Thats a combo I've had so much about who really gets attention that isn't deserving of it!if you have time give my channel a chance hopefully you like my content!!!!
Ta từng xem nhau là tất cả Thoáng chốc trở thành người lạ Cuộc gọi nhỡ anh chưa kịp nghe Vẫn còn nằm gọn bên trong danh bạ Tiếng em nói vẫn còn bên tai Hương tóc em còn vương trên cổ Nhưng thức giấc chỉ thấy riêng anh Và vài hạt mưa bên khung cửa sổ Giam mình trong 4 bức tường tối Đốt điếu thuốc sưởi ấm bờ môi Dòng mi đọng trên khoé mắt Con tim vang tiếng nấc từng hồi Anh không thể nào không ngừng nhớ Không thể xoá đi hình bóng em Từng kỉ niệm anh ghi vào trang vở Khi nào nhớ anh lại mở ra xem
(Wake up!) (Nate talking) I’d rather to stay asleep, I feel I’m drowning but the voices drown out the screams I hope my fans found the answers to the questions that were trapped in the seams I tried to my best to go back and unlock the cage to my dreams Cause a part of me I left so long ago had the right kind of mind to fight through the scenes episodes of breaking the things i love the most,everyone could hear the screams The tears that stained the innocence of me (Ah!) im done trying to heal my self now go away! I’ve accepted who I am and I’ll keep fighting through the pain! What you deem unhealthy is keeping me from going insane! Walk a day in my shoes and you surely drown in shame So think twice before you walk up to me telling everything will be okay, okay? A mission to try to find the things will bring the light in I’ve seen so many different versions it’s made my trust spiral again People come and go so often, please not one more burden I can’t lift This rivers so long I think I’ve gone adrift Wake up happy just to fear the opposite Take things to make my mind stagnant This rivers stopped moving with a dark red tint I’m sorry, I know all of you find words to drown out the hurt you feel I’m sorry, I know that I’m worth more than dirt But, I’m sorry I just can’t keep burning all of that I’ve learned To keep my mind at ease Cause I swear it’s not working I think that someday I’ll heal but I just don’t want to lie to my self I fight with my own beliefs and morals so often I’m two different people It’s hard to let so many people in my mind because I’ve been hurt so much And for people to say they understand me is the scariest thing cause what if they don’t and they just want to use me I think it’s best for me to be alone sometimes but the thoughts come late at night when your alone That’s the saddest thing you’ll have the best day and then find out your the same person who was wishing they were dead the day before I hope others can change because I think I’m destined to keep hurting myself and the others around me I don’t know what to do I don’t know man
It will go away soon,than come back on splashing like a wave in ur own room Feeling lost and confused Just Let your soul rejuvenate smooth to maybe heal the pain through the moon reflecting those stars glowing in the dark looks at water to see the picture of someone who you are just gotta grow too a making of something God wants you to know.. So let mother nature help point u to ur narrowest road leading u up through the darkest night where the stars dont fight or go away In sight forever be a part of His pride in heavens places and please dont even state it who my angel name is.. Switching the rain drops /turning into my own tear drops/ just hides em from rain thoughts fallin down my face to not want/ anyone ask me are you gonna be okay? The hate will melt but the pain will drown/ not mixing a happy face /forever a never easy one way .. I'm just playing safe tryna make it home in a one gold cross piece I saved Remember you can also heal yourself/ just need to pray to God/ growing inside 2 golden roses/ one for you and one from Him And figure out this way of life it ain't about depression or making riches but rather work your mind to express confession in the soul feeling your creative state of art to help someone not lose a soul today drift in quicksand Another way I heal my pain is through my sense of a bluejay to understand my heart speaks more loud when I'm in defeat just to make the enemy think he got me In reality it's just my figure of speech to touch souls sound sleep from going in the deep
Somedays are harder to deal with but i can relate to your pain/ its harder to see n believe when everything starts to feel the same/ no matter how hard I fight the war rages on in my brain/ i wish i could just did a lil more cuz maybe then you'd see the change/ but no matter wat we kno n come to believe/ damage has been done and it's still just me as it was meant to be/ i thought love was supposed to feel good but lately it's killing me/ is it possible? Possibly but i still give u all of me/ i give you my love n honesty and honestly i think thats really haunting me
0:45 Sorry that i missed your call, Trying not to let our love fall Just need more time to think not stall, Mind is trapped somewhere scary and tall I can feel the pain dripping through my walls So i just sit here and try my best to stall, My emotions are really getting to all Its taking it all I see my demons look at me as it crawls It's trying to reach me with it's sharp claws I back away and hit the bathroom stalls
im still trapped in my thoughts grabbed by them demon claws im stuck insinde my own head there constant war going on with the monsters under my bed that keep giving me meds
All of my problems bring me down to my knees All of the dreams to turn reality it seems breaking me down its nightmares and screams looking love but theirs none on this scene trust from above hes got his gun aimed at me
Au milieu de sa tour La fée continua à scruter les alentours Fumer des joints le soir Et le lendemain ne pas aller en cours La vie une fleur glacée Mais tu sais, la terre elle elle tourne Ne te casse pas trop la tête Tu sais l'humain est trop fou
When I get lost in my thoughts. I look upon my past. The many options I've lost. At first, I was unaware of the cost. Was stared at a lot. Vision's impaired, felt like I was staring through fog. So much stress, I'm tearing my hair. Despair, man my sanity's gone. They say that I'm blameless. Say that I should succumb to sameness. Time's going so slow, feeling ageless. Burning the pages. Of the previous chapter. Tryna find laughter. Tryna decipher the factors. That have led to major disasters. Rage and madness. Are the only things that've led to my own sadness. Tryna move out of these burning pastures. Ain't religious, no I don't need a pastor. Just a kneeling bastard. Keen to impede on the incoming rapture. Blowin' steam as a means to cope with decrepit dreams. An endless siege, predictin' the end of me. The entropy, is deafening. Tryna take the best of me. And put the nesting seed, of someone I pretend to be. To rest and be the best I can be. Just tryna breathe. Just tryna see, live the rest of my life. Not cloaked in an endless sea of night. I want the sky to shine so bright. That I'll have to close my eyes. And just enjoy it. Free myself from my own poison. Wish I could find an ointment. But I don't know if I can ever feel unfrozen. Appeal to those who need to feel. Become one of the chosen. Puttin' everything out in the open. Feels like there's tar in my lungs. And I've never been smoking. Wanting to become high on life. And just learn to seize the moment. Create atonement for my sins. These demons, I don't want to let them in. The world, it spins. Sending me down a spiral again. In denial. I know it's been a while, but my stomach churns. Feeling vile, every time I'm judging. I It hurts, wish I could be writing these words. Without fighting the burns. I wish I knew how to get rid of this depression. Insert, some sort of distortion. It's scary. Especially since I've been in the darkness so long. I'm getting wary. Situations vary. My mind a nightmare. But also my only sanctuary. These variations, need to be getting buried.
