I lost all hope. THINGS CAN ALWAYS GET WORSE
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- Опубликовано: 11 июл 2024
- everything's horrible, but I'm still going.
Not sure how much more gas I’ve got left in the tank but hey. Let’s see. I’m just worried I’ve got some horrible illness growing inside of me because of all the stress. I hope things change, because right now, I can't even afford to FEEL burntout, I need to get up everyday and keep going. :(
Hi everyone, I’d like to say thank you for all the lovely comments, they REALLY made such a difference, I feel better every time I see a new one. :) The only way out is through so I’m pushing on! Xx
I just wanna say that ur videos were like a sunshine for me when I was stuck in a very deep depression and anxiety, through ur channel I educated myself about this terrible part of my life and I knew I wasn't alone, I think everyone with similar case will understand how useful this is when you are inside the storm, So I'm sure everything will be okay with you, I hope so..
same, we love you Kat
same, we love you Kat
Same here!
You’re brave for posting such a personal video. I’m truly sorry you’ve had such hardships and struggles, Kat. I’m not gonna tell you “words of wisdom” because I know you are a reflective person who has already turned every stone, nor shall I tell you about relatability because this is not about me. Instead I just want to let you know I appreciate your honesty. Being in financial difficulty is a huge reason many fall into depression, so that is a perfectly valid reason for feeling low. I truly hope you’ll be able to visit your father.
Made it to the end of the video, easy.
Thank you ❤️
Ps: imma Stan a toothless Kat any day. 🙌🏻🤓
This was so sweet and amazing to read. Really Made my evening.
I hear you.. I really do. I've been feeling the same way for quite some time now. I'm really sorry all of these misfortunes are happening to you, Kat. I wish you the best of luck, and please try and remember that you're super valid.
I am genuinely sorry for what you've been through, thank you for opening up with us about your struggles
your strengh is inspiring, sending you all the love and luck in the world and I really hope things get better soon
Thanks! I'm always surprised when I find RUclipsrs like you. You seem so popular, powerful, and successful. Yet you still have a lot of problems and are struggling to survive. It's kind of depressing because I aspire to reach your level of success (or failure, depending on how you look at it). Most likely I'll never make it to your level, but I still like following your journey because you haven't given up. And you're willing to share. That willingness to share is such a powerful thing. It's the act of creativity and it's so hopeful.
I just discovered you a few months back . TRUST ME when say this, like literally discovering you is one of the best things that has happened in my life .It made me feel like I have someone who knows what it actually feels like to go through all those emotions.... and somehow I was always able to find your videos in my suggestions that related to my current life situation. So THANK YOU SO SO MUCH ❤making so honest videos about mental health and life ...it's hurts me to see you in so much trouble 😔...I have faith that you WILL get THROUGH THIS..
All best wishes are with you ❤
Aw Kat. You're not complaining. You're just being real with us. I wish I could just give you a big hug. Thank you for sharing with us.
You’re absolutely beautiful and strong 🥺💕 I know this is difficult 😞 let’s take it one day at a time ❤️🥺
Lots of love for you!❤ I felt like that very often over the last few years, because I struggled with so many things healthwise and moneywise, but got to the same conclusion as you. It will get better! I will make it better! ☺
I'm so sorry for everything happen to you, this year is like a hell. I'm also in so bad situation, and is wrily hard to stay normal, i want you a lot of health and happines ❤
Thank you for sharing your emotions and life situations with us means a lot to know your strong enough to acknowledge them ❤️
Kat I'm so sorry you feel like this and it breaks my heart to watch this. Your videos have been so amazing and very relatable to me regarding mental health. You're an amazing person. I know it sounds cliche but stay strong. Things will get better.
I have no words other than I feel this. Sending you love, prayers, comfort and peace in these turmoil times. 🙏🏼
When gut health is bad it really puts you off balance. I know and understand! I wish everyone struggling with gut or other health issues finds patience and self-love. Just resting, doing yoga and clearing out everything unnecessary/draining that you can get rid of can make things easier to handle. It's oftentimes not enough to heal you but it is a start. I think it's great that Kat shares her struggles and I really hope 2022 will be a better year 💜
My 2020 and 2021 have been awful too :( hope you feel better :(( I relate to this and your other videos a lot, stay strong ❤️❤️
It's annoys me too when I hear that shit that money doesn't buy happiness.
