Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom (Official Lyric Video)

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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Месяц назад +87

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/rockbottom
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @SG_LOVE
      @SG_LOVE Месяц назад +8

      Already saved to my playlist 🙂
      Could you please try to collaborate with Babymetal? I really need a song with you two... It's my dream 😊

    • @BrickMaster_mando
      @BrickMaster_mando Месяц назад +5

      Saw this this morning super good, love it. Can't wait for icarus❤

    • @AirForceCJ
      @AirForceCJ Месяц назад +8

      I hope y’all see this…
      Suicide survivor here. Still suffering from depression at times. Your music… it’s a lifeline for me to know that people relate. That I’m not alone. Thank you for everything

    • @georgiossirgoudis9207
      @georgiossirgoudis9207 Месяц назад +4

      Another banger citizen soldier 🤟🔥❤️😘

  • @ripper9117
    @ripper9117 Месяц назад +61

    "Sick of holding on"
    "Sick of being strong"
    I felt that so much

  • @Non_507
    @Non_507 Месяц назад +393

    Hey! It’s Leo, I was at the Lincoln show with the tattoo of “won’t be a victim, I’m a survivor” and the one with the let it burn banner, it was really nice to meet you guys and I hope to see you guys again in the future!

    • @alexisSledge
      @alexisSledge Месяц назад +12

      What was it like getting to meet them? Sorry about the random question but I love these guys and I wanted to take my dad to a concert with me but he’s very sick so we couldn’t get tickets. I wanted to at least tell him about it though

    • @koolrobokiller7908
      @koolrobokiller7908 Месяц назад +27

      For one he is so much taller then you think he is and he is a super awesome and super nice guy I got to tell him how his music has saved my life more times then I can count and he asked if he could give me a hug cuz he was so happy is music helped so much.

    • @Non_507
      @Non_507 Месяц назад +24

      @@alexisSledge it was great, they were very nice and considerate and you could really tell they cared about each and every one of us even if they didn’t know us they cared

    • @briezeul-se2tl
      @briezeul-se2tl Месяц назад +8

      Nice to meet you two!!! Hope I see ya soon :)

    • @Capamike
      @Capamike Месяц назад +8

      ​@@Non_507 I agree and met them at Montreal in Canada they are great person 😊 They care

  • @jeanordedor3702
    @jeanordedor3702 Месяц назад +88

    it's the "sick of holding on" hit so much

    • @demonkingoftyranny1460
      @demonkingoftyranny1460 29 дней назад +1

      Fr…their music always hits so hard…it’s a shame this is the last one I’ll hear from them

    • @terriunderwoodmeredith2452
      @terriunderwoodmeredith2452 11 дней назад

      ​@@demonkingoftyranny1460 Why say it's the last song you'll hear from them??? I'm 59 and just heard this group & this song. This old tough cookie can be knocked down but NOTHING'S going to keep me down. Also give another song a listen to called This Is The Way by 5FDP.... It's the Lyrics... I've walked through the fire & brimstone and there was no pearly gates!! Been there, you got to live for yourself!!!! Prayers

  • @marushard4974
    @marushard4974 Месяц назад +24

    For those of you asking yourself “When will I hit rock bottom?” there is a reason for why you haven't, and there are many reasons but my reason is my friends, I told myself once that if I can't be strong for myself then I must be strong for others because I have people in my life that care and so do you, it's just up to you to find them, and you already found at least a few, me and Citizen Soldiers band group 🩵

  • @notright7691
    @notright7691 Месяц назад +198

    the realest lyric for me has to go be "life don't run out of problems". because sometimes it really do feel that way. 🖤

    • @jillwesenbeek3964
      @jillwesenbeek3964 Месяц назад +5

      Yes! 😢😅

    • @kamrynbuckner4549
      @kamrynbuckner4549 Месяц назад +3

      I relate more to the "somebody better read my vitals I'm getting close to suici***" lyric

  • @Andrew.Theodore
    @Andrew.Theodore Месяц назад +171

    "My breaking point's so far behind
    my limit's in the rearview ive crossed every line.
    A thousand times i should have died.
    How much can one heart take?
    How am I still alive?" This. I feel it so intensely. Last night was one of the worst nights in awhile. Thank you for this. ❤

    • @cindyjocrimmins9658
      @cindyjocrimmins9658 Месяц назад +5

      Yes. How am I still alive? Clinically dead several times and brought back, and that’s only the times that people know about, not all the times they don’t. I don’t get it.

