery blocked and the doctor told her she might not able to have a baby naturally only IV will help. We had the IV done in 2011 and she became pregnant and everything was going well until 19 wks she had a miscarriage. It was devastating for both of us. Being Christians it really tested our faith , she even told me its fine if I wanted to leave her. By the way we had already gotten a name for the baby Levi. We did IV again with the remaining eggs only thing this time no pregnancy. More heartache. We did alot of praying for direction and we decided to take a vacation to relax our minds. in Dec of 2011 we had sex and she told me " I can feel the sperms going up my tubes" I gave her a nice polite smile but I was like oh my she is losing her mind. A few weeks after she missed her period and when we did a pregnancy test she was pregnant, what a christmas gift! We went to a good dr. and had good care and in August 2012 , we had our Princess Emma Grace! Healthy and beautiful . To God be the glory. Now today Feb 18, 2016 we are expecting princess number 2 next month end. Never been back to check any tubes or anything . Just Thankful . we await Emily Faith ! I pray and hope that God will touch everyone that need a baby right now and miracles be fulfilled.
Thanks so much for sharing and for inspiring hope! :)
Just here watching and listening to this song as I cry myself to sleep. I don't know my tomorrow buh I think am owk if my husband desyds to leave me for a fruitful woman. As long as he receives the blessing he needs 😔
Took my husband and I 11 years for it to happen. We tried clomid with no luck. I finally got pregnant, No intervention. We now have a 3 year old and 9 month old. Never give up!!
@Aimee Levens oh shut up. Take your negative attitude somewhere else no where was she shaming anyone. Grow up
Happy mothers day to those who never had the chance to meet their Angel's, you're still valid & you're just as important as those who have a living child. ❤
Thank you I really needed to read that
i wish i had one. All of you that have a family cherish it because there's most of us roaming the earth wishing we had that. Yes we laugh at all times but in our rooms we silently cry to do the same thing each day, year, every moment that we are alone and we see a family outside of our windows.
So I just found this song and I'm crying because I was gonna be a parent and at 1st I was scared then finally when I hoped and picked out names and everything I got hit in the stomach and got my period a week latter I hope my baby lives happy where ever they may be and I would never wish this pain onto anyone❤
43 and still no baby.. millions of us out there. I never pray to be the next. I never beg for it to be me. I know others want just as much as I. So I just pray and tell god, what ever is his will. If it's not mine then please give a women a baby somewhere. So yeh I pray for you to.. God bless all us childless women. ❤
Amen
💔 Infertility drains out your soul and the journey is a roller coaster, hopefully one day we will have our little baby ❤
Update: Never lose faith. Im now pregnant and Its A Girl!! Couldn't be happier! Miracles do happen!
This was my A plsylist when trying, A baby girl later after 5 years trying I am smiling and crying relisten this song. thank you for the strength :(
After fighting with infertility for six years we finally conceived through IVF😢😢 this song really relates to us fertility fighter ❤❤ my due date in early July.. pray for me ❤❤
My wife Sarah and I have tried for years, IUIs and we were blessed on you first IVF and we are expecting Nov 18, 2018. Thank you to all the doctors involved.
How's the baby? 😁
I used to listen to this song and get so depressed and cry every single time 10 years ago. I was fighting pcos and never could conceive. Now I’m a mother of 2 boys. Don’t get discouraged don’t give up!
After 35 years ACHING to be a mother, 1 still-born son, 3 miscarriages, infertility, no living children and 2 failed adoptions my husband and I are still no closer to having living kids in our arms
My heart breaks for those still giving everything to here the words "Mom". I know what you are going through. So many thoughts prayers and hugs.
So sorry 💔😥
Sending positive vibes your way♥️♥️
Praying for guys we understand been 19 years me and my wife
2 years ttc just got diagnosed with pcos. I feel so lost. Every time I see a baby or pregnant woman breaks my heart even more. I won't give up until I get the gift of motherhood.
K L I got pregnant and lost my son from a wreck he lived 7 mins and now 5 years later they deemed me infertile from unexplained causes I took so many meds and nothing I feel like my only chance was taken from me. I have given up. I pray you have a baby soon. ❤️
@@mirandasant3624 I'm so sorry for your loss. You will always have a wee angel beside you. Sending baby dust to you too x
K L Thank you. ❤️ Baby dust to you also.
