I’m proud of you for brushing your hair I’m proud of you for blinking I’m proud of you for breathing I’m proud of you for making your bed I’m proud of you for eating Im proud of you for trying to eat Im proud of you for drinking water Im proud of you for being here Im proud of you for being you Im proud of you for smiling Im proud of you for I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you Im proud of you for standing up I’m proud of you for sitting down I’m proud of you for defending yourself I’m proud of you for believing in yourself I’m proud of you for simply trying I’m proud of you for being you i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do
For those who are in households of abuse: You are enough. You deserve better. Know this. I may have not been in this position, felt the pain you did, but I’m here to tell you that you can get through this. You will get through this. Be brave, Hero
Im just here to say... I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your tummy I love your eyebrows I love your arms I love your eye bags I love your personality I love how you talk I love how you sing I love how you help I love your nails I love your scars I love your moles/birthmarks I love your clothes type I love your music type I just love everything you have Im proud that you Im proud that you woke up Im proud that you slept Im proud you tried to sleep Im proud that you brush your hair Im proud that you kept clean There are so much thing im proud abt you did! You probably came form a long day but just realized that someone loves you! It can be your dog or cat or brother or sister or mom or dad or aunt or uncle friends or online friends or anyone! "You gotta be bold you gotta be bad you gotta be wiser you gotta tough" - some lovely lady
They didn’t notice you were crying They didn’t notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you are They didn’t notice how sweet you are They didn’t notice how you actually try make others smile They did notice you failing They did notice you’re unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all your flaws They decided you weren’t good for them But you stayed strong You never gave up on hope And never let them take you down And that’s what makes you stronger You aren’t ugly You aren’t mean you aren’t lazy You aren’t a failure You aren’t a mistake You are beautiful You are worth it You deserve everything You are trying You are smart You do deserve to live
it’s long, but you won’t regret reading it. i love you. i’m so proud of you, and the little things you do are what makes me proud. i can’t believe you’ve come so far, after all you’ve been through, it’s hard to believe you’d even make it here. keep going though, there’s a plan in place for you. it seems so far away, yet it’s not. i love you. and i’m so proud of you and it gets me every time i think about it, like you have been through SO much but your still here. still pushing through. and everything just comes to a blur. all the happy moments feel erased, all the sad taking over your life. but seriously, you are a walking angel on this planet. your beauty from head to toe amazes my eyes, the fact you have the courage and bravery to be here, and on this harsh cruel planet, just makes me so so amazed and proud of what you’ve overcome. it’s like your waiting for this big change in your life, it’s really just waiting for you. again, i’m so so proud. and your smile, UGH it makes me so so happy. your smile is what keeps ME going. it’s so beautiful, it’s as if your an angel from above. and your trying to hide it. what in the world are you doing. it’s to beautiful to ignore, to hide, to keep away from others, because when that smiles hits one others face, it makes them forget about all the rest of the world, and focus on your beautiful smile. you feel “oh this is just one other on the internet, just trying to help other sad people” no. that’s false. i really do care for you. i think your so so beautiful it makes me want to cry. every breath you take, and step you walk, i feel wired inside, like i’ve just encountered an angel. keep going, because there’s more, you have to find out. i love you.
The ADHD burn out one is so relatable, to me it's like an urge to punch the wall as hard as I can or scratching my face till it bleeds. I just feel so fidgety and get so upset for no reason. Anyways hope y'all ok love y'all ❤
I’m the funny kid in my group and it gets tiring having to mask how I really am and really feel. People don’t really know who I am. People think my mom is nice and the best but she body shames me a lot and it really hurts me.
4:37 . This is *the most* relatable tiktok I have ever seen. The described me down to a tee. I thought I was the only one feeling like this. It also told me it was okay to feel like this. I always feel bad about talking about my problems due to being the therapist friend. Whenever I try and talk to people, they either say "Oh yeah I'm feeling suicidal too lol" or just ignore me until I'm "better." I wish I was dead. edit: its been like 3 or 4 months now and i am doing better! im convincing my mother to get me treatment for my anxiety and maybe consult a therapist? ive been 2 months clean, i have someone to vent to and my anger is starting to be more manageable. thank you guys for the comments you left because some of these kept me alive even for just a few more hours
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it. Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it. Your skin isn't paper, so don't cut it. There are zillions of genetic combinations. You just happened to be the lucky one. Love you, person. Love you, friend. Love you, brother. Love you, sister. Love you, mother. Love you, father. Love you, cousin. Love you, aunt. Love you, uncle. Love you, niece. Love you, nephew. Love you, bestie. Love you, frenieme. Love you, classmate. Love you, student. Imagine having enough people to say this to you. That is a reason to keep living. To have people who could say "I love you." My Grandma kept telling my Grandfather, "please stop smoking". He kept on promising he would. He died twenty years ago, before he could meet any of his Grandchildren. My Grandma recently joined him in heaven. If you can actively do something stop your death- you perfect, amazing, beautiful, little(or big) bean-, do it. Don't leave before you have to. We'll be here. If your so called "friends" can't see any of your struggle- get some new friends. We'll be here. If you need to talk to someone, do it.
