I am Going Live, Just to Say Hi 1/13/2024
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- Опубликовано: 16 сен 2024
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Jenny Appleford or Kyle Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
INSTAGRAM: kyoooooapple
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com or kyleapple66@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
Most Recent Treatment plan, prior to passing:
Whole Brain and Spine Proton Therapy (Radiation) 13 sessions
Clinical Trial Medication NOLA
The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
I can’t sleep here on the east coast. I hear ya. I miss Jenny and I am a stranger. Amazing how quickly she became a part of my life. Know that there are strangers out here who care deeply.
I am in NY and watching this at 3:00am. I don’t think I could not have put it better Lisa Levy. I mis her blowing a kiss.
Same. I feel guilty every time I think about how I miss jenny because I didn't even know her so if I miss her I cannot even begin to imagine how much kyle and the family misses her!!
❤Me too - I ´m from Germany
I Lost my husband 7 yrs ago.. So I sure know what your going through.
🌬❣Amen I'm one of them 😢 Jenny& Sarah was the first two Cancer patients I started to follow when I was diagnosed with lung cancer in 2022❤
Kyle, I know that everyone speaks so highly of Jenny as they should but I want to say that you are just as kind, loving and caring as she was. You have been such a pillar of strength through all of this and you continue to be so kind and caring with your children. I have no doubt that you all will be just fine. You are doing everything right. God bless you and your family. ❤
This! Yes!
Love this well said so true 👍
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I'm so sorry you have to go through this ,youboth needed to be together with your children,kids are so innocent they should have their mom thank God they have you
I just want to make you aware that you're helping those who are still in grief even 7 years later. The loss of a loved one. I lost my daughter 7 years ago.😊
So very true!!! I feel the same way! lost my son (my only child he was just 18 years old) as well as both my parents a few years ago and I'm still deeply grieving. Watching him is so helpful.
Bless you dear one. We never get over losing our loved ones,we carry their precious memories with us every day and know they are with us in spirit yet we would rather have them with us healthy & happy. Prayers for you ❤❤
@@angelh3771 Das ist so entsetzlich traurig,
mein herzliches Beileid!
❤ I lost my beautiful mother during covid and miss her so much .I get triggered all the time and still don't sleep the same anymore, it's hard .
I also lost my daughter 7 years ago,she was 29.Cancer is an awful thing.
Love from England.
This live is also therapy for all of us who are mourning Jenny’s passing and Love Jenny , You, Ellis and Winnie. Thank you Kyle!
That’s true. Thank you
We were recently in Mauritius on an island holiday. My sister and I were basking in the turquoise ocean and I was telling her about Jenny. Out of the blue the most beautiful bougainvillea flower landed right in front of us in the sea. I knew that it was Jenny ❤
Or it was just a bougainvillea flower.
@Anna-PortlyCat please shut the hell up let her have her spiritual moment damn weirdo
❤
Guys...I know that there are bougainvilleas all over the island but when Jenny passed Kyle said to look for "signs" of Jenny and I CHOSE to believe that it was a sign. Leave me to think what I choose to think
It was most probably a bougainvillea flower or a sign from one of your own deceased family member. 😂😂😂😂😂
I miss Jenny. I think about her often. Her humor, her kindness. Her love for her family and for us! I was so used to seeing her smiling face and hearing her voice. Miss her every day. Thank you for keeping in touch.
I miss her to 😢
I can see where you are an amazing Special Ed teacher! Those kiddos are blessed!♥️
You’re an amazing dad
GB bless you and the family
This channel will end up helping people dealing with grief, loss, and trauma moreso than its original intention of documenting a cancer patient's journey.
Already Kyle's transparency of his therapy session take-aways, grief share group, and journaling are having a healing effect on the viewers. We don't all deal with cancer, but we do all deal with various forms of grief.
Kyle, please keep this channel going.
We need to learn from a master teacher.
Jenny's story has not ended.
It continues through the voice of Kyle.
Jenny was so strong and had such a precious soul!! Winnie looks so much like her. I'm praying for she and Ellis, for God to let them feel His comfort. I'm praying for your comfort too and rest. Kyle, you have a precious soul as well!! I love how patient and comforting you were to Jenny. Love you and am so happy that yall are going to church! Lean on God! When you can't sleep, get your Bible out. Spend time with God. He just wants you to want Him!! Much love to you and all those who miss Jenny ❤️
Bit y would your god help them when he allowed their mom to suffer in a lot of pain then let her pass away
Hey Kyle, you're doing a great job with the kids & always keeping Jenny first & formost❣️ praying for peace for you all🙏💘💐✝️
Callie, I couldn’t have said it better. Our God doesn’t make bad things happen, but he is with you when it does. Jenny is at peace, with our Lord, I am sure. Kyle, sending prayers and love to you and the children.