    • @scythenyte2759
      @scythenyte2759 Месяц назад +1

      Yeah that part hit so hard

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 Месяц назад +136

    'I try to run but my demons follow' hit me hard. This is another banger that I can't wait to blast in my car

  • @emmasanford6802
    @emmasanford6802 Месяц назад +32

    “How much can one heart take” 😭 thats why i have trust issues and hate people ive been screwed over so many times

  • @namethestars
    @namethestars Месяц назад +45

    One thing I REALLY like about this song is how the instruments, though powerful, are slightly muted and Jake's vocals take centre stage. He has an amazing voice and songs like this really highlight the power of his singing. I feel this song so much so thank you CS for putting into music how I feel most days 💖

  • @cindyjocrimmins9658
    @cindyjocrimmins9658 Месяц назад +21

    This song couldn’t be closer to where I’ve been…It never gets any easier or better. I’m convinced that every time I think “Things can’t possibly get any worse than this “…the Universe says, “Challenge excepted!”

  • @NightmareKhaos
    @NightmareKhaos Месяц назад +10

    That line where he says it’s been one of those nights staring at the ceiling, wondering why I’m still alive is exactly how I have felt a lot!!!!

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp Месяц назад +1

      Stay strong, life will make more sense and it will be worth it! ❤

  • @Kai-ji3du
    @Kai-ji3du Месяц назад +74

    From the start, this was my day yesterday. Everything felt wrong, and nothing went normally. These songs are always my help ❤ Always love getting notification for a new song and being able to listen right away

    • @Violetstrike
      @Violetstrike Месяц назад +2

      Yesterday was like that for me as well, I hope today will be better for both of us

    • @DAHYPEMAN4115
      @DAHYPEMAN4115 Месяц назад

      I feel like this too for a few weeks, Let's get through this together

  • @lillianastorm6985
    @lillianastorm6985 Месяц назад +25

    "My limits in the rear view, I've crossed every line" is my favorite line.
    It's funny how you can get me to bop my head to any song you make no matter how sad the lyrics get ❤

  • @dsnyder7872
    @dsnyder7872 11 дней назад +3

    Met a young man (I'm old) in St Johns, MI a couple hours ago. Had the name of the band on his truck. I asked him about it, he gave me a little back story, told him I'm look it up when I got back south and home. I'm impressed. Good job kid.

  • @coltthewolf27
    @coltthewolf27 Месяц назад +22

    I felt like I got sucker punched in my soul listening to this. After barely escaping from an abusive relationship with my sanity intact, I felt like this for quite some time, until a old friend saved me from it just a week ago. Gods, you all make the most relatable, but also best sounding music I've listened to within the last 5 years. Keep up the good work Citizen Soldier!

    • @sylvarblahk2652
      @sylvarblahk2652 Месяц назад +1

      Props to your friend for helping you. I hope your life continues to get improve from this point.

  • @Jack-TV-k
    @Jack-TV-k Месяц назад +52

    The best birthday gift, a citizen soldier song

    • @Th3RightStuff
      @Th3RightStuff Месяц назад +7

      Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉

    • @shadxw-bird
      @shadxw-bird Месяц назад +5

      Happy birthday!

    • @YDKM1959
      @YDKM1959 Месяц назад +5

      Happy birthday! 🎊 I hope you have a year of everything you deserve.🎁

    • @sylvarblahk2652
      @sylvarblahk2652 Месяц назад +5

      Happy birthday! I'm so glad that you found out that this came out on your birthday when it came out. One of my other favorite artists released an album on my birthday last year, and I didn't realize it until the beginning of April this year...

    • @hollyslinkard2718
      @hollyslinkard2718 Месяц назад +5

      Happy Birthday! Enjoy the song and enjoy your next year of life. I hope it goes well for you!

  • @hunteromonsters9794
    @hunteromonsters9794 Месяц назад +25

    I hope you guys don't stop making music! You guys are one of the few bands that actually has meaning! I'm a huge fan and I will always be a fan!!

  • @user-wy6ft4yf6m
    @user-wy6ft4yf6m Месяц назад +13

    "Been praying God would save me because no one cares" really hit me hard 💔

  • @EnnaLotjonen
    @EnnaLotjonen Месяц назад +13

    This song is amazing, but I hate the fact that I along with many others can relate to these lyrics... Let's stay strong everybody and keep on fighting, we got this!

