I just want to enjoy my teenage years but I feel like they are drifting away fast. It’s so hard to enjoy them when you’re sad so often. This song makes me think of that.
If it's any consolation, your 20s will be better. Even if not right away. I just turned 25 and I found happiness. I went through so much pain as a teen, I attempted twice and I'm so happy I'm still here. I would have missed so many new people I've met and so many life changing experiences I had these last 3 years alone. It gets better, hang on to that, you're gonna be okay kid
Hey as long as you are alive, thats all that matters. Life only ends when you are dead. So keep on living and do what makes you happy. Theres no age expiration for that despite what the movie and pop culture has led us to believe.
I did this in my younger years and have some regret from it. For me I learned it's better to learn to keep yourself happy even when everything bad can be going on. Make sure you enjoy the little things and every experience to the fullest you can. I've had that day when I looked back, maybe photos or thought and I was like shit I should have just enjoyed it. Life is an experience and it should be a fun and enjoyable, you owe yourself that! Learn to remember it so you don't go back!
Makes me feel like the main character exiting the front door of my childhood home and smiling looking towards my inocence and memories one more time before becoming the adult version of myself.
A girl from my middle school died a few days ago, she ran away from her abusive household and hid outside in freezing weather until she fell asleep. I didnt know her personally but a lot of my friends do. I follow her on social medias and from what I see and heard, she is a bubbly and positive person, and in no way deserved what happened to her. Im kinda sad right now, and this song perfectly captures how it feels. Someone died but life always goes on, I keep looking at her latest picture on insta to see people saying goodbye in the comments, she posted that a week ago and there will be no newer post, someday it will say “posted 2 years ago”. It’s just hard to take in. I hope she found peace
as someone with autism I feel like I'm growing slower then everyone else, I'm 17 but I still feel 11, everyone is growing and changing, moving on, driving, finding their soulmates, and I still feel stuck, I cant move on from the past, I cant grow and change. that's what this song feels like to me.
that’s okay tbh. everyone moves at their own pace and it doesn’t matter if someone moves fast and someone moves slow. you’re ultimate goal is the end of your road and if you’re still making those steps, how is sped going to stop you? keep pushing ahead and you will get there :).
I feel the exact same way but im not autistic. im 18 and i told someone that I feel like im 14 and they thought it was weird and i was really embarassed about it. i haven't really done anything since i began high school and now im leaving in may not knowing what in the world im doing after
I don't believe im autistic but i really relate to this. I feel like the point of growing up i maturing, changing, and learning. I feel like i'm not doing any of that.
This is literally what being a teen girl sounds like. 15, messy room, insecurity, crushing on boys, new emotions, sad sleepless nights, fun sleepless nights, online friends, harmless fun. In fact, I listened to this a lot when I was 13. It was the peak of my existence.. sneaking out, messy everything, rebelling against my mom, and that amazing feeling of being free.. 2021 shaped who I am today and I wish I could go back. It was an incredible time. Update July 20th 2023 10:32 pm: just had my first kiss.. and it was with my childhood best friend!! Update march 17th 2024: I forgot about this comment damn, but he dumped me back in November, I think it was the 29th or 30th I can’t rlly remember 🥲but it hurt like a mf but I’m ok now
It's the same for me except I'm crushing on girls. I have a crush on my best friend, but she likes this insufferable misogynist and I'm just like HELLO? And I get it, because she's straight, but he's so mean! I don't get it. I hope that I stop liking her somehow, because she definitely won't start liking me.
@@yooogibare my real name does actually have an h in it but i’ve always liked it better without an h for some reason so it’s without the h in like all my usernames lmaoo
i love how many people here share a part of their live or fun facts or encouraging messages that's so nice while listening to the sound, it's a safe place
listened to this song every day on the bus ride to school for 4 years, now every time i hear even the first few strums of the guitar a pit forms in my stomach, ive just finished school and swore i would never miss it, yet I do? take me back.
It's Thanksgiving day and I miss you so much. No amount of sunlight, flowers the colors of a thousand sunsets, gold trim around the fireplace, and the smell of cinnamon candles, pumpkin pie, and hot maple toddy will warm up a room like you used to. I love you.
this song will always be special to me because it’s written about an abusive relationship. the narrator, describes sarah as someone easy to manipulate, and then goes on to call her a dog; meaning she’s loyal, and will always come back. the narrator then explains how they wake up every morning and feel guilty for putting sarah through this; but never guilty enough to leave. they question if they’ve made a mistake with the relationship, but they’re too far in to end things, and so the cycle continues.
this song feels like growing up crunchy and playing in mud, opening your window on a summer night to smell the air, watching bad movies nobody's heard of from a blockbuster, watching tv while your sister goes to school, and spending the summer at your grandma's house eating sandwiches every day and knowing your parents still love each other.
I'm finally free, running away into the forest with a big smile on my face, barefoot while wearing a flowy dress and as I entered the woods I saw goblins and fairies so I danced with them with this playing in the background. What a life.
hello to anyone reading this if you’re like me, you might be listening to this song with longing, regret, nostalgia etc and I’m here to tell you that everything’s gonna be okay. seriously. life is crazy. a big deal of ups and downs. but you’re not seeing this by accident. this is a reminder that you’ve gotten this far. and that is something to recognize and be proud of. and you’re going to make it past this too. no matter what I’ve been through, who I’ve lost, what I’ve lost, in the end, it was okay. I’m okay now. and I know that even if it might not seem like it, you will too. you can’t change the past. but you can take that sadness of not being able to change what happened, and fuel it towards changing the future. check on your friends. take care of yourself. you deserve to be happy. it’ll come. you can do this
There’s no words other than thank you and you may not believe but god bless your soul. In simple terms I hope you eat graham crackers in bed and have zero crumbs. I hope you have both sides of the pillow cold and I hope you have a great day thank you
i’ve been in love with the same boy for a year now. I’ve tried everything i can to distract me from him, I’ve tried speaking to other boys, I’ve tried distracting myself with running, walking, pilates, dancing, weight lifting. In this past year, nothing at all has worked, he’s always managed to catch my attention in one way or another. I met him at a campsite that we were visiting with school. That was when we had our first ever conversation, I was plucking up grass from the floor and placing it in a line on his leg, he’d pick up the grass and put it on me. It made me laugh. Eventually, the last piece of grass I put on him, he said he would keep it. In the night at camp, we all played capture the flag. I partnered myself with him, I held onto his arm all the way down the hill, and he made sure i didn’t trip over in the dark, and he always made sure I was okay. I held his hand, he held mine. I thought about him all night. there was nothing i could do to get to sleep and even though I’d never met this boy before he ended up being the only thing i could think about for the next 3 days of camp. On day two, his friends told me he spoke about nothing but me, they thought he liked me a lot. On day two, we had a sword fight with sticks in the, he gave his stick to me. On day two, we played hide and seek in the woods but he was sick and he wanted to sleep, so i didn’t get to play hide and seek with him, his friends said he was really excited to be my partner and he was really sad he couldn’t play. On day two, i held the stick while i slept. On day two I couldn’t bare to be away from this mystery boy. When i woke up on the last day of camp, i was absolutely distraught. i didn’t know if this was going to be a silly camp fling. Our final day together was so cute. I woke up in the morning and went over to his side of camp and ate breakfast with him. he told me about his family and his aspirations, he told me about his hobbies and his friends. I listened, so much, that even 10 months later i remember exactly everything he told me. every single word that came out of his mouth was cherished by me, i wanted to talk about everything he liked, and i just wanted to listen. We went on walks together in the woods, and he picked up a rock and gave it to me, i held our rock, and I held his hand. On our bus ride back to school i stared out the window and thought about what would happen to me and mystery boy when we got back to school. We started to hang out in school, and then we hung out outside of school. and then i texted him, asking him out. he said no. For the next month, mystery boy became a memory. There was never a space of time to think about anything but mystery boy. this is what this song sounds like.
I know this is a year old, but, god this made me cry, i feel so bad, i really hope one day he changes his mind, because to me i can relate to this. wishing best luck from xerox 🤍
I just wanna be a kid again. That feeling of pure innocence. I didn’t know what anything was, I was clueless. All I knew was to play. Play with my dog... my cat... my friends... my parents... my toys. where did they all go? my dog is so old, my cat passed away, my friends left me, my parents treat me differently, I abandoned my own toys. why do all good things come to an end...
this reminds me of a life i know i'll never have. driving with the windows down and music blasting with my best friend in the nice summer evening, sitting around a fire at 10 pm with my closest friends while laughing at everything and nothing at the same time, sitting on the roof and watching the sun rise, swimming while it's raining as the sun tries to fight it's way through the gloom. just being the teenager i wish i could've been, but never got to be and will never get to be
this song feels like a long day at a lake with your friends and family doing whatever you wanted all day, fishing, swimming, jumping into the water, eating junk food, and the best of all, driving home while the sun sets
sarah has to be one of the most comforting songs i’ve ever heard i put it in my eighth grade music project bro anyways it brings me back to my childhood, kinda. and how a lot has changed since then i don’t wanna be old
this part of the song reminds me of glitter; in the sense that the little harmonica sounds represent just little random dots of glitter and the acoustic reminds me of just darkness/black. the darkness representing life in general and then the glitter representing the small little things we often miss, but are so important and make us the happiest.
