Lost Dog Street Band, "September Doves," // GemsOnVHS™
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- Опубликовано: 24 апр 2015
- A little trip with Lost Dog street band to a beautiful tree in Madison, TN near Nashville. It was the backyard of our mutual friend, Dan from Black Matter Mastering. They played a little tune and broke our hearts like always.
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My wife passed away Feb 29th, I was with her since highschool for 12 years. We sang this song together every day. I love you kaitlin with all my heart. Sad we didn't get to pick any ole road and start again. R.I.P
Im so sorry for your loss
Sorry for your loss bro
Hate to hear this for you and your family.
Much love to you and Kaitlin brother.
Things will brighten up brother. And just remember just because you can’t see her doesn’t mean she isn’t with you. She’s there. I can only imagine your Pain but I feel for you. If you want my advice. Pick up a guitar and learn to express yourself through it. It’s really helps
you know, if this was the kind of country they actually played on so-called country radio, perhaps I wouldn't have grown up assuming that I hated country...
Exactly.
That ain't no shit...
cmz8706 I listen to country and I hate radio country.
I’d call it folk
@@ridershell.9 Same thing really folk is country music that might at times have a left leaning political view.
"We were never made for love, our souls are far too old. But loneliness needs company and a lost dog needs a home" 🔥🔥
a guilty lost dog
Wild i started reading this comment the exact moment he was singing it
Humans have lost the art love. It is simply the absence of anger, that's it.
my good friend Jasmine died just 2 weeks ago. two months ago, just her and i were drinking beer and sharing some smoke. I asked her to listen to this song. immediately she stopped everything and gave this this her 100% attention. no body ever does that. and now i see just how much this song helps me connect with her and is a relatively good example of our relationship. thanks you two. and to everyone else, drive sober and tell the people you love that you love them every time you see them. better to be a dork than think they may have left not knowing.
Sorry about your loss my friend I know how it feels I lost my wife of 42 years last December 2018 it’s been tough but we have to carry-on God bless
Lost 2 of my friends last year and also my cousin. It's shit but you got to pull through. Hope you are doing okay.
I lost my cousin Danny Bruce Jr. To a over dose in May of fent. An her. Laced bullshit he was 31 an the oldest of triplets me an his brothers all lost without him I'm sorry for your loss hope grief gets Easier as time passes but I'm afraid it don't. He an her were prob. The best people
I have lost more to drunk drivers than anything in my life...
I'm so sorry for your loss
My dad was an alcoholic and dealt with personal issues his whole life. He’d sit at the kitchen table, drink, and listen to music that would just make him feel worse. I think he’d like this song, but I think it would actually mean something to him and help him remember the good times in his life.
It’s his brother’s birthday today, and I took my dad’s urn to his his brother’s grave to visit him. I played this song for him because I think he would’ve liked it.
Hope you’re continuing to rest in peace dad, and make up for lost time with your family. I love you, and I miss you
The person who introduced me to this song is dead. Survived a brain tumor, killed by chemo. My tears are for her, for you and your Dad.
I showed my grandmother this song,My grandmother told me I need to stop listen to music like this when I drink because it will do exactly that,make u feel worse,my mother had m.s I had a very unique childhood and it just reminds me of so much that I get overwhelmed with almost every emotion at once,I can't explain it but it's not sadness
Feels good reading a comment like this. I think my old man would have liked this song too (probably for the same reasons), but like you, I didn’t have the chance to find out.
Hope you’re doing ok
still here. still recommending this
Music means everything to me, it can save me on my worst days. And my best friend on my best days. Sorry for your loss bud, and may God bless you!
After all these years this song still a banger
I’ve sat on the kitchen floor, drunk and cried to this song too many times
It gets better man. You and me both. I've cried my fucking eyes out to this song. Keep your head up brother.
I found these two, after freeing myself from the bounds of opiates, 8 long, disgusting years. I'm now going through releasing my guilt, and anger towards myself. Your music is such a good stepping stone for feeling better. Thank you, both.
It's been 17 years for me I'm 34 now. I am trying to find the motivation to get clean but it's hard after being all I knew for so long. I gave up needles about 6 weeks ago tho and went back to smoking it which was a huge step for me towards getting clean!