Yeah! I try to escape the feelings I once wanted but i can't I try to face my demons. That i thought they were dead but i can't. I try to escape fake friends whom i thought were my brothers but i can't I try to escape my life thought i can end it up easily but i can't See that's how it goes Gotta live with what you chose Surrounded by the foes,can't settle to these hoes. Never quitting on my lows. Hangout with the ones who grows. Saving my energy to the shows can i make up there? Who knows. But i learned one in my life you gotta live with the things you choosed in the past. First love in my mind will always last. I'm workin slow time is running fast. On good days a moment overcast that turn your best feelings into dust choose wisely do you trust. I don't like these people i have to adjust. I wanna go somewhere else where nobody finds me. I wanna make some music and cry in the night at 3. They say be happy cause being happy is free. Tell me where do i find the happiness, I'm on shopping spree.
Nerdesin görmüyo gözüm bak herşeyi bitirdim artık Karanlık heryer sessiz sedasız af dileyen ben eksik bıraktım kaç sefer ezber her gezenden kovuldum artık yolum bu sorunlu çocukluk
Le bonheur est introuvable La tristesse a trop d’adresses Tes péchés sont p’têtre lavables Mais les remords restent dans la tête Les sentiments sont passagers Mais l’amour est éternel Même si ta meuf est pas sage Tu la quittes pas parce que tu l’aimes L’amour c’est dangereux Tu fais l’inverse du rationnel Ça tu ne peux pas l’rationner Tu découvre le sens de passionnel Non j’tai pas sonné, avec moi y’a pas d’cine, pas s’sorti et pas d’sauna Sors 2-3 cd, sur scène fait sonner la sono des passionnés Quand j’arrive pas à écrire Je repense à ma vie Je monte dans ma voiture Et j’fais des tours de ma ville J’vois les lampadaires dévoiler Ce qui échappe à ma vue Je vois la lune cligner des yeux Mais en fait c’est moi qui dévie Plus la nuit est sombre Plus je me sens a l’aise L’obscurité cache les monstres Qui représentent mon mal être
Nếu tình yêu ta không đẹp thì sao? Anh sẽ nhớ em biết bao Tình yêu Đôi ta đẹp như biển cả Em đã nói khi yêu không được miễn trả Tình yêu là thứ khiến ta mơ hồ Nhưng lại khiến ta làm nên cơ đồ
Jamás pensé que tu partida, cambiaría mi vida tanto, Jamás imaginé que después de tiempo dolería esta herida, A tal punto, que deje de saber si estoy roto, (Verso) No me creei que nuestras vidas terminaron siendo dos desconocidos, Que se amaban y el recuerdo se aferraba a no soltarte,
Were talking , But is it really death knocking, Are you mocking? I don't know what in supposed to do am I suppose to peruse? I remember when it was you, And then it was me, I had to rebuild up myslef before I hit self destruct, And now I'm afraid this lighting has struck, I wanna run but I wanna stay, Tell me are you gonna turn away? You told me you were sorry and you fell for me, Got scared so you pushed me away, Are your feelings still the same or have they gone away? Because I'm still here but I'm feeling the same as when you went away , I missed you everyday and if I'm honest it drove me closer to you, I thrive and my drive has come to a rise, So please don't come only to hide, If you want I can go in disguise and slip away, Disappear and let you live let you play, But I'd love to stick around now I pray, Waiting for you to make a move not sure what I'm supposed to do, Can you just lay it out now make it true, Because I need a distraction you see im still in love with you, Direct me but do not correct me, Love me, hate me, but do not play me, Amazement is what I see when I look at you, And despite what others may say or see they are only nieave to belive that you cannot be all that you want to be, A light of direction you helped me to see, And without you I have lost a part of me,
ضميري بأنب بغيري ونا واقف على حملي بكم قصيدة بغني لتسمعي نوحي بفكر بهمي بسيجارة لغطي عجروحي قلتي اني اناني ما بدي اياكي تشوفي اني بعاني فهاد كان حد تاني خيالي ببكي الصخور اللي بوقع عليها سواده كل ليل يسرق روحي يطفيها - طول الليل طول الليل وقلبي بكلماتي بكتني بويل قلق بجسمي بعانق سيل وبس اكتب التراك شو حيضل لليل - طول الليل طول الليل همي بايدي بدخن الحيل بجوينت بس بنطير على ظهر الخيل لما كتافي تنهد على حالي من الشيل
Some one save me from myself I never been the type of person to ask for help but God I'm asking please talk to me im so close to stepping off this edge steel pressed against my temple again suicidal thoughts cloud me from positive thinking always searched but never could find something to believe in cant find that place that gives me a peace of mind na you didn't get that I'm about to squeeze the trigger of this peice of mine and let the angels take my soul forgive me for all the lies I told and all this hate I hold in my heart i need to go back and restart i need my battery recharged i need to get back to making music i use to want to survive now I dont care if I die surrounded by people's lies how can you look my in the eyes and tell me you need me just to up and leave me with my open wounds still bleeding i guess it's just sharks feeding so much drugs in my system i looked at my self in the mirror and told him how much I hate him the image in the mirror is what stops me from greatness or mabe it's all this debating my love is fading my girl thinks I hate her na it's just easier to blame her so I lash out and leave poor myself a couple drinks contemplate what life could be without me in it i miss happiness where you been? We use to be the best of friends then lonlyness is the only one who shows up daily no wonder I've grown to hate me
48 сек На канате возвращение в родное царство Глаза смотрят так страстно Этот город все силен Минимум стиля Максимум силы Много усилий ____ Салам нашим мам и прекрасным дам Тут не жарко по начам мы не носим панам Аптеки наши забиты молодыми Каждого встречного называть родными У нас тут свой океан почти как атлантический Из него ты выходишь почти убит практически Это наше царство и наша история 10 67 наша территория ______ Мы как птицы в небе Свободно летаем Нам нет запреты крыльями махаем
Ik ren weg vanmezelf, ik ben hier maar ver weg ik vrees mezelf, me hart slaat, de beast wilt eruit gaan bam bam ik kom nu eruit man! Zoveel haat in ne hart, kruimeld neer en wordt niets meer dan vergeten zand... me mind is me enigste ding die ik nooit kwijt raakt! Vallen en opstaan, gewoon door gaan en de wereld wijzen wat je kan!
