They ask me what’s it like to have this thing in my mind Wake up at night, feelings of fear, just crawling inside I asked it to get out hundreds of times, but the voices takeover and I’m left crawling beside A shadow in a reflection that’s the feeling of my life Yelling punch the reflection out, so many tears feel like I’m drowning in the tides See therapy was just a grain of sand but it was a message for you all to understand what it’s like (yeah!) Save me from my fears Losing my self again it’s so clear Save yourself this time, let me steer I thought I locked up the other side But it comes at night, what a lonely ride Not only has it escaped the mansion its built itself a new life Tormenting me everyday like a mime Not knowing when it will end, I’m not fine Don’t ask me that question, just to give up and lie I’ll just run and hide, yeah I’ll just run and hide (ah!) Save me from my fears Losing my self again it’s so clear Save yourself this time, let me steer
All this time All this time I was able to keep my child's heart The stories of my grandmother I often thought back like it was yesterday I am a little boy That all this time All this time Could keep his child's heart Yes I have grown older and spends seasons I'm a hostage the sky is the roof of my prison All this time All this time I was able to keep my child's heart All this time I was able to remain free All this time the hope kept me alive All this time I was able to remain free I was able to keep my child's heart (x3)
I feel so devastated. Lately I've been victim to so many pessimistic observations. So numb, that fire inside feels like it's been sedated. Been speaking confidence, but bleeding anger. Living my life feeling like I'm in constant danger. Feel like I'm just another runaway. With nowhere to runaway to. Just stuck in place with an overwhelming feeling of hatred. Not sure of where I'm supposed to be placed but. This feeling of misplacement is making everything else fade to gray. Slowly just being put under by this lingering disdain. Will I ever get away. From something that I've lived with day to day. For what feels like forever. Spending most of my time just tryna forget her face. The hours I spend mending by pretending everything I've been through will just erase. Tryna contain these thoughts and feelings that me want to leave. And not leave even a trace. Tryna keep my balance on this uneven plane. Piled high with my bad thoughts and mistakes. I was unaware of the cost that this takes. The cost to be safe. In a world where it takes a lot to be brave. Where it takes a lot to change. But it doesn't help when your on the side of the street, begging for change. So, you sit there begging for change. While you sit there hopeless, bounded by chains. Other people so focused on getting money and chains. So focused on the hocus pocus of fame. Because one day, nobody'll remember your name. No used into stoking a flame that's all smoke. And you just sit there, wishing that you'd go back and change. Sit there complaining that everybody's the same. You'd rather be that nobody that was begging for change. Rather have spent most of your days just tryna find a way. Create songs to which people can relate. Looking to satiate that impatience. Become elated, flying watching the time. 'Cause there's only so much before you end up in a coffin. With eyes wide open, glad you made it. Or would you rather regret your obligations. Gave in to the demons that made you never want to make it. I know it's hard looking back unto these pages. Especially since you know it's been lost for so long. Been so many stages since we knew that we were gone. And spent so much time just trying to make it. Those moments where we felt devastated. Our potential was so grossly underestimated. I doubt that we never made it. But I don't know. So until then, I'll reach for the finish. I know that my hope may diminish. But I'm tired of being a victim.
People tell me things That I don't want to believe And I go on and tell them what i think Do you know you bother me?! .... (i wanna see someone finish this VVVV
Wake up stuck on feeling the feelin' of regret Still searching for the day that i can finally cope But these suicidal thoughts just keep fillin' my head The only thing i can hope for is the feelin' of hope And you just tell us to look for the positivity But you treat us like our life is a game connected to the TV Messin' with emotions, messin' with our sensitivity You look at us like we're just the little scratches on your CD Well, That's what I got for now. Not the greatest but hey, I'm half asleep and I tried :). Someone taleneted should complete this :D
and they keep telling me that i'm worthless but they still ask me why do i smile less its because on some days i feel like a real mess thats when i cant get these thoughts out of my head which are killing me and make me go insane whatever i try, i can't get rid of this goddamn pain i just want somebody to hold me, whenever i feel lonely thats it for now xD
The times that i feel lonely, that i want you to hold me, To wake up and listen to the things that you tell me, To hold my heart and to keep, You used to tell me alot of promises that were guaranteed, I guess that was a broken promise, now i feel like a abductee, Love the comments, very creative minds 😁👏
Is this the revelation, What I hear has me here full of hesitation, Hate is all I hear but I lay in a bed of patience, But I manage to leave at the wrong times instead of waitin, Instead of stating the obvious, Cus most of the time we're always complainin/
solid bars here but just cant make song cus unorganised i got the skeleton of a human in my boiler room well doomed with a clock spining dead skeleton got a car just get in ball so hard forever forgeting what should i mention use to be in highschool detention alot i would always act up id ditch school for music to practice no baptist nothing but my own laughing whats static never crack attic im back at it no back stabbing this is my reaction tell me your tracking your shit i dont want to forget listen while your feelings go missing a while just invision they just go with them inside the dark a place we fell apart but where do we start back in this dark and go so hard dont you depart
Yeah OK I don't think god exists that explains it my final words to zoe before I go away my family deleted lundyn zoe contacts i was depressed if god did exists he would make me and zoe love each other but he doesn't exist I can't go through church because I don't think god exists I never wanted to doubt god but if god was here me and zoe would be dating and one day a great couple but god isn't real why zoe and lundyn thinks I'm threat I never know that my heart would be in handcuffs I sometimes have these thoughts in my head I can't think of a way to possibly see Zoe but I'm so depressed please lord help me I can't live without love I'm 16 but I haven't found a date in highschool if you were real lord then please find someone to love me back. Yeah understand I am lonely I got no friends only thing that's keeping me alive is the principal of the campus I go to. Chorus: God why Why Zoe and Lundyn and friends and family are scared of me I'm not going to hurt her But the terroristic threats say that I was going to hurt her I never had this I try going to church I talk to god but he never listen there isn't a sign that he did so what's the point because god isn't real why am I always lonely.