@@t.n.h.ptheneohumanpatterna8334dear friend, God made men and gave them an option to be consequential, (with a warning of course) and they chose it. It's a bit like setting a new washing machine at a storefront n allowing for it be used the first time. Once you use it, it's no longer new, but it does get work done. There may be wear n tear, but that's also the purpose of a w mac! So, humans as they live life may encounter challenges, but eventually we will learn to overcome. One as humanity we will understand enough to keep cancer at bay. I for one would kick out synthetic utensils to eliminate carcinogens in food that corrupts the whole system. God's given us healthy stuff to eat, n good earth metals to make utensils to cook in. What we need to do, we must. Cheers
@@t.n.h.ptheneohumanpatterna8334 god didn’t choose Jenny, our bodies go wrong ,stop blaming god for everything that goes wrong, you sound like a fool …
Kyle. I will be signing on hospice next week with my bladder cancer and heart effusion so have been going thru similar chemo etc. I so love you and Jenny and she and I will be in our permanent home together soon, you are a wonderful human. God Bless you and all your family. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🏝️🌴
My name is Judy I've been following you guys for 10 months now and because of the cancer I have I can't sleep cause I'm up in the bathroom 4 times a night I live in Woodhaven Queens and I'm so happy your doing a great job taking care of your beautiful children and you'll get through this Jenny's soul is still with you I'm going to Sloan Kettering to get my much need operations and treatment to survive Jenny was such an inspiration to me and other cancer patients
Hugs🫶🏻
Praying for you
Covering you in prayer! I am a cancer survivor. I did conventional treatment along with juicing, herbs, etc.
Judy, sending strength and prayers for a very successful treatment. 🎉🎉🎉
Kyle you are an amazing person! In your grief you are able to comfort, support and educate others who are suffering. Bless you!
I'm imagining Jenny in a long white cotton dress dancing barefoot in a pasture of long grass. Her beautiful long brown hair blowing in the warm wind. She is smiling ear to ear surrounded by millions of God's creatures. Her smile is beautiful! She proudly watches over you and her babies. She holds your heart close to hers knowing one day they will beat together again.
Felt like I needed to share that with you, not sure why.
Keep your faith. Go to Him and trust in Him.
Bless you and the kids!❤
Hello from Atlanta, GA!
Jenny is so missed.
Kyle we are always glad to hear from you. I hope you will have a peaceful week, all things considered.
🌬❣Hello Nabor ❤ Sending Love from Western North Carolina ❤
Lost our 17 year old son many years.ago. He would be 37 years old
this year. You are amazing and your
children adorable. Feel your sorrow
in the depths of my soul. Thankful
you are sharing your heart, for it's
a very important step in your TOTAL
healing.♥️
Hello Kyle and kiddos, also from the great peach 🍑 state and also Atlanta! 😂 Hi Neighbors! Kyle, You are doing great through this and what’s wonderful about that is you don’t have to be but you are. We are here for you on this journey forward through all the ups and downs and smiles or tears that come with each bend in the roller coaster of grief. I like most have lost an immediate family member but not a spouse and can’t imagine it. I’m just so very sorry and OMG YES Jenny does look like a centerfold in that photo!! Absolutely gorgeous and so photogenic she’s just beautiful in every way and so is your daughter looking like her. Your kids are so special and well mannered! You have so much to be proud of and for just as we are of you and we will keep sending support, compassion and comfort as long as you need it. Huge hugs across the map! :) 🩵
I’m a stranger and I’m missing Jenny Terribly. I looked forward to that beautiful smile everyday. May she Rest In Eternal Peace 🙏🙏❤️❤️
I found Jenny's channel when I was diagnosed with cancer myself. I watched all past post in the middle of the night when I just could not sleep. She helped me so very much during treatment. I wish I could have spoke to her to just let her know what a blessing she was to me. I Pray for your family everyday and hope the best comes your way. Thank you for coming on and talking about Jenny. She was the best.
She knows
I find myself thinking about and mourning the loss of jenny as well. She really left an imprint on this earth and in many hearts. You're doing so well kyle and you are an inspiration to many.
