...I don't know how to describe this. It's eerie, but calming. Like, you have no power, but you've made peace with that fact. The music is also such a nice touch. This is easily one of my favorite videos.
@@cia1589 LOL I WANTED TO WRITE VIRTUAL BUT MY KEYBOARD CHANGED IT TO CIRTUA WHAT DOES CIRTUA MEAN anyway glad you are! :D thank you for actually paying attention to my stupid reply it sounds like a child wrote it siejskdk
There was a cemetary right next to my secondary school and one a short walk from my primary school. When I was in primary, I was terrified of it, and we'd have to walk through it to go to church cos it was a christian school, but once I was in secondary school I came to find cemeteries peaceful and calming. Pretty, even. I don't want to die or anything like that, not anymore at least, but I do appreciate death in a way. It's the natural end to life. It's like what you were before you were born. It's a cool concept to me. Again, I really don't want to die any time soon, but I think I've accepted death will come for me someday, and I'm content with that. I just don't want to die afraid. I want to die peacefully.
this reminds of that time I wished there wouldn't be school one night. the day after my mom took me to school but there was nobody there. one of my classmates and their mom came and found me crying. they then took me home since the mom would pass my house going to her workplace.
I have never loved myself .. it makes me feel apathy every day. I just want to hide from everyone in my little world and forget about who was following me. But this music very well soothes the mind and drives away fears. I'm glad you put this video up on RUclips. Thank you very much. I feel safe ..
0:23 hits the most... the fact that you just can't go back in time when you didn't care about the day of tomorrow and you were just enjoying your childhood.
This gave me a mixture of calm and terror. All the happy memories came back but they were so blurry, and yet the traumatic ones came back too. Idk how to feel....
lately these kinds of videos help me cope, they used to freak me out, but i think that was my body realizing how incredibly familiar all of this is, and i wouldnt be used to it at first. but now that i’ve watched so many of these videos, it calms me and is such a cope with my derealisation issues. thank you so much
It made me feel calm, a little scared/anxious, safe, and like you were talking to me like a friend/parent and that made me feel comfort. Thank you. This was a really calming video.
I am reminded of times when I was alone, always wanting someone to find me, but they always ignore me, but that's fine, they're the ones to blame that I went missing
From someone who suffers from ptsd, this is...kinda what its like to have a ptsd attack. The dissassociation from everything around you, how everything looks, you dont know who or where you are, youre scared, you're confused. But this is a comforting version of that
Pov: Trapped in a room no way out bodys hanging from a chandelier and you can hear loud baby cries a weird creature can be seen dancing in the corner of the room it has no arms just a big head and leggs
“I was a very unhappy child.” That is actually true. My mom thinks I’m lying when I say that. But most of my life I was bullied, even in early elementary school. It doesn’t help my father has always been verbally abusive. (I’m in a better environment now, don’t worry!!)
It looks like we have figured out how to refine emotional energy into it’s near purest form. So emotionally potent that context or reason is either not needed, or the viewer must bring their own.
I can't describe what I felt watching this. It was like I returned to a safe place after so long, and although the people(?) around me remember me, I can't remember them. Makes me anxious to try to recall what happened and if I actually was there. But it makes me feel oddly comforted. Also clair de lune always makes me cry. What a burst of unknown emotions, with unknown memories, and unknown faces. Feels like the end of a story that has never been written before.
Thank you for making this. I don’t know if creators of these videos understand how much it really means to people like me. It’s a comfort, a cope, and a help.💜
It was the best traumacore ive seen in my whole life! I have cronical trauma thanks to this but it was worth it (btw idk what is a traumacore so good video xd)
This for some reason made me happy. Even after my cat died a few months ago. I always say how she died, so most people should know. But nobody here knows, but she was killed by a dog. When she was a kitten. I miss her so much, but she’s in heaven
Every now and then I look back and think about where did the excited and happy kid I was went. He was very energetic and ambitious and curious. Being an empty shell of him, I know if we were to meet, he would be dissapointed.