  • @Someone-dv7hw
    @Someone-dv7hw Месяц назад +11

    "Feels like, I'm always falling... when will I hit rock bottom" 🖤

  • @treybledsoe378
    @treybledsoe378 Месяц назад +7

    "Had enough, now the hope feels Hollow"
    Holy shite that hit way to fricken hard, you guys sure know how to deliver a sucker punch to the gut. Thanks for the awesome music

  • @johnkelvin4450
    @johnkelvin4450 Месяц назад +5

    for people who hear this, remember, make our future self proud of us is the best feeling ever, don't disappointing our future self, made he/she proud by keep going.

  • @catladycatlady7359
    @catladycatlady7359 Месяц назад +9

    I can't begin to express how much your music speaks to my heart. Many times have been in the car screaming your music out loud, sometimes even while crying. I always feel like it's the only music that really expresses what I am feeling.
    Glad you guys do what you do. Please never stopped doing it.

  • @serenity8839
    @serenity8839 Месяц назад +20

    Anyone whos in the UK right now, with the talks of changes to our systems an calling out the mentally ill as "unfair on tax payer" effectively for not working by our own PM.
    This is a absolute mood right now. Like we didn't have enough problems haha.

    • @Someone-dv7hw
      @Someone-dv7hw Месяц назад

      Omg I have not heard of that... so sorry for you. If there is any hope that won't go thru I wish you the best of luck.
      I'm struggling to find a job I can handle with my current mental state and its hell. Even with insurance... and all of the attached bs

    • @SiobhanR28
      @SiobhanR28 Месяц назад +1

      Yeah. UK is a disaster. 😢😢

    • @namethestars
      @namethestars Месяц назад

      @serenity8839, what really incensed me about our useless excuse of a PM was when he referred to those struggling with anxiety and depression as using them as a "lifestyle" choice. How f**king divorced from reality does he have to be to not realise how detrimental depression can be and how dark that hole can be. The sooner these cretins are out of power, the better.

    • @serenity8839
      @serenity8839 Месяц назад

      @@Someone-dv7hw Yer the last week, they are lying on the news about how much we are given, and saying "we have turned to living off it rather then trying to work"
      For years they have done everything they can to cut us off as its easier as we struggle to defend ourselves. Now they're going to give these untrained people the power to get police involved and its so stressful as well i know soon they will just cut us off to pay for there new crap.

  • @mha_erichan1234
    @mha_erichan1234 Месяц назад +10

    Thank you for making the most relatable songs ever

  • @akirarose3947
    @akirarose3947 Месяц назад +9

    I feel this so deeply......the fall....it feels like flying....it feels like the ocean you float.......you never see the bottom but if you dont swim up you wont be able to breath.....❤

  • @lunareclipse7239
    @lunareclipse7239 Месяц назад +11

    I can honestly say, I've listened to all of your guys music waiting for the next one. You guys are the only band I've listened to with all your music and never stop listening because of how much your music has helped me. I love you guys, keep up the good work! Never stop being you. ❤❤

  • @Jaidigy
    @Jaidigy Месяц назад +24

    This song is genuinely beautiful, even though the meaning behind it is quite emotional. I love you guys so much, and I cannot wait to listen to your new album “Icarus”! ❤️‍🔥🧡

  • @dilligaff1979
    @dilligaff1979 Месяц назад +9

    When the monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop.
    No one would even notice or even care if I was gone. I'm tired of fighting on my own.

    • @PeterMunoz-ru4fw
      @PeterMunoz-ru4fw Месяц назад +1

      Been there for years. You are not alone. I don't want to die but I don't want to live.

    • @akaspongy
      @akaspongy 25 дней назад

      Please keep holding on. I am a mom of someone who feels like this a lot of the time too.😓 Please 🙏 those voices in your head are lying to you!👺 You matter❤️‍🩹 you are loved, even at your worst.