No, it's not 12:30am, and I don't intend to stay up until I physically can't pry my eyes open any longer. It's funny how I take comfort in videos like these. Haha
I’m sorry to vent but I need an opinion pls…. TW: VENT my best friends two are twins and the other ones also a girl and I was having a convo w the girl and asking her why she did something and she told the twins that she would switch schools and the older twin hit me and told me “S, she’s going to move schools chill” and I tried to apologize but they ignored me. I wanted to cry but my boy bsf asked me why I looked sad and that helped me… and I feel sorry… I came home and told my friend about this and how I didn’t want to relapse and after the call ended I cried my lungs out and I relapsed I was 1 month clean… I’m a failure… I’m sorry.. I’m useless and annoying you didn’t have to read this but I just needed to get it off my mind
@@Engenestayblinkoncearmymoaits ok to vent if u need to, u should never be ashamed. I can understand why you'd be upset that ur friends moving schl. And friend shouldn't have hit u when u were js trying to explain, thats so wrong. And coming from someone who cries a lot (possibly too much) ik its embarrasing to cry in front of ppl but u should let ur emotions out, bottling them will only make things worse. It is ok to cry. U will be alright in the end, things js take time. I'm here for u ❤
TW!!! (Venting) This week I finally told my parents that something is wrong. The day after my birthday, I was in first period and was writing some vent art + venting in my journal but my teacher started to notice. She came up to me and grabbed my journal in front of the class. She then moved my seat away from my friends. After class, she called me up and told me she was going to take a picture of the journal and send it to my parents. I was already so close to having a mental breakdown. I had cried all morning and frankly, I hated my birthday. I started shaking in front of my teacher. Then, I asked her please not too. I could tell she was clearly confused. She looked at my journal and read the words. (She hadn’t read out of it before) I started to cry and she asked me if I wanted to go to the councilor. I should have said no. But instead, I said yes because I don’t know what she would have done if I didn’t. So, I headed to the councilor crying. I told her everything. I mean, literally most of the things going on in my life. She didn’t look like she cared. She told me she had to call my mom. Which, I really didn’t want to happen. But she did it anyways..because once again, I CANT SAY NO. She calls my mom and I have to explain to her about my su!c!dal and SH thoughts. (I hadn’t told her I was already doing SH, I just told her it was a thought) She cried over the phone and in the middle of explaining, she paused me to literally blame my depression and thoughts on MY FUCKING PHONE. She explained that I was probably sad because “I was always on it”. Even though my depression started even before the fact that I had a phone. The only reason I “Sat in the dark” on my phone was because it was the only way I could ever escape from my parents yelling at me. It was a way I used to cope. Because I always did everything for everyone but the only time I took time to myself was on my phone. I was busy with homework or with track or studying for huge tests or even hanging out with friends. The only thing that would make me genuinely happy anymore was sitting on my phone, making puzzles, and writing. But my mom of course had to shorten it to only being on my phone. I then tried to ignore the fact that she thought that and then told her about how my step-father was..s3xua//y h@rrasing me. My mom then told me after that, that she didn’t believe me and it was probably on accident. (I even told her about how he put his hand up my shirt but she still didn’t believe me) AND THE COUNCILOR AGREED THAT IT WAS AN ACCIDENT BECAUSE I ALWAYS ACTED NORMAL AROUND HIM. anyways, the entire talk didn’t make me feel better. I told my mom how I was scared of disappointing her. Three days later she told me I was a disappointment
I hate your mom. I love you, stay safe, live, live for today, live for tomorrow, and the next, and the next, stay alive. The weather's probably nice, don't miss it. ❤
There was a girl in my class everyone fell head over heels for her and it effected everybody including her the boys loved her so much but she played them all the girls wanted to be her she was skinny pretty smart funny she was having problems at home and everyone thought she was completely fine but she committed 😐
i think he meant how pretty she (his happy girlfriend) is and not her (the sad side of her). Saying how much he wants his gf to be happy again? maybe that was my interpretation.
Two of my friends asked me why im always smiling and never sad or crying. I did not think and said because it is easier than explaining why im sad. Their faces,dropped and they looked at me for a sec before breaking down in tears and hugging me.
When your on the verge of having a mental breakdown at school,so you go into the bathroom and scream and cry for awhile,you walk out to see someone who you know standing there outside the stall. That’s what happened to me today🌝
9:21 what the actual heck, That's disgusting especially since that comes from somewhere that cleans it out. Absolutely disgusting. Please tell me I'm not the only one. I started gagging and my stomach grumbled in disgust and especially since i was eating a sandwhich :(
I think they might have pica or sm..? that’s like the only reason i can think of that being justified honestly but if they said they do that cuz their depressed like girl no absolutely not there is actually sm way more wrong with u. no offense if there is like sm severely like wrong bc there obviously is but uh pls get help with that immediately rn pls rn get help
4:37. I can't believe that almost everything they said was me. I had thought that I was the only person who actually felt like this. It almost made me break down in tears just realizing that that was me they were talking about.
i love you. i’m so proud of you, and the little things you do are what makes me proud. i can’t believe you’ve come so far, after all you’ve been through, it’s hard to believe you’d even make it here. keep going though, there’s a plan in place for you. it seems so far away, yet it’s not. you feel like your waiting for this big change in your life, it’s really just waiting for you. again, i’m so so proud. and your smile, UGH it makes me so so happy. your smile is what keeps ME going. it’s so beautiful, it’s as if your an angel from above. and your trying to hide it. what in the world are you doing. it’s to beautiful to ignore, to hide, to keep away from others, because when that smiles hits one others face, it makes them forget about all the rest of the world, and focus on your beautiful smile. you feel “oh this is just one other on the internet, just trying to help other sad people” no. that’s false. i really do care for you. i think your so so beautiful it makes me want to cry. every breath you take, and step you walk, i feel wired inside, like i’ve just encountered an angel. keep going, because there’s more, you have to find out. i love you.
Today I was at the mall and the sweetest old lady came up to me and said “you’re beautiful” to me. I thanked her, and as soon as I got home, I bawled my eyes out. She is too precious for this world 🩷
to those who've gone thru all those moments in the vid , I'm sorry. I'm sorry u felt unloved , i'm sorry u were never supported , and i'm sorry no one even bothered to ask how are you doing. But i wanna let yk that even though I havent met any of you in person , u might as well be the next best thing on earth. u have hearts of pure gold , and I can see the potential ya'll have. ure beautiful , amazing , stunning , funny , adorable , caring , loving and so much more. always improve ur self-care and DON'T hurt urself in any way. srsly , even one little purposeful scratch is enough to tear me apart. ilyasm
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. No need to be happy, no need to be thankful, and especially no need to be sad! Everyone has bad times and memories. Just remember: dont hurt yourself because of what *they* think, if you need to, vent here! i promise to protect and comfort anyone the max i can
0:00 about going missing 0:13 period problems 0:19 mother issues 0:33 adhd problems 0:49 self harm problems 1:00 wanting to go missing again 1:13 trauma issues 1:23 ex boyfriend sexually assaulting her 1:38 self harm tools 1:44 communication issues 1:52 wanting to kys 1:59 worrying if your friend likes u 2:07 self harm 2:17 sexual harassment 2:24 insecure issues 2:30 friends ruining u 2:38 overthinking problems 2:48 holding back feelings 2:55 parent issues 3:04 needing to vent 3:13 falling out 3:20 brother irritating u 3:51 overthinking i think 4:03 camera making u look bad 4:11 never hearing ur deserving of love in more then 18 years 4:45 always sad That’s enough i gtg-
I can never find vent comps I relate to anymore cuz the stuff I relate to atm isn't the most common.. The day after my birthday in june my dad gave my mom divorce papers and two days after that she tried to off herself and that was maybe a month after I'd gotten out of the mental hospital and I had finally started feeling happy and that was just like all the drama and it was absolutely traumatizing and then last month on the 14th my best friend told me they didn't wanna be friends anymore because basically they're convinced I'm a bad person but won't tell me what I did wrong cuz I genuinely don't know what I did and ten days after that my grandma died and I had to miss a week of school for the funeral and I'm failing literally all of my classes rn and the week I got back my great grandma on the same side of the family died, literally two weeks and two days from my grandmas death, and I had to take a mental health day cuz I'm so incredibly burnt out from all this and now I'm rushing to get so many missing things in before friday otherwise my parents will kill me and they can't even be in a room together without fighting anymore and thanksgiving break is next week and there's already enough fighting on thanksgiving but now it's gonna be so much worse and I'm so fucking tired but I just can't get a break I can't afford to miss more school and I'm hardly sleeping this year has sucked so bad I thought I was getting better but now I'm fighting $h urges again and actively having to try not to off myself every time I'm left with nothing to do... I just wanna rest man
4:11 is so true. Everyone deserves love. And if someone out there doesn’t think they deserve it let me tell you right now, YOU DESERVE LOVE. Doesn’t matter where you are, I LOVE YOU! GOD LOVES YOU! You deserve love! 🤍
I don’t even watch these videos because I’m depressed, I was just so mentally disturbed last year and watched so many vents and related sm that now when I have to let something out I physically cannot cry until I watch videos like these. And it’s sad because they’re still relatable i just choose to ignore them
7:15 Im scared that i will feel and act the same way i did in 8th grade. For context i moved from Louisiana to Kentucky, switched schools everything was great during 7th grade but when 8th grade hit my mental health depleated fast. The urge to hurt others was strong so i sh myself to prevent that from happening. I was hearing voices and seeing figures, i was stressed all the time, couldn't sleep and i was always angry. Im scared that the same thing will happen in 10 grade since i started feeling thise things the second year of being at that specific school but now that i switched schools im afraid something similar would happen since i did like my old school when i was in 7th grade. 8th grade was just terrible.