@@hanniballslecter9019 I hope you succeed!
Found this after my father death a reason I returned. To painkillers. Music has the power to heal ✨️ ❤️ be well 🙏
This music heals. Long live lost dog street band and their long lost pups. 🫡❤️✌🏻
Reach out to God, he'll hear you
"My grandmothers lullaby's used to sing me to sleep, hell I can't sleep now a days without liquid relief. Well if lullaby's were whiskey then my grandmas drinks were cheap! I can't afford, sleep anymore!!!"
Pure poetry
Erik Granstrom 🥃
Old town road
Lived with my grandma for 6 years of my young life this verse cuts deep everytime
Erik Granstrom it’s not liquid and leaf? It’s liquid relief???????
The base drum is so simple but it adds so much dynamic.
yes so true, I love that observation
Totally agree!
MAAAAALLlaZpppppppll2l2laplalllwokaqj man na ma q😊😅😊t 6th😊😊😊😊😊😢😮😮I'm so 😢😮😅😮😮😅😅 4:24 e❤😂🎉😂🎉 4:30
ive always said percussion is the simpilest but most importan part of most modern compositions.
Bass**
Ive cried to almost every single one of their songs. Its so beautiful. It some how makes me feel so much better and so much worse at the same time.
same
It's powerful
I know exactly how you feel
Same here. It’s crazy that these 2 can bring out all the emotions in oneself.
Welcome to real people music,
This is country music. Wanderers. Artists. Those who have not a penny to their name, just doing what it takes. Men and women with pain so deep you can hear it in their music and see it in their eyes. Yet they push on. To entertain you and I. Thank you for this beautiful song!
No this is folk music
We southerns call this folk. Georgia born and raised. Dolly might be good, but she has nothing on this kind of soul.
Ummm.... are you referring to these 2 as having nothing? Cuz . ... you should watch some of Ben's videos... they have a lot. But they worked SO HARD for it.
But a rose 🌹 is a rose 🌹 is a 🌹 rose🤗
NOT COUNTRY ....ITS FOLK ACTUALLY
Ben and I ran in the same crowd back in highschool days. Just about everytime I remember ever seeing him he had his guitar playing on the sidewalk with his hat out. Didn't know him very well but I always figured I'd see him playing professionally one day. Way to go Ben!
has anyone ever poured their heart out like this duo can? fucking amazing.
Yea... into a marriage. I've been exploring the "for worse" up and down foot hills for the last 2 years. Sleep is a memory that I can no longer verify.
Dude, I just saw them open for The Devil Makes Three last night. All the emotions poured into all the songs they played made me cry a little.Freakin great stuff
@@kiera6170 It was a first date for me. The lady i was with also had an emotional connection .
She cried during a song that hit close to her heart.
Best first date ever!
Seeing them April 25 , 2019 in Philadelphia.
Can't wait
If you like this check out Severed Soul by Brown Bird.
‘ Mandolin Orange’ you can thank me later my friend.(:
This is a perfect example of outstanding American music; I am proud of these two musicians and wish they could get their art into more ears.
spreading to every person i meet (in sweden), i'm deep into the bluegrass swamp at the moment
Ain't that the damn truth!!
My wife has played in nationwide symphony orchestras and thinks you are the best violinist she has ever heard. Your music has a soothing feel to it that makes me remember the hills i grew up in. Thank you so much for making me cry. i am a hard man, as my father taught me to be, but your music made me cry when i first heard it.
That there’s a fiddle. 😉
This music heals brother.
@@berserkrblitz3231 Well there's no difference between a fiddle and violin so...
cheers mate
@@RustyShackleford382 the way you play it, where you're from, and the heart that goes into it. The bow hairs absorb your feelings. It's an instrument for your feelings. It's all magical and bow to those that can harness our strife and gumption. Alot of history are in these songs.
Can’t believe this came out 8yrs ago and I’m just now hearing about this song…
Love it…
The part where he looks at the camera and says that “he can feel it in the way you look at me” is pure gold.
Good stuff
I've pointed that out to everyone i show this song to for years ! Haha I thought I was the only one who noticed 😅
You can see the pain in his eyes when he says he can’t afford sleep anymore too. This guy puts his heart and soul into his music.