K L do not give up girl x
We’re fighting for the same thing, girl. I have every hope you’ll get what you want so bad.
Here I am 5 years after I found this song and still haven't been able to conceive and still relating to this song like no other song I have ever heard...hoping that everyone who feels the same gets a happy ending they deserve💖
Nerdy Tori blessings to you. Same here
No one will ever know how much this song makes me cry! I feel like an absolute failure as a woman because I am Infertile... I can’t handle when people tell me about my options anymore ... I know they’re trying to be nice but it’s not the same and they just don’t get it
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I started trying at age 22. I thought I’d be a mom before 25. Than we went through 8 years of failed infertility attempts. Than my ex cheated again and his double life all came unraveling, and he abandoned our marriage. Blamed my depression. I fell into a manic depression from the long years of infertility treatments and the shock and pain he caused after going through everything else he added to it. Than I met and married a once in a lifetime man after my ex walked away, but than we suffered two miscarriages. One was a baby girl we were going to name Lucy. Now at age 36! 14 years later, I am finally preparing to meet my baby girl, my miracle baby who I have been waiting forever for for 14 long years, due March 12. ❤️ I have no words.... it’s surreal.
Congratulations🥳🥳🥳.
What will your baby be named?
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I went 8 years with this feeling of emptiness because it never happened. I tried everything. I remember listening to this song on my really bad days. I never thought it would happen. I am now 26 weeks pregnant with my miracle son ♡ it happened by surprise I wasnt trying at all. But I was in a better place mentally and now I truly believe that everything is in gods hands. He wanted to prepare me to be the great mother I will be. Also my child is going to be amazing so he took some extra time making sure he was perfect before it was time for us to meet. I cant wait until november 27th. ♡♡♡♡
Keep trying everyone!!! After 3 years of trying me and my wife went to the dr and he told me that it was slim to none and we kept trying and she 35 weeks pregnant now 5 years after trying. I was angry with my life and god and was going threw a lot. I caused problems for my marriage thinking crazy!! Being a man it broke me but somehow I didn't give up and I'm close to tears writing this. All I can say is huge your love one close at night and don't give up please.
I first heard this song over a decade ago. Struggled with infertility, had a miscarriage, and never thought I'd ever become a mom. Now in 2022 I am the proud mom of 9 year old triplets and a 4 year old bonus, all my rainbows. Today was my first time listening to this song in over a decade and still bawled like a baby! I will never forget that journey to get to where I am today!I am so blessed that God to a change on me and blessed me with my four children!
😢😢😢 I found out a few years ago that ill never be a mom 😢and a baby is all I ever wanted 😢😢😭😭😭😭
I used to love listenin to this song when i was in an abusive marriage n crying to God for a child. I am now divorced n with no child yet buh i thank God i got peace ❤️🙏
I fought infertility for 7 years! We tried everything (medications and surgeries).
One day we just said we’re doing trying. Months later, we got our miracle then a year after we received our 2nd miracle!!
Never give up. Never lose hope!
After 10 years of trying finnaly I got pregnant at the age of 33. Almost did die for it (lost blood on delivery)but my baby's here and we're both doing well. I finnaly brought my dream to life.
Congratulations🥳🥳🥳. Is your baby a boy or a girl?
baby boy
since 2009.... IUI, then ICSI.... now I know I can never have a child of my own.... we are 2017 now, tryed for years, hormons: they killed me, but this songs still make me feel a lot less lonely, Thanks for that....... Now they want to try with donation of eggs.... Yes, I want to take that step, I would die for that... But now I want some rest first.... I'm so tired....
I just went through my first miscarriage weeks ago. This song was the only way I could make him understand what I felt...
LovelyLady Galaxy I feel your pain 💯
I found this song 16 years ago. It still tears me to pieces. For some people, there is no happy ending.
All the "I waited 12 years, then it happened... just wait and it will happen for you" is BS. Those comments are hurtful. It doesn't work that way for MOST people, the rest of us just get silenced when we try to tell the truth.
If you're having true extended inferility, probably your dream will never come true. I feel for you, I feel for me.
