reading vlog - A Little Life ruins my month and Cloud Atlas blows me away
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- Опубликовано: 28 мар 2024
- reading vlog - A Little Life ruins my month and Cloud Atlas blows me away
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hey everyone this my first attempt at a proper reading vlog on this channel. It revolves around my reads in march which include A Little life, Sailing to Sarantium by GGK, Cloud Atlas, and to a lesser extent Children of Dune, Gardens of the Moon and Murakami's hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world. I hope you enjoy this reading vlog and also the random b roll footage of my time as universal studios, disney and of course my wonderful cats.
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Yess! Here for the vlog content and cat content. Cats being in the background of booktubers is the most natural thing in the world.
I totally agree! Hahaha they love it
Long vlogs = more nuttyness
And I'm here for it
Outfit of the day coming next
Excellent vlog Jimmy! Loved the impassioned, artful discussion on A Little Life all while your cat is in the background performing just the most intense cat bath. Perspective at its finest.
Hahahaha it’s all about balance 🤣
Excellent vlog. I'm excited to get Cloud Atlas now. Also, that settles it. if I ever write a book, I'm asking you to write the blurb. "It's the literary equivalent of edging." - Jimmy Nutts, The Fantasy Nuttwork.
I’m so poetic bro
Keep doing this, Jimmy. Reading vlogs are dope. And seeing you stand and wave the book around while you rant is cool, gives a different energy to the video that is good, as opposed to always sitting. I just ordered Cloud Atlas.
Thank you dude, I feel like it gives me a chance to express myself in a new way
Loving the new format and the chaos, Jimmy.
Thanks! They’ll get better as I go, or who knows, if this bombs I’ll not have to worry about it 😂
Cats!!!❤
My mom was a psychiatric nurse and when people said it was over the top, torture porn, she said she has known people who went through just as much or even more but without people loving them. That broke me more than the book itself. No matter what the intent of the author, I do think it's important to know there are people going through this horror. I agree, that cover is awful
I agree, there are people living with unimaginable pain
Yay, a vlog! I really enjoyed this. Watching your opinions and thoughts form as you read was so interesting. I personally would love longer ones- I think between an hour and ninety minutes is ideal. Heck, even more! I’ve happily watched Gavin’s 3+ hour ones! As to the book, I personally consider A Little Life one of my faves. I do understand the critiques of it. I even agree with a lot of them. Can’t really explain it- I just know that no book has ever made me feel so much, good and bad. Please consider doing more vlog content, I think they’d quickly become a must watch. (My current faves to watch are BooksandLala, Bookslikewhoa, Gavinreadsitall,and BookswithEmilyFox).
This is so kind of you! And I think Gavin is the greatest vlog out there!!
Keep the vlogs coming, Jimmy. You don't need to add much. You talking about books, with the kitties in frame is just perfect. 😊
Dallas was adamant about being in that shot 🤣
Love the long videos…I keep them playing in the background while im reading. Keep em coming. Thanks.
Glad you enjoy!!
I feel really grateful that I read A Little Life as it just came out, before all the commentary. I might have had the same experience as you if I'd read it now!
Undoubtedly I think the chatter around the book did effect my experience
Embrace the chaos! Love this vlog Jimmy, keep em coming!
I’ll do my best!
Great vlog!! Loved the kitty portions ❤
What you said as Editing Jimmy about A Little Life is why I don't look that stuff up. I don't care what the author or critics or normies have to say.. I experience a book how I do and I'm ok with that. 😅
Totally reasonable and usually my method as well but I couldn’t stop wondering if folks to her words and twisted them, unfortunately they didn’t hahah. Cats love the limelight!!
Loved this format!! It was great seeing your thoughts evolve, especially on A Little Life--there's something really compelling about watching the life cycle of a story shift from the pre-read, during, after, and after-processed/researched stages. Especially on a book that controversial and thought provoking! Hope you really enjoyed tour trip!
That book took all my energy 🤣 thank you for watching and leaving some nice feedback
Well done vlog Jimmy! If this is an easier format for you than I’m all for it - to me I get pretty much the same from this as your other videos. Thanks!