I'm still grieving my Mother who passed 09/22. It's her birthday today 13/01. I have followed you for a long time & Jenny's journey broke my heart. You went to your grief share group the other day and showed a book for you to write letters to your wife, GREAT idea! I'm going to do this. I miss my Mom so much I never thought to write letters to her. I'm sure this will help. So thank you for sharing that. You are all doing AMAZING. We're all so very proud of you. You're a great Dad & a fantastic role model. Keep going. X
I lost my Mom 9/1/21 and it is still hard even at 55 years old, she was 88, to live without her!! Prayers to you for strength and peace!!
@@sandrawongseprasert9294 Same to you, Sandra. I'm still lost. I think it's something you learn to live with, but you don't necessarily get over it.
Hi ,I lost my dad last year7/09/22 I’m still devastated, the loss sometimes is overwhelming but I’m trying to live with it ….😢
@@denisomahoney5464 And that's all you can do for now Denis. One day at a time until you get used to it. You're not alone. Sending prayers to you. 🙏
@@lynChip29 thank you so very much for your kind hearted reply god bless 🙏🏼
Her service was beautiful. Her life was tremendous. Thank you for sharing. Her legacy will uplift and help people forever. Thank you for sharing her gift to all of us 🐞✨💫 🙏🤍🕊️
Hi, Kyle! Good to get your news. Prayers for your continued strength. Love to you & the children ♥️♥️♥️😇
Sorry I missed the live Kyle, but glad you checked in. I wanted you to know you're doing a great job with the kids. We all love you and are praying for the healing of your heart. ❤🙏
You said Jenny wanted to be teacher -think she’s achieved her goal -teaching family,love,joy,loss, death, and grief, and recovery💕
Just saw this video when I came up to bed. I had watched your Disney video a little earlier and I loved the fashion walk. I could just picture Jenny doing it too and it brought a smile to my face. I'm so proud of you. You are doing good and I know how hard it is. I lost my beloved soulmate husband 5 years ago to cancer and I talk about him and to him all the time he is with me all the time and I really feel him around me. Just go with your feelings. But I wanted you to know that I am so proud of you and I know Jenny is too... always so great to see you.
Hugs and blessings .....Linda
Kyle, I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. If I may offer you a bit of comfort, 17 years ago i had a near death experience & i can reassure you our loved ones are there waiting! God is so good, He will restore your family in our eternal Home. It's only a temporary separation. Jenny is not gone, she's gone ahead. ❤ God bless you & your beautiful family. You are in my prayers. ✝️🕊👑
😢
Very true❤
Hi Kyle, it's Kerrie in France here, 7.41am, not sure what time it is there! I always worry about you not sleeping enough. That photo of Jenny is gorgeous, what an incredible beautiful soul. I pray the kids are doing well. You are doing an incredible job.
BONJOUR,,, I live in France too!! The Cote d'Azur🇫🇷🙏😇I am so Proud of Kyle❤😊
@@marshat.ordureau3121Bonjour aussi 😊 Languedoc ici.. On est très fier de Kyle et les enfants. 💪👌🧡
@@Bombabingbong66 Bonjour ,,, I am American ,,, my Husband is French,,, we live in Beaulieu sur mer ,,, since 1995 ,, loving every day🫠🙏🇫🇷❤️🫶have a nice evening
Kyle, was our Beautiful Jenny Buried or Cremated. I hope I'm not out of line by asking. You are AMAZING & Winnie & Ellis are so precious. Praying for your strength ❤❤❤ Thank you for all that you share with us.
She looks so beautiful in that picture! Wow, what a gorgeous girl.
Stunning.
My oldest sister just lost her oldest daughter to cancer this past week. She left behind a husband and 10 kids. My sister has been so strong in this. She just became in remission from cancer. We lost our mother to cancer when she was 29. So it's gone through our family.
Aww words I have not got but am sorry for your loss ❤
Sorry to have missed the live. But glad to see you pop on here. I love the confidence and comfort you have in this community! 🌷🤗 And we’re lucky to have you and Jenny’s spirit with us and sharing the life you’ve built with the kids. Thanks for your strength! And hello from nearby - Irvine!
Kyle, you are doing a great job with the kids in this difficult time. Have you ever thought that sleeping in your bedroom might make you feel closer to Jenny? I can visualize her in heaven waiting for you to spend your first night sleeping in your bedroom.