And it's true, most times bottling up emotions and ignoring them make the pressure higher. I'm learning to be grateful no matter what and not compare myself with others ahead of me.
You're a real inspiration to us all
i love you so much Kat, thank you for being so real with us, you’re so brave for posting such a personal video. And thank you for posting it, because it is so relatable and it helps. I really wish you to have a better 2022 year, stay hopeful 🤍.
Rozumiem każde Twoje zdanie i każdą z tych emocji. Wysyłam miłość 🧡🧡🧡
💔💔💔 Thank you for sharing babygirl. 2021 was one of the worst years hands down. Currently going through some horrible shit , it doesn’t even feel real. Sobbing with a bottle of Moscato while watching this vid lol. Thank you so much for sharing and being so inspiring ❤️❤️❤️
MONEY DOES BUY HAPPINESS - bc it buys you freedom. Love your channel - don’t ever apologize for being authentically you,. You’re a beautiful person I can tell. False positivity is the death of genuine healing. Guilt is rampant. Depression is so insidious it caves in you. Cry when you need to don’t stifle tears. Love you❤️
I'm sending you everything good in the world and that 2022 will be a lot better
u r really my hope, and u r really making a difference in my life, i cant even describe how much is wrong with me yet i am still here, hardly but still, and ur videos have helped me, so it really hurts me to see u r going through this much, lets all hang in there
I am so thankful for your content! Your videos calm me down whenever I have a heavy depressive episode
I really understand how this feels. Teeth issues can literally cause mental health problems and gut issues are horrible. I have these two problems too and it affects my day to day life and general mood. Sometimes in my opinion.. we are going through a thousand things at once and all of them might be bad but all we can do is moving on and trying to fix a few of the issues. You do whatever you can do and don’t push yourself so hard. You are doing an amazing job with your channel and things are looking up! Also something I noticed is actually manifesting bad things sometimes or letting the fear of bad things happening get in the way!
Thank you for sharing. I've always found your videos super helpful and I am grateful with the work you do. Keep it going
Thank you for this video, I feel like I will be coming back to it a lot. It's so good TRULY that you share these negative states and emotions with us because I feel like people on the Internet are so scared to say that they experience negative things but this is only human life and it's normal. I'm sending you all the support and love for this Christmas time and hope for everything good ❤
I’m so sorry that 2021 was so awful for you - I’m hoping that your 2022 is much better! ❤️
Thank you for sharing! Wishing you all the best! ❤️
You have been with us in our difficult times and now we are with you! You're doing really great even during these horrible times. Give yourself more time and space to cry, to feel those emotions and process them. You are worth it and your pain is also valid. Everyone's pain is valid, whatever it would look like. Thanks again for everything you've done ♡ Dasz radę, kochana!
Thank you for sharing your real feelings and current obstacles) I do understand that it was not easy for you, but you are doing great 😊 👍🏻 ) watched this video after emotional breakdown and your video somehow gave more peace and hope. Wish the same to you!
I’m so sorry to hear that I wish you get a better days 🖤
this is freaking painful to watch :( your videos are AMAZING and connecting with your persona like this is great, im so sorry for all the things and sending love from czech ❤️
I‘m rly sry to hear that you got. all these problems. I wish you good luck for your Future and hope it will get better . I can only say you are a wonderful person. Your videos helped me a lot over the last few years. I have many health problems myself. As you said yourself: you are allowed to feel bad! There will always be someone who has it worse or another problem that is not comparable. But does it help these people if you pretend that you are good? No! So it is ok to feel that way. As i said in one of my old posts: do what makes you happy or help you feel better.
I could listen to her talk for infinity ♡ im sorry, you are stronger than your problems.
I pray things get better for you. You're such a genuine person which is rare these days. Your videos are so relatable and have so much meaning and value. I just know that your breakthrough isn't far away! Keep up the amazing work! :) ❤️
i deeply sympathise with your experience of 2021. although my mishaps have been mostly psychological (i started showing signs of depression in december 2020), i am confident enough to express how courageous you are showing to be by not giving up and enduring every stone thrown your way.
keep it up; YOU are my hero
I'm so sorry you went through so much. I dread my laptop would break, once suffered so much about fixing my old computer. Thank you for sharing your problems, otherwise I get stuck in my head thinking about my problems only. May your luck gets better, sending you love and positive vibes.