It was a lot of fun, I’m glad you enjoyed this
Funny that you bring up Erikson alongside A Little Life, I actually directly compared how Erikson wrote trauma to how Yanagihara does in A Little Life when I wrote an essay on Deadhouse Gates (that I believe Erikson read and liked so yay me). As for how people love A Little Life, or why it was nominated for "prestigious" awards and so on, I just watched a movie last night called American Fiction (based on the novel Erasure by Percival Everett) that sort of tackles this exact subject but in regards to how critical acclaim is given to black fiction that often seems reductive of our perception of black people in America. I think you'd enjoy it a lot.
Here's an excerpt from my essay if you're interested:
"Another aspect of Erikson’s writing that impressed me was the level of respect with which he writes his characters, and in order to emphasise what I mean about respecting the characters, I need to give an example of a narrative that disrespects them. Please be aware of spoilers for Hanya Yanagihara’s 2015 novel A Little Life:
In A Little Life, the narrative is focused on the character of Jude, a man who, in his childhood, suffered innumerable traumas that haunt him for the entirety of the novel. Battered constantly by trauma, self-harm, and self-hatred, Jude refuses to tell any of his friends (or later, his adoptive family) of his past. When he thinks of it, he feels intense shame and self-loathing, he could not bear it if any of the people he loves were to know of what has happened to him. So, of course, Yanagihara uses this as an opportunity to give the reader an omniscient view into Jude’s past. Jude does not explicitly ruminate on these things. He does not explicitly think of them. He does not give the reader access to his past, Yanagihara does. She uses these long, detailed chapters of his abuse as carrots on a stick for the impatient reader. Right when we reach a point where Jude’s self-loathing and self-pity might get overbearing for a reader, the reader is rewarded with details of Jude’s abuse, so the impatient reader can then empathise, can feel their own pity, can feel bad for him. Jude’s friends, Jude’s family, on the other hand, do not get this omniscient privilege. They must stick with Jude, through thick and thin, through his unwillingness to share, and they must love him through it. They do not require his past in order to sympathise or empathise with him, and when, towards the end of the book, where Jude overcomes his biggest fears, and tells his loved ones of his past, what does the reader gain? We don’t get anything. We didn’t gain Jude’s trust. We broke it. We were complicit with Yanagihara’s willingness to exploit a character in order to appease the whims of her narrative. But would it not have been more impactful, would it not have felt more earned, if instead of betraying Jude’s biggest fears, he opened his history up to us at the same time he did his closest friends, his family? And it’s in this way that Yanagihara disrespects Jude as a character. Disrespects his agency as a person, his privacy as a person. And it feels wrong.
Erikson doesn’t have this issue. Take Felisin, for example, we have already discussed her at length, but let’s focus on the ways in which her character is respected: a great contention I’ve seen regarding Felisin is a terrific example for how Erikson respects her as a character. Felisin’s hurt, her rage, isn’t undermined or sanitised by Erikson. The narrative does not make judgements or excuses for how she behaves, it does not take time to pity her, and it respects her development. I already mentioned it earlier, but this is especially applicable in how “rape” is not mentioned until Felisin herself is ready to acknowledge it for herself. Before this, we see her refer to it, to Baudin, as “lovemaking”. Felisin is presented exactly how she is, how she thinks, and how she acts, and the reader is left to pick up the pieces. Erikson does not interject trying to defend or decry her, he lets Felisin be who she is as a character, and the narrative supports her growth as it happens. It feels natural, and earned, and above all, it feels respectful of this character. Similarly, with Icarium and Mappo’s relationship is left for us to observe within the characters’ actions. When we see Mappo’s fears for what his friend might learn, or become, or what he might do, we never get the full picture, because Mappo himself is too afraid to acknowledge them-even to himself. He has no need to reiterate his fears in detail to himself, and so they unravel naturally throughout the course of the novel. And in the end, when Mappo lies to Icarium, who has forgotten most of the narrative’s events, the story respects that by not casting any form of judgement or exposition on this moment. It just lets it happen. And we are left to decide what to feel for ourselves. This way of respecting the characters also just plainly respects us, as readers. It acknowledges that we don’t need an author to interject, to tell us what to feel, to tell us how to interpret a character, a scene, or a moment."
Very well written!
@@thefantasynuttwork Thanks! Sorry if I made you think more about the book after you said you never wanted to think about it again. Great video by the way! I personally love longer videos so if or when you make another reading vlog, consider that some of us love hearing long rambly thoughts and don't be afraid of them! So much RUclips is scripted and finely honed which is cool but a lot of joy in discussion is just sort of word vomiting your way through your thoughts with others, I appreciate the conversational aspect of it greatly.