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Love this!! What sample did you use?:)
@@btw2217 I have not used any sample
Waoooo Men
NF's The Search is the first artist I head to rap over a cinematic beat, and it left me amazed. These beats are so peaceful..
perfect for nf. congrats on 6k bro
Very nice Vibs 🔥 Drums on Point 🔥 good Work keep it up 🔥🔥🔥
That vibe is amazing! Very powerful and chilled at the same time. Masterpiece! ❤
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So beautiful man. That piano and everything. Iove it.
Amazing 🙏🏻🌞
holy shit... I think i fell in love with this beat! Nice one
Great emotion & atmosphere 🔥
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They ask me what’s it like to have this thing in my mind
Wake up at night, feelings of fear, just crawling inside
I asked it to get out hundreds of times, but the voices takeover and I’m left crawling beside
A shadow in a reflection that’s the feeling of my life
Yelling punch the reflection out, so many tears feel like I’m drowning in the tides
See therapy was just a grain of sand but it was a message for you all to understand what it’s like (yeah!)
Save me from my fears
Losing my self again it’s so clear
Save yourself this time, let me steer
I thought I locked up the other side
But it comes at night, what a lonely ride
Not only has it escaped the mansion its built itself a new life
Tormenting me everyday like a mime
Not knowing when it will end, I’m not fine
Don’t ask me that question, just to give up and lie
I’ll just run and hide, yeah I’ll just run and hide (ah!)
Save me from my fears
Losing my self again it’s so clear
Save yourself this time, let me steer
Morena Flores go right ahead use it all. My name on Instagram is waruyx
I'm in LOVE with every artwork that is in this channel
#Starbeats
Me encantó!
Keep up these great CINEMATIC beats 🤯
i get the EPIC feel..
Loving it man !!
OMG That Instrumental Kills Me
Suena de pinga saludos de cuba
Love the edit it is amazing!!
yo Broski, This one crazy 🔥🔥
U both are crazy 🙏
Pendo:5º
This is so fire, youre such a talent man 🔥🔥
Epic feel
Ay bro I really need you to make another beat like this it’s so good
Tremendo Beat! 🔥🔥 Felicidades Por Tus 6K 😎 A Seguir Creciendo Hermano
Alter Falter was ein Beat. Great great great. Where can i buy it?
amazing, this is how a fuckin beat should be made.
All this time
All this time
I was able to keep my child's heart
The stories of my grandmother
I often thought back like it was yesterday
I am a little boy
That all this time
All this time
Could keep his child's heart
Yes I have grown older and spends seasons
I'm a hostage the sky is the roof of my prison
All this time
All this time
I was able to keep my child's heart
All this time I was able to remain free
All this time the hope kept me alive
All this time I was able to remain free
I was able to keep my child's heart (x3)
🔥🔥🔥
Hermosa pieza🔥😍
Looks like im going to rap over this beat in a poetry fashion and make a video over it
I LOVE THIS MELODIE ❤️More pleace
top
This is amazing! What VST did you use for the strings?
yeah, I really wanna know
I feel so devastated.
Lately I've been victim to so many pessimistic observations.
So numb, that fire inside feels like it's been sedated.
Been speaking confidence, but bleeding anger.
Living my life feeling like I'm in constant danger.
Feel like I'm just another runaway.
With nowhere to runaway to.
Just stuck in place with an overwhelming feeling of hatred.
Not sure of where I'm supposed to be placed but.
This feeling of misplacement is making everything else fade to gray.
Slowly just being put under by this lingering disdain.
Will I ever get away.
From something that I've lived with day to day.
For what feels like forever.
Spending most of my time just tryna forget her face.
The hours I spend mending by pretending everything I've been through will just erase.
Tryna contain these thoughts and feelings that me want to leave.
And not leave even a trace.
Tryna keep my balance on this uneven plane.