Üzgünüm her geçen gece gündüz Ölüm hüznüm önüm dümdüz Kelimeler soğuk ve çoğu bülbüs denyolar beni demiyorlar Böyle yazmam ediyor milyon dolar Tek yeteceğim rap Oda gerçek olan İnandığım herşey kafiye ile dizilecekler sıraya Ve bir gün çıktım yola Sönmedim asla sona Varmak için dönmedim asla Şehrimi ismimi terk ettim Tüm hayallerim gerçekti Bu kader beni de sercekti yere Tabi ben açtıö önümü çabaladım durmadım haspam böyle yazmak için 7/24 kalem kağıt karala
Girl I’m sorry I never called sometimes people need breaks I know people are fakes but girl You be fine girl I promise I have been here the hole time ok look girl I left you those reservations but every thing went down after our separation I’m so sorry I know you did not care about your perfection all you wanted was protection but when Jesus died on that cross he came back that was his resurrection then we ask god why is everybody a fraud banging on the wall I’m so sorry girl I wish I would of called.
Ancora parli di me, Penso di essere tipo immortale Ho strappato pagine eh Fiumi di lacrime sembra normale A te sembra facile e, ma non sai credere in te, nulla lo è, a cena fuori pure sto weekend Ero solo un ragazzino, Mi alzavo ogni giorno per andare a prendere il tram Ora penso a cio che scrivo Cambil il destino, non voglio questa povertà Guarso fuori al finestrino Li sembra bello quando crescerai dopo non lo sarà Guardo allo specchio rifletto ripenso ai miei sogni che diventeranno realtà Cambio la vita per tutta la gente che non solo adesso mi guarda Tutti quelli che ora sono a distanza I miei fratelli chiusi dentro una stanza Senza due soldi da parte e costanza Da parte di mamma, Perché un padre non ce l'ha mai avuto, E sarebbe d'aiuto, Sconta una condanna per pagare il mutuo Lei ha fatto finta di niente, Per restare insieme Per restare bene Ma il male chiama catene ha capito col tempo che non ti conviene, Urla e sirena, quando vorresti vedere un fratello ma non lo puoi avere, giu nel quartiere ti metti a sedere e rimani a tacere Col cuore che brucia si come un braciere Non è la stessa politica Solo polemica gente che litiga Quando la strada si mette in salita E la nebbia è piu nitida, è una ragazza timida Ma a non avere paura alla volte ti basta una mossa e si aprono le porte Ricordo le botte sopra quelle nocche Scrivevo ste note ormai quasi ogni notte Si prima avevo paura del buio Ora ho paura di me e di nessuno Sono gasato scrivendo che sudo Pensando a una svolta per questo futuro Non ho money tasca E ora la pioggia qua scende piu fitta Ma non mi basta Usciro vincente da questa sconfitta
yea lila.m ok how do you run wen the mistakes stack your chasin after dreams that aint there so tell me ever had awall that you couldnt see what was on the outside your trying to hide vut it aint working your trying and failing your chaing after dresms that aint thrre its the consecences that hurt worst they huirt so bad you you dont want to face em lost everything inyour life so whats the point
Nasco nel caldo del deserto Apparentemente tutto calmo, tutto fermo La sabbia copre il cemento Non posso camminare, con le mani cerco il vento Una culla fatta di legno Fatico a dormire, un pensiero mi tiene sveglio Mamma mi tiene in braccio, lontano dalla polvere Ma come tocco terra, capisco che devo correre Piccoli passi ma veloci, fuggo da incubi feroci Correndo mi perdo i giochi Incontro i serpenti, cammelli coi beduini Cerco almeno di tenere i miei fratelli più vicini In quella casa, che casini Corro in salita, sopra le dune Scorpioni sui miei vestiti, 'fanculo le mie paure Da qui vedo le strade, non mi posso fermare Quei piccoli passi ora sono delle falcate Ma l'adolescenza è una tempesta La sabbia si fa asfalto Imparo a soffocare la rabbia dentro a un pianto Chi scappa, qua è solo un codardo Ma io non scappo, io sto cercando Io continuo a correre, supero anche i miei amici Corri in mezzo agli autobus, nel traffico, fra tutti gli edifici Mi allontano ad ogni passo, sguardo basso ed occhi grigi Chi dobbiamo essere per essere felici? Ma a vent'anni nella giungla, sfreccio nella foresta Tu non puoi fermarmi, spacco i rami con la testa Ho il cuore più duro, sicuro, di una corteccia Non sono un uomo, sono un'arma, io sono una freccia E mi dimentico gli affetti, corro a denti stretti Perché ho troppa paura che la vita non mi aspetti Cosa faremo poi quando saremo soli e vecchi? Resto il più bello di tutti in una stanza senza specchi Le fughe dalle pantere, gufi e le lune piene Qui è dove le bestie mangiano le tue preghiere Mi volto un'ultima volta, vedo mio fratello cadere Solo un altro passo e sono immerso nella neve Ma tu lo sapevi che è vero Che i sogni più grandi sono fatti di vetro Feci un respiro E decisi che non mi sarei guardato più indietro Per la prima volta io non so come rialzarmi Nessuno può trovarmi o lanciarmi una corda Il ghiaccio che mi blocca, il cuore come gli arti Non mi farà più scrivere, mi chiuderà la bocca Basta poco, uno schiocco di dita Fuori il gelo, però dentro io scoppio di vita La mia fine non è ancora questa Vuol dire che corro, corro al doppio di prima E sono fuori io da solo, nudo nella bufera Sopravvissuto a tutto, lupo della Siberia Ho camminato a lungo, fino ai piedi di questa montagna Pensavo solo: "Ora non posso non farcela" Dio mi guarda e dice solo: "Dove vai?" Troppo scivolose le suole delle mie Nike Mentre mi avvicino al sole gli urlo forte: "Ora vedrai" Non sarò come la neve perché io non cadrò mai 27, sono in cima, sorrido per l'impresa Davanti a una discesa, che mi porta ad un'altra salita Da qua sopra che apprendo il senso di questa vita La mia meta è una ricerca che non è finita Una bufera si avvicina, è vero Ma pare come un amico, il tramonto dietro la brina Io metto tutto quanto in una rima E vado alla conquista della mia vita Vediamo chi arriva prima
when I'm alone, I tend get lost in my thoughts, there's some times when it just doesn't seem to stop. I got all these emotions and it's not how I portray it, it's so fucked up, man, there's no way to explain this. I'll be alright, I'll be fine, is just what i tell myself, to get past the fact that I wanna kill myself. I know that's heavy, but I'm insecure, senses heightened as if danger's near., voices talking change the atmosphere, I seriously don't like what I hear. 'Cause it seems I'm always shifting, somewhat knowledgable and gifted, looking with third eye vision, changing the world's the mission.