This song feels like the begin of summer break where you and your partner go have a picnic at sunset and then just run in the field together, teasing and being funny with eachother
I have a memory from the summer between seventh and eighth grade where I was particularly depressed because of my abusive home situation. It was a warm night past sundown, and I was looking out my window as I was lying down in my bed. The neighbor across the street (who played a memorable role in my childhood and is now deceased, makes me think of the death of my childhood) lived in a house with a giant tree in front of it, in summertime the leaves were such a dark, luscious green. As I was lying down I would stare intently at that tree and at the surrounding night sky, and I would wish myself to be at the top of that tree, and have the ability to fly up above any of my worries that involved my mother's house or the surrounding area. I just wanted to be away from it all. This tune makes me think of that. I hope everyone in this comment section is doing okay, and if you're not, you're not alone. I wish I could give you all a hug and a comforting conversation. I love you all. 🌹
I love this comment, it was so peaceful and beautiful. I'm so sorry that you had to deal with an abusive home situation and I truly hope you are in a better place now. You sound like such a nice person and I agree that this makes me think of wanting to get away from everything. Thank you for posting this :)
Sorry for the bad english is not my main Language I have been going through a bad time, the economy is very bad my family too and my mental stability is declining very badly. This song is comforting and makes me feel like a kid again, I would like to hear this song again for the first time. Also the comments of this video are heart warming you are amazing people ❤️
I just turned 17 after having a terrible yr at 16. I hate listening to songs like this because it makes me think of the teenage years that were promised to me. Hangin out with friends, staying up late with them, going to skate parks. I didn't get any of that. Instead I got quarantined, and by the time we weren't anymore my friends already got summer jobs and had no time to spend with me. Not to mention one does sports that shes very invested in and the other is studying to be a paramedic and works part time as a firefighter. Now, 2 years later, I'm getting a job like them, and getting a learners permit to drive like they've already done a year ago. I feel like I've wasted what people have told me are the best years of my life and I don't know what to do in the time I have left to make up for it.
I told myself “i will never be able to listen to this song ever again without crying if she leaves me” i was right. i miss her and the memories we made.
this song makes me realise how worthwhile it is to live my life. i play this song after a minor inconvenience and it always helps me calm down. i cannot describe how much this song means to me at this point, it's truly the most beautiful song i've ever heard. this whole comment section feels like a warm hug, i hope everyone in this comment section is doing well and i want everyone to know that they're are so worthwhile and that they are special and loved. i don't want anyone in this comment section to feel the way i have been feeling the past couple of weeks
When I hear this song, I remember when I was little I would often hug my father when he had just finished work. I could smell the cigarette smoke on his jacket and the smell of rain and I could feel his warmth. I still feel the warm kiss on my cheek that my father gave me. Dad, I miss you so much, I hope you know that.
Who ever is scrolling through the comments, I just wanted to say how much you mean to this world, your valid no matter your race or sexuality your all valid I don’t know who you are personally but I love you for carrying on look how far you have made it! Your so strong for making it this far and this goes for everyone no matter how old you are 13 or 30 your strong.. your amazing and you bring joy to this world I don’t know what it would be without you ❤
pov: my friends and i are thick in the forest together. Free and wild, doing thatever we please. the soft dew of the morning and chirp of animals makes us grin slightly. We jokingly sing along to payphone by maroon 5. Life is perfect here in oregon. towering mountains dwarf us as we spin and run, making sure we dont trip on the roots of trees that touch the sky. thats all i truly want
please keep that vision for as long as you're alive. feelings like those are so indescribably special. you will live it someday, if you still believe in it.
People make life so completed. It's embedded in our brains throughout our life when something feels wrong we say its anxiety, its depression, its ADHD and then we go get external help with therapists and pills to solve what can be solved within us. They start to push that there are things wrong with us purposely to make us feel like we can't anything which just makes us all the same, an average life just passing the time. Everything can come from within and you can totally fix those problems that maybe don't even exist with yourself. They make it seem complicated to keep you in control. Everything is simple but we over complicate it because we feel as if that is what is needed. Take a second to breathe and process everything that has happened to you today. Ask what has brought up certain emotions,, understand yourself its how you find peace
This is the song that hits me the most. Ive been creating a story for a long time now. The OCs I have in there, are with me since I am 14/16 years old. My oc grew up with me and day by day they change as I change. The main idea of that story is a group of friends who found each other. Whenever I hear this song, images flashes in my mind- with my ocs having a fun time together as friends. I never got to experience it, specially in my lonely years, but now I'm over it now. I'm just so glad that music can make me feel and remember things that I don't even experienced. Fake memories that I made to cope with my reality that turned into nostalgia.
Man an actual smooth loop, a lot of props to you! I also love how this comment section has sort of become a place for confessions. I wish you all the best.
for anyone who may come across the comment, i want to let you know something. for those of you going through a rough time in your life, i just want you to know that it gets better. it truly does. maybe not in a few days, or weeks, or months even, but i swear it does. i highly doubt the dark point in my life comes anywhere close to what some of you may be going through, but when i was in it i felt like i had absolutely no one, but i made it out. it took time and it took patience. A LOT of patience, but it's okay because it was worth it in the end. keep pushing. i swear, it is so worth it. and if you or anyone you know feels like harming themselves in any way, shape, or form, please get them/you the help they/you deserve. never suffer in silence. and just in case you haven't heard it in awhile, I'm proud of you and how far you've come and i wish you nothing but the absolute best.
Songs like this make me feel something. i was and still am a glass child, the first 5-6 years of my life were in hospitals and staying with aunts or grandparents= because my parents were with my little brother whos two years younger than me, my youngest brother, three years younger than me, spent his first year on the bend next to my brothers hospital bed. by the age of 4 i could recognise when my brother was getting worked up for a meltdown, or the signs of a siezure, by 6 i could get him in a safe position and keep him from choking before my parents were in the room. i recognized bad situations at 7 and figured a way out for me an my 4 yearold brother. i parented my youngest brother and taught him how to find his way in the world, and that put a bridge between us, and im still trying to repair it. by 8 i could've been a nurse with the medical expierience i had. when i was 8 my older cousin got a mentally ill girl pregnate, and that little baby boy lived at my house 3/4 weeks a month for 6 months. i changed his dipers, fed him, bathed him, held him, became a parent to this precias baby boy, we created a bond, and suddenly, that only comfort was ripped out of my arms by his biological mom. for almost two years i didnt see him, my family never talked about the baby that lived with us. My mom got sick a few months later and almost died, and i was instiled with fear, everymorning was “is mom still alive?” grabbing new tubes and helping around the house, it was like i was 6 again, after about a year or so, she got a little better, but that innate feeling of parenting, helping, was still there. The week before my tenth birthday, my cousin got custody of the little boy again, turns out he had been violently abused and put into a foster home that hurt him more, when i saw the dosile, shy little two year old that weekend, i k n e w, this was my baby, this was my brother, that entire weekend we played with his two little cars in the dirt. A few weeks later my cousin asked if we could “babysit” him, a week turned into 2 and 2 into 4 and slowly his third birthday rolled around and i stayed ip all night decorating for that little guy with my mom, when we woke up, he saw the paw patrol decorated living room with a cupcake that had his name on it, wanna know who he ran to to thank? Me. my mom was heart broken, but me and this little guy had a bond, he got me out of a state when i thought i was only meant for helping. His third birthday, he got scared and ran to my dad screaming “daddy! Daddy the monster!” and ran into my dads arms, after that, his bio dad asked if we would adopt him, we agreed, and a few weeks later we got custody of him. I had never been so happy, i was finally with my little guy, every movie, every tuck in, every scare, he sat next to me, and it made me feel loved and appreciated. I didnt know how a parent could love their child so much, until i held him in my arms that random day. Even though i was happy, i was happy, i wanted to die, i picked my hair and bit my nails til they bled, and has my privacy of notebooks destroyed constantly. When i turned 11 we moved across country, a whole new start, whole new world i had to adjust to, and i did not do well, i had to leave the comfort of the small home i knew and loved with trees and a homemade treehouse in our small town to a big house in the middle of a busy yet rualish city, it was alot, and i struggled to make new friends. I began to have a huge mental health decline, and started cutting myself, 6th grade was rough. I was mocked for being “different” like i always was in school, for how i didnt understand if someone was joking or not, for making weird face expressions, i eventual just didnt talk to anyone, and isolated in school. 7th grade was gonna be different i thought, with a tiny bit of hope, that would soon be destroyed. A new school again, more kids, more sounds, more lights, no breaks, i was stressed. I failed most of my classes, even thought i studied the first part of the year, but the teasing and mocking and talking behind my back got to me. The “different” kid, the one who didnt understand things was mocked more, and told to kill myself, that i was worthless, i got into the wrong crowd and fell deeper, i stood up for the people that wanted be dead. The person i thought was my best friend sexually assulted me and i didnt even put it together until recently. It made me rethink alot of my friends from when i was younger, i was obvious, didnt realize people were bad or didnt like me, just thought everyone was nice. It made me realize the “games” they made me play werent games, just sexual assult,and it destroyed me on the inside. I ended up hurting myself really bad and got admitted to a behavioral health facility, i was scared, it was new, and i didnt know what i was gonna do. The staff there were not trained at all, they didnt care, they gave us food that werent supposed to be in there, they let multiple kids get beat by other patients, and placed bets on if the person would fight back. The place i went to has 10 year olds with 17 year olds, sharing rooms. They kept trying to extend my stay and on the fith(?) day i got beat up by a girl, and was horified, because i thought i did something wrong, a few patients managed to get her off me before causing bad damage while the staff sat and watched. The next morning at breakfast i got attacked brutally, to the point i passed out, i was out of it for an hour or so, they didnt let me call my mom, or get out of the “tv room”(a bare room with a boxed tv and six plastic chairs, and an ice machine) because i was “bound to get killed” if i got out. At 12 i was able to sign papers that said i knew i was being released and acknowledged i got help there(i didnt get help, but i wanted to leave so i signed it.) at 1 i was able to get my things and get to the lobby, there i saw my mom and grandma, i ran to them and almost broke down, they figured the stuff out and got me out. They looked at me horrifie the rest of the day, why? Because my hair was matted into a knot in the back, my face was bruised and had dry blood on it because the staff didnt give me anything to clean up with. When i got home my dad went “its a shame you got hurt, but you probably did something to make them want to hurt you, you dont have a filter and your mouth is probably what did it.” i was horrified, how could my dad saw that, the day i got home? It took me three days to let me mom untangle my hair, and when i tell you i lost a lot of it, i did, i had bald patched from the places it was ripped from, and i had to get multiple x-rays to make sure my nose didnt get more messed up(its slightly deformed in the cartilage) and it was a bad experience overal. Al over the course of a wekk and a half. When i opened my phone and email? One person asked where i was. And it was a kid i barely knew. I didnt go back to school the rest of the year and the next i did online, i could bare it, it was to scary. The time i spent home, i unmasked , i was able to be weird, and flap my hands and jump when i had to much energy, and rant about the things i liked, i got comments from my parents like “youre so autistic” and “i swear youre on the autisim spectrum” but i just ignored them, i was okay. Kinda. Until i slipped again, over the course of january to february i tried to kill myself with pills three times, i cut myself horibly, and no one found out, and its still something i hide to this day. Its now the sumer after i was online, and im better now i think. my parents have told me that i actually am autistic, and that aparently all my teachers and therapists have thought so too, they just didnt want to get me officially diagnosed because it would “go onto your record” and that i “already have so many diagnosis”. When they first started mentioning it i brushed it off, they were joking, werent they? After a few days tho i started to think about when i was younger and all of a sudden a lot made sense, so i agreed with them, with the words “mother, after extensive thinking, i have come to the conclusion i accept your diagnosis with great saltiness.” /facepalm. But im learning how to cope with my mental health, and am finding some good ways to fidget and stim without attracting attention for when school starts in a few weeks! I spent a month with family from where i lived before i moved and loved it, i spent time with my younger cousins and they convinced everyone everywhere they went(and themselves:) that i was their sister! Im nervous but excited for school, so wish me luck lol! Thank you for reading my story- its alot i know- (also, i realized my parents deny every parentizing me or putting responsibility on me when i was small, so thats coming up to my therapist lol)
bro i hope youre still doing good right now, your story is so long and i feel so bad for you, but im glad you seem to be doing okay as at when you wrote this. i genuinely think youre pretty cool, and feel really bad that you got bullied. i can relate sooooo much to the being 'weird' when im at home part it feels so good to stim :] i cant say im on the autism spectrum yet cuz i havent been assessed but im getting there :`] i hope youre doing okay right now!!