yeahh I got lots of problems so im not tryna be mean but..excuse me. Edit: sorry if that was confusing but I was saying that eating it is pretty gross and that I’m not trying to judge cause I have lots of DIFFERENT problems
Sometime I feel like SH isn’t hard to get over and I could start and end it but I know it’s not easy and it’s addictive so I’m trying not to start so I don’t get stuck in a never ending loop
7:00 is how i feel when im crying. i feel like a little pussy who can literally hold everything in for years, but as soon as i get yelled at school i just break down. i usually just start ravenously scratching my hand, until it goes purple and cant bleed another drop of blood. i hate myself.
Saying people should want to hear bad things about themselves from people they love is BS. It hurts more, and lasts longer when it comes from someone you know because they hold a place in your mind and heart that immortalized every moment you have with them. If a stranger stays you look ugly in a dress then the memory will attach to the dress not the person, but if your family says you look ugly in a dress the memory attaches to them, the dress, and your body.
I remember the worst YEAR of my life, the time I almost committed suicide 2 times. So it was the first day of 6th grade. I was so happy to finally be in middle school and I saw a girl sitting alone. I asked to be her friend and she said yes, but I didn’t realize that would be the worst mistake of my life. She began getting bullied because she did something and since I was her only friend I started getting bullied too. It drove me to the point of breaking and she SA’d me 2 times and she constantly pulled on my arms. She would hit me sometimes and the bullying made it 100 times worse. She played victim every time I stood up for myself and now I flinch at everything that moves and every time I remember her it scares me. I am in high school and it still scars me till this day. It lasted the entire year and one day I had enough and wanted to end it. I was only 10-11 and I had also lost all of my friends and my best friend ghosted me for some other girls before that :(
0:33 I understand that. I almost had to to moves homes or get arrest because of my anger. I have to constantly do anything I can to stop it. I hate myself:) I dare not to vent not a single time once more otherwise I get it used against me again.
I understand how it feel to get angry at yourself but that doesn’t make you a bad person. If you don’t feel comfortable venting to a person write down your feelings on a piece of paper. Use that pencil as hard or as soft as your feeling. If your feeling angry grab a couple of pencils though just in case some break trust me it happens to me as well and after your down writing down your feelings tear the paper up burn it if you want. This may or may not help you but its something that helps me when I’m feeling down. I hope you have a great day/night. You’re loved ❤.
Being in school with adhd, AND being trans makes it really hard to just have a nice day. People think I'm crazy and dating the one kid that nobody likes (for a reason, he's gross)
Guys 4:37 this used to be me and i still kind of is but im to the point where idgaf what people think. I really dont. The most random people will walk by me and my friends at lunch and i say hey or hi to literally almost everyone and my friends think its embarrassing like no honey its called confidence. And with that this is my first time ive had a crush on someone and been able to talk to them. He’s actually cute this time too like my other friends are like “which one in the group” and ill point him out and they’ll be like “okay so like basically the hottest one” and im like yea basically, but i wave at him and call him my friend which could change soon if yk hehehe but anyways this isnt all abt me so feel free to vent to me, if you want tips on how to be confident or anything or if you js need a place to vent i will always be here and i can be very serious in serious situations😊 I love you all and you are all so deserving of love❤❤
Im so sorry for everyone who is going to get mad at me these are all really sad and i hope the people are doing well right now i pray for these people but who eats their discharge please 😭 why.
4:37 I wanted to cry to this.. but it's impossible because the only time i can cry is when someone yells at me or I'm injured badly, and i don't mean a small scratch, no I'm used to *THAT* , but i mean like extreme pain. this tiktok caught me off guard so much.. I stay up all night, trying not to wake up my family while i listen to music, trying to cope, but also trying to make my life living hell. I promise everyone i don't do self-harm. but... guess everyone was right, they shouldn't trust me, like when i told my mom; "I promise, I'm not lgbtq+ anymore." yet I'm a lesbian, or how i told my dad "I'll never break the fridge lock." and yet i tried to glue it down that night and got yelled at the next day. Why couldn't I just be born in a Non-Christian, lgbtq+ accepting household. FOR FUCKS SAKE THEY SENT ME TO A *CHRISTIAN* THERAPIST, AND YET, I'M SCARED TO TELL HER I'M A LESBIAN, AT THIS POINT I'M DONE... But i can't.. for my brother and my best friend.. I don't know what to fucking do anymore...
@@Nikitas_hammersmh if y’all don’t get it you don’t need to comment badly about it? I don’t think it’s too good either and yes it’s a bit gross but you shouldn’t just say that stuff when you don’t know the reason they do it or if there’s even anything to it.
I know when it's getting worse again when I start watching these videos. I get so much better and then randomly I relapse or get really close to doing it, I ask myself "Do I really want to do this again? I'll regret it as soon as I do it, but it would help me cry and get some emotions out. I want to, but should I? No, I shouldn't but I'm going to anyways" my brain is messed up so much that when I'm better I want to get worse and when I'm worse part of me wants to get better and part of me wants to get worse, it really sucks.