Usually never write any RUclips comments, but their music is really moving. Much love from Russia.
Much love from the US to our Russian friends.
Hope your doing alright through all this madness. Most Americans are on your side
Get out Ukraine rat
Hope you're doing good back there. The world's going crazy..
@@legendofredbear84 are they?
I couldn't tell you how many times I've listened to this song and every time it feels like the first time.
This album is on a regular rotation in my house and truck. Driving around with my 9yr old daughter today....this song comes on, and she starts singing along. Made my heart happy to know she has an appreciation for simple, soulful music. I love all of your work, and glad I can share it with people around me.
Chris Mahler I’m glad there’s still people like you left in this world.
Yes, because there aren't *cough cough*@@larvestv4619
Wow. This took me. One day I hope I'll have a daughter of my own to drive around and sing with. Thank you.
This comment is so wholesome.
@@4kydzmy what is that supposed to mean
The first time I heard this I thought it sounded like an Irish folk singer doing bluegrass. It really gets back into the roots of the genre with that sound.
This is American music
And fools say we don't have a culture...
There's trains in other countries but an American hobo? There's stories to be told . Not to discount other happenings. Stop drunk posting! Lol! Cheers bruh
I love the drum it really gives the performance so much depth.
I could listen to this song forever. In fact I just might. I can't seem to stop.
With you on that one, brother. I'm pretty sure at least 100 of these plays are from me alone
I listen every day. Seen them twice live. Excellence!
@@anthonychmielewski2126 same I listen to it everyday at work along with using again and war in side of me excellent music
Same!
How's forever going with the song Emily?
[Verse 1]
There was a very sacred place back where I grew
Between three old pine trees that nobody knew
I'd close my eyes and pass the time like youngin's often do
But now I'm long gone, completely ruined
Darlin' you and I were made for many different things
To live and learn and lie and laugh, fight and dance and sing
But our hearts have been so battered by the things that we have seen
And I can feel it in the way you look at me
[Chorus]
We could pick any old road and start again
Hell, we could change our names and try to forget
Lord knows I'll be sorry when it's done
But circumstances shot us down like September doves
Circumstances shot us down like September doves
[Verse 2]
My grandmother's lullabies used to sing me to sleep
I can't sleep nowadays without liquid relief
Well if lullabies were whiskey then my Grandma's drinks were cheap
I can't afford sleep anymore
And we were never made for love our souls are far too old
But loneliness needs company and a lost dog needs a home
So you will be the fire and I will be the coal
Baby we can burn out of control
I think he said completely in ruins? But I couldn’t even decipher the completely as you did
Thanks. Could it be "circumstance has shot us down like September doves"?
This song and Terrible and True touch every single part of my soul, somehow. I feel these words so profoundly.
So touching to my old soul heart. His voice moves my spirit and her fiddling gets my into my past.
My dad introduced me to these guys! I love it! My 14th birthday was yesterday and I am happy to be alive!
"If lullabies were whiskey then my grandmas drinks were cheap"
We are merely vessels, though some of us have been deemed channels to alleviate. Whosever up there has touched these people to give us relief.
We see you and appreciate you. 💜❤️
That lady is cool, diggin her vibe, great song mate, you guys make country cool again. Australia here ❤
Music that is real is so hard to come by. I love you two so much. You speak to my soul, and only beauty exists after listening to your music.
Daniel Hernandez I feel the same
Haunts me daily
If you are ever feeling down just remember you can pick any old road and start again.
I needed to read this , thanks brother
-Danny, Los Angeles
Greetings from Northern Ireland, great sound and a class tune. Thanks for sharing.
Without the Irish and Scottish that settled our Kentucky mountains and brought their recipe for whiskey and so many other things we wouldn’t be watching this wonderful slice of Americana today. So, we thank you!
Another northern Irish man here loving this
Uppa norn iron😂😂😂 but real talk I'm from same patch and these guys are fire
Norn Irish here 🙋🏼♂️ living in Norway though
Sounds really pleasant to hear, but, at the same time, extremely painful. Just like life itself.
Thanks Lost Dog for this one
This song very quickly turned into my favorite song the last few week. The part about alcohol-addiction and the metaphor to sleep-lullabies makes my hairs stand up everytime.