I would still die for that, and worse, I sold my body to a mixture of hormones that will likely kill me early with cancer. So, I will probably die for the chance, but didn't get a family out of it.
If I could go back, I wish someone had presented reality to me, harsh, but real.
Same here. It is BS. I have an actual physical reason why I can conceive.
My husband and I tried for 7 years to have a child. I would listen to this song over & over again and cry. We adopted a newborn baby last month. I just listened to this song again for the first time since adopting and was holding my baby in my arms. I cried still but this time happy tears.
I may not have been able to physically get pregnant and give birth but I'm finally a mom and in that I consider myself a success story.
This songs sums it up for me. I am fightening infertility. I would love to be a mother
I have never cried so hard by simply listening to a song before. My husband and I are in our 3rd year trying to have our first baby. I have pcos and don't ovulate, he has a worse than low count...can't afford ivf, and losing just a little more hope everyday...thank you for this song it is beautiful and so true. My heart goes out to all experiencing the pain of infertility. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
For 17 years I had to wait for my beautifull daughter. Just to Hear the words: I love You mom.
Miracles happen! I used to listen to this song over, and over again during the 4 years my husband, and I tried to conceive. My little girl is now fixing to turn 6! God is good! Believe that you have already received answers to your prayers, and praise him for it! Only the devil will tell you you cant! I even went on to foster after having her and I loved those kiddos just as much! So never give up on your dream of having a family! Hugs, and God Bless!
ANGELA DEMOSS I was in the same boat as you. We adopted a little boy and then we found out we were having a baby after 6 years of struggling. He will be 6 in November. Miracles do happen.
Same here. I listened to this song so much. Cried and cried to it night after night. Then was blessed with my first baby. A while later I met someone who was struggling to conceive as well. She had fertility treatments that failed. I remembered this song and sent it to her. Her daughter is 1 now.
This song is so perfect for us women that have infertility issues/can't have children of our own its my infertility theme song
💔🙏🏽😘💗💗💗💗 we need more music like this
I used to listen to this after a miscarriage and failed fertility treatments, and just bawl my eyes out. I now have a 13, 12 and 9 year old. My heart goes out to those Mamas in waiting and those who will Mother in other ways. 😭❤️
Such a powerful and emotional song for those struggling with infertility! I cry every time I hear this song. My husband and I have been TTC for 9 years. Starting to lose hope.
We have been trying for 5 years. I feel your pain. I pray you one day have that beautiful blessing.
I will be married 13 years in July and together going on 16 years and no baby on either side. I am dying inside. #unexplainableinfertility
Just read your comment and I need to say: Miracles can happen. My sister and her husband tried for over 10 years. (The first two years without medical help.) And to be honost I gave up on them and expected that they would stay childless. But they got their miracle and now have a healthy 2-year old son. I hope you'll get your miracle.
i had a miscarriage at 17 but i am 20 with a beautiful baby boy and a baby girl due july 4th 2019 my sonm will be a year old he was my miracle at 19 i was told i couldnt bare children but with the grace of god i had a beautiful baby boy December 16th at 7:35v pm
I've been thinking about this song, before I had my first child I used to listen to it on repeat and just cry & cry, that was years ago! It took me a while to find it again but it still affects me just as strongly. Now I'm sitting here bawling and I need to go hug my babies.
Great song. My husband and I have tried 5 years. Had 3 IUI and 1 IVF. Want a baby so bad. I thank God for all of our blessings but I want a sweet baby.
Exactly how I have felt for 14 yrs. we did adopt my niece and nephew in 2012, but I still would die for a baby
Well let us both pray for a miracle baby.
Wow this song really hits hard i jus found out my bany i carried for almost 4 months there was no heart beat at my ultrasound appt..im now waiting for surgery but i have pictures and know god had other plans may my lil one r.i.p. my heartaches im a complete mess and this song is exactly what i needed...may my lil bambino watch over us and may god bless us with another babes soon..Completly heartbroken and at a loss of words
This song is more than 15 years old. Still makes me cry.
I lost my baby today RIP sweet junior peanut mommy loves u forever
I can only imagine your pain. I'm sorry. I truly...truly am.
I'm so sorry...hugs & prayers.