When I was younger i had Really really bad anxiety. (I still do, but ive been better.) I was constantly crying and over thinking all the time, all because of small things like feeling bad for saying something to someone, or just no reason at all. My friends were so nice to me, I often felt I was a bully to them. I still feel this way now, but I just can't help it. I often overhear my parents talking shit about me. I have one specific friend which I have have had since Jr infants (Irish for 1st grade or kindergarten). She once told me that one day when I was out sick, In around 4th, or 5th class, they were also talking shit about me. I hated myself so fucking much back then. I would scratch myself and starve myself each day. They said I didn't truly have OCD, or anxiety. They also said that I thought of myself so cool, and pretty. They then said I was fat and ugly. I eventually would vent to my mum and my good friend about these things. My mum eventually got me a child's therapist, which helped a bit. I'm still friends with them, but I can't bare losing any Friends, it's to much for me to handle. I'm doing a bit better now though. ❤
This happens a lot and idk if it happens to anyone else but my brain will just repeat itself like “im fine im fine im fine im fine” or “no no no no no” and most of the time i have to say it out loud and if it’s really bad i need pain to snap me out of it
For everyone reading this right now. I just want to say a few things. You DO deserve love! They DON’T deserve you! You ARE beautiful! You DO deserve happiness! It’s OKAY to be different! If you’ve failed a test it DOESN’T mean you are dumb! You might feel like you have no options, but there’s always someone to listen. (Vent in my comments if you want, I’ll reply) I just want to say, that people might not always like you, or love you. But you’re not alone, there are better people out there, and you DESERVE someone like that. I don’t care if you don’t think you don’t, but you do. You are amazing, kind and I am so proud of you for getting up today and carrying on. That must feel really hard for you sometimes. I hope you’ve eaten today, and had something to drink. I don’t know what you’re struggling with, but please carry on, please keep going. You are strong. You are amazing. And I care for you, okay? I’m so proud of you. ❤
yk it’s bad when u start watching these again..
edit: I hope y’all are doing okay xx I love you guys and i care for you 🫶🏽
Fr😢
Oh, it’s bad then.. but even without watching this I know it’s bad
oh fr
naw u deadass frr tho and when they pop up on ur youtube front page whatever its called
frr🥲🥲
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair
I’m proud of you for blinking
I’m proud of you for breathing
I’m proud of you for making your bed
I’m proud of you for eating
Im proud of you for trying to eat
Im proud of you for drinking water
Im proud of you for being here
Im proud of you for being you
Im proud of you for smiling
Im proud of you for I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you
Im proud of you for standing up
I’m proud of you for sitting down
I’m proud of you for defending yourself
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself
I’m proud of you for simply trying
I’m proud of you for being you
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
This really made my day fr
whoever you are, i love you, thank you for taking time out of your own time just to make others smile. thank you ml
I’m crying, no one has ever said that to me.
I needed that today
I love u
Who only likes school to get away from parents….
Me
I like it tp get away from family, but then those ppl show up and then maths you forgot and get axienty.
@@leslie_meyers_cosplay this feeling
Yes.... I don't have to worry about it until now...☹️
i only like school to get away of crying.....
For those who are in households of abuse:
You are enough. You deserve better. Know this. I may have not been in this position, felt the pain you did, but I’m here to tell you that you can get through this. You will get through this. Be brave, Hero
THANK YOU!!!
#Gspy rose
I just wanted to say thank you and I love your name. My name is Rayah
@@sauerkraut7982 Oh Thank you! Also, we are kind of twins aren’t we? Raya-Rayah. One word difference, but still!!
I deserve to live?
It doesn't feel like I do.
I don't want to
Help me
Im just here to say...
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your tummy
I love your eyebrows
I love your arms
I love your eye bags
I love your personality
I love how you talk
I love how you sing
I love how you help
I love your nails
I love your scars
I love your moles/birthmarks
I love your clothes type
I love your music type
I just love everything you have
Im proud that you
Im proud that you woke up
Im proud that you slept
Im proud you tried to sleep
Im proud that you brush your hair
Im proud that you kept clean
There are so much thing im proud abt you did! You probably came form a long day but just realized that someone loves you! It can be your dog or cat or brother or sister or mom or dad or aunt or uncle friends or online friends or anyone!
"You gotta be bold you gotta be bad you gotta be wiser you gotta tough" - some lovely lady
this has me fucking crying. thank you
im bald but thanks!
i love you so much. i needed this ty.
@@GODSAVETHEQUEENTHEFACISTREGIME oh
4:12 I've never been told that
They didn’t notice you were crying
They didn’t notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you are
They didn’t notice how sweet you are
They didn’t notice how you actually try make others smile
They did notice you failing
They did notice you’re unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They decided you weren’t good for them
But you stayed strong
You never gave up on hope
And never let them take you down
And that’s what makes you stronger
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t mean
you aren’t lazy
You aren’t a failure
You aren’t a mistake
You are beautiful
You are worth it
You deserve everything
You are trying
You are smart
You do deserve to live
Thank you😭
Thank you
thanks for this. i really appreciate. im not being sarcastic, im dead serious. God bless you for this
it’s long, but you won’t regret reading it.
i love you. i’m so proud of you, and the little things you do are what makes me proud. i can’t believe you’ve come so far, after all you’ve been through, it’s hard to believe you’d even make it here. keep going though, there’s a plan in place for you. it seems so far away, yet it’s not. i love you. and i’m so proud of you and it gets me every time i think about it, like you have been through SO much but your still here. still pushing through. and everything just comes to a blur. all the happy moments feel erased, all the sad taking over your life. but seriously, you are a walking angel on this planet. your beauty from head to toe amazes my eyes, the fact you have the courage and bravery to be here, and on this harsh cruel planet, just makes me so so amazed and proud of what you’ve overcome. it’s like your waiting for this big change in your life, it’s really just waiting for you. again, i’m so so proud. and your smile, UGH it makes me so so happy. your smile is what keeps ME going. it’s so beautiful, it’s as if your an angel from above. and your trying to hide it. what in the world are you doing. it’s to beautiful to ignore, to hide, to keep away from others, because when that smiles hits one others face, it makes them forget about all the rest of the world, and focus on your beautiful smile. you feel “oh this is just one other on the internet, just trying to help other sad people” no. that’s false. i really do care for you. i think your so so beautiful it makes me want to cry. every breath you take, and step you walk, i feel wired inside, like i’ve just encountered an angel. keep going, because there’s more, you have to find out. i love you.
I’m sobbing right now. This literally made my day, thank you so much!
Thank you so much.
Thankyou...ily sm❤
im going to share this to all of the vents ive watched
thank you
I know this is a vent video, but I am flabbergasted at the eating the discharge like what😭😭😭😭
like i watch these for art inspiration and i looked up and was like wtf!
no fr no hate on that but do people actually do that😭
probs a troll account
@@Bayisbetter lol
@@grace.shallcrass9:21
The ADHD burn out one is so relatable, to me it's like an urge to punch the wall as hard as I can or scratching my face till it bleeds. I just feel so fidgety and get so upset for no reason. Anyways hope y'all ok love y'all ❤
i get that feeling too but i dont have adhd
@@hayley178 same… I do the scratching thing whenever I get to angry…
@@Enbyfriendtoall yea same.
Me too!
I don’t have adhd but I do that when I’m angry
I’m the funny kid in my group and it gets tiring having to mask how I really am and really feel. People don’t really know who I am. People think my mom is nice and the best but she body shames me a lot and it really hurts me.