i- omg uur story is so heartbreaking. amazing people like you should not go through so much abuse. am also pretty sure i am autistic! and seriously when will people learn that autistic people aren't weird? it's just a different kind of brain wiring and nothing else, we are still very much capable of everything a typical person is, people who bully and abuse are seriously just soo horrible. u are a lot better than these poeple i'm sure. ALSO, WHY DIDN'T YOUR PARENTS SUE THAT HORRIFIC MENTAL HOSPITAL?? TAHAT IS ILLEGAL (i read everything)
@@michellesayshi I’m okay enough now, it’s been a year since i posted this(kinda forgot about this lol) Life’s been, hard, a boyfriend of mine SA’d me and forced me into some things and no one believes me so I’m working through that, my home life isn’t much better, but I’m a sophomore now, so at least i graduate in two years! I’m in marching band, which is pretty much what i use as an escape from home(music is my passion) Last year i befriended a junior(at the time, is now a senior) who graduates soon and is planning on getting an apartment in our town, he’s made a few plans and stuff about taking me in and having me live with him once that happens and wanting to give me a better home to go to(best non-blood brother ever) so I’m really looking forward to that, it’s what’s keeping me going atm. My health has been bad, I’ve almost died multiple tomes(none were my doing!!) so I’ve been put into loads of meds and can barely walk half the time(mobility aids are my friends) but life is okay for the most part. I didn’t realize people would take an interest in my story, it’s crazy, thank you
I have so many memories attached to this song. I am so grateful I stayed in this world so I could make some more. I first heard this song when I was scared to live. I can't believe two years have passed and I'm just starting to live the way this life deserves to be lived. (tw) A year ago I tried to kill myself. Today, I'm excited about each breath... Thank you for this wonderful video, Alex G helped me breathe.
Whenever I hear this song I have to cry so hard because of the first time I ever heard the intro. It was on TikTok and the video was a slideshow about how misunderstood sharks are and sharks were my favorite animals when I was a child. For some years I had pretty much just forgotten how much I loved sharks and how cool they are. Now I'm again deeply into that topic but it has become pretty sad and depressing because sharks are nearly dying out and guess why? Us humans are hunting them, stealing their food and pollutioning their habitat and we still claim that sharks are dangerous monsters though they're cute and so important for the oceans for example in coral reefs they eat the sick animals so deseases can't spread that much and they also let little fish clean their teeth and eat the dirt stuck in their mouth isn't that cute? I really really love sharks and hope that one day if I have kids I could still tell them how great sharks are and not how great they used to be
this reminds me of my childhood how much i never cared about the little things until like did and it all fell apart preschool to 4th grade was it i wish i didn’t need to care so much i need to be peaceful and content again like how it used to be
The way I'm sobbing to this song because of my childhood flashbacks, when everything was perfect, no worries, no HOMEWORK OVERLOAD.. no sadness either. When I was so innocent and went to the park and hung out with my friends, when rainbows were just rainbows. I just wish i can go back but i know i will never be able too. Past is the past and you can't change that.. just makes me cry too thinking abt it. I'm in 8th grade and getting close to high school, hoping that i will find new and fun friends to hang out with, because my middle school absolutely sucked. To anyone reading this, please tell me if high school is fun and you get to meet new people and new friends, because i need that ALOT.. Also creator, thank you so much for this intro loop, it really feels conforting even tho i said i was sobbing to this song lol
Almost finishing up my sophomore year! Highschools not too bad besides the work, you’ll be in classes with a bunch of different people so you’re bound to make friends here and there! I’m like lowkey tearing up writing this because I’m also really sentimental when it comes to nostalgia😭 God bless you and have a wonderful day, I hope your first year goes well!
This song is so weirdly comforting. Especially this part. I just make's me reflect on life in general. There's no word to describe it, its almost as if its homely.
chickpea it will get better, i know that feeling you have right now. That its never going to end. I promise you it will happen and you'll see colors in a new light, the earth's energy will flow with you, music will flow through your ear and to your heart making you dance, you will feel the rush of adrenaline from the smallest things I can promise you it will happen but only if you want it to. Work for it chickpea and all will come your way :)
This song to me feels like riding down the street on bikes with friends going to the gas station to get snacks and find somewhere to hang out for the night
this gives me the vibe of having a comforting friend group that will always go on forest adventures with you and are just supportive. I need that in my life because my current friend group is just not my vibe. I can't fit in with them
Edit: I wrote this during a very bad time in my life. I’m doing better since, luckily. Hopefully anyone who reads this is doing ok too. :) I’ve been crying to this song all day and I hate that. It makes me think of all the things I missed out on and what could’ve been my life had all the things that had happened to me never had happened. If I wasn’t forced to adult so fast and become the only voice of reason in my household, if I wasn’t living in fear 24/7, if I wasn’t as corrupted by the internet as I was, if I was just the same awkward but happy and energetic and creative young girl I was before 5th grade, but no. It’s too late. I’m entering my junior year in HS, already more than halfway through my teen years, and haven’t had one singular fucking teen experience I had hoped for back in middle school. I was going through the worst days and it was the only thing keeping me hopeful.. and I ended spending almost the entirety of it locked behind a screen because of the great epidemic of 2020. It’s all wasted. I’m never going to be a part of those clubs and events and all that stuff. I’m never going to make all those friends I wanted to make. I’m never going to experience that cheesy teen love the media seems to make out to be so great. I’m just.. never going to be a teenager, and it’s all because of the shit I went through that forcefully occupied my brain. I never felt like one, anyways. Oh well I guess.. It’s already 11PM where I live as I’m typing/editing this. Morning me is gonna hate myself lmao. Later to anyone sees this. Hopefully your day was much better than mine.
Just to let you know I’m 22 about to turn 23 in a month and just to let you know you are still soooo young. Do feel like u wasted the past all you can do is live right now and make experiences happen on your own. Get out there. Plus u still have college if u wanted to still have that type of life style. Hope ur feeling better but just be grateful for what you do have
It’s kind of funny looking back at this a year later and wonder if I’ve gotten better or worse. I mean a lot has changed but I still feel the same. I wasted my whole adolescence wallowing in my misery and I still am. Idk maybe living just isn’t as worth it as people make it out to be, but at least I have Alex G lol
I usually never cry super easily but this week.. it’s practically all I’ve been doing. Anything will make me cry and it’s annoying me. I’m not sure why I’m still moping around about him at this point, there was nothing even there so there’s nothing to be sad about.
back at it again, thinking about my dog and that kid i only met once who died how i thought i would. i don't think i can mourn normally. i miss my dog.
i remember listening to this when i was 13, it was so weird listening for the first time and i thought about how one day id listen and think about all of my experiences (i had barely started living outside of my phone) and now i come back, 15 about to be 16 and it all feels so bittersweet. lifes too fast for my liking
This song makes me feel so calm. Im finally at a place in my life where everything is amazing but im afraid it may end. Soon ill be 14 and time is flying by so fast, if there’s even just one more change in my life im not sure I’ll be able to handle it. In only 4 years me and my friends will be heading off to college, going our separate paths, and im not sure if I can bear that. But isn’t that what life is all about? Change and being able to adapt. I just hope i can figure it out.