Blessings to you Kyle and Ellis and Winnie
I agree God Bless you all
Super! Great to see you, Kyle! So glad you came back onscreen with a glass of water. Sounded like you were doing something else 😂😂😂
Lost my husband 7-1/2 years ago after 31 years of marriage. While he was alive, I worked for our local police department, and I did all their fingerprinting. I have a fingerprint necklace with his print and wear it every single day! ❤❤
Keep up the good work, Kyle! You got this!
😂😂😂 so funny!! I was thinking the same thing when he was getting water😅😅😅
Sorry for your loss. I lost my Mom 16 years ago. I wish I had the finger print. What an amazing memory!! My mom said before she died that I would always miss her, but it would get easier as the years passed. She was right.
I just woke up it’s 12:40 . I have insomnia which I think most elderly do. I have been feeling bad a few days so I’ve missed your live and I’m so sorry. I’ve watched yall so long that I feel like yall are my grands and grand dog. I have 2 grand dogs. A white English golden retriever and a white English lab. I can see that you are a strong man. You are handling everything so strongly. God Bless
🌻❤️👍🏻
You're an amazing man! Such a beautiful legacy your Jenny left. What about having your kids' journal? Have you thought about making picture collages with captions? It would be a great way for them to jot their feelings and read as they get older.
Remember you must sleep, I know it's hard. But you must stay/be well to take care of your beautiful children. ( we know grief too well. My husband and I lost our son)
I’ve mentioned before but my daughter is special needs. She’s grade 9 now. Bless you and what you do to make a difference in these kids lives🙏🙏🙏
I can tell you make a difference.
Hi from Elmvale Canada, Kyle I understand grief as I lost my youngest brother in August last year, and my Dad the year before . Your efforts to establish a routine with the kids and discuss Jenny with them and ensure that they receive support. Your grief group seems to be helping, I am looking for something like this where I live. Take good care .❤
Hey Kyle! I watched the Disneyland video earlier and my heart was filled with joy to see you enjoying the evening with the babies. You are so funny! I was laughing out loud 🤣❤️🐭
Jenny would be so proud! You are an amazing Father and person. God Bless you all.🙏🏻xx
My son is a hs special ed teacher in La Jolla. It takes a special person to love that work.
Good morning, Kyle. Was a little late. Thanks for the video. YES, you need to come up here if you don't feel well. We are all with you. I'm so glad it is going better with you. Please take care. Playing for you. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🎉
Kyle you are a very uplifting man ,all you are going through & what you have been through you just gave that man some encouraging advice about cancer that gave me chills. Thank you so much.
Hi Kyle! I am a Ukrainian watching you from Brussels. Sending you and your beautiful kids my best wishes for 2024❤
Slava 🇺🇦
Wishing you peace and happiness in 2024 for you and the suffering people of Ukraine. 🫶🌈🙏
💙💛
I'm still mourning the loss of my best friend in 1993. It helps to know I'm not alone with grief. You are doing great with those babies! Much love.
I wish I hadn't of missed this! I just moved from California to the Midwest and I can't sleep. I've been following Jenny for a while now.
Your family is so beautiful and I am so proud of you all🤍🙏🏼🕊️
Blowwwwwwww up that beautiful picture of Jenny. Absolutely stunning photo ❤
That is a gorgeous picture of Jenny on your wedding day!!
Great live! I wish I would have caught it, but I just watched it. Wishing you great success with your Lego kit😊
The photo is tooooo funny!! She most def looked just like a model so absolutely stunning ❤
I didn’t know that Jenny was studying to be a teacher; she would have been a wonderful teacher. I’m so sad that she didn’t get to realize that dream and more importantly that she is not here with you and the kids. But love never dies and her spirit is very much alive.
I miss Jenny as if she was related. She lives on in all of us. We love hearing from you Kyle❤
I enjoyed your talk last night! What a treat ❤ Prayers continue for you, Ellis and Winnie❤ You are doing it right ❤
Hi Kyle ; so good to hear from you again. Yes things do go up and down for quite some time after losing a loved one: You seem quite chatty , which is good.That photo of Jenny is absolutely gorgeous. Well its warm here in Australia but thats okay,at least it cools down at nighttime. Well it was good to hear from you again; dont be a stranger, okay.
Hi there.. I'm italian and you may not believe.... that I got 1 penny for change. UNCREDIBLE! This did never happened before. I believe it was a sign of Jenny ♡ you do a great Job. Love xxx
Jenny would be so proud! You were getting prepared with her even if you didn't know it.