id ride for you nd id die for you id lie for you after all the shit you put me through i bet you would live with a guilty concience whule im living with a brain full of monsters the hurt nd shit i seen still haunting
Et j’écoute ces prod du matin au soir M’empêchant de penser que tu m’attaches Et j’étouffe ces potes du lundi au taf Avant de vouloir retourner la page
المخ و شاب مالصغرة دروس تعلمت من حقرة و قلب دفنتو في حفرة و تبعت عقلي هو أدرة كالعطشان في وسط صحرة نحاول نطعم فرحة حسيتها في لساني مرة حلفت مانعود الكرة كل شيئ ستسهلتو كي قالو صعيب ماتصنعت و ماقلت العيب عبيت المخ تو وقت الجيب و منكم بعيد كان لربي قريب قلمي مفتاح لعالم عجيب طقس هادي و ظلام ليل وحدي و قمرة تونسني نركش و لنفسي نعمل تحليل شبيني مجبود ديما من قطيع مختلف موش كيف جميع قلبي إلي يشري و مخ إلي يبيع محلاه صراع قداهوشي وديع
I read my thoughts and I keep pacing, Going back and forth, I hear them talking, My knowledge is sinking, Its hard to breathe when Im suffocating, Its fornicating a therapy session thats addictive, Prescribe it on my medication, cause I need it, Thats how it is when you see people but the world is cold, All they want to do is judge my ability to perceive but not my soul. translucent and low, human nature to hate and love, I guess thats not a secret anymore so Imma let it glow,
i got so much shit on my plate theres so much shit i need to say so much shit i need to.change so im braking the chains yeah i confess im a fucking mess i can't sleep cause of the stress i cant sleep cause im distressed i cant sleep cause im depressed i can't sleep in my own bed so.much shit running through my head taking my last breath of fresh air
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Et je parle seul quand t’es pas là je m’en vais loin de là galère donc moi. De toi t’a le seum car je suis partit alors que tu l’aurais jamais crus capable de partir mais bon je garde la foie je me dit que le futur ne peut pas être pire dans mon empire je suis le rois qui a chaviré comme le Titanic
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Some producers’re overrated, but you're definitely underrated 🔥
Thats a combo I've had so much about who really gets attention that isn't deserving of it!if you have time give my channel a chance hopefully you like my content!!!!
💎👑beautifully crafted, molded to perfection!💎👑
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Thoáng chốc trở thành người lạ
Cuộc gọi nhỡ anh chưa kịp nghe
Vẫn còn nằm gọn bên trong danh bạ
Tiếng em nói vẫn còn bên tai
Hương tóc em còn vương trên cổ
Nhưng thức giấc chỉ thấy riêng anh
Và vài hạt mưa bên khung cửa sổ
Giam mình trong 4 bức tường tối
Đốt điếu thuốc sưởi ấm bờ môi
Dòng mi đọng trên khoé mắt
Con tim vang tiếng nấc từng hồi
Anh không thể nào không ngừng nhớ
Không thể xoá đi hình bóng em
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Nice !
This goes in hard bro 💯🔥 🤟
Wow , beatiful beat
it' s okay so good i would be : amazing,impressed
No problem bro
Way to put it together!!!
damn that athmosphere is crazyyy! stay on the grind man, u will be big one day! 🙌🔥💖
Thanks a lot! 🙏
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That vibe 🔥🔥
ohh mii likes this 🙏🏾🔥
Great beat 🔥 the drums are great 🙌👊
Wow! ❤️😮
(Wake up!)
(Nate talking)
I’d rather to stay asleep, I feel I’m drowning but the voices drown out the screams
I hope my fans found the answers to the questions that were trapped in the seams
I tried to my best to go back and unlock the cage to my dreams
Cause a part of me I left so long ago had the right kind of mind to fight through the scenes
episodes of breaking the things i love the most,everyone could hear the screams
The tears that stained the innocence of
me
(Ah!) im done trying to heal my self now go away!
I’ve accepted who I am and I’ll keep fighting through the pain!
What you deem unhealthy is keeping me from going insane!
Walk a day in my shoes and you surely drown in shame
So think twice before you walk up to me telling everything will be okay, okay?