0:08 i constantly have been like this for two years. I had a breakdown two years ago but instead of everything returning to normal i felt strange the next day. Then, after that day I have completely been ridden of that feeling you get in certain rooms, lightings, and things like that. Please i just want to feel again. The only thing that can comfort at this point is images of rooms meant to be familiar since i cant really feel familiarity for myself anymore. Its like ive lost my sense of self
Jeez. I've dealt with anxiety attacks this seems to be on a whole other level. I haven't had any big traumas afaik, but these images really shake me up. I'd like to think they give me a glimpse of what PTSD looks like, but I can never know for sure. For y'all in comment land, make some new, happy memories so you have an anchor when you try to repair the broken ones.
I can't relate to these videos as much since most are playing on the nostalgia that americans experience and part of that creates a disconnect for me since I'm bri'ish (🤢), it's uniquely american so I can't quite relate. But the imagery of churches and cemeteries do remind me of my childhood experiences. I can say, the blurriness of the images does conjure what my flashbacks are like personally. Not quite whole, not quite complete, fuzzy. You can really only focus on the event that hurt you rather than your surroundings so your surroundings get distorted and blurred. Sometimes I can feel what happener in my mouth and feel the exact emotions I felt at the time. I can taste, and smell, and feel it sometimes. Its not like I think I'm there again, because those kind of memories only last a few seconds, but it's disturbing to experience. Those are the worst ones and fortunately don't happen often anymore unless directly triggered or unless I'm thinking too hard about what happened. But for me, normally, I can't fully remember it. I remember the basic events, I remember what he said, I remember what happened, but they're blurry, like I'm watching a movie rather than experiencing a memory. I'm in my body, but there's a disconnect I'm greatful for. Sometimes I view myself from outside my body, but its claustaphobic because what happened occured in a small, enclosed space. Everyone experiences their trauma and their flashbacks differently though, so I can only speak for myself. But these videos, while I can't filly relate, hit the general vibe. But, they feel more like dissociation than flashbacks. I deal with derealisation and occasionally depersonalisation. I used to dissociate all the time but it's less common these days, but that's what it feels like. Like you're not really there. Like it's a dream, on you're playing a video game or watching a movie. Everything and everyone seems just a little off, a little wrong, and you get paranoid. The most recent time it happened to me I was at work, and I felt like I had died, that I wasn't real and everything was me just imagining my life. I thiught i was in purgatory orr reliving my life before death. I got super paranoid that my boss was taking pictures of me bent over cos I saw him with his phone out taking pictures of the flower display. I was utterly convinced even though it didn't make sense and I thought the customers were out to get me. It's a weird experience. Sometimes I believe someones broken into my house to kill me, and stay up all night cos of it, but thats more of my anxiety in general than my trauma and dissociation.
Una vez mi maestra me dijo "se ve que tú eres muy rapido, no?", sentí sarcasmo en su comentario o al menos eso pienso, me dió algo de inseguridad, aveces he sido alguien que no funciona correctamente intelectualmente debido a mi ansiedad extrema ocasionales, o cuando estoy con gente, me paralizo, la gente es cruel
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Thank you for sweet comments! Love you all ❤
Where did you get these pictures from my dreams?
What song is this?
@@Monkey-D-Luffy911 you can see in the description! :D
I actually feel like I’ve been to those places in the pictures before. It was somehow very calming to me
they're all purposely nostalgiac
That’s like, the entire point.
They’re called liminal spaces
Yes 😺
...I don't know how to describe this. It's eerie, but calming. Like, you have no power, but you've made peace with that fact. The music is also such a nice touch. This is easily one of my favorite videos.
It's so eerie and calming, I wanna go to these places and explore them so much
That’s the point
This...brings back bright and happy memories. Thank you for reminding me of what she used to look like..you truly are a kind human being
Thank you 💗 i appreciate your comment💗
@@littlelamb96753 of course!