  • @austindeanblade8070
    @austindeanblade8070 Месяц назад +7

    How do you always manage to make a song that speaks to my soul

  • @CashewOutside21
    @CashewOutside21 Месяц назад +5

    When will I hit rock bottom?
    Asked this way too many times to count.
    Its been one of those days, on way too many occasions.
    Love the song it says it all so perfectly ❤

  • @JJkii90
    @JJkii90 Месяц назад +3

    This song came out when I was in class, I gave this a listen. When I heard the line “staring at the ceiling wondering why I’m alive” this song had me crying

  • @Stoner-Thangs
    @Stoner-Thangs Месяц назад +15

    I was suggested here while listening to the song “Gandi - Andi Kicja” 😅😅

    • @ExplosionMare
      @ExplosionMare Месяц назад +2

      Glad to have you here! Saw this band in my feed randomly too one day and it's one of the best things to ever happen to me 🙂

  • @tinycoinfromholland1391
    @tinycoinfromholland1391 Месяц назад +3

    I love this song! It perfectly describes the pain depression and self hatred causes.

  • @wolfsrule100
    @wolfsrule100 Месяц назад +6

    Another spot on song! Thank you for making us all feel less alone

  • @FirestoneAnimation
    @FirestoneAnimation Месяц назад +3

    It's such a wonderful mix between frustration and sadness.

  • @andy255
    @andy255 Месяц назад +2

    I don't know what's the best part of hearing this songs... The fact that all of them are so awesome, or the fact that when i see the comments, i realize that all of them are helping people ❤ Love you guys! You're such a blessing!

  • @mokurai6663
    @mokurai6663 Месяц назад +3

    This song fit the past week and a half I was at rock bottom and now I'm grateful to be where I am today

  • @Succubi_bunny
    @Succubi_bunny Месяц назад +3

    The glory of hitting rock bottom in life is that the only way left to go is up, but you have to fight to prove, not to others but to yourself, that you deserve to get out of that pit. And every single person that reads this deserves that. So get up, you just fell a long long way down, dust yourself off and get back in that fight because I sure as hell didn’t hear no bell.

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime Месяц назад +4

    An early release? Love it. The song completely resonating with me this week? Even better. Thank you for your music

  • @-t-4905
    @-t-4905 Месяц назад +2

    It's scary how often some of your songs come out on que with what I'm going through.
    U put into song what I can't even put into words.
    Thank you.

  • @rainbowsparkle1656
    @rainbowsparkle1656 Месяц назад +5

    Hey guys! I’m the girl you met in Denver that said Golden weather was my fav from you guys. Thank you for releasing this song, because I relate to it so much. School has been stressing me out, and final exams are in less than a month. Sleep is the only relief from life I have until everything is over. Love you guys and your work, I hope you all make it big one day. 🫶

  • @gottacatchemallpokemon8458
    @gottacatchemallpokemon8458 Месяц назад +4

    You know it's a good song when it's been out 1hr and it's the only song you've listened to for that hour ❤ xx

  • @HorrorcrawlerGaming
    @HorrorcrawlerGaming Месяц назад +2

    Yesterday, when this song was released, was one of the worst days of my life. I have been feeling everything mentioned in this song since my 18 year old younger brother suddenly passed away. I just got around to listening to this song, and it helped me so much. Thank you, Citizen Soldier. 💔

  • @austinfrengtravel
    @austinfrengtravel Месяц назад +2

    You really did it again. I have been crying my eyes out for the entire song. Every word of this song hits me right now at my core. I also say this again you guys are the reason I am still here. Jake, I really can’t thank you enough for putting out such meaningful music. Today I celebrate 8 months from an attempt to take my own life and it is largely because of you.

  • @RosaDystovia
    @RosaDystovia Месяц назад +17

    I am already intrigued.

  • @SomePerson-ek5jr
    @SomePerson-ek5jr Месяц назад +4

    I’ve already listened to this 47 times today according to Spotify. I love you guys ❤️

  • @TheWeatherkingdom_2026
    @TheWeatherkingdom_2026 Месяц назад +2

    Best like I think is this “ my breaking points so far behind limits in the rear view if crossed every line a thousands times I should have died how much can one heart take how am I still alive” absolutely hit to home and amazing.

  • @trincywalker7497
    @trincywalker7497 Месяц назад +2

    Hit rock bottom No rock bottom hit me. All of citizen soldiers songs always touch me but this one just like a foundation now. Sometimes we just need the rock bottom to rebuild ourselfs but thank you for seeing those who get stuck on bottom.

  • @shaunanorth995
    @shaunanorth995 Месяц назад +3

    I can sure relate to that reason I'm still here is my mom says I'm stronger than I think I am sometimes I just don't feel that way. Thanks for another awesome song guys.