I hope you're okay and its getting better for you. Its okay to feel sad. Try to do self care, take a bath, wash your face, eat something healthy or you love a lot. Watch your comfort shows and talk to someone you love. Even if its hard to find the motivation, a little can go a long way.
@@freddiewitt553 thank you, so so much. your kind words have actually helped me alot and i finally got out of bed and took a shower and made myself some salad :) your kind words also apply to you, so please also take care of yourself and i hope everything is doing okay for you during these hard times
this song is one that would play when remembering your old childhood days filled with nothing but happiness and fun. The longing you feel, the melancholy, nostalgia and so many other similar emotions, maybe even regret. When I'm an adult, I want to be able to listen to this and just think about how happy I was as a child, and not how sad and lonely I was. I want to remember going to skate parks and doing tricks on my board, I wanna remember having a bunch of friends to skate with and stay out late and get stoned with. I want to remember dancing in the rain with my girlfriend and after taking a warm bath together and then watching movies. I want to have my gf and our friends over to hang out and do stupid shit together. I want to have that kind of childhood. But if I continue to stay cooped up in my room and do nothing but wither away and mope about how I can't get good grades, then I'll never have that type of childhood and I'll never truly have fun. It's too bad my parents probably won't let me anyways. I want to get in trouble and do hella dumb shit for the fuck of it, to stay out until 2am, to sneak out of my room to go party, to has disputes with friends, to actually do something outside of home, outside of school, outside of my families watchful eyes. I want to be me, but so far, I haven't been able to be. Not only because I won't ask to be, but also because I would be turned down when I would ask due to grades, getting in constant trouble and so on. I don't hate my parents, no, quite the opposite actually. There are moments where I think I hate them, but ultimately that's just me being upset in the moment, despite me being upset most of my life. I just wish I were given a little more freedom. My dad was given all the freedom ever so he doesn't want me having that, and my mom wasn't given any freedom at all, so she says she wants to give me what I didn't have, but she still won't let me go out places and do things because of small reasons like having one D or one F. I just want to be able to breathe without being choked by their grip on me. I can't wait until I can finally do that, if I even can. I want to be a free spirit, and I want my friends to be as well. I want us all to have a lot of fun in each others company. Why can't I just have that? I'll probably ask them if they want to do something fun with me outside of school then ask my mom if I can go. She's more likely to say yes than my dad, but there's also my grandma to consider. So I might just end up asking my dad anyways, even though I'm scared of asking him for things. Anyways, if you want to have fun as well, go have fun! Don't let the limits placed on you stop you from living your life, and not just surviving it. You might regret it later in life, but you'll regret it even more if you don't do it. Sincerely, an all-too-knowledgable-15-year-old. Love y'all
I'm about to graduate high school, and this song makes me think about all the awesome times I had. But because of COVID and shit, I didn't really get to have the senior year I wanted at all. I'm crossing my fingers that I can let it go fast but I think it'll be tough. This song helps me remind myself of all the lovely times I had, but also that there are more of those to come. Here's to hating and loving being in high school. Cheers.
i love this comment section, how you're all sharing stories and messages. my brother got sick a few years ago and my other brother, his twin, has been having a hard time lately. i miss my brothers like crazy every day even though they're still here. i miss how everything used to be, before. this song feels like before. thank you for making this, and if anyone's reading this: know you're not alone. it's hard and it's so easy to get lost in the past, and romanticize how things used to be, but even though it's hard for me to admit, we have to move on. we have to stop living in our past and be in the present, look toward the future. keep going, you can do this 🫶🏾
it was beginning of junior year when i first heard this song , i was in the back of the car after just visiting the place where i'd be studying for the next two years. majoring in subjects i was unsure of but knew that i had no other choice. and little did i know it was just about to get terribly worse from there. im in my senior year now, a few months away from graduating, also a few months away from writing the biggest exam of my life for college. currently absolutely burnt out and hanging by a thread. i cant get shit done, havent done much with the vast syllabus, its just there waiting for me to get started with, but i cant bring myself to. when i first heard this song i did not know what i was getting myself into at all. i wish someone just told me, that it would be this intense and draining.
i hope everyone here finds themselves and becomes genuinely happy one day, yous are all such beautiful humans with amazing souls pls never forget that, i love you gorgeous stranger 💗❤️
this sounds like reminiscing about the good times you had with a friend whos no longer in your life its sad that theyre gone, but you appreciate the time you spent with them regardless of how much it might hurt so the joy that you felt when they were there outshines the pain that you feel now that theyre not around
its so exhausting loving you when we dont even talk anymore. im constantly needing you by my side, needing you to look my way, needing you to exist in the same space as me. this reads like a cheesy confessional letter because it is. i dont know how else to say this to you without actually saying it to you. I love you so so much
I feel like I'm falling apart. I used to love life so much, but now I can barely get up in the morning, much less go outside or hang out with those I love. I'm going to be 18 this year, but I feel so much older. I know my youth is slipping away, but I can't bring myself to care. I'm just so tired.
i really think i’m in love with one of my best friends. im not sure if she feels the same way but i really hope she does. we have been friends forever, and i hope confessing my love to her doesn’t change anything. she makes me feel happy and calm. she comforts me whenever i am in the need of it, and we have tons of picnics together. i love her with everything i have.
the intro to sarah feels like being happy and being sad at the same time i just cant describe the feeling that well
That literately how I thought of it
it's nostalgia
the little beeps are happy and the guitar is sad :D
it sounds like the end of a REALLY good movie, and the ending is a good ending, but youre still sad it's over.
that's called bittersweet
This song feels like knowing you've lost a friend but you would still redo everything even if you knew how it ended
being alive shouldn't feel this exhausting.
we’ll get through it together. youre not alone. keep fighting
Yet it still is.
If it's not a good ending then it's mostly not the end, i believe in you camarade. You can do it, I'm genuinely so proud of you
Your right I..I understand that
@@daisychainsawthank you that helps ❤️
Me everytime: Sarah Ru-
Brain: *so u fell into my trap*
sarah but she never stops running
shes still running to this day
shes ran around the world 11 times by now
dead meme but
she a runner she a trackstar, she run away when it gets hard ✨
WHY DID I LAUGH AT THIS SO HARD
eating a hot dog in a car it’s so good
idk why i love this comment i just do :) have a nice life stranger x
Thankyou
so true
This bought me joyyyy
thank you for sharing this with us i genuinely smiled at your comment :)
I just want to enjoy my teenage years but I feel like they are drifting away fast. It’s so hard to enjoy them when you’re sad so often. This song makes me think of that.
everyone makes a big deal about teenage years but they're not even the best, you can still have fun when you're older :P
If it's any consolation, your 20s will be better. Even if not right away. I just turned 25 and I found happiness. I went through so much pain as a teen, I attempted twice and I'm so happy I'm still here. I would have missed so many new people I've met and so many life changing experiences I had these last 3 years alone. It gets better, hang on to that, you're gonna be okay kid
Comin up on 30 and feelings never change. Learn to enjoy every moment so there is no looking back
Hey as long as you are alive, thats all that matters. Life only ends when you are dead. So keep on living and do what makes you happy. Theres no age expiration for that despite what the movie and pop culture has led us to believe.
I did this in my younger years and have some regret from it. For me I learned it's better to learn to keep yourself happy even when everything bad can be going on. Make sure you enjoy the little things and every experience to the fullest you can. I've had that day when I looked back, maybe photos or thought and I was like shit I should have just enjoyed it. Life is an experience and it should be a fun and enjoyable, you owe yourself that! Learn to remember it so you don't go back!
this feels like the last day of elementary school, its sunny, warm, and filled with laughter from ur friends
I feel the nostalgia, so desperate to make me feel sad that I'm growing older everyday
19 here, and goddamn I hate growing up.
I’m back, life sucks
@@aubreylang7528 hey bro it’ll get better I love you bro
@@aubreylang7528 u good now?
@@lwhite7372 it’s debatable, but we made it to college
Makes me feel like the main character exiting the front door of my childhood home and smiling looking towards my inocence and memories one more time before becoming the adult version of myself.
can't tell if I wanna fall in love to this song or sob my eyes out
Both
fr.
both
both
every person in this comment section seems so warm and kind and i dont feel alone anymorenreading some of you guys' stories.
Honestly
I come back and cry to this because I am so in love. I posted this on your birthday.
We’re all down bad
I wish I had someone to love :( or at least have someone love me
this made my heart ACHEEE
That’s fucking cute
Aww sweetheart:( every love song reminds me of him, i can relate.
A girl from my middle school died a few days ago, she ran away from her abusive household and hid outside in freezing weather until she fell asleep. I didnt know her personally but a lot of my friends do. I follow her on social medias and from what I see and heard, she is a bubbly and positive person, and in no way deserved what happened to her. Im kinda sad right now, and this song perfectly captures how it feels. Someone died but life always goes on, I keep looking at her latest picture on insta to see people saying goodbye in the comments, she posted that a week ago and there will be no newer post, someday it will say “posted 2 years ago”. It’s just hard to take in. I hope she found peace
this is so painful. i hope she felt peace in her last moments, and i hope you are doing ok as well.
❤️
It's been 2 years... remember the good and bad times. That life sometimes, It's will get better.
