I was gambling like crazy any time I ever had money, really sabotaging myself. I finally had enough one day after spending $300 in about 5 minutes and getting NOTHING in return that I told myself I will never do this again. That was over 5 years ago now, and I haven't spent a penny on any type of gambling, no raffle tickets, no 50/50, I won't even do the scratch off's that I get as gifts from people, I just give them away. I am not proud of much in my life, but I am definitely proud that I have sworn that shit off for good.
Im realizing now that there's many different areas in my life where i need to take a step back and reprogram my behaviors if im going to successfully live the way i dream for myself.
It's weird how dysfunctional and broken human consciousness is. Like it feels surreal sometimes that I actually have to watch videos like this just to figure out how to exist.
The channel is really getting me through the toughest moment of my life so far. I’m 36 and just broke up with someone I wanted to marry because I sabotaged myself. I feel like Connor is speaking to me in so many of his videos.
Not sure if anyone can relate, but I had a broken engagement and a layoff within a month. I was chronically burned out at my job when my layoff occurred so I got lost in exploring career transitions to new industries. Years later I'm in a spiral of analysis paralysis to get my shit together and get back on track. I found I was aiming high, putting myself out there, relocated to be with family in a new city to really push my boundaries, but I got stuck sabotaging myself. This habit destroyed my motivation, introduced me to anxiety / depression and kept me in part time work that is utterly demeaning to my education / experience level.
I can see an ideal, mature male model in you. As a daughter of an alcoholic (and violent) father, I have a deep fear and disappointment in male species in general, and sometimes I find myself projecting those negative feelings on to my partners. To stop that, I guess I have to see a lot of good models like you who can turn that belief. Thanks as always! 😊
I was gambling like crazy any time I ever had money, really sabotaging myself. I finally had enough one day after spending $300 in about 5 minutes and getting NOTHING in return that I told myself I will never do this again. That was over 5 years ago now, and I haven't spent a penny on any type of gambling, no raffle tickets, no 50/50, I won't even do the scratch off's that I get as gifts from people, I just give them away. I am not proud of much in my life, but I am definitely proud that I have sworn that shit off for good.
Im realizing now that there's many different areas in my life where i need to take a step back and reprogram my behaviors if im going to successfully live the way i dream for myself.
Self abandonment. It’s from our inner child feeling ashamed
It's weird how dysfunctional and broken human consciousness is. Like it feels surreal sometimes that I actually have to watch videos like this just to figure out how to exist.
The channel is really getting me through the toughest moment of my life so far. I’m 36 and just broke up with someone I wanted to marry because I sabotaged myself. I feel like Connor is speaking to me in so many of his videos.
Crucial video
Not sure if anyone can relate, but I had a broken engagement and a layoff within a month. I was chronically burned out at my job when my layoff occurred so I got lost in exploring career transitions to new industries. Years later I'm in a spiral of analysis paralysis to get my shit together and get back on track. I found I was aiming high, putting myself out there, relocated to be with family in a new city to really push my boundaries, but I got stuck sabotaging myself. This habit destroyed my motivation, introduced me to anxiety / depression and kept me in part time work that is utterly demeaning to my education / experience level.
Very helpful. Thank you.
I can see an ideal, mature male model in you. As a daughter of an alcoholic (and violent) father, I have a deep fear and disappointment in male species in general, and sometimes I find myself projecting those negative feelings on to my partners. To stop that, I guess I have to see a lot of good models like you who can turn that belief. Thanks as always! 😊
This was very informative
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This is the best channel on RUclips and I cannot thank you everything you do 🫶