Piled high with my bad thoughts and mistakes.
I was unaware of the cost that this takes.
The cost to be safe.
In a world where it takes a lot to be brave.
Where it takes a lot to change.
But it doesn't help when your on the side of the street, begging for change.
So, you sit there begging for change.
While you sit there hopeless, bounded by chains.
Other people so focused on getting money and chains.
So focused on the hocus pocus of fame.
Because one day, nobody'll remember your name.
No used into stoking a flame that's all smoke.
And you just sit there, wishing that you'd go back and change.
Sit there complaining that everybody's the same.
You'd rather be that nobody that was begging for change.
Rather have spent most of your days just tryna find a way.
Create songs to which people can relate.
Looking to satiate that impatience.
Become elated, flying watching the time.
'Cause there's only so much before you end up in a coffin.
With eyes wide open, glad you made it.
Or would you rather regret your obligations.
Gave in to the demons that made you never want to make it.
I know it's hard looking back unto these pages.
Especially since you know it's been lost for so long.
Been so many stages since we knew that we were gone.
And spent so much time just trying to make it.
Those moments where we felt devastated.
Our potential was so grossly underestimated.
I doubt that we never made it.
But I don't know.
So until then, I'll reach for the finish.
I know that my hope may diminish.
But I'm tired of being a victim.
Ey,
Revelation
Lets see how many people need it
Lets see how many people seek for it
Lets see how many prople find it
Lets see how many people love it
Can i use this Beat for a uncommercial Musicvideo for my Mother? 🤔❤️
Yeah
@@StarbeatsProductions ok🙏 thank you for that ❤️ i put your name in the title 😇😇😇
People tell me things
That I don't want to believe
And I go on and tell them what i think
Do you know you bother me?!
.... (i wanna see someone finish this VVVV
Wake up stuck on feeling the feelin' of regret
Still searching for the day that i can finally cope
But these suicidal thoughts just keep fillin' my head
The only thing i can hope for is the feelin' of hope
And you just tell us to look for the positivity
But you treat us like our life is a game connected to the TV
Messin' with emotions, messin' with our sensitivity
You look at us like we're just the little scratches on your CD
Well, That's what I got for now. Not the greatest but hey, I'm half asleep and I tried :). Someone taleneted should complete this :D
and they keep telling me that i'm worthless
but they still ask me why do i smile less
its because on some days i feel like a real mess
thats when i cant get these thoughts out of my head
which are killing me and make me go insane
whatever i try, i can't get rid of this goddamn pain
i just want somebody to hold me, whenever i feel lonely
thats it for now xD
The times that i feel lonely, that i want you to hold me,
To wake up and listen to the things that you tell me,
To hold my heart and to keep,
You used to tell me alot of promises that were guaranteed,
I guess that was a broken promise, now i feel like a abductee,
Love the comments, very creative minds 😁👏
@@clowninaround3445 :D
@@j.3651 xD
Konings goud
Smelt op vuur
En jij wilt lollie
love this melody !!! 🔝 I'm a rapper looking for beats, message me if you sell this one g 🏆💯
Is this the revelation,
What I hear has me here full of hesitation,
Hate is all I hear but I lay in a bed of patience,
But I manage to leave at the wrong times instead of waitin,
Instead of stating the obvious,
Cus most of the time we're always complainin/
complete it!
solid bars here but just cant make song cus unorganised
i got the skeleton of a human in my boiler room well doomed with a clock spining dead skeleton got a car just get in
ball so hard forever forgeting what should i mention use to be in highschool detention alot i would always act up
id ditch school for music to practice no baptist nothing but my own laughing whats static never crack attic
im back at it no back stabbing this is my reaction tell me your tracking your shit i dont want to forget
listen while your feelings go missing a while just invision they just go with them inside the dark
a place we fell apart but where do we start back in this dark and go so hard dont you depart
Is free?
No. This beat has already been sold exclusively.
BPM? 🙏
86BPM
Yeah OK I don't think god exists that explains it my final words to zoe before I go away my family deleted lundyn zoe contacts i was depressed if god did exists he would make me and zoe love each other but he doesn't exist I can't go through church because I don't think god exists I never wanted to doubt god but if god was here me and zoe would be dating and one day a great couple but god isn't real why zoe and lundyn thinks I'm threat I never know that my heart would be in handcuffs I sometimes have these thoughts in my head I can't think of a way to possibly see Zoe but I'm so depressed please lord help me I can't live without love I'm 16 but I haven't found a date in highschool if you were real lord then please find someone to love me back.
Yeah understand I am lonely I got no friends only thing that's keeping me alive is the principal of the campus I go to.
Chorus: God why
Why Zoe and Lundyn and friends and family are scared of me I'm not going to hurt her
But the terroristic threats say that I was going to hurt her I never had this I try going to church I talk to god but he never listen there isn't a sign that he did so what's the point because god isn't real why am I always lonely.