Jeronimus Birch yes!
It makes me sad
The look in his eyes as he says "I can't afford sleep anymore" tells it all.
God bless him for getting that out into song.
Literally same !!!!
:`( Seriously, every time...
I had the pleasure of seeing these two live with The Devil Makes Three - and wow, they have an incredible sound - so unique. One of the best live shows I have ever seen. Keep playing!
Incredibly jealous... must have been quite the time.
It really was an incredible show. We got to say hi after the show, great people
that sounds like it'd be a kick ass show, cant even imagine
i'm so jealous of you, so lucky
The Devil Makes Three is an amazing band, I find myself listening to them daily. also Turnpike Troubadours are a great band.
this song gives me feelings ive never had before… pure chills
What I would give to sit down and talk and play with this man... Been a huge fan for years now and it never gets old, as a 23 year old born in the wrong time it makes me happy to know there are still people like this out there!
He’s like the old time country and folk singers. His lyrics are dark, but they’re real.
Real, country, music
I love how you can see in his face in his eyes and everything about him that he really really believes in what he's singing it's very very very rare that you find that. these guys are awesomeness!!!
My best friend just died 3 nights ago. He introduced yall to me when I was hitting my hardest times. Recovery. Y’all definitely know how to hit the heart strings and I relate . Y’all’s music will forever keep my brother in my heart with a beat.
Hey, Thanks! I will let them know you said that! They are my aunt and uncle- if you don't believe me go to my tiktok, @maddi_grrl☺
So sorry for yr loss 😢
Thanks y’all. Keep on truckin
@@justinblankenship8221 Hope you're doing well!
It’s talent when two people sound like a 5 piece band. And ur words actually make sense. Born with talent.
Is this what freedom feels like?
Sigurd Drachentöter what a beautiful way to say something.
Beautiful!!
❤️
Certainly
This is what being human feels like. Hope you're doing well J.
Wild the sounds that 2 human beings can bring to this cold cold world.
🗽
Idk how to explain the way that kick drum makes me feel? At least as far as I know. But I think it is the randomness maybe. Like it's not complete random but it's not played as a pattern. It comes in and suddenly stops in odd but awesome moments that keeps me on the edge trying to time it perfect coming in and going out. I actually look forward to it unlike literally any other tune I have listened to EVER. And that it a big shoe to fill.
This isn't normally my type of music, but this is an amazing song. I can't stop listening to it.
That drum is my heartbeat.
9mmDentalPlan You may need to go to the doctor.....pretty spaced out lol
This is one of my all time favourite songs. Looking forward to whenever they can come to Australia!
Ok so I just found these guys today. I must say I love them. They are keeping alive a sound that I thought was gone a long time ago. Being raised by my grandmother I heard a lot of this type of music. Every family reunion all the old schools would get out their instruments and play. This right here brings back memories.
I just found you guys, totally awesome, will be a fan for life, best music ive heard in a while
The way she looks at him at 3:41 ❤️😭
He is her fire.
haven’t listened to them or benjamin todd much these last few years, but i saw someone in the liquor store with an old lost dog street band shirt so i complimented him on it and we got into a really good conversation about them and music and even learned that the man worked with benjamin todd in a mill back when they were about 16-17. he said benjamin is one of the kindest, most genuine people he’s ever met in his life. decided to jump back into the music and i’m so happy that i did
That second verse always gets to me. “And I can feel
It in the way you look at me”
Can't tell you how glad I am I found Lost Dog Street band...quite by accident...or was it?? Everything happens for a reason. You speak to my soul
Jill Asbill I had the same awakening 2 yrs ago. My life has changed 100%.. I know I’m not alone on this earth anymore...
Found them by accident back when their vids were getting 3 likes. I'm glad to see so many finding them. Most amazing music
@@josephfriend7442 I knew them when they had 1 like. And it was my like
@@MrWackozacko I knew them before they were even thought of!! Met there moms and talked to their bellies.
