LD & Slayer - such an impactful conversation, 13 surgeries in one year whoa 😮 LD. The thoughts you had to even pick up another drink after all of that LD just speaks volumes of how powerful addiction and depression are. We do take for granted our health….such a strong message that’s so needed. Thank you 🙏 a million times. I wish you both the very best always. Much love 💗.
@Micru866 for me every video these guys do is impactful... a dairy reminder of the path I was on. Sorry to hear it's been a rough patch for you. Just keep remembering the big picture!!
@@CraigFox-lt6ltthank you it sure is. I’m ok nothing related to AUD, life heartbreaks is all. I’ll be ok and will find my way back to the light. Thank you.
Great point by slayer. A lot of us are right around the corner. And in the end, LD mentions all the potential that's left on the table, but instead, we drink. Solod talk, guys. This is a good motivational push.
You two are awesome together. Thank you again for these videos! Alcohol is EVERYWHERRRRE, but I'm starting to see it for what it really is---POISON. Nobody is perfect, but we can practice mastering self-control. Practice, progress, self-care. Slayer, you're a great leader for your generation with such maturity and honesty! You're both truly admirable. "One day at a time" Blessings🙏❤️
@@Mmoose712lol I remember. It would be fantastic to have a do-over (at times) I just choose to not have regrets. It is what it is. As long as I’m learning from it my friend.
You've literally been through hell and back, LD. I truly believe that creating this channel and making these videos was what God had planned for you, and that's why you're still here! I'm glad you decided not to act on those dark thoughts you had back then. I've been there man, it totally sucks, and it's all because of the alcohol! We gave our lives to booze and it gave us nothing but BS in return!! I wish I could tell my younger self to stay away from that crap. Who knows how my life would have turned out if I had never taken a drink?!? Also, you're right about health, it is our most precious asset. If you don't have your health, you have NOTHING, no amount of $$$ matters! You really don't know what you have until it's gone! Powerful stuff in these videos man; it's hard not to get emotional while watching because it cuts deep! Looking forward to the next episode! Thanks guys!! ❤
Another good episode. I too have that necrophobia (is that the word?). I do have a fear of the future and all that uncertainty and have had anxiety issues since I was about 15. I am sure that played a role in me developing AUD. You guys have been through the wringer - especially LD. Glad things are so much better.
Hey shades!!! I think that's what it's called, sounds right. I know what you mean. That's one thing that I have never had a fear of. You can probably tell by how I used to act. I'm sure it did lead to being one of the reasons. It's a fear of something that you KNOW is going to happen, regardless what you do. Sorry that you have that man. That's got to be rough. How do you deal with it now? Is it better? I'm sure it still bothers you. Thank you so much for sharing about that, most wouldn't be so open. I really appreciate it! Hope you're having a great night man! God bless 😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Wow, you prompted me to look it up, and while necrophobia is the fear of things associated with death, like dead bodies and funeral parlors, thanatophobia is the fear of your own death. We share this one in common. It can ruin my entire day if I can't push the thought out immediately. What do you do to cope? Now that I'm sober, I have to either reset by exhausting myself and then taking a nap, or I just find family and feel bad but good about doing something about it lol have a great day, Shades. ❤😊
@@amandaflaherty7528 Thanatophobia - that's right. I cope by trying to think about other things and channel the negative energy in a better way. Much like what I talk about in my latest video. Once we do get sober life and sometimes death still show up.
@ShadesOClarity I'm going to have to go check it out! Thanks. The whole sober community is amazing. It never fails to amaze me how selfless you all are in supporting one another both because you're good people and to help spread the word. Thank you so much for all that you do.
LD and Slayer, the two of you just gel !! So important to have someone who really relates, to the fears, the addictions, and the health consequences. Thanks guys!! 💫 🌟 💫
Hey Craig I’ve been wondering we’re you’ve been at. Sorry if I missed your comment but I don’t think I’ve seen you. I’ve been quiet for a bit…just going through a rough patch not related to AUD or anything like that. Anyways, nice to see you.