You are perfect just the way you are, even if you aren't dealing with this anymore, because I know this was a while ago, it's still true
Real 😢
4:37 .
This is *the most* relatable tiktok I have ever seen. The described me down to a tee. I thought I was the only one feeling like this.
It also told me it was okay to feel like this. I always feel bad about talking about my problems due to being the therapist friend. Whenever I try and talk to people, they either say "Oh yeah I'm feeling suicidal too lol" or just ignore me until I'm "better."
I wish I was dead.
edit: its been like 3 or 4 months now and i am doing better! im convincing my mother to get me treatment for my anxiety and maybe consult a therapist? ive been 2 months clean, i have someone to vent to and my anger is starting to be more manageable. thank you guys for the comments you left because some of these kept me alive even for just a few more hours
Honey you can vent to me? Can you tell me what's going on?
@@Miko-mv1qeagreed, please, someone cares about you, and you need to vent
This explained me perfectly, you are not alone
NEVER say you wanna be d3@d. PLEASE PROMISE ME
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your skin isn't paper, so don't cut it.
There are zillions of genetic combinations. You just happened to be the lucky one.
Love you, person.
Love you, friend.
Love you, brother.
Love you, sister.
Love you, mother.
Love you, father.
Love you, cousin.
Love you, aunt.
Love you, uncle.
Love you, niece.
Love you, nephew.
Love you, bestie.
Love you, frenieme.
Love you, classmate.
Love you, student.
Imagine having enough people to say this to you. That is a reason to keep living. To have people who could say "I love you."
My Grandma kept telling my Grandfather, "please stop smoking". He kept on promising he would. He died twenty years ago, before he could meet any of his Grandchildren. My Grandma recently joined him in heaven.
If you can actively do something stop your death- you perfect, amazing, beautiful, little(or big) bean-, do it. Don't leave before you have to.
We'll be here. If your so called "friends" can't see any of your struggle- get some new friends. We'll be here. If you need to talk to someone, do it.
9:17 ummm well very interesting.....
Yeah…….
I was caught so off guard by that one😭
oh.. wasn’t expecting that-😭✋
@@frankbytheoceann fr, that was just uhm..
Yeah… uh I think they need to get that checked out…
“break a plate, then say sorry to it. Is it fixed? *no.* “
Cause it's a plate ☠️
edit: I'm being satire😭
@@KeyIsKeyybro actually shut up. It’s sad and ur taking it as a joke.
@@KAY1233-js5mw but it's a plate, you can't fix a broken plate with a word
@@KeyIsKeyy bro yes that’s what it means. You can't fix a mentally broken person with a word.
@@KAY1233-js5mw but a person isn't glass
9:22, okay I'm sorry but that is gross😔
right my face went “😧” like.. wth
EXACTLY
OKAY SO IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO LOST MY APPETITE RIGHT?!?
@@Thattheatereditz NOPE
EXACTLY LIKE I WAS GAGGING😭
9:18 wtf💀💀💀💀
LMAOOO
What the actual fuck was that
I think that person had an eating disorder called Pica
What’s discharge..
@@-_-chxr-_- your to young ask your mom
3:34 was trying to understand this and then I realized the person mustve accidentally put a video about an actual VENT lmfao
oh, lmao that actually makes sense
That’s F’CKING amazing.
Ohh, now it makes since
No, it's not 12:30am, and I don't intend to stay up until I physically can't pry my eyes open any longer. It's funny how I take comfort in videos like these. Haha
4:11 AM for me. i dont allow myself to do anything! i dont sleep, i dont eat much and i drink water once a day
for anyone who needs it, my kitty says hello and he loves you all. his name is socks. when you feel sad please think of socks
thanks :) Socks is helping me stay alive rn. give him lots of hugs
@@Mushroom-kid of course
I’m sorry to vent but I need an opinion pls….
TW: VENT
my best friends two are twins and the other ones also a girl and I was having a convo w the girl and asking her why she did something and she told the twins that she would switch schools and the older twin hit me and told me “S, she’s going to move schools chill” and I tried to apologize but they ignored me. I wanted to cry but my boy bsf asked me why I looked sad and that helped me… and I feel sorry… I came home and told my friend about this and how I didn’t want to relapse and after the call ended I cried my lungs out and I relapsed I was 1 month clean… I’m a failure… I’m sorry.. I’m useless and annoying you didn’t have to read this but I just needed to get it off my mind
I'm a dog person but love to socks from lady (my dog) and me!
@@Engenestayblinkoncearmymoaits ok to vent if u need to, u should never be ashamed. I can understand why you'd be upset that ur friends moving schl. And friend shouldn't have hit u when u were js trying to explain, thats so wrong. And coming from someone who cries a lot (possibly too much) ik its embarrasing to cry in front of ppl but u should let ur emotions out, bottling them will only make things worse. It is ok to cry. U will be alright in the end, things js take time. I'm here for u ❤
Why did the discharge one catch me so off guard
Fr-😭
same😀-
What’s discharge
@@Cookie_crumblzxoh honey…
@@Cookie_crumblzx a part of pub3rty
4:36 is so true i almost started crying I wish people would understand that.
The family part is it true for me but yeah… 😭
TW!!!
(Venting)
This week I finally told my parents that something is wrong. The day after my birthday, I was in first period and was writing some vent art + venting in my journal but my teacher started to notice. She came up to me and grabbed my journal in front of the class. She then moved my seat away from my friends. After class, she called me up and told me she was going to take a picture of the journal and send it to my parents. I was already so close to having a mental breakdown. I had cried all morning and frankly, I hated my birthday. I started shaking in front of my teacher. Then, I asked her please not too. I could tell she was clearly confused. She looked at my journal and read the words. (She hadn’t read out of it before) I started to cry and she asked me if I wanted to go to the councilor. I should have said no. But instead, I said yes because I don’t know what she would have done if I didn’t. So, I headed to the councilor crying. I told her everything. I mean, literally most of the things going on in my life. She didn’t look like she cared. She told me she had to call my mom. Which, I really didn’t want to happen. But she did it anyways..because once again, I CANT SAY NO. She calls my mom and I have to explain to her about my
su!c!dal and SH thoughts. (I hadn’t told her I was already doing SH, I just told her it was a thought) She cried over the phone and in the middle of explaining, she paused me to literally blame my depression and thoughts on MY FUCKING PHONE. She explained that I was probably sad because “I was always on it”. Even though my depression started even before the fact that I had a phone. The only reason I “Sat in the dark” on my phone was because it was the only way I could ever escape from my parents yelling at me. It was a way I used to cope. Because I always did everything for everyone but the only time I took time to myself was on my phone. I was busy with homework or with track or studying for huge tests or even hanging out with friends. The only thing that would make me genuinely happy anymore was sitting on my phone, making puzzles, and writing. But my mom of course had to shorten it to only being on my phone. I then tried to ignore the fact that she thought that and then told her about how my step-father was..s3xua//y h@rrasing me. My mom then told me after that, that she didn’t believe me and it was probably on accident. (I even told her about how he put his hand up my shirt but she still didn’t believe me) AND THE COUNCILOR AGREED THAT IT WAS AN ACCIDENT BECAUSE I ALWAYS ACTED NORMAL AROUND HIM.
anyways, the entire talk didn’t make me feel better. I told my mom how I was scared of disappointing her. Three days later she told me I was a disappointment
Oh wow that’s a lot , im really sorry you have to go through all that😭
CRAP DUDE I'M SO SORRY❤
I hate your mom. I love you, stay safe, live, live for today, live for tomorrow, and the next, and the next, stay alive. The weather's probably nice, don't miss it. ❤
Please call athorities
im so sorry this happened. But rememeber that none of this is YOUR fault. Everythign will be alright soon
11:27 hit hard… I had a baby at age of 11…
..i cant imagine how hard that is
@lilacslayzz my dad r@ped me….