Oh btw!! Tooth extraction was a bit complicated cause it was surgical, but went well! My body always heals really fast so feeling hopeful! ❤️🩹🥰
Get well soon ❤️ we love y Sm
Good thing, I'm happy for you
💪🫂 try ;) *keep on trying*
I am so sorry for all that you have faced, and you should know how proud we all are and you should be of yourself. I trust good things will come into your life. You deserve the best and to be happy and content!!
You're such a wonderful, inspiring person, Kat! Hold tight, I'm sure 2022 will be kinder to you 🧡
Tanks for you honesty and authenticity. I really hope your circumstances will lift for you.
Raw truthfully emotion love it, thanks for sharing. Puts a few things in perspective!
I like your honesty. I wish you all the luck and I hope everything went well with the tooth .
I'm so sorry for the things that's been happening to you. I'm crossing fingers for you and sending love. You are so brave to do this to yourself, to let your emotions out, to let yourself complain. You deserve it as any other human being on earth!
I am sorry to hear about those bad things that have happened to you through out this year.
I just want to say that you and your works are still so charming and healing to me even though your reality circumstances is tough. I appreciate each piece of calmness that you’ve brought to me.
I hope your health and financial circumstances will get im after all these things are over (just donated some). ❤️
I'm really sorry all of that has been happening to you. Your videos helped me live through my worse traumas and made me realise that my problems are indeed valid. And it's time you have to realise this as well. I know far to well how hard it is to listen to your own advice, it's so much easier to deal with other people's problems while avoiding even thinking about your own. It's crutial to let yourself feel sad, to think that you didn't deserve all that. Bottling up emotions isn't the way ;). You're a human being, you feel sadness, you feel pain. And you have to remember you're strong and brave to feel them, not weak and pathetic
I live in london and i want to help you out in any way. I have donated a couple times but i really, genuinley, have all the hope for you to keep going. You've changed my life so much from the very start of your channel and i cannot thank you enough for that.
Thank you for sharing Kat. Hopefully you will get better
I know this year was crezy and its still crezy but try your best not let yourself down , and i love all your videos ❤
You're so strong and you've been big inspiration to me that I'm not alone.
Thank you love. 🥰
I understand the terrible year thing. I've had a pretty awful year myself, and the only really good thing that happened after maybe a day of being happy with it I twisted it into "I don't deserve it", " You get this while harder working, better people end up with the same thing". The only positive in my year I made into one of my biggest negatives.
That being said, I know this won't mean much, or maybe more aptly won't change anything for you, but I love your content. I really enjoy your outlook, your poetic depictions of horrible things. But I also really enjoy you. You're articulate, inspiring, relatable, funny, pretty, and from what I can see as an outsider hard working and motivated.
I hope 2022 is better for you. You deserve a good year after such a negative one. Take care Kat.
I hope things get better for you !! Take care and stay safe !! I’m always here if you need to talk…you can look me up ! My 2021 sucked too !