@Micru866 hey Micru I've seen them all , but no comment yesterday. Got to the video way too late, but it's all good!! Thanks for asking, and hope you're OK man !!!
Hey Ld, again, genetics and things like that are a mystery..my nephew i mentioned before is deceased..33, and his body gave out. My mom .77..drank hard till 63..idk..shes still here..thank you again for this video and conversation. ..God Bless!..
All of that is so rough, Yvonne. I'm so sorry for the pain of both losing your nephew and seeing your mom struggle. I'm sending prayers for your mom, and prayers for your healing. ❤❤
Bat country said it best. If you didn't have a problem, you wouldn't be watching these channels!..I can't tell you how I relish..I mean relish, people who can have a few and be done, I'm not one of those people..I can't, I can't just have one!...the person I'm with, told me, I could have just one!. NO!.. IT'S NONE OR DONE!...Sorry..I din't meant to comment twice, but this is powerful!.. God Bless!..
I absolutely relate to you because whenever I know that I'm totally depressed it's because I think about the fact that we will not exist at some point, I will dwell on that that each of us will not exist… But when I am not depressed I don't even think about it at all… So I know that is my depression trigger, once I start thinking about the fact that we are not going to exist someday getting into my depressive state.
Perhaps you can look at the concept of existence in a broader way. Every single one of the molecules that form you at this moment will continue to exist. The spirit that you are has already embedded itself where it belongs . . . in the hearts of others. The only thing that passes with death is the ego, the sense of a self that dies, a nervous, anxious self that continuously is rattled by desire and anxiety, that seeks pleasures that don't last. If you've loved or been loved, you've already reached the pinnacle of what this life is about. And if you haven't, then open your heart and let love flow in. It is all around us.🌺
I feel this, Janet. I'm sorry you go through it. I treat those thoughts like I treat my anxiety in general. I try to get out and do something about it, first. It puts me into fight or flight, so I tend to need to burn that energy. I'll call a family member or loved one and get out (or have them over), or I'll burn that energy however I can and take a nap. The first option could help with your depression as well, but I'm fully aware that depression also leaves you feeling drained. It's just what works for me. Hope you're having a great weekend so far! ❤😊
@@kathrynminnick8986I love this, Kathryn. My father and I used to talk about energy all the time. About how the world around us is just energy vibrating.. what were perceiving as solid is just a collection of countless, vibrating molecules. It sometimes helps me to think in that way because you're right. Or energy doesn't just die when we do. My fear of death is because it's an unknown and I don't understand it. Our current experience of existence ends when we die, but none of us can say with full certainty what happens after. All that we can do now is love the people, the living things and the world around us, and to enjoy it all for what it is. Which is beautiful. ❤❤
I drank hard liq in my teen years but it was strictly beer after that! All those scenarios you guys described with the sneaking liq into public places ive done just with cans of beer lol! 35 mins of sober jewels dropped for thousands of addicts for free! Cant wait for number 3! ❤
Omg, this conversation started off by blowing me away. I said that my major anxiety started at a young age. But I can remember my first panic attack clearly. I was seven, and I kept my mom up all night, calming me down and talking about God and heaven because I realized that we all die and I COULD NOT handle it. It has been a constant panic trigger in my life since that moment. I imagine that most of us experience moments of cold sweats when the thought inevitably passes through. I always wondered if others thought about this as frequently as I do. But it will at times just get in my brain and ruin my whole day. I definitely enjoyed how alcohol distracted me from that. I don't think I specifically used it for that reason, but I definitely didn't think so much about it, and it did a great job of removing cares of any sort from my life. Bad news is I woke up in a total mess when I finally got sober, so I'd still prefer to just panic every once in a while. My rock bottom was when my father was battling cancer and he called me one night. It was for something small, thank God. But not only did I miss the call because I was passed out drunk, but even if I caught the call, I couldn't go to