  • @EmyEm01
    @EmyEm01 Месяц назад +3

    God bless Citizen Soldier. Thanks for everything once again, saved me multiple times already. These songs help me go trough the day every day.

  • @arron4112
    @arron4112 Месяц назад +2

    We lost our car a few days ago. Had a mental breakdown about it that reminded me of this. You guys always put out amazing music when we need it and I love it.

  • @TheDragonEmpress26
    @TheDragonEmpress26 Месяц назад +3

    I tried to run but my Demons follow is my favorite part of the song

  • @ryansparks2359
    @ryansparks2359 Месяц назад +2

    You just know when to release the songs...You know the words to say. My thoughts have been growing darker again because of my daily seizures, brain slowly rotting and a doctor who I feel is giving up on me. Never had a job or any "normal" experience like others. Maybe 10 seizures at most while I'm awake and more while I'm asleep. Never had a job because no one wants ti give me a chance. Citizen Soldier as a whole just knows what to do to make myself feel better. Reminding me I'm not alone in this war. I can cry out those negative tears and smile. Continue what you're doing, Jake. All of you.

  • @Lick-A-Rock
    @Lick-A-Rock Месяц назад +16

    I’ve been here since the release of Stronger Than My Storm, and I don’t regret it. You guys saved my life more times than I can count. I found you guys at my worst, and thanks to you, I finally got on antidepressants. I don’t know how I managed to survive, but after 5 years of self harming, 12 suicide attempts, and countless mental breakdowns, I managed to get out of that hell. There’s still days that I can’t get out of bed, still nights when I want to end it all, but I’m finally recovering. Thank you for saving my life.

    • @k0iip0ndzz
      @k0iip0ndzz Месяц назад +1

      Been here since 3/11/23 (March 11). I don’t regret it at all :)

  • @leonmislo
    @leonmislo Месяц назад +4

    This came out of nowhere.😳 Wow what a song, which sounds poppy but has the deepest lyrics. Very well done boys - you've made my day!❤🔥

  • @Justaquestion888
    @Justaquestion888 Месяц назад +2

    Always after 8 pm without fail, I don't know why, but I spiral into darker thoughts.. so the intro line "counting down the seconds til i can just go to sleep" had me in the first 10 seconds 😢
    Citizen soldier are simply brilliant 👏

  • @amymead9519
    @amymead9519 Месяц назад +1

    Your music is really helping me right now, I lost my mum on Monday and your songs really call out to me. It just feels like so far this year everything's just going wrong and I'm stood on the ledge, just waiting for the next wrong thing to push me over.

  • @therizen4253
    @therizen4253 Месяц назад +4

    this is literally how i've been feeling for a while now

  • @Pam_1972
    @Pam_1972 Месяц назад +5

    Wow! This song hit hard! Deal with this almost every day

  • @josefpopka
    @josefpopka Месяц назад +2

    Nice work. So true song. Sometimes is everyone in dark feelings but remember there is always something, someone what is worth fighting for . Thanks for your music

  • @justanotherstory3027
    @justanotherstory3027 Месяц назад +2

    This song puts everything I've been thinking and struggling with for a couple weeks now perfectly into words.
    Thank you for showing me I'm not alone rn ❤

  • @OfficialSAS748
    @OfficialSAS748 Месяц назад +3

    Basically, me when I am sick every time I try go outside and speak with people

  • @NateHuff24
    @NateHuff24 Месяц назад +1

    This song hits so close to home. Whenever you feel depressed, you just want your current mood to be the end of it, but it feels like the end won't come soon enough.

    • @youareenoughngp
      @youareenoughngp Месяц назад

      Stay strong, my friend, it will all be worth it!❤

    • @NateHuff24
      @NateHuff24 Месяц назад +1

      @@youareenoughngp Thank you

  • @abdaoneden6793
    @abdaoneden6793 Месяц назад +2

    Been waiting for this song, since I heard it in your short videos. Thank you for finally releasing this banger

  • @elladavies723
    @elladavies723 Месяц назад +2

    Aghhh I needed this rn. When I need it the most you always make me feel less alone 😭🙏

  • @pelicandom4246
    @pelicandom4246 Месяц назад +6

    Another banger!! Glad I just got to see you all in Denver!!

  • @shannonjones428
    @shannonjones428 Месяц назад +1

    Our daughter will be seeing you for her birthday in OKC !!! She's got VIP passes !! I know just meeting you will will be one of her best days ever!! She struggles so much and your music helps her through her dark times... I can't wait to see her smile again.... Thank you for all that you do !!