I been married 13 year I have a daughter (3 years old) took us 8 years to conceive 5 ius and 3 ivf please if you are reading this because you are sad and want to give up
DON'T GIVE UP!!!!
There was many times I almost did but I knew in my heart that I was born to be a mommy and it was worth the wait, the pain and the struggle. Faith + a little science ❤️
❤thank you. I needed to hear this. 😢
Thank you. Im struggling tonight with thought.
I came across your music sitting on the counter of my dentists office Your dad‘s office !!! Love your real life heart & soul touching words put into such a beautiful melody with a voice that is magical to my ears Thank you Kellie for sharing your life with us all 💜🙏💜
Listening to this song, my heart break a little every time. Been married for almost 11 years and still trying 😭 ...is harder when you have family or friends that get married years after you and already on there 2nd or 3rd kids. I would die for that 😰
hold on tight...I fought 7 years for my oldest and then 4 more to the little one. I so understand you! big cyber hugs
Lolli Heartt awww stay strong love I been there before after year's of praying I finally had a baby boy it happened when I least expected it god is faithful only believe.
Team Guerreras thank you!
blessed and highly favored thank you!
This song touches a place in my heart that I try so hard to seal up, and it just rips down every wall that is there and a fresh flood of tears spill out of my heart everytime it plays. I feel as though I am so alone sometimes, as though the emptiness inside has never been felt by anyone else. I have PCOS that has for the past 1.5yrs of ttc just stood in front of every attempt my husband and I have made to conceive.
I first heard this song 10 years ago. It spoke to the heartbreak I felt. Here I am on the other side but a bit of the pain is still there. it cut deep. I hope all who connect with this song will have their dreams come true.
I will die trying! Thank you for this song.
I have 2 children (Girl's) i had my first at 16, and 2nd at 20. I also had an aboortion, I regret. children are a gift from god, and I'm so sorry for the women that can't have children. keep praying, and remember theres always children that would love to be adopted.
My infertility miracle baby was born on April 28th, 2014.\ at 22w 5 days gestation. On May 14th, 2014 I had to give my angel back to God. I don't understand a lot of things and the pain in losing him is at times unbearable. I, too, would Die just to hear my little boy say I Love You Mama. Praying God gives me another miracle child to help mend my broken heart.
I'm an adoptive mom (twice) and I want to say THANK YOU to all the birthmoms out there who chose life for their children. I am SO BLESSED by two teenage girls' decisions not to kill their babies. I love these boys.
CHOOSE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
palying again and again and again, I would really die for that....
8 months ago my ex fiance got drunk, crashed her car and killed my unborn daughter this is a hard fathers day for me daddy loves u brexly Anne u r always in my heart and on my mind
Will Hicks I’m so sorry for your loss
Brittany Perkins thank you so much it hurts everyday but what didn't kill me made me. So much stronger and made into a better man
Its so hard for me to listen to this song without bawling my eyes out, but at the same time time it gives me hope because I know that Kelley now has a family. I hope I too am blessed with children. I've had two miscarriages one most recently in August. My heart is broken. The words to this song sum up so well how I feel. I'd give up anything I've got just to hear "I love you mom"
in 2011 i suffered a devestating loss at 20 weeks pregnant with a baby boy heard this song after ward made me cry 6 months later conceived again now my son is almost 4 love this song
5 miscarriages
$20, 000 (+) in fertility
7 foster kids
1 failed adoption
9years of heartbreak
We were blessed with our beautiful daughter in April and finialized our adoption in September.
This is an amazing song!
i cry everytime i hear this song. ive been trying for so many years for hear the words mommy and be able to answer. i lost both my sons at birth and i pray people understand that what they have is truly a gift, that there are women and couples everyday begging god for what they take for granted. god bless u all
Just beautiful. Ten years of infertility--three miscarriages, fertility drugs, three surgeries--and we finally have our precious daughter, now 13 months old, thanks to our wonderful surrogate and friend. I thank you for putting this out there so that maybe more people can understand.