him or help him because I was drunk. I also showed him that he could not rely on me. I did not quit at that moment, but I began tapering. A month before he died I put the stuff down. The day he died I knew I wasn't touching it again because I was feeling so much grief and it wasn't his fault. But I don't ever want to have a direct hand in putting my family through that grief. That day was two years ago yesterday. After that choice, I started thinking again about the frailty of life and how little time I have to make meaningful memories with the ones I love. I thought about all the time lost. So now, when I'm tempted to drink, I think about all of that. And usually I'll go find some family to be with. Sometimes, I just grab some food and veg out, too. But I always think about the big picture, my losses, and all the memories waiting to be made. I'm going to say it again.. SLAYER GET OUT OF MY BRAIN hahah I appreciate so much knowing that others deal with that to the same or a similar level as me. I'm truly sorry for the anxiety you feel, but it makes me feel a little better to know that I'm not alone in that being such a regular experience. Just so you know, Slayer, it helps to find someone you love or to do something you love in those moments. Even though I still feel the fear and the sorrow, I get to know that I'm not squandering my time, and eventually whatever I'm doing tends to distract me. If that's not possible then I just try to exhaust myself and then take a nap lol like a reset. Thank you both so much for such wonderful insight!! I specifically appreciate how much ypu think about your family now with all of your decisions, LD. I really appreciate how much you appreciate having this time with them and having the opportunity to take care of them. Here's to a lifetime more of making memories with the ones we love, my friend. Sorry this was so long, my jaw just hit the floor when Slayer started talking. I'm still trying pick it back up lol I hope everyone here has a wonderful weekend! Love to all ❤❤❤😊❤❤❤
My first “big thought” that I remember was when I was about five years old: “What would there be if there wasn’t anything?” That just about fried my brain circuitry. Although that thought (non-existence) was not about death per se, it was “death adjacent.” It reminds me that kids, from a young age, are thinking big, stressful or mind-boggling thoughts. Not surprising that for some people alcohol can provide a welcome relief from the anxiety associated with such thoughts. Unfortunately, alcohol can’t solve the underlying existential issue causing the anxiety and then adds another whole set of problems.
@kathrynminnick8986 exactly. I don't think I ever drank specifically to escape those thoughts, but more to medicate myself for my anxiety in general. But I think that had I focused on taming, or at least living with my anxiety from a younger age, then I may not have leaned so heavily on drinking later. Although, I really can't be sure of that since alcoholism runs in my family, and I loved the stuff from my first sip. I'm not sure what the answer is to managing the existential crisis outside of trying to live fully and love fully. I just try to find my people and throw my energy into them or reset. I hope you've had a great week, my friend 😊❤️
Enjoyed it!! You’re both able/willing to “yield the floor” to the other and to listen to what the other is saying. You seesaw smoothly between each other’s mini “monologues” with neither person monopolizing the conversation. Plus, the convo moves logically from topic to topic and, of course, what both of you talk about is engaging and insightful. Great video!! Lots of food for thought!! 😊😊❤❤
Everyone’s journey is unique that’s so true and we’re responsible for the reactions and consequences of our choices. We are not victims regardless of our vice.
I think what is at the core of why we all want to get that drink or whatever it is is because we feel so profoundly disappointed . Disappointed in how everything has gone.
i only drink friday and saturday usually but can't do just one drink and have used it to cope w stress esp since i had my daughter w special needs in 2011 (i read emails of me from back then saying i'm going to go cry and drink wine)... covid we were all drinking so much --now i control it and don't drink all week and dont need to (i work m to friday) but clearly that's still a problem when friday clicks and i want cocktails as a reward or to "relax". I am not drinking tonight thanks to these videos. Thank you
In AA mtgs back in my day there were women’s meetings, co Ed, etc. Since watching LD from the beginning I sometimes wonder how the feelings of shame and such come about for a male. Is it more shame based? What do men feel?