I love your honesty and hope you'll get better soon 🤍
Thank you for your candid video
Thanks for sharing your pain Kat, I really hope that things will be better for you in 2022, I love your courage and positive outlook ; I can relate as I have suffered from PTSD since coming out of the Angolan bush war and have been on meds for almost 40 years so can relate to your struggles and I enjoy the fact that you realize your struggle is as valid as anyone else's, stay strong and keep the faith Sister, life can be beautiful.. PS I have no fixed assets, no house of my own or car, no pension, no medical aid haven't had sustainable employment for 25 years, but am in total agreement on the resilience of the human spirit, take care and keep on with your videos, they are very inspirational,
God bless from Cape Town South Africa 😊🙌🌷
I'm with you, sending a lot of hope! 😊
You are not alone Kat. Keep going! So grateful for this video. some really bad things have just happened to me too these last few weeks and being someone who thought that I couldn’t have anxiety, anxiety has come, and it’s made me extremely ill.Having a cry (many cry’s) and letting yourself go through the motions is important ❤️ the good thing about having the worst year, is hopefully the years to follow will be good years. Thank you so much for this video. xxxx
*_Kat, I very much enjoy your transparency. From your inspiration I think "we" will be able to get through these extremely horrible times. I sympathize with your pain if no one else tells you. I can not tell you that things will get better but I can tell you that you're strong enough to survive; if just strong enough. The world is turning upside down and we are suffering; suffering together... we can fix this blight if the world then in each other. You, your viewers and anyone else who'd get involved. I've never clicked off and as I'm typing I'm still watching. Money solves problems and can buy happiness, people who pretend are too naive and humble where it becomes dangerous to give them false happiness... No one can name a problem that money can not solve. I always wondered why after I feel constantly like I'm in a midlife crisis that the feeling goes away eventually... it comes back but does go away again. I enjoyed this video Kat. And I would tell you the story of how you literally yet again came at the perfect time this comment is already too long. I trust you, even though I don't actually know you._*
I'm so sorry to hear, that you have to deal with all of these awful things. I just want you to know, that I'm very grateful for your channel, I love your videos. They make me feel like my mental illness is valid, and that in all the weird things I do and feel, that they don't define me, that it's the illness. Your work is so precious and well received, at least for me. Thank you for being here. If you need to have a break, do that! You need to grief and to feel what you are feeling and there is no reason to blame yourself for the priviliges you have. I get that, but even when you are priviliged, you can still suffer and have a very bad time and not acknowledging that won't fix anything for the children in Africa.
I hope your 2022 will be the complete opposite of this year and I wish you all the best in the world! You are such a lovely, kind and talented woman!
Omg, Kat! I'm so sorry you've had to go through so much in recent months/year. I myself am struggling, hence why I haven't seen this video till now. Idk if this helps, but I'm thinking of you 🤗
im so sorry that you feel that way. i love u so much, keep going
Hope everything gets better for u Kat ❤
I love you sm Kat
Kat, you will be my inspiration for the time i run a serious youtube channel. i’ve been watching you since the “living with depression” video and it taught me so much that i was and am still going through so much compared to people my age, especially during high school days. i know i didn’t need to compare myself to anyone, but i felt the need to grow up so fast and not many people know what depression was and i was mature enough to be able to discover it myself, discovering that this was depression and hopelessness when i felt the world against me. i was only 15. now i’ll be 19 soon. maybe someday i’ll look back at all your videos and realize how much you have taught me over the years. things have changed and the depressive thoughts still float around hitting me back and fourth but the biggest changes in me are my personal interests and secret comforts and they are what keep me alive today and feel like i have at least one thing good about myself. thanks Kat for being the most honest person ever and for sharing your stories for me 💗💜
Dobrze wiedzieć, że nie jest się jedyną osobą, która przeżywa ostatnio serię niefortunnych zdarzeń. Myślę, że wszystkie te bolesne wydarzenia wyszły mi na dobre. Również nauczyłam się, że czasem trzeba się zatrzymać i zastanowić się gdzie się zmierza, czego się chce. Przeżyłam w przeszłości depresję i cieszę się z tego, że udaje mi się jak narazie zachować balans mimo, że czasem jest ciężko.
Jesteś silną i inspirującą osobą, wierzę, że wszystko zacznie Ci się układać. Dziękuję, za podzielenie się swoimi przeżyciami. Dziękuję Ci przy okazji za twoje materiały o depresji i fobii społecznej. Bardzo mi pomogły, dzięki nim poszłam po pomoc i dzięki nim byłam w stanie wyjaśnić najbliższym co czuję. Myślę, że twoja praca ma ogromny, pozytywny wpływ na życie wielu osób. ❤️
Ps. Obejrzałam do samego końca :)
I'm sorry, Kat. I hope things get better in 2022 :/ Here's a free hug (I could also use one.)