A mission to try to find the things will bring the light in
I’ve seen so many different versions it’s made my trust spiral again
People come and go so often, please not one more burden I can’t lift
This rivers so long I think I’ve gone adrift
Wake up happy just to fear the opposite
Take things to make my mind stagnant
This rivers stopped moving with a dark red tint
I’m sorry, I know all of you find words to drown out the hurt you feel
I’m sorry, I know that I’m worth more than dirt
But, I’m sorry I just can’t keep burning all of that I’ve learned
To keep my mind at ease
Cause I swear it’s not working
I think that someday I’ll heal but I just don’t want to lie to my self
I fight with my own beliefs and morals so often I’m two different people
It’s hard to let so many people in my mind because I’ve been hurt so much
And for people to say they understand me is the scariest thing cause what if they don’t and they just want to use me
I think it’s best for me to be alone sometimes but the thoughts come late at night when your alone
That’s the saddest thing you’ll have the best day and then find out your the same person who was wishing they were dead the day before
I hope others can change because I think I’m destined to keep hurting myself and the others around me
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know man
It will go away soon,than come back on splashing like a wave in ur own room
Feeling lost and confused
Just Let your soul rejuvenate smooth to maybe heal the pain through the moon reflecting those stars glowing in the dark looks at water to see the picture of someone who you are just gotta grow too a making of something God wants you to know..
So let mother nature help point u to ur narrowest road leading u up through the darkest night where the stars dont fight or go away In sight forever be a part of His pride in heavens places and please dont even state it who my angel name is..
Switching the rain drops /turning into my own tear drops/ just hides em from rain thoughts fallin down my face to not want/ anyone ask me are you gonna be okay?
The hate will melt but the pain will drown/ not mixing a happy face /forever a never easy one way .. I'm just playing safe tryna make it home in a one gold cross piece I saved
Remember you can also heal yourself/ just need to pray to God/ growing inside 2 golden roses/ one for you and one from Him
And figure out this way of life it ain't about depression or making riches but rather work your mind to express confession in the soul feeling your creative state of art to help someone not lose a soul today drift in quicksand
Another way I heal my pain is through my sense of a bluejay to understand my heart speaks more loud when I'm in defeat just to make the enemy think he got me
In reality it's just my figure of speech to touch souls sound sleep from going in the deep
Fire
Wow love the lyrics man. You are not alone...
Whos Abyss ruclips.net/video/j8Jril3YcR8/видео.html
Somedays are harder to deal with but i can relate to your pain/ its harder to see n believe when everything starts to feel the same/ no matter how hard I fight the war rages on in my brain/ i wish i could just did a lil more cuz maybe then you'd see the change/ but no matter wat we kno n come to believe/ damage has been done and it's still just me as it was meant to be/ i thought love was supposed to feel good but lately it's killing me/ is it possible? Possibly but i still give u all of me/ i give you my love n honesty and honestly i think thats really haunting me
:::: Sound is Amazing::::🔥🔥🔥:::
so good
Damn, this is very inspiring man, keep up the good work man💪🏻🔥
Wow. Beautiful beat, bro 😍😉
This beat has so much potential. I love it! I would rap to this.
Good ones
😍😍😍♥️
0:45
Sorry that i missed your call,
Trying not to let our love fall
Just need more time to think not stall,
Mind is trapped somewhere scary and tall
I can feel the pain dripping through my walls
So i just sit here and try my best to stall,
My emotions are really getting to all
Its taking it all
I see my demons look at me as it crawls
It's trying to reach me with it's sharp claws
I back away and hit the bathroom stalls
ruclips.net/video/WhtjT1XKoVU/видео.html Its me on this beat i am first and hook :) (non-profit)
im still trapped in my thoughts
grabbed by them demon claws
im stuck insinde my own head
there constant war going on
with the monsters under my bed
that keep giving me meds
can io remake this one and upload a song??
Jack Rose ....🔥🔥 Nice Brother
Wow great😍😍😍😍😍
Je crois qu'on a tous les mêmes émotions en nous à l'écoute de ce son
very good
its so good i used on my work called “am i the monster?” credited to u in the description! :)
Awesome
When your alone falling down a very dark and freezing cold well...
beautiful
This is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 my brother..smooth and deep , I’m no rapper but I bet some serious tracks can come from this !!!!!!
❤🔥
Esta bonitoo
Cool beat 😎 I like it!
Good🌸
Nice.
Uh why was the dislike button blue for me? I could never dislike this beat. This beat brings emotions to me.
All of my problems bring me down to my knees
All of the dreams to turn reality it seems
breaking me down its nightmares and screams
looking love but theirs none on this scene
trust from above hes got his gun aimed at me
Amazing.... with which logiciel did you make this fantastic music ?
Thanks a lot! It's just the experience of making music all the time.
buen beat :) Saludos
Maaann!!!
Great beat 🔥❤️
Benimakada ghreef el darr
3yeena saada .
Narr
Fucking lit love this joint dam gave me goose bumps
🔥🔥
Au milieu de sa tour
La fée continua à scruter les alentours
Fumer des joints le soir
Et le lendemain ne pas aller en cours
La vie une fleur glacée
Mais tu sais, la terre elle elle tourne
Ne te casse pas trop la tête
Tu sais l'humain est trop fou
When I get lost in my thoughts.
I look upon my past.
The many options I've lost.
At first, I was unaware of the cost.
Was stared at a lot.
Vision's impaired, felt like I was staring through fog.
So much stress, I'm tearing my hair.
Despair, man my sanity's gone.
They say that I'm blameless.
Say that I should succumb to sameness.
Time's going so slow, feeling ageless.
Burning the pages.
Of the previous chapter.
Tryna find laughter.
Tryna decipher the factors.
That have led to major disasters.
Rage and madness.
Are the only things that've led to my own sadness.
Tryna move out of these burning pastures.
Ain't religious, no I don't need a pastor.
Just a kneeling bastard.
Keen to impede on the incoming rapture.
Blowin' steam as a means to cope with decrepit dreams.
An endless siege, predictin' the end of me.
The entropy, is deafening.
Tryna take the best of me.
And put the nesting seed, of someone I pretend to be.
To rest and be the best I can be.
Just tryna breathe.
Just tryna see, live the rest of my life.
Not cloaked in an endless sea of night.
I want the sky to shine so bright.
That I'll have to close my eyes.
And just enjoy it.
Free myself from my own poison.
Wish I could find an ointment.
But I don't know if I can ever feel unfrozen.
Appeal to those who need to feel.
Become one of the chosen.
Puttin' everything out in the open.
Feels like there's tar in my lungs.
And I've never been smoking.
Wanting to become high on life.
And just learn to seize the moment.
Create atonement for my sins.
These demons, I don't want to let them in.
The world, it spins.
Sending me down a spiral again.
In denial.
I know it's been a while, but my stomach churns.