This was a great video. Thanks so much, guys. ❤️
Thank you laura!!! You're so welcome! God bless ❤❤❤
Yes! Another excellent collaboration Slayer and LD, thank you both so much for your strength and truth here 👍👍
Love you two. Thank you
Love you too jeff!!!! No... thank you!!! God bless❤❤❤
Good discussion
LD & Slayer - such an impactful conversation, 13 surgeries in one year whoa 😮 LD. The thoughts you had to even pick up another drink after all of that LD just speaks volumes of how powerful addiction and depression are. We do take for granted our health….such a strong message that’s so needed. Thank you 🙏 a million times. I wish you both the very best always. Much love 💗.
@Micru866 for me every video these guys do is impactful... a dairy reminder of the path I was on. Sorry to hear it's been a rough patch for you. Just keep remembering the big picture!!
@@CraigFox-lt6ltthank you it sure is. I’m ok nothing related to AUD, life heartbreaks is all. I’ll be ok and will find my way back to the light. Thank you.
Great point by slayer. A lot of us are right around the corner. And in the end, LD mentions all the potential that's left on the table, but instead, we drink. Solod talk, guys. This is a good motivational push.
Thank-you so much lav7161!!! I have listened to this 4 times myself! Slayer is a really smart dude! God bless ❤
You two are awesome together. Thank you again for these videos! Alcohol is EVERYWHERRRRE, but I'm starting to see it for what it really is---POISON. Nobody is perfect, but we can practice mastering self-control. Practice, progress, self-care. Slayer, you're a great leader for your generation with such maturity and honesty! You're both truly admirable. "One day at a time" Blessings🙏❤️
Thank you sarah!!! It really is. It destroys everything in it's path. Slayer was awesome in this talk!!!! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
You guys are ferocious! Thank you guys for helping so many people! Wouldn't a time machine be wonderful!
It sure would be great @Mmoose712. But hey the future is bright and beautiful too.
You're probably too young to remember Mr. Peabody and Sherman and their way back machine 😂
@@Mmoose712lol I remember. It would be fantastic to have a do-over (at times) I just choose to not have regrets. It is what it is. As long as I’m learning from it my friend.
You've literally been through hell and back, LD. I truly believe that creating this channel and making these videos was what God had planned for you, and that's why you're still here! I'm glad you decided not to act on those dark thoughts you had back then. I've been there man, it totally sucks, and it's all because of the alcohol! We gave our lives to booze and it gave us nothing but BS in return!! I wish I could tell my younger self to stay away from that crap. Who knows how my life would have turned out if I had never taken a drink?!? Also, you're right about health, it is our most precious asset. If you don't have your health, you have NOTHING, no amount of $$$ matters! You really don't know what you have until it's gone! Powerful stuff in these videos man; it's hard not to get emotional while watching because it cuts deep! Looking forward to the next episode! Thanks guys!! ❤
Great 👍🏻 video guys ! Thanks so much. 🙏🩷🩷
Real homies..
Great conversation. Thank u both for doing this to help others.
Take care.
Great Collaboration!!!💞 Thumbs Up!👍 and shared out.
Another good episode. I too have that necrophobia (is that the word?). I do have a fear of the future and all that uncertainty and have had anxiety issues since I was about 15. I am sure that played a role in me developing AUD. You guys have been through the wringer - especially LD. Glad things are so much better.
Hey shades!!! I think that's what it's called, sounds right. I know what you mean. That's one thing that I have never had a fear of. You can probably tell by how I used to act. I'm sure it did lead to being one of the reasons. It's a fear of something that you KNOW is going to happen, regardless what you do. Sorry that you have that man. That's got to be rough. How do you deal with it now? Is it better? I'm sure it still bothers you. Thank you so much for sharing about that, most wouldn't be so open. I really appreciate it! Hope you're having a great night man! God bless 😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk It's hard sometimes. Most of the time I am fine. It could be mood swings but I've always had anxiety.
