In my mind, the big question is What is Love? When we're in love with someone there is deep, true devotion and loyalty and CHERISHING. I know my husband loves me because of these things. I couldn't consider that he truly loved me without them.
I really wish I could love him more than his mistakes and I think I would be able to rebuild except I'm just punishing myself every single day as I try to adjust to my partner now becoming a father again. We are both 48 years old. I don't want to have anymore children it's the time in life most plan for retirement. Not raising a baby for the next 18years. The affair partner now a permanent person in our lives and I'm given no choice once again over the toxic negativity interjecting my reality. He took my autonomy and destroyed my reality but didn't even tell me until the child was almost born ....I struggle with the feeling that his consequences include losing this connection. It was once in a lifetime connection. You don't get to disrespect something so monumentally and still get what you want. I think he must lose me, if not then what will have been learned ...he will just keep doing what he does ...because nothing really impactful happens as a result. I don't know how I can forget that I wanted a different life ...not this one he's proposing .. so I'm expected to just stay with him? He shit the bed I didn't ....why should I have to sit in his mess now with him until his karmic debt is paid .. no I don't think the universe wants that. I really question if I'm mentally unwell even considering the possibility of staying and navigating this shit sho
My questions for you over affairs. 1 is it turth that Not every affair involves sex. ARE still affair or do people need sex for affair or cheating to happen ur not. 2 are you really sure it affair without having no no sex 3 What another ways to have affair or cheat on someone without having no sex .x. 4 is it turth that Cheating doesn't always have to involve sex or even talking about sex.
In my mind, the big question is What is Love? When we're in love with someone there is deep, true devotion and loyalty and CHERISHING. I know my husband loves me because of these things. I couldn't consider that he truly loved me without them.
I really wish I could love him more than his mistakes and I think I would be able to rebuild except I'm just punishing myself every single day as I try to adjust to my partner now becoming a father again. We are both 48 years old. I don't want to have anymore children it's the time in life most plan for retirement. Not raising a baby for the next 18years. The affair partner now a permanent person in our lives and I'm given no choice once again over the toxic negativity interjecting my reality. He took my autonomy and destroyed my reality but didn't even tell me until the child was almost born ....I struggle with the feeling that his consequences include losing this connection. It was once in a lifetime connection. You don't get to disrespect something so monumentally and still get what you want. I think he must lose me, if not then what will have been learned ...he will just keep doing what he does ...because nothing really impactful happens as a result. I don't know how I can forget that I wanted a different life ...not this one he's proposing .. so I'm expected to just stay with him? He shit the bed I didn't ....why should I have to sit in his mess now with him until his karmic debt is paid .. no I don't think the universe wants that. I really question if I'm mentally unwell even considering the possibility of staying and navigating this shit sho
My questions for you over affairs.
1 is it turth that Not every affair involves sex. ARE still affair or do people need sex for affair or cheating to happen ur not.
2 are you really sure it affair without having no no sex
3 What another ways to have affair or cheat on someone without having no sex .x.
4 is it turth that Cheating doesn't always have to involve sex or even talking about sex.
Anything that is done in secret and kept from you is cheating.