@lilacslayzz yeah…
@@Charming_charlottei am genuinely so sorry this happened to you. :( i really hope ur in a better situation now, and just remember ur not alone❤
I want to say something to this, but I know people will leak my public info.
There was a girl in my class everyone fell head over heels for her and it effected everybody including her the boys loved her so much but she played them all the girls wanted to be her she was skinny pretty smart funny she was having problems at home and everyone thought she was completely fine but she committed 😐
aww i’m sorry. ❤
that person at 8:35 is messed up. this is why i have trust issues.
Same I thought I read wrong but I didn't :I
i think he meant how pretty she (his happy girlfriend) is and not her (the sad side of her). Saying how much he wants his gf to be happy again? maybe that was my interpretation.
9:22 ik she might be struggling but that is just terribly disgusting.
Two of my friends asked me why im always smiling and never sad or crying. I did not think and said because it is easier than explaining why im sad. Their faces,dropped and they looked at me for a sec before breaking down in tears and hugging me.
Not me having a blurred view and seeing myself 'watching' the video but I'm actually listening 💀✌
When your on the verge of having a mental breakdown at school,so you go into the bathroom and scream and cry for awhile,you walk out to see someone who you know standing there outside the stall. That’s what happened to me today🌝
what happend? are you okay? tell me please?
@@hamdanalmarqab8876 I got called ugly by someone I was friends with and they said it so casually.
@@H3ll0K1TTY-fn6xn get used to it hunny I’ve gone through a lot but Ilysm
4:48 hit too hard. I just mask it until I’m all alone.
9:21
what the actual heck, That's disgusting especially since that comes from somewhere that cleans it out. Absolutely disgusting. Please tell me I'm not the only one. I started gagging and my stomach grumbled in disgust and especially since i was eating a sandwhich :(
exactly, i just ate and i feel like throwing up now 😭
SAME. THAT IS SO BAD LIKE YOU CAN HELP IT SO STOP LIKE WHAT-
I think they might have pica or sm..? that’s like the only reason i can think of that being justified honestly
but if they said they do that cuz their depressed like girl no absolutely not there is actually sm way more wrong with u.
no offense if there is like sm severely like wrong bc there obviously is but uh pls get help with that immediately rn pls rn get help
I researched it and it said it’s “fine”
Even if it’s fine it’s still nasty…
@@lifewmia12 omg yes its perfectly fine 🤪🤩😍🥰😂
(Not trying to be passive or anything but like bruh 😭)
4:37. I can't believe that almost everything they said was me. I had thought that I was the only person who actually felt like this. It almost made me break down in tears just realizing that that was me they were talking about.
9:22 uhm, that *is* disgusting.. I mean that in the most nicest way possible-😶
yeahhh-..
fr. i was so disgusted when i saw it
I was like WTF😭 who does that??
@@Ella-ew8jt FR!!
@@alexis4784what’s discharge?
5:01 😭😭😭😭 if only everyone understood this is a very correct and widely true line😭😭
i love you. i’m so proud of you, and the little things you do are what makes me proud. i can’t believe you’ve come so far, after all you’ve been through, it’s hard to believe you’d even make it here. keep going though, there’s a plan in place for you. it seems so far away, yet it’s not. you feel like your waiting for this big change in your life, it’s really just waiting for you. again, i’m so so proud. and your smile, UGH it makes me so so happy. your smile is what keeps ME going. it’s so beautiful, it’s as if your an angel from above. and your trying to hide it. what in the world are you doing. it’s to beautiful to ignore, to hide, to keep away from others, because when that smiles hits one others face, it makes them forget about all the rest of the world, and focus on your beautiful smile. you feel “oh this is just one other on the internet, just trying to help other sad people” no. that’s false. i really do care for you. i think your so so beautiful it makes me want to cry. every breath you take, and step you walk, i feel wired inside, like i’ve just encountered an angel. keep going, because there’s more, you have to find out. i love you.
Today I was at the mall and the sweetest old lady came up to me and said “you’re beautiful” to me. I thanked her, and as soon as I got home, I bawled my eyes out. She is too precious for this world 🩷
WHAT DOES THE 'I WANNA SMOKE WITHOUT O AND E' MEEAANNNN
KMS spelled backwards
@@darklynx4779 ooohhh ty
I still don’t get it
@@A_person-zh1gt smoke without o and e is smk and that backwards is kms (k1ll my self)
6:50 also seeing Jay just makes me happy
I’m sorry but the discharge one what-
also it’s at 9:18
Fr like what.
Yeah uhm..
Bro real I’m just sitting here like: 🧍♀️
Naw bc i was like breaking down, then i saw that and was like:
👁👄👁
LIKE WHAT- THAT GIRL CAN STOP, SHE NEEDS TO
Fun fact: internet people knows how we feel more then our parents do
to those who've gone thru all those moments in the vid , I'm sorry. I'm sorry u felt unloved , i'm sorry u were never supported , and i'm sorry no one even bothered to ask how are you doing. But i wanna let yk that even though I havent met any of you in person , u might as well be the next best thing on earth. u have hearts of pure gold , and I can see the potential ya'll have. ure beautiful , amazing , stunning , funny , adorable , caring , loving and so much more. always improve ur self-care and DON'T hurt urself in any way. srsly , even one little purposeful scratch is enough to tear me apart. ilyasm
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
No need to be happy, no need to be thankful, and especially no need to be sad!