@@Avatar12looool thank you
It has been 2 years now and i hope you are doing well. I am sure she is resting peacefully now with total ease. Wishing the best for you !
this makes me think of 2009, homestuck, Scooby-Doo snacks, skate parks, flowers, ohshc, my gran. where did it go wrong ://
BABY JAKE
@@iloveevenflow YES
Uhhh same
omg ohshc will always have a place in my heart 😭
@@avanii_17 same
as someone with autism I feel like I'm growing slower then everyone else, I'm 17 but I still feel 11, everyone is growing and changing, moving on, driving, finding their soulmates, and I still feel stuck, I cant move on from the past, I cant grow and change. that's what this song feels like to me.
that’s okay tbh. everyone moves at their own pace and it doesn’t matter if someone moves fast and someone moves slow. you’re ultimate goal is the end of your road and if you’re still making those steps, how is sped going to stop you? keep pushing ahead and you will get there :).
@@freyaaa88 thank you so much, I really needed to hear that :(
@@prismo-star no worries! :)
I feel the exact same way but im not autistic. im 18 and i told someone that I feel like im 14 and they thought it was weird and i was really embarassed about it. i haven't really done anything since i began high school and now im leaving in may not knowing what in the world im doing after
I don't believe im autistic but i really relate to this. I feel like the point of growing up i maturing, changing, and learning. I feel like i'm not doing any of that.
every time I hear each strum of the guitar my heart hurts even more
It's ok. After four years, it's ok. I can find peace in here. It's raining outside, and I love it.
Oh my god. Genuinely, after 3 years i finally am at peace with myself. It's so beautiful
that's beautiful
This is literally what being a teen girl sounds like. 15, messy room, insecurity, crushing on boys, new emotions, sad sleepless nights, fun sleepless nights, online friends, harmless fun.
In fact, I listened to this a lot when I was 13. It was the peak of my existence.. sneaking out, messy everything, rebelling against my mom, and that amazing feeling of being free..
2021 shaped who I am today and I wish I could go back. It was an incredible time.
Update July 20th 2023 10:32 pm: just had my first kiss.. and it was with my childhood best friend!!
Update march 17th 2024: I forgot about this comment damn, but he dumped me back in November, I think it was the 29th or 30th I can’t rlly remember 🥲but it hurt like a mf but I’m ok now
i used to pray for times like these and it never happened because I stopped praying.
Good for you man good for you! Keep up the good work
It's the same for me except I'm crushing on girls. I have a crush on my best friend, but she likes this insufferable misogynist and I'm just like HELLO? And I get it, because she's straight, but he's so mean! I don't get it. I hope that I stop liking her somehow, because she definitely won't start liking me.
rizz queen
real
permanent teenage purgatory
and i like it that way
Nah I’d hate that
real
listening to this as i clean out my childhood bedroom while heading off to college is a unexplainable feeling
Oh my god it’s Sara with no h, but that’s ok 😊
@@yooogibare my real name does actually have an h in it but i’ve always liked it better without an h for some reason so it’s without the h in like all my usernames lmaoo
I am actually so scared of this moment
me too :(@@evadavid8925
it's been two years. hope everythings going well for u.
i love how many people here share a part of their live or fun facts or encouraging messages that's so nice while listening to the sound, it's a safe place
listened to this song every day on the bus ride to school for 4 years, now every time i hear even the first few strums of the guitar a pit forms in my stomach, ive just finished school and swore i would never miss it, yet I do?
take me back.
It's Thanksgiving day and I miss you so much. No amount of sunlight, flowers the colors of a thousand sunsets, gold trim around the fireplace, and the smell of cinnamon candles, pumpkin pie, and hot maple toddy will warm up a room like you used to. I love you.
you will find warmth in other things one day
Bruh crying rn
this song will always be special to me because it’s written about an abusive relationship.
the narrator, describes sarah as someone easy to manipulate, and then goes on to call her a dog; meaning she’s loyal, and will always come back.
the narrator then explains how they wake up every morning and feel guilty for putting sarah through this; but never guilty enough to leave.
they question if they’ve made a mistake with the relationship, but they’re too far in to end things, and so the cycle continues.
this song feels like growing up crunchy and playing in mud, opening your window on a summer night to smell the air, watching bad movies nobody's heard of from a blockbuster, watching tv while your sister goes to school, and spending the summer at your grandma's house eating sandwiches every day and knowing your parents still love each other.
And watching firefly’s out on the back porch on a summer’s evening
I'm finally free, running away into the forest with a big smile on my face, barefoot while wearing a flowy dress and as I entered the woods I saw goblins and fairies so I danced with them with this playing in the background. What a life.
Imagine living this life🥰
hope those goblins n fairies treat you well
hello to anyone reading this
if you’re like me, you might be listening to this song with longing, regret, nostalgia etc
and I’m here to tell you that everything’s gonna be okay. seriously. life is crazy. a big deal of ups and downs. but you’re not seeing this by accident. this is a reminder that you’ve gotten this far. and that is something to recognize and be proud of. and you’re going to make it past this too. no matter what I’ve been through, who I’ve lost, what I’ve lost, in the end, it was okay. I’m okay now. and I know that even if it might not seem like it, you will too. you can’t change the past. but you can take that sadness of not being able to change what happened, and fuel it towards changing the future. check on your friends. take care of yourself. you deserve to be happy. it’ll come. you can do this
i love you
@@35caliber. i love you too
I love you
I red this comment on treehouse too ❤ thank you !
There’s no words other than thank you and you may not believe but god bless your soul. In simple terms I hope you eat graham crackers in bed and have zero crumbs. I hope you have both sides of the pillow cold and I hope you have a great day thank you
POV you made a banger instrumental loop in the studio and you're just sitting there listening to it loop over and over again endlessly
i’ve been in love with the same boy for a year now. I’ve tried everything i can to distract me from him, I’ve tried speaking to other boys, I’ve tried distracting myself with running, walking, pilates, dancing, weight lifting. In this past year, nothing at all has worked, he’s always managed to catch my attention in one way or another. I met him at a campsite that we were visiting with school. That was when we had our first ever conversation, I was plucking up grass from the floor and placing it in a line on his leg, he’d pick up the grass and put it on me. It made me laugh. Eventually, the last piece of grass I put on him, he said he would keep it. In the night at camp, we all played capture the flag. I partnered myself with him, I held onto his arm all the way down the hill, and he made sure i didn’t trip over in the dark, and he always made sure I was okay. I held his hand, he held mine. I thought about him all night. there was nothing i could do to get to sleep and even though I’d never met this boy before he ended up being the only thing i could think about for the next 3 days of camp. On day two, his friends told me he spoke about nothing but me, they thought he liked me a lot. On day two, we had a sword fight with sticks in the, he gave his stick to me. On day two, we played hide and seek in the woods but he was sick and he wanted to sleep, so i didn’t get to play hide and seek with him, his friends said he was really excited to be my partner and he was really sad he couldn’t play. On day two, i held the stick while i slept. On day two I couldn’t bare to be away from this mystery boy. When i woke up on the last day of camp, i was absolutely distraught. i didn’t know if this was going to be a silly camp fling. Our final day together was so cute. I woke up in the morning and went over to his side of camp and ate breakfast with him. he told me about his family and his aspirations, he told me about his hobbies and his friends. I listened, so much, that even 10 months later i remember exactly everything he told me. every single word that came out of his mouth was cherished by me, i wanted to talk about everything he liked, and i just wanted to listen. We went on walks together in the woods, and he picked up a rock and gave it to me, i held our rock, and I held his hand. On our bus ride back to school i stared out the window and thought about what would happen to me and mystery boy when we got back to school. We started to hang out in school, and then we hung out outside of school. and then i texted him, asking him out. he said no. For the next month, mystery boy became a memory. There was never a space of time to think about anything but mystery boy.
this is what this song sounds like.
I was so happy reading this but my heart shattered when he said no 😭 ahusnusuihns im sobbing
I know this is a year old, but, god this made me cry, i feel so bad, i really hope one day he changes his mind, because to me i can relate to this. wishing best luck from xerox 🤍
I'm an antisocial outcast who seeks only to be loved but at the same time loneliness feels like home
I just wanna be a kid again. That feeling of pure innocence. I didn’t know what anything was, I was clueless. All I knew was to play.
Play with my dog...
my cat...
my friends...
my parents...
my toys.
where did they all go?
my dog is so old, my cat passed away, my friends left me, my parents treat me differently, I abandoned my own toys.
why do all good things come to an end...
I dont want the responsibility of being adult. No sir, please take it back
I feel this whenever I listen to alex g's songs, that's why I always come back. 🙂 I miss my childhood
@@arandomperson9460 me too! alex g songs are magical i swear. they speak to me.
It will happen again
@@justinbrown8214
this reminds me of a life i know i'll never have. driving with the windows down and music blasting with my best friend in the nice summer evening, sitting around a fire at 10 pm with my closest friends while laughing at everything and nothing at the same time, sitting on the roof and watching the sun rise, swimming while it's raining as the sun tries to fight it's way through the gloom. just being the teenager i wish i could've been, but never got to be and will never get to be
this song feels like a long day at a lake with your friends and family doing whatever you wanted all day, fishing, swimming, jumping into the water, eating junk food, and the best of all, driving home while the sun sets
sarah has to be one of the most comforting songs i’ve ever heard i put it in my eighth grade music project bro
anyways it brings me back to my childhood, kinda. and how a lot has changed since then
i don’t wanna be old
as a current junior in high school, all i can say is, enjoy life while you can. check up on your friends. cherish every moment.
this part of the song reminds me of glitter; in the sense that the little harmonica sounds represent just little random dots of glitter and the acoustic reminds me of just darkness/black. the darkness representing life in general and then the glitter representing the small little things we often miss, but are so important and make us the happiest.
i love glitter so much, it's so sparkly and lovely and cool, and i think this song reminds me of it too !!
this was the shit when i was 17. i'll soon be 20. i lived such a romantic life back then. reality intervened
I have never felt this way before, so wholesomely infatuated with another person.
