Goodbye.

You’ve seen me spend months working on videos, hoping to help you while getting barely any money in return.
You’ve seen me be extremely real and raw about my addiction and depression to fight the stigma, knowing that I’ll be judged by many, but wanting to pave the way.
You’ve seen me save a senior dog, spending tens of thousands of pounds to save her and give her one last good year of life while everyone else wanted to give up on her.
I’ve been in psych ward for the past few days, speaking to all the very mentally ill people, trying to offer them at least a little bit of love and warmth because they have no one (and none of the workers are interested in simply giving them the attention that they so desperately crave), doing it completely for free and loving it.
I’m saying this not to brag. I’m saying this because my entire life I believed I’m not worthy of respect or that I’m not truly kind at heart and just faking. I believed I deserved to be nothing but used and I allowed it.
NO.
I am the calmest, most kind hearted human and it’s really difficult to piss me off.
But you have crossed the line with the comments on RUclips. The “ungratefulness” is out of this world. You don’t even know what’s on that “spicy” Patreon, you just assumed I’m doing a full blown only fans while there’s even no full nudity. You have absolutely no clue about the critical situation I’m currently in and yet you came in like a fuck’ng wrecking ball to judge the girl who gave you her everything. I’m done with this. I’m done with putting others first. I’m done with being naive. I’m taking back my life. If you want to access the videos, be my guest: / shop
Your hurtful words didn’t break me. They gave me back my life. I’m signing off.
Goodbye.