Jenny picture would look good as a large canvas for your wall. Love too all the family
Kyle, I can’t believe how strong you are. I am so proud of you and your family. I miss Jenny and what a beautiful relationship you guys had/have. Hang in there, I know it can’t be easy. Love always
Jenny’s picture is absolutely stunning. I would have thought it was a photo out of Vogue or another high fashion magazine. She looks like a princess, and you gave her the life of one. Amazing how you gave her a lifetime in her short, unfairly short, time here. I’m sorry your beautiful, rare love had to end here on earth, but it’s only temporary. I’m always praying that you’re always wrapped in a warm blanket of comfort, held in Jenny’s arms.
Aw sorry I missed your live. So glad to see you reach out to our company. You don't need to feel alone. We had loads of rain and thunder last night, much damage once again. I was watching some earlier videos of Jenny and you n kids. I am grateful that we can go back and "see" someone when you think of them or miss them. Quite amazing that we miss someone we actually have not met. I believe Jenny had a special ability to draw a person in and make friends that matter. Watching you and kids helps too and hope you will always stay and allow us to see your beautiful kids grow up and hopefully help you heal too.
Loved your fashion show before Disney. I hope it will be something that will carry forward generations ahead. Sending you love and prayers from Durban, South Africa ❤
My son died of covid and suffered terribly. We weren't allowed to see him. I don't know how he felt that we weren't there. I have anger at the people who created this virus and all the suffering in the world. I miss him every day and our family is devastated.
So sorry for your loss of your son. So sad about the Covid rules banning visitors.God bless you and your family. 🙏🏻 Agree the virus was man made and intentionally released. Stay safe.
So sorry to hear of your son’s passing of Covid , my Aunty passed of the same thing & I was unable to attend her funeral & I had to watch it online by myself so very sad 😢
Hugs! I lost my son too. A piece of us will always be missing.
I lost my son too in the hospital during the Covid times but not to Covid but to fentanyl poisoning. These are two man made evils. It was so unfair for people not being able to be with their loved ones in the hospital while they were very sick and passing.
@@terri5757 Such a painful loss. :( hugs.
I am so proud of you! you are doing a great job with the kids. We all know how hard it is, I am praying for your comfort!
Oh my gosh! Kyle, when you were talking about your therapist and what you like to eat at Disneyland, right after that at about 42:22 a white shooting orb appeared behind you, right over your head!!! You my have to repeat it at that time, but it's there! WOW. Jenny knows! I loved seeing it. I hope you can see this comment and check it out!🌠❤
Where do you live? I can’t stand this cold.
My husband died thirteen months ago. It does get easier. I’m not crying all the time anymore.
You are doing great with your children. My kids are grown, l can’t imagine raising mine alone.
You have lots of prayers coming to you and your kids
and all Jenny’s loved ones
So sorry for your loss. I'm glad it's getting easier for you. They live in California.
Missed your live, sorry! Love that picture…..but you & kids are going to enjoy life together and you will see Jenny in them very proud of you Kyle. Xx UK
I did the same thing but with cards. I went in for brain surgery and I wanted to make sure that I left something for my son in case I didn't make it. I had cards from the age of 16 up to his wedding and congrats on babies. Some people think I was weird for doing that, but it helped me be ok to do the surgery ❤
I went thru the same thing even the two kids . Things will get better. I still miss him and will always love him . Put your trust in Jesus cause he will never leave or forsake you . He gives me such peace. He is our true peace !!
Hi Kyle, i’ve been following Jenny’s journey and am now following your journey from the UK. I too have a finger print necklace of my dad’s who passed away 3 years ago which brings me great comfort. I was just coming to terms with my dad’s passing and my mum had a stoke on Boxing Day and died on 2nd January 2024😢 I feel your grief! All we can do is take one day at a time even though it hurts. We have no alternative but to live for their memory and for the people we love that are left behind. Stay strong. You’re doing a great job for your beautiful children. Sending much love💕
Love when you make a video or come on live. Unfortunately I don’t get notifications for 60% of the channels I follow so I don’t get to be on the lives but I always check in. All of you are so kind and inspirational. ❤❤❤❤❤
As a side note, I was shocked when you said pb&j are a go to for the kids lunch. In Canada you cannot send ANYTHING that is not 100% nut free due to the serious allergies so many children/people have. Interesting…..
