Really good interview. I really relate to what he said about his journey.Just wanting to be done with suffering of thoughts. I'd "tried" lots of things to let go. With some success, but only ever temporary glimpses. Then. I was REALLY done with suffering. REALLY done. I didn't care, whether I had to sit in "I am totally done with suffering, for the rest of my life, I'm NOT gonna pretend anymore, and I'm not accepting second hand, vicarious answers" I had such an intense week. I even rang Tony Parsons twice. Crying, and sobbing, about my suffering, and just wanting some answers. Of course, he has no answers. All he said, in a very compassionate, but neutral way was " Oh yes dear. That's seems to be what appears to be happening" 🤣🤣🤣 I still can't properly explain it. No-one can. Best way I can explain it. Is like an optical illusion. I've had experiences of really hard optical illusions. I just could NOT see it. Even when people have told me, exactly what I'm supposed to be seeing. The experience of frustration, anger, and even thinking someone is just lying, and joking, or that there's something wrong with me, I can't see it. It's fascinating to hear other people's "stories" about seeing through it. All so different. Part of my journey was definitely anger, and frustration, and utter determination. But actually, the anger, and frustration, and determination, was also giving up too. A recognition of my own utter helplessness to help myself anymore. I was like Jacob, in the bible, wrestling with the angel all night. "I'm not flippin letting go, until I get what I want, even if I never ever get it. I don't care. I'm NOT taking no for an answer, I'm just not. Cos I can't carry on like this" Then. The moment, when you "see" through the illusion. Is like "Oh my gosh. That's so flippin obvious !" Such a cosmic joke. Nothing about the image has changed. Nothing. Right under my nose the whole time.
@@alexhickman His replies made me laugh, although not at the time. It was like that tv ad with Michael winner for esure. "Calm down Dear. it's just a commercial" 🤣
ya I wasn't spiritual I diddnt know about non duality or any thing and it happened to me after almost dying and I started to question really deeply about life and who and what I am and everything else really is before words and then BAM I could see everything as it is and man it scared the crap out of me for a while and I couldn't un see it and I felt like I was this thing that wasn't physical that was just here aware of everything even my sight with my eyes but I cant see my self but know I'm here but not a here like a physical place and just a here where I am. but now I realize it diddnt scare me it just scared the person I believed I was before because my whole perception that one had changed suddenly and I had no context to relate too. so my ego self was trying to basically hang on against my realization about actual existance and sent it into panic mode. but now it's ok and I realize myself as truly what I am and that one I believed in has settled and everything is fine.but man that was a trip for a while dealing with that one that thought it was me it seriously cause some anxiety in it for a while till I found vedanta then I had some context to what was going on with what had happened and it really started to calm down. but now it's all good and that one has settled no matter my realization it's all good!! anyways love you all! ❤❤❤
Authenticity is indeed so important..I find it increasingly apparent that being authentic, centered, morally grounded and being honest to yourself and treating others how you would expect to be treated.
Brilliant philosophy and ancient mystery school rites of passage dialogue, my awakening was gradual with 2, possibly 3 lightbulb moments where alot of puzzle pieces fell into place...I must say, with a mind equipped with critical thought and problem solving abilities is defenseless against evil if the idealogies and philosophies of evil have not been researched and understood in a methodical way...as Tsarion says.."to find out what something is, you first must find what it is not."
Fantastic discussion gents thxu. To me this seemed like an arrival to inner peace and truley being present as a result of doing the inside work on ourselves and daily inventory checklist
It's very clear, that in his video ruclips.net/video/rIpUf-Vy2JA/видео.html Joscha has seen through the nature of reality, and personal identity. But no mention of spiritual stuff or non-dualism. I like people like this a lot. He talks about catastrophic risk facing the planet. He obviously enjoys his life, his job, his marriage, his two small children. But he has a certain "lightness" and "jokiness" about everything. I can't help myself going down rabbit holes sometimes still. To wonder at the mystery. I don't watch TV, or have netflix, so I still find myself fascinated by people's interpretations of reality on You Tube. Whether they be mathematicians, or physicists, or "gurus" Funny though. The people I gravitate towards, are always the ones who ultimately admit they don't know. But they are having so much fun trying to find out ! The ones who claim "superior knowledge" are a turn off for me.
There's probably a propensity for those who went through teachers to become teachers themselves. Though they recognize many who did not go through a human teacher and many who don't teach directly.
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Great interview! No one more straight forward and “relatable” than Angelo!
Thank you for this clear Communication
Really good interview. I really relate to what he said about his journey.Just wanting to be done with suffering of thoughts. I'd "tried" lots of things to let go. With some success, but only ever temporary glimpses. Then. I was REALLY done with suffering. REALLY done.