@@shutdownseti2493 you’re good! Was a great time reading your piece of the essay
Yay! I LOVE the vlog format. My vote is for more vlogs, but ya know - whatever works best for you works for us. 🙂
More to come!
I had the same struggle starting with Cloud Atlas, I tried it once and DNF'd after 10 pages of the first character 😂 came back to it later and was so glad I read the entire thing. Beautiful book, glad you loved it!
Now you've got me jonesing for some GGK, been putting off StS for far too long.
Definitely read some GGK!
Note to self….pick up card and gift for Jimmy because he read A Little Life……hmmmmm, what kind of card?…….Congratulations? Thinking of you? With Sympathy? Ah hell….maybe cute kitten in a basket with a bow…….do they make psychotherapy gift cards? 😋. Thx for sharing! 💚😬
Hahahahah I need carbs and blanket 🤣
Love the vlog format! It's really nice to see how your thoughts ebb and flow and can change about books in the moments you're reading them. Feels like a nice accompaniment to the more structured or polished format of wrap-ups!
Thank you!
Thanks for the vid Jimmy! I loved that. Watching you always helps me articulate how I think about books better. I loved your vlog style and hope you do more! Have a great Easter!
Happy Easter!
I discovered your channel through this video. Both "A Little Life" and "Cloud Atlas" are some of my favorite books. Happy Reading! 😎📚👍
Hey thanks for being here!
I follow @MildRumpus AND Jimmy so this must be the reason the algorithm joined us all together.😅
Vlog style was great Jimmy, hope you keep it up! Loved to hear the hype on Cloud Atlas, reading it soon. Cheers!
Cheers, thanks!
loved seeing your "raw" opinions on books, and yes, Sailing to Sarantium is awesome, Lord of Emperors just continues with the awesomeness!
I did not know this about the author of aLittleLife, and wow, that's not a nice way of looking at therapy... sad to hear such a thing in this day and age...
looking forward to more of these from you in the future
embrace the chaos!
Chaos reigns!
I read and loved Cloud Atlas a long time ago, and I've since forgotten why :) Your description of the book here helped remind me - thank you! Now I've got to figure out how to fit a re-read into my reading schedule 😆
Have you read any other Mitchell?
@@thefantasynuttwork I've got Bone Clocks and The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet on my shelf, but I haven't gotten around to reading them yet.
@@ReadingByTheRainyMountain bone clocks is sooooooo good
@@thefantasynuttwork Very nice :D I'll plan to pick it up soon :) I'm also eyeing Ghostwritten - seems to have some similarities to Cloud Atlas with the whole "many parallel stories possible connected and intertwined" aspect.
This was a great video, I loved the way you showed how the reading experience developed along the way. Well done!
Thank you so much!
A Little Life is the best book I have ever read. I still think about the characters. It is a tough read though. I need to move Cloud Atlas up on my TBR.
I can totally see how it could be someone’s favorite
Hi Jimmy. I love the cats and the 'casual hair' glimpses. Longer talking about the books is good. Sorry to hear A Little Life was such a downer challenge subject wise and author intentions. Real life events have fractured my reading into little pieces so far this year. Haven't finished any books, but have read parts of several and liked all of them, including Don Quixote, To Marry an English Lord (non-fiction about American heiresses in the 19th century seeking titled husbands in England), Prime Evil (horror anthology) and Omens of Millenium by Harold Bloom. Have a wonderful week. Nice to see you again.
I’d love to read that Bloom
Book
I’m excited for your vlog era! Vlogs are my favorite thing by to watch. Can’t wait to see more!
Every time I see the Little Life cover all I think is “is that James Franco”
Hey thanks!
Enjoyed this dude! Although I did spend the first 8 minutes coveting those Dandelion Dynasty Books😅
They’re soooooo pretty
Another banger as always Jimmy. Always appreciate hearing your measured and thorough insight on these books. David Mitchell is definitely going on the TBR.
Glad you enjoyed it
Enjoyed hearing your thoughts on these books and the new format is great! Thanks for sharing Jimmy!
Glad you enjoyed it!