Everyone has bad times and memories. Just remember:
dont hurt yourself because of what *they* think, if you need to, vent here! i promise to protect and comfort anyone the max i can
I don't understand why this doesn't have more likes. Nobody has ever told me that they loved me, and this made me cry. Thank you so much
Waterfalling rn
Thank you. Literal tears are drowning my face rn… thank you
“I love you” that made me cry thank you
0:00 about going missing
0:13 period problems
0:19 mother issues
0:33 adhd problems
0:49 self harm problems
1:00 wanting to go missing again
1:13 trauma issues
1:23 ex boyfriend sexually assaulting her
1:38 self harm tools
1:44 communication issues
1:52 wanting to kys
1:59 worrying if your friend likes u
2:07 self harm
2:17 sexual harassment
2:24 insecure issues
2:30 friends ruining u
2:38 overthinking problems
2:48 holding back feelings
2:55 parent issues
3:04 needing to vent
3:13 falling out
3:20 brother irritating u
3:51 overthinking i think
4:03 camera making u look bad
4:11 never hearing ur deserving of love in more then 18 years
4:45 always sad
That’s enough i gtg-
9:21 was a jumpscare wtf
bro that’s what i said like if that’s real…
What’s discharge
@@Cookie_crumblzxhow old are you?
I can never find vent comps I relate to anymore cuz the stuff I relate to atm isn't the most common..
The day after my birthday in june my dad gave my mom divorce papers and two days after that she tried to off herself and that was maybe a month after I'd gotten out of the mental hospital and I had finally started feeling happy and that was just like all the drama and it was absolutely traumatizing and then last month on the 14th my best friend told me they didn't wanna be friends anymore because basically they're convinced I'm a bad person but won't tell me what I did wrong cuz I genuinely don't know what I did and ten days after that my grandma died and I had to miss a week of school for the funeral and I'm failing literally all of my classes rn and the week I got back my great grandma on the same side of the family died, literally two weeks and two days from my grandmas death, and I had to take a mental health day cuz I'm so incredibly burnt out from all this and now I'm rushing to get so many missing things in before friday otherwise my parents will kill me and they can't even be in a room together without fighting anymore and thanksgiving break is next week and there's already enough fighting on thanksgiving but now it's gonna be so much worse and I'm so fucking tired but I just can't get a break I can't afford to miss more school and I'm hardly sleeping this year has sucked so bad I thought I was getting better but now I'm fighting $h urges again and actively having to try not to off myself every time I'm left with nothing to do... I just wanna rest man
the discharge one had me dying laughing while crying lmao what the fuck
4:11 is so true. Everyone deserves love. And if someone out there doesn’t think they deserve it let me tell you right now, YOU DESERVE LOVE. Doesn’t matter where you are, I LOVE YOU! GOD LOVES YOU! You deserve love! 🤍
5:42 "just hang in there a little longer" bro wrong quote😭😭
I don’t even watch these videos because I’m depressed, I was just so mentally disturbed last year and watched so many vents and related sm that now when I have to let something out I physically cannot cry until I watch videos like these. And it’s sad because they’re still relatable i just choose to ignore them
Ps. Don’t be like me kids take time to recover 😭 hope u pl get well soon
You are worth everything and that will never change please stay with us
7:15
Im scared that i will feel and act the same way i did in 8th grade. For context i moved from Louisiana to Kentucky, switched schools everything was great during 7th grade but when 8th grade hit my mental health depleated fast. The urge to hurt others was strong so i sh myself to prevent that from happening. I was hearing voices and seeing figures, i was stressed all the time, couldn't sleep and i was always angry. Im scared that the same thing will happen in 10 grade since i started feeling thise things the second year of being at that specific school but now that i switched schools im afraid something similar would happen since i did like my old school when i was in 7th grade. 8th grade was just terrible.
omg the one where it says stop eating your discharge 😂. love you all there is a reason for you on this planet
9:18
wtf… whyyyyyy😭
yeahh I got lots of problems so im not tryna be mean but..excuse me.
Edit: sorry if that was confusing but I was saying that eating it is pretty gross and that I’m not trying to judge cause I have lots of DIFFERENT problems
@CeDxplr no I dont
YEA BRO ITS DISGUSTING- I NEED AN EXPLENATION BRO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@blobfishyyy1234 fr pls my old friend ate her own or even her GFs period blood 😭 like wtf
@@Yn-vents HELP?!?!?!!!????!?!
Sometime I feel like SH isn’t hard to get over and I could start and end it but I know it’s not easy and it’s addictive so I’m trying not to start so I don’t get stuck in a never ending loop
The discharge one is crazy-
The deepest person guy this one was me to a whole new level
7:00 is how i feel when im crying. i feel like a little pussy who can literally hold everything in for years, but as soon as i get yelled at school i just break down. i usually just start ravenously scratching my hand, until it goes purple and cant bleed another drop of blood. i hate myself.
Listen your life will get better, i promise. Whatever your going thru, your not alone i am proud of you :)
1:11 me jumping in my coma:
The call being my friends screaming “THATS A CLIF!”
*Me jumping faster*
What the actual crap is 9:29
9:19 what…
I thought it was weird
i’m a bit confused
its really gross tbh
What’s that.
@@myfartsstjnkuhmm it’s what.. nvm your prob too young
Saying people should want to hear bad things about themselves from people they love is BS. It hurts more, and lasts longer when it comes from someone you know because they hold a place in your mind and heart that immortalized every moment you have with them. If a stranger stays you look ugly in a dress then the memory will attach to the dress not the person, but if your family says you look ugly in a dress the memory attaches to them, the dress, and your body.
I remember the worst YEAR of my life, the time I almost committed suicide 2 times. So it was the first day of 6th grade. I was so happy to finally be in middle school and I saw a girl sitting alone. I asked to be her friend and she said yes, but I didn’t realize that would be the worst mistake of my life. She began getting bullied because she did something and since I was her only friend I started getting bullied too. It drove me to the point of breaking and she SA’d me 2 times and she constantly pulled on my arms. She would hit me sometimes and the bullying made it 100 times worse. She played victim every time I stood up for myself and now I flinch at everything that moves and every time I remember her it scares me. I am in high school and it still scars me till this day. It lasted the entire year and one day I had enough and wanted to end it. I was only 10-11 and I had also lost all of my friends and my best friend ghosted me for some other girls before that :(
7:00 i wanna hug him so much
The fact I relapsed yesterday..
1:44 that’s me every day
4:37 Until 5:48 is something i needed to hear and the ADHD burnout? That's relatable too.
3:15 STOP. THIS ACTUALLY SCARED ME, I THOUGHT ONE OF MY FRIENDS POSTED ABT ME OR SUM SHII CUZ THATS MY NAME, I WAS FREAKING OUT FOR A SECOND.
OOP, looking back at this comment and realizing I don’t have snap so there’s no way in hell It could’ve been me….😋✌
@@Ixarii.girl u ok?
0:33
I understand that. I almost had to to moves homes or get arrest because of my anger. I have to constantly do anything I can to stop it. I hate myself:) I dare not to vent not a single time once more otherwise I get it used against me again.
I understand how it feel to get angry at yourself but that doesn’t make you a bad person. If you don’t feel comfortable venting to a person write down your feelings on a piece of paper. Use that pencil as hard or as soft as your feeling. If your feeling angry grab a couple of pencils though just in case some break trust me it happens to me as well and after your down writing down your feelings tear the paper up burn it if you want. This may or may not help you but its something that helps me when I’m feeling down. I hope you have a great day/night. You’re loved ❤.