At 18 I found out that I have pcos then at 23 discovered I only have the right ovary and that the cysts had left bad scars on it. me and my partner were devastating when doctors told us that we would never a baby, now I'm 26 and 6 weeks ago I gave birth to a handsome healthy baby boy. I know it's hard but never give up hope xxx
Shandok this has given me hope.. my husband and I are still trying.. I have pcos
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Received same news today and it has hurt me to my core! Thank you for sharing. Needed some hope
I have PCOS as well, at age 18. now 25.. still haven't started yet, though!
This is an amazing song and an amazing artist. I couldnt carry a child tried adoption and later settled on surrogancy. Dreams can come true. It took us 11 1/2 years so dont ever give up.
8 years of infertility....... and my baby girl turned 2 years old last month! Never give up hope! I've bawled my eyes out over this song many times during my struggle. I come back occasionally to just remeber what i went through. Plus the song is just beautiful! The "I love you mom" gets me every time! God Bless!
7 years of struggling... and just when I wanted to give up- I came across this song. It let me know someone understood. I wasn't alone... and, it gave me Hope to hold on.
-Mommy to 2 Angels in Heaven & 2 Miracle Angels here on Earth!
Wow, this is so beautiful. Thanks you. I have had 3 miscarriages and my husband and I have still not brought one baby home safely...we are so shattered. It is so heartbreaking to see so many people pop out kids and not care for them, yet we would be such good parents and love our children more than anything. I would die for what so many people throw away. Thank you for this beautiful song.
34 years old, recently diagnosed post menopausal..Never had children, have tried several times and failed. This hurts so bad finding out I can't conceive at all now 💔😭
My prayers go out to all you beautiful women who are going through the struggles of becoming a mommy, and I pray that you will find solace in the arms of your very own daughter or son. I also pray that there will be a strong partner beside you, rather man or woman, who will hold your hands, hold you in their arms while both of cry. I pray that people will be considerate of any losses of a child, and repect that the child WAS loved and seen as a human NOT as fetus or something to "get over". All of you going through this are much stonger than others who don't have to struggle, and I pray that you can all find solace. My heart goes to all of you
Having tried for over 13 years now l listen to this song to see if my want for this baby is still there and the fact l cry my eyes out every single time tells me who much l want this baby..
I can honestly say that this song got me through my pregnancy. I wasn't infertile but I was afraid to have a baby because I was young. I listened to this song countless of times in my dorm room with tears in my eyes and I knew I was ready. My son is 3 now and the joy i feel has not gone away even on the hardest days. I hope those who are trying to have a baby can experience the same joy, and those who do get pregnant unexpected will really think of other options than abortion.
I share this video on facebook every year during March Endometriosis month. Love this video- cry every time sad and happy tears.
My husband wonders why I keep playing this song when I know it'll get me so emotional (he hates to see me cry, and I love him for it!), but to me it's a reminder we're not alone. We just found out our third IUI ended in nothing again, and it just makes you want to give up at times. It's so frustrating when you feel like you're doing everything right and nothing's happening. Hearing the song and reading your stories helps me toss my head back up and stay strong, and I wish that for everyone!
I remember almost a year ago when I gave up... I was so tired to try and cry every month I got my period. when I started to plan a life without a kid... like 2 two months after giving up my period was late and I was pregnant ❤ words cannot describe how happy I felt that day... I know what it's like to feel so hopeless... but now, I can't wait for my baby boy to call me mom. 😊
as a man and always wanting a little girl and knowing i can't ,well there's no words or encouragement to help the hurt of something that's so simple for so many to achieve ..yet not for me...don't take for granted the what seems to be the normal, simple things in life ,like a baby..for some it's not a reality...✌....
Wow. This song is amazing. I remember the suffering and am so blessed now.
Wonderful and moving. Love this artist and song. Thank you!
I feel so alone no one understand what i go thru everyday. I been struggling for 10 years. I keep my faith hopefully one day i will have my miracle.
I struggle for 5 years, it is so hard, specially if you don’t talk about it. Do not give up
I found this video a few years back. I used to listen to it on my particularly dark days and have a good cry. I'm now proud to say I beat infertility and I am a mother to my beautiful 2 yo son and 8 mo old daughter.