Yay, a vlog! I liked your insights on Cloud Atlas. I read it last year during my vacation on Malta and fell in love as well, although some parts were difficult to get through for someone whose first language isn't English but it is so clever how David Mitchell changes his writing style to fit the time periods. The recording setup around 30:00 is quite cool btw!
Yes I think the different parts of that book can be super hit or miss for people but I’m glad you liked it! And thank you for the feedback!
Love the vlog format! Love your raw thoughts on the books!
Thank you 😊
yay! been waiting for a nutty vlog! 😄
Yay! Thank you!
Love the new format Jimmy, and embrace the tangents, chaos and toothpaste on t-shirts. And no worries, I also look like crap 😆, relatable! Keep these coming Jimmy 😄
This is very encouraging!
Great video, love the format and the cat content! :)
Gardens of the Moon is really high on my TBR.
Hope you enjoy it!
I like the around the house views, take us on a tour!
Don’t need the overlords having my house blueprint tho 😂
This was great!
I too keep opening up Gardens of the Moon and think "Wtf am I doing? I have a huge TBR".
GGK is a must read for me this year. David Mitchell is a "hopefully this year".
I... will never read A Little Life.
Bruh, did you steal my plaid shirt? 😂 I did a double take when I looked over at the video.
(Cat chilling in the background enhances the vlog significantly 😎)
I actually did steal it
Really enjoyed the vlog format!! And obviously loved the cat content
Cats are the real stars tbh
Love hearing your thoughts in the moment. I say yes to the vlogs
Yay! Thank you!
I’m loving this format! Great job bro
Appreciate it!
Love the format. Looking forward to more of these.
Thank you!
I'm liking this format for you, the off-the-cuffness and low maintenance is fun. Glad you liked at least a good portion of Sailing to Sarantium, there was one sequence in particular that was maybe the most beautifully-written scene I've ever read, involving a bison god if I recall correctly. I need to read Cloud Atlas one of these days.
That Bison scene was amazing
Really enjoyed this video, nothing wrong with more 'unscripted' content. Also, it's great to see people sharing that they read widely and not just withing a genre or niche.
Thank you!
Great to see you putting out more videos! Keep the vlogs coming!
I’ll do my best!
Enjoyed this exceedingly, hoping to see more reading vlogs in the near future
Yay, thank you!
Absolutely loved this video. Really into the spontaneous thoughts about books just because how real that is. Like, I've had similar experiences to that moment you had while researching that author's interviews and we don't really see that in the usual reviews.
Looking forward to whatever content is coming down the pipeline :D
Thank you!!
“Absolute slammer!!!” 😂 Cloud Atlas doesn’t seem my type of book but your excitement alone makes me wanna pick it up. It sounds wild
I love these vlogs. Would love to see more
Thank you! I hope to continue them!
Enjoyed the vlog very much!
Glad you enjoyed it!
A great idea, looking forward to the future ones!
Awesome, thank you!
You have great thoughts about A Little Life. I read it years ago and have the same idea that stars mean nothing as a rating here because it’s a book full of excellent and terrible aspects of human existence and the making of art. It was a memorable experience that still generates a lot of wonderful conversations for me in random interactions. BTW you should google that picture used for the cover art. There’s a whole conversation about this image. What you see and interpret and the actual event that it’s depicting. Thanks for an interesting vlog!
I’ll do that!! Thank you
The first and only reading vlog that discusses edging. LOL! This was a fun vlog!
I’m setting the tone 😂
So excited for Nutts vlog girly era
You are so eloquent and thoughtful in your book reviews, always appreciate hearing your thoughts. 👌
That means a lot to me, thank you 😊
Loovvvveeee this!❤
Thank you 😊
late to the party on this one (reading slump apparently means no reading videos either) but Im loving this! Id love to see more vlogs
Thank you so much, I hope the slump is over for you 😁
@@thefantasynuttwork it is! Im back to it
I loved cloud atlas when I read it 6 years ago. But I’ve read so much since that I need to reread it to see how I like it now.
I bet you’ll like it even more 🙏
@@thefantasynuttwork I hope so🤞 always nice to find a new fav
Look at you kicking the vlog era off strong!! I mean, I will love any and all videos you make, but I am digging this more laid-back and slightly chaotic vibe. Very interesting to hear your developing thoughts on A Little Life this way. I was morbidly fascinated by that book when I read it, but I also never want to read it again. Didn't know about the author's comments in the interviews, that is... IntEresTinG, thanks for sharing.