Hugs to all of you… 🤗
Also, Kyle please figure out the superchats! I know a lot of people would want to support the channel, you and your beautiful kiddos…and of course that amazing and beautiful angel wife of yours .
Also Also 😉 anybody watching this after the live please try to watch at least some of the ads all the way through to the end, it’s a free way to help support the family. 🥰
You are a great father
Kyle you really are one of a kind. Even down to taking notes how to do a better live.
Your effort in everything u do is above and beyond
Yes blow up that Beautiful photo of Her ....great idea ..❤im so sorry for your lost ..you have your kids depends on you ..got to keep living ...
Excellent cancer analogy. I had never heard it put so logically. You are doing great Kyle. You are helping me understand grief after losing a loved one.
Thank you for sharing your family. Y'all are doing awesome. HEY,maybe Ashley wants to chat with us a time or 2. Jenny really talked highly about her and she also helped being the camera lady
Great idea. Maybe a live with Brad Kyle ana Ashley.
Good Morning, Kyle. I'm watching this at lunchtime in Scotland. The necklace with Jenny's fingerprint is lovely. So special to have it with you all the time, close to your heartbeat ❤
I stumbled across your video on Facebook and now I can’t stop watching all the videos. I wanted to say that I feel like I know you and Jenny and my heart breaks for everyone. I’m up in New England where it’s in the 20s so boohoo on your cold 50s. 😂 please accept my deepest condolences on your loss of Jen. You are a great husband for standing by her side through everything! You obviously love her deeply. You are in the first stages of grief and so am I. I lost my sister in October. So I know exactly how you are feeling. Godspeed Jen!
Hi Kyle! You are all in my thoughts & prayers❤😊
. When I look at your eyes I also see Jenny's.
Your childrens eyes have you both.
So beautiful.
There is no shortcut for grieving. One must face it head on which takes great courage. It’s not for the faint hearted. God Bless you Kyle on your journey. May it bring you gratitude for the time and memories shared with lovely Jenny and the lasting reminder of her from your children. Her presence will forever live on through them.
Hey Kyle! Please don’t grieve alone thru the night. Some of us are always here to be with you. I always wake up and think I want to get on RUclips to see Jenny’s beautiful face. We miss her so much !
God bless special Ed teachers!!❤
The necklace is beautiful. I'm seeing lady bugs...a few have stayed in the house for the winter. I have quite a fondness for lady bugs these days...a!ll because of Jenny. The picture of Jenny is really beautiful. Your love story with Jen should be a movie. It's a very beautiful story. I'm glad you have a good group of students. They are lucky to have you. You are an exceptional young man. I'm 78...I know what I'm talking about. I have learned a great deal from you..talk to us anytime. I slept on the couch for over a year after my guy died. Do what makes you get through the night. I bought all new bedding...changed the room around and just did it. It had to be ready. Once again, you are a great young man. We all are listening out here.
Hello from South Africa Kyle....love to you the kids and flower......hope flower is doing good shame....
I'm jumping on again to let you know I got insomnia after my mom died, it was awful, I did get on a mild anxiety med not suggesting this but it did help me. Time will keep kick in for you your body will say enough, but y'know how rough it is!! Also Kyle your doing it right, keeping busy! Oh I'm in Missouri and it's -6 right now brrrr
Hello...just started following channel about a month ago. I am so sorry for your loss. It is definitely riding the waves when it comes to grief...I use to be part of a grief support group...I can understand how grief feels...our journeys are different...but the waves come along similarly. I hope you don't mind...I hid a few people as the chat was scrolling along for saying very inappropriate comments in regards to Jenny...so sad they needed to make rude comments. You're doing an awesome job with Ellis & Winnie...with your guardian angel watching over. God Bless You All.
What a sweet man❤
Great advice you gave to the person struggling with cancer.💜 As always I'm still finding my Jenny pennies ❤❤
I went to dollar tree two days ago was drawn to beautiful metallic butterfly decals.i took them home and hing them in my room.i thought of Jenny. She said if you see something sparkle that's me.i pray for you and the kiddos and Jenny's sister
Love your family Your grief journey and recording it is helping a lot of people. Miss you Jenney
Kyle, in so sorry I missed your going live. Kyle if you could possibly tell me the songs you had played at your wonderful wife, that now in heaven. Your an amazing dad, husband and know your in my thoughts often. I'm still wanting to send you a rich in memory of soulmate, Jenny. Prayers from Greg in Tennessee.