There was a very sacred place back where I grew
Between three old pine trees that nobody knew
I'd close my eyes and pass the time like youngin's often do
But now I'm long gone, completely ruined
Darlin' you and I were made for many different things
To live and learn and lie and life, fight and dance and sing
But our hearts have been so battered by the things that we have seen
And I can feel it in the way you look at me
Chorus:
We could pick any old road and start again
Hell, we could change our names and try to forget
Lord knows I'll be sorry when it's done
But circumstances shot us down like September doves
Circumstances shot us down like September doves
My grandmother's lullabies used to sing me to sleep
I can't sleep nowadays without liquid relief
Well if lullabies were whiskey then my Grandma's drinks were cheap.
I can't afford sleep anymore
We were never made for love our souls are far too old
But loneliness needs company and a lost dog needs a home
So you will be the fire and I will be the coal
Baby we can burn out of control
Chorus x2
damn what a songwriter letme tell ya its costly and hard on a soul to get to where u can write it all down but if u can live through with a clear mind
matthew sawyer absolutely
Josh Rivera thank you! I think it's "lie & laugh" though :)
Danke
Are these official per Ben? Sounds like "We were never made for love our souls are far to ruled" not old. Beautiful song I get you brother!
I've come back to hear this song at least a hundred times. I can feel it in the way you look at me. Lost Dogs, Your spirits enthrall me, your words give my heart power to push through. Peace be with you all.
I don’t make comments often but this song moves me. I hope more will be introduced to this duo. Simply beautiful.
I've been a junkie on and off for 20 years. This song means a lot to me And when I relapse and hear the line..despise the man in the mirror hits like no other. I appreciate you and your music. Ty brother
Hope your on the off part and never go back to the on
Absolutely feel related on every single verse and string. Thank you for writing this, I really appreciate it.
This man branches so many genre. This is what everyone in the shipping department listens to regardless if they like it. Love you guys
Lost of love and appreciating from an Irish man in beautiful Colorado. This is music. 🇺🇸 🇮🇪
This song along with many other has helped me cry thru stomp and sing through the pain!! And sometimes just feel it!!! Thank you!!
Where has this been my whole life. I lost my beautiful wife 3 years ago . If I could see her one more time, I would play her this song
I lost 6 people after the vaccines too.
So, my ex-husband and I, this was our song....we love it...we had to unfortunately divorce...but now the song means even more than it did. It's a whole different song now. 10 yrs of marriage. Ty for the incredible memories this song holds. ❤
This is the type of music that touches your soul. Some may say too basic but you don't need much when it's that good. Absolutely love it. This is what country music is not the garbage you hear on your radio stations
My great grandfather is buried in that cemetery in Madison. It's the US Military graveyard near Nashville I noticed it right away! He fought in World War 2. He was mean as a rattlesnake, but called me Peeper bc my eyes were so big as a baby. I miss him. So awesome that the graveyard he's buried in is in one of my favorite songs.
This song hits so deep, so much soul. Raw character in each strum, the voice paints a picture of pain and rejoice.
He must be madly in love with Ashley because shes incredible. Both of them are.✌
The person who introduced this song to me meant a lot to me for a very brief window of time. Every once in a while, this song pops into my head and I remember singing with him in the car as he drove us to whatever destination we had.. never knowing it would be over as quick as it began.
I hope he doesn't share this song with everyone who comes into his life.. this is one of those that I would rather hold close to my heart while I try to remember the good in him.
I hope meth hasnt taken your life yet Justin.
Circumstances shut us down like September doves..
“I can’t afford to sleep anymore” I love that. Summed it up.
Whoa! Who are they?! What is this channel??!!! Wow, what a discovery!!!! Thank you, algorithm!!
Music.Whiskey, beer and a golden Lab. Sounds like heaven to me... Love you two...
Real country is not dead. It lives on call it what you will.
“And a lost dog needs a home” that made me tear up. Good song.
I tear up almost everytime I listen to an artist Anthony shares with us
I can't listen to Benjamin without breaking down.. No matter the tune. Raw, honest emotion is sooo HARD to market for some unearthly reason... I'll never understand that... Hard truths always make for the best song material
FORREAL YO
I love this band. Two months I've listened to nothing else, beautiful heart warming music many thanks forget the main stream support these guys 🤘
"my grandmother's lullabies used to sing me to sleep. Hell I Can't Sleep now a days without liquid relief. If lullabies were whiskey, my grandma's drinks were cheap. I can't afford sleep anymore" that shit heavy.