Awwnnn that's okay it broke my heart seen you crying omg I admire the bravery you have to talk about this about depression about everything's going on in you life and the thing I most appreciate is that your videos are relatable to everyone touched by anxiety etc..I see myself in your videos as well iam in this relentless loop where I do feel productive one week etc and after everything is collapsing I get insanely depressed but hope you keep up with the efforts I believe in you and look what you built on your own I wish you a fantastic life and to all people here
And
Your videos give me hope and inspires me thank tou
well, there many people that really listen and watching ;) thank you for sharing this, I don't know, but see you "not perfect self" was... good. is like "oh, she just like me!", and i literally wanna give you a lot of hugs and a lot of hot cacao (or anything, really). and, your throughs can become reality, so i will think about all good things that would happen to you very soon - universe hear me on that one!
thank you again, you great. and i really love your hard work.
I had 1 just 1 tiny tooth at the side which fell off & let me tell you how miserable i was for the 7 months i had to wait to get a new tooth implanted…so i can understand what you’re going through…i just wish some miracle happens in your life..it pains me to see you struggle so much…you’re a wonderful artist..I wouldn’t say cheesy things to give you false hope but i hope help comes your way at the earliest 😕💕
Your educational videos made me realise i have social anxiety and it helped me to start the healing process. I also had a milder depression and your motivation videos also helped to stay stronger than i was available by myself that time. Keep in mind that there are lots of similars folks like me, and you were our cure. You made our day better. It was you, only you. Thank you for that. Stay strong.
Girl I totally feel you, I was in same situation a few years ago, I was working in Canada, trying to pay off student debt, paying rent when my mom in Poland had two heart attacks, and I didn't have the money to go and visit her. To this day I feel so shitty about it. I really hope things get better for you soon and your dad continues to improve.
Lots of times my comments don’t go thru or something, but I’m commenting in hopes it brings you a bit more money, also watched all the ads
Your honesty is much appreciated and relatable, so so much
Sending you much positivity 🙏❤️
My first reaction after watching this is too say” things will get better, you’ll be OK” But this might not be 100% true. You are so resilient and by sharing this you’ve helped me see how strong I am too. Thank you!
thank you for sharing, your videos mean a lot to me
I can relate that, you feel guilty for feeling sad, because your problem it's not a big deal compared to others' problems. I hope this video makes you feel better! Just let it go all the paint you don't allowed yourself to go out through this year. I live in Mexico and sometimes the economic situation it's not the best, also the violence it's getting worse. You're not alone, so please remember it, you deserve feel bad when you need to, that's why we have "feelings", if we can love, we can hate, we can suffer, we can heal, we can be happy again, we can have bad grammar. That's what humans do.
I'm Dealing with depression and its sucks, but at the end of the day you have to keep going and stay strong as possible , and taking care of myself even thou, some people might think that i'm a selfish 😅, but sometime selfish can be good , love urself first and than love others
OMG! You’re amazing!!!! Thanks for your voice, your messenges!!!! You helped me a Loooooot. You’ll get by, i’m sure!!! Thanks for teling in your voice all my fellings. I’m going to pray for you, for your family… And that you find all the happiness you help us to guet! I really really like to listen you, i’m really sure you helped a lot too!
Allllllll the kisses from my heart!
Marissa, Brazil! ♥️
Kat, you are incredible. Thank you for the way you put things into perspective, through your own struggles. I have so much respect for you. x
Stay strong girl 💜 and thank you 🌫
if it makes you feel any better ... my two front teeth are having problems and I will have to get root canal on my front teeth ... u r really a strong girl and in so many ways you have made me strong ... your video on social anxiety made me go through so many hard things because I suffer from severe social anxiety ... I send you all my strength and love ... be prepared for the worst and hope for the best - that's the motto to live by I guess
Kat, you are a tremendously courageous person to share yourself with all of us. We all hope you know we learn so much from your willingness to be so vulnerable and raw. Your spirit and boundless hope are truly inspirational. Personally, it makes me feel, that despite how bad things feel, I have a untapped resilience that I have yet to glimpse. Thank you for being an honest and rare individual. Thank you for being you.