This song feels like the begin of summer break where you and your partner go have a picnic at sunset and then just run in the field together, teasing and being funny with eachother
the pain will never subside and I’m starting to enjoy it
someone said this song makes them feel nostalgic and suicidal and i couldn’t use any other words to describe it.
When I hear the beginning of this song I just see myself in a loop of my everyday life. Wake up, school, home, sleep 🔁
just wait until it’s summer
again.. again and again..
I have a memory from the summer between seventh and eighth grade where I was particularly depressed because of my abusive home situation. It was a warm night past sundown, and I was looking out my window as I was lying down in my bed. The neighbor across the street (who played a memorable role in my childhood and is now deceased, makes me think of the death of my childhood) lived in a house with a giant tree in front of it, in summertime the leaves were such a dark, luscious green. As I was lying down I would stare intently at that tree and at the surrounding night sky, and I would wish myself to be at the top of that tree, and have the ability to fly up above any of my worries that involved my mother's house or the surrounding area. I just wanted to be away from it all. This tune makes me think of that.
I hope everyone in this comment section is doing okay, and if you're not, you're not alone. I wish I could give you all a hug and a comforting conversation. I love you all. 🌹
I love this comment, it was so peaceful and beautiful. I'm so sorry that you had to deal with an abusive home situation and I truly hope you are in a better place now. You sound like such a nice person and I agree that this makes me think of wanting to get away from everything. Thank you for posting this :)
Sorry for the bad english is not my main Language
I have been going through a bad time, the economy is very bad my family too and my mental stability is declining very badly. This song is comforting and makes me feel like a kid again, I would like to hear this song again for the first time. Also the comments of this video are heart warming you are amazing people ❤️
I just turned 17 after having a terrible yr at 16. I hate listening to songs like this because it makes me think of the teenage years that were promised to me. Hangin out with friends, staying up late with them, going to skate parks. I didn't get any of that. Instead I got quarantined, and by the time we weren't anymore my friends already got summer jobs and had no time to spend with me. Not to mention one does sports that shes very invested in and the other is studying to be a paramedic and works part time as a firefighter. Now, 2 years later, I'm getting a job like them, and getting a learners permit to drive like they've already done a year ago. I feel like I've wasted what people have told me are the best years of my life and I don't know what to do in the time I have left to make up for it.
I turned 21 & I’m still.. feeling like this. I don’t want to, all my friends are enjoying there life
no pressure to grow up just yet. stay sane my
friend
Your story is different, you’ll get there eventually.
how're you doing now, friend?
There will never be a time like this ever again. Enjoy it while it lasts.
The beginning of this song feels like late nights during summer with your friends 🥲
this song stabs me in the chest every time. sad nostalgia
i agree
I told myself “i will never be able to listen to this song ever again without crying if she leaves me” i was right. i miss her and the memories we made.
this song makes me realise how worthwhile it is to live my life. i play this song after a minor inconvenience and it always helps me calm down. i cannot describe how much this song means to me at this point, it's truly the most beautiful song i've ever heard. this whole comment section feels like a warm hug, i hope everyone in this comment section is doing well and i want everyone to know that they're are so worthwhile and that they are special and loved. i don't want anyone in this comment section to feel the way i have been feeling the past couple of weeks
When I hear this song, I remember when I was little I would often hug my father when he had just finished work. I could smell the cigarette smoke on his jacket and the smell of rain and I could feel his warmth. I still feel the warm kiss on my cheek that my father gave me. Dad, I miss you so much, I hope you know that.
Who ever is scrolling through the comments, I just wanted to say how much you mean to this world, your valid no matter your race or sexuality your all valid I don’t know who you are personally but I love you for carrying on look how far you have made it! Your so strong for making it this far and this goes for everyone no matter how old you are 13 or 30 your strong.. your amazing and you bring joy to this world I don’t know what it would be without you ❤
I’m sobbing right now I totally forgot I commented this :(
I love you, random person ❤
@@SemimusiiTHANK YOU THO FOR COMMENTIBG THIS OFHEJSGDBSJS
i hope you realize this is one of the most perfect loops i've ever heard of any song ever, excellent work
pov: my friends and i are thick in the forest together. Free and wild, doing thatever we please. the soft dew of the morning and chirp of animals makes us grin slightly. We jokingly sing along to payphone by maroon 5. Life is perfect here in oregon. towering mountains dwarf us as we spin and run, making sure we dont trip on the roots of trees that touch the sky.
thats all i truly want
please keep that vision for as long as you're alive. feelings like those are so indescribably special. you will live it someday, if you still believe in it.
Feels like when your in the car from a day at the pool in 2018 and ur with your cousins falling asleep in the back seat
Then coming home to watch rio or Aphmau love love Paradise
@@Lildizeazeomg i remember aphmau! Im going to watch her videos now
@@LildizeazeDUDE ARE YOU KIDDING ME YES oh how I miss those times..
I had a 15min cry it helped a lot
I'm going through it rn, I knew I would bawl my eyes out
People make life so completed. It's embedded in our brains throughout our life when something feels wrong we say its anxiety, its depression, its ADHD and then we go get external help with therapists and pills to solve what can be solved within us. They start to push that there are things wrong with us purposely to make us feel like we can't anything which just makes us all the same, an average life just passing the time. Everything can come from within and you can totally fix those problems that maybe don't even exist with yourself. They make it seem complicated to keep you in control. Everything is simple but we over complicate it because we feel as if that is what is needed. Take a second to breathe and process everything that has happened to you today. Ask what has brought up certain emotions,, understand yourself its how you find peace
this made me study and not procrastinate :) thank u
This is the song that will play when I drive through my hometown once I’m an adult, remembering everything and longing for the past
This is the song that hits me the most. Ive been creating a story for a long time now. The OCs I have in there, are with me since I am 14/16 years old. My oc grew up with me and day by day they change as I change. The main idea of that story is a group of friends who found each other. Whenever I hear this song, images flashes in my mind- with my ocs having a fun time together as friends. I never got to experience it, specially in my lonely years, but now I'm over it now. I'm just so glad that music can make me feel and remember things that I don't even experienced. Fake memories that I made to cope with my reality that turned into nostalgia.
Man an actual smooth loop, a lot of props to you! I also love how this comment section has sort of become a place for confessions. I wish you all the best.
Litearary. This comment section is quite literally the definition of a wonderful group of people.
i would trade in every person on the planet just to feel this song’s nostalgia again
Even Fred?
the beginning of this song is so lovely its like flowers n that
for anyone who may come across the comment, i want to let you know something.
for those of you going through a rough time in your life, i just want you to know that it gets better. it truly does. maybe not in a few days, or weeks, or months even, but i swear it does. i highly doubt the dark point in my life comes anywhere close to what some of you may be going through, but when i was in it i felt like i had absolutely no one, but i made it out. it took time and it took patience. A LOT of patience, but it's okay because it was worth it in the end.
keep pushing. i swear, it is so worth it.
and if you or anyone you know feels like harming themselves in any way, shape, or form, please get them/you the help they/you deserve. never suffer in silence.
and just in case you haven't heard it in awhile, I'm proud of you and how far you've come and i wish you nothing but the absolute best.