My girl wanted to play this song at our wedding. She’s gone but this song still makes me happy in a way
This is a fucking masterpiece
You know when you find band and it changes your life ! This is one of those bands ! Still my favorite song for almost 3 years .❤
Thank you for all of this!
Just heard this song yesterday. Probably played it 50 times now. It is hands down the best song I’ve ever heard.
I just want yall to know that yalls music has helped me through some of the darkest times in my life. It soothes the lonesome in my soul. Keep makin the good stuff for us lost dogs.
I hope you have found your way
But Our hearts have been so battered by the things we have seen and I can feel it in the way you look at me...
I've listened to this song in at least several dozen times now. I love it.
I like to listen to this song when I relapse with drinking. Makes me feel guilty and wanna stop, feel selfish. Love everything you write, love you two.
As a recovering addict, loser of love and trying to maintain, this soothes my soul. I love these guys!!
Im trying so hard Amber, god damnit I am. My eyes can not cry anymore tears.
@@jeremiahprice2906 I am proud of you for the feedback and authenticity, and I too live with a deeper feeling in my soul thanks to this music.
@@AmberSkye369, thank you for the kind words, if you only knew what and how they affected me. I would try, I promise you that, however, that is not our reality. I wish you nothing but the best friend!!!!
@@jeremiahprice2906 For some of reason I know but we all have our stories and travel pur own paths. This music though, these words connect kindred spirits in ways that cant be explained. I know my life is more fulfilled thanks to the talent and soul I hear when I listen to this music, even when I can only replay it in my mind.
Hey, They are my aunt and uncle :) And ashely's brother (My dad) Tyler is also a recovering addict
This song is so real, so relatable on a real human level, that if more music like this was played on the radio, more kids would appreciate country up north and elsewhere and not write it off as "old folk's music". Good non-commercial country music isn't played on the radio
For context, I'm 28 and live in Toledo, Ohio 😆 and people here only seem to appreciate Toby Keith type country. but my worldview's pretty limited and hopefully I'm selling my hometown short
This could be the greatest country folk group I ever heard. So glad I discovered this band.
He has some real talent. That’s for sure.
Probably my favorite song of all time
This will always be my favorite because it was the first one for me. Gonna miss you guys
miss you guys? how do you mean
@@rsykaiskinner4350 they are on an indefinite hiatus from touring. Not retired or dead or anything like that haha.
Wonderful music sourced from a facet of a tortured soul. Thank you for shining light on that facet, and speaking for a part of us all.
Our tapestry is woven with threads of soul.
This song is LOVE.
My God....this is music man. This is music
I rewound every line back at least 5 times. I needed to reflect on that shit. So much in this song. I relate in some way to every single word maybe more than any song. It's my heart song absolutely beautiful and genius. That's some Robert frost stuff. Like woah! But Robert frost didn't have a bass drum in all the right spots. You guys rule. The melodies are funky and different. So rad. Haha. Love all of it.
I've watched it dozens of times and it feels like this song is trying to tell me something and I can't figure it out. Between the music, their clothing style, lyrics, and just every thing, it's like this song was the thing I needed in my life.
Same thing here... I've been incessantly listening to these kids since New Year's Eve. I met up with a friend to go and see DM3 in Santa Cruz, and these kids opened up. I'd never heard a single thing by them or about them, and I'm more obsessed with them now a coupla weeks later than I've ever been with a band or artist. They sing the stories of my adolescence and twenties. To a tee, they encapsulate my life, my thoughts, my heart... It's surreal.
Judy Jetson where the fuck do girls like exist in my city?. At least they dont show it or present it.
Found this track while grieving the end of a mutually agreed break up of a relationship that me and my ex both knew had to finish.... it's so fitting it hurts. I'm still very much in love with her still. Luckily were still very close friends. With the little Ive read about Bens history on top I find their music painfully relatable
Its haunting in a way I cant ever put my finger on. Like its hopeless and its not at the same time. Totally worn down but also full of energy. Ive tried to explain to people what this song means to me and always fall short.
Love you brother for wearing your heart on your sleeve and sharing your beautiful music