Encontré esta canción hace 14 años atrás y lloraba cada vez que la oía por no poder tener una familia y el miedo de no poder ser mamá nunca . Pero el tiempo de Dios es perfecto. Hoy después de tantos años de infertilidad y 3 perdidas, tengo en mis brazos a mi bebé arcoíris que tiene 1 año llenándome de dicha y felicidad . Aún lloro con esta canción pero ahora de una manera diferente . Alegría
I just wanna say that I love this song and to all you ladies TTC dont give up hope!! After 9 YEARS!! I had my son 3 months ago... I almost gave up hope of ever having the one thing I wanted more than anything... Dont give up !!
i have PCOS, and i would die for that :(
It's not impossible ,I gave birth to my baby girl at 33 .i had completely gave up and was accepting my life as childless.i tested reg just so I would know in case and i almost pass out when I seen 2 lines.
I lost my baby boy 5 days ago after many years of trying and this song makes me cry so hard , I want him back,I was so ready to love him forever , gosh I am so heartbroken, my mind, my body and my soul feels so empty
Abbyann Brown I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️
Abbyann Brown my sincere condolence to you darling , GOD will bring him back to you in JESUS name
My husband and I have been ttc for over 2 years all to find out that neither of us are able to have children 😔 we are now looking into adoption ❣️
I am right there with you. It is so painful.
You're going to be the best mother to those kids, love. It's not your fault, and you're no less valid for adopting.
It's been 4 years since my miscarriage and yet everyday I yearn for the opportunity that so many others have to be a mother. This song is a great inspiration and speaks what so many of us are going through. Thank you!
"He wonder if it's him, and I wonder if it's him"
This line in particular made me burst in tears!
I listened to this song on repeat for years while trying to conceive. Finally, 3 years ago I was finally blessed with my miracle. Don't give up.
I have pcos also been trying for a year no baby yet trying not to lose hope and then i found this song brought tears to my eyes it is hard but gotta keep hope
This was the most moving song I've heard in a while. I hope that all women trying to concieve are able to see this. Very moving.
I heard this song years ago and cried my eyes out, not for myself, I have six kids - 2 bio and 4 adopted- but for all the women who never had the chance . . . I came back to hear it again today and saw the new footage with Kellie holding her BEAUTIFUL son! Then I REALLY cried! He is breathtaking! I have no doubt he was worth the heartache and the wait . . . congratulations!
This song is almost as old as I am but I can still relate
This song is beautiful. It makes me cry everytime. She expresses excatly how I have felt in the past two years dealing with infertility.
this is an amazing song, it is soo true.. i pray to god every nite to be able to have what ppl take for granted. i was blessed twice with two sons who went to heaven.. i pray ppl one day understant what they have been given is a gift from god and somewhere someone prays for the things they conciter hardhips, and curses.. god bless u and all ur journeys
So emotional! This is how I feel. I had cancer so had my ovaries etc. removed at 19. 4 years on, not feeling any better
this song really brings me too tears
Hace 12 años encontré esta canción, y lloraba mientras la escuchaba día y noche 5 años despues la vida nos iluminó con gemelos doy gracias a Dios y la vida por eso igual sigo escuchando esta canción tan bella.
i cry evertime i listin to this song..i hope i get the chance one day too
My husband and I went through 8 years of infertility treatments before we decided to adopt. We adopted our first son at birth and got a dream-come-true call 19 months later that his birth mother had another baby that she wanted to give us.We now have 2 beautiful boys that we love beyond words. God definitely had a plan for us, it just took longer than we had wanted. Never give up hope but be open to any plan that God may have for you!
I have listened to this song every night for the past month!
7 with years with my fiancee and 3 misscariges just found out on my first ultra sound no heart beat each time is harder but this was the first time I went to the doctor and had health insurance the others passed naturally this one was missed it made it even harder to go in and see it and not hear that heart beat two rounds of cytotec and a d&c and I'm finally on my way to keep trying can't give up no matter how broken you are!
Jenna Rowley I'm in same boat 6 years and 3 miscarriages it's very hard. But you can't give up just keep praying
I had my twin 2 year old boys from ivf, this song is so true. It brings a tear every time i hear it. No one knows how hard ivf is till you go though it.
& I would die for that.! 💔😭
Love this song gives me strength and hope to go on!! God Bless all of you and hope one day our dreams come true!!!