  • @alpacaqueen6835
    @alpacaqueen6835 Месяц назад +2

    "im close to suicidal" that hits hard....

  • @marie0994lv
    @marie0994lv Месяц назад +9

    I already love this song and know the words to it

    • @ll_silxntf6x_ll
      @ll_silxntf6x_ll Месяц назад +1

      It was only posted 3 minutes ago n the video is 3 minutes long so it's impossible

    • @marie0994lv
      @marie0994lv Месяц назад

      @@ll_silxntf6x_ll umm the song came out at midnight. The lyric vid just came out.

    • @marie0994lv
      @marie0994lv Месяц назад

      @ll_silxntf6x_ll Umm, the song came out at midnight. also, he posted a clip of the song a min ago

  • @jamievincent24
    @jamievincent24 Месяц назад +2

    I love all your music and every song but this one hits me the most. Thank you Citizen Soldier and keep up the good work 💜

  • @kaiyalayton2340
    @kaiyalayton2340 Месяц назад +2

    Once again; another song that understands me better than most people in my life!
    Thanks for another amazing song that I can use to express how I feel when I don't have the words to. ❤❤❤

  • @jennah6080
    @jennah6080 Месяц назад +1

    The editor of this video deserves a raise, its cool and well done! 🔥
    You guys are my fav band since I discovered you: the melody, lyrics and everything is just.. on a whole other level in comparison to the main stream music. Love you guys!

  • @NEVER-ly9ul
    @NEVER-ly9ul Месяц назад +1

    This song hit really hard. I feel like I'm always trying to explain to people how I feel but I can never find words, this song said it all for me. It's like it's always one thing after another and it just never ends. Thank you so much for being so strong, you deserve the world!❤❤

  • @xxandrewkunxx
    @xxandrewkunxx Месяц назад +7

    This song just what I needed

  • @user-cs4gf4rb6z
    @user-cs4gf4rb6z Месяц назад

    Thank you guys. I got pretty low a little while ago, I was really lonely, I had zero friends that really cared, I had no to really help me with anything. I met a lovely lady recently that seems to care though. I've been so much happier lately because of her. It feels good to have a friend.

  • @fluffenough7797
    @fluffenough7797 Месяц назад +5

    Love this song, cant wait for the rest of this album 🧡

  • @Dragonlovermaniak
    @Dragonlovermaniak Месяц назад +2

    Amazing as always! I am sorry for the ones who struggle with this. No matter how hard you try, it keeps falling apart, and it's frustrating. Your emotions being tested to the brink of insanity, you try to have an pen heart but it keeps being hurt from multibal reasons. Things keep falling apart around and wonder if all these problems will ever stop. We are here for you through all the pain. It's amazing you got this far, and you will never stop being amazing. You are the greatest when the world is not. Don't let the world tear you down; only you can rise above them.

  • @jorgemtz88
    @jorgemtz88 26 дней назад

    For the last 20+ years I have hit rock bottom several times, every time I recover stronger the next hit is worse and so on, I just wish that this was over, I grasp whatever sliver of hope I can get just to continue, but I get tired, I can't sleep without meds, I'm overstressed, every day is having part of my mind trying to keep hold of my worst thoughts while at work, having to keep a mask that I barely let go while outside of my bedroom, suicidal thoughts hunt me every day, just so the pain and the torture my mind feels end, I just want peace, I just want to rest and I just want my hyperactive mind to stop overthinking just so I could breath.
    Thank you CS, you have given us a voice to show the world what we are going through the feelings,the loneliness, the fight, you are a safe place for how we feel. May you be blessed for ever.
    Greeting from Mexico.

  • @stevenvincent8820
    @stevenvincent8820 19 дней назад

    I swear every time something bad happens in my life y’all drop an amazing song that sums up how I’m about to feel like when my ex wife had a miscarriage and two days before you dropped still breathing and I noticed a week before I met up with someone I’ve loved for years and she left me feeling numb in the same night you drop this song

  • @116charmed
    @116charmed Месяц назад

    Life don't run out of problems, sick of holding on, sick of being strong is my favorite lines from this song cause this really is my life. Cause everytime I turn there is always something wrong with me or wrong going on in my life. I am sick of being strong.