Feeling vile, every time I'm judging. I
It hurts, wish I could be writing these words.
Without fighting the burns.
I wish I knew how to get rid of this depression.
Insert, some sort of distortion.
It's scary.
Especially since I've been in the darkness so long.
I'm getting wary.
Situations vary.
My mind a nightmare.
But also my only sanctuary.
These variations, need to be getting buried.
Like it
Buried beneath the dirt that I carry from all the wrongs that I've carried
For so long I've wanted happiness and I've wanted it for so long it seems like a fairy tale to me
Yeah! I try to escape the feelings I once wanted but i can't
I try to face my demons. That i thought they were dead but i can't.
I try to escape fake friends whom i thought were my brothers but i can't
I try to escape my life thought i can end it up easily but i can't
See that's how it goes
Gotta live with what you chose
Surrounded by the foes,can't settle to these hoes. Never quitting on my lows. Hangout with the ones who grows.
Saving my energy to the shows can i make up there? Who knows.
But i learned one in my life you gotta live with the things you choosed in the past. First love in my mind will always last. I'm workin slow time is running fast.
On good days a moment overcast that turn your best feelings into dust choose wisely do you trust. I don't like these people i have to adjust.
I wanna go somewhere else where nobody finds me.
I wanna make some music and cry in the night at 3.
They say be happy cause being happy is free. Tell me where do i find the happiness, I'm on shopping spree.
Nerdesin görmüyo gözüm bak herşeyi bitirdim artık
Karanlık heryer sessiz sedasız af dileyen ben eksik bıraktım kaç sefer ezber her gezenden kovuldum artık yolum bu sorunlu çocukluk
historia
Can I use this beat I'll credit you for it!!
Le bonheur est introuvable
La tristesse a trop d’adresses
Tes péchés sont p’têtre lavables
Mais les remords restent dans la tête
Les sentiments sont passagers
Mais l’amour est éternel
Même si ta meuf est pas sage
Tu la quittes pas parce que tu l’aimes
L’amour c’est dangereux
Tu fais l’inverse du rationnel
Ça tu ne peux pas l’rationner
Tu découvre le sens de passionnel
Non j’tai pas sonné, avec moi y’a pas d’cine, pas s’sorti et pas d’sauna
Sors 2-3 cd, sur scène fait sonner la sono des passionnés
Quand j’arrive pas à écrire
Je repense à ma vie
Je monte dans ma voiture
Et j’fais des tours de ma ville
J’vois les lampadaires dévoiler
Ce qui échappe à ma vue
Je vois la lune cligner des yeux
Mais en fait c’est moi qui dévie
Plus la nuit est sombre
Plus je me sens a l’aise
L’obscurité cache les monstres
Qui représentent mon mal être
👍💛
yürüyorum yolumda ve görüyorum herkesi
kesiyorum her sesi
Nếu tình yêu ta không đẹp thì sao?
Anh sẽ nhớ em biết bao
Tình yêu Đôi ta đẹp như biển cả
Em đã nói khi yêu không được miễn trả
Tình yêu là thứ khiến ta mơ hồ
Nhưng lại khiến ta làm nên cơ đồ
Jamás pensé que tu partida, cambiaría mi vida tanto,
Jamás imaginé que después de tiempo dolería esta herida,
A tal punto, que deje de saber si estoy roto,
(Verso)
No me creei que nuestras vidas terminaron siendo dos desconocidos,
Que se amaban y el recuerdo se aferraba a no soltarte,
🔥! i also would be thankful for feedback! much love
Were talking ,
But is it really death knocking,
Are you mocking?
I don't know what in supposed to do am I suppose to peruse?
I remember when it was you,
And then it was me,
I had to rebuild up myslef before I hit self destruct,
And now I'm afraid this lighting has struck,
I wanna run but I wanna stay,
Tell me are you gonna turn away?
You told me you were sorry and you fell for me,
Got scared so you pushed me away,
Are your feelings still the same or have they gone away?
Because I'm still here but I'm feeling the same as when you went away ,
I missed you everyday and if I'm honest it drove me closer to you,
I thrive and my drive has come to a rise,
So please don't come only to hide,
If you want I can go in disguise and slip away,
Disappear and let you live let you play,
But I'd love to stick around now I pray,
Waiting for you to make a move not sure what I'm supposed to do,
Can you just lay it out now make it true,
Because I need a distraction you see im still in love with you,
Direct me but do not correct me,
Love me, hate me, but do not play me,
Amazement is what I see when I look at you,
And despite what others may say or see they are only nieave to belive that you cannot be all that you want to be,
A light of direction you helped me to see,
And without you I have lost a part of me,
Hey starbeats ,
I wanna buy this beat and I'm not finding any option for buying.
Can you please help me at earnest 🙏🏻
This is amazing
How do I lease or purchase this beat ?
This beat has already been sold exclusively. Contact me by mail so I can help you. In the description of the video you have my email.
Oh no lol this beat is too perfect i will email you
Ты ведь лисадда
Синяя торнадо
Мне не чего не надо
Только будь мной рядом
( as they rush me.. )
ضميري بأنب بغيري
ونا واقف على حملي بكم قصيدة
بغني لتسمعي نوحي
بفكر بهمي بسيجارة لغطي عجروحي
قلتي اني اناني
ما بدي اياكي تشوفي
اني بعاني
فهاد كان حد تاني
خيالي ببكي الصخور اللي بوقع عليها
سواده كل ليل يسرق روحي يطفيها
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طول الليل طول الليل
وقلبي بكلماتي بكتني بويل
قلق بجسمي بعانق سيل
وبس اكتب التراك شو حيضل لليل
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طول الليل طول الليل
همي بايدي بدخن الحيل
بجوينت بس بنطير على ظهر الخيل
لما كتافي تنهد على حالي من الشيل
Some one save me from myself I never been the type of person to ask for help but God I'm asking please talk to me im so close to stepping off this edge steel pressed against my temple again suicidal thoughts cloud me from positive thinking always searched but never could find something to believe in cant find that place that gives me a peace of mind na you didn't get that I'm about to squeeze the trigger of this peice of mine and let the angels take my soul forgive me for all the lies I told and all this hate I hold in my heart i need to go back and restart i need my battery recharged i need to get back to making music i use to want to survive now I dont care if I die surrounded by people's lies how can you look my in the eyes and tell me you need me just to up and leave me with my open wounds still bleeding i guess it's just sharks feeding so much drugs in my system i looked at my self in the mirror and told him how much I hate him the image in the mirror is what stops me from greatness or mabe it's all this debating my love is fading my girl thinks I hate her na it's just easier to blame her so I lash out and leave poor myself a couple drinks contemplate what life could be without me in it i miss happiness where you been? We use to be the best of friends then lonlyness is the only one who shows up daily no wonder I've grown to hate me
Nik Mesh if i can make it you can make it...