Thank you so much I’m crying because of this you are truly the best thank you
Songs like this make me feel something. i was and still am a glass child, the first 5-6 years of my life were in hospitals and staying with aunts or grandparents= because my parents were with my little brother whos two years younger than me, my youngest brother, three years younger than me, spent his first year on the bend next to my brothers hospital bed. by the age of 4 i could recognise when my brother was getting worked up for a meltdown, or the signs of a siezure, by 6 i could get him in a safe position and keep him from choking before my parents were in the room. i recognized bad situations at 7 and figured a way out for me an my 4 yearold brother. i parented my youngest brother and taught him how to find his way in the world, and that put a bridge between us, and im still trying to repair it. by 8 i could've been a nurse with the medical expierience i had. when i was 8 my older cousin got a mentally ill girl pregnate, and that little baby boy lived at my house 3/4 weeks a month for 6 months. i changed his dipers, fed him, bathed him, held him, became a parent to this precias baby boy, we created a bond, and suddenly, that only comfort was ripped out of my arms by his biological mom. for almost two years i didnt see him, my family never talked about the baby that lived with us. My mom got sick a few months later and almost died, and i was instiled with fear, everymorning was “is mom still alive?” grabbing new tubes and helping around the house, it was like i was 6 again, after about a year or so, she got a little better, but that innate feeling of parenting, helping, was still there. The week before my tenth birthday, my cousin got custody of the little boy again, turns out he had been violently abused and put into a foster home that hurt him more, when i saw the dosile, shy little two year old that weekend, i k n e w, this was my baby, this was my brother, that entire weekend we played with his two little cars in the dirt. A few weeks later my cousin asked if we could “babysit” him, a week turned into 2 and 2 into 4 and slowly his third birthday rolled around and i stayed ip all night decorating for that little guy with my mom, when we woke up, he saw the paw patrol decorated living room with a cupcake that had his name on it, wanna know who he ran to to thank? Me. my mom was heart broken, but me and this little guy had a bond, he got me out of a state when i thought i was only meant for helping. His third birthday, he got scared and ran to my dad screaming “daddy! Daddy the monster!” and ran into my dads arms, after that, his bio dad asked if we would adopt him, we agreed, and a few weeks later we got custody of him. I had never been so happy, i was finally with my little guy, every movie, every tuck in, every scare, he sat next to me, and it made me feel loved and appreciated. I didnt know how a parent could love their child so much, until i held him in my arms that random day. Even though i was happy, i was happy, i wanted to die, i picked my hair and bit my nails til they bled, and has my privacy of notebooks destroyed constantly. When i turned 11 we moved across country, a whole new start, whole new world i had to adjust to, and i did not do well, i had to leave the comfort of the small home i knew and loved with trees and a homemade treehouse in our small town to a big house in the middle of a busy yet rualish city, it was alot, and i struggled to make new friends. I began to have a huge mental health decline, and started cutting myself, 6th grade was rough. I was mocked for being “different” like i always was in school, for how i didnt understand if someone was joking or not, for making weird face expressions, i eventual just didnt talk to anyone, and isolated in school. 7th grade was gonna be different i thought, with a tiny bit of hope, that would soon be destroyed. A new school again, more kids, more sounds, more lights, no breaks, i was stressed. I failed most of my classes, even thought i studied the first part of the year, but the teasing and mocking and talking behind my back got to me. The “different” kid, the one who didnt understand things was mocked more, and told to kill myself, that i was worthless, i got into the wrong crowd and fell deeper, i stood up for the people that wanted be dead. The person i thought was my best friend sexually assulted me and i didnt even put it together until recently. It made me rethink alot of my friends from when i was younger, i was obvious, didnt realize people were bad or didnt like me, just thought everyone was nice. It made me realize the “games” they made me play werent games, just sexual assult,and it destroyed me on the inside. I ended up hurting myself really bad and got admitted to a behavioral health facility, i was scared, it was new, and i didnt know what i was gonna do. The staff there were not trained at all, they didnt care, they gave us food that werent supposed to be in there, they let multiple kids get beat by other patients, and placed bets on if the person would fight back. The place i went to has 10 year olds with 17 year olds, sharing rooms. They kept trying to extend my stay and on the fith(?) day i got beat up by a girl, and was horified, because i thought i did something wrong, a few patients managed to get her off me before causing bad damage while the staff sat and watched. The next morning at breakfast i got attacked brutally, to the point i passed out, i was out of it for an hour or so, they didnt let me call my mom, or get out of the “tv room”(a bare room with a boxed tv and six plastic chairs, and an ice machine) because i was “bound to get killed” if i got out. At 12 i was able to sign papers that said i knew i was being released and acknowledged i got help there(i didnt get help, but i wanted to leave so i signed it.) at 1 i was able to get my things and get to the lobby, there i saw my mom and grandma, i ran to them and almost broke down, they figured the stuff out and got me out. They looked at me horrifie the rest of the day, why? Because my hair was matted into a knot in the back, my face was bruised and had dry blood on it because the staff didnt give me anything to clean up with. When i got home my dad went “its a shame you got hurt, but you probably did something to make them want to hurt you, you dont have a filter and your mouth is probably what did it.” i was horrified, how could my dad saw that, the day i got home? It took me three days to let me mom untangle my hair, and when i tell you i lost a lot of it, i did, i had bald patched from the places it was ripped from, and i had to get multiple x-rays to make sure my nose didnt get more messed up(its slightly deformed in the cartilage) and it was a bad experience overal. Al over the course of a wekk and a half. When i opened my phone and email? One person asked where i was. And it was a kid i barely knew. I didnt go back to school the rest of the year and the next i did online, i could bare it, it was to scary. The time i spent home, i unmasked , i was able to be weird, and flap my hands and jump when i had to much energy, and rant about the things i liked, i got comments from my parents like “youre so autistic” and “i swear youre on the autisim spectrum” but i just ignored them, i was okay. Kinda. Until i slipped again, over the course of january to february i tried to kill myself with pills three times, i cut myself horibly, and no one found out, and its still something i hide to this day. Its now the sumer after i was online, and im better now i think. my parents have told me that i actually am autistic, and that aparently all my teachers and therapists have thought so too, they just didnt want to get me officially diagnosed because it would “go onto your record” and that i “already have so many diagnosis”. When they first started mentioning it i brushed it off, they were joking, werent they? After a few days tho i started to think about when i was younger and all of a sudden a lot made sense, so i agreed with them, with the words “mother, after extensive thinking, i have come to the conclusion i accept your diagnosis with great saltiness.” /facepalm. But im learning how to cope with my mental health, and am finding some good ways to fidget and stim without attracting attention for when school starts in a few weeks! I spent a month with family from where i lived before i moved and loved it, i spent time with my younger cousins and they convinced everyone everywhere they went(and themselves:) that i was their sister! Im nervous but excited for school, so wish me luck lol! Thank you for reading my story- its alot i know- (also, i realized my parents deny every parentizing me or putting responsibility on me when i was small, so thats coming up to my therapist lol)
bro i hope youre still doing good right now, your story is so long and i feel so bad for you, but im glad you seem to be doing okay as at when you wrote this. i genuinely think youre pretty cool, and feel really bad that you got bullied. i can relate sooooo much to the being 'weird' when im at home part it feels so good to stim :] i cant say im on the autism spectrum yet cuz i havent been assessed but im getting there :`] i hope youre doing okay right now!!
i hope you're okay now❤🩹
i- omg uur story is so heartbreaking. amazing people like you should not go through so much abuse. am also pretty sure i am autistic! and seriously when will people learn that autistic people aren't weird? it's just a different kind of brain wiring and nothing else, we are still very much capable of everything a typical person is, people who bully and abuse are seriously just soo horrible. u are a lot better than these poeple i'm sure. ALSO, WHY DIDN'T YOUR PARENTS SUE THAT HORRIFIC MENTAL HOSPITAL?? TAHAT IS ILLEGAL (i read everything)
this made me tear up😢
@@michellesayshi I’m okay enough now, it’s been a year since i posted this(kinda forgot about this lol) Life’s been, hard, a boyfriend of mine SA’d me and forced me into some things and no one believes me so I’m working through that, my home life isn’t much better, but I’m a sophomore now, so at least i graduate in two years! I’m in marching band, which is pretty much what i use as an escape from home(music is my passion) Last year i befriended a junior(at the time, is now a senior) who graduates soon and is planning on getting an apartment in our town, he’s made a few plans and stuff about taking me in and having me live with him once that happens and wanting to give me a better home to go to(best non-blood brother ever) so I’m really looking forward to that, it’s what’s keeping me going atm. My health has been bad, I’ve almost died multiple tomes(none were my doing!!) so I’ve been put into loads of meds and can barely walk half the time(mobility aids are my friends) but life is okay for the most part. I didn’t realize people would take an interest in my story, it’s crazy, thank you
I have so many memories attached to this song. I am so grateful I stayed in this world so I could make some more. I first heard this song when I was scared to live. I can't believe two years have passed and I'm just starting to live the way this life deserves to be lived. (tw) A year ago I tried to kill myself. Today, I'm excited about each breath... Thank you for this wonderful video, Alex G helped me breathe.
@Ella I’m proud of you.
Hope you’re doing fine
Whenever I hear this song I have to cry so hard because of the first time I ever heard the intro.
It was on TikTok and the video was a slideshow about how misunderstood sharks are and sharks were my favorite animals when I was a child.
For some years I had pretty much just forgotten how much I loved sharks and how cool they are.
Now I'm again deeply into that topic but it has become pretty sad and depressing because sharks are nearly dying out and guess why?
Us humans are hunting them, stealing their food and pollutioning their habitat and we still claim that sharks are dangerous monsters though they're cute and so important for the oceans for example in coral reefs they eat the sick animals so deseases can't spread that much and they also let little fish clean their teeth and eat the dirt stuck in their mouth isn't that cute?
I really really love sharks and hope that one day if I have kids I could still tell them how great sharks are and not how great they used to be
this reminds me of my childhood how much i never cared about the little things until like did and it all fell apart preschool to 4th grade was it i wish i didn’t need to care so much i need to be peaceful and content again like how it used to be
i never appreciated the little time i had being absolute in my life now it’s gone
@@willywurnk You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf! -Jon Kabat-Zinn
i told him that he makes me feel the same way this intro does, in peace..
its gonna hurt when he leaves
The way I'm sobbing to this song because of my childhood flashbacks, when everything was perfect, no worries, no HOMEWORK OVERLOAD.. no sadness either. When I was so innocent and went to the park and hung out with my friends, when rainbows were just rainbows. I just wish i can go back but i know i will never be able too. Past is the past and you can't change that.. just makes me cry too thinking abt it. I'm in 8th grade and getting close to high school, hoping that i will find new and fun friends to hang out with, because my middle school absolutely sucked. To anyone reading this, please tell me if high school is fun and you get to meet new people and new friends, because i need that ALOT.. Also creator, thank you so much for this intro loop, it really feels conforting even tho i said i was sobbing to this song lol
Almost finishing up my sophomore year! Highschools not too bad besides the work, you’ll be in classes with a bunch of different people so you’re bound to make friends here and there! I’m like lowkey tearing up writing this because I’m also really sentimental when it comes to nostalgia😭 God bless you and have a wonderful day, I hope your first year goes well!
makes me nostalgic for comfort and memories i never had
This song is so weirdly comforting. Especially this part. I just make's me reflect on life in general. There's no word to describe it, its almost as if its homely.
it’s been 6 years now. i don’t think anything’s actually going to change because it would’ve by now. and i think everybody’s lied to me
chickpea it will get better, i know that feeling you have right now. That its never going to end. I promise you it will happen and you'll see colors in a new light, the earth's energy will flow with you, music will flow through your ear and to your heart making you dance, you will feel the rush of adrenaline from the smallest things I can promise you it will happen but only if you want it to. Work for it chickpea and all will come your way :)
i love this comment section so much you don’t even understand
This song to me feels like riding down the street on bikes with friends going to the gas station to get snacks and find somewhere to hang out for the night
I could listen to this forever
Jason Bourne it’s Jesus Christ
this gives me the vibe of having a comforting friend group that will always go on forest adventures with you and are just supportive. I need that in my life because my current friend group is just not my vibe. I can't fit in with them
Edit: I wrote this during a very bad time in my life. I’m doing better since, luckily. Hopefully anyone who reads this is doing ok too. :)
I’ve been crying to this song all day and I hate that. It makes me think of all the things I missed out on and what could’ve been my life had all the things that had happened to me never had happened.