Wow, you prompted me to look it up, and while necrophobia is the fear of things associated with death, like dead bodies and funeral parlors, thanatophobia is the fear of your own death. We share this one in common. It can ruin my entire day if I can't push the thought out immediately. What do you do to cope? Now that I'm sober, I have to either reset by exhausting myself and then taking a nap, or I just find family and feel bad but good about doing something about it lol have a great day, Shades. ❤😊
@@amandaflaherty7528 Thanatophobia - that's right. I cope by trying to think about other things and channel the negative energy in a better way. Much like what I talk about in my latest video. Once we do get sober life and sometimes death still show up.
@ShadesOClarity I'm going to have to go check it out! Thanks. The whole sober community is amazing. It never fails to amaze me how selfless you all are in supporting one another both because you're good people and to help spread the word. Thank you so much for all that you do.
LD and Slayer, the two of you just gel !! So important to have someone who really relates, to the fears, the addictions, and the health consequences. Thanks guys!! 💫 🌟 💫
Hey Craig I’ve been wondering we’re you’ve been at. Sorry if I missed your comment but I don’t think I’ve seen you. I’ve been quiet for a bit…just going through a rough patch not related to AUD or anything like that. Anyways, nice to see you.
@@Micru866we are here for you micru!!! 🖤
@Micru866 hey Micru I've seen them all , but no comment yesterday. Got to the video way too late, but it's all good!! Thanks for asking, and hope you're OK man !!!
@@CraigFox-lt6ltlol it’s funny why does everyone think I’m a dude! I’m a chick lol but it’s all good Craig!
Glad to see you guys! Love you guys! Hope everyone doing well!!!
Glad to see you too tyrobgaming! Love you too!!! Everything is great! I hope the same with you! God bless ❤
Really enjoyed the discussion tonight, you guys are great.
Fascinating and insightful ❤❤👏👏🤗🤗
slayer and LD im on a 9 day streak no drinking, this was the number i was at before my last drink and this time im gonna try to do the full 10.
Congrats on the nine day streak.
did you have bad withdrawals?
Thanks for sharing guys. Definitely impactful
LD..u were about to go heaven...that calming feel...
Two of the goats right here
Thank you so much richard!!! I really appreciate you! God bless❤❤
And i read the bible.. 🙏...boy!! When those demons come to attack...u gotta be ready!!!
Hey Ld, again, genetics and things like that are a mystery..my nephew i mentioned before is deceased..33, and his body gave out. My mom .77..drank hard till 63..idk..shes still here..thank you again for this video and conversation. ..God Bless!..
All of that is so rough, Yvonne. I'm so sorry for the pain of both losing your nephew and seeing your mom struggle. I'm sending prayers for your mom, and prayers for your healing. ❤❤
Bat country said it best. If you didn't have a problem, you wouldn't be watching these channels!..I can't tell you how I relish..I mean relish, people who can have a few and be done, I'm not one of those people..I can't, I can't just have one!...the person I'm with, told me, I could have just one!. NO!.. IT'S NONE OR DONE!...Sorry..I din't meant to comment twice, but this is powerful!.. God Bless!..
2pac ...I ain't mad at cha
LD spiting that real talk..
Who are those two Handsome guys? Hm who knows but I like what they are saying! 😂
😂 facts are facts 💯!!
@@Micru866 Hehee.
@@Micru866❤❤❤❤
@ShadesOClarit❤❤😊y
@@ShadesOClarity 😜
I absolutely relate to you because whenever I know that I'm totally depressed it's because I think about the fact that we will not exist at some point, I will dwell on that that each of us will not exist… But when I am not depressed I don't even think about it at all… So I know that is my depression trigger, once I start thinking about the fact that we are not going to exist someday getting into my depressive state.