Anyway, YAY for cat clips and theme park fun! Also, I am completely sold on Cloud Atlas, you are so good at coherently gushing about a book!!
And how lovely that you got to meet up with Taylor, the queen of the life vlogs if you ask me. Keep this content coming, I love it! 🤩
Taylor vlogs are so fun!
Love the vlog content!
I'm starting Gradens of the Moon reread after (I hope) snag Broken Bindings edition this summer. I've read it four times, it's my favorite Malazan book, because I like it's leaner style. Never had issues following it.
When you start going deep into the rest of the six Dune books, it becomes very apparent how much the series influenced Bakker's The Second Apocalypse.
Man! You are really getting me wanting to read David Mitchell.
Thanks for the upload! Hope you have a great April
Honestly the influences on Bakker alone make the sequels worth reading in Dune
We need more Jimmy vlogs 😭😭
Gonna try!
This was awesome, Jimmy
You’re awesome
Imo
25:51 yessss cat content! 🐈🐈⬛ Love the vlog style. I also really appreciate your thoughts on A Little Life. I have it on my TBR for 2024.
Cats rule!
Glad Sailing to Sarantium worked for you. I read it a few years ago while travelling for a funeral and found it a comforting read.
Lots of remarkable moments
"Toothpaste"?😂
No but, I'm really happy to hear how much you got out of Cloud Atlas. I'm gonna reread it someday soon. It floored me the first time.
I wanna read it again soon!
What a great way to start the day!
Morning!
I’m here for it, let’s GOOO🎉
🫡
I read Cloud Atlas awhile ago but after hearing your thoughts I think I need to reread it. I don't think I really got it when I read it the first time. Your thoughts on A Little Life have solidified that it is not for me lol
The vlog format is fun, this was great!
I appreciate it!!
I'll admit. When BookToubers do volgs I skip to the conclusion parts. Glad to have you back. Thank you for convincing me to finaly pre-order de 20th aniversary edition of "Cloud Atlas". It was waiting in my Waterstones basket for a while.
Hope you love it!
I love the restaurant in the future having those double golden arches. Sounds a lot like a certain big fast food place today 😌
🤣
OMG I WAS AT DISNEY/UNIVERSAL TOO MARCH 2-8 😂. I was reading Jurassic Park while standing in line for rides! Cloud Atlas is on my shelf and I’m definitely picking it up now. Long vlogs are great, so don’t worry about the length. Listening to initial thoughts is fun! Great vlog!
Should have said hello 🤣
@@thefantasynuttwork lol! I would have if I had known! 😂
I put down Cloud Atlas a few page in for the exact same reason. But I'm glad to hear it gets a lot better! That might get me to pick it back up lol.
It's so good!
I am glad you said Cloud Atlas gets better because I tried it before and never get past the 1st chapter. I still own it because it has a pretty cover and I enjoyed the movie so now I will probably pick it up again this year :D
I hope you like it if you continue!
This was a fun video! I’d love to see more vlogs. You make me want to check out David Mitchell especially!
Go for it!
My interest in reading A Little Life before this: 0
My interest after: in the negatives 😂
Lmao
Hard same.
I read McCarthy's The Road during a summer holiday. The contrast with my environment was a bit jarring.
That is quite the contrast lol
Another insane W
😎
Loved your first vlog! Needs more clips of your cats though 😁 For the next one can I suggest adding timestamps like Merphy Napier does in her vlogs?
I definitely will do time stamps!
@@thefantasynuttwork super hyped for Cloud Atlas now!
@@phen0menos I hope you
Love it!
Just started the video and I already know Ill like his content.
❤️❤️
Confirmed. I would enjoy more of this.@@thefantasynuttwork
I've never read Cloud Atlas, but the film adaptation is one of my favourite movies ever. It's so grand, masterfully edited, and such an emotional experience. One can fault the Wachowskis for many things throughout their career, but not their lack of ambition. There's a 5-minute extended trailer on youtube, which IMO is the best film trailer ever made.
I got watch the movie
@@thefantasynuttwork You should! And keep tissues nearby 🙂 From what I understand, they did make substantial changes to the story, so judge the movie on its own.