If I wasn’t forced to adult so fast and become the only voice of reason in my household, if I wasn’t living in fear 24/7, if I wasn’t as corrupted by the internet as I was, if I was just the same awkward but happy and energetic and creative young girl I was before 5th grade, but no. It’s too late.
I’m entering my junior year in HS, already more than halfway through my teen years, and haven’t had one singular fucking teen experience I had hoped for back in middle school. I was going through the worst days and it was the only thing keeping me hopeful.. and I ended spending almost the entirety of it locked behind a screen because of the great epidemic of 2020. It’s all wasted.
I’m never going to be a part of those clubs and events and all that stuff. I’m never going to make all those friends I wanted to make. I’m never going to experience that cheesy teen love the media seems to make out to be so great. I’m just.. never going to be a teenager, and it’s all because of the shit I went through that forcefully occupied my brain.
I never felt like one, anyways. Oh well I guess..
It’s already 11PM where I live as I’m typing/editing this. Morning me is gonna hate myself lmao.
Later to anyone sees this. Hopefully your day was much better than mine.
this is how i feel right now. thank you for typing this out, i couldn’t have typed it out myself. i love you, stranger.
Just to let you know I’m 22 about to turn 23 in a month and just to let you know you are still soooo young. Do feel like u wasted the past all you can do is live right now and make experiences happen on your own. Get out there. Plus u still have college if u wanted to still have that type of life style. Hope ur feeling better but just be grateful for what you do have
GIR :0
It’s kind of funny looking back at this a year later and wonder if I’ve gotten better or worse.
I mean a lot has changed but I still feel the same.
I wasted my whole adolescence wallowing in my misery and I still am.
Idk maybe living just isn’t as worth it as people make it out to be, but at least I have Alex G lol
nothing can describe how much peace this gives me.
I usually never cry super easily but this week.. it’s practically all I’ve been doing. Anything will make me cry and it’s annoying me. I’m not sure why I’m still moping around about him at this point, there was nothing even there so there’s nothing to be sad about.
back at it again, thinking about my dog and that kid i only met once who died how i thought i would. i don't think i can mourn normally. i miss my dog.
i remember listening to this when i was 13, it was so weird listening for the first time and i thought about how one day id listen and think about all of my experiences (i had barely started living outside of my phone) and now i come back, 15 about to be 16 and it all feels so bittersweet. lifes too fast for my liking
This song makes me feel so calm. Im finally at a place in my life where everything is amazing but im afraid it may end. Soon ill be 14 and time is flying by so fast, if there’s even just one more change in my life im not sure I’ll be able to handle it. In only 4 years me and my friends will be heading off to college, going our separate paths, and im not sure if I can bear that. But isn’t that what life is all about? Change and being able to adapt. I just hope i can figure it out.
hey it’s been 8 months, how are you doing? i think you are stronger than the changes in your life. wishing you the best for your future
im so tired. every night im so sad and theres nothing i can do about it. i don't even know whats stopping me from ending it all
hey i hope you’re doing ok you’re not alone it gets better🤍
I hope you're okay and its getting better for you. Its okay to feel sad. Try to do self care, take a bath, wash your face, eat something healthy or you love a lot. Watch your comfort shows and talk to someone you love. Even if its hard to find the motivation, a little can go a long way.
@@floras2744 aw tysm ^^
@@freddiewitt553 thank you, so so much. your kind words have actually helped me alot and i finally got out of bed and took a shower and made myself some salad :) your kind words also apply to you, so please also take care of yourself and i hope everything is doing okay for you during these hard times
@@freddiewitt553 that's too cute
this song is one that would play when remembering your old childhood days filled with nothing but happiness and fun. The longing you feel, the melancholy, nostalgia and so many other similar emotions, maybe even regret. When I'm an adult, I want to be able to listen to this and just think about how happy I was as a child, and not how sad and lonely I was. I want to remember going to skate parks and doing tricks on my board, I wanna remember having a bunch of friends to skate with and stay out late and get stoned with. I want to remember dancing in the rain with my girlfriend and after taking a warm bath together and then watching movies. I want to have my gf and our friends over to hang out and do stupid shit together. I want to have that kind of childhood. But if I continue to stay cooped up in my room and do nothing but wither away and mope about how I can't get good grades, then I'll never have that type of childhood and I'll never truly have fun. It's too bad my parents probably won't let me anyways. I want to get in trouble and do hella dumb shit for the fuck of it, to stay out until 2am, to sneak out of my room to go party, to has disputes with friends, to actually do something outside of home, outside of school, outside of my families watchful eyes. I want to be me, but so far, I haven't been able to be. Not only because I won't ask to be, but also because I would be turned down when I would ask due to grades, getting in constant trouble and so on. I don't hate my parents, no, quite the opposite actually. There are moments where I think I hate them, but ultimately that's just me being upset in the moment, despite me being upset most of my life. I just wish I were given a little more freedom. My dad was given all the freedom ever so he doesn't want me having that, and my mom wasn't given any freedom at all, so she says she wants to give me what I didn't have, but she still won't let me go out places and do things because of small reasons like having one D or one F. I just want to be able to breathe without being choked by their grip on me. I can't wait until I can finally do that, if I even can. I want to be a free spirit, and I want my friends to be as well. I want us all to have a lot of fun in each others company. Why can't I just have that? I'll probably ask them if they want to do something fun with me outside of school then ask my mom if I can go. She's more likely to say yes than my dad, but there's also my grandma to consider. So I might just end up asking my dad anyways, even though I'm scared of asking him for things. Anyways, if you want to have fun as well, go have fun! Don't let the limits placed on you stop you from living your life, and not just surviving it. You might regret it later in life, but you'll regret it even more if you don't do it. Sincerely, an all-too-knowledgable-15-year-old. Love y'all
I'm about to graduate high school, and this song makes me think about all the awesome times I had. But because of COVID and shit, I didn't really get to have the senior year I wanted at all. I'm crossing my fingers that I can let it go fast but I think it'll be tough. This song helps me remind myself of all the lovely times I had, but also that there are more of those to come. Here's to hating and loving being in high school. Cheers.
i love this comment section, how you're all sharing stories and messages. my brother got sick a few years ago and my other brother, his twin, has been having a hard time lately. i miss my brothers like crazy every day even though they're still here. i miss how everything used to be, before. this song feels like before. thank you for making this, and if anyone's reading this: know you're not alone. it's hard and it's so easy to get lost in the past, and romanticize how things used to be, but even though it's hard for me to admit, we have to move on. we have to stop living in our past and be in the present, look toward the future. keep going, you can do this 🫶🏾
LOL THINGS ACTUALLY SUCK LIKE FR
FR LOL. LIKE WE DONT EVEN EXIST
OMG LIKE FOR REAL REAL, IT'S LIKE BEING ALIVE IS A CHORE AT THIS POINT LMAOO
i love all three of you. i just wanted to let you three know that.
no longer a teen anymore, really makes me wish i could go back to those days.
it was beginning of junior year when i first heard this song , i was in the back of the car after just visiting the place where i'd be studying for the next two years. majoring in subjects i was unsure of but knew that i had no other choice. and little did i know it was just about to get terribly worse from there. im in my senior year now, a few months away from graduating, also a few months away from writing the biggest exam of my life for college. currently absolutely burnt out and hanging by a thread. i cant get shit done, havent done much with the vast syllabus, its just there waiting for me to get started with, but i cant bring myself to. when i first heard this song i did not know what i was getting myself into at all. i wish someone just told me, that it would be this intense and draining.
i hope everyone here finds themselves and becomes genuinely happy one day, yous are all such beautiful humans with amazing souls pls never forget that, i love you gorgeous stranger 💗❤️
Thank you so much ❤
tysm for this !!! i’ve been replaying the song just for the intro :(:
this sounds like reminiscing about the good times you had with a friend whos no longer in your life
its sad that theyre gone, but you appreciate the time you spent with them regardless of how much it might hurt
so the joy that you felt when they were there outshines the pain that you feel now that theyre not around
its so exhausting loving you when we dont even talk anymore. im constantly needing you by my side, needing you to look my way, needing you to exist in the same space as me. this reads like a cheesy confessional letter because it is. i dont know how else to say this to you without actually saying it to you. I love you so so much
lol ratio cringe loser bozo take this L
is it okay to confess here that i think im in love with my best friend
I've been in love with the same guy for two years. And he's straight. Best song to find solace in.
@@freddiewitt553 good luck to you sir
Ooh, boy girl or they? Hope it turns it good :)
@@freddiewitt553: Damn, I'm sorry. You never know though ;)
me too, she moved & said she felt the same but probably isn't moving back
I feel like I'm falling apart. I used to love life so much, but now I can barely get up in the morning, much less go outside or hang out with those I love. I'm going to be 18 this year, but I feel so much older. I know my youth is slipping away, but I can't bring myself to care. I'm just so tired.
hang in there
I've already been listening to this for 15 minutes and it feels like no time has passed by at all.
i really think i’m in love with one of my best friends. im not sure if she feels the same way but i really hope she does. we have been friends forever, and i hope confessing my love to her doesn’t change anything. she makes me feel happy and calm. she comforts me whenever i am in the need of it, and we have tons of picnics together. i love her with everything i have.
life hits you hard once you graduate from college. Its true that it is a crazy world out there. Miss being a kid so much!