Perhaps you can look at the concept of existence in a broader way. Every single one of the molecules that form you at this moment will continue to exist. The spirit that you are has already embedded itself where it belongs . . . in the hearts of others. The only thing that passes with death is the ego, the sense of a self that dies, a nervous, anxious self that continuously is rattled by desire and anxiety, that seeks pleasures that don't last. If you've loved or been loved, you've already reached the pinnacle of what this life is about. And if you haven't, then open your heart and let love flow in. It is all around us.🌺
I feel this, Janet. I'm sorry you go through it. I treat those thoughts like I treat my anxiety in general. I try to get out and do something about it, first. It puts me into fight or flight, so I tend to need to burn that energy. I'll call a family member or loved one and get out (or have them over), or I'll burn that energy however I can and take a nap. The first option could help with your depression as well, but I'm fully aware that depression also leaves you feeling drained. It's just what works for me. Hope you're having a great weekend so far! ❤😊
@@kathrynminnick8986I love this, Kathryn. My father and I used to talk about energy all the time. About how the world around us is just energy vibrating.. what were perceiving as solid is just a collection of countless, vibrating molecules. It sometimes helps me to think in that way because you're right. Or energy doesn't just die when we do. My fear of death is because it's an unknown and I don't understand it. Our current experience of existence ends when we die, but none of us can say with full certainty what happens after. All that we can do now is love the people, the living things and the world around us, and to enjoy it all for what it is. Which is beautiful. ❤❤
Remember..Slayer got a black belt in martial arts...know I box..
I drank hard liq in my teen years but it was strictly beer after that! All those scenarios you guys described with the sneaking liq into public places ive done just with cans of beer lol! 35 mins of sober jewels dropped for thousands of addicts for free! Cant wait for number 3! ❤
Omg, this conversation started off by blowing me away. I said that my major anxiety started at a young age. But I can remember my first panic attack clearly. I was seven, and I kept my mom up all night, calming me down and talking about God and heaven because I realized that we all die and I COULD NOT handle it. It has been a constant panic trigger in my life since that moment. I imagine that most of us experience moments of cold sweats when the thought inevitably passes through. I always wondered if others thought about this as frequently as I do. But it will at times just get in my brain and ruin my whole day. I definitely enjoyed how alcohol distracted me from that. I don't think I specifically used it for that reason, but I definitely didn't think so much about it, and it did a great job of removing cares of any sort from my life. Bad news is I woke up in a total mess when I finally got sober, so I'd still prefer to just panic every once in a while. My rock bottom was when my father was battling cancer and he called me one night. It was for something small, thank God. But not only did I miss the call because I was passed out drunk, but even if I caught the call, I couldn't go to him or help him because I was drunk. I also showed him that he could not rely on me. I did not quit at that moment, but I began tapering. A month before he died I put the stuff down. The day he died I knew I wasn't touching it again because I was feeling so much grief and it wasn't his fault. But I don't ever want to have a direct hand in putting my family through that grief. That day was two years ago yesterday. After that choice, I started thinking again about the frailty of life and how little time I have to make meaningful memories with the ones I love. I thought about all the time lost. So now, when I'm tempted to drink, I think about all of that. And usually I'll go find some family to be with. Sometimes, I just grab some food and veg out, too. But I always think about the big picture, my losses, and all the memories waiting to be made. I'm going to say it again..