48 сек
На канате возвращение в родное царство
Глаза смотрят так страстно
Этот город все силен
Минимум стиля
Максимум силы
Много усилий
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Салам нашим мам и прекрасным дам
Тут не жарко по начам мы не носим панам
Аптеки наши забиты молодыми
Каждого встречного называть родными
У нас тут свой океан почти как атлантический
Из него ты выходишь почти убит практически
Это наше царство и наша история
10 67 наша территория
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Мы как птицы в небе
Свободно летаем
Нам нет запреты крыльями махаем
Ik ren weg vanmezelf, ik ben hier maar ver weg ik vrees mezelf, me hart slaat, de beast wilt eruit gaan bam bam ik kom nu eruit man! Zoveel haat in ne hart, kruimeld neer en wordt niets meer dan vergeten zand... me mind is me enigste ding die ik nooit kwijt raakt! Vallen en opstaan, gewoon door gaan en de wereld wijzen wat je kan!
Puedo usarla amigo? Te daré los créditos por favor, o si quieren vendemelo, y yo te deposito.
Üzgünüm her geçen gece gündüz
Ölüm hüznüm önüm dümdüz
Kelimeler soğuk ve çoğu bülbüs denyolar beni demiyorlar
Böyle yazmam ediyor milyon dolar
Tek yeteceğim rap
Oda gerçek olan
İnandığım herşey kafiye ile dizilecekler sıraya
Ve bir gün çıktım yola
Sönmedim asla sona
Varmak için dönmedim asla
Şehrimi ismimi terk ettim
Tüm hayallerim gerçekti
Bu kader beni de sercekti yere
Tabi ben açtıö önümü çabaladım durmadım haspam böyle yazmak için 7/24 kalem kağıt karala
Girl I’m sorry I never called sometimes people need breaks I know people are fakes but girl You be fine girl I promise I have been here the hole time ok look girl I left you those reservations but every thing went down after our separation I’m so sorry I know you did not care about your perfection all you wanted was protection but when Jesus died on that cross he came back that was his resurrection then we ask god why is everybody a fraud banging on the wall I’m so sorry girl I wish I would of called.
allbeatzzz I will intro
Ancora parli di me,
Penso di essere tipo immortale
Ho strappato pagine eh
Fiumi di lacrime sembra normale
A te sembra facile e, ma non sai credere in te, nulla lo è, a cena fuori pure sto weekend
Ero solo un ragazzino,
Mi alzavo ogni giorno per andare a prendere il tram
Ora penso a cio che scrivo
Cambil il destino, non voglio questa povertà
Guarso fuori al finestrino
Li sembra bello quando crescerai dopo non lo sarà
Guardo allo specchio rifletto ripenso ai miei sogni che diventeranno realtà
Cambio la vita per tutta la gente che non solo adesso mi guarda
Tutti quelli che ora sono a distanza
I miei fratelli chiusi dentro una stanza
Senza due soldi da parte e costanza
Da parte di mamma,
Perché un padre non ce l'ha mai avuto,
E sarebbe d'aiuto,
Sconta una condanna per pagare il mutuo
Lei ha fatto finta di niente,
Per restare insieme
Per restare bene
Ma il male chiama catene ha capito col tempo che non ti conviene,
Urla e sirena, quando vorresti vedere un fratello ma non lo puoi avere, giu nel quartiere ti metti a sedere e rimani a tacere
Col cuore che brucia si come un braciere
Non è la stessa politica
Solo polemica gente che litiga
Quando la strada si mette in salita
E la nebbia è piu nitida, è una ragazza timida
Ma a non avere paura alla volte
ti basta una mossa e si aprono le porte
Ricordo le botte sopra quelle nocche
Scrivevo ste note ormai quasi ogni notte
Si prima avevo paura del buio
Ora ho paura di me e di nessuno
Sono gasato scrivendo che sudo
Pensando a una svolta per questo futuro
Non ho money tasca
E ora la pioggia qua scende piu fitta
Ma non mi basta
Usciro vincente da questa sconfitta
How long you been producing?
Can I use this beat? Ill credit you.
yea
lila.m
ok
how do you run
wen the mistakes stack
your chasin after dreams that aint there
so tell me
ever had awall that you couldnt see what was on the outside
your trying to hide vut it aint working your trying and failing
your chaing after dresms that aint thrre
its the consecences that hurt worst
they huirt so bad
you you dont want to face em
lost everything inyour life so whats the point
Lo puedo utilizar te dare los créditos de autor
you still have it available for sale?
Can we buy it ? And where ???
Nasco nel caldo del deserto
Apparentemente tutto calmo, tutto fermo
La sabbia copre il cemento
Non posso camminare, con le mani cerco il vento
Una culla fatta di legno
Fatico a dormire, un pensiero mi tiene sveglio
Mamma mi tiene in braccio, lontano dalla polvere
Ma come tocco terra, capisco che devo correre
Piccoli passi ma veloci, fuggo da incubi feroci
Correndo mi perdo i giochi
Incontro i serpenti, cammelli coi beduini
Cerco almeno di tenere i miei fratelli più vicini
In quella casa, che casini
Corro in salita, sopra le dune
Scorpioni sui miei vestiti, 'fanculo le mie paure
Da qui vedo le strade, non mi posso fermare
Quei piccoli passi ora sono delle falcate
Ma l'adolescenza è una tempesta
La sabbia si fa asfalto
Imparo a soffocare la rabbia dentro a un pianto
Chi scappa, qua è solo un codardo
Ma io non scappo, io sto cercando
Io continuo a correre, supero anche i miei amici
Corri in mezzo agli autobus, nel traffico, fra tutti gli edifici
Mi allontano ad ogni passo, sguardo basso ed occhi grigi
Chi dobbiamo essere per essere felici?