Ah yes, the good ole Infinite Jest on the bookshelf look. I have it on the top of mine
That book defeated me lol
@@thefantasynuttwork I think the only way you can tackle the monster is to treat it as the one book you can focus on for a month or two.
My goodness yimmynuts went full giga Chad! 🙏🙏❤️❤️
As I’m known to do 😎
@@thefantasynuttwork 😂🤓💪💪
Also....i forgot to mention... I'll be here for the Dune content. I atarted a slow reread of it after i saw Dune 2 and i plan to keep going at least thru the 4 books.
I love being on Arrakis!
Love the video! I share the same love for GGK! Sailing to Sarantium and lord of emperors are a single story split in two books, I wouldn't consider lord of emperors a "sequel", it's the second half of the story really
That makes a lot of sense
Great vlog, Jimmy! Ticks all the boxes. Plus extra points for the cat content! Couldn't agree more with you about rereading Malazan. Very glad I'm not the only one who thinks that the whole "you only get it on a reread" thing is nonsense. Now that you are entering your girly vlog phase, would you be interested to be part of a discussion on toxic masculinity and fantasy? Probably taking place in June.
I think that would be great and thanks!
If you want to read a story that pulls off the things you struggled with in A Little Life, you might try Goodnight Punpun at some point. Depression, anxiety, Gen Y struggles. Sounds like a downer and it is. But it's also one of the best manga I've ever read along with Berserk, One Piece, Vagabond, etc.
I’m def reading it eventually
The Shutter Island tease in the background has me very interested! I think you will really enjoy it.
I’m
Excited to try it!
@@thefantasynuttwork You mentioned liking rainy days in this vlog, there is no better book to read on a rainy day than Shutter Island. I'm waiting for a good stretch of 5 days of rain before I do my reread haha
Basic Jimmy has entered the chat
💅
@@thefantasynuttwork Next vlog make your eyebrows on fleek 🙌
I want your Dandelion Dynasty books
They’re mine! 🤣
I´m about halfway through Butcher´s Crossing by John Williams and it´s probably the best western I´ve read since Blood Meridian
It’s a banger
I need you to read the iron dragons daughter by Michael Swanwick it’s one of the most batshit books I’ve ever read that still manages to be excellent
I’ll look that up
Good news: lord of emperors is fantastic
I have high hopes
infinite jest in the back... i really wanna see you experience that novel
It already defeated me 😂
Have you reviewed Crime and Punishment, or Dostoevsky in general?
Would love to hear your thoughts on his books.
Not yet but will!
@@thefantasynuttwork Looking forward to that. 😁
Hi Jimmy following the fact that you have started GotM again, when Walk in shadow is out - whenever that is - will you do a readthrough of the kharkanas series? Nostalgic over the malazan streams with Alan and co
Absolutely
Cool video! Next time when you’re not tired from travel, can there be book marks/chapters for the different books? It might help people find more meaning. Thank you! Be well.
I was here for Cloud Atlas, and I’m so glad I found it. Who knew there could be a literary equivalent to edging?? It’s actually a great way to describe that book.
And you definitely don’t look like crap 😊
Thank you much! I definitely will do some chapter markings next time so it’s easier to get to the parts you want
@@thefantasynuttwork thanks! That will help me when I’m edging. (🎶Rimshot🎶)
@@devoralynblackwood2785 😂😂😂
26:00 What happened to that poor cat's ear? 😧
He has a cyst that he knocks open from time to time, it looks bad but it’s benign
I like the vlog laid back style for sure. Your thoughts on A Little Life made me want to try it until you got to the stuff about the author - being dismissive of therapy as a profession is a no-go for me. Still may give it a try, but...
And yeah expectations with StS definitely matters, it is very much a part one. That chariot chapter is amazing but the funny thing is I met GGK this summer and told him that I loved the chariot scene in LoE and he said, "thats great to hear, because I set up how important the chariots were in StS, so I knew the scene in LoE had to be better, and I thought the first chariot scene was pretty good! So I shot myself in the foot before I even started." Hope you love Lord of Emperors!
The fact there’s more chariots coming is great news
I'm a minute into this vlog and there is no coffee being brewed, iced coffee being bought, pets, or barnes and noble trip. 0/10
I’m learning 😭😭😭
@@thefantasynuttwork You'll get there. Maybe think of getting a pet reptile and featuring your outfit of the day more.
@@brentasmith hahaha