I didn't care, whether I had to sit in "I am totally done with suffering, for the rest of my life, I'm NOT gonna pretend anymore, and I'm not accepting second hand, vicarious answers"
I had such an intense week. I even rang Tony Parsons twice. Crying, and sobbing, about my suffering, and just wanting some answers. Of course, he has no answers. All he said, in a very compassionate, but neutral way was " Oh yes dear. That's seems to be what appears to be happening" 🤣🤣🤣
I still can't properly explain it. No-one can. Best way I can explain it. Is like an optical illusion.
I've had experiences of really hard optical illusions. I just could NOT see it. Even when people have told me, exactly what I'm supposed to be seeing. The experience of frustration, anger, and even thinking someone is just lying, and joking, or that there's something wrong with me, I can't see it.
It's fascinating to hear other people's "stories" about seeing through it. All so different. Part of my journey was definitely anger, and frustration, and utter determination. But actually, the anger, and frustration, and determination, was also giving up too. A recognition of my own utter helplessness to help myself anymore. I was like Jacob, in the bible, wrestling with the angel all night. "I'm not flippin letting go, until I get what I want, even if I never ever get it. I don't care. I'm NOT taking no for an answer, I'm just not. Cos I can't carry on like this"
Then. The moment, when you "see" through the illusion. Is like "Oh my gosh. That's so flippin obvious !"
Such a cosmic joke. Nothing about the image has changed. Nothing. Right under my nose the whole time.
'I even rang Tony Parsons twice' 😂 that made me laugh.
@@alexhickman His replies made me laugh, although not at the time. It was like that tv ad with Michael winner for esure. "Calm down Dear. it's just a commercial" 🤣
ya I wasn't spiritual I diddnt know about non duality or any thing and it happened to me after almost dying and I started to question really deeply about life and who and what I am and everything else really is before words and then BAM I could see everything as it is and man it scared the crap out of me for a while and I couldn't un see it and I felt like I was this thing that wasn't physical that was just here aware of everything even my sight with my eyes but I cant see my self but know I'm here but not a here like a physical place and just a here where I am. but now I realize it diddnt scare me it just scared the person I believed I was before because my whole perception that one had changed suddenly and I had no context to relate too. so my ego self was trying to basically hang on against my realization about actual existance and sent it into panic mode. but now it's ok and I realize myself as truly what I am and that one I believed in has settled and everything is fine.but man that was a trip for a while dealing with that one that thought it was me it seriously cause some anxiety in it for a while till I found vedanta then I had some context to what was going on with what had happened and it really started to calm down. but now it's all good and that one has settled no matter my realization it's all good!! anyways love you all! ❤❤❤
Authenticity is indeed so important..I find it increasingly apparent that being authentic, centered, morally grounded and being honest to yourself and treating others how you would expect to be treated.
Brilliantly honest and thorough from you both… thanks Alex and Angelo… incredible clarity on all sorts of topics
Thanks Denis, Angelo's words are very clear.
I’m in love with no one, thanks for the interview guys!
Brilliant philosophy and ancient mystery school rites of passage dialogue, my awakening was gradual with 2, possibly 3 lightbulb moments where alot of puzzle pieces fell into place...I must say, with a mind equipped with critical thought and problem solving abilities is defenseless against evil if the idealogies and philosophies of evil have not been researched and understood in a methodical way...as Tsarion says.."to find out what something is, you first must find what it is not."
Fantastic discussion gents thxu. To me this seemed like an arrival to inner peace and truley being present as a result of doing the inside work on ourselves and daily inventory checklist
Enjoying your content very much. Cheers 🍺
Vibrant and helpful, thank you both🙏
I like the intro + music
Fantastic- been following Angelo from the start of his channel- I live in Brum, you must be from near Birmingham. Following.
From Wolverhampton James; the centre of the Universe so I've been told 😉
@@alexhickman 😃brilliant!
@@alexhickman amazed to see you have Angelo on, I was going to suggest to him that Conscioustv would do a good interview with him.
What about thoughts that leads us closer to awakening? The good thoughts that get us to meditate etc. Where are they all coming from? God?
Same place they all come from. Where else?
It's very clear, that in his video ruclips.net/video/rIpUf-Vy2JA/видео.html
Joscha has seen through the nature of reality, and personal identity. But no mention of spiritual stuff or non-dualism. I like people like this a lot. He talks about catastrophic risk facing the planet. He obviously enjoys his life, his job, his marriage, his two small children. But he has a certain "lightness" and "jokiness" about everything. I can't help myself going down rabbit holes sometimes still. To wonder at the mystery. I don't watch TV, or have netflix, so I still find myself fascinated by people's interpretations of reality on You Tube. Whether they be mathematicians, or physicists, or "gurus"
Funny though. The people I gravitate towards, are always the ones who ultimately admit they don't know. But they are having so much fun trying to find out !
The ones who claim "superior knowledge" are a turn off for me.
There's probably a propensity for those who went through teachers to become teachers themselves. Though they recognize many who did not go through a human teacher and many who don't teach directly.
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Happen me away