Ma a vent'anni nella giungla, sfreccio nella foresta
Tu non puoi fermarmi, spacco i rami con la testa
Ho il cuore più duro, sicuro, di una corteccia
Non sono un uomo, sono un'arma, io sono una freccia
E mi dimentico gli affetti, corro a denti stretti
Perché ho troppa paura che la vita non mi aspetti
Cosa faremo poi quando saremo soli e vecchi?
Resto il più bello di tutti in una stanza senza specchi
Le fughe dalle pantere, gufi e le lune piene
Qui è dove le bestie mangiano le tue preghiere
Mi volto un'ultima volta, vedo mio fratello cadere
Solo un altro passo e sono immerso nella neve
Ma tu lo sapevi che è vero
Che i sogni più grandi sono fatti di vetro
Feci un respiro
E decisi che non mi sarei guardato più indietro
Per la prima volta io non so come rialzarmi
Nessuno può trovarmi o lanciarmi una corda
Il ghiaccio che mi blocca, il cuore come gli arti
Non mi farà più scrivere, mi chiuderà la bocca
Basta poco, uno schiocco di dita
Fuori il gelo, però dentro io scoppio di vita
La mia fine non è ancora questa
Vuol dire che corro, corro al doppio di prima
E sono fuori io da solo, nudo nella bufera
Sopravvissuto a tutto, lupo della Siberia
Ho camminato a lungo, fino ai piedi di questa montagna
Pensavo solo: "Ora non posso non farcela"
Dio mi guarda e dice solo: "Dove vai?"
Troppo scivolose le suole delle mie Nike
Mentre mi avvicino al sole gli urlo forte: "Ora vedrai"
Non sarò come la neve perché io non cadrò mai
27, sono in cima, sorrido per l'impresa
Davanti a una discesa, che mi porta ad un'altra salita
Da qua sopra che apprendo il senso di questa vita
La mia meta è una ricerca che non è finita
Una bufera si avvicina, è vero
Ma pare come un amico, il tramonto dietro la brina
Io metto tutto quanto in una rima
E vado alla conquista della mia vita
Vediamo chi arriva prima
when I'm alone, I tend get lost in my thoughts,
there's some times when it just doesn't seem to stop.
I got all these emotions and it's not how I portray it,
it's so fucked up, man, there's no way to explain this.
I'll be alright, I'll be fine, is just what i tell myself,
to get past the fact that I wanna kill myself.
I know that's heavy, but I'm insecure,
senses heightened as if danger's near.,
voices talking change the atmosphere,
I seriously don't like what I hear.
'Cause it seems I'm always shifting,
somewhat knowledgable and gifted,
looking with third eye vision,
changing the world's the mission.
ruclips.net/video/WhtjT1XKoVU/видео.html Its me on this beat i am first and hook :) (non-profit)
id ride for you
nd id die for you
id lie for you
after all the shit you put me through i bet you would live with a guilty concience whule im living with a brain full of monsters the hurt nd shit i seen still haunting
How to buy ?
free use for non-monetized use?
Am I allowed to post a freestyle if say the beat was made entirely by you with a link going to this beat?
Can I use it for non profit purpose?
Et j’écoute ces prod du matin au soir
M’empêchant de penser que tu m’attaches
Et j’étouffe ces potes du lundi au taf
Avant de vouloir retourner la page
المخ و شاب مالصغرة
دروس تعلمت من حقرة
و قلب دفنتو في حفرة
و تبعت عقلي هو أدرة
كالعطشان في وسط صحرة
نحاول نطعم فرحة
حسيتها في لساني مرة
حلفت مانعود الكرة
كل شيئ ستسهلتو كي قالو صعيب
ماتصنعت و ماقلت العيب
عبيت المخ تو وقت الجيب
و منكم بعيد كان لربي قريب
قلمي مفتاح لعالم عجيب
طقس هادي و ظلام ليل
وحدي و قمرة تونسني
نركش و لنفسي نعمل تحليل
شبيني مجبود ديما من قطيع
مختلف موش كيف جميع
قلبي إلي يشري و مخ إلي يبيع
محلاه صراع قداهوشي وديع
مين غنا هاذي ؟
Is this beat for sale?
Free?
I read my thoughts and I keep pacing,
Going back and forth, I hear them talking,
My knowledge is sinking, Its hard to breathe when Im suffocating,
Its fornicating a therapy session thats addictive,
Prescribe it on my medication, cause I need it,
Thats how it is when you see people but the world is cold,
All they want to do is judge my ability to perceive but not my soul.
translucent and low, human nature to hate and love,
I guess thats not a secret anymore so Imma let it glow,
Free for not commercial purpose?
i got so much shit on my plate
theres so much shit i need to say
so much shit i need to.change
so im braking the chains
yeah i confess
im a fucking mess
i can't sleep cause of the stress
i cant sleep cause im distressed
i cant sleep cause im depressed
i can't sleep in my own bed
so.much shit running through my head taking my last breath of fresh air
Hi can I use this beat free ?
@Emrah Kaya açıklama da öyle mi yazıyor ?
@Emrah Kaya şimdi bu beate girsem şarkıyı yapsam atsam ne olur mesela zaten para kazanmıyorum ?
@Emrah Kaya Anladım. Bu yabancılar hep böyle heralde
@Emrah KayaAynen öyle. Sağol kardeşim bilgilendirdiğin için takipleşelim o kadar muhabbet ettik. Instagram: alpercetin.46
Kanalıma abone olabilirsin bu arada :)
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Et je parle seul quand t’es pas là je m’en vais loin de là galère donc moi. De toi t’a le seum car je suis partit alors que tu l’aurais jamais crus capable de partir mais bon je garde la foie je me dit que le futur ne peut pas être pire dans mon empire je suis le rois qui a chaviré comme le Titanic
pls check your Insta Dms, i wanna buy a license so bad !
I made a track to this on my channel called "Surgence", Credit given.
Ey me gedachten die rennen alle kanten, niemand die mr kan veranderen niemand die me kan raken want ik schiet eerst dan komen de vragen!