@@cia1589 I hope youre fine :( sending cirtua hugs down your way
@@greenapple4690 oh yeah I'm fine,this was just a stupid comment i made at 3 am
@@cia1589 LOL I WANTED TO WRITE VIRTUAL BUT MY KEYBOARD CHANGED IT TO CIRTUA WHAT DOES CIRTUA MEAN
anyway glad you are! :D thank you for actually paying attention to my stupid reply it sounds like a child wrote it siejskdk
this made me feel something, an emotion that doesn't have a name yet
It’s both unsettling yet comforting at the same time
A strange anxiety you can't quite reach out and touch. A peaceful threat. A fear of beauty and peace. Nothing can quite describe it, but it remains.
@@autumnnal Yeah
I want to go to that cemetery it looks peaceful
Bury me there
There was a cemetary right next to my secondary school and one a short walk from my primary school. When I was in primary, I was terrified of it, and we'd have to walk through it to go to church cos it was a christian school, but once I was in secondary school I came to find cemeteries peaceful and calming. Pretty, even. I don't want to die or anything like that, not anymore at least, but I do appreciate death in a way. It's the natural end to life. It's like what you were before you were born. It's a cool concept to me. Again, I really don't want to die any time soon, but I think I've accepted death will come for me someday, and I'm content with that. I just don't want to die afraid. I want to die peacefully.
Best traumcacore so far. It actually calmed me down. You're amazing, thank you. ❤
🥺💕
*my mind is filled by false memories that remind me of happy times that never existed.*
im not the only one?
I don’t like being left out from the gatherings my *friends* have. Yet I dislike leaving my house.
I'm crying right now I don't even know where home is anymore and pictures of churches always speak anxiety and now I'm really sad and scared :(
Im sorry
@@littlelamb96753 It's cool, it's not your fault. I really did enjoy the video despite the flashbacks uvu
this reminds of that time I wished there wouldn't be school one night. the day after my mom took me to school but there was nobody there. one of my classmates and their mom came and found me crying. they then took me home since the mom would pass my house going to her workplace.
What happened?
Edit: I realized your brain can block traumatic things out
I hope your doing well and that didn’t affect you too much
oh my
dude tell ussssss
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Help
0:19 oh wow this one hits hard-
i had those exact bed covers as a kid-
Same
this made me feel so comforted and like everything was familiar, i loved it
This feels oddly comforting. Like a friend holding me close.
*0:08** me after searching my eraser that has been lost for 5 years :*
These pictures cut so deep into my memory, it hurts.
I have never loved myself .. it makes me feel apathy every day. I just want to hide from everyone in my little world and forget about who was following me. But this music very well soothes the mind and drives away fears. I'm glad you put this video up on RUclips. Thank you very much. I feel safe ..
I don't want to be like *her.*
I want to be able to love myself and not get angry
God i hate getting angry.
It just reminds me of *her.*
This is so calming *Makes me remember how happy my family was*
One day, there's gonna be a jumpscare in one of these and it'll be over for us 😂😂👀
0:56 why do i feel like i remember this
That's cause it's one of the sets for tim burton's alice in wonderland :>
@@kaylarodrigues7892 oh yeah, that movie. I dont remember what was so satisfying about that scene.
ok new fear unlocked, the first two pictures gave me really bad anxiety
Yikes are you doin ok?
@@Mothblossom I think I'll be okay just when I listen to this video I just have to not look at the first two pictures
@@khloeraerae ok! I’m glad you’re alright
Clair De Lune goes so well with these types of photos 🤩
0:23 hits the most... the fact that you just can't go back in time when you didn't care about the day of tomorrow and you were just enjoying your childhood.
This gave me a mixture of calm and terror. All the happy memories came back but they were so blurry, and yet the traumatic ones came back too. Idk how to feel....
The fact that it is so random and it sjows the unknown makes me feel... Happy
*oh no it’s going to rain*
thank you, this made me really happy,,
Im glad
lately these kinds of videos help me cope, they used to freak me out, but i think that was my body realizing how incredibly familiar all of this is, and i wouldnt be used to it at first. but now that i’ve watched so many of these videos, it calms me and is such a cope with my derealisation issues. thank you so much
It made me feel calm, a little scared/anxious, safe, and like you were talking to me like a friend/parent and that made me feel comfort. Thank you. This was a really calming video.
this actually nearly made me cry for no apparent reason
I am reminded of times when I was alone, always wanting someone to find me, but they always ignore me, but that's fine, they're the ones to blame that I went missing
From someone who suffers from ptsd, this is...kinda what its like to have a ptsd attack. The dissassociation from everything around you, how everything looks, you dont know who or where you are, youre scared, you're confused. But this is a comforting version of that
These videos resonate in a way I can't describe but it's comforting knowing other people feel the same.