Grief is the price we pay for love! I think it’s amazing that you can be so open about your grieving process! P.S. Loved your runway show!! Winnie is a natural and Ellis is so cute! Keep it up!! You’re doing great!!
A fingerprint necklace . . . I’m crying happy, comforting tears. You have her with you, always. ❤️☝️🕊️
Hi Kyle, catching this late, I'm in PA, three hours ahead. I try to catch all your vids. Your doing a wonderful job Kyle, and it's good to let your grief out. I like the idea of the necklace, and the lovely pictures of Jenny. I have lost close people in my life, three young from tragedies, plus two others from cancer. I suffered immensely. But through the years, with therapy and counseling, I got through it. and I didn't start my own life, till later, because, I didn't want leave my young brothers, after my mother's demise, at only forty two years old. We, all of us human beings, go through troubles and sadness. I have so much faith in God, as you do and he holds us all in his hands, God bless you and your children. 💖💞😇🌹🌹✝️🙏🙏🕊️
I'm always finding lots of pennies. Sometimes, I leave them for someone else to come along and pick them up. ❤
I think it is wonderful that you have set a routine for the children. Their lives must have been difficult during the time they knew that Jenny would go to Heaven. The stability you've created is healthy. Children embrace the new reality better then we adults. You are looking far better and I'm happy that you are back at work.
Have you thought about writing a book on your love story, having children, and your journey through cancer? You could help so many.
Hello kyle I'm just home from hospital. Have had covid and pneumonia.
Hello Kyle, I wish I seen your LIVE earlier- My Sister and I were talking about getting a Dog for me. I really enjoyed your video you posted earlier on Disneyland- the little ones are soo adorable and so sweet💜 I really miss seeing Jenny and her updates- I prayed so much for her and you,still do. Funny how I miss somebody so much that I never met🙏 God bless you Kyle -
Please do more lives. I would love to be in your chat. Please take care. You're such a great role model for those struggling with diagnosis of cancer.
She was beyond pretty, she was beautiful inside and out. I have my husband’s hand print. Made 2 copies for my girls. His is in a frame and I had a plaque made that said this is the hand of a SON, SIBLING, A VET, A HUSBAND, FATHER AND FRIEND.
Hi Kyle, I am glad to see you reaching out to your online family. I believe Jenny is so proud of you and the kids and the progress you've made together. ❤️ I wish only the best for your family. I do have a suggestion about your bedroom situation, paint the room with the kids ,get a new bed and hang a beautiful photo of your family. Changing the vibe may help you get back into your room. Only a thought! I care!😊❤❤ ps the kids are so cute and sweet! ❤
You live in a beautiful and loving neighborhood. How wonderful for you and the children.🏡☺️
I have told my 32 year old twin daughters “You need to find a man like Kyle”….”Mom, who’s Kyle?” “Well, he’s the perfect man” 😊😊 Kyle has taken the place of Ken (Barbie) on being the perfect man 😁😁😁😁😁
She was very beautiful. In and out.
Hi Kyle, from Central Florida! I occasionally don’t sleep well so I am up very late tonight. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful wife, Jenny and I also miss her since I have been following your family online for a while. I am happy that since you live fairly close to Disney Land you get to enjoy the parks with your family frequently and now it gives you a chance to be distracted from grieving. I live a few miles from the Magic Kingdom and enjoy Walt Disney World with my husband quite often. We have been going to the parks for over fifty years and have seen quite a few changes over this time. I can’t believe you just said that Pirates Of The Caribbean is your favorite ride,it is mine as well! My husband’s favorite is the Haunted Mansion, which is my close second. I am glad that you are continuing to post and will continue to support you and your family. Hopefully you will start to sleep a little better soon.
Hi Kyle, sorry i missed you live but happy to see you on here.
Know that i came accross you & Jenny just after my stage IV diagnosis back in late 2022 your updates & unconditional love & support always for each other but others shone through.
My heart broke when we lost Jenny, i truly believe she is shining brightly watching over you & would be proud of you all❤
That is my fave pic too. Something about you both. Magical
I have the utmost respect for Jenny she said the same thing my mama did when my mom passed at 34 of cancer she said my dad was allowed to find love after her in one of Jenny's last videos of her in the hospital she said Kyle's allowed to find love also and it takes a hell of a woman to say that❤❤❤❤ my mom's name was Geni sounds like Jenny but you say it Jen-I !!!