Just remember that I love you so so so much ♥ and your videos is everything to me
I want to thank you so much for making this video. Thank you for not saying all that bullsh*t like, “It’s always darkest before the dawn,” “No pain, no gain,” or “You never know how strong you are until being strong is all you have.” Etc., etc. and on and on I typed “What to do when all hope is lost” and found one “motivational” video after another, which only serves to anger me on top of my depression. I agree with you that things can get worse and have friends who don’t want to hear negativity and say to be strong and you know what? I’m NOT strong sometimes and I wouldn’t be human if I was. My 2021 was unbelievably horrendous and my 2022 is worse, so I don’t know what to do. I do suffer from depression, so there’s that along with everything else. I feel very alone and so glad that there are people like you out there who don’t “do” the phrase I’ve coined “toxic positivity.” Thanks again. Here’s to hoping things get better, I personally, am at my wits end.
i don't know what to said to help you through bcs u have go throught too much
so i just sent the love to you and just say :"Thank you so much for your effort to make us better in mental health and still fight for hope in the future - and WE LOVE YOU " :333
Sending love and strength ❤️
Sorry to hear that you are having so many struggles. Yes I have been there like you where you’re poor and any little thing that happens you just wonder how you can possibly take care of it.
Hopefully this doesn’t seem completely off-topic, but maybe it will help. Have you thought about doing a video on how you do the filming on a budget? I know people are always curious about how RUclipsrs film and edit the information. I would definitely want to like to know. I think it would be a video that would get a lot of hits.
Hey ...hello. I am and blown away by you. I m being totally honest. I stumbled into this video and I ...made it till the end. I was amazed by the sharpness of your thinking and communication. Your strength is tangible. And...by the way...the effort to make yourself look like you do is another point that makes me applaude you. I felt like...you deserved and needed some care... external care....cause struggling by ourself is tough. And I guess that is another reason why we sometimes struggle in letting ourselves go...cause we need to feel total control. I wish you love , much love to replenish yourself and offer my admiration for understanding other people's struggles.and being so strong. 🐞 Personally I will cherish you lesson. Thank you.
I’m sorry love, please remember people out there love you appreciate what you do and care for you 💕
It’s so easy for us empathetic and introspectives to be caring and supportive of everyone else but ourselves. Be soft on yourself love and reach out for support if you can ❤️
I'm soo sorry to hear what you hav been going through. Don't worry Kat, you are not alone. We have your back... Hang in there. Yes, it's easy said than done. You are an incredible person who has changed a lot of ppl's lives, even mine. Let's hope that next year will be a better year... Keep going and this too shall pass... Sending lots of love❤❤
i L O V E you for your strength and thoughts. Thank you 🙏 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Always you can do better..we believe in you..so sorry to hear what happened with you i hope that your father get well soon ❤️
Ur an inspiration for a lot of people..Is there how we can help you?
You can just like my videos! And leave a comment sometimes. :)
Przytulam mocno Kasiu i dobrze rozumiem, jak myślałam, że 2020 był kiepski tak 2021 był okropny. No ale walczymy dalej 💪
Przykro słyszeć to jak się czujesz w tej chwili :(
Strasznie to fajne, że dzielisz się swoim samopoczuciem z nami.
Dzięki temu, że na swoim kanale poruszasz w spokojny sposób trudne tematy związane ze zdrowiem psychicznym, jest przy tym mnóstwo emocji i przemyśleń to tym bardziej widzowie będą się dobrze utożsamiać z tą sytuacją i choćby wirtualnie wysyłać masę wsparcia :)
Twoja twórczość dla wielu jest bardzo podnosząca na duchu, pozwala zatrzymać się na chwilę, zebrać myśli, emocje i potem jakimś sposobem ruszyć do przodu. Może nie zawsze od razu, ale zawsze w kierunku celu. Wykorzystaj swój czas tak jak czujesz, dasz radę :)
I just feel like hugging you. You deserve to be happy. And you shall be, do not doubt!
In Guaraní, we have a phrase that goes well with what you said about laughing when everything goes wrong. It's "Japuka mba'e" which translates to something like "Let's just laugh" because there's nothing left to do. When you tried everything and now there's nothing you can do about it, laughing it off is the best bet. You can't do anything more about it anywhere, so... :) I am so sorry for the crappy year you had, my dear. Do you want me to laugh it off with you? Or cry together, we can do that too. Whichever works better for you. And, btw, I didn't click off. I am here
I just.. I can't. You are through so much pain this year and still you supported us with your videos in our crisis. I'm speechless, if I were in your place, I would surely gave up. Stay strong!
I am do sorry for everything love your videos....
I don't know those anyone have withdrawal symptoms from self harm