This one actually comforted me. Thank you :)
Pov: Trapped in a room no way out bodys hanging from a chandelier and you can hear loud baby cries a weird creature can be seen dancing in the corner of the room it has no arms just a big head and leggs
Do you need help?
You make some of the best traumacore edits out there. Thank you for the great content! ❤️
“I was a very unhappy child.”
That is actually true. My mom thinks I’m lying when I say that. But most of my life I was bullied, even in early elementary school. It doesn’t help my father has always been verbally abusive. (I’m in a better environment now, don’t worry!!)
i remember this so vividly. ill go again one day
It looks like we have figured out how to refine emotional energy into it’s near purest form. So emotionally potent that context or reason is either not needed, or the viewer must bring their own.
This actually calmed me down quite a lot tonight and I didn't realise until the video was over. Thank you, kind stranger.
Thank you for this video. It's very wholesome and reminds me of someone I find comfort in who doesn't even exist.
This is someone kind who I’d forgotten and they are trying to help me remember. I feel comforted. Thank you ❤️
filled with a sweet feeling,, thank you
I feel calm for the first time in a while, thank you.
i wanna start over
don't forget that traumacore is a way of coping and not an aesthetic :)
love the video
My childhood wasn't safe or peaceful, but it still looks better than my current situation
Burned in my head forever
So calming. Tnx💜
I can't describe what I felt watching this. It was like I returned to a safe place after so long, and although the people(?) around me remember me, I can't remember them. Makes me anxious to try to recall what happened and if I actually was there. But it makes me feel oddly comforted. Also clair de lune always makes me cry. What a burst of unknown emotions, with unknown memories, and unknown faces. Feels like the end of a story that has never been written before.
this made me cry, but in a really good and cathartic way. i can't explain, but thats okay
this was very comforting for me
at 1:00 to 1:26 the music is haunting beautiful
the rainbow slides, it made me feel like i have been there
Thank you for making this. I don’t know if creators of these videos understand how much it really means to people like me. It’s a comfort, a cope, and a help.💜
Thank you love you💗
@@littlelamb96753 of course, hon. Love you too 💜
It was the best traumacore ive seen in my whole life!
I have cronical trauma thanks to this but it was worth it (btw idk what is a traumacore so good video xd)
This will b my all-time fav vid
I wanna go home, this is home. This feels like home , safe and calm.
You Earned a sub! awesome playlist!
I really felt familiar with these places, especially the snow filled pictures
It oddly reminded me of Brooklyn, where I grew up some of my childhood
made me cry
10/10
i lov these
this made me have a very weird feeling that i cant even explain-
but i really enjoy this video very much!
This for some reason made me happy. Even after my cat died a few months ago. I always say how she died, so most people should know. But nobody here knows, but she was killed by a dog. When she was a kitten. I miss her so much, but she’s in heaven
Holy lord my anxiety went so high up I wan to cry
Are you ok now💙
i love this
Why do i feel happy and save watching this
It's so creepy but calming, like it's making me panic because of bring back trauma but also I want to go to sleep now?
many of these places somehow come over as familiar to me, as in i’ve prolly been there before, seen a picture of it, or anything really!
Every now and then I look back and think about where did the excited and happy kid I was went. He was very energetic and ambitious and curious. Being an empty shell of him, I know if we were to meet, he would be dissapointed.
For some reason the forest pictures brings me back to some place that I don’t know -
0:08 i constantly have been like this for two years. I had a breakdown two years ago but instead of everything returning to normal i felt strange the next day. Then, after that day I have completely been ridden of that feeling you get in certain rooms, lightings, and things like that. Please i just want to feel again. The only thing that can comfort at this point is images of rooms meant to be familiar since i cant really feel familiarity for myself anymore. Its like ive lost my sense of self
Reminds me a whole lot of the MOTHER series for some reason.