  • @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs
    @GiftsAmimalsGiveUs Месяц назад +2

    "How much can one heart take."
    "How am I still alive"
    My heart can't keep on going with all this pain. Still I fight even though I also want to let go.
    Thank you Citizen Soldier

  • @ryantully3717
    @ryantully3717 Месяц назад

    I've had this on repeat for 2 hours.... I'm seriously counting hours when I'll sleep for days, my bedroom/garage ceiling are my best friends. I miss you mom.....

  • @Chloe19485
    @Chloe19485 Месяц назад +1

    As soon as I got home from school I saw this notification and it made my whole day better

  • @AshleyBlake-ce3fw
    @AshleyBlake-ce3fw 16 дней назад

    My other half loves your music, ur songs hit her. Most of your songs she can relate to, and a lot of the time your music has helped her out when she's feeling depressed and suicidal. I just wanna say thanks

  • @Animefanboy700
    @Animefanboy700 Месяц назад

    “Im getting close to suicidal”
    That hit me like a rock, been struggling with that alot lately..

    • @LalaKawaiiWonderland
      @LalaKawaiiWonderland Месяц назад

      I hope you get through this, I was like that every second of every day for months. It's been two years since I've felt like this now, so I have all the hope for you!
      I used to frequent the hotlines and text lines. The thing that helped me feel alive was taking walks, and hiking nature trails. I'd go out for hours and get lost in nature.
      After about 2 months I felt the heaviness lift and started looking forward to hiking and watching the wild animals live so calmly.
      Drawing helps me turn off my emotions too, as well as gaming. I wish you all the healing 🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @Darkone1025
    @Darkone1025 Месяц назад +2

    Thank you AOL for ur songs.....I had a really bad night last night. Ur songs make everything better🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @Starwishpony
    @Starwishpony Месяц назад

    This song hits hard. I feel this all the time and yalls music has a special place in my heart. I just love how you guys can just connect to the people who are too scared to speak up about their mental health. Whenever I feel depressed or whatever... I use your songs to save me and let others know how I feel. Thank you for being the heroes we need

  • @Jake_Baker
    @Jake_Baker Месяц назад +2

    Another amazing song time to learn every lyric and sing it when im sad i can't wait to see you guys live around my birthday

  • @jessdeandromeda2883
    @jessdeandromeda2883 Месяц назад +2

    Yeeeesss! I feel so happy of wake-up with a new sing!!! Thank you Citizen Soldier ♥️

  • @vgraham580
    @vgraham580 Месяц назад

    I can relate to every word in this song. "Life don't run out of problems" - every day is a struggle to live. Thank you @CitizenSoldier

  • @toastk7927
    @toastk7927 Месяц назад

    Thank you just for being there for all of us. Just knowing that there is someone who knows how I feel and can express it in such beautiful way makes me feeling more alive

  • @LycanWolfGaming
    @LycanWolfGaming Месяц назад +2

    how much can one heart?
    how am I still alive?
    I live in spite of my demons, I live in spite of the Darkness that surrounds us - it might try to attack me but it'll get a helluva fight out of me and my Light
    another great song, nothing gets me emotional like your songs - especially Face to Face, that song gets me fired up

  • @djkzrocksta
    @djkzrocksta Месяц назад +2

    This is amazing...All you guys' songs are so relatable and emotional that I always enjoy listening. ❤

  • @anonymousxd5207
    @anonymousxd5207 Месяц назад +2

    So glad to catch this early especially after their concert yesterday

  • @AngelTheRedDevil
    @AngelTheRedDevil Месяц назад +1

    This song is my life rn.. my parents are going through it rn and I’m so scared that I’m going to lose my family.. the family I’ve known for 24 years of my life and I’m crying and screaming mentally… I feel like this maybe my rock bottom..

  • @marthahenrich1185
    @marthahenrich1185 Месяц назад

    After the month I just went through this song says exactly what I was feeling. I hit rock bottom but surprisingly I’m still here. Great song.

  • @laiacolobal
    @laiacolobal Месяц назад +1

    The song is wonderful!! I fell in love with the song when you released the short, and the full version is just amazing!

  • @mistress_of_the_dark380
    @mistress_of_the_dark380 Месяц назад

    I have always loved your music and in many ways, it's become my therapy because I have made more progress healing while listening to you then I ever did in that office. I just had a powerful one that's been years in the making.
    Thank you for existing.
    Thank you for being a voice for us.
    Thank you for showing us how to turn everything that came for us into our power.
    Thank you.