SLAYER GET OUT OF MY BRAIN hahah I appreciate so much knowing that others deal with that to the same or a similar level as me. I'm truly sorry for the anxiety you feel, but it makes me feel a little better to know that I'm not alone in that being such a regular experience. Just so you know, Slayer, it helps to find someone you love or to do something you love in those moments. Even though I still feel the fear and the sorrow, I get to know that I'm not squandering my time, and eventually whatever I'm doing tends to distract me. If that's not possible then I just try to exhaust myself and then take a nap lol like a reset. Thank you both so much for such wonderful insight!! I specifically appreciate how much ypu think about your family now with all of your decisions, LD. I really appreciate how much you appreciate having this time with them and having the opportunity to take care of them. Here's to a lifetime more of making memories with the ones we love, my friend. Sorry this was so long, my jaw just hit the floor when Slayer started talking. I'm still trying pick it back up lol I hope everyone here has a wonderful weekend! Love to all ❤❤❤😊❤❤❤
My first “big thought” that I remember was when I was about five years old: “What would there be if there wasn’t anything?” That just about fried my brain circuitry. Although that thought (non-existence) was not about death per se, it was “death adjacent.” It reminds me that kids, from a young age, are thinking big, stressful or mind-boggling thoughts. Not surprising that for some people alcohol can provide a welcome relief from the anxiety associated with such thoughts. Unfortunately, alcohol can’t solve the underlying existential issue causing the anxiety and then adds another whole set of problems.
@kathrynminnick8986 exactly. I don't think I ever drank specifically to escape those thoughts, but more to medicate myself for my anxiety in general. But I think that had I focused on taming, or at least living with my anxiety from a younger age, then I may not have leaned so heavily on drinking later. Although, I really can't be sure of that since alcoholism runs in my family, and I loved the stuff from my first sip. I'm not sure what the answer is to managing the existential crisis outside of trying to live fully and love fully. I just try to find my people and throw my energy into them or reset. I hope you've had a great week, my friend 😊❤️
Once u start drinking at 230am...yeah ... you're done... yeah...ugh..i know
Enjoyed it!! You’re both able/willing to “yield the floor” to the other and to listen to what the other is saying. You seesaw smoothly between each other’s mini “monologues” with neither person monopolizing the conversation. Plus, the convo moves logically from topic to topic and, of course, what both of you talk about is engaging and insightful. Great video!! Lots of food for thought!! 😊😊❤❤
I love this collab!! Awesome video LD and Slayer!! Much love from San Antonio, TX!
Grieving life without your best friend
Everyone’s journey is unique that’s so true and we’re responsible for the reactions and consequences of our choices. We are not victims regardless of our vice.
LD YEP! U don’t realize you just got a phone call and life changes in a blink.
We don’t have a thing without our HEALTH
I think what is at the core of why we all want to get that drink or whatever it is is because we feel so profoundly disappointed . Disappointed in how everything has gone.
It's not your time yet...praise God
I found BAT Country first... and your channel from HardKnox addiction just this week... So helpful
i only drink friday and saturday usually but can't do just one drink and have used it to cope w stress esp since i had my daughter w special needs in 2011 (i read emails of me from back then saying i'm going to go cry and drink wine)... covid we were all drinking so much --now i control it and don't drink all week and dont need to (i work m to friday) but clearly that's still a problem when friday clicks and i want cocktails as a reward or to "relax". I am not drinking tonight thanks to these videos. Thank you
In AA mtgs back in my day there were women’s meetings, co Ed, etc.
Since watching LD from the beginning I sometimes wonder how the feelings of shame and such come about for a male.
Is it more shame based?
What do men feel?
I'm new to your videos, and really learning a lot. My apologies if this has already been asked, but is Cannibis gummies bad for our liver also?
Hey everyone…I am new to this channel … could someone please let me know how to find Slayer? Thanks!!
LD what you felt was disassociating yourself from your mind
👏♥️👍😆
My bottom was lose my hb & son
Slay I had the same with Kurt Cobain …
Yeah when was your first funeral?
For me it comes and goes … mortality
I’m afraid to die
Love you, Kristen!! ❤❤❤ I feel you here...
@@amandaflaherty7528 I love you ❤️💕
Wow very cool I’ve never had someone say that to me before Amanda 🥰♥️🫶🏻
But the Lord Jesus Christ has another plan for you...
They say that nobody REALLY believes in their own immortality - just as well eh
I thought the Slayer guy was going my to tell HIS story, but ok,.,,,,,