I feel comfortable and safe but uncomfortable at the same time
_I love this version of Claire De Lune & this satisfied my dark soul_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
to anyone that needs to hear this, shits gonna be fine, trust me, it gets better
Jeez. I've dealt with anxiety attacks this seems to be on a whole other level. I haven't had any big traumas afaik, but these images really shake me up. I'd like to think they give me a glimpse of what PTSD looks like, but I can never know for sure. For y'all in comment land, make some new, happy memories so you have an anchor when you try to repair the broken ones.
I can't relate to these videos as much since most are playing on the nostalgia that americans experience and part of that creates a disconnect for me since I'm bri'ish (🤢), it's uniquely american so I can't quite relate. But the imagery of churches and cemeteries do remind me of my childhood experiences. I can say, the blurriness of the images does conjure what my flashbacks are like personally. Not quite whole, not quite complete, fuzzy. You can really only focus on the event that hurt you rather than your surroundings so your surroundings get distorted and blurred. Sometimes I can feel what happener in my mouth and feel the exact emotions I felt at the time. I can taste, and smell, and feel it sometimes. Its not like I think I'm there again, because those kind of memories only last a few seconds, but it's disturbing to experience. Those are the worst ones and fortunately don't happen often anymore unless directly triggered or unless I'm thinking too hard about what happened. But for me, normally, I can't fully remember it. I remember the basic events, I remember what he said, I remember what happened, but they're blurry, like I'm watching a movie rather than experiencing a memory. I'm in my body, but there's a disconnect I'm greatful for. Sometimes I view myself from outside my body, but its claustaphobic because what happened occured in a small, enclosed space. Everyone experiences their trauma and their flashbacks differently though, so I can only speak for myself. But these videos, while I can't filly relate, hit the general vibe. But, they feel more like dissociation than flashbacks. I deal with derealisation and occasionally depersonalisation. I used to dissociate all the time but it's less common these days, but that's what it feels like. Like you're not really there. Like it's a dream, on you're playing a video game or watching a movie. Everything and everyone seems just a little off, a little wrong, and you get paranoid. The most recent time it happened to me I was at work, and I felt like I had died, that I wasn't real and everything was me just imagining my life. I thiught i was in purgatory orr reliving my life before death. I got super paranoid that my boss was taking pictures of me bent over cos I saw him with his phone out taking pictures of the flower display. I was utterly convinced even though it didn't make sense and I thought the customers were out to get me. It's a weird experience. Sometimes I believe someones broken into my house to kill me, and stay up all night cos of it, but thats more of my anxiety in general than my trauma and dissociation.
Not a single soul:
Edgy kids:
I LOVE THIS
it had to be clair de lune *it had to be clair de lune*
I remember some of the funerals I've gone to and some of the cemeteries actually might of looked like
0:33 just increased my urge to go to abandoned creepy areas by myself
i was just vibing to among us beatbox but now im getting everywhere at the end of time vibes
thank you.
Thank you
PLEASE TELL ME THE BACKGROUND MUSIC-
Claire de lune
@@littlelamb96753 THANK YOU
Una vez mi maestra me dijo "se ve que tú eres muy rapido, no?", sentí sarcasmo en su comentario o al menos eso pienso, me dió algo de inseguridad, aveces he sido alguien que no funciona correctamente intelectualmente debido a mi ansiedad extrema ocasionales, o cuando estoy con gente, me paralizo, la gente es cruel
one time i went skiing and fell off of a cliff and was stuck in a sea of snow for hours, this gave me the same feeling
A picture is starting to take form.
Aveces desearía tener alguien con quien disfrutar estas bellas imágenes, amigo o pareja, quien sea
0:04 Gives me extreme anxiety but comfort aswell.
I feel like I've made peace with everything
i felt like they were taking me home
Made me feel better, no more y€lling.
it feels like I’ve been in these places but I haven’t.
0:13 why did I tear up
Dont go into the light again.
Youve all already done it too many times.
I want to cry.
I've actually been in one of those places before, and no, it was not a fever dream.