Being in school with adhd, AND being trans makes it really hard to just have a nice day. People think I'm crazy and dating the one kid that nobody likes (for a reason, he's gross)
Guys 4:37 this used to be me and i still kind of is but im to the point where idgaf what people think. I really dont. The most random people will walk by me and my friends at lunch and i say hey or hi to literally almost everyone and my friends think its embarrassing like no honey its called confidence. And with that this is my first time ive had a crush on someone and been able to talk to them. He’s actually cute this time too like my other friends are like “which one in the group” and ill point him out and they’ll be like “okay so like basically the hottest one” and im like yea basically, but i wave at him and call him my friend which could change soon if yk hehehe but anyways this isnt all abt me so feel free to vent to me, if you want tips on how to be confident or anything or if you js need a place to vent i will always be here and i can be very serious in serious situations😊
I love you all and you are all so deserving of love❤❤
Your designs are awesome I've never tried to make michael like that btw you inspire me so much❤❤❤
Im so sorry for everyone who is going to get mad at me these are all really sad and i hope the people are doing well right now i pray for these people but who eats their discharge please 😭 why.
I think its an eating disorder called Pica..when you eat things other then food..I might be wrong tho
4:37 I started to cry for how true 😭
6:17 I have these and its normal it just means your low on some vitamins
4:37.. bro why u gotta do me like that? But like fr relatable
To lighten the mood at: 1:58 I thought that said “I wanna oke”
Sometimes you just have to let your mind go blank and stop thinking
4:37 I wanted to cry to this.. but it's impossible because the only time i can cry is when someone yells at me or I'm injured badly, and i don't mean a small scratch, no I'm used to *THAT* , but i mean like extreme pain. this tiktok caught me off guard so much.. I stay up all night, trying not to wake up my family while i listen to music, trying to cope, but also trying to make my life living hell. I promise everyone i don't do self-harm. but... guess everyone was right, they shouldn't trust me, like when i told my mom; "I promise, I'm not lgbtq+ anymore." yet I'm a lesbian, or how i told my dad "I'll never break the fridge lock." and yet i tried to glue it down that night and got yelled at the next day. Why couldn't I just be born in a Non-Christian, lgbtq+ accepting household. FOR FUCKS SAKE THEY SENT ME TO A *CHRISTIAN* THERAPIST, AND YET, I'M SCARED TO TELL HER I'M A LESBIAN, AT THIS POINT I'M DONE... But i can't.. for my brother and my best friend.. I don't know what to fucking do anymore...
omg im in the same situation , just know ily and im here i you wanna talk
As someone who's gonna be running away next week i can relate to these
9:22 wtf? 💀
nah frr wtf y was that in a vent tt
@@Nikitas_hammersmh if y’all don’t get it you don’t need to comment badly about it? I don’t think it’s too good either and yes it’s a bit gross but you shouldn’t just say that stuff when you don’t know the reason they do it or if there’s even anything to it.
nah aint no justifying it lmfaoo@@fish.rstinkey
@@fish.rstinkeyI’m pretty sure that video was a joke video making fun of cringey vent accounts.
@@Gravelkisser985it wasnt, its part of an eating disorder
I know when it's getting worse again when I start watching these videos.
I get so much better and then randomly I relapse or get really close to doing it, I ask myself "Do I really want to do this again? I'll regret it as soon as I do it, but it would help me cry and get some emotions out. I want to, but should I? No, I shouldn't but I'm going to anyways" my brain is messed up so much that when I'm better I want to get worse and when I'm worse part of me wants to get better and part of me wants to get worse, it really sucks.
5:12 OIII STOP TELLING MY PRIVATE INFO-
I started crying while watching this
1:37 the face razors... i used those
Same
It’s worse when you want to cry but you literally physically can’t anymore even if you try
I’m sorry I can’t do this 😂 7:06 I’m sorry if I sound rude but it looks so funny😭
4:37 is so true to me… i literally cried because someone finally knew how I felt..
Why the actual fuck can i relate to this vid 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
When I was younger i had Really really bad anxiety. (I still do, but ive been better.) I was constantly crying and over thinking all the time, all because of small things like feeling bad for saying something to someone, or just no reason at all. My friends were so nice to me, I often felt I was a bully to them. I still feel this way now, but I just can't help it. I often overhear my parents talking shit about me. I have one specific friend which I have have had since Jr infants (Irish for 1st grade or kindergarten). She once told me that one day when I was out sick, In around 4th, or 5th class, they were also talking shit about me. I hated myself so fucking much back then. I would scratch myself and starve myself each day. They said I didn't truly have OCD, or anxiety. They also said that I thought of myself so cool, and pretty. They then said I was fat and ugly. I eventually would vent to my mum and my good friend about these things. My mum eventually got me a child's therapist, which helped a bit. I'm still friends with them, but I can't bare losing any Friends, it's to much for me to handle.
I'm doing a bit better now though. ❤
3:59 i feel that😞💔
This happens a lot and idk if it happens to anyone else but my brain will just repeat itself like “im fine im fine im fine im fine” or “no no no no no” and most of the time i have to say it out loud and if it’s really bad i need pain to snap me out of it
8:38 I hope he doesn't think this of me
8:42 is so real, i’m going through that rn. he doesn’t love me but my body.
3:25
I feel so bad for that poor girl…
4:11 I feel so bad man:(
3:49 wait so this feeling isn't normal?
what’s the feeling?
I can't tell why i started watching these, maybe cause i like depressing things... idrk...
9:43 Maybe it's not in the topic of the video but i wanted to ask, if anyone knows the song name and is it on spotify?
The song is mice on venus but i’m not sure if it’s on spotify
Thank you!
I’m watching this while my family is yelling at each other 😀
For everyone reading this right now. I just want to say a few things.
You DO deserve love!
They DON’T deserve you!
You ARE beautiful!
You DO deserve happiness!
It’s OKAY to be different!
If you’ve failed a test it DOESN’T mean you are dumb!
You might feel like you have no options, but there’s always someone to listen. (Vent in my comments if you want, I’ll reply)
I just want to say, that people might not always like you, or love you. But you’re not alone, there are better people out there, and you DESERVE someone like that. I don’t care if you don’t think you don’t, but you do. You are amazing, kind and I am so proud of you for getting up today and carrying on. That must feel really hard for you sometimes. I hope you’ve eaten today, and had something to drink. I don’t know what you’re struggling with, but please carry on, please keep going. You are strong. You are amazing. And I care for you, okay? I’m so proud of you. ❤
Tysm
May I vent?
If you don't answer thats okay
6:41 I feel like that every day. I’m always told how people are but they never care to ask me or they ask but don’t care.
2:54 that hit so close to home :/
same bestie
4:37 I feel like someone’s is stalking me like